#i love this video so bad 😭the end result@?

[hodinodi]

culinarian mess !!

[leclercsluvs]

CL16 | Already Over | smau

part 3 | masterlist

an: this will include sort of cheating (not really sure what to classify it as), and for that i am going to be using pics of charles and alex, however do i see any alex hate you are blocked or something, thank you very much) fc: sabrina carpenter pairing: charles leclerc x fem!reader ib: vicious by @azulpitlane and the album 'emails i can't send' by sabrina carpenter

charles_leclerc

liked by scuderiaferrari, carlossainz55 and 1.503.666 others charles_leclerc nice weekend! i'm happy with my results, and glad to finally introduce you to my girl <3 tagged: scuderiaferrari, carlossainz55

danielricciardo mate what?

carlossainz55 i literally saw her like once

lecworld oop the tea is being spilled

pierregasly great job this weekend! (very unimpressed i find out about your relationship through insta, i'm hurt)

landonorris what's her name again?

alex_albon wow you almost cut me out

charles_leclerc sorry mate i needed to fit in carlos carlossainz55 i do look amazing in that photo

y/nswrld damn the drivers did not hold back

ricsbestglam ikrrr??? like whats going onnnn?? i need the teaaa lecs.aep riiiight?? it's a neeeed

f1wagsupdates

liked by lecslvr, sharl.aep and 693 others f1wagsupdates charles new girlfriend spotted at the race! she looks so pretty, yet we haven't been able to find out what her name is tagged: charles_leclerc

lecslvr oh my goddd she's gorgeous

leclercs.aep she looks a lot like someone i've seen around in paris. i think she goes to one of the art schools there, i think her name is alexandra or something like that

f1girl1644 we must DIG and find her! charles_lechair or maybe theres a reason charles hasn't told anyone her @ like maybe she likes that people can't stalk her account and point out every flaw

yourusername

liked by danielricciardo, yourbff and 2.562.827 others yourusername give me a second to forget i ever really meant it 🫨 fast times out now! music video out in a few days. hope you enjoy it (the dark hair is just a wig, i didn't dye my hair for a mv)

y/nsworld NEW MUSICC???

y/n.aep omg totally in love with this song!

scfty/n oh so they're like over over??

lecslvr i guess 😭 charles was literally seen kissing a girl and posting her on his ig

norris.aep oh is this going to be an album? about CHARLES??

lqvey/n omg i HOPEEE

danielricciardo so proud of you!

yourusername thank uuuu

carlossainz55 very nice song!

yourusername 🥰

yourusername

liked by danielricciardo, milomanheim and 3.413.034 others yourusername feather is out now!! thank you to everyone who's supported me, and a big thanks to milo for agreeing to be the guy in the elevator 💔 anyway here's a few sneak peaks for the music video, personally my fav, out october 31st!! tagged: milomanheim

y/nsb1tch ohhh who did you blockkk?

yourfriend so you finally listened?

yourusername well i suppose someone knocked some sense into me yourbff happy to be of help 🫡 yoursister girl you should have listened from the beginning. he was BAD NEWS yourfriend we've been telling her!! yoursister did i tell how he responded when she was in that accident? yourbff uhm no??! do spill!!! yoursister TO THE GROUPCHAT yourusername oh lord....

milomanheim thanks for giving me this opportunity. never been in a music video and i did enjoy being the guy in the elevator. even if i didn't get that happy ending

yourusername we'll work together again sometime, and you'll get your happy ending 🙃

luvmilo UHMM WHAT?? okay but like he's gonna eat that role up no matter what it is

leclercssupportsystem okay but why does that guy lowkey look a bit like charles??? i fear 'guy in the elevator' and 'not happy ending' is not good LMAO did she kill him in the mv or something?

yourusername 👀

danielricciardo proud to have been an inspiration 😌

yourusername inspiration and inspiration 🤷‍♀️ sure we were texting when the idea came, but you didn't contribute much :) carlossainz55 she owned you mate danielricciardo now that's just rude :(( yourusername sorry. thanks for the amazing inspiration daniel 🫶 landonorris did you get a sneak peak of it too? maxverstappen1 only a sneak peak? i got the whole song like a week ago 🤷‍♂️ pierregasly you guys got to hear it? kevinmagnussen you guys knew about it?

lcvssjeed some of the drivers being in the comments is making my heart super happy

y/nsvfx no because same! maybe we’ll see her back in the paddock again? 👀 yourusername: wouldn’t wanna miss lando get his first win 😉 vspxcharles OMG OMG OMG SHE REPLIED

scuderiaferrari

liked by charles_leclerc, carlossainz55 and 1.329.082 others scuderiaferrari a nice 1-2 this weekend! happy to see charles on top of that podium again! tagged: charles_leclerc, carlosssainz55

charles_leclerc felt good to be back on top!

carlossainz55 such a good weekend! can't wait for more

leclerswings hes such and angel! 😇

lecsgirl so we just decided to ignore that he supposedly cheated on y/n??

leclerc16 CHARLES P1!!! congratssss

char.aeps so once he drops y/n he starts performing great again? do we think she was the reason he couldn't perform?

angelic.y/n don't you dare try and put the blame on my baby angel! char.aeps she's not so innocent tho 💀 angelic.y/n what's that supposed to mean? was she the one running around being all flirty with two people at once? didn't think so

yourusername

liked by landonorris, yourbff and 2.562.827 others yourusername vicious out now! happy i was able to perform it at coachella! such an experience!

danielricciardo wow you never fail to amaze!

maxverstappen1 is this about a certain person we all collectively don't like?

yourusername perhaps 🤭 maxverstappen1 good to know landonorris may i ask, why you have not done something about it? maxverstappen1 what do you want me to do? pierregasly push him off the track. take revenge for 2012 maxverstappen1 do not remind me of that or i'll push YOU off the track.

carlossainz55 amazing!

y/ncore the drivers being so supportive even tho it's about charles treating y/n like shit is my roman empire

lestappenlvr love how she tries and makes it seem like charles was the bad guy 🙄

y/n.vsp maybe because he was the bad guy? lestappenlvr and how would you know?? y/n.vsp i dont, but hearing these songs, idk i dont think we should jump to any conclusions since we don't have the full story, but we all saw charles running around with that "alexandra" girl while he was definitely still with y/n lestappenlvr well if you dont know why are you speaking about it?? y/n.vsp y'know i could ask you the same thing.

leclercs.aep maybe she should have kept her legs closed lmao

yourusername

liked by yourfriend, yourbff and 2.562.827 others yourusername i wish we stayed just like we were up there </3

yourbff we should hang out soon!

yourusername uhm yes! yourfriend i better be invited! yourusername duh!! danielricciardo can i have an invite too? yourbff depends are you like *that guy*? danielricciardo uhh never 🫠 yourusername you can be there :))

y/nsangel aww how cute (who is she talking about?)

scfty/n probably charles? y/nsangel who? scfty/n charles_leclerc they used to date a little while ago, but it's suspected he cheated on her

scfty/n literally in love with her

y/nswrld who isnt?

scuderiaferrari

liked by charles_leclerc, leclercsbae and 729.362 others scuderiaferrari hoping for another 1-2 finish this weekend! tagged: charles_leclerc, carlossainz55

leclercsbae charles looks so gooooood!!

charles_leclerc definitely going to try!!

carlossainz55 better hope for a P2, i’m going for that top step 💪 charles_leclerc keep dreaming mate, i’m taking that P1 yourusername oh so you do know how to reply?? angelic.y/n oop the tea clfan girl what are you doing here? you're not with him anymore y/n.video they might not be, but her and carlos seems to be friends, so it makes sense shes still following ferrari chili55 i’ve never seen them interact? luvy/n he’s been really supportive of her music, commenting on her post and using her songs on his story

maxv3rs1appen_ i doubt it. with max and red bull being strong you should be lucky to get P3

norris.vfx nahhh lando is gonna get his win this weekend (let me be delulu i need it)

yourusername we're rooting for him 💪

yourusername

liked by charles_leclerc, yourbff and 3.927.175 others yourusername thank you to everyone who's been with me through this journey. i'm happy to finally be back on tour, emails i can't send has been out for a few days, i hope you like this album i've been working on. i will not be naming any names, but if a song is about you, you probably know 😉

yourbff SO HAPPY YOU'RE BACKKK (i better get tickets>:(!!)

yourusername i guess you'll have to buy them then 🤷‍♀️

video.y/n okay so i went to one of the first concerts of the tour AND SOME OF THE DRIVERS WERE THERE 🥹

angelic.y/n waittt you have to tell which ones!! video.y/n well carlos, daniel, lando, pierre, max, george, lewis, kevin, alex and logan all stood together (so i assume they went together???) leclercsluv no way!! i went to! i actually saw a certain charles in the crowd and i was pretty shocked

danielricciardo one of the best concerts i've been to

maxverstappen1 usually i don't go to concerts, but i'd go to y/n's again in a heartbeat danielricciardo ofc you would ;) landonorris now what is that supposed to mean daniel??? 🤨 danielricciardo 🤐 yourusername thank you all for being there 🥰 it meant a lot to me 🫶 danielricciardo especially max 👀 alex_albon daniel behave 😑

lecslover charles lurking in the likes???

charles_leclerc i truly am sorry for what i did. do you think you'd ever be able to forgive me?

youbff no. yourfriend no. yoursister no. danielricciardo no. yourusername maybe with time. not right now tho. go take care of your new girl. you'll know when i'm ready.

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part 4

tags: @exotic-iris13 @callsignwidow

[wintergreenoreo]

Could you make a little post about Fernando's superstitions? I didn't know about that at all...

YESS of course I can 🫶🏽🫶🏽 honestly it’s one of the reason why I love his crazy ass.

