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so the other day i read the beggar student (a short story) by osamu dazai and was struck by the resemblances to BSD's first chapter/episode that it has?? like it's genuinely crazy. here's the gist of what i'm talking about (*spoiler warning, please scroll if you don't want to see!*)
struggling author (also named osamu dazai) meets struggling student at the side of a river bank. said student is swimming/drifting down the river
dazai decides to 'save' the student bc he thinks he's drowning
student chews him out for being stupid like that after dazai trips and falls
one thing turns to another and then they go for lunch at a teahouse together (yes, a teahouse lol. no chazuke though)
dazai can barely pay for their food/tea bc he's broke
later they go drinking with one of the student's friends, who happens to be kind of uptight and serious (this one is a stretch but i'm including it anyway)
there's a lot of references to classic literature/philosophy all throughout
that's a very brief, crude summary of all the references i could pinpoint. the rest of this story goes by quite quick (it's only about 96 pages in all, and this was like, the first 20 pages or so? hints for the rest of the short story: there's school uniforms, beer, and long-winded speeches). but still. reading this all actually had my jaw on the floor, because what do you mean that the events of the first half of chapter one of bungo stray dogs is an osamu dazai reference. like surely this is not all just coincidence.
in conclusion: asagiri is a madman. the literary references go crazy. what else am i missing. i need to read more
(i've put some excerpts of the story below the break! frankly the interactions between fictional dazai and this student are hilarious)
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the excerpts are all from the recent translation by sam bett!
#this is the first post on this blog in like. seven months#i lowkey forgot the password but#we are so back#(for now)#bsd#bungo stray dogs#dazai#dazai osamu#osamu dazai#jem rambles#bungou stray dogs#also the only reason i picked up this book was bc it mentioned bsd in the blurb lmfaoooooo i am so easy to lure#someone's definitely talked about this before but eh i'm putting this here anyway#asagiri's attention to detail never fails to astonish#like first the akutagawa/rashoumon reference in that one atsushi line and now this??#insane work#bsd meta#kind of??#the actual story itself isn't my favourite dazai work but its definitely one of the more humorous ones out there#the beggar student#fictional TBS dazai is just as pathetic as bsd dazai fwiw
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went on a drawing/reading spree the past 2 weeks, 7 books and 6 art pieces later I remembered I have a life actually
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someone already used my fucking email to make a zlibrary acc....................?
#screaming into a paper bag#unless i magically forgot doing this....... which lmao#but fr..... when i requested to change my password it called me by a nickname i allegedly signed up w???? so that means they already got in#o my email????? or smthn idk im lowkey freaking out bc the password to that email is soooooo long and took forever for me 2 come up w......#creepy creepy crawlies
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valentine was satisfied because she’d managed to get his wound dressed, but let out a sound that was a mix between a wounded animal and a girly scream. gods, this guy was strong!
“ow!? um.. okay. i probably deserved that, but jesus christ!”
she yelped, jerking back and holding her arm where his elbow had managed to dip between the muscle and bone where it hurt good.
OPEN STARTER: STEREOTYPES.
TW: Violence, possible gore, mentions of self harm
Theo's not one to succumb to stereotypes. He usually tries to stay out of trouble and not be noticed. However, after certain people decided to bully his friend, he's not sure about staying quiet anymore...
People at camp have always talked about Theo behind his back. They didn't even hide it. Most avoided him. He never seemed to mind. He preferred being alone, if that meant staying away from people that didn't trust him or believed he would kill them in their sleep, just because he was the son of Akhlys. As if that made him the worst person on the planet.
Now, he's planning to make use of that fear, that disgust. You find him standing in front of some Aphrodite campers, the same ones that spilled their drinks on his friend. He somehow found them, and he's going to make them pay for what they've done.
There's a cut on his arm, very clearly self inflicted, toxic blood spilling out, circling around him, there's bits of burned grass around the Aphrodite campers. Theo's huffing as he makes a bit of his blood splash next to them, it eating away at the grass it landed on.
"How does it feel to have shit spilled at you, huh?" His voice is oddly calm for such an angry expression on his face. He may have overreacted about this situation, but he just can't stand the asshole campers anymore.
