#i loveeeeee her to death

[infizero]

crazy how heroes simultaneously has the worst amy characterization and also the best amy theme song... how did they manage that

[love-belle]

i wake up and it's october, the loss is yours !!!

*ੈ✩‧₊˚ in which the songs she wrote haunt him while he's trying to move on.

or

for when you thought that it'd be forever. ˚ ༘♡ ⋆｡˚

social media au // lewis hamilton x fem!reader

warnings - language

author's note - im so SORRY!!!!!! i genuinely have no inspiration to write atm but i still wrote this bc i felt so guilty :// i hope u like this, i love you thank u sm for sticking around <3

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yourusername my ep "i'll smile and you'll have to face it" is finally hereeee!!!!!!! i wrote one half of it on the floor of my closet and the other half in my gf's (carmenmmundt) bedroom so this obviously holds a lot of meaning to me :) i hope all of u are able to heal a part of yourself while listening to this just like how i was able to heal myself while writing and recording this <3 i love u and im so proud of u in case no one told u this today, thank u so much for supporting me, i'll forever be in love with u all

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-> username no bc we got "i'll smile and you'll have to face it" (feat. lewis hamilton getting ripped to shreds)

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username "nobody actually happy and healthy has ever felt so desperate to prove it" called me out SO BAD

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charles_leclerc 1/10. the singer called my pasta "dog shit".

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lewishamilton better than i was two weeks ago

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-> lewishamilton lando?

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-> username WHY WHY WHY WH YWHY WOULD U BRING THIS UP

username slowly going insane over the fact that we're never gonna get a dog mom y/n feature on roscoe's acc ever again

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-> lewishamilton we're not even in the same hotel?

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-> username "got the news just last month that i'm exhausting and you're not in love" makes so much sense now wtf

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-> lewishamilton you've done nothing except yell at me

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-> username mick is definitely giving him the silent treatment

-> username roscoe barked at him

mercedesamgf1 lewis, come back to the garage, we're calm. - toto wolff

-> lewishamilton make max, charles, carlos, lando, oscar, fernando and daniel leave and then i will.

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-> maxverstappen1 yes we will

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-> landonorris yes we will

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-> danielricciardo yes we will

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-> mercedesamgf1 yes they will. - toto wolff

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[danikamariewrites]

i love your fics so much, i have all ur notifications on and you’re literally the only reason i still have this app😭😭💜 i was wondering if i could please request one where azriel x reader where reader has a MASSIVE crush on azriel. they’re mated and married and all but she is so blushy around him. like she literally giggles and blushes and melts whenever she’s around him. imagine she’s laying on her stomach and has her legs up, kicking them just thinking about azriel sith half lidded heart eyes, and feyre next to her teases her for it, and reader is like i don’t even care, i’m so inlove with this man, i’m gonna carry his children and UGHH LOVEEEEEE🥹

So In Love hc

Azriel x reader

A/n: first of all thank you I’m happy you’re still here and I hope you like this anon. Second, I too would just stare at azriel with heart eyes

Warnings: very fluffy like so super fluffy

Even though you and Azriel have been mated and married for decades he never fails to make you swoon or blush

With every kiss and small touch you’re putty in his hands

You love watching training. When he takes off his shirt and flexes his muscles you start drooling

Az’s tattoos are also mesmerizing

Sometimes when you’re in bed you straddle him and trace his tattoos and leave lil kisses on his chest

Whenever Az talks about you within ear shot you get all shy and blush

He’s also insanely in love with you

If you’re alone in a room Az loves to see how giggly you can get

One time you were making yourself a snack in the kitchen and Az sauntered up behind you, gently holding your hips, swaying you

“Hi lovey, what are you up to?” He says, you could hear the smirk on his lips. “Hi Az,” your cheeks heat and you lean back into his chest, tilting your head to look at him

“You’re so cute love. How did I get so lucky with you as my mate,” his smile widens as you turn and hide your face in his chest. Az places a kiss on your head and holds your chin between his fingers making you look back at him

He leans his forehead against yours and keeps whispering sweet nothings until your cheeks hurt from smiling and giggling

Sometimes everyone gets sick of how in love you two are, other times they think it’s adorable

During the latest family game night you just observed from the couch with Feyre

Card games get very heated in this house

But you’re just looking at Az (as always) with heart eyes and the most obvious smile

Feyre nudges you, “You’re drilling again y/n.” She said with a light laugh

“I can’t help it he’s just so pretty.” Feyre hummed into her wine glass. “You did get the prettiest one, there’s no denying it.” You giggle at the compliment for Az

You let out a sigh, leaning back into the couch. “I know you’re probably sick of me saying this, but Az is just so perfect. He’s so attentive, and charming, and caring. I love him so much.” Feyre laughs at the far away look plastered on your face as you only focus on Azriel

“I can’t wait to have his babes, I hope they all look like him so we can have perfect children.” You hadn’t realized how quite everyone had gotten

Cassian looked like he was trying not to laugh while Nesta and Rhys looked at you with wide eyes. Amren wasn’t paying attention and Elain just had an awww expression on her face

Azriel had gone red in the face as he was trying to get everyone back to playing cards

Cassian broke and started laughing and Nesta hit him, “I hope when we have kids they look and act like me.” Cassian looked offended, “So I get nothing!?” Nesta gave him a death glare and the boys started laughing at him

Once they went back to cards Azriel sent love and a message down the bond, “I love you too angel. And I hope they look like you, because you’re so beautiful.”

[joulex]

So sorry to talk about this again but wtf is wrong with straight white woman?? Like they are screaming and crying over micheal being michaela, and saying "the great love story is ruined" WTF WHY IS SUDDENLY OKAY TO BE OPENLY HOMOPHOBIC AND BE OKAY???

OOOOHHH BUT WHEN BENEDICT IS WITH A MAN SUDDENLY THEY LOVEEEEEE REPRESENTATION OMG YAAAS QUEEN SLAY 😝😝😝💅🏻💅🏻

I want to rip my skin off, sapphic relationships in period pieces most of the time, not to say always, ends up with death,sadnees or both. Bridgerton is one of the rare cases were it will end on a happy ending. Francesca story will be the same with some minor changes of course, and michaela IS LITERALLY THE SAME CHARACTER SHES JUST A WOMAN SHE WILL HAVE THE SAME PERSONALITY AND TRAITS.

They have no problem with benedict being bi and being in a treesome (nothing is wrong with that just stating a fact) but when francesca is queer actually is not okay.