Here’s a video from 2008 where a fan asked him if he was superstitious:

I think this was the same year when his mother wanted to come to one of his races live cause he was on a hot streak with getting good results so he invited her. He ended up finishing the race P14 and told her not to come to any of his races live anymore because he thought she was bringing him bad luck by being there. 😭

Here’s some more recent examples of him being superstitious and paranoid:

In 2022 he said he started to do track walks again because every time he did them he scored points that weekend.

Last year he said he tries to avoid certain people as much as possible and if he couldn’t he would shake hands with them and immediately find his trainer so he could “cleanse that hand of bad luck”. 💀

Most recently he was at the Real Madrid v Bayern Munich match, and when Real Madrid were losing he thought HE was the reason they were losing and thought he was bringing them bad luck. 😭

I swear to god he generally has the case of “Main Character Syndrome” with this one 😭😭

There are probably more examples but these are the ones that came to mind so yeah he’s a lunatic but he’s my lunatic. 🥰🥰

[w2soneshots]

Accident -KSI

words: 0.7k+

warnings: angst, skiing accident, hospitals, recovery.

summary: when abroad skiing for a sidemen video you have an accident and everyone’s worried about you.

notes: I love this request and I feel like JJ is such a cutie so he would definitely react like this💞. I hope you enjoy my loves!!😊🫶🏼

Liked by tobjizzle, taliamar and 521,870 others

y/username: how it started vs how it's going😭

-comments-

ksi: ❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹

freyanightingale: my poor girl🥺

y/nfanpage21: omfg what happened? Are you ok?

user31083649: isn't she filming for a sidemen vid?

-> user29736105: yea. I'm not sure if they'll post it now tho🤷‍♂️

"Shit! Babe, are you okay?!" JJ shouted, racing over to me. I could barely hear him. My ears were ringing and my head hurt. "y/n? y/n can you hear me? Answer me!" He scrambled as I began to come back into consciousness. "I'm ok." I croaked. My voice coming out much more quiet than I thought it would. "Fucking hell! You scared the shit out of me." I tried to sit up, a sharp pain spread through my leg. I hissed. JJ started to panic for a second time. "Don't move! What is it? Your leg?" I nodded. "Ok I'm gonna call an ambulance."

It felt a little bit like a blur after that. I was rushed to the nearby hospital where they completely checked me over. Almost an hour after we arrived the doctor came back with the results of their tests. "So, you have a concussion which is most likely from the impact of the fall and is the reason you blacked out. Your leg is severely bruised since that was what you landed on but nothing is broken. You are very lucky." She explained sweetly. A weight lifted from my shoulders. JJ let out a relived breath. "Thank you." I smiled. "You'll need to rest and take it easy for the next few weeks but you should be just fine."

We flew home the next day and I was treated like a complete princess. JJ cancelled everything in order to take care of me. I slept, watched reality tv, cuddled with our little dog and ate the food JJ brought to me, which mostly consisted of uber eats since I'm usually the cook. Yinka (JJ's mum) came round to bring me some home cooked food and to make sure that I was okay, which was really sweet. I got many texts from all of my friends along with the boys who were really concerned when they saw I'd had an accident.

I wasn't initially supposed to be going on the trip but Vik became Ill so they asked if I could step in last minute, since every time I go on there channel the video does really well. I agreed and we left for the airport the next day.

I spent the first day on the bad team with Simon and Harry which they both felt bad about but I'm really close with Simon since I've known him for so many years so I wasn't that bothered. I had to spend the night in a tiny room with them, me on the top bunk. Then JJ and Harry swapped so I ended up remaining on the bad team with Simon and JJ, I wasn't really mad though because I can't ski and I'd rather have the funny experience with JJ.

Then only one hour in I lost control and practically rolled off of a small snowy cliff. I landed in the snow after only falling about three metres but I was going full speed, doing something I wasn't familiar with. They asked if I wanted the video to be cancelled and I told them that was ridiculous. I fell on the last day and wasn't injured that badly plus the whole thing was caught on camera so it was great content.

"I'm seriously so glad you're ok. I was really worried for a second." JJ said quietly as he gently ran his hand through my hair. I yawned as we were about to go to sleep. "Could you imagine if I had died? I can see the headlines now, 'KSI's girlfriend dies while filming sidemen Sunday'" I played it out with my hands. He chuckled. "I love you. Good night." He kissed my forehead. I nuzzled closer into his shoulder. "I love you too." I whispered as I drifted off to sleep.

Liked by ksi, faithloisak and 410,732 others

y/username: thank you for your lovely messages but I'm ok, just realised I'm shit at skiing😘

-comments-

miniminter: committed to the content

-> y/username: a little too committed😂

taliamar: side note: you look stunning!

y/nfanpage21: I'm glad she's alive x

user71209374: the puppy🥹💕

[torialefay]

https://youtube.com/shorts/T550Vy5XcPI?si=V0y9B6uaJ2kj91FE

Ok, grass platform, this "you like me more" and recently "I can't fix all your problems" AFTER all his teasing and roleplays on bubble is his character development, trying to fix what he created since his early twenties, results if therapy, OR next stage of his shit because i honestly already can't be aware where I'm delusional and where not

okay in the clip... this man getting cocky 😭😭😂😂😂 the "you like me more" is so moody anr bitchy i love it. he's fed up w everyone baiting him and throwing this shit on him 😂

this may seem out of pocket, and i may be wrong, but he does seem kind of worn down a bit. like he kinda seems like he's got a lot on his plate & is getting fed up w people saying things to him. he's just a person & he can only do so much. like i'm genuinely hoping that all of this isn't putting him in a bad mood.

but people are right when they say that he's online & knows what stays say about him. and i'd be fucking exhausted if i had to handle what he goes through. i think he might be too. people expect the fucking impossible from him when he's literally just a person who happens to have a very vulnerable job.

like genuinely just imagine. in the span of a week, you get all of this shit from people who are supposed to be your fans: (1) from the video, someone baiting you to say you love them more, knowing damn well that they stalk your entire life. (2) someone asking you to literally fix ticket sales and complain to you that they're frustrated and have to travel to see you and that you aren't giving them enough attention in their country. (3) people telling you off for not being asleep when you literally are up at the ass crack of dawn bc you have to wake up FOR THEM and to give THEM content. (4) people yelling at you & boycotting you for not talking about a topic as big as a war. as much as i support palestine, do people genuinely think that chris can talk about that? genuinely? "well other idols have done it so why can't he?" like baby, he got chan's room (which he had been doing for what? 4 years?) taken from him simply for saying that some people were disrespectful. by talking about the war, he would not only be the headline in the media for weeks, but he would also be violating his contract. they already took chan's room so what's next? probably taking away his insta, taking away his insta/tiktok lives, severely limiting his bubble posts, and even more. he'd have to issue a fucking apology statement just like last time- they could even put him on hiatus for all we know. i will never understand how people don't see that. "well he shouldn't compromise his morals." in an idealistic world, that's true, but this shit is his livelihood. i don't want to sound pessimistic, but in the end, the outcome of the war is 100% political. we can & should raise money for people who need it and do what we can to help, but we are at a point in the world that the governments control absolutely everything. do you genuinely think that what we do & say matters to them? the government always wins. it's like people are expecting chris' statement to suddenly overturn the government or smth.

and here's the thing: if he did talk about it & jype ended up taking away all of his shit, then stays are just gonna complain EVEN more, start more drama, start saying to boycot jype, sending trucks to make the kids' lives hell, and just generally put everyone in a bad light from the outside view.

meanwhile, chris is literally working his ass off every single day to the point that his body and mind are probably on the brink of exhaustion. like what more can someone give? i'd be so fucking fed up. and the fact that he hasn't exploded on anyone yet is honestly admirable.

i'm so sorry that this has spiraled into my random thoughts & opinions. i guess it just breaks my heart to see so much unwarranted responsibility on one person. like chris said, "i can't fix all your problems,"... with a little smile afterwards, trying to save face. there's no way that man isn't exhausted & that it isn't affecting him mentally. i hope he can find refuge in the little things like taking care of & decorating his new dorm, cooking with innie, and enjoying some rest when he actually gets the time. he deserves it

[alexxncl]

‼️NIGHTBRINGER LESSON 45 SPOILERS‼️

masterlist | all lessons | season 3 | lesson 44 | lesson 45.2 | lesson 46

did i play all the ruri tunes level last night so i could read the entire lesson and make this post at work? yes.

and i'd do it again BOP BOP

HELP 😭 my man was TIRED

i feel like belphie helped put beel to sleep bc he was too invested in his work and not disappointing lucifer to go to sleep on his own. maybe he was too worried and overused his powers, making beel sleep deeper than he normally does and worrying everyone even more on accident

idk i'm just yapping

maybe it's something lilith related? or maybe it is just an all you can eat buffet with mc and the boys. regardless of if he picks something food related or not, it's gonna involve his family, and i love that about him

thinking about this reminds me of the one bonus scene in nb season 1 (not sure which lesson but i think i talked about it) where beel blamed himself for not telling lucifer about the banshee when it happened and, ultimately, for lilith's death

he and lucifer are so similar in terms of how the feel the need to protect their family at all costs, even if it means killing themselves in the process, and i really wish we got more of the two of them together bc i adore their dynamic

ik we all saw that teaser trailer video...what's going on with him ???

is it a result of messing with the timelines one too many times, or the fact that satan was sentenced to become a human instead of a demon when he fell, or something else entirely?

i thought the post was getting too long, more on this here

shhshdhsgs he's such a dad

with the chapter title being "runaway train", i figured smth like this was gonna happen 😭

aside from that, satan hosting the finals is so on brand for him. gotta love my favorite nerd

but also i'd be PISSED if i was hosting and they didn't tell me shit bc what ???

logically speaking, they won't let anything bad happen to three of the seven lords, their pact holderand best friend/partner, and the demon prince's butler, but anyone with a brain would be panicking if the conductor of the train all of a sudden vanished into thin air and nobody on the train knows how to operate it 💀

hm...

