#i love how dorky and goofy he is throughout this movie

[freak-accident419]

Movie Night

Josh Futturman x GN!Reader

Summary: An hour into a movie that Josh practically begged you to watch with him, the two of you end up fucking. Various interruptions occur, but that didn’t stop you from having a great time.

Word Count: 2.6k

Content: 18+ Smut, MDNI, gender-neutral reader, no specific genitalia for reader, oral (m!receiving), riding/cowgirl, missionary, sex on the floor, Josh is a silly nerd, slight fluff, silly sex/goofy smut #3: the silliness, Josh makes you watch an important scene in the middle of sex, you two fall off the bed :3

(A/n: this is my birthday gift to the lovely @wemnui!! ilyily sm girl, i hope this brightens your very special day <3 thank you to @stop-talking for this idea ehehehe :3 and thank you to everyone for your help, support, and love. enjoy!)

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“I’m telling you, Y/n, it’s the most important movie in the entire franchise!” Your boyfriend, Josh, exclaims eagerly as he selects a film with the TV remote.

“Yeah, you’ve said that, like, a gazillion times already,” you chuckle softly, “I promised you I’d watch it with you already, didn’t I?”

Josh Futturman being your partner meant a lot of things: having to hear his constant video game/movie references, clingy cuddles, spontaneous and unlikely events, and genuine, sincere love. But with the complete Josh Futturman Package (or rather ‘Bundle,’ he preferred), it also came with his reluctant urge to introduce you to and ramble about his dorky interests. And you found it endearing, to say the least, seeing how passionate he could be about multiple things. It was extremely adorable to you to see him rant about the most random things, from epic sci-fi movies to the mediocrity of Super Mario Bros, that you practically viewed it as his own love language. Sure, kisses and cuddles and sex were all great, but you could hear him talk his mouth off about Biotic Wars for several days in a row. Which is what led you to this moment, essentially.

The two of you would frequently spend time indoors for movie nights, snuggled up in your bedsheets in the dark where the brilliant light from the screen illuminated your faces. Tonight, you were watching a movie that Josh had always been excited to show you for a while. The two of you, like always, laid comfortably on your mattress, covered warmly in your sheets as the movie began to play in front of you. Throughout the film, you watched intently, nodding at Josh’s comments, half of the time pretending to comprehend what he was talking about—it got a bit confusing, but you were willing to try to understand it for him.

Halfway into the movie, you felt a bit tired than usual, which made you curious since it wasn’t even that late in the night. Then you figured it was just the bright screen that overwhelmed your eyes. So you shifted your position to avoid falling asleep, yet ended up placing a leg over Josh’s from the side, his thigh now in between yours. And he didn’t notice, of course, as he was too fixated on the screen.

Even the slightest touch had adjusted your breathing. And it hasn’t even been a long time since you’ve had sex with your boyfriend, so you just figured you were turned on by how close you were to him.

Grunting quietly, you needed to pull your leg back to yourself, but instead, you would accidentally and briefly grind your crotch against his thigh.

Even the slightest touch had turned you on.

Fuck this, you thought.

You leaned in, beginning to pepper kisses across Josh’s neck, your lips lingering on the skin.

“What are y—mmmm,” he hums softly in pleasure as he feels you nibble on his sensitive areas, which was sure to leave red and purple marks.

“Baby,” you began breathlessly between each nip, “I’m lovin’ this movie, like, a lot. It’s as good as you’ve claimed, and I appreciate all of your info dumps and adorable little rambles about it, but,” you pant heavily, “fuck… I need you, baby… so bad…” Okay. So maybe kisses and cuddles and sex were just as great as his nerdy rambles.

“Shit—” Josh whined, grabbing your face firmly with his soft hands and pressed his lips desperately against yours.

Moving onto Josh’s lap, you blocked the TV from his view with your body as his hands shifted down to grip your waist. “Mph—” you tried to feel for the remote on the nightstand without breaking the kiss, stretching out your arm, “we can pause it—”

“Babe, I’ve memorized all the piss breaks in this movie.” Josh glances quickly at the TV behind you, then looked back at you. “And thankfully, it looks like we’re not gonna miss anything anytime soon,” he interjects eagerly, encapsulating your lips in a deeper kiss. God, how you were head over heels for this stupid nerd.

You began to help him remove his sweatpants, tugging them off his legs and throwing them on the ground. Your hands caressed his thighs in anticipation, pressing soft kisses to the skin. Your nibbles turned into soft biting then sucking, leaving hickeys as you saw the tight tent in his boxers.

Josh whimpered as you continued nipping his flesh, finally holding onto the waistband of his underwear go pull it off, his hard cock springing out instantly. Grinning to yourself, you began to place your hand over his shaft, slowly stroking him up and down.

“G-god… f-fuck…” Josh moans as his marked up thighs slightly trembled under you, his eyes half-lidded at the sensation. Your thumb reached up towards the pink, throbbing tip, smearing the slick precum around his slit, and gaining another higher-pitched noise from him. Then you finally held onto his plush thighs, squeezing them lightly in your palms as you took his cock in your mouth.

“A-ahh, Y/n—fuck,” he whined, placing his hands in your hair, tugging desperately at the strands as you slowly bobbed your head up and down, letting your tongue run along his length. His cock was the perfect size for you, and you admired him and his body so dearly, making sure that he knew exactly that with the help of your actions.

You pulled off briefly, releasing an arousing string of saliva between your lips and his glistening wet cock. Your hand moved back up to stimulate his length again as you moved your lips down to mouth his balls, licking and sucking at the soft skin. Josh bit his bottom lip intensely before your mouth switched places with your hand once again, wrapping it back around his shaft. “Shhhit—fuck!” He cries softly, now forcing your head down with his grip on your hair, lifting his hips up to thrust harshly into your mouth. You moaned at this, sending satisfying vibrations throughout his entire body, yet also gagged quietly from the sudden control.

He held your head tightly with his fingers tangled in your strands, pushing it down and thrusting desperately into your mouth. “Shit—” he whimpers frantically, his breathing becoming unstable as he let out several uneven pants. “Y/n! Fuck! Oh, fuck, I’m gonna cum, I’m gonna cum, fuck—!”

The two of you moaned loudly as you felt exuberant ropes of his warm, white semen spurt deeply into your mouth, your nose pressed against his pelvis as you swallowed his entire release. Your lips that were wrapped around his cock continued to move along his length in order to help him ride his high.

“Fuck…” he muttered, pulling off his shirt desperately, then reaching for yours until your clothes were sprawled out messily and carelessly on the floor, the two of you completely naked with each other. Josh positioned you over his lap, lining up his hard, throbbing cock with your entrance. Then you finally sank down on him, feeling his shaft slightly stretch your hole, your walls wrapping around him soothingly.

“Oh, fuuuck,” you moan out, pressing your lips against his passionately, gently cupping his face in affection. Your foreheads were pressed together once you slowly began to rock your hips against his, letting his cock push further and further into you with every deep movement.

“Oh, shit—” Josh whines as your hands find his shoulders, holding onto him for dear life as you moved faster, practically bouncing on his dick. With every moment you sank down, your sensitive parts would grind against his firm pelvic bone, moaning from the pleasing and granting sensation. Your overlapping sounds of lust and arousal created a beautifully lewd symphony. As you rode him relentlessly, he cupped your ass firmly in one hand and grasped at your waist with the other, guiding your rapid movements on his cock.

As your body slammed down against him, his length caressing your sensitive walls with every thrust, the wet sound of skin slapping against skin echoed in the small room. Your gaze on each other had stilled lustfully as you indulged in the noise of the fast, erotic pounding.

Suddenly, Josh slightly froze, and at the time, you couldn’t tell if he either saw or heard the movie scene from behind you, but he scrambled for the remote and seized your movements desperately. “Wait, wait, wait, fuck!” He whined as he rewinded the film, making you look back at the screen in utter confusion.

“Josh, what the hell—”

“This is the most important part of the whole movie!” He exclaims stressfully, making you pout as you sat vacantly on his cock, his length still deep inside of you.

“Josh—”

“Sh-sh-sh—Just watch!” He hushed, unpausing the movie, increasing the volume before setting the remote down.

A few minutes passed by as the two of you watched in this position.

And then…

“Holy shit!” You shouted in surprise, seeing Josh’s beaming expression. “What?!”

“I know,” he chuckles.

“You’re telling me—You’re telling me he dies?!”

“Yeah—”

“But—But he’s the most important character in the movie! Hell, he’s the main character, I don’t—” you scoff, yet with a slight, amused grin. “I mean, does it really end like that?! Him being killed by his stupid fuckin’ clone?!”

“Well, technically, yeah,” Josh shrugged.

“Shit,” you huffed, raising an eyebrow as the scene continued to play out, concluding with the end credits. Your boyfriend then paused the movie with the remote, looking at you with a soft, anticipatory grin.

“So…? What did you think?”

“That was… awesome, baby,” you giggle.

“Yeah? Wait, wait, seriously? You’re not just saying that because I love it, right?” He stammers before you cut him off with a deep, sweet kiss.

“It was genuinely amazing, my love,” you confirmed warmly.

“God, I fucking love you,” he grins, pushing you down on your back near the edge of the bed, pressing his lips against your mouth and then to your neck. “You’re, like, the coolest person ever,” he mumbles in between each affectionate nip before moving into you again.

“Ah, fuck—!” You whine softly as his cock fills you up again, moving at a much faster pace to begin with. Your legs involuntarily wrap around his back as Josh struggles to push even deeper inside of you. “Ah! J-Josh! H-Holy fuck!”

The bed began to creak and shake violently as the two of you moved together passionately together, striving to be even closer to each other. Your breathless moans filled the room as the sound of his cock ramming into your tight hole persisted.

“O-oh, fuck!” Josh cries as he continued deeply and swiftly ravaging your insides, desperately attempting to reach your sweet spot. His fingernails sink into your hips as you moan, legs tightening around him to bring him closer until the two of you rolled off the bed.

You two fell off the goddamn bed.

Josh was still inside of you, yet you were there lying on top of him. You stared at each other for a while before bursting out in blissful and elated laughter, burying your face in Josh’s neck. “Oh my fucking god,” you wheeze, pressing your lips affectionately to his skin.

“You’re so perfect…” he whispers softly, disregarding the embarrassing moment the two of you had, stroking your hair gently. “How did I get so lucky to have you?”

“Honestly?” You chuckle, lifting up your head to face him. “It was your sad, big hazel eyes and loser, cringefail personality that truly captivated me.”

Josh snickered, grabbing your face gently in his hands to peck your lips. “You’re ridiculous.”

“I’m ridiculous?” You scoff lightheartedly. “You’re the one who paused our literal fucking because I missed a scene in that nerd movie.”

“What? I thought you said you liked it,” he pouted.

You kissed his pout away. “Doesn’t mean it’s not nerdy.” You watched him frown and kissed him again. “But you know what? You’re my nerd. I love you.”

He was completely smitten with you, a red blush painted softly over his freckles. “I know.”

A Star Wars reference? Is he fucking joking? “If you don’t say it back, Han Solo, I’ll move off your dick and get off in the bathroom by myself.”

“No, no, no!” He whines, pressing his lips against yours passionately, slipping his tongue in your mouth to deepen it. “I love you too,” he mumbles.

Finally, you sat up, supporting yourself with your hands on Josh’s chest, his cock still snug inside of you. You watched his hands grip your waist as you finally started to move against him, slowly and sweetly this time.

“Fuck…” he whispers, trying to move his hips with yours as his length thrusted in and out of your needy hole. As you began to ride him, his dick would slide so easily and satisfyingly inside of you, brushing your walls with pleasure and warmth.

“Oh, yes…” you moan gently. “Oh, fuck…”

The two of you remained on the floor, your hips beginning to move faster after each thrust. Josh’s back arched as he pushed himself deeper inside of you, filling your hole completely. “Fuck,” he mutters.

“Josh! O-oh! Oh, fuck, baby…” your sweet sounds escaped your lips as your hips slammed into each other in unison, urgently bouncing on his hard, throbbing cock. “Ah-ahhh!”

You felt yourself getting closer, your own thighs trembling as Josh’s movements faltered. You placed your hand on the ground beside his head and lowered the rest of your body down to connect each other’s lips. You tasted him enthusiastically, kissing him with so much passion and lust while your movements began to stutter.

“I—fuck, I’m so close,” you mutter in between hot kisses.

“Mmm—fuck, Y/n, me too,” he whimpers, hips still trying to move up inside of you.

“Shit—cum for me,” you whisper gently as you were about to reach your release, “cum for me, baby…”

And just like that, your low, passionate words sent him right to the fucking edge.

“Ah—Y/n—Fuuuck!” He moaned loudly, arching his hips up as he pressed yours down against him, releasing deeply and heavily inside of you. His hot, thick cum painted your walls entirely, filling up your hole so generously in explosive bursts. The overwhelming, arousing feeling had prompted you to cum immediately right after him, holding his body close and tight to yours as you clenched around him completely. Instantly, your lips were reattached to yours, going limp and collapsing on top of him in exhaustion.

The two of you laid there on the floor, extremely spent, panting heavily and catching your breath. Strands of your hair were stuck to your sweaty foreheads as your heart beat almost rapidly.

“You… You’re amazing…” Josh mumbles with a giddy, flushed smile on his face.

You chuckled in response, pressing a soft kiss to his shoulder. “Silly,” you mutter out, moving your head to rest it on his bare chest, getting a view of his belongings or junk under the bed. And then… “Is that—” Scoffing in awe, you stretched your arm out and grabbed a DVD case. “My Little Pony: Friendship is Magic Season 4? Babe, wh—”

“Hey, hey, that’s—” he stresses, throwing the case far away and out of your grasp. “That’s uh… That’s not mine.”

“Well, then who’s is it?” You raise an eyebrow with teasing grin.

Josh pauses then groaned in utter defeat. “Fine! Fine, it’s uh… it’s mine.” Before you could laugh or make another comment, he interjects, “But you don’t understand the very complicated and intricate lore of the whole series, okay? Sure, it seems like any other children’s cartoon full of mindless fillers and fluff pieces, but there’s so much more than that! Arguably, those ponies have gone through so much hell, and it’s like—you know?”

You smirked playfully, cupping the side of his face with one hand. “So what, are you gonna start forcing me to watch the whole series too?”

“No! No… I mean… It would be cool—but no!” He stammers hesitantly.

Your eyebrows relaxed as your grin widens. “Yeah, well… doesn’t matter either way because I already watched the whole series.”

His eyes widened, almost comically.

“Seriously?”

“Seriously,” you nod.

Josh pauses then let out a loud, yet delighted groan.

“Fuck, how could you get any more perfect for me?!”

[illiana-mystery]

“I’m gonna act tough.”

[taetaespeaches]

“I actually preferred the cow pun.”

seokjin x reader (oc) genre: fluff word count: 2.2K

a/n: Hi lovelies! Here is where Jin and Poopsie/reader meet. FINALLY! And what better way for these two to form a connection than through their love of ridiculously stupid puns?! (I’m not Seokjin, my puns aren’t good, leave me alone.) I hope you all enjoy and thanks for reading :))

Popcorn wafted throughout the lobby, practically demanding you get some for your late night movie viewing. There weren’t many people waiting in line ahead of you beyond an older woman, a young couple, and a handsome young man who was speaking animatedly on the phone. Turns out not many people attend the movies at 10 p.m. on a Wednesday night.

Staring off to the side at a movie poster that gave little indication of what the film was actually about, you lost yourself in thought until Handsome Guy, as you mentally dubbed him, in front of you caught your attention with his lively conversation.

“Yoongi-ah, you should have come with me, I’m even getting popcorn,” Handsome Guy announced into the phone, alerting the person on the other end of his happenings. “What are you doing tonight? What’s poppin’?”

Thinking over his comment for a moment, you found yourself unable to hold back a smile at his dorky popcorn pun. You wondered if the person on the other side of the phone even caught it with the way Handsome Guy so easily slid it into his question.

“You’re having beef? Without me?” As he waited for the person on the other end of the call to respond, the man was already smirking at his next planned comment. “I still think you should have come with me tonight, it would have been butter together.”

You were able to make out the person on the other side of the call as he spoke something along the lines of, “Don’t do this,” which only made the handsome man’s joke even funnier to you. Whoever was on the other end of the call must be used to Handsome Guy’s dorky jokes and puns, making this much too handsome dude quite endearing. It was refreshing for someone that good looking to not take himself too seriously.

Still smiling at the man’s comments, you directed your gaze to your phone as you continued eavesdropping on his conversation. “Hey Yoongi-ah, you’re having beef right? I’m not a-moo-sed that you’re eating without me,” he joked, making you have to stifle a giggle, silent laughter coming out as breaths through your nose.

“Hey Yoongi-” He started again as you hung on to his words, anticipating the next silly pun that should not be as funny as you were finding them. However, he made a sound of surprise as he pulled the phone from his ear and looked at the screen with his widened eyes. Tilting his head to the side, he stared at the phone in disapproval. “He hung up on me,” he mumbled to himself before tucking the phone into his pocket and turning to look at the food options.

Staring at his back, you noticed his shoulders were quite broad, his neck rather long and beautiful. He was the kind of handsome that you rarely see in day to day life, only really appearing in magazines and in front of flashing cameras. Paired with his goofy personality, you wondered how someone like him existed; how someone so attractive could be so pleasantly silly.

When he turned around to head toward the theatres, popcorn and candy in hand, his eyes found yours for just a brief moment and you swore your lungs forgot how to function. He gave you a small, polite but warm smile as he nodded at you, forcing you to return the gesture in surprise.

The interaction was short but you had a feeling you’d be thinking about it for a long time after.

Stepping into the dark theatre, your eyes took a moment to adjust as you stared at the end of the aisle in front of you, searching for your row. Looking at your ticket, you stepped up a few rows before finding yours.

Peering at the aisle, you found that Handsome Guy was sitting just a few seats from where you stood, your heart racing at the way he was watching you carefully.

“What number are you?” He asked you suddenly, your eyes widening in surprise that he was addressing you.

“Oh, uh, ten,” you told him, Handsome Guy looking down the row as though he was helping you search.

“I’m in seat two so it must be down there,” he told you, adjusting his sitting position to prepare to let you walk through. “Here, it’s ok,” he smiled kindly at you, an awkward single laugh slipping through your lips.

“Thanks,” you said quietly, starting down the aisle, scooting past Handsome Guy carefully. However, your leg bumped his knee, causing you to instinctively bend to check on him, the sudden movement resulting in you spilling some popcorn directly onto the man’s lap. “Oh my god, I’m so sorry,” you told him, embarrassment flooding every fiber of your being. Surely the floor would open up to reveal the flames of inferno because only in hell would you spill popcorn on the most attractive person you’d ever seen in real life.

Handsome Guy met your apology with a stunning smile, his eyes crinkled and his cheeks plush. “That’s ok,” he shook his head sweetly. “More for me.” You watched as he grabbed a piece of popcorn that sat atop his thigh and tossed it into his mouth nonchalantly.

Letting out a bashful but amused giggle, you nodded. “In that case, you’re welcome,” you tried to play along before quickly scooting away from him to find your seat number. Your heart was racing and you couldn’t wait for the movie to start, hoping that the film would be so good that Handsome guy would forget all about your existence.

Plopping into your seat, you looked into your popcorn that was missing at least a fifth of its contents, all scattered around Handsome Guy and possibly making its way into his mouth. Was he really going to eat it? When the trailers started playing, you snuck a glance to your side, just wanting a look at the man’s side profile. It’s only natural, after all, to want to appreciate beauty. Human nature. Museums were full of beautiful art pieces just for that reason, right?

However, when you turned to look at the man, you found him turning toward you at the same time, your eyes meeting once again. Panicked, you quickly averted your gaze to the side of him, badly pretending that you totally weren’t checking him out but rather you were inspecting the dark wall behind him. Convincing.

Slowly looking to the screen, you ate a few pieces of popcorn, still acting as though you weren’t trying to catch a peek at the man sitting a few seats down. But you lacked self control and he was still stunning, so as the first movie trailer ended, you casually rolled your head to the side, acting as though you were simply trying to pop the vertebrae in your neck. When you once again glanced at Handsome Guy, you found him already watching you.

Before you could react, he pointed to the screen and shrugged as if he was unsure if he was interested in the film. Opening your mouth as if preparing to speak, you then closed it and looked to the screen in thought. Returning your eyes to the man, you shrugged in reply.

“Might skip it,” he told you, and you found yourself nodding in agreement.

“Not for me,” you whispered to him, the man’s eyes widening as he leaned toward you.

“What?” He whisper-shouted, unable to hear you over the next trailer’s music.

“Not for me,” you told him a bit louder, Handsome Guy’s eyebrows scrunching as though he still couldn’t make out your words. When you waved it off, letting him know it didn’t matter, he shook his head. Collecting his popcorn and candy, he rose to his feet and stepped toward you, moving four seats closer to you. Smiling at the action, you held back an amused laugh. “I said it’s not for me.”

“Oh,” he nodded enthusiastically. “Yeah, me either.”

With that, he looked straight ahead, inspecting the current trailer. Your eyes lingered on him for a moment. What an interesting guy, you thought. With just three seats between you, you finally got a good look at that side profile and wow. You were pretty certain Handsome Guy was as close to art as a human could be. Sculpted to perfection, you couldn’t peel your eyes away from him, the trailer that was currently playing serving as nothing more than background noise. You were only broken out of your unwavering gaze when Handsome Guy looked toward you, a bashful gaze immediately overtaking his face at the realization that you had been watching him. He ducked his head toward his chest before glancing up at you, a soft shy smile plastered to his beautiful features. Seeing the man shy was beyond endearing, making you much less embarrassed for having been caught staring.

He whispered something to you, still appearing cute and embarrassed, but you couldn’t fully understand him.

“Hmm?” You asked, the man preparing to speak again before you stopped him by standing up. Perhaps it was the shy demeanor he suddenly sported that gave you the boost of confidence, but you found yourself scooting two seats closer to him, leaving only one seat between you both.

Being that up close, you could see the way he battled with his inner bashfulness, trying to recover the confident man who had been on display since the line for snacks.

“I said, I’m not the biggest fan of scary movies,” he repeated his earlier comment.

“Oh,” you smiled. “I kind of love them.”

Smirking at you, finding some of that assuredness once again, he stared at you for a moment. “Pretty and brave,” he complimented.

The comment taking you by surprise, you nearly choked on the piece of popcorn you just swallowed. Taking advantage of your shock, Handsome Guy sat up a little straighter, confidence returning full force.

“Did you like my popcorn puns earlier?” He suddenly asked, a smirk on his lips as he casually put you on the stand for eavesdropping.

Your jaw dropping slightly at having been caught, you let out an embarrassed, breathy laugh. “I did,” you admitted bashfully. “I didn’t mean to listen in on your conversation but you can’t really blame me with puns like those,” you decided to playfully defend yourself, a wide smile spreading across the man’s face. “I actually preferred the cow pun though.”

“Oh?” He asked you with widened eyes, turning in his seat to face you only to flash you a fond grin. “You found it a-moo-sing?”

