#i like him sooooooo bad i like him so much
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Relationships in The Terror (2018) I think would have been fun to see explored onscreen if they'd had more than 10 episodes:
Gibson & Jopson (You and the coworker at your customer service job who is objectively annoying but also the only other gay person on staff, so I guess you're friends now)
Bridgens & Goodsir (I know you're not a proper doctor but I see that you are trying and you are full of so so so much love and care and we are the same in that way)
Peglar & Hickey (Hickey sees this friendly doe-eyed gayboy and assumes he'll be an easy mark, Peglar gently informs him that his husband is over on Erebus and he's not interested in mutiny, thank you very much)
Bridgens & Fitzjames (Fun fact: a steward can also be a father figure if your abandonment issues are bad enough!)
Jopson & Little (Joplittle girlies I am trying to understand your culture but this is one of the most Men Standing Beside Each Other ships I have ever seen)
Hickey & Darlington (I just want one scene where it's established that Hickey is kinda shit at his job and his boss hates him)
Fitzjames & Le Vesconte (I know they technically interact but c'mon I need more Dundy in my life)
Gibson & Hodgson (Okay this one I'm actually insane about. Hodgson who likes to think of himself as chill and friendly with the lower ranks vs Billy who wants this guy to shut up so he can do his job. Someone on Discord compared it to when customer service jobs make you wear a name tag - customers try to be friendly and address you by name, but it just feels jarring and a bit violating because of the inherent power differential. And then when their dynamic is swapped, when Billy is the Lieutenant to Hickey's Captain and Hodgson is a decorative piece of meat? Bro. And, like, Hodson ate the flesh of this man who had made his bed and shaved his face for the past 3 years. Did that affect him differently than if it had been a random AB? I'm losing my mind over here.)
Armitage & Tozer (he wants that Marine cock sooooooo bad god bless)
#the terror#the terror amc#billy gibson#thomas jopson#john bridgens#henry peglar#harry goodsir#cornelius hickey#james fitzjames#dundy le vesconte#george hodgson#tommy armitage#solomon tozer#armitozer
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must say again that mgs3 ocelot is so so compelling to me. in my head he's the perfect little prodigy boy who has his position as a major at just 20 yrs old thru a combination of nepotism and real skill, real gifted kid who's excelled at everything he's ever tried, triple agent fooling absolutely everyone, trying out combat techniques he's only read or heard about in the field bc he knows he'll just Get it right away, and it's like partially true that he's very good but he's not That good, there's people pulling strings behind the scenes to get him there, but he doesn't see them and thinks he got this all by himself. and i need to put this smarmy little man in my mouth and shake him like a dog with a toy.
#ignore me#i like him sooooooo bad i like him so much#kitten ocelot inspires this cuteness aggression in me to such an intense degree#literally said i need to bake him into a pie the other day. And i do.#my fucking googyyyyy....#like and then he runs into big boss and that's his first ever real challenge and he Loses. and i foam at the mouth#the way he repeats 'pretty good' and then like genuinely swoons. fuck offfffff#ooo did you get a compliment you little teacher's pet are you hooked on the serotonin of getting a pat on the heas#*head#do you respect this man bc he defeated you but you're also blindingly furious at him for it and also a lil bit got a little puppydog crush#i'm gonna explode. i haven't even finished the tutorial on mgs2 yet and i can't wait to start 3.#for Him.