HMMM....

this is probably a stretch, but what if those people are the sponsors for this leg of the science fair? what if they actually want the boys dead?

again, this post is already long so i made a separate one 🫠 mb y'all

:((( pookie

the guilt and helplessness he probably feels for not knowing any of the circumstances despite his status as host, maybe even feeling like he was a pawn of the sponsors who came up with the event in the first place

we know he has self-esteem and self-worth issues and this is not only a punch in the gut, but terrifying bc his self-perceived "incompetence" and inability to help because of his lack of knowledge, something that he usually prides himself on, might end up getting the people he's closest to killed

he can't face the guilt, so he ran

he's so ??? 😭

also, since beel and barb are technically on the same team now despite being competitors before, does that mean they each get a wish if the team as a whole wins, or does the team collectively get one wish? bc just giving one of them a wish wouldn't be fair

and i mean TECHNICALLY force is a part of physics

beel big brain

...we've almost died how many times now?

also, since this part is called "beel's wish", imagine his wish is to save us so we don't die (again) lmao

luke is so not funny 😭

but this is honestly really sweet of diavolo. i had a feeling he'd figure out how to incorporate everyone's wish into his own bc even after winning due to mainly his own efforts, he insisted that it was a team effort

talked about the bonus stories here bc there wasn't enough space for screenshots 🥲

[comicaurora]

Hiya Red! ♥️

This is in regards to something you mentioned about the OST of Last Unicorn.

I love that film and have watched it many, *many* times! And - like you - I always found the duet distinctly... off. I never could pin down why, I just knew it made me uncomfortable and didn't seem to fit. With the movie or even just the rest of the soundtrack. But when you discribed it as 'out of the singers' range' I had something of an epiphany and I couldn't help but wonder what you'd think of it, so here I am. 😆

What *if* that is actually sneaky characterisation/commentary on the romantic subplot? I mean, this whole soundtrack is so well put together I feel like it has to be intentional, right?

The way I see it both singers are straining just like the characters are, for something that is just out of their reach. And also isn't really right for them. And I feel like on some level they know it. That, I think, is why the climax of the song is particularly discordant. It's to signify that them coming together, as they are doing in the scene, is wrong. For them as people and for the story at large.

Dunno. Just my two cents.

I would love to hear your thoughts on it. IF you have the time and energy to spare! No stress! Most of all I just wanted to let you know about a possible (maybe?) reason for this weird thing, just in case it kept bothering you. (As a fellow ADHD brain I know it be like that sometimes. 😄)

Thank you so much for all your hard work! Love your channel so much! You guys are the best!! And can't wait to see your next stream! (You gotta save my giiiirl!!! 😭🐉)

💖💖💖

Tbh I kinda doubt they'd intentionally make music that sounds bad to do that, when there are many musically pleasing ways to signal that a romantic duet is between characters that are actually incompatible - even things like Love is an Open Door, where "we finish each other's-" "sandwiches!" "That's what I was gonna say!" helpfully hints that Hans is fluidly saying whatever he needs to in order to appeal to Anna without making the audience's ears hurt. One of the more impactful bits of the Death Note musical is that Misa keeps trying to have a romantic duet with Light and Light is much too busy having homoerotic duets with L instead, so Misa ends up basically belting a solo over the much more synced-up music of the dynamic duo. It's a musically pleasing way to signal which characters are in sync and which ones aren't. Several songs in Wicked do this too, like in Dancing Through Life where the romantic duo declare that since they're both perfect they must be perfect together, or the song that basically says "I must be happy, because happy is what happens when all your dreams come true."

I think the main thing that makes that duet not work is that it's one of the only parts of the OST that's sung by the main voice cast rather than a professional singer. The composition is solid, but it kinda sounded like it wasn't composed with their personal ranges in mind - possibly composed before they were cast. They could've done what disney was doing - cast a singer for the character songs and a separate voice actor for the dialogue - which they apparently did in the theatrical release, having Kate Irving sing instead of Mia Farrow, but they didn't for the video release, so the voice actors have to just try their best, possibly with only one or two takes to do it in, and the end result is a bit of a mess.

[woso-dreamzzz]

hate exam szn. i was late to the fateful jenni agenda day 🥲

i didn’t even realize the summary for alexia’s version was you come home and so when i read jenni’s summary—you go home—my stomach actually dropped. was like damn shots fired, feeling bad for alexia but yk she made her bed (unknowingly of course… but still)

bambi being strong and weak against alexia and feeling suffocated when she hugged her? calling out to her only to GIVE HER BACK THE TRAIN? spain without the s.

the (sort of) putellas erasure and feeling content at the thought of just being a hermoso actually hurts 😭 i’ve lowkey wanted this outcome the entire series and now that it’s here i’m sobbing. getting the “worst traits” from alexia and thinking she’d have let bambi stay if she were good at football oh my. jenni having always supported bambi’s interest in ballet feels right though. do you think jenni ever posts about it (perhaps not bambi’s face specifically, more so things related to bambi and to ballet) with so much pride and it gets back to alexia like a slap to the face? or even eli/alba visiting in mexico to watch a big recital and eli’s posts are more private so there are just videos on top of videos of bambi dancing—how does alexia react to all of this? alexia makes the decision that jenni’s better for bambi, but do you ever think she hates that fact? does it ever frost her relationship with jenni?

i was also wondering how olga reacts to bambi leaving. does this mean there’s never a true relationship between the two? bambi wouldn’t get a lot of time with alexia so i feel like alexia would inadvertently push olga to the side when bambi’s here. is olga just jaume’s mother? do you think bambi ever reflects on the fact that the addition of olga into bambi’s life was definitely a turning point? (so many questions omg… sorry) does jenni ever speak about olga and alexia in a bitter sense? does alba ever confront olga as well?

i hope that bambi’s a little more expressive of her feelings with jenni in this alternate outcome. the “so’s mine” and no one hears… the guinea pig comment too. bambi i’m getting you out of all the pain you’ve ever endured. i hope that she’s able to (in both outcomes) overcome this fear of speaking up for herself… because she won’t be able to realize that none of this was her fault if she doesn’t express she feels this way 🥲

also: holy shit. the mami never wanted you to you think mami is special to you know she’ll be the best mami in the world to jaume too LASHED ME W SO MUCH PAIN. SPAIN WITHOUT THE S. bambi’s always held alexia to the highest regard and despite her experiences alexia is never hated/despised. this might be a result of unreliable narrating given bambi’s reflection of her family and “how things are” are most definitely influenced by how she feels… but bambi thinking she was lucky alexia loved her ENOUGH to look after her until someone else could. NOT EVEN CARE FOR HER. look after. pain. her reflection of jenni always having loved her cements my feelings towards my internal jenni/alexia debate. (it’s always favoured jenni) of course alexia never meant for this to happen… “this” meaning bambi (from the beginning she’s faced difficulty on if she even wanted to go through with the pregnancy) but also this as in what’s occurred to bambi in general. to me though, alexia had full autonomy to end the pregnancy. she chose to have bambi. to me that signifies consenting to take on the responsibilities of a parent, and alexia failed that. though people make mistakes… this was dragged on and obviously has long-lasting consequences and haunts not just her, but bambi too. jenni’s constant and unwavering love for bambi hopefully will mend this trauma and heal her from the pain she’s been put through at such a young age

honestly after all this, even if i feel for alexia and we see how happy she is to get bambi back… we see more of how affected bambi’s been in this situation—and if we think about it, this is how bambi feels when she’s not forcing herself to accept alexia’s love especially when it feels so foreign. it matters that alexia tried but i think that train being broken was symbolic of her relationship with bambi… even when olga mended it it’d never be enough—it’s broken now and bambi hands back the new train (the one that should’ve been her birthday present) and to me that feels like bambi passing on this sort of responsibility to alexia with regard to jaume. this is a new train (a new child) and bambi wishes for alexia to take care of it and not break it the way she broke bambi.

still crying though. i love this series. thank you for always choosing the most painful words and sharing such a nuanced story <3 sorry for all the long rambles! there should probably be a feature to hide my asks bc i feel like it must be annoying have to scroll through it if you don’t want to read it 😭 you are the best though and everything you write is always a pleasure to read <33333

ps. princesse’s “mapi who doesn’t play football” HC is my most favourite. mapi’s the most supportive tattoo-acquiring, stray cat feeding girlfriend in the world and ingrid deserves nothing less

another ps. the first time i met my youngest sibling i lifted the blanket and got punched in the nose too. cub i love u <3

Long anon! I missed you! 😘

Bambi giving Alexia back the train was being planned for so long. It was always going to happen. It was just a matter of time that I put it in somewhere.

Jenni definitely posts about Bambi. She's such a proud Mama. She's careful with it though. None of the pics on her actual account fully show Bambi's face but she'll show Bambi's face on her story. There's countless photos of Bambi showing off her new ballet shoes (and then her pointe shoes when she's old enough to have them) and there's so many of the back of Bambi's head surrounded by her trains.

Eli definitely has more freedom in posting about Bambi because her account is private. She adores Bambi and practically all of her recitals end up on Eli's account, where Alexia usually gets her unfiltered information about Bambi from.

Olga and Bambi only really have a foundation of a relationship, the one that was made in the hospital, and it kind of stays that way. It develops a little bit as Bambi gets older but not much. Olga is mainly Jaume's mama and Alexia's partner. As Bambi grows up, she definitely comes to understand that her life changed the day that Alexia and Olga sat her down to talk about giving her a sibling.

Jenni doesn't really like to talk about Alexia and Olga to Bambi. She doesn't want to remind Bambi of them because she knows she's going to bitter about them so she just doesn't talk about them. Alba doesn't really confront Olga about anything. Her main job was getting Bambi out of that situation and she's done that now. She does keep a careful watch for the same warning signs for Jaume just in case.

