#i jusy don’t know how when i feel like this

[foggysirens]

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[maaxverstappen]

all the landoscar content is reminding me that i need to hurry tf up and finish my fic :’)

[flwerr-ss]

hey i love ur writing its perfect! 😵‍💫 if you dont mind, can i request an orgasm denial fic adam x f!reader? and its just him being an asshole during it?

i hope ur day has been treating you well so far xx

[ahh my first request! sorry it took so long, i’ve been busy with school and social events :(( anywys hope you like this short drabble!]

“Dumb Slut”

Mean!Adam [hazbin hotel]

cw! rough sex, explicit smut, degration, slapping, fem!reader, angel!reader

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 you let out a wanton gasp, warm wet tears blurring your vision. you tried to desperately remove yourself from his tight grip.

you whine you wanted to just crawl away from him, your hands gripping anything that could pull yourself away, but any attempt to escape was accompanied by a harsh tug at the base of your sensitive wings, or a stinging feeling on your ass from his hand, that slapped the fat as if he had owned it

“n-no aghh, please Adam i- ” Drool leaked from the corner of your lips, you still don’t even know how you ended up in this position, bent over on your hands and knees, his long fingers digging into the deepest parts of your cunt

“aw is the poor baby too dumb to even speak,” he said in a baby tone as if talking to you like a baby. he gave a grin before slapping your ass, leaving it more red than it was already

you let a pain-filled whine, you were starting to lose your sense of time the longer he drew it out. he pumped his fingers deeper, before laying his palm flat against your clit sending electronic shocks of pleasure

adam just cockily grinned at your fucked out mess of a face, he grabbed you by your waist, bringing you up until you were sitting on his lap, your back laying flat against his chest, he continued his torture on your now sore cunt.

“s-stop, i can’t..” you felt your walls start to clamp down your release just about to tip over but before you could even get there, you felt a hard slap on your clit eliciting a painful response

“what? you thought i was just gonna allow you to cum? before me, as if” he said into your ear, you glared at him, getting annoyed at this whole interaction.

“aw don’t glare at me, you know damn well that as soon as my dick is that cute little cunt, you gonna be begging for more” he said with a laugh, pinching your clit between his fingers, your back arched at the sudden simulate

“agh- “ you let out a groan of pain, the pain simulating a pressure of pleasure that made your cunt drool, and the tight knot in your stomach wanting to explode, your legs trying to close the strain of your thighs causing a sensation of pain.

“ah ah, you think you cum? when my poor dick is all dry, fuck no” he said before unclamping the grip of your clit before slapping your cunt, you let a whine, tears bubbling in your eyes

“stop being such a pussy,” he groaned in your ear with annoyance, rolling his eyes, the next thing you know your thrown onto your back, the sudden impact knocking the air out of your lungs.

he grinned, you looked up at him though your lashes, a glossy coating on your eyes, from the tears that had threatened to spill out of your waterline

“now let get to main course,” he said with a grin, grabbing his dick, rubbing his tip along your slit. his precum adding more lubricant, along with your already soaked arousal from the relentless, torture he had put you through for the past hour.

“i’ve waited enough,” he said before pushing past the entrance of your cunt, a slight resistance of his cock pushing in. you felt the painful sting, he was always to much to take no matter how many time your tried to get use to it.

you heard a low rumble of a groan coming from his chest. he throw his head back as he pushed his tip all the way in, and before you could even react, he shoved it all the way in, a high pitched moan left your bruised lips,

“ffff-fuck” he whined, before pulling out jusy slightly to slam right back in, your walls clamping down, your hands desperately tried to hold onto something, to ground yourself

“s-shit, don’t you dare fucking cum, i swear” he said angrily before pulling out and slamming back in, trying to keep a pace. the constant hitting of his thighs against your ass, causing a sting of pain. the sound of skin slapping against each other bouncing around the walls

“fuck, your pussy feeells so good, could live in here” he said, your clamped down tighter.

“of course- a slut like you likes the compliments” he said cockily, you could probably process his words, you were going dumb on his cock

“hah- no cumming untill i do, you got dumb slut?” he said, and when he saw you not responding he griped your face, you cheeks squished together forcing you to look at him

“you got that?” he said , this time you nodded your head

[sorry it’s so short, i was kinda rushing, and this haven’t been edited :(( ]

[jeonscatalyst]

https://x.com/inkedjkk/status/1831670685305114941?t=JUfQ9UQXLYowW2zfP1KgUA&s=19

Mind you this is some 9k+ followers acct

https://x.com/pinkorangesun/status/1831647803803902094?t=Gl9Z92VsCpcCa5GBQKJdOw&s=19

https://x.com/jikookreports/status/1831664356150386976?t=bWMuICdCMpkc3t7MGBTZng&s=19

I actually don't wish to be like a Tkkrs even on my worst enemy cause the guarantee of you ever turning to a normal human is 0 % there.

You know why I would never take these people seriously? They don’t even believe the things they say. They have spent years calling us jokers, laughing at us for believing in what we believe in and thinking we are gullible and stupid for letting the “company narrative” cloud our judgement of reality but look at the things they do. Why on earth would anyone feel the need to intentionally manipulate sub titles just to make it seem like Jk didn’t want to be there unless they are mighty insecure? I swear I wouldn’t feel the need to do any of these unless I am seriously worried that Jk might have been there because he actually wanted to be and I need to convince myself and my minions that he didn’t want to so we can feel better.

