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whorelaud · 2 days ago
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꒦꒷ ﹏ destory me on camera ¡
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pairing best friend!rafe x OF creator!reader
summary Rafe finger fucking you for you OF content, not because he's been dying to lay his hands on you, and carress every curve of your body, after only being able to admire such view through the screen. 
contains smut, fingering (obvi), cameras, squirting, spit as lube, dirty talk, praise & degradation, teasing, brief mention of rafe jerking off to your videos, perv rafe...? wc; 2k
a/n this had me insane i needed to do it omff i hope you enjoy as much as i did writing it!! bsf rafe is such a whore he needs his own appreciation :p
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"Pretty please, Rafe?" Your lips jut into a pout, eyes innocently fluttering up at him. Your hand lightly trailed up his thigh, landing right around his crotch, where his cock was already leaking with pre-cum, desperare to be caressed by your pretty, delicate fingers. "C'mon, you don't want to be mean to your best friend, do you?" 
"You're insane, you know that?" He barely managed to stutter out a breath, arms haunched over the couch, where he was struggling to maintain his position, and hold back from pushing your head down on his cock. 
"Is that a yes?" You excitedly perked up, face mere inches away from Rafe's. You planted a small kiss to his cheek, moving away before he could process the gesture. "Thank you, I'll make sure you won't regret it." 
"Do something before I change my mind, then." He shot back, causing you to shove his arm. A breath knocked out of his chest at the lack of warmness when you moved away to stand to your feet. His gaze followed your figure, halting just around your cleavage, where your boobs laid exposed to the chilly air, barely covered by the sheer, see through top you were wearing.
Rafe's gaze furrowed upon landing on the hand you offered him, hesitating to accpet the touch till you further explained. "You don't think I'm gonna let you fuck me here, do you?" You questioned, sly grin plastering across your lips. Rafe's throat dried at the statement, failing to keep his compusure, and feign nonchalance over whatever the hell stunt you were pulling on him. "Let's go to the room, I already have the camera set up." 
"You do?" He mumbled, letting you drag him towards your room. You nodded, twisting the doorknob open, and revealing the set up you had going on, camera adjusted over the bed, the same view he was used to witnessing through the screen while he secretly got off to your videos. 
"I've got to be prepared," you giggled, letting go of his hand, and throwing yourself on the bed with a thud. You plopped your arms on the bed, crossing your legs seductively, as your skirt rid up your thighs, revealing the plump flesh hidden beneath the material. That alone had Rafe's cock stirring in his pants, desperate to explore your whole body, dive in your pussy till he no longer could coherent normal words out. "Knew you'd agree to this." 
"What made you sure I was gonna agree to this?" He cocked his head to the side, fingers finding your ankle, as he deliberately traced the soft skin, leading all the way to your thighs. You tilted your head back, groping your tits through the fabric, the action immediately earning a grunt out of Rafe. 
"I know my best friend," you shuddered out a breath, tugging the sheer of your top down, causing goosebumps to instantly break out across your chest. "You wouldn't say no to this." 
"Fuck, yeah I won't." He hissed, grasping one of your tits in his hold. He squeezed the fatty flesh, kneading and carressing your nipple in between his fingers, until it was hard and perky. His attention settled in between your thighs, admiring the wet mess he made out of you, a wet patch visible through your lace panties. "While you look fucking great in those, I need them off your body now." 
"Relax, Rafe, I'm not goin' anywhere." You teased, gliding your tongue over your teeth, as you leisurely tugged at the strings of your panties, merely to mess with Rafe, and get a reaction out of him. "Why don't you get the camera rolling first? Then I'll give you what you want." 
"Fuck, how do I start this thing?" Rafe mumbled, pressing random buttons to get the camera started. His gaze fixed on the small lense, gulping at the sight of you practically half naked on the bed. Fuck, you looked surreal, out of world, he wished this wasn't just for content. "Is it on?" 
You nodded upon spotting the little red light, waving him over with your hand. "How are we doin' this?" You asked, shuffling around for Rafe to squeeze himself behind you, quickly relaxing in his arms after he adjusted his position. A yelp almost shrieks past your parted lips as Rafe's hardon brushes over your lower back, clearly as turned on as you were, probably ever more. "Comfortable?" 
"Don't worry about me," he hummed in your ear, bunching your hair to the side, where he could catch glimpse of your figure loose in his hold. He began by toying with the necklace hugging your neck, trailing his hand all the way down to your cleavage. From soothing circles turned into him groping you through the fabric, kneading the skin in his hand, the moans you mewled out like music to his ears. "Moaning like a fucking slut, huh, that feel' good?" 
His name threatened to leave your mouth, washed down by a gasp when his lips brushed over the blade of your shoulder, littering wet, open-mouthed kisses to it as his fingers continuously massaged your tits, immediately releasing them when he tugged the fabric down. You buried your face in the crook of his neck, teeth grazing over his throat, far overwhelmed by the pleasure from the touch. 
"You gonna let me fuck you in front of that camera?" Rafe whispered, mostly to you, dragging his hand down your lower stomach, past the waistband of your skirt. He pushed it up your waist, gaze settling on the camera lense as he fingered at your panties, sliding then beneath the fabric, as he toyed with it back and forth, the action teasing, causing you to arch your back. "Such a desperate slut, aren't you? Dying for my fingers to fuck your needy pussy." 
"Mhm," you nodded, lips pressing into a thin line to contain your whines from scooping out, not wanting to come off needy, though your body language spoke otherwise. "Fuck me, please, destroy me on camera for everyone to see, 'want your fingers inside me." 
Using the arm wrapped around your waist, Rafe pressed you down as he managed to slide the lace panties off, the action casual, yet deliberate, oblivious to your fucked-out state, and the mess he created out of you. 
He almost chuckled, amused by the ragged whine that escaped your throat, lips parting with awe, as Rafe glides his digits up and down your folds, fingering at your sensitive clit, making you squirm in his arms. It felt heavenly, most times, you had to fake your reaction for content, but with Rafe? It came flawlessly, his fingers worked magic. 
He traced your hole with the tip of his long digits, collecting your juices in the process of sliding his fingers up and down your hole, until your cunt was drenched with your arousal. 
Pride swelled his chest, knowing he was the cause of this, as well as the whines you kept letting out, far too gone to acknowledge the camera yet rolling. Rafe used your parted lips as an opportunity to slip his fingers inside, taking in the sensation of your hot spit gliding over the digits, desperately licking off your juices clean. 
A groan knocks out Rafe's mouth, as his fingers exit your mouth with a pop, the sound causing him to twitch in his pants. He was rock hard, it was starting to hurt, he could not wait to get off while remincing over your little moans that displayed how eager you were to have him, feeding into his sick fantasies. 
"So good with your fingers," you praised, encouraging him to continue rubbing circles to your clit, flicking the nub over and over again, till your cunt was slick with (your) spit. 
"Such a fucking whore." He murmurs, lips ghosting over the shell of your ear. His attention fixed on your cunt, hole gripping around nothing, and leaking with your juices. Turned on was underestimating how Rafe felt in the moment, heat pooling past his neck, until it settled on his face, tinting his cheeks a deep shade of red. 
"Fuckkk..." You trailed off, fluttering your lashes through hooded eyes. Your body jerked as Rafe spread your folds with his fingers, revealing your glistening nub, coated with a glossy layer. "You like playing with your best friend's pussy baby?" 
Rafe palmed your cunt at the statement, the gesture spiraling a wave of pleasure through your insides. Rafe's grunts were barely audible, though they were loud and clear like music to your ears, only for you to hear and enjoy. 
The latter eventually decided to quit teasing you and line his fingers with your entrance, tracing them up and down, only inserting the tip of his digits to test you. You whined in protest, wiggling for a fraction, anything to help with your pent up sexual frustration, one only Rafe, your best friend could relieve. 
He easily slid a finger inside, immediately engulfed with the warmness of your cunt, as you clenched around him, growing blinded by pleasure. He moved slowly; with a purpose, exploring each and every inch of you, afraid he'd miss out if he didn't pay you enough attention. 
"Such a pathetic doll, letting your best friend ruin your pussy with his fingers." He grunted, fastening his pace, and lining his other finger with your hole. 
"Yes yes yes yesss," you threw your head back,
as Rafe inserted another finger inside you, pumping them in and out of your hole, till you got used to his digits stretched you out. "Fuck me, please, 'wish it was your cock instead!" 
"Bet you do," he heaved out a breath, scissoring his fingers inside you to explore every corner. "You'd like that, huh? Wanna fuck you dumb like a pathetic lil slut." 
Rafe continued fucking you with his fingers, main focus on your face as it twisted with pleasure. His calloused digits repeatedly moved inside you, hitting your sweet spot in the process, and causing desire to spiral through your insides, coating every blood vessel and vein. 
"You like fuckin' me like this?" You questioned through a whine, littering kisses to the curve of Rafe's jaw. "Much better than jerking off to my videos, don't you think?" 
Fuck, you knew. 
You chuckled when you recieved no response from the latter, a mere whimper as he thrusted his fingers inside your hole, rather pleased with himself, hoping this was your actual reaction, and not just for content. 
"Come on my fingers," he demanded, request filthy,
something he fantasized about in the dim of the night. "I know you're close." 
He was right, in the span of seconds, your climax built up, indicating you were close everytime Rafe would apply pressure, or use his thumb to rub your clit, spiking more and more heat through your body. 
Your orgasm reached its peak, coming hard as you squirted all over Rafe's fingers, with Rafe riding his digits through your orgasm, not stopping even when your legs trembled as you came down from your high. 
