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You know what, Pixar should make Inside Out shorts that focus on emotion combinations.
Like maybe from my previous post, Fear and Disgust protecting her physically and socially.
Or Joy and Nostalgia recalling happy memories with her parents. Even Sadness for sad memories.
Fear and embarrassment hoping Riley doesn't get called on in class and making a fool of herself.
Envy and Joy being enthusiastic about what they want Riley's future birthdays to be like.
Anger and Disgust making sure Riley is being treated fairly by any bullies when they take advantage of her.
Fear and Anxiety preparing Riley and planning ahead in order to ensure that Riley's fears/worries don't come true.
Ennui and Disgust keeping Riley away from any drama from her friends that actually doesn't concern her. To not waste time or energy on it.
#don't mind me#just throwing ideas out here#I have a lot of ideas#throwing ideas at like 12 am#random fandom stuff#inside out fandom#inside out#inside out 2#inside out joy#inside out anger#inside out sadness#inside out fear#inside out disgust#inside out anxiety#inside out ennui#inside out embarrassment#inside out envy#ideas#my ideas
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Just a normal day in the guest room....
Wait.
WHO IS LETTING LILIA COOK?!?!
#twisted wonderland#disney twisted wonderland#twst#twst meme#its me apparently lol#anyways i was trying to figure out where to put Lilia and then I thought “wouldnt it be funny to put him in the kitchen area”#jade was supposed to be there but tbh he would let lilia go instead#ill figure out a spot for him later lol#my rating will stay in the 1k tho because SORRY I DONT LIKE THROWING RANDOM STUFF ON THE GROUND TWST#they probably have to be from the same collection too but oh well#i like practicality over random stuff#lilia vanrouge#twst lilia
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see normally i try to avoid and dislike using "they're ooc" as a criticism bc it's been historically used to flatten out a character's flaws. i want to use any possible in universe route to explain what's going on regardless of whether it aligns w authorial intent or not. anyway i think ten is ooc in girl in the fireplace
#this is not the case with ANY other episodes of his whole entire run because with stuff i have issues with#i can come up with concepts that might not have been intended by the writer but are genuinely interesting to me otherwise#gitf is irredeemable. throw it in the garbage. ten would not do that.#mx tenth 'born out of love driven mad by love lives and dies by love' doctor. WOULD not do that. gbless.#this freak sticks by rose's side like glue until he can't anymore and you're telling me hed leave her on a ship#to live life 'on the slow path' with a random rich girl he JUST met in fucking 17th century france. explode#dr who#i'm making this post on my tumblr bc i don't want to keep getting into fights over this again lol#10 era
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Some (late) holiday photos of the boye~!
#cats#holiday#OUGHH....... barely could even get these edited and posted... my mysterious sickness flare up has been sooo bad the past few#days.. I didn't even go to the usual obligatory family christmas I was supposed to attend (!!! health issue/medical mention in tags below)#My stomach issues basically put me in a constant state of uncontrollable shivering/body shaking + nausea + sometimes rapid heart#rate. and when it happens at night that makes it like.. nearly impossible to sleep when you're violently shaking + you can feel your heart#so strong + you keep having to run to the bathroom every 5 minute to cough and gag#and throw up and so on and so forth. etc. So I went like 40 hours without any sleep almost for christmas eve and all of christmas day#last night I finally got maybe 2 hours of sleep in between the nausea and shaking and stuff. and then today I was able to get a few#hours of sleep in the afternoon. Today I tried taking an anxiety mediciation a doctor gave me in case it was anxiety related (it's apparent#ly used to relax people and works in the moment. rather than like Anxiety Mediciation that you have to take for weeks to see any effect#because I think this isn't actually acting on your brain chemistry it's judt like..a mild sedative or something.) but all that did was make#me dizzy and sweaty lol. I;m glad I slept a little but I'm just still frustrated that I don't feel normal. I started