#i like falling asleep before 2am
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So idk if this will help anyone else
BUT
I have one (1) medication I have to take twice a day
And my memory is so shit that I'll either forget if I took my afternoon pill, or forget to take my afternoon pill
(The pills are to help with my memory too lol)
So I finally decided to look into pill organizers a while back, and because I had in-person work up until recently, I wanted to find something mobile/less conspicuous than the pill bottle
Well I only managed to buy this after I started working remote, but I got an am/pm daily pill organizer and it's been SO HELPFUL!!
Each day is a different color, they come out of the organizer bin to travel with me if I need, and now I can visually see if I've remembered to take my meds! We'll see if I can remember to refill it once a week, but this has been HUGE for me
I got this at CVS I think they carry them at Walgreens too and I've def seen this exact organizer on Amazon (but I don't shop on amazon)
So if you needed a push to get an organizer for your meds or a different accessibility aid, here it is!
#when i tell you i look at my pill box of the day 10 times after lunch to see if i took my meds#im underestimating that number#lookibg at it is what spurred me to make this post#idk what its called#but now i can also keep track of what day of the week it is too lol#my fiance was all#“why do you need an organizer you have 1 pill”#and then he realized the visibility opportunity#i always text him when i realize ive forgotten my meds#if a side effect wasnt lack of sleep for 8 hours then id just take it when i remembered that i forgot#but alas#i like falling asleep before 2am
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Bro what I wouldn’t give for a Rei Adachi / Gumi English cover of a Bill Wurtz song…
#rei adachi#adachi rei#gumi megpoid#gumi english#gumi vocaloid#vocaloid#utauloid#bill wurtz#if anyone makes a Rei Adachi cover of Soft Clothing I will marry you platonically#this shit would cure my depression#uhhhhh anyways :0#it’s like 2am rn#I’m actively falling asleep lmao#edit: I actually fell asleep before I could hit the post button lmfaooo
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I love when I try to go to sleep early bc I have an early class I have to get up at 8am for and I fall asleep at 11 just to wake up at 1am it's soooooo much fun <3
#Whenever my doctor or parent is like “why don't you try going to sleep sooner”#I have to remind them that it literally does not matter how utterly tired I am. If I fall asleep before 2am. I will wake up at 2am.#Every fucking time.
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i simply must know... what is the "ruined city" in your decked out writing referring to? i don't remember seeing those colours in decked out, but i do relate them to other areas of the server... false's build and the soup group area especially (love the writing btw omgahd it's so aksjfhjsdhksk <3
I was thinking of the shopping district honestly! It made sense to me that if you looked back on it, something like that had to be a city. All those tall buildings, their strange shapes and anchors, their variety of build styles. If something like that existed in real life, and got left to ruin, and you weren't some kind of archeologist, "city" makes the most sense. And if the world was destroyed by...... something...... something unknowable people only whisper about, then sure only the tallest and sturdiest things still show signs of existence. That's gotta be why there's no houses left, right?