Also about the train symbolism. The Bambi Train was ceramic. It looks strong but it's actually so fragile (Alexia dropped it and it completely shattered) while the Jaume Train is a proper model train. It's actually strong and if someone drops it, there's not going to be a lot of damage. It kind of signifies Alexia as a parent. She got a lot wrong with Bambi and she knows that but in the end, she ended up shattering the train (she broke their relationship). But with Jaume's train (and his and Alexia's relationship now and in the future) has stronger foundations and can take a few mistakes along the way without ruining it. Alexia has changed as a parent and giving Bambi to Jenni makes her want to be the best parent she can be to Jaume so neither of her kids have to suffer again.

I love reading your long rambles and I was so excited this morning to wake up and see you in my inbox again! I've got a few more parts of Injured stocked up with the first appearance of teen!Bambi that I'm so excited about!

[erinelliotc]

A tip I give as a listener and music lover: don't give up on songs after listening to them for the first time.

You know, one thing I've learned from my experience listening to music (and which I'm confirming even more now that I've started listening to Will Wood) is that sometimes it's not that you think the song is bad or meh, sometimes you just haven't listened to it enough. Sometimes it's not that you don't like the song, you might actually like it and just not be in the mood to listen to it at that exact moment. And especially if you're listening to several songs at once for the first time, you may not absorb them all well, so it's important to listen to them again other times.

This happened to me with a lot of The Living Tombstone songs. I'd listen to a song for the first time and think "That was kind of weird, I didn't like it very much", or "That wasn't bad but it wasn't good either", then I'd decide to listen to it a few more times, usually at other times, and then I'd start to LOVE the song.

Now this is happening to me with Will Wood.

Before going to the main topic I'll contextualize the following: I discovered Will Wood through "I / Me / Myself" on TikTok (don't judge me I'm trans okay 😭 this song means a lot to me. This is still my most listened song of his so far, but "Front Street", my favorite Will Wood song, is almost taking the top spot) because of an edit (made by @flowerpuff09) with Double D from "Ed, Edd n Eddy" (my biggest hyperfixation) and it immediately became a song I listened to every day almost all the time for many weeks and I even made 4 Eddy edits with this song (first I realized that the song on Spotify wasn't exactly the same as the one in the edit, and then I discovered that there was a demo version and an official version, and I ended up loving both equally in different ways). So in another Ed, Edd n Eddy edit on TikTok, this time an Eddy edit, I discovered "The Main Character" and loved it, and then I discovered that it was ANOTHER fucking Will Wood song! At that moment I thought I should listen to the rest of his songs because it was already the second song of his that I loved, and so I did.

The first time I listened to all of his songs (January 30th), I added to a playlist the songs that I felt I really liked from the first time I listened to them. If you're curious to know what songs they were here's the list so you can judge me (observation: I listen to the 2015 "Everything is a Lot" album except Aikido and EIAL / Destroy to Enjoy, and to the 2020 Remastered Version of SELF-iSH):

6up 5oh Cop-Out (Pro / Con)

Skeleton Appreciation Day in Vestal, NY (Bones)

Front Street

Thermodynamic Lawyer Esq, G.F.D.

Chemical Overreaction / Compound Fracture

Cotard's Solution (Anatta, Dukkha, Anicca)

Hand Me My Shovel, I'm Going In!

Suburbia Overture / Greetings from Mary Bell Township! / (Vampire) Culture / Love Me, Normally

2econd-2ight-2eer (that was fun, goodbye.)

I / Me / Myself [demo]

I / Me / Myself [official]

…well, better than the alternative

Outliars and Hyppocrates: a fun fact about apples

BlackBoxWarrior – OKULTRA

Marsha, Thankk You for the Dialectics, but I Need You to Leave.

Love, Me Normally

Memento Mori: the most important thing in the world

Your Body, My Temple

When Somebody Needs You [Song]

Tomcat Disposables

The Main Character

Against the Kitchen Floor

Willard!

Then I listened to my 23-song playlist non-stop for almost 3 weeks. And even the songs I already liked seemed to get better over time after listening to them more times, like "Marsha, Thankk You for the Dialectics, but I Need You to Leave.".

One day while reading Reddit, I saw some people commenting about not listening to "Euthanasia" because it was too sad, then I decided to watch the "Euthanasia" music video and ended up crying and loving the song, so I added it to my playlist. 2 weeks later, I added "Mr. Capgras Encounters a Secondhand Vanity: Tulpamancer's Prosopagnosia/Pareidolia (As Direct Result of Trauma to the Fusiform Gyrus)" to my playlist too after giving it another listen and really liking it (I was trying to increase the number of songs on this album because I felt sad listening to only 3 songs, even though it's a small album). A few days later I added "Ferryman" and "The First Step" after watching a video compiling the best parts of Will Wood's songs. Almost a week later I decided to give the "Everything is a Lot" album another listen and then I added "White Knuckle Jerk (Where Do You Get Off?)", "(Cover This Song) A Little Bit Mine" and "Lysergide Daydream". I also added "Venetian Blind Man (Song)" after seeing someone on Reddit say it was an underrated song, listening to it again and realizing it really was.

And something unusual happened. Somewhere in the middle of all this I also removed "BlackBoxWarrior – OKULTRA" because even though I liked it the first time I listened to it, it became a song I kept skipping, then I realized I didn't like it that much (please don't kill me. I know a lot of people love this one, but I found it to be my least favorite on "The Normal Album"). Whether I like or dislike a song ends up being about the sound, not the lyrics, mainly because English isn't my first language, so I end up not caring that much about the lyrics. It's not that the lyrics aren't important to me, what happens to me is:

If I like the sound of a song, and the lyrics also talk about something I like, identify with or find important, the lyrics come as a bonus so I like the song even more

If I like the sound of a song, but the lyrics have nothing to do with me, the song is still just as good for me

If I don't like the sound of a song, but the lyrics talk about something I like, identify with or find important, it doesn't change anything for me, it doesn't make me enjoy listening to the song one bit

Basically, the lyrics make songs I already like better for me, but they don't make a song I don't like better, or a song I like worse.

Fun fact involving me not being a native English speaker: besides Will's lyrics being very abstract in general, I'm also not fluent in English and I never made any effort to pay attention to his lyrics either, so I had no idea what "Tomcat Disposables" was about. But every time I heard it, I became inexplicably extremely sad and melancholic and even teared up even without knowing what he was talking about. One day I decided to look for the meaning and now I know that it made perfect sense to be sad about this song, and of course now I feel even sadder than before listening to this song. He did a really good job of making the melody capture the sad feeling of the story.

So from March 15th until the day before yesterday (for 1 month), I listened to this playlist of now 30 songs. So the day before yesterday I decided to listen to his albums again, and now I just added one song after another. The more I listen to his songs, the more I realize that I actually really like them. The songs that were added practically all at once were:

¡Aikido! (Neurotic/Erotic)

Everything Is a Lot

Destroy to Enjoy

2012

The Song with Five Names, a.k.a. Soapbox Tao, a.k.a. Checkmate Atheists! a.k.a. Neospace Government, a.k.a. You Can Never Know

Dr. Sunshine is Dead

Laplace's Angel (Hurt People? Hurt People!)

Cicada Days

That's Enough, Let's Get You Home

Um, I Mean, It's Kind of a Lot

Half-Decade Hangover

Vampire Reference in a Minor Key

Sex, Drugs, Rock 'n' Roll

White Noise

Yes, I like "Destroy to Enjoy" more than "BlackBoxWarrior – OKULTRA", leave me alone. And yes, it took me a while to like "Laplace's Angel (Hurt People? Hurt People!)". It's my second least favorite song on "The Normal Album", but it's still good enough for me to put on my playlist. I swear, I REALLY wanted to like this song more, considering that "The Lorax" and especially the Once-ler were hyperfixations of mine in 2021. And yes, it took me a while, but now I love "The Song with Five Names [etc etc insert 4 more names here ...]". "Cicada Days" also finally got a special place in my heart, but the one I'm listening to most from the album "In case I make it," is "That's Enough, Let's Get You Home", the ending really touches me.

Anyway, now I have a playlist of 44 songs. I may still add more, but in general I'll enjoy listening to all of his songs (except "You Liked This (Okay, Computer)" and generally those that are only instrumental), even the ones I don't consider favorites (the ones that aren't on my playlist).

Then that's it. Give a second, third, fourth listen to that song you didn't like. It might even become a song you love and listen to all the time.

[purplepeptobismol]

hiya I'm the the anon from the writing thingie c: I will also get an emoji it's gonna be this one 🌺 tysm for the tips!!! If you don't mind me asking more could you go more in depth about sentence structure? I GENUINELY suck with them ,_, my brain can just think in one way and as a result it ends so stiff it makes me cry

Love your fics sm, I will read finish my missing chapters of IWMOY you'll hear about me again trust 🫵

[previous]

Good to see you again anon! And no, I don’t mind at all :3 (sorry this response took a while)

Now, I’m no expert when it comes to sentence structure or literature in general (in fact, I am considered the dumbass in my friend group), so if you want actual solid information, maybe an English teacher or a video from someone who studies/teaches these things would be better at this.. 😭 take my advice as things I use/do myself in my OWN writing. I’ll try to keep it simple and brief tho!!

In order to understand sentence structure, you have to consider everything you’re going to be putting in your writing. That means: the story, dynamic, scenes, character, scenario, emotions, and what you are trying to convey.

Certain scenes require a specific way of structured details to convey emotions/story. Words can be very complicated, so I do recommend expanding on your vocabulary by looking up synonyms of over repetitive words; or, you can do my favorite which is genuinely just reading old poetry to look at their usage of old vocabulary.

When you have a scene in mind, you have an option to keep a Simple Sentence or use one of the many sentence structures.