having these#'episodes' (with the stomach issues + shaking + heartrate + nausea etc.) like at the end of october. And usually it will happen for like a#few hours at a time. or i'll lose sleep one day and then be fine the next. but this has been like nearly 3 days of feeling weird. so is#getting kind of annoying... It's funny too because I was so so productive like.. literally the few days before. I was feeling much better#and I was working on my game and blah blah. But then.. random issue flare up out of nowhere of course.. yaayy.... happy holidays to meee lo#I did at least see two random ducks outside of my window in the yard area for christmas. and havent seen them since. So it's like.. hrmm..#pacing around my room nauseous and shakings and etc. but at least... hello.. two little ducks placed there just for me :3c#Now I get anxiety every night which I'm sure doesn't help/could exacerbate whatever underlying genuinely physical issues exist. But after#like 2 nights of 'I spend the night sleepless and incredibly uncomfortable just sitting in the dark sick' then bedtime is like.. dread...#I even was trying slapping myself in the face in desperation to see if somehow that could shock my body out of whatever the hell it was#doing lol.. up at 3am holding ice cubes in my hand and hitting myself in the head and crying from exhaustion and thowing up.. literally#ridiculous cartoon character feeling... AAANYWAY!!! At least I have baby boy pictures. and I have lots of doctors appointments so hopefully#whatever the issue is can be sorted out at some point. I don't know much about ibs but hopefully maybe something like that that I could pos#ibly take medication for and not something more seirous or anything. Maybe there's a food I'm secretly intolerant to or whatever.#And I did at least post a sims holday video actually timed for the holidays so that's something. I havent been productive really latrely#though obviously.. I can't even play games or small tasks when in that state since I'm just SO physically uncomfortable. Nausea and heart#stuff are THE hardest physical sensations to ignore.. BUT yeah... hoping I shall sleep at all tonight. hopeing to get like 3 productive#things done.. at some point... at least SOMETHING... lol..... *** *** ***
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just take this
#persona 5 tactica spoilers#persona 5 tactica#p5t#toshiro kasukabe#im not gonna tag all of tjem im lazy#BUT#eri natsuhara#eritoshi#because we must fill their tags more#i feel like marie and eri would have insane beef#not marie and erina i mean like irl they would HATEEEE EACH OTHER#eri could treat him way better anyway#i hate marie and she made me kinda uncomfy but shes a very good antagonist!#got literal chills when it was revealed that marie and toshiro are in an arranged engagement#idk im just throwing random thojghts out cuz tumblr is the only place i can go to talk spoiler stuff#i mighf post more detailed observations later#goodnight
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autumn witches
#witch hat tag#orufrey#just random-ass stuff....sigh...so i'll just throw it together...some followups on the oru birthday comic...#i seem really fixated on this little 'kissed on the cheek and now what' era.. i wanted to draw happy future actual kiss art today#but like. No. i can't. they're not there yet. in my current cycle. why do i truly live alongside characters that arent even mine#i also want to draw emotional art to get out stuff but i keep doing dorky gentle comics. Probably means something#there was tsukigumi yesterday. Anyone remember when i was a takarazuka artist. but i was so tired lol. reikoumi were there. drinking beck's#my estranged dad (who lives in germany) IS WAY OBSESSED WITH BECK'S so it was a lot. For me#ORU IS NEVER ALLOWED TO DRINK THAT. EVER. DON'T BE A BECK'S DAD.
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Old man dialogue
#he’s now at 3 stars#and I’m now 57000 Crystals poorer because I only pulled him twice in that time#but I had like 377000 Crystals anyways so it’s not that big a deal#but yeah this#because I think he’s neat#also during one of the pulls I finally got an Epic pull and I thought it was him#but instead it was Dark Choco#CRK decided to throw me a bone but not the bone I was expecting (or wanted at the time)#anyways#cookie run#cookie run kingdom#peach blossom cookie#random stuff
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finished hazbin hotel and what the fuck it's actually kind of??? good???
