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jaydenism · 4 months ago
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been thinking about this bug a lot recently...
i want a big kanade arc pls pls pls 🙏 its her turn to go through the horrors ♡
long kanade ramble ahead!!
i think that savior complex of hers is gonna send her crashing down. hard.
we haven't gotten any huge kanade focus events yet, or anything that really progresses her story or builds her character in a significant way, but im really looking forward to see what they have in store for her character arc. im hoping kana5 will stir the pot a bit and get the plot moving.
i feel like overall shes been really mysterious and strangely without much going on, and at first i thought she was a little boring even... but i think that's by design. she doesn't open up about herself much, and generally appears to be pretty put together, maybe aside from her poor self-care. she doesn't talk about many of her own problems, because she doesn't want to have the others worry for her, when her problems are "insignificant" compared to the others, as she says. i think the lack of progression in her story also fools the audience into believing she has her shit together. ena has had her fair share of struggles. mafuyu had her big arc, but shes also been trying to find herself since the beginning. mizuki just went through hell and finally fell apart after the long-lasting growing tension in her story. but kanade? she's been stagnant. unchanging. it makes it easy for her to be overlooked. but that's exactly what she wants-- to not weigh the others down, and to be their support. but she can't keep that up forever. so yes, i admit i wasn't super interested in her character before, but I've now realized that's because they've hardly even started her story yet. as one of my oomfs said, she was always going to be the last wall to fall.
when reading the story at first, kanade has a lot of warning signs you might glance over. ive only recently started to see them more, like just in passing comments here and there that are REALLY concerning and unhealthy. i mean the most obvious sign is that she barely gives herself time to eat or sleep of course, but the more you pay attention to the subtle things, the more apparent it becomes that she's got some serious shit she needs to unpack, or she may just end up crumpling under the weight of it all. i think her undoing has the potential to be huge. catastrophic even. i really wonder what the writers are planning for her, but all this waiting leads me to believe they could have something big planned. like okay, looking back to the card i drew from, the bloomfes kanade card, shes got some wild shit going on... there is nothing normal about that !!!
i also posted abt this on bluesky, but reiterating it here, i felt like her newest card for her mixed focus event kinda seemed like foreshadowing... specifically because of the niigo colored star charms. mizuki and ena's charms are together, facing each other (yippeeeee), but mafuyu's charm faces kanade's, who's charm is not facing hers. mizuenas charms also seem to glow in the light, while kanamafus dont reflect as much light. could just be coincidence, but i know they love hinting and foreshadowing with card details like this. and overall, kanade's expression is unreadable, like a still, empty doll. the card has a bit of a melancholic feel, to me at least. im not sure how soon the next niigo event will be, but it's gotta be a kanade focus, unless they pull a saki. i dont think its the biggest leap to suggest this could be some foreshadowing for the next event.
but anyway, i think kana5 will start building up the tension at least, maybe entering a kanade arc even. i need to see her snap pls pls pls pls pls
if you read all that,,, wow thanks, u get a star ☆ :)) also lemme know ur thoughts and if im off base about anything
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hangesfavles · 1 year ago
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4.1k words. AFAB NB loser! hange x bimbo (ish)! fem reader. <3
Summary: Hange is more of a socially inept lesbian redditor gamer nerd rather than a normal ‘i’m smart’ dweeb :). These are general hcs of how you met loser/streamer Hange, things they like and relationship dynamics including you secretly eating them out on stream. <3
A/N: this is my first ever attempt at nsfw so i’m sorry if it’s bad or nondescript! also i know both of my fics so far have been for afab reader, but going forward i plan to write for a genny nootch reader just because i find it to be inclusive to wider groups of hange lovers <3 lol and last time i posted i said i never wrote fanfiction before but that was a tiny fib because i wrote shitty dumpster fire fanfics in middle school, but i’ve /srsly never tried my hand at nsfw before, but i guess there's a first for everything. pls critique me if u have any thoughts but be nice i’m sensitive. also shoutout to @abbyslev for helping me brainstorm <3 if ur reading my fanfics u probably already do, but pleaaaase follow her if u dont she’s lovely!!!! :3
Warnings: Nsfw content under my 2nd divider, sort of exhibitionism and masturbation. Not all of this is nsfw, but I’d still like for MINORS TO DNI. However, I know that you guys like to ignore those warnings, so I bolded the nsfw sections. At the very least, please don’t read the bolded hcs. Thank you & enjoy reading!
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❥Loser! Hange who is in the same math course as you. When you walk in on the first day, you’re drawn to them, but not for the reasons you’d initially think. You were almost positive that they would be a decent person to cheat off of. I mean, they seem to look like they know what they’re doing, right?
❥Loser! Hange that can hear their pulse in their ears when they see a pretty girl take the spot beside them. They feel their heart rattling around in their chest as they sneak glances at you whenever they get the chance.
❥Loser! Hange quickly figures out the reason why you decided to sit next to them, rather than the other isolated chairs inside the lecture hall. But don’t worry, of course they’ll let you cheat off of them. Unfortunately, their performance starts to dip a little when they realize what you’re doing. They’re frequently under your gaze, and they can’t help it that you make them nervous :c 
❥Loser! Hange that is unaware that your eyes aren’t only looking down at their answers. One class when you were copying off of them, you started noticing the way their fingers hold their pencil. How slender their digits are, that their nails are surprisingly short, neat and cleaner than expected. You also started to notice how their veins protrude slightly and move up their arm... You feel yourself biting your lip as you observe their side profile. Their cheeks look soft and pink, similarly to their kissable lips. Your eyes continue to trail over their face: their thin, ovular glasses are slightly pushed down on their hooked nose, and their long eyelashes flutter as they continue to take notes beside you.
❥Loser! Hange can’t not listen to you getting called out by the professor when they notice you copying off of your seatmates’ assignments and notes. It was rather embarrassing, but you’re just happy the professor didn’t catch you cheating on an exam and risking academic misconduct.
❥Loser! Hange nudges your arm lightly after that incident, their voice low so you both don’t get caught by the professor. "Hey, um... I've noticed you've been using my notes and uh... answers. Do you need any help with the material? I mean, like, we could study together or something! If you want." They ask you with an excitement in their eyes and voice.
❥Loser! Hange can’t even feel proud of the fact they managed to talk to you because they barely even got that sentence out, and they couldn’t look you in the eye for more than 2 seconds. But it seems like all that is forgotten when you actually agree to meet up with them. They feel a rush of giddiness, but they try not to make a fool of themself in front of you. “Right! Yeah, so here’s my number... We can plan something, er- sometime.” They write their number down, sliding you the ripped end of their notebook page.
❥Loser! Hange who feels their heart in their throat as they lead you into their bedroom. The study session started off a bit rocky and awkwardly, but the tension in the air decreased as time continued on. As much as you would like to actually learn this material to earn good grades, you find yourself wanting to earn their attention much, much more. I mean, you obviously wore your lowest cut shirt and a pleated skirt for a reason. You look up at them, calling out for them. “Hey, Hange?” You ask, smiling as their head shoots up from their notes. “Can you explain this question to me?” You ask quietly, turning around your notebook to face them. You lean closer to them, purposely displaying your breasts for them to (hopefully) ogle.
❥Loser! Hange who starts to feel like they’re being tested by a higher power. They have to physically stop themself from glancing down and making a fool of themself. They try their best to focus on explaining the math problem to you as you watch their every movement like a hawk. You notice their eyes fall on your chest for a split second, and you pounce on your opportunity to tease them further. You reach up to their face, flicking their nose up so they’re forced to look at you. “My eyes are up here, silly.” “I- Uh- Sorry, just-” Hange trips over their words as they try to formulate a cohesive sentence on the spot. “Don’t worry about it, I’m just teasin’. It’s not so bad to be stared at if it's you.” You say with a playful wink.
❥Loser! Hange folds immediately. “O-Oh... Me? Really?” They ask, their eyes widening and pupils dilating. You can’t help but chuckle at their disbelief and nod your head in confirmation. “Yes, you. Is there anybody else in the room with us?” You joke. They stumble over their words as they think of a response. “W-Well, no, there isn’t, but- y’know- I didn’t think you-” They stutter, pushing the notebook aside and gesturing their hands between the two of you. They feel their cheeks growing warmer from embarrassment as they struggle to coherently voice their jumbled thoughts. “You know, you should at least take me to dinner before looking at me like that.” 
❥Loser! Hange doesn’t need to be told twice. They grab your hand with a cheesy smile, practically dragging you to their car while suggesting all sorts of restaurants that you might agree to. “Is there a certain restaurant you had in mind? We can try something totally different, like a little hole-in-the-wall joint. Ooh, but picture this: hibachi. The whole watching people cook in front of me thing usually makes me feel awkward but the food is always soooo good. Oh, or maybe we could go to a steakhouse! No matter what you choose, I’ll be fine with whatever! What do you think?" GOD they are just so excited and you find it utterly adorable. They remained true to their word and took you to whichever place you decided and paid for both of your meals. (They would have done this even if you didn’t joke about it bless their heart.) But then that first date turned into 2 dates, which quickly became 3, 4, 5, then suddenly you both forgot because anything the two of you do together is a date in your minds.
❥Loser! Hange definitely asks you out after only the second date. But in their defense, you’ve been hanging out after class as well as coming over to their house for “study sessions” that alway turned into watching tv or movies, ordering ubereats, going to the movies, walking around their neighborhood, anything but studying. You even took them to a party once. (You guys left after a half hour because Hange got overwhelmed, but you were still happy they tried something for you.) So by the time you guys went on your second “official date” they definitely felt confident that you would say yes.