Taglist (ask to be added or deleted!!!): @the-great-emperor-commodus @steve-the-union-man @another-argo @literally-tinker-bell @the-son-of-the-sun @roryandthethorns @dad-left-for-the-milk @reyno-solis-real @onlymythologypersonincamp @l0st-child-of-war @lyric-of-the-sun @toxic-daughter-of-love
#dude i lowkey forgot my password to val’s account im so sorry lmao#valentine blair ₊˚⊹♡#never too much
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hihi! i know you haven't posted in a hot minute but I wanted to just say thank you for writing! you are my favorite writer in the LADS community, and I often come back to read your weeks like, multiple times a week lmao! my fav pieces from you are the 'how would lads carry you,' the two sleepy times with sylus and zayne, and the tattoos drabbles :) but generally I love how often comfortable and cozy and genuine a lot of your scenarios feel, and I just wanted to send over some good vibes! part of me is on the edge of my seat for if you ever post anything else, but if not - thank you for ever sharing your works in the first place! know that they give people a lot of joy :D
Y'all I caaaaaaan't.
I lowkey lost my password and forgot which email I used for this account (I have way more than I should, don't ask lol). I got stuck in such a writer's block that I figured I'd just take a break and work on art instead.
This message literally kills me, because this is why I write. Sometimes I question writing reader inserts, but knowing that it can make even one person feel loved or happy makes it all worth it.
I can't guarantee I'll be writing a lot more LaDS content (the game won't open for me and I'm scared to delete it in case is deletes all my progress, so I've been keeping up through reels and stuff). But I'm not done yet! I've actually been having a lot of brain rot around my last Zayne fic and thinking about turning it into a small series.
Anyways! I'm back! Thank you for all the love while I was gone! I hope I can create a few more fluffy favorites for y'all!
Especially cause I can finally write for Caleb >:) whom I've always kind of loved.
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1. In the midst of a lengthy ban explanation, the team member who wrote it confessed that there were several times where I broke the rules and they didn't ban me. (The accounts ended up locked for other reasons.) Was that supposed to make you seem merciful? Because hanging on to all that to trot out at the last minute comes off as petty spite to me. THAT'S why I'm leaving for good, not because I'm "out of second chances". Go take your unevenly applied rules and bother someone else.
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2. I wish FR would impliment a thing where you can just ask to have extra accounts closed, without risking your main. That would be nice
Or maybe an, idk, multiaccounter debt system, where all the stuff you've funneled gets given a FR currency value that you then have to pay off before you earn anything new to spend yourself. Probably wouldn't ever happen because it could lead to massive unpayable debts in the case of some things, but it feels unfair that literally any multi activity at any point of your time on the site risks a ban and loss of potential years of progress, even if they barely did anything with the extra accounts at all
Yes I'm aware they let you make a new account after but still. Sucks
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3. very respectfully i wish anybody who made multiple accounts without realizing it was against the rules a very get banned idiot. its right there in tos. literally right there. i dont even care if you were a wee lamb of 13. just read the damn rules!
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4. the fact that you can get banned for something you did 5-7 years ago is fucking stupid. they run such a tight ass ship for a game thats not even in semi-closed beta anymore.
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5. for the person asking about reasons for multi-accounting ; i have a dissociative disorder and often forgot my passwords/logins. these often came back recollected over the next few years. i'd log in to an old account, see i had currency, send it over and never touch it again. maybe not a super crazy reason for "multi-ing" if you can even call it that (and personally i dont even consider it funneling) but i imagine there are a lot of cases like this of just genuine forgetfulness.
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6. The multi rules are so ass bc if you ever accidentally break them u might as well double down bc ur getting banned either way
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7. when i was 14 i wanted to get rid of some of my dragons but i was still a little attached so i made another account and just sent the dragons to it and now they sit there......hungry forever.....anyway i lost the password and i only started taking this game seriously like a year ago but now im lowkey scared if i will be found guilty of multi-accounting and sentenced to death :)
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Doodling an OC
Hey folks, how's it going? I lowkey forgot my password for a bit, so I haven't been active here.
