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Desperately trying to do a year one community center completion in Stardew (no I'm not playing 1.6 it isn't out yet for consoles ok T-T) and istg if me not realizing that fiddlehead ferns only grow in summer ruins this for me!??!!
#stardew valley#i know they grow in the mines#I'M LOOKING#how did i not realize this#after EIGHT YEARS OF PLAYING#i was like yeah yeah a fiddlehead I'll get it in a bit#*screams into the void*
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Trying to remember the last time I played hide and seek. The last time I said hi to everyone on the street or saw the girls I spent every day of six years with. The last time my dad picked me up, or my mum brushed my hair. When was the last time I dressed without consideration? There is so much to think about now. I remember falling on the grass at school and making stories with the clouds. Hanging upside down from the swing and realising how big the world was. I wonder on the path of growing when we stop feeling big. I am taller now, smaller still.
#growing up#girlhood#grief#I saw a childhood friend yesterday#she was working#and after twelve years of knowing her it had been a year#her hair is longer#her smile brighter#and the intense sincerity of the happiness we shared for one another was heavy and freeing all at once#I don’t know when we stopped playing#and I know life has gotten in the way#but at some point all our dreams became options#with the life I choose daily I am happy#and still#I wish we could go back once to when nothing mattered but how fast you could run#childhood friends#they know you even when you don’t know yourself#mine
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MY CHILDHOOD HOME IS EMPTY.
You Can't Go Home Again by Thomas Wolfe / Giovanni’s Room by James Baldwin (1) / Landscape by Louise Glück / Summer's End by Eli McMullen ( Acrylic and gouache on panel) / There is still love here (Ceramic house) by griefmother / How's It Gonna End - Tom Waits / Dear God. Dear Bones. Dear Yellow by Noor Hindi / Origin of the Marble Forest by Gregory Orr / A Shropshire Lad by A.E.Housman / Little Summer by Raymond Bonilla (Oil on panel) / Untitled, digital by Tito Merello Vilar / Ivy - Frank Ocean / Disco Elysium (1) / The Graveyard Book by Neil Gaiman / That’s Okay - The Hush Sound / Checkers by John Marsden / 1986 by Hollis Brown Thornton (pigment transfer on paper) / tumblr post by @ryebreadgf / Outhouse by Rachel McKibbens / 6 ways to draw a circle by tumblr user @filmnoirsbian / From the Scars series by India Lawton / House Fire by Becca Stadtlander / Back to the Old House - The Smiths / How’d Your Parents Die Again by Fatimah Asghar / Giovanni’s Room by James Baldwin (2) / Disco Elysium (2) / The Four Generations of Chang E by Zen Cho
#web weave#web weaving#webweaving#on childhood#on growing up#childhood grief#childhood nostalgia#disco elysium#on nostalgia#bro i never know how to tag these. anyways. here u go#words#mine#th: home is empty
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teen wolf meme: [2/5] motifs -> water
You know, when you're drowning, you don't actually inhale until right before you black out. It's called "voluntary apnea." It's, like, no matter how much you're freaking out, the instinct to not let any water in is so strong that you won't open your mouth until you feel like your head's exploding. But then, when you finally do let it in... that's when it stops hurting. It's not scary anymore. It's-it's actually kind of peaceful.
#teen wolf#lydia martin#liam dunbar#theo raeken#tara raeken#matt daehler#scott mccall#jackson whittemore#allison argent#twedit#twgifs#mine#my gifs#twmeme#teen wolf water symbolism my beloved#i've made an entire meta post about water symbolism in teen wolf so i'm not gonna reiterate it all in here#just know that i adore how the show uses water as a motif for change#like that jackson scene serves zero plot purpose it's literally just there as him emerging from the metaphorical baptismal font#you could make an entire gifset of all the times water is used to illustrate lydia's psyche and her changing and growing into her powers et#anyways go read my meta post if you want more of my thots on this topic#you can find it under my teen wolf academia tag
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being in a parasocial relationship with a pair of gay youtubers is something that can be so personal actually
#phan#mine#dan and phil#i actually mean this genuinely like. i would straight up not be alive without them#if i didn't see two people older than me who seemed consistently happy i never would have realized that the way i felt wasn't normal#i thought that growing up meant feeling grey and apathetic about everything. I'd been seriously depressed and suicidal since puberty#so to see them laughing and smiling in every video was- it was like salvation. suddenly there was hope for my future#i didn't know that how i felt was chronic depression then. i just thought everyone felt that way. they gave me hope and that saved my life#so like. they mean SO MUCH to me
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“you don’t owe anyone anything” actually you owe everyone everything!!! you OWE your table server and your coworkers and the elderly person you pass on the street and the dog on its walk and the child toddling along in the park and the driver trying to merge next to you and the pregnant person standing on public transport KINDNESS in return for theirs!! the connections we build are what give life meaning!!!