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i think one of the reasons why i'm so giddy about how buck's infatuation with tommy has been played by the show is because i want buck to be stupid in love with someone again. like i'm not gonna pretend buck being bi and with a man now is not an allure in and of itself, this fandom has always been dominated by mlm shipping so idk why that's thrown people's way like an accusation, but personally i, the number one fan of how buck looks when he affectionately kisses someone and how he watches them when they're talking and how he strokes their hair just casually and how he goes out of his way to just adore them, want to see him be insanely in love again. it's been soooo long since abby and like i didn't even care about that relationship that much but i literally tear up thinking about how much he loved abby sometimes, man, like just the way he loves, you know? and i wanna see that again, fuck, because while it's controversially if bucktaylor doesn't have any fans i'm dead yadda yadda here on my part, we haven't seen buck be sooo infatuated and adoring with her like he was with abby and he couldn't have that with ali, natalia, or lucy either and goddamn i just want to see buck be in love again
#and obv i love how they set up tommy to be potentially to be the person who can love him back as he deserves but the allure of#evan buckley down bad about someone is sooooooo serious for me i want him to be stupid about it#i want him to do the big hot air balloon gestures with someone again#and i want him to use the words in love with someone again#and i want him to look at someone with heart eyes like never seen before#and even just his crush on tommy delivered so much on that maybe for the first time since s1 to this degree#and i want MORE#i want him to be his full unbearably earnest painfully sincere stupidly impulsive buck self but bc he's in love#911#bucktommy#evan buckley#tevan#kinley#mimi.txt
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The racism my beloved Simon had to face….my baby. 🥺💔
Although painful to watch, it felt incredibly validating. It was so annoying watching some people say this show was “only about class” while dismissing the BS that Simon had to go through. The abuse was ten fold because he’s POC and S3 finally exposed that.
That being said, and on a more positive note, it was so incredibly sexy when Simon sang happy birthday to Wille in Spanish (he feels safe with him!) and when Wille admitted to fantasizing about stroking those beautiful curlssss (and then actually did it). 🥹❤️🩹
Wilmon forever. 🤎🤍
#simon the bravest of braves and the sweetest of sweets i love him sooooooo much#and apparently inspo was from irl hate comments omar has received? 🔪#oh HELL no. 🐓🤎#omar brought face heart soul and curls to this season and to this damn show and i love him and simon so much#like it wouldn’t have been that bad if he was fully white and didn’t look the way he did and i stand by that#those online hate comments were disgusting#imported? latin lover? (they were a breath away from flat out calling him a wh*re and i was ready to throw some fucking hands)#even more hurtful because simon was very obviously a virgin when he met wille and didn’t even sleep with that douchebag#who shall not be named on my blog#y’all can try to pry this interracial ship out of my cold dead hands (you won’t)#but we heal and that’s beautiful ❤️🩹#they mean soooo much to me 😭😭😭#and like i said before#no it wouldn’t have been good if simon wasn’t poc I SAID WHAT I SAID WHAT I SAID#young royals#wilmon#simon eriksson#simon my beloved 💜#i love them sooooooooooooooo much.#🤎🤍
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Brain empty, only Lingyang
#wuwa#wuthering waves#wuthering waves lingyang#wuwa lingyang#lingyang#he's sooooooo#I love him so much#ever since I've done his companion quest I've been in love with him#I DID NOT THINK THAT LINGYANG OF ALL CHARACTERS WAS GOING TO BE THE ONE I BECAME CRAZY FOR#BUT HERE WE ARE#AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH#(I also really love Danjin and need story content of her so bad)#(I really like Yinlin too because Vera is my wife#cant wait to see her companion quest)
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The first time you're opening up to Isagi about something in your past that hurt you he is kissing your chest bc it's the closest he can get to kiss your heart and says he is going to take care of it