#answering asks#anonymous#also thank you im glad you liked it :3#not bad for a 2am drabble i wrote in a frenzy in the dark on my phone#you can feel the terror because that was my terror of falling asleep mid sentence and dropping my phone on my face#which has happened before
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i was gonna try to be productive before work but my brain is stuck in !!! thanks danny ahfkdj
#daniel ricciardo#to be fair this is on me for thinking getting up before 2am was a good idea#(dont @ me I literally laid in bed trying to fall back asleep for an hour before giving up and my shift starts at 5 so like.. idk)#baby boy is out in the big world doing side quests I didn’t even realize he knew about ahfkdj#no fr fr I was like okay danny Miami content this week let’s go and then this ABSOLUTE PRECIOUS IDIOT goes to the ducking MET GALA without#any kind of warning?! what am I supposed to do here huh? BE NORMAL?!#anyways#joey rambles#is it too much to drink 2 Red Bulls before I leave for work they’re the small ones (255ml) ahdkdjsj
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yo barbies do have absolutely inhuman proportions and theyve given ken a truckload of cake. just an observation after play acting a barbie affair to a toddler and trying to reiterate the points her mom was trying to make every time she was upset through Ken, who had to be the voice of reason the way Barbie and Barnie kept hitting & yeling at him bc he had a baby with Barnie and their baby can magically fly and is causing a whole lot of problems and infected Dr. Mouse with her magical flying ability but neither of them are good at it and they keep sustaining what should be fatal injuries by jumping off of rooves and i got nowhere in probing about why Baby and Dr. Mouse want to hurt themselves and won’t just rest it off like Dr. Mouse said before she got magic infection and like Dr. Unicorn said before that before he died (permanently i guess she never brought him back lol) because this little girl had more insistence toward playing barbies for “just a little longer” than i have ever had toward ANYTHING…
(like. 2 hours of barbies prior to driving her around and hoping she’d sleep then bringing her to a playground trying to tire her out then the long way home to see if she’d pass out then for like 3 hours but ALAS she wanted to play barbies again within the hour and we continued on and off for 5. hours. i was three feet from the dolls to take my meds and a drink of water and she was like “ken…?” and i was like “one second honey ken is distracted by the movie but i’ll come back over in just a minute i just need to do something real quick” and she was just like “no! no!” and intensely cried for the 30 seconds it took me to swallow 👁👄👁)
((maybe i was also bossy af at her age, suppose maybe i wouldnt remember being tantrum prone toddler lmao… everything i remember i feel like i was pretty meek but i probs cried a lot. idk if i WAILED tho. my mom describes me as “perfect (in terms of childhood behavior) until puberty”. whereas my brother was a monster until about 3 or 4 and she isnt afraid to say so… either way no judgement unto the toddler, i probably started internalizing my feelings way too young for that to be healthy. tangent. my b.))
anyways point being: why are barbie’s legs still so fucking long??? her torso is more normal these days than 20 years ago but ye gods, the woman has still gotta be 7ft tall… and why can’t we out barbie in flats? literally why does she still have deformed ballerina feet? little girls don’t wear heels. little girls shouldn’t wear heels? not like that? because adult fucking women shouldn’t? (thankfully my psuedoneice wants everyone but ken naked ?)
SECOND POINT BEING: MOMFEMS, SINGLE MOMS, MOTHERS IN GENERAL… i have the utmost fucking respect for you. mothers do more for the world than ANY man, EVERY government & law system, fuck, even all the goddamn charities and every single scientific discovery presently known or yet to be found out. and it is NOT EASY WORK!! it is often THANKLESS WORK. it is always UNPAID WORK. mad fucking respect to moms. i could never.
#r#childposting#mom positivity#mother positivity#mother worship#disclaimer that obviously yes there are BAD mothers who neglect and/or abuse their kids and obviously i don’t condone that#this is how you know i love my bestie/basically sister#like it isnt that bad fr because i do love her and her daughter like family#but 7ish total hours of barbies until nearly 2am is not something you’d generally catch me subjecting myself to yknow#my bestie has a broken collar bone so she an her daughter have just kinda been stuck in the apartment w each other#and so she’s been doing this for like a week. plus her kid is starting to get sick of her and was being super mean to her#i knew she needed a break 😭 at least the kid wasnt mad at me#until she started nodding off trying to play barbies lmaoo#her eyes kept closing and she’d start to go limp then she was just forcing her eyes back open and screaming ‘no!’ for several minutes#we kept trying to ask like no WHAT girl we’re all just sitting here#until finally she got sooo mad that she was falling asleep she did her no thing then looked me dead in the eye and went ‘STOP DOING THAT’#my reaction made her cry ☠️ i couldnt keep from laughing a little i was like girl i cant make you fall asleep youre doing that…#she was at the point where ANYTHING wouldve made her cry so i don’t feel that bad it was mostly just so funny#yknow. after she cried and screamed for ~60 seconds and immediately passed out once she laid down#it was less funny before that stopped
