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it only took two trips to like... four (?) different stores and then two more online orders but now i finally have everything i need for pad thai. ill (try to) make it either tonight or tomorrow
#the things i do for love#(my love for thai food)#the chef whose resippy im using#says that the difficult part is finding all the ingredience#so im very optimistic#making it shouldn't be that hard#the only thing im missing is garlic chives which#until a few days ago i didnt even know had a german name#well. more than one (chinesischer schnittlauch/schnittknoblauch/schnittlauch-knoblauch/chinesischer schnittknoblauch 🙄)#which of course doesn't make the search any easier#apparently you can find it in some asian supermarkets but... haha well. lets justr say#i live in redacted#im sure the occasional rewe or edeka will have it too#at least those with a more cosmopolitan customer base lmfao#but again. i live in redacted#gonna convince my parents to plant some in the garden though#oh i read somewhere that bärlauch can be substituted for garlic chives#but i dont trust that#like at all#anyway#chef says to use finely sliced spring onion instead#so thats what ill do#ok bye#&
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Behold, a Bunny!
(for @alliechickfic on twitter)
#poorly drawn mdzs#mdzs#a-yuan#lan wangij#All the bunnies bouncing around cloud recess must be the most theraputic feeling in the world.#If I were A-yuan I too would throw out all my past bad memories and fill my heart and soul with bunnies.#Well...It's more so to do with how our brains try to protect ourselves from traumatic memories.#And as happy as we tend to remember little A-yuan - His whole early life was almost entirely a stress filled experiance.#From losing his parents to being put in a work camp to living in a struggling community to the [redacted]...he did not catch a break!#It warms my heart knowing he got a happy second chance.#Does anyone else think about how A-Yuan consistently represents positive second chances?#In a story that constantly tells us that trying to be kind will only result in suffering;#Everything about Lan Sizhui says: 'No. You can be kind and there will be positive change in the world. The sacrifices you made mattered.'
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so was no one going to tell me that the newest haikyuu-bu chapter is 15 pages of omi putting on tempered glass in his underwear
#i feel like it's my birthday and every existing holiday all at once#HELLO WHAT. HELLO#you can't tell me this wasn't made for me#HE IS SO DUMB AT TIMES I LOVE HIM#looking at these panels and feeling like i'm living a fever dream actually#i need him in ways that are concerning for humanity#no one talk to me. i will need 7-10 business days to process this#[redacted] [redacted] [redacted]#-`♡´- tulip mail
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i don't remember when I said this or if someone else already said this but I feel like I need to say it again
Gavin, who changes his appearance to look older as Freelancer ages to make them feel like they aren't the only one in the relationship that's changing over time.
Gavin, who sits next to Freelancer in the hospital they've been staying at the past few weeks and holding onto their frail and weak body as they give him one last smile before passing away in his arms.
Gavin, who sobs painfully and mutters "I love you"s into his dead lover's temple before cloaking both of them to have a few more moments alone with Freelancer.
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hope you enjoyed
#redacted asmr#redacted audio#redactedverse#redacted fandom#redacted gavin#redacted freelancer#i'm pretty sure in the first thing I said abt this that gavin kills himself after freelancer dies#cuz he knows he can't bear living a life without them#:))))))
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i know theres not much of a fandom here for the will of the many but ,,,.., i just finished it and.,,,,, im in shambles. life is moving around me and I'm still in shock. I have things to do but i cant even think. what,, am i supposed to do. just go on? pretend im okay with this till the next one comes out??? I FEEL LIKE A ZOMBE. I FEEL LIKE NOTHING MATERS. ALL I FEEL IS-
i dont think ive ever been hit by a book hangover as much as this like wtf even was that /pos HELLO??? CAN ANYONE HEAR ME??? LKSJFLSKJBFLKSJBFLKSBFK:BSF:KBSF:KJBHSF:KJ
#the only way forward is to live in a state of denial#i need someone to talk to abt it but every time i even think too hard i start to shake like a wet dog#please please if you come across this in the void somehow and havent read it PLEASE give it a shot#actually pro tip- dont fucking do that#the will of the many#james islington#already read the one and only fic thank you for your service 🙏#I wanna chat spoilers but honestly i dont even know where to start#if [redacted] doesn't come back its on sight#give me my scrungle or give me death#when i tell you i was ugly crying its an understatement.#SPEAKING OF#[redacted]/vis would have been cannon if the author wasn't such a- [GUNSHOTS] (/lh)#hi hello its been a day but im back bc i cant stop thinking about this#“im going to make sure you burn for this” okay and im just supposed to be okay?? after all that??? IM JUST SUPOSED TO MOVE ON?????
