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look at these two being happy <3
#fade jail can’t be that bad#i know cus they told me#i never knew how much i wanted to see solas in one of those period drama shirts until i drew him in one#solavellan#dragon age#my art#datv spoilers
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“Liar, Liar…”
(pls reblog heart emoji)
15 hours of work youd think id have something cool and dramatic to write on this post this is all i could come up with
@lawlietisms
#fun fact i dont know jack shit about their lore#i asked my friend that i tagged about it cus i had this idea and it fit wgat he told me#thanks pookie 😚♥️♥️#cookie run kingdom#cookie run#cr kingdom#crk#crk fanart#shadownilla#shadow milk cookie#shadow milk crk#pure vanilla cookie#pure vanilla crk#pureshadow#shmilk#pv cookie#sm cookie#cookie run fanart#crk art#crk shipping#toxic yaoi#toxic yaoi gang 4 lyf
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Day 54
Today’s Board is:

Shifty, stop that ya look like a lil freak /silly
(From TV episode 11C Easy Comb, Easy Go)
#htf#happy tree friends#htf lifty#htf shifty#i mostly like this board cus I think it’s funni how like. Confused and or disappointed Lift looks#it’s silli <333 I enjoy these stupid lil criminal weatures#Fun fact I’m scheduling this one in a vc and I asked my one friend to help pick out a board for the day#and they don’t know much about htf so uh I quickly realized that was a bit difficult#but they told me to do the one with the hat so it worked out in the end!#for a bit of context when I was first getting into htf I had a hard time remembering which of the twins was Lift n which was Shift#so for a decent amount of time Shifty’s nickname was just “the one with the hat”#anyways now that I’m mentally ill about this franchise I can tell those idiots apart
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Hey. Hey. Hey do you. Do you think that if/when forge acts like... Fatherly towards Johnny and tells him he's proud of him, shows care for him, worries about his safety etc Johnny is just gonna fucking burst into tears cus. Cus I think he would. I rlly think he would.
#coming from someone who's dad didnt tell me he was proud of me WHILE SOBER until i was in my 20s...#if Anyone tells me theyre proud of me now i tear up like. instantly. every time. especially if theyre older than me tbh.#and like i know now that my dad HAS always been proud of me but growing up i didnt. cus he never told me. and hes shit at expressing himself#and thats a different situation than johnny cus his dad sure as shit ISNT proud of him. hes already given up on hom basically.#left him alone past sundown as punishment for getting detention? hes 12 years old!!!#and m/bayview is NOT a safe place past sundown!!! ther s fucking beasties afoot!!!!#paranatural#pnat#johnny jhonny#my boy my son my little bean curd#ill be your father now
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I'm just a 30yo who enjoy a very sexy adult show about demons in hell but ALSO have been a horse girl at heart since I was a child so.. Naturally I play horse games on occasion.... and I dedicate some horses to characters I like. So have some Stolitz in horse format. I feel like Blitz would be proud
#star stable online#sso#helluva boss#stolitz#blitz#stolas#I'm fine with being cringe and playing horse games for fun even tho I'm an adult#well.. honestly.. there are a lot of adults who play this game over all#but like.. being obsessed with horses is something I relate to strongly#especially because i had a friend who couldn't accept that I loved horses cus I didn't seem like the type#like dang.. I'm a pretty masculine dark type otherwise#I collect bones and draw horror art#some friends have told me that they'd be afraid of me if they didn't know me#but I fucking love horses man
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ok. someone’s gonna have to come get my dad or i’m gonna tweak.
