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nude beach adrien ( deliquent oc ) x ftm reader
āā reader has top surgery , use of cunt & pussy , fingering , public ( on beach )
Tans, seashells, crisp soda and icecream, perfect for a hot sunny day.
It was an idea pitched by one of your friends to hold a class beach day, and as the student president, you agreed and began to plan. The message you sent into the class group chat was bombarded with positive replies the moment you mentioned the word 'beach.' It seemed like alot of your classmates either wanted to escape studying or needed a break to cool off.
A familiar icon popped up underneath your message, Adrien's, but he didn't reply so you just guessed he would skip this event out too.
Stuffed in a car with all your friends, you allocated each friend to bring different things like drinks, food, beach balls and towels. You were in charge of packing the beach umbrellas and foldable chairs.
It was about a 3 hour trip to a beach nearby; one that wouldn't be bombarded with little children and an abundance of people.
When you got there with your friends ā a little earlier than the set time ā you took the initiative to start helping out with things and putting down your chairs and umbrellas. As you're hauling out the items from the trunk, you could faintly hear the raspy sound of someone calling out.
āAdrien, give me a hand here!ā Your head instinctively turns to meet eyes with that stupid deliquent who seems to always show up wherever you are.
He was unusually early, perhaps earlier than you.
Adrien shoots you a toothy smirk before turning back to his buddy, helping the guy lift a cooler filled with sodas and probably beer as well. You shrug him off with a small scoff, rolling your eyes before going back to set up your things
You've successfully put up an umbrella and a deck chair away from the water, letting your body relax on the chair.
You weren't even planning on swimming today but you brought a shirt and some swim shorts just in case you wanted to just dip your feet into the icy water and feel the waves crash against your knees.
Staring out to the shore you watch as your friends run into the water, splashing and kicking sand up st eachother. You would join but, swimming wasn't something you particularly liked, especially the feeling of your wet swimsuit sticking to your skin.
āWhat are you doing all alone, prez?ā His voice comes out smooth and almost tantalizing as a hand slides over your shoulder. You flinch harshly, whipping your head around to see Adrien in his full glory, shirt off, slightly damp hair and crystal clear water droplets gliding down the curves of his muscles.
Before you could say anything, Adrien pulls up another chair and slides it right beside you. The wooden bits of the deck chair clink together and he lowers himself on it with a small sigh of relief.
āThe boys are playing like gladiators out there, felt like I was gonna die,ā He laughs and you see his chest stutter as he does. He lets his head rest on his hand, elbow jutted out as he turns to face you.
āBut really, why aren't you swimming? I'd love to see you shirtless and wet.ā You roll your eyes and scoff, shaking your head as you stretch out your legs.
āI just don't feel like it,ā You hum nonchalantly which earns a breathless laugh from Adrien. He places a hand on your stomach, inching closer to you. His fingers lightly drum on your stomach, earning that slight hollow sound.
He flicks your shirt up and burrows his hand underneath it, making a slow ascend to your chest, tracing over the raised lines underneath it.
āThey're healed enough,ā he points out, āJust let me see them.ā
Your eyes quickly dart around, making sure that no one is watching. The beach stretches out quite far so the majority of the people were situated towards the middle with you and Adrien being in a more empty area.
You don't fight it, you just look away as he pulls up the shirt to your chin. The cool ocean breeze hits your bare chest, pulling out a view shivers from you. Adrien has seen your scars, multiple times but its always a surprise to see how his eyes soften and how he caresses them so delicately.
āY'know people won't care if you just swim shirtless, you're a dude it doesn't matter,ā He's leaning his head over to kiss your scars in which you push his face away. He laughs and moves his hands back down to rest on your lower stomach.
āYou should get out of here before anyone sees you talking with me,ā You manage to breathe out, moving your hand to his, attempting to pry them off your exposed skin. Being in such an open area with all your classmates undoubtedly gets you anxious, especially considering how long you've kept your relationship with Adrien a secret.
āWhy? People can't handle me spending time with my boyfriend?ā It just rolls off his tongue the way he claims you're his ā even when you're not.
You're about to retaliate, about to shout whatever insult that comes to mind but you feel his hand move down to cup your crotch. Your body jerks at the touch and you shoot him a glare but he returns it with a sly smile.
āYou're not my boyfriend,ā you manage to force the words out your throat.
āYeah but can any guy make you feel like this?ā His fingers dig into the fabric of your shorts, pushing pressure onto your cunt. You can't help the curses that flow from your lips and the fact that you're arching your back into his hands.
āThey don't know how to treat you right, only I can,ā You can hear the jealousy drip off his tone like honey on a stick: thick and sickly sweet.
His fingers are brought back up and now he's pulling at your waistband, dipping his fingers underneath your shorts. His hand just glides over the smooth expanse of your pelvis, dipping down to your sweet, slick sex. Adrien starts by parting your folds with his index and his ring finger, skimming his middle over your fluttering hole.
You're so wet he can hear every movement his finger makes on you.
His thumb finds your clit, pushing the tip of it against that bundle of nerves. He's massaging circles on it, punching out a loud whine from your throat.
āShit cutie, you're sensitive there?ā He laughs, moving his hand lower so he could press his palm against it. Your little mewls and the way you grip onto the side of the chair so tightly makes Adrien want to rip your clothes off and fuck the daylights out of you, but he can't, he'll get caught almost instantly.
His fingers finally meet your hole, pushing in one finger slowly. You gasp, hips rolling up to grind your clit against his palm as he stuffs his finger into you. Adrien laughs again like he's having fun drawing all these reactions out of you.
Your warm, gummy walls hug his finger so snugly he has to slip in another one just to loosen you up a bit. He groans, driving his middle and ring finger into you. Everytime he pulls them back and slams them in your legs tremble and that obscene wet noise rings through his head like the aftermath of a drug.
āYou like that prez? Such a good boy f'me aren't you?ā Adrien bites his own, chapped lips, repeatedly ramming his fingers into you, watching as you laid your head back and let the moans spill out from your parted lips. The moment he starts curling his fingers up your body tenses and you absent-mindedly grab onto his forearm.
You're seeing stars with the way he's hitting your G-spot every single time he drives his fingers deeper into you.
āFuckā ahā Adrien,ā You cry out, moving your hand down to push down on his, encouraging him to put more pressure on your pussy. He gladly obliges, moving his fingers faster and pushing his palm against your clit with more force than before.
The familiar feeling of a knot wells up in the pit of your stomach and you know you're about to cum.
āC'mon, that's it.ā Adrien can tell you're close from the quivering of your knees and the way sweat trickles down your forehead. He kisses the salt away before groaning as he feels his fingers get soaked from your orgasm.
He pumps his fingers slowly, letting you ride out your high before stopping completely.
