#i know this means nothing btw but it COULD mean everything
Explore tagged Tumblr posts
Text
IMPlying
Season finale was, fine.
What was expected really.
Can't say I didn't roll my eyes at Stolas being gloomy and ungrateful as others make efforts for him, particularly Blitzø but yet again all of IMP come to his rescue and there's not a shred of respect for the danger they put themselves in.
He had a massive nerve throwing down his notebook of 'fantasies' and trashing the office before charging off to see his daughter as if foregoing Blitzø and the modest little life he lives, after all this, forcing his way into Blitzø reality in the first place. All of this seems to imply passive blame.
This ofcourse happened while he was filling in for Loona as receptionist while the rest worked. I appreciate that we went back to work and we meet a dinner with a job request and there's a good joke that the request was to take out her husband who left her for a man resulting in Stolas having his drama shoved in his face.
It would have been good to spend a little more time with the sinner to see that she was in the wrong and for the moral high ground of IMP to be questioned more? Way too dismissive.
For all we know that husband could have been responsible for his wife becoming a sinner if you know what I mean, we don't know what happened to her.
Blitzø and Moxxie having a moment of shared understanding of why this isn't a good job to take on could look like a throwback to season one murder family but them no, it was all about Blitzø seeing himself and Stolas in two men with their children. What if this man had left his wife for another woman, would he be less empathetic? Ultimately nothing will change, if we see them at work in season 3 or a short, what are the chances that they include a clause to not do families or interfere in relationships? How could they vet?
We still don't know how sinners pay.
Also they're working on a holiday and missing out on a paid job because it's too close to home, even though Loona showed empathy to Blitzø and was willing to take in the job herself, which leads on to another thing...
More tell not show
Loona actually wanted to get out the office and do a job with the team.
Since when?
It really would have took two seconds once or twice in previous episodes to have her complaining about being stuck at the desk while they go out, maybe even reminding them that she has a hunan disguise, maybe then we could have found out when and how she learnt such magic and since when did she make friends? Her friends are very cute btw but when did this happen? Bee's sham of a party?
Seeing as she is supposed to be like a moody teen who us slowly growing up and learning to appreciate her dad, complaining more could have served as a reminder that there have been times where she could have had more responsibility. These recent episodes have had a habit of telling us new things out of nowhere after all this time.
Who has been consistent
I read tonnes of comments and the dislike for Octavia is astounding.
What did she do wrong?
She actually did everything right.
She saw for herself that her mother and uncle were enjoying Stolas's downfall, she wondered around her home and found her dad's pills, she came to the correct conclusion that he was always unhappy, didn't like Stella and was persevering for her, what's wrong with this, it's the truth.
He did go on to leave following his fling which he had been enjoying up until recently and we all saw him thirsting over Blitzø or arguing with Stella over quality time with his daughter on the few occasions we have seen her.
Furthermore she rescued Stolas and IMP.
And she didn't blame Blitzø for any of this.
I appreciate that she made a decision for herself and I'm amazed at the massive lack of compassion there is for her.
Her song sucked.
Also what was the confusing dialogue of Stolas trying to call for a month when we saw that he suddenly remembered that he had to talk with Octavia, who has a mobile and was seen with her phone alone, this was after Stella discouraged her from answering it, it wasn't ever confiscated?
And to not be forgotten for being stable
Why did the Millie pregnancy thing have to be so weird, miserable and the clifhanger like she was hiding something?
We watch her casually not get beaten down when it comes to being behind on the bills.
We see the teams lives in danger constantly.
We have watched her admit to liking attention.
We have seen how family oriented she is and dispite her family having no respect for her husband, she remains close with them and has both in her life.
Moxxie and Millie are constantly being pushed as the wholesome loved up couple and yes a pregnancy is a big deal that will change things but this maried couple are supposed to be kinky af and massively supportive of one another, so why was this so much more dramatic than nervousness? Should it not be a bigger deal that this character would seem gloomy? We heard none of Millie's conversation with her only friend sister.
We watched Sallie May's forced drama in the first short where Millie was supportive and didn't let herself be guilted and we watched Blitzø and Millie's (better late than never I suppose) backstory that showed how proud she was at how far they had come. Now she has a big secret and is it her pregnancy? Did she really need drama? Is this the only way she can get a story and we remember her during the break, to have her accompany all others in trauma?
#helluva boss critical#helluva boss moxxie#helluva boss criticism#helluva boss stolas#helluva boss critique
65 notes
¡
View notes
Text
Dating Jason Todd (Part Five)
fanfic type: angst, fluff, comfort (ongoing)
If you liked the Titans show but wish they handled Jasonâs story line differently you might like this fic!
Hey so this is in fact my first time writing fanfiction (idk what my life has come to). Sorry if itâs cringy but also I would eat this up cause I LOVE some good angsty comfort fanfiction. I wonât write smut. I donât think Iâm gonna do requests but if you have any ideas feel free to let me know. Also of course I donât own any DC characters this is purely fanfiction. Although Iâve had tumblr for a bit Iâm not really used to posting stuff so sorry if I donât format everything well. Thank you and I hope you enjoy. (I hope you like run-on sentencesđ) (if you donât like it donât be rude just move on dudeđđ§ââď¸)
So story line, this doesnât really take place in any specific universe but Iâm gonna be pulling concepts from Titans, The Batman, Under the Red Hood, and whatever lore I remember from the CW shows cause I grew up watching those, then just my imagination of course. Reader is referred to as she/her btw.