The funniest thing is, taekookers will have a much easier time if they just accepted that Jimin and Jungkook are friends who love each other. Because even if you really believe taekook is real why do you need to try to hard to invalidate the friendship of Jungkook and one of the members he’s known for over a decade? Friends can travel and do shows together can’t they? We know that Jungkook has been on multiple private trips with his friends outside of BTS, they’ve been around each other so much in chapter so why can’t they continue believing in their ship and just regard Jimin as one of Jk’s other friends? Unless they can’t do this because there is a part of them that sees exactly what we see and that frightens them. I have recieved asks from people sending me what some of the taekook blogs on here are saying and it is beyond ridiculous.

Imagine claiming that Jk was on his phone alot because Tae wasn’t in this episode like we didn’t all watch Tae spend 3/4 of his time in episode 4 and 5 on his phone when Jk was seated right next to him. So by their logic Tae has another lover who kept distracting him right? Plus Jk was actually on his phone in the episodes in Jeju too but it wasn’t as noticeable because there were two other people we could pay attention to while he was a bit distracted on his phone but when have taekookers ever cared for logic?

Imagine them also saying that Jk looked like he didn’t want to be there with Jimin in Sapporo Lmaoo. I think these people are forgetting that the trip in NY was the only one Jimin himself suggested. The trips to Jeju and Sapporo were BOTH Jimin and Jungkook’s ideas and from the look of things Jungkook might have been the one who suggested they go to Sapporo together, I mean he said this….

They also seem to forget that Jungkook is the one who spoke about wanting to do this till they are 50 and from the look of things he wasn’t joking because after NY, they went on to shoot in 2 other locations and might have done more if they had more time. Untop of that Jk basically spent this entire episode saying this….

I know they have never been good at listening to Jk but isn’t it common sense to know that if someone really doesn’t enjoy doing something they wouldn’t wanna do it again? Plus this whole travel show wasn’t an idea that came from the company (because I jusy know they would throw in the contract bullshit) this whole thing was only possible because Jimin and Jungkook wanted it to be. Jimin pitched the idea to the company with Jungkook’s approval and they made it happen so if Jungkook didn’t want it in the first place, even the NY trip wouldn’t have happened and that’s a fact.

They can go on crying about how Jk didn’t wanna be there even though we know he was the one who wanted to go back, or talk about how Jimin and Jungkook have no chemistry (we all saw the great chemistry taekook had in the jeju episodes with Tae being more interested in his phone and bed than anything else while Jungkook kept talking and interacting with Jimin mostly) but at the end of the day, when they look at this picture they know Jk was happy af to be there and only wanted to go back with the same person he was there with in 2017……

So let the haters cry. Let them gaslight themselves the way Jungkook was trying to gaslight himself about not liking the spicy braised chicken in Jeju lol. Let them continue convincing themselves that Jk had an awful time and only did it because he was contractually bound to while they have to wake up seeing this big smiles on his face while he is having a kdrama moment in the snow with his Jiminie hyung😌

PS: Notice how Jungkook said he normally doesn’t like walking? But we know that the longest walk he has had in his life was in Japan with Jimin where they even had to walk slowly because Jimin’s feet hurt and here he is in Sapporo again walking with Jimin because he doesn’t mind walking in the snow with his Jiminie hyung🥰

[romancingdaffodils]

Pictures and Portraits - THE FUTURE

thank u @jadeissues for requesting this love u so much everyone this was all jade’s idea

ARTIST!WILBUR LOML

CUTIE PIES

PROPOSAL EXCEPT UR BOTH IDIOTS

abour 760 words not very long but still very cute

part three of the actual series is coming soon i jusy had to do jade’s request obviously ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

It had been about four years since you met Wilbur. Three years since you’d moved in together, and one year since the jokes about marriage had started from your family. Neither of you had any intention of rushing this relationship, you’d get married when you were ready. You both knew you were ready. Wilbur had forgotten to buy the ring a few months ago, it was a whole thing. Now he was ready.

You were sat on the very same stool he had painted you on when you went on your second date, only this time in your shared house. You were sat, leant forward with your head in your hands. He’d carefully positioned you, handling you like porcelain as always. Never once had he grown bored of painting you, and never once had his muse failed to inspire him. You were endlessly spectacular to him.

When he realised he wanted to propose, he had gone on a rant to Lovejoy and Shelby. He never shut up about how perfect you were, but this time it was different. He was panicked. You had always made him nervous, always, but he adored you too much for any of this to go wrong. He managed to devise a plan, with the help of his friends.

The plan left you, sat here being painted. Something you’d grown fond of but, never used to. “Almost done, dove.” he said, looking over at you. That pet name had never disappeared, and you never wanted it to. You were both so infatuated with each other, it was sickeningly sweet. “How you feeling?” he asked, noticing the tired look on your face.

“Bit tired, but I’m fine. Can’t wait to see it.” you replied, gifting him a soft sappy smile.

“You’re doing great, love. Thanks for doing this.”

“Anytime, you always say it like it’s me doing all the hard work. You’re the one with all the talent.”

“You sit for hours and just let me paint you, it’s a joint effort. Okay, I’m done. Close your eyes. It’s a surprise.” he said, getting ready to turn the easel to show you. You screwed your eyes shut, yawning lightly.

He smiled, spinning round the easel and checking his pockets. He hid the small box behind the canvas, his hand tightly around it. He was sweating. He felt physically sick with nerves, what if you said no? You’d never turned him down before, it was well overdue. He had to ask. He needed to. He pushed his fear aside, and swallowed before he spoke “Open.”.

You opened your eyes immediately, pupils dilating at the sight of the portrait. Pure adoration. Love, even. “Oh, Wil. It’s, oh my god. I think this is your best.” you complimented, he smiled.

“I think so too.” he replied, the smile not faulting. He was still so incredibly nervous, but he knew you’d notice. “Oh? You added a ring? Where’s that come from..?” you added, tilting your head to look up at him. He laughed lightly, you looked in such detail at his paintings it was adorable.

