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My brain linked the two via similar names and I could not not make it.
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#bocchi the rock!#oatchi#boatchi#lol#boatchi the rock#i little cursed maybe lol#i like how it came out#pikmin 4#my art#artists on tumblr#I love oatchi so much#ive never been inclined to play pikmin until he came around#oatchi my beloved
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Immortal Leo HC
TW: Suicide attempts & abuse
Okay so what if Hera succeeded in burning away Leo's mortality when he was a baby?? What if now, the reason he survived so long on the streets from such a young age, how multiple gods have had intense reactions to him, how he can go so long under such intense stress and no sleep and yet still manage to keep the ship running, why Gaia had always seen him as her biggest threat,,, was all because Leo was essentially immortal??
Now he wasnt a God, not yet at least. When it gets revealed by Hera after he returns from saving Calypso, she tells him, he could gain godly status if he chose a domain. The other gods couldnt challenge his claim, he was already an immortal demigod who had literally saved the world from destruction, and had the favour of multiple gods plus two camps of demigods.
All he had to do was claim his divinity and it was his.
Now.. Leo had known he couldnt die since he was a kid. Not long after the death of his mother, he had lived through things that should have killed him more times he could count, and it only fuelled his aunts hatred of him and the wishing he had died with his mom even more.
He could go weeks without eating, sleeping while he was on the streets, been beaten over and over again, in ways he knows no other kid would have been able to survive, and even attempted his own life on numerous occasions, each in a different way from the last, just trying so badly for it to end.
But instead he was seen as a "miracle" or more realistically an "exception" a "fluke" an "oddity" a "freek of human nature"
Leo still felt all the pain though, that last thin thread tying him to the fragile mortal body he was born with that still pumped with red blood. No one questioned why it shimmered with flecks of gold when he bled, no one ever looked at him long enough to care.
Being a demigod was enough to help Leo start to understand this part of himself, but just like his fire this was something else to set him apart from the others.
A little too much power
Not quite enough mortal
After his return from Ogygia, Heras announcement was only confirmed more by how Leo's blood now ran fully gold, the aura around himself stronger now, still not a God sure, but definitely no mortal demigod either.
Although his attempts too die once again, battling Gaia, (the physicians cure safely tucked away in Hazels coat pocket instead of on Festus with him) He instead finished burning away his mortal flesh, leaving everything else behind.
Unlike Percy did all those years ago, Leo never had a choice.
The Campers all saw him different now, no longer like them, the Gods now actually held him in some form of respect, even Zeus didnt make much of an argument about it.
He was expected to become a God..
Some of the campers even started giving him offerings for saving the camp. There was talks about building him a shrine, what domain would he now be the symbol of? would festus be his sacred companion?? Could they worship there friend who wasnt even dead but was he even living???
Leo never wanted to be immortal, just for once he wished to be like everyone else...
#was this maybe too heavy on the leo angst?#i feel like the fact Hera literally tried burning away the mortality of what later became the arguably most suicidal character#doesnt get mentioned much??#and like whats the biggest curse for someone who has so little self preservation#than immortality???#part of me is tempted to to a p2 for this with how the 7 react#PLUS Apollo being there for leo#considering what i know of the ToA series Apollo has the opposite problem lol#leo valdez angst#leo valdez#leo pjo#immortal leo valdez#god leo valdez#tw sui implied#tw sui attempt#tw abuse
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animals !!!
[highly recommended you click and zoom]
#art#my art#artists on tumblr#digital art#oc#pink space#furryees#LOOK. BEHOLD. this took me a little over a WEEK#and i finished most of it tonight i was struggling with the inks mostly Lmao <3#/they are vaguely animal-shaped and here are the vague shapes in order:#hare (probably) border collie (dubious) common grey cat (yippee!) and sooty albatross (attempted !!)#my first time drawing a border collie or ablatross but i think they turned out well !!#/was gonna have everyone holding at least one item but i 1) forgot 2) got tired Lmfhsvh#also maybe a bit bothered by how realistic hid looks as a bird but that's okay. i'll get around to fixing that at some point lol#figured i wanted aura's fur to look like flames mid-colouring so i had to switch gears when i was almost done Jfshfh#/Oh and also these are based on them in probably the last 3rd/4th of the story so there are some things here and there#/Ah and also hid's outfit is not really based on anything he wears at that point in the story but there was also not many things he Could#wear like this so lol 👍 and the curse of the body continues!!#//ANYWAY i gtg but i may be back later. who knows. i skedoop now. Ciao ! ! !
