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luca-the-artist · 2 days ago

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MIMIC'S CONSPIRACY!?

And After 2 weeks of silence, i'm BACK! i was re-watching some music videos of "Built in the 80s" song, and in my fav version of it, the animator had combined matpat with mimic, for a quick scene.

and i immediately got reminded of that Detective wall meme, and i KNEW i had to do it, Mimic explaining his lore, or going crazy on things LOL. i specifically drew some lore related pictures but the most important one got hidden behind mimic. which was David's Missing Poster. no i didn't make him orange cuz i forgot, sorry. the right hand was the most hard part to get right. and idk. and when i finished line arting Mimic's body, fire alpaca crashed and my video file got deleted. T-T BUT i did something. i re-did the whole line art in a separate copy, and recorded it hehe. I Also Added A gender fluid bracelet for good messures the finished piece didn't turn out quite how i wanted, and i'm a bit saddened by it. but it looks good, right? and, this whole piece took 3 days to finish. i also have some hard exams coming up this week, which i still haven't studied for. oops this might be the last you see of me for a while, my final exams start in 2 weeks, and i will be gone till they finish, which will be around 1 month after they start. so yeah. hope you like this:D

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crsssie · 6 months ago

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secret of us (deluxe) event

HAPPY SECRET OF US DELUXE DROP :333333333 to celebrate (bc that's so true ruined my life) we're doing a mini event!! Drop a character + song/number in the inbox and I'll write a little short smth based on the character n song!! Happy requesting <3

Track List

Felt Good About You - Tim Drake

Risk - Cass Cain

Blowing Smoke - Simon Riley

I Love You, I’m Sorry - Damian Wayne

us. - Carlos Oliveria

Let It Happen - Jason Todd

Tough Love - Ada Wong

I Knew It, I Know You - Tim Drake

Gave You I Gave You I - Hajime Hinata

Normal Thing - Konig

Good Luck Charlie - Dick Grayson

Free Now - Jason Todd

Close to You - Bruce Wayne

Cool - Dick Grayson

That’s So True - Jason Todd

I Told You Things - Leon Kennedy

Packing It Up - Saiki Kusuo

event has ended!! Ty for requesting <3

#the next time one of you freaks send me a request twice in 30 minutes while i'm knocked out im deleting both and blocking you #my reblog literally said 'if i wake up n none of you requested i will cry' WHEN I WAKE UP. that post was queued.#you can't complain abt writers not wanting to post anymore if that's how you're treating them #I don't take requests specifically for this reason. don't ruin this for everyone #tim drake x reader #damian wayne x reader #bruce wayne x reader #dick grayson x reader #cassandra cain x reader #hajime hinata x reader #☾.event #stephanie brown x reader #saiki k x reader #jason todd x reader #leon kennedy x reader #carlos oliveria x reader #simon riley x reader #konig x reader #this might be my last event in a while but shhh #im impatient sorry chat HAPPY REQUESTING

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angelpuns · 4 months ago

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pov i did in fact get a (v cheap) cane to see if it helped any but I'm??? apprehensive about using it or telling anyone about it cause im?? Idk if it will improve my life but it's a temporary solution until I can go to the doctor. Anyway this is just me telling someone( the internet) about it cause it frankly should not be this big of a deal. It just is cause that's the type of person I am. I mean- my friends can attest to me not being able to stand or walk for long periods of time, I just don't want them to??? i don't wanna say judge me, but maybe think I am being dramatic?? It really is temporary to see if it helps so. Idk. I know they probably wouldn't but man im just.ragh. I also was under the assumption that canes are just for support when walking but apparently nthey are also helpful if you have trouble standing. good to know cause that's where most of my issues lie. walking sucks too but I can usually deal cause im too focused on other things such as 'dont get hit by car' and 'dont let knees get too straight'

ALSO SIDE NOTE I WILL BE GOING TO A DOCTOR SOMETIME AFTER JANUARY IM JUST LITERALLY TOO BUSY AND POOR RN TO DO SO

#anyway #ughh #I am the type of person who does the 'am i gay quiz'#i also have not figured out if im aromantic for this same reason #but thats like a whole dif problem #While i was doing research to see if maybe it WOULD help I saw a lot of people being like #'yeah people who don't need canes generally don't think about getting one at length'#so #anyway will probably delete this #BTW THIS IS ALSO HOW I WAS ABOUT BEING AUTISTIC SO??#I HAVE A TRACK RECORD FOR NOT WANTING TO BE FAKING/THINKING I MUST SOMEHOW BE FAKING #idk how I would fake body pain tho #not a vent btw #it kinda reads like one #idk im just trying to figure out how to not feel apprehensive about using it #its less shame and more ' someone is gonna see me and somehow know i dont need it' even tho I DONT EVEN KNOW IF I DONT NEED IT #chat is it crazy to not want to be in pain all the time and to use something that might help #and if it doesnt its not the end of the world #or os it #are people going to eat me alive for using a cane without knowing if i actually need it #raghhh #back to drawing now #if you read this far #gold star #lets see if i actually post this idk

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taj-anon · 1 month ago

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sometimes I find some old art post I did in 2021 on my old blog and deeply regret deleting it. I know why I did it, but still regret it. If I had been slightly less anxious I would have just logged out for 4 years. But no. I just had to push that delete button.