“Definitely,” you returned his smile with a small giggle. “Legen-dairy.”

“Ah,” he pointed at you excitedly, immediately catching the lame joke. “Dairy. I’ll have to keep that one in my back pocket.”

“Just make sure to give me credit,” you replied teasingly.

Leaning toward you, he waited for you to lean in as well. “I have to know your name to do that,” he hinted, causing you to smile as you faced him. Telling him your name, you watched as his soft grin greeted you.

Repeating your name, he nodded to himself. “I’m Seokjin,” he replied. As much as ‘Handsome Guy’ fit him, you had to admit you preferred Seokjin.

You outstretched your hand, the man taking it in his as he shook it kindly. “Nice to meet you,” he told you.

“Nice to meet you, too.” There was a brief pause as you searched each other’s faces, your hands still palm to palm. “So why is Yoongi eating beef without you instead of attending the movies with you?” You asked, a sigh leaving Seokjin’s lips.

“He never wants to go to the movies with me,” he shook his head disapprovingly. “None of my friends do.”

“Really?” You whispered. “Mine too, they always bail on me.”

“What is up with that?” He asked, becoming enthusiastic about your one thing in common… well, beyond your love of lame puns. “We should be movie buddies,” he said almost nonchalantly, though his eyes were watching you carefully as though he was anticipating your answer.

“Yeah?” You asked in surprise, realizing your hand was still in his, a weird mix of comfort and embarrassment rushing through your body.

“Yeah,” he said more seriously, as though he realized what he had asked you and was letting it sink in. “Yeah, it would be fun.”

“Ok,” you agreed simply. To seal the deal with your new movie buddy, you began shaking his hand again, Seokjin’s eyes darting to your hands, realizing he had been connected all that time.

Finally letting go, your limbs retreating, you both slowly settled into your seats and directed your attention to the screen. And it was as easy as that. You would soon come to find that everything with Seokjin was easy. From random movie nights at the theatre, eventually hosting them at each other’s residences, to breakfasts and dinners, ikea outings, and everything in between, you just found you belonged together, easily fitting into one another’s lives.

As you watched the characters be introduced on the silver screen, you sat shoulder to shoulder with the handsome guy that would fill your future with humor and warmth, just the way he entered it.

[ava-achlys]

The Boyz NSFW Scenarios

Ju Haknyeon - Teach Me [Requested]

Request: Reader is experienced/bad girl and Haknyeon is innocent and wants to learn about sex. They meet at bible study.

virgin! Haknyeon x mean girl! reader

Warnings: corruption kink, losing virginity, underage sex, unprotected sex, mild humiliation, slight dubcon

Thanks for the request love, I hope you enjoy!💕 Also goes without saying, don't manipulate/coerce someone into doing sexual things if they're not ready or comfortable yet okay? The bad girl reader trope was requested 😅

Haknyeon is willing to learn, and who would make a better teacher than his crush, you?

You blink blearily, barely registering the pastor's teachings, and subtly stifle a yawn. You look around the room to find some sort of distraction and a certain boy catches your eye. Haknyeon is furiously scribbling in his notes, listening intently to the pastor. You scoff slightly at how earnest he looks, catching his attention. He glances over to you, meeting your eye and flushes pink as he shoots you a shy smile, before going back to scribble in his notebook. How cute.

Finally, the pastor dismisses your class, and you're the first one out the door. A patter of footsteps sounds behind you and Haknyeon appears, slightly out of breath. "Hey!" he beams, still rather pink in his cheeks. You nod curtly at him and continue walking. "Mind if I walk you home?" he chirps, still ever so cheerful despite your disinterest. You give a non-committal shrug, and he takes that as a yes, falling into step with you, babbling about everything, from what happened during class, to what he's going to have for lunch. You're barely listening, but you're watching him. Everyone at Sunday school (and your high school friends) knew he had a massive crush on you since middle school, but he was never very subtle about it to begin with.

High cheekbones, golden skin, sparkly clear eyes and full pink lips. He wasn't really your type, far too naive and innocent, but you suppose he was rather cute. Your eyes travel downwards, and nearly bulge out of their sockets. The dorky boy you knew as a pre-teen was barely recognizable. Instead, he'd grown much taller, shoulders broad and fuck, thick thighs and perky ass flaunted in his tight blue jeans. His white button-up was clinging to his broad frame, his strong biceps peeking through the translucent sleeves. You feel your heart skip a beat as you take it all in, wondering when exactly he changed and why you hadn't noticed it sooner.

"We're here! I hope you have a great day, I'll see you tomorrow at school?" Haknyeon grins, and you snap out of your shameless staring. You finally decide to humor him, and give him one of your most dazzling smiles. You brush your hand against his arm, and Haknyeon shivers, breath hitching as your fingertips graze against his skin, blushing an even deeper red. You thank him for walking you home, and shut the front door with a final wink, leaving Haknyeon speechless on your doorstep. You spend the rest of the afternoon thinking about how attractive he suddenly seems to you, hand slipping under your waistband, fingering yourself as your imagination went wild, picturing yourself underneath him and more. You hadn't gotten laid in a while, and now you've decided on your target; the cutie from Sunday School.

The next day at school you decide to mess with him a little. You linger at his desk to make small talk, his usual chatty and confident demeanor suddenly faltering now that you're giving him your full attention, keeping eye contact throughout the whole conversation. You continue this through the week, getting bolder each time. You'd plop into the seat next to him at lunch, you'd lean just a little too close to him when you talk, you'd walk home together, hands accidentally brushing against each other's. You enjoyed the way he gets all nervous and riled up just for you, sparking a new interest in the boy. All the boys you've been with before have been the popular jock type, typically dominant in bed. Haknyeon seemed like a nice change, the goofy but good-natured kid that everyone liked; meek, submissive and eager to please, just for you. You can't wait to play with him.

Friday afternoon finally rolls around and your grand plan is about to fall into place. Your friends shake their head wearily when you told them what you were going to do, but they're used to it by now. You catch him after school, which was easy considering he was waiting patiently for you, like a little puppy outside your classroom. You hook your arm around his and head home together like you have all week, and yet another round of pink dusts his cheeks when you touch him. You're almost home when you exclaim "Ah! I forgot to ask if I could borrow your notes for bible study! I wasn't paying attention at all last week, and I don't wanna get in trouble the next lesson," pouting cutely.

Haknyeon lights up, enthusiastically offering to let you copy his notes. "You can have mine! But they're at home, do you wanna come over?" He gushes, pausing when he realizes what he said. "O-or I could, uhh, send you the pictures of my notes tonight?" He stammers, rubbing his neck in embarrassment. You beam at him, like he's your hero, clutching his arm. "I'd love to come over, Haki! Thank you so much, you're a lifesaver," you croon, secretly enjoying the way Haknyeon turns crimson at the new nickname and skinship. You detour to his house and he leads you up to his bedroom, the empty house rather quiet except for the idle chat from the two of you.

He stands awkwardly as you enter his room, movie posters lining the walls and his books neatly arranged. "Would you like a soda? Cookies maybe? Make yourself at home, sit wherever you like! I'll go get my notebook," he rambles. You plop onto the edge of his bed, making yourself comfortable, patting the space next to you. "No need for that, Haki, thank you," you smile sweetly at him. He nods and starts looking around for his bible study notes, finally picking up the cute orange spiral notebook he always carries to bible study classes. He turns around, triumphantly holding the book, and promptly drops it when he sees what you're doing.

"W-what are you doing?" He whispers, his voice failing him as he gawks at you unbuttoning your blouse, exposing your lacy black bra. "Nothing, sweetie, why don't you come over here. Leave the book," you smile at him, beckoning him over with a crooked finger. Haknyeon walks over to you in a trance, his eyes never leaving your chest. He sits next to you as you take your blouse off and chuck it on the floor, pushing your chest out for him to take a good long look. You're gorgeous and you know it, and Haknyeon definitely thinks so. He gulps audibly and seems to snap out of it for a second. "Are you warm? I-i'll go turn on the AC!" he tries to get up but you pull him back down and into a fiery kiss.

He lets out a surprised squeak that quickly turns into a moan, eyss fluttering shut as you move your lips passionately against his, tongue licking into his parted lips. His hands are balled into clammy fists, not knowing where to put them. Blood is thundering through his veins; he can't believe his first kiss is with someone he'd been in love with for so long. His eyes remain shut as you pull away, wiping the spit from your lips, appreciating the dreamy look on his face. If he gets this much pleasure from a mere kiss, then you can't wait to see what happens later.

You caress his thighs with your hand, and he opens his eyes. Your fingertips dance across the muscles in his leg, hovering dangerously close to the tent in his pants. Haknyeon gasps, understanding what you're about to do, clutching your hand before it could wander any further. "N-no, we shouldn't be doing this..." he trails off in a terrified whisper. You turn cold immediately, feigning disappointment, and Haknyeon feels stabs of guilt when he shouldn't. "You don't like me anymore, Haki?" you pout, trying your best to sound hurt. His eyes turn round as saucers and he holds your hands close to his heart, his heartbeat thrumming beneath your touch. "No no! I still really like you, it's just... we're not supposed to do this until we get married right?" The sincerity in his voice and actions almost makes you give up the act and leave the boy alone. Almost.

You carress his cheek and give him your best puppy eyes. "But we're going to get married one day, so it shouldn't matter anyway, right?" you bat your eyelashes at him, watching his eyes light up at the mention of marriage. You almost scoff at his naivety but you have to keep up the act. His sweet innocence is making you wetter by the minute and you'll be damned if you screw up the opportunity to play with your new toy. "Please, Haki? I really like you..." your trembling lips and puppy eyes have him crumbling, his resolve and devotion to his Lord ebbing away in the face of temptation that is you, the girl of his dreams.

Haknyeon gulps and after a painstakingly long pause, he nods slowly. "Okay... but, do you know how?" Puzzled, you tilt your head. "How..?"

"I've never done this before," he mumbles, avoiding your eyes. You giggle and press a kiss to his cheek. "Silly boy, I'll teach you everything you want to know." He gasps when you dig the heel of your palm into his bulge. "Aah, it feels weird. Good, but weird." he whispers, shutting his eyes. "Never touched yourself before, baby?"

"N-no..."

"Really? Never jerked off thinking about me at night?" you tease, now slowly rubbing his growing bulge through his pants, causing him to tremble. He shakes his head shyly, soft moans falling from his lips. You unzip his pants and pull them down along with his boxers, just enough for his cock to spring free and your mouth waters at the sight. Thick, veiny, decently long and twitching with precum. "Fuck, baby look at you. Such a pretty cock. Am I the first girl to see it?" you trail a finger up his shaft and he bucks his hips, already too sensitive. He nods furiously and you giggle, finally grasping the base of his cock. "What an honor."

You slowly drag your fist up and down his shaft, and he lets out a lewd moan, throwing his head back. You kiss his neck and decide to grab his hand, making him close it into a fist around his length. You wrap your hand around his and guide it up and down just as you've been doing. "Open your eyes and watch, Haki. This is how you jack off, yknow, when I'm not there to help you," you smirk, twisting your wrist every so often. His bottom lip quivers as he jerks himself, slowly gaining confidence to take over and stroke himself faster, moaning loudly as you switch to playing with his balls instead, carressing and massaging them.

Haknyeon cums unexpectedly, some of it spilling onto his shirt, all over his hands and some on yours too. You dip your fingers in his cum and suck on them, making sure he's watching the way your tongue laps eagerly at the sticky fluid. He's panting so harshly he might pass out, so you hold him close, his face resting on the plushness of your breasts as you stroke his hair. A few moments pass and his heart rate steadies, and he plants a grateful kiss on your lips, before shyly rubbing his neck, an awkward question on his tongue. You sense it, and you convince him to ask. "So how do girls... masturbate then?" He mumbles. You laugh sofrly at his question, spreading your legs wide so he can see how wet your panties have gotten.

You take your panties and skirt off and start playing with yourself, middle finger toying with your clit before dipping into your folds. "I always pretend it's your cock inside me instead of my fingers, Haki, but I have to make do with what I've got." you drawl. You can't miss the way Haknyeon's eyes follow the movements of your fingers, rubbing yourself desperately pinching and flicking your swollen clit, moaning shamelessly just to rile him up. Indeed, he's hard again, cock standing proud against his soft tummy. "I'm really close baby, but I don't wanna cum without you," you whine. He licks his lips, his voice hoarse with excitement. "What do you want me to do?"

"Fuck me."

He wastes no time scrambling over to you, pressing his tip into your folds. You gasp, nails scratching at his arms at the sudden intrusion. "Fuck, fuck, wait baby you c-can't stick it all in at once- aaAHH!" you squirm as you feel every inch of his thick cock stretching you out, thrashing beneath him in a mix of pleasure and pain. Haknyeon hovers above you panting, gripping your hips as he slowly bottoms out, your walls clenching deliciously around him. You can feel your skin start to bruise with how hard he's pressing into your flesh, but you like it. "Mmmhh, you're so big, baby, stretching out my cunt like that. Gonna fuck me good? I'll teach you how, baby, don't worry," you smirk once you've adjusted to his size. He starts thrusting shallowly, and even that is toe-curling pleasure, the drag of his cock against your walls like ecstasy. He picks up speed with your encouragement, neither of you going to last long. He fucks you harder and faster, the wet sound of his balls slapping against your ass like music to your ears.

"F-fuck you're already so good at this, a natural, huh, baby? You learn s-so quickly, fucking me so good like the little - ah - fucktoy you are. How does my p-pussy feel after dreaming about it for so long?" your words stilted by the force of his thrusts. He sobs, actually grateful that he gets to have a taste of your pussy after loving you from afar for so long. "So good, you feel amazing, ahhh, thank you my love," he mewls as he pummels into you. "Make me cum first, Haki," you command. He nods shakily, biting his lip with the effort of staving off his orgasm that it's starting to bleed. You cum all over his cock screaming, almost forcing it out with how hard your pussy tightens. He whines, pulling out and roughly jerking himself off, shooting spurts of cum on your tummy, emptying his balls with a loud groan.

He collapses onto you, exhausted but grateful. Your head is spinning from (surprisingly) the best orgasm you've ever had, and your legs feel like jelly. At least you're looking forward to the pretty finger-shaped marks on your legs and hips to remind you of the fun you had today. Haknyeon is almost falling asleep on top of you so you push him away before he suffocates you. He grins dreamily at you, his eyes glassed over and looking thoroughly fucked out, euphoric that he lost his precious virginity to his first love. He looks so sweet and grateful that you almost feel bad for saying everything you had said to get him tl fuck you. Again, almost. You press another soft kiss to his lips and watch as his eyes flutter shut, a dopey smile on his lips as he falls asleep. You quickly clean up and get dressed, snatching up his orange notebook and sneaking out before his family got home, wincing at the soreness in your lower region.

Sunday comes around and you return Haknyeon his bible study notes with a wink, and he smiles brightly at you, completely forgiving you for leaving him to wake up alone, sweaty and covered in cum two days ago. He walks you home again after class, and again the next day after school, and the next day and the next. As much as you don't see a real future with Haknyeon, you decide to roll with it and keep him happy, as long as it promised you earth-shattering orgasms in the form of after school 'study sessions' or bathroom quickies during lunch.

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Haknyeon knows. He knows you never truly liked him the way he loves you. He knows you're just using him for a good time, but he thinks, no, he hopes, that if he lets you do whatever you want with him, that maybe, just maybe, you'll start to like him too.

A/N: I think I got too carried away with this one too, sorry 😅 poor bb Haki ❤

[90spumkin]

Have Yourself a Spooky Little Christmas

Summary: What the holidays are like with Spencer and your 5 year old son.

A/N: Well here it is. My first Christmas fic! I enjoyed writing this it made me all warm and happy. I don’t know who to give creds to for the pictures because I got it from google. Anyways I hope you all enjoy this, and message me if you would like to be added to my taglist or the taglist for a certain series just specify which one. Also this is kind of how i pictured Ronan while writing this. Let me know if any of the links throughout the fic are not working and I will fix them.

Pairing: dad!Spencer Reid x Fem! Reader

Warnings: lying to a child about Santa, the rest is just fluff 

Word Count:1942

It had been a long day at the office. Pile upon piles of paperwork were coming in trying to get everything settled before the holidays. I had just curled up on the couch with my son Ronan to watch a Christmas movie, when the door of the apartment flies open and in comes my husband weighed down by shopping bags.

I instantly untangle myself from my blanket to go help him. As I make my way to him as I quickly as I can my dorky husband starts on one of his rants before I can even get a hello out.

“Y/n you are not gonna believe all the Christmas stuff I just found at that little Christmas store down the street. I was gonna surprise you guys with getting home early. Well as you can see, I got distracted.” Spencer giggled at himself and I stood staring at my husband still trying to process that my Halloween obsessed husband was actually excited about Christmas.

Don’t get me wrong we have always celebrated Christmas the 8 years we’ve been together, but we have never really gotten into the festivities of the holidays. Spencer was bent over rummaging through the bags he had dropped on the floor. He stood up with what looked like sweaters clutched in each hand a goofy grin on his face, “Where’s Ronan? I got us all matching Christmas sweaters!”

“Asleep on the couch. Spencer honey why on earth-?” I was cut off by Spencer walking away and gently shaking our son awake. There was a loud screech and yelling of “Daddy! Daddy you’re home!”

Ronan attacked his father, wrapping his arms around his neck. Spencer picked him up and walked back over towards me. He showed Ronan the sweaters and our son just thought that they were the best thing ever by the look on his face.

I looked down at the bags at my feet which contained way more Christmas decorations we had room for. Spencer noticed me looking and said, “I thought we could visit my mom this weekend and decorate her room with what we don’t use here.”

I thought my heart was gonna explode. This man is so caring and loving and I swear looking at him holding our son and love evident on his face I knew I would continue to love this man for the rest of my life. I nodded and smiled, “Oh course honey, of course.”

Spencer’s grin only grew. He started to bounce Ronan who giggled in return, “Who’s ready to decorate?” Ronan squealed in his arms and shouted, “MEEEEE!”

Spencer put him down and they grabbed the bags Spencer had dropped on the floor and raced to the living room where they dumped the bags contents on the couch.

I walk in a little less as excited knowing we still haven’t put the Halloween decorations away, “Spencer honey are you forgetting something?” He looks at me questioningly and I only point at the skeleton standing in the corner and the fake pumpkins lining the fireplace mantle. He smiles and gives me a wink, “Oh those are staying.” This of course draws out even more excitement from the little boy at his side. They are so much alike with their mop of brown curls, love of learning, and love of all things spooky. I just take it all in at stride and decide to set the mood with some Christmas music.

30 minutes pass and we have our tree up and tinsel lining the kitchen island. I begin to hum with the song playing as I place ornaments on the tree. Spencer and Ronan are in the process of placing lights and a Santa hat on our lovely skeleton friend. Ronan begins to sing while he works and decides to change the lyrics, “Have yourself a spooky little Christmas.” This makes his father so happy and from then on out we no longer say Merry Christmas.

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A week or so passed since we decorated the house. We have not had time to do any other holiday festivities. Of course, Ronan wasn’t missing out due to all the Christmas things he gets to do in school.

It was the first day of the two weeks we get off for the holidays and I made the decision to celebrate and spend time with my little family as much as I possibly could. About the time I had made this said decision, the apartment door flew open and was followed by the pitter patter of little feet and the laugh of my husband.

They came into the kitchen where I had been since they left to get breakfast. Ronan had a serious look on his face as he said, “Mommy, we need to leave right now!”

I was a little concerned, but one look at Spencer’s face told me all I needed to know. They had concocted a plan and it all started with this conversation with my favorite little boy.

“Oh, we do? And why is that honey?” I asked while trying not to let a smile slip and break my serious composer.

“If we don’t leave right now then we’ll miss Santa at the Christmas festival!”, he leans in and whispers the best he can, “If we miss Sant then Daddy will be grumpy and we don’t like him when he’s grumpy.”

Spencer of course still hears him, and snorts and I can’t hold back my smile any longer, “Oh we definitely don’t want that. Let me grab my coat.”

This brought a loud squeal from Ronan who launched himself into his father’s arm who also started to squeal in excitement.

Once we arrived at the festival my attention was locked on all the beautiful Christmas lights and decorations. There was breathy ‘wow’ to my right, and I looked to see the two most important people in my life staring at the lights and decorations with their eyes wide and mouths agape. They were both so mesmerized that I was able to catch the child like wonder on both their faces in a picture that I would cherish forever.

I had just enough time to put my phone away before Ronan snapped out of it and said, “Okay Mommy, Daddy. This is our game plan. First, we find hot chocolate. Second, find Santa.” He put his little hand in the air between us and we laid ours on top of his and as soon as he said “Break!” Spencer scooped him up and our little Christmas mission was ago.

We had managed to drink two cups of hot chocolate each by the time it was our turn with Santa. Ronan was so excited he could hardly stay still. When they told him, it was his turn he all but ran to sit in Santa’s lap. When Santa asked what he wanted for Christmas, Ronan thought for a moment and then leaned and whispered in his ear. Whatever he told Santa made him let out a gleeful ‘HO HO HO’.

Once we were a little ways away with Ronan holding mine and Spencer’s hands as we walked, he asked, “Would you guys like to know what I asked for?”

Spencer smiled down at him, “Only if you want to tell us buddy.”

“I asked for a little brother or little sister. I think I would be a good big brother.” He said with a huge smile. I looked at Spencer who was already looking at me. We smiled and said in unison, “You sure would.”.

We found a little café to have lunch and as we ate, I watched as Spencer and Ronan discussed where we would go next. I couldn’t help but to feel overwhelmed with love knowing my husband goes above and beyond for our son because he loves him so much, he wants him to have everything he didn’t as a child. And in return Ronan all but worshipped his father.

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It’s Christmas Eve and our apartment is full of laughter and flying flour. Spencer and Ronan’s chestnut curls look as if they have frosted tips. I let out a laugh at how cute they are, “You guys are a mess!”

“Mommy your hair is white too!” Ronan and Spencer snorted at my shocked reaction. I hadn’t realized how much I had been hit in the crossfire.

“Okay that’s it I am never letting you two back in the kitchen.” I said with a pointed look. This just caused a whine from both the boys. I of course responded with throwing more flour at them both.

Cookies were finally in the oven and I was able to talk the boys into helping me clean up the kitchen. Ronan was bringing me the dishes to put in the dishwasher and he seemed to be deep in thought. Spencer noticed this also and paused in wiping off the counter to ask, “Hey bud, what’s on your mind?”

Ronan handed me the bowl he was holding and turned towards his dad, “How does Santa visit us? We don’t have a chin tea.”

Spencer’s face twisted in confusion and then his genius brain caught up, “Oh chimney. Well me and Santa go way back. We grew up together, and so I gave him a key so he could make sure you got all your presents.”

Ronan smiled really big and made the ‘come here’ motion with his finger. Spencer squatted down in front of him and Ronan place his hand on Spencer’s cheek and said, “You are a very good Daddy.”

Tear swelled in Spencer’s eyes and he wrapped our little boy in a hug. All I could do was clutch my heart and smile with tears in my eyes. They stayed like that a few minutes until the oven timer went of and Ronan detached himself from Spencer and yelled, “COOKIES!”