Let’s go use the sentence example I used earlier! This is a scene of chapter 10 from my fic! The contexts of the scene can help paint a picture to my explanation!

Now, let’s make the original sentence into a simple sentence:

“Cooper smiled.”

Note: not all simple sentences are bad. Simple sentences are good for clarity, but they can also be impactful in heavily complex situations (ex. fear, shock, realization, etc.)

The most common and known sentence structures are Compound, Complex, and Compound-Complex

• Compound is when there are two or more independent clauses. They’re usually joined by coordinated conjunction (words like: and, but, nor, or, yet, so), a semicolon, or a conjunctive adverb. It balances ideas in a single sentence.

Example: “Cooper tilted his head, and he smiled.”

Complex sentences is when independent clause has a dependent. (They usually have words like: because, although, since, if, while)

Example: “Cooper smiled because of Emilio’s reaction.”

Complex-Compound is when there are basically two or more of the ones above. You can use it to express relationships between ideas or actions.

Example: “Cooper tilted his head, a smile curled his lips because of Emilio.”

These are the most common type of sentence structures, and probably the ones you will learn in elementary writing class. But there’s actually different type of sentence structures I like to use: Periodic, Loose, Balanced, and Run-on

Periodic sentences are my favorite style overall. It’s when the main cause/idea is put in the end for dramatic effect. It’s really good for when you want to add suspense or emphasize a conclusion.

Example: “With the tilt of his head and a slight curl of his lips, Cooper smiled.”

Loose sentences (I believe they’re called cumulative lmaooo, I just like calling them loose) is when the center cause is at the beginning and it’s followed by phrases that elaborate on it.

Example: “Cooper smiled, tilting his head slightly, lips curling into a smirk.”

Balanced is exactly what it sounds like. It’s when phrases or clauses are similarly structured to create a rhythm. It makes it more elegant in a way.

Example: Cooper tilted his head, and his lips curled into a smile.

Run-on sentences are usually when more than two independent clauses are joined together improperly. Majority of teachers will tell you run-on sentences are bad. But I like to use them once in a while. Intentional run-on sentence can really help with creating a rushed or even overwhelming flow. If created properly in specific scenes, you can really do a lot with them. I tend to use other techniques to stretch my sentences a lot. Which brings in to my next topic!!

Figures of Speech and Wordplay!!!

There are ALOT of them. So I’m just gonna name the ones I myself commonly use.

Simile- a comparison to something (ex. like, as)

Personification- giving human qualities to non-human things

Metaphors- a direct comparison to enhance depth/symbolism

Hyperbole- exaggerates things for dramatic effect or emphasis

Onomatopoeia- words that mimics sounds to add sensory details. You can even use this as symbolism!! I’ve done it with ticking sounds!

Irony- yeah. I use this a lot… it adds a bit of wit and humor in my opinion

Euphemism- polite/mild phrasing. Makes things less tense.

Idioms- kinda works like a fun metaphor. It’s when a phrase has a figurative or non-literal meaning that is different from the actual meaning. Most famous one is: “it’s raining cats and dogs.”

Epistrophe- repeating words/phrases at the end of the clauses. It can add emphasis and focus, I usually add these in dramatic (mainly lovey-dovey) moments

Remember how we were talking about run-on sentences and such? Well, another thing that can really enhance a sentence is, of course— PUNCTUATION!!!

The most common ones I like to use besides the obvious commas are the Hyphen, En Dash, Colon, Semicolon, Parentheses, Ellipses, and Apostrophes! I know there is a proper way to use them, but I like to be a little gangster and use it in my own way (I’m deadass doing my own thing)

I tend to use Em Dashes (—) and Semicolons (;) almost the same, it’s usually when I’m trying to stretch a sentence for dramatic flair or when I’m genuinely trying to put two thoughts together.

I mainly use Hyphens (-) like en dashes lmaoo. It’s usually when I’m doing an interruption/stutter in dialogue or thought process.

Colons (:) are really good when you want to introduce quotes, indicate ratios, or emphasize key points.

As for Parentheses (()) (<—lol), yeah. I use it to add clarity, internal thoughts, or simple witty comments that usually wouldn’t sit well in the sentence. Depending on the character, this can really help paint their personality!

Ellipses (…) cause an omission in a sentence. It usually helps build in suspense or trial thoughts. Very good for those angsty scenes! Especially in dialogue!

I don’t use Apostrophe the way it should be used most of the time. I actually love using them to create internal thoughts. Maybe it’s just a me thing, but I don’t like using italics for first person internal thoughts… I feel like it confuses me a lot!! Like, imagine you’re reading a third person story, and then they use a first person internal thought in italics?? Eugh. It’s not a bad thing, it’s just a little peeve of mine. AND THAT SAYS SOMETHING FROM SOMEONE WHO USES ITALICS ALL THE TIME. There are certain times you should use italics for internal dialogue and others with apostrophe. A quick guide I use is:

Italics- unconscious thoughts/emotions in the back of your mind.

Apostrophe- thoughts/emotions so clearly heard, even a mind reader could listen to it.

Human emotions are so complex, and not all the time are they clear and precises, so I express that through using these methods.

All of this talk mainly involves with dialogue, and that’s not the conversation of this topic, so maybe we can talk about this some other day if you’re interested :)

Anyways. I’m explaining all of this and all— and I’m pretty sure your main question is now: “Great! This was very informative! So, how do I use them?”

Well… that’s why I said that in order for your sentence structure to work is to consider your scene, characters, scenario, etc. If you do not understand what you’re trying to explain or emphasize, then you won’t know what will work. You can’t have a witty character using metaphors and euphemism when they’re more likely to express themselves with idioms and think in Run-Ons. Simple sentences are good for shock value, but you can’t keep all of them short and simple when you’re not even emphasizing on why the scene is shocking. If you use too much of one structure, it becomes so over repetitive and brain numbing (and at some tragic points: cringe). You have to have a balance between all of them. Maybe you can start a paragraph with a Loose sentence and end it with a periodic; vice versa can work too.

I can’t really tell you what’s the proper way of using them cuz if I’m being honest… I’m also learning too. Overall, all of these differ per person, because just like every artist, it’s a writing style. I have certain quirks and preferences in my own writing that maybe others don’t like, or may be seen as improper. As you grow as a writer, you start to develop your own style! There is sooooo much more I could say of the topic, but that would be yet ANOTHER essay (I said I was gonna keep this brief too!! SHEESH!!). But if you still have any other questions regarding my writing style/advice, do not be afraid to keep on asking!! ٩( 'ω' )و

[milgramprojectfan]

Sorry for not posting for a bit, life is super weird rn 😭😭 Anyways, i wrote down my immediate reactions and analysis to the second trial mv when i first watched them, so here they are.

SPOILERS FOR THE SECOND TRIAL SONGS FOR MILGRAM

Haruka- Not Forgive- Not entirely sure who he killed (I think it was that girl in the first MV maybe??? Or his mom???) or whatever but he definitely killed a lot of animals, the taxidermied animals in the video. (Dogs, bugs, those fish he obliterated). Also I’m pretty sure he killed all those things to get the attention of his neglectful mother which like…. Isn’t a good course of actions. Also I saw a comment trying to excuse him because he has a disability and like… no??? Disabilities don’t force people to murder??

Yuno- Forgive- Nothing really changed for me. Sure she was being a sugar-baby, but that doesn’t matter that much. Queen tbh. #pro-choice

Futa- Forgive- So it seems like he was pet of an online community who bullied people online. He felt peer pressured (the “pressure, pressure” repeated over and over) into like posting someone for the internet to bash (the girl). All he seemingly did was post her initially, and then a bunch of people just dogpiled on her. Not a nice thing to do, but he had no idea what the result would be. Still unsure why he posted her, like was she having an affair with a teacher or…..???

Muu- Not Forgive- So apparently Muu is not the helpless victim in this situation. Kinda hate myself for thinking that. It seems like she was the Queen Bee of her school, but then her friend group turned on her for some reason. Then they bullied her but nobody helped her with cause she’s a manipulative narcissist. Then she tried to apologize to her victim (purple hair girl, who I also think might’ve exposed her??), but she refused. Then she killed her. Terrible horrible thing to do. Still, she’s pretty young and clearly took a toll on her so i feel bad

Shidou- Forgive- Boring MV tbh. People in the comments say he’s harvesting organs for his dying wife, so let’s go with that. Honestly I kinda get it… but still he’s not as innocent as I once thought.

Mahiru- FORGIVE- SHE DID NOTHING WRONG!! SHE WAS INEXPERIENCED IN LOVE AND THEIR RELATIONSHIP WAS UNHEALTHY BUT SHE WAS IN DENIAL AND THEY WERE BOTH TOXIC AND HE SHOULDVE ENDED THING PERMANENTLY WITH HER INSTEAD OF KILLING HIMSELF!!

Kazui- Not Sure/Leaning to Forgive- I still have no clue what’s happening with him, but apparently he was gay and forcing himself to marry his wife? And then he confessed and she offed herself? If so, then these victims need to get some therapy before taking it to the extreme

Amane- Forgive- Now I know she’s in a cult and was abused by her parents… but I still have no clue what happened with her murder. Whatever it was it was probably not her fault in any case. Probs killed someone in the name of the cult.

Mikoto- Not Forgive- Ok so the DID is confirmed, which kinda annoys me. Anyways, I’ve decided that they are guilty. I can’t quite put it into words but like… John ‘defends’ Mikoto from a random guy on the subway, but what was the guy doing? I doubt he was doing anything that warranted being murdered, but unless the third mv exposed that idk. I don’t want to get into the DID discourse tbh, I know some people are vicious.

Also I know Kotoko’s next song is out, BUT IM WAITING FOR THE MV!!