#literally trying to stop myself from going un-anon lol #it’s not that I think a lot of ppl on tumblr would recognise me #but the reason I deleted was bc people IRL found me #and it made a mess #like a reverse doxxing I guess you could say #so I while I REALLY WANT TO TAKE CRED FOR MY OLD WORK #I’m a bit hesitant #even tho I nearly kinda already did a while back #I’m weak #but at the same time #it’s kinda natural to want to claim your name and art #don’t want to repost either really #just thinking out loud #might find some old stuff and just reblog it for the archive

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edge-oftheworld · 1 month ago

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breaking my Rule of This Blog by saying this. but, hypothetically, if I wrote a fic and through this fic you might be able to learn about (some peoples, maybe your) brains, would you want to read it?

oh, and it’s cake and mashton

#not sure if I wanna just have this as a ‘reach out to me if you want the link’ or post it #or maybe I’ll put it up here for a while then delete the post later idk #5sos #5 seconds of summer #5sos fanfic #luke hemmings #calum hood #michael clifford #ashton irwin #can’t say how important it’s been to me to get out what I wanted in a fictional medium!!#genuinely shoutout to molly if you see this for the. strategy I guess. to not get too unhinged by having an outlet. it works I think but it #might be the meds. and I don’t even know if that’s what you meant or just what I perceived

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theconfusedcolorofblue · 3 months ago

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probably the most out of character version of dream (obviously probably not original either, but like… I do what I want lmao.)

but imagine him getting so freaking tired of fighting, and reaching out for his brother.

It’s been more than just years, most of those he know are gone (whether this be because he started to see their actions as careless or they have died, or he has lost the will to meet others.) all he’s ever had as a constant in his existence is his brother. and after everything nightmare has made it absolutely clear to him that he hates him, or has at least made it feel like that.

so one day dream just stops caring, he stops showing up for or rather showing care towards his brother.

it stops becoming a sort of plea to have a relationship, and rather he just asks the same as nightmare has. he avoids him, he asks to be left alone, only of course fighting if entirely necessary (and when he does he fights with way less restraint)

on the day he was absolutely done he just went to find nightmare, handed him the cape and blankly told him “you win” in some really fucked up way. Or hell he doesn’t even go looking. He just waits until he accidentally finds himself in the same space as nightmare.

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and a part of me things that nightmare would find joy in this, his brother finally accepting that he won’t go back to what they used to have. That he has changed.

though the other half of me thinks that this would be some sort of devastating. like, The one person who seemed like he would never stop caring finally does, and nightmare doesn’t even get a caring goodbye.

he has made dream actually no long care about him, and while he might convince himself for a while that it’s what he wanted. I think at some point nightmare would just crumble over this.

#Silently raging dream is honestly one of my favorite things to think about #Although I think a significant amount of it may also be caused by depression #And dream (or the way I see him) has no healthy way of letting this out #He wants to absolutely tear someone apart but also simultaneously also wants someone to hold him while he cries #Dream sans #nightmare sans #utmv dream #utmv nightmare #Might delete later #dreamtale twins #Blu Rambles|🌀#Ignore how the tags are probably very random (as in my ranting) I’m kinda tried right now #I need to actually draw this later

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ittybittybumblebee · 1 year ago

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i want to see exactly how many people actually have thought i am for research because ive gotten this quite a few times from different people i just wanna see how far it goes

#please understand while im not doubting so much now im not going to base off everything by peoples perceptions of my online behavior but #i feel like it does give good insight #i just always have a little hesitation in me because i feel like no one can get a full scope or honest picture of myself to Know me enough #to say that i can trust their opinion of me without knowing me enough in that sense #gahh. cuz i always feel like im doing Just Fine Enough i feel normal enough but im not guhh.#GUHHGGGHGH #it literally wouldnt change anything for me. like im autistic . ok! shrugs my shoulders. i cope i cant to anything more to help myself #than that #do u guys get it. do i have to go eat bricks or do u guys get it. my internal struggle. im like sisyphus #i cant trust other peoples opinions of my and i cant trust my own perceptions #while of course self diagnosis is a wonderful thing i dont want to put a name on myself that serves me no purpose #autism is awesome but do i deserve that title when dont feel like i own it wether i am autistic or not #im just so conflicted.#do you get it. do you get me. am i being reasonable . am i just fighting a truth about myself or are my doubts realistic. but the Evidence.#im so tired #i do not wanna b one of those tiktok girlies saying theyr hyperfixated on cooking pasta #Now do you get me #all my long winded rabbit trail rambles out of me before i finally get to my one point condensed conclusion #and now i just cant delete the rest of my tags because of all my time spent on them #enjoy my indentity crisis lol #i Might delete some of these tags later