❥Loser! Hange who loves talking to you about whatever game they’re playing. If it’s a story game, they’d love to explain anything you missed or don’t understand. They also would voice their predictions about how the game will end or where the story will go. If they see something predictable, they’ll definitely tell you what they think will happen, trying to impress you so when/if it does they’ll look “cool” to you. In reality though, you just find them to be geeky in the most endearing way. “Look, there’s a bunch of ammo in this room. If there’s a boss behind this door, you have to give me a kiss.” They say to you with a sly grin on their face. If it’s a PVP game, they will explain everything about what skills and powers each character has and who their favorite to play is. They’ll talk about what they like and dislike about the different mechanics, their favorite characters, parts they find tricky, etc. And of course, you sit there with a dopey smile while you listen to their rambling without interrupting, even if you don’t understand a word of what they’re saying because they’re just too cute when they’re passionately rambling. 
❥Loser! Hange who loves inviting you over, even if you two are doing absolutely nothing. They adore when you watch them play all sorts of video games. If they’re playing a console game, Hange lays next to you with your head against their shoulder, your arm splaying across their stomach while your hand rests around their waist. You tend to get pretty invested if the game is story based, insisting that they can’t play it without you around to watch the next part of the story unfold. If they’re playing a PC game, you’re sitting in their lap with a skirt that does absolutely nothing to cover your body once you’re seated on top of them. You prefer to face away from them, occasionally squirming in their lap so they can feel your ass pressed against their thighs and stomach. However, you do occasionally enjoy facing them, your arms wrapped around their shoulders as your legs hang off of their gaming chair at either side of their body.
❥Loser! Hange who also loves when you’re sitting in their lap, even if they struggle to focus on the game in front of them when your warm body is pressed against their own. It doesn’t help that they can smell the perfume coming from your neck, tempting them to lean in and kiss you there.
❥Loser! Hange that can’t resist the urge to rest their hands on your thighs during a cutscene, between rounds, during any sort of loading screen or when they’re respawning. They’ll use your thighs to push your ass back and closer to their body. 
❥Loser! Hange kisses your neck from behind, causing you to tilt your head and expose more of your neck for them to kiss. You let out a chuckle at how you effortlessly turned them on just by sitting on their lap and looking pretty.
❥Let’s just say... Loser! Hange finds the opportunity to quit or pause the game as soon as they can. When they eventually return to whatever game they were playing, they find it much easier to focus after you’re both satisfied. ♡
❥Loser! Hange who is also a small streamer! They probably get a few hundred people to watch them game each stream. They may not have a huge community, but their fans are consistent, funny, and always welcoming to new viewers! It’s a comforting little community. Because of this, Hange responds to their chat quite a bit and they’ve made quite a few friends with their mods and regular viewers.
❥Loser! Hange had to explain to you what streaming was. They decided that they would show you what it's like by doing a short stream while you silently watch them game and listen to them talk with their viewers.
❥Loser! Hange never technically introduced you to their fans. Not because they didn’t want to, they just knew that the internet wasn’t always kind, even if their fans are 99% supportive. They wouldn’t mention it much, but they are a little insecure about themself. They know that they treat you like an absolute princess, and they know that you adore them, that’s not the problem. The problem is that they don’t know if they’ll ever feel deserving of you. 
❥Loser! Hange only mentions this to you at late hours of the night when they feel vulnerable and slightly sleepy. You spend countless late nights at sleepovers holding them in your arms and reassuring them just how attractive you find them and that no one has treated you better. They start to feel reassured more once you mention to them that you don’t feel deserving of the endless love they give or of the many ways they spoil you.
anyway back to streamer hcs
❥Loser! Hange didn’t expect you to surprise them one day in their room with their favorite takeout in the middle of a stream. You didn’t know that they were streaming and you wanted to sneak up on them and scare them >:). You slip into their room as quietly as possible, slowly tiptoeing to their form slouched over their desk. Because of the slight delay of their videocam to their viewers, Hange doesn’t get the chance to read all of the different messages of the chatters who spotted your presence and are questioning about it. You silently place the bag of food on the floor, wrapping your arms around their shoulders and kissing their cheek roughly. 
❥Loser! Hange practically jumps out of their chair, yelping from the shock. They realize that it’s you pretty quickly, because no one else would hold or kiss them like that. They pause their game, swiveling around to face you with a wide smile. “Hi, baby!! What are you doin’ here?”
❥Loser! Hange immediately forgets the world around them, forgetting they’re literally live as they try to grab at your hips while they talk to you. “Mmmm,” You hum and giggle. “I just wanted to surprise you. It’s been a few days, I missed you.” You mumble before stepping back so that their hands disconnect from your waist. “Let me get some plates and napkins real quick.” You tell them before you leave the room again.
❥Loser! Hange remembers that they’re streaming, facing their viewers again to read what they missed from chat. “Chat, what do you mean ‘how did you bag a baddie?’” They say, reading some of the messages out loud. “‘How come Hange can get a girlfriend and I can’t? Life isn’t fair-’ WHAT IS THAT SUPPOSED TO MEAN?” They cut themself off, their jaw dropping a little from the comments they read. The chat starts to go crazy after seeing you. Most of the messages are asking who you are, if Hange is dating you, or simply encouraging Hange to stream with you sometime officially. But of course, it’s much easier to take note of bad comments people say rather than nice ones.
❥Loser! Hange pouts when you return with plates in hand, ignoring their chat again in the blink of an eye. "I'm charming, right? and cute?” They look up at you with puppy eyes as you stand in front of them. “I'm desirable." They say those words like a statement, but it sounds like they’re trying to convince themself rather than state a fact. You hear the insecurities dripping from their tone. You promptly climb into their lap, placing a tender kiss to their cheek while your hand cups the opposite one. You progressively start kissing all over their face, and they close their eyes, giggling and getting lost in the moment. When you eventually begin moving down their neck, their eyes snap open as they remember the audience. "AAAAHHHH, I'M LIVE, I'M LIVE!" They warn you frantically, suddenly remembering again why they were a bit insecure in the first place. This causes you to jump a bit from their yelling. They swivel their chair around to face the monitor, looking at it from over your shoulder. "S-Sorry chat, ending stream a bit early today..." They say quickly, turning off their game and switching tabs to end their video. You chuckle, turning to face their camera. "Oops." you say only a few seconds before they end their stream. 
❥Loser! Hange decides that they might as well officially introduce you after that incident, since they know they’ll be getting teased for it for the next few streams.
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❥Loser! Hange never thought that they would be in this situation with anyone, no less you. This exact scenario had been nothing but a fantasy in the corners of their mind. A fantasy that would fog up their mind in the late hours of the night, prompting them to slip their fingers under their boxers and lightly circle their clit with their fingertips, eventually slipping them inside of their warm body. Their back would arch up off of the bed, trying their best to picture that their own fingers were instead yours.
❥Loser! Hange that noticed a sort of glint in your eyes when they asked if it was okay to stream while the two of you were still hanging out. They hadn’t been active in the past handful of days because they’ve been spending all their time with you. They just can’t deny you, especially when you both want to spend all your time with the other.
❥Loser! Hange who has to resist the urge to drool as you carefully and quietly crawl under their desk, looking up at them through your long, mascara coated eyelashes as your knees hit the slightly dusty floor... 
❥You aren’t sure what came over you, but when you were watching them put their headphones on and start welcoming people into their stream, you missed the attention being on you. So decided to tease and torture them and force them to give you attention still. 
❥Loser! Hange is forced to pretend you aren’t under their desk and spreading their thighs and pulling down their boxers while giving them that signature sultry smile with your matching lustful look in your eye. You bite your lip as you part their legs, moving in closer to their folds. They can feel your hot breath on their legs as you kiss, lick, and bite the plush skin of their inner thighs. For a few moments, you feel their hand rest on top of your head and stroke your hair approvingly as you start to rile them up. They can feel their face heating up a little, but if anyone in chat mentions it they just explain that their AC isn’t working properly. Even from just your breath and kisses teasing their thighs, they can feel themself getting wet, the stickiness spreading around their groin.
❥Loser! Hange melts under your touches, but they quickly become needy and desperate for more. Their resolve is always weak when it comes to you, and your teasing will be the death of them. They’re trying so hard not to whine and plead because they have to act normal and play their game. Even when your tongue finally reaches out to meet their pussy, you keep teasing them. You give them as little as you possibly can, spreading their folds with the tip of your tongue, only occasionally flicking up to their clit. You also kiss their puffy pussy lips and their clit, showing how much you love them while simultaneously subjecting them to such sweet torture. When they feel your tongue finally giving them what they wanted, their legs start to twitch slightly from the stimulation. They try their best to regulate their breathing so nothing seems out of the ordinary.
❥Loser! Hange doesn’t know how to act when your mouth starts to move faster and faster between their legs. They’ve stopped looking at their chat entirely, just trying to focus on playing the game somewhat coherently and occasionally talking about it or making a random comment without stuttering or sighing from pleasure.
❥Loser! Hange’s pussy is dripping onto their chair from all of your teasing. The combination of your tongue and their pussy makes an audible squelch as you suck, kiss, and lick up their slit and their hips move slightly, trying to keep up with the rhythm of your tongue. At this point, they’re starting to feel the knot in their stomach tighten, and they’re struggling to hold back their sounds. “Chat, I’ve gotta use the bathroom real quick-” They say, closing their webcam and muting their mic as fast as their fingers let them.