[jils-things]

Playing the AQ on a school night is so real .... sleep can come LATER, silly people on my phone NOW. But I'm super happy to hear you enjoyed the ending!!! Always love tear-jerker endings. No worries abt Fontaine spoilers, I would've have spilled even if you didn't mind (bc I don't usually like spoiling people.!!)

!! Cyno crush lore is REAL !! No but gahh love that for you. Tbh I didn't even know there was an event where you got to play as him (at least in Inazuma) but that's !!! so cool !!! so cool !!! And yes I've heard his voice maybe like... once but it was nice !! I think. If I'm not mistaking his voice for the other one (yk... the guy with the earz... tighnari??)

But also GOOD LUCK W YOUR PULLS !!!! 60 pity + having to win the 50/50 is super nerve wracking but here's to hoping Cyno comes home within 10 pulls 🤞🏽 Cyno and maybe a con too 🤞🏽🤞🏽 Or maybe even Diluc then Cyno (because I thiiiink you've said that if you lost the 50/50 you'd want Diluc. Which.. so based and true Diluc is a wonderful guy). And perhaps even Cyno's weapon if you ever decide to pull on the weapons banner 🤞🏽🤞🏽

Don't forget that on the 1st of December, the stardust shop resets !! Also. New thing that I didn't know of until recently. Apparently in the adventurers' guide book, you can get intertwined fates when you finish AQs, so don't forget to snag those too !! Both now and when you eventually get to Fontaine :3c

I STARTED AT 9PM AND FINISHED AT 4AM AND WOKE UP FOR SCHOOL 2 HOURS LATER (TODAY AHAHSHSJAAJJSS) WHAT VIDEO GAMING DOES TO A GIRL (ME) (it's okay I slept a lot during classes and theres nothing happening ehhehe)

I did draw like.... a small doodle of cyno and my genshin insert before (I can't find it nor remember where I put it) but I can try to look for it when I come home or smth ig WHEHSHAHAHAE so that's a bit of extra lore there too 🫢🫢 LMAOOO

YES THANK YOU FOR NOTICING YEAH I NEED DILUC SO BAD!!!! MY PYRO DPS IS YANFEI SHES CARRYING SO HARD SHE NEEDS A BREAK 😭😭😭😭😭 (she's about to reach lvl 10 in friendship does that say enough... /lh) and I'm severely BIASED to diluc he's such a big brother to me ANYWAYS QCLCLLLFKKCS CYNOOO CYNO PLSS COME HOME I WANNA HEAR YOUR BAD JOKES MWA MWA.PLSSSSS ‼️‼️ I'll keep the blog posted for my results :3

ALSO YES TY!! it's December 1st here so I'll definitely check on the stardust shop and reclaim as much prices I'M GRINDING SO HARD 🔥🔥🔥

ohh im even more excited to come home it's still 10am here 😭😭

[pharawee]

Thank you so much for thinking of me (and also thank you to @leedongwook @smittenskitten & @maxescheibechlinichacheli for tagging me). 💜💜

What a lovely idea! I love making gifs and looking at other people's gifs and discovering new things through gifs. Nothing makes me as curious as seeing an interesting gifset perfectly capturing a moment, character or scene. I also love how the same moment can look so different from gifmaker to gifmaker. Everyone has a different focus and style, and it highlights so many different aspects of the same couple of frames. I love the gifmaker's gaze. To me it expresses just as much as a review or commentary post. Gifs are (fan)art and so unique to tumblr, and I appreciate them very much. 💜

As for me, right now I'm really proud of this gifset because for some reason (lmao) I struggle a lot with the video quality of this beautiful show. It just looks really bad with my colouring style. 😭

I made this gifset right after finishing a regular gifset with subs but I didn't want to close photoshop feeling bad about myself so I experimented a bit and ended up really liking the result:

I LOVE GIFS.

I like seeing them on my dash, I like to dig through the tags to see what people came up with. I love making them and reblogging them. It all brings me so much joy. Even the ones that take me longer and don't trun out that beutiful. I love them.

For example this one from this set

I adore this scene but as soon as I laid my eyes on it I knew it was gonna be a bitch to colour. I think it was one of the first ones I used photoshop after not touching that program for over a decade. It took ages to make the gifs but I was smiling through the process because the scene made me so happy.

So I wanna ask the gifmakers to share a favourite gif, or a favourite story behind a particular set and let's collect a bunch of pretty moving pictures. ( I know it's friday 😱 but there's no hurry)

I'll start tagging only a few so that all of you can tag more. @pharawee @wanderlust-in-my-soul @sparklyeyedhimbo @moonkhaonk (no pressure ofc)

[arlecchno]

laughs in currently on summer break ,,,,,,

speaking of that tho , ive been busying myself by playing video games so much LMAO me and my silly visual novel names ( because im too lazy to play anything that needs me to put actual effort into it hahahhahahaha - )

SO THE STORY RIGHT - its a think me and my friend have been workin on since like the end of 2021 n its like set in a royal fantasy like au , fantasy monsters are something that havent been brought up in the discussion but we have cool magic stuff LOL . the most stuff thats defined is the very basic plot idea , the MCs r named Ashe Najimek ( prince , any pronouns ) , Rin Vasilios ( princess , she/her ) , and Kiole Soubaki ( king , he/him ) . dont question ANY of these last names because najimeks is just a keyboard smash and the rest were chosen by my friend they have no significant whatsoever LOL . aaaanyways , rin and ashe are basically from this mainland where all the kingdoms are secretly feuding with eachother but in order to maintain peace for the citizens they wont start an actual war . basically its every kingdom for themselves except for their silly trading systems . ashe and rins kingdoms are like at eachothers throats now since ashe and rin were born with the most magical power their lands have ever seen and its that trope where “child gets born into power and parents use them for own benefit causing child to rebel” yada yada but WUH OH WHATS THAT IS THAT 🫢🫢😨😱 GASP ANGST ?!?????!???? yeah lets go were tormenting our characters today baby ‼️‼️ the full book will go into the struggles of rin and ashe and how they end up as a result of how they take their circumstances . and how they become friends bc of those circumstances . lovely friendship . oh and theres two others that are their guards . Sio and Erza Eztli . theyre twins n stuff . THEY WILL GET DEVELOPMENT TOO WE JUST SHANT SPEAK OF IT NOW . im planning to make them long lost siblings tho lmao ! omg ive gone on such a long rant and i still havent talked about kiole . anyways so kiole is the token mentor character which i will not go into detail because SPOILERS MAYBE . he rules the edgy edgy kingdom of DEATH AND DARKNESS and all the other kingdoms have kinda outcasted his so nobody knows the fucker outside of whispers from the shadowed souls themselves MUAHAHAHAH - ahem anyways .

HERE ARE OUR MCSSS i love them awaaaaaaa

GOSH THO GOOD LUCK WITH YOUR SCHOOL STUFF THAT SOUNDS LIKE SO MUCH BYE 😭😭😭

i also JUST read chapter 5 recently and like …

( for context my friends name / nickname is roof )

ANYWAYS THATS IT FOR NOW CYA LATTEEEERRR !!!!

RAHHHHH HELLO TO YOUUUU!!!! hope you're enjoying your summer break 🫂

AND YOUR STORY TOO!!!!!!! that sounds so interesting already and ROYAL FANTASY AU⁉️⁉️⁉️⁉️ SIGN ME TF UP BRO I LIVEEE FOR FANTASY AUS bro you got me hooked with the storyline and characters already and it's still in the works 🤞🤞 their last names are soooo creative too like even if they're a keyboard smash or whatever,,,, still so intriguing like yes sign me up AGAIN!!!! wish my keyboard makes up random and cool last names lmao

THE MCS...... please let me touch their hair i swear they've GOT to have the most silkiest hair in their kingdoms like excuse me let me bow down to them and ask them for tips and tricks 😞🙏

thank you hehe school is.... yeah whatever school's been the same for me but i thrive to live up to the day asphodelus finally ends LOL i need to get that series done before i'm even more burnt out

LMAO YOUR FRIEND'S NICKNAME BEING ROOF IS GOLD 😭 fun fact i was literally like brain dead trying to figure out some bad humour to insert in those lines but somehow ended up with that... (may or may not be a bit of a self insert because i totally don't stare at my own ceiling and wished i was the ceiling instead hahaha definitely haven't.... ever.....)

HOPE YOU'RE DOING WELL THESE DAYS AND I'LL CYA LATER TOOOO💌💌

[softtdaisy]

ok ok ok ok ok so request????

basically like ur dating tasm! peter and he comes into ur room all the time when he’s hurt after fights for you to stitch him up. it’s like a friday night and u have ur friends over for a movie night or smth and peter doesn’t knwo cause you forgot to telll him or you thought he knew or it just never rlly came up. but mid through the movie night he knocks on ur window and u have to help him get back to health without any of your friends knowing he’s there cause 1. they don’t know he’s spider-man and 2. it’s supposed to be a “girls night” so they’d be pissed if they found ur bf

just like v cute and v soft and like peter is being all cute and unhelpful while ur trying to hide him from ur group of friends

HIDE AND SEEK

DESCRIPTION I since you started dating peter, he always comes to your room after fighting for you to stitch him up. It becomes such an habit that even when you’re having a girls night, Peter is waiting for you.

PAIRING I tasm!peter parker × fem!reader

WORD COUNT I 3.8k

A/N I i'm sorry it took me so long to write this 😭 it was such a good request it super soft i loved writting it!!

You never thought you would date Peter Parker one day. Even less that he would be such an incredible boyfriend.

But you also had no idea that the same Peter Parker was actually Spider-man. Meaning you were, in fact, dating the superhero everyone was obsessed about. So maybe your judgment wasn’t the best.

It all started in your last year of high school. Everything was kind of crazy in town after New York got his own superhero in the person of Spider-man. You were not going to lie. You liked watching video of him saving people. You felt safer in your own town, even if the chance of Spider-man helping you in your street was low. 