āShit, let me eat you out next timāā
āStop talking.ā
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Thereās something so sweet about this scene. Not only Arthur is surrounded by his knights, his friends, he still canāt seem to forget thereās someone missing.
And the way he approaches Merlin is nothing funny or sarcastic: itās pure concern, itās love, itās respect.
Merlin admits heās scared, without thinking about it twice, because yes, this is Arthur, the same man who makes fun of me on a daily, but heās also my best friend, the man I love, and who I could lose, but I canāt tell him, but, oh God, if he needs to know I donāt want him to die. Iām the most powerful warlock on earth, yet Iām scared of Morgana, because she wants to kill Arthur, and Iām weak when it comes to him, Iām scared I wonāt be able to protect him as I should (especially since Merlin has heard the prophecy that spoke of Arthurās bane).
I like Arthurās stunned face. Merlin is referring to his life. āYou donāt care you could die?ā And not only Arthur is shocked by it, because he thought Merlin knew his reasonings by now, knew that Arthur would never risk losing his knights, losing Merlin. But Arthur doesnāt care as long as his men are safe, as long as Merlinās safe (because, letās be honest, this conversation is nothing but a way for them to tell each other how they feel towards one another, without exposing themselves to the danger of this revelation). And Arthur needs to make something clear:
āOnly about you.ā Because Arthur brings Merlin everywhere like heās a solider, a warrior, someone who knows how to fight with a sword, whoās an asset to Camelot and the kingdom itself, so he considers him an equal, someone he can sit with on a lower step and chat with about his fears, because he can be vulnerable with Merlin. Arthur knows heās safe with him.
Arthur includes Merlin in his speech, and this is something that could mean, āOh, so Merlin isnāt a friend, isnāt a brother, heās so much more.ā This scene is so impactful, because itās one of those rare moments where Arthur shows how deeply he can love, how much risk heās willing to take to bring peace to his kingdom and to his people: to the ones he loves.
And he knows his knights, he knows Merlin wonāt abandon him, because he has never done it, and Arthur truly believes Merlin has no reason to do it now, even if heās scared. Itās as if Arthur is asking, just to make sure, just to have the confirmation that they think the same of it.
And they do:
I wish I didnāt understand how much Iām willing to risk, and have already risked for you. Because this is why Iām here: for you and only for you.
The self deprecating smile, because Merlin canāt back down, he never will. Heās so frightened, yet not even the prospect of battling against Morgana and her army will make him run.
He has Arthur to protect.
The way he smiles, itās as if heās saying, āWhy didnāt I understand this sooner? Arthurās just like me.ā But itās the fact that they told each other this, they know now, after ten years, that theyāre willing to do anything and more for the other to stay safe, to be alive, even if one of them isnāt.
Merlin tells Arthur. He watches him intensely, because Arthur needs to understand. Heās honest.
Arthur gets it, and heās finally happy. Heās relieved that Merlin wonāt abandon him, that he will stay by his side, like he always is, protecting him, fighting with him, and helping him.
Arthur smiles at Merlin like heās seeing him for the first time, and he falls in love with him just that tad bit more.
#this is my favourite scene of them#there is just something so pure and honest about their stares and their words that does it for me#they watch the otherās reaction because they know what theyāre actually implying#and i know that this show is simple at the end#maybe there was just something to show and thatās it#maybe the dialogues were written with another purpose#but as long as there will be something that makes me truly believe these two are canon#i donāt care#itās in moment like this that you wonder because there is just something in arthurās words#the way he puts it#the way heās telling this to merlin and not to his knights because he wants to make sure merlin is reading between the lines#and arthur tells merlin to eat something to not think about it because now theyāre safe that the other knows#knows how much they love each other#i like this scene so much and arthurās small and pleased smile makes it all the better#arthurās happy if merlinās happy#and thatās all he needs#merthur#bbc merlin#merlin#arthur pendragon#merlin bbc#merlin x arthur
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okay okay okay!!
txt vs no nut november! and maybe single / with a partner and regular sex life
like, would / wouldn't participate (and why), how long it would take for them to lose (if lose at all, I look at you taehyun), why they would lose (idek, forgot, were too stressed, too horny, etc)
would there be a member who would be like "I'll cum at 0:01, november the first, and will enjoy the whole month looking at you all suffer, losers"?
ahhhh now I think of requesting yeonkai x reader about nnn...
txt v. no nut november
warnings: š!!! gn!reader, mentions of masturbation/sex, cockwarming, edging, prob forgot some sorry
wc: 0.7k total
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taehyun .į
if you didn't think taehyun was winning I don't know what you're on but it's just known that he would hold out the longest. If he did lose it was because the clocks had just turned to midnight when he finished effectively ending his need to even participate in a game he knows is arbitrary. This does not mean that he doesn't still try because he loves a challenge. Will spend more time in the gym because of it but he will never complain. The guys will make fun of him saying he's not even in the game anymore seeing as he failed first, will actually go on into the first week of December just to prove a point.
beomgyu .į
Now I don't think beomgyu is very competitive about most things and if he is it's only because of teasing and needing to prove people wrong. But November is his time to shine. He will actively encourage the otherās partners to tease the boys just so that he can āwinā the bet. Will make it through the month but the end is an absolute struggle, suddenly he's getting boners left and right like he's a teenager again. The last day of November is the day he breaks. Technically all the other boys have already lost if you look past taehyun going past November. This is his excuse and doesn't even make it through the morning before he's cumming. By the end of the day, he is three orgasms down and doesn't even care about winning the title besides the fact he can joke about it until next year.
yeonjun .į
He tries so hard and wants to beat beomgyu because he is his only real competition. Actually masturbates a lot and just edges himself because he likes teasing and the ache it gives him. Avoiding his partner as if that will help anything, his imagination is just well enough. Only makes it a little more than halfway through the month before he's given up. He's not able to stay away from his partner and needs them too much to stop himself. Although he tries to just edge himself again, cockwarming only works until he's absentmindedly thrusting, cursing when he accidentally finishes. Just shrugs and goes another round this time without even feeling sorry.Ā
kai .į
Doesn't even remember that he's not supposed to be having sex, and doubly doesn't remember not to cum. He lasts a few days max and only because hadn't been near his partner. But as soon as they come near he's a needy mess, begging to get off because he just missed them so much. Remembers the last second about the group chat and the threats of having to pay for everyone's dinner if he's first to lose. Feels like a failure for only a second before shrugging just glad he doesn't have to worry about it anymore. Promises to win next year even if it's the last thing he does.
soobin .į
Talks big talk about winning but forgets exactly how often he finishes in a month. Will put himself into a bad mood and it's only been a few hours into November 1st. Has to avoid opening certain apps because he knows his feed will be evil and show him exactly what he wants to see but can't use to get him off. Surprises himself by even making it through the day only not really because he's got his hand down his pants only an hour before midnight. Cums multiple times and doesn't even bring it up that he's lost, actually lies about still holding out until he confesses to Kai that he too did not last long at all. āNo, it was actually torture, the only thing I could think about was getting off and wondering exactly where you guys would pick to eat and if it would be that crazy to just send my card info in the chat to get it over with,āĀ
He and Taehyun have a full back-and-forth that lasts longer than it should about who should give their card to the waiter. The very serious debate ends after the laughter from the other boys is so loud people are looking their way. Soobin grumbles as he pays but knows it's only fair because he technically did lose first. He also knows that he was only a minute shy of actually finishing at midnight before the day even started for their competition and would have ended up paying anyway because unlike taehyun he would not have just continued the competition but would have just given up without even trying.Ā
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Found-Family headcanons for aĀ³'s coven of chaos, part 3: (because they all deserved more time with each other)
(part 2, here.)