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days since i've had a workplace incident: 0
#exploded my thumb at work (heart eyes emoji)#it got smashed in a heavy pressurized door lol. when i told my boss i was like at least i told you about it this time lol#(because the burn incident he was like what the fuck why did you wait 15 minutes to tell me what is your problem)#and my plant manager saw my boss grab the first aid kid and was like is everything okay??#and i had to be like i had another incident :3 in front of a bunch of R&D clients lmaoo#i pwomise our plant is safe its just. i am not a safe worker. please give us money so i can get paid#okay anyway. its 10:45 and i need to shower and i have an exam and a wake#im missing the quiz bowl for academic quad but my teammate was like nah thats a good reason to miss dont worry about it#okay but. i gotta shower so i can maybe fall asleep before 2am#diary post
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My sleep schedule is cursed to be whatever is most inconvenient to me, except for the rare occasion where I need to get up at a really weird time and then I feel refreshed
#melon rambles#for example I could not fall asleep before 12am for most of this semester which made my morning classes difficult#but now I need to stay up past 9pm each night to film an assignment for my class and I get so tired now at like 8pm#I've put off this assignment so much because I just get so tired when I need to film it#and sleepy brain rules over every other part of my brain#However the being able to wake up at weird times feeling refreshed thing is very useful like one night a year#and that is Thanksgiving when I go to bed at 9ish and wake up somewhere between midnight and 2am and I start making my pumpkin shaped rolls#My parents use the kitchen literally everytime the day before and on Thanksgiving and I can't really prep it ahead of time#So my only option is to start the four hour practice of painstakingly making and shaping the dough in the middle of the night#It actually works out really well because I HATE being in a crowded kitchen and baking in the middle of the night is quite peaceful#plus the dough has to rise like three separate times#so I just take a little nap on the couch while it does that#When the dough rests I rest
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ye gods, Errant PM says she's had a family emergency and is out of the province this week, and I really wish I could believe her but after last year (re: claiming she was working remotely bc her aunt was sick for several weeks and then later telling me she was at "all those music festivals last fall" bc she forgot her own lie) + all the stuff that's happened the last few weeks (including Lead Dev's vague warnings that all the issues with her would be over soon) I really..... can't believe her.
#is this a boy who cried wolf situation and her aunt actually died OR is she just away at some event and wanted a light week of work?#OR did she catch wind that she might be let go and decide to fake an emergency and take another 4 months of 'stress leave'#she certainly fucked up enough stuff before she went..#i was prepared to be very firm with her when i saw all these tasks appearing in my inbox that were sent at like 2am-9am#cause i thought she was going to do the thing where she says 'oh but i sent it to you surely you can do it by X date!!'#and i would have to be like YOU SENT IT 3 HOURS AGO WHEN I WAS ASLEEP#anyway. pro tip: don't lie so much that people can't tell whether you're really having an emergency or faking to get out of trouble#IT'S JUST SUCH SUSPICIOUS TIMING#also now im wondering if Lead Dev's vague 'she won't be a problem for much longer' statements are bc she told him she planned to#take another one of her Fall Breaks and he just didn't want to tell me cause he knew I'd go ballistic and tell HR#he probably wouldn't bother to do that and just be like. well she made her bed she has to lie in it now#anyway. good news: no errant pm this week. bad news: she didn't send any details for the site she wants me to start later this week