But you were not as obsessed as some people from school could be. Some even embroided his mask on their bag. Which was cool…but maybe too much for you. 

And when you thought about it after knowing the truth, you realized how calm Peter was about it. He never expressed any obsession over Spider-man. Maybe it should have led you to the conclusion that he was involved. But you were too occupied having a crush on him for even think about it.

So, last year of school it was. For your science class, you had the spend the year with a partner. Not of your choice, of course. But you were not going to complain. Specially not when your teacher put you with the best student you could have imagined having as your lab partner: mister Peter Parker himself. 

You two were the perfect duo: Peter was thinking fast and could find the result in a short amount of time. You were impressed by the way his brain seemed to work…and quite jealous too. But Peter was hyperactive, meaning most of the time he wanted to do things too fast for it to work. 

So, you would take his place when you had to do experiment. You were calmer than him and more precise. “We’re going to make a really good team.” Peter told you after the first week of classes. And he wasn’t wrong.

You felt bad that your grades ended up overtake Gwen’s. Before meeting her through Peter, you admired her. She was incredibly beautiful, always nice and extremely smart. But poor Gwen had to team up with a student that didn’t care about science. She was mostly doing everything by herself. But it wasn’t enough: the work had to be done together to have an A+. “I swear I’m going to kill him one day and they won’t say anything when I’ll do it by myself.” She said. And you trusted her.

You were always surprised at the time to see how good Peter and Gwen’s friendship was after they broke up. They respected each other a lot. And Peter always said he wasn’t jealous when Gwen started dating someone new.

You were a little jealous at the idea Gwen had tasting those gorgeous pink lips of Peter. You dreamt about them too much to keep your cool when you were working with him.

Yes, you had a crush on Peter. 

So was Peter.

He knew he was lucky to have keep a great friendship with Gwen after they broke up. And he was too scared he might lose you if he tried something. He knew bodies can’t lie. He noticed the way you were looking at him sometimes. How you were biting your lips when he stretched, and his shirt would go up. How you were putting your hands on his body more and more everybody. Sure, it was your way of showing your appreciation. But he also wished you would put your hands somewhere else…

Your relationship with Peter took another turn one night.

You were supposed to work together on a project due the next day. Your parents weren’t there that night so you thought it would be a good idea for you to work at your place. And Peter agreed. Mostly because it gave him a good reason to be alone with you. He was done working at the library or the lab where anyone could come between you. He wanted to be just with you.

But here you were. Alone. Without Peter.

Peter should have arrived two hours ago now. You called him, multiple times. But he never answered. The anger of him being late became a fear of something happening to him. You started imagining the worst. You even tried calling Gwen, but she couldn’t help you. “I’m sorry, [y/n], I haven’t heard from him either.” Suddenly, being alone at home wasn’t such a good idea. You were stressing in the living room, hoping you would see Peter’s beautiful face again soon. You were not going to lose him before confessing your feelings. No way.

When you started giving up on seeing him tonight, your phone rang. You immediately ran and left a massive sigh when you saw the caller ID. “Peter!” you screamed. Maybe too loud. At least that’s what you thought when you heard his laugh.

“[y/n], listen I’m so sorry for being late. I have a good excuse I promise.” You could hear in his voice how sorry he was. How sincere he was. How you could even be mad at Peter when he was like that? You couldn’t imagine him missing your ‘date’ for something else than a good reason. He wasn’t the type to let his friends down for stupid things.

“I can still come if you want me to.” He finally said and you looked around your house. You were still alone. And, even if you don’t work much because it’s late, you didn’t want to feel that lonely. Seeing Peter was a too good thing to ignore it. “Sure, come as soon as you can Pete.” You answered. You went to the kitchen to grab a drink when you heard Peter coughing at the other end.

“Well, technically…I’m already here.” This was terrifying. For a second, you turned around like you were in the middle of a horror movie. And the only weapon you had was a glass of water and your phone. 

But then you realized that first: Peter was the one who said that. And second, it was Peter. You didn’t risk anything.

When you went to your door to open it you heard him say “nope, the window babe” with a little laugh. He had a lot of fun seeing you moving around your house, looking for him. But he was also in so much pain that he needed you to find him quick.

“I swear to God Peter if you put a camera in my apartment I will…oh shit.” Was the only thing you could say.

What you could said when Spider-man was at your window, without his mask and showing his beautiful face that you knew by heart by dint of working with him?

You ran to the window and opened it, letting Peter entered your house. He gave you a weak smile before you started hitting his shoulder. “What the hell is that!” you screamed, and Peter grabbed your hands to stop this. He was already hurt; he didn’t need you to bruise him more.

“The hell is me.” He answered, laughing. “Thank you for the compliment.” He let go one of your hands to brush your hair slowly. He was trying to calm you down. But you were at the same time too shocked and excited to be calmed right now.

“Since when are you Spider-man?” for some reasons, you were still sure he was wearing a fake suit and pretending to be the superhero. But when he shot a web towards your kitchen and grabbed the same glass you were drinking a few minutes before, you realized Peter wasn’t playing with you.

“Pretty sure since the beginning.” He frowned to make it look like he was thinking. And before you hit him again for making fun of you, he grabbed your hand and put it against his chest. “I’d love to answer all your lovely questions. But I’m bleeding right now, and I really need you to do something about it.” He said with a weak smile. 

You understood why Peter was late. You briefly saw things on social media about Spider-man saving the city again. You connected the dots. Spider-man got hurt that down there.

Peter got hurt.

You grabbed his hand and took him to your bedroom. You forced him to sit on the bed “take off the suit while I’m searching for stuff.” You quickly said before leaving to the bathroom and grab all the things your parents took from the hospital ‘in case of’. 

When you went back to your bedroom, you were definitely not ready to see Peter shirtless. His head was down, he was looking at the new injury he got. You took advantage of it and started looking at his perfect body. 

Never you would have imagined Peter, the boy who’s always wearing hoodies and not the biggest fan of sport, would have this body. You could count his abs from there. And his arms… suddenly you understood why the few times he took you in his arms after you got the best grade, it felt like heaven.

You were still shocked by the fact he was the Superhero everyone was talking about. So, when you walked to him and started treating his wound, you were silent. You had so many questions you didn’t know where to start. You didn’t even know if you could start. Maybe Peter didn’t want to talk about it…

Peter interpreted your silent as an angry reaction. You were mad at him for lying. He was sure of that. That’s why he slowly took your face in his hand when you finished bandage his wound. You looked up to him with curious eyes. There was no anger there. “I’m sorry for keeping this a secret.” He said with a low voice and the smile you gave him reassured him in a second. “We all have our secret Peter. I’m glad you trust me enough now to tell me about this.” 

His hand slowly slid towards your mouth. You couldn’t resist kissing his skin. And now Peter could only think about what it would be like to kiss you.

“Are…when are you parents coming home?” he finally asked, still caressing your cheek. Peter wanted to stay alone with you as much as he could. He wanted to do so many things to you. Started with showing you how much he cared about you.

“Not for a long time.” You replied with a smile. And it was all Peter needed. He grabbed your face with his two hands before putting his lips on yours. It was the softest and the purest kiss you could have imagine. Peter was testing your love for him. He wanted to be sure you wanted this as much as he did.

And when you sat on him, he knew you felt the same. His hands went underneath your shirt and the feeling of them against your skin was magic. You were literally melting from his touch. And from the way his mouth and his tongue were working on you right now. Peter Parker was the best kisser you ever had to meet. And there was no way you would let anybody else taste him from now.

From that night, your friendship with Peter turned into a relationship. It was so sincere and obvious you were made for each other even Gwen called you soulmates. Peter was still coming to your place after a mission. 

First, because he wanted to see his girlfriend. He couldn’t imagine anyone else recomforting him the way you were doing it.

Second, when he got hurt, you were the best to take care of him. Your parents kept bringing things from the hospital they were working at. And you started nurse studies after high school. You clearly knew what you were doing. And Peter loved the feeling of your hands on him.

But tonight, was a girls night. And Peter couldn’t come. You told him about a million times.

You had planned this for weeks now. Your parents left the town for a few days, leaving the house all for yourself. You had invited your friends from high school and from nurse school. You had wine, movies, and good stuff to eat. It was going to be perfect.

And it was. You were having a great time with your friends. You never imagined you could be so lucky and have these amazing people in your life. Everything was so great. Until you got multiple messages from Peter, one after another.

“Window.”

“Now”

“Please”

“ily”

“Shit.” You mumbled under your breath. None of your friends noticed it. You had to find an excuse quick. Even if you were a little mad that Peter couldn’t remember your night, there was no way you would let your boyfriend alone outside. “Guys, I have to call my parents quick. I’ll back in a minute.”

You didn’t even give them the time to answer before rushing to your bedroom. You locked the door before going to the window. How could you resist the cute smile Peter was giving you on the other side? But you quickly noticed the huge bruise on left eyes. “Oh my god, Peter!” you said when you opened, immediately putting a hand on his face.

“Hi love.” He said with a confident voice, even though you knew this voice meant he was in pain. He always tried to convince you he was fine. Even if he wasn’t ashamed to feel weak around you. He was just used of pretending everything was okay to take care of the others. 

You grabbed his hand to help him come into your room. Peter knew the situation by heart and sat on your bed, waiting for you. When you approached him, he put his arms around you and left his face up to kiss you. Between two kissed, you asked what happened, but it wasn’t important for Peter. “Just some guy who thought he was stronger than me.” He said, shrugging.

“He still hit you.” You hated the fact that people would always trying to beat Spider-man. You wished you could keep your boyfriend safe at home. 