(part 1, here.)
There is, of course, a group chat. Billy initially named it, āCoven of Chaosšā but Rio changed it to āslutsā
Jen immediately left the chat the second it was created, but Alice put her back in. There was a second escape attempt when they were all together, to which Lilia responded with an āšā expression, which was enough to convince Jen to reluctantly stay in the group chat.
Ironically, Lilia isn't even active on the group chat. She's terrible at texting & terrible at reasing messages. (āwhy is the print so small??ā)
She is, however, surprisingly nimble with her phone outside of that. She needed to figure it out for business and stuff.
Sharon also doesn't know how to use the group chat. She had a flip-phone until recentlyāand only got a new one because Billy insisted she needed it. She keeps accidentally doing group calls by miss-clicking on her phone.
Sharon always calls Alice to ācome fix her phoneā because āit's broken again!!ā Alice, each time, has to tell her that it's probably just out of battery.
Agatha is blocked on Jen's phone because she won't stop sending her spam, so they only ever text each other on the group chat, which Jen has muted.
Jen, Alice and Lilia have a separate group chat. Lilia hasn't even noticed, but they assume she has, because she leaves everything on read. In reality, she just thinks both group chats are the same group-chat and they always have to call her om the phone to make plans.
Alice wanted to add Billy to the second group chat too, but Jen told her that he'd probably be sad to not include the others so it's better that he doesn't find out.
Agatha claims she doesn't care what Billy does, but once she ran out of her house to his car because he forgot his jacket.
Billy made everyone friendship bracelets in prideflag colours, (like the ones agatha and rio wore in agatha's trial.)
āI hate braceletsā ādon't wear it thenā āfuck you, I'm never taking it off.ā
ādo you like it? :))ā *chocked up* āit's fine i guess-ā
Alice, Lilia, Sharon and Rio don't even play difficult, they just wear them immediately.
Agatha and Billy love doing matching Halloween outfits. Rio and Eddie would be offended, but like. They respect the slay.
Eddie would go as hulk (haha hulkling reference) and Rio would just wear a black t-shirt that says āBOO-bsā across her chest. And she'd draw nipples all over her body.
Billy makes them vote for best costume and he ALWAYS votes for Alice regardless of who actually has the best costume. Not because he's biasedājust because hers are genuinely always his favourites.
Jen and Lilia will go shopping during the first weeks of October, when people start decorating for Halloween, and the moment Lilia spots a SINGLE pumpkin she starts bitching and moaning the WHOLE WAY HOME about how āthe holiday industrial complex appropriates our culture through offensive stereotypes and absurd emblems and It's full of caricatures that stem from misogyny and female domesticity and villifying powerful women and AND there's so many racial micro-aggresions and it's all just exploiting us for profit and all these decorations and advertisements are just here to pressure people to buy products and--ā
Jen stopped listening ten minutes ago. She SO regrets pointing and saying, āoh, that pumpkin is so cute!ā as if she doesn't know who she's hanging out with.
So, obviously Lilia never dresses up for Halloween. Jen just dresses hot, so that Lilia won't be able to be mad at her.
Lilia has... No objections to that--
Rio's favourite thing during Halloween (but also just, always) is scaring the shit out of people.
They all have weekly movie nights :)
Rio picks ācomediesā (Horror movies, psychological thrillers, slasher films, gothic fiction, dark comedies, survival horror, anything gruesome & grotesque & body horror & gore, post-apocalyptic fiction) Sharon ācoincidentallyā skips movie night whenever it's Rio's turn to pick a film.
Alice picked everything everywhere all at once during her last turn. Her and Lilia sobbed through it (for very different reasons) while hugging each other. Other than that, Alice usually picks action movies, crime films, and the occasional rom-com or coming-of-age.
Jen loves dramas. Any dramas. Unnecessary trope-filled miscommunication? Hit her up!
Sharon likes sitcoms and old hollywood productions with a romantic flair. She'll point at scenes and narrate stories about how, āme and my husband used to...ā
Agatha watches a lot of reality tv because she loves to make fun of the people yelling at each other.
Billy will always pick musicals. (Lilia has forbidden a specific fewāand I think we all know which few.)
Hilariously, Agatha uses her next turn to force Lilia to sit through Madonna's Evita.
Lilia herself hates historical movies and always points out the inaccuracies. Same with fantasy media, she just doesn't like it. She's the pickiest of them all with movies and she always chooses total obscure wildcards that nobody has ever heard beforeāand somehow they're always the best ones.
Billy's parents are very conflicted about these people. āHow about you and Eddie just... Start hanging out with people your own age? Like!! Eddie's friend group!!ā
Even when he starts hanging out with the Young Avengers, he still spends more than half of his free time with his coven of lesbian senior citizens. <3
#agatha all along#agatha harkness#rio vidal#agathario#lilia calderu#jennifer kale#billy maximoff#alice wu gulliver#sharon davis#coven of chaos#lilia calderu x jennifer kale#agatha x rio#agatha harkness x rio vidal#eddie agatha all along#billy kaplan mcu#agatha all along headcanons
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Living With Bruno - Headcanons
Hi guys. I hope you are all doing okay. These past 24 hours have been rough for those affected by American politics.
In the name of comfort and escapism, Iāve been imagining what living with Bruno would look like. For instanceāWhat does Bruno do in his spare time? What does his house look like? Is he a neat person? (spoiler alert: he definitely is.) And what is he like behind closed doors?
Iāll be diving into these questions (and more!) under the break!
Bruno lives in his modest childhood home by the sea, and he hasnāt changed much of the furniture or decor since his parents decorated it. Almost everything is as it was when he was a kidāit gives him a sense of comfort.
During the day, he loves to let the salty sea breeze in through open windows. At night, the lighting feels warm and inviting. Bruno is mindful of energy costs; he only uses lights when needed. Candlelight often fills the home after dark, adding a cozy ambiance. Bruno Bucciarati is a neat person, so his home is impeccably kept.