“Y/n, dove.” he began, moving his hand from behind the canvas. Opening the ring box, you couldn’t quite see it yet.

“Wil?” you prompted, standing up to look at him. You didn’t really understand what was happening, confusion evident on your face.

“Y/n. I’ve never met someone like you before. I love you. I adore you. You’re my everything, my inspiration. My muse. You’re so enchanting. I know, that you’re far too good for me. But, here we are. So, dove, my love, will you marry me? I don’t want anybody, but you. You make everything so much better. You truly have ruined me, in the best way possible.” he said, holding out the ring. He didn’t go down on one knee, you both thought it was a little silly. But he did put you above him, with his words. He had made it clear that he was yours, forever.

You cried, you didn’t mean to. “Oh. Wilbur. Yes, of course I’ll marry you. You’re incredible.” you said, tears dribbling down your face. You sniffed and giggled as Wilbur put the ring on your finger. He smiled, kissing the tears from your cheeks. So delicate. So perfect. He’d never seen you look so pretty, he’d never been more happy. He was beaming down at you, you returned the smile.

“Are you alright?” Wil asked, holding your face in his hands. You went onto your tiptoes to press a kiss to his cheek, using his shoulders as support.

“Perfect.”

“Hungry?”

“Always.”

“Chinese?”

“That seems fitting for a proposal.” you joked, looking down to admire the ring. He had perfect taste, and he’d painted it very accurately in the portrait. You did wonder how long he’d been planning this.

“I agree. I didn’t think you’d want a fancy dinner after being painted.”

“You’re right.”

“I know, love you dove.”

“Love you too, Wil.”

[meowsticmarvels]

hello mcsm community. this is a repost of a long ass twitter thread i made so i apologize in advance if its formatted weird (and sort of disorganized). but heres some of my Thoughts and analysis on radar. i have much more to say than just this of course but HERE WE GO! radar insaneposting tumblr edition. long post incoming (i worked very hard on this)

ANYWAYS!

- he idolizes the new order and puts them on a pedestal above himself a bit. i mean from some dialogue it's clear he doesn't have the highest opinion of himself but he treats the new order smiliarly to how they felt about the old order in thw wither storm arc

- i have mentioned this several times but the "prison radar" thing definitely comes across to me as him trying to overcompensate (and mimic those he sees as "strong" like petra and jack) sort of. like if you contextualise it with how a lot of the characters called him weak an episode prior and it definitely seemed to have an impact on him its like. yeah. especially being thrown into a situation like w/ the sunshine institute and the whole iron breathtaker thing that has Got to fuck you up. idk i jusy see a lot of people take that at face value like "oh look he's being silly" when it comes across to me as more like insecurity ig?

- hes so autism its unreal

but yeah the whole thing kinda fucks him up

ig the only thing thay kinda bothers me is that arc doesnt feel finished. and also jesse can ENCOURAGW him to act like someone hes not??? OH AND. id like to point out this thing also involves him trying to break his own strict patterns which is p interesting to me. by this i mean the "disregard my bedtime! break whatever rules I feel like! within reason!" he seems to feel that in order to become stronf he has to be like. less caring of the rules w/e but the "within reason" line and the fact that he dislikes things being disorganized still is like. he doesnt Want to act like this. he doesnt seem to like thag but he feels iys the only way he can be strong and adapt to such a lifethreatening situation (to act like someone he clearly isnt)

another point id like to make is his relationship with Stella. it isnt really explored past this one scene in episode 2 of s2 but god there's a lot to unpack here

"you'll never change" - has stella... always been like this?  even when radar worked under her (which HAS to be at least a year before s2 bc apparently he's been working for jesse for about a year)

 also she calls him a "quitter" which. 1. has a negative connotation meaning that she Does Not Approve of him leaving 2. implies he quit of his own accord. this isn't normal former boss/former employee interaction though something definitely happened. like theyre both Weirdly Hostile and this is never brought up again....... ehat happened.

also "he doesn't even know how to use a sword" this part stuck out to me but Considering this thing i noticed a few months ago about how the mcsm world is very. survival oriented and people who can slay powerful monsters (i.e. old order) are looked at with high respect. so basically she's calling him weak here which is. Huh. also "you don't know anything" girl what happened.... why does radar feel he has to prove himself like that...

"id be careful about counting on him for anything" what did she mean by this. did radar fuck up in some way unintentionally and it pissed stella off or something??? because something clearly happened and im very sad this is never explored further bc this is a fucking interesting plot point.

also. the last image...... this is so fucking interesting regarding radar as a character because it does actually provide context for the whole prison radar thing. like holy shit this says a lot. the first line kinda shows his insecurity already. he's aware people don't believe in him and think he's weak and a coward, but he's going to try anyway. he feels he has to prove himself kinda.. like "you'll see! i can do it watch!" and considering his behavior in this episode it shows. he's overcompensating for that fear and trying to prove that he can be enough to make a difference. especially shown by how he reacts when "Vos" tells him he's not up for the task. he's trying, it isn't enough, so he decides to mimic his heroes and pretend to be someone he isn't (which... unfortunately half the cast doesn't take seriously)

the second line proves my points more. "im not the person she thinks i am anymore" raises a lot of questions on what happened ofc but there's also the "I can be different. Braver. If that's what the situation requires... I'll do it." and guess what! he *does* do that! a combination of pressure from people telling him that he can't do it and he'd just get hurt in the process and is too weak and cowardly to really do much + the stress of the situations he's thrust into seems to sort of catalyze his decision to put on the "prison radar" persona and pretend to mimic his heroes and act strong to not only make a difference and mean something but also to survive The Horrors . but he doesn't want to do this, that isn't who he is as a person, moreso what he feels he has to do. also thinking of pne line where he says something abojt the "incredible misery in the world crushing down on you". like this is a random throwaway line?? clearly the entire situation of s2 is Getting to him but he never really gets to Express that