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Pictures and things
#photo diary#image 1 - pretty sky!.. so many sky photos as always#2 & 3 - baby son keeping me company during one of my Sickness days where I kind of just sit on the floor in a blanket#for hours slowly sipping pedialyte and having applesauce and such lol#He likes to bite the squeezy apple sauce pouches.. and try to steal the heating pad#4. Sky again. lighter more scattered fluffy clouds.#5 - greeting card that I drew at someone's request so they could send it to their elderly family member lol.. It's like.. cats baking#in a kitchen I guess? My eternal curse.. being the number one lover of cats in the world yet still somehow barely having a grasp#on their anatomy so they always look ridiculous when I draw them. I have both drawn and looked at cats for my entire life basically#yet somehow those two things do not come together to make me a good cat artist.. alas..#6 - underpart of an outfit I did (and havent yet posted of course because of my evil backlog of onemillion drafted posts)#I took the main dress off the top but thought the underneath part looked cool on it's own as well#7 - more sky.#8 - Mushroom fettucini alfredo. steak. and grilled asparagus. A fun little meal for me though I can't remember the occasion. I think maybe#as a reward for getting my covid booster or something. Though I still feel it's not as much of a reward when I am personally cooking#everything myself at home gjhbjh.. so its like... I'm having to do quite a lot of labor which makes it feel less relaxing I suppose. but eh#a treat in some form. Still cheaper by overall cost than ordering from a restaurant - and also can be customized and prepared#exactly how I like - which is the point. I guess more I just wish I weren't the only cooking person in the house. Everyone could#take turns making special meals for each other rather than like.. ''hmm I feel like having a treat. suppose I shall spend an hour#making it all myself and then feel tired whilst eating it'' lol.. ANYWAY#9 - and then.. you guessed it..MORE sky pictures!!! This time pinky bluey and so on.. huzzah..#A very sky heavy entry into the photo diaries I suppose#The sky in the 1st/7th image is jsut very ethereal seeming to me. something about the way the lighting is behind the clouds. It's#transportive. An interesting sky will make me feel like many other places in time or things I've seen in dreams or something. You get#a sense of being in a different world or like you're looking out over something you once imagined whilst reading a storybook. maybe lol
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how old do you think revali and mipha were in botw?
i keep seeing fans trying to find proof that they were teenagers and most of it is chocked up due to them being on the shorter side compared to older characters in their respective races, i mostly see it w/ revali and older rito tho coupled w/ the markings under his eyes, and idk it doesn't feel like they were that young to me, they're definitely not around the ages of urbosa and daruk but they don't feel like actual teens either? i got vibe that they both entered/were around their early 20's, or the zora equivalent to early 20's in mipha's case, and them not being similar height to older rito and zora doesn't really have to do w/ their ages (i say this as a 5'0 person in their 20's lol)
hope you don't mind, just a little curious on the subject 🙏
oh man sorry to this anon cuz this ask was sent literally almost a year ago 😭 as a fellow 5'2 20 year old i totally get where you're coming from LOL
this lowkey a call out post for me HAHAHA because one of the first posts i made when i started being more active on tumblr again in 2023 was Literally about how i think about revali possibly still being considered a child or youth among the rito because he never outgrew his cheek feathers, IF we consider that as a marker of childhood. so i'm a little biased here and i do like to hc as revali being closer in age to link n zelda. perhaps not 17, but maybe 19, just on the precipice of hitting his 20s but never getting the chance because he gets Windblighted </3
as for mipha, i do think in relative to hylian/human age that she seems more like she's in her 20s, perhaps early-mid 20s from the way she carries herself. but that can also be a result of the Eldest Daughter Curse which i am also a victim of so perhaps her disposition doesn't contribute to her possible age either.