Bruno spends most of his time in his living room, partly because itās where his record player lives. It sits between two speakers on top of a waist-high bookshelf in his living room that holds his impressive record collection, including genres such as jazz, prog rock, classical, and more. (He has a whole section dedicated to Miles Davis.) Heās added a desk to the room so he can work while listening to his vinyls. On the wall hangs one of his fatherās old fishing nets, a reminder of the vow he made to his father to fight against drugs.
His childhood bedroom is mostly unchanged, having the same furniture and arrangement as when he was young. A small bookshelf holds the stories his mother used to read to him, and pictures of his parents rest on his nightstand.
His parentsā bedroom remains as it was when his father passed. Besides keeping it clean, Bruno hasnāt altered a thing in there, finding something almost sacred in its preservation.
Brunoās also got a pretty decent wine collection stashed in the cellar, with some expensive, rare bottles. Being careful with money, he rarely splurges on high-end wine, so most of these rare bottles were gifts.
(I headcanon that Bruno is passionate about wine. If youāre interested in hearing about why I believe this, hereās a link to this post.)
Bruno Bucciarati definitely uses his walls for storage.
Before moving in, Bruno will chat with you about your needs. For instance, do you have any allergies? Do you have sensitive skin and need to use special laundry detergent? Are there certain foods you wonāt eat? His home is now your homeāhe wants to make sure youāre comfortable.
Bruno may not be a fan of PDA, but behind closed doors, he isnāt shy about showing affection. Whether it be a peck on the cheek, warm smiles, hand-holding, cuddling to Miles Davis, etc., Bruno is always happy to be close to you. (This goes without saying, but he loves when you reciprocate!)
You might often catch Bruno watching you with quiet admiration. For example, he lets you get ready for bed first so he can just observe youāitās his way of reminding himself that he now has someone to come home to. For him, itās like gazing at a winning lottery ticket.
However, like many people, there are moments when Bruno needs his personal space. (Especially if heās very stressed or itās work-related.) After all, everyone needs some alone time now and then, and heāll do his best to let you know ahead of time. Donāt worry about upsetting him if you need to see him during this timeāBruno would never be mad about it. Heāll also reassure you thereās nothing wrong with your relationship if itās something you need to hear.
Everyone has their flaws, and communication isnāt something Bruno is always the best about. He tends to keep stressful things to himself, to āshoulder the burden,ā so to speak. In his mind, he believes heās protecting you, but this can lead to him acting in unpredictable ways that only make sense if you have the full story.
For instanceāremember when Trish asked Narancia why Bruno was such a cold person?
Bruno had a reason for his behavior, as he was close to death. But without knowing the entire story, Trish saw him as cold and uncaring. This is exactly the kind of misunderstanding Iām talking aboutāwithout context, Brunoās actions can give the wrong impression.
Afterward, Narancia told to Trish that this was just how Bruno behaved, and she would understand if she got to know him better. While this dynamic of unexplained behavior may work in a subordinate-leader relationship, this isnāt the type of relationship you and Bruno have. Seeing you happy and safe is what matters most to him, but he doesnāt always go about it in the best way.
Communication is something the two of you may have to work through together.
As noted, Bruno is a neat person. Keeping everything clean and organized helps him stay focused and level-headed. On his days off, he keeps up with chores so his place stays in top shapeāhe also finds it calming.
Laundry and Ironing are two chores he doesnāt mind doing. Bruno takes great pride in the way he dresses so taking care of his clothes is very important to him. He also happens to be very good at removing stains. (Wearing white clothes regularly will force you to get good at it.) Like many Italians, Bruno doesnāt own a washer or dryer. This means everything gets washed by hand and hung outside to dry. (No need to splurge when you can do your laundry yourself.) Because clothes get stiff when air dried, Bruno irons everything, including socks, underwear, and towels. (This isnāt uncommon in Italy either.)
Bruno is quite skilled at cooking, a talent he developed while caring for his father. (Heās also picked up tips from Polpoās unsolicited rants about food.) On the topic of cooking, Bruno tends to be big on meal prep, given that he doesnāt always have the time or energy to cook after a long day at work. Therefore, I can see him making a comical amount of food at once to store for later. Youāll walk in and the kitchen table looks like this:
If thereās one chore Bruno doesnāt enjoy, itās taking out the trash. At first, I thought heād have it easy because of the fact he could āzipperā it away inside the ground, but as stated to Trish inside Coco Jumbo, he has no idea where things go when he does thatāprobably best not to risk littering underground.
Bruno is very good about keeping clean. Every morning starts with a cold shower, which he enjoys for the mental clarity and alertness it brings. Heās happy to let you join him if he isnāt in a time constraint, and upon doing so, heāll adjust the water temperature to something more suited to your preference. (Since he takes cold showers, heās fine with pretty much any temperature as long as it isnāt scalding.)
If you end up showering with him, expect it to take a while. ;) (Especially if he has nothing going on that day.) His hands gently grazing your sides, heāll likely start by asking if he can wash you. If you say yes, heāll begin to gently and meticulously wash every part of you with an awestruck expression gracing his face. (āHow did I get so lucky?ā Heāll wonder.)
Araki designed Bruno with shiny, meticulously styled hair, which suggests to me that Bruno puts effort into caring for his hair. Healthy hair isnāt just good genesāBruno goes a little further than just using shampoo and conditioner to maintain it. For instance, he definitely uses leave-in conditioner and hair oil. I can also see him using a hairdryer to blow out his hair and give it that perfect bob shape.
Itās impressive how fast Bruno can get ready for the day, considering all that goes into his daily styling. (You should see how fast he can braid his hair.) It takes him about 16-17 minutes to get ready, 10 more if he has to dry his hair.
Bruno finishes his routine with a few spritzes of cologne.
Around the house, Bruno dresses casuallyāno need for a fancy suit if no oneās around to see it. However, he will dress up if heās expecting a visitor.
Sleeping next to you makes Bruno realize how fucking stressed he is all the time. His lifestyle/career has turned him into someone who is constantly hyper-vigilant, so itās no wonder that Bruno is a very light sleeper. (That, plus the trauma from the night two intruders tried to kill Brunoās dad while his dad was asleep. ) On his own, he tends to wake up multiple times in the middle of the night, but when he sleeps next to you, he usually stays asleep.
The best part about sleeping next to Bruno? He doesnāt really snore, possibly thanks to being a side sleeper. He also sleeps in pajamas, just in case he has to get up quickly. (Imagine being caught naked as intruders walk into your bedroom.)
I imagine Bruno uses the same bed he did as a kid. Therefore, I bet it is the Italian equivalent of a full-sized bed. This bed size has always worked for him, though heād likely get a larger one if a partner moved in.