Warnings: talking about death, suicide, depression, torture (itâs not graphic I hate gore itâs just sad), talking about intimacy (not graphic), struggling with eating, topics of grief
Part five: Dead?
You think youâre in shock. Maybe youâre so in shock you donât even know you are. Dick said Barbra was going to deal with things back in Gotham so him, Kori and Rachel could come home. He told everyone he wants the team to be together but you know he really just wants to keep an eye on you. They should be back any minute since itâs been about three hours since you got the phone call; the call that told you the love of your life is dead. You and Gar sit on the couch side by side both quietly staring off into space. The elevator door opens and Dick, Kori and Rachel walk in. Rachel walks over to you and Gar, she pulls you both into a hug, Kori joins in and Dick simply stands to the side.
You get sick of the awkward conversation and long periods of silence. âCan I talk to you?â You ask Dick. He nods and you head into your old room.
âIâm sorry,â he says.
âI know,â you reply. âIâm going to Gotham.â
âY/N, itâs not safe,â he says.
âYou canât stop me Dick, if you want you can come with but Iâm going to GothamâŚI want to see him,â you say softly.
âFine, but no running off and what I say goes,â he says.
âYes to the first one but Iâm not a titan anymore I donât take orders from you,â you say.
âSorryâŚâ he says. You begin to throw things into a leather backpack when he says, âyouâll always be a titan to me.â You look into his eyes and see so much sorrow. You donât have the energy nor motive to attempt to unpack what heâs said. All you want is Jason, and now youâll never see him again.
âCome on,â you say as you put on Jasonâs leather jacket and your pink Chicago hat. Dick follows you out of the room and down the halls to where the titans are.
âGoing somewhere?â Rachel says.
âYeah, Y/N and I are going back to Gotham,â Dick says.
âWhat?â Gar says.
âWhat about the threats?â Kori says.
âJokers the least of my problems right now, Jasonâs deadâŚI need to be there,â you say.
âYouâre okay with this Dick?â Gar asks.
âNo but thatâs why Iâm going,â he says.
The car ride is filled with awkward silence. You guys are about an hour into the drive when Dick finally says something. âIâm sorry I couldnât keep my promise,â he says.
âI donât really wanna talk about it,â you answer quickly.
âI just need you to know I tried, I swept every room in Arkham myself,â he says.
âI know, Rachel told me,â you say. You notice heâs about to continue the conversation so you say, âI forgive you, I know thatâs all you care about so I forgive you.â
âHey, thatâs not all I care aboutâ He says.
âIt wasnât your fault, and besides itâs not about you,â you say.
âItâs not about me? What does that mean?â He says.
âNothing just, you always do this Dick,â you say.
âDo what?â He asks.
âYou always make it about yourself and your redemption, you did it on the roof top and youâre doing it right now and I just canât deal with it, not today,â you say.
âWait the rooftop-â he starts to say before you cut him off.
âNot today Dick!â You say with anger. âPlease,â you say softly. The rest of the car ride is fairly quiet except the typical arguing about if the gps is correct.
You and Dick get to GCPD to find Barbra speaking with a man in a lab coat.
âDick?â She says. âI was just about to call you.â
âBarbra you remember Y/N,â Dick says.
âRight, hi,â she says sounding off. âUm somethingâs happened,â she says.
âCourse more bad news, first can we see the body?â Dick asks.
âFucks sake itâs not âthe bodyâ itâs Jason,â you mumble.
âYeah so thatâs the thing, itâs not Jason,â Barbra says.
âWhat?â You say.
âWhat do you mean itâs not Jason?â Dick asks.
âHe was so beaten he was only recognizable by the Robin suit, we tested his DNA cause itâs part of procedure and the body in the morgue is not Jason Todd,â Barbra says.
âSo Jason could still be alive somewhere?â You ask.
âHypothetically yeah,â Barbra says.
I hope you liked the fic if you did please like, I really appreciate any positive feedback. Itâs nice to know people enjoy my writing and it encourages me to keep writing and posting. I have a lot of ideas to develop the red hood story line and also I have backstory ideas for how the reader meets Jason and Dick and becomes a titan. Sorry this one is so short my mom is in the hospital thatâs why. I did the whole Jasonâs alive thing because I thought I killed him off a bit too suddenly, Iâm trying to sort of merge the plots of under the red hood, death in the family and Arkham knight in regards to how he dies. Anyways I hope you are enjoying this seriesđŠˇ
Also hereâs my Masterlist incase you havenât read the other parts.