#ANON??????????????????????????????????????#DID U SEND THIS MEANING TO LIKE. KILL ME. DO U WANT ME TO EXPLODE AND DIE??????????#need u to understand i sat and read this like a million times in my inbox before answering. do u understand the psychic damage i took.#WHYYYDFGHJBF WHY WOULD U SEND THIS TOME KNOWING HOW VULNERABLE AND SICK I AM#AND HOW MUCH. I NEED TO HEAR SHIT LIKE THIS. ;_______________;#I LOVE U SO BAD FOR BUT ALSO I FEEL SO SICK U ARE SOOOOOOO SICK FOR THIS /lh /pos#OHHHH MY GODDDDDDDDDD#ISAGI KISSING UR CHEST SHOUKD UI EXPLDOE IOHJDFGHJDFFDHJG#oh my god. my chest feels so weird and fuzzy and like i am aBOUT TO CRY . LOl#oh i need him so bad. oh i needhim so so bad in my life this is so upsetting. my heart. man#oh my god i need this ask framed and next to my head when i sleep. i genuinely cannot do this oh myu god i love him so much i love him sooo#SOOO MUCH I CANT DO THIS RN IM SO FUCKING EMO RN THIS ISSGKJFD . ANON IM SHAKING U HOW DARE U /lh#🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹#sora.inbox#sora.anon#peak post#isagi#sora.isagi
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choosing violence 10 + 16 + 22 !!!! >:333
ok u didnt specify a fandom but im just gonna do this for pd because its front and center in my mind !!!!!! oh boy i cant wait to be crucified for my opinions
10. worst part of fanon
this is a problem with every jrwi campaign and also like. most . other fandoms to be real. but it seems like my favorite characters are always the ones that get the worst of the mischaracterization beam -_- i cant tell you HOW MANY fics ive opened bc the premise sounds cool only to IMMEDIATELY close it due to "he would not fucking say that" this isnt pd but if i have to read one more fic that infantilizes gillion for not understanding Land Things im going to blow up. hes stupid sometimes yeah! but hes not ignorant and hes not a baby hes like. literally the oldest one on the crew even if its only by a year or two. head in hands
16. you can't understand why so many people like this thing (characterization, trope, headcanon, etc)
ok im gonna get burnt at the stake for this one but i personally dont really see the appeal of tfem ashe... like i see the appeal yeah of course i do i just dont get why people are so like... weirdly forceful and passive aggressive about it? also this is totally a personal thing no hate to anyone that does this but its kind of a peeve of mine when ppl write analysis posts ans use their headcanon pronouns like.... if u are going to talk about and analyze canon then talk about canon !!!! i cant tell u how many good ashe posts ive skipped over bc im like. we are talking about different characters here .. respect to ashe tfemers and everything but its not for me
22. your favorite part of canon that everyone else ignores
THERE IS A DISTURBING LACK OF CLARENCE ALBERT FAN CONTENT. WHY ARE PEOPLE NOT MORE INSNAE ABOUT CLARENCE ALBERT. HELLO???? am i the only person that feels this way . can anyone hear me its so fucking dark in here. every day i just want to read a fic about clarence albert and i am met with this
and neither of them are . interesting to me. hell on earth. bizly PLEASE give me more clarence lore in season 3 im fucking starving.
#irt the ashe thing ive always had a personal Thing against changing a characters pronouns it feels a little too close to genderbend for me#and i have NOT have positive experiences with genderbends so i just tend to avoid it hsbdfjsbdf#so. not for me! but i wish ppl were less. weird about it i guess#ppl are always like. if you dont like this tfem hc that means youre a misogynist and a terf and im like???? no????#i would feel the exact same way if ppl started exclusively using he/him to refer to ja.y fe.rin. idk man. the constant Mental Illness Guilt#is like . youre a bad person for not she/hering as.he wi.nters#but fuck it we ball. im ready for the discourse anons for this. censoring tags out of fear hsbjfsjfsdfs#sooooooo many of my jrwi mutuals are going to block meeeeeeeee#head in hands. choosing violence choosing violence choosing violence#anyway both of the clarence fics are aus. and i dont want to READ an au. i want to read about THE CANON GUY. PLEASE. HES SO INTERESTING.#AND HES LIKE. THE BASIS FOR ALL OF MALS WHOLE THING.#THERES SO MUCH THERE#UAUGHHHHGHGH#anyway. anyway. hi ros im writing nhw tidalwave fic <3 its gonna be short but ive had a vision.#we should make. an ao3 collab folder or something to put the nhw fics in. because ive had so many ideas#asks#ask game#friends!!!#intertexts
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another käärijä drawing because i am SOOOO normal about him i promise (screaming very not normally) i love him i love him i love him
#probably dumb to post this this late bc most of europe will be sleeping rn but oh welllll#im from the uk but my sleep schedule is so bad i might as well be in an american timezone#anyway. JERE <3<3<3<3<3<3<3 kissing him soooo hard in my head im in love with him and i hope people like this drawing#käärijä#kaarija#jere pöyhönen#he's my little meow meow babygirl#eurovision#esc 2023#esc23#eurovision 2023#cha cha cha#my art#i love him sooooooo much you have no idea. im in love with this man