Also, the fact that michaela is a black woman, presummably queer black woman, doesnt escape me as a contributing fact as to why straight white women are hating. I saw the fancasts of mostly white men for michael before pt 2. Its just so fucking infurating. Eloise and cressida being a ship, yeah we dont care, but when its a black woman actually being on screen and being put in the love interest position, suddenly its a problem.

Im so fucking sick of it, if you hate diversity so much WHY THE FUCK WOULD YOU WATCH BRIDGERTON. IF YOU WANT MICHAEL, REREAD THE BOOKS

I hope michaela and francesca scissor in every single scene in her season just to make everyone more mad

[mrsaltieri-real]

Hi! I was wondering if I could request a Mickey Altieri x Reader fic where the reader is his girlfriend and at the finale Mrs. Loomis shoots the reader and Mickey goes absolutely nuts. You chose the ending :)

Oh my god I loveeeeee this! Absolutely!

I have a really long (like 5k words) Mickey fic I’ll be posting asap but I saw this request an absolutely had to do it, such a good idea!

I got excited and wrote it fairly quickly but I hope you still love it!!

Til’ Death (Mickey Altieri x Fem!Reader)

Warning/s: language, blood, gore, character death (reader dies whoops), betrayal, pure angst. There’s nothing happy here) etc.

I changed a lot from the ending of Scream 2 to make this work. Hope you enjoy!

“Told you I had a partner, Sid,” he looked almost unrecognisable to her as he spoke, teeth glinting menacingly in the bright light. Gone was the quirky, funny guy she’d let herself become friends with. It was almost as though he was a completely different person. The person that had killed Derek, killed Hallie. Killed all of those innocent people, “surprise cameo just for you.”

Sidney let out a small whimper as she heard the stage door behind her open and Gale stumbled in, looking completely stunned.

“Gale.” Sidney said, feeling the anger inside of her begin to bubble. But Gale shook her head, eyes flickering to Mickey as the door opened again and the second killer walked through the doors, a gun in one hand and your hair gripped between her bony fingers in the other, dragging you beside her.

Mickey’s gleeful expression faltered as he took you in. Your eyes met his and you let out a small gasp of horror, physically trying to recoil away before the woman sharply tugged you forward causing a small yelp to fall through your lips as she practically threw you beside Gale who quickly took your arm, helping you regain your balance. Your eyes seemed to be glued to Mickey’s ruined face, looking as though he was surprised to see you come through those doors. He looked almost unrecognisable, a bleeding gash on his forehead and a bright red slash from just above his eyebrow down to his cheek.

“Mickey?” You whispered in disbelief.

Mickey didn’t speak, but his mouth opened and closed as though he were trying but just couldn’t find his voice.

“Mrs Loomis?” Sidney said, voice laced with confusion.

“What?” Gale whispered, turning around to look at the woman. “Billy’s mother? That’s not possible, I’ve seen pictures.”

You were too focused on Mickey to listen to the three of them, tears welling in your eyes as realisation seemed to hit you over and over again, feeling like a repetitive kick to the gut. Your boyfriend, your Mickey, was the killer.

Mickey hadn’t moved since Nancy had dragged you through the door but now his eyes shifted agonisingly from you and moved to her. The way he looked at her was something you’d never seen before. Pure, unfiltered rage and disgust.

“Nancy,” he suddenly growled from between his teeth, tearing her away from her monologue. The woman’s eyes flitted to Mickey and she tilted her head at him. “I told you she isn’t part of it.”

“Oh, Mickey,” Nancy tutted, shaking her head, “you knew this had to be done. You just did. It’s not like you really cared about her, I mean, just tell her your motive for god's sake.” The woman laughed, stepping forward again so she was right in front of you. Gale instinctively took a step back so she was beside Sidney and Mickey had slowly moved closer, still a fair distance behind the women as his eyes never left Nancy as she moved, finger hovering over the trigger of his gun so he was ready just in case. “You want to tell her or shall I?”

Mickey ground his teeth together, trying not to lose his temper. He needed to time this right. He could give less of a fuck about Sidney or Gale but you… he needed you.

It had started out as you simply being a pawn in the game to get close to Sidney but much to his own surprise, he’d really fallen for you. There was something about you, the way you spoke to him and touched him as though he was the only man in the world for you, with so much undiluted affection it made his head spin. It had killed him to keep this a secret from you but he knew that when he succeeded in his trial, not only would he be famous but you would be too. He wanted you to be there with him, walking out of there a free man. He got the fame, he got the girl. But in the meantime, he couldn’t risk you getting spooked and running away to tell anybody.

“Nancy.” Mickey's voice was ice cold and menacing, eyes flickering down to you and back to her. “She has nothing to do with this.” He repeated, his tone even harder than before.

“She has everything to do with this.” Nancy snapped, making you jump and step back. You felt Sidney’s comforting hand touch your back and you glanced around at her. She looked anxious, but it wasn’t for herself. It was for you.

“This girl,” she spat the word as if just saying it disgusted her down to her very core as she looked you up and down, “was nothing more than a distraction. You could’ve been so much better, Mickey. She held you back from reaching your full potential and you know it.”

Mickey scoffed at her before looking down at you.

“Baby?”

You turned to look at him, shaking your head. “Why?” You whispered, taking a small, hesitant step toward him. “Why would you do this to her?”

Mickey’s eyes flickered from you, to Sidney and back to you.

“Mickey isn’t who you thought he was.” Nancy spoke up, trying to get your attention but your eyes didn’t move from Mickey as she spoke. “There’s only an estimated 97 active serial killers in the country today, so Mickey here was quite a find. He just needed a little guidance and nurturing ....”

“As only a mother can do.” Sidney finished, expression unreadable.

“None of that matters now.” Mickey snapped suddenly, dragging everyone’s attention back to him. “You crossed a line by getting her involved, Nancy.” Mickey looked pointedly at you and back to her, moving forward a few more steps. “That was my one fucking condition and what do you do? You fuck me over? Me?” Mickey’s voice slowly raised until he was practically screaming at Nancy but she remained unphased, looking at him with an expression that seemed almost amused.

“Oh, Mickey.” Nancy sighed, shaking her head as if what she was about to say saddened her. “If only you left the poor girl alone then I wouldn’t have had to do this. You really only have yourself to blame.”