Anyway, here's a YouTube video of me doodling one of my OCs that's related to some stuff I'm doing on my TikTok channel.
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Here's some links included in the video's description:
#nabali aid network#nabali aid#oob#operation olive branch#all eyes on rafah#krita illustration#digital drawing#youtube#digital art#digital illustration#original character#Youtube
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i kinda died for a couple of months..i lowkey forgot my password but im back!!
day 4
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Here’s a quick drawing of my saw inspired character because she’s been hiding somewhere in my drafts.
Yes, I have another acc but I lowkey forgot the password ☠️ anyways enjoy reading to pass the time <3
John Kramer not knowing she survived makes it 10 times worse because man’s literally taught her how to build machines during free time. Now, she gonn take advantage from those free papa sessions to get on his as 😭 can’t even trust ya self, sorry Amanda
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playboyy ep 3 rewatch stray thoughts
- intro was about cops abusing their power and a politician getting blackmailed with their sex tape it seems
- first consistnatly losing it over the idea of being abondoned…. anyway
- AHHH PHOP WITH NANTS LAPTOP and figuring out his password ??
- nant had spotify
- AHHH SCARED OF WATER BY KIKORU?!?!?
- captain not knowing shit about shit and still being so confident about it i love him
- porsche gets upset when captain asks “nant” to bring his bf cause he thinks it’s prom ooooo this is delicious
- porsche once again pushed to the outskirts of the group… when they try bringing nont into their orbit…
- zoueyfirstcaptain are still everything to me
- nont jump scare skdjdiehe he’s so freaky at the beginning
- wait do we never find out where phops dorm is?!?!?!?
- the audio team loves that one string tremolo moment for drama skejejjrjrj
- puens hair feels diffferent here……
- do you think puen took one look at captain and was like “ah another one”… like i would be too scared to sit like that at try outs… you are not serving straight boy realness captain….
- the “no sexual activity allowed” sign is so funny
- i forgot how much i shipped them. still need them to hate fuck
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- the trauma of this scene is so real it’s still hard to watch. poor captain. this is part of his villain origin story tbh
- captain as a character is done such a service by the actor being baby. like it makes HOLD IS THIS AMBIVELANT THOUGHTS BY MAGNUS RINGBLOM?!?!? IT MADE ITS FURST APPEARANCE WITH CAPTAINKEEN AND NOT NUTHPHOP?!?!!? OH FIRSTSOONG ARE HERE NOW TOO anyway
- i get first i really do that’s why he’s my baby
- AG NANT JUMPSCARE I FORGOT ABOUT THIS
- i hope this is where first becomes zoueys baby
- nont is no longer even trying to serve nantness like he’s just being off putting and bizarre in the same room as the baddies djdjjrurj
- interesting detail, nont pulls his shoulder away from captain and the camera cuts to porsche miming it…
- damn
- captains sleuthing outfit andjskfjejdu
- teena’s love for zouey is so atrocious i love him with all my heart
- baddie bunch interactions are so good i love them
- is nont catfishing with zoueys actor or am i losing it
- NUTH gets introduced to shattered mirror by jon algar- a piano ballad
- nont asks nuth what he thinks about when he’s straight jorking it and nuth says “twins and wearing a mask” oh im sure….
- i know this is “part of the investigation” but i feel like nuth and nont lowkey bonded here….
- that’s absolutely crazy imagine you’re about to come and you see the face of your (abusive?) ex pop out of nowhere….