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I think Niran should propose to Satya and then he goes home for the first time, completely unannounced. The first thing he says to his parents, who he has not seen in 11 years, is that he requests that they take care of Satya (whenever she's not on the Arcology) because he's riding the high that she said yes
And then his mom smacks her awful, troublesome son, who barely even calls, because who the hell does he think he is when she's BEEN doing that for her daughter-in-law since the start
#symmetra#lifeweaver#symweaver#niran pruksamanee#satya vaswani#flashback to satya pleading with his mom over the phone to stop sending gifts and money#biting and chewing on niran like he's a squeaky toy#He's so loving and kind and wonderful but I could see him reverting back to being a little bit of a brat when he's at home#His mom would be so mad like what makes u think i need ur permission to dote on my daughter in law#His parents would be thrilled that he finally proposed though#pray for my girl satya... nothing bad happened to her. her husband and his family just love her sooooooo so much#Satya in the meantime is sleeping peacefully unaware that there is a storm of affection and attention coming her way soon#when will they take Symweaver out of Overwatch and into a romance manhwa where they belong... i ask myself this every single day
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you ever think about when shiv said i hate you to lukas he said "you can't hate me you don't know me well enough" but when roman said i hate you to lukas he just took it. yeah
#roman does know him well enough iktr#i also love that line from lukas so much. you can't hate me you don't know me well enough#something something he craves connection and understanding so bad#doesn't even matter if the people who understand him hate him for it#he just wants to be seen like REALLY seen#anyways .#also the way he leaned in and started talking real slow when rome said he hated him. he took that as a challenge and a half#urge to know somebody sooooooo well so that you can hate them more efficiently. true love#also note that the most lukas ever really says to rome after that is mild compliments and agreements and i love you#he's so kind (lie)#lukas matsson#roman roy#succession#romelukas
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Askr Man Accidentally Acquires At Least A Dozen Sisters (On Top of Already Having A Sister, Like, Biologically) (Allegedly)
#fire emblem#feh#i NEED to make art of askr 'extended' family SOOOOOOO BAD#it's still the funniest fucking thing imaginable to me though. like. could you imagine.#you grow up just you and your sibling and like. that's pretty much what you expect forever.#then you die and come back wrong and whoops. your sister has claimed him to be her brother now.#he also has a sister in tow.#you try to carry on like it's normal but the. you find out your sister has been swapping places w her childhood friend#so much so you're not even sure in your memories which one was which. where she ended and the other began.#she also has a sister in tow. and her sister has a sister. and she's also been like an older sister to another girl.#also you've p much adopted your best friend's/boyfriend's/exe's/it's complicated little sister while he's on some gayass journey#yes that one likes to bite you. but it's okay. it's not even that painful. it's fine.#I NEED TO DRAW THEM ALL TOGETHER SO FUCKING BAD............#fe alfonse
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i've been going into the liam tag from time to time the last year where both his fans and people who hated him were Weird about him well before there were any allegations so i would get curious, i don't even remember what started it (maybe it was merely looking for photos that update accounts wouldn't post), but i normally try to avoid going into anything but edit tags for people i enjoy bc there are so many nonsense takes
and of course happening to go through today before the news broke bc i wanted to see what was being said about the abuse as i've only gotten bits on twitter and of course there were many posts rightfully calling it out and all but there's that weird mentality which i was getting a lot more of from twitter but some on here where they're like??? celebrating it and girlboss-ing and i'm just like. okay it's great that you're believing a victim but you're making light of it by talking about it like it's just another stan thing, i have seen that time and time again when this kind of stuff comes out and if people already thought that person was annoying or whatever they're just like "oh yes! i knew it! their career is ruined haha!" and it's like. you clearly don't actually care about the horrible things this person has done and just want to brag that you somehow ~knew~ a stranger's vibes were off and it's so beyond gross like you could use that energy to support a person's victims and instead you'll just try to prove you stan the right people and never the wrong ones or whatever