#loz#botw#loz botw#legend of zelda#amihan's headcanons#ask#anon#mipha#revali#i'm sorry op it's also bc i love the idea of link always stealing revali's thunder in every possible aspect#my personal hc is that revali was orphaned but maybe he starts getting babied by urbosa/daruk when he joins the team#and maybe he begrudgingly enjoys it bc he never experienced that before since he was orphaned#only for them to find out that link n zelda are 17 and they get all of daruk n urbosa's attention instead#i ALSO enjoy the idea of revali being the type of kid who can't wait to grow up and be a Real Adult#and maybe there's a coming of age ceremony for the rito#but revali dies before he ever gets to be officially recognized as an adult amongst his community lol#mipha is totally experiencing the sx of Eldest Daughter Curse i feel for her#imagine being the heir to the throne and also having to be your little brother's mom bc ur actual mom is dead/missing and ur dad is That gu#jk i don't know that much about mipha's lore don't come for me#i haven't played loz in a year sorry everyone
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2005 Australian Grand Prix[Redux] - Giancarlo Fisichella, Rubens Barichello & Fernando Alonso(my personal post-race highlights)
#redoing this made me realize how much I slept on Fisi the first time I posted this race! hes so handsome!!#but then I also realized he is a victim of the first race winner curse :((#I JUST REALLY LOVE THE RENAULT BOYS AAGHHHHH ;;;#also hehe if youve seen my og post you will recognize the rubens alonso headpat aka the moment that made me want to start posting#(its been so long since i watched this race that while making this i had to keep reminding myself that this content isnt new haha)#(its rly funny to me that i made one gif for the og post yet didnt gif anything else???)#(like okay what is this partial effort catie)#(its especially painful bcs this race has actually prob the best camerawork for this season so AGHHHH)#(thats why im doing a redux btw lol bcs this race truly deserves better treatment)#(also its crazy how much time making a post can take up i started a race and i got halfway through???)#(also maybe expect two monza posts: 2005 of course and also i want to gif seb 2008 str win since ive already watched that but didnt gif it)#oopsies sry for all the tags!! i love rambling!!!#giancarlo fisichella#fernando alonso#rubens barrichello#we do a little bit of f1#f1#formula 1#(2005: 1/19 races watched)#fa14#renault#2005 australian gp#race posting:2005
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If i wrote really unhinged mathieu/avg. rob would you all support me
#Im not actually planning on it but waht if thats what broke the curse of me being unable to write. Like Lol#but i mean honestly.....#after the drag video i was incapacitated by visions of mathieu hanging out with avg. rob + presumable friend group and ending up at a#drag show or at a gay club or something and like. at the age he is. kind of leeching vibes from nyc fic again that modern classic but hes#self aware enough to know hes kinda ermm a little not normal and w this group theres plausible deniability so he can be here and just kind#of take it all in. and like rly he doesnt even strike me as a big club guy apart from to get chonged in and maybe this isnt even his crowd#either (tbh all my many visions of retired gay mathieu van der poel hes still w some kind of athlete) but its like...... what if it was tha#simple. you know. what if he COULD just get hit on by some random guy who somehow doesnt know him and ignore all the people who clearly do#like.... what if. anyway#this wouldnt be matje/avg. rob if i wrote it as a ship it would be weird porn. But still
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I was suddenly intensely compelled to draw Simon as a Pokémon trainer so this exists now d(•w• ).
I initially was going to make him a Dark type trainer since Dark is super effective against Ghost and most of what he hunts would fall under that I guess, also a lot of his designs have some similar color schemes as other Dark type things, BUT I realized that, surprisingly, Ghost actually fits wayyyyyy better. Ghost is also super effective against Ghost (I have always found this funny lol) and has both more Pokémon that make sense character wise as well as moves like “Curse”. Mimikyu’s whole thing is that it looks up to and wants to be just as adored as Pikachu and idk I think Simon would kinda vibe with that a lot. Also the whole Litwick line and like ya know Castlevania games and their candles, the chandeliers, it just fits. Simon’s Quest also has the Mysterious Woman who appears with the mist in a graveyard and may or may not be a ghost who helps Simon so that tracks too. He also just seems like he’d spend a lot of time hangin around in a cemetery idk how to explain that.
His design is mostly just an altered Simon’s Quest outfit, but I added elements of his other designs to it like bits of red in his hair, the cape from the manual drawings (and the smash bros teaser I guess lol), the fur and boots from Ayami’s design, a ripped skirt thing like the smash bros design (I’m sure other designs have had something similar too I just can’t think about which rn), the armband thingys and the headband from his NES cover and X68000 designs, etc etc. I imagine that he’d probably have the cape down most of the time and come off as a more brown focused design (I didn’t color them all the way cause I didn’t wanna get all my colored pencils out oof) and say things that kinda mislead the player into thinking he’s maybe a Fighting type trainer or something. Then when actually battling him he pushes the cape back and oh wow big reveal!