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Waking up slowly, stretching with the sun shining through the window onto your face. That’s the ideal way to wake up. But that is not how Spencer and I woke up on Christmas Day.

I was brought out of my blissful sleep by a tiny foot in my rib cage which was connected to a little boy screaming, “SANT CAME! SANTA CAME!”

Spencer and I both groaned, but Spencer was awake a lot faster than I was. He scooped Ronan up and started running to the living room screaming a long with the boy in his arms. I followed close behind wondering how they have so much energy so early in the morning.

Once we were all in the living room Spencer started giving Ronan his gifts one at a time. After opening every gift Ronan would say, “This is the best present ever!”. This of course made us giggle.

Seeing the joy all over Ronan’s face and all over Spencer’s as he watched our son was the best gift I could have ever asked for.

After a long day of opening and playing with gifts we all curled up on the couch to watch Ronan’s favorite Christmas movie, A Nightmare Before Christmas. Ronan was curled up in my lap with his head on Spencer’s lap. Spencer looked at me then at the boy in our laps. I looked over at him as he was running a hand through Ronan’s curls in a calming manner. He looked at me and said with a smile, “I would never want to spend a spooky little Christmas with anyone else.” He kissed my head and I curled up into his side pulling our son closer to us. I never wanted Christmas to be over.

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[wonderfulworldofmichaelford]

Michael in the Mainstream: Space Jam/Space Jam: A New Legacy

I am genuinely confused, guys. Space Jam: A New Legacy has come out, and it is just getting a critical thrashing on all fronts. It is being derided as being a retread of Ready Player One, it’s being mocked as a shameless commercial, it’s being called the ‘definition of corporate’… And all of this is just baffling because this is literally no different than the original film, which was based on a commercial and just made to cash in on 90s culture. The original is a cult classic now and something of a meme in its own right, but it is undoubtedly a big fat commercial made to cash in on the times and boy did it ever because we still remember it fondly to this very day.

But I think there’s plenty of value in this new film, and I think a lot of it might be fondly remembered by younger generations down the line like the original is by people like me. What helps is that, in a lot of ways, this movie does things way better than the original… though I certainly won’t say this new film is perfect by any means. You’ve gotta go in with the mindset that this is just a dumb, silly commercial that you’re watching for cartoon antics and shameless product placement, first and foremost. Do that, and you might be able to handle all the stuff I’m about to talk about.

The obvious starting comparison for the films is the leads. Michael Jordan in the original is, to put it lightly, not an actor. He puts in a very corny performance by even the nicest definitions. But still, I think that lends him a charm all his own, and he’s not detrimental to the film at all. In fact, his lack of acting talent is easily smoothed over by the general charisma Jordan brings to his role. In comparison, LeBron James is a much better actor (though let’s not pretend he’ll be winning an Oscar any time soon), but he lacks a lot of the charisma Jordan brought to his role. That’s not to say James is weak, though; he acts just enough to bring the awkward, dorky charm of someone not an actor by trade trying their best to the role. It’s hard not to like him, at least a little bit, and he does have some decent interactions with the Tunes, though I think Jordan definitely has him beat there.

Speaking of the Tunes, they are a clear improvement over how they were in the original film. A common criticism of Space Jam is that, as fun as the Tunes were, a lot of the time they were a bit out of character, and the one newcomer (Lola) was nothing but oversexualized furry bait who existed to be a love interest and whose personality began and ended with ‘girl.’ The new movie fixes this by giving the Tunes a lot of fun, cartoonish antics that feel far more in line with how they are usually portrayed. Bugs is back to being a tricky rascal, Daffy is an egomanical jackass, and so on. Much like a lot of modern portrayals, the movie fixes Lola by amping up her badass qualities while still staying true to her original appearance by having her be good at basketball, but not to the point she overshadows everyone. There are some issues with the Tunes, such as the weird stunt casting of Zendaya as Lola and Gabriel Iglesias as Speedy instead of using their more modern voice actors, as well as using a voice for Bugs that makes him sound really off at times, but overall the Tunes are treated far more respectfully and with far greater dignity than the original afforded them (except my man Marvin, they really did him dirty in this one).

When it comes to the main villain, there is absolutely no contest here. Swackhammer is a bland, horribly forgettable corrupt corporate executive archetype with little to no interesting twists to him, and he commits cardinal sin of cinema by wasting Danny DeVito. A New Legacy, on the other hand, gives the Oscar-nominated superstar Don Cheadle a hell of a lot to do in the movie. Al-G Rhythm is a sentient computer virus who wants to capture LeBron James and use him to churn out lazy, soulless cashgrab films, and he does it all while hamming things up to the high heavens. Cheadle looks like he’s having an absolute blast, and he’s definitely one of the most fun villains in a kid’s movie in a long while (especially since Disney doesn’t seem to be able to make good villains anymore). Unfortunately, this does come at a price it seems. In the original, the opposing team is comprised of the Nerdlucks/Monstars, who all build themselves up throughout the movie as an actual intimidating threat. The opposing team here gets no buildup, being conjured up solely for the big game at the end, and while they’re not awful, they really aren’t particularly memorable either.

Speaking of the big game, I’m just gonna say it: A New Legacy blows the original completely out of the water in this regard. The cartoonish antics are through the roof and are mixed in with video game antics, Don Cheadle hams it up to the high heavens, and there are cameos from the most ridiculous array of Warner Bros. Properties you could imagine. This has become a prominent source of derision, but if you feel no joy at seeing Arnold Schwarzengger’s Mr. Freeze, the Droogs, Pennywise, and one of the nuns from The Devils doing idle animations and losing their shit over a Looney Tunes basketball game, I’m not particularly sure I care about your opinion. This is the exact sort of stupid fun I’d want from a movie like this. I’ll certainly take it over Bill Murray showing up out of nowhere for no good reason, that’s for sure.

The humor of A New Legacy far outshines the original for the reasons I mentioned with talking about the portrayal of the Tunes, but there are some issues. The montage where Bugs and LeBron recruit all the Tunes is a bit rushed, and the concept (the Tunes have migrated to other Warner properties) is really glossed over save for Daffy and Porky in the DCAU and Lola training to become an Amazon in a comic book-style take on Wonder Woman (complete with the now-iconic theme!) that really goes to show she should replace Gal Gadot. Other than them, we get Wile E. Coyote and Road Runner in Fury Road, Sylvester and Elmer in The Spy Who Shagged Me, Granny and Speedy in The Matrix, and Yosemite Sam in Casablanca, and while all of these gags are great and funny, they’re over far too quickly and could have been expanded into a whole sequence of their own rather than just a montage. I don’t know about you, but I really am far more interested in seeing what the hell Game of Thrones is like with Foghorn Leghorn as Daenerys than I am most other things in movies. It’s just a whole lot of missed opportunities. I’m less forgiving to the out-of-nowhere rap battle in the middle of the basketball game, but is it really worse than the out-of-nowhere Pulp Fiction reference in the original or, again, Bill Murray just showing up at the end?

Look, I’m not trying to say either film is some masterpiece of emotion or storytelling or anything like that, but both films have their place. The original is a fun, corny piece of 90s nostalgia that manages to be fun almost in spite of itself, while the new film is a fun, goofy spectacle that takes everything good about the first film and makes it better while still hosting problems of its own. They’re fun, flawed, amusing, and stupid commercials, and they absolutely deliver on what you want them to be. The Looney Tunes play basketball with a superstar against a bunch of crazy opponents while a cavalcade of cameos watches from the sideline… If you’re expecting anything more, you’re watching the wrong movie.

[poetrusicperry]

the poets and their fav marvel characters/movies !!!

ok honestly i have no idea if any of this makes sense lol but i hope it’s comprehendible. also i have not had the time or resources to watch any of the new mcu era, which is why i didn’t include any of it. and if you have any other ideas of which characters and movies the poets would like comment them bc i want to see what you guys think hehe !! <3 sending love and hugs to anyone who needs it (and anyone who doesn’t, too)

neil: neil adores comic books. he used to sneak them when he was younger, taking breaks from his summer school homework to read them (he has a stash in his room that his father still hasn’t found). there is no doubt in my mind that neil wouldn’t be head over heels for spiderman, are you kidding ?? most definitely tried to climb walls or hang upside down when he was little. desperately wishes he could come up with his own chemical equation for web fluid. he’d completely immerse himself in the fact that there are three different eras to depict and analyze, too, having a very heated debate with charlie and meeks about who the best spiderman is. also really wants to reenact the upside down kiss with todd

neil’s fav movies (he can’t pick a fav) would be: the og spiderman, the amazing spiderman, and spiderman: homecoming (likes spiderman: 3 purely for shits and gigs)

todd: i feel like todd really likes comics (would spend his summers collecting them and reading in his room while his parents took jeff to sports camps/summer camps). he’d love scarlet witch because todd really loves to see her character growth through the films (coming to understand her powers and utilizing them accordingly), and also just admires how badass she is (”she’s so powerful and she doesn’t even know it until she faces hardship. oh, i love her so much”). upon hearing this explanation, neil couldn’t contain a smile because todd doesn’t even realize that he’s the exact same way (’: todd also likes bucky because he’s “so cool” and his metal arm is “sick” hehe (and he really loves the bond that bucky and steve have)

todd’s fav movie would probably be captain america: tfa because he likes seeing young steve rogers of course, but also because todd admires his strength (sees himself in pre-serum steve and hopes that one day he will become his own version of post-serum steve (: ). also like avengers: aou bc that’s when he’s really first introduced to scarlet witch (watches the post-credit scene from captain america: tws just to see wanda and pietro)

charlie: charlie never really read comic books, but he loves the mcu !! first of all, charlie can’t decide anything ever, so why would picking his fav superhero be any different; peter quill, iron man, or black widow. he’d like peter quill because “he’s unapologetically himself and completely hilarious,” and would absolutely dress as starlord for halloween at least once (probably more than once). as for iron man, charlie just likes how cool tony stark is and how he invented a suit that could fly (”there are so many likable qualities about him !!” he’d say, to which cameron would reply, “like what, the fact that he’s a womanizer, a pompous ass, or that he’s seemingly too smart for his own good ?” and charlie would just smirk, “all of the above”). for black widow, it’d be pretty simple (“she’s so badass. i can’t tell if i want to do her or be her”). claims his honorary mentions would be korg, rocket, and groot

charlie’s fav movies are guardians of the galaxy vol. 1 and vol. 2 because they’re “fun.” likes thor: ragnarok because it also has fun vibes.

meeks: meeks LOVES comic books to begin with, and collects them avidly, but dr. strange and the entire idea surrounding his powers/strengths ?? the ability to bend time ?? if that doesn't sound right up meeks’ alley, idk what does. there are clearly a lot of things that meeks will geek out over unapologetically, but dr. strange is one of those things that he just will not shut up about, ever (”it’s just so AWESOME”). desperately wishes that sling rings were real. also gushes with todd about bucky’s metal arm, going off on a tangent about the science behind the “rigidity flexibility ratio.” can also go on for hours about the quantum realm (:

therefore, meeks’ favorite mcu film is dr. strange and he would be completely eager and buzzing for dr. strange in the multiverse of madness. also likes antman (:

pitts: also a comic book geek hehe. and i'm sensing that pitts really likes thor. thor is pretty much just a dorky, goofy tall dude (like pitts, just with... a lot bigger biceps LOL). finds a lot of the same things funny in the movies that thor laughs at. getting into thor gets him into norse mythology, where he’d spend hours searching for/reading books on it at the welton library (meeks would have to come find him because he’d been gone for that long). wishes he could grow facial hair that nicely, and even attempted to once, but charlie shut that down real quick HAHA (”i'm not going to stop making fun of how ridiculous you look until you shave”). becomes a huge einstein rosen bridge geek, learning all there is to learn about that (and norse everything).

pitts’ favorite movie is thor: ragnarok (”it’s the best out of the three”), and he really doesn’t enjoy thor: the dark world (almost has a vendetta against it, “why did they feel the need to dye his beard and his eyebrows ??”)

cameron: surprisingly knows a lot about comics and the mcu ? his fav character is captain america due to steve rogers’ unflinching morals and standards (cameron began to to veer a teeny tiny bit away from cap, though, when he began to rebel in captain america: civil war, but he still loves him). really likes the historical aspect behind captain america (wwii and the 1940s). he and pitts absolutely had a meltdown when steve lifted mjolnir and almost got kicked out of the movie theater for their reaction (”NO FUCKING WAY, NO FUCKING WAY !! I KNEW IT. PITTSIE, I KNEW IT !!” which is super uncharacteristic for cameron, but he doesn’t fuck around when it comes to cap). got in an actual argument with charlie after captain america: civil war arguing that tony was in the wrong (”steve was doing the right thing because he was following his moral code !! even if he was breaking rules, it still made sense,” and charlie would just laugh, “you say that, but i was just following my moral code when i made the phone call to god and you didn’t find that funny,” “you’re an idiot, charlie”). also really likes nebula bc he relates to her in the fact that she never felt like she belonged/fit in.

his father served in wwii, so captain america: tfa has a really special place in his heart (he’s seen it so many times he can cite the movie as it goes along)

knox: knox knows the least about superheroes/comics, but still likes to tag along to the movies when the poets go to a premiere. he really likes black widow (”she’s just really pretty, okay?”) and hulk (”he just smashes stuff, HAHA ! how awesome is that ??”). even though he’s not very knowledgable about the mcu or marvel itself, he loves to listen to meeks about everything. almost always asks questions throughout the entirety of the movie (”knox, shut up, we’ll explain after it’s over !!”). thanos really freaked him out tbh; the idea of something like the snap happening dialed his whole “carpe diem” thing to eleven lol. 

knox’s fav movie is the first avengers because the amount of conflict isn’t as bad as the other avengers movies (”i like seeing them work together, it makes me sad when they argue and disagree).

[iamnightduchess]

ReinerxMikasa (ReiKasa) Extremely Kinky A to Z Ask Game (R20+) Headcanon #19

*Update: 24 March 2021

A continuation of this ask & inspired by this original post. Dedicated to @xrocketmanx for their amazing 💖 on my ko-fi page!

(A/N: ‼️WARNING‼️Graphic description of very explicit smut with potentially provocative images ⛔ Please don't click Keep Reading if you're below 20 🙅‍♀️ Sorry kiddos! To my more adult readers, please absorb this post's content with appropriate discretion & maturity)

(In complete Alphabetical Order)

A = Aftercare (What they’re like after sex)

People expect Reiner to be the one who would jump off the bed immediately soon after when they’re done but on the contrary, he just loves lying there and holding Mikasa in his arms post-coitus. Although, they do sleep with Mikasa lying on his chest most nights. Mikasa wasn’t used to be held intimately in the first few months of their relationship, so the first time they made love, Reiner gave her the space that she needed before, during and after. It was Mikasa who finally initiated their first cuddle post-coitus after the next several weeks.

B = Body part (Their favourite body part of theirs and also their partner’s)

Reiner: Very confident of his physical appearance and in his skin. He really loves everything on and about Mikasa. He loves her body type the way she is - to him, hers is just perfect. But, his most favorite body part of hers he'd like to touch first every time he could is her hands. He just like holding her hands when he wakes up, winding down for the night & even when he's asleep.

Mikasa: This woman, despite having a bombshell athletic figure, still secretly feels insecure of the way she looks. She loves Reiner's biceps the most - at home, she'll sneak a quick peck or a nibble on his biceps when he's doing the dishes or making dinner. She also likes to snuggle up to him on the couch with his arm draped around her shoulders, sometimes until she falls asleep.

C = Cum (Anything to do with cum basically… lol)

She...swallows? 🙈 (holy shizz i'm not so sure of this one. Can't think of a suitable answer without being cringey 🤣)

D = Dirty Secret (Pretty self explanatory, a dirty secret of theirs)

Reiner & Mikasa once had a quickie inside the changing booth during a beach trip with their friends. Reiner had also went down on Mikasa after dinner at his mum's place, right in Karina's laundry room because he 'accidentally' spilt some wine on her dress & wanted to get her dress cleaned up. He ended up having her as dessert on top of the moving dryer & she left her underwear there by accident.

E = Experience (How experienced are they? Do they know what they’re doing?)

They were both not each other’s first lovers but when they first got together, the experience is like being with no other. They discovered new parts & points of not only their significant other’s physical & spiritual strengths but also their own respective preferences as well. Reiner’s quite a ladies’ man during his early years in the military but after a while, he got bored of the game. Meeting Mikasa, he realised he wants to play the game again but this time to win it for good. Mikasa has only been with one boyfriend since college & being with Reiner opened her eyes up to vast possibilities.

F = Favourite Position (This goes without saying. Will probably include a visual)

No, Reiner doesn't do the Military Style despite being a military man 🤣 Missionary & Cow Girl are their standard starting positions. Despite Mikasa being very flexible, which gave them more advantage in attempting the more physically-challenging positions, but the following are their more favorite experimental ones:

Oasis

Basket

Watering Can

G = Goofy (Are they more serious in the moment, or are they humorous, etc)

A little bit of both, no doubt. Reiner has a dorky sense of humor & Mikasa's odd humor makes for a good tension-breaking combination. Their foreplays always begin with a good laugh - with Reiner ghosting his teasing touches on her love handles. Gets her in the mood for some serious sexing every time.

H = Hair (How well groomed are they, does the carpet match the drapes, etc.)

For both, the carpets matched the drapes. Mikasa tried Brazillian wax once and uhh...Reiner abstained for a week & a half because he prefers her au naturalé 🙈 He said it felt odd from what he's used to haha

I = Intimacy (How are they during the moment, romantic aspect…)

There are days they’ll just have a quickie if they get in the mood while just chilling, watching TV together after dinner. Before the children came, they would always have slow, intense eye-gazing, tantric, unrushed lovemaking. After the twins came into the picture, they’ll be lucky if they can even have cuddle time together >D Mikasa doesn’t say “I love you” out-loud but showed it in the way she touches & kisses Reiner’s arm when he’s in the kitchen making dinner or when he’s giving the twins a bath.

J = Jack Off (Masturbation headcanon)

Oooh...Reiner rarely does this after he dated Mikasa & married her. But he loves getting her to touch herself in the showers. While he watches.

K = Kink (One or more of their kinks)

Did i tell you about their muscle kink & how much they love each other’s muscles?? Roleplay :) They like to pretend they’re strangers meeting in a cafe or a hotel bar and later have a ‘pretend one-night stand’ with each other haha It keeps the flame burning! (i posted a oneshot on this.)

L = Location (Favourite places to do the do)

Home: bedroom, kitchen and in his home office. In the showers too!

They're not one to do it in public but they did have several outdoor trysts on the back of his 4WD while having a romantic night under the stars.

M = Motivation (What turns them on, gets them going) haha can't help not including this gif

When Mikasa rubs one of Reiner's thighs, rest assured that his gears will be running. Meanwhile when Reiner nuzzles her neck and started caressing her abs, oh it's an on for her alright.

N = NO (Something they wouldn’t do, turn offs)

⛔ Backdoors are a big N.O ⛔

O = Oral (Preference in giving or receiving, skill, etc)

They're both amazing givers... You know what it means: 34 + 35 🤫 Reiner would sometimes initiates when Mikasa's already asleep. Remember that Zoom Conference & online gaming session? Mikasa likes to get back at Reiner when he least expects it.

P = Pace (Are they fast and rough? Slow and sensual? etc.)

Both depending on their moods...quickies are usually fast pounding yet not too rough, Reiner respects Mikasa too much to ever be at risk of hurting her. Usually their lovemaking would be sensual & soul-bonding at the same time.

Q = Quickie (Their opinions on quickies rather than proper sex, how often, etc.)

Mikasa prefers to wear pants when they ever go for outings, movie trips, hiking trips. But, she wears skirts when they're visiting their families for a reason: smoother access for quickies. The moment she walks down the stairs in a beautiful dress before they head to his mum's or her aunts', Reiner already knows it. They be getting freaky with a quickie later 🙈

R = Risk (Are they game to experiment, do they take risks, etc.)

Reiner & Mikasa are very experimental in the bedroom. Sure, they don’t have frequent lovemaking but when they’re in the mood, fireworks are a guarantee throughout with different new positions ;) Risk-taker? Let’s just say Reiner’s virility and Mikasa’s flexibility provided a lot of perks in their love lives together (and some pregnancy scares too! before they were ready to conceive) Mikasa once gave Reiner head while they're stuck in traffic heading into a road block. He'd finished just before the the car in front of them pass the inspection 🙈

S = Stamina (How many rounds can they go for, how long do they last…)

Ooh boy, all night haha Rounds: 2 max at one time. Duration: At least 1.5hours X) They both are super fit, athletic people so one can expect their staminas to be nothing less than subpar. *cough* In Canon AU: Max 4 times or 1/3 of the night *winks* because supernatural & acker powers!

T = Toy (Do they own toys? Do they use them? On a partner or themselves?)

No, they don't 🙈

U = Unfair (how much they like to tease)

Goes without saying: a lot. Mikasa likes to wear Reiner's tshirts/ dress shirts at home to tease him. While Reiner likes to wear his reading glasses a lot at home because that is one of her biggest turn ons from him.

V = Volume (How loud they are, what sounds they make)

Mikasa's the quiet one between the two and the loudest she'd ever been was just a deep, heavy whimper. Reiner's the louder one that sometimes Mikasa would have to smother him when they're having a quickie 🤣

W = Wild Card (Get a random headcanon for the character of your choice)

Even after more than 20 years together, Reiner and Mikasa still make out like they're teenagers - pretending to sneak around and grinding in hidden, cramped spaces away from their kids.

X = X-Ray (Let’s see what’s going on in those pants, picture or words)

Mikasa : Dynamite & powerful grip - thighs and you-know-what (even after 3 kids!)

Reiner : Thicc - ass & this man is packing. He has girth!

Y = Yearning (How high is their sex drive?)

On a scale of 1 to 10, with 10 being the highest: 15 🤣 There's something about getting Mikasa to relax and laugh during their chill time, that just instantaneously revved up their engines at the same time. Reiner is a very tender, romantic person & Mikasa cannot resist it when he starts to tell her how much he loves her & appreciates her. He likes to kiss her hand when they're just hanging out even with friends. Everything Reiner does is genuine & that warms her heart everytime.

Z = ZZZ (… how quickly they fall asleep afterwards)

Reiner would be the first to go out like a light & Mikasa just likes to rest her head on his chest and hear his beating heart & relaxed breathing. Mikasa thinks Reiner's little snores are adorable. But when they're just cuddling on the couch, Mikasa would fall asleep first & Reiner would carry her to the bed.

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A/N: I had a lot of fun with this & I hope you'll enjoy it too! Thank you so much for the support & love 💖 xoxo More asks to come!

[mistaeq]

Hi! Can I have a matchup for parts 1 and 3, please? I'm a 5'2'' black demiromantic bisexual genderfluid/non binary female (she/her pronouns) who is chubby with dark black braided hair, dark brown eyes, dimples and is nearsighted and wears glasses. Hobbies include playing video games, drawing, writing, reading manga and comics, watching anime and movies (mostly supernatural and horror), eating sweets and junk food in general.

