#i know its alot

[herlittlebunnyboy]

As I lay here happy, content and sleepy, covered in a warm comforter, clutching one of my heavy pillows tight to my chest, listening to the blinds gently bump into one another stirred into movement by the cool night air coming in through the open window I allow myself to remember.

I remember the first couple times we met. The young Hispanic girl that was overly shy but so pretty to me. I remember how she made me feel and how hard I tried to hide it so that I could seem cool. I remember how much of a fool I was.

I remember some of our earlier fights, how stubborn and hard headed I was, how i could have easily changed so many things, how o could have and should have been better, for her, for me and for the both of us. I remember letting go and how truly sad and alone I felt.

I remember regaining contact and the rush of pure joy i had felt, how even talking to her hundreds of miles away lifted my spirits. How she could infuriate me so much and yet il never get enough of her. I remember how much I need her and in so many different ways.

I remember a recent trip back home where I got to see her, me standing at my hotel room window eagerly watching for her smile to appear along with her stepping out of her car. I remember making fun of her for her food choice as I ordered Chinese delivery for us and ice cream, laughing as she spilled cookies and cream ice cream on the sheets while watching some movie I can't remember.

I remember how I hoped she couldn't tell how fast my heart was beating, and how I couldn't look her in the eye because I never knew if that whole "your pupils get larger when you stare at something you like" idea was true. My pupils must have been huge... I remember her skin brushing against mine, her taste filling my head and making every cell in my body sing, her teeth eagerly bruising me and how much more i wanted and how I slept so soundly that night.

I remember how much I enjoyed breakfast with her the morning after and how just genuinely nice it was to be able to just be with her. She said the waitress was extra nice to me but I didn't notice, all I could see was her. I remember how we finally had to say goodbye how hard it was to see her driving off toward her home and how empty that rental car felt. I remember the song playing that I must have restated about 5 or 6 times and how hard it was to move again. It felt like I was trying to move my body but it had the weight of solid steel.

And I remember how happy i was to get her text that she had made it home safe and sound and how she was already planning out next fateful meeting. I dont think she knows that when i dont get responses from her i get anxious, or how i have alarms set that let me know shes on lunch or off work so that i can hear her talk about her day or even just sit and listen to silence on the phone with her. As long as its her. Theres so much to remember and I'm so so sleepy. Some of it is painful. Most of it isn't. But either way I already can't wait to text her good morning. To ask her how she slept.

I know I'm rambling. I told you all i would. It feels nice though. Like I'm watching a movie back in my head. One where I dont know how it ends yet.

[autumn-may]

Mostly spoiler free summary of my viewing experience

[meamiki]

silly comic based on a time i struggled to read live on stream :thumbsup:

context clip compilation below ASDASDFASA

(cw for brief mention of hospitals/strokes)

[dungeonrabbits]

"chilchucks a real hater"-wrong! chilchucks a lover!!

[feelo-fick]

"it must be the caffiene."

"...? we didn't have anything caffinated?"

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CHILAIOS WEEK DAY 2 : Changeling

HI THIS IS SUPER LATE BUT ART HAS BEEN. HARD. AND YES I SKIPPED ONE DAY THAT ONE IS GONNA GO LAST BECAUSE ITS TAKING SO LONG TO MAKE.... ill get to the others when i find the time.

Bonus :

[corrodedparadox]

Teeth?

uhm wait-I think the way you draw teeth is really interesting is there any tips that you can give us?

I use a veterinary model for reference!! It really helps me with getting weird angles and better understanding how the teeth are laid out

[ganondoodle]

(totk rewritten)

finally, all the arm and spirit abilities- for the first half of the game (rauru) and for the second half with the shiekah arm replacing links arms instead and the spirit abilities gained through ganondorf

(please excuse my handwriting and sometimes repeated info on the first two, i lost motivation/patience at the end and couldnt get myself to basically redo it all from scratch just to make it a bit more cleaner)

note, the camera rune is unconnected to the arm, its the shiekah stone copy link has (zelda carries the one from botw, a copy was attempted to be made for link but it lacks all runes except the camera, the map and its teleportation, and journal/archive)

note for the heal effects of some spirit abilities- im also reworking the healing system, making it more like the older games, so healing isnt as easy and much more restricted, thus making those effects of spirit abilities more valuable ( lil potion icon on the d pad will act a little bit like in skyward sword, opens your limited selection of healing items and if chosen link switches to holding it and letting you consume it with -a- while walking around in real time- to avoid more pausing and mass healing on regular items while in menu)

additional note, the automatic recharging of the magic meter depending on the environment gives you a reliable but less abusable way of using abilities and allows for even more creative dungeon/challenge design by using it effectively- it works by absorbing magic from its surroundings, so if its an area with little magic it recharges slower, if its a very spiritual or healthy place it will recharge faster, it can be used to make things more challenging and also as subtle storytelling (example, theres a graveyard with the magic energy around being off the charts, even if there are no spirits to see, it could hint at the people buried not having died peacefully, no matter what their gravestone says...)

the usage of magic and how much the different abilities cost also allows for a much more dynamic fighting style for players to choose and try out, balancing them all out with their cost instead of a fixed timer, and the recharging beign affected by the environment perhaps forcing players that favor high cost magic abilities to use the lower cost ones for example, or not being able to charge one up bc the enemy is too fast and doesnt give you enough time to charge it

about half of the small overworld dungeons (not shrines) are also locked/inaccessible for the first half and new quests appear as the second half commences- together with the additional changes raurus return brings with it (sonau buildings, enemies being mostly cosntructs that he summoned etc) and whole set of new abilities giving you a fresh new way to play while (hopefully) not making you feel too restricted for the first half

... making these detailed concepts took me longer than id like to admit q-q

[superbellsubways]

remake of something I did 2 years ago ⁉️ cuz why not

[fatcatlittlebox]

McKay: "There's a rich metaphor there of things that don't belong together being coaxed together, and complementing one another, and balancing one another. That's very much what's going on emotionally with Galadriel and Sauron..."

Payne: "Even the mithril itself, we're saying is a certain kind of alloy, because we tell this potentially apocryphal backstory about it. Whether people want to treat it as canon can or not, it's this struggle between good and evil that was fused together in a moment of lightning."

Inspired by this post and more meta about it here.

[anemonet]

pro tip: you can always put the bugs in little outfits :thumbsup:

[undead-cypress]

Happy new year my dearest uwu

Drawn for an exchange, but also so I can unapologetically draw edgy shit

Funky alt colors, line art under read more:

[xanderscollection]

"Growing up is realising a (random ship) you loved is actually weird and bad"

Yeah? Is it? Great, I love it even more. The worse it is the Better.

[daisybell-on-a-carousel]

"Jason was the happy robin" this, "jason was the angry robin" that. Let's all be fully honest here Jason was the lonely robin

[dubaipenthouseupdates]

Louis & Armand • Do you know what it means to be Loved by Death

[sunlit-mess]

sick(?)

[ganondoodle]

carefully attempted to draw (still sick); wanted to give Shargon another redesign, this is an older version of him but the basics should also go for his younger self (idk yet about his lung replacement design; arms are posed weird to make anatomy clearer)

(wip, oc art, Shargon, he/they)