#random thoughts#i like it at least#the finale is SO GOOOOOOOD OH MY GOD#sir pentious going to heaven? alastor's solo? LILITH DROP???#like there are A LOT of things that could have been done better#like how vaggie as a character is very one-note and how angel's abuse is handled could DEFINITELY be better#especially considering how they handle pentious's gang rape (like tf)#but to be fair that joke was more a play on pentious's cowardice. the joke was more about how him bowing out of flirting escalated#rule of three's and all that#but god. when adam's mask cracked it DEFINITELY made me realize i thought that was just his face#'you only live because i let you' is such a petty way to phrase mercy#i DEFINITELY need to watch some analysis videos because am i missing stuff??? is it secretly bad???#yknow besides all the stuff with the creator which like. idr everything she did that was a shitshow#but like even the rape jokes are pretty mild for an adult comedy? they got rid of most of the offensive jokes pretty fast huh#most adult cartoons the first season or so is dedicated to the most offensive jokes before The Plot takes over#vaggie being an angel btw. not sure how to feel about that#i like how they handled it because it leans into the whole 'redemption' theming but like. feels very 'we need a conflict!'#which like i do appreciate because vaggie and charlie's relationship is too smooth sailing. throw some rocks in there#also 'i named you after the best thing: vaginas' is. hilarious actually. was that planned? or was that retconned in?#sir pentious as a character wasn't really. there enough in the latter half of the season for me to really feel anything about his death#like i liked him! very pathetic man. love his character design. but i think they should have alternated episodes#instead of just making the first few all about him#also his death was too sudden for me to feel particularly bad about. was convinced it was a fake out death#LOVE the ship callback tho. love me some chekhov's gun#btw i knew. literally nothing about hazbin hotel going into this. was watching the pilot like 'wait is this a musical'#bitsy. thingy. whatever her name is. fucking love her. PLEASE give her more knives.#fucking LOVE lucifer are you kidding? all that set-up for him to be a typical adult cartoon neglectful father and he's???#he fucking LOVES charlie holy shit. someone get this man some better communication skills stat#also? love his design. the prevalence of white really makes you remember he was the light bringer#hell
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when your best friend on the planet ever scratches the surface of your autistic brain and picks out christmas gifts for you that feeds into your nerdy interests and favorite things.
@tallarurus 🫶
#so so so so so entirely grateful#i’ve never smiled so much opening my gift from her today i love everything so much#she got me a magneto 8-bit funko pop and his head bobbles#need to chew on his anti charles helmet#and she got me a tiny squishy shadow the hedgehog doohickey that i want to throw at the wall#SHE GOT ME A BOOK I MENTIONED I WANTED LIKE WEEKS AGO. AND INSIDE A STICKER OF A TOY I LOVED FROM A VIDEO I SHOWED HER .. MONTHS AGO#i’m jumping up and down as we speak i need to show how excited i am to have all these things#she also got me a tiny stuffed black cat that looks like my cat and i need to sleep with it every night#we play Ark together and i’ve been so adamant abt finding an otter bc when i first played it was the first animal i saw#SHE GOT ME A TINY OTTER KEYCHAIN IM SHITTING MYSELF#she made us friendship bracelets. mine says stan from south park (she’s my kyle)#and she made another set that says best bubs and i got the deadpool one#SHE GAVE ME HER 3D PRINTED DINOSAUR (sadly broke on the trip) AND HER TOOTHLESS DRAGON RING#I LOVE TOOTHLESS A Whole LOT#and finally i have a thing abt collecting stuff#i have a lot of trinkets and doohickeys and random shit strategically placed on my tv stand#SHE GAVE ME A BUNCH OF TINY TRINKETS AND DOOHICKEYS#autism be damned .. i’m peeing my pants i’m so happy#of course can’t forget the lovely drawings she made me#i’m hanging them up on my wall and i’m never taking them down#TALLY I LOVE YOU SO SO SO SO MYCH I LOVE YOU FOREVER#HAPPY HOLIDAYS
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I just had a quiet 'A-ha' moment over S19, and for like, the handful of us who enjoy the whole 'Simmons is a Church theory/Au' or 'Grimmons and Chex Character Foils' introspection... I know that throw was likely (98.5%) for Donut, but now I'm kinda happy it was Simmons throwing it to Tex. Like. . . The core of this whole 'A-Ha' moment wasn't 'Oh hey, they're bonding' it was that in this one moment I realized... Oh hey, the two people always prone to 'Fail' at things just 'Fucking Won' . . . . And then viewing it as a Simulation Church is running is like 'I'm letting them have this moment' ... I think that's pretty neat.
