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i have a question for aro and ace people as someone who is very open and vocal about being a lesbian, how aro/ace phobic is it that people keep assuming im aroace because im a nerd and have dinosaur sheets
#queer#lesbian#aroace#aromantic#asexual#i literally have pride flags in my dorm room#i talk about being gay all the time#people who make this assumption have definitely heard me say the words ‘im gay’#and yet#these people keep trying to assign me a different sexuality based on my personality and interests#so im genuinely asking this#because it feels both offensive to me and to actual aroace people
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Back In The Day i went to this math camp for 11-14 year olds that had a really strict electronics policy -- you weren't allowed to bring a laptop, and you couldn't use electronics other than graphing calculators in class. i can't remember if anything specific was said about cell phones but this was in days of yore when middle school students didn't, like, have smartphones and the camp website DID specify that students could use the dorm landline to call home and the dorm computer lab to send/receive emails. personally i can't remember what i had for a phone but i was definitely running around with a canon point-and-shoot dangling off my wrist (and perpetually banging into EVERYTHING) and listening to music on my beloved ipod touch using wired earbuds.
(actually, i did illegally bring a laptop, because my mom told me she'd gotten me an exemption but this turned out to be a straight-up lie. i kept my laptop in my room so i only got in trouble for it in like. my THIRD SUMMER at the camp. when i got Lectured Sternly by the camp staff i sent my parents an extremely betrayed email which my dad described to the staff as "hysterical". this took place in 2013 and i'm still lowkey mad about it. anyway)
so i randomly wondered tonight what happened to the electronics policy now that middle schoolers are all on instagram or tiktok or whatever, and actually it has gotten stricter: you have to give your phone to the counselor who will give it back to you for half an hour every evening to call your parents and you can't bring any other device that can browse the internet (so if you want to listen to music you'd better grab yourself a good old-fashioned mp3 player). broadly a good idea, i think, but how the fuck are the math-obsessed youth of today supposed to fall asleep after an overstimulating day of math classes and impromptu set tournaments without the ability to read fanfiction and/or watch overwrought naruto amvs late into the night, i ask you??
(in hindsight this may have had something to do with why i was floridly sleep-deprived by about the third week of camp every year. otoh in college it really came in handy that i had all this practice at doing math homework while running on fumes and sleep debt)
#the trashcan speaks#also like. because i THOUGHT I HAD AN EXEMPTION i wasnt making any particular effort to keep it a secret that i had a laptop#like people would always be in my dorm room so we could watch youtube videos or like... play the nyan cat flash game or w/e#sometimes i took it to the lounge!!#how did NONE of the counselors NOTICE for two and a half cumulative months of camps
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i thought it would be nice to share two projects i made in art class this semester!
title: angel of change
this one's a fun collage/sculpture about the positive and negative changes one can go through when starting college! featuring a nervous little peg person on the road, a surge of waves, and a biblically accurate pet rock angel smoking a cigarette
title: wing surfaces of morpho didius
and this is a sculpture of a morpho butterfly! with its ventral wing surfaces (the visible side of the wings) painted realistically, and with its dorsal wing surfaces (the hidden side of the wings) covered with messily-colored butterfly coloring book pages. the idea here is that my fascination with butterflies, despite being very scientific now, is still one imbued with naïveté, playfulness, and childlike wonder :)
#dandy's doodles#<- i keep changing my art tag. i might want to change it again. because not all of my art is drawings :'D#sculpture#collage#butterfly#i guess those are all the tags i need?? i don't really care. this is really for my followers/mutuals anyway <3#the butterfly sculpture was so annoying to make...#it's cardboard + wire + hot glue + paper mache + tempera paint + tacky glue + printer paper + oil pastels. augh#the worst part was that the paper mache (cuz it was wet) was disintegrating the cardboard base as i was putting it on#which meant one of the wings fell off and i had to reattach it#but then it dried with the wings too closed#i ended up working with it but ideally the inside of the wings would be more easily visible. oh well#i really like how both of these turned out :) though i have no clue what i'll do with them#they're still in the art room right now. but i'm dorming (no space) and my house is a cluttered mess (no space)#i honestly wouldn't mind leaving them there if i'm allowed to but ideally i'd take them... hm.......