❥Loser! Hange’s hand finds its way back to your head, grabbing a fistful of your hair and pushing you as close to them as biology allows. Their head falls back as they let out a shaky moan. “Ahhh.. F-Fuckk... Please, please more.” They whine, encouraging you to eat them out without fear. You can both feel how their pussy throbs with desire for attention. They’ve been impatiently craving this, so they plan to take full advantage of the fact you’re right where they want you. You pick up the pace, sloppily making out with their pussy and sucking their labia between your lips. They toss one of their legs up onto your shoulder, allowing you more access to them as the knot in their core is almost ready to release. You look up into their eyes, slurping up their juices. The way you look up at them with devotion makes them feel even better due to how much desire is in your expression, adding another layer of eroticism for them from your enjoyment.
❥Loser! Hange feels the tension in their lower stomach releasing. They sigh and moan out into the air lightly as they feel white hot pleasure take their entire mind and body. They arch themself off the chair, trying to meet your mouth even more than already possible. Their body grinds against your tongue as they shiver from the intensity of their orgasm.
❥Immediately after their orgasm subsides, loser! Hange pulls your head up by your hair, kissing you deeply and not caring that they can taste their sticky cum on your plump lips. Their free hand slides down to the back of your thigh, guiding your body to sit on their lap. Their hands are protective and possessive while you make out. They are such a softie, always wanting to cuddle, hug, and kiss after sex. They love you so much and need to let it show, it’s like a warm blanket of warmth and affection covers their heart. They see the world with rose colored glasses for an hour or two after you make them cum, honestly. 
❥Loser! Hange holds you for a little while, their face nuzzled against your neck as they whisper sweet nothings to you. They’ll pepper your neck, collarbones, and face with kisses while telling you how good you made them feel. “I- love- you- so- much- sweet- heart- thank- you-” They’d say between pecks to your skin, causing you to giggle from the slight tickle of their lips moving around your upper body. They only stop their barrage of kisses when you start to push at their shoulders playfully, begging them to stop. “I love youuuu!” They say in a drawn out tone, giving your body a tight squeeze. “But duty calls, so we'll have to continue this later. Don't worry, I'll be thinking about you the whole time!"
❥Loser! Hange loves aftercare, giving and receiving, basically. They’re happy as long as you’re physically close to them <//3.
❥Loser! Hange also used to have inappropriate thoughts about you before you two were officially dating. They knew it was a bit weird to do so without you having any knowledge of it, but they couldn’t help themself. The two of you had exchanged Instagrams after your very first study session and since then, they can’t help but fuck their fingers to your posts. They try to refrain from doing so each time; they attempt to scroll past your stories as if the sight of your face hadn’t already turned them on. Each time it always ends the same, inevitably retyping your name in the search bar to revisit the photo. At this point it had to be some sort of conditioning, the way their body would react to you like clockwork. But they still feel so embarrassed to be so obsessed with you simply because you gave them an ounce of attention.
❥Loser! Hange used to imagine you in all sorts of different positions for them. You name it, they’ve probably thought about it once or maybe even twice. Sometimes they would imagine you sitting on their face, other times they could imagine you under them as they would fuck their strap into you. When Hange feels extra desperate, they like to picture the ways you would take them, perhaps you would trap them against the bed, fingering their throbbing pussy while making out with them to ensure that they weren’t too loud. A favorite daydream of theirs surrounds the different types of faces you would make as they eat you out. They yearn to see how your eyes might look down at them, pleading for them to make you cum, or how they may be shut entirely, your lips parted to sigh out with pleasure from how good they’re making you feel. They’d wonder what kind of sounds you would make. Were you loud? Quiet? Shy? Breathy? Are you the type that moans, or are you the type that whimpers? These questions had plagued their mind until they finally had you for the first time after 4-5 dates. <3
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i miss hange rip hange you would’ve loved being the most nerdy loser dork the geek world ever saw.
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kiyomitakada · 7 months ago
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okay fuck it i went to a leonardo da vinci exhibit today and now i have a leonardo da vinci death note AU in my head because i am a parody of myself so you can fucking have it i guess what do i even do with this
light yagami: young genius polymath who is good at literally everything
unfortunately for him he is a foreigner in italia (his family immigrated) so the government is not letting him anywhere near their weaponry projects. instead he does art. yes light yagami painted the mona lisa no i do not take criticism i’m in too deep
his portraits are predictably amazing. smash hit. soon aristocracy from all over italy is contacting him to draw them and their mother. this means he doesnt even have time in the day to draw giant fuckoff warship designs anymore. what point is there to life, he sulks.
eventually he accepts a commission from one kyosuke higuchi! we’re italianizing him because i really don’t think this AU works otherwise but let’s call him higuchi anyway. higuchi is a fifty-something duke of something or other who has recently married one misa amane who is twenty-something (the same age as light). misa is the subject of the portrait because higuchi just loves his darling wife so much (read: they had a shotgun wedding and higuchi needs to keep up appearances)
light is like wow someone who isn’t white it’s been like five years. i kind of feel bad for her, this situation is very suspicious. hello miss amane if you’ll just sit down over there while i get my brushes
misa (seeing the first person who has been even remotely sympathetic to her absolutely horrific life, noticing he hasn’t tried to make any advances on her at all [this is a good thing]): I AM DRASTICALLY IN LOVE WITH YOU.
light: what
misa’s plan of seducing light predictably fails because he’s light, so she explains she has to get the fuck away from higuchi somehow
light is like okay well i am sorry to hear that but what does this have to do with me.
misa, tearing up: im a damsel in distress! also i can get you information about his court
light: whats his job
misa: financial advisor
light: oh fuck yes okay
so light’s plan is now to worm into the yotsuba court to get funding and hopefully sway them enough to let him pitch his cool weaponry ideas so he can Change The World. he does need income in general too (both for himself and his family; expected lifespan was way shorter then obviously).
misa’s plan is to kill higuchi somehow which will be much easier with light as backup she thinks
so. light packs up and moves to the yotsuba court which is thrilled to have THE light yagami portrait artist (i do more than portraits…) in their employ
oh yeah, misa mentions, the prince of the yotsuba court is kind of… weird
light: you could have told me this before
misa: ehe. dont worry about it!! it’s just um. he had a weird personality shift a few years ago? and now he refuses to wear royal attire. he always dresses like a peasant.
light: well it’s not like i’m going to be there to judge him on fashion am i.
THAT’S RIGHT. SIKE THIS IS AN ISEKAI NOW. yes L does remember light killing him <3 he (L) woke up in fifteenth century renaissance italy in a twenty-something-year-old body immediately after the heart attack. by some miracle he already knew italian.
so everything is going swell until one day light walks into his workshop to find the prince flipping through his notebook
light, sleep deprived: hey what the fu—i mean. uh. good morning your highness
there’s no need for that formality. call me L.
(…but your name doesn’t start with an L?) thank you, your highness L. um. sorry i know my handwriting’s messy.
on the contrary i find it completely readable, as long as one reads backwards and caesar shifts it three letters forward.
(oh SHIT he’s onto me) haha what are you talking about?
in fact i think this mechanical dragonfly contraption is rather ingenious.
oh aha that’s not important, just a passing fancy honestly
[ignoring him] if only you had some better way of providing torque, because as it stands the spring engine is extremely poorly designed.
what the fuck did you just say to me
[they end up physically fighting over the notebook because of course they do. meet cute!]
some more details:
ryuk is the patron light eventually gets after being in higuchi’s court for a bit
rem is higuchi’s personal assistant, who was disowned by her own royal-blooded family because her family sucks. she hates her job. if it weren’t for misa she’d probably be on the other side of the country by now
i don’t know where the wammy kids are. they’re definitely competing to be the heir to L’s throne but also they’re not related because there is no way that all the wammy kids (the whole orphanage of wammy kids) could have come from the same person. maybe some kind of insufferably high collar royal boarding school? did they even have those? help me
kiyomi and teru are both advisors in other courts (which are extremely corrupt, light seethes, in his perfect world there wont be any of those anymore) (you work for a court light) (thats different)
okay i’m done for today. you never know about tomorrow though. /threat.
[ @deathnotetober day 12: isekai ]
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shawsimmer · 4 months ago
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Hiiii ! Hope you're doing well :) I love love love your Raines' gameplay ! I was wondering if you could show us their house ? It looks so cozy and colorful ! Thank u
hiii! ty & i hope you are as well :) and sure! here are the most recent photos of their home, except i haven't redone venus' room yet now that she's a (pre)teen. it was sooo hard to find a house with enough rooms and space for them.
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it's always gonna be a wip bc it's always changing. i really need to give eva, judah, and kato a better bedroom. it's so bland compared to everything else. also if you see windows missing nO YOU DONT.
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i play with aging on ( though i'm quick to turn it off when things feel rushed ), but i don't think my age settings are very consistent lol. i'm so bad about moving tf on. i like really long and drawn out gameplay. i feel like it gives me time to really develop every sim and get to learn their personalities, likes/dislikes, etc. i mean, i've been playing w my current sims for years and i haven't made it past gen 2 in either of my saves. i used to get really bored with my sims and gameplay in general (school, job, marriage, baby, repeat) because i wasn't that attached to any of them. i never got to know them or have them accomplish anything because sim days are so fast. playing w long lifespans allows me to get everything i want done in each life stage and it's honestly made me love my sims that much more. fun fact: i created eva and her save for the sole purpose of wanting to try out short lifespan gameplay ( for quick casual gp + less screenshots so i could just enjoy the game w/o the pressure of posting) and i told myself that i'd stick to it....and well, we see how that went. also i do like seeing my sims age, even if it's bittersweet, though i'm not looking forward to any of my sims dying. i've never had a sim that i actually care about die :(
settings: newborn 7 days, infant 14 days, toddler 16 days, child 28 days, teen 28 days, young adult 40 days, adult 60 days, elder 60 days.
also each season lasts 2 weeks in my game. i wish it were longer, but i absolutely despise winter in game.