#a buddy of mine is a server and is getting ROASTED on twitter for complaining about#how often nowadays people will just completely ignore her when she greets them and asks how they are and what can she get them started with#and when they DO finally acknowledge that she Exists they’re rude about it all#and how demoralizing and dehumanizing it is#and of course people have taken this and decided that being told it’s rude to ignore that your server exists is actually ableist#like jesus fucking christ you people can’t do anything huh#like i’m serious i’m ND and have terrible days where i go mute sometimes and you know what i do?#do my best to not go out places that require social interaction but if i Must then i’m not a prick to the people i come across#because my issues aren’t their fault. and i owe it to them to not make their lives harder.#anyway i’m so angry for bailey people are so awful grow up and have some fucking AGENCY
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some billabong at the top of the peninsula
#it’s my mate's billabong n i love it very much#i swam in here growing up#not my finest moment#mine#australian gothic#mornington peninsula#regional gothic#peninsula gothic#australia#small town gothic#victorian gothic#rural gothic#small town#small town aesthetic#small town photography#small town vibes#small town girl#small town life#this is NOT rural but non peninsulaites won’t know that so ❤️#and parts of this billabong is in rural areas sooo#it still has the vibes#rural core#rural australia#ruralcore#rural aesthetic#rural landscape#rural photography#rural decay#rural life#rural
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dean offers sam the Impala like she's part of him but sam turns him (the impala) down and man looks like hes seconds away from bursting into tears his heart was SHATTERED
#this happened and dean instantly was canceling his plans to settle w lisa (and it took him years to consider that plan im the first place)#he was fast af on that phone like lisa i know i just promised to stay but im leaving#you don't understand this sam turned down the IMPALA (basically dean) meaning they might grow distant again oh dean'll be DAMNED#he had war flashbacks and had to act UP#samdean#mine#sam winchester#dean winchester
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If you take Ling's blood sugar crashes seriously from a medical perspective and rule out medications I'm not sure existed yet and major organ failure, my best guess at a diagnosis would be an insulinoma, a usually benign pancreatic tumor that overproduces insulin and messed up your levels. Thus I propose the reason he stopped passing out partway through the story is that Greed went "hey what the fuck is this" and ripped it out.
#Greed when they're lying low at the Rockbells:#hey Ed you said these people were doctors? do they have anatomy books#Ed: yeah upstairs. why? I didn't know you could read#Greed: very funny. show me#they troop upstairs. a long silence. the chimeras listen with growing apprehension#Greed: I TOLD you that wasn't supposed to be there! *horrible squelching noise*#Ed: gross! can I touch it?#Greed: no it's mine#would it immediately grow back? idk maybe#fma
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Actually. Atsushi slowly allowing less and less people to address him as “Jinko” until Akutagawa is the only one left who can call him that. Atsushi will firmly deny the fact that he's doing it on purpose when asked
#Artificially imposed pet names#But hey! I think it is coherent with the direction of Atsushi's character growth.#Him growing more confident and learning to respect himself‚ so that he will object to people disrespecting him and calling him names#But he knows it isn't a name for Akutagawa. That's his precious Jinko 🥺🥺#atsushi nakajima#ryūnosuke akutagawa#sskk#shin soukoku#bsd#bungou stray dogs#mine#q.#26/04/23
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warmup turned into my personal hairchart for Guy
#my art lol#guy gardner#green lantern#dc#just sticking my hcs in there. his hair is like mine#at some point he stops giving a fuck and just lets it grow until it gets long enough to be annoying and that’s when he’ll cut it again#i also gave him longer hair than he has in red lanterns. im not sorry#and he deserves wavy/curly hair to me im always gonna draw his hair at least with a slight wave i cant not do it#im sorry if i got the timeline a little fucked i literally do not know when things happen
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I always think about this line.