now ofc like i mentioned this arc is in no way perfect. it's fucking interesting but it feels unresolved and forgotten by episode 5 along with the other characters completely ignoring the fact that that isn't who he is along with jesse even praising that in some dialogue options. like the writing of this kinda confuses me because everything radar says and feels up to that point implies that it's a façade built to be what others want him to be and as a stress response but some later things kinda treat the way he acts as a Good Thing and like ???? like i get it if they wanted to do the "being more courageous" arc sure. fine. but this doesn't seem like it was simply written as that. he does Not usually act like how he does during the "prison radar" thing and its just never addressed. which fucks me up bc this is personally one of my favorite character arcs of mcsm due to how complicated and insane it is + hes one of my favorite characters ever and i relate to his issues a lot but instead thw writings kinda ????? but yeah. its always bothered me really but to be Fair mcsm was hit by a lot of budget cuts that affected the plot like dont even get me started on the scrapped assistant to the warden who sesms to be meant to be the antithesis to radar kind of... and im p sure some episodes had different writers. so yeah this sucks but it isnt gonna piss me off that bad I just wish his arc was handled a bit differently. might potentially write something or w/e about this but anyways if you read this entire thread 1. you're insane 2. we do a little trolling. follow me mcsm truthers

original tweet thread here: https://twitter.com/rival_trevor/status/1659130820999753730?s=20

[generalsmemories]

Hii not a request, more a ramble bevause im insane, but just came from a stressful college day (was asked if i wanted to go home so haha…obv.) and I’m so done and well maybe it seems like a request but I’m fr curious what jingy’d do like when you’re having a panic attack.

Specifically because I don’t want to be touched during one but I feel like the assumption will be that he’d just hug you and (even tho id probs want that but LIKE THATS ME ITS HIM YOU KNOW WHAG I MEAN AAAAA) like you know (do you?)

Okay sorry I’m a mess, so when I have panic attacks I go non-verbal. (I might be autistic) And like all i do is apologise and cry and hyperventilate and id love a hug but hate it at the aame time. And I feel like he’d know yk? That like if youre not into physical touch, he won’t touch. And if you are okay with it he will…. So hed ask and id nod? BUT THEN ALSO NO BECAUSE ID CRY EVEN MORE WHICH SUCKS AAAAA.

Or: i just want him yo be real and exist and hold me because im touch starved but I also dont because then hes real and I cant do anything and i cant talk and then its all fucked up because bad communication and haha mentally ill.

Sorry if this aint your tea i jusy feel its so normal bc all my friends havw this shit so we share the most insane stories and jokes yk?

Anyways much love <333

dear god anon i hope you took a nice rest when you got home from college- rememeber to put your health first before anything else! you can't flourish or give it your all if your body is ready to collapse any second.

I recently graduated earlier this year (around may) so i can totally understand the stress, but treat yourself well and i hope you got the very much needed rest. also don't be sorry, i get you and not wanting to be touched in such a vulnerable situation. well sorta anyway, i can perfectly initiate physical touch with others, but when others try it with me it's always a 50/50 chance that i will not even let them touch me or pull away after a few seconds HAHA (friends and family alike).

but as for how jing yuan would react i'm pretty sure he would notice pretty quick - he has quite a good eye for details after all! he pays close attention to everything around him, so picking up a few habits of some people would be a piece of cake for him. but if he's unsure i'm sure he would be the type to actually test the waters, if you're able to talk under such panic attacks he would softly ask and then just stay by your side as a presence if you were to confirm his suspicions!

if you weren't able to confirm or deny anything, i think he would try first. not go straight for a hug, but place a comforting hand and test the waters ya know? and if you were to first say yes then later say no he wouldn't question it - if anything if it stresses u out more after he would just placate you with the same :3 smile he sports.

BUT REMEMBER ANON FROM ME PERSONALLY!

don't put yourself down like that, battling mental illness is already a struggle in itself. you're already doing plenty enough by getting by each day! and judging by how you can still joke and talk about it with your friends, you already have close people who would probably stay by your side willingly to comfort you. you're not alone, but if you ever want to drop by again in the near future and ramble you're welcome to!

i would gladly chat with you again (و •̀ ᴗ•́ )و

[strelles-universe]

I almost wanted to rewrite it out of pure rage and spite but then I realized fuck this why don’t I jusy make my own wolf book searies, with disabled protags and none of that “pure bloodline” shit!

right? I'm currently losing my mind on my discord server bc I was reminded of how much I freaking hated reading Wolves of the Beyond. Faolaan deserved so much better.

At one point I was gonna use WotB as inspiration for my packs but I ended up dropping that entirely just bc of how disgusted i felt reading it. I ended up making my packs my own out of pure spite bc they're just awful.