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wikiangela · 1 year ago

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I feel like when lou said Tim asked him to come in for a 4-episode arc it was like very early on before the story developed (or Tim remembered how things work in the og and that he actually needs to give screen time to more than one or two characters and balance it out and can't rush this story lol) and now, with how we left off in 7x05 (with bucktommy clearly into each other and starting something) and 7x06 being hopefully more madney focused as it should be lol, and with the shit lou's saying (about how we'll love Tommy more after 7x06, and the saucy events, among other things??)

now it just wouldn't make sense narratively to end it anytime soon imo so tommy has to stick around at least until the end of the season

#just my ramblings #might delete lol #idk ive been thinking about it for like 2 days #since that lous cameo came out lol #bc i need lou to stay pls #i just keep seeing people talk about (mostly on tiktok) how he'll be gone soon and like??#whether you like him and bucktommy or not - it just wouldn't make sense??#and don't we want buck to happy for a little while longer 😫#(for the record I want buddie too but let's not kid ourselves that it's happening this season 🤣)#if they randomly end it for no reason that's just lazy writing lol #bucktommy

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giantkillerjack · 1 year ago

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Don't Starve is a great game if you played Stardew Valley and had the thought, "this is fun, but I hate how it relaxes and comforts me!"

#How come whenever my character goes out at night without a torch a sexy shadow lady doesn't immediately slaughter them??? weird.#original #to be clear i actually love both games & also the sequel game Don't Starve Together which is harder but less likely to delete ur save file #fun fact if you want to cheese the game though especially on console is that if you have a touchstone or a meat effigy activated #then you can turn off the game right after you die without saving #and it takes longer to register the death and might not even use either of those resources #but if you don't have a backup the game is unbelievably quick to remember that you died and your save file is now a mere memory #it's probably easier to back up your game on the PC but honestly it's part of the fun #sdv #Stardew #Stardew Valley #don't starve #dst #don't starve together #don't starve shipwrecked #that said I legitimately recommend being careful with your mental health while playing Don't Starve #it's honestly an incredibly gentle horror game but it is still a horror game and I am tense like the whole time I play #unless the settings are super super easy #Don't Starve Together is a little less damaging because of the aforementioned save files but if you're like me #then you have to be careful playing Don't Starve because I have genuinely gotten really upset at losing that game #it's a really time consuming game. as I type this I'm literally icing my hands because I played for too long. I'm using speech to text #I think I've played stardew Valley for like a hundred hours but I've played Don't Starve for like well over 1000 now #I started playing stardew Valley specifically because Don't Starve was legit detrimental to my mental health at the time #it's the Mario to don't starve's Wario. i love it. I started playing Don't Starve Together after that when my wife started playing it #I've been playing Shipwrecked which is a DLC of Don't Starve and I have died so many times but I keep turning the game off in time #so basically I'm unkillable #until I fuck up so badly that I lose like all my extra lives rapidly and in a row. which has happened. the game senses my hubris.#on the upside when you get a game over in the original Don't Starve you unlock new characters. it's very clever that way.

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medusa-was-innocent · 7 months ago

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Wow this sucks

#I’m literally gonna cry wtf #I’ve been trying to get back into writing so I was going through some old journals and reading the poems I wrote back in 2015 #and I left my favorite pages sitting on top of my notebook on my bed and my family’s dog came in while I wasn’t looking and destroyed it all #like they’re completely gone #some of the few pieces of writing from my teenage years that I’m actually proud of and wanted to revisit and it’s completely destroyed #I’ve found 2 scraps and they’ve got about 4 words in total #this was multiple pages full of writing #this is so discouraging I don’t even want to write anything now #like I started taking an online poetry workshop last week trying to push myself out of my comfort zone and maybe possibly move in the #direction of trying to get some of my poems put out there #and I’ve been in a huge writing slump for the last like year #and I was hoping this might get me out of it but now I don’t have any motivation to do it #I just wanna cry #I can’t go back to being a teenager again I can’t rewrite the way I felt back then #and now it’s really gone forever #I’m so sick and im working 3 jobs and I just want to be creative again but I’m tired #and I’m about to get hit by this giant hurricane #I’m really overwhelmed I think this was just the straw that broke the camels back #brb gonna go cry myself to sleep over lost poetry #sorry this is me venting feel free to ignore this #vent post #will probably delete after I’ve gotten more than 5 hours of uninterrupted sleep

