#hhhhh i wanna see him everyday ππππππ
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#LMAO.... i was not meant for this loveydovey shid. i am sooooooo lovesick its not even funny#like can someone save me. its gotten so bad#i talked to my mom about it on n off for like 3 hours NDNDJDJJDJD#im just !!!!!!! ah.... i have to be patient. thats just what i have to be#bc rushing will only make things worse#and i cant be heartbroken during the semester. like thatd suck#but then.. i also dont knownif i wanna be in a relationship during school either???????#like can i handle it or will i go so googoo eyes that i flunk out aJdkdkdkdkdkd#and IN MY LAST TERM?????#like hhhh im so scared i'll never see him again when schools over. which... ok unlikely bc we have the same friends#but even if we DO see each other it wont be as often as now !!!!!#hhhhh i wanna see him everyday ππππππ#HHHHHHHHHHHH GOD#feel like im gonna end up confessing to him the last day of school NDJDJJDJDJDJDJDJDJDJDJD#which !!!! again bc we have the same friends....... could be sooo detrimental!!!!!!!!!!!!#but god i cant just be just friends alright. like hhhh !!!!!@@@ i like him so much ππππ#his eyes are so kind n like the way he looks at me i just !!!!!!!!!@@@ baboom baboom baBOOM.. !!!! ya know !!!!!!!!@#n e way....... im not seeing him tomorrow (heartbreak hotel) so now i gotta wait A DAY????? incomprehensible#personal
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I was talking to someone abt how my cat always meows in front of my bedroom door because he wants to be let inside (even when I'm not in my room). And they told me that I should put up a sign for him that says "gone fishing" so he knows I'm not in the room and I immediately thought abt Giann Von Hagen Standard Operating Procedure x4 speedrun(tm) bc I literally reread the fic yesterday (it's amazing btw, I love the Von Hagens, I love polynxx that fic was like a dream come true). Btw idk if u even remember this one but I still think about your 'how to care for your dear friend who is currently stuck in his magical serpent form' fic on a daily basis.
omg ur cat sounds like a darling!!! we also have a cat here at home, owned by my older sister, and this cat also loves to sit at the doorway and meow Very Loudly but specifically when people have left the room and she wants people In The Room to Witness Her
witness her doing what??? not much. our cat just likes having a human present javkfjhaskf
cat ramble aside, hhHHH im so glad you enjoyed both those fics you mentioned π₯Ίπ₯Ίπ₯Ί
"standard operating procedure (x4 speedrun)" is going down in my personal hall of fame for many reasons, the biggest one being the fact that it was the first WIP in years that i managed to start, update, and complete without getting distracted by another other fic. genuinely, i have no idea how i did that back then i'd like some answers from past!zak...wHAT WAS YOUR SECRET?? AND HOW CAN I DO IT AGAIN πππ
i definitely have not forgotten about "how to care for your dear friend who is currently stuck in his magical serpent form", this WIP is very dear to me and ive mumbled a bit on twitter abt how i wanna turn marius back into a human and finish that fic once and for all with its 4th chapter before 2022 ends (an entire year-wait for probably de-noodle-ification and soul repair jahvsfkjahsfa) but...im very...Very Very hesitant....to make any promises whatsoever on my fic writing progress and schedule. like ajhsvfkajhsfvaks at this point, i just dont talk abt what im writing anymore bc i never stick to schedule anyway so. it will be as much as a surprise to me as it is to readers when my WIPs will update!! JHAJHDASJFH
still, it's rlly rlly nice to see that you enjoy both fics :')!!! the dragon!marius fic especially since it's from a while back and it's imcomplete haunts me everyday along with every other WIP i havent updated OTL
i too love the von hagens very much <3!! thank u for telling me abt ur cat! and the sign! and that u think abt my fics :'D
#creckar#asks#also man. //smacks marius like a car meme. this dude can fit so many of my multichapter works#two. theres two thats marius-centric multichapter fics. but it'S WEIRD THAT IT'S HAPPENED TWICE
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