#no bc he does this fucking thing where he talks to me like a dog? it could be for any reason. any. sometimes i just walk into a room.#and i can’t even BEGIN to understand what he means by it; if he’s trying to belittle me or if he just.#doesnt know how to talk to me any other way. but it pisses me off to no end cus it ALWAYS feels like the first one.#take last night for example: it was my brother’s birthday; and none of us had expected him to be visiting around this time#this is especially important for my little sister; bc she planned a sleepover with her friends several months in advance—#—to celebrate some of them graduating and one of them moving away.#so all night she’d been trying to get away. my mom told her after cake; so that was the original goalpost;#but then my dad just kept ADDING THINGS. first it was “after cake” then “after this; after that”#and this thing just keeps getting pushed further and further back#then he said “it’s trash day. collect the trash first and then you can go” AND MIND YOU ITS LIKE 7 PM AT THIS POINT#I CAN JUST SEE HER GETTING SO UPSET so i step in; tell her “i’ll take care of it; lets just go.”#AND MY DAD. MY DAD. MY DAD. omg.#he goes “wow!! so good!! 😁😁” WITH THE SAME TONE THAT HE TALKS TO THE DOG. WHY. WHY.#look idk what he means by it; he could just be filling empty space for all im aware; me and my dad have weird communication skills#but the message that it sends me is “who the hell do you think you are helping her right now.”#and that. makes me angrier than anything.#who the hell do you think YOU are trying to keep her from her friends. who the hell do you think YOU are TALKING TO ME LIKE THAT.#and i swear he could see that in my eyes cus then he goes “want some icecream 🥺?”#so i tell him “i don’t know what you mean by that.” in the flattest voice i can give#and he just throws his hands up in the air and g r o a n s as if to say ‘HERE WE GO AGAIN’#and i just. bite my tongue and drive my sister to her friends house.#but i swear he does this all the time. he just uses different code words. an old one used to be “mom made curry!” (my favorite meal)#and he’d use it every time he had something negative to say to me. yk. the same way you’d tease a dog with a treat to get them all excited.#“positive sandwich” is what he’d call it. a positive; then a negative; then a positive to make the whole thing ok#but yk a sandwich is always gonna taste like what’s inside. and brother; i can taste the shit between your buns.#yes i know how that sounds.#but yea. as soon as i got home he asked me if i wanted ice cream again.#rubbing salt in the wound? or just trying to curb my anger? i’ll never know. but it drove me upstairs for the rest of the night.#but yea that’s my little rant. someone come get my dad.#stan’s forum
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something i think about constantly is this one guy at the nursing home i used to work at whose hands and fingers had crumpled in on themselves, not as a fist but sorta like an accordian or a zigzag, where one set of joints was pulled into the palm but the tips of the fingers were pulled outwards
and the last time i was at my nana's, i noticed the tips of a couple of her fingers had something similar going on, where it looked like the tip of the middle was permantly pulled to the side, making it crooked at the end
and my mother of course with all the health problems as me has the same crooked fingers, all pulled in similar directions
all of them say that arthritis caused it
if i look at my own hands, the tip of my middle finger peels backwards, which i was told was a symptom of Ehlers-Danlos, hypermobility, where the fingers would overextend themselves. the knuckle of my ring ringer doesn't jut out as much either, and my pinkie fingers are typically stiff and lately, as i continue my treatment, it almost feels like they're getting pulled off to the side as well. ive even developed a small callous on the palm right below the pinkie, where the bone seems to press against (and theres no other reason i would have a callous there)
i also think about how arthritis is supposed to start in the extremities, the hands and feet, and again in my feet it's the pinkie toe that's crunched up and pulled to the side, and the pinkie toe which i first noticed was getting less crunched as i continue treatment
and it all just perfectly aligns with the muscle tension patterns characteristic of neander foot/morton's foot. the primary compensation pattern is turning the feet outwards (to make the big toe reach the ground properly), which overuses the fibularis muscles. the fibularis brevis muscle in particular connects to the beginning of the pinkie toe, like so

...so if that muscle is overtight, which toe is going to get pulled out of place first? the pinkie toe.
and all that would perfectly explain why overusing muscles can lead to arthritis, because that's what arthrtis is: muscles that get so, so, so overtight that the joints themselves can become damaged just from how hard the muscle is pulling on them, damage which accumulates overtime and gets progressively worse because, well, you can't just not use your muscles
and it's??? treatable??? even has a distinct cause???? im curing my own arthritis??????? hello???
#but the infuriating thing is that im not officially diagnosed with arthritis because i don't have the damage#in fact NOTHING shows up on tests or machines. which claim that for all intents and purposes im perfectly healthy#but like arthritis can't just come out of nowhere. i have all the same symptoms as my mum did when they were young#but i was told that i shouldnt expect to have the same problems that they do??? even though everything lines up???#everyday i am blessed to have a doctor who takes me at face value regardless of what comes up on tests#cus holy shit. if i had been forced to wait until legitimate damage started occurring to my joints i might have just shot myself#but the fact that it can be treated...i still cant fully digest that#i feel better with each passing week. regained the ability to do things that i had feared were lost.#i dont know how much ill be able to get back but like tbe sheer amount that ive already been able to get back#fatals physio corner#how do you even begin to tell people that you figured out how to treat arthritis#much less without a phd
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hummmm i looked around a bit and i guess it just depends on how u interpret their actions…?