Copy+Pasting the exact rant I went on in my discord;

"i feel so vindicated knowing someone backs me on the Wolves of the Beyond Sucks front can't believe I was ever gonna see if there was inspiration I could bring to my packs from them no idea how it's in the same world as Ga'hoole - I actually really liked Ga'hoolee Bears just casually adopting non-bear children when they're sad was the only good thing about that book the audacity in the implications of letting a pup starve and die being more merciful than just killing it outright and that pups who return to packs after being abandoned directly after birth for a deformity must somehow show gratitude for being abandoned or some shit? or that she-wolves that can't have pups are somehow completely devoid of empathy for pregnant dogs and mercy for pups and that's why they're the ones responsible for taking malformed pups from their mothers and abandoning them to die Wolves of the Beyond was just upsetting and I'm amazed they were popular enough to get enough backing to support more than one book"

I am so sorry to everyone on the discord watching this breakdown happen

[milfclaren]

whats ur (hot?) take on lando-mick friendship?

i rarely see them interact and tbh the times we see them for media purposes (Grill the Grid, Secret Santa) Lando sometimes comes off as aloof or disinterested when it comes to mick?

to be fair, i dont really keep up w/ lando so i'm not too familiar w/ the image he publicly portrays and thats jusy the way he is??

howdy! in short, i’m not under the impression that they’re very close? i do think they’re casual friends but i’m not sure there’s much between them besides racing and being on the grid. granted, i am new here so that might be wrong!

i don’t feel lando dislikes him, especially not after the ‘three sparking waters’ post. i do think image plays a role on both sides though! for one, mick’s got a very large name following him around, but that’s probably not got much to do with it. lando’s image and public perception is a whole nother topic, but he does usually want to appear more calm-cool-collected than he is, and this can read as dismissive or disinterested. mostly i think it’s that lando is a little Awkward and also very adaptive to how he’s being received by someone while mick tends to be a little more thoughtful and reserved. he has a quieter front about him and it might be harder for lando to read him and break the initial barrier between them, so to speak. but from what i can tell mick likes him plenty! outside of the secret santa gift and the guessing of pant sizes, it is notable that mick is 1 of 3 drivers that follow lando.jpg, and also, re:three sparkling waters, lando posted a picture with esteban where mick is very clearly cropped out. (which may have been an act of kindness bc mick looks OBLITERATED in the other one.) i also want to include this lovely photo of them with seb and lewis for no other reason than i like it. so. Yeah. all in all i know close to nothing on their relationship but my approximation of it says they’re casual buds. i like them separately a lot though and i think it would be funny to lock them in a room and see what happens <3

[webslingingslasher]

literally. swiftie for life 🤞. no because im starting to be all like “ehh” with this girl because she’s been a bit iffy lately, like yeah she’s pretty and can be sweet.. but also like.. she can also be kind of a bitch at times, i don’t really know how to describe it but she’s jusy.. questionable, sometimes.. -🪐

is she keeping u as a backup? so when she feels sad she knows someone wants her?

sounds kinda sucky :/

[p3nisbutterandjelly]

Sorry. But this is editing really getting the better of y’all. Baking isn’t jusy about “following directions”. I mean, neither is chemistry, bur let’s set that aside. And I refuse to blame people who struggle with it for struggling. If this video convinced you to try a hard recipe, awesome. You can stop reading now. For everyone else:

What’s going on in this video?

1. A guy CLAIMS to have never made these things before. You have no idea if that’s true. You just don’t. There could be a million test batches off camera. People get online and tell lies constantly.

2. The barriers to baking are 1. equipment 2. technique 3. TEMPERATURE. You can have all the right ingredients and equipment, and know exactly what you’re doing. But if the ingredients are at the wrong temperature… you’re fucked. Especially for foods like croissants or any layered pastry. You might not know that as an absolute beginner. I do, because I made and f*cked up many batches of croissants in school.

3. Look at his background here. This guy has time, attention, and energy to spend. But you know what else he has? F*cking money. He’s visiting home from college and borrowing his parents standmixer, and filming this whole thing.

4. All this person has to do is make croissants that LOOK visually appealing. They could taste like ass. We have no way of knowing. That’s the internet, baby.

This video is designed to convince you that doing a hard thing is actually easy. And then feel like shit when you fuck up (and learn something!!) This dude isn’t a god— he’s got money and in control of how much of the end product you see. I can’t guarantee that’s what’s happening here. But I think it’s not a bad thing to be skeptical of these videos, and also don’t beat yourself up for not having the time, equipment, or technique to bake like this.

[15fishes]

guy questioning if he is aromantic and devolving into madness under cut❤️

guys wtf how does anyone in the world know the difference between romantic and sexual and platonic attraction like dude. I would love to have one person who loves me more than a friend who like lives with me and we do like marriage people stuff but like I dont get “feelings” for people but is “feelings” a romantic thing because people SAY it is but can it fall under sexual if like its a physical thing happening to you (blushing I guess) or is it not a physical thing because it just means you’re nervous and like them a lot (because youre attracted to them…? I DONT GET IT) or is romance like you just love them but then like why can’t you just love your friends in that way ..? also how does anyone get romantic if its not a physical thing feelings for someone they dont know like you dont know him girl what else is there to like besides hes a piece of ass like he seems cool????? is that it?why dont you jusy become friends? is it the combo of want to become friend and want to fuck? is that romance bc thats not a good definition either?????? GUYS I DONT GET IT . like If I want a partner to like idk live with and like love and stuff and like idk go to a halloween party together would that be romance because I wouldnt have “feelings” for them like somehow people do I just feel like we would be special friends and yk I like that idea but is that just boyfriend girlfriend or is that SMTH ELSE how does everyone even understand this shit . like stereotypical definition of romance: flower petal on bed candles etc - THAT GIVES ME NO INFORMATION especially since uh idk?? that stuff seems sexual?? ykw I think alloallos just don’t know the difference either but the problem is if youre pretty sure youre asexual but dont know if youre aro too YOU HAVE NO WAY OF KNOWING like Ive never really ever had a crush on someone bc one what the fuck does that even mean what do you mean you want to be with that person you have never met how is that a romantic thing dont ask me bc theres obviously no clear definition I mean like if I want to date someone I can think in my head of what its going to be like and I think wow thats awkward bc this is a total stranger or if its my friend I think wow thats awkward bc were literally friends NOT TO MENTION friends literally do romantic stuff but its platonic I went out to dinner with my friend once, SHES A LESBIAN AND IM A GUY so obviously it was platonic but what makes it so special that we wouldnt be attracted to each other ?? we still ate food and chatted like hello??? all of this platonic romantic sexual stuff is all MIXED UP im just calling myself bi forever and but buying the aroace stuff if they look cuter than the bi stuff when im buying pride stuff WHY IS THIS SO CONFUSING me personally I want a partner but I cant get one because I have to do this whole feeling romantic attraction thing when nobody ever made it clear what the fuck that is and everyone else whose aro doesnt want one so im like hey maybe im a little not aro except maybe I am and just like the idea of a partner except I wouldn’t know because I dont know which feeling is romantic and WHICH ONE IS PLATONIC

