#i might add more onto this idk
Explore tagged Tumblr posts
Text
dogboy laios :3
#i might add more onto this idk#laios#laios touden#dungeon meshi#dunmeshi#delicious in dungeon#fan art#my art
204 notes
·
View notes
Text
for @haticehurrem
#magnificent century#idk if its exactly what you envisioned but i tried my best!!#i had fun with this one#she's so perfect and without a doubt hurrem's best competitor among blood dynasty members#can you tell my type is dark haired smart ambitious women#nigar sah nurbanu...its there if u wanna see the vision!!#sah sultan#i might add a post onto it w more content later dhjdjdj
15 notes
·
View notes
Text
The TF One brain virus got to me so here's some pre-war AU stuff!!!
This concept hit me like a truck and I've been obsessed with it and I just reeeeeaaaallllyyyyy wanted to share it
I think my first official robot designs that I'll post will be Optimus and Elita, but for now take them as bbys <3
#only headshots for these guys because cybertronian alt mode scare me and idk how to translate that onto their bodies#ariel's a flight frame btw#ben's bs#ben's art#transformers#maccadams#maccadam#transformers au#transformers fan continuity#optimus prime#orion pax#elita 1#transformers ariel#elita one#oplita#kinda#i drew that little heart there for a reason these dorks have huge crushes on each other#theyd never admit it though#might add some more accents to ariel's helm so its not just solid pink#transformers recharge and rebound#tf recharge and rebound#tfr&r
27 notes
·
View notes
Text
just copied and pasted 70% of the finished neighbor toji! chapter into my tumblr drafts and uhm... its really long 💤 hope y'all like reading a lot of words 🚬🚬
#୨♡୧ — 𝐃𝒊𝑽𝒊𝐍𝐄 𝐖𝐎𝑹𝑲𝐒#looking at it and dreading the fact that theres more words i have to add onto it#i might split the fic in half and add it to the final chapter instead but idk yet#its at nearly 8k words rn after revising and removing stuff from it#and theres still *counts on fingers* 6 scenes left!#aha...ha...haaa#such a drastic difference from the first chapters 3k words
60 notes
·
View notes
Text
Ok I got a lot more of a reaction than I thought I would for my shiny duo fic idea, and a kinda major part of it is that it’s in a diary/journal type of writing. Basically everything you read is either from Gems diary, or from Pearls journal. Idk if anyone would be interested in reading a fic in that format or if I should just write it normal, so a poll shall decide!
#Shiny duo#Fic idea#im actually astonished by the amount of notes I got on my first post about this fic#I might still write the fic diary style even if the poll says to do normal just cus I think it’d be kinda fun#Btw the poll lasts a week#Idk if anyone cares but might as well put it somewhere#I’m also prob gonna add a link to this poll onto the original post just so it can reach more people who are interested in the fic
18 notes
·
View notes
Text
r/v + loneliness.