Yeah idk, this was fun tho. Maybe I’ll draw some other Belmonts as trainers too eventually, I have some ideas already hmmm. Also it is so so hard to remember what I have and have not posted here, especially since I know I’ve posted this elsewhere so I keep feeling like I’ve already written all of this before 。(゚´ω`゚)゚。. So if I’ve already posted something please tell me, my memory sucks most of the time and I’d greatly appreciate that!
#castlevania#castlevania games#art post#my art#simon belmont#akumajou dracula#castlevania simon’s quest#simon’s quest#crossover art#Pokémon#ghost type#I blame curse of darkness for having little the whole little evolve your devils thing lol#it got me thinking of pokemon again I guess#anyway eee uh another Simon uh—#Simon’s Quest design again too hm#interesting wow I wonder if I have maybe a favorite um—#my sketchbooks always end up like 90% him#this page is very new in comparison to other things I’ve posted tho#I still haven’t shown the men kissing doodles I have here yet smh#I also haven’t even showed the Selena redesign concept sketches I did aaaa#OOOO OR THE DARKSTALKERS FANART#too many things 。゚(゚´ω`゚)゚。#Anyway I’m thinking about types for the other Belmonts rn lol#Christopher gets Fire cause he makes the whip shoot fire lol#it starts to get really hard thinking about everyone else tho cause they all have multiple cool abilities hmmmmm#hahahaha Richter gets Psychic type cause he’s possessed lmaooooo jk jk jk jk jk I wouldn’t do him like that#Soleil probs gets either Psychic or Steel cause of the sudden sword telekinesis#maybe Steel because Doublade??? hmmm#Trevor gets something incredibly OP cause he kicks ass#this is very hard I’ll have to think about it more later lol XD
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I have Got to get more transgender
#100% секретный дневник левы НЕ ЧИТАЙ#transmasc#trans ftm#transgender#i like 2 say i'm very trans already but unforch i am Not Really. mostly boring ftm Guy Ever#so tempted to cut my hair again but my sense of what i look like is already so fuzzy i dont think it'd help..#want to dye my hair anyways. at this point i'd take whatever color i can get if not purple LOL#it's almost everything i could want and yet ... still me. still the same life. stuck.#soooo high functioning like you wouldnt believe EXCEPT istg i need an emotional support human who will guide me through tasks#such as 'pay with your Moneys Card at the Store'#or... idk that's it really. maybe go grocery shopping without feeling like i'm not meant to be there also#or like. exist in general maybe#reasons why not emotional support Animal: creature cannot understand capitalism. and also is not as necessary as a service dog specifically#idk! every time i come on here i fall apart (in text) and then pull myself back together for another day of ... this i guess.#i'm not even having like crying breakdowns or anything to go along with it i'm just held inside this shell of a body. typing away again#i'm soso tempted to make things worse. progress wouldn't matter anymore... at least maybe it would feel real that i'm like this#i wish my face fit on my body right. and also that i did not look quite so much like a vaguely gnc lesbian#like at LEAST let me look butch as hell but no. curse of sad hair & uncertainty#miss my little mullety thing from that brief period in october... miss my short hair from back in 2017 ...#just dont feel satisfied with what i am now. in general.#top surgery is literally Within my reach but i'm not sure about cost and i need to wait because of doing guard now......#my list of do i want t i kept for the past month turned out to be a bunch of maybes#partially cause i got sick. partially cause it stopped being shark week and i forgot about it#as always happens...#still unsure in my new(er) name. only heard it once#didn't feel the same way as with my old one? but idk. just don't know.#missing guard also but feeling conflicted about not having time for other hobbies...#since winter season is over i've had so much time to play guitar! that's insane! mostly cause i stopped playing for unrelated reasons...#just tired again. wonder if i need more sleep than what i always get. kind of restless.#there's nothing else to say i guess. just wish i could be a person the way everyone else seems to be.
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I don’t think I’m gonna end up including it, but there is a version of Mt. Gilboa University where Sha’ul tries to kiss/fuck Daveed and then hits him because he’s rejected. This is def partly inspired by Beloved King (plus other interpretations where Saul sexually desires David) but I also think it would be especially good in MGU because it would create a parallel between that and Sha’ul having sex with Rizpah when she was a student. Like, this guy has a certain taste, and it’s not a good one!
It would also be foreshadowed by Yonatan overhearing Daveed about to say that Sha’ul only pays attention to the students when he’s trying to fuck them (I actually don’t know if anyone understood this is what Daveed was about to say LOL but that was the intention). I mean ofc that’s a reference to Rizpah first and foremost, but it could also be foreshadowing.