You heard a deafening bang and then a scream that didn’t come from you but from one of the girls beside you and for a brief second, you were confused as to why everyone was looking at you, Sidney and Gale in horror and Nancy with an almost cocky indifference as you heard a blood curdling scream coming from Mickey’s direction.

Then you felt it.

You let out a small, wheezing gasp as your hands clutched your torso, looking down at the thick scarlett blood seeping out from between your fingers and staining the ground beneath you. The pain was excruciating, like somebody had reached inside of you and cut open your lung with a thousand razor blades. You felt your knees buckle as you let out a cough, blood spraying out of your mouth as you crumpled to the ground, still clutching your stomach.

Mickey was across the stage before Nancy could even look up from you, grabbing her by the throat and slamming her into one of the prop pillars. Your eyes were blurry as you felt a Sidney drop to her knees beside you, Gale close behind her and you heard a sob fall from your best friend's lips as her hands pressed over yours, trying to keep pressure on your gushing wound. The metallic smell filled your nose and you let out a small whimper, your other hand reaching to clasp over Sidney’s.

“I- I’m sorry, S-Sid.” You whispered, choking over your words as blood filled your mouth. Sidney shook her head at you, tears spilling down her face. “It’s not your fault.” She assured you, free hand smoothing over your clammy forehead.

Your eyes dragged to the sound of choking, and you watched with unfocused eyes as Mickey held Mrs Loomis by her throat, the gun in her hand falling to the floor as she gasped and struggled, trying to pry Mickey’s strong hands off of her, but her strength was nothing compared to his. The white hot rage fueled him on as he dropped her to the ground, reaching for the knife in his belt and straddling her before she could attempt to scramble away, snarling like some kind of sadistic monster as he brought the blade down to her throat, stabbing her relentlessly over and over again until you heard a gargle and a burst of air escaping the woman’s mouth.

Sidney looked at you desperately and you knew what she was wordlessly asking. You nodded weakly, eyes flickering to Nancy Loomis’ discarded gun a mere couple of feet away. Sidney glanced at Gale, giving her a small nod and Gale moved quietly toward the gun, trying to prevent Mickey from seeing her.

You felt your eyes flutter a little as you coughed again, feeling the blood dribbling down your face. It didn’t hurt anymore. A numb black cloud seemed to have taken over your entire body. You welcomed the darkness, knowing on the other side there’d be no pain, no Ghostface, no betrayal.

No Mickey.

[annabannnananana]

first off I love the new blog redesign second off I have Melanie Martinez related questions for you :]

1. What is your favorite album?

2. Top 5 favorite songs?

3. Favorite MV? (I love her mvs they’re so creative)

5. Have you watched the k-12 movie?

omg yay tysm!!!!!!

PORTALS AAAAAA I LOVE IT I LOVE IT I LOVE IT SMMMM ITS THE BEST IT CURED MY DEPRESSION TWICE ITS AMAZINGGGG

GRAHHH IDKKKK it’s so hard to chooseee but i LOVELOVELOVEEE nymphology, evil, death, play date, and mad hatter!!!!!

OMGOMOMGOMOMG MELANIE MVS MENTIONED YAYAYYAYAYAY WOOWOWOWOWOWOQOOWOOO I LOVE HER MVS SO MUCHHH, EURGMMMM IDKKK MY FAV BUT I LOVEEEEEE THE MAD HATTER, FAEIRE SOIRÉE, DOLLHOUSE, CAROUSEL, AND DETENTION MVS SO MUCHHHHH THEYRE SO GOOD I CANT OMOMGOMG THEYRE SO CREATIVE AND WELL THOUGHT OUT AND SO BEAUTIFULLY EXECUTED THEYRE LIKE HEAVEN TO WATCH AAAAAAAA

yes, roughly 300 times, it’s a masterpiece, it’s amazing, my fav movie ever and it always will be

[uncannyoceanz]

About me!

You can call me Yasmine, Yaz, Yazzy, Omni, OmniElle, Elle or Bansheek!

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I was born on March 8, Making me a Pisces. ♓️

i love swimming, being outside, and swinging on swings.

Fuck with my friends (online or irl) I’m fuckin’ you….In the as-😇😁

my deviant art: https://www.deviantart.com/yazthebanshee

my Favorite colors are Teal and Light purple

Im an apatheist!

I have ADHD, Anxiety, SPD, and depression.

I can make a really realistic goose noise🪿

I am learning German. I learned a bit of Spanish as a kid, Hola mi amor.

I don’t really like heights, tube slides, rashes, wasps, or spiders being on me.

I have a really horrible fear of tampons from trauma lmao.

My favorite food is pretzels!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I am known as a banshee cause I can shriek hella loud

I love being outside in the cold!❄️

I loveeeeee flowers, especially Nerium Oleanders and Jasmine flowers.

I have seen a bunch of ghosts and I Believe my backyard is haunted no joke💀

I have a ghost named Elizabeth and she’s nice!

I have a doll that kind of looks like me named Nerium and I sleep with her every night.

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Cynthia Ezelle

Darla the Spider / Mother Widow

Turbulence

Dead Mally

OmniElle (me)

Marley

Kannibal Katelyn

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Mariah The Proxy (Mariah Katelyn)

BØB the demon

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Ellias the Eyeless Angel (Ellias Eyeless)

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Melody Milestone (The Music Box of Melody Milestone)

Mr. X

Mr. Mantis

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[matthewmoorwood]

Currently compiling all of my personal headcanons for Vulcans in campfire so I can try to keep my fic stuff consistent and hrrgasdg I loveeeeee worldbuilding. Is any of this #realscience? nope. Is it still cool as fuck? Yep.

I'm not saying that biology is a special interest of mine, but I am saying that I did in fact make a flowchart of how I think Vulcans evolved into being humaoids from ocean bugs. Spoiler its by using desert cats as the mammal instead of apes. totally not because Vulcans are catboys or anything

I've even made separate evolutionary adaptations depending on what part of the supercontinent the Vulcans are from, like there are polar ice caps and so I've made flora and fauna that are kind of consistent with earth arctic stuff but also different and weird to accommodate for the desert conditions. (Yes ice is still classed as desert)

idk in my head Vulcans had a muchhh longer time period of being upright brain kinda work beings than we did because the climate was so harsh that evolution couldn't be as rapid + the whole fighting each other to death bit

Also those motherfuckers have tattoos and piercings and other illogical body mods, you're telling me that those pre-surak bitches wrote the most kick ass poetry and wouldn't?? ink themselves up with it?? yeah sure bud. Also sooo much socitial emphasis on jewelery and having either tattoo designs and stuff passed down through generations like taonga.