Masterlist
#batfam#batfamily#jason todd x y/n#jason todd x you#jason todd comfort#jason todd imagine#jason todd fluff#jason todd x reader#jason todd x oc#jason todd angst#jason todd fanfiction#jason todd fic#jason todd#redhood x you#redhood x reader#red hood#arkham knight x you#arkham knight x reader#arkham knight#dick grayson x reader#dick grayson fanfiction#titans fanfiction#dc titans#titans#batfam imagine#titans x reader
19 notes
¡
View notes
Text
i've connected the dots btw
Convergence: Batgirl #1, Batman and Robin (2023) #16
#dc#batfam#panelposting#stephanie brown#damian wayne#steph&damian#pleaseeeeee pkj i miss them#i know this means nothing btw but it COULD mean everything#wednesday spoilers
66 notes
¡
View notes
Text
in the choreo of Tulsa '67, theres a part where the soc boys and the greasers pair up and do a little fight move ("in a town thats torn in two" is the lyric during this)
and i just thought yall should know that soda and paul are paired together for that
#which could mean nothing#but unfortunately i look at everything theough the parry lense#amd im positive soda and paul know each other from that time in their lives#and im sure soda would love to fight him a little bit#btw the other pairs are#trip and two-bit#chet and steve#paul and soda#and brill and ace#trip and two-bit always fighting is also very important to me#marbit on the brain#the outsiders musical#the outsiders#outsiders musical#sodapop curtis#paul holden
38 notes
¡
View notes
Text
footnotes arent enough I need you to talk to me like im fucking Amelia Bedelia
#this isnât about anything in particular btw. I just have to add a lot of memos when Iâm doing things because some things are done a certain#way and it isnât explained well in the instructions. like my mom has instructions on her baking recipes right#but when it says stuff like add dry ingredients to wet ingredients it also means you donât dump it in one go you add it slowly by portion#this is probably why I find videos and demonstrations the most helpful when I learn something. like I almost always ask someone to show me#how they do it because there could be something they do thatâs already second nature and wouldnât really be considered in an explanation yk#I donât think Iâm an exception either. when the rice is done cooking I divide it into 4 quarters to bless it#but there are a million ways to divide rice and it makes me think that one persons way of doing it or not doing it all is just as valid#theres also technically no wrong way to divide rice afaik. this means either all ways of dividing rice is safe or valid until we find some#universally terrible way of dividing rice. until that happens nobody really thinks about specifying HOW you divide the rice#source: I have anxiety starting and doing things for the first time because I got way too many people yell at me NONONO WHAT ARE YOU DOING#THATS WRONG while Iâm in the middle of doing the thing. I would rather have people think Iâm either very stupid or overly specific#than go thru the panic inducing fear of âYOURE DOING THIS WRONG OMG WHY DIDNT YOU ASK AHEAD OF TIME THIS WILL BE FUCKED UP FOREVERâ đ§#nothing wrong if you donât give something a second thought because youâre so used to it. but I can and will ask about it and I donât think I#really should feel bad about it if I donât know enough to dispute it. idk#the other way around I try to be as specific as possible and word things in a way that people who might not get where Iâm coming from will#understand. but the problem with that is my explanations tend to be lengthy and I lose them either way đż#Im. trying to work on that using examples and stuff because they seem to work the best#but if I could write everything down on a word doc and beam it into your melon that would save both of us time and embarassment#im rambling the short version is I have adhd#yapping
64 notes
¡
View notes
Text
flashbacks to dialogue that happened less than a minute ago are annoying and a little insulting for obvious reasons, unless it's in bad buddy episode 5 [2/4] and pat is having entirely serious sepia toned flashbacks to fifty seconds ago while almost shoving a set of drumsticks he hasn't even paid for yet up his nose. then it's brilliant and world changing
#don't mind me i'm just chewing glass today#when the architecture band starts playing at freshy day and ink says to pat hey isn't that the song you two played that christmas?#it's like yeah... but that's a maddeningly casual way to refer to an event that in the context of the series wide metaphor#is really more like their parents caught them making out in a closet. and then pran got sent to boarding school over it#and NOW pran is up there on stage playing that same song again. looking right at pat when he announces it. but plaYING IT with WAI#and not intentionally. not in a mean sort of way. because pran doesn't know#he doesn't KNOW that pat's been shoving drumsticks up his nose while being struck cold by Love Signs#because how could he. all he knows is that very recently pat was sighing in relief that pran isn't his rival for ink. because pat likes ink#pran does NOT know that in the (very short. more than fifty seconds but still very short) meantime#pat has tried to figure out if ink might like him back. pat has in the process accidentally figured out that HE might like pran#AND pat has tried to confess his feelings to ink only for her to go. very kindly. are you sure you like me that way? i don't think you do#(because he's the wrONG SIBLING. she likes the OTHER SIBLING. which is hilarious but a different thing to go insane over)#and it's like. pran doesn't know!!! pran is just having a day like any other. pran has Known forever#he doesn't KNOW that when they're standing there surrounded by guitars (it's essentially a gay bar. don't even get me started)#(because that's a joke but it's also not. not really. it is but it's not. you know)#!! that when they're standing there surrounded by guitars. pat is suddenly going OH. in sepia toned flashbacks to fifty seconds ago#when they were ALSO standing there surrounded by guitars btw. which is the point. nothing has changed but maybe everything has#it's the same thing it was fifty seconds ago but maybe it's not. maybe pat suddenly hears the music that's been playing forever#and maybe this is way too many fucking tags. i don't even think this is the glass i was chewing originally#*#bad buddy#bad buddy the series
9 notes
¡
View notes
Text
i fr need some sort of (probably queer) friend into world of warcraft so that the person i directly talk to about it isnt my brother. cause on my life his opinions suck and his gameplay kills me a little inside
#my post#world of warcraft#my brother is obsessed with basically just running dungeons and raids and the fighting parts of the game#so much so that everytime he sees my screen he wont shut the fuck up about me changing everything#about my characters specializations and my action bars and blah blah and its like#holy fuck man take a hint. i dont want to change anything because im doing just fine how i am thanks#also he just calls everything trash except for like. death knights and demon hunters. which is such a cold take like#thats the one thing that ive seen everyone loves is those 2 things lol#i love the exploration and the worldbuilding and the cool looking races and just. augh#i mean he even told me the other day something about like. scouting maps that just uncover all the maps for me and its like#wheres the fun in that. i mean i think he was talking about if i ever got around to classic but consider: WHERES THE FUN IN THAT#dude the ENTIRE reason i want to play classic is to see how drastically different that the map is before cataclysm. entirely the exploration#ive talked a lot i just have so many thoughts and my brother is a professional irritater to say the least.#btw theres nothing wrong with liking to run the dungeons and raids like theyre a major part of the game for a reason#but thats ALL he does and he acts like its the only acceptable way to play the game. he cant stand how i play the game at all#even earlier he was asking why one of my level 70s that i was playing on was still 70#since i have the new expansion and could easily level her to 80. my answer? i was doing whatever i wanted (collecting hunter pets)#(he didnt need to know the pets part)
2 notes
¡
View notes
Text
hm.