It breaks my heart that, in the past, Kai has gotten angry enough at Nya to warrant this line.
But his response is nice.
No denial about his anger issues, no outburst, just reassuring Nya that he is not mad. He even says "of course not", because he could never truly be mad at her.
#lego ninjago#ninjago#kai smith#nya smith#ninjago kai#ninjago nya#my older brother had anger issues growing up too#so i know whats its like not wanting to upset him#so he doesnt blow up at you#so kais responses made me so happy to hear#this is my favorite scene if you couldnt tell#i love the smith siblings man#mine
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with that nuclear blonde and in his fancy fur hoodie like it's like one of those suburban middle aged rich yoga moms who are boasting about their son doing erotic magazines modelling or something
#seonghwa#mingi#ateez#atzblogging#mine#i don't know i watched all of desperate housewives growing up this makes sense to me
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I rarely take pictures anymore. It’s like I just don’t want to remember any moment from this part of my life lol
#me#mine#girls with tattoos#myself#girls with glasses#girls with piercings#fairy aesthetic#fairycore#you know I come on here or I look through Snapchat memories#and even at my saddest I did not know or understand real pain#now that I do I feel so different#so old and so worn out#I feel like all the color has drained from my being#I’m not even a person anymore#I have horrid ptsd now#the only way I can really hangout with my dad is to play iPhone chess bc he’s sitting in a fucking hospital bed#oh god it all hurts so bad to think about#it makes me want to throw up#I miss who I was three years ago before all the pain#how does someone even come back from all of this#how do I see the things I’ve seen and lose what’s I’ve lost and move on to live a normal life#I had seemed to learn every life lesson the hard way and always fall in love with the wrong ppl#I had a very tough time loving myself which is still true#but that was all stuff like I could live with and grow from#this is just a deep set pain idk
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things unsaid
#as much as it pains me to gif him i just had this idea#and i think he purposely didn't say it out loud bc it's not his thing to tell#even if he knows#because i don't think buck would /get/ it if he just was accused by tommy to be in love with eddie#like he needs to realise it on his own#that's why maddie doesn't tell him out right either#even if buck would take maddie's words more seriously#also buck POURS himself into his relationships and forgets about his own needs#and eddie... honey... he needs to understand that he also deserve to have something for HIM too and not just for chris#and with buck he has both#and if they just open their eyes and see what they've already got#they can NOT have other people interfere#because if they do they might make mistakes and might work against it#like yeah they have had nudges before like the christmas elf scene and maddie asking about his boy crush but this was /before/#like.. it's like this. they haven't been ready for it until now. but when they figure it out... they will realise it's been there all along#growing#so even if it's been there all along they had to grow with it#you get me?#sorry it got long but i also had to bury my temu tag somewhere down deep#buddie#tommy kinard#911#911edit#911 abc#911 fox#mine: gif#mine
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true detective: the long bright dark / disco elysium: jamais vu (derealization)
#in my true elysium slash disco detective universe forever#i have talked about this already but its funny that this quote was marty's breaking point. who has not felt about their hometown like this?#rust does not know this city well however which makes the feeling different but somehow still universal to the experience of growing up#in places that have to change to survive (be it bc of its economy or bc its simply outdated)#but the town in TT s1 appears to be decaying. at least to rust#imo one of the best shots and most defining of the show is that of the church abandoned and left to rot in nature with the factories#in the background. past and progress shown in one shot you know#but with the eps passing i would say that it is the people and their humanity that is decaying instead of the town#after all the town seems quite alright in terms of infrastructures#but the description of it as a jungle really does fit very well#both with the landscapes shown and the animals (men) lurking where you least expect them#true detective#rust cohle#marty hart#mine
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