#and then there were. weird ones#some apparent larrie who didn't seem to like either louis or harry#literally the post that popped up was talking about louis knowing he can't stand on his own bc he can't sing like#has he not very much proven he can stand on his own#he's not as famous post 1d as say harry but i doubt he wants to be lol even harry doesn't want to be#he stays off social media and just gets papped sometimes like both clearly thrive on stage just in different ways ya know#so that was just unnecessary and a block#and then someone else not defending liam or anything but talking about how they're probably all horrible to women#and niall and harry apparently cheating on gfs (never heard anything about that not that i think harry's relationships have been real#and it took me a while to realize when talking about niall having songs written about him they probs meant hailee but#idec what those songs are and if they reference cheating so whatever i think i'm out of the loop on rumors and stuff#where i used to always know what was going on with 1d like i wouldn't have even known about liam if not for the fyp on twitter#bc truly i just don't follow people who post about their personal lives anymore not a choice or anything just that the og 1d blogs are gone#but i was like okay even if any of THAT is true why on earth would you put that on par with abuse. why.#cheating is sooooooooo fucking shitty and i truly hate it but like not the same???#oh and saying niall is a bad person for taking a selfie with him even though none of us know what he knew esp at that point like#most of this seemed to be coming out right after the concert like come on#there's just sooooooo much all around of people pretending they know these people personally#both to defend and criticize and it's just like please i love 1d so much i always will#but man like believe victims always but also don't blindly believe every other random rumor you hear#or that you know exactly what's going on behind the scenes bc you don't and you never will#oh and ofc someone wondering about his other exes like tbf we don't know how much addiction and whatnot came into play#so yeah it might not all be recent developments but are you really gonna ask about danielle who as an adult dated 17 year old liam
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#LMAO.... i was not meant for this loveydovey shid. i am sooooooo lovesick its not even funny#like can someone save me. its gotten so bad#i talked to my mom about it on n off for like 3 hours NDNDJDJJDJD#im just !!!!!!! ah.... i have to be patient. thats just what i have to be#bc rushing will only make things worse#and i cant be heartbroken during the semester. like thatd suck#but then.. i also dont knownif i wanna be in a relationship during school either???????#like can i handle it or will i go so googoo eyes that i flunk out aJdkdkdkdkdkd#and IN MY LAST TERM?????#like hhhh im so scared i'll never see him again when schools over. which... ok unlikely bc we have the same friends#but even if we DO see each other it wont be as often as now !!!!!#hhhhh i wanna see him everyday 😭😭😭😭😭😭#HHHHHHHHHHHH GOD#feel like im gonna end up confessing to him the last day of school NDJDJJDJDJDJDJDJDJDJDJD#which !!!! again bc we have the same friends....... could be sooo detrimental!!!!!!!!!!!!#but god i cant just be just friends alright. like hhhh !!!!!@@@ i like him so much 😭😭😭😭#his eyes are so kind n like the way he looks at me i just !!!!!!!!!@@@ baboom baboom baBOOM.. !!!! ya know !!!!!!!!@#n e way....... im not seeing him tomorrow (heartbreak hotel) so now i gotta wait A DAY????? incomprehensible#personal
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ok i am currently drawing a thing and i looked up the physiotherapy ward bg to reference from (ty blupen for making all your thumbnails have the bg in them)
and ik everyone knows that the physiotherapy ward and stadium bgs are supposed to mimic each other cuz its really obvious and thats like the whole point of them BUT
THE LAMPS. LIGHTS. ARE THE FUCKING EYES. DID OTHER PPL REALIZE THIS???????????????? CUZ I JUST DID AND MY MIND IS FUCKING BLOWN RN HOLY SHIT EVERYTHING ABOUT THIS ACT IS SO GOOD