#cheese *blush*#i saw some ppl saying that it wasnt friendship which i agree with and that it was simply them being allies which makes the most sense in my#eyes#but i also saw ppl saying hua cheng being mean or cold towards he xuan was to just play it up for he xuans sake since he was in disguise#which is interesting? idk how i feel about it particularly cus sometimes hua cheng was just straight up mean to him LOL#i also saw someone say hua cheng doesnt care for money so he xuans debt doesnt actually matter much to him and he just wants something else#to keep he xuan tethered to the world which is#really really interesting to me and i can kinda see it? although id imagine he xuan pays his debts with information more than actual money#idk! all in all umm its still complicated LMFAO#i will say the way they both suffered probably helps whatever kind of mutual understanding they have of eachother#like theyre both not ignorant to the world and its cruelty which idk maybe its a relief to hua cheng#ive said it before and ill repeat that i do think hua cheng is probably a little relieved that the other ghost king is agreeable#for the most part and he didnt get stuck with some maniac that wants to cause problems all the time#i think its however close to friendship hua cheng is willing to go which isnt far at all but kinda impressive that he xuan has made it#to that point#it is kinda funny how quickly he takes to yushi huang over he xuan who he’s probably known for like… centuries LMFAO#but id assume its just cus shes genuinely kind towards xie lian and Minds her business#whereas he xuan accidentally dragged xie lian into his beef (Lol)#also i just wanna say i dont hold hua chengs meanie behavior against him LOL i just think it . needs to be pointed out for the sake of Well.#making a point#i like when hes a meanie! i support that!#alsp yeah i didnt say this but i always thought hua chengs coldness towards he xuan in black water was because xie lian got involved and#god i cant remember if this really happened but im sure hua cheng has told he xuan to stay away from xie lian LOL#so idk its cool seeing someone else interpret it as#hua cheng playing along and not just him being simply upset his husband ended up in a dangerous situation#but who really knows! hua chengs a little mysterious so i may never get a perfectly clear read on why he does this or that
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OK SO i started watching arcane and i kinda shipped vi n caitlyn BUT NOW im in love w vi and i want caitlyn to die sorry
#i get jealous whenever they interact and they interact A LOT#might die#shes MINE you stay away from her its not her timeeeee#girl crush#feraldogbite yaps#also yes i know im late for this but idc#and tbh im watching it just cus my irls told me to#arcane#vi arcane#vi and caitlyn
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woke up to news of a family member passing today...going to a party on the day of the funeral lolll
#ITS OKAY CUS IT WASNT ALL THAT DEEP OF A CONNECTION#juST THE WORST TIMING EVER#My mom is going to the funeral and she told me to just go to the party because like i dont even know my family#SHOULD I FEEL BAD ABOUT THIS??????
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twitter is so fucking funny like only there can you get blocked for headcanoning a character as autistic fr
#this is about alec hardy#specifically i got blocked by this one david tennant fan acc#cus she thought i was talking about david tennant or something?? even tho i very clearly said the character???#also she was treating autistic like an insult 😭#and when i told her i meant the character she was like “no you were talking about david” girlypop i think i know who i was talking about#but whats really wild is this other person thats had me blocked since the dawn of time defended me#bro was like “no they were definitely talking about the character+ georgia tennant is rlly accepting so i dont think shed mind”#for content the dt fan acc said “you should delete this in case his wife sees this”#anyway i blocked her other like five accounts 🥰#alec hardy#david tennant#broadchurch#autistic alec hardy
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if you're ever trying to not get sucked into a fandom, never ever ever ever let yourself be exposed to fanart of the two characters holding hands. that will be the moment that seals your fate
#just me rambling#tbh I think something like this actually happened to me with tma too#and I just like. legitimately completely forgot about it#'cus I know I was very interested in listening to it and I think there was a catalyst for that#but I could not for the life of me even guess as to why#especially 'cus there were so many months after determining that I had no idea how to listen to podcast where I just had the tag filtered#and didn't think about it at all until arson told me there was a youtube playlist for it#it's also how I got into dsmp#I saw beeduo platonic marriage fan content and went :OOOO#which is funny in hindsight now that I have the context to realize that they were like. only kind of platonic#not quite the canonically platonic marriage and co-parenting representation I was hooked by :P
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Me: oh no I'm epileptic I can't do xyz sorry
Also me, staring at the strobe level flashy Christmas lights on my tree: sHaPeS aNd CoLoRs
#epilepsy#actually epileptic#why do i do this to myself#i say#drinking my 3rd coffee of the day when im not supposed to drink this with my medication#im too gay for my own good#epileptic community did you know keppra causes depression cus no one told me that#and now im scared to change it#because ive been taking it for 7 years#shapes and colors#actually disabled#absent seizures#tonic clonic seizures
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Mum: so what are you planning to do for your birthday
Me: I'm gonna play air hockey
Mum: really? Are you just saying that cus you don't want to admit to what you're actually planning? Are you at least going bowling?