(You really canāt tell the size of the bed from the photo. It could very well be a twin instead of a full.)
Bruno typically starts his mornings bright and early at 6:30 am. He usually aims for about seven hours of sleep, going to bed around 11 p.m. or midnight, though itās not unusual to see him working until 1 or 2 a.m. (So yeahā¦ he never really gets enough sleep.)
In his downtime, Bruno likes to unwind with a book or by listening to records with a glass of wineāthough these moments donāt happen as often as they should since heās a bit of a workaholic.
Sometimes, heāll take a walk to the shore where his dad used to dock and sit for a while. He finds it comfortingāthis is one way he feels he can stay connected to his dad.
Thank you for reading!!! this was super fun to write! I hope this post was able to provide you some comfort š
#Bruno Bucciarati#Bruno Buccellati#vento aureo#bruno bucciarati x reader#jjba x reader#jojo no kimyou na bouken#jojoās bizarre adventure#jjba#jovia joestar writes#coochellatiās headcanons ā”
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About your meta, I guess the thing is if you believe that Word Of God is canon or not. Jac Schaeffer said that Agatha was thinking she wanted to save Billy and kiss Rio and that she never wanted to bring Nicholas back. For me itās not canon unless I like what they say š but the fun of reading meta is to see everyoneās sometimes wildly different takes and in the end of the day people can think anything they want because we all bring our preferences, our bias and even our traumas to it
I believe Agatha truly loved Rio, I believe there was considerable time in their lives that they werenāt toxic to each other in any way and I believe that arenāt done, they still have centuries to work out their issues but I know there are plenty of fans that donāt believe in any if that. whoās right, whoās wrong I donāt think anyone can know and as long as everyone is respectful itās all good. I just hope this fandom continues to be fun for a long time cause we all need the distraction
It is what I love about shows like this. Honestly, I dont think there is a right or wrong way to look at things.
Like you say, everyone has their own bias and will project onto characters. I really enjoy it when people want to have discussions about the things I love. I really appreciate you wanting to talk about this with me.
And the fact that while you may disagree with me on some points, you are not mean about it and are challenging me to look at things from a different perspective. So, thank you.
While I find it interesting to read up on writers intent, I don't ever take it as gospel unless it is there on screen. Between now and a potential next project with these characters, the writers could have evolved their ideas or changed their own interpretation of the characters. So I try not to hold too tightly to what they say.
Instead, I like to take what I have seen on the screen. The characters have shown us who they are with word, action, and deed. Every choice they have made forms who they are. A show not tell approach if you will.
I agree with you, Rio and Agatha love each other deeply. There was a time that it was far less toxic, and there may come a time when that is true once more.
I want to see them in all of their evolutions and iterations.
I want to see Agatha, the mentor. She has never been one to pull her verbal punches, so she won't take any nonsense. Her dynamic with Billy is so good that I would like to see that explored more.
I want to see Billy explore his powers, find his brother, and grow up a little more without being hardened by the world.
I want to see Jen flourish as she reaquaints herself with her power once more. Still snarky but less brittle. If she ever sees Agatha and Teen, have her just turn around and get the fuck away from them. Because they only lead to death.
In the end, though, my opinion is just one in a sea of thousands. I will write some ridiculous fanfics to get this show out of my system. Maybe make them a bit too oc for my own liking. Hopefully, I will learn from that and get better.
I just want to have fun with things. I don't want to hurt anyone with things I post unless it is superficial emotional damage (I eat that shit up). I hope you keep having fun with it, too.
In the end, as much as it pains me to admit it, these are not real people. So why not just go buck wild with our imaginations and throw them in every conceivable scenario. It's not like it will hurt anyone, so why not.
Feel free to chat with me any time
#agatha all along#agatha all along spoilers#anon ask answered#agatha harkness#billy maximoff#jennifer kale#rio vidal#i appreciate you wanting to chat instead of just saying#no you are wrong#a no is a full stop end of conversation#there is not much i can do about that other than shrug say okay and go about my day#a have you considered is much more fun
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Warmer Hands
have some comfort, post-elections fluff. my mind and heart are with all people who voted for a better future.
the morning after the elections, everyone hangs out at Coops' house. characters belong to @lumosinlove.
Remus couldnāt stop scrolling through his phone. The news were all the same, the results wouldnāt change. He wasnāt even paying attention to what he was reading anymore. He sank deeper into the couch and into Siriusā hoodie, not sure on what to do with himself.
āMon Loup, stop looking at your phone,ā Sirius called from the kitchen. āYou know it wonāt help.ā
His tone was gentle, as were the hands that found his shoulders. Sirius left a peck on his head. āCome on. Our friends will be here soon.ā
Sirius had thrown himself into productive mode. Heād cleaned the house, made breakfastānot that Remus had been hungryā and sent a text to the teamās group chat. Hang out at ours, everyone welcome.
Practice had been cancelled, a short email by Arthur saying they would meet for tomorrowās afternoon practice, but that the stadium was open for whoever needed to skate and keep their mind offā¦well, off the whole thing.
The doorbell rang.
Sirius opened the door, and the Potters came in. Neither of them looked great, and James threw himself in a hug with Sirius.
āIām gonna need a lot of hugs, today,ā he informed.
Sirius smiled and returned the hug. āNo problem, mon ami.ā
Lily made a beeline to the couch and sat next to Remus without a word. Her hands were cold from the crispy morning outside, and she stuffed them inside Remusā sweater. He groaned but let her do.
They were taking all the blankets out when the doorbell rang again. James peeked through the window. āCubs!ā
Remus opened the door to a Leo with closed eyes. And a little snore.
Logan nodded and led the goalie to the couch, sitting him down and taking his shoes off. Finn looked at them and then at Remus, shrugging. āHe was up all night, couldnāt sleep. Itās not mixing well with, well, everything else.ā He tilted his head to look at Leo again, now curled up in a cocoon on the couch, wrapped in a blanket and with his head on Loganās legs. He was sleeping already. Finn smiled. āBut he insisted to come. Said it would help.ā
Finn deposited a tote bag on the kitchen counter. āMarshmallows, cream and hot chocolate mix. Iāll get started once everyone is here.ā
James made an approving sound. āI knew we kept him around for a reason.ā
Lily threw a pillow at him. āLeave my fellow ginger alone!ā
The doorbell rang again, and in the atmosphere that had settled, Remus already felt lighter.
āWe stressed baked,ā Natalie announced as she went straight to the kitchen to leave a few hot trays. āOh, hot cocoa!ā
Kasey had a few trays of his own, and left one to Remus. āWe have cinnamon rolls, cookies, pumpkin muffins and brownies.ā
āGod, I love you,ā Logan sighed. āHand me something. Iām on pillow duties, canāt move.ā
Natalie brought a plate of pastries to the couch, and Logan immediately attacked a brownie. Even Remus felt like he could eat something now.