By now tho, if I did include this point then it would have to be canon that Daveed hid Sha’ul’s advances from Yonatan even when he was telling him that Sha’ul was the one who hurt him… and I don’t know if that makes sense. Honestly I think Yonatan’s revelation from Rizpah (and his accusation of her conspiring with Daveed) could be even more poignant if Daveed had told him that Sha’ul came on to him, but I’m definitely not going to go back and edit that now LOL
#the curse of publishing a longer work serially is that if you come up with a new plot point you can’t go back and change the earlier chapter#honestly when I finish writing MGU I think it would be fun to go back and edit/rewrite parts of it#especially the parts that I wrote several years that really don’t hold up anymore lmaoooo#I just don’t know if I’ll ever really have the time or energy#but I’ll reevaluate how I’m feeling once this version is done#four more chapters I think……. hehehehe#I am struggling with the current chapter a little but mostly because a) it’s the climax of the story#and b) it’s ending up soooo much longer than I was expecting#I usually shoot for around 3000-4000 per chapter but this is already at 4000 and maybe halfway done#but I swear to gosh there is no good stopping point#and if I tried to cut it up yall would be so angry with me LOL#I mean this chapter will also have a cliffhanger and yall will be angry anyways hahahaha#anyways…….
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having realizations about your mental health is stupid as fuck . like dawg i dont want to think about this stop making me realize
#morning broadcast#i think my aversion to getting better is entirely tied to my hpd#cause i know doing bad gets me more attention even if i wanna kill myself#and on some level i still dont feel like i deserve to be actually happy#and a little bit of me feels like people wont like me anymore if i get better?#cause like this has been one of the most up-and-down periods of my life but i also have the most connections now#so theres a bit of me thats scared if i change ill lose most of those connections#idk . i dont want to get better but i dont want to stay like this either#i just feel like im not supposed to get better . i havent earned it and i never will#lol maybe my dad was right nd i was just cursed from the moment i was born#personal#<- . yeah ig
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if y'all like fat women so much can we romanticize the inevitable red/dark marks ingrowns and scars from thick thigh chub rub. like just fully commit and be horny about it the way people like marks left by bra underwires
here I'll get us started
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u know when a fat dyke has little red spots on their big inner thighs and ur like ma'am could you please let me add some purple (biting intentions)
#joking tone but like i wouldnt be mad about it lol#it happens whether i shave trim nair or leave my thigh hair yes i exfoliate i moisturize it is just the curse of being fat w sensitive skin#feel like it ruins pics sometimes but maybe ladies like a little texture i dunno#my posts
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MCs of my queer beauty and the beast project that I will work on someday... maybe
#finished this faster than I thought I would lol#art#illustration#ocs#novel stuff#birds#artists on tumblr#fantasy#the beast in this story is a shapeshifter cursed to always looked mixed up so they never fit in anywhere#they are also a man-eating monster lol#kind of#and they are agender#beauty is a trans man#who only finds understanding after meeting the beast...#he isn't as angry as he looks here but has a naturally irritated face#well maybe he's a little angry#transgender#nonbinary#queer#lgbt
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In case it's hard to read/understand: "If I had a nickel for every time I had a story with a blonde girl named after a plant, who has a German father and a French mother but absolutely hates said mom, I'd have two nickels. Which isn't a lot, but it's weird that it happened twice."