Rafe's fingers dripped with your sweet arousal, liquid tracing along the veins kissing up his arms. The sight alone had him a fucking mess, you dare make it worse when you bring his fingers to your lips, and suck his fingers clean. 
The latter observed in awe, spit pooling in his mouth, as desire fogged his vision, eager to get a taste of your lips now glossed with your arousal. 
A grin formed on your lips, quickly closing the distance seperating you in a chaste kiss, one breaking the boundaies you built for your friendship. Rafe's lips moved desperately over yours, licking into your mouth for the mere purpose of tasting you. 
That didn't last long, interrupted when you inched back, just enough to whisper out your next words. "Pizza?" 
"What?" Rafe's caught off gaurd by the question, too sudden for him to process it. 
"Should we get pizza?" You asked, sitting up straight. "I'm hungry." 
"Did we not jus–" 
"That was for content!" You reasoned, face immediately growing hot. "It's done now, take care of your business and come on out, you drained me out, I'll help you out next time." 
"There's a next time?" He nearly choked on his own spit. 
"Only if you're up for it..." You shot back, searching for a reaction out of the latter. 
Up for it? Screw that, he'd fuck you right now if he could. 
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empthy1 · 2 days ago
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darling wife.
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cw; ambessa x wife!reader. fluff. no smut, but definitely racy. established relationship. brief exhibitionism (ambessa). smut might come later... i'll see. if i do it'll be posted to @ki-starz.
wc; 1k. short and sweet.
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“You’re going to make my dogs soft, indulging them like this, my sweet.” For all your wife’s bulk, she can be remarkably quiet, shown just now—she crept up to the doorframe, leaned against the heavy wood without so much as a dragged footfall. However, you’re long past startling at her presence, after so many years. You just chuckle, the breath leaving you in a gentle, amused exhale.
Of course she’s already up. The sun is barely peeking over the horizon, but even the barest hint of light prompts her to get up. You’ve softened her over the years, if gradually—instead of going out for an early morning training she stayed wrapped up in her nightdress, in the office just down the hall, waiting for you to awaken. 
Perhaps you are indulging her dogs too heavily. The two greyhounds, Zalle and Zinne, pool around you on the wide bed as if guards or protectors, their slim, dark forms curling like vines around your legs and contrasting against the rumpled crimson bed sheets. One slim head rests on your bare thigh, the other mirroring it. You’re laid back, echoing their relaxation, with your hands on their heads like they’re the arms to your throne. Occasionally an ear will twitch when your rubbing fingers hit an itch, but their sharp, suspicious gazes remain on Ambessa—wary despite knowing her, completely and utterly devoted to you.
You know she’d never debase herself to the comparison, and you’d never utter it aloud, but you find that her and the mindset of the canines align more often than she might think. 
“Hm.” All you give her is a hum, instead taking the time to roam her form. She’s not rumpled like the sheets are, but there are still subtle signs. Her undone hair, some curls slightly out of place. A wrinkle in her grey, silk nightdress that she couldn’t quite smooth out. Your eyes drift lower, to her thighs, skimming where the fabric stops. A scar peeks from the hem, and you can’t help but want to trace it. 
One dog puffs in displeasure when your hand leaves her head, but you pay her no mind—instead crooking your fingers weakly, drawing your wife from her lean and closer, now, on still-silent feet. 
“What, darling?” She murmurs, as if she didn’t catch your descending gaze, and wasn’t sauntering towards you as if spelled. Her knee sinks heavily into the edge of the mattress, and then the other. Then her hands descend, and she crawls towards you. She skims her fingers up your skin as she ascends your body, tracing the curve of your ankle’s bone and the line of your calves. Her movement is halted, blocked by the canines’ heads, and she lets out a disgruntled noise at their staticity. She shoos them, and they remain unmoving. The look in their eyes has shifted, though, no longer holding suspicion—instead they’ve softened with a sort of mischief, one that makes your wife glower. 
“They have no respect.” The gruff murmur makes you smile, watching as your wife strokes their necks. One shifts to bare her stomach, but your wife doesn’t comply with the dog’s wish—instead gently maneuvering them, one after the other, off your thighs. “And monopolize your time too much for my liking.” 
“You’re jealous of your dogs?” You tease, laying back as she settles over you. Her large, dark thighs dwarf your hips, spreading to accommodate the position. Instinctively your hands plant on the skin, skimming up and under her silk slip to cup her waist. She chuckles like a bell tolls, the sound thrumming low in her chest. The strength of her hand cups your jaw, the lightness of the touch so intoxicating knowing the power coiled beneath her skin. She’s so gentle with you, even when you tease her. The disrespect would have gotten any other killed, but she takes it from you with nothing more than a quirk of her eyebrow.
“Don’t push it, my love.” She thumbs idly at your lower lip. Your lips part, the pad of it slipping onto the tip of your tongue, and her eyelids lower instinctively. A composed, yet irked breath puffs from her, her other hand reaching up. 
Wrapping around the delicate gold chain, she rings the servant’s bell; a minute later, a knock comes, she makes a brief word of affirmation, and the door opens. Peering around her you see a thin thing, blushing at the sight of the general perched on your lap, nightdress now pushed past her ass by your wandering hands. She must be new, if she is not used to such flippant immodesty. 
“Get them out of here. It should be around time for their morning hunt. Have someone take them out. They could use a rabbit or two.” Ambessa barely looks, only turning her head enough so her voice is not muffled by the angle. She still watches keenly as the girl whistles lowly, and as the greyhounds trail, unimpressed, behind the girl. The door shuts, and she sighs.
“That girl needs a spine.” She grumbles, not looking back until you scratch your nails over her ribs. No noise emerges from her, but her shoulders quickly shift back at the sensation. 
“Do you really want to talk about that right now?” The curl of your lips is devious, deceitful. An invitation and a taunt. She slips her thumb back between your lips to shut you up, exhaling subtly when you suckle shallowly. 
“You’re a menace. Truly. I shouldn’t let you get away with this.” But she does, and she will forever. As you tug her down she goes with the motion, exhaling amusedly at your eagerness.
She doesn’t get up until long past dawn that day.
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femmeroll · 24 hours ago
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please could you write sevika dating a ballerina reader??? it can be headcanons (nsfwplss) or a short fic or whatever you like, thank uuu 🩷
i adore this!! thank u for the request my lovely ♡
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sevika x ballerina!reader
cw: smut & fluff, hyperfemme reader, butch sevika, oral (r!receiving)
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when sevika meets you, it’s like something out of a cheesy rom-com. it’s the middle of a cold, grey winter, and there you are at the bus stop. hair in a tight bun, legs adorned with light pink tights, and a frilly leotard to match. your zip-up jacket doesn’t conceal you at all from the bitter weather.
the second sevika sees you, she starts unzipping her heavy winter coat. the temperature was piercing, but she didn’t care. there was a cute ballerina freezing to death right next to her!
“hey…would you wanna borrow this? it’s way too cold for a light jacket like that, don’t want you to get sick or something.”
and the second you see sevika, light blush on her face with a hand outstretched to offer her jacket, a thousand lightening bolts shock your heart. you don’t yet know who this incredibly kind a wickedly handsome person is, but you know in your gut that you will find out.
you get sevika’s number so that you can ‘meet up’ to give her the coat back.
sevika asks you out after texting back and forth for a few days. she invites you to a cute cafe in town, one of those pretty ones that are covered in plants and vintage art.
you bring her coat to return it, but she insists that you keep it.
she pays for your drink and your pastry without hesitation. sevika is fidgeting with her sleeves the whole time. acting all shy as if she’s some high schooler who’s about to hold hands with a girl for the first time.
the two of you spend a whole afternoon getting to know each other. you learn all about her mechanic job and her two dogs and how she really likes doing crossword puzzles. she learns about how you’re a professional ballerina and you spend all your time at the dance studio.
sevika is so smitten it’s unreal. and when she sees you wearing her jacket when your ready to leave, she knows its game over. her heart can’t take it.
dating sevika is a literal dream. she’ll take you to every rehearsal and be in the front row of every single performance.
after every performance she greets you with a bouquet of flowers and the proudest smile plastered on that handsome face of hers.
“you were amazing as always, baby. i was cheering your name so loud at the end! did you hear?”
sevika will rub your sore feet after you’ve been in point shoes all day. every dancer knows just how fucked up your feet can get from those things. she’ll help you soak them in a salt bath and raise them up while she gently massages the pain away. she’s always gentle with you.
sevika prefers date nights at home. her perfect evening with you includes cooking you dinner, eating with you in the living room while watching a movie, and splitting you open in bed.
on the topic of the bedroom…
the first time having sex with sevika is after dance rehearsal. you come to her apartment exhausted and stressed about an upcoming performance.
while you’re trying to rant to your girlfriend, she gets a little distracted. every inch of your gorgeous body is on display in your tight leotard. and the way your legs are clothed in those sexy tights…she wants to eat you alive.
“…and the choreographer was being ridiculous. my feet were sickled for maybe half a second and-”
“can i help you relax?” sevika interrupts.
she gently grabs your hips with a smirk, peeling the straps of your leotard down.
“so worked up, aren’t you babe? let me make you feel better, please.”
sevika frees you from your tight dance clothes and nearly moans at the sight of your body. bare and needy, and it’s all for her. she gently lays you down on her bed, kisses trailing from your lips and throat to your stomach and thighs.
she licks a long stripe from your hole to your clit, warm tongue sending shockwaves through your veins. she groans at the taste, greedily lapping at your pussy. she can’t get enough of the sweetness of you. and your cunt is nearly drooling over the way she eats you like you’re her last meal.