The house soon filled with chatters, more people and the incredible smell of hot cocoa. A marathon of comedy series and old cartoons started, perfect background for cuddles and naps.
āI canāt believe itās happening,ā Lily said suddenly. Natalie made a soft sound and hugged her.
āI canāt believe I know people who voted for him,ā Logan muttered, keeping his voice down as he stroked Leoās hair.
Ā āI canāt believe I have family members who voted for him,ā Remus said. He snuggled closer to Sirius. āLike, am I a joke to you?ā
āThe important thing is that weāre here, and we have each other,ā Sirius replied, in full captain mode. āWeāre a family. We chose this family. Weāll stick together and stay safe.ā
Finn nodded. āWe can organize charity events. You know, to help who will not be safe or supported.ā
Kasey nodded. āYeah. we have the means to support and be listened. So weāll do that.ā
āPreach,ā James raised his mug.
There would be time to organize that. There would be time for thinking of next steps, implications, and their future. But for now, this could be enough. Comforting each other and taking their time.
At the end of the day, Remus didnāt feel great. But he did feel better with the reassurance that, one way or another, he wouldnāt be alone in this.
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I was chatting with @sammags and @syrupmap about Frannie's German Suitor from Dead Men Don't Throw Rice earlier (have you noticed he bears an uncanny resemblance to Canadian actor Paul Gross?), and the question came up: "Zucchini, how is that guy's German?" and the answer was, of course: "ATROCIOUS, thank you!"
So, let me count you the ways in which those lines at the end of the episode are clearly supposed to be German, but were not influenced by anyone who has anything more than a passing acquaintance with the language!
Line number one:
What they're trying to say:
Their German translation and why it's garbage:
"Da komm ich nicht drauf was ich sagen."
This first line is almost a sentence, only it's missing a part, it means something else than they think it does AND it's just not something anyone would say. "Da komm ich nicht drauf was ich sagen" is likeā¦ if someone said it to me I would think I knew what he meant, but I would also think he used a bad translation app or something. Unfortunately, what I would think he meant would be "I have no idea what I'm supposed to say", which the astute reader will agree is NOT what they where going for here. A good translation would have been "Ich verstehe kein Wort", a more direct but not quite idiomatic translation would have been "Ich habe keine Ahnung, was du sagst", but neither of those happened. Aside from that, his pronounciation is... not horrific, but he would not be mistaken for a native speaker.
Line number two:
What they're trying to say:
Their German translation and why it's garbage:
His pronounciation of the first half of that sentence is so bad that I can't for the life of me make out what they're trying to say. Listened to it twenty times at least, can't do it. The second half ("Ich kann keine Englisch") is almost correct - it should be 'kein' instead of 'keine' - but it doesn't sound great. While it is idiomatic, a closer and still perfectly normal translation of their line would have been: "Ich spreche kein Wort Englisch."
Line number three:
What they're trying to say:
Their German translation and why it's garbage:
"Sie Chicago-MƤdchen sind merkwĆ¼rdige." Oh boy, where do I even start? A native speaker would probably phrase it as "Chicago-MƤdels sind komisch" but only because the construction we would normally use only works on place names ending in a consonant. For, say, Berlin we would say "Berlinerinnen sind komisch", but 'Chicagoerinnen' is impossible to say somehow. So normally the word 'girls' would not appear in the German version of the sentence, but we would likely make an exception for Chicago. We would not say MƤdchen because it mostly refers to children and teenagers; MƤdels is the word to go for when then girls in question are adults. Then there's the thing about "Sie" - while that's one way to translate 'you', it's the word used in direct formal address of a single person, so it's right out in this case. A fairly direct, but not quite idiomatic translation could be "Ihr Chicago-MƤdels seid merkwĆ¼rdig", only no one uses merkwĆ¼rdig like that. Last not least, his pronounciation is not great here either.
Line number four:
What they're trying to say:
Their translation and why it's garbage fine actually:
"Ich muss jetzt gehen" - solid translation, solid delivery. While he doesn't sound like a native speaker, he definitely sounds like a guy who's been learning German for a while.
BONUS:
This made me laugh because he said it in English and they put the German in the caption. Solid translation again!
Thank you for coming to my TED talk! In conclusion: these lines were written by a bunch of people who took German in school for a year, then pooled their vague memories to create this. It's weird and funny and I love it, actually!
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will always have to begrudgingly remember (and hate the fact) that one must find joy in the small things in life, and live in the present
#rn itās playing animal crossing every day and watching bobās burgers every wednesday#i do have things to look forward to even if they seem far away (and often are)#at the end of april we have a caravan holiday#and yeah itās only barely march rn#but at least itās something#more recently tho iām planning on dying my hair blonde and going shopping#trying to become human again and come back to life so to speak#bc i havenāt felt very much like a person lately and iām trying my hardest to get back to normal#but if i relapse iāll just have to work through it#truly iāve been redoing my course in mental health 101 and regressing quite a bit#but itās fine#iām working through it#idk iām like dipping in and out of here rn#but anyone is free to come hang out by way of asks or you can folllow my insta or whatever you want#i think maybe i need also retake a course in friendship#bc i havenāt been a very good friend lately and those people know who they are#but i love all my friends dearly <3#and anyone is always welcome to come make friends with me#i love chatting to people so come say hi!#and i wanna rekindle things with the friends i already have#rn iām just a lil car going down a road very very slowly and i need to be careful about things#itās such an obvious thing: youāre a human being with only one body and mind and you have to take care of it#but sometimes that can be hard#and thatās okay#anyways please donāt be shy about talking to me i donāt bite! iām just relearning how to be a person and that includes talking to ppl#but iād still love to talk to you!#anyways catch you on the flipside i guess (or whenever i happen to be active on here imao)#gwen rambles#gwenposting
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what is your favorite thing about charles and your favorite thing about erik? separately, as in what you like most about their characters :]
a devious question this one is, my friend!!! it's hard enough for me to explain my thoughts cohesively, but having to pick ONE thing i particularly love is difficult. with characters like charles and erik, theres been so much done with their characters over the decades and so they have so many components to them that make them so interesting and fun to observe. BUT I TRY FOR YOU TODAY. under the cut i kinda ramble and the size of this text box makin me anxious
i think if i were to be simple and broad, what i enjoy most about charles is his determination to help others, even if he isn't really thanked and/or if people don't even like him. ofc, this isn't to say he hasn't done wrong- to be honest, the fact he does wrong/questionable things at times is another aspect of him i really enjoy, maybe because- broadly speaking- he's meant to be altruistic (intent vs outcome and all that). i don't know if that's super exciting to most people, but it is for me