Matchup

TW // depression references

Thank you for your request! Your description sounds like you're really beautiful and a funny, interesting person to be friends with! Hope you enjoy your matchup ^_^

Stardust Crusaders and Phantom Blood Matchup

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My first matchup choice for you is...

Kakyoin Noriaki!

Oh boy. He's in love with your body, he dedicates entire mornings or even entire days to making you feel beautiful and special, covering you in kisses.

Kakyoin likes your braids, and deeply respects your culture. When one day Polnareff jokingly said that you could make the same braids on Noriaki's red lock of hair, your boyfriend got really upset.

When you least expect it, you might catch him staring at you, gently shoving a finger in a dimple of yours. He loves them, Noriaki says they make you look so cute he can't help touching those. If you're okay with it, obviously.

Not the type of man who steals your glasses to try them on. Out of curiosity, he once asked you to try them, but really only once.

As soon as he learns you like videogames, he might just pull his heart out of his chest and give it to you as a gift. He's always more convinced, everything of you looks like he's meant to be your boyfriend.

You often happen to forget about the time, when you're focused on winning against each other, holding the game controller and screaming. Jotaro hates you both. Playfully.

Noriaki has probably a whole collection of mangas. Not gonna guarantee every single one of those is... appropriate. But he also owns lots of famous and known appropriate manga series.

He enjoys reading them with you, and discuss about the differences between manga version and anime version of something.

Noriaki likes movies about supernatural stuff, he's interested in that. He tries to convince himself he likes horror movies for you, but if you happen to watch one together, he'll cling to you or hide under a blanket.

He's the ceo of eating junk food and sweets while playing videogames, watching movies and stuff. Noriaki looks like a healthy boy, but he just has a fast metabolism.

When you're with new people, for example when Kakyoin introduces you to the crusaders, don't be afraid of relying on him to help you. He understand how difficult it is, having been quite alone all his life.

Once you and the crusaders get to build a friendship, you become Jotaro's nightmare. Kakyoin, Polnareff and Joseph are always there to laugh and be weird with you. Avdol doesn't mind y'all's happiness, leaving Jotaro without someone to lean on to hate you.

If you don't feel like getting out of bed in the morning, don't force yourself and tell Noriaki the truth, he'll totally understand it and stay there with you.

Sometimes he's the one who has mornings when he doesn't feel like getting out of bed himself. He'll be laying on you to stop you from getting up, mumbling he only wants to stay with you and not talk to anyone.

Please make him happy even if you feel like living the day, otherwise he'll show you a neverending pout throughout the whole day.

Don't worry about what to wear around Kakyoin. He loves it when you wear a t-shirt and jeans, the same way he loves it when you wear a skirt, or a dress. He'll never be ashamed of your fashion choices, you're just perfect in his eyes.

The boy is quite romantic, so he's just the right one if you need a little romance. Also, Noriaki is kinda touch starved too, this is what leads to your neverending sessions of sleepy cuddles in the morning.

Just like you, Kakyoin doesn't stand out for being an impatient boy. But if he gets angry, he's quite scary, above all if the reason is someone who was annoying or hurting you.

He deeply cares about taking care of your insecurities, having been through it too. He questioned himself too much in the past, for he wasn't able to make friends. But he only suffered from it. Noriaki doesn't want this to happen to you.

If you know some foreign languages he doesn't know, he gets really excited in listening to you while you speak them or tell him something about them.

He doesn't compare you negatively to others, he doesn't even compare you to others, basically because he's not interested in the differences between you and someone else. You're just you, and that's what he loves.

My second matchup choice for you is...

Jonathan Joestar!

If you're okay with it, get ready to have your body covered in kisses and compliments, he's a deeply romantic boy and will never lose the chance of making you feel how special and beautiful you are for him.

Jonathan's eyes are as blue as a clear sky, and that's why your dark eyes are a thing he absolutely loves. He could spend hours staring at you, and he's expressive, might pour his heart out with a gaze.

He loves the way you look with your glasses, and he would probably gift you new glasses sooner or later, for your birthday. He has a soft spot for how you look with those.

Oh man. Oh man. Get ready for "Jonathan being brought into things he couldn't imagine he could really like".

There are so many activities he's never tried, and he's the cutest baby when he gets to try them with you and thanks to you. Videogames, for example.

Jonathan pouts a lot, when while teaching him how to play, you have no mercy on him and beat him to every game. You probably do it on purpose to see him like that, because he looks like a puppy.

Everytime he finds you drawing, he'll hug you from behind, resting his chin on your shoulder and kissing your cheek, whispering you that you're so talented, he feels the luckiest man ever.

If you happen to write something you'd like to share with him, don't be afraid or ashamed of doing it. The young Joestar is your number one fan.

He'll watch horror movies with you, he doesn't mind them, after everything he went through. Just know he might flinch with jumpscares. Like a lot. Last time he moved the couch from its location.

To make you proud of him, he'll read a couple mangas too, but he'll admit he has't understood a think. He read those from left to right.

Jonathan is a gentleman, but deep down he loves junk food. He says he needs it, if he wants something tasty to feed his muscles.

If he knows you're about to meet someone you don't know, he makes sure he previously tells you some information on them, just so you feel a little bit more comfortable with being introduced to them.

He sometimes looks - has to look - so chill that your dorky and goofy behavior gives him life. As already seen before, Jonathan is not perfect and strict on his gentleman behavior. He'll just let you carry him with you.

You can be clingy with him in public, he doesn't mind it, maybe he even enjoys it, so everyone sees how happy you two are.

Mornings when you don't feel like getting out of bed, well, just get ready to be spoilt, because he's gonna bring you breakfast in bed.

Jonathan will never force you to wear skirts or dresses. If he wears something elegant, he doesn't feel like he should tell you to do it, too. You'll do it if you feel like it, he cherishes you anyway.

You won't have time, to feel touch starved or insecure. He's affectionate, and every - long - cuddling session becomes a list of every single detail he likes of you.

If you happen to tell Jonathan about your daydreaming, he'll get it seriously and promises he'll manage to make every single dream of yours come true. From the easiest to the most bizarre.

He doesn't really know many other languages apart from english. He once tried with french to sound more like a gentleman, but he gave up after not even a week, that's why he admires your passion for foreign languages.

Jonathan is a dog person, but after everything that happened with Danny, he'll be down to get a cat with you. It'll be useful to warm your bellies in winter when it'll come to rest on you, loudly meowing.

He compares you to other people, sometimes too much, but always in a positive way, as if he wanted to show of what a beautiful angel he loves.

[iridescentides]

hi again dia! happy first day of december ❤️💚 i wanted to ask you what, in your opinion, are the 5 most underrated dcoms? i remember you saying before that you've watched all of them so i'd love to hear your opinions 😊 - 🎅🎁🎄

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHH secret santa you are so good! asking me all the best questions 💜

okay so i literally had to make a list of all the dcoms i consider underrated and then narrow down a top 5. theres lots of dcoms that i love, but that i think got the right amount of attention and care (like lemonade mouth and the teen beach movies, for example), so this list just focuses on ones that deserved more hype for their quality level.

5. The Cheetah Girls: One World (2008)

okay so even as i type this i feel like a hypocrite. i have only watched this movie one time. BUT i can acknowledge that its one of the most criminally underrated dcoms ever, tons of people didnt watch it simply because raven wasnt in it. thats why i avoided it as a child, and i didnt get around to watching it until i did my big dcom binge in 2016. and it was so good. theres a really long post floating somewhere around tumblr full of specifics on why its actually the best cheetah girls movie (my favorite is the second one purely out of nostalgia), so to paraphrase some points from that post:

its a solid example of cultural appreciation, rather than appropriation, as the girls go and learn about bollywood and indian culture together

the indian characters arent treated like props or unimportant sides, they get their own agency and storylines that are important

the songs are good!!!

basically this movie was overlooked and slept on even though in terms of role modeling and social value, and just like the first two cheetah girls movies it was important and impactful.

4. Sharpay’s Fabulous Adventure (2011)

okay so as someone whos very neutral and occasionally negative-leaning towards the hsm franchise (mostly bc its overhyped and not really representative of all dcoms), i was pleasantly surprised by sharpays fabulous adventure. this is another one that i know lots of people skipped right over and dont hold with as much esteem as the main hsm franchise, and that doesnt sit right with me.

i do not agree with the “uwu sharpay was the real victim in hsm” arguments bc in their efforts to look galaxy brained the people who say that overlook the fact that she was a rich white woman who used her power and status to exercise control over opportunities that should have been fairly and freely available for all; they were not “making a mockery of her theater” in the first movie, they were literally just kids who wanted to try out a new school activity that everyone was supposed to be allowed to participate in; and despite allegedly learning her lesson and singing we’re all in this together with everyone at the end of the first movie, she literally showed no growth in the second movie as she fostered an openly hostile environment and favored troy so heavily that it literally cost him his friends, all as part of yet another jealous plan to take things away from people who already have less than her. she was NOT the victim in the main franchise, and she did not seem to exhibit any growth or introspection either.

and that!!! is why sharpays fabulous adventure was so important. in focusing on sharpay as the main character, they finally had to make her likeable. they did this by showing actual real growth and putting her outside of her sphere of influence and control. we saw true vulnerability from her, instead of the basic ass “mean girl is sad bc shes actually just super insecure” trope (cough cough radio rebel), and this opened us up to finally learn about and care about her character. throughout the movie we see her learn, from her love interests example, how to care for others and be considerate. she faces actual adversity and works through it, asking herself what she truly wants and what shes capable of. and in the end, when she finally has her big moment, we’re happy for her bc she worked hard to get there. she becomes a star through her own merit and determination, rather than through money and connections. this movie is not perfect by any means, but it is severely underrated for the amount of substance it adds to sharpays character.

3. The Swap (2016)

okay i know im gonna get shit for this but thats why its on this list!!! just like sharpays fabulous adventure, its not perfect and definitely misses the mark sometimes, but it deserves more attention and love for all the things it did get right!

the swap follows two kids who accidentally switch bodies because of their emotional attachment to their dead/absent parents’ phones. and while i normally HATE the tv/movie trope of a dead parent being the only thing that builds quick sympathy for a young character, they definitely expanded well enough to where we could root for these kids even without the tragedy aspect. we see them go through their daily struggles and get a feel for their motivations as characters pretty well. as a body switching movie, we expect it to be all goofy and wacky and lighthearted, but it moves beyond that in unexpected ways.

the reason the swap is on this list is for its surprisingly thoughtful commentary on gender roles. its by no means a feminist masterpiece, and its not going to radicalize kids who watch it, but it conveys a subtle, heartfelt message that deserves more appreciation. the characters struggle with the concept of gender in a very accurate way for their age, making off-base comments and feeling trapped by the weight of expectations they cant quite put their finger on. we watch them feel both at odds with and relieved by the gender roles they are expected and allowed to perform in each others bodies, and one of the most interesting parts of the movie to me is their interactions with the other kids around them. as a result of their feeling out of place in each others environments, the kids inadvertently change each others friendships for the better by introducing new communication styles and brave authenticity. 

the value of this movie is the subtle, but genuine way it shows the characters growing through being given the space to act in conflicting ways to their expected norms. ellie realizes that relationships dont have to be complex, confusing, and painful, and that its okay to not live up to appearances and images. jack learns that emotional expression is good, healthy, and especially essential to the grieving process. one of the most powerful scenes in the movie comes at the end where, after ellie confronts jacks dad in his body, jack returns as himself to a very heartfelt apology from his father for being too hard on him; the explicit message (”boys can cry”) is paired with an open expression of love and appreciation for his kids that he didnt feel comfortable displaying until his son set an example through honest communication. this is such an empowering scene and overall an empowering movie for kids who may feel stuck in their expected roles, as it sets a positive example for having the courage to break the restrictive societal mold. for its overall message of the importance of introspection and emotional intelligence, the swap is extremely underrated.

2. Freaky Friday (2018)

this is my favorite dcom, and probably my favorite movie at this point. ive always assigned a lot of personal value to this movie (and i love every freaky friday in general), for the message of selfless familial love and understanding. i know i can get carried away talking about this topic; i got an anon ask MONTHS ago asking me about the freaky friday movies and i wrote a super super long detailed response that i never posted bc i didnt quite finish talking about the 2018 movie. and thats bc on a personal level, i cant adequately convey all the love i have for this movie. so i will try to keep this short.

first lets state the obvious: the reason people dont like this movie is bc its not the lindsay lohan version. and i get that, to an extent, bc i also love the 2003 version and its one of my ultimate comfort movies, and grew up watching it and ive seen it a billion times. i even watched it a couple days ago. but the nostalgia goggles that people have on from the early 2000s severely clouds their judgement of the wonderful 2018 remake.

yes, the 2018 version is dorky, overly simplistic plot wise, a bit stiff at times, and super cheesy like any dcom. the writing isnt 100% all the time. the narrative takes a couple confusing turns. the song biology probably shouldnt have been included. i understand this. but at the heart of it all, this movies value is love. and its edge over all the other freaky friday movies is the songs.

on a personal level, the movie speaks heavily to me. i cried very early into my first viewing of the movie bc i got to see dara renee, a dark-skinned, non-skinny actress, playing the mean popular girl on disney channel. that has never happened before. growing up, i saw the sharpays and all the other super thin white women get to be the “popular” girls on tv, and ultimately they were taken down in the end for being mean, but that doesnt change the fact that they were given power and status in the first place for being conventionally beautiful. so, watching dara renee strut around confidently and sing about being the queen bee at this high school got to me immediately. and in general, the supporting cast members of color really mean a lot to me in this movie. we get to see adam, an asian male love interest for the main character. we have a second interracial relationship in the movie with katherines marriage to mike. ellies best friend karl is hispanic. and we see these characters have depth and plot significance, we see them show love, care, and passion for the things they value. the brown faces in this movie are comforting to me personally. additionally, the loving, blended family dynamic is important to me as someone in a close-knit, affectionate step-family.

but on a more general level, this movie is underrated for its skillful musical storytelling and the way it conveys all kinds of love and appreciation. in true freaky friday fashion, we watch ellie and katherine stumble and misstep in their attempts to act like each other. its goofy and fun. but through it all, the music always captures the characters’ intimate thoughts and feelings. the opening song gives us a meaningful view into ellie and katherines relationship and the fundamental misunderstandings that play a role in straining their connection. ellie sings about how she thinks her mom wants her to be perfect, and her katherine sings about all the wonderful traits she sees in her daughter and how she wants her to be more open and self assured. this is meaningful bc even as theyre mad at each other, the love comes through. the songs continue to bring on the emotional weight of the story, as ellie sings to her little brother about her feelings of hurt and abandonment in her fathers absence. the song “go” and its accompanying hunt scene always make me cry bc of the childlike wonder and sense of adventure that it brings. for the kids, its a coming of age, introspective song. for katherine who gets to participate in ellies body, its a reminder of youth and the rich, full life her daughter has ahead of her. she is overcome with excitement, both from getting to be a teenager again for a day, and from the realization that her daughter has a support network and passions that are all her own. today and ev’ry day, the second to last song, is the culmination of the lessons learned throughout the movie, a mother and daughters tearful commitment to each other to love, protect, and understand one another. the line “if today is every day, i will hold you and protect you, i wont let this thing affect you” gets to me every time. even when things are hard and dont go according to plan, they still agree, in this moment, to be there for each other. and thats what all freaky friday stories are ultimately about.

freaky friday 2018 is a beautiful, inclusive, subversive display of familial love, sacrifice, and selflessness, and it is underrated and overlooked because of its more popular predecessor.

1. Let It Shine (2012)

this is another one of my favorite dcoms and movies in the whole world. unlike the other movies on this list, it is not the viewers themselves that contribute to the underrated-ness of this movie. disney severely under-promoted and under-hyped this movie in comparison to its other big musical franchises, and i will give you five guesses as to why, but youll only need one!

let it shine is the most beautifully, unapologetically black dcom in the whole collection. (i would put jump in! at a notable second in this category, but that one wasnt underrated). this movie was clearly crafted with care and consideration. little black kids got to see an entire dcom cast that represented them. the vernacular used in the script is still tailored mostly to white-favoring audiences, but with some relevant slang thrown in there. in short, the writers got away with the most blackness they were allowed to inject into a disney channel project.

the story centers on rap music and its underground community in atlanta, georgia. it portrays misconceptions surrounding rap, using a church setting as a catalyst for a very real debate surrounding a generational, mutlicultural conflict. this was not a “safe” movie for disney, given its emphasis on religious clashes with contemporary values. it lightly touches on issues of image policing within the black community (cyrus’s father talking about how “our boys” are running around with sagging pants and “our girls” are straying away from god), which is a very real and pressing problem for black kids who feel the pressure (from all sides) of representing their whole race with their actions. its a fun, adorable story about being yourself and staying true to your art, but also a skillful representation of struggles unique to black and brown kids and children from religious backgrounds.

on top of crafting a fun, wholesome, thoughtful narrative and likeable protagonists, let it shine brought us what is in my opinion the BEST dcom soundtrack of all time. every single song is a bop. theyre fast, fun, and lyrically engaging. “me and you” is my favorite disney channel song of all time due to its narrative significance; i will never forget my first time watching the movie and seeing that big reveal unfold onstage, as a conversation and a plot summary all wrapped into a song. the amount of thought and care that went into the music of this movie should have been rewarded with a level of attention on par with that of other musical dcoms.

if disney channel had simply cared about let it shine more, it couldve spanned franchises and sold songs the way that other musical dcoms have drawn in success. i would have loved for a sequel that explored and fleshed out cyrus’s neighborhood a little bit more, and maybe dipped into that underground scene they caught a glimpse of. i wanted a follow up on the changed church community once cyrus’s father started supporting his sons vision. i want so much more for these characters and this world than disney gave them in just one movie.

for its bold, unabashed representation of blackness and religion, subtle, nuanced presentation of race-specific issues, strong, likeable characters, and complex, thoughtful songs, let it shine is the most underrated dcom.

and because i made a full list before i started writing this post, here are some honorable mentions:

going to the mat (2004)

gotta kick it up! (2002)

tru confessions (2002)

dont look under the bed (1999)

invisible sister (2015)

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Beyond Broken - Chapter Five

Chapter Summary:  Jess's interactions with her lonely man move forward and her friendship with David begins to evolve. She is beginning to move on from her loss on D-Day but can't see it for what it is just yet

Her lonely man is awkward funny and she's still oblivious to how taken with her he is, subconsciously she knows something is there but she's not ready to accept it yet.

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Warnings:  Bit of angst related to missing loved ones, a toxic friendship, bit of home-wrecking, bad language

Situational Evolution

Jess spent her Sunday painting the bathroom.  On a whim she bought a few cans of paint in a rich, deep teal colour.  She and Will had been planning on redecorating last year but they could never agree on a colour.  And so, by default, it stayed the same.

The large oval tub was white with copper coloured fittings.  The tiles were white mosaic style with scattering of copper accents. It had worked well with the beige, but the beige bored her.  It looked better with the teal, but the paint was still patchy.  She’d do another coat on Monday after work.

There was a buoyant sense of accomplishment that accompanied her throughout the rest of her evening. She felt a little guilty, having just gone ahead and changed something in the house.  Their house.  It didn’t feel anything like what she expected moving on to feel like but she supposed the process had to start somewhere.  It was just a house, after all, only a bathroom.  All the things that made her life with Will great were locked up inside her, in memories and feelings.  A few licks of paint would never change that.

 Monday breezed by without so much as a by-your-leave.  After a full day at the practice she delved into the rest of her redecorating.  She skipped dinner in favour of a few of her signature mojitos made with navy rum and brown sugar, and with a substantial buzz she’d fallen asleep on the sofa once again.

Sleep claimed her quickly but she didn’t rest easy.  Her dreams were mercurial.

 Jess awoke to her alarm on Tuesday morning with a crick in her neck and a headache.  She reached for the hand she’d been holding to find herself alone and her dream companion fading to nothing more than the idea of a man, and a feeling of intimacy.  Had she been dreaming about Will?

“You seem different today.” Sadie said as they went through the appointments for the day.

“It’s just a bit of a hangover.  Jessica had too many rums last night.”  She chastised herself.

“Did she now?”  Sadie jested.  “Good party, was it?”

“No party.”  Jess scribbled notes in her diary.  “I painted the bathroom.”

“Good for you.  We have to celebrate the little things these days.”  She squeezed Jess’s shoulder.  “You look great, by the way.  You’ve got colour in your cheeks.”

Sadie was the eldest of the dentists based at the practice, and she was one of Jess’s closest friends. At fifty four, she was twenty two years older than Jess but she was still young at heart.

 “Hey, do you want to grab a few drinks this evening?”  Sadie asked later as they were setting their tools in the UV steriliser.

“I’m meeting David tonight.”

“You mean you’re walking his dog while he spends time with that boyfriend of his, who you’ve never met.”

Jess had told Sadie some of her arrangement with David and she hadn’t approved.  The consensus was that Jess needed time for herself and not to be the enabler for the self-destructive behaviours her not-quite-brother-in-law displayed.  He needed real help and Jess was too soft to force him to face his issues.

It wasn’t that simple. Jess also needed him.  His high demand on her time kept her busy and mentally occupied.  It distracted her from her own pain.  She knew that was also not healthy.

“I can do after ten?” Jess offered with a shrug.

“Another time, maybe.” Sadie gave her sad smile.  “Don’t make me abduct you one night.”  She hugged her briefly and left Jess to lock up.

 David was waiting impatiently at Neptune’s.  He handed her the customary offering of tiramisu hot chocolate, the dog leash and a peck on the cheek.  He asked how she was but it felt strained.

“What’s going on?  You seem stressed.”

“I really miss Silas.” He sighed, shaking the tension out of his shoulders.  “I must have it bad if I can’t go two days without seeing him.”

She didn’t blame him. Missing someone that bad was like a gut punch that kept on giving.

“It’s still new.”  She smiled reassuringly.  “It’s only been a couple of months, hasn’t it?”

Wow, a couple of months? Is that how long she’d been helping him lie to Bill?

“Almost three.”  He nodded, glancing in the direction he needed to go to meet his beau.

“Why don’t you bring him one evening.  I’d love to meet him.”

“Yeah I’ll ask him. Listen, Jess, I’m gonna go.  I’ll meet you back here at ten.  Promise I won’t be late.”  There was barely time for a reply before he was marching off. He hadn’t even walked her across the street to the park this time.

“Have fun!”  She called after him.

 Jess wasn’t fooled by the apparent amiability of the weather; she carried her waterproof poncho in a small tote bag and had swapped her heeled pumps for a pair of boots.

She meandered the paths of the park as was her routine.  Without David there talking she had more time to think, which wasn’t necessarily a good thing.  Daisy did her business and Jess dutifully picked up.  The dog was bouncing in and out of the bushes, excitedly chuffing as she snuffled around.  Jess couldn’t help but smile at her.

Down on the boardwalk she wondered if the lonely man would be there, and he was.  Sat in his usual spot on a bench by marker twelve.