“god, you taste so damn good,” she growls into you, eyes dark as she pushes her tongue inside you. her nose rubs on your clit with every movement.
you’ve never cum so quickly in your entire life. watching her eat your pussy like a woman starved, the feeling of her hot tongue, her nose on your most sensitive bundle of nerves. it’s no wonder your eyes are rolling back into your skull after only a few minutes.
you clench around her tongue, whimpering out her name as she works you through your orgasm. once you start squirming from overstimulation, she comes up to kiss you.
“that make you feel better, baby?”
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th3cadav3r · 2 days ago
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Hello, I absolutely loved hibiscus tea! Daisuke absolutely deserves body worship which gave me an idea; His cute moles on his face, there must be more throughout his body right?🤔 Imagine just kissing them all and finding them in the most intimate places☺️ Can you maybe cook something up? Please and thank you, if not though I understand😊
Every Inch Of You
Daisuke X Female Reader
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summary: you love Daisuke’s moles perhaps a little too much
content: kissing, nudity, light body worship, implied oral, abrupt ending, reader has female anatomy
author’s note: I’m glad you liked my previous fic! I hope you’ll like this one too(sorry it’s a lil short I have a terrible cold and I been sleeping)!
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One of the many joys in your life is your boyfriend, Daisuke
He’s just perfect in every way possible. He makes you laugh all the time, but he’s also serious when he needs to be. He’s such a kind soul, always willing to do anything for you. And he’s the prettiest guy you’ve ever laid eyes on. Those almond eyes, that cute nose, those soft lips, and of course the two adorable little moles on his face: one on his cheek and one below his right eye
You make sure to pay special attention to those areas in particular when you kiss his face, and it’s not any different when you kiss his body
The first time you saw him naked was on his bed when you two were being intimate for the first time. You already had your shirt off, leaving you in nothing but your bra. You helped take his shirt off too, lifting it gently above his head. He was really fit. Your eyes traced over his toned figure and you immediately noticed even more small beauty marks on him. Some were on his neck and shoulders, another was just under his nipple, and one was on his lower stomach
Fuck
You’re fucking obsessed
You immediately started planting soft, wet kisses all over his body, making him squirm. You wanted to show him just how fucking hot he was to you and how much you appreciated him
You pushed him slightly so that he was laying down on his back while you hovered over him
“Just relax,” you told him. “I’ll take care of everything”
He nodded, relaxing onto the sheets. Your kisses trailed lower and lower, finally making your way to his boxers. He was so hard already just from you kissing him. That boosted your ego more than you would ever admit
“Lift your hips for me”
He obeyed, allowing you to slip his boxers down and free his cock
“Fuuuck,” he hissed
You were mesmerised by the sight of his huge, throbbing cock that already had precum leaking out from the tip. And would ya look at that: another little mole right on the base
Yeah, you sucked him dry that night. And the night after…and the night following that one. You just couldn’t get enough of him
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skzdust · 1 day ago
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I Want You To Want For Me
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SMUT. MINORS DNI.
To the person who inspired this: basically it wasn't even my decision to write this, since you brought it up in the first place. <3
Had a ton of fun writing this one though, hope you all enjoy!
Title from "PUPPET" by Tyler, The Creator.
Summary: You and Minho have been waiting for a day you can be his all day, and it's finally here.
Pairing: Lee Know x Reader
Includes: free use, oral sex m receiving, face fucking, fingering, light somno, praise, degradation, scratching/marks
Word count: 1.7k
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You woke up to a hand between your thighs.
You moaned softly, arching back into your boyfriend and resting your head on his shoulder. “Morning, Minho.”
“Good morning, beautiful.” He murmured, and you took a breath as he focused his attentions on your clit. “You remember what today is?”
“Yeah.” You sighed happily. “I’ve been looking forward to it.”
“Good girl.” His finger moved faster. “Want you to come for the first time today like this.”
“That’s not going to take long.” You were still half-asleep, but Minho felt so good, and as his other hand moved down to circle your entrance, you could feel yourself getting closer and closer to your release.
“Minho, Minho, Min—oh!” You came, shuddering through your orgasm. Minho let up once your legs started twitching.
“Okay, I’ll let you get ready for the day.” He placed a kiss to your temple, and you could feel the smile on his lips. “Wear something cute for me.”
“Yeah, I will.” You got out of bed, grateful your legs weren’t shaking just yet.
You went through the steps of your morning routine and chose an outfit you knew Minho would like, with a low-cut top and a short skirt. You stepped out of the bathroom, and Minho hummed appreciatively from where he still lay in bed. “You look amazing, baby.”
You did a little twirl for him, your skirt floating up to reveal just a tease of the lace underneath. “Thank you. Thought you might like it.”
“I do.”
“So, what did you want to do today?”
“Oh, just relax. Didn’t have anything in mind.”
“Mhm.” You nodded. “Nothing in mind, huh?”
“Nothing in particular.” Minho’s grin was sly. “What do you want to do today?”
“I was thinking playing some video games would be nice, and I want to order food, not feeling like cooking, but that’s about it.” You shrugged.
You could practically see the cogs turning in his head. “I can work with that.”
You laughed, walking out of the room. “I’m going to have some cereal, and then I’ll probably boot up the PC.”
You’d been sitting at your computer for a while now. You noticed when Minho walked in, but you just hummed in his direction, too absorbed in your game to acknowledge him beyond that. At least, until he leaned over your keyboard and pressed the escape key.
“Minho!” You protested, looking at him. “I was—”
“You were what?” Minho smiled innocently, his eyes wide. “As I understand it, you’re mine for today, which means I call the shots, got it? And I want you to suck me off.”
“Can I at least finish—”
“Are you going to listen, or am I gonna have to fuck that attitude out of you?” Minho’s expression shifted.
A wave of heat ran through you. “No, I can listen.”
“Good. Stand up.”
You got up, and he took your place in your chair. You knew what was expected of you at this point as you fell to your knees in front of him.
“Yeah, that’s a good girl.” He mumbled, pushing his sweatpants down.
You were on him before he had to tell you anything, wrapping your mouth around the tip and pushing yourself down onto him.
“Fuck.” He moaned, putting a hand on the back of your head to steady himself. “Fuck, babe, you feel so fucking good. Keep going.”
You kept going, pulling back occasionally to press kisses and lick along his length. “Tastes so good, sir.”
“You like my cock that much, prove it.”
You looked up at him with wide eyes. “Prove it? Am I not doing that enough right now?”
“I want you to choke on it, I want you to gag. Get all of me in your mouth, can you do that?”
“Yes.” You took a deep breath, then you began to take him into your mouth, gagging a bit when he hit the back of your throat. You steeled yourself to get the final bit of Minho’s cock into your mouth, and you knew from his deep, loud groan that you’d succeeded.
“Fuck. You feel so fucking good.” He said, shallowly beginning to thrust in and out. You coughed around him, feeling so full but not full enough, not where you needed it. You were so aroused, you could feel yourself growing wet. You knew Minho probably wouldn’t pay any more attention to your pleasure until he came, not because he didn’t care, but because he wanted to teach you a lesson.
You tried your best to keep yourself steady, pulling back to gasp in a breath every so often before going right back to his cock.
“Good.” He all but growled. “Good sluts know to just shut up and take it.”
You moaned loudly at that. You liked being Minho’s good slut, you wanted nothing more.
You closed your eyes as he began to use you in earnest, fucking your face at a shameless pace. You choked around him, doing your best to keep your bearings in the dizziness the whole thing was bringing upon you.
Eventually, though, his hand tightened in your hair, and he let out a long moan as he came in your mouth. “Don’t— don’t swallow.” He panted.
You didn’t, sitting there with his cum on your tongue, looking up at him patiently.
“Such a good girl.” He let go of your head. “You can swallow now.”
You swallowed, taking a deep breath once you could open your mouth again. “Jesus, Minho, that was… that was good.”
He laughed. “Good, I’m glad you had fun. You can get back to your game now.”
“But—”
“You should get back to your game.” He said firmly, getting his pants zipped and standing.
“Yes, sir.” You sighed.
“Don’t worry, you know I’m not done with you for today.”
You smiled as you got back in your chair.
“You want to get food?” Minho walked into the room, holding his phone. “I was thinking that one Chinese place you like.”
You looked up. “That sounds great!”
He sat down beside you. He kept the delivery app up in one hand, but the other came to rest on your thigh. You smiled at it, and then smiled wider as it began to make its way further and further up.
He selected a few things and handed you the phone. “Here, pick whatever you want.”
You scrolled through the menu, and hissed in a breath when he began to rub two fingers right where your thigh met your torso. Your eyes almost fluttered at the sensation. “Minho…”
“What?” He said innocently. “Finish your order.”
You selected a couple dishes and submitted the order. Minho had started to creep closer and closer to your entrance, and it was as you were handing his phone back to him that he pushed one fingertip inside. You squeaked, nearly dropping it.
“Careful, babe.” He laughed softly, taking it and setting it to the side. “We’re going to see how many times you can come before the food gets here.”
You whined. “Yes, Minho.”
He pushed two fingers inside you, and your head dropped back with a loud moan.
“Fuck, you sound so pretty.” He whispered. “How do I get you to make that sound again… I mean, I have some ideas. Wanna test them?”
“Yeah.” You nodded, your head still leaning back on the couch cushions.
He curled his fingers up, and you whimpered.