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You would not believe your eyes
If two really stupid guys
Barged into your dorm at 12:30am
#this happened a few nights ago but I didn’t know how to say it but this concept came to me at 4am lmaooooo#anyways so yeah my roommate is studying at her desk and I’m scrolling on my phone in bed in my pjs#when I hear a bit of a commotion near our dorm and my first thought is ‘oh no they’re gonna come inside’ before telling myself:#a) that’s silly those boys wouldn’t do that and b) our door’s totally locked so it’s fine#but turns out I was wrong on both counts :/#cuz the next thing I knew two random dude are *in my room* and they had said smth (but I was too shocked to register anything except ‘??!!’)#(y’all I was in my pjs too I was sittin there without a bra 😭😭😭😭😭😭)#eventually tho my face went from being shocked to being furious and I gotta say I haven’t heard myself use such an angry tone in a long time#but I basically demanded ‘WHAT ARE YOU DOING IN HERE’ and their faces quickly paled and they backtracked by saying ‘oops wrong dorm’#(likely story cuz mine and my roommates names are literally ON THE DOOR and that whole hall is FULLY LIT UP like how can you miss that???)#I talked with one of my friends about this (cuz I wanted to see what she thought and if maybe those guys really were mistaken)#but then she brought up that ^ point and yeah if I see em doing anything like that again I’ll prob report em to my ra or smth#but until then I guess my roommate and I will be making to sure keep our door properly locked 💀#🎶song sings🎶
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And so the big sskk shortage begins (no sskk for the next 15 episodes) (and the sskk episode coming after kind of sucks)
#Hhhhhh this is such a good episode.#I don't have any particular strong feeling for Fukuzawa nor Ranpo but this is a very good episode.#The pacing is great the tension and ease are well distributed as much as action and exposition are.#The animation is spectacular and detailed. The drawings beautiful. The imperfect black and white is original‚ compelling and eyecatching#Truly something that shows the animators were given budget and enough time to really think it through. Please more of this#Off to more personal notes I clearly remember the moment in my dorm room I watched the bsd anime–#come back for the first time after three years and the reveal of the untold origins novel being adapted that came with it.#It's such a sweet memory. I was so so excited and happy and thinking back at it makes me :')#In love with Oda's voice please speak more baby#About voices Fukuzawa looks so younggggg and yet his voice is so deepppppppp it's a funny contrast ahah.#Fukuzawa was very pretty when he was younger.#Distributing countless papers on the floor of my childhood's house attic to order them to the point there was no space left to walk is–#something I actually used to do when I was little. That's a cute memory too. I've always liked organizing stuff lol#Seeing all the actors preparing in the backstage threw me back to my musical theater hyperfixation.#Theater backstage feels so familiar to me if only because I used to keep up with the actors' i/nstagram stories religiously pffttttt#I really like Oda.#Wish his life had a little more happiness in it. Wish Fukuzawa could have adopted him too. Wish he could have married Dazai.#Alas :///#Aight no Atsushi this episode (and no Akutagawa for a whole season God‚‚‚‚‚‚‚ ) but a lot more exciting things to come!!!!!#Oh almost forgot the op and ed songs are so good too hhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh#Actually I think I just might have a soft spot for everything s4 since it's the first season I witnessed as it was airing pffttt#random rambles#I probably need to find a better file to watch the season... So far I'm still using the old episodes I individually downloaded–#as the anime was dropping. Which technically are still 1080 mkv but idk I feel like the quality is not the best.#And the subtitles are suboptimal
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sometimes i think about how me and my twin brother used to make elaborate plans about how our future homes would be right next to each other or connected somehow. for a long while we did live right next to each other and i mooched off his wifi from my front porch because i never got mine installed. now we live in the same house again. i hope we always stay close because those human-sized hamster tunnels between houses we always discussed would be really awesome to bring to fruition