#AOSDGHJKDMW<SAIODKL<>S#sorry i get way too excited over things like this#this is like the most pointless observation but IDC#BONUS POINTS BECAUSE EDEGA WATCHES HIM FROM THERE. LIKE THE CROWD DID. AASGGDHM#i NEED to analyze luckys character based off of this SO BAD#THE EYES the eyes they say SOOOOOOO much about him. SO MUCH#EDEGA WATCHES HIM LIKE A LAB RAT IN THE PHYSIO WARD AND THE CROWD WATCHES HIM ONLY TO JUDGE HIM AND CRITICIZE HIM AFTER THEIR CHEERS#and even though lucky might be a big shot in the baseball scene he still feels small and worthless off of the field cuz of the#publics judgement of him and he carries that dread w him when hes sent to middlesea and even more so when ada#breaks the bad news to him in 5-1#and so basically THE LIGHTS IN THE ROOM REPRESENT HIS EXISTENTIAL DREAD ok thank you for listening to my ted talk rambling aujfhfhfjfnf#????????????#idk those r some lucky thoughts i had based on this personal revolutionary finding#the eyessssss#they show up for like 10 seconds in one level and i immediately love them#i love. this guy#in retrospect idk what i was trying to achieve w this rant but just know that this game means a lot to me
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i dream of being able to go get a couples massage but instead of w the love of my life it’s w my colon & she finally gets what the FUCK has been WRONG w her WORKED out 😭🙄
#stream#GET A GRIP#I HATE BEING ALIVE#i need to make a new tag where it’s literally just posts of my pussy causing my suffering#shitter nation#that’s it#that’s the one#swag#i say swag so innocuously that my chinese flatmate will just say it too & it makes me laugh like u know when someone has like an affirmation#& start saying it it’s that except i feel bad kind of bc the way i use it is literally butchering the word#me sitting on the bus & it stops: swag#it’s just so fucking funny ALSKLAKSLAKSLAKSLAKALAKSLA like I CANT HELP IT IM CONSTANTLY SAYING IT MY BROTHER GOT ME STARTED DOING IT LIKE#THIS 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭#anyway#my family got hit by the hurricane yesterday & thank fucking GOD that PINE FELL IN THE OPPOSITE DIECTION bc YALL#literally it would’ve taken out the bedrooms#like the whole root system has TIPPED#but do we know why ? YES WE FUCKING DO & ITS BC FATHER KEPT CUTTING DOWN ALL THE BRANCHES bc ‘it’ll damage the roof!’ which i mean in this#case … FAIR …. BUT ALSO IN THIS CASE IT WAS SOOO TOP HEAVY#i mean like they always made ME afraid bc u can see them sway but i just thought ‘like a sailboat u need a mountain of a wave to tip’ &#hurricanes ? are the mountain … BUT SHE LASTED DURING ALL THE OTHERS#LITERALLY ALL OF THE OTHERS like this tree is older than the house & the house is OLD [FOR AMERICA] it was built in the late 70s/early 80s#like she took HARVEY & IKE FINE#which i was there during but i worry abt them bc of the lack of cell service wifi & power but i know its over so its just clean up now#sucks to be my brother bc my father sent pics of him w an axe having to cut the tipped tree from the road lmfao#wait why is he using an axe we literally have a chainsaw#probably bc the tree’s wet & it’ll fuck up the chain & it has to be out of the road bc that’s where it landed btw lmfao it was house or road#& it’s in the road thank FUCK - NO DAMAGE TO ANY CARS literally we were sooooooo LUCKY#ANYWAY i’m only on a few hours of sleep & tired & my knee kills bc it actually got damaged during the omar assault so ive a new knee brace#swag … :( im just so tired. i’m so over constantly feeling like im being watched 24/7 it has genueinly put so much stress on me
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smth i really enjoy is the fact that mimir is also like severely traumatized by the Odin situation but he's better at pretending he's normal about it. until atreus is like well so what if i do maybe Want to go to Asgard and Mimir basically just responds with "what is Actually wrong with you that's Literally deranged"
mainly the thing about Mimir is that his competition for the normal contest is Kratos and like Freya. so barely competition at all
#until he says to Atreus 'something bad already did happen- LOOK AT ME' and youre forcibly reminded like. oh yeah. that did something to him#also this registered but didnt quite click in my brain until i saw someone on youtibe mention it but. its really cool how the moment mimir#starts talking kratos actually lifts him up at their level and eye contact so he can contribute to the discussion properly.....#its sooooooo AUH. i feel regular#just a really good scene all around REALLY stressful.#god of war#ranking gowr scenes on how much actual stress they cause me while watching. obsessed with that game#liv.txt
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