“Close, but not quite.” Minho murmured. “We should keep going.” He pulled his fingers all the way out, and then pushed them back in, three this time. He began fucking you, setting a punishing pace that had you clenching down around his fingers.
“Minho…”
“That feel good?” He said. “Doesn’t it feel nice to be so full?”
You nodded, humming your agreement, although it came out much closer to a whimper than a hum.
“That’s a good little slut.”
You whined. It was always hot when Minho got sick of the praise and decided to start being mean.
“You like that?”
“Be meaner to me, please.”
He snickered. “I can do that. You’re so desperate, aren’t you? Needy little thing. You just want to come, isn’t that right?”
You nodded quickly. “Yes, wanna come.”
“Luckily for you, I’d like to see that.” His voice was like a fine whiskey, smooth, but made you burn to the very core. “You’re just a toy, just for me, so you’re going to do exactly what I want, isn’t that right?”
“Yes.” You shifted as he found a new angle, pushing even deeper inside of you. “Yes, God, Minho, harder.”
“Such a whore.” He pulled his fingers out so he could drag you down on the couch, prompting a whine from you as his fingers coated with your own wetness met your thigh. He started fucking you again with them, the new angle allowing him a ferocity that had been contained before. Strands of his hair fell down around his face as he fucked you, his eyes raking up and down your body. Their weight made it feel like there were almost scratch marks in their wake, and you wished he’d do that to you next: scrape and mark up your body until every inch of you belonged to him.
“There something you want?” He raised an eyebrow.
“Just was thinking it’d be nice to have some marks.”
“Oh, is this not enough for you?” He punctuated with a particularly hard thrust that had you seeing stars. “You want me to mark you up, too?”
“Mhm.” You nodded.
“Greedy slut.” He sighed. “You always want more, don’t you?” With the hand not currently wrecking your hole, he scraped lightly down your side.
“Harder, please?”
“Jesus.” You could hear the eye roll, but he obliged, digging scratches into you.
Your mouth fell open from the sensations. “Fuck, Minho!”
“Too hard?” He smirked.
“No, it was just— God, I’m going to come.”
“Tell me when you’re close.”
“I’m close, don’t stop, Minho, please don’t— fuck!”
Minho’s nails dug into your side as you came, the pain making it even more delicious as you lost yourself in the pleasure.
You opened your eyes, and Minho was smiling at you. “Good?”
“Yeah, fuck, that was so good.” You threw an arm over your eyes. “Fuck.”
“Well, our food isn’t here yet, so we’re just going to have to keep going, aren’t we?” Minho’s eyes were big with false sympathy.
“Oh, no, I think we are.” You nodded. “How horrible.”
“Horrible indeed.” He agreed before starting to moving his fingers again.
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thefairywithboots · 2 days ago
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Sweet Rest (Loki x fem!Reader)
As requested by @stilleobjection, I present to you Sweet Rest.
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Summary: Loki helps you relax after a stressful day at work.
Ratings: General audiences
Warnings: Just pure fluff. Lots of cuddles.
Word count: 1.4K
This is my first non-smutty Loki fic. I hope you guys enjoy it.
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It was well after midnight when you finally got home from work and unlocked the door to your apartment, wanting nothing more than to sink into your bed and just forget the day.
Your boss had insisted that you stay overtime and finish the extra paperwork that was left behind by your coworker, causing you to leave five hours later than you normally would.
When you finally got back to your apartment, your head was pounding against your skull. You went into the kitchen and filled the teapot with water to brew some tea. You left the pot on the stove to boil before going into the living room.
When you switched the light on, your heart gave a jolt when you saw a familiar figure sitting in your armchair.
"Christ, Loki- couldn't you give me some kind of heads up that you were coming over?" you breathed out, placing a hand over your heart. You had given him a key to your apartment but had not expected him to come over while you were gone, and just wait in your living room with the lights out.
Loki was sitting there, his arms on either armrest. His long black hair which was usually slicked back hung loose past his shoulders. Even through your stress-induced headache, you could not help but notice how gorgeous he looked right now.
"Well, you weren't answering your phone," he said while standing up from the chair. His tall frame took up a large portion of your living room. You had to crane your neck back to look up at him. "And you're usually not gone for this long, so I thought I would come and see what was wrong."
"Nothing's wrong," you said while rubbing your hand over your forehead to try and ease the pain in your head. "My boss was just making me work enough for both me and my coworker since she left work early today."
Loki's gaze softened as he tilted his head to the side, humming softly. "That doesn't really seem fair to you, does it?"
You shrugged. "I'm getting paid more by the end of the week, so I suppose it's worth it."
The sound of the teapot whistling in the kitchen caught your attention, and you ran back in there to take it off the stove.
While you were tending to the tea, Loki followed you into the kitchen, his tall frame towering over you as he leaned over your shoulder, and placed his hands on your arms. "I think I have a good idea as to how to help you relax." His voice had a way of slithering into your mind as if he were using his magic on you when it was just his voice alone. He kissed down your jawline and to your neck, pulling you against his chest.
Any other night, you would have melted into him and dragged him off to your bedroom to get lost in him completely. But now you felt like all you wanted to do was have your tea and go to sleep.
You closed your eyes, enjoying the feeling of his lips against your skin for a moment. You would have let him kiss you all over all night if you thought he would stop there, but he was already massaging your breasts through your blouse.
You shook your head slightly, pulling away slightly. “Not tonight, Loki… I have a headache and it’s been a long day.”
He raised an eyebrow. “You’re not in the mood? You’re always in the mood… are you ill?” He dramatically put a hand to your forehead as if to check your temperature.
You couldn’t help but smirk. “It’s just been a long day, and I’m really tired.” You leaned against his hard chest, laying your head on his shoulder. “I’d like it if we just sat and cuddled for a while.”
Loki’s arms wrapped around you, his chin resting against the top of your head. “Of course, darling… I just want you to feel relaxed.”
Loki told you to go and make yourself comfortable on the sofa and he would bring you the tea. You dimmed the lights, the slightest light making your brain want to jump from your skull.
He brought the tea into the living room, setting it down on the coffee table in front of you before pouring you a cup.
“Here you are, darling…” he said while handing you the cup and saucer. You took a sip, the familiar warmth of chamomile relaxing you slightly.
“I really hate my boss…” you muttered.
“Oh? And why is that?” he asked while walking around to the back of the sofa. For a moment, you thought he was going to grab a blanket until you felt his strong hands on your shoulders.
He began to knead the sore muscles in your shoulders, and you resisted the urge to moan out loud. His touch was deliberate and skilful, loosening the strain that had been building up in you all day.
“It just… feels like he expects me to cover up for my coworker when she takes off early… and… she never has to make up for any—“ You cut off, letting out a sigh as he massaged your shoulders more rhythmically. “Loki, that feels so good…”
He hummed softly, leaning down to press a kiss to your cheek. You turned your head towards him at the last moment, causing him to kiss your lips instead.
Heat rose in your cheeks once the kiss broke, and you knew it didn’t have anything to do with the tea. His lips trailed across your cheek and to your neck as his hands continued to work your shoulders. The feeling of his lips made you want to melt into him and forget the rest of the world.
Once your muscles were loose and relaxed, Loki finally came around to sit beside you as you were finishing off your cup of tea. He pulled you into his arms, leaning back against the armrest of the couch. You sighed, snuggling into his hard chest as you settled between his legs, allowing him to envelop you in his warmth.
You could have laid there in his embrace all night, feeling so safe and secure with him wrapped around you. The sound of his heart beating could be heard gently as you rested your head over where his heart was.
“I’m sorry for startling you when you first came in…” he said gently while twirling a strand of your hair between his fingers.
You hummed softly, inhaling his scent; a warm, earthy aroma that had floral undertones. “I’m glad you’re here…”
One of Loki’s arms reached behind him as he took one of the books that was lying on the table next to the lamp. He turned the lamp on the dimmest setting so as not to disturb your eyes as his eyes scanned the cover.
“Jane Austen, huh?” he mused while flipping through the giant tome. It had four novels in one volume.
You looked up at him, your heart swelling as you saw his blue eyes scanning over the pages.
“Loki?”
“Hm?”
“Can you read to me?”
The feel of his lips against the top of your head felt soothing. “I thought you had a headache.”
“I like the sound of your voice… it’s soothing.”
A small smirk came across his handsome face, as his hand began to idly massage your scalp. “Very well. Which of these would you like for me to read to you?”
You hummed. “Whichever one you want. I’ve already read them all.” You buried your head into his chest.
You felt as if you could feel him smirk as he flipped through the book, trying to decide which one appeared the most interesting to him. Every move he made was soft and delicate as if he were afraid of disturbing you. Even the sound of the pages turning was soft and quiet.
Loki began reading to you in a low, gentle tone, and you recognized it as the beginning of Sense And Sensibility. The sound of his voice made his chest rumble against your ear, and you could already feel yourself begin to doze off in his arms.
You must have fallen asleep before he could finish the first chapter, because the next thing you knew, he was pulling a blanket over your shoulders before wrapping both arms around you, holding you close. After pressing a kiss to your forehead, he whispered “I love you.”
He clearly thought you must have still been asleep. He had never told you that before, your relationship having been casual up to this point. But the moment of vulnerability made your heart swell. You kept your eyes closed and your head on his chest as his breathing slowed, and he fell into a quiet doze himself, before allowing the welcoming tendrils of sleep to pull you back under.
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starmatzz · 1 day ago
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in San's eyes, you were his princess 𐙚
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In San’s eyes, you were his princess. He loved calling you that, and you loved hearing it just as much.
Every evening when he was at work, he never failed to call you.