#it’s so funny because if he weren’t my bro he’d be the LAST person i would wanna roommate with#but because he’s my bro the thought of not greeting him as soon as i leave my room each morning hurts#like. lately i’ve been considering looking into a dorm situation for myself so i can save on gas getting to college#and. i’m not throwing that out the window just yet. but i’m hesitant to leave home also#i think i just need to see him every day until things get better because being without him makes it worse#gear diary#i hope i never forget how hard it was to be without him though because it helps me keep my priorities straight#does this sound like some kind of vague vent post bc i don’t mean it that way. lmao. just been … idk lost in thot lately
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🏨 gimme those blorbo rooms fdsfdsfsfsd, since it’s Pinterest can I ask for more than one? XD if so ima ask to Karimas and Shaheens OH and also Gideons (low key I know what valens/yazans looks like but its a good excuse for u to get to share) so if u want to Valens and Yazans wild be fun 😌
K BYEEE <3 😘
LOLL im glad you asked and yes i will give you all of them 😌😂😂
Karima: she’s obsessed with collecting room decor and she has a crochet corner, half of her decor is crocheted too honestly 😂 I think she also has a thing for animal print stuff esp curtains and pillow cases, she’d keep small ceramics stuff she made with daemon everywhere
Shaheen: idk why it was funny to imagine his college dorm lol he uses space very efficiently also his desk is very important 🧠
Gideon: his room is so big and so empty but he’s barely home so who cares, the only notable thing about it besides the diabolical toys collection on display is the display cabinet he keeps all his medals, plane models, pictures, uniforms etc in
Yazan: yazan’s room as you know is a Dumpster 😂 it’s impossible to find anything in there and it’s never tidy, also so many posters and records + ofc drum corner
Valen: very pretty but his room is an entire house in itself you need directions to where everything is 💀 Texas king bed with a canopy, mirror above bed/on ceiling, maximalist unique decor and very beautifully coordinated color wise. Also huge portraits of himself obviously lol
[OC headcanons: Picture Edition!]
#thank u for the ask bestie I had a blast heh 💗💗💗#rip I just thought about the amount of STUFF karima would have to move to her and daemon’s place FJSKAJSKSK#she’s also the type to keep a lot of crap just because they have some sentimental value to her but it’s literally just crap from#an outside perspective#I don’t think shaheen’s dorm room is that aesthetic but he does have a lot of hangers and organization stuff that sure keeps it tidy lol#yazan I think gets tidier when he gets with kiara#she’s seen the mess at its worst but yk KDJSKSJS he wouldn’t let her live like that is what I’m saying 😂#but it’s so funny that even tho she has seen the mess and sat in it that he cleans up a bit when she comes over after they started dating#he’s like shy I guess can’t invite your gf over and have your room in this state lol what if they want to kiss on the bed or something#sorry crush not gf* 😂 he’s better when he’s older fjsksjdkdj he has a vacuum cleaner obsession now#also ig when you’re gideon and you’re room is that empty you put everything you can on display to fill it#but I think he only puts up the stuff he’s proud to have on display#even if that includes your whips and ropes collection which is insane 💀#half of gideon’s stuff is at valen’s place too FRKEJAKSJ#such a waste of money on a penthouse’s rent and for what#you don’t even have a toothbrush in your own house#it’s so funny to me that he probably keeps using his travel size stuff bc he keeps forgetting to buy like#regular size toothpaste or something 😭😂#valen has been actively trying to get him to fully move in actually lol#he succeeded eventually lol#anyways I will not think about valen moving all of gideon’s clothes and things#to a closet in his dressing room and sitting with them and going through his stuff when he misses him#he’s usually hesitant about wearing them too besides a designated sweater or two so they don’t lose his scent#I will also not think about valen spraying those shirts with what’s left of gideon’s cologne or that he keeps buying it or the fact that he#gets mad when someone from the staff goes in to clean the closet or ppl he’s dated esp asking what’s in there#ok it’s 2:30 am so I’ll put myself on phone timeout now 😔#again! Ty for the ask bestie! djskskdkfj 💗💗💗#ocs#my ocs#ask
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you know someday i'm gonna feel so good when i have my student loans paid off
that ain't gonna be soon, trust me, but i think about it