The level of drip Vulcans have is already illogical, idk I just think that most Vulcans who go offworld are taught to censor their cultural aspects in order to be less 'offensive' (appeal to space racists) but that the majority of regular ass Vuclans continue to practice their culture as their Surak given right.

Bc Uhura is my bbg and she's in all my tos fic (duh) I've also made some preliminarily language stuff (no dictionaries or anything) on potential communication things for the different regions depending on their available resources. e.g sign languages that require touching another person for dust storms/ blizzards.

'Cause of my physically disabled ass is in control here I've also been looking at how a semi-utopia view of accessible architecture could work while also tryna balance out the whole logical eugenics thing, too many cool sci-fi settings have like massive stairs and I'm like. :/ rlly.

When I do my ds9 fic stuff once the tos brainrot has abated I'll probably do a similar thing for Cardassians and Ferengi and Trill and all the other cool little critters.

I just think that Star Trek does WAYYYY to little with the ideas of alien cultures and ends up summeriasing entire planets and believing the same things and generalyl being copies of each other when there is so much diversity? across biomes? let alone galaxies. Semi-related it's like how obvs tos are my blorbos but I really want a new series which is just like "oh yeah this is Mr Brep and she kisses ladies and is also a spy for the Heebie Jeebie goverment and keeps getting into hijinks with her friends who she holds hands with all the time."

most of the time I wish I was normal and liked by my peers but other times, having autism kinda slaps.

[wh1stled0wn]

I hated the gloves Pen wears in her emerald dress moment. Hated it with a passion.

Black gloves could've worked, but those sheer things where you can see the seaming of it are just ough. All I can look at is the seams of it and it's distracting. Loveeeeee the dress to death it's sooooo pretty but the gloves.....

[ssunkissedsunflowerss]

Hi >"<

TikTok just reminded me how severe my thalassophobia is😶😂 (Thalassophobia = fear of the ocean/fear of what might be in the ocean)

So what is Lady Lesso most afraid of? Not being good enough? Bugs? Death? Thunder?

oooh in my case, i loveeeeee watching thalassophobia videos but i think i’ll find it extremely scary if i am to be put in that position but i do so enjoy watching them within the comfort of my home ahahaha. ok for leo, actually i head cannon her as someone who is afraid of what other people would find extremely adorable for example dogs and cats. i even thought of adding them in one of my fics but it just never happened. so the reason would be something along the lines of you know when she was a kid she had been attacked by a dog or got into some sort of an accident so she ended up having cynophobia which is an overwhelming fear of dogs.

[asumofwords]

Okay, chapter 57 and...what is going through Aemonds head? Does he think that reader is going to sleep with him willingly if he's nice to her one time? Yeah, no chance....

Aegon is a piece of shit and I hope you write him a very satisfying death, very painful, very long....preferably by the hands of reader and Daemon(daddy/daughter duo). Poor reader, I really want her to find some allies and friends at court, she suffered too much already.

But please, DON'T HAVE HER BE PREGNANT ANY TIME SOON 💔💔💔

Loveeeeee this fic, can't wait for next chapters ♥️♥️♥️

Aemond is like, okay maybe I shouldn’t expect the reader to love me straight away. Maybe if I show her that I am still me, still the boy she loved all those years ago, maybe she will come around ! He’s like, if I’m nice to her, maybe she will suck my dick 🥰🙏🏼

Aegon deserves a worser fate than death honestly !

Thanks so much for the love !!! Means the world !! 🖤🖤🖤

[zeloinator]

🔮: If they were to feature in the art of a tarot card, which one would it be and why? (For as many as you want to do)

🏁: What do they consider to be their main goal in life, the thing that motivates most of their actions? (For Zee)

Thank you so so so much for the ask!! I loveeeeeed doing these! I still cant decide on the tarot card for Zee >.<

🔮: If they were to feature in the art of a tarot card, which one would it be and why? (For as many as you want to do)

This is such a great question cause I’ve just started learning more about tarot and so I got to sit and think about this!!(I’m doing this for everyone :3) 

Zee Zalinos- She is The Chariot, a force of willpower and strength, when she stumbles it is destructive, but she always finds herself back to her path. I also love the Tower for her as well, I keep thinking of both of them for her! 

Love Bird- Death, I know I haven’t talked about his lore really at all (whoops) but; he was once a Garlean soldier. More of an assassin really. Forced to kill for Garlemald to protect the lives of his small village, or that's what they told him. After his fight with Zee, he slaughtered his backup unit, sneaking a visit to his village. It was gone, obliterated at least a year ago. This is when he shed all traces to his past self, taking on a few different names before becoming Love Bird. He transitioned early in his life before his capture, always finding joy in the play that is “gender”. Post-Endwalker much of his old self returned, feeling able to relax for the first time in over a decade. Now after that surprise lore dump I hope it makes a little more sense. Love Bird is constant metamorphosis to me! <3

Ellaeuxlynn Estara- The Hierophant! Her early life was all tradition, conformity, promises of acceptance once she is older and more accomplished. She knew all that was lies so she has forged her own path through her rebellion, making her own way and using new approaches as she invents. Ell currently is 100% reversed Hierophant!

Kask’ov Amon’tillado- Reversed Emperor, tyranny, rigidity, and coldness are her bedtime rituals! (vampire sex joke here)

🏁: What do they consider to be their main goal in life, the thing that motivates most of their actions? (For Zee)

– <3 Shadowbringers Spoilers <3 – <3 Endwalker Spoilers <3 –

Zee had always strived for ending the war with Garlemald, and, on a much smaller scale, do all she can to help those disabled by war. That's what initially drove her to Eorzea and to Gridania. Her family, to her knowledge, had died in the calamity, before that 3 of her siblings were captured by Garlemald, she presumes they are dead as well. But Shadowbringers changed her ENTIRE perspective. Once Zee got Azem’s stone, flashes of memories that are not hers have been haunting her with vivid dreams often turning into night terrors as well. Her curiosity drives her to want to know more as to why this is happening. Now post- Endwalker Zee finds her curiosities ever more present as she does her rounds in her places of care. Caring for the disabled animals on her island sanctuary, stopping by the orphanage in Idyllshire when anyone is sick, dropping off material for Ell (and her craftmates in Ell’s new shop for making all kinds of disability aids for personal use and for homes and inventing new tech as well), and delivering prosthetics when she has the spare time. 