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Yo, so, I was talking with one of my friends, and apparently she and her husband do a one on one DnD campaign thing together? Where they both have a good handful of characters and they pretty much play together with them using some of the DnD (and a bit of homebrew), and they apparently have a blast. Dunno if you and your bf have tried or thought about doing so, but might be worth a shot if you have been jonesing to play. :o
Ohhhh im so jealous of them dhhd like that sounds so fun!! I am kinda curious about the logistics tho, are they both dming together or only one of them does? I would feel bad for putting all the work on him so co-dming would be the best i guess? But i have zero clue how to do that
But aww your friends sound so adorable and im sure it's insanely fun to just have a one on one dnd session with your partner like fbdnjssn ngl i've been daydreaming about it a lot
#we have talked about a one on one dnd session once but it would be hard to pull off since we have 7 hours between us#so i would probably have to get up around 2am for that hfhddj since i would refuse to give up our one hangout day#and ohhh i would feel so guilty about making him do all the work. especially because at the time we were discussing this he was an active dm#with his own campaign to worry about so i didn't want to add more pressure on him#and i also know he's more social than me and he prefers playing with a bigger party#but. it would be really nice and yeah we have thought about it but alas. the logistics#i would definitely be up to try co-dming (with him!!!) like yeah i know that idk anything about it YET but. i can learn 👉🏻👈🏻#jfjd thank you btw it was a great suggestion and now i have something nice to think about before falling asleep:))#ask#anon
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3am special RP event
#I will probably fall asleep before 2am or suffer from RLS-enforced insomnia#the main selling point just doesn't appeal to me honestly. “you will take turns playing as the boss”#kinda like Left 4 Dead versus with the tank.#and I dunno. I feel like playing as the basic zombies all the event would be better for me?#the boss is super strong and I'm not sure the enemies will make sense.#like there is the BBEG that a player defeated. but... it was one enemy that was noticeably stronger.#the 2nd-to-last boss was the chase sequence enemy and 2nd boss(?) just armed with a machine gun.#so... yeah.#💡 slime's unoriginals
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Scheduling a meeting for 8am Monday? Illegal. Fine: $1000
Waiting until 6:30am and rescheduling that 8am meeting? Illegal. Straight to jail. Get the fuck out this office.
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bruh y am i acting like i dont have this interview/presentation in . 12 hrs 😀
#i'm debating just getting ready for bed and doign the prep stuff in bed#aka completely figuring out this presentation and planning what i'm saying TT#and doing more research into the role and trying to prepare for interview questions and shit ;-;#altho i don't rly see a like 1:1 interview on the agenda thing but there is a case study 😀#which if anything i think i'm even less prepared for bc i've never done that before 😀😀😀#but whatever i just need to prepare my presentation and everything but i'm just sitting here procrastinating TT#i'm so annoyed that they put me the day after i said i was unavailable :\ ig i just should've given myself an extra day#i didn't do shit today rip#i mean yesterday i was in cars/planes/airports from like literally 2am to like 8 or 9pm 😀😀😀#so i was in bed until like 1pm today LOL altho part of that was phone bed time but ya know#and didn't do shit today#and now i have to figure this out and i rly don't want to#also idek if i can even get this bc it requires relocation#and im not relocating this next year#and i put my start/available date as like sometime next summer bc of that#so ig they shoud have that in consideration lmfao idk#s;oighiepurgbqoehwfbowboairughsiof whatever i'm gonna try to get ready for bed and do this in bed and try not to fall asleep#jeanne talks
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Step one: Let go of screens one hour before bed (failed step one)
Step two: Lay down (sucess!)
Step three: Sleep.
I've seen people describing it as dreadful and I kind of agree
#its not like it's impossible for me to fall asleep#i just take an upsetting amount of time#rambles#vent#kind of?#i should really find some stuff i can do before bed that DOESN'T INCLUDE A LAPTOP OR A PHONE#i should try harder on step one#sometimes i can sleep well#sometimes i feel like its just my fault#but like. like. hear me out#i dont let go of the screens. i keep using it even when im laying supposed to sleep to use social media#or i make myself think about the stuff i wannna do or write#and then when i see#oops its already 2am#or worse
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So like what's up with my sleep issues. does anybody know.
