#i know you're overwhelmed

[traumasurvivors]

you don't need so many blogs. it's really overwhelming to try and follow them all.

I am sorry it's overwhelming to you, anon. And I mean this in the nicest way possible but I do not expect anyone to follow all my blogs. My best friend doesn't even follow all my blogs! And she's my biggest cheerleader. I don't think anyone does and that's okay. Part of the reason I make separate blogs is so people can decide which content they want to see. A lot of people following this blog don't follow my BPD blog, or vice versa because the content doesn't feel relevant to them. A lot of people follow my disability reminders blog, but don't follow any others. And it's totally valid and it's why I make them separate.

If I don't have blogs to organize my posts appropriately, I feel panicked and overwhelmed. The separation allows me to be able to continue blogging.

I created the new writing blog because I want to upload all my writing but I don't want to spam it onto this blog, and felt like it would be easier organized and found on its own blog.

I don't have any expectation of anyone following all my blogs or even knowing which blogs are mine. That isn't a reasonable expectation. And I think you're putting an unreasonable expectation on yourself if you keep trying to force yourself to do it.

[inkskinned]

i got my isbn today for the book. 8 months to go. my mom and i were talking about what the next steps are. i was eating trail mix, standing on one foot, phone tucked into my ear.

"yeah," i said. "the problem is that tumblr as a market is like, not something that can be studied." there's this weird wave of nostalgia and affection for this place that came up over me: how lovely we avoid consumerism. okay, it sucks as a creator. but also? keep stickin' it to 'em.

my mother made the sound at the back of her throat that i also make, the one that means i've got an idea. "you should figure out some kind of reward for presale amounts. maybe you give out poems or a mug or a signed book or something. would your followers like that?" my mother is sweet, and kind, and i have no idea how to explain on this website you can buy someone crabs.

i put more m&ms down the hatch. i had to speak through peanuts and almonds. "if it passes 25 thousand i will print the book out in its entirety and eat it live on camera."

"oh god. no, you don't have to do that." she was anguished. "just tell them that you'd love them to read it, and that they've inspired you to write. you got started on that site, and they helped you keep going. raquel, you love these people. the community? you talk all the time about the other writers and artists and whatever else. tell them that you're hoping for their support, they'll come through."

"no," i assured her. i discovered i had dropped an m&m, but an ant had already found it, so it belonged to him now. i will let his little life have a surprise blue treasure in it, too. "i'm gonna fuckin' eat the book."

[cordiallyfuturedwight]

jin; i'll be there live clip ✰

[stargatelov3r]

SG-1 TITLE DROPS: 1.01-02 CHILDREN OF THE GODS

[lloydfrontera]

'lloyd is very weak now and needs to marry so he'll have someone to protect him'- lloyd has the only grandmaster on the world following him around like a puppy. he has the most terrifying motherfucker on the world wrapped around his little finger. he has the one person in the world who can hit an absolute in the head and get away with it swearing in his heart to protect him no matter the cost over and over again.

lloyd made javier watch him die twice right in front of him just to keep him alive. there is no power on existence that could make javier allow anyone or anything to even think about harming lloyd again.

lloyd is fine

[mauvesockss]

pulls you close and looks into your eyes... doctor odyssey fandom please... promise me that if the ody3 are in a V relationship or an open polycule instead of a closed triad you will be normal about it... 🙏

[iliothermia]

I need to know that you are pro-palestine in order to continue supporting you. Nothing personal, just not in favor of racist genocide.

I really hope that you don't ask every single Jew you're aware of this question. It's really messed up to target random Jews for purity testing. "Nothing personal" means nothing on my end as I'm asked this for the 38th time. At least you ask though, unlike the person who saw my kippah and called me a kike on the bus or the multiple men who have sized me up as if they wanted to hit me on the street so far. I don't think people realize how often basically any visible, known Jew is asked this along with what they've been dealing with, and how it becomes fucked up to have inescapable hostility along with interrogation on whether we're acceptable enough or not. I shouldn't have to broadcast my political stances on the regular to stay on the good boy list. I want peace and a good future for Palestinians. The loss of life, history and culture to endless bombing is absolutely devastating. That's why I already publicly begged people to call their representatives on every platform I'm active on. I hope you have a nice 2024 and we can see peace as soon as possible.