#the way people are acting like *any* discussion of the current situation and the updates we are getting (from everyone *but* Q nd team)-#is something like ''doomposting''..... bro...#doomposting is when people act like this means the server is completely over and nothing could bring it back.#*this* is people discussing what information we do have and what we are realistically expecting to happen based on that#(and honestly imo most of it is way more positive and trying to look on the bright side)#seeing people call realistic discussions ''doomposting'' just makes me think you want to stick your head in the sand and ignore everything#instead of facing the reality that the server does in fact have problems and from what we know only one (money) is -#actively in the process of being solved#so yeah when i see ppl say ''stop doomposting'' in regards to mild negativity i think you refuse to actually face any issues-#and i think you dont actually care about the horrible labour practices that the admins face.#you just want to watch your fav and all this ''discourse'' (labour violations) is ''ruining it'' (making you think critically)#so yeah. hot take for today ''doomposting'' isnt happening and you just hate to see any criticism be widespread#citric complaints#not in regard to any single blog btw this is a viewpoint ive seen from many different blogs (though some have recently changed viewpoints)
3 notes
¡
View notes
Note
kill yourself faggot
Our relationship is rough right now, but in a few episodes we will be married.
#Pretty sure I know who sent this considering... everything#If you manage to see this even after I blocked you heres a list of reasons why I blocked you- since you want to know so bad#1.) Your views on sex work are regressive- I don't like how you demeaned that line of work simply because a of model was mean to you#2.) I am not comfortable with the way you talk about trans people- you are casually mysgonistic and transphobic when talking about them#You being trans does not give you a pass for this imho#3.) For all the posturing you do about the ZeXal skirts you and your friends are weird about under age characters + the post about#Edo being âapparently legalâ was just gross to me. Your friend being weird about Yuri is how I originally found and blocked you.#4.) I don't like how you called someone a bitch just because they blocked you- you said you gave their art ânothing but supportâ#Before they blocked you. People do not owe you kindness or time or patience just because you liked their art.#You are not entitled to friendship or courtesy or anything at all just because you rebloged someones art.#5.) You hate Yu/ bel so much you call them a âchild predatorâ I REALLY don't think you'd like following me considering they're my angel#When I have time again I want to dedicate more of my posts to Judai/Yu/ bel/Jun content and you'd fucking hate your life seeing that#So I blocked you before that became an issue.#I had you blocked for a while but when the VRAINS discourse happened I unblocked you so I could easily see what was up#Unfortunately I forgot to reblock you and I only remembered about your whole existence after you interacted with me#Usually I say shit like âNot everyone is going to like you and you just have to accept that as okayâ#But in your case- there's a reason so many people have you blocked.#It's not because you have a âproblematic faveâ like you claim- it's because you have rancid fucking vibes#I'd rather people not interact with or acknowledge this post btw- I'm going to ignore anything further because idgaf about it all#I just wanted to annoy mr deranged by yu/beling all over their ask lol
5 notes
¡
View notes
Text
holy jesus christ...
fontaine's act 4 is by far the most stressful act of any archon quest ever
#â˘âËâš đŠˇâĽrubyâĽyoďźide yo !!#genshin spoilers#a big part of it was everything with lyney lynette and freminet#seeing lyney so beside himself with worry was already intense#i don't think i needed to literally relive what happened to freminet seconds before drowning to death#that genuinely made me extremely uncomfortable. i mean it drove home the direness of the situation. but still.......#but even after things wrapped up i still didn't feel at ease#everyone seemed way too relaxed#like... your whole nation LITERALLY just almost got wiped out. how do you have it in you to even think about having a tea party?????#(this isn't meant to be a dig at lynette btw. it's just the most obvious example i could think of)#and there's still so many unanswered questions#what's the deal with furinaďźreally? could it be possible that she's not actually a god like arlecchino suggested?#âherâ secret? why would the former hydro archon be keeping a secret like that? a literal ticking time bomb like the primordial sea?#where did the primordial sea come fromďźanyway? did egeria create it? and if soďźWHY?#(unlikely imo... but not totally impossible either)#plus furina's mention of some kind of plan to deal with the crisis that we still know nothing about#and we still don't know what the hell happened to childe#did he fall into the abyss again or smth?#it's just a lot#they really nailed making me feel that the stakes are sky-high#i should've realized that since this wasn't going to be the last actďźthat there's no way things would go to shit for real yet#i don't know if i can say that i âenjoyedâ it. it sure as hell left an impression though#i still kind of haven't fully calmed down yet#i'm probably gonna need a week or something before i can relive this on my main account#ohďźi'm also a bit impressed that there was zero combat in the whole two acts#with there being a literal fighting ring and the fortress being a mek factoryďźi would've expcted some amount of fighting#i mean that works great for me since that means i can play through them while eating lunch or smth#and not have my meal be interrupted by combat#i feel like most of the online community probably wouldn't like that though#good thing i'm not most of the online community
4 notes
¡
View notes
Text
jimmy and the pulsating mass NEVER appears in those fucking rpgmaker motheresque game circlejerk posts and iâm SICK OF IT.