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mossadspypigeon · 5 months ago
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I dont mean to be a callout type of person but user leroibobo does jewish history and it's so funny watching them refuse to acknowledge islamic oppression/colonization while saying zionism bad. Theyll cover mizrahi jewish stuff and theres no mention of the jewish expulsion from arab lands. Hmm.
okay thank you for sending this, because i have a lot to say on this topic lmao.
first: so despite what jumblr thinks, i don’t constantly call out people i have problems with and i especially don’t call all jews i disagree with goyim (there would barely be any of us then LMAO). tumblr is a cesspool and has been for years, so if i called out everyone i have issues with, i’d never sleep.
that aside, i havent seen this acct and idk if they’re jewish, but talking about our history without acknowledging arab colonization and islamic persecution of non muslims is ridiculous. we suffered for too long for it to be ignored.
if you’re on instagram and you want something that’s the opposite, try:
https://www.instagram.com/ethnically_jewish?igsh=M3U2ejI4enZxempy
they dont update anymore, but their posts were so amazing. it’s how our history should be discussed.
now my thoughts on this problem:
i guess so many people loathe and hate europeans due to their history of oppression and colonization that they assume calling out oppressive histories IN GENERAL means you hate the groups that oppressed/colonized. especially since white guilt, white saviorism, and white virtue signaling have become an almost plague in western society.
idk, i don’t hate europeans for their history of persecuting and murdering us jews and for their history in general, i dislike the system because of the pain it caused. i want that system to change.
same goes for arab and islamic conquest and oppression. i don’t hate all arabs or muslims for that, but i dislike the system that hurt and tortured my people. i don’t even hate all arabs for their ties to nazis, for panarabism, etc etc. i dislike the system of hate that led them to those allegiances and beliefs and again, i want it all to change.
other groups have oppressed and colonized too, so we need to start examining this belief that only white christian europeans oppress and colonize. it paints everyone else as weak, as victims who are perpetually trod on. it erases actual nuanced history and the strength so many peoples showed over their centuries, as well as their contributions. we need to start talking about and focusing on NUANCE.
we can’t move forward without discussing these things. hiding them does nothing. this paradigm that, tbh my generation really propped up (we may not have created it, but we propped it up and continue to use it in contexts like DEI), needs to be pulled apart before it causes anymore harm. within this paradigm, it’s very easy for oppressors who do not fit the box or stereotype to manipulate ignorant people into thinking they are the actual oppressed, and that’s what has happened here.
thank you for coming to my tedtalk lmao.
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the-masked-astro · 1 month ago
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Color coded pt 2
RTV au belongs to @4thwallbreakerdraws2
WARNING: this story has mentions of violence and death, and general unsettling themes.
RTV walked along the halls of the abandoned facility, if it could be even called a facility. More like some trashy back water building someone turned into a personal lab. But he was not here to judge the state of this wretched place, oh no, he had business to attend to. On normal circumstances he would send someone like Swag or Chris to snoop for him, but after that little stunt the RAT pulled security was to remain on high alert on the premises at all times, which means it was up to him to get his hands dirty for once, but of course he wasn't completely alone.
He found himself in front of a large secure door, locked behind a digital pin pad. He held up his phone, holding it near the pin pad.
"Wr3n, you think YOU could take of this?" RTV said, not really asking, more telling Wr3n.
"Of course." Wr3n responded. A moment of silence, and then a click. The door was open. RTVs smirk only grew as he reached out to open the door.
"Right then Mask... let's see what YOU'RE hiding in this-" He paused as the door opened. What was this? "Wr3n... this is the correct address CORRECT? The one all of Masks paychecks are being sent too? The place I was PROMISED to find their secrets?" RTV asked, increasingly getting annoyed.
"Uh... yeah, why do you-?" Wr3n started before he was cut off.
"THEN WHY IS THERE NOTING HERE??" RTV shouted. The room was small, all that was left was a few knocked over shelves, and a shallow hole in the center. As if someone had ripped up the concrete floor, showing the dirt ground beneath.
"We've come ALL THIS WAY, and there's NOTHING-" RTV began to yell before he glanced at the corner of the room. A camera, pointed right at them.
Bingo.
Rtv regained his composure, straightening his clothes with a chuckle.
"Perhaps this WASN'T a waste after all." RTV said as he held out his phone once more. Wr3n, be a dear and show me what those CAMERAS are hiding from us now hmm?" He asked, rather calmly for someone who about threw a tantrum a few moments ago.
"On it boss." Wr3n replied. RTV watched as the cameras light blinked a bit, going from red to turquoise, signaling Wr3n was in. RTV waited for a moment... then another moment... and then even longer.... what was taking Wr3n so long?
"Wr3n? Are you still in there? WHAT is the hold up?" RTVs voice was laced with an impatient tone as he tapped his foot. It took a few more seconds for Wr3n to respond.
"Sorry boss... I uh... found something." Wr3n sounded hesitant, which baffled RTV. Did he sound... nervous?
"What did you find Wr3n, come on, I dont have ALL day." RTV rolled his eyes, and Wr3n only paused longer.
"Of course sir." Wr3n responded. RTVs phone buzzed before a video feed appeared. It was of the room, but it was full of shelves with countless vials, jars and Boxes. Each had a label, but the feed made it difficult to read any of them. Nothing changed in the feed, nothing moved or stirred, it was stagnate. Then, RTV noticed a small shake, then it got violent as the jars and vials clattered. There was a loud crack, and a mechanical hum... wait, had he heard this before? He watched as what looked like a rip in the fabric of reality itself opened under the shelves and under the floor, sucking everything in the room into the maw of the rip. It only lasted for a minute, before it was gone. A hole In the floor where it once was.
RTV blinked, trying to register what had happened. He remembered the storm that day, remembered the noise, not realizing at the time it was more then just a strange weather phenomenon. He looked back the hole, taking a few steps forward. He realized he could feel it. A strange energy, like a residue hung in the air around the hole, like a flammable gas just waiting for a spark... a spark... he wondered-
"Boss?" Wr3n snapped RTV out of his thoughts.
"Right right, sorry about that, anything else you found while DIGGING around?" RTV asked, and again, Wr3n seemed to hesitate.
"I think I know why Mask acts so strange." Wr3n confessed, it seemed so out of left field that it caught RTV off guard.
"Elaborate." RTV stated firmly. As he did so, another camera feed started playing, this one dated several months prior, right around the time they noticed Mask showing up at the studio.
There they were. Mask, only this time, without the mask. He blinked, they looked so... normal? He wasn't sure what he was expecting but certainly not this. Mask had their back turned to the camera, before a loud crash was heard off camera. Mask spun around, looking at something the Camera didn't see.
"Who are-"
BANG
RTV whinced and look away for a moment. The video feed was paused.
"Boss are you-"
"Play the rest of the feed." RTV said coldly, a harsh look on his face as he looked back at his phone. Wr3n obliged.
The feed continued. He watched as Masks now lifeless body slumped backwards, knocking over over a vial, it hit the floor along side them, a thug followed by the shatter of glass.
"Shit- fuck shit SHIT-" He saw the assailant, he ran up towards Mask body before stopping, the gun still in his hand, he only looked for a moment before running off camera. The feed changed to a different cameras perspective to right outside of the door of the room they were in now. He could see his face clearly, a man, no older then 30, he watched as he desperately fumbled with the security pad, typing in numbers desperately.
"Come on come on- DAMNIT!" He shouted. He looked at his gun before tossing it down the hall, mumbling more curses as he ran out of the cameras view once more, then out of the building. The camera feed went back to the lab area, Masks lifeless body still on display.
"I've seen enough-" RTV started, but it was Wr3n who cut him off.
"No you haven't. Keep watching." RTV was surprised, Wr3n had never been so insistent, especially not to him. But RTV watched on.
There was silence, nothing moved, for a moment, it was a cruel and unsettling silence. Then he saw it, a flicker of moment. Something came out of the vial. It moved in a strange and unsettling way, like a slug as it inched closer to Mask. It made its way onto their face, and RTV whinced again, but continued to watched as it buried itself into the wound on Masks head. The sight was enough to almost make him gag, he had to look away, but when he did, he heard a gasp come from his phone. He turned and looked, Mask was sitting up now, alive, eyes wide, blood shot and gasping for air.
He watched as their hands covered their head, as they fell to their side, they started dry heaving and coughing, but the video stopped there.
"You... dont want to see the rest...." Wr3n mumbled. It was clear that even he, an Ai, was unsettled by the feed. RTV stood there for a moment, taking in the information he had just received, before he finally spoke.
"That's man... you can track HIM down... yes?" RTV asked, Wr3n paused but soon spoke.
"I can"
"Good... see that hes brought to me... ALIVE." He muttered as he made his way out of the room, and out of the lab.
"May I ask... what you have in mind?" Wr3n asked, and RTV had a smile on his face, a smile that clearly showed he had something going on in that head of his.
"Oh... I think I just found a means to make sure our little friend Mask becomes a VERY loyal employee." He muttered with a slight chuckle as he put his phone in his pocket. "Yes... very loyal indeed..."
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pynkhues · 1 month ago
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Okay.
so like, you want me to die then? I have supported you and loved you and you still wont give me what I need..i can take it anymore..im standing on the top of my house...
DEMANDING MORE!!!
GIVE ME BONELESS 3 BEFORE I JUMP!!!
you dont have to post this..im clowning with you
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Ahahaha, I'm sorry! I promise I'm working on it literally as we speak. Have a ittle sexy bit to tide you over?