#im geniuently asking free to give follow up questions but i like. straight up cannot go to bed early#physically impossible for me to sleep till morning if i go to sleeo before like. 1-2am#not even exadurating#today/yesterday i didnt sleep all night cos i was playing persona lost track of time and so i stayed awake in total for like...#aprox 31 hours?#but when i went to sleep guess what.#WOKE UP THREE HOURS LATER AT LIKE 11PM#i just.#im not fucking calibrated properly#into the 24h system i think#i . i really try to sleep like a normal person i do#but when i go to bed early i cant sleep for soso long#and when im sleep deprived i still cant fall asleep for multiple hours unless its daytime or past midnight#if that makes sense idk#it doesnt
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1:37AM : BAROLO ! - (nsfw)
summary. you had been avoiding your ceo as best as you could after the intimate drunk meeting you had shared, so what do you do now when you both are forced on a business trip?
notes. second chapter! hope y'all enjoy🍷✶𝄞
warnings/includes. (3.3k words / smut!) non idol! ceo! jungkook x f! employee! reader, smoking (reader's first time), masturbation heavely implied, fingering, giving m. head, pussy eating, drunk!!!, tad bit of angst at end
"we didn't sleep together, you fell asleep on my coach, i wasn't going to take advantage of you"
his words from a few days ago remain firmly in your head. you had done so good at avoiding him: taking the long way to not walk by his office, instantly running off to god knows where when you saw him - only for the very man you've been dodging so well, to ask you to go on a business trip to milan.
the flight was quiet.
the only thing that was hearable was the sound of a lighter getting light up every hour or so. he smoked.
it was his private jet after all, you didn't blame him. your mind trails off to your ex once more, you had thought you had managed to get rid of him in your mind completely, but he always managed to sneak back in.
he resented smoking, called smokers 'self-indulged assholes' if they did it in public. he was the kind of man who thought the world revolved around sheerly him, to think that another person would calmly invade said-world with a bit of smoke, was beyond unforgivable for him.
you glance towards jungkook, taking in the calm assurance in his eyes as he takes another slow puff. he seemingly notices your stare, his tone soothing, "do you want one?"
you physically feel your ex trying to pull the hand you're reaching out to take what jungkook offered, back. but he doesn't succeed, you win. you had never smoked before, you go based of what you've seen in pop culture. lightning, drag, wasn't it?
you can visably see jungkook fighting a smile while he reaches out for the cig, hanging it between his very own lips as he leans forward in his seat, one of his hands gently guiding your fingers so the cigarette was now in between your own plush lips
you slowly breathe, the smoke stinging your lungs and making you cough. he lets out a tsk, clicking his tongue disapprovingly as he looks at you from under his eyelashes, "inhale deeper," the voice not mad, more like gentle scolding.
the hotel room was mostly quiet, besides the soft hum of the AC and the faint noises of the dazzling city through the open window. you both had shared a few more words earlier, incrediably vague, until you parted ways to your respective rooms.
you couldn't quite fall asleep, you blamed it on loud milan when you in reality couldn't stop thinking about his fingers which had been on your lips, your fingers trace over them, imagining his tattoed ones doing just that. you had to ask him what the history behind those was, next time. next time?
your hands wander to your tits, where his eyes had lingered more then once if your memory didn't fail you. and you imagine his hand wrapping around yours, guiding you.
"i want you," the words you had whispered against his mouth replay in your head multiple times.
just as your fingers trailed further, there was an abrupt knock on the door. you glance at your phone: it's 1:37 a.m.
as you open the door you see a image of your boss, you haven't quite seen yet. jungkooks hair is visabily messed up, his shirt loose around the neckline. "couldn't sleep," he mumbles, his tone sounding almost like an confession, he shouldn't say, "do you want to take a walk with me?"
you give in, you don't want to give much thought into how weird it was for a boss to ask his employee out on a walk at almost 2am.
the uber drops you off at a 24hr shop which seemed out of part for the milan you've seen so far (through car windows)
"if you want a snack or a smoke or something," he looks at you, "and then we walk"
you don't know what prompts you to say, "wine" with so much confidence but you do regardless. please make me feel like that night, i want you the words linger in your head shortly, words you'd never say out loud.
if he's surprised he didn't show it, moreover he looked satisfied, pleased with your answer. and that's exactly what you liked about jungkook: he knew how to read the room. did he hear you touch yourself? maybe. did he mention it? no.
he leads you deeper into the store, towards the back where there were rows of alcoholic beverages, the lights dim. he moves to stand behind you, his chest almost touching your back, as he reaches to grab a bottle of barolo from a high shelf.
the music in the background is some indie tune, you had heard before, you nod your head along to the sound absentmindedly.
you can see him smile at the corner of your eye, not a smile that was mocking or finding something funny, more filled with general admiration.