#you can argue it has rather large issues BUT LISA AND OMORI ARE ALWAYS RIGHT THERE#ISSUES IN A SOCIAL JUSTICE SENSE I MEAN#WITH JIMMY ITS THE LOGICAL RESULT OF AN EXTREMELY SHELTERED KID BEING EXPOSED TO JAPANESE CULTURE ENTIRELY THROUGH HIS âweeabooâ UNCLE.#ITS SHIT BUT ITS NOTHING COMPARED TOâŚ. *EVERYTHING* LISA PULLS OR THE FUCKING CLOSET FULL OF SUSâD ANIME BOYS THAT OMOCAT HAS#ITS! NOT ABOUT THE ~moral issues~ ZANNY YOU NEED TO STOP TELLING YOURSELF THAT PEOPLE DONâT CAAAAAAARE THEYRE HEATHENS WITH SHIT TASTE#THEY GOBBLE THAT BIGOT SLOP RIGHT ON UP#THEY JUST WOULDNâT KNOW ONE OF THE BEST TURN-BASED BATTLE SYSTEMS IâVE PERSONALLY *PLAYED* IF IT WALKED UP AND SMACKED THEM ON THE ASS#WITH CHARMING VISUALS LEGITIMATELY GUT-WRENCHING YET DELIBERATELY DIVERSE AS HELL HORROR STYLINGS AND THE BEST MUSIC.#ADMITTEDLY. IT HAS SOME TROPES. TBH A LOT OF THE APPEAL OF IT IS THAT IT DELIBERATELY PUTS THE BIG ONE OUTTIN THE OPEN#(i.e. âits the dream of a kid with emotional problems!!â#)#BUT ALSO SOME OTHER GENRE CLICHES. SURE#INCLUDING SOME MASSIVE SPOILERS jfc rhe games great play it donât look up summaries and shit#BUT ITSâŚ. NEVER ACKNOWLEDGED???#IS THE CREATOR A FUNDIE WHOSE GAME EXISTS ENTIRELY IN EVANGELICAL CIRCLES OR SOMETHING??? HAVE I BEEN ACCIDENTALLY OBSESSING OVER A NICHE SU#SUBCULTURE *EXCLUSIVE* MEDIA THING THIS WHOLE TIME????!?!#the answer is no on the fundie thing btw theres ways the game could go those places but it shows the restraint and agnostic compassion those#shmucks struggle with lmao#ALSO THE MUSIC IS SO FUCKING GOOD#the art is deliberately a bit chumbled and childish fights wise but ITS LITERALLY A KIDS DREAM BRO THIS IS THE FUCKING RPGMAKER#EARTHBOUND SUCK-N-FUCK ARTSYBOY GENRE IF IT DOESNâT PLAY WITH âunusualâ ART STYLES THEN WHATS EVEN THE POINT OF IT#DO FUCKS JUST WANT ANIME? OMORI??? FUCKING OMORI????#ngl i do want to actually play that game sometime. as much as i bear ill will towards its development/existence the fact its soooo beloved#has gotta mean it has SOMETHING good
5 notes
¡
View notes
Text
Have you ever been assumed to be romantically attracted to someone and even just the thought of that makes you want to throw up . Anybody
#had someone's husband in my dms going on about how i want this bitch romantically and frankly if i hadn't been so busy crying i would've#actually thrown up . absolutely disgusting idea . vile even . horrid concept#anyway tldr im down a best friend because he didn't tell me anything i was doing was wrong after telling me that everything was okay and#then sent his husband after me to call me a creep that was obsessed with him that also apparently tried to make out w him#the same trip that my best friend of five years told me he hated having me in his hometown to see him graduate.#this was after i found out my cat had been murdered and mutilated and thrown in my granma's garden . that day happened to be my birthday#because my ma was kind enough to drive me and my lil brother down there to go see him graduate bc he was also supposed to move in w us the#month after . and he told me right after i got home that he 'didn't think it would be good for our relationship' and apparently#just didn't know how to tell me until a month before it was supposed to happen . bonkers times over here#anyway i didn't want to make out with him . he cried after i wouldn't have sex w him just last december . which i specifically got high as#shit to avoid . and i dont even have like. actual examples of what i was doing wrong to go off of so now i just get to live in mystery#forever ig. like shocker that the person that's been my best friend for five years would tell his husband to say that to me and not say that#shit to me himself . this is a wild to me . i feel like im going insane . can anybody even hear me what's going on#you know its bad when your mama gets so sick of you crying over a friend that she hugs you for the first time in years#also i cant sleep my head hurts . crying is evil . devils liquid . might watch rpdr or something . still nauseous over the idea of being#into him romantically btw . like still nauseous over that . like what a fucking insult to our entire friendship#does saying that we may as well have been made of the same atoms mean like . nothing . does nothing ive said to or about him not mean anythi#ng if its not romantic in nature . what did i do that wasnt enough for him. i fucking told him he outgrew me and that was fine i just#wanted to know if we were still friends or not and he said we were and i believed him. if he told me the sky was green i would make it so#ripping my hair out . am i being dramatic . am i the only person that wasn't expecting this . am i the only one that didn't know#when i had to tell people who knew about the moving plans that he changed his mind the first fucking thing i was told was âi thought it migh#t happen.â WELL I FUCKINH DIDN'T . AND NOBODY TOLD ME#this is like . the second most humiliating moment of my life . aside from movinggate because at least nobody irl has to know about this#anyway . this boy could've taken my blood and i'd sit there and smile while he did it because he was my best friend .#i was so glad we got to grow up together. i miss him already. im taking my little brother to school my myself for the first time and all im#gonna wanna do is tell him about it . im tired . i want to sleep . im still so nauseous . did none of it mean anything just because ive#never and will never like him romantically. does that make everything less worthy somehow#i hope he never talks to me again. i dont think i could handle this again. he let is fucking husband say that shit to me. not him.#puppmeo misery