Me: no I just wanna play air hockey
Mum:
Mum: why are you wasting you twenties?
#+Extra#twenties#genuine told me im wasting my twentoes cus i wanted to go air hockey#and you know what? i did go air hockey i beat my flatmate during all 4 games and i had a great time#we did a couple of the other arcade games too but my main plan was to eat a load of food go air hockey and then do a movie night#and it was great#in my twenties i want to regain some of the childhood i lost out on im growing old not growing up#also me and my mum disagree about my birthday plans every year but thats on having a young mum who feels she gave up her years to have you
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holy guacamole
#crazy night crazy night#WIFE RAGDJFHSKFJALJD#got to hold her hand again hehehee#and she picked me up Bridal Style ahjshdjskfj#normal normal notmal#HOWEVER night ended a bit shittily#got into a bit of an argument with my parents and bleh#and wife was kind of pissing me off i fear#not listening to things im saying and kept yapping about random shit when i told her i was FOCUSING because my father was UPSET WITH ME#and she was kinda overwhelming me i fear#which like i know she doesnt mean to but theres a point where i hope she eventually gains consciousness#because she made me just a teeny tiny bit frustrated#but its so fine core#and shes lovely#and i Learned Things About Her#that i can ponder about ……….#freaky things hehehehehehe#idk#bleh#she might find out my Queerness soon which is scary#idk i might wanna wait until after dramafest to actually like Tell Her#because either outcome could cause Cast Drama ….. but like also im impatient#idk idk idk#might aim for dramafest dance#just cus i dont wanna be miserable during my actual preformance
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i stg medical professionals take an oath to ensure every patient they come in contact with endures maximum mental anguish over nothing.
#yeah sorry [ur doctors] office closed today and we cant do anything for you. you need to [message#how i already told her i did on patient portal] and hope they answer before monday#bunny rambles#crisis AVERTED#but also jfc#didnt know i needed the note#called the office after messaging(figured the double whammy wouldnt hurt) and the girl otp (who im p sure is the same one who ended up#WRTING MY NOTE AFTER ALL THIS) was like which is objectively the Scariest most Anxiety Inducing#way to say that (did not mention that the office's emails were being covered or anything). i emailed my HR rep to let her know about the#delay (cuz i wanted to keep her in the loop) and then busted into tears bc i was STRESSED bc the way the HR rep said it i could get in seri#trouble also bc im Only approved out until monday (so i Have to go back) and so im sobbing to my wife (also i have therapy in 10 min so im#anxious thinking i wont hear back AT ALL today and thinking of doing that at the same time made me upset cus i have thigngs out of crisis t#talk ab tthat weve been on) and then after an hour i got a note. becuase someone ws covering the email. which i asked about. and was told#no one could help until monday unless i get lucky.#literally so violently nauseous now ough#and like. Yes this is admittedly a bigger reaction than most ppl probably wouldve had but I HAD NO IDEA I EVEN NEEDED A NOTE BC THE PORTAL#FOR MY LEAVE HAD SELF REPORTED RTW AND NO ONE HAD CONTACTED ME UNTIL TODAY ABOUT IT#(well ok. technically i think Carol tried calling me yesterday and I missed it but i checked my voicemail this AM and also i have my#communication prefs on everything set to email bc i am more likely to see an email than answer the phone. and no one ever uses email bc they#think phone is Faster when it. really could've just been an email. anwyay. therapy time)
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