Being in Peter’s arms was so good you almost forgot the situation. Until one of your friends laughed so hard you heard her like she was there. “Who’s there?” Peter asked, frowning. At first, he thought someone had broken into your house. He knew you were alone this weekend and he got scared for you. But then he recognized the laugh and…it didn’t make sense. It was the voice of a girl from your class in high school. Why would she be there?

But from the look you were giving him, Peter apparently should have known.

“I told you I had a movie night with the girls Pete!” you said, hitting him in the shoulder. Peter grabbed your hand, like he always did when you were hitting him, and kissed it. He was still frowning, trying to remember when you told him that. “You didn’t tell me.”

“Yes, I did.”

“No, you didn’t.

This was a losing battle. You were both too stubborn to admit you were wrong.

“Anyway, Pete you can’t leave the room.” You tried to explain to him that it was impossible considering he was wearing his Spider-man suit and he probably didn’t want your friends to know about his secret identity.  You loved them a lot, but they were more the kind to gossip than the kind to keep secret. It was actually the softest way to tell Peter he wasn’t invited.

“Well, I can put on other clothes.”

“It’s a girls night. Not a girls and Peter Parker night.” You laughed and kissed Peter pouty lips before escaping his arms. You needed to go back to the girls before they start wondering what you were really doing.

“Can I have at least something to put on my eye?” he asked with a pleading voice, pointing a finger toward his bruised eye. Peter looked like a baby like that and all you wanted to do was run to him and hug him. You loved him too much for your own sanity, you were convinced of that.

“I’m going to bring a bag of frozen peas in the bathroom. You can go there freely. The girls won’t hear you.” You said that, sent Peter a kiss and closed the door.

Only to open it a second after. “Just…don’t shower, they would hear it.” You closed it. Again.

And opened it. Again. “I love you!” you only heard Peter’s laugh before going back to the living room.

Most of the night went pretty well. The girls didn’t ask any question when you came back, and you pretended like your boyfriend wasn’t waiting for you. Peter kept sending you texts from the night. 

“I’m bored.” “Watch a movie on my computer Pete.”

“I’m hungry, I smell good things, can I have some? 🥺” of course, you went to the bathroom, again, and brought some things discreetly.

“You sure I can’t shower?” “Except if you want five girls running to the bathroom with pans, ready to kill you.” “That’s actually a good argument to take a shower 🤔”

“When are they leaving?” “Not now, Peter 🙄.”

At one point during the evening, when you thought that Peter had fallen asleep since he stopped texting you, you heard a huge boom from your bedroom. It didn’t take you long to know it came from Peter. And while you were rolling your eyes at the fact your boyfriend was incapable of being discreet, all your friends jumped at the noise. “Oh my god [y/n], what was that?” One of them even grabbed your arm and looked at you like you were going to protect them from…whatever it was.

“Nothing.” You said, still looking for a logical explanation that wasn’t somebody breaking in your house. “I…put a new shelf on my wall the other day. But it keeps falling. I should probably give up.” You laughed to sound the more convincing. And when your friends sighed in relief, or started drinking again, you knew you succeeded in your lie.

At the same time, you got a new message. “Sorryyy my web got stuck on your desk I didn’t know what to do.”

You only wished one thing: if one day you have children with this man, you hope they won’t be as clumsy as their father. _“But now that I have your attention, could you bring me some water?” _But considering you were this close of killing him, Peter probably won’t even be the father of your children.

You managed to go see him a couple more times during the night. Your best excuse was when you dropped your glass of wine on your shirt, pretending to be as clumsy as your boyfriend. “Oh shit.” You tried to sound as bored as possible, but your friends really didn’t care. They immediately ran to grab tissues to clean the wine. “Go change yourself, you’ll have a new glass when you come back.” You almost felt guilty lying to them. 

When you went to your room to change clothes, and see if Peter hasn’t died from boredom, you almost never left the room again. As soon as you took off your shirt, Peter’s hands were on your body. “Oh baby, this is pure torture…” he said, kissing your neck. Being alone in your room, Peter had the time to think about all the things he wanted to do to you. And kissing you was on top. Feeling your skin on his lips was like a gift sent from above.

Until it became a punishment when he had to let you go again. He bites your skin, trying to leave marks to remind you what you were leaving behind in your room. “You’re making this so much worse Pete…” you moaned when he started kissing your chest. You knew all the amazing things this man could do with his mouth. And you couldn’t let him win.

So suddenly, you pushed him back. Peter fell on his back and looked at you with surprise. “Not now, Peter Parker. After.” You didn’t risk leaning to his face. So, you kissed his stomach before grabbing a new shirt in your wardrobe. Peter was too shocked, and aroused, to even talked again. He let you leave the room. Wondering if he could solve his problem by himself.

Before leaving, your friends insisted on playing a game of truth or dare. It was a tradition, and you couldn’t miss it. Even if after your little meeting with Peter, you just wanted to go back into his arms. You watched them play, answering some stupid stuff. But you knew you weren’t safe around them. “Okay your turn [y/n]. Truth or dare?”

“Truth.”

“Did you ever hide someone in your closet?” 

You thought they knew. Why would they ask that? You thought about all the time you went to your room tonight, but they couldn’t know. Then you thought they would be mad if they knew you were hiding Peter in your room while they were there. And they would have told you. They were terrible liar. 

So, you weren’t going to lie. Just make the truth sounded good to you.

“Yeah. You know Peter is the kind of boyfriend to always sneak in. He loves coming at my window at night to be with me. I’m lucky my parents aren’t the type to open my door without knocking. I can’t imagine the things they would have seen… But yeah, sometimes I have to lock Peter in my bedroom to make sure my parents won’t notice him. It’s not like he’s the most discreet person on earth so it was quite a challenge.” 

They all laughed, making comments about how sweet Peter was and what a good boyfriend you had. And you knew they were telling the truth, even if he was driving you mad sometimes.

So, when they all left, the first thing you had was to run to your room. Peter was sitting cross-legged in the middle of bed, waiting for you patiently. You immediately went into his arms and kiss him like you haven’t seen him in months. If Peter was happy to see you like that, he couldn’t contain his laugh from. “Did you miss me that much?” he said between kisses. You just nodded before making him lie on your bed. 

“I’m going to thank you for being patient.” You said with a sneaky smile, putting yourself on top of him. Peter’s hands were on your waist. He looked at you with excitement. “I’m so going to come here every time you have a girls night.” 

[quirklessidiot]

Feels bad imagine just working in the fields one day when some crazy nobleman barges in and starts reciting poetry and confessing his love for you, then he decides to take you away from a life you’re happy with and from your actually love. Puts you in a house all by yourself and heian noblewoman life was boring af. She really was a bird in a cage.

I just hope in the afterlife she’s free and with her lover and other child. They must be waiting for minazuki to finally cross over and reunite with them😭

NOT THE BARGE IN AND STARTS SAYING LOVE POEMS T-T CUZ SHSBSBBDS BUT THATS SO TRUE SHE WAS WAITING FOR THE HUNTER TO COME HOME BCOS SHE WAS EXPECTING A PROPOSAL ALREADY (u know how they are once u court, u get married and all that) THE MICHIZANE COMES BARGING IN THINKIN HE HOT SHIT T-T

𝔄𝔫𝔬𝔫 So did michizane kidnap the concubine or did she say yes because of the pressure he was putting on her?

they were friends at first and she was pressured to say yes by her family and ofc michizane as well, like he wouldnt leave her at all... oof

𝔄𝔫𝔬𝔫 Michizane cheating and having a concubine isn’t that strange, well not strange by their standards. If this vid is accurate (video) I think it could have been “wrong” if he favored her more, took her side, prioritized her over his family and duties. The concubine is still a commoner and I bet aside from his wife people were pissed that a low born woman from nowhere had michizane’s favor.

yeah, man was fucking whipped, like imagine actually not even wanting to be there and not wanting that type of power over that really powerful man as well T-T the concubine really knew she was gon die with that one shEESH

𝔄𝔫𝔬𝔫 Did michizane have those that harassed his concubine killed or exiled?

exiled!!! they were daughters of big families!! so their last names were taken from them and they were forced exiled

𝔄𝔫𝔬𝔫 Did michizane bring tutors for her to learn about etiquette and female aristocratic fashion? Like shaving the eyebrows and blackening the teeth?

yep but things like reading for ex. he was the one who taught her, hes a teacher after all!!! also he was planning to marry her at some point and get rid of his cousin/wife but it was the concubine who kept going away since she was in love with the hunter.

𝔄𝔫𝔬𝔫 Michizane showed her off at parties but did he also hoard her away from other noblemen?

yep!!!

𝔄𝔫𝔬𝔫 Did the concubine reject him or was too scared to? Michizane couldn't take a hint? In denial? Would believe she'd give in eventually?

they were friends at first so she was never scared of him (only when he went batshit crazy and started to rape her thats when the fear happened) as for refusal, she couldnt say no since her family forced her to

𝔄𝔫𝔬𝔫 I'm really interested in minazuki's mama. Such a tragic girl🥺 You described her as smart so she could read and write? Very rare for someone of her status. That means she could read the poems michizane sent her? Did she have parents? Orphan? What was her life like after michizane brought her in? How well did michizane treat her?

she couldnt read and write, when i meant by smart, she's clever! could find her way (street smart, a common thing that people have when they grow up with no money!) michizane would usually read the poems he wrote and he was the one to teach her how to read and write (thats how they became closer) she had parents, the parents are the reason why she ended up with michizane.

michizane was very much innocently in love at first so he treated her well, its only when he realized that the feelings would never be reciprocated that it led him to snapping at her and becoming crazy even resulting to becoming very territorial and rape (satorus father explained in ch17 how common it is for shamans with complex mind techniques to loose their head easily and become crazy, i sort of wanted to in line that with canon as well since the six eyes and the limitless require complex concentration and mind technique and apparently according to the manga, if satoru doesnt do it properly he could 'fry his brains' or smthng)