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went a little feral hSJHDJH
#artists on tumblr#sth#shadow the hedgehog#fandom feels#... I did not mean to lost my absolute shit over this drawing HAHA#don't think I've really tried using just kyle's pencil brushes which was the only brush I used once I got to lineart#and it was super fun/am very pleased with the result#watch me never touch this way of drawing again hhjdjk
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What's so fun about BruJay as a ship is Jason's sheer obsessive devotion to Bruce. Jason is possessive over Bruce, to the point he doesn't care about the deaths of others so long as he has Bruce's attention. A part of the UTRH arc this isn't talked about enough is that Bludhaven fucking explodes mid-way and Jason won't let Bruce see if Dick is alive.
batman (1940) #650
A lot of discussion about UTRH paints Jason as this anger-driven cold, calculating machine up against Bruce when it's so clear that his love for Bruce is what drives him at his root, even if he won't acknowledge it. He says it himself, he would've done anything if it was Bruce who'd died instead of him and his anger is rooted in that possessive devotion not being reciprocated.
batman (194) #650
BruJay as a ship always to be, to some level, unrequited. Even if Bruce loves Jason back in that way, he'll never be that obsessed with Jason. Jason will always view Bruce's love for Dick or Tim to be a distraction, proof that Bruce isn't dedicated enough to him. Jason has the need to always have Bruce's attention, even when it could come at the cost of Bruce's other loved ones. Something something cannibalism as a metaphor for love in how Jason wants to consume Bruce's whole existence. He can't let Bruce leave him again, can't let Bruce love or grieve anyone else. Forcing Bruce to choose between Jason and the Joker isn't just about confronting Jason's killer, it's about confronting the other person who exists as this duality with Bruce and consumes so much of Bruce's life. That's the role Jason wants to fill, calling himself Red Hood and forcing Bruce to look at what he's become. But still loving Bruce and wanting more than anything for Bruce to reciprocate that love in the way that Jason understands. I just think it's good soup and rife with Dynamics that are underexplored with them.
#necrotic festerings#brujay#jaybruce#jaybru#jason todd x bruce wayne#batcest#i've had this thought in my head for a while#i was just weirdly shy about posting it? like convinced myself it's not as verbose as some of my other thoughts#also GOD why is the art of this arc SO BAD.#i can't take it SERIOUSLY#i hate looking at it.#the faces. why are the faces like that.#brujay needs more love bc jesus#gotham war had some good brujay content but i am still too bitter to discuss that shitshow. so. ignoring it for now.#bruce changing jason's brain chemistry as an act of love is the most FUCKED UP brujay thing ever tho#it's so Them.#sorry that is just peak brujay. they are incapable of meeting in any middle and always trying to change each other.#maybe this meta should've been about that.#but then i'd have to use new-52 and rebirth panels so eh. nvmd.#this page makes it seem like i hate post-flashpoint comics. i don't i swear#they just interest me less for batcest.#like oh yay everyone's getting along and working together.#it only came at the expense of throwing away decades of character work. small sacrifice.#i need to stop posting meta at fucking 5 am.#no one is going to see this bc i can't be a normal person.#wrote this while watching invincible#which is pretty good so far but man the ending of ep1 clocked me. i was absolutely bamboozled.#i had something else i was going to say in the tags but i lost it.#anyway most of this is a ship post and projecting shit as per usual and yk. not serious comic media.#i'm just silly and gay.
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okay, being 100% honest, dont pull a josten and lie to me
if exy and all the aftg stuff was real, would you actually like exy? if someone mentioned kevin day/neil josten/etc, would you recognize their names?
and if the answer is yes, would you be a hater, a stan, indiffent?
remember, you cant lie
#personally#i wouldnt really care#BUT my brother is a big sports fan (like in general he likes too many sports) loves to rant to me about whats up in the sports world#so i know a lot of things and i have opinions (that are my brothers opinion that he rants to me about)#i dont know what time would he stan (maybe the foxes he's got a thing for teams that dont win jackshit with a few exceptions but not sure)#what i do now is that he would absolutely hate the ravens#mostly bc they win every season and he hates winning teams (he says is antisportmanship but actually his fave lost so)#he would despite riko for calling himself the best and also dislike kevin and jean for being (ex)ravens#(tho not as much bc 1)they changed team and 2) they dont have a fucking 1 in their faces. just a 2 and a 3)#he would love wymack#(he stans coaches as much as ge stans players)#he would second guess everytving he does but respect the shit out of him and watch the foxes games just bc he is coaching#he would think neil is funny but wouldnt like him and he would have a andrew minyard poster (i will not elaborate)#aftg#all for the game#nora sakavic#exy#exy is sexy#the foxes#palmetto state foxes#the foxhole court#tsc#idk tags#neil josten#kevin day#the perfect court#coach wymack
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Can't believe tomorrow I'm gonna watch stede push and pin ed against THE FUCKING WALL!! You don't understand how fucking much that makes me, personally, insane!! Characters pushing eachother against walls has always been a thing that i love and when it happens my brain shortcircuits!!