[virtualbearfox]

Hii, @wintercrushes tagged me so here I am sharing my top 9 movies

1. I love the Scream franchise because I just love that Sidney survives each one and I believe that when I first watched it I was so surprised that she didn’t die.

(She’s just a strong icon, along with Dewy (😭), and Gale) (and now with Sam & Tara ?!)

2. Ginger Snaps.

The amount of times I have rewatched this movie (phew) 😁 it has become such a comfort movie to me with the aesthetic of it all and the bond the sisters have. As well as the metaphor of puberty and being a werewolf.

3. Final Destination 3

There is something about Wendy or maybe it’s just that it’s Mary Elizabeth Winstead, that has me loving this movie so much. Along with her bond with Kevin and being able to see Kris Lemche as Ian. 🥹 Such a comfort movie even with all the gore and terrible deaths.

4. Step Up 2

I love all types of dancing and I wish I was a stronger dancer but I am not (I think I can hold my own on the dance floor…. With certain types of music genres unfortunately) so of course I love this movie. Another comfort movie of mine, love Andy as the main character. Her character development along with the found family, the romance and of course the dancing.

5. The Craft

Overall, really enjoyed this movie, love the asethetic of it all and the gals (loveeeeee Nancy). The ending could have been better but I still love.

6. Trick r Treat

I watched this movie because i remember how much people said they loved it and how good it was AND they were not wrong. But i especially love the bit of the werewolves, the witch, and of course Sam.

7. Perfect Blue

I watched this with the same friend who showed me But I’m a Cheerleader and I did not know what I was getting into lmao. This movie had me at the edge of my seat and just I did not see anything coming.

8. 10 things I hate about you

I love Heath Leadger in this, as well as his character Patrick and his relationship with Kat. Just Kat and Patrick truly make this movie for me, how they come to be together and the ups and downs of the relationship and of course, the poem.

9. The Crow

I love Brandon Lee’s portrayal of Eric, love how gloomy the movie is and all the fight scenes. But also how much Eric cares for Sarah and how much he loves Shelley even though she’s gone.

(Fun fact, I dressed up as Eric for last years Halloween 😁)

(Sorry, my dear sister for taking FAR TOO LONG to make this post lmao, I was struggling with putting in the gifs 😭 but here I am and here it is (lol).

Idk if it was a tagging chain BUTTTTTTT I’ll tag @drowsymiha @glamgoblin and back at you because why not @wintercrushes

:D

[supernova-ferro]

9 and 15! :]

9 - when do you tend to read most?

mainly in school bc, i know this sounds bad, but most of the time instead of doing actual work i just read rlly random ebooks i find on sora lmao its a bad habit

15 - recommend and review a book.

ou okay ill do one i recently read, hazel bly and the deep blue sea by ashley herring blake, its such a good book. it's about 12 year old hazel who has just moved from her "perfect" life in california to maine after her mother's death two years ago (her and her family had been moving around nonstop before) . her other mother runs into a childhood friend, with a daughter hazel's age, who goes on about a local 150 year old myth, "the rose maid", a mermaid.

i loveeeeee this book not only because the author describes the ocean really nicely but also because of the way it deals with loss and such, and how the lgbtq+ representation is done very well and not necessarily thrown at you. soooo good

[ptergwen]

wait omg the best idea popped in my head for arvin .. how abt arvin working on his car and y/n asking him to let her help and he says no bc he doesn’t want her to get hurt so she just decides to watch him ahhh 🥺🥺

i loveeeeee but this kinda sucks i’m sorry :/

arvin is a pretty simple guy, meaning it doesn’t take much to make him happy. he’s content if the sky is blue after all he’s been through. there are only a few things he needs in life. that would be you, his truck, and a pack of cigarettes. his family would make the list, but arvin really loves to get a good smoke in.

what’s best is when he gets to combine all three, like today. you’re watching him work on his car with a cigarette sitting between his lips. it’s not in such a great condition at the moment. the thing is busted up and beaten down, even more so after the stunt this bastard at school pulled.

a boy who picks on lenora crashed his huge mustang into arvin’s “piece of junk” as he called it. her and arvin were up front when it happened, and the poor girl was terrified. arvin was fucking fuming. not so much about the car, he enjoys tweaking it occasionally. it’s the way they treat lenora that really lights his fuse. he’ll get his revenge another time.

right now, he’s assessing the damage. it’s been just a couple days since the incident. although this isn’t a situation arvin would like to be in, he does enjoy getting to spend this time with you.

“how’s it going over there?” you wonder from your spot on the grass. he’s working on his car outside for safety reasons, like a potential gas leak. god forbid. “not really going yet,” arvin sighs, biting on the end of his cigarette. “swear i heard something back here when that kid hit me.” he looks at you over the truck’s lifted hood. all you can offer is a sympathetic smile.

“maybe it was a tire. one of the back ones, you know?” you suggest with your minimal knowledge of how cars work. “hm. don’t think so, darlin’. good idea anyway.” arvin walks away so he can have a proper smoke. he sits down beside you after exhaling it. “maybe i’ll take it to some shop instead.” frowning, you lean into the arm he outstretches.

“i thought you loved working on your car.” you muzzle your face into his neck. arvin taps out his cigarette and throws it somewhere in the grass. “yeah, i do. can’t figure out what’s wrong with it, though.” his fingers brush across your shoulder gently. “‘s not too much fun this time.” your lips press to a spot on his neck, arms winding around him.

“i’m really sorry this happened, arv. that boy’s just awful for what he does to lenora,” you speak softly. arvin uses his free hand to give your knee a squeeze. “don’t you worry your pretty little mind about it. i’ll get him back.” he smirking wickedly, you huffing in response. “you always do.” “that’s right,” arvin agrees with a kiss to your hair.

“well, i should probably bring the thing in. wanna come with me?” he’s already getting to his feet. you stay seated in the grass, an eyebrow raised. “you’re really not gonna finish it yourself?” “nah. think a mechanic could do a hell of a lot better.” arvin chuckles as he makes his way back over to the car. “i need a fresh pair of eyes.”

another idea pops into your head at that. you walking over to him and share it. “what if i help you? we could do it together.” he gives you a funny look. “no offense, honey. but, do you know anything about cars?” “um...” your gaze sets on the ground. “not really. you could teach me?” arvin shakes his head, closing the trunk of his car. “can’t. it ain’t safe.”