But this time, you missed him even more than usual.
“Hey, princess,” he said, his voice warm and familiar. 
“I miss you, Sannie,” you whined into the phone, biting your lip.
There was a brief silence before Sans spoke again, his voice deeper this time.
“You miss me, huh?”
You hummed, your thighs pressing together. 
“Want Sannie to help his little princess?” he asked into the phone, “put me on speaker and lay down.”
You obeyed, placing the phone next to your head as you scooted down, your legs falling open instantly. 
“Put your hand on your pretty cunt..” he mumbled, “are you wet, princess?”
You nodded, sliding your finger over the damp spot on your underwear. 
“Words, baby.”
“Yes..” you whined, curling your toes. 
“You wished Sannie was there, right? Rubbing your pretty cunt instead of you, because your fingers aren't just as good as Sannie's,” you heard him speak, slowly rubbing your little nub through your panties. 
There was a moment of silence, occasionally interrupted by your soft gasps and moans. 
“How does it feel, princess?” He asked, his phone pressed against his ear to make sure he catches every little noise you make. 
“Good..so good..” you whispered, your hips twitching up as you rubbed your clit in circles. 
“Sannie..” whining, you panted heavily and felt the knot in your stomach forming. 
“You're doing so good. Touching yourself like that at the thought of me. What are you imagining? You imagine how Sannie is fucking your pretty pussy? Filling my princess up?” he continued, driving you insane. 
You desperately grinded against your hand, moaning your boyfriend's name repeatedly. 
One final touch and a wave of pleasure washed over you. 
“Sannie~” you froze, your body shaking as your back arched off the mattress. Heart pounding so quickly you could hear it in your ear, you caught your breath while letting your body drop back on the bed. 
“Good job, princess,” the smirk was obvious, you could hear it in his voice. 
You laid there, feeling your wet pussy clench and relax from the orgasm. 
“Sannie will be home in an hour, princess,” San said “to give you what you really need.”
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w0rmss · 2 days ago
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Hi for the request might I suggest a chubby!reader with Jason 👀 there's a lack of plus sized babes with the bat boys in general heheh
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DONT EVEN OMG I AAHAHAHHA I did smut hope you don't mind 🫣Also heavily influenced by one of my ocs who is chubby and is one of my like Jason partners (I have a whole universe and it's mainly just maud love my bbg) Anyways, thank you so much. This made me so happy, and I was gonna sleep, but I woke up just to write this.
TW: smut, oral (f) afab reader body worship lots of praise
Enjoy
Jason practical pounced on you when you came through the door. "Missed you." He pulls your soft body so close to his you don't think you can breathe. "Jason air need," you wheeze, clawing your boyfriends back. He walks you to the bedroom, slowly stripping you both on the way. "Jason." You laugh as he unhooks your bra, leaving you in just panties. "Do you not want to." He looks like a starved puppy, his eyes looking over your body. "I didn't say that just... slow." You lay back on the bed, and he scrambles up bed to kiss you.
Your hands tangle in his hair as his grab your hips, needing the fat around them. Jason breaks the kiss and plants light ones across your cheeks to your ear, whispering. "So perfect." "My gorgeous girl." "Fucking goddess." As he slowly moves down your neck to your chest. By the time his down the valley of your chest hickeys cover your neck and shoulders. He kisses your stomach over and over. "I love this." He mumbles into your skin. "So soft and perfect. Like those pretty Greek sculptures."
Eventually, he reaches your panties and tugs them down your thighs with his teeth before flinging them across the room. His hands grab handfuls of your thighs as he looks at your glistening core. "Perfect." "So you've said." You grin wigging your hips to try get him where you need him. And Jason happily compiles, diving head first into your aching pussy. You gasp hands, tugging his hair thighs wrapped around his head. "Jay." You whine feeling his tongue dive as deep as he can as his hands reach up to your stomach, trying to keep you still.
It doesn't take long for you to come. And even last for you to come the 4th time. "Jay... to muc." You whine trying to push him off. Eventually, he comes up for air, grining from ear to ear. "I'm going to crush you with my thick ass thighs someday." You sigh, relaxing into the mattress. Jason comes up beside you and pulls you into his body thumb, rubbing over your hip. "And that day I'll die a very happy man." He presses a kiss to your shoulder before nuzzling unto your neck.
Hope you enjoyed.
Have a wonderful day night afternoon etc
Keep requesting I'll get to them eventually.
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ysabelyaps · 3 days ago
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Warning: honestly, just bad writing. I’m sick rn but I’m bored so
Summary: Sae-Byeok experiences new feelings with her roommate and decided to confront them. (Or something like that)
A/N: This is so bad I’m sorry, I’m sick, but I’m bored, but I’m sleepy, but I wanted to get it done, but like yk. I’ll probably redo it eventually..
Part: 2/2
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“I like you.”
“Huh?.. I like you too? What are you on about Sae-Byeok?” Maybe talking about this at this time wasn’t the best idea.
“[name], I like you romantically. I think.. this is new for me.. but..” she pauses, “I want to experience it with you, no one else.”
Oh wow. Okay, way to be bold? Your face heats up, you can feel the heat. You can feel it radiating off of your skin. Is it hot in here? Maybe it’s because of Sae-Byeok, it was definitely because of Sae-Byeok.
“..okay. Well, uhm. I like you too, uhm…”
Here you guys were again, staring at each other. Awkwardly. You fiddled with your fingers, but she was staring at you. Straight into your eyes. Like she was trying to pull a string of words out of you. What string of words you may ask? You probably know.
“So uh.. Sae-Byeok.. will you uhm.. will you be my girlfriend?..”
You know it would happen eventually, but the words actually leaving your mouth. You felt as if you would faint right there.
“..” she pauses, “yeah. Yeah I’ll be your girlfriend.”
So now what? This was awkward. Why does it always have to be awkward? Can’t it be normal for once? Maybe that’s just how it is when you put two people who are bad at socializing together. One has always been too much for others, and the other was too intimidating. Their experience with people put together is still not very much at all.
“It’s late, can I sleep with you?” Sae-Byeok’s warm voice fills the silent room. Sharing a bed with her didn’t seem terrible. But by that does she mean like.. are we going to cuddle? Or just lay awkwardly.. or..
Eventually you nodded, praying that she would make it obvious what she was trying to do or what she wanted. Unfortunately, that didn’t go to plan.
You guys laid on the bed, arms by your sides. Stiff and awkward, until eventually Sae-Byeok awkwardly wrapped her arms around you. Still stiffly though, somehow.
“Sae-Byeok relax. You’re really stiff, just breathe it’s okay.” Maybe listen to yourself for once? It’s fine, you guys have known each other for a while. You have mutual feelings. It’s fine, just.. breathe in and out. Relax and enjoy the moment. You in her arms, her warm embrace. Just let yourself relax.
You did eventually fall asleep, before Sae-Byeok. The room was silent, the only noise being your soft breathing. Sae-Byeok looked down at you, your head resting against her chest. She started playing with your hair a little. She knew she wasn’t going to fall asleep any time soon. She couldn’t. Not when she loved this moment so much. She wanted to stay in it forever.
It was nice and peaceful.. she really liked it. You looked so pretty in her eyes, the way your lips slightly parted in your sleep, your calm expression. The way you fit in her arms, and as she played with your hair she became more and more aware of how soft and silky your hair was. And it smelled nice.
After a few moments, she brushed your hair out of your face. Before she pulled out her phone.
Click
You weren’t the only one who liked to take pictures of pretty things.
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notsofamousauthor · 20 hours ago
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From the (Bats) Nest
Part 2: Confused Papa Bat
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Bruce wasn’t sure how to explain what happened. He wasn’t entirely sure, either.
But his babies were… well… babies again.
Not that he wouldn’t raise them again if he had to. He wasn’t just going to leave his boys behind.
But this was concerning. He wasn’t sure what to do. Hell, Damian was 3 now. He’d been 9 when Bruce originally met him. And the man wasn’t exactly sure how to take care of a three-year-old.
Not to mention the fact Jason and Tim ALSO didn’t know who he was.
Well… Tim did, a little. But not much. Not really. And the weary look Jason gave him made Bruce’s heart ache.
Jason was nursing his cocoa, and Tim was chugging it. Good to know that hadn’t changed.
Bruce hadn’t wanted to risk giving Damian something he shouldn’t at 3 years old. He could have solids, right? He had teeth, didn’t he? Probably just little baby ones…
YEOWCH!
Damian just about bit Bruce’s finger off. Yeah, maybe not the smartest move to put your finger by a toddler’s mouth.
“Son of a bi—iiiscut…”
Bruce probably didn’t have to censor himself. It’s nothing they haven’t heard before. Hell, nothing they haven’t SAID before, in their normal bodies.
“No, Dami… no biting. Don’t bite.”
“Down, baba!!”
Bruce’s heart clenched. Baba… Damian never called him that. Not really. But little toddler Damian called him Baba. He recognized Bruce as his father.
Hopefully. Hopefully he wasn’t being confused for someone in the League when Damian was three.
It was much nicer to think about the first situation, wasn’t it? Let’s go with that.
Bruce put Damian down, who promptly toddled over to Alfred, tugging on the butler’s pant leg.
“Up.”
Alfred obliged, handing Damian a small piece of strawberry. Bruce’s face curled in worry.
“Relax, Master Bruce. He is plenty old enough to have some fruit. Besides, wouldn’t it be unfair for young Master Damian to watch everyone else enjoy a treat while he doesn’t?”