102 / Daphne du Maurier, Rebecca, ch. 4 / 4 / 8 / Art Wallace, Shadows on the Wall / 603 / Daphne du Maurier, Rebecca, ch 4. / 473 / Richard Sherman, Demo: "Lovely, Lonely Man/Chitty Chitty Bang Bang Finale" / 2
#➤ roger collins & victoria winters. ┊ pain sometimes precedes pleasure,miss winters.#➤ edits & art. ┊ the evans cottage art gallery.#compilation tag#idk I have just been Thinking about this since that gifset lol.#‘I’ll blame it on you‚’ she says — because you are the one who has brought me here‚ she thinks#because she seems to anticipate even in their first meeting that she will play Eyre and he Rochester.#there had better be many more such tête-à-tête’s on the cliff side or she’ll be terribly disappointed !#[and not only cliffside proselytizing: barging into her room at all hours‚ chasing her around town‚ dragging her bodily into the drawing#room‚ and‚ occasionally on a good day‚ an actual genuine date or a meal sometime.]#Roger has –– in theory –– everything that she wants. a family‚ a home‚ a wife and child‚ history and ancestry! boy does he have that!#and yet he is terribly terribly alone in this well he has poisoned.#(from which‚ I might add‚ vicki drinks greedily.)#''What do you want out of life?'' when he's already achieved (or so it appears on the outside) the midcentury blazon of success:#a family‚ a well-to-do office position at which he really does nothing‚ a succession of american-made sports cars.#he may be separated from his wife but together‚ he and elizbeth and david and carolyn form a mimetic image of the nuclear family.#to which vicki is desperate to grasp onto‚ even in its most nightmarish form‚ whether or not she realizes that's why she stays.#but what does he want? he wants the same thing she wants. love and companionship. (that he hasn't yet ruined. that he can't stop ruining.)#she may not precisely understand his type of loneliness but she knows about loneliness among people. she's lived it.#and she knows too about ... a visceral loneliness pushing you to push people even further away (as in the childhood story she tells david).#so she sees through his fronts a lot of the time‚ whether they be a layer of charm‚ or terror. and boy does he hate that. being seen for#something real. where his actions matter and produce consequences. where feeling is real – good or bad.#the little governess and her capacity to find shadows to throw light on! whether they be locked chambers in the basement or the atria.
11 notes
·
View notes
Text
The evil slow creep of it being like "haha these will just be quick little side quests, not much effort at all!" and then noticing each one is getting progressively longer than the last, thus no longer being minimal effort.. auGh....
#The jump of 76 for the first one to 275 for the most recent ghghjb#what can I say.. I am.. The Elaborator.. The Detail Giver..#number six will HAVE to be shorter....!!!!!! !!!!#I fear it's going to look this way but opposite with some of the main character quests. The first character I ever worked on. like their#first quest I added wayy to much information and detail and side options and etc.#Once I got done with all their stuff I was like.... if they're all like this I will NEVER finish.. So then I tried to be very short about#it all. EVERY single interaction cannot have 10 branching dialogue and 5 different endings and blah blah blah.. as much as I wish it could.#Hiring a butler to stand over me all day shouting ''NARROW the scope!!!! REDUCE the options!!! CUT the dialogue!!!'' whilst I sob#and hit backspace on everything once every five minutes#But that means probably the first character I worked on will be very obvious because their quests might have a different#feel than the others and be longer.. I just CAN'T make ALL of them that long. but maybe I could choose one..#Like out of the four characters that will have full quests for them upon release.. maybe I can add another one thats long so at least#TWO of them have weirdly long quests and the one first character doesnt seem so singled out lol#I hear this happens in real life professional games as well (like people complaining that X character doesnt have as much#content in an RPG as some other one does. etc.) so.. perhaps my fears about everyting not being exactlyliterally equal#are not even that worrisome or something that's a major factor. Still lol#It's not really that concerning to me anyways from a 'how will people react to it' perspective (very niche game. hardly anyone#will play it i'd assume. its not like thousands of people shall desscend upon me to criticize even if something was weird like that.