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teh-nos · 6 months ago

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#not sure whether to take 33 hits as “don't write this fic” or not but leaning towards not bothering with the rest of that one #probably for the best though as do i even want to write a long modern setting au?#(i mean long by ye olde fandom standards (ie above 10k) not in the world where 100k words isn't even considered long (wtf lol))#also kind of hoping i can get into some other fandom or at least some other main pairing but have felt that way for a while tbh #even as someone who writes a lot of niche things and rarepairs it turns out there *is* a limit to how low things can go before demotivation #oh no!#but i do not enjoy the “will i hit on something more than 100 people want to read this time?” dance with sylki fic of late.#& if you add in a 'weird niche shit' factor to that the numbers are not what you'd called “good”#fluff and some specific kinks seem to do well? but again i'd be back to “guess whether anyone will actually read this or not”#which is unpleasant and tiring after a while :(#i'll finish the other wip though as it's more my sort of jam anyway #felt sad might delete later #two years ago my problem with this pairing was “they'll read it but they won't comment” so i have not had a great time here overall have i?#BUT ANYWAY

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starthaw · 2 months ago

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ive seen a lot of ppl talk about how nice is like the stereotypical hero but i honestly think lucky cyan and e-soul embody the spirit of heroism the best. not sure if this is a can of worms i really want to start anytime soon since any analysis would feature ep1 spoilers, but may as well throw my delusions out here while i still can

#delete later #might not delete this one tbh #it's something i've been ruminating on for a while #lucky cyan stands out to me a lot #out of everyone she seems to have the strong motivations to become and stay as a hero #wrt to e-soul's backstory (from his 2nd pv):#he has strong rationale to believe in his capabilities as a hero too #esp. as so many people believed in him back then #we depend on you type ahhh #even if he ranks lower than a goddamn dog #i see him as the tragic hero #lucky cyan is more like... a beacon of hope #which is what I think of when I think about heroes: inspiring and encouraging in face of adversary #by comparison nice is kinda cartoonishy heroic #his reasons for wanting to be a hero come off as more shallow imo #sometimes it isn't deeper than i want to be a hero #but my guy should think about it at least a little more ong

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youjustcannotknow · 2 months ago

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the weight of the world has crushed me flat on this fine afternoon

#that is extremely fucking dramatic of me to say. it's not. that bad. I guess. I don't know #I've had intermittent FMLA protected leave at work. for a while. and I found out that it actually ended on January 1st #so I've been taking leave for two literal months without job protections. and payroll and/or hr didn't let me know?#you'd think if someone keeps using FMLA leave on their time sheets. you should check their FMLA status. I don't know.#I don't know if that was on them or on me. in any case. I emailed them and I guess we'll fucking see.#ALSO! there's layoffs happening! the good thing is. I would just get bumped down to my original position. which. would be a pay cut.#but that's better than just. not. having a job. idk.#everything is happening so much. I'm having a (sort of) panic attack in another room. just put up my meeting sign at my desk #having a meeting with myself! haha. I want to die #my therapist is the one who does my FMLA paperwork. he can fix it. but. I have to start seeing him again regularly. and man. I don't know.#I don't know. there's too much. which is all the more reason to see him. but like. I don't know.#wish I could scream in here but I fear they might call me an ambulance or something in response. lmao #I'm stuck in that trapped feeling again. it's always bad on Mondays bc I have to answer phones on Mondays #which means I have to stay at my desk all day. in case the phone rings.#but now it's... all of it. being conscious feels like being trapped right now. and I can't even like. have emotions?#like I feel like crying and I think it would be helpful to cry right now but something is stopping that from happening and I hate that.#so trapped in myself that I can't even cry? god. how do people deal with stress normally?? I want to.. idk #I want to hide somewhere. run away and hide forever. disintegrate into ash and blow away.#anyway. fucking dramatic. as always.#will delete later probably. I just needed to be dramatic for a minute.#hand on my stupid heart.#(decided to put this back on my blog bc I've had plenty of breakdowns on Tumblr so why should this one get hidden lmao)

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ask-artsy-oncie · 2 years ago

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I was reminded of the time that tumblr tried to make "monster high but with tumblr sexymen", and one of the characters was (obviously) the daughter of the once-ler.

And the funny thing to me about that is that in the canon of the illumination lorax movie, the once-ler is heavily implied to have an estranged daughter. I don't know all the sexymen off the top of my head but I think he might've been one of the only ones referenced in that trend who actually had a daughter in his own canon.