#i think the first time i lost my shit over wall pushing/pinning was probably this kdrama i watched when i was a teenager#my brain absolutely shortcircuited watching gong yoo pinning a woman against the wall!! i can honestly still see the scene in my head#and that was when i was like 14.. fuck!!#ofmd#ofmd s2#our flag means death#ofmd spoilers#blackbonnet#gong yoo#ships#tropes#👑
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#dan and phil#weed#besties i am so high rn i am losing it#i took like one too many bong hits#started playing flight rising on the desktop computer bc it loads so much faster than my chromebook#opened youtube to have something on the second monitor#found dan and phil's fuckin lofi album???#lost my absolute shit about it#went to post about it from tumblr mobile but wanted to make this meme to do it justice so pulled up a meme editor on my desktop#(the meme editor had so many advanced text options since when have meme editors come this far??)#anyway made the meme realized my phone is at super low battery so decided to just log on to tumblr to post it directly from the desktop#even though i'm nearly exclusively a mobile user now and have been for years#so i have to log in to tumblr and now i'm experiencing making a post from the desktop site while still pretty blitzed#is it firefox that allows me to edit the tags after i've typed them or is that a desktop thing now#oh shit do i have any extensions on#depending on what imported from chrome when i changed my browser like six months ago this may be some sort of extension#whatever it is im okay with it this is great#i'm having such a good time right now genuinely#also watched chappell roan's hot to go music video for the first time during an interlude in the whole meme making process#there is currently a restoration video playing in the other tab that's been going for 10 minutes while i've been making this post#this is me living my best life honestly#i need at least one person to acknowledge the journey of tags on this post if only so i know I'm not alone in knowing my experience
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the deweys photos are from this video: https://youtu.be/5xTwJho44ao?si=bPw8MZZ327lCogVZ aren’t they just everything
kissing you and the minnesota wild official media team (with consent) full on the mouth, THANK YOU THIS VIDEO IS EVERYTHING 🥰🥰 i have seen pieces of it before i think (connor petting a shark 🥹) but the entire video start to finish is such a delight, 10/10 would recommend
#i’m so glad i saw this now and not when i was deranged at 2AM last night (i say as if i am not currently deranged)#like i had to physically pause. stop watching the video. to take notes to tell you guys about it i hope you know#holyjost thank u i love u i appreciate u & how u always have the sources 😭#i send out a prayer to the universe (put shit in the tags) & u provide#liv in the replies#holyjost#i love this reaction image btw it is one of my FAVORITES#anyway i was just chilling and then lost it at the ‘brandon just says shit’ part and had to start writing down notes (as follows)#there is SO much. the lore. the fact that brandon lasts two seconds before his shirt comes off everyone else is so bundled#dewey2 immediate “sharks” girl help the two of them on the bean bag together#the boat competition BOLDY’S CONTRACT??? yeah i AM thinking about that in a weird way what kind of contract brandon#also boldy motion sickness girlie he’s so real for that one 😭😭#and brandon talking a big game and then like fuckin. curled into a ball on the beanbag passed out bro i cannot.#LD BONITA? LD BONITA FISH??? So excitedly???? my GOD.#LEAVE THAT POOR FISH ALONE!!!!#oh the shark lore 🥺 dewey baby let me take you to this fantastic thing called an aquarium.#you can pet sharks there!!! i can’t even. i know i’ve seen it and had a breakdown about it before but connor’s hand when he pets the shark#the absolute joy oh my god. connor PLEASE ik u want to touch all the fish… we have sturgeon & sting rays & jellies#brandon praising connor’s attitude 🫡 he is so goal oriented they said the goal is a vibe check and connor studied.#also. save me hot brothers save me#what the fuck is this yeti cup ritual give me a cult au NOW wkdndiwkdi they’re such freaks. i love it. also just drink it bro#VLADDY MENTION THAT’S MY BOY HI BEAUTIFULLLLL#OH THIS WAS THE MIDDSY FIGHT???#awww Freddy (who i never think is a forward??)#connor dewar#brandon duhaime#minnesota wild#for reference!