[ghostysn0w]

OC x Cannon - June x Asgore (Arranged / Forced Marriage) — Requested by: @/prxshippers

~ I’ve finally finished this, sorry it took a while cuz I was doing my exams but I promise I’m doing those requests ~

Long ago, two races ruled Earth:

HUMANS, and MONSTERS.

One day, war broke between the two races.

After a long battle, the HUMANS were victorious.

They sealed the MONSTORS underground with a magic spell.

Years Later….

201X - Mt. Ebott

. . . . . .

It felt like yesterday when I was forced to marry him. Yeah it was months ago, but that memory of me having to marry the king of the underground was frustrating, no matter how much I tried to protest and how much I’ve plead and no matter how many crocilde tears I let out, nothing seemed to worked. No one even tried to save me, or even try to object at the wedding. I felt helpless, hopeless infact. It’s something that I’m forced to accept, I’m stuck here, all alone with him and the other monsters underground, oh just to be in the overground again…

I just stood there looking in the mirror, looking all depressed as all hope in my eyes were lost as one of the most noticeable feature on my face is my eye-bags. I couldn’t get any sleep the night I was forced to marry, I just cried silently and trying to holding in my scream. But now, I just don’t feel anything. I feel, empty. Hopeless. Burnt out. Depressed. I’ve never felt anything like this in my life, being all messy and feeling all alone.

In the mirror, all I saw is a girl with messy brown hair with an uneven dyed blonde-fringe — that would need to be dyed again, — a pretty dress with some weird patterns here and there with my favourite colours, that still didn’t make me any better. It was a wonderful dress yes but it didn’t make me feel anything at all, I just fell empty.

‘I don’t even belong here’ I thought quietly to

myself. My thoughts were cut short when I felt a soft, furry ‘hands’ on my shoulders. I don’t even need to know who it is, I know it’s him by just hearing his voice: “June dear, I can’t make you skip dinner!” He said with such a low but yet happy tone, it made me sick. But I barley have the energy to respond, so I jusy replied back with a small nod. “…. Whatever.. I’ll… be there in five minutes… Asgore…” I softly muttered while Asgore just gave me a soft smile “Alright sweetheart, just don’t take long!” And with that, the giant left, walking away while hearing Asgores gentle yet loud footsteps slowly becoming quieter.

“…….” I just kept looking at myself, not being able to take off my gaze off the mirror. ‘I’m only a kid… why…. Why not anyone else…’ that’s what I always thought to myself when I was married. I did understand that the big furry king… of the underground is lonely since his wife Toriel did leave him a long time ago, but once a upon a time, they were fine. They were such a nice married couple.. but, I’ve never gotten the details of why Toriel and Asgore fallen apart, which is most likely why he’s been lonely. “But… making a kid marry him.. that’s absurd.” I mumbled to myself. But, I guess I can’t do anything about it, no one can. He’s the king anyways, no one.. objects the king…

[modernmanblues]

hiii sorry i'm so slow 🫠 a lot going on at this time of the year as usual but i'll try to get back to you faster!

BUT i finally got to listen to 10cc and i love it sm!! i realised i've actually heard i'm not in love before and always loved it, and i'm mandy fly me might be my fav out of the songs i listend to so far! this sound is definitely right up my alley and i'm so surprised i never really listened to them before (even though i always saw their albums while browsing vinyl stores bc they're always at the very beginning bc of their name lmao)

so tell me more about eric and what it is about him that you love the most? 👀

oh i love all of these films as well! jimmy dean and jusy garland hold a special place in my heart :') and i've been meaning to do an all-time fave list for the longest time but i always forget about it haha. i really love musicals and british kitchen sink so off the top of my head i'd say west side story, a star is born, a taste of honey and billy liar! but there are many many more

and i write too! i've been trying as long as i can remember but i feel like i really got into it and realised a lot about writing only just recently. do you have any writing routines or tips that help you with it?

i wanted to read on the road for the longest time!! yes, reading is also one of the things i really got into again recently after a break! the biggest reading discovery of this year for me definitely was james baldwin, i adore his writing style, it's exactly the way i'm trying to write too. what are your favourites and recs?

-☃️

hello there!

and it’s no worries, take your time :) i was telling the person i am a secret santa for that i may be slow with responses as well so it’s alright, take as much time as you need!