She gave him a nod of acknowledgement and received one in return before taking up her place at the railings.   Both the sea and the sky were calmer than they had previously been.  Jess thought the clouds were thinning even further despite the cooling transition from evening into night.

The ocean always made her feel small and helpless.  To think of something so massive, uncontrollably powerful, and somehow alien, gave her shivers. It was natural to fear things we didn’t understand.  She imagined what it would be like to stand here while a ginormous wave grew out of the ocean, bearing down on the land and washing everything away, even her.  A wave like one in a disaster movie, hundreds of feet high.  She’d had dreams like that in the past when she was feeling overwhelmed and unsure of choices in her life.  She’d never envisioned one in her fully conscious mind though.  It gave her goosebumps.

 A shiver passed over her, and she came back to herself to find that she was not alone.  Swiping at the moisture under her eyes, she flicked a quick glance to see the lonely man.  He’d noticed her tears, a concerned look on his face.

“It’s calmer today.” She said, glancing at her watch. She’d been stood in silence for more than an hour.  “I still don’t trust it though.”

The lonely man nodded as if considering.  “Yes, those pesky storms are far from reliable.”

“Maybe the Lord of Thunder is angry.”

“God, of Thunder.”  He interjected flatly.  “He would be the God of Thunder.  Lord of Thunder just wouldn’t do him justice. Rather insulting if you ask me.”

She laughed at his dorkiness.

“Oh, my bad.”  She held her hands up in mock surrender, jostling the bell on the dog’s leash.  “God of Thunder, please don’t strike me down.” She spoke up to the sky with a light laugh tickling the cadence of her voice.

“He would never…”

She was almost lost in her own amusement as the lonely man looked ruefully out to sea.

 “Not angry, sorrowful.” He said after a while fixing her with a knowing look.  “I mean, I imagine he’s more sorrowful than angry.  Just a speculation.  Obviously I don’t know him.  How would I?”

Jess couldn’t help but laugh at his goofy ramblings.

“He’s an Avenger and not at all like anyone I’d ever hang with.”  He scoffed.

“I wouldn’t know.” She turned back to the dark horizon. They were deep in twilight now, the clouds a lighter dark against the coming night.

“You do not know The Avengers?”  he seemed surprised.

“Nope.  I know of them, sure.  But I don’t know much about them.  Wouldn’t recognise one.  Couldn’t name one.  Save for the God of Thunder who I now know is an Avenger, thanks to you.”  She shrugged.

He flashed her a smile that lit up his entire face.  Something dropped in her chest right down to her stomach, making her feel jittery.  Holy hell he was handsome.  And yes, there it was, the hot blush she got when she was embarrassed.  Just great.

“You have a little something on your neck.”  He waved his finger at her.

Distracted, she fumbled to feel her skin.

“A little higher.”  He rumbled.  “No, to the left.  No, my left.”  He watched awkwardly as she failed to find it.  “Please, allow me.”

When he stepped forward she almost jumped back, stumbling over the dog, who yelped.  Gasping, she gripped the railing to steady herself.  

The lonely man looked torn, stuck between a choice of back off or catch her.  He backed off.

Shocked by the sudden potential contact, she frowned.  She didn’t know the man.  Strangers didn’t just touch other strangers.  And strange men shouldn’t just go touching women who don’t want to be touched.  She supposed he was only trying to be helpful.

“My apologies.”  He said stiffly, his large hands held out as if to steady himself on unsteady ground.  “It’s just a dark smudge of something, dirt perhaps.”

“It’s not dirt.”  She rebuked, her pride kicking in.  She always took personal hygiene very seriously.

Sensing her offence, he backtracked.  “Not dirt, no.  Impossible. Definitely not dirt.”

“Poor Daisy Duke.” She crooned, scooping up the dog. “It’ll be paint.”

“Oh!  You’re a painter?”  He seized the opportunity to draw the conversation on.  “How lovely!  What do you paint?”

“My nails mainly. Occasionally I paint a bathroom.” She chuckled at his confusion, trying to bring the mood away from her harsh reaction.

Initially she’d thought him a solemn, troubled man, waiting out in the rain for some kind of peace. There was something about him that she felt connected to, like his outward display of – how to describe it - mourning, maybe, was akin to how she felt inside.  Now she saw he was light-hearted and really quite funny in an awkward, goofy kind of way.

Unable to make sense of the man, she decided to change the subject.  Time was getting on and she had to meet David back at Neptune’s.

“I better be going.” She gestured with a thumb directed over her shoulder.  “It was, ummm, educational talking with you.”

“The pleasure was all mine.” He smiled warmly if a little reluctantly.  “Would you like company on walk back through?”  The suggestion was hasty.

“No thanks, I’m good.” She said.  “See you tomorrow.”  The little smirk that curled her lip was involuntary and she turned to hide it, waving vaguely in leu of a goodbye.

“Good night!”  He called.

 David arrived at precisely ten o’clock, jogging around the corner, dishevelled like he’d rushed his clothes on only minutes before.

“Good visit?”

“The best!”  He hugged her tightly, planting a lingering kiss on her cheek.  Did she want to know where those lips had been?

She was always happy to see him happy.  It was more rewarding than you would imagine, putting yourself out there to help someone who then relied on you to help keep the balance of their fragile but fierce happiness.  Jess felt, in moments like these, that it was all worth the effort.  This feeling was exactly why she supported him the way she did.

“Did you ask him about meeting up?  I really wanna see this mystery man who makes you so happy.”

“I did.”  David was sheepish.  “He doesn’t think it’s a good idea.”

This didn’t sound good at all.  Usually when David got defensive it was because he’d done something wrong or because he knew that people wouldn’t approve.  It was rare that he wouldn’t tell her the truth however.

“Why not?  I’m not going to bite.  I just want to meet him.  It’s not like me seeing him is gonna somehow trigger your dad finding out or anything.

“He’s not ready to meet people, you know, out.” He tried to explain it away but couldn’t look her in the eye.

She felt the irritation rising up under her skin as a restless burning feeling.  She clenched her teeth, pursing her lips and going fully with the disapproving frown.

“I accept that you don’t have to tell me everything.  It’s your life.  But when all I’ve ever done is support you, the least you can do is not lie to me, David.”

“It’s complicated, Jess. I can’t ask him to do this.”

“David, so help me god…” She hissed.

“He’s married, Jess. As in straight and married.  As in going behind his wife’s back to sleep with me, his gay lover.”  His agitation faded as the words flooded out.

“Jesus…”

Her mouth fell open and she didn’t know what else to say.  She felt pity for him and his situation but she also felt angry for being kept in the dark.  Knowing wasn’t any better than not knowing.  In fact, now, all she could think about was that man’s poor wife.  People had so little left to feel happy about, after D-Day, that to wreck someone’s marriage knowingly was pretty despicable.

“I know what you’re thinking.”

“No.  No, you don’t.”

“I know you, Jess. You think I’m a selfish prick for getting involved with a married man.  I’m no homewrecker.”

Okay, so that was pretty close to what she thought, but still…

“He’s never going to leave his wife, and I accept that.  They lost their child like I lost Will and Mom, and he is all she has left.  He still cares for her, he’s just gay.  And this makes us happy.”  He gasped emotionally, shoulders hanging down.  “We found something together that keeps the darkness at bay, you know, we’ve both lost so much.”

A tear slipped free. How could she not understand? She’d lost as much as anyone.

“Jess, I’m so sorry.” He reached for her and she went to him, hugged tight against his chest.  He kissed the top of her head and rested his cheek there.  “I’m so tactless sometimes.  You’re always so strong that I forget you’re suffering too.”

That was her curse. She was always the strong one, the one people turned to for support.  She cared too much, gave everything asked of her and took very little back.

“Am I forgiven?” David mumbled into her hair.

The wind was getting up again, cold and gusty, carried off the see and straight up the street.  The effect was not unlike a wind tunnel during high winds.

“Not by a long shot.” She slapped his shoulder, withdrawing back to her own space.  “There’s going to be a free dinner in it for me sometime in the near future.”

“Cheap dinner though.” He cringed.  “I’m a broke-ass basic bitch right now.”

Jess couldn’t help but laugh.  She’d probably never call in that favour, like the hundreds before it. David was her brother.  Not just because of Will but because they shared this strange life together, each needing the other in some way just to get by. She wasn’t sure if she needed David in the same way but he kept her tethered to Will in a way that allowed her to live rather than moping at home in a pit of her own despair.  She was a high functioning griever.

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Ohh my gosh! You went to Julliard with Robin Williams?!! Can you tell us any stories or memories you have of him? although I've never met him, I loved that man. He seemed so wonderful, such a good heart. He always cheered me up. I heard he'd insist on hiring homeless people to work on every movie he was in, so they could feed themselves. What did you do after Julliard? Thank you in advance! sorry this is anonymous, i can't get my computer to not be a brat!!

So you have a bratty computer A? You might look on the Internet for an anti-brating patch.. 

Yes, as I said on the original post, Robin was in his last year at the Juilliard Drama School when I was in my first year. The school is very small as far as the size of year classes, so eventually, even if you don't meet them and get to know them personally, very soon you'll begin to recognize upperclassman and women by their faces, and their antics in the hallways between classes. You also get to know them -and deeply admire them, I might add, because underclass men and women at Juilliard are used as extras or supernumeraries, in the upper class public performances. The drama department is a four-year program, and both the third and fourth years perform regularly throughout the year for the public. Juilliard itself has two stages within its own building, and also employs the Alice Tully Hall at Lincoln Center for fourth-year productions. This is one of the many wonderful things about attending the Juilliard drama school: when you graduate, you can honestly put on your resume at least two and sometimes as many as four Broadway productions that you have been featured in, as both Juilliard and the Lincoln Center (of which it is a part) are located directly on Broadway.

When you get to Juilliard in your first year, the staff very quickly learns what is easy for you to do; that which you can do with ease and with great facility. They then make sure that from then on, you do not get to do what it is that you are already really good at! Instead, they assign you scenes from plays which are the exact opposite of what you have great facility for. Because of this, Robin was never allowed to perform comedy at Juilliard. The Wonderful advantage for us, his fellow students and classmates, was that because of this, we got to see way before the rest of America did, what a very fine serious, dramatic actor Robin was. I look back on his performances in plays such as Oedipus Rex, and Long Day's Journey Into Night with great fondness now! And I realize how lucky all of us were to be able to see Robin giving serious, strong dramatic performances.

But all this did not stop Robin from being silly and goofy. If you can believe it, Robin was even more manic in those days, (the late 70s) than he was after becoming the great star that he became. As a matter of fact he was a bit of a pest. He was the nervous anxious, dorky kid, who’s always being the class clown. I can remember him approaching one of his classmates in his year’s class in the hallway between class periods one day, rocking back and forth nervously while wiping his sweaty hands nervously on his legs, and asking his classmate, “Hey- you want to hear a really great joke?!” And I remember his classmate rolling their eyes with a look of “Oh God not again” and brushing him off with an annoyed: “No Robin. Not right now...” That's classmate by the way, was Mandy Patinkin.

After Juilliard I went directly out to Los Angeles to become a “movie star” hee hee ho ho ha ha! In six years I lived there, I got three parts. But they were all speaking parts, and so, I feel I was not a total failure. I had a terrible disadvantage as an actor; perhaps the worst disadvantage an actor can have: I was an extremely shy introvert, and it was terribly difficult for me to mingle, schmooze and network with people, especially strangers. And that is pretty much the main way that actors get auditions, to in turn, then get parts. I loved living in Hollywood though, as the 70s were sort of a heyday for rocking good times in Holly weird!

This is already a long post, so I will quit while I'm ahead. But thank you so much anonymous, for giving me the chance to reminisce. Best wishes, Obscure Old Guy

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Reviewing Drama’s I Have Watched Pt 2

My rating system goes like this: 1- Did not like, 2- Enjoyed but probably wouldn’t watch again, 3- Enjoyed and would watch some episodes again (or for movies may watch again), 4- Enjoyed and would watch again, 5- Loved

Korean Drama 

Strong Girl Do Bong-Soon: 4/5

             Strong Girl Do Bong-Soon is about a girl with super strength that is passed down through her family to all the females. She begins working as a bodyguard for the CEO of a gaming company, An Min-Hyuk, who is being targeted for inheriting his father’s company. This is another one that had a love triangle but was well handled so I actually enjoyed it. I love the character dynamics, Do Bong-Soon was strong but still very kind and humble which I think is hard to find anymore. Min-Hyun is arrogant, hilariously dorky, and rather naïve. I started it thinking that it would be funny and cute, and while it definitely was, I was not expecting the darker tones that quickly took over the show.

The Liar and His Lover: 4/5

             The Liar and His Lover follow a genius music producer, Han-Kyeol or K, of the band CrudePlay who keeps his identity a secret, and a high school student who dreams of becoming a singer and is a huge fan of CrudePlay and its mysterious producer. It deals with the difficulty of achieving your dream, sticking to your morals, and opening up to love. This was really great, some of the later episodes got a little boring or annoying but overall it was really good. It took me forever to finish though as the episodes were hard to find when I tried to watch them, might be easier to find now though (update: It is now Netflix for some countries). This was the first show I had seen with Red Velvet’s Joy and I must say her acting was really great, she was super cute and really convincing. The song I’m Okay is one of my favorite songs ever, it is so soft and cute. I highly recommend this show.

 High School 2013/ School 2013: 4/5

High School 2013 is about the struggles of being both the student and the teacher in a high school. It follows Namsun as he struggles with his past and the guilt from it, while learning to move on.  While the main character seems to be Namsun, this show actually follows a lot of other characters stories Mrs. Jeong is an idealist teacher who was assigned to class 2-2 also known as the difficult class as it has many underachieving students. While Jeong believes that all students need is love and support, the new teacher Mr. Kang believes in a more strict, academic side of teaching. The two must learn to get along to help the students cope with both school and life. Meanwhile, many of the students are dealing with problems of their own like bullying, prepping for college, and the traumas of their pasts.  Warning: This show does contain triggers such as suicide, abuse, and bullying. I really enjoyed this show, I finished it in exactly a week around school, work, and just general life. To be honest, while I love Namsun and he is my favorite main character, I do have a soft spot for Kim Min-gi, his storyline made me feel all the emotions and he had such amazing character development. I personally think he had one of the best, if not the best story line and character development in the show. Namsun and Heung-Soo was such an amazing storyline and friendship too. I especially love how they didn’t focus on romance at all really and mostly conveyed friendship and it’s own set of struggles which was really refreshing. The ending was a little more bittersweet but I guess that life, you can’t win every time.

Korean Web Drama/ Mini-series 

Another Parting: 4/5

             Another parting is about an alien who comes to earth for 24 hours to find the reason humans cry and a woman who just lost everything. It is a rather strange mini-drama but still so good and it keeps your attention throughout the whole series. I was confused by the ending, but I would definitely watch it again.

Love for a Thousand More: 2/5

             Love for a Thousand More follows an immortal woman who hates men and love but works as a love counselor. When one day, a noisy neighbor moves into the apartment above her, she begins to question her stance on love and men. This show was pretty good but a bit on the boring side for me personally. It had its funny moments and a few plot twists but overall was a little lackluster. It was good during study breaks, but I probably won’t watch it again.

Ma Boy: 5/5

Ma Boy follows Geu-Rim as she enters an arts high school for the elite. She soon finds life at this new school won’t be exactly as she was hoping, especially when her roommate and the schools #1 female CF star, Irene, has a huge secret that Geu-Rim must keep. Absolutely love this one, definitely my favorite mini-drama. I watched this one in between study sessions and it is perfect to relax to and just enjoy for an episode before getting back to studying or just when you want to watch a cute show really quick to cheer yourself up. I will definitely be watching this again when school starts again. It is a bit goofy and cheesy at times but super cute and the parts that are awkward are great for a laugh.

Magic Cell Phone: 4/5

             Magic Cell Phone is about a young man whose childhood friend and crush has become a popular idol. When he discovers that she is in a dangerous situation he is determined to protect her. During a walk at night, he comes across a lady who gives him a magic cell phone that allows him to protect his crush only three times, with some very dangerous consequences. I loved this mini-series; it was super cute with a darker twist. The storyline was adorable, and the actor and actress were super cute. I would watch this again when I’m back in school as each episode is the perfect length for a study break.

Unexpected Heroes: 5/5

             Unexpected Heroes is about three teenagers who gain superpowers after their respective transplant surgeries. They begin to have dreams about the man who they received the organs from and use their superpowers to find out what really happened and if their donor’s death was really an accident. I love this Web drama so much; I have watched it a few times already and will watch again. It appears to have been set up for a second season however I don’t think there will ever be one which is so unfortunate as I have so many questions.

Chinese Dramas

Meteor Garden: 4.5/5

Meteor Garden is loosely based off the manga Hana Yori Dango, or Boys Over Flowers. When Shancai is accepted into the most prestigious college in China, she thinks school life will be a breeze. Unfortunately, that is not the case once she encounters the F4, a group of rich and handsome seniors who are the most popular, top students in the school. Si, the leader of the F4 who starts out as Shancai’s enemy, begins to fall in love with her, but Shancai has a crush on Lei, Si’s friend and the quiet musician of the F4. I love the dynamics between the F4, you can definitely tell they are childhood friends, and each has a very distinct personality. Some of the characters can get pretty annoying but they are still likable most of the time. At first, I was completely against the main couple and hated them so much. Especially after a certain scene, which I will not spoil but those who have watched it probably know what I’m talking about, but as the show continued, I started liking them more and more. The reason this show has a 4.5 is because I loved it so much and still do love it. However, towards the end it became very repetitive and kind of annoying to watch, almost like they ran out of ideas. I swear I watched the same story arc two to three times just in different cities. Despite the repetitiveness at the end I still love this show so much and would definitely watch again. My friend and I actually binge-watched a solid half of the series in two days during a sleepover, then took about five more days to finish the rest because life happened. It has some awkward parts with both the writing and the visuals but overall really great.

Chinese Web Drama/ Mini-Series 

Intouchable: 3/5

Intouchable is about a high school girl whose boyfriend has disappeared after a date. She receives a card and meets a butler who tells her that she has to travel to multiple worlds and eras in order to find all 10 butlers and complete a contract with them in order to get her boyfriend back. This show was pretty enjoyable but rather cringy and confusing at times. They took inspiration from Twilight, Hunger Games, Game of Thrones and I'm sure many other popular books. This was actually one of the first dramas I watched, and I still do enjoy some of the episodes but I'm not too big of a fan. The actors were pretty good, but the storyline and writing could have used some work.

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[drawbauchery]

So, overall thoughts on HTTYD-3?

novel-length thoughts under the cut with spoilers for the book series as well! and i can’t believe i have to say this but if anyone tags this as “httyd critical” or something equally stupid i will end you

things that were BLEH

toothless left hiccup way too easily. you cannot convince me that this dragon would up and leave that boy for any reason and intend to never come back. it happened so quickly that it looked like he chose a dragon he just met over his best friend, like he lost interest in hiccup now that there’s another night fury, or something close to a night fury. obviously that’s not all there is to it, and the scene was still good, but…….the pacing…….

the fact that he left hiccup at all is going way against the book’s ending, which they did nicely in all other ways. (it was their plan from the beginning to mirror the book ending, hence the comparisons!!) “toothless will never leave me” is a line book!hiccup says with confidence, backed up by the fact that while the other dragons are in fact going into hiding, toothless keeps coming back to him. he stays away longer and longer each time he goes, but they both know they won’t be separated forever. but in the movie it’s just…i don’t want to think about the fact that toothless can stay away from hiccup for ten years.

the light fury. just. the light fury. even before the second movie came out the last thing i wanted was a Girl ™ night fury to conveniently show up and get with toothless but WELL. there are so many old fanfics out there of toothless meeting a white night fury with eyelashes and having babies and ugghhh

i didn’t trust her?? throughout the entire movie??? they said she was bait, and i thought, ok, she’s meg from hercules. she’s gonna act seductive but then she’s gonna change her tune later, right? but the whole time i was expecting her to turn on them or something. we never learn about her or what she was trying to do, really. so it was jarring for me that ultimately toothless did choose her (and the hidden world) over hiccup. 

she was fine by the end when she saved hiccup and made a goofy face. and her design/animation is beautiful. but she could’ve been funnier and less….shady

toothless taking too long to recognize hiccup in the epilogue. i guess some people interpreted that as him forgetting about hiccup, but i!!! can’t consider that without getting depressed. i personally think he should’ve hopped onto the boat and tackled hiccup without a second thought. actually, i think he should’ve done what he did in the book and fucking visit once in a while why did you just leave your boy like that toothless what’s wrong with you in this movie 

(a lot of these gripes come from the fact that hiccup and toothless’ friendship is one of the most important things ever to me and them being apart for any reason at all is just not something i can handle asldkfn)

the fact that snotlout and eret didn’t end up together. we know the real reason snotlout’s crushes never work out

hicCUP’S HOUSE BURNING ;-; poor house.

the fact that my favorite scene in gift of the night fury, when toothless destroys his new tail because he only wants to fly with hiccup, is going to be almost tainted knowing that he’ll eventually use a new tail to leave and NEVER COME BACK fuck

you expect me to believe cloudjumper would ever leave valka? foolish.

0/10 no dagur

things that WEREN’T bleh

like everything else

the pacing sans at the separation scene was SO MUCH BETTER than the second movie. it really felt more like the first one. there could’ve been a few more quiet or slow scenes, but i liked seeing hiccup act more dorky and nervous and working on the tail. and his insecurities being addressed was nice.

HICCUP SWORDFIGHTING YESSSS

they actually added tears to hiccup’s face this time. remember when he looked up after sobbing over his dead father and his face was just. dry

tuffnut and ruffnut having bigger roles! and i shipped tuffcup back in the day so it was a nice surprise to see them sharing scenes alksdnf

and..ruffnut and fishlegs? is that canon??? pls? 

the flashbacks. lord help me. all i ever wanted was to see a flashback of kid hiccup and they decided to give me two and murder me in the process

i’m like 9999999999% sure that hiccup’s stuffed animal was the one he reunited with in the show

stoick was so fuckin gentle and affectionate with his tiny son and i can imagine him just holding hiccup 24/7 and kissing his head and doting on him and promising to protect him forever and. and. hhh

toothless’ chicken dance

toothless’ bear hugs

ASTRID’S HAIR

fishlegs and the gronkle baby i want a spinoff 

actually give me a spinoff of ALL the babies. i turned into a waterfall when the hiccstrid kids showed up they were the cutest things ever and so were toothless’ babies (if only funko didn’t spoil those) 

hiccup and astrid eye fucking each other while setting off an explosion, while the score mirrored the moment in the first movie when astrid epically walks away from an explosion. love on the battlefield indeed

“what are you gonna do about it?” “probably something stupid.”

“get rid of the limp!” “i hAV e a p RO S theT IC Le G”

“who died and made you chief?!”