#rvb#red vs blue#rvb simmons#rvb tex#And like even Sigma was like 'Har har you always fail'#an Tex was all 'Yes but actually No'#And Simmons - the obviously 'fail' character - was like a total badass this time? I mean he was to me..#I just like how these characters Foil one another#So ... okay... one tiny net positive in a sea of net loss...#S19 made me feel things - Empty is a thing#rvb restoration spoilers#rvb spoilers#S19 spoilers#red vs blue spoilers#red vs blue restoration spoilers#for those who enjoy the 'secret kid theory' it feels like a dad watching threw a window as his son plays catch with his mom#Leonard can't throw for shit.#If Alison had raised Carolina you know she'd have been doing all the physical sports stuff still#anywho just a random 'Hmm' moment I had
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happy birthday to me. self indulgent doodle time
#ambdraws#actually idk what to tag this for real#fantomethief + dooby are rlly silly to me tho I think they’re neat#yippee… one week of daily posts over!! drawing every day for a week was stupid hard actually wtf#most of these were kinda just random bs but lets be real you don’t come to my blog for my breath taking talent LMAO#i am absolutely never posting daily again…#i like my schedule of disappearing to the depression caves and occasionally throwing stuff out for people to see
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#Seven’s Public Diary#vent#vent post#cw negative#cw health issues#‘You’re such a heartless and hateful person.’ well have you ever considered that i’m not really a hateful person and i just hate You#like. call me whatever you want to i guess. im definitely selfish and probably heartless but hateful? idk abt that.#i only feel like i hate people that have given me good fucking reason to. sorry i dont have an infinite supply of tolerance & forgiveness??#but im a wee bit fucking stressed so you’ll have to forgive me for being a bitch. well no one Has to forgive me. do whatever you want#‘That 10-day old pasta salad is making me feel sick.’ MF that was made TODAY. IT’S FRESH AND THERE’S NOTHING WRONG WITH IT#if you feel sick how about you look down at the fifteen empty beer cans on the floor next to you and ask them what they think did it#dumbass. whatever man i have bigger problems than your self-induced tummy ache#i feel sick too but i know it’s my fault so i’m not bitching about it. i gave you fresh food while I ate the old stuff to keep from wasting#food. because you act like you’re fucking allergic to leftovers. and yeah it had probably gone off and that’s why I feel sick#but what you ate tonight was fresh as could be so we’re sick for two Very different reasons. and i know how to admit when it’s my fault#everything is my fault. my teeth and gums hurt and that’s My fault for not taking care of them. apparently 3 root canals wasn’t enough#for me to learn my goddamn lesson. i never do. so i’ll have to spend more money on that soon and thats My fault. the dog’s teeth need#cleaning too and that’ll come out of my pocket and i guess that’s My fault for not taking care of him either#i think i have another goddamn UTI and that’s definitely My fault so another $100 trip to urgent care it is i guess!#my Random Nerve Pain has moved to my hands so i can’t use them too much or it fucking hurts and i guess that’s my fault???#my neck pain is back and thats my fault for not clearing my bed off enough to sleep in a comfortable position#my eye keeps twitching and i guess that’s my fault too. i don’t know anymore i just wanna throw in the towel man im so tired#god the UTI tests i wasted money on are arriving tomorrow and if they’re packed in a way that shows what’s inside then i’ll have to explain#That to whoever brings in the mail. great great something else to worry about all night#the living room floor is caving in so now there’s Two room’s floors that need fixing so that’s super fucking fun! 😃#i need to talk to my bank and i need to talk to a tax professional and i need to learn to drive and i need to get an autism diagnosis#well i don’t Need the last one but i want it so bad. but im scared. that i’ll go to all this trouble and they’ll say i don’t qualify#and god it’s NYE now. Besties i’m not gonna get that NMbD NYE fic ready in time. i just can’t make myself write these days. i’m sorry.#i doubt anyone is gonna be That disappointed but I Am. in myself. 3 fucking years now i’ve failed to finish it. w h y. i Want to write but#there’s just too much on me rn. but when is there Not. sigh. idk what i’m gonna do but something needs to change. in my life. soon.