(Below a cut because it is a bit racy).
Lestat slips out from beneath him, hoisting himself up as Louis rests back on his haunches, tucking his still-hard cock awkwardly back into his underwear as Lestat moves down the alcove. Foliage crunches beneath his gentle tread, his hips swaying as he turns away from Louis, making the short journey to the thick-trunked sessile oak, it’s canopy of folding branches and jagged-edged leaves allowing thin peels of moonlight to stream between them.
He hears it almost before he sees it, the sound of Lestat popping the button on his slacks, the zip as he lowers his fly, and maybe it’s the drugs that have him weak, or maybe it’s just Lestat, who slides his pants down slowly to reveal the curve of his perfect ass. Smooth, round, tight in the night, inviting even before he spreads his legs just enough to stop his slacks dropping past the middle of his thighs, bracing his hands against the rough bark of the tree, and tilting his hips back in something like an offer. A show of submission that Louis knows is anything but, but it works on him all the same, because the second Lestat turns his head back over his shoulder, tilts it to look at him, eyes glinting silver in the moonlight, he thinks this is the devil’s fruit. This is temptation in the garden, this is what men sell their souls for, what damns generations, the apple of his ass the one dangling from the serpent’s tale of Eden, and Louis will be Adam if it means he gets a bite, Eve if it means he gets to bite first.
The thought has Louis lurching to his feet, blood-saliva pooling behind his molars, has him following the path of this too-perfect thing, to temptation, a path he’ll maybe ever be on, and he wonders if this is what it feels like for strangers. For those men who have Lestat in these long and lonely nights apart, but then - - he wonders more if this is what it was like for Nicki. For any of the boys in the Auvergne, because Louis’ not first, will never be first, and they’re not losing themselves in the wheatfields here, but there are woods there, he knows there are. Is sure Lestat has told him of them, and he wonders if Lestat brought boys to those forests like Louis took them to the Bayou, if he offered himself like this, a sliver of sin dressed up like salvation in the half light of a place that would kill him if it could.
Louis wets his lips, hand reaching forwards for his own shirt, draped on Lestat’s back, and he pushes the fabric up just to see more of him. To reveal inch after inch of soft, snowy skin, and its got to be the drugs now that have his eyes growing heavy, half-lidded, chasing down the swell of Lestat’s ass, arousal coiling thick between his legs. He drops his hands to Lestat’s hips, tilts them ever further back, only to press his now-clothed, aching cock there between his legs, chest tightening at Lestat’s rough inhale, and he wishes he had a camera. Wishes he could describe what it was like to see his hard, constrained cock pressed into the crease of Lestat’s bare ass, tilting himself so the fly of his own pants rubs a little rough against the inside of one of Lestat’s cheeks, gaze flicking up to see Lestat’s claws dig into the bark of the tree.
“You got lube?” he asks, voice low and gravelly even to his own ears, and Lestat nods, the motion jerky, tossing a hand out behind him in something akin to a direction, and Louis glances down at the slacks halfway down his legs, and takes the hint. Keeping one hand firmly on Lestat’s hip, keeping him in place, he drops the other to rifle a few fingers low in the back pocket of Lestat’s slacks until he finds a thin sachet of lubricant, only to rifle a little longer, slipping into a character – one he played with too many men, across too many years. He purses his lips, gaze flicking back up to where Lestat’s bent forwards against the tree.
“No rubber?”
It’s enough to make Lestat toss back a look, his own role briefly forgotten, the performanceof it all almost lost to the drugs like it was for Louis, and Louis raises an eyebrow in question, even as he brings the sachet of lube to his mouth to tear it open with his teeth.
“A condom,” Louis repeats, keeping his tone casual even as he spits out the torn piece of plastic. “Or you always letting strangers fuck you raw?”
Even in the dark, he can see Lestat’s throat bob, can feel his hips shift beneath his hand, can hear his breath grow a little rough. He shrugs, slipping into a part of his own, as he simpers a little, playing the coquette once again.
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museum-of-dreams · 1 year ago
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A lot of people have been speculating who the character thats going to die is, and I have done some Long, Hard, Thinking, with what has been presented to us in the show and the information that has been given to us.
❗️Potential Spoilers ahead as I give my thoughts!❗️ (also a warning that this is long)
(Also, please be nice. These are just my opinions. Please tell me what you think!)
Some of this is also just me assuming, don't take my word for fact unless proven otherwise.
So I am going to jump right in and say that, while Vivzipop DID state that a major character death may possibly occur in the show, that doesn't necessarily mean the end of season one.
However I will also take into account that they didnt realize a season 2 was happening untill halfway through production of season 1, so they tried to cram A LOT into 8 episodes (and that's why it's so fast paced)
So if a character death IS to happen soon, here are my thoughts, by process of elimination of course 😊
I am first going to start out with Nifty. I know many people are rooting for her to die instead of their favorites. However, that's why I don't think they would kill her off.
To put Nifty in the original main 6 cast just to never touch up on her character, give her depth, or give us her full backstory that lets us connect to her character more. Unlike the rest of the main 6 casters, where we are exploring their personalitys and connecting with them, we don't really get that with Nifty just yet. Her episode is still to come. So, to put her in the main cast just for the purpose of never touching up on her character and killing her off would be very bad writing, why put her in the main cast at all, then?
I don't even think I need to talk about Charlie. She's supposed to be the main character (but that's a talk about that for another day)
Third, I am able to most likely cross off the list is Vaggie. Much like Nifty, she has not gotten her episode yet (however for both Nifty and Vaggie's cases, at the time of writing this the last 4 episodes of Hazbin are yet to realease), however we do know that vaggies story is supposed to be a deep one and there is still a lot to go when it comes to building her character up to the audience and just building in general. So I dont believe it would be her neither.
Fourth that I can pretty much cross off the list is Alastor. With the whole suggested connections to Lilith, there is definitely a much larger plot that surrounds Alastor that will keep the series moving forward. He is too much of an important character to kill off right away.
I will not be talking about Cherri Bomb just yet (however, sence 2 episodes ARE about to release with one apparently being the one she is introduced in, I may edit this later and share my thoughts)
Our last three options would be Angel Dust, Husk, and Sir Pentious.
I am going to talk about Sir Pentious first. Sence, they sped up the pace of the show quite significantly, his character progression has also been a little fast. Sir Pentious wasn't even supposed to be in the main series. He was supposed to be a one-off character for the pilot. However, people just loved him so much, but the idea of his character being anywhere near some sort of impulsive "I must save my friends" moment during an extermination or something similar, would just be bad writing and wayyy to fast even for the paceing the show is currently at. they would have to do it just right.
I do know that Vivzi wants to go somewhere with his character, though, the idea of Sir pentious developing a crush on someone in the show (suggested to be a woman, but not confirmed) is somthing that has been brought up multiple times. So I do think they actually plan on going places with his character. Also, this is NOT by any means confirmed, and just something that I have heard a couple of times, is that the potential major character death announcement was made BEFORE Sir pentious was even planned on being in the offical show (remember one-off character). So, a character was planned to die before he was officially a part of the show. With all of this, I dont think it would be him either.
WHICH LEAVES OUR LAST TWO.
Husk and Angel Dust are both very impulsive and very attached to one another. However, there is a certain character building that goes into stuff like this. And I don't think Angel Dust has this character building.
I dont think it will be Angel Dust because
1. I dont think Vivzie would want to let him go so soon
2. While he is a fan favourite and people do connect with Angel Dust, I don't think his character has been built up for dying just yet. He still has a lot of stuff set up for his character.
3. I think his character is supposed to be all about being in a cycle of abuse, and his character development is getting out of it and healing over time until eventually his soul gets redeemed and he goes to heaven. Yes, he has husk, but that doesn't mean that anything with Valentino (or in Husks case Alastor) has stopped by any means.
When it comes down to Husk vs. Angel Dust, I would say it depends on the next couple of episodes, really. You can argue with husk that he still has not gotten out of his thing with Alastor.
However, I still lean towards it being Husk that dies because 1. I really don't think Vivzi would want to let go of Angel so soon
And 2. His character is kinda built up for it? I can't explain this one all too well, and most of it is personal opinion.
While they have angel dusts character set up to go through rough times trying to escape Valentino. They don't really show this with husk and Alastor. Sure Angel and Husk relate to each other's situations, but most of Husk and Angel in episode 4 (the last 4 episodes are yet to be released at the time of writing this) was mostly Husk comforting angel, he talks about how he regrets his decisions and how he related to Angel Dust, but unlike angel dust, they never really build his character up for any kind of potential attempt to escape from Alastor. While Angel dust has that character buildup, Husks just isn't there.
They also painted husk in a way that was very likeable to a lot of people. For example, if you were to ask someone who their favourite Hazbin Hotel character is, saying Husk is a VERY safe choice. A lot of people are very sympathetic for him. They buttered him up just for us. If anybody is theoretically going to die at the end of the season, it would be Husk.
There are still some unanswered questions of mine, though. My opinion can be changed A LOT by how the next couple of episodes go. Thank you for reading this much!
I will probably keep you guys posted. :]
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pr0blematic-h0unds · 2 days ago
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A positive vent for once, lmao :3
I think finally fully blocking my ex and trying to actually remove him from my life the best I can was actually a really good call for myself.
Even if it hurts to have lost such a close friend, in the end I feel a lot better now.
I still get a sort of fight or flight sense of panic / a mini mostly internal panic attack everytime I see him or am at a place I know he will be too, but now that I've been actually staying away from him I feel happier in a sense.
Because I'm no longer trying to force myself to seem okay with what's happening around him, and feeling just really shitty with guilt in general.