“oh, NOW you can draw”

the hidden world blew me away like jesus christmas take me there

hiccup’s wedding suit made him look like a prince!

gobber being fatherly. he always was like an uncle, and it’s nice to know he’s kind of stepping in and looking after hiccup more closely, as if to reassure stoick that hiccup’s doing fine.

hiccup being CHIEFLY and all his friends up in front with him during the meeting!

dat villain tho. any villain that sneaks into the hero’s house and nonchalantly makes tea automatically wins in my book

the fact that grimmel is what hiccup could’ve been. that was a nice subtle comparison there.

me internally moaning and groaning at how it looked like astrid was gonna be captured by one of grimmel’s dragons in the escape scene but instead she swung around and kicked its face. that’s my GIRL

hiccup’s face

hiccup’s voice

hiccup’s outfits 

hiccup

and for all my griping, the fact that toothless and hiccup find each other in the end is the most important thing. this movie made up for..almost all the heartbreak i went through after i saw the second one. at least i left the theater crying happy tears instead of shocked and horrified ones :DDDDD

ALSO WTF END CREDITS THAT WAS SO UNFAIR I’M SUING DREAMWORKS I DID NOT SIGN UP FOR THAT

[dunk-that-touchdown]

Hi!!Can I get a match up for Run with the Wind for sure & also chose KNB or HQ!! along with it (whichever you’re feeling that day haha)?I’m a ENFJ who’s a short gay boy. I’m a Virgo who’s a hard worker (most my classes are honors/AP) but also procrastinate. People tell me I have a very calm & trusting vibe so people always come to me when they need help or have a secret. [PT 1]

I enjoy writing & traveling. I’m pretty dorky & nerdy as in I love learning random new things & am involved with my school’s mock government & model un programs. People also say I’m very funny & I highly enjoy memes & am overall very witty. I suffer from ocd, depression, & anxiety but do what I can to be my best. [PT 2]

And last part, enjoy affection (especially cuddling). I’m a very supportive person & love being my friend’s hype man. Oh & I love Disney movies & Bruno Mars lmao. If you need more, just message me (I hope I covered everything lol). Thank you so much!! I’m so excited!! I hope you have a wonderful day love!!!

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I match you up with

Yukihiko Iwakura:

Both you and Yuki would be a perfect match if I’m being completely honest. Your personalities match rather well since I think Yuki would be an ENFJ as well. Your leader type personalities helps motivate and encourage one another in your studies/activities, as well as in bettering yourselves as people. With both your analytical and passionate natures, you both can easily pinpoint or tell when the other’s mood changes (whether that positively or negatively) and you both are able to act accordingly, sharing the other’s enjoyment and happiness or being there for the other when one of you in feeling down.

Trust is rather important to Yuki since he isn’t able to open up to people as easily as one would hope. Knowing that you are a very trusting person would make Yuki feel a lot more comfortable around you, though it will still take some time for him to reveal facts and secrets about himself (but just know that you will always be the first person he tells). When Yuki fully trusts you to be able to confide in you when he needs to vent is a rather huge milestone for him. He is usually the type to let things well inside himself and ignore people’s offers for help, but once he finally finds a mutual form of security with a person (aka, you), he is able to drop his walls and guards to be vulnerable with you.

As much as he’d tease you for it, Yuki loves your dorky and goofy side. Seeing you smile when you’re reading a good book, or excitedly typing away at your computer when a new idea comes to your head makes Yuki smile. He likes that sort of thing in people; letting their quirks run wild without any fear of being judged. Being near you when you are doing either of these things sets his heart and mind at ease and he will often ask questions about what you are writing or reading because he wants to let you know that he is interested in your hobbies. Honestly, chances are that you’ll get him hooked on to a certain topic and he will end up helping you with research and typing the findings up alongside you.

Don’t get me started on memes. Yuki is the king of wholesome memes and often sends you some throughout the day. He’s not sure why, but wholesome memes tickle his fancy quite nicely and give him a clean sort of amusement so it’s only natural that he sends them to you so that you can feel the same. But if you send him a meme thats on the edgier or more nerdy side, you can bet that you will hear the ugliest laugh ever from him.

Affection is something Yuki isn’t exactly used to but it is something that he craves. I wouldn’t exactly call it being touch starved but every once in a while he will find himself daydreaming about what it would be like with you in his arms, simply cuddling as you guys spend the day in bed. He’ll never turn down your advances of affection but please know that if you do more than just hold his hand or put your arm around his, he will get pretty flustered and push you away a bit. It’s not that he doesn’t want the affection, but it’s just really embarrassing and quite new for him.

Strong points:

Your overall compatibility makes it less likely for you two to have heated arguments that can cause damage to your relationship.

You both are a good support and encouraging system for the other.

Your level of understanding for each of your struggles and difficulties with life as well as just for each other.

Hardly any jealous comes from either of you since you both trust one another deeply.

Weak points:

The only thing I see being a weak point in your relationship is Yuki’s need to be right. Even though it doesn’t happen often, you both will have small arguments that go on for a little too long due to Yuki needing to prove that he is right.

Hyuuga Junpei:

You and Hyuuga would also be a very good match due to the similarities in your personalities, but that isn’t the main reason you two work so well together. It’s the differences in your personalities that make your bond with him grow stronger. By nature, Hyuuga is a rather uptight kind of guy despite his goofier moments. He is a third year as well as the captain of an entire basketball team, so there is a lot of responsibility on his shoulders that makes him more serious than playful. With you by his side, your rather playful and calmer personality mixes well with his serious and intense one. You both bring different aspects of life to one another, in turn bringing you closer and closer as you both progress in your relationship.

Much like Yuki, Hyuuga loves that he can confide in you without fear of judgement. Despite seeming rather strong in his position as captain for his team, he is still rather insecure. He sometimes has doubts if he is the perfect one for the position, if he is doing right by his team, and being the captain that they need. Knowing that he has you to listen to his doubts and worries and give him feedback is reassuring for him. All his secret insecurities and wishes and hopes and dreams are all safe with you and he loves that you’re so supportive of him and uplighting.

I don’t care what anyone says, Hyuuga loves Disney and Dreamworks movies and knowing that you love them as well makes him fall so much harder for you. Often times on the weekends he will invite you over to his house to have marathons of different Disney and Dreamworks movies. He’ll have you cuddled up in his arms, a few snacks here and there, A/C blasting and singing along to the songs within each movie. But, please know that he does get emotional when watching certain movies (totally not the Lion King whaaat) and it’s best not to bring it up lest you want him to cry more.

He too is a dork so you both have that in common. He collects warlord figures and watches Japanese history documentaries in his free time. He’s as nerdy as they get and he loves that he can nerd out with you about it or similar topics that interest you both. He loves how invested you get in discussions and how you love to write and travel. If you are far along in your relationship with him, he will want to take you traveling to different (historical) parts of the world so you both can learn new things together. He’d love it if you wrote about different facts and worked with him to create a timeline of all the places you been to and the facts you’ve learned so that he can read it once it’s finished.

He will always be there to help you through your OCD, depression, and anxiety. You’ll come to find that Hyuuga becomes a major part in your methods to relax and calm down from your funks. You both have created a system that helps you calm your nerves that involves a lot of sweet talks, soft cuddling or some form of close holding, and a calming area. His favorite place to console you is usually in his room where he has an abundance of candles that he’ll light to fill his room with a calming and warm ambiance to help soothe you.

Strong points:

Your personalities - despite their differences - work really well together making for a sound relationship.

You both give each other mutual love, support, and trust. There is hardly a moment in which you both feel as though you aren’t being loved enough by the other.

Similar interests makes it rather easy to plan dates and do things together that you both enjoy. Lots of bonding time, trying new things, and togetherness.

Weak points:

He has a tendency to get jealous rather often but it’s not because he doesn’t trust you. He just doesn’t like that other people are holding too much of your time.

His insecurities sometimes have to do with him not feeling worthy of being with you, so often times he will distance himself from you because he doesn’t want to disappoint you or waste anymore of your time so you’ll have to seek him out and coax him into talking with you which takes a bit of time to do.

Not exactly a major weak point or anything, but you both have different senses of humor which can make it hard to share jokes but you still laugh at similar things.

Alternative Matches:

Yoshinori Susa

Yukio Kasamatsu

Tatsuya Himuro

[silhouetted-beauty]

“What I Wouldn’t Do For You”

Genre: Angst, Fluff, and Smut

Word Count: 14K

Warning: Cheating

A/N: It wasn’t until I watched clips from a BTS vlives that made me see a different side of our sweet little Taehyung. Of course the gears started to turn and I knew I wanted to write a story enhancing this specific characteristic but I didn’t know what... until a couple days ago! Enjoy and Happy Readings!^^ *Note* I started this one shot months ago and I’m just not finishing it! Fucking A!!!

*I do not own this picture*

For as long as you could remember, it’s always been Taehyung. The twenty-three year old sweet, caring, and goofy guy that you’d grown to love for over a decade. No matter what happened in your life, he was always there for you. From the day you first met him in grade school until now, it has always been him. Taehyung was there when you needed to talk, he let you vent out your frustrations whenever you became stressed, not to mention all the failed relationships you’d gone through, Taehyung was there to dry your tears. No matter how big or small, you ran into the arms of a single support system.

Looking back on it now, you weren’t sure what made you and Tae gravitate towards each other but you did. Meeting in eighth grade, the shy little nervous boy’s seat was assigned next to yours. You really didn’t pay attention to him until the teacher made the class sit in pairs. Even then, Taehyung still shied away from you, taking in his peers interactions instead. But the mere mention of a prize for finishing with the correct class work had you more determined than ever.

“That surprise is ours! Are you ready to kick their butts?”

Those were the first words you had ever spoken to him. Taehyung, however, just stared at you. The way he did it, was as if he was trying to reading your intentions but eventually a smile spread across his face and he nodded. Both of you working together proved to be quite a productive team. From then on, the two of you had grown to be good friends and when you both entered high school, you became even closer. Taehyung soon replaced your best friends who had become jealous of the friendship but you didn’t mind. He would defend you against their harsh criticism and anyone else that had something to say about you. Since you talked to him every day and he walked you home, it was safe to say that he was your new best friend. 

Even after you made it home, you’d wait patiently for him to do the same so you could call him on the phone. Some days, he’d stay over to do homework and sometimes for dinner. Both of your parent’s adored him and it was your dad who believed that one day, you and Taehyung would get married. Of course being a kid back then, you laughed at the idea because he was your friend and you didn’t see him as anything more than that.

Throughout your high school years, you had experienced dating and so did Taehyung. The best thing about it was that it didn’t change the friendship not one bit. Your boyfriends got along with Taehyung and you found each one of his girlfriends adorable and sweet to be around. Meanwhile you and Taehyung maintained your tight bond, which was great during each painful breakup you went through. You didn’t feel like doing much but he would show up to your house with two bags full of snacks and a list of movies to watch. He would offer words of encouragement to make you feel better and let you cuddle against him during the movie.

“Tae?” He broke his eyes away from the television screen to look down at you. He lied on his back with one hand behind his head and the other wrapped around your waist. “You’re always here for me and I really appreciate it. I love you and thank you.”

He would always smile before kissing your forehead then turning his attention back to the film. “You’re my best friend, y/n. There’s nothing I wouldn’t do for you.”

Thanks to Taehyung, you started to feel a lot better as the days went on. In exchange for his graciousness, you tried to be there for him when he went through the similar experience. Although you were shocked by his breakup with his girlfriend, Taehyung would rather not talk about it altogether so you were just there just in case he did.

With Taehyung by your side, your last year in high school was the best. The two of you were almost inseparable but you knew it was because you both were going to different colleges. The thought of not seeing or talking to him everyday made you emotional so you tried to prolong the inevitable and not the think about. But after getting into your choice of university, you were more so depressed than excited. 

Your parent threw a congratulatory party that weekend, inviting family and friends. You were forced to grin and bear it until you spotted Taehyung arriving with his family. Unable to face him, you escaped to the emptiness of your room but much to your disappointment, he followed you there. He opened your door just as your face hit the pillow catching your tears. Taehyung didn’t say a word. He sat on the edge of your bed, rubbing your back until you had calmed down. You confided in him about how you were scared to go on to college without him and even more scared of the friendship being reduced to nothing. Taehyung simple told you that everything was going to be okay and that your friendship was never going to end because he wouldn’t let it.

“But aren’t you a little bit sad? We won’t be able to see each other for months. I don’t know if I’ll be okay without seeing you for so long.”

Taehyung reached out and held your head in the palms of his hands. “It’s going to be okay, I promise.”

“But-“

“Do you trust me?”

That question was enough to shut you up and stare hard at him. There was nothing you wouldn’t do for Taehyung and you knew he felt the same way. “... With my life.”

“Then trust me when I say this, I won’t leave your side, ever.”

For some reason, your eyes wandered to his lips. You had this strange urge to kiss him. It was like a burning nagging feeling and when you saw him lick his lips, it caused you to wet your own. You both sat in silence until Taehyung was the first to break away. He let go of your face and moved to stand up. 

“Come on,” he groaned as he stretched his limbs then fixed his glasses on his face. “Let’s go back to the celebration. This is your day, you shouldn’t be upset. You should be proud.”

You offered a slight smile. “Could you give me a minute? I’ll join you in a little bit.”

“No problem.”

Taehyung left out of your bedroom, shutting the door behind him. The moment the coast was clear, you fell back onto the bed and put your hand on your heart. It was still beating fast which was shocking to you. You never thought of Taehyung romantically and was almost sure, he didn’t think of you as anything but a friend. But why now? Why were you now thinking of him as something more? Could it be because you were both leaving each other and you had unspoken feelings than you’ve kept hidden until now?

You’ve watch Taehyung develop into a very handsome man with a half serious half playful personality aside from the silly dorky kid you grew up with. He was really great person inside and out and any woman would be lucky to have him as a partner. Just the thought of him as your best friend was enough to make you get up and join the festivities. Your relationship with Taehyung was fine the way it was and there was no reason to ruin it with a silly crush. Besides, you wouldn’t be able to handle rejection if he didn’t feel the same. 

Of course you found Taehyung downstairs talking with your father and when they noticed your presence, the conversation stopped. A smile appeared on Taehyung’s face as you walked closer but your father just watched the exchange from the corner of his eyes, slowly sipping his beer. You smiled back, grabbing his hand and leading him outside.

“I’ll talk to you later, Mr. y/l/n.” Taehyung said. 

“Remember what I’ve told you.” Your father replied back.

“Yes, sir. I will.”

The rest of the party was a blast. Everyone ate and had fun but the moment the sun went down, the party was moved indoors. You and Taehyung, however, stayed outside staring up at the night’s sky and talking. You leaned your head on his shoulder and his arm wrapped around your waist and stayed there. At that moment, everything felt right.

~

“Hey don’t cry. It’s not the end of the world.” Your dad stated, ruffling your hair. You nodded, trying to catch the tears that fell. 

“I know, it’s just... I’m going to miss you guys. I’m going to miss seeing you everyday, coming home from school, having my own room.”

Your mom hugged you tightly. “Oh honey, this is just the beginning of your life. I’m sure you’ll be fine. We’ve taught you to be a strong girl.” Your dad came up and wrapped his arm around your mom’s shoulder.

“She right. Besides, once you spent some time away from here, I’m sure you’ll never want to come back.”

The three of you shared a laugh before you looked at your packed car. All of your memories flashed in your head, from going to your first day of preschool to going to prom with your best friend and graduating right next to him. You sighed at the thought as you felt your mood shift. You haven’t spoken to Taehyung for a couple days and even though you tried calling him repeatedly, he didn’t answer. It made you feel awful and as much as you felt like breaking down, you held it all in. He convinced you to remain strong because he knew it was going to be over. And what’s worse, he pampered you throughout the ordeal yet, you didn’t do the same. It was killing you and you wanted nothing more than to see him to say goodbye.

“Hey, dad. Have you seen or spoken to Tae?”

He shook his head and let out a sigh. “I’m sorry, pumpkin, but I haven’t. The last time I spoke to his father, his parent’s were driving him to college.”

“Oh.” You mumbled, feeling even more like shit.

“Not to worry. I’m sure you’ll spend plenty of time with him during your break.” Your father checked his watch. “Now, I think it’s time to get on the road.”

Your mother agreed and after watching your father climb into his truck, your mother got behind the wheel of your car and you got into the passenger seat. She followed close behind him while your attention was pulled towards the scenery for majority of the ride until you fell asleep. 

The trip only took a couple hours before the car pulled on campus. After retrieving all of your information and directions to your dormitory, you and your parent began unloading your car. You had just sat one of your suitcases on the sidewalk when you heard a deep voice.

“Looks like somebody needs help.”

When you turned around to face the voice, you met a familiar box smile. Your heart dropped into your stomach as you raced to leap into his arms.

“TAE!” You held onto him tightly, afraid to let go for fear that it would just be your imagination. But after five minutes of being locked together, you knew it was real. The entire time, your parents watched on with a smile on their faces. “What are you doing here?” You asked as Taehyung lowered you to the ground.

“I told you that I wasn’t going to leave your side.” He smiled. It was then that you knew what he meant.

“You mean... you’re going to attend college here?” You could feel the tears building up in your eyes but all Taehyung did was nod silently. It was enough for you to break out in tears, covering your face. He was there just like he said he’d be, he wasn’t going to leave and you felt happy beyond words. Taehyung embraced you, holding you in his arms until you were able to calm down.

“But what about the university you got into? That was one of the top schools in the country.”

“I changed my mind.”

“But what about your future?”

“It’s not like they didn’t have my major here. Besides, I made a promise to a girl that I would always be by her side and I didn’t want to break it.”

You hugged him again, unable to believe that you wouldn’t have to go four years without him. You were even more shocked at your parents for keeping this from you but seeing the surprise look on your face was what made it all worth it. 

Taehyung helped you move everything to your room where you met your roommate. You had learned that he wasn’t staying on campus and instead got a small apartment with the help of his parents. That’s where you ended up spending the night and majority of your time when classes had started. And with Taehyung by your side, college had become loads of fun.

During the days and hours you had class, Taehyung would chill at his place until you joined him then the two of you would go out. When he had class and you didn’t, you would wait for him in the nearby cafeteria until he finished. Some days, the two of you would do homework at the library but the time would end up being spent joking around.

Life for you was great and you couldn’t see it getting any better.

~

“Hey is someone sitting here?” A deep voice asked you. 

That day, you were seated at a empty table in the cafeteria waiting on Taehyung to get out of class. When you looked up, you instantly became tongue tied at the sight of the guy. He was absolutely gorgeous that you couldn’t stop staring. To prevent an awkward moment, eventually, you torn your eyes away from him and tried to focus on your course textbook.

“No, go ahead.”

You watched from the corner of your eyes as he took a seat in front of you. He placed his backpack in the chair next to him and sat down to eat his sandwich and chips. You became mesmerized by the moving of his jaws as he ate and how his bulging veiny hands gripped his sandwich. You didn’t know why your mind was creating this exotic moment from such an everyday habit.

You were busy watching him that your heart nearly leaped into your throat when he suddenly looked up at you. Your eyes quickly went back to your book, hoping that you didn’t just get caught peeking.

“Wow, I remember when I had to take that class. It was such a pain in the ass.” He spoke. When you looked up at him, his eyes moved from the cover of your book to meet your gaze. “I’m sorry. I didn’t mean to distract you.”

“No, it’s fine.” You stated closing your book. “How was the class when you took it?”

“I’m not going to lie, it was a bit difficult because of all the coursework the teacher gave but wouldn’t give any feedback. He would just lecture and give out homework and tests and expected us to catch on. Majority of the class failed. In fact, majority of the students that take his class fail.”

“And did you fail?” You asked lifting your eyebrow.

“Not really. I passed with a “B”.” 

You couldn’t help but laugh. “What was your secret?”

“I literally had to kiss his ass all semester and talk about topics I really didn’t give a shit about.” He admitted bashfully, making you both laughed. Eventually he stopped and added. “I still kept my notes from the class. If you want, I can help you out if you need it... if you want.”

You offered him a soft smile. “I would love that.”

“Cool! My name is Hoseok, by the way. Shin Hoseok.” He offered you his hand to shake.

“Y/n. Y/n y/l/n. It’s nice to meet you.” 

The two of you ended up talking for a little while longer and you found out that Hoseok was only a grade ahead, majoring in public relations. He even offered to help you with other class work if you needed it. You were amazed by how kind hearted he was which was why when he offered to exchange numbers, you eagerly agreed. You were more so interested in getting to know Hoseok rather than to get help on homework.

Unfortunately for you, he had class to get to and left the cafeteria but not before saying that he’d text you later. You watched him walk away, smiling to yourself before opening back up your book to finish reading. It wasn’t long before you saw Taehyung enter with a few of his classmates. He laughed and talked with them before breaking away to come sit with you. 

“So how was your time spent without me? You didn’t get into too much trouble, did you?” He asked plumping down into a nearby chair.

“Nope. I’ve been the perfect little angel while you’ve been gone.” You teased, sticking your tongue out at him. “So how was class?”

“It was alright. I have a test coming up so I have to study my ass off for that.”

“I’m sure you’ll do well, you always do.” He smiled and so did you. Truth be told, you were excited to tell Taehyung the news that you couldn’t hold it in any longer. “Guess what.”

“You got an A on your last assignment?” He asked quizzically.

“No.”

“You got free food?”

“No.” You laugh.

“I give up. What is it?”

“I met a guy!” You squealed with excitement. Taehyung froze in place as he was removing his books from his backpack. He then turned to look at you with a smile on his face.

“See what happens when I leave you by yourself? You become a magnet for guys.” He teased, causing you to smack him in the arm.

“Gimme a break, Tae. I haven’t dated in months, this is good for me. Not only is he smart but handsome too. He even offered to help me with my homework.” You gushed.

“Well as long as you’re happy, y/n, I’m happy too.”

“Thanks, Tae. You’re the best.”

~

From the first time you both texted each other, you and Hoseok talked nonstop. The two of you talked about every topic under the sun and were happy to find out that you guys had things in common. Besides Taehyung, nobody else knew certain things about you and it felt good to share that with someone else. You were excited to hangout with Hoseok when you weren’t in class or spending time with Taehyung. He still kept his word and helped you with your class work just like he said he would. He also planned out gatherings for you to attend when you both had free time, from going to see a movie to hanging out at a museum. Each place you shared your excitement with Taehyung who listened intently each time. It all felt unreal and this was the happiest you’ve ever been. So it came as no surprise that eventually, you and Hoseok began dating.

“The hearts are coming out of your eyes big time, when you talk about him.” Taehyung stated. “What’s his name again?”

“Hoseok.” You let out a loving sigh at the thought of him. “He’s so perfect, Tae. I really can’t believe my luck.”

“So when will I get to meet ‘Mr. Perfect’?”

You shrugged. “I don’t know. Whenever the two of you aren’t busy.”

“I’m not busy this weekend, how about you bring him over? Besides, there’s someone that I’d like you to meet.”

“Sounds like a plan.”

The week had come and gone and today was the day for Taehyung to meet Hoseok. You didn’t think there was a chance that they wouldn’t like each other because Taehyung got along with all of your previous boyfriends. He was just so likable and friendly that your boyfriends never saw him as a potential threat. You were excited yet nervous for what Taehyung had in store. He did say that he wanted you to meet someone as well and if you had to guess, this mystery person was his new girlfriend.

“Are you nervous?” You asked Hoseok.