"you like this song?" he asks, his voice quiet, nearly a whisper almost as if it was a secret while he placed the bottle down to the cashiers table, pulling out his card, black.
you nod with a genuine smile.
you end up settling down on a bench in a nearby park, opening the bottle. you sit crosslegged, looking over the park at night, genuinely intrested, "so what music do you like?"
"i like...indie stuff, mostly," jungkook responds, turning his head to look at you, the light night breeze running over his hair, "but i have a soft spot for a few italian punk rock songs from when i was younger."
"ever seen any of them live?" you ask, taking a sip from the bottle, "y'know you are in milan after all"
he can firmly smell your perfume. the same one that had stuck to his coach for days which made it simply unbearable to sit on it, without thinking about you.
jungkook laughs, the sound soft, almost as if it wasn't entirely voluntary. he runs a hand through his hair, the ends just falling back into his face. "no," he says, tilting his head back a little, "i haven't."
"maybe you should," you respond casually. you don't know why you were giving such tips to a business man with a multi-million empire to his knees. did he even have time to go to silly little concerts? what kind of life did he live?
he laughs again, you loved the sweet sound of it, "maybe i should," raising the bottle to drink once more, "would you go with me?"
you reach out to take another large sip, you need some more alcohol in your system to answer him, "maybe"
he watches you intently as you reach for the bottle again, his eyes flickering to your throat as you tilt your head back to drink.
"maybe," he says again, smiling to himself, "that's so vague of you, maybe."
handing the bottle back to you, repeating, "maybe," his voice teasing.
you repeat the same word once more as you both laugh. you can feel the alcohol begin to warm you from the inside, the feeling of slight dizziness setting in.
meanwhile he's looking at you, his eyes wandering over your face, resting on your mouth, the way your lips are tinted red from drinking the wine.
"why are you looking at me like that?" you mutter though your tone grazed on something reminding a joke. stupid fucking question.
jungkook's smile remains if not widening while he moves closer, "how am i looking at you?"
"like you want to fuck me," you mumble, chuckling at your words like it was a ridiciulous thought on it's own.
"does that bother you," he whispers, his voice low, his words just a little bit slurred from the alcohol, "knowing i want you like that."
you raise your eyebrows, taking another sip, "so you're admitting it?"
jungkook raises his eyebrows, copying your movement, a lazy, almost cocky smile on his face. he grabs the bottle from your hand, raising it to his lips, drinking a mouthful of wine, holding eye contact with you as he does. and you're convinced he wants to see you dead.
he hands the bottle back to you, his smile still present on is face, "yes," he says, his voice low, the sounds almost like a soft moan, "I'm admitting it."
"you're actually so sexy when you're like this," you respond, clearly just as intoxicated as he was. 'like this' when you are not scolding me for not bringing the right documents, is the part you leave out.
he laughs, louder if that wasn't the alcohol talking. "sexy when I'm drunk," he teases, his words slurred, "is that it?"
"maybe," you babble which just makes the both of you giggle again.
he takes the bottle out of your hand, setting it down on the ground, the empty glass making a small clinking sound as it hits the concrete.