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i think my therapist (who is a cishet man in his late 60s who wears sweater vests) has started embodying a sassy best friend
#talking about [redacted things i have not spoken about publically and will not] and he goes. jude. you arent living in fucking fantasy land#you aren’t getting that damn apology. what proof have they ever given you they would do that#like damn okay#he has realized being upfront and telling me when people are treating me like shit is the only way to get me to listen at this point lol
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just got an absolutely despicable idea for a Stevepop fic I need u guys to know I am making this exact face
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#guys i was sweeping n i genuinely stopped n started makijg this face >:D#i looked up n my coworker was stabding there like 🧍♂️#sorry man#i cant explain myself#no words#also i would like to blame this entirely on horsegirlsodapop#for making my ass into a stevepop STUDIER#those boys just spin around in my mind like a microwave all the time#n i love them so much#which is why in every universe i am making their lives worse#love their crazy asses#🫶#heart#but i cannot let them know peace#the outsiders#sodapop curtis#steve randle#stevepop#expect another fucked up sad story from me the second my job releases my ass#(two to three days DAMN [REDACTED RESTAURANT]
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Tank's nickname is Tank because they come from a military family.
(TW: suicide, death, violence, war, limb loss)
Their mom and dad are both officers, each coming from military families as well. It is expected that Tank and their older sister will also enlist when they are old enough.
Tank and their sister move around a lot as kids, which is difficult for any kid and even more difficult for shifter kids; not having a pack can be detrimental to an adolescent shifter's development. Tank's parents, though, always insist that the military is their pack (which is total bullshit). So Tank and their sister make their own pack, a pack of two.
When Tank is ten, their father dies in combat.
In response, their mother buries herself in her work. What little attention she had given Tank and their sister beforehand disappears. Tank's sister reacts by becoming a model daughter, a model sister, a model student, and a model future soldier. She is strong and stoic and perfect—everything Tank aspires to be and everything Tank isn't.
Tank feels their feelings deeply and their grief overwhelms them. One day, Tank asks their sister between heavy sobs how she stays so strong. She responds that you have to have armor for your heart, just as you do for your body. She tells Tank that they can handle anything life throws at them, as long as they remember that they're tough.
She teaches Tank how to fight, both with their words and with their fists. Through her example, Tank learns loyalty and honor and perseverance.
When Tank is twelve, their sister enlists.
She quickly earns the nickname "Tank" from her fellow teammates, for how unstoppable she is on the field and how indestructible she is off the field. She never breaks, never gives up.
When Tank is fourteen, their sister dies.
Her squad is ambushed. She tries to save one of her teammates, despite the orders from her higher-ups to retreat immediately. By the time she sees the grenade land at her feet, it’s too late. She loses both her teammate and her legs.
The discharge is officially a medical one, but everyone knows it’s unofficially a dishonorable one. Having disobeyed a direct order, Tank's sister returns home in disgrace, but she tries to keep her head held high. She puts up the armor for Tank.
Two months later, Tank is woken up by a loud noise. Although they hadn't seen it coming, they know immediately what it is. When they manage to get into their sister's bedroom—through the window since the door is locked—they find their sister, one of their mother's guns, and two letters.
The first letter is an apology to Tank. The second is a scathing rebuke of Tank’s sister’s discharge from their mother.
Tank's mother moves with Tank to a military base in Dahlia and takes a noncombat position. Tank starts getting into trouble at school. They fight with their mother daily. In an effort to build their family reputation back up after so much "disgrace", Tank's mother joins the Shaw Pack.
Tank introduces themself to the pack as "Tank", dog tags hanging on their neck with the same nickname etched onto the back.
#Tank never joins the military#they hate the military—all it has ever done is take the people they love away from them#their mother tries to get them to enlist when they are 18 and when they refuse their mother all but disowns them#their mother eventually finds a new husband#when Gabe dies she and her husband move up to Washington and have a new kid#Tank feels so much guilt over not really knowing their new little sister or being there for her#but how could they ever live up to their older sister??#fuck i could write a whole second thing about their relationship to their little sister and their mother's new family#but i digress#mayhem is brewing#redactedverse#redacted fanfic#redacted asmr#redacted audio#redacted headcanons#redacted darlin#redacted tank#redacted fandom
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David is little spoon whether he likes it or not (he moved in his sleep and Angel was determined to stay attached)
#redacted audio#redacted asmr#redactedverse#redacted fanart#redacted david#redacted angel#“native american woof blanket moon aurora borealis wolf howling star traditional blanket” absolutely DOMINATES every indigenous household#David originally refused it's power but eventually gave in#they all do#either way I love my eepers#look at em#so tired#I just know that's the best sleep of their lives#they'll wake up and wonder what millennia they're in#Ang-go Bongo
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fuck Babe and Asher's canonical meeting they met on myspace way back when they were in highschool as cringe scenemo idiots... yeah.... totally....