“No, not really. I just hope that this even goes smoothly.” 

If Hoseok was really honest with himself, he’d tell you he was a bit skeptical at the fact that a guy was your best friend. He had heard stories about male and female friendships that involved being sexually active with each other. But he figured that wasn’t the case with you. You spoke very highly of your friend and told him how the two of you grew up together. If there was a chance that feelings were there, you would have been dating Taehyung and not him.

You smiled and took his hand in yours. “Good, because you don’t have anything to worry about. Tonight will be good and afterwards... I can spend the night at your dorm.”

“I like the sound of that.” Hoseok agreed leaning down to kiss your lips.

The two of you had arrived at his apartment and were now knocking on the front door. Taehyung answered seconds later, fixing his glasses on his face. When he noticed it was you, he smiled moving aside and granted you and Hoseok entrance to his home. You walked inside, getting comfortable like you usually did when you came over.

“Tae, this is my boyfriend, Hoseok.” You stated happily, wrapping your arm around his. “And Hoseok, this is my best friend, Taehyung.” You watched them shake hands and greet each other.

“Y/n talks about you all the time. It’s nice to finally put the face with the name.” Taehyung said.

“Likewise. I’ve heard a lot about you as well.”

“I hope you guys don’t mind but I ordered take out. I’m a lousy cook and I didn’t want to ruin the evening burning the apartment.”

“Takeout sounds nice.” You stated and Hoseok agreed. “We’ll just wait on the couch until it gets here.”

You pulled Hoseok to the couch, snuggling up against him while Taehyung went into the kitchen. You had forgotten about his guest until you heard the bathroom door open. A girl emerged from the dark room, shutting the door behind her. When her eyes landed on you and Hoseok, they lit up. She immediately scurried over to meet you both.

“Hello! It’s so nice to meet you guys! I’m Sohyon. I’m Tae Tae’s-“

“She’s my girlfriend.” Taehyung finished as he came back into the room with two drinks in his hands. 

He gave one to you then Hoseok before putting his arm around Sohyon. You watched the interaction from behind your glass cup. Your initial thought was that Sohyon was a very bubbly outgoing person. She smiled up at Taehyung’s tall figure brightly, squishing her curvy body against his. She made pouting adorable faces at him which, in turn, made him smile. It seems as though Sohyon made Taehyung happy which was all that mattered to you.

“It’s nice to meet you, Sohyon. I’m y/n and this is Hoseok.”

“So you’re y/n, it’s great to meet someone who absolutely adores my Tae Tae just as much as I do.”

“Yes, he is quite special.” You agreed honestly. Your eyes locked with his and you both smiled at each other.

The doorbell rung shortly after and it wasn’t long before you were all seated at his table eating and conversing, which quickly turned to laughter as Sohyon became the entertainer for the night. She was quite a character and you could see why Taehyung liked her. She told a variety of stories that included meeting him. 

“So, what do you think?” You leaned over in your seat, whispering to Hoseok. 

“I’m enjoying myself.” He said the moment he swallowed down his food. “They are a lively pair and I wouldn’t mind hanging out with Taehyung.”

“I think a guy’s night would be great for you two.”

You ended the private conversation and focused on the company. After dinner, Taehyung cut on a movie, sitting next to Sohyon on one couch while you and Hoseok cuddled on the other. Somewhere along the middle of the film, you noticed the pair getting a little too explicit for your eyes and decided to call it a night. You and Hoseok decided to follow pursue and give your farewells to the couple before leaving out of the door. 

Catching a cab back to the dormitory, you both arrived a short time later, heading straight to Hoseok’s room. You both were relieved that his roommate wasn’t there and time spend alone, wouldn’t be interrupted. You sat on his bed with your arms spread out behind you, watching as Hoseok peeled off his shirt. You couldn’t help but bask in the glory of his chiseled torso and muscles, he was absolutely stunning. His body built like a Greek God not to mention, his personality made him one of a kind.

Hoseok smiled at how you carefully observed his body. To him, you were the stunning one. You had a beauty that captivated others and a caring nature that he wanted to protect. You were definitely the perfect girl for him; he couldn’t see himself being without you in the future. One of the ways he showed you was by leaning forward to kiss your lips.

It was a slow but passionate kiss that led to him lying between your legs on top of you. You held on to his waist while his arms rested on either side of your head. When he moved to kiss your neck, you whispered that you wanted him to take off his pants. Instead, as he moved down your body, he removed your clothing. First was your shirt and bra, kissing the valley between your breasts before taking a nipple into his mouth. His lips softly kissed down your stomach, his hands making sure to shed you out of your pants and panties next. Hoseok slowly spread your legs and softly licked your outer lips. He treated you like a porcelain doll, handling your body with extreme care. His tongue slowly licked you over, listening to your voice escalate and your fingers running through his hair.

Your back arched the moment you felt his two fingers penetrate your walls. It felt so good that you didn’t notice you were pulling his head closer to your heat. Hoseok are you for a couple more minutes before pulling his face away and stood to undress. You watched, running your hands over your skin and biting your bottom lip. He climbed back onto the bed, getting situated between your legs holding your body close to his. He guided his stiff member to your entrance and slowly eased it inside. You moaned into his shoulder as he slow fucked you. Hoseok whispered in your ear over and over about how beautiful you were and he was lucky to have you. This did nothing but make you fall even more in love with his caring nature. The night continued on this way until you both became exhausted and fell asleep in each other’s arms.

The following Monday, you walked into the cafeteria looking for a specific someone. You felt refreshed after spending a relaxing day with Hoseok after the sensual night you both shared. It had you ready to tackle this week’s challenges and life, in general.

You found Taehyung sitting at a table with one of his school books open, copying notes. Happily parading over, you took a seat across from him, ready to hear about the rest of his weekend and to tell him about yours.

“So how was your time spent with Soh-“ Your voice immediately became caught in your throat at the sight of dark purple bruises on his neck. Taehyung never showed any signs of his sexual behavior with any of his girlfriends to the general public but here he was not only sporting one hickey, but two. For some odd reason, you felt your heart break in your chest. 

Kissing was all you witness your best friend do but you should have known he was sleeping around, you definitely were. Maybe it was the fact that you were okay with not knowing what Taehyung was doing behind closed doors and here, the proof was all in your face. Or maybe you would have rather not known because the one who gave him those marks, wasn’t you.

The thought made your heart jump in your chest and start beating rapidly. Could it be that you were jealous? That you actually like Kim Taehyung, the boy that you had practically shared your life with? And that another girl had what you didn’t.... his heart.

“Yo, earth to y/n.” Taehyung spoke, waving a hand in your face to bring your attention back to him. “Wow, you were really spacing out. Is everything okay?”

You nodded, hoping to shake away your wild thoughts. “I’m fine.”

“What were you about to say?”

“Nothing!” You quickly rushed out, not wanting to bring up the topic of him and Sohyon. “I was just going to ask you about class.”

“Oh... it was okay. Just a regular day. Nothing special happened.” As he talked, your eyes seemed to travel down to those two spots on his skin, only to shoot back up to make eye contact when he looked your way.

“That’s good to hear.” You chuckled nervously, causing Taehyung to stare at you.

“Are you sure you’re okay, y/n? I know you like my own body so I know when something is up.”

“Don’t be silly. Everything is fine, I’m fine.” You looked down at your phone to check the time. “Oh my goodness, I forgot I had to meet with my professor!” You lied jumping up from your seat and walking out of the cafeteria. “I’ll call you later, Tae.”

You were gone before he could get another word, only watching you disappear out of sight. You slowed your walking pace to a stop, placing your hand on your heart. It was still racing, just like it had been doing the past few minutes. You felt bad for abandoning him like that but you had to get away. You couldn’t think straight especially being under him, looking at his handsome face, listening to his deep sensual voice, feeling his dark piercing eyes on you.... you let out a loud screech, hiding your face in embarrassment.

“Why is this happening?” You mumbled to yourself. “It’s only Tae.”

You paced the empty hallways until your class began. Once it started, you found yourself drifting away from class discussion and deeper into your thoughts, tapping your pen against your face. Not once did you show off or brag about your sexual escapades. There may have been times where you excitedly talked about your boyfriends to Taehyung but the conversations never went any further than that. You didn’t want to put him in an awkward situation so you avoided such talks out of respect for him. Of course the two of you talked about the topic of sex every now and then, but the questions and conversation never brought up past or current lovers.

Suddenly, your mind wandered to Sohyon. You wondered if Taehyung littered her neck with hickies just like she did him. His tongue gently licking over a specific patch of skin before puckering his lips to suck it into his mouth. Your mind created the image of him on top of her shirtless, grinding against her core as he sucked on her neck, causing her to moan out in pleasure...

When you realized your hips were slowly rotating in your seat to give your aching pussy some relief, you immediately froze in place. You were trying to get yourself off to Taehyung. Embarrassed by your behavior, you hid your face in your arms, lowering your head to the table.

“Stupid... you’re so stupid.” You chanted to yourself in a whisper.

You felt your face burning with embarrassment and became even more ashamed of who it was all over. You figured Taehyung would be so disgusted by the idea that you weren’t going to tell him what was wrong. In fact, from that day on, you began avoiding him like the plague. Ignoring his texts and not returning his phone calls. You would leave out of your dorm before he had made it over and you stayed out which made it difficult for him to find you. You made sure that you were always one step ahead so you wouldn’t face him and have to tell him that there was a chance that you loved him more than just a friend. You had even ignored Hoseok, ashamed of the fact that you had been thinking of another man. He had been nothing but a great supportive boyfriend and he didn’t deserve this.

After awhile, you thought that you had a handle on the situation, that is, until Taehyung became fed up after a week of being disregarded and decided to wait outside of your classroom until you gotten out. When you spotted him, you released a shocking gasp and was about to run but he grabbed your wrist, holding on to it tight. You struggled against his hold, trying your hardest to pry his hand away.

“No way, y/n! I’m not going to let you get away until we talk.” He stated, dragging you down the hallway and into an empty classroom. The moment you both made it inside, he let you go but stood in front of the door so you couldn’t escape. You watched him fix his glasses up on his nose, still staring a hole into your face.

“Well?...” He began.

“Well what, Tae?” You asked right back, trying not to let on how much you really missed his presence.

He scoffed with a smirk from irritation. “Let’s not play games, y/n. You know what this is about. Why have you been ignoring me? What have I done?”

You casted your gaze elsewhere, no saying a word and trying to stand your ground. Taehyung released a sigh. He pushed away his attitude and focused on what was really the matter.

“Was it something I’d said?” He continued in a softer tone. Right away he noticed your cold exterior wall break away as your arms uncrossed and you were now meeting his gaze.

“...No.” You finally stated.

“What it something I’d said?”

Once again, you became nervous and held onto yourself for support. “No.”

“Then tell me, y/n. What is the matter?”

“It was nothing you did... it was... something I did.” You admitted, turning away so that your back now faced him. You heard Taehyung approaching and quickly wiped away any tears that had built up in your eyes. His body covered yours as he embraced you from behind, wrapping his strong arms around you. 

“Whatever you did, it’s not enough to make me mad at you so it’s not important. Just don’t ignore me like you did, okay?”

That was all you needed to hear, the comfort of his voice telling you that everything was going to be okay. So what if you were crushing on your best friend? You weren’t going to let it ruin the friendship and you definitely weren’t going to let it separate you and Taehyung again. And that was your secret promise to him.

“Okay.”

~~~~~

Everything pretty much went back to normal between the two of you. You continued dating Hoseok and Taehyung were still with Sohyon. Double dates became the norm and sometimes when it was over, you and Taehyung would hangout at his apartment after, playing fighting with pillows or settling down to watch a movie. Life had once again picked up and you were enjoying it all.

“So... are you still up for letting Hoseok and I have a guys night out?” Taehyung randomly asked one day as you helped him wash dishes. He playfully knocked against your shoulders earning a giggle from your lips. You bumped into him right back, focused on knocking him off balance. The game ended seconds later and you were able to answer.

“Sure, why not? Hoseok did say that he wanted to hangout with you. Maybe with the two of you gone, Sohyon and I can have a girl’s night in.”

“I don’t think she’s available. I was planning on going out this Friday.”

You thought it over. “Well that’s okay; I’ll just hangout with my roommate. There was a movie she wanted to see.”

“Sounds good.”

As you finished up the dishes, you happily turned around, leaning against the counter with the biggest smile on your face. “So... where are you guys going to go?”

“Can’t it be a guy’s night without you knowing where we are going?” Taehyung laughed. “What? You don’t trust me with your boyfriend?”

You joined in on the laughter. “Come on, Tae, it’s not like that. I wouldn’t have agreed in the first place if you were such a bad influence.”

“Good, just making sure we have an understanding.” He stated walking out of the kitchen, leaving you to follow.

“Are you not going to tell me?”

“Nope.” 

“Taehyung...” You warned.

Taehyung laughed as he dodged all the pillows you threw at him.

~~~~~

Friday came and you were standing in front of your mirror checking your outfit. You had already said your goodbyes to Hoseok and Taehyung and now you were going out to the theater. You had told Hoseok to text you when he made it home and left it at that.

Taehyung and Hoseok were sitting in a restaurant, eating and drinking beer. They talked and joked around and once their stomachs were full enough, they had left that location in search for a new one. Minutes later, they walked inside of a club for no particular reason. They ordered more drinks and decided to just let loose and have fun. Shortly after, Hoseok was approached by a female partygoer.

“You’re Shin Hoseok, aren’t you?” A light voice asked him and when he nodded, she smile, speaking up even more. “I’m Hwang Eunji, we have psychology class together.”

That perked Hoseok right up as he turned his body to give her his attention. He didn’t think he’d run into one of his classmates that evening but he also didn’t mind her being there. “Really?”

“Yes, and I have to say, I really enjoyed your report on the behavioral mindset of misguided youth.”

As Eunji gave her opinions on the topic, Hoseok was relieved to have found someone he could bounce his ideas off of. The more they talked, the more Taehyung became nothing more than an observer to their conversation. Meanwhile Hoseok and Eunji ordered more drinks and talked and laugh until they became inebriated enough to lose control of the situation. 

Somewhere along the line, Eunji had admitted to Hoseok that she always had a crush on him. This did nothing but boost his ego as he allowed her to flirt with him. Before they knew it, the pair were cuddled together, caught in a lip lock. Taehyung immediately thought of you and how hurt you would be if you saw this. He tried to pull Hoseok away, after all, it he wasn’t really in control of his body and if he was sober, none of this would be happening.

Hoseok felt a pull to his body and shrugged it off, pulling away from whomever it was trying to come in between him and his date for the evening. Taehyung had no choice but to physically snatch Hoseok to his feet, trying to do what he could to sober him up. Eunji crossed her arms in a huff. She was drunk and horny and didn’t appreciate Taehyung getting in the middle of what they had going on. At this rate, their guy’s night had taken the turn for the worst.

“Hhheeeyyy, Tttaaaeeehhhyyyuuunnnggg...” Hoseok drunkenly slurred his words, trying to find his balance. “Iii ttthhhiiinnnkkk iiitttsss tttiiimmmeee fffooorrr mmyyy dddate aaaannnnddd iii tttooooo caaallll iiittt aaaa nnnniiiigggghhhttt.”

He motioned for Eunji, who stood alongside him, holding onto his waist.

“But wait! Don’t do this!” Taehyung he yelled at their retreating backs. “What about y/n?!”

Hoseok only response was the wave of his hands as he escorted Eunji out of the club and to a nearby hotel.

~~~~~

You sat on your bed with your head hanging over and your legs bent at the knees. Today was one of those extremely boring days and it didn’t help that there was a severe thunderstorm outside. Everyone you knew was busy, including your roommate. Even though it was raining, she dolled herself up for the day and still went outside. 

You let out a sigh as you rolled over on your stomach. Reaching for your phone, you dialed Hoseok’s number hoping that he could come over and keep you company. With the phone pressed to your ear, you listened as it rung and rung until finally, the phone went to his voicemail. Furrowing your eyebrows, you felt as though something was wasn’t right. Hoseok always answered your calls and texts so why would today be any different? You knew he wasn’t busy because he didn’t have any class today. He would have usually been at your dorm, cuddling with you or you would have been there.

You sat up on the bed, getting more upset. When you really thought about it, you hadn’t spoken or seen Hoseok since his guy’s night out with Taehyung. Come to think of it, you haven’t seen or heard from Taehyung either. Something was wrong, something had happened that night that resulted in both Hoseok and Taehyung avoiding you. Acting on adrenaline, you grabbed your jacket and keys and left the dorm. You walked across campus in an increasing pace, your heart beating a million times per second, you had finally reached Hoseok’s dorm. With each step you took to his door, you tried to reason with yourself and make excuses as to why you haven’t heard from your boyfriend. 

Standing in front of his door, you sniffed, trying to get your emotions in order. You knocked hard and waited. Seconds later, the door opened to reveal a very emotionally exhausted Hoseok. The moment he saw you, his eyes widen with fear and he immediately became too tongue tied to speak, stuttering as he struggled together the words out.

“Y-Y/n... what are you doing here?”

“I just wanted to see my boyfriend since it’s been awhile and he’s been avoiding me.” You stated, trying to keep your cool.

“I’ve just been busy.”

“So busy that you can’t pick up the phone and call me?” His gaze went to the floor, unable to look at you.

“Y/n listen-“

“What is going on, Hoseok?! What the hell happened that night that you can’t look me in my eyes?!” You broke down, letting your tears fall from your anxiety. You had an idea of what might of happened but you were also scared to confirm it. Seeing the tears in your eyes, Hoseok broke down as well, shedding a few tears of his own.

“I’m so sorry, y/n! I fucked up big time and did something that I’m so ashamed of.”

You felt your heart drop at his admission. “What did you do?” You weren’t even sure if you wanted to know but now you needed answers.

“Taehyung and I went to a club and I had met a classmate of mine. After a couple drinks, she and I...”

You could barely hear him due to the erratic beating of your heart. “... you what, Hoseok?”

“I... l...” Hoseok choked up. “I... had sex with her.” He cried. You looked away in disgust, trying to mask all the hurt you were feeling. “But I promise, y/n, it didn’t mean anything to me!” He hurried to tell you.

“I sobered up to this nightmare and I’m completely ashamed of myself. You were the best thing that happened to me and I didn’t know how to tell you because I didn’t want to hurt you let go of what we have.” He sighed. “I should’ve had more self control over my body and actions.”

“Hoseok..” you mumbled, trying to take in everything he was telling you. When you still weren’t moved by his words, Hoseok tried to explain his self further.

“She didn’t and doesn’t mean anything to me, I swear!”

“But she meant just enough that night to make you want to throw away your morals, your dignity and self respect, and our relationship.” You stated, wiping away fresh tears that had fallen.

“Y/n, please...”

“I’m sorry, Hoseok, but I can’t be with you.” You sniffed.

“Noo!...” He cried. “Don’t do this to us! We can get through this just don’t give up on us!”

“You give me no choice!” You lashed out, letting your hurt and anger show. “We had the perfect relationship, Hoseok! Out of all the times, I went out or went to the club or gotten drunk, not once did I think about sleeping with another man! That shows me how irresponsible you are with alcohol and not only that, I’m upset at the fact you you didn’t even want to tell me! Instead of coming to me like a man and admitting your mistakes, you coward in the face of the truth!”

You completely broke down, covering your face as you cried in your palms. Hoseok couldn’t do a thing but watch. He wanted to hold you, to comfort you like he’s always had done because he was the source of your pain but he knew you would just push him away. He didn’t want you to resent him even more so he kept his distance.

“But... even though I’m hurt and I hate you right now, a part of me still wants to be with you.” You scoffed, wiping away tears. “But how do you expect me to forgive you if there’s a chance that it will happen again if you drink?”

“It won’t! I swear I will never drink again if it means getting a second chance with you.” Hoseok replied anxiously. It was quiet between the two of you as you took in his plea.

“Hoseok?” You finally stated. “I forgive you... but I don’t want to be with you. You have broken my heart and my trust. Giving you a second chance is a risk I don’t think I’m willing to take. I’m sorry but we should end this right here.”

Hoseok nodded, accepting your words as defeat. “I understand. I will miss you, y/n.”

“I will miss you too.” You gave him a final hug which lasted for minutes until you broke away. “Goodbye, Hoseok.”

He couldn’t speak as he leaned against the wall before falling to the floor. Hoseok couldn’t do anything but watch you walk away from his life for good, thinking over and over about how lost the perfect girl.

~~~~~~

As you walked down the stairs of the dorm, your anger and hurt was still present. Not only did you feel hurt but also completely betrayed. Pulling out your phone, you dialed the number of the only person who had your back, or so you thought.

“Hey princess, what’s up? What are you up to on this rainy day?” Taehyung asked.

“You knew that Hoseok cheated on me, didn’t you? Is that why I haven’t heard from you in awhile?”

There was a slight pause before you heard him speak. “Did he tell you that?”

“It doesn’t matter how I found out! All that matters to me is why did the people I trust the most just betrayed me as I meant nothing?!” You cried out.

Taehyung immediately lowered his voice to try to ease the sudden tense conversation. “Don’t say that, y/n.”

“Why not?! It’s true! I trusted Hoseok with my heart hoping that a guy like him wouldn’t break it and I trusted you to be my loyal best friend and stand by my side.”

“I am.”

“THEN WHY DIDN’T YOU TELL ME WHEN IT HAPPENED?!” You yelled in anger. “WHY DO I HAVE TO REACH OUT TO YOU WHEN YOU KNEW WHAT HAPPENED?! WHAT THE HELL HAPPENED TO HAVING MY BACK?!”

“It’s not like that, y/n. I knew you would be hurt by this but I didn’t want to be the one to bring you bad news. You were really happy with Hoseok and I didn’t want to be the one who came in between that. However, you are absolutely right. I should have told you, regardless, because you deserved to know. I’m sorry; I shouldn’t have let my selfish thoughts override my judgment.”

You listened to Taehyung’s calm deep voice as he spoke. You knew he felt guilty about his role in the situation and knew he genuinely felt sorry but your emotions were too out of control to let it go. You were upset and hurt and wanted everyone to feel the same. Why did you have to be the only one that suffered?

“You know what Tae?... Fuck this! Fuck you! And fuck him! I don’t need anyone! I’ll be on my own! That way I will never have to experience this shit again!”

You hung up the phone and even though it was still in the middle of a storm, you walked outside and slowly across campus getting soaked in the storm. You felt broken to the core and didn’t care of the possibility that you could get sick. All you wanted was to be left alone in your misery.

When you finally made it back to your dorm, you stood by the door letting the rain water drip off of your body and clothes. Your roommate still hadn’t returned back which you didn’t mind because the last thing you needed was her asking you to recount today’s events.

You took one step and stopped at the sudden knocking of your door. As you reached for the doorknob, you hoped it wasn’t Hoseok, changing his mind and begging you to come back. You didn’t want to deal with that but you prepared yourself nonetheless. However, your eyes widen when you, instead, saw Taehyung’s dripping wet figure at your door. He dressed in all black baggy clothes, letting you know that he quickly threw on clothes. His hair dripped single drops of water below and for the first time in awhile, Taehyung wasn’t wearing his glasses. His dark eyes stared into yours as his lips slightly parted to catch his breath. He didn’t even give you a chance to speak as he stormed inside, giving you no choice but to close the door behind him. 