as for erik, my reason for liking him is easier to explain tbh. To Be Simple And Broad, his progression from villain to antihero over the decades has been fun to observe (as much as i have so far anyhow) and analyze. i think to be a bit more specific, him using his rage and pain as justifications for his villainous actions is definitely what compels me the most: hurt people hurt and the sort, an idea i've always found interesting (something something vicious cycles and the like). yet now, he recognizes this wasn't really. A Just Thing To Do and is beginning to change that, which i enjoy
#snap chats#may you forgive me anon i always feel awkward explaining things AVELKJEAKLJ#i feel esp awkward cause i haven't read toooo much of the comics yet- like ive read. an ok amount so far krakoa wise#can you guys tell im fighting god himself to Not write a fuckin. NOVEL#im so sorry i have an over-explaining problem my mom was mean to me growing up but anyways#i definitely want to read more and more outside krakoa. the more i read the more im fascinated by these two and their history#but to continue my prattling. as if the three paragraphs above arent enough This Is Not A Thesis RELAX#i think a. 'poignant' moment i think adds to what i like about charles too is that soliloquy where he recognizes people dont like him#yet he could always be worse- like if he's bad now to others imagine if he really just said Fuck It All#it's simple but so am i whaddyagonnadoboutit. i mean that point itself could be discussed but i'm trying to keep this brief bear with me#i so bad want to know what issue that's from tho all i know is that it's from krakoa but i neeeed the whole context#i think like. an additional bullet point to charles i also like is his loneliness#and i say this cause- I Say From My Amateur-Psychology Armchair- it's a component of why he's so earnest to help#but im keeping this point in the tags until i can confidently verify that with myself after some more reading#Unfortunately a favorite pass time of mine is psychoanalyzing characters like why else you think i major in psychology smh#im going to force myself to cap the post here because i ended up typing like 20 more tags just rambling#and as i said id like to keep this simple and clean !!!!! i have sat here for like four hours answering this ngl#ignore the fact half that time was spent getting distracted by solitaire and riffling cards ok I Am Very Easily Distracted#but fr when it comes to charles and erik- charles esp imo#i feel like i need to write a whole paper just so i can mention the nuances of the characters and like. EVERYTHING#because again six decades is A Lot of time for writing decisions to be made and for their characters to change over time#im a glazer but i wanna be a nuanced glazer yk. is that glazing at that point-- w/e anyway#its a lot. so today you will have to tolerate a very Blah answer from me which i must apologize for#down the line once ive read a comfortable amount more varying from multiple eras maybe ill revisit this question more in depth#as of right now tho .... chat i wanna get legion of x so bad i skimmed it and hhhhhhhhim gonna throw UP#i need to shake charles like a ragdoll BUT ANYWAY. bye bye for now lovelies !!!!!!!#please forgive me if i didnt answer your question efficiently ..#here i am saying i wanted to keep the tag count brief and yet !!! jesus christ. shut up My God I REACHED THE TAG LIMIT
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procrastination is starting to have its consequences finally
#on my friends living room floor they love together but one of them has been london for weeks or maybe months#to be with her love. im on a foam mattress from one of their beds next to a glass bottle of water opened by one of them#in a mug given to me by another. the weather felt like my childhood today and it also felt like 2 years ago.#(put space in the heavens Einstein's idea and hes your friend too so nothing to fear) around the table they drank and laughed and i thought#i hope you keep growing so full with the love you receive . i hope your appetite becomes insatiable from how used to it you are#and i know youre all leaving soon but i hope one day you miss this and that youll be happy you miss it#its worth missing i think#i thought he didnt care but he said after exams hes going walk around this area over and over#(this is near where he lived and where we visited almost daily for a year)#(hed come across the bridge on a lake)#we went where she used to live and at the entrance a fox sat calmly. it just yawned and stared.#it felt important somehow. i think maybe their impressions of me will never be close to how i feel inside but i think#i love them enough for that not to matter. i dont think theyll ever know this. i dont think if they did it would change much.#and seeing them smile makes my heart glow anyway. today i tried their malaysian tea the ginger burned my throat#they warmed my heart. hes going to canada soon and hes going to the US soon and shes going everywhere soon ill never understand#how were supposed to live with memories and with seperation and with the past but we do it anyway so i think it doesnt matter much#i wanted to write a poem for the lab rats with the fibre optic wires lit with blue forcing them to turn around and around#something about how im sorry that the two photon arrays burned the inside of your brain. im sorry about the sharp points of multielectrode#arrayes. im sorry about everything we do to you. she asked to see me tomorrow. im trying to have self control but i miss her so awfully#last night my friend talked to me and i updated on everything that happened with love and the lack of it and she just started laughing#and she told me about the same thing from her side. and she told me about how she loved london because she would walk the streets#and she felt like the people were her. and her eyes would go over the people and the bag of bagels and the construction men they probably#have a kid at home maybe shes a daughter. this kid is crying for her mother and the building you just walked past caused#blisters and pain and people died in it and very likely people were born in it. we talked for hours and i felt like#i was holding her hand just like that time she held mine watching a horror film. i love her so much#my friend is a genius and i remember her picking up the charms of my phone and staring at the leaf hanging from them. shes side stepping to#music drinking dangerous cider and cocktails from a movie and chit chatting with billionaires and undergrads#i love her dearly. his head covered in electrodes. she tells me about a syrian guy shes in love with and she says#what you feel and what i feel is like cocaine. ive tried a lot of fucking cocaine.#she says ive reminded her of what living actually feels like and to never put energy into someone who doesnt see me this way.
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I am going to start hyperfixating on Gary AHAHA.
#chat sesh with iris#gary#this is not a choice but#I can feel it coming on#I donāt know all of the deets of our relationship though#so Iāll have to think about that#I do love the awkward nerd x smooth cool nerd thing we have going on#Iāve been rewatching the earlier seasons and I think that they foreshadowed him becoming a researcher#with the way that heās always incredibly knowledgeable#but itās easy to brush off or forget that this was established as a character trait super early#Iāve seen so many people say that it was super sudden but like NO!!! heās always had a thirst for knowledge and you can see in a few-#episodes that he knew a bunch of super specific facts off the top of his head#I think that itās because he was always portrayed as like cool and above it all#but heās also a nerd!!! he loves spreading correct information!!!#heās always been a super intelligent guy#truly representation for people who have everything about this franchise memorized#Iām so obsessed with him#(madly in love)
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Hello dove! I have loved your blog a long time and want to ask, what is your name? And how did your love for Joanna begin? What is your Joanna origin story, is what I guess I am asking!