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Every time I see someone hating on Curly I have to resist the urge to respond with a 2000+ word essay defending him.
#curly mouthwashing#mouthwashing#yapping in the tags btw#ik he isnt like. the best ever but dear god he isnt that bad nor is he as bad as jenitals bro#also not that related: i agree that the nature of the game makes it a bit hard/weird to ship but anya X curly isnt that bad to me i just#dont ship it BUT i love them as a duo.#i NEED them to be friends. i NEED them to bond over the feeling of helplessness and having your autonomy taken away from you and hating#jc penny and (good ending where they dont die- expect for jimbotron) anya eventually warms up to him and they hang out more and heal#and she Curly and daisuke become friends and with swansea perchance#and if jimathon doesnt die Anya and Curly both help to make sure he faces proper consequences (again with daisuke or swansea maybe) and#jabortion preferable suffers for the rest of his life#or yknow. just have curly or swansea beat the shit outta him and ignore any consequences that would have in canon and preferablyt have#daisuke not beat him up idk if japarty would beat him in a fight but probably???? but at least being a snarky/sassy (or whtver) little shit#to him and being passive agressive because jerkoff deserves it.#can you tell i like this game?#LET 𝓳𝓾𝓼𝓽𝓲𝓷𝓮 DIE!!!!#mightve lost some parts of the game bc i only watched a gameplay once and my memory is absolute ASS#inserttaghere👍
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like it wasn't even good
#this season felt soooo weird and disconnected#and a baby storyline for sarah?? out of WHERE#kie did absolutely nothing this season so that's nothing new i guess#we still know pretty much nothing about cleo#uhhh jj's dad is not his dad and he got killed by his real dad??#that they wasted like 3 episodes in that kinda led nowhere lmao#john b felt like a big nobody too like bro what are u doing. or not doing ig#pope my man u are the goat#love the parallel that he went to jail for jj like jj did for him before#sorry he slowly lost his entire future that he wanted for whatever this is they all got#going after groff for revenge?? okay man u do u#i dont think i'm gonna watch that shit when it comes out#at least its gonna be the last season#obx#outer banks#obx season 4#obx s4#obx spoilers#outer banks season 4#that's all my opinion btw
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it's been seven months and admittedly i'm a little drunk but i'm still in shock and awe that they got literally everybody for the herald of darkness performance at the game awards
#i was drunk that night too and texting my cousins who were watching and enjoy video games#and i absolutely lost my shit#and bear in mind i had only just gotten into alan wake in november#i can't imagine how insufferable i would have been if i had been a day one fan
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Reductive Audio #5: AKA the video that confirmed that me and Erik actually have the same sense of humour
#i absolutely lost my shit watching this#redacted asmr#redacted audio#reductive audio#there were literal Tears#it was#relatable#with the hashtag#redacted erik#spoilers#maybe?