“What are you doing here, Tae? I meant what I said about being alone.”

“Honestly, I was worried and wanted to make sure you wouldn’t do anything crazy acting on impulse.”

“Why does it matter to you what happens to me? You don’t care about my feelings.”

“Of course I do! I care about you a lot, y/n. You don’t know how scared I was at the thought of something happening to you.”

“Why?! Why are you more scared of what I may do to myself than what someone else does to me?!”

“I’m scared of ANYTHING happening to you period! You’re too special to let someone else’s behavior affect you.”

“What do you know?” You asked in sarcasm, crossing your arms in front of you.

“Do you really want to know, y/n?” He asked and the tone of his voice made your stomach drop and your heart quicken. “I know that Hoseok didn’t deserve you. Any man in a relationship with a woman he truly loves would never let another woman get close to him. All the other guys you use to date didn’t deserve you either because they didn’t know how to treat you like the princess you are. If it was me, you’d never get sad or cry and I’d never let anyone hurt you. You’d be the happiest woman alive and I would see to it personally.”

You scoffed. “I don’t believe you. This is nothing but words Kim Taehyung.”

“Believe what you want but I know how I feel about you. You mean the world to me and always did... I was just scared to tell you until now.”

The room became quiet and you stared at him until his figure became blurred by tears. Initially, Taehyung thought you were upset by his admission and felt bad, thinking he was burdening you with his true feelings. But when he went to comfort you, you pushed him away displaying a face that he couldn’t read.

“All this time I’ve remained quiet, scared to tell during those moments because I was scared of rejection or you just wanted to stay as friends.” You admitted wiping away tears and smiling. “But I’ve felt the same way ever, since high school.”

At first Taehyung thought he was hearing things. He couldn’t believe that not only did you share the same feelings but you were also worried if he didn’t feel the same. This did nothing but make his love for you grow even more.

He embraced you again and this time, holding you felt more special than it did before. You placed your head against his chest listening to his heartbeat. That day, you may have lost one love but you found something greater in the arms of your best friend: his heart. And that was all that mattered from here on out.

“Tae?” He looked down at you. “Kiss me.”

You wanted to know how it finally felt to kiss his lips. You had imagined it so many times and you got your answer when his lips touched yours. It was everything you dreamed of and more, you almost didn’t want it to stop and Taehyung agreed. He deepened the kiss, letting his tongue explore your mouth and you allowed him to, holding onto his wet clothes. Your tongue danced along side of his, wanting to taste every inch of him. The moment you both came up for air, you were breathing heavy as Taehyung held your face in his hands.

“You don’t know how long I wanted to do that.” He stated with a smirk.

“Then don’t stop.” You countered with a smile and he did just that.

He kissed you more eagerly, helping you out of your wet clothes and you did the same with him. A trail of damped clothes led to your bed where the two of you lied. Taehyung remained in his boxer briefs as you were only dressed in your undergarments. He kissed from your lips down to your neck, sucking skin between his lips and leaving a mark in its place. Before he could get to your chest, Taehyung removed your bra immediately latching on to your small hardened nipples. His tongue rolled over it while his large palm kneaded your other breast, rolling your nipple between his fingers. You moaned out, unable to believe that this was really happening. You were almost suffering from an out of body experience, watching as your best friend took you on your bed.

Taehyung moved south, playfully nibbling all over your stomach, making the both of you laugh. His seriousness took over again, licking your bellybutton and kissing your lower stomach. You didn’t even notice when he took off your panties, you only felt the cold breeze when he pulled you to the edge of the bed and spread your legs to accommodate his body. You took an inhale of breath when his warm tongue touched your lower lips. Your back arched off of the mattress and your hands instantly went to massage his scalp to brace yourself for what he had planned.

All it took was one lick for Taehyung to become addicted to your taste. He held the inside of your thighs down to the bed as he hungrily ate you out. His tongue roughly licked between your pussy before your lips surrounded his as he went to suck on your clit. He could feel the sensitive tiny ball try to escape his ministrations but he wouldn’t budge, causing you to sit through the torture. By now, your fingers had his hair wrapped around them and you were begged Taehyung not to stop. Even when you were dripping wet and on the verge of cumming, he didn’t want to stop. He wanted you sweet nectar all over his mouth and tongue. You were practically screaming and figured you would be visited by your RA later on due to the noise.

Taehyung pulled his face away for just a minute, breathing into your core as he coated two of his fingers in your juices before letting them penetrate you. He licked his lips as he carefully watched them disappear then reappear, listening to the dynamics of your voice. It wasn’t long before he reattached his mouth to your clit to bring you to another orgasm, softly licking your pussy as it died down.

Your eyes closed briefly, trying to slow your breathing and when you looked down at Taehyung, he stared into your eyes as he brought his fingers to his mouth, sucking them clean. You watched wide eyed, not thinking he could get anymore sexier. When he went to stand up, you leaned up too, helping him remove his last bit of clothing. And when you saw his hard cock standing tall in the air, your mouth watered and you wanted to repay the favor but he stopped you.

“There will be time for that later. Right now, I want to show you how much you mean to me.”

He guided you back onto the bed and climbed in between your legs, letting his cock rest against your pussy as your lips met again. He reached down and slowly eased the thick crown into your opening, your mouth softly vibrating against his as you moaned. He felt so big that when he was fully inside you walls, you felt the pressure from being so full. Taehyung started off slow and gentle, letting his hips slow grind against yours but gradually began speed up. Your arms and legs wrapped around his body, loving what he was doing to you. But then Taehyung leaned up on his hands, pinning yours to the bed as he fucked you faster and harder. He wanted to look down and witness the pleasure he brought you, capturing it all with his eyes. He watched you wiggle under him, rotating your hips to feel more, your voice begging him not to stop.

Taehyung suddenly pulled out of you, flipping you over on your stomach, and re-entering you from behind. He leaned over, covering your back as he groaned about how good you felt wrapped around him. Pulling your legs apart, Taehyung was able to sink deeper feeling the barrier of your cervix. He pulled back and slammed his hips into you repeatedly, pumping your pussy of more juices. You gripped your comforter tightly, moaning loudly into it to muffle your voice. With your hips lifted in the air, Taehyung was able to reach around and rolled your clit on the tips of his fingers. You were in complete ecstasy; never wanting it to end but your body gave up; give him your third orgasm before falling onto the bed in exhaustion. Taehyung remained energized, still fucking you, chasing after his own release. He came minutes after, letting out a deep groan before falling on top of you. He wasn’t in that position for long, rolling on his back and pulling your sweaty body on top of his.

“Wow...” you breathed out.

Taehyung chuckled. “That was just the beginning. I plan to show you what you’ve been missing out on.”

“Well if the following days end like this, I’m ready to see what you have in store.”

The room, once again, grew quiet as he held you close to him, feeling to your heartbeat against his and your small slow breaths of air slowly getting deeper and deeper. You ended up falling asleep some time later but Taehyung remained awoke. He stared down at your peaceful face, taking in your beauty. You are always so beautiful with an amazing personality and he didn’t regret meeting you for one second. In fact, he wasn’t sure if true love existed but he felt that way every time he saw and spoke to you. You were the perfect woman for him, the one who he would do anything for and anything to make you happy. You deserved the world and he was going to give it to you. Which is why Taehyung set up you getting cheated on, just to be with you.

~

He wasn’t sure of his feelings for you the first time he met you. He assumed that you would go back to ignoring him after being paired together was over with, seeing that you were more popular than he was. You had plenty of friends while he didn’t have any. Although he was smart and had great grades, he was still quite a lonely person keeping only to himself. Not to mention, he had just transferred from another school a couple months ago and still he didn’t meet anyone he could call “friend”. His parents had even gone so far as to move him from his prestigious expensive private school to a public school for fear that he had developed social problems. 

But that one day in the classroom, changed everything. Not only did you value his opinions and hard work, but from that day on, you spoke and chatted with him every time the two of you ran into each other. Just from those simple interactions made Taehyung feel important. He felt valued amongst his peers, even though you were the only person he talked to. You gave him courage to open up and be himself. From then, Taehyung became a social butterfly. He made a few friends, had plenty of girls who wanted to be a romantic figure in his life but Taehyung never stopped thinking about you. To him, he didn’t care about anybody else except you. He wanted to be your best friend and wanted to make himself available to you whenever you needed.

In fact, Taehyung wasn’t sure when his crush for you started but if he had to make a guess, it happened a few months after meeting you. One night, he lied in bed thinking about what happened that day and all the goofy things you both talked and laughed about. Taehyung remembered just staring at you because of your smile. You seemed so happy and so carefree that he couldn’t tear his eyes away from your beauty. 

It was at that moment he felt his heart quicken in his chest and the heat race to his face at the memory. He tried to convince himself that he was probably just tired but when he saw you the next day, the feeling returned and wouldn’t go away. You used to tease him about how red he would get called him “Tomato” instead of his name. Taehyung knew he had to do something otherwise you’d quickly catch on to his feelings so he managed to keep them hidden away until he was alone or in the privacy of his room. He would think about you all the time while in bed. What was your nighttime wear? Did you sleep under the blanket or on top? Did you lightly snore? Taehyung always imagine lying next to you, holding you close and keeping you warm with his body heat. Of course his thoughts would turn explicit and he would imagine kissing you or sucking dark bruises into your skin. Many nights he dreamt about eating your pussy. He would grip his cock, slowly stroking it as he imagine you pulling his hair and moaning his name. He made a promise to one day see for himself how you tasted and to feel wrapped around him.

His possessive nature only increased when you both entered high school. He spoke to you everyday and his plan to have you to himself had seemed to be working. He had met your parents and they quickly grew to loved him. He fit right in with your family perfectly, just like it should be. Your father even told Taehyung that he had his blessing and how he needed to just man up if he wanted to win your heart. Although Taehyung loved the idea and had grown confidence, he still felt inadequate when it came to approaching you on the topic of love. He wasn’t sure if you felt the same way or even thought about him the same way he thought about you.

While your new friendship blossomed, your other friends were pissed about how close the two of you became but Taehyung only used it to his advantage. He comforted you when your now former friends began pestering you about being friends with him, demanding that you choose between him or them. For obvious reasons, they didn’t like Taehyung and felt he was obsessed with you and if you really thought about it, they’d been right. But you couldn’t picture Taehyung as anybody else but your sweet best friend who had your back and was there for you no matter what.

However, Taehyung’s plan slowly began to fall apart the moment other guys started to enter the picture. You had a dated few boyfriends who eventually broke your heart each time. Within those months, Taehyung had no choice but to get a girl to throw off his attraction for you. Even though each of his previous girlfriends adored him, he never felt the same way towards them. And what was even more shocking yet annoying to him was that they their feelings seem to grow faster than normal. Although he barely did a thing, they fell in love with his cold nature, wanting even more from him. The moment Taehyung found out that your relationships ended, he did the same, making sure he was available to you twenty-four/seven and no girl was going to get in the way of that. Of course they were upset over the breakup and you always assumed he was too and tried to comfort him. Other reason why he was in love with you. You were always so thoughtful, thinking of him first when he knew you were hurting more.

Taehyung thought back to the time when you wanted to get back together with a guy, Yong Seung-Woo, who had just publicly broken up with you in front of everyone and made you feel worthless inside. The rage was flowing through his blood, listening to you cry about how hurt you were and was even more upset at yourself because you still like him. Taehyung rubbed your back, comforting you because he knew you didn’t deserve that. You were the most sweetest, loving person around. So after dropping you off at home, Taehyung raced to Seung-Woo’s house and knocked on his front door. He knew that his parents were away at work and they could talk more freely.

“Hey, Taehyung! What’s up?” He asked, the moment it was open.

“I was wondering if I could have a few words with you. Can I come in?”

Seung-Woo opened the door wider, inviting Taehyung inside. He didn’t suspect that something was wrong, seeing how Taehyung was your best friend and he just broke up with you. Seung-Woo didn’t have a care in the world and that would be his own undoing.

“Where’s y/n?” He questioned, walking into the living room. “The two of you are usually combined at the hip. She didn’t have you come over here on her behalf, did she? That girl doesn’t know when to quit.” He chuckled. “She just can’t get it through her head that she was just a good time, that’s all. I mean, she’s a sweet girl but she’s no longer an interest of mine.”

Taehyung grabbed his shirt with both hands, slamming his back against a nearby wall. Seung-Woo was caught off guard, the shock was evident on his face. 

“Hey, man! What the f-“

“Shut up!” Taehyung yelled, leaning his face closer. “You’re too much of a no brain idiot to appreciate someone like Y/n so I’m not the least bit surprised by your behavior but bad mouth her again and I’ll rip your fucking tongue out.” 

That got Seung-Woo’s attention and he instantly became scared. “Y-Y-You’re fucking crazy...”

“That’s right I am, glad that you noticed.” He smirked before his serious face took over. “About y/n, now until the rest of your life, act like you don’t know her. Don’t even look her way. If she tries to talk to you, ignore her. Go about your life as if you didn’t just ruin hers. Okay?”

Seung-Woo eagerly nodded his head and was set free seconds later. He swallowed hard, gripping his chest and clothes in fear as he watch Taehyung walk to the door. They made eye contact one last time when Taehyung turned around to face him.

“Oh, by the way, it would be in your best interest not to mention this to anyone, got it?” He winked before walking out the door.

The next day at school, Taehyung walked along side of you as you raved about looking so good that Seung-Woo would be dying to get back together with you. Your makeup and choice of attire made you stand out from your average days and Taehyung couldn’t help but stare at how sexy you look. You made him want to admit his feeling for you at that very moment but held back for the right time.

Just as expected, Seung-Woo walked by on the opposite side of the hallway. This was the moment you waited for, for him to admit dumping you was a mistake. Taehyung watched his and your eyes meet before their eyes met. Seung-Woo quickly looked uncomfortably, not sparing you a second glance. You immediately became disappointed and it showed on your face.

“I guess he really didn’t like me.” You mumbled, slumping your shoulders.

Taehyung only smiled, wrapping his arm around your shoulder and pulling you close to him. “Don’t mind that ass, y/n. Any guy would be dying to be with you if they knew what a knockout you really were.”

With you being heartbroken, it only left you in the arms of one guy and with other guys kept at bay, the rest of Taehyung’s high school years were great. There were a couple times when being with you made him want to tell the world how much he loved you. Like that evening in your room at your college celebration party. He was dying to kiss your lips and the way you stared at him, was further validation to do so but he was too chicken shit to do so. Taehyung always imagine some heartfelt romantic way of asking you to be his and he was willing to wait a little longer to do so. 

It was only when you both entered college, his nightmares began. Like it always does, the semester started good until you met Hoseok. He seemed like a great person, treated you like a princess, but only Taehyung could treat you like the queen you deserved. He had to sit by and listen to how you use to gush about Hoseok, feeling his own heart break. It gave him actual nightmares in his dream state. He feared that you would leave him behind on the sidelines for Hoseok. That he would take his place in your life, not only as your lover, but as your best friend too. 

As hurt as he was, he had to, once again, pursue another woman and act like he gave a damn about her. Sohyon was a great girl and had the body that most men dreamt about but Taehyung only dreamt about yours, imagining how it looked and felt naked next to his. Even though they occasionally slept together, he imagined it was you he was making love to.

That day in the cafeteria, however, left him feeling confused. He knew you were upset at the markings on his neck, it showed in your face, your body, and voice. Hell! He and Sohyon argued about it the day after it happened. She blamed him for fucking her too hard and what could he say to counter that? That night, he imagined it was you that he was fucking, punishing you for being with Hoseok and bringing him over. But in all, he hated the thought of you being hurt because of what another girl did and if it was up to him, he would have broken up with Sohyon immediately. After you left him behind, he felt compelled to go after you but his self doubt was invading his mind, planting all kinds of uncertainty. What if he was reading your feelings wrong and you really were meeting with a teacher? And if he did go after you, what was he going to say? I love you, break up withyour boyfriend?

Taehyung knew he was wrong and should have let you live comfortably dating Hoseok and he with Sohyon, but unfortunately he couldn’t. No matter how many lives were involved, none of them mattered in his life except for yours. Which was why he devised the ultimate plan to get rid of Hoseok and make you his for good.

“But why?” Sohyon cried into his chest. “Why do you want to break up? We’re good together.”

“Because my feelings for you have changed, Sohyon. You deserve someone that will give you ample amounts of genuine love and unfortunately, that person is not me.”

He broke the hold she had him to take a couple steps away. Sohyon cried even harder, slumping down on his couch and covering her face. She believed that it was fate that she met Taehyung. He wasn’t like any guy she had been with. He was smart, funny, and very thoughtful as well as captivating. He took an interest in her life when they were together and the topic of sex was never brought up. The only way they were together intimately was if she initiated it. But if she really paid close attention to their relationship, she would have noticed that his attentiveness and caring nature was sporadically given when company was around, more specifically you.

“But Tae Tae, I love you,” She sniffed. “Don’t you love me?”

“Honestly, I don’t. I can’t love you because-“

“Is it because of someone else?!” Her emotions suddenly changing to anger. “You cheated on me and now some other bitch has your love instead of me!”

Taehyung let out a sigh becoming rather annoyed at this exchange. This was one of reasons why he didn’t want to get involved with anyone else. But to keep his secrets hidden, he had no other choice otherwise you were sure to catch on. He didn’t care about anyone else’s feelings but for Sohyon’s sake, he was trying to let her down gently.

“I didn’t cheat on you but if you really want to know the truth, Yes, I am in love with someone else.”

“Who is she? Do I know her?”

“You’ve met her before.”

Sohyon thought hard on who it could be. Taehyung was very handsome so it was no secret that girls flocked to him. The real challenge was finding out which one of those girls managed to leave a lasting impression on his heart. But she the more she thought about it, the more she knew that he wasn’t easily persuaded into a relationship and whoever it was must have known him for a long time. 

It was then that a lightbulb went off in her head. “Y/n...” she mumbled. “It’s y/n, isn’t it?” 

The tears refilling her eyes. Sohyon knew she couldn’t compete against you. You held a special place in Taehyung’s heart, a spot she knew nobody else could fill except for you. It made since why he always talked about you or why his eyes seemed to light up with love whenever you were around. It wasn’t admiration or a close bond, it was love. 

“Yes,” Taehyung finally admitted. “It’s y/n. It’s always been y/n, nobody else.”

“But does she love you, Tae Tae? Can she even return your feelings?! Y/n has a boyfriend and already seems happy in another relationship. Why take a chance on happiness when you have someone who loves and cherishes you?!”

“Because you are not her!” Taehyung lashed out, his patience finally gone. “And whether you want to hear it or not, your love will never be enough! So if I have to wait entire lifetime for her love, I will do so because her love is the only one I want.”

“But Tae Tae...”

“I’m sorry, Sohyon, but my mind is made up. It has been for years.”

She nodded, gathering all of her belongings to go. She paused, holding the doorknob in her hand. Sohyon turned around to face him one last time. “Y/n, is very lucky to have someone like you. Our love for you is a common bond that we both share; I’m sure her goes even further than mine. But in the case she doesn’t return your feelings, I’ll always be here for you.”

She smiled, walking out of the door and leaving Taehyung to himself. He scoffed, talking a seat on his couch talking to no one in particular.

“No, I’m lucky to have her.”

~

Now with Sohyon out of the way, Taehyung turned his attention on your relationship with Hoseok. He really needed to come up with a solid plan if he really wanted to be with you. Even thought he told Sohyon that he would wait an eternity, he didn’t plan on doing so. Taehyung felt he had waited enough and now it was time to move into action.

With your approval, he invited Hoseok out for a guy’s night on the town. At first it consisted of food and drinks at a local bar but in the course of the night, the destination to a club was added. While Hoseok waited by the bar, Taehyung searched for specific women that could help his plan unfold. Lucky for him, he found the perfect girl, standing off to the side by herself.

“Good Evening,” He greeted, earning a smile from her. “What’s a lovely girl like you standing here alone?”

“I’m waiting on my friends to come back. They went to the bathroom.”

“Ah I see... You look familiar; do you go to school around here?” Taehyung listened as she described her school’s name and located. Turns out, it was the same one he and Hoseok attended. Hwang Eunji, twenty, no boyfriend, in her sophomore year, studying psychology to be a therapist. She was the perfect girl that happened to be at the wrong place at the wrong time, meeting with the wrong guy to help ruin one happy couple.

Taehyung moved closer to whisper in her ear. “Do you mind if I steal you away from your friends for a bit? I promise you’ll have same amount of fun.”

“Sorry but I’m not interested.” She shot back.

“I’m not inviting you for myself,” he motioned with his hand on his chest, faking a hurt heart. “It’s for my friend. See, he’s had his eyes on you the entire night and I know he’s interested.”

“Then why doesn’t he approach me?”

“I’m afraid he’s getting over a bad break up and is scared of rejection.”

Eunji felt sympathy for him and decided to follow Taehyung to the bar. He was ecstatic to find out that Eunji was a classmate of Hoseok and had a crush on him. It seemed as though everything was working in his favor. He was more than happy to provide the drinks, making sure they were both inebriated enough not to blackout but to let their bodies take control. Now all Taehyung had to do was sit back and watch the disaster occur. He saw the drunken couple to a motel then headed home to play the concerned friend the next day. 

As evil as it was, he went to bed that night with an all knowing smile on his face. His self conscience should have been eating at him. The guilt should have been overflowing through his mind, body, and soul but it wasn’t. Taehyung knew that for you to be without a care in the world, the love had to come from him.

When the time came, he expected you to be upset about the cheating but he never expected you to break down and want to be left alone. So without a second thought, he flew to your dorm to console you and also play the role of your loving best friend. He didn’t expect the conversation to take the route it did and fed off of the energy from his scared teenage years, admitting his feelings. At that moment in time, he thought back to all the talks with your father and his father as well. Both of them offered words of advice, telling him to pursue you if that was what he really wanted. 

“But don’t hold on to y/n just because you’re scared to open up to someone else. I’m sure there are feelings on both sides but you two are also young. Take the time to date; there might be a special girl out there that will light up your world.” Your father always reminded him and he took his advice, exploring time with other women. But none of them held that special spark he felt when he was with you and that’s when Taehyung knew that special girl was you. 

He was able to let go of all his worries and show you just how much you meant to him. When his lips finally got to touch yours, Taehyung felt fireworks go off. Everything about you, fit him perfectly like a lock and key. Making love to you for the first rebooted his love for you and he never wanted to leave your side. Now that you belonged to him, Taehyung felt a trapped in a state of euphoria that he never wanted to end. His dream had finally come true and now he was ready to show you what type of man he was. 

And if he had to do it all again to make you fall in love with him, he would in a heartbeat. Nobody would understand why you had so much control over him; Taehyung didn’t even understand it himself. All he knew was that his heart chose you and that’s all that mattered in his world. But unbeknownst to you, you weren’t aware of measures and lengths Taehyung was willing to go to claim you as his and only his.

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