“what? you drive every day, arv!” you cross your arms in defiance. he gestures to the bad shape the car is in. “and look what happened.” you’re not swayed yet, arvin taking a step closer to you. “it’s not like i’d be doing it alone. you’d be here,” you remind him. “honey, i can’t control if there’s an accident.” he grabs your hands and holds them to his chest.

“that crap is a death trap, i’m tellin’ you. hell, it could explode at any minute,” arvin exaggerates, earning a playful eye roll from you. he tugs you closer by your hands. “point is, i don’t want you gettin’ hurt somehow. that’s the only reason i’m sayin’ no. you understand?” you nod, though you’re not too happy. you’re not out of ideas either.

“how about when it’s fixed? will you teach me then?” you ask him and put on a big smile. arvin considers it for a moment. “you really want me to?” “i figure if you love it so much, i will too.” you’re playing with his fingers. his lips curl into a grin as he kisses your forehead. “sure, y/n/n. i’d be happy to.”

[anlian-aishang]

You mentioned it, so I’ve come to deliver a request again lol. May I request a Levi x reader where they finish an expedition and it isn’t until a little while after they get back, the reader is listed on the MIA. Levi ignores Erwin’s orders to stay (he’s too valuable to loose) and leaves to find reader. The reader was trapped under rubble for days and believed she was going to die there until Levi comes to save her? Much fluff afterwards, if you’d like~ Thank you for writing these~!!

Back at it again with the beautiful prompts. I loveeeeee this one! Such a good idea. I love you and your mind <3 I really enjoyed writing it, I hope you enjoy reading it!

Word count: 3800 Tags: angst turned fluff, hurt-comfort, sfw, fem!reader

At last, you recognized: This was not at all a dream. 

“Attention, please.”

He had heard these announcements countless times, Levi kept fixated on his meal. After so many, they were practically white noise. That is, until he heard your name listed as Missing In Action. Eyes widened in shock. She can’t be...

Erwin posted the roster on the wall, “Right. If you see any of these soldiers, please alert HQ immediately. Continue on.”

Continue on? You were missing, there was no way he could carry on as normal. He would not stay to finish his meal, in fact, he would not be staying at all tonight. Immediately, he returned his tray and returned to his quarters.

Externally, he was calm and collected, carefully switching from casual clothes back into uniform. Internally, he was angry and anxious, heart beat fast and mind raced over his upcoming solo expedition.

For the second time in 24 hours, he was getting into his uniform and preparing to venture outside the walls. It was more than just a pain in the ass, it was an extreme danger, but that was at the back of his mind. All annoyance was buried under concern for you. I have to get there. Now. Now. Now.

Before leaving his room, he pulled his hood up, hiding his all too recognizable undercut and bangs. He was going to sneak out and it had to be unnoticed. If anyone witnessed his departure, it would mean the end of his mission, the end of you.

At these late hours, most had retreated to their bunks for the night. He was immensely grateful for their rush to bed as he was attempting all but the opposite, fewer soldiers to catch his escape. Everything was smooth sailing thus far. He only needed to get to the stables and get on his horse.

I’m almost there.

Hold on. 

I’m coming, -

A strong hand gripped his arm, “Levi, wait.”

// // // 

Without seeing faces, the two immediately recognized each other, “Tch. Get off me, old man.” Levi shook his arm, forcing Erwin’s hand off his tricep.

Erwin kept calm and level, “Where do you think you are going?”

Levi snapped his gaze back to the commander, hood falling to his shoulders, “Going to do something I should have done hours ago, would have done hours ago, if not for the slow incompetence around here.” Clearly annoyed. Clearly frustrated.

Erwin raised an eyebrow. All his enraged rhetoric, the answer was lost in it. “And what is that exactly?”

Levi snarled, “Idiot. I’m going to get her.”

Firmly, “No, Levi. I can’t allow it. You and I both know that you’re far too valuable.”

“You and I both know she’s valuable too!” Shit. The longer this carries on… Levi was losing control of his voice, volume and intonation rising sharply. The entire barracks could overhear his devotion to the lost soldier, his devotion to you.

Erwin’s tone intensified, “We can’t afford to lose you.”

Levi matched his severity, “We can’t afford to lose her either.”

Levi’s breathing turned heavy, fully understanding the implications, on both himself and humanity, of what he was about to say, “You lose her, you lose me too.”

Erwin’s expression snapped into pure shock. He could convince any scout to charge to their death, yet now, he could not convince this one not to, “I see.”

Even though Erwin had held him back, argued with him, doubted him, Levi was still deeply touched by his sentiment. 

He flicked his hood back above his head, “Erwin, trust me.”

// // //

The return back to that town felt both seconds and hours long. Ever since he heard you were lost, he had been rushing nonstop to find you. Still, each passing moment on this venture was another moment too long. How am I not there yet? The trips back and forth from yesterday felt nowhere near as far, the expedition nowhere near as important. 

As he raced through the forest, his mind raced with thoughts. When was she last seen? When did I last interact with her? How long has she been gone? Has she run out of supplies?

Will I make it in time?

The smart and subtle strategy would be trotting through the trails, minimizing sound and commotion, and thus lessening attention. However, Levi could not help but race for you. Even if he had recognized the benefits of slowing down, his steed would not allow it. His dark horse was well-attuned to its owner. Without explicit instruction, it paced with his emotion. Their unspoken bond had saved them both countless times before, maybe one more person soon.

The only light he had was the crescent moon. Miraculously, no titan encounters. He made a mental note to report the coincidence upon returning. However, when he laid eyes on that flattened town, all thoughts were erased entirely.

Are you alive out there?

// // // 

The sun had set, thus commencing your second night stuck here.

Immense hunger and desperate thirst. Monotonous boredom and helpless anxiety. From the waist down, your body was buried under a fallen house. A swipe from that titan’s arm had simultaneously knocked you unconscious and collapsed the building on top of you. At least, you assumed that was what happened.

Your memory had been melting away by the minute, losing count of the hours you had been here, losing count of how many times you had tried and failed to pull yourself out. Goddamn. Why am I so weak? You had tried screaming. You had tried praying. You had tried everything. The situation was easy to read. Your legs were numb, either broken or fallen asleep, you could not move them. If you could not move them, you could not get out. If you could not get out, you would not live. 