“Yeah, B. Don’t you want baby bat to be extra strong, so he can take my place?” Dick smirked as Bruce rubbed his temples
“I wasn’t going to fight Alfred on it…”
Damian was indulged in more strawberry, and his delighted noise put a smile on Bruce’s face. Man… he wished he hadn’t missed it.
He laid the boys down for bed. The initial plan was to have Damian sleep in the old nursery. Jason proved resistant to the idea. So Bruce brought the crib into the room Jason was sleeping, laying Damian down there.
It was honestly kind of cute, the way Jason insisted on being a good big brother. Though, he was clearly still copying dick as he walked around the manor with tiny Tim and Damian in tow— wait, Damian?
So Bruce has to track the kids down, and THEN he comes to find Damian…. Isn’t potty trained. Jason took him out of the crib when he noticed a stain. Alright, okay. This is fine. He’s just only a teeny tiny bit uber stressed, not no big deal.
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immodestly-marina · 1 day ago
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Wet! Wet! Wet!
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A/n: Back from a lil break, but getting back on the Sammy grind. I love love love writing for my beautiful princess with a disorder <3 also this is an insanely new concept for me to write for, be nice!!! And! Look at me learning how to format my fics all pretty :3
CW: Boypussy!Sam x gn reader, face-riding, dom/sub undertones if you look real close
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“I am not going to suffocate, just try it!”
Coaxing Sam out of a shell is never easy, especially when it comes to intimacy. Due to him lacking the standard male package, sex with a new partner has always been out of his comfort zone, which is driven by the worry that they’ll be weirded out by the cunt he was graced with. 
But this time, he was the one who wanted to become more acquainted and comfortable with his body. With your help, of course. After a few months of trying new things and crossing others off a mental list, you suggested that he try riding your face.
Now, you’re laying under Sam’s hips trying to convince him that there’s no way he’s gonna hurt you in the process.
Sam looks at you in disbelief. “I’m 200 pounds.”
“So?” You chuckle with each bratty protest that leaves his mouth. He subtly rolls his eyes, “I’m a behemoth.”
With a flick to his inner thigh and a quiet ‘Sit down, you big baby’, Sam began to lower his hips until he felt your nose bump his clit.
He jerked back a little with a gasp, but then slowly relaxed back down against your flattened tongue when your hand came up to sooth his hip. Sam white-knuckled the headboard, closing his eyes to calm his nerves. You brought your other hand up and rested it on his other hip, gently squeezing and rubbing circles into the muscle there.
“Breathe,” Your voice muffled under him.
The sensation of a single word warmly vibrating against his cunt pulled a tiny whimper from his lips, and the feeling gave him the confidence to give an experimental roll against your tongue. “Oh, fu-” Sam cut himself off with another, before setting a slow pace to grind against your mouth. He looked down at you, and smiling, you nodded with a soft ‘mhm’.
. ✧༺༻∞.
He moaned as he tipped his head back, circling his hips to find what felt the most satisfying to him. His hands fell from the headboard when you tipped your chin up slightly to suck his clit between your lips, and he fucking yelped.
One hand landed in your hair, and the other gripped his ankle to brace himself a little better.
And he looked so beautiful in that moment; head tossed back with a hand gripping your hair, gently rocking his hips against your face.
Sam lets out long, somewhat strangled moans with each flick of your tongue against his clit. Each time you alternate between licking and sucking, Sam’s hips stutter a little, only further drenching your lips and chin. His grip on your hair tightens and loosens every now and again, and by the way his thighs twitch and jerk beside your ears, you can gather how close he is to coming.
His head lolls to the side, and then his eyes squeeze shut with an arguably pornographic whine as his hips speed up.
You hum against him, almost as if you were giving him permission. He jerked forward in response to the feeling, “I-” he could barely form words without a moan or a whine being ripped from his lungs.
“H-uh! God- god, I’m g-” he barely made a sound when his orgasm came crashing over him, freezing so abruptly that you had to maneuver his hips yourself. 
As his release tapered off, he slowly began trembling again from the overstimulation. Eventually, he brought his hips away from your face and wobbled backwards, before flopping down beside you on the bed with a happy sigh. He pushed his bangs back from his face while he caught his breath some more, looking over to see you licking your lips and swiping his release from your chin with a wet thumb. He chuckled softly when you looked over at him with a satisfied smile, pulling your thumb from your lips with a pop.
You turned on your side to lay with him.
“y'okay, Sammy?"
He closed his eyes and wet his lips with a tired smile.
“I am... awesome."
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ami666 · 1 day ago
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summary: female reader is struggling with mental health and she can't sleep at school night so JJ comforts her.
warnings: panic attack, anxiety, crying, mental health, depression, sleepless night.
that's my situation right now (ofc without JJ so I decided to write this)
You were diagnosed with depression at the age of fifteen years old. You've been taking medication since then but it feels like they don't help you anyway.
Right now you are laying on your bed facing the ceiling. There's a boy next to you who is also laying on his back but with his eyes closed calmly breathing in and out.
Your chest is pounding and you trying to ignore that feeling but it gets so bad to the point where this pounding fills your ears and your head is starting to hurt extremely bad.
You are starting to breath very quickly and it's getting you even more stressed because you haven't felt this way for a really long time.
You tried to calm yourself down but you couldn't manage to control your breathing so you turn to the side. Face directly looking at the blond boy.
Waking him up wasn't in your business but you thought that's the only way to settle down.
You delicately put your head on his chest. More specific at his heart. You are starting to listen to the biting.
Suddenly you felt his big hand stroking your hair.
"What happened baby? Bad dreams?". He asked in whisper.
"I can't sleep." You are starting to sob feeling overstimulated with your emotions. "I-I don't know why I'm just anxious about everything and..."
"Shh... That's okay Sunny." He didn't stop stroking your hair. "Think about something nice". His lips at your temple. "Like maybe our surf trip after graduation."
"Please tell me about it" You said clinging to his shirt.
"Alright baby. We are going to be in every country we want. Italy, Spain, France, Croatia and even more. We are going to send postcards to our friends from every place we visit. I'm going to take you on real dates. But not that expensive shit. We are going to be on the beach. I will catch a fish for dinner and pick a mango for dessert. Oh, and we are going to drink the coconut water. At the night when the moon is going to be full we will be watching the stars while cuddling with each other. Maybe we will even spot a shooting star. If it's even possible I know what I would wish for. I know my wish. I already got it. It's laying just beside me."
At the sign of his last sentence you finally fell asleep still holding tight into JJ's body dreaming of your surf trip that you couldn't wait for.
JJ was watching and making sure that you were completely relaxed in your dream. He kissed your jaw and whispered to your ear. "I love you".
You said "I love you" as well but to the JJ you were dreaming of.
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Broken Bonds-Part 34
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Greg "Mouse" Gerwitz x Reader, Jay Halstead x coparenting Reader, Jay Halstead x Hailey Upton
With a date picked and help from your teams everything for your wedding starts to fall in line
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The date you and Mouse picked was April sixteenth. It was still early enough that the weather wouldn’t be too hot but still late enough that no one would be bundled up. It had taken a few nights, laughing over a calendar to figure out just when you wanted your wedding anniversary to be. Addy was already telling everyone at daycare that she was gonna throw flowers at Mommy and Mou’s wedding.
The venue was proving to be a bit of a harder find than picking a date however. Everywhere you liked didn’t have the date available or it had the date available and you didn’t like it or it just didn’t have the room to host a wedding. 
“This place only holds weddings if the bride can prove she’s a virgin going in by having a letter from her priest” you read off the site and Mouse looked horrified “Is there a way we can shut them down? Surely there’s something illegal going on there. Call sergeant Benson. Hell I’ll call around too” you laughed at his tone “Baby I don’t think we can” he shook his head “Even if it’s not illegal they’re still assholes” you shrugged “Hell we don’t even have a priest, We got Kev”
Kevin had surprised you a few weeks before by catching you one morning and asking if he could talk to you. You’d been stressing about finding someone to perform the ceremony because neither you or Mouse was really religious but you didn’t want just some random person that you barely knew either. “Lil mama, I got an idea” the moment Kevin said that you pushed back from your desk and cut your eyes up at him “That could be really good or really bad. What ya got Kev?” he grinned and walked around to sit on the edge of your desk and held out a piece of paper to you. You raised an eyebrow but took it. When you read it you realized it was a certification stating that Kevin was now ordained in the state of Chicago. You felt tears spring to your eyes “Kev, this costed..” “Doesn’t matter. You’re my best friend. You and Mouse have gone through hell to get to this point. Let me do the ceremony” you jumped up and wrapped both arms around him “I couldn’t possibly think of a better choice”
“Good point” Mouse laughed, moving to slip behind you on the bed so he could pull you back against his chest, pulling the laptop out of your hand. “We’re both off tomorrow baby. We’ll get back on it then but for tonight you need to relax” you cut your eyes back at him “And I’m in your arms to relax?” he grinned “Of course” he leaned over to put your laptop on the table next to the bed so you turned to curl up against his chest. “I love you Greg, it’s just…we’ve been looking at this for so long”
He looked down at you “Baby, we’ve only been engaged for six months” you cut your eyes up at him “Not what I meant” a smile slipped onto his face “Oh” “Yeah, oh. I’ve thought about marrying you since I realized I was in love with you. Now I just want everything in place. I fucking refuse to be a bridezilla because to be honest we could do a courthouse deal and I’d be happy” 
He shook his head “After everything we’ve been through love? We deserve a full wedding” you smiled “I know, I’m just saying. As long as I get to marry you, I’m happy” he smiled and leaned down to catch your lips in a gentle kiss “We’ll find a place baby. You’ve got to go dress shopping”  you grinned “I know. Addy won’t let me forget that” he laughed “Little miss is excited to find her dress” god knows she was. She kept asking you when you were going dress shopping. You had a day planned that you, Kim, Hailey and Stella all had off. 