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I haven't kept up with QSMP at all and my only exposure to Lost is Billiam Thies's ongoing almost 20 hour long Lost retrospective series, but every time I hear about something crazy new to the QSMP server via livebloggers I still follow my mind immediately goes "Woah, it's just like Lost..." and it's been like this for months
#mayaposts#mcyt#qsmp#quackity smp#this is mostly me hearning abt the incorporation of buttons for a while and now there's a button that people have to constantly press#like i know the context is different that the other one was the cast needing the press it and this one the fans but huh#also the federation and all that and how they're controlling what's basically the stranded members of the server#and then the resistance group ya know#idk i know nothing abt lost but qsmp has so much in it that remind me of lost#there were even things abt babies in both#im just throwing random stuff now idk what im talking abt
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what if we were both kind, well-liked and self-sacrificial people who feel responsible for a whole group of others, going as far as murder to try and help them, stopping them from fighting and trying to sacrificing themselves for me, tearfully (and fruitlessly) asking them to promise to be friends with each other from now on, with the person who feels guilty for our situations crying out for us as we approach our impending execution
#kaede akamatsu#gonta gokuhara#ndrv3#danganronpa#analysis#i thought of this about a few hours after i posted that huge thing earlier. going insane#i have thought of a few other things. they’re pretty minor but they would make awesome art ideas i think i’ll draw them#ALSO THANK YOU EVERYONE FOR YOUR KIND WORDS ON THE ANALYSIS … i wasn’t home for the day and posted it right before i left#so i was starting to feel really anxious and overthinking how it’d be received since i felt like i was just throwing random stuff out there#made me so happy to see everyone loved it! Thank you :]
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Sometimes I wish that I did ship Hankcon, cause honestly I don't have anything against it as a ship and I'd get like double the content. Idk why I don't, I can separate ships vs platonic relationships in my head and enjoy both without issue in most cases (I do with rk1700 vs them as brothers for example, I can enjoy both separately). Sometimes a ship just doesn't vibe with me for some reason. I was also one of the 0.0001% of the Merlin fandom who didn't ship Merlin and Arthur, a rare breed I know lol. It's not that I don't see it! It's not that I don't see why it's shippable, it just doesn't click in my brain. It's the platonic shit that gives my brain the happy chemicals for whatever reason and only that 🤷
#Detroit become human#Random#No hate for whatever reason it just doesn't feel right for my interpretation of their characters#I've tried fics and liked maybe 1 or 2 but only if I ignored the romance parts tbh lol#Fanart I can vibe with a bit more if it's more vague or hinted at or ambiguous#But I know some shippers have beef with non shippers and vice versa#so I don't usually reblog it unless I know the person is okay with platonic interpretations#So Hankcon shippers who draw ambiguous arts gimme a holla if I can reblog your stuff with platonic goggles#throw me a bone occasionally pls lol#But hey shoutout to the dbh fandom for still having enough fic to feed my bottomless pit of a brain#cause I still have over 200+ fics bookmarked on ao3 despite not being into Hankcon lol
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No shade, but if this doesn't trigger 'scam' alarm bells in your mind, multiple times, then you need to update your internet safety skills
(I blocked them after that. If I am wrong I'd rather risk one upset commissioner vs getting scammed out of my time and skills as an artist)
#there are MANY red flags here#see if you can count them all#digital art#scam#scammers#commissions#heartsprout#new tag for new stuff#art#internet safety#this might catch a person new to selling commissions out#anhd i geninely am throwing no shade at people who do get scammed#it happens to the best of us#but pls look into what modern scams look like#especially in dms on sites like instagram etc#and all the ways you can get scammed on PAYPAL too#not just random money apps/sites#it happens so often pls protec yourself#i've been an online artist for over a decade#and i grew up when we were told not to share our personal info with strangers online#i regard all monetary interactions online like this as scams until proven otherwise#i gird my loins#be polite#be firm#dont be afraid to say no and walk away#and truss me- thats 1.2k NZD#and i an a broke disabled artist#that is a LOT of money for me to turn down#but it just doesnt pass the smell test so nope
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