#it'd be like. out of the 25 people who ever play it. maybe one of them is like 'yeah it was kinda weird that thosequests were so much#longer than the others. but idk' and that's the extent lol). My concern is more like.. Writing time..#the more I add. the longer it takes for me to finish. So if I keep ednlessly making things forever longer and longer. then it becomes The#Forever Project. which it kind of already is. considering I started it in 2018 and then forgot about it for the most part of 5 years and am#only resuming it now LOL.. I cannot bear to add MORE forever onto that which already is quite Forever-ish#If I wrote everything the ideal way I wish it were then I would either need a full team of writers. or I would finish the game in 2085#so.. alas.. cut cut snip snip..#ANYWAY lol
2 notes
·
View notes
Text
at the rate that i'm writing, i'm gonna need a goddamn masterlist atp 💀
#mine#like what the hell#mars is a fic writer all of a sudden? where in the world did this come from#@ writers uhm. so. i've never done this before#how do y'all organize Everything You've Ever Written?#should i just bite the damn bullet and make a masterlist?#add it onto my pinned somehow?#goddamn i wish tumblr allowed for more than one pinned post#idk that i wanna add a whole list onto my already-lengthy pinned post tbh :/#well. i might figure it out.#my bio is empty#maybe i can link my masterlist there? lol
5 notes
·
View notes
Text
happy disability pride month to proship self shippers <3
Idk if people celebrate this in any way but your f/o’s would love to support you through it, whether you want to make it a special occasion or just hang out like it’s any other month
#thirsty ramblings#proship selfship#disability pride month#feel free to add onto this if you know more than I do#I keep finding posts on this topic but then they end with like ‘proship DNI you belong in jail’ or some shit ugh#also I consider myself disabled by recent health problems but I’m no expert I only speak for myself#might add more specific stuff like ‘and your f/o would remind you to take your meds and get you painkillers’#but I worry that’s Too specific or exclusionary so idk just imagine what you want. my f/o is getting me Ibuprofen <3
16 notes
·
View notes
Text
thinking about having a girlfriend who owns me and we're in an argument about something stupid and they start grinning and say something like "fuck this i'm tired of arguing. i know you think you're right but you're not. so be a good girl for me and let me take those bad thoughts away" and they just start fucking me until i have no thoughts left but how good it feels to be completely theirs <333
#this is actually super fucking old I found it in the notes on my phone#but um it’s still true#maybe they’d also slap me for not listening to them or something idk#I’m gay#wlw nsft#kinda cnc-y? ig? idk definitely something#anyway aaaaa do this to me pls#my opinions don’t matter anyway I’m just a piece of property#good owned puppies don’t fight they just obey#I should be a good little owned puppy hehe#also I might add onto this later I feel like I should be punished more for fighting & that happens after this so I learn my lesson#but I’m tired :((
38 notes
·
View notes
Text
took a page out of moon's book and started playing around with the idea of illustrated icons but i am Unsure
#actually tbh i considered using the webtoon for icons way back at the beginning of this blog#the only thing that stopped me...... was the short hair#it's still the main thing making me hesitate tbh#but lbr nothing's ever gonna suit perfectly for an oc#even my irl icons aren't Perfect for byan and never will be bc their perfect look exists only in my head#but the vibes here are decent now that i finally went to the trouble of digging up a pdf of the full comic and started scrolling through it#(bc i'm a fake fan who has never actually read it oops)#also it's literally animated jk like it can't get more ideal than this right#AND LIKE. it's always felt a little off to me to throw my irl icons onto threads w my mutuals who only have animated icons/fcs#i don't mind it THAT much but similar media makes things a little less jarring to look at#IDK idk i'm finishing up a reply to one such thread so i might take the opportunity to test the idea out idk#could play around with the colour palette too and make it more pink or smth 🤔#that could help add a little more of the right energy too maybe hmmm#anyway i'm rambling yes i'm thinking about it too much shush#if u read through all this ilu pls feel free to share ur opinion w me bc i'm Indecisive™️#━━ ˟ ⊰ ✰ ooc ⋮ don't @ me.