- teena is kinda the man of all time… i know he’s kinda lying to zouey rn but still
- zouey being like im ready to be boyfriends and then starting to take off his clothes and teena stops him like we don’t have to have sex to be together and then zouey being like no i want it screaming i love them
- these two are sooooo screaming i love them
- “don’t mock me if i come too fast” “why would i mock you” awwww
- captain is such a bitchy little boy i adore him
- why did i forget about the blindfolded keen part…
- oh no
- zouey looks so sad 🥺 he really hits different as a character on rewatch
- “if we’re gonna be a couple we’ll have to do it someday” welp
- playboyy lighting team had the time of their lives with zoueys room. i like it
- “you’re using sex to not be in a relationship with me” is a fascinating take away like did i miss something
- i love the visuals of this scene so much thank you glowing green cube on zoueys desk
- first with a bedazzled chain
- soong thinking first would still be there when he got back… firstsoong enthusiasts were put through so much NOT THE FUCKING FLASHABCK
- captain getting hit with the quences and still not GETting it… this boy
- the lighting of the locker room scenes is so fantastic
- the cut to puen when the teams being homophobic, i like the way the camera tells us he’s gay before he gets to tell us through his actions
- captains “i’m straight. i like girls with big boobs a smooth(?!?) ass and a small waist” and then being surprised when they don’t believe him…. he thought he wasn’t clockable my little baby
- captains brain catching up to his mouth 29 seconds late will never not be so real
- “even if i started it. if i wanted to stop but he didn’t want to, is it considered abuse” hmmmmm first saying “if you both consented and you didn’t use the safe word it’s not abuse” and then zoueys eyebrows get scrunchy…
- zouey and first telling him he’s never felt that way so he doesn’t get it and porsches “who said i never felt this way?” AT zouey screaming screaming
- also this being when zouey and first think something’s up with porsche cause he hates the car wash but is always there….
- why is captain always eating plain bread…. i forgot about this fish… captain tech wizard era??? actually hold on he doesn’t take an actual bite of the bread he’s just holding it in his mouth?? you know what whatever makes my boy happy
- oh wait i forgot nant got chocked by doggo… kinda like how he was chocked to death….
- oh nont….
- “you’re acting like you’ve never been here before” prom was having the time of his life teasing nont jejrjriieiru
- “i thought you’ve changed enough to drink wine” promnmmmmmmmmm
- the “i’ll make you moan like a dog” coming from both prom and nuth and both end up having a dog mask….. they were really setting things up for us and i was sitting there like maybe it was teena…..
- is prom teasing nont about the video rn or is it just a coincidence oh prom loves his lil leashes huh… i worry about flat buckles being leashed but whatevs
- prom villain framing…. obsessed with him
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reminiscing 2014 before i go to this one place for scamming me
back in the day on twitter it was very easy to hack twitter accounts and i used to hack a few and got a really nice saved usernames that nobody was using mind you i was 13... you basically had to click forgot password or smt and literally GUESS which email the original owner used like it was genuinely a guessing game but twitter patched it up pretty quickly ngl... and i used to use this indian link all the time to get fake followers for free but i forgot what it was called you basically gave access to this website and they made u spam post a bunch of tweets that advertised their service but an experienced veteran like me were deleting all my spam tweets in lightning speed. that was nice and it gave 20 - 60 free followers depending on which link u used. also used to do 30x30 which basically means "follow me with 30 of ur fake accs and ill do the same" so i used to scam people lowkey by doing this and at the end i peaked at 28k followers. anyways im about to go to this one place to ask about my order cuz its been... 50 minutes <3 about to get my karen on
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YOUR DOING cam GOOD W THE FACE ID CUZ ME PERSONALLY I KEPT ON DOING IT UNTIL THEY SENT ME A LINK TO MY PHONE NUMBER.
back to all seriousness: eventually they’ll ask for your ACTUAL phone number or email that you use for the account and they’ll send you a link. click on it and it’ll lead u to the log in page on instagram and it’ll HOPEFULLY log you in and make you go through security to change your password and everything immediately.
tip: if you have an email attached to ur account plz replace it and make a new one. Like if you put your phone number back as the primary number, then the hacker obviously can’t do anything cuz you get the text messages instagrams sends you, not them. They only changed things up so they can get things sent to them. so if instagram possibly and randomly asks you any question abt ur account being linked to the device you have rn, say yes. Cuz it’ll make the whole process easier trust. Cuz my dumbass got all suspicious and said no which made me get kicked off again.