“Well if we’re gonna get back on it tomorrow, can you just hold me please?” you asked and he smiled “I’d love nothing more” and turned so he could lay down with you wrapped up against his chest. He pressed a kiss to the side of your neck “Get some sleep sweetheart. We’ll figure it out tomorrow”
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“Mommy, look!” The Christmas decorations were going up around town and Addy was in love with all the lights. You smiled “I see baby! They’re really pretty, aren’t they” she grinned and reached for Mouse “Mou! Look” he grinned at you as he took her from your arms “Want to go get a closer look?” she nodded so you watched the two of them as he walked her closer to the bundle of trees in the center of the shopping complex that she’d been eyeing.
They were decorated with kids in mind. The bright colors and cartoon characters adorning them were adorable. You took out your phone and snapped a couple photos while neither of them were paying attention to you. The amount of photos you had of just different people in your life with Addy was astronomical. Everyone loved her so much. 
Mouse’s phone started ringing so he shifted Addy to his other side to answer it and glanced over at you before a smile slipped onto his face. You were curious as to what that phone call was about until he hung up and walked over talking to Addy “Wanna go meet Kat-kat?” she nodded. That was what she’d donned Gwen’s wife when she first met her and Katie adored the nickname. 
“And why are we meeting Kat kat?” you asked and he grinned “She may have found a place that had April sixteenth open and she may be nearly positive that you’ll love it” you shrugged “In that case, lead the way Mou” Addy’s head swung around towards you with the most serious look on her little face “You don’t call him Mou” you laughed “I’m sorry baby. What should I call him?” She grinned “Greg or love” 
Mouse tried and failed to bite back the grin that was stretching across his face. You pressed a kiss to Addy’s forehead “I am so sorry babygirl. Come on Greg, love. Let’s go meet Kat kat” she nodded with a smile and he winked at you over her head.
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You followed Katie through the venue and were honestly in awe “This has got to be out of our price range” you whispered and she turned to face you with a smile “Well my father owns it so I would say it’s not considering it’s all yours for the sixteenth if you want it. Consider it mine and Gwen’s wedding present” 
It was perfect. There was a large window in the room that would hold the ceremony that had a view of the water, rooms for the bridal parties to get ready and two more large rooms to hold the reception in so one room could be reserved for food and the other for a dancing area. “Katie, are you sure?” she nodded “I’m sure” 
Addy wiggled out of your arms and spun around in the middle of the floor and Mouse laughed “Baby, I think that’s a yes” you looked at Addy “What ya think? Should mommy and Mou get married here?” she nodded so you looked back at Katie “Ok, we’ll take it. Thank you so much”
Mouse slipped his arms around your waist and pressed a kiss to your cheek “Well sweetheart that makes the date, the officiant and the venue. Looks like it’s up to you now to find your dress” Addy came running up to you and damn near crawled up you at the mention of a dress “Yeah mommy” you shook your head “Of course you’re agreeing with Mou”
Katie laughed lightly “You three are adorable” you cut your eyes up at her “Should see when me and Hailey are having to duck snowballs from her, him and Jay” she shook her head “I can only imagine” Mouse shrugged “In our defense her and Hailey have a long standing record of starting it”
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You heard Hailey call your name so you cut your eyes up from your computer “Yeah babe?” she tapped her desk “We’re going dress shopping saturday, right?” you nodded “That’s the plan since me, you and Kim are off along with Stella. Let’s just hope the bad guys let us have it” she grinned “They better. We have got to find you a dress and Addy a flower girl dress”
You groaned “Believe me I know. I can’t find a style I like. They’ll all either too short and showy or look like I’m going to a freaking ball hoping the prince will notice me” She grinned “Don’t worry, we’ll find you the perfect dress” you nodded “I hope”
Hank stepped to the door of his office and hit the wall to get everyone’s attention “Warrant came down. Gear up, we roll out in five” you cut your eyes at Hailey and grinned “Well that is something I can handle” she shook her head.
You fell in line with everyone else as you all headed down to roll up to get into your gear. This warrant had been close to a week in the making. This guy was rolling in drugs across both borders, why the hell it had taken this long to nail his ass was because he kept paying low hanging fruits to take each and every charge for him. 
When you slipped your vest over your head Kevin adjusted the straps then turned for you to adjust his. You nodded to him “All set and don’t forget you have a tux fitting in a month” he nodded “I know lil mama. I got the reminder set in my phone” you grinned “Gotta have the officiant looking good in the photos” and winked at him before taking your long gun from Jay who shook his head “Wedding planning while getting ready to go on a raid and you’re a mom. Multitasking pro aren’t ya there babe?” you laughed “I try honey, I try”
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You ducked down next to Kevin as you both waited for Hank’s go ahead. He cut his eyes at you and you nodded as Hank’s voice came across the coms “Take it” 
The house ended up having half a million in cash and probably double that in drugs. A total of six other arrests were made on top of the head guy the unit was after. All in all it was a success considering no one ended up in Med, not even any of the offenders. 
You stood next to Kim watching as the offenders were loaded into patrol cars. She nudged your shoulder with hers “So, I heard you found a venue” you laughed at the insanity of your life considering you’d just gotten into a fistfight with a six foot two drug dealer and won now you were talking about wedding stuff like you were standing in line at a coffee shop. 
“It found us. Katie’s dad owns it. She gave us a tour and offered it as her and Gwen’s wedding present” she smiled “That’s awesome. Well that means a date, an officiant and a venue. As soon as we get you a dress all you have to do is wait for the day” you nodded “And hope nothing goes wrong” she cut her eyes at you “What do you mean?” you sighed “Just, I’m happy, don’t get me wrong. You know how much I love that man. It's just like I’m waiting on the other foot to drop” she raised an eyebrow “Getting kidnapped and tortured wasn’t the other foot?” you shrugged and she shook her head “You and him have gone through plenty. You deserve a win”
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Two wedding dress shops down and you’d yet to find a dress that you even halfway liked. None of them suited you. You didn’t want a ballgown because you wanted to be able to actually move in it but at the same time you wanted a dress that didn’t let your guests see everything that you would prefer leaving to just Mouse’s eyes.
“I feel like I’m dragging you all around town for nothing” you groaned, carrying Addy on your hip considering her stroller didn’t really fit too well in most of the dress shops. Between all four of you she just bounced around if she got too tired to walk. You’d asked Kim if she wanted to bring Makayla but apparently it was daddy/daughter day with her and Adam.
“It is not for nothing!” Stella scolded you with a grin before adding “We’re well I’d say your best friends but I’m your sister, Hailey is the wife and Kim is your favorite partner so there’s that” you laughed “I get the point Stel” she waved her hand “The point is if anyone is meant for each other it’s you and Mouse. We’re gonna find the dress that makes your eyes sparkle because as far as Mouse is concerned you could freaking wear that old CFD hoodie Kelly got you while you were pregnant with Addy and he’d be happy” 
You shook your head with a laugh because she wasn’t wrong. Every time you bought up concerns about not being able to find the right dress or not looking quite right Mouse would shake his head and say “You’re gonna look absolutely beautiful no matter what you’re wearing”
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You managed to find Addy the perfect dress within about twenty minutes of being in the store. It was a long gown that had a white lace bodice with long sleeves and the skirt was made out of a flowing blush colored tulle fabric. When she tried it on she looked like a literal little princess. You went a size up to make up for the fact that the wedding wasn’t until April but beyond that it was the perfect choice for her. You, Hailey and Stella all three snapped photos to send to Mouse, Jay and Kelly.
The replies came in tandem She looks beautiful baby, Look at Daddy’s girl, She looks like a little princess
Kim laughed “Those three are wrapped around her little finger” you nodded “Oh two have been since birth and the other one has been damn near since he met her” Hailey shrugged “Hell Addy has Voight wrapped. It’s just her power” Addy smiled at the mention of Hank “Show Papa” you laughed “Baby Papa doesn’t really text like Mou, daddy and uncle Kelly”
“Oh otay” she replied before Stella took her in the dressing room to help her change into her regular clothes again. 
You cut your eyes at Hailey and Kim “Ok ladies we can handle the streets of Chicago. We can find a damn dress. Spread out” they both mock saluted you “Yes ma’am” 
Your phone went off with a text so you opened it to see it was another one from Mouse but this one had a photo of a rather elegant looking wedding cake. It was five layers, decorated with roses that were in the colors you picked and delicate golden crescent moons. Baby that is gorgeous but the cake can’t just be for me! You texted him and really wasn’t surprised when he texted back Sweetheart, I know your eyes lit up when you saw it. I already ordered it you shook your head and texted You’re ridiculous, I love you so damn much and he texted back I love you too
You slipped your phone back into your pocket and continued down the middle rack, fingers trailing over the gown until you paused on one. Delicate lace covered the bodice, it’s floral patterns trailing up to a soft illusion neckline and three quarter sleeves. The fabric was light, damn near weightless as you lifted the skirt, layers of soft tulle flowing like a gentle breeze. A hint of blush peeked through the ivory giving it a warm glow.
“Hails, Kim” you called out and they both appeared over your shoulder “Try it on, please” Hailey spoke first and you cut your eyes back at her with a grin as you lifted the dress. Stella was back out of the dressing room with Addy and grinned when she saw you with a dress “Did she find one?” She asked Kim who nodded. “Try it on mommy!” Addy giggled.