I don't know, my mind just feels a lot more clearer now that I'm starting to actually let him go. Hell, even my OLD is starting to let him go, I dont think about him at random points in my day and wanna break down anymore.
When I do get moments I think about him, I just feel a bit sad but overall fine and quickly recover from it.
So, I think its a step in the right direction for me; and not gonna lie, I feel pretty happy about my progress. Even if it had really bad things throughout it, but I'm starting to think that maybe I'm glad those bad moments happened, because I think that if i didn't have those moments that I wouldn't have been able to come to terms with the fact I needed to just cut him off and finally move on.
So yk what, even if it caused me to have a horrible manic spiral, im glad my ex came into my inbox and called me out on my bullshit and fucking blasted my ass. Bc I think that's what I needed in order to get my shit together.
All that stuff combined, and also considering the fact my boyfriend, my best friends, and really sweet people online / moots & friends, have really been helping me out these past few days. Without yall I really wouldn't have the ability to keep going forward and not spiral further.
Thank you guys for sticking around, even though I'm a shitty dog who deserves to be put down at Claire's 💔, I wouldn't get rid of any of you if I was given the chance (sorry couldn't resist putting in a dark joke</3)
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Now for a more personal note for my bf <3
I cant put it into words how grateful i am for you being here with me Warden, for sticking around for the past 3 years and dealing with my shit. I don't deserve you, I really don't. You're too sweet for me and the fact you're comforting me during my sprials and outbursts and don't just leave me during or after them really helps more than you know.
Thank you for being patient with the stuff that was going on around me, thank you for communicating, thank you just for everything. You understand why I stopped talking to you for weeks due to my ex, you understood my family problems, my mental problems, etc.
You never judged me and you welcomed my struggles with open arms and helped me manage them in ways that were harmless and sweet, not sexual or physically harmful.
Im sorry that I keep resorting to my negative coping mechanisms no matter how many times you try and help me fix that, im trying to be good and lay back on a lot of stuff but things happen and it makes me wanna cry how sweet you are about it; you don't yell at me when I relapse and instead focus on what's important about it in the moment and try to not let it happen again.
You don't push me away when im clingy and need comfort, you happily accept it and let me seek the comfort I need. You respect my boundaries, you respect my mental issues and don't belittle or demonize me for them.. God you're just too perfect for me to put into words.
Not to mention you don't shame me for my Hypersexuality. it helps that you dont trigger it in general, but on times that it is triggered and I'm having those perverted thoughts and what not, you just treat me like normal. You dont encourage it, you don't discourage it, you just treat me like you always do; as if its not even there at all.
Thank you for more than I can put into words Warden, you mean the world to me and I wouldn't have it any other way without you <3
Cant wait to continue being silly with you and being chaotic evil trans gremlins together for as long as possible <3
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aj1dordinary · 2 years ago
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GRWM to participate in a life or death brawl!
platonic!Johnny Cage x platonic!gen-z!reader; neutral!Kenshi Takahashi x neutral!reader; platonic!Raiden x platonic!reader; platonic!Kung Lao x platonic!reader; platonic!Lui Kang x platonic!reader
@one-green-frog @whore-of-many-hot-men xox
thank you guys for showing love to my very first piece! i look forward to providing you with as much content that i can pump out! now that i’ve essentially finished the general background info, I’m gonna try to follow the storyline as closely as possible while also developing the lore for !reader. bear with me pls! don't know about any relationships taking place, but that may change. anyway, enjoy! xox
“hey guys! welcome back to my channel! as you all know, johnny and i decided to take a little vacation in between some of his big projects. that doesn’t mean that you miss out on all the action though so here’s a quick little get ready with me in this rehab facility he checked us into!” you poke your tongue out and shoot a peace sign to the camera before turning it around and showing the beautiful scenery of the monk academy.
“y/n! check this shit out!” johnny wails, he began showing his improved skills by throwing punches at a wooden dummy and with an uppercut, knocked the head a good 5 yards away. 
you whistle and track the trajectory of the dummy head with your phone. you’d managed to ration out your battery life despite filming and posting an abundance of johnny’s new life of martial arts. 
johnny runs over after to see the video for himself and as you play it back for him, he notices someone looking on with great disdain. 
“kenshi, man! I’m telling you, if you wanna piece, all ya gotta do is ask.” he makes a show of it by flexing his arms and posing as if he was back on the red carpet. 
kenshi rolls his eyes and lets out a puff of air, “i dont want anything you have to offer, john.” he crossed his arms and turns his attention toward the other guys that lui kang recruited to be the power rangers of earthrealm. 
you learned that kung lao and raiden were their names. you had to stop johnny from getting himself cancelled as he tried to make references to Godzilla when the men clearly were not of that origin. but they were cool people, you’d have to make a mukbang with them one day for sure. you paused, realizing you were no better in terms of geography.
“oh really? not even sentō?” speaking of being an antagonistic asshole, johnny removed the sword from his back and waved it around, trying to perform swift and severe moves as a ninja would. he made it a goal to make the sounds as well. 
you just stood at the ready, phone already recording and the sound picking up the popping of bubblegum in the background. a week in and you traded in your black flats and pantsuit for the same training attire that the guys were wearing. you were by no means throwing any punches, but you’d be damned if you didn’t match for aesthetic purposes.
kenshi stopped in his tracks, “oh i think you done did it now, johnny baby…” you twirl a curl of hair between your fingers, lowkey focused more on the rippling muscles and raging testosterone that put itself on display for you.
“now, now. if there is gonna be a brawl of any sorts, its going to be the one that decides who our champion of earthrealm will be.” 
“ahhh, the all-knowing, all-powerful always has such perfect timing,” you coo. “what’s hopping kangaroo?” 
“ah, i’ve been managing the behind the scenes of the competition. making sure all is in order for whomever our champion will be.” he smiles genuinely before bowing before you out of kindness. you would be rude to not return it.
“which is totally going to be me.” kung lao says affirmatively before throwing his makeshift razor-hat. it passes just over your head before getting imbedding in the side of a building.
“watch were you throw that thing! you kill my assistant, you replace her!” johnny pokes at his shoulder.
“nice to know that you value and care for her…” raiden chips in. 
“word.” was all you said in agreement.
“right…” lui kang claps his hands together, looking over the lively bunch in front of him. part of you wonders if he was beginning to regret his choice in heroes.
“as I was saying, today is the day. whoever comes out victorious in the matches will be earthrealm’s champion and will go on to battle against outworld warriors to defend the title. we will start with johnny and kenshi.”
“y/n, watch me beat his ass real quick.” 
“best 2 out of 3?” you say as you join lui kang on the sidelines. he simply nods.
“round 1… fight!” you say before banging the gong.
“beat his ass, johnny! wooooo!” you jump and cheer from the sidelines. 
“finish me johnny cage~” a robotic voice chimed from your phone. the sideline goes silent before you mutter a quick “oops” to check what the fuck just happened. 
you’re accidentally livestreaming. the voice being someone who donated. well, gotta get paid someway. you turned the phone back on the action, watching as donors flooded the chat, saying how sexy johnny looked when he was fighting and the whole nine yards.
“chat thinks you’re so cool right now. don’t disappoint!”
and how could he? with a swift uppercut, kenshi called it quits for the first round while he regained his balance and strength. 
“you’re not done yet johnathan carlton!” you call. he runs over as you take a gatorade bottle and squeeze the contents into his mouth and a little bit on your hands before smacking the shit out of him. “you get out there and you finish it!” he nods without a word before bumping your fist. when he turns to get back in the ring, you deliver a swift slap to his ass for encouragement.
“does that actually help?” raiden comments. he wouldn’t lie, he was tickled by the nonchalant relationship you and Johnny exhibited.
“nah. he just has a really nice ass.” you say, body language unwavering.
it definitely wasn’t helping. he was getting his shit handed to him this round. so much so, he tagged you in.
“whyyyyy am I here! i’m so quitting after this!” you scream as you block many of kenshi’s attacks. johnny, who claims he is just taking a breather, now acted as cameraman as he and the chat giggled at your attempts to evade kenshi.
lui kang had a smirk on his face as he watched the growing potential in you. Despite your obvious fear, you were evading kenshi’s offensive moves quite diligently. He eventually spoke with the goal to guide you.
“compose yourself, y/n. you’re bouncing all over the place, use that momentum for something else.”
you were desperately running out of air from running around the ring, but you couldn’t let up or else kenshi would deploy his frustrations about johnny on you (mmmmm). despite your fear, you heard lui kang’s voice and man, does this god have a voice of reason. you had to obey. so you placed your trust in it and stopped before quickly ducking.
 In doing so, you felt a gust of wind fly over your head, surely a devastating blow from kenshi. you then turned and blindly threw a punch. surprisingly, you made contact, square in the middle of his chest. he gasped for air as the assault caused it all to exit his lungs and drop to his knees. he looked up at you with a fire burning in his eyes. you did not wait to continue and tagged johnny back in.
“now who’s the kangaroo?” lui kang smiled.
“you must think you’re so funny.” you respond, completely stale-faced.
johnny ended up losing the second round, before recovering and winning the final round. quickly though, he was thrust into battle with kung lao where he lost. 
“a brawl between old pals,” you start. “how you feeling kung fu panda?” you put the camera directly up to his eyebrows on a 0.5x setting, getting an insane shot of his forehead.
“first, you’re no better than johnny,” you gasp. “second, i’m feeling really confident.” he finishes. 
“and you ray ray?” you proceed to give him the same media coverage.
“i’ve been waiting for this day for a while.”
“oh he’s so gonna beat your ass”
and you should’ve bet money on it too as raiden came out victorious. 