"you're drunk," he says, his words still a little slurred, the sound teasing, "i think you need to shut up."
you grin at this man's sheer audacity, replying, "i think you need to learn how to take a compliment properly"
jungkook just moves closer, not responding for a few seconds until you were so close that your noses touched, "you like compliments?"
he practically makes you lie down on that damn uncomfortable bench, "you want me to tell you how sexy you are? cause i will"
"i won't fuck you on a bench, kook"
"i never get to be just kook," he mumbles, something reminding a pout on his face, an adorable sight. "i'm always boss, or sir."
you don't know how to respond, you want him to be kook to you but that is something that is practically out of your control. so you moan.
you can hear jungkook say something — something about the city, something aboout the driver's taste of music? the words slip through your head as soon as they are said and all you manage to do is laugh.
the car feels to fast, milan is way to blurry and for a second you seriously ask yourself if you had taken any drugs. jungkooks hand slides over your thigh as you tilt your head, letting out a breathy chuckle.
the chuckle turns into a suppressed moan as his fingers brush over your underwear. you can barerly think straight, dare tell him to stop though you wouldn't even want to, even if you could.
you nod or at least try to; you didn't know why in the first place, it’s hard to tell if your head is moving or if you’re just imagining it. your eyes are half-closed, barely able to focus on his face, but you can feel his fingers slipping under the edge of your panties, brushing against your slick, aching core. "you're so wet f' me"
you make a mental note to rate the uber driver five stars later, because of the sheer noises that man had to hear. you were incrediably grateful for the music covered it up at least a bit.
just as you were about to cum, the car came to a sharp stop. the poor driver's voice pulls you back to reality, announcing you've arrived to the hotel.
jungkook brings his juiced fingers to his lips, licking them with a small 'pop' noise. for a second you actually consider pushing him onto the dirty ground in front of the hotel and fucking him right then but you regain compusure through a groan.
you both stumble through the lobby if you saw it properly one of the large clocks showed it was 2:51am but there was a big chance that your eyes were fooling you.
he practically pushes you towards the elevator as the door closes, jungkook looks adorably confused at all the various floor buttons, his finger unsurerly moving from one to the other.
"don't think," you pull him closer by his shirt while jungkook's hands instantly craddle your face, no thoughts in his head. you press as many random buttons as you could while he presses his lips onto yours.
his hands get tangled in your hair, he pulls you even closer as if he wants to breathe your soul in, moaning into your mouth.
the elevator opens with a little 'ding' and you have to look around to see if it's the right floor, you had surprisingly gotten lucky. the hallway lights automatically turn on at your movement, they feel way to bright.
you both reach the door of his room as he fumbles with they keycard, trying to slide it into the lock, cursing under his breath whilst you laugh. the door refuses to open which just makes him release a giggle, cute very untypical, "how do these even work"
logicaly he should be a man who has opened multiple hotel doors like this before but it was most certaintly the alcohol in his system that made everything a bit to fuzzy to handle. jungkook finally manages to slide the card into the door, the light turning green with a small click.
he pulls you with him, tugging you towards the bed, his movements messy as he almost falls once on his way. flopping down onto the covers, pulling you on top so you're straddling him.
it's a pretty view, him under you. he really did look hypnotized in a way whilst you ran your fingers over his facial features, they are not as rough as you thought, on closer inspection.
"you got to many clothes on," you mumble, removing your own shirt and shorts in a clumsy haste.
"then take them off"
you grin, your fingers moving to his shirt to pull it over his head, the action surprisingly slow and tender though it was probably the wine making your mind all foggy.
jungkook looks up to you like you are the moon and the sun, his eyes droopy, his words a stark contrast to his loving gaze, "you're taking to long, c'me here"
"you are in no position to give me orders," you reply, working on his pants.
his head falls back against the sheets, the smile on his face evident, "i think i am, i'm the big, mean boss man"
big, mean boss man - that's how you need to save him in your contacts, you chuckle at the thought, pulling away his boxers. his cock springs free, already hard and throbbing with need.