When you first woke up from the impact, you maintained your optimism. Maybe someone would come find you. But now that the second night was underway, without any sign of help, hope was nearing its end. 

No food, no water, no energy. If you fell asleep now, you may never wake up. Passing in your sleep, you could only hope your death would be that simple and painless. Far better than starvation, dehydration, or at the hands of the titans.

Still, you could not help but feel pity for yourself. If only that titan did not swipe near you, if only you had not been knocked out, if only someone had found you… Of course, enlisting in the Scout Regiment, you were prepared to face your own death, but you never expected to die in such a pathetic way: all alone, crushed under rubble, too weak to pull yourself out. Finally in the face of certain death, you broke down and wept yourself to sleep for the last time. 

Why me?

// // //

Then, you saw the light. A distant golden glow, coming closer and closer. 

For a few minutes, you truly believed you were on the other side, but as eyes adjusted to the brightness and sense of touch revived, you recognized this place as all too familiar. The crescent moon provided the faintest illumination, outlining the landscape and wreckage. Still stuck underneath this house, legs and body weak as ever. You could only wonder about that nearing orange light. What is that?

Ears perked up at the sound of horse clops. Maybe your steed had come back for you. Even then, how could you get the animal to help you, though? A manic chuckle. It was as if your fate had to play one last prank before letting you go. No, this situation was not dire enough. Here comes your helpless horse and a daunting orange light. This world is so cruel. A manic chuckle grew into an insane blend of laughter and tears. 

That mysterious blaze began to call out to you, calling your name. 

What you brushed off as a fading hallucination was actually your saving grace.

// // //

Shit. Where the hell is she?

The speed had gone from swift to sluggish in split seconds. Sensing his thoroughness, Levi’s horse instinctively slowed down, allowing him time to examine every square inch. He tugged down his hood to expand his peripheral vision. With only his lantern and a sliver of moonlight, this search would take a while. Each collapsed house, each blood splatter, each sprawled piece of equipment only enforced his fear. 

There was no time. He had to get back before the sun came out. In all this darkness, he would have to rely on his other senses too. Drifting his lantern side to side, here and there, he began calling your name.

More houses. More hollers.

No answer.

Sudden memories of his first expedition to this town. Like most missions, it ended in a hasty retreat and a failed objective. Too many titans, not enough soldiers. 

More rubble. More cries.

No answer.

This solo venture was grimmer and grimmer each passing minute. He had every reason to believe you had been left for dead, but something within him would not accept it. He had to keep looking.

More scans. More screams.

No answer. 

His voice became involuntarily frantic. Volume rose as high as it could, “Hey! Where are you!? Are you out there!?” He realized, he had never shouted like this before. His own voice nearly unrecognizable. 

Eyes and mouth doing no good, he had to at last rely on his ears. Pulling on the reins, he halted his horse and thus halted the clops. Dead silence worried him until his ears adjusted. A creek nearby, wind whistling in the trees, and… her voice? 

A few meters ahead, a blood-curdling banshee-like hysteria. A shrieking that would have scared most away, he dismounted his horse and sprinted towards it.

// // //

It was you. 

He had found you at last, but you were barely recognizable. He knelt down to the ground and examined your state. Hot tears gushed down your face. Mouth twitched back and forth between a smile and a frown. Face was smudged with both dirt and blood.

In all he had experienced, he had never seen something like this before. This heap was so large, he was astounded you were alive. “Hey! Are you alright?”

“Captain Levi? Is that you?” Your throat was so dry, he could barely hear you. 

“It’s me. It’s me.” He gripped your hand, “You’re stuck, right? Let’s get you out.” 

“I’m - I’m so tired, Levi…” Your gaze slowly drifted from his. 

“Hey, come on. Stay with me.” Two gentle slaps, keeping you conscious. 

“I don’t think I can…” When he began moving panels, you choked on the dust, “I don’t think I can make it.”

“No, you’re fine. It’s not that bad.” Truthfully, he had no idea how bad it was. Your lower body was completely buried under brick and mortar. There was no way to tell, but there was also no way he was giving up.

As you closed your eyes once again, he grit his teeth. The time constraint was no longer returning before sunrise, it was pulling you out before you… before you…

He found a block of concrete that was just a foot high. If he could stick it between those two panels that sandwiched you, he could rotate it up and thus push the panes apart. It was the best shot he had, the only shot he had. 

It was heavy as all hell, but that insane rush of adrenaline made it light as a feather. He lugged the block beside you, “I’m getting you out of here.” 

A few deep grunts, some strains of struggle, an exasperated expression, that block had been stood up between your wooden walls. With him here to help, it just might be enough. 

With you propped on your stomach, arms stretched out in front of you, he grabbed hold of your wrists, “Can you feel your legs?”

You could only shake your head.

Dammit. Without your pushing off, this stance would not have the leverage. He moved closer to you, looping the insides of his elbows underneath your shoulders. Your face pressed against his chest. His feet pressed against the rubble, “You ready? I’m pulling you out... now!”

His body under yours, you were protected from sharp rocks and splinters. You felt he might rip your arms off, but somehow, you did not care. If the rescue failed, you had already accepted your fate. 

He easily picked up your indifference, “Come on, you! Don’t even think about giving up!” Levi continued pulling you towards him, laboring relentlessly to get you out. 

And suddenly, your entire attitude changed. His clenched teeth, squinted eyes, flexed muscles, protruding veins…clearly he cared about you. Giving up now, not only was it a blatant disrespect of his efforts, but you realized: this loss would affect him too, forever. 

With that, you looped your hands around the back of his neck and pulled. At last, you were trying to save yourself. At last, there was hope. You wanted to live and refused to die, “I’m almost there, Levi!”

The two of you were straining unlike ever before, both grunting and screaming to get you out from under that heap. Multiple attempts all fruitless. Levi peeked an eye open to meet your desperate gaze. And just as his efforts had inspired you, your expression encouraged him. This beautiful courageous soldier in front of him, failure was not an option. A final powerful rip, one last breathless cry -

And you were out.

// // //

Out from under and out cold, that last pull had drained you completely. With his forearms wrapped around your back, for the first time all night, Levi finally allowed himself a moment to breathe. Your warm and tired body atop his, your heartbeat and breathing across his front, the stars and moon of the night sky… he thought he could stay like this forever. 

Now that you were safe in his arms, his hours-long adrenaline rush finally started to dwindle. He thought over how improbable everything was. Neither of you encountered any titans. He found you in time. You had lived so long without food or water. The collapse avoided your vital organs. That perfect block of concrete squeezed between the pillars. All the miracles required for your rescue had happened in succession. 