HANG ON you listened to ‘I’m Mandy, Fly Me’ and actually LIKED it?! oh bless your little heart. i know it may not mean much to you, but it does to me. it makes me happy when i get anyone to listen to 10cc and they actually end up kinda digging them, so thank you for that. you’ve made my night 🥹 Mandy is perhaps one of my favourite 10cc tracks. like i mentioned in my previous response, that song has touched me on a more personal level, so for anyone to listen to it and enjoy it means the world to me.

oh dear, i think the question here is what don’t i like about Eric dearest? my darling, i could go on day long digressions about him if i’m going to be honest, but i’ll make this one brief for the sake of time. right, well for starters, and in my humble opinion, he is the epitome of what makes someone the perfect musician/songwriter. his excellence as a multi-instrumentalist, music producer and music engineer is unprecedented. not to mention, his devotion to what he loves doing in his professional life extends to his personal life as well. his deep infatuation with cars, interior design, travelling and all his other hobbies outside of music is something that resonates with me and one of the first things that drew me to him. i love how passionate he gets about anything and everything he’s into, and i think i can attribute that to him being a true aquarius. now i don’t normally believe in all this astrological nonsense, but i do feel that me being a gemini might be the reason i’m so enamoured with a sweet, calm and passionate aquarius such as Eric Stewart. the bottom line here is, he’s the entire package. i’ve searched far and wide for a musician/celebrity that i can relate to the most and it’s him. we both have gone through similar struggles in life, but funny thing about that is we both speak about our struggles with a sense of optimism, which could very well be attributed to our resilience to such adversities.

as far as writing goes, no i haven’t got a routine. i come from a long line of writers so i feel privileged to have the gift of coming up with poems, story plots, sonnets what have you, all in my head! anytime. anywhere. drives me crazy sometimes. anyway, i do believe Beatle Paul once spoke about having the ability of coming up with song lyrics on a whim. beautiful thing isn’t it, writing? i think anyone who has the gift of writing/songwriting should cherish and foster it, as i do.

oh yes, On The Road has really touched on a personal level this year especially, when i decided to pack my bags and travel 4 days to move from new york to this magical land called california. i do feel like the main protagonist in On The Road, Sal in many ways (minus all the obscenities he gets himself into in the book). Jack Kerouac, is a brilliant author and i do highly recommend you have a look at On The Road. really, it will change your life.

and James Baldwin, eh? well that’s an unfamiliar name but i’m intrigued now that you’ve mentioned him. i’ll have to check out some of his work.

thank you for this wonderful discussion, i do hope we carry on like this. by the way, how’s your christmas decorating going? have you done any holiday shopping yet? (assuming you celebrate christmas. if not, just ignore). i still have to do some decorating at my new place, but i’m just taking things one day at a time. you know how it is.

right well, talk to you soon. thanks for the wonderful chat :)

[storytimewithnova]

I won't let you say yes Angst TW

It’s gonna be a bit Angsty and it’s inspired by this video Trigger warning Mention of Death and suicide Near the end

Work Text:

Sho:🎵Is said romeo save me i’ve been feeling so alone i keep waiting for you but you never come is this in my head I don’t know what to think he kelt to the ground! And pulled out a ring and said….🎵

Kawa:🎵 I love you shoyo..and i know that you love me too you want a ring and i want to be with you🎵

Sho: really!!!

Kawa:🎵but i just can’t get down my knee🎵

Sho:but you just said why are you saying this Tooru

Kawa:🎵cuz You deserve the world and that just isn’t me and I’ll be praying that one day you will find your man🎵

Sho:please Tooru😭

Oikawa would admit it this was breaking his heart and he wanted to run to sho and apologise wholeheartedly but he had to do this for both of them in his opinion 

Kawa:🎵who treats you the way that I know I never can and i wish i could stand next to you in your white dress but that’s jusy  not our story so I can’t let you say yes🎵

Sho:Tooru why i love you

Kawa:I know and i love you and i might regret this chose but chibi chan I can’t be with you maybe in the future or another life save your love for me for them and be with someone that can give you everything

Sho:You are still attached to him aren’t you that’s why isn’t…

ISN’T IT ISN’T THAT WHY YOU CAN’T BE WITH ME BECAUSE OF IWAIZUMI YOU STILL LOVE HIM

Kawa was scared to say the least sho had never raised his voice before and when he did it was never like this and when he spoke of iwaizumi it was normally a fondness this time when he said his name it  was venomous like he dispised Iwaizumi no matter how many times kawa said sorry

Sho:GET OUT OF MY SIGHT

sho cried

Kuroo:Oh hey Chi-

Kuroo cut himself off looked at shoyo again and saw he is crying

Kuroo:C-C-Chibi Chan who made you cry

Sho:kawa

Kuroo:Come on lets take you home its about to rain

Sho:I-I-i don’t have a home now

Kuroo:Huh? what?

Sho: Me and kawa lived together but after what just happened i don’t have a home now

Kuroo:Come live with me if you don’t mind sharing with bokuto akaashi kenma

Sho:😄

Kuroo:There’s the smile i know and love lets go

Sho has been living with kuroo they have also been secertly dating not even the house mates know they were planing to go out today

enma:Where are you two going

Kuroo:out why out why

Bokuto:You have been sneaking around bro

Kuroo:Come on chibi chan lets go before the start giving us the third degree

Sho:Hai where are we going

Sho asked bouncing up and down

Kuroo:Well kitten how does the amusement park sound

Sho:🤩Really Tetsu your the best

Kuroo:Anything to keep a smile on my Kitten’s Face

Sho:-/////- Tetsu Stop

Kuroo:Hehe Someone’s Embarrassed

They weren’t planning to run in to sho’s ex at the park he was with iwaizumi the only diffrences is kawa looks paler than normal where sho is back to being his radiant self  kawa spots sho and told iwa he would be a minute he ran to sho and tried to hug him only to be met with a cold attitude Hehe

Sho:What are you do Oikawa San

The old honourifics were back

Kawa:Hugging my long Lost BF

Sho:Pfft I am not yours remember and i moved on

Kawa:No please No

Kuroo:Kitten you ready

Sho:Coming Tetsu

Sho walked off leaving oikawa dumbfounded and heartbroken but like he said he did this to himself and it will be a decisioning may come to regret and regret it he does it was now night time and sho and kuroo went to the ferris wheel and kuroo wanted to do it now he knows they haven’t been together long but he doesn’t want to lose him

At the top of the wheel kuroo knlet down pulled out a ring and said

Kuroo:Marry me shoyo i talk to your parents go pick out a white dress/suit its our love story kitten all you have do is say yes

Sho:YES!!!!