"shut up or no head," you don't wait for his response, leaning forward to press a tentative kiss onto the tip before taking him into your mouth, savoring the taste and texture.
jungkooks hands tighten in your hair, guiding you with a mix of need and tenderness while he bucks his hips. you move your head up and down with precision, taking him deeper with each passing minute.
he curses, curses in a manner you've never seen a man like him do. and you feel a sense of pride in knowing that you have this man practically wrapped around your finger or better said — mouth.
his release is sweet, warm. you swallow each drop especially when he asks you to clean him up, you lick it all off. here and there you look up to him with your lashes and he moans each time.
you can firmly feel something shift in the air when you release him with that little 'pop' noise, reminding of how he left you without an orgasm in that damn uber. at least you had made him cum.
following, he gently pushes you onto the bed. you look over to your right, evidently amused noticing a closed wine bottle on his night desk. perhaps it automatically came with the hotel, it seemed expensive.
a hazy thought lingers in your mind, a blend of the lack of sleep and the alcohol still coursing through your veins. you reach out for the bottle, fingers grasping the cool, smooth glass.
with a tipsy giggle you uncork the wine, bringing it to your lips to get a quick taste before ultimately pouring about a good one third of it over your tits.
you can barerly make out jungkook's face, why did you mind seem so hazy? but you can hear his words, "you're a mess" his tone isn't insulting rather he says it like it was a just a mere fact.
but he calmly licks the liquid of you with the same ease as you had done with his cum.
“such a fucking mess,” he repeats, his words softer now, almost affectionate, as he sucks his way down the curve of your tit, "my mess"
his hands wrap around your thighs, putting them on his shoulders. he raises his eyebrows at your state, "all for me?" it sounded like a question though it was clear he didn't expect an answer — he certaintly didn't wait for one either.
the feeling of his hot, wet tongue against your core is a stark contrast to the coldness of the wine-soaked skin in combination with the ac, creating a delicious tension that had you whining for more.
jungkook’s hands grip your thighs firmly, holding you in place as he works his mouth over you, each flick of his tongue and suck of his lips calculated to drive you to the edge of sanity. he alternates between gentle, teasing licks and more aggressive, demanding sucks, making sure you’re fully engulfed in pleasure, one way or another.
jungkook eats you out like it's a part of his job, with much care and ease. an grunt or a groan vibrating against you more often then not.
his name slips over your tongue multiple times, and you would've been embarrassed for your porn-like moans if it wasn't for the release washing over you.
it falls over you in one motion and it would've felt like to much if it weren't for jungkook: jungkook, who's fingers wander over your thighs and tummy gently as if trying to bring you back on earth. jungkook, who gives you all the time in the world and whispers reassuring little sweet nothings against the sensitive skin.
when he sees you're somewhat ready to function again, his arms softly lie you onto him, one of his hands working through your hair attentively while his other reached out and lit up a cigarette.
the room has a special scent — wine, sex cigs.
jungkook takes slow, deliberate drags as you trace patterns over his chest, circles, hearts. his fingers absentmindely moving to lightly drum over your back while he takes another hit.
“want a puff?” he asks, a smirk playing on his lips, and without thinking, you nod, your brain swimming in a delightful stupor. he brings the cigarette to your lips, and you take a tentative drag, the smoke filling your lungs.
“breathe it in, babe” he murmurs, the nickname slipping from his lips like a forbidden secret. “like you did before.”
you do as he says, managing it properly this time as he gives you an approving hum instantly going in for a kiss.
you wake up with sunlight on your face, your first instinct is to smile, the curtains were open, did you forget to close them yesterday?
but as your senses sharpen, you realize something. something: or rather, someone is pressed against you. panic bubbles inside you as you register that jungkook lies beneath you, deep asleep, a peaceful smile grazing his face.
what had you done?
thankfully you remembered everything, though it was much more a curse then a blessing. you hadn’t wanted to cross this line.
there was no future here — he only desired you when you were both drunk.
and what was even worse was that you actually felt your heart clench when you looked at his clueless, oblivious face.
you wanted, no- you needed to disappear before the reality of this situation hits the both of you. it was a dick-move but that was what he had done that night, wasn't it?
but just as you begin to shift, a low, sleepy murmur escapes his lips, and he stirs beneath you. his eyes flutter open, a lazy smile making it's way onto his lips as he registers you on top of him, blissfully unaware of your inner conflict.
"good morning, babe," he reaches forward to brush one strand of yours behind your ear, you were convinced there was nothing currently working behind those eyes, "did you sleep well?"
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