It was the first time anything had gone right for him in his life. With you sound asleep, he bit down on the back of his wrist, attempting to silence his uncontainable sobs of relief. 

He pet the back of your head and whispered in your ear, “Thank you.”

// // //

He allowed himself only a few more moments of this feeling. As relaxing as this was, it could be even more so. Instead of this demolished town, he should get you two back home to safety.

Levi pushed you up off of him, just long enough to flip his position. Your limp body against his back, he draped your arms around his neck and lifted you by the back of your knees. A couple bounces to ensure your security before commencing the piggyback ride. 

A slight smirk at your light weight, the deep sleepy moans falling upon his ears…. even after such a dire situation and in the pitch-black night, you were unconsciously bringing him back from panic, She’s so cute.

Reunited with his black steed, he lifted you onto the saddle. With one hand keeping you upright, he used the other to pull himself up to your front. Some improvised futzing with strings, he was able to anchor you to himself. Even then, he looped your arms over his shoulder for good measure. After all this, he had become hyper-aware. After all this, he would not lose you now. 

Let’s get you home.

// // //

Once again, you woke up to a bright orange light. You looked above to the light purple sky with a growing amber orb. Sunrise.

Yet, you were still on horseback with Levi, still not back to base. You took a 360 scan. In the distance… far back… a giant figure…

Sleepy grog wore away. You realized, this thudding you heard was not only the horse’s hurried escape, it was also the footsteps of a rapidly approaching titan. Eyes focused on your captain to find him leaning forward, whipping the reins hurriedly.

“L-Levi!” Your voice a hoarse whisper, “There’s a…! There’s a…!”

His gaze snapped behind him. The panic in your eyes, that goddamn nearing titan… Shit!

You were out in the open, only a handful of trees for maneuvering. Still, he anchored off of his horse and onto some sturdy branches. He yelled back to you, “Keep going!”

You cried out to him, “Wh – What do you mean!?”

Meters away, your eyes still met. “Go on without me!”

Indeed, the distance between you and the titan was increasing while the distance between him and the titan was decreasing. The fast abnormal noticed and changed his direction towards him.

In a panicked slow motion, you watched that titan swipe at him and watched him grapple away. This whole venture had been all about you and at his great expense. Still, no matter how much you hated yourself for it, you had to look away. Selfish or subordinate, you obeyed his orders and galloped towards the walls.

// // //

Your entire being, drenched in warmth. Again you began to wonder if you had gone to the other side.

You felt around you, movement slowed by a familiar friction. Eyes fluttered open to see Levi hovering above you, backlit by a bright white light. Dark bangs were highlighted to a near brown. Light skin shined in the sun. Blue irises sparkled at multiple points. He looked so angelic, you concluded you must be in heaven.

A soft whisper, “So, you’re back?”

“L – Levi?” You reached a hand to his face. It really was him, “Where are we?”

He reached a hand to yours, keeping your palm on his cheek, “We’re home.”

Home as in…? “Are we dead?”

“No! We’re alive, at base, in my suite. Specifically, my tub.”

You looked down from him to your body. You were in his warm bath, stark naked, covered only by white bubbles. Instantaneously, nerves awakened to stinging all over. You clenched your teeth and winced.

Levi grimaced at your pain, Poor thing… “It looks like your legs are broken, you caught a few cuts and bruises, but you should be thankful it’s just that.”

Was this from the building collapse? The titan? Wait...

“Levi! Did we… did you… that titan…” He already understood what you were getting at. He was hoping you would have forgotten, hoping you would not ask.

“Did we… get chased by a titan?”

Levi maintained his flat stare, internally parsing over how to answer. The guilt in your eyes was overwhelming. The last thing you needed now was to feel bad about yourself. Honesty was his policy but so was intuitive decision-making. Now, what you needed was not a sense of blame, but unconditional love.

A gentle hand under your chin tilted your gaze to his. His best acting skills on display upheld his flat expression, “No. Nothing happened.”

You clutched his wrist with a shaky hand, “Levi… really?”

It took all of his might. His lip needed to quiver, but he needed to stay strong for you, “Must have been a bad dream.”

He had put on his best convincing, but you were also a compassionate soldier who effortlessly and entirely understood those around you. In a mutual understanding, you met each other’s eyes. You had a feeling you would never coerce it out of him, but you had a feeling you knew the truth.

It was an uncertainty you could live with, he deserved to have things go his way for once. Letting his answer slide without any further questioning, it was the least you could do for him. “Thank you, Levi.”

// // //

After his gentle scrub down, he had dressed you in his clothes: boxer shorts and a white tee. After all, you only had your dirty uniform, it was unsuitable for sleep, especially in his bed. An excuse to keep the sheets pristine. An excuse to see you in this adorable outfit.

Wordlessly, it was clear: you two were both entirely exhausted. He invited you to his bed. There was no way you could refuse him, his desires, or your own.

Fatigued as you were, there was one last thing you needed before sleep, “Levi…”

“Huh?”

“There’s something I don’t understand.”

He draped his arm around your back, tugging you closer to him, “Spit it out, brat.”

You turned on your side, facing him, “Why did you come for me?”

Levi stared into your eyes. The honest truth, “I didn’t have a choice.”

Didn’t have a choice? “Did Erwin order you too?”

He choked down a chuckle, Quite the contrary. He caressed your cheek with his hand, “You’re thinking too hard.” 

When it became clear that you did not pick up his point, he knew that words would do no good. He had to explain another way. Levi thumbed the hair out of your face. With his fingers at the back of your neck, he tugged you towards his lips. Less than an inch apart, he kept you there for a moment. A second or an eternity, the two of you gazed at each other. You took in his cool calm and collected compassion. He took in your immaculate glow and cute curiosity. The idea of this angel trapped under rubble, left to die alone, an impending whimper could only be stopped one way.

Levi pulled you towards him that last bit and kissed you. Tenderly as he could. Your lips started softly, but his composure had all but wavered after such an exhausting day. He was so in love with you, he could not hold himself back. When you kissed him back, it was the last push he could handle. A calloused hand tangled itself in your hair. A strong arm pulled you towards him, a brief throwback to the struggle back then. You both wanted to forget it, only wanted to get lost in the arms of each other, in the thought of here and now. His affection all but screamed.

It’s because I love you.

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