#i've been saving so much for it that i paid off over like $2k in the last 2 or 3 months#it's just thinking about how the amount of interest goes off that drives me literally crazy#and my monthly amount i owe is like just under $120#which to some people as a regular bill is more manageable than others. but as i have an irregular income#as a substitute teacher it's something that gives me a LOT of stress.#which is another reason i've been overpaying. in case something happens/i can't get a lot of work#it defers the next due date.#that way it's not urgent but yet i still *feel* it all the time#debt is a crazy kind of thing#and to think that my loans are from COMMUNITY college. two years. publicly owned#when i start taking classes again soon. i currently have enough saved that if i take like ONE class#i can pay out of pocket. and i think im only gonna take one class to start anyway#which will also help with the deferred payments#see i just fucking hate having to think practically about money like this#tales from diana#idk how ppl leave high school and go straight to live in a dorm room at a private university for four straight years#and rack up tens to hundreds of thousands of dollars in debt.#first of all that lifestyle was not accessible for me to begin with. even when paying it was such an abstract put-it-off thought#as it is for so many 18-year-olds who are told not to worry about where they apply.#but i had under $12k to repay when the student loan debt was unfrozen last fall#and it's been weighing on me soooo heavily since then. i think about it every damn day#it's like the money i make isn't even mine. it goes straight to mohela and food#keep in mind i also live w my parents & am on their health insurance so someday there'll be moooore bills!!!!
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Y’all I just realized I can 3D print an ocarina
There’s no way that this can backfire horribly or be annoying for anyone.
#it’s too cold for me to sand or spray paint stuff outside#and I don’t have anywhere to do it indoors because dorm#so I have to come up with other things to keep me occupied and from deciding to generate large amounts of silica dust in my room
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Roommate update, the horrors still make me wanna climb the walls, but the worst of them is swapping out in a few weeks...thank goodness...... 😭
#echo rambles#personal#my posts#for context cuz it's been the longest weeks in my life:#i'm in a 8 person dorm and the one i'm mentioning wanted to have her bf stay overnight every other weekend#on the couch in the common area. not in her room.... i wasn’t there for it but i overheard that they were very loud when she brought him 💀#it's against the rules too since she needs everyone's permission to bring him. but she asked everyone but me 💀#that and she pressured my own roommate + several of the others despite them expressing their discomfort#a few days ago she had a spat with one of them. got really mad saying she thought she was being nice and generous for asking....#in general she keeps saying how she's trying to accommodate everyone but no one does for her....#(which is a lie. my roomie and i both said we have sensitive ears and she blasts music and tv at max. brings/keeps guests past midnight)#i'm just completely baffled honestly.....
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i enjoyed high school! i had a lot of friends! some of them were even close! but holy SHIT . i can say, with full confidence now. HIGH SCHOOL SUCKS SHIT and im GLAD I DON'T GO THERE!!!
#my school was actually pretty nice for a high school#my teachers were cool#im actual friends w one of em#but like. Omfg#if you as a high school student have ever felt annoyed about being treated like a baby or feel like you're just getting pushed around#like you're not treated as a real person. even by the staff who are nice. like all the clique stuff is stupid bullshit and you just want to#be an adult already#don't listen to anyone who tells you to treasure your high school years they can be fun but BEING AN ADULT IS SO MUCH BETTER#i got excited to VACUUM the other day!!! because my space in the dorms is MINE#and oh my god i love my parents and my family and their house is nice. BUT WOW LIVING IN A DORM RULES#not just bc its a nice dorm (That helps) but bc . like . so much is up to ME and im part of every decision#by default#and i get to Decide everything#a good part of this is just starting w a blank slate yk. i dont have to clean anything up and get rid of old stuff and rearrange#to decorate the new room in a way i want (in a way thats designed for me to keep it clean‚ rather than just the way that Happened)#and its like. i can really take pride in my space yk?#like i share it w 3 roommates but my part is Mine#and its not just where i sleep its like... i decorate it i clean it i like it i hang out in it#augh. college good.#if you're in high school no matter how much you like life rn: IT GETS BETTER
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make the sphere poll!