“so these outworlders, they hot? mutated? what exactly should we be expecting God-Almighty?” johnny asks but not without you delivering a swift elbow to his side for his crudeness. 
“outworlders do have an enhanced strength compared to humans. some also have powers like me.” lui kang demonstrated with his possession of fire.
“so what’s raiden got that can go up against people like you.” kenshi spoke up, finally seeming over the bitterness of his loss earlier. 
“i am always prepared. raiden, i bestow upon you the element of lightning. i ensure that it will aid you tenaciously. i am certain earthrealm will remain in good hands with you.” He hands the amulet over and raiden immediately demonstrated his new abilities by electrocuting the shit out of some training dummies. 
“ok one, he just literally roasted the fuck outta y’all and two, can he charge my phone with this new ability.” 
“can you be serious for one moment?” kenshi grumbled.
“oh im sorry, i thought someone who’s ass i kicked earlier had something to say?” you retort.
he was ready to respond again, but lui kang redirected the conversation.
“it is time. we must depart. outworld is expecting us.” he begins to move his hands in the same circular motion as before and another portal beings to open up.
“y/n! y/n! Look!” johnny points as if he was kid asking his parent capture his performance.
“i got it johnny, damn! it’s not like this isn’t my whole ass job.” you roll you eyes as you break your slowly dying phone out again. before entering the portal, lui kang turned to you,
“i trust that you won’t be getting yourself in trouble?” he raised an eyebrow, his playful demeanor replaced with a serious one.
“don’t worry kangaroo, i’ll be doing the PR work for both johnny and i. count on me to clean up any mess these boys make. it’s all in the job description.”
his face screwed up in thought before he nodded.
“Let us show these outworlders what we are made of.” he led first through the portal.
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I will update as much as I can but just know I am a college student with other commitments. bear with me!
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wildpeachfarm · 1 year ago
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sorry if this is random but you’re blog has been so good with having these discussions so i hope its ok i send my thoughts to you.
over the past few days i’ve been really thinking specifically about george’s “behaviour” that everyone believes he needs to “grow from” and even i had that mentality at the beginning of all this however…. i now feel that’s slightly overblown as well?
dont get me wrong not age checking wasn’t good and neither was not being more cautious however those are things i think he can easily correct going forward.
i mean in general. i genuinely think if it had been any other woman in caiti’s place, this would’ve been wildly different (and for starters we never would’ve known about it). the fact of the matter is this was a drunk legal adult making a move on another drunk legal adult. what we now know in hindsight is that caiti is very chronically online, very troubled and largely unstable, and surrounded by toxic unsupportive friends willing to use her as a pawn in their hateful games.
like i genuinely think this is a situation that went bad not so much because of what went down but who it went down with. and that’s obviously not something either of them really knew in the moment, especially not george. and yes there’s an argument about not engaging in things like this with people you just met however that’s a big aspect of clubbing/partying/adult life in general so i don’t even know if that would hold up.
tldr i just think caiti was really the wrong person to ever be in this situation and that’s not something george could’ve known at the time and i don’t even think it was something caiti knew either until after it happened. i just hope she’s able to protect herself more going forward now she knows situations like that make her uncomfortable
thank you for your thoughts anon!
Yeah I think some people are treating george like a serial misogynist or sexual predator and that being his "behavior" when I just think it's miscommunication, maybe not thinking through things enough to ask her age or get explicit verbal consent on top of the non-verbal consent but like you said, things that can be very corrected and he has already shown willingness to correct them.
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spacedlexi · 1 year ago
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A little while ago you said that you have nuanced feelings on Clem x Louis, and I think that’s how I’d describe my opinion on the ship as well. I was just wondering, what makes you feel that way? Personally, I think they’re romance scenes are cute and sweet, but the whole situation with Marlon makes me unable to see them as anything other than friends. I think they both mean a lot to each other, but the idea that they’d want to date so soon after that whole ordeal’s a bit of a stretch to me.
putting this under a read more so if anyone even Thinks they might get upset about mild louis opinions they can move on and stay happy. seriously people take this stuff too seriously sometimes and i dont want to stir anyone up but also im allowed to have my own opinions OKAY. none of this means i dont like him or them OKAY??
okay
thats pretty much where my opinions are too
the stuff with marlon and the vote is Definitely the biggest thing that influences my opinion about their romance. i always forget just how Cruel he is in EP2 😭 like im on your side dude what aj did was wrong can we just talk about this 😭 but he votes to kick them out. like his reaction about marlon doesnt bother me, its his insistence on kicking them out that does 😔 my clem will always forgive him for it, i believe him when he says he regrets it, but its gonna take some time for trust to build again. for both of them
having only one scene between his apology and the lock in was just not gonna happen for my clem. she was mad at him for it. aj almost died because of it. she might be doing better now but she still has trust issues and her trust was broken just as much as his was. he was fine with never seeing her again, sending her and aj out to their deaths because he struggled to accept his confused feelings about marlon. that pissed my clem off shdfksd she is barely keeping this child alive let alone herself. her face when ajs kicking the wall bro she was like "its so fucking over" 😭 cmon bro look at her shes dead inside have some compassion. and he still hits her with the "i dont know [if i want you to stay]" even after aj gets shot like cmon man...... Cmon.........
and while shes waiting for louis to finally be ready to talk about what happened with marlon (which my clem apologizes for in the dorm, she does genuinely feel bad about it), her and violet are only growing closer, focusing on preparing the school together for the bigger problem. clem knowing vi has her back is a huge source of relief in everything thats going on, and that means a Lot for my clem, who appreciates the idea of having a partner she can rely on. my clem is already sure of her feelings for vi by the time louis apologizes. but she appreciates his apology, and is looking forward to being friends again, because she did genuinely appreciate his friendship at the beginning. but her heart was really truly Broken about everything with marlon and the vote and i think thats gonna take more time to heal. depending on player choice some clems might not even forgive him (some others might say he was right and that clem didnt stop it but... i do not agree with that.. like how could she have... aasim calls mitch a hypocrite for saying the same thing)
the other less important thing is just his general blasé attitude. my clem takes things seriously, but that doesnt mean she doesnt know how to have fun. she Wants to. she just Cant. she has a child to take care of first, and she cares about the survival of the group. its why my clem is looking for someone she knows she can rely on. she never wanted any of this, and she just wants a little support, someone to help take the weight off so she CAN relax. shes so tired 😭. playing with louis while aasim hunts by himself made me feel Dirty 💀 (i literally couldnt do it the first time i felt so bad AASIM WAIT UP). and while i can understand and appreciate his "there might not be a tomorrow so enjoy today" outlook, it cant come at the expense of the group. louis i feel eventually learns this, finding a balance between the two, and Becomes someone clem can rely on. but his change doesnt begin until like.. after the raiders take everyone (because we have to get through the marlon stuff first). and if you save vi, you dont get to see any of it 😔
the thing about these two problems is that, if you were to take them out of this setting and throw them in like, a modern au, suddenly these are not issues anymore. no more life or death. the stakes are a lot lower. so i can see them dating in that scenario and having fun together. they do have cute moments!! but also due to less stakes, theres less to motivate louis to change. and i think they would fundamentally just not click on their worldviews. clem while she can have fun, ultimately takes things seriously, and louis doesnt. that doesnt mean they dont care about each other, and clem definitely appreciates his energy, but its why i see them still ending up as friends instead of romantic partners (esp if vi is around IM SORRY 😭 they just Click too well for me 😔 this is why my messy au exists 💀)
i also understand this is mostly personal preference and some people might like them for these reasons 😭 but the dynamic that they have i prefer as friends personally. theyre supportive of each other and deeply care about each other, just not romantically imo. especially not after the stuff with marlon. and thats ok!!!! i see it a lot like louis' relationship with vi. not romantic. but they Love each other regardless. honestly the reason why i like clem vi and louis as a trio so much is that clem slots between them really well. louis who doesnt take anything seriously, and vi who takes things Too seriously. clem exists between them. knowing having fun is important but also understanding the weight of responsibility. she helps louis become more responsible, and she helps vi chill the fuck out. she brings balance :)
i will say tho louis' "nothing wrong with short and sweet, right?" line was cute he got me there
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catboygirljoker · 6 months ago
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days is such a fascinating gift of a game for allowing the player to interact with the org on a less entirely antagonistic level (revealing character depths) and also for establishing the potential for funnies as being real/true
kingdom hearts 358/2 days: the perfect game? jury's out. lets look at the evidentce.