3 notes
·
View notes
Text
I always forget I have a redbubble store until like twice a year I get an email saying someone bought something, but I've actually sold more than usual this year for some reason? not like a LOT but hey maybe I'll meet the minimum for them to Actually pay me lmao
#I'm gonna be real I don't know if the 10 minute gimp edits I made scale well onto t-shirts so uh#I HOPE people like them#I might should buy one of my own shirts just to see if they're okay and I mean. I would also kinda like one#they're just edits of the Autobot and Decepticon logos + an edit I made of both of them combined with a trans flag on it#with text in the TF font that says ''I put the 'Trans' in 'Transformers'#which. 1) is probably dodgy legally speaking now that I think about it but people sell all sorts of similar shit there so.#and 2) I might should make a textless version actually. maybe come up with other more original things to add#or maybe take it down tbh. I don't make that much and like I said it's legally dodgy#idk like I said it's not something I ever think about so I'll probably just forget about it again until I get ~$7 in January out of nowhere
2 notes
·
View notes
Text
oh jesus christ, i'm turning 21 in 23 days, what-
#i. do not feel like i've been 20 for that long.#and i haven't fully processed that may is almost over#i could drink a alcohol if i wanted to#fun fact my folks never did that thing where they let their kids have Just A Tiny Sip of alcohol#and if they did then i don't remember it#and i've never felt compelled to sneak any before#so i genuinely have No Idea what alcohol tastes like#we're gonna be visiting a winery with a bunch of food trucks and live music nearby like a week after my birthday actually#might give it a shot then idk. either way i don't plan to make that a regular occurrence#i already drink too much soda. i don't gotta add More onto that.
4 notes
·
View notes
Text
Last night I went on a fever-pitch writing binge from 12AM - 6AM and I wrote an average of 1,000 words per hour after not writing for 6 years
It's so so good to be back
#the second my head hit the pillow i was so tired i was like 'oh yeah. im falling asleep INSTANTLY.' and i was right then i was out cold#my text posts#now to go back and edit and add onto the projecy#im almost at the end of what I had planned anyways so I might wrap it up quickly or just post it open ended even#leave myself room to just be like 'cool thats done when i say it is' and move onto the next project#if i even want to#this may just be a passion project and then idk!!#what happens happens i am adopting a more carefree artist lifestyle irt creation
3 notes
·
View notes
Text
listening to this on loop bc it makes my silly brain happy
on that note: i'm making very slow progress on chapter 21 :3
youtube
#haunted ecosystem#like i'll be honest i wrote 200 words until i got overwhelmed by ppl in the server lol#i keep forgetting that my social tolerance is a lot lower when i'm already tired / emotionally overwhelmed#part of this is probably bc everybody around me is Stressed and i pick up on that more than i'd like to </3#anyways i mean. we've got a paragraph of pandora debating familiarity vs recognition#which is fun.#i love people's personal definitions of words#conventional definitions be damned words have *personal* meanings too#i'm gonna probably bounce back and for between the chapter 20 extension & chapter 21#and maybe throw in working on chimera if i think about it again#that'll be a fun oneshot and an accidental extension of was it me or me that fought him#i just think it'd be fun to work more with the outsiders smp canon and take a break from wtds (while still working on it? idk!)#i've been thinking a bunch about the ending#i think that scott was probably the announcer for season 27 as well#i feel like he became the announcer at the start of the Maze [or basically the outsiders]#...... have i talked about chimera before#UH.#chimera is a c!owen themed oneshot.... i write about him a lot.#i want to write something to do with c!krow to add onto my list of 'i watched the pov i wrote a oneshot'#i might do one focused around c!krow going back home after the maze#no idea what would happen though#meh that's a problem for tomorrow haunt#bc i've gotta remake my bed and go to bed. it's 22:50#Youtube
3 notes
·
View notes
Text
me, staring at a tee hee funny "autistic culture is" post an autistic person made and realizing i relate to most of the memes people make, but is unable to get tested (broke bitch):
#my mom and everyone around her are 100% sure she has...whatever the fuck its called something-berges?#but nowadays its been changed to just mean someones on the spectrum bc the term itself is outdated#so really#that adds onto most of my list of “reasons i might be”#help idk whats going on#I JUST WANNA KNOW WHY MY BRAIN IS HOW IT IS#I KNOW MOST OF ITS BC OF POSSIBLE ADHD AND OCD#BUT IS THERE MORE TO MEETS THE EYE??#anyway i gotta pee brb
1 note
·
View note