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i am so sick and fucking tired of having to lay down it isn't even funny
#i don't give a SHIT it's better for my health and spoons. it is not fun. it is not restful. i get so fucking bored#AND MY NECK HURTS LIKE A BITCH. SO I CANNOT WIN#:///// hate being disabled sometimes. why can't I just work at my desk like a normal person#also I almost just lost 5 years worth of notes app history. i cannot handle laying down and doing fuckall#anyways. gonna go watch maxxxine or a dead meat podcast episode and try not to go absolutely fucking stir crazy#disability stuffz
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Tonight's excitement, guilt tripping a ghost into giving my vape back
#bart's posts#Cw drugs#And yeah okay this one really got me thinking because I fully shook that blanket out and my roommates watched me do it#So there was nothing there and we'd had that blanket in our line of sight for most of the time so it wasn't like they could sneak it in#But I tugged on the blanket after curling up sadly and my lost vape just. fell off the top of the blanket into my lap#This isn't the first time he's done this by the way. He once hid my parents elf on the shelf on top of the refrigerator. That one was funny#Also this isn't the full excitement today has been an absolute shit show directed by mr bullshit himself
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pls skate ratify stray kids
yeah yeah yeah i hear u (follow @underskz lol)
(this is a draft btw)
#LKSDJF /LH BTW#i fucking hate it here slash gen#but i miss writing and if i wanna write kpop shit then so be it#if thats whatll do it for me#probs gonna go watch the superboard mv like 20 times just to feel something CRAZY#hi my name is miki how toxic do u want me to make these kpop men#bang chan i am cumming for u#coming******#hahahahHAHAHAHAHHHAHAHHAHAH#hes been literally looking too sexy lately its actually doing dmg to my brain like hard dmg#what if i just absolutely lose my mind#this is tumblr no one is allowed to cancel me for being free on here bc we're on fucking TUMBLR#god i hate it here#why would u enable me like this#.....this is all bang chans fault like actually#lets get to the root of the situation its HIM#HES THE PROBLEM#SDLJFAKLJLSKDFPOENVOPE#sorry lost my cool there aha#cries#– asks
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sometimes i get these bouts of really intense anger and regret over that time in high school when i wasnt allowed to take part in the students exchange with italy because my italian teacher was 'afraid i was too mentally unstable' and she want gonna 'take responsibility' for me just because i was depressed lol i genuinely believe it would have fixed me. like im not even kidding i was still passionate then and so excited about it it WOULD HAVE FIXED ME. it's something ill never forgive that pretentious bitch for.
#i lost so much#i had to stay here and watch people who literally couldnt say a single sentence in italian and didnt care to learn at all#have the time of their lives and make friend. and it made me feel like utter shit.#friends*#i was the best fucking student in her class and the only one who cared about her subjects#but i had been hospitalised (✨wrong and against my will✨) in june of my first year of hs and ig that made her think that im crazy#even tho i never made any behavioural problems and i was the only person who actively wanted to learn italian#i would fucking sit there and take the tests for myself + the kids sitting at neighboring desks lol#i was always attentive always on time and the only person she could have any actual dialogue with. it was the only subject i truly cared for#its been 5 years and im still so fucking mad. one such opportunity in my life and i fucking deserved to go.#i dont feel like i 'deserve' much in life but if there was ever a thing i did deserve it was that fucking students exchange#what an absolute cunt.
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i’m someone who sees things in like constant shades of grey and i quite often try to see the light side of things and i think i’m constantly reminded of all the great stuff i have in my life. also i am full of gratitude all the time and also every time something bad happens to me i’m like yknow what this makes sense🫶 all these bad things suck but they lead to so many amazing things i’m hyper aware of the butterfly effect. so uhm i’m a pretty resilient person if i do say so myself. so today when i came to the realization of OH. i’m having a BAD YEAR!
#literally got picked on by a prof in december that like momentarily zapped all my curiosity for everything academic#family stuff that actually makes me wanna die so bad#a couple ocd episodes that made me go insane#severely boring winter semester#my cat got sick and i drained my entire savings account#BROKE AS SHIT#also the fucking emotional stress of having my new cat get critically ill and almost dying#insane arguments with my mom realizing i don’t feel comfortable in my home <4#down bad severely down bad for a man#non stop work my life is non stop deadlines#two back to back courses that like took over my entire summer didn’t get a break at all#didn’t get the internship i wanted more than life itself#(which ended up being a positive but still)#underemployed up until three weeks ago#MENTALLY ILL!!! STILL#constant chronic pain and nausea that is unexplained#lost enough weight to see my ribs cause i couldn’t fucking eat#all my friends gone this summer#just feel blue so often#so many amazing things happened this year and i am excited and i still love life#but damn i feel beaten down like a dog#oh and did i mention the ongoing stress of watching your people get genocided through the internet :)#the absolute erosion of identity that like you already felt so disconnected from#as you watch the place you yearn for more than anything get completely nuked off the earth :)#and actually your moms homeland isn’t enough they need to start bombing your dads homeland too ;)
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Some Batman: Telltale thoughts
[this is a Batman Telltale critical post, ye be warned.]
So. There are perhaps no words in the english language to describe with how stupid i feel right now.
I started Telltale Batman because i thought that it's one of the more distinct unconventional Batman narratives that would let you have a more interesting, complex and nuanced relationship between Bruce and Joker— the game even lets you bring all of Bruce's sincere hypocrisy and sentimental selfishness to the surface and have him admit that yes, he can fight the rogues gallery because it takes a madman to know a madman; to love a madman. For a moment i geniunely thought that i can escape the everpresent shadow of DC hays code in the freakshow funhouse that is Batman comics, i thought Telltale had done something different.