+ get to see a broad cast of characters in an environment we don't otherwise get to see them in, revealing hidden depths and nuances + some of if not the best character and story writing in all of kingdom hearts - um a couple characters say some lowkey misogynist stuff and unlike saix degendering xion i dont think the misogyny is intended to be hated i think its intended to be true or funny. shrugs. eueughh. + new take on the kingdom hearts equipment/battle mehcanics that IMO gels really well with the characters being villains or "villain-coded", turning things like desperation moves into an actual mechanical reality for the player - in this game it's not called the Ultima Gear it's called the UltimaTE Gear for some godforsaken reason + slow excruciating emotional trainwreck where every drop of dread is given ample time to sink in until the final devastating moments - the worlds being interlaced with each other makes sense from a story/mechanical perspective but it does mean that theres much less of a sense of progression in each world and forward momentum in general, all of the story progression comes from the interpersonal relationships with the characters which as stated above is rather slow + every scene and interaction with demyx - it's pronounced Three Five Eight Days Over Two + [any number of lines xigbar says in this game that i could put here that would tell on myself way too much. dont worry about it. dont worry about it] - the enemies despawn when they get a certain distance away from their spawn location and when they respawn they have full health which isnt usually an issue because most of the battle locations are pretty small but there are some maps that are really needlessly huge and contain enemies that move quickly and randomly and teleport long distances and so even if you do your best and try to kill them quickly you have to use specific strategies in order to make sure they actually die before they RESPAWN with FULL HEALTH i mean what the FUCK— + m,y paneuls :o)
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the-sappho-of-lesbos · 3 months ago
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heyy sorry if this is the wrong blog to ask, not really sure where to go with this one (if u dont have an answer do u know someone that can help/something to read/etc?)
is it possible that im a lesbian even if i love the idea of dating men? mostly im attracted to masculinity in general but butches are rare where i live or something idk. i end up dating mostly men despite the fact that i consistently hate everything about dating men. i have a lot of male fictional crushes, but none of them are like irl men (theyre all nice/soft) & for a while it made me question if my standards for men were unrealistic (just be nice and not a bully) but now i wonder if im just ?? not attracted to men (it seems like all men are socialized to be bullies in my experience???? im sure nice men do exist but they seem like unicorns so i cant move forward with my life just hoping i'll find a unicorn i need to be realistic) and im being blinded by the fantasy of fictional men. im over the top attracted to masc lesbians & always have been, and i also have non-men fictional crushes if that means anything. idk ??? sorry if this is a weird ask ive been questioning my sexuality on and off for a few years & in my mind ur like the keeper of all sapphic knowledge (<-hyperbolic compliment LOL) & u'll know if im normal or what LOLLL
thank u <3
Hey anon ! Man it really sounds like you are going through it. I’m sorry it’s so rough for you right now. I do want to preface by saying, obviously I’m not you so I can’t fully know how you are feeling things and what your sexuality is. But I can try and help you detangle your thoughts a bit and maybe help you come to place if internal understanding.
I think firstly it’s important to just like strip men down to their bare basics and remove personalities, socialisation and patriarchy - because all those things can impact someone wanting to be around men, even with straight women. Regardless of how men act, are you sexually attracted to them ? Do you get enjoyment and fulfilment out of engaging with real human men in a purely physical sense ? Because if the answer to that is “yes but I hate how they act” you are probably attracted to men and just rightly discouraged by the way many men are socialised to act. Feeling discouraged or put off by men not acting in accordance to your fantasies is something lots of bisexual and straight women feel - hell lesbians and bi women can feel that about women at times. Everyone has fantasies and sometimes unrealistic expectations of how they wish to be treated by potential partners.
When you say you love dating men do you mean you genuinely get happy over engaging in romantic activities with them, or do you enjoy the sense of normalcy it gives you?
It’s also okay to be a bisexual woman who exclusively dates other women if you are upset with the male dating pool. There are many bisexual women who whole still acknowledging their attraction to men decide for whatever reason they would rather not actively pursue relationships with them.
With the men you have dated , did you dislike it because of their actions or their body ? Did you think “wow this would be great if only he acted differently” or did you think “this would be great if only he had a woman’s body”.
I think trying to break down where the feelings come from and what you were unhappy with will be a good place to start in understanding what you might want in a partner and why.
Wishing you the best of luck on your self discovery journey. Remember there isn’t any rush ! Sending lots of love.
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bridgyrose · 1 year ago
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Penny ran through the halls as she looked for Winter, hoping she wasnt too late already. Even with the upgrades her father had given her over the last few months, it took longer for her to get up to Atlas than she’d like. Not like it really mattered. She still wasnt sure Winter could actually get her friends free, much less keep them out of trouble, but since she was close to the General, it was her best chance to try to clear things up. 
Once she caught sight of Winter, she slowed down and made her way toward her. “Winter, there you are!” 
“Yes Penny?” Winter asked, almost relaxing before tensing up again. “Weiss isnt in trouble, is she?” 
“No, Weiss is handling grimm fine.” Penny stopped in front of Winter and paused as she tried to figure out the right words to say. “But our friends need a bit of help. There was a misunderstanding and they were arrested.” 
“A misunderstanding? I’m not sure I understand what you mean.” 
“I am not sure I understand everything myself, but whatever brought them here seems important.” 
Winter sighed and pinched the bridge of her nose. “I’ll talk to the General and see what I can do. In the meantime, please stay out of trouble. And keep an eye on Weiss.” 
“Dont be so rough!” Yang called out as she was shoved by one of the soldiers escorting her and her friends. “We need to talk to general Ironwood! It’s important!” 
Penny paused for a moment as she heard Yang’s voice and looked behind her to see Yang and the rest of her friends. Then she saw Ruby behind them keeping watch to make sure they didnt do anything to cause problems. She slowly took a step forward, only to be held back by Winter. 
“What were they arrested for?” Winter asked. “I dont remember seeing a request for them.” 
“The general’s order,” one of the soldiers said. “They were using weapons without a license and they were caught attacking a drone-” 
“Take those restraints off them. Now!” 
Penny relaxed a bit as she watched the soldiers take the restraints off her friends, only to silently gaze towards Ruby. It was unsettling to see her calm and relaxed around her friends and sister, almost as if there wasnt a hint of recognition there. Even more strange was how her friends almost seemed to avoid Ruby, as if they werent sure that really was her. Still, she pulled away from Winter and smiled at Ruby. “Arent you glad to see your friends and sister?” 
Ruby opened her mouth to answer, then slowly straightened herself up as Ironwood rounded the corner. “Sir, these are people who came in with that stolen airship.” 
Winter paused for a moment, then looked over towards Qrow as a scowl crossed her face and she stepped towards him. “You stole an airship?! Dont you realize the kind of danger you put these kids into?!” 
“We didnt have a choice,” Qrow said as he walked over to meet Winter. “We tried to get a ride from Argus but they said the borders were closed. We did what we had to because we need to talk to Ironwood!” 
“That doesnt mean you can endanger those kids-” 
“Enough Winter,” Ironwood said tiredly. “If Qrow took a risk to get here, then that means whatever he has to tell us is important.” 
“But sir-” 
“Winter, escort Qrow and the kids to my office. Ruby, I’d like for you to go back down to Mantle to take care of any other grimm that makes their way into Mantle. And Penny.” 
Penny perked up a bit. “Yes sir?” 
“You’re relieved of duty for the day,” Ironwood continued. “Let Weiss know she’s to return to Atlas to rest as well. I’ll give you both orders tomorrow after I get Qrow and his students sorted.” 
“Yes… sir,” Penny said quietly, her eyes still lingering on Ruby as she watched her walk off to take care of Mantle. Every piece of her wanted to follow Ruby, to stay with her, and yet she couldnt move. Even when Ruby was long gone from her vision, she stayed still knowing her heart would be broken if she had one. 
“I’ve taken care of the last of the grimm,” Weiss said over Penny’s communicator. “What are our next orders?” 
Penny slowly tapped her comm to let herself talk, her voice quiet as she spoke. “We… we are to relax and report back to Ironwood tomorrow.” 
“What about Yang and the others? Are they okay?” 
“The General is going to speak to them. He did not say about what though.” 
“I’ll make my way back to Atlas then. See you in a bit?” 
“See you soon.” Penny pulled her finger off her comm and slowly started to walk down the hall towards Ironwood’s office as if she was on autopilot. She had to know more about what was going on, to find out what her friends were needed for and why they were even here to begin with. No matter how much trouble it was going to get her into. 
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natsmagi · 1 year ago
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ok maybe i will publicly cry a little about the seven days prismagic MV/song in general bc FUCK. IT MAKES ME SO HAPPY
first of all the song itself. im not confident enough to break it down line by life as lets be honest...... Usually the youtube TLs are kinda rushed BUT they do still get the vision across, and when i read them i cant help but get the feeling that they are singing like. DIRECTLY to each other. and i dont mean this in a "the song is about their bond!" way, all their songs are about their bond, i mean this in a "call and response" way. like in the first verse you have natsume singing about how the passing seasons makes him feel, a more emotional approach, and then you have tsumugi respond with "your heart cannot be hidden with the color of your pure dreams," which is a very fitting comment for natsume as despite his best efforts to put up this Persona, his true, pure intentions always shine through in the end. then the next line is sora singing "your honest feelings always give me strength / because you always push this back gently and strongly" WHICH IS FITTING FOR TSUMUGI! because tsumugi is honest to a fault in contrast! and then in the second verse you have sora starting it off by singing about them continuing to paint their colors as they face their hardships, peak optimism basically, while the previous verse was centered around feelings this one seems to be the impact theyve had on each other, because natsume then follows it up by singing "i echoed a special bond that moved your heart" Which i think is a very beautiful way to emphasize the way natsumes love made sora feel accepted, as he was so used to alienation before joining yumenosaki. and then we have tsumugi singing "the words you like gave me the strength to face forward / its the magic that always made our dreams shine" which, to me, feels like a nod at natsume agreeing to be idols with tsumugi after the war when tsumugi was at his absolute lowest, just like how they said they would when they were kids. their dream! their dream that now came to fruition!!
NOW FOR THE MV. another theme in the song is them constantly singing about colors and the likes, which is especially cute bc soras synesthesia was what made him feel so different, yet now the three of them paint their world in the colors they wish together, as friends, but it is ALSO super cute bc! the three of them are the primary colors! together, they can create ANY color! which is why i absolutely ADORE the constant rainbows and such in the mv bc!! thats them!!!! thats what theyre capable of together!!!! the entire rainbow is theirs to paint the world with!!!!!! because they have each other!!!!!!! and anything becomes possible when theyre together!!!!!!!!!! and it just makes me so so so so so incredibly happy!!!!!!!!!! i loev switch so much its not even fucking funny!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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