0 notes
Text
this crew was the fucking worst I literally cried on the way home
#you know when people are casually mean as if they think you're lesser than? but still pretend to be your friend?#giving backhanded advice?#honestly I cried because I was exhausted but after napping on the bus I woke up with a whole new attitude abt it#fuck that#and fuck you!#don't give me fake advice. if you don't like something I did say it like a man instead of acting like you're just ''giving me tip''#I've been here for a fucking year and the guy treated me like a rookie. I don't need your advice.#if you don't like something I did go ahead and gossip with you friends I don't give a shit#don't give me fake advice#fucking hate this omg#this was a CHIEF PURSER btw. over 15+ years of experience#I guess that's the issue here. god complex#I swear the fact that my employee number is different from the old ones has put me through so much hell#it's like they see it and immediately decide they don't respect you!#the other crew member literally asked if she could stay on galley duty and when I said ''oh? I was... kinda ready to be on galley''#as in I checked literally everything for the flight on system for galley duty and checked nothing from isle duty#and she STILL didn't back down!#I was literally pressured into giving away a duty that was MY RIGHT!#and the asshole chief purser who didn't respect me either was like ''oh let's just put her on the way there and you on the way back''#no???? that's my position! fuck you!#I just gave it up because I didn't think it was worth fighting over it but after they kept disrespecting me for being new....#I'm starting to feel like I should've been more firm and say no#I need to stop letting people step all over me this is getting ridiculous!#rambles*
1 note
¡
View note
Text
âđˇđˇđ¸ đ°đľđŽđżđŽđ°đđ˛đżđ + đđľđ˛đśđż đ¸đśđťđ¸đâ
a/n: i'm going insane guys anyway love u all mwah <333333 afab body but no gendered language btw!
part two.
ââ á ââ
. *. â GOJO SATORU
⸠creampies. please just let this man cum inside of you omg he'll go insane. seeing the way his release leaks out of you afterward has him ready for another round almost immediately.
⸠dacryphilia. "you crying'?" says it all right there. he'll coo, a bit mocking, and wipe at the tears running down your cheeks.
⸠size difference. he's so big compared to you. his height, his hands, his dick. he gets off on it so hard seeing you have to look up at him :(
⸠praise (giving + receiving). he'll charm your panties off if you really want, just make sure to let him know how good he's fucking you, too.
⸠overstimulation. hand in hand with dacryphilia. he's not done with you until he's shooting blanks and you're a weeping mess below him.
⸠breeding. listen.. he needs an heir for the gojo clan. he'll fuck you into the mattress for hours on end- he just wants to make sure his baby takes, that's all.
⸠orgasm denial. he's a cocky man, and he knows it. he loves the exhilaration he gets controlling your orgasm, making you beg for it before he gives you any satisfaction.
⸠pussy/thigh/boob jobs. he wants to put good use to all of your body.
. *. â GETO SUGURU
⸠choking. the feeling of you swallowing as his large hands cusp at your neck is like a drug to him.
⸠begging. seeing you so compliant under him as you plead and cry for his touch... those pretty little eyes and wobbling lip. it's mean, he knows that. he just couldn't care less.
⸠sense deprivation. tying you up and blindfolding you, giving him all that power? he goes crazy for it.
⸠degradation. you wanna be fucked like a slut, he's gonna treat you like one.
⸠edging. when he's feeling really mean, he'll edge you for hours. until you're shaking and whining and the only word you can get out is a broken moan of his name.
⸠impact play. he loves waking up and seeing the red imprint of his hand on your ass oh my godddd don't get him started.
⸠hair pulling (receiving). he wants you to tug at his hair, card your fingers through it, pull it as you're riding his face!!!
⸠sadism. pretty much hand in hand with everything above. he's such a mean boyfriend but he knows how much you love it.
. *. â CHOSO KAMO
⸠biting. your shoulders, neck, and thighs are full of his teeth marks, almost perpetually. and of course he's not gonna complain if you leave a few bites, too.
⸠begging. show him how much you want him, how badly you need him, and he'll fuck you as much as you want. you just gotta put in a little work first.
⸠worship (giving + receiving). seriously this man worships the ground you walk on from the moment you wake up to the second you fall asleep. he just asks you worship his cock the same
⸠overstimulation. he's fuckin you until his legs are giving out from under him and you're nothing but a fucked out, drooling mess being pressed into the bed.
⸠blood play. i mean... i think this is a given.. will purposefully bite down too hard just to lick the blood clean as an apology.
⸠orgasm denial. he knows once you cum, it's over, and he just wants to stay sat in your pretty pussy a little bit longer- you understand that, right?