But telltale's approach to The Enemy Within is so flaky and flimsy and timid at best— such noncommittal twist on themes of pain and grief. They take on a hefty plotline, "what does it take to actually fight through evil and be surrounded by it? How long does it take before your resolve and your selfhood cracks? When you lose the mask, which one did you truly lose— The ideal persona, the superhero, the crusader, or the person underneath, the casket that holds all your humanity and your heart and your hopes? How long can you stare onto the abyss before it stares onto you?" It's indeed a very Nietzsche approach to Batman— except that a good Nietzsche narrative takes a lot of intentional plot points and honesty of thought and of heart. And Telltale doesn't commit, not to Bruce's characterization, and not to any other character, and definitely not to Joker's journey in any variation of it. The existence of the Vigilante route is useless on every front; Joker is going to turn into a villain anyway, just with a different hello kitty eyeshadow palette and an extra bland consolation lollipop. No good choice Bruce makes on Joker's behalf affects anything whatsoever, and i particularly love the "community and friendship and sympathy do not help the mentally ill and all that ever works is punishment and shock therapy and confinement and loneliness" message the vigillante route puts on the table, charming charming status quo commandments from DC as always.
Telltale Batman could only be revolutionary if it had dared to break comic convention and let the vigillante route play out like Selina and Bruce's relationship always does; very grey morality, irrational, full of tension and trust, unstable, intriguing, inexcusable, irreversible, unavoidable and heartfelt, human. But we can't have nice things in batmanverse, so both Joker routes run on stuck gears and topple and fall into a predictable narrative hole that neither Bruce nor Joker can claim out of.
And on the predictable front? this story is too lukewarm to be a good time for me personally. When you get 84 Batman comics per minute every other Tuesday, all ending the same way no matter whatever the fickity happens inbetween, you have to pull no punches. This is my 53368532th Batman-with-tragic-batjokes-implications read of the week, say something new or forever hold your blue-balling silence, i dont care.
#Like. season 2 starts to become a fucking mess from episode 2#Tiffany?????? the Tiffany twist was so bad i can't??????#30 SECONDS TO THE END ROLLS AND ALFRED FUCKING PENNYWORTH DECIDES TO DITCH BRUCE???? LIKE ARE WE TALKING ABOUT THE SAME CHARACTER??????#I chose Bruce to leave his Batman persona behind in order to keep Alfred because 1) batworth agenda lmao and#2) i knew it'd make absolutely zero difference in the narrative like. bitch you're not gonna introduce a plot point this big#10 seconds before the game ends. you're just not doing that#that's literally 58 comic volumes worth of plot#But also I FUCKING LOST SELINA!!! SELINA MY BELOVEDEST!!!! JUST TO SAVE JOHN!!!!!#DC status quo is my villain origin story fr#tumblr made me think that in telltale batman you can actually save the Joker and have an intricate interesting dynamic with him#what with all the choices letting you bring to light how Bruce is just a human after all. like everyone else#not good by nature; but good by deed#but you will still lose the Joker no matter what choices you make. holy shit.#Someone on reddit was like “this is how Bruce feels in comics; putting all his goodness and faith in the Joker and still watch him fall''#and fucking christ i feel gutted like a good ol' wild salmon#but anyway yeah; i feel so insanely betrayed holy fucks. Telltale could understand Selina as a complex faulty villainy character#but god forbid if we try to humanise Joker.#anyway i have decided that i do not percieve Telltale Batman 😌🌸 i am at peace i do not see it Telltale Batman will be long gone#and only i will remain. (i'm keeping the batcat and the Alfred&Bruce relationship though; might replay to get the full batcat experience)#but also; IMAN AVESTA THE TRUEST MVP LMAOOO#i will have fellas know that Iman means faith in persian;#combined with her last name she's the original node to Zoroastrianism in The Eneny Within#long before Riddler's obsession with “speak no evil see no evil hear no evil'' comes to the surface#it was such surreal experience; watching her switch into persian halfway in on the call with her mother ❤️#i was like :O !!!!!!#and anyway: everything the supposed better written Villain route did Gotham fox season 5 episode 7 ''Ace Chemicals'' did better#and i'm not taking criticism 😌🌸 at least in Gotham the characters are allowed to scream and cry#Farimah talks Batman: Telltale#batman telltale critical#batman meta
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