Kawa:🎵I guess this is my karma for pushing you away on that very day you asked me to get down on one knee Oh  right now oh how I wish i was Kuroo but i have to accept the fact i was the fool who hurt you please stay safe my julet i will see you again and i promise i will say yes but until then i just watch from a far and what i could of had it could of been our love story but i had to be a Prat 🎵

Quick A/N:These lyrics are mine i made up on the fly when i made this story back to the story

Kawa was crying bur he said it himself he might regret his choices well they say karma's a bitch guess that is true

Meanwhile The engaged couple went home they were happy and content with their life when they got home they were met with their 3 housemates

Kuroo:What’s up with you 3

Akaashi:Um your on social media

Kuroo:What?!

Kenma:Yeah why didn’t you two tell us you were dating

Sho:Wouldn’t think we have to keep you updated on everything that goes on in our lives

Kuroo:Kitten is right kenken you don’t see us poking around in your life

Akaashi:That’s fair by the way congrats let me see the ring sho

Sho showed his ring and akaashi had stars in his eyes and said

Akaashi:Why can’t you two be this romantic 

Kenma:....

Bokuto:.....

Sho:Akaashi stop teasing them I am going to make dinner

Kuroo:Want help kitten

Sho:No thanks you can stay with the others we can have a movie or a game night

Bokuto:Not a bad idea my diciple

Kuroo: Okay set up a game

They had a fun game night and enjoyed sho’s cooking no one saw kawa till his body was found a few days later reports stating he was depressed and Suicdal for a while now when that news reached sho he said

Sho:I hope you find peace and happiness where ever you are kawa and maybe in another life we can try again

Kawa’s spirt: look forward to the second chance my chibi chan till then make sure kuroo look after you

[asoulofatlantis]

Okay... since I may or may not have lost my last ounce of self-control yesterday and may or may not couldn’t help but buy a PS5 with FF16 I may or may not have to make sure that I finish this games main story a bit faster. Not as in doing it in a rush, but as in, not watching those past-storylines that I don’t really care about until I feel like doing it. So... today we only watch the “Down the Rabbit Hole” - Storyline for absolutly non-shipper reasons of course XD (As this is the only chance aside from the final chapter to get Alisa and Rean together...) and then we watch “To your bledded Future” which is a boringisch but also very wholesome.

So lets get the party started!

I love how we are here to get Lammy back. What would Millium be without Airgetlam? But that is also so typical Cold Steel. Instead of, you know having Millium adjust to a new combat shell or something like that, we just get an Airgetlam back that is... you know the Lammy we all know and love. Because bo even combatshells truly die in the Cold Steel Saga XD

First try. Last time I played this I so damn desperately tried to get their link-event and I almost failed. This time... the first monster shows up and here we are XD Seriously, I have to admit I am still a bit unhappy about the downgrade from the CS4 link-event... but we got the usual high-five that not just is something those two have always done, but a lot of other ships actually have as their link event. Including Estelle and Joshua. I guess when it comes to this, we can say that Body-contact in some way, shape or form is the deciding factor. Although nothing can beat Millium and Jusis in that regard. They do not just have a double high-five, Millium is actually leaning her back against Jusis Torso and its just so... ♥ That aside, I think going for Alisa and Rean with a “Its like you can read my mind” themen for their Dialoge just eases into how their relationship is portrayed in this game. Which is as “No more word necessary” and that is more than enough for me.

Alright... lets get back to getting back Airgetlam.

Is there still anyone out there who truly believes I like that sidestory for the plot? ^^’ (Its really not bad tho... its just... I have totally different Priorities XD)

Reans Priority Ladys and Gentleman. Thats my boy.

And here we have Jusis Priority Ladys and Gentleman.

After these two scenes following each other I will like singing: “I am sailing! I am sailing!” XD

Gotta love Millium XD

Aren't they adorable? I could kiss those two for their cuteness and shippiness ♥ And who would have seen this coming back in the day of CS1 and CS2?

I am not crying! You are! *sniff*

And here is the surprise guest for our reunion-party! A dead man sending us one last final message.

*lol* Now that we have lightened the mood... XD we can tell Millium that we already have far too many girls with huge busting boobies... *breakt into laughter* You really gotta love that girl.

And he loved him for it.

One of the many reasons that the Trails-Series brings me so much joy and has the power to love so many amazing (and sometimes not so amazing XD) characters, is because of the fact that moving on to a new saga never erases the existence of the previous characters or what they did and who they are. And over the span of the years that pass us by in game while jumping from Saga to Saga, you have the wonderful opportunity to see those characters that you know and love or come to love eventually grow in every possible way. Physically, emotionally and also their relationships evolve over these times. It leaves me speechless to think, that Schera and Olivert actually truly fell in love with each other, came together and now got to be married and will soon (SPOILER!) add a new member to my dearly beloved Reise Arnor Family... after all we’ve been through and after the events of the Sky Saga. I mean, that is the same woman who once drunk Olivert under the table and now she is going to marry him. It... just makes me so happy to see my beloved characters get the happy ending their truly deserve after watching them grow *cries tears of joy*

It truly was not XD