You stepped into the dressing room and closed the door behind you before quickly stripping your clothes off before slipping into the gown. You turned in front of the mirror and felt your heart flip. The lace hugged your body just right, the skirt swayed beautifully and gave you the range of motion you craved. You looked beautiful, you looked like a bride.
You stepped out of the dressing room and Hailey, Stella and Kim all stopped in their tracks before smiles slipped onto their faces “That’s the one” Stella spoke softly and you nodded “This is the one” “You look so pretty” Addy laughed and you grinned “Thank you baby!” then cut your eyes up at Stella who was tearing up “My little honeybee is getting married!” she moved to pull you into her arms and the other two women laughed, joining the hug as Addy slid into the middle of it.
The saleslady came over with a broad smile “I’m guessing by the group hug, we’ve found the dress?” you looked over Stella’s shoulder and nodded “Yes ma’am” 
All that was left now was for April to roll around so you could finally marry the love of your life.
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Lucifer started to stir awake, he whined when he felt the pain in his head and in his knee.
Why did it hurt? What happened?
He slowly opened his eyes, to be met with harsh lights and a blue curtain going around the medical bed he was laying in. A heart monitor clamp on his index finger, he had IVs in his arm.
Hospital. He was at a fucking hospital.
You're going to die!
Lucifer started to panic, he looked down, his left knee was in a cast from his mid thigh to heel. He broke his leg?
His heart rate started to increase, he needs to leave he's not safe here!
The nurse came in and smiled at him but it was anything but comforting.
Nurse: Mr. Morgenstern, you're awake! That's good. You took a fall do you remember?
Lucifer: N-n-no
Nurse: You have a broken knee and a concussion. Your heart rate is high, I'm going to give you something to help you relax okay?
SHE'S GOING TO KILL YOU!!!
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Charlie: Hey, thank you so much for calling me is he okay?
Adam: I think he will be. He broke his leg.
Charlie covered her mouth: Oh my god..... I'm glad you went in when you did, it would have been days before I came over.
The thought of Lucifer laying on the floor like that for days tore him up inside.
Adam: I should have checked sooner, I'm sorry.
Charlie: No, Adam you saved his life. I can't thank you enough for that. No one else would have checked.......
The sound of someone screaming drew them back.
Lucifer: GET THE FUCK OFF OF ME!! AHH!!
Charlie: Shit.
They ran back to Lucifer's room to see him fighting with the nurse, his heart monitor was off the charts and he looked like he was in tears.
Adam: What the hell are you doing to him!?
Lucifer stopped when he saw Adam and Charlie, they rushed to his side. Adam took his hand in his and Lucifer gripped it so tight, he was shaking so badly.
The nurse took this as her moment to stick the needle in his IV.
Lucifer hiccuped: I-I-I don't w-want t-t-to die.....
Adam cupped his cheek with his other hand: You're not gonna die okay? You're gonna be okay, I promise.
Lucifer looked into his eyes and started to feel more calm. He closed his eyes for a moment, a tear rolled down his cheek dripping off his chin.
He just wants to go home.
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Adam: Well that's the last of them.
He looked around his new home and smiled, this place was so much better than his last home and a third of the price too.
They were practically giving it away.
There was his lawn mower that was on the truck still.
Adam went out to put it in the garage when he noticed his neighbor, a short blonde man getting his mail from his box. He was better looking than his last neighbor.
Adam waved: Hey!
Lucifer jumped as he grasped his mail, he looked over and saw a handsome brunette standing in the driveway across the road smiling and waving.
Lucifer: O-Oh, hi!
Adam: Names Adam, I just moved in.
Lucifer: N-nice to meet you! I'm Lucifer, I hope you like it here.
He wanted to be polite and welcome his new neighbor right, but he could already feel the cold tendrils of anxiety start to slowly crawl through his skin trying to wrap around him like a vice grip.
How long has he been outside? His heart started to beat a little hard with each moment he's not back in his home. He could die! He's not safe he needs to get back!
Adam: Yeah me too.
By the looks of it he already likes what he sees.
Lucifer nodded, he could feel the tremors starting in his hands the palms getting sweaty.
He needs to go.
Lucifer: I-It was nice to meet you Adam! B-But I need to get going.
Adam: Oh okay, maybe we can hang out sometime?
Lucifer gave a tight smile: Y-yeah.
He waved again to be polite and tried not to run back to his house, his therapist said it was good for him to be out as long as he could stand it.
Pushing himself a little each day. Today him reached his limit.
Once his front door was closed and locked behind relief washed over him, he's safe now nothing can hurt him. He hugged his mail to his chest, he needed to sit down.
Lucifer went over and placed everything on the coffee table. He tried to remember his breathing exercises.
Adam seemed very nice, maybe he'll send Charlie over when she comes to give him a proper greeting.
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Adam tilted his head as he watched his new neighbor go into his home, if he didn't know any better he would say the man was panicked. Did he do something? He knows his personality can be a little brash at times but he thought he was being polite.
A man that lived beside him came out for his mail as well.
Adam: Hi! Umm, I'm new here.
Alastor: Oh hello! I'm Alastor, I guess that makes us neighbors.
Adam chuckled: Guess so. Umm, if I may ask, is the man that lives there okay? I didn't intend to upset him.
Alastor looked over at Lucifer's home and rolled his eyes.
Alastor: Getting the mail was he? Don't worry about it that man's afraid of his own shadow. I wouldn't waste my time, he never leaves his house.
Well that sounded a little dramatic.
Adam: What?
Alastor leaned on the fence: Oh yeah, Mr. Morgenstern over there never leaves his house. Rumor has it that his wife used to beat the fuck out of him in the home but it was worse when they were in public. Apparently she'd just humiliate him and others would join in making things worse. He was never free of her but at least in the home he could be alone.
Adam was horrified to hear that: Dude, the fuck, is that true?
Alastor shrugged: Not sure. All I know that is true is she left him nearly 8 years ago and he's become some kind of hermit that never leaves the damn house. His daughter Charlie, sweet girl you'll likely meet her, comes over from time to time.
Adam looked over at Lucifer's house, that couldn't all be true right? Maybe some was and the rest is telephone gossip extras?
Him and Alastor parted ways, he had to put everything away in his house. All the while his mind kept going back to the handsome neighbor across the way.
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bringmefoxgloves · 1 year ago
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love living in a house with a younger brother who’s first reaction to something minor (his phone dying mid facetime call with his girlfriend) is physical and verbal anger. like slamming closed the recliner he was in, yelling fuck, throwing his keys into the seat, i think he kicked his desk when he got into his room and continued to yell fuck and stomp around. just….. love it (grinding teeth)
#wes babbles#it’s not anger directed at me i know but it’s scary and startling and i hate it because i still have bad reactions to that sort of behavior#because my old ex roommate did that and she made me physically jump and flinch and almost cry at slamming doors#i can feel my back clenching up hard#also he was just facetiming in front of me on speakerphone with his girlfriend?#who sounds like she’s going through a tough emotional moment and like. i’ve been listening to her crying for the past 30 minutes.#i just want to lay down in my bed and relax#but i was woken up this morning after four hours of sleep by everyone being stressed as fuck and yelling at the dog#because he had scratched his eye accidentally and was bleeding and so then it was an hour of me trying to take care of him#straining my shoulders and back from holding him still before my younger brother came back with pain meds and a cone for him#but i’ve been sitting upright on the couch all day and i’m fucking exhausted#yesterday was so long and then today was even longer it felt like#and my younger brother came home early because he was too sick to do football practice#and then he asked me to get him food. so. i’ve just been having a rough day#i tried to get through an introductory video for my online classes but i was in too much pain at the moment#so im just. ough. i just want to lay down#and now im gonna have to take care of his dish because he left it out and now the cats are eating off it#just. oof#i’ll probably delete this so. don’t pay attention i just needed to vent
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thethingything · 10 months ago
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had to lay down. woke up at nearly 7am. got overwhelmed by our sleep schedule once again being fucked because yesterday we actually went to bed at roughly the right time and thought "oh this is great we've fixed it". decided that we're just gonna deal with it and it'll be fine. and then our brain decided that no actually we're gonna have a combination of emotions that's maybe gonna give me another breakdown if I can't figure out how to deal with them but I have no fucking clue what to do with them
#personal#thoughts#🍬 post#vent post#I fucking hate this. we barely did anything yesterday because we were too fatigued and then slept at a weird time#and we're still too fatigued to do much and we need to do the stuff we'd normally do before bed#and by the time we've done that we'll probably need to nap because we will feel so much worse if we don't#and I don't want to have to try and fit my whole day around trying to fix my sleep schedule but once again what else do I fucking do#and the whole last month has been like this over and over and it's because we got covid in February and have been way more fatigued#so we have to keep laying down and when we do that we just pass the fuck out#also waking up at like 7am (shortly before what should be our bedtime) leads to us feeling really sick#the way we used to feel when we had to get up early for college. like our body can't handle it and makes us feel like shit#and to top it all off the emotional shit I'm dealing with has nothing to do with this and it just another overwhelming thing on top of it#dysphoria and homesickness my fucking beloathed#I just want to be awake at the right time and have a nice stress free day and feel relaxed for once#like we keep trying to take time to relax and set aside time to do something fun and relieve some stress#and we still end up just as stressed and when we decided to spend a whole day just trying to relax we just ended up even more anxious#I'm so fucking tired. just let me sleep at the right time. just let me fucking relax for once in my life
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