Hiya! Thatās really sweet, thank you, Iām glad you like this corner of the internetz haha for people here Iām Juli (I mean dove is nice too, I donāt mind a nickname as long as itās not mean yk). My Joanna origin story lmao love that. I liked and listened to similar music to her, she was in that circle. I saw her mentioned, checked her out and the rest is history haha. Kinda a boring story but she turned out to mean the world to me. You never know what gems you can find any ordinary day ā¤ļø
#iām tragically shy and a little scared to share my name with everyone so iāll probably delete this fyi lol#but i love saying hi and chatting to people so you can come by anytime#q and a#anonymous
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Tag drop: Guizhong (don't mind me re-dropping this with the fixed ones, shh)
#guizhong. [ many things only seem to surface beneath the moon's poignant glow. wherever its light shines; the heart is wont to follow. ]#guizhong: ic. [ wherever her spirit may be among the countless grains of sand and specks of dust between the harbor and the mountains. ]#guizhong: countenance. [ and because they are afraid; they try so hard to become more intelligent. this i understand. ]#guizhong: introspection. [ although she did not live to see the splendid sights of today: she was as much a hero as any other. ]#guizhong: meta. [ her manuscripts lie unfinished in her abode. the blank pages give cause for contemplation on what might have been. ]#guizhong: little notes. [ she always sought to make everyone happy and one must say: she had quite the gift for it. ]#guizhong: wishes. [ it took a treasure hunt just to preserve the commandments that were once the lifeblood of a whole civilization. ]#guizhong: etc. [ we think of human life as like a lantern that's lit one minute and extinguished the next. but are we adepti so different?#guizhong: mortals. [ at their full potential; they could be her equal. a human who has as much to teach an adeptus as to learn from them. ]#guizhong: guili plains. [ as guizhong once said: āit takes every blade of grass and every flower to make a homeland.ā ]#guizhong: liyue. [ perhaps she will look at the liyue of today and steal a smile when she sees the prosperous land that it has become. ]#guizhong: realm of clouds. [ a voyage to a sanguine sky. ]#guizhong: mechanical arts. [ in one's heart; i knew that she was indeed the superior talent in the mechanical arts. ]#guizhong: glaze lilies. [ they were far more abundant back then. the entire fields would appear to the eye as a veritable sea of flowers. ]#guizhong: adepti. [ until the moon set and the sun rose. and only then would the banquet finally come to an end. ]#guizhong: morax. [ whoever it was that revered her so much was very clever indeed. ]#guizhong: guili. [ with shortness of breath; i will explain the infinite. and how rare and beautiful it truly is that we exist. ] delusiona#guizhong: marchosius. [ who would dare snub the stove god and his wondrous creations? at the sight: we would all drop any argument. ]#guizhong: streetward rambler. [ it almost felt like she was back again. sitting right there on the stone stool next to me; chatting away. ]#guizhong: cloud retainer. [ we each had our ideals; and neither one of us would yield to the other. ]#guizhong: skybracer. [ to who lived by the mountain; he was their savior. they thought higher of him than they thought of the lord of geo.#guizhong: osial. [ she would disrupt the silence around them with a hum; as if to sing along to the harmony of water. was this his song? ]#guizhong: sea gazer. [ he was quite the braggart when it came to those collectibles he was so fond of; he always loved to show them off. ]#guizhong: ganyu. [ if we planted flowers in the guili plains; do you think that one day we'd be able to recreate the sea of glaze lilies? ]#guizhong: v. descension. [ she descended whose dominion was over dust; and whose reach shrouded the skies for thousands of miles around. ]#guizhong: v. guili assembly. [ it's great to have it back but i want to go back to the world. and start with guili plains. ]#guizhong: v. archon war. [ they fought upon the plains; where black dust choked the heavens and a thousand rocks splintered. ]#guizhong: v. present. [ all wrapped up in a city that has existed for many moons to date. all these things: they are why people chase it. ]#guizhong: inquiries. [ hmph. she always had a way with words. ]
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every time i talk w my parents i have to remind myself not to get swayed by their doting affectionate act.
#i mean see#becoming older has made me recognize and appreciate them for a lot of what they did#but to say that i am doing anything except lip service to them rn would be an exaggeration#our relationship has improved but i have made it clear that i never intend to live with them ever again#that the honeymoon period will last 2 days max#they'll cry their crocodile tears#and the emotional abuse will restart like it never stopped#that the physical abuse would have continued if i didn't threaten them by throwing chairs and a knife#like....these past few months have given me such fucking WHIPLASH#it almost makes me forget just how dysfunctional our dynamic has been#how i got away relatively well adjusted because i psychologied myself through clinical and counselling psych classes#how they refuse to take the blame absolutely for my brother's issues surfacing now in his adulthood#ever so often something so viscerally twisted will happen on a call or on the group chat which makes me want to hurt myself#and that serves as a wake up call abt how bad shit used to be#and how glad i am to be away from it all#but every few weeks i will be lulled back into thinking that maybe things weren't so bad#i'm also swayed so much by the people around me rn who hesitate so much to talk about anything that isn't small talk#either that or they're people who really love their parents and enjoy spending time with them#and i'm like....respectfully i cannot relate and neither can the bamboo rod that once broke in two bcs of how hard my parents wielded it <3#and ofc when families come up in conversation everyone acts like it's a normal thing for there to be ups and downs#w so much unsaid and implied about how i'm actually an ungrateful POS who can't appreciate their parents sacrificing so much for me#hehe. no thanks. keep ur judgement to urself
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happy :)
#mine#been talking to my crush more and more at work lately#getting to know each other a little bit#on thursday he told me he hasnt picked a major but he considered art#today i asked him a little more about it and he said hes good at it and i wanted to be like wow tell me more but we were at work#so i didnt rly get a chance#but he also said he was thinking about english major which is so cute to me i love eng majors they are my best friends forever#he said he writes too which is like. I Want To Know More.#also the english major thing is a good sign because it could mean 1. he reads & 2. he MIGHT be capable of critical thinking#and media literacy#i could not date someone who did not have those things.#i think hes been coming out of his shell on our shift and around me in general lately which is really nice#i am trying to do the same im trying to say hi and bye more often and hold conversations with him#BECAUSE I REALLY LIKE HIM!!!!!!! and i want us to bond#i kind of had a feeling that he had a silly guy side under the surface and i was right he has some silliness to him#also me and my other coworker chatted for a bit and we talked ABOUT him at one point (2nd week in a row)#and i just RURRRUGGHGHHGHGHHGHG. i want him#he lives rent free in my mind.#having a crush is so dumb. i saw him on my first shift today and when i came back for my 2nd shift (he doesnt work that one)#i was stressed cause its a busy shift and we had a fuckload of people coming ina nd eating all our fucking food#and then in my head there was that part of my brain that was like. think about him smiling#and i literally calmed down and smiled a little to myself just from thinking that. COME ON#AM I 14? COME ON.#so embarrassing.#i like him so much though#i wish he was my boyfriend im going to jump into the lake
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