#redacted asmr#redacted audio#redactedverse#redacted asher#redacted babe#they were online daters#i think that's really funny actually#Asher 'i have a partner but they live in another city:((' Talbot#ik milo and sh have the longest canonical relationship but pls#let me have this....
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my 2025 redacted bingo card just says "vincent/lovely proposal" 24 times
#YES im delusional. let me live goddammit#the day they get married is the day you stop hearing from me#for i will die#immediately#redacted asmr#redacted audio#redactedverse#jo speaks#redacted audio vincent#redacted vincent#redacted asmr vincent#vincent solaire
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if i listen to this audio one more time i think david will come to life
#i listen it to it so much you’d think i live with a cold#i just like him a lot#redacted audio#redacted asmr#redacted david
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Damien with the Road Trip Google Doc
#redacted asmr#redacted audio#redacted spoilers#redacted damien#I am Damien#I have my moms ‘designated trip planner’ gene#i have to be prepared#also#seems like forever since I live posted a stupid redacted joke#on what’s supposed to be my redacted blog lol#it’s called healing sweaty
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Okay so,, 🤌 Concept.........
Shaw pack meeting.
Everyone hushed,
listening to David
He's giving run down of whats been going on, what their plans are this week/month etc etc. Angel slowly creaks into the back of the room, no one really turns around but Angel is carrying a box of.. Something.
They make their way to their seat, fairly close to the front, near David but not directly in the spot light/podium watever tf he is. Everyone is still listening and concentrating on David with due diligence... But...
You can hear a smol constant kerfuffle coming from Angel and this box.
Slowly people begin to look over, check they're ok yknow surely something is happening.
Turns out Angel found a litter of kitten outside the Shaw Security office and didnt have the heart to just leave them there in the cold. So they boxed em up and brought them inside to distribute to pack members AFTER the meeting. At least they planned to. They did NOT think through the fact that all of these lil shits would be climbing out and wreaking havoc in a very quite meeting room, lead by the Very Serious David.
The meeting lasted as long as it could with this distraction (a whole 5mins). David ended it early because thats as long as he could hold to the packs attention thanks to his mate. OK THE END 😘
#Who doesnt love kitten huh#Who can resist the cuteness of kittens#No one#Not even the mighty David Shaw#Yes one of the cats lives at the shaw security office#Honoury memeber of the shaw pack dare i say#Will aggro get a sibling WHO KNOWS#redacted audio#redacted asmr#redactedverse#redacted.txt#david shaw#angel shaw#asher talbot#milo greer#redacted david#redacted angel#redacted shaw pack#Ikarus Approves
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1x04 - What We | The Ones Who Live
#i am utterly feral#like i cannot be introduced into society or an indoor environment rn#Rick Grimes#towl spoilers#The Ones Who Live#*#rg#HOW DOES HE KEEP GETTING MORE HANDSOME STOP IT#F U Z Z I E S#CHEST FUZZIES DO YOU SEE THEM#NECK FUZZIES#SCARS#THESE ARE A FEW OF MY FAVORITE THINGS#I AM WINNING#even his adams apple is nice#i hate myself#the slope of his shoulders 🗣#if i could just rest my face on his chest for a few i think it could solve a lot of problems i have tbh#put me in traction#until i walk like i'm about to duel at the OK Corral#[redacted] inside me#hello welcome to the tour#on your left you will see A MAN™#i have a very hectic week ahead i need to go to bed#would give a kidney to draw idle patterns in his chest hair#*rabid whale noises*#i don't think whales can get rabies but if they could that's what i sound like rn#that man would look like an ancient capri sun pouch when i was done#go to bed lacey
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forget tiktok, instagram or candy crush, there is nothing that makes you as addicted to your phone as looking for an apartment in a city with a notoriously bad housing market
#I am moving to [redacted] and I have lowered my standards so much in just 3 days it's surreal#if you let me live in your closet I will be grateful if it means spending less than half my income on it
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