⸠somnophilia. his favorite breakfast is in between your thighs. besides, you don't think there's any better way to wake up, anyway.
⸠voyeurism. pleaseeee pleaseee pleaseee let him watch you masturbate it's all he needs in this world !!!!!
. *. â SUKUNA RYOMEN
⸠anal. he needs to claim every hole your body has to offer. plus true form sukuna is a slut for his double penetration just saying
⸠choking. hearing your choked gasps as he squeezes your throat could make him cum on the damn spot. watching your eyes roll into the back of your head as each second passes on.
⸠exhibitionism. no, he doesn't care that there are other curses around and no, he doesn't care if they can see. you're his, and he'll fuck you anywhere he wants to.
⸠extreme bondage. watching your poor, writhing little human body tug at your restraints uselessly is something he'll never get tired of.
⸠collaring. he'll even get his name custom engraved, just so everyone who looks at you know exactly who you belong to.
⸠degradation. he's a mean thing, but you seem to enjoy that for some reason. he savors in the way you clench around him every time he calls you a whore.
⸠edging. you're not allowed to cum until he's says so, and anything before that? you're in for one hell of a night.
⸠predator/prey. let him chase you through the woods as foreplay. he'll inevitably catch up, of course, but seeing you attempt to get away is so cute to him. especially when he's had enough of the teasing and is pinning you against the nearest tree.
#jjk#jujutsu kaisen#jjk x reader#jjk smut#jujutsu kaisen smut#afab reader#x reader#jjk headcanons#jjk x you#gojo satoru smut#gojo satoru x reader#gojo x reader#geto x reader#geto suguru x reader#geto suguru smut#choso kamo x reader#choso x reader#choso kamo smut#sukuna x reader#sukuna ryomen x reader#sukuna smut
16K notes
¡
View notes
Text
I need to vent
#i heard today AGAIN that I'm mean and evil#but today it turned out my isolation is also taken as evil and malicious and that apparently I've been doing this because i felt offended#(???)#(no i didn't btw)#I no longer have any idea how to choose words so that people don't think I'm a bad and malicious person#last half a year i just isolated from people because i know i can sound mean and malicious#so it turned out i made up all this autism thing and in fact I'm bad and malicious and i should think before i speak and do something#(as if i've been never done this before lol)#why nobody could understand I really don't do this by purpose and they should say immediately i did something wrong because I DON'T KNOW#but no I'm the evil one#i can't mention anything autism related anymore because it turns out I'm making it up#and that it's my tool to justify my evil actions#'just think before you do and speak because it looks really bad' great as I didn't know this before ;/#i really don't see any future before me if everything I've done went for nothing#this is funny that i don't even want to cry? seemdls i got used to things like this and I'm like 'well i should've known I'm not enough'#i don't mask enough and i never ever should mention anyone about autism#/vent
1 note
¡
View note
Text
need u to know that while i've written various words about this in my google docs, i woke up the other morning needing a slight break but also wanting the same world, and so naturally my brain was like.
oh. daryl wakes up at the start of the end. again.
for the second time.
and his first thought is fuck no. we're not doing this again.
but then he actually takes stock of the situation, using all his senses and his insticts that have grown so sharp over the years, and realises, it's different this time.
this time; his throats fucked, forever hoarse, after that run he went on that turned out to be an ambush, and denise and hershel told him he was lucky he could still talk, that he was lucky he even survived, after how deep the wire cut.
he's still got the scar on his hand from the fight with the claimers, when they stumbled upon him in that house in the woods and had him at knifepoint, and he's sure if he was to check, he'd have the scar of his back from them, too.
his entire body aches, feeling every bit of his fifty four years, and then some, and, his hair's long, a complete mess falling in his eyes.
finally stretches his awareness to the rest of the tent and realisesâhe's not alone. that there's an entire body basically on top of him, weighing him down, except it's a breathing pattern he knows and a heartbeat he takes comfort in, something so familiar and so ingrained into his body and brainâhis heartâthat he doesn't even think to register it as danger.
looks down at his daughter asleep on his chest and curls his arms around her protectively, breathing her in.
as long as she's in his arms, she's safe. he'll die making sure thats certain.
focuses back on the tentâthe shitty, measly, bullshit tent that he pitched all the way back at the startâand thinks, fuck.
anyway! just the idea of the first time daryl woke up in the apocalypse, it was after losing almost everything, after he had so little left; that when he woke up, he looked around and saw it for the second chance it was, and took it.
that he never, not once, tried to go back.
like, sure, there was the occasional thought, especially at the start, when he was missing judith and rj. dog. the few other pieces of his family that had survived alongside him, that he'd left behind. but when it came down to it, he never put any real effort into trying to find out why he was there or how to get back. never figured out why him and carol and maggie and a few others got to start again, with all their memories still intact.
they just took it for what it was and used every memory to their advantage. built every bit of their future with the knowledge they had, and created something.
and it was good.
not perfect, some smaller disasters getting lost in the chaos of the wars, but for the most part, it worked.
it was as close to perfect as they were ever gonna get.
they saved so many of their nearest and dearest, and their family lived.
not just survivedâlived.
the second chance was everything they needed to thrive.
except now, he's here, in his stupid fucking tentâagainâand he's lived a hundred different lifetimes, or at least two more than he ever thought he would, and his daughterâhis daughterâis in his arms, and he needs to go back.
needs to go back to before.
he doesn't want a third chance.
they got it right the second time.