PS: the hacker will change something abt ur username. Whether they add a underscore or dash, keep in contact with ur friends, mutuals, and ask them if ANYTHING abt ur username(capital or lowercase letters, numbers) has changed from the original username you knew it as. Because if they changed something abt ur username and you have no idea, instagram will say “no account found” when you go to type in your username to click “forgot password” or “can’t reset password”. Which will obviously make you worry, panic, and think that they sold your account. Which they did to me. Still can’t believe they hacked my account the day before EID. like I was so devastated. but dw, I got it back the day of EID :).
All this advice is coming straight from the heart, and I truly wish you the best. Patience will key. don’t sob and panic like me.
WAIT THAT RHYME LOWKEY ATE EVEN THOUGH I WAS BEING SERIOUS 🤭💡😛
yk what instead of question mark anon from my first two paragraph advice I gave you, call me lightbulb anon cuz the ideas zoominn through my head rn 🥸-
love yaaaaa
💡anon :)
HELLO 💡 ANON, WELCOME TO THE CLUB 🩷
but anyway, THANK YOU SM for giving me hope 😭😭 i really wanna get back into the account because i've had it since i was like 10, and it's such a big piece of jardi lore that i don't wanna lose to a dumbass hacker 💀 IM ALSO HAPPY YOU GOT UR ACC BACK TOO BABE
love you lots and lots and i look forward to interacting with you more my 💡 love
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Hey y’all.. unfortunately the comic thing is gonna be postponed bc my iPad is practically useless (for now)
I didn’t use it for weeks for whatever reason.. very stupid of me.. but other times I’ve had and nothing happened.. Well this time I forgot my password.. fucked it up too many times and now I’m permanently locked out of it. I was gonna try this app to remove the lock but I don’t have the proper devices so yeah..
Very upset cuz a lot of old procreate drawings are on there I’ve basically had the iPad seen November of 2020 so u could imagine how much shi that I cherish is on there..
I’ll probably have to get the thing wiped so most likely everything will be gone cuz most of it ain’t backed up in my iCloud… but yeah hopefully I can get it back soon rn Ik just in a lowkey mourning period
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rediscovered my middleschool blog, lowkey sad I forgot the password to it but I think it's a good memorial.
Roses are Red
Violet are blue,
This poem goes on,
As I will try to,
But my pages are numbered,
and my pencil grows dull,
So how will I write this poem in full,
No ink, no parchment, nothing of the sort,
So with what would I write this but paper and pen,
Should it come from me, something within,
Shall I use my blood, my sweat, my tears to write this poem again and again.
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Generally speaking I really don’t have a specific character type that ends up my favourite but I have just been sitting here thinking about my favourite ships and while not a direct 1 to 1 correlation between them all.... Boy howdy Is There A Theme
#like i noticed that especially once i got back on discord#i had discord once upon a time but i lowkey forgot the password and i could prob find it but i didnt vibe it back in the day#thats not what im talkin bout tho#its that so many of my pals have the same typea faves over and over and its like a TRUE type and its real funny#too bad the type is usualy wank stain of a dude but you cant buy taste i guess 🤧 JOKIN JOKIN#and i dont like my faves are all over the joint#but yeah the romantic ones? bit of a theme.............#BIT OF A 👁👁
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https://www.wattpad.com/story/228911270?utm_source=android&utm_medium=link&utm_content=story_info&wp_page=story_details_button&wp_uname=BigBo0tyB1tch&wp_originator=B%2F5bUA9tczlSTOruVFx5Q3k%2BnQgW81qsm8LzqiaT4wN%2BQxa4qn%2BcOh3SkJld2w8eRIkEKU9%2FkK0ztn3svo6do9SyfQzD%2B8QCKmQaPsmeyGjPxEmilktLkibJswMQJy9t
(link!)
um.... "come in my googoo bear?" "'YES DARLING' HE SAID IN A SOPHISTICATED VOICE?" i....... can't do this🧍🏼♀️
tagged: bakugo x reader
#KASJDLKFASD;LK i really thought i wouldnt have to read this bc i thought i forgot my wattpad password#BUT IT WORKS ON BROSWER WAHHHHH#lowkey if it was mha id probably read it#but my puthy shriveled up and died thinking abt ELMO#the disrespect.... get elmo's name outta ur mouth NOW#ask#anon#caitie chats
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