[brainrotcharacters]

"Why in the world won't you love me too?" Big words for someone who was told "I'm a married man!" When they first met

[melverie]

⸺ NIGHTBRINGER CARD LEVELING TOOL ⸺

I made a little something that you feed your card data into and then it spits out which sin and which card you should focus on for leveling

Below the cut is an explanation on to use it! If you have any more questions not already answered below, leave a comment on here or send me an ask! I'll do my best to help you once I have the time to

[last time this post was updated: April 7th 2024]

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dedicated to @misc-obeyme because talking with them about card leveling inspired me to make this entire thing in the first place, as well as @impish-ivy and @dsimeon for testing it for me and for giving me some pointers on how to improve some things <3

Things covered below:

current team vs dream team

how to enter you card data -> step by step guide

ranking & recommendation

CURRENT TEAM VS DREAM TEAM

CURRENT TEAM

your three strongest demon cards + your three strongest memory cards of each sin (aka your top 3!) -> head to Contacts, filter for only one attribute and sort by strength to get your top 3 demon cards, then repeat for your memory cards. Rinse and repeat for every attribute If one character shows up multiple times in your top 3 demon cards, only count his strongest card and ignore the rest!

DREAM TEAM

the cards you want to use in the long-run. Ideally they should all be either UR or UR+ cards

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HOW TO ENTER YOUR CARD DATA

Head to the sheet called 'card data'. Here you'll find seven charts that are all colored differently depending on what sin they are for

First off, each chart is divided into the following sections:

[1] dream team demon cards

[2] dream team memory cards

[3] current team demon cards

[4] current team memory cards

Here's a quick run-down on all you need to know, but I'll also be going over it step by step a bit further below:

CARD enter who the demon card is of, or any name you associate with your memory card

TOP 3? if it's one of your three strongest cards, check the box; you don't need to re-enter the relevant data below if this box is checked. If it's not, enter the card data of one of your current team cards below it

MAX SIN UP? have you unlocked all of the Devil's Tree sin ups that you can get at your current skill level? If so, check the box

LEVEL enter your card's level

SKILL enter your card's skill level

STRENGTH enter your card's overall strength; sort by 'strenght' in Contacts to get this value

CARD, STRENGTH same as above, this for your current team. Only enter the card data if needed

STEP BY STEP

1. Figure out what cards you want to use in the long run; In my case, that would be Lucifer, Satan and Asmodeus

2. Head to Contacts in the game, select an attribute and sort by 'strength' to determine your three strongest cards

3. Go to the correspinding chart on the spreadsheet. Pick the characters in your dream team from the drop-down menu. The order you enter them in doesn't matter

Check the box for 'top 3?' if they are also one of your three strongest cards. If not, enter the card from the current team below

Your chart should then look something like this:

4. If you have unlocked all the sin ups in the Devil's Tree that you can get with your current skill level, check this box

5. Enter the displayed overall card strength and the current skill level. Click on the card to see its level current level, and then enter that as well

6. Repeat the process for your memory cards

Once you're done, the chart should look something like this:

7. Repeat for all other attributes

8. Once you're done, head to the sheet 'rec & ranking'

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RANKING & RECOMMENDATION

RANKING

just a little ranking to show you how your sins are doing because I thought it'd be cool to have :] Keep in mind that it can't properly display ties tho! You'll have to enter all card data for it to work properly

RECOMMENDATION

The recommendation will tell you what order you should level your sins in, what cards you should level, what level and skill level to raise them to, and if you should work on its Devil's Tree first

But first, you need to configure the settings for your recommendation. You can choose

if you want demon and memory cards to be displayed seperately (overwritten only if you choose to display all sins)

how many sins should be displayed

if your current team should be factored into, or if it should be based purely on your dream team

Personally, I'd recommend going with seperated, display all sins (weakest to strongest), and to factor the current team in, but you can change it around to what best fits your needs

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Again, if you have any questions or suggests, comment them on here. My asks are also always open, so you can also ask that way!

Anyway, best of luck with leveling your cards, everyone!!

[majoris]

hi 🌚

[byanyan]

what if... what if i did a little one-liner call? something small & inconsequential bc i wanna write but the brainspace is a bit fuzzy? huh?? what then???

[etherealspacejelly]

is it bad that im considering making a spreadsheet or smth to keep track of my mutuals

there are so many of you and i never know who ive spoken to when 😭😭😭

[future-dregs]

Me, being not so much a wincest fan or a shipper, but a truther, looking at all the canon in-show jokes and alludments: Would you STOP bringing it up already?!

[petrichal]

Saw a tweet post from the official OP account where it's a pic of Koby among Cobra and Sabo (basically everyone who's involved in the arc outside of Egghead in the anime atm) and the main caption was "A major event that will shake the world." - and it's not something we haven't heard of already but it really hits home that while the Strawhats are on an adventure (like for now, Elbaf), things are actively moving in the background, islands going into riots and Celestial Dragons slowly losing their resources, the world as we know it has shifted into a state of impending turmoil that it's culminating into this overall sense of dread.

[mykashg]

if you meet that standard SHE'LL TAKE CARE OF YOU