okay! here goes
youtube
elaborate on context in the tags, if you like (did you watch it in an educational context? did a friend show it to you? did you stumble upon it alone, in a late-night youtube binge kept secret from your parents?)
#the trashcan speaks#this is like the most mathblr adjacent post i've ever made#anyway *i* first saw it at math camp in middle school so.#i was like one of the only people who brought a laptop bc they were technically forbidden* so people would wind up hanging out in my room#in order to watch youtube videos. which was a thing people did in the early 2010s. show each other weird youtube videos#its the closest i got to being Socially Popular#(*my parents told me they had gotten special dispensation for me; everyone else had to use the dorm computer lab to email their parents)#(this was just straight up a lie but i wasnt like keeping it secret so it took an amazingly long time for me to get in trouble)
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Get home and immediately take stock of what my options for alcoholic concoctions are…as you do…
#starting with a vanilla rum and coke#playing silent hill all evening to keep myself distracted#i miss 2008 when election night meant everyone crowding into my dorm room on the honors floor with pizza#that was a party…this is…hell frankly…
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trying to find nice older furniture for a reasonable price on facebook marketplace in SoCal is a labyrinth of overpriced Ikea and shoddy 80s cabinets and its driving me nuts
#in much more positive news i got a cute-ass vintage reading lamp for $20 today#but i need some kind of shelving unit that can hold a variety of objects and looks like it was made sometime before the 80s#this is all made worse by the fact that i love mid-century modern stuff and that's trendy as hell rn#thankfully i do also love stuff that looks more victorian but it's harder to find that in socal lol#chatterbox tag#im also really torn between finding a nice twin bedframe and keeping my loft bed#my room is small and the loft bed is a huge advantage#BUT it does not remotely match the decor look im going for these days#think men's study in a 50s movie with a dash of 'college dorm in 2022' bc im still broke af lmao#and then add three aquariums ig
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when I think about how many nice valuable items I have misplaced over the years it really makes me want to kill myself unironically
#i camt express how much shame and guilt and self hatred i feel#like it sounds ridiculous but i hate myself for many reasons one of which being that i cant hold on to anything nice and i cant keep#track of anything at all#even though im like 99% my grandmothers diamond and gold heart necklace (which my dad bought her for her birthday in the 80s)#was stolen from my dorm room bc my shit ass roommate brought people into the room regularly without asking me while i wasnt there#i still have that nagging doubt in the back of my mind. like i know i probably didn't leave it somewhere. bc why would i take off a necklac#in public like yeah ill take off a ring or bracelet to wash my hands but why the hell would i take off a necklace#so likei know it PROBABLY wasnt my fault. but i will never know and that hurts so much#mia.txt#this is all spurred by the fact that i cant find the bracelet my dad gave me shortly before he died. because im a worthless waste of oxygen#lmfaooo#anyway. its the adhd tax but like. with meaningful items
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really cannot express to you guys how deeply confusing the vibes have been for the last couple of hours
#my friend is crying in a closed door dorm room while my best friend (her bf) comforts her#their roommate is silently eating food and i'm silently sitting on their couch#there's friend group drama but i have been happily talking to the people we have drama with before and after#the person most people have drama with is on a date right now#and i'm like maybe having another episode because i keep uncontrollably laughing#this isnt to mention like half the mini things happening today like what the fuck is GOING ON
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