weird, extremely-specific tropes in my stories: pt 1
#oc liveblogging#ughhhhhhh i really CANNOT afford to be procrastinating rn but i know this happens when im extremelyyyyyy fucking stressed.#creative/art related classes always get me for this reason bc ill use 'wait but i need to find inspiration!' as an excuse to procrastinate.#fuckkkkkkkkkk. UGH IM NOT EVEN WRITING SOMETHING FROM SCRATCH ITS JUST A FINAL REVISION BUT IM CONVINCED IT SUCKS#the worst part is hkjhkjGHKJ I HAVE TO PRESENT SOME OF THIS SHIT AT AN. INTERNATIONAL FUCKING CONFERENCE GUYS. GUYSYSSSS#anyways this post is sadly not related to that. nothing im presenting is related to my ocs [un]fortunately lmao#ive just been thinking rotating various oc stories around in my head again ourgghhhh.#and i realized this LMAO. i mean maybe technically not 2 separate stories anymore because im recycling a lot from one for the other?#one of these was already established lowkey and the other was something i made for an assignment for a class like 2 years ago#i actually don't know if petunie will be blonde in her final incarnation?? ive always imagined her as silvery blonde ig but idk#if ill keep that. she doesnt have proper colors like colin but at least colin has his design set more straight somewhat.#and all the recent petunie development is lowkey really fucking funny to think abt. i girlbossed with her character development so#hard that she really replaced lucian as a protagonist HAHAJSDHKGJ. ok well not 100% kamille's story is a shoot-off#of lucian's technically? i guess? it started becoming that and now its solidified as that lowkey bc same town same place time period people#but man if im not careful i might accidentally make kamille/petunie's arc THE default one and lucian's main one the offshoot instead#a lot remains to be seen. but also yeah the other one who's story is mostly getting recycled (myrtille) actually ALSO HAD HER MOM#COME FROM THIS SAME FUCKING PLACE BASICALLY. a few decades later but still bruh given developments for lucian's story too its just like#at this point im noticing a pattern man wtf is wrong w/ women who come from this town specifically lol. 😔🥴#this town in general is just fucking cursed though i think ahkjshkg. i mean that jokingly and literally lolololl i gotta. work on it. but y#I HATE IT HERE WHY ARE WEIRD LITTLE FUCKING TOWNS WHERE BAD SHIT HAPPENS ALWAYS A CONSISTENT TROPE IN MY STORIES /silly#I DONT EVEN COME FROM A WEIRD LITTLE TOWN MY HOMETOWN IS LIKE. AVERAGE NORMALISH NOT SUPER LARGE??? IDFK?????#haaaaaaa fuck i need to finish this by the end of TODAY I S2G!!! SO I CAN MOVE ON TO ALL THE OTHER SHIT I OWE FUCKKKK
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2024 reads / storygraph
The Final Curse of Ophelia Cray
fun YA adventure
follows a girl who’s seen as cursed because of her recently hanged notorious pirate queen mother, and runs away to the navy where nobody will recognise her
and her half-sister who’s desperate to find her before she’s arrested for using a fake name, to bring her home to their dying father & save the family business
both get on the bad side of some pirates and have to brave storms to find each other
aroace MC, sister relationships
arc from netgalley, out april 9
#The Final Curse of Ophelia Cray#aroaessidhe 2024 reads#This is ok! I enjoyed it on the surface level but think it could have had a bit more depth and structure#I do always like to see an aroace MC who mentions it casually throughout the story and the central sister relationship#The writing is a little young for me… I think it has this silly/satirical element of the plot and caricature-villains but the prose wasn’t#quite funny enough to make it work....so parts just felt a bit random and undeveloped to me?#I genuinely love a lot of MG and younger YA but this is on the side of writing style#that felt too noticably young for me to enjoy fully (for me - obviously it's for teens! so that's okay!)#It’s quite slow to start (it doesn’t get into it until half way?) and the two storylines felt a bit disconnected.#All the different things happening felt all over the place & I felt the ending was a bit unsatisfying#Betsy’s love interest seemed like a nice interesting boy but it was such instalove I felt like there was no development between them lol#I think it has some fun parts and some good characters! I would still recommend to teens looking for queer piratey stories#(tho as a note - THEY aren't really ever pirates. maybe briefly.) (I think maybe ofmd comps might do it a disservice if you're not clear#it's just 'piratey and also there's queer people)#there's some good side lesbians (def side tho)
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Although I wil say i don't quite get wh y ppl are yelling stsg parallels w this one. Itafushi and satosugu are similar in some ways sure but not like. huuugely hugely. just some situational similarities
#text#jjk manga spoilers#Like#I don't tooootally get it mostly because the way stsg fell apart was kind kf unique to them#Itafushi I don't think was ever in danger of turning out like them. especially not megumi like geto no way#Just because they both ended up with depression... or because yuuji and geto both eat curses... or wtvr...#i like thinking about how geto and yuuji are buddies in executed by satoru gojo. even if i guess now that's. probably not happening to yuuj#LOL#Idk#Obviously there's the reference to the end of vol 0#That was pretty obvious#But idk#Thing is I felt like stsg had good communication but Suguru snapping was always inevitable even with satoru's intervention. maybe it wouldn#have been as destructive but i think it still wouldve happened. especislly after yuki's chat#Itafushi was more. They're a little more concerned with each other than moral conundrums#Okah im showering bye bye
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