he doesn't want to build everything from scratch again, lay the foundations of their future brick by brick just so he can hopefully, eventually, maybe, one day, get his family back.
doesn't want to have to fight and claw and beg and wait for his future, doesn't know if he could live through it all again.
just wants to wrap his kid up tight and take her home, where their family is alive and happy and thriving, their community so fucking warm and full, everyone having a job to do and everyone having a place to call home.
thinks, not for the first time, time travel is fucking bullshit.
time travel fix it au's are done to death in this fandom but also they're my favourite thing in the world so au where the entire show happens as is and it's heartbreaking and inspiring etc but then. restart button. waking back up at the start of the end except only the people that lived remember
wanna think about what would happen when daryl and carol wake up at camp, remembering everything that happened; carol stronger, knowing in her gut that everything that she remembers is real, and daryl fucking terrified, because if everything in his head actually happened, then what the fuck is this
wanna think about a rick dragging a hostile merle and a wide-eyed glenn back to camp, memories completely intact, and running to reunite with his family. not letting daryl go and hugging carol so so so tight, collapsing to the ground with carl in his arms
wanna think about them dragging the atlanta group to the farm, maggie leaving the front porch light on for them, and everyone reuniting. rick seeing hershel again, daryl seeing beth, carol pulling sophia close, and maggie being unable to even breath, looking at glenn
wanna think about them tossing up whether to even go to the prison, but they met important people there, and alexandria's a long way, and if they're gonna survive this timeâif they're gonna liveâthey're gonna do it right
so they go to the prison so they can figure out their next step, and michonne's there and waiting, andre on her hip, and they deal with the governor before the governor deals with them, and sasha and tyresse finally show up, they find the prisoners, and then one day they get a knock on the front gate, and it's negan
negan showing up, no baseball bat in hand but his leather jacket still in place, a sick but alive lucille by his side, laura and doctor franklin behind him, and all he's got to say is at the end of the world, i know which side i wanna be on
the fallout of that, of maggie being against it, of rick never having gotten to see negan at the end, not knowing the choices he made, the good and the bad. daryl and carol looking at glenn, seeing him alive and in love and having no memory of his last moments, and never wanting anything to ruin that, but negan saved judiths life, helped save all their lives. he chose, in the end, and now it's their turn
wanna think about a future where beth doesn't die, but they go on a rescue mission to get noah anyway. a future where tara turns up with her niece, led by eugene with abraham and rosita following right behind him
wanna think about how they'd handle terminus, how they'd handle the claimers. wanna think about them trying to find father gabriel, except gabe made it the first time around, and he wasn't wasting his second chance. he saved his flock, and he led them to alexandria, and he's waiting
wanna think of connie's group searching for hilltop. not finding maggie, or alden, but finding jesus. wanna think about lydia, being a fucking child, and watching her mother kill her dad, and remembering aaron telling her how loved she was
wanna think of the growing pains of them being able to save so many more family members this time, but god, a larger group is harder to keep alive
daryl trying to run interference with merle and everyone else, getting the jack of it one day and telling him he's already mourned him once, and he won't again. if merle wants to stayâto liveâthen it's up to him. daryl's not gonna babysit him anymore
rick trying to find his footing between lori and shane and judith, with carl, with michonne and andre. michonne looking at a weak but alive lori grimes holding a screaming and crying newborn in her arms, and knowing that she's never gonna be her daughter the way she was before, but knowing she'll always be something to her
carol struggling to be the mother sophia needs her to be, emotions too sharp and constantly fucking terrified. doesn't know how to hold onto someone like that anymore, either gripping too tight or not at all
maggie trying to exist in a world where she has everyone she's ever loved back, so close and so fucking dear, except it cost her her son. not knowing if she'll ever get him back at all. doesn't know how to live with the grief of losing someone she never technically had in this world
they make it to alexandria and it's aaron opening the gate for them, waiting to welcome them home
#this is all a lie btw because getting into the plot that i've thought of would mean expanding the plot of my original post#and everything that happens there; and well. i'm not doing that#but i just think that the idea of daryl waking up at the start of the end the first time#back in his original body; short haired and young and so fucking Weak; with so much fucking grief from what he's lived through#only to like. Fix Things. be Prepared for the wars to comeâthe troubles they faceâand be able to fight back#and like. build a life. a life he fights for every day because its so fucking dear to him.#he has kids! he has family! he saved merle! saved beth! hershels thriving! him and aaron went out and searched for lydia#to bring her home! ricks alive! him and michonne raising their four kids! glenns helping maggie run hilltop!#everythings what it should be!!!! they finally built the future they always dreamed they could have!!!!#hes found Peace.#only to wake up#AGAIN; the start of the end#but like. this time. hes not young and hes not weak but dear GOD has he forgotten how deep the grief used to run#he's got all his scars hes got all his pain. but jesus christ.#he knows love. he knows how much he has to lose this time. he knows he has something to fight to get back to.#okay there's so much more plot but like. then i'd have to explain things. and im too lazy for that.#just know. it's there.#anyway tldr my mind was like. daryl wakes up at the start in his s1 body with nothing but grief only to fix (mostly) everything#only to wake up AGAIN but this time. in s11 body. still got grief but also got back aches and 20+ years worth of apocolyptic nightmares#but still. so much hope.#feel like 80% of this revolves around daryl and his kids/partner so i cant dig deep but. just know. its FUN for me.#ALSO i think itd be fun for shane and everyone to meet s11 daryl. like. Imagine.
36 notes
¡
View notes