#mouse gerwitz x reader

[witchygagirlwrites]

Not The Flu

Greg "Mouse" Gerwitz x Halstead Sister Reader (Nicknamed Dizzy)

Your Brothers find out about you and Mouse in a very big way

You woke up and could feel Mouse’s arms around your waist. His face was tucked down into the bend of your neck, his warm breath teasing the skin with every light exhale. You loved nothing more than the mornings you got to wake up slowly in his arms, neither of you having to rush off to work or you having to rush off because Jess was having an emergency at the studio.

You felt him shift and his breathing changed before his lips brushed against your bare shoulder “Morning D” you grinned “Good morning Greg” his lips followed the path down your shoulder until he got to your collarbone then he gently shifted you over to your back. You smiled when you looked up into those sky blue eyes “I love waking up with you” you whispered, your heart aching to tell him you loved him.

You’d known you were in love with him for a while. There was no way to not fall in love with a man like Greg Gerwitz. He was kind and gentle when the situation called for it but was protective as hell when it was needed.

This man had gone through hell at your brother’s side and was the reason you still had him. He’d pulled himself out of PTSD fueled addiction and made it to the other side. He was everything you’d ever wanted just hadn’t realized until one night in a bar had placed him in your path.

“Where ya go Dizzy?” he asked and you realized you were currently just lying there staring up at him “Just thinking how glad I am you came to that gig” he grinned “Nowhere near as glad as I am baby” and crashed his lips against yours.

Mouse walked into the twenty first and heard his phone ding with a text. When he opened it there was a message from you. He cut his eyes up to make sure Jay wasn’t around then swiped it. It was clear Jess had sent the message because it was a photo of you, curled up in a chair in the corner of Jess’ office and the message read Must you wear her out when we have artists coming in???

He laughed and texted back Hey, that’s on her. I told her she needed sleep he started up the stairs and Jess texted back You two are sickeningly adorable Says the girl dating Dizzy’s brother? He replied and she sent back CASUALLY! I gotta go. I’m gonna wake sleeping beauty BYEEE

He loved you but damn your friends were insane. He’d known he was in love with you for a while. It was probably a couple weeks in, you were at his place. You were wearing one of his old shirts, sitting on his counter and eating ice cream. Your hair was a mess and you were humming the bars of one of your band's songs. He’d never seen a more gorgeous sight.

He’d been keeping his mouth shut to not scare you. He’d prefer Jay actually know you two were together first. It was hard keeping such a secret from his best friend but you asked him to and he’d do just about anything you asked of him.

He got to the palm scanner and laid his hand down. The gate popped so he grabbed it then headed up. He had to get his mind on work.

“Sweets, are you sure you’re good?” Tyler asked, eyeing the fact that you were just poking at the caesar salad you ordered. Normally that was one of your favorites for lunch. “I don’t know Ty. I’ve been feeling like shit, Jess keeps teasing that Greg wore me out but he makes sure I get plenty of sleep. It’s kind of annoying at times the length that man goes to just to make sure I’m taking care of myself”

Tyler grinned “I like him for it but on a serious note Callian had the flu a couple weeks ago. Sounds like you may be trying to get it. Might warrant a stop by Med. Would suck to get a bigger artist in the studio just for you to be contagious” You rolled your eyes “Thanks for the concern for my health there Ty!”

He laughed “That too of course Halstead” and you shook your head “I’ll run by and see how busy they are”

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You laid back on the bed in an exam room. April had come in and taken like six vials of blood per Connor’s orders and Maggie had come in with juice and a pack of crackers when you told her you hadn’t been able to eat lunch. “I feel like this is special treatment” you told her and she smiled “It is. You’re the youngest and favorite Halstead” you grinned “Thanks Mags”

You were just waiting for the door to come swinging open and your oldest brother to come barreling in, demanding what was wrong with you. For now you were half asleep.

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Will walked through the E.D. and his eyes flickered towards the board and landed on his own last name. What were you doing here? “Maggie, why’s Dizzy here?” she nodded towards Connor “Rhodes is her doc. Her results should be back. Ask him Will, I’m handling twenty different things”

Will walked over to Connor who passed him your chart “Here, I haven’t even looked yet. I’m going into exam two. Don’t go in without me so I don’t get in trouble for it” Will opened your chart and his eyes flew across the results then landed on the findings. You were pregnant.

Who got you pregnant? He turned to head to your room but stopped at the door when he heard you talking. “I’m ok Greg, really” Greg? MOUSE. THAT SON OF A BITCH.

He turned and tossed your chart on the counter then ran to grab his jacket. Him and Jay would kill the son of a bitch.

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You heard a knock at the door and sat up “Yeah” Connor walked in and looked confused “Will hasn’t come in?” you shook your head “I haven’t seen him” his face scrunched in confusion “I figured he would’ve told you, be here to support you and all after he read your chart”

“Told me what Connor?” you asked and he shrugged “You don’t have the flu. You’re pregnant” Oh fuck. If Will read it and came to talk to you, he heard you talking to Mouse.

“Shit Connor I gotta go. I’ll come back for discharge papers” “Why?” he asked as you grabbed your jacket and keys “To make sure I don’t raise this child alone because my brothers killed its father”

Mouse was in the tech room, fixing a set of broken coms when Jay and Will came storming in. “Jay?” he barely got his name out of his mouth before he was being snatched to his feet and slammed against the wall by his best friend. “YOU’VE BEEN FUCKING MY LITTLE SISTER!”

“Jay..I..” he tried but Jay cut him off “SHUT THE FUCK UP!” “Leave him alone!” all three men looked towards the doorway to see you standing there, a bit winded and on the verge of tears. “She’s pregnant Mouse” Will told him and Mouse looked from your brothers to you “You’re pregnant?”

You nodded “I just found out” tears forming in your eyes. He could’ve cared less about Jay and Will threatening him. You were there, visibility upset and now knowing you were carrying his child? “Baby please calm down. It’ll be ok” he spoke softly to you. He saw your hands shaking so he cut his eyes back at Jay “Fucking kick my ass if you’ve got to and get it over with. You’re stressing Dizzy”

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You watched Jay loosen his grip on Mouse then turn to look at you “Dizzy?” you felt tears slip down your face “Please don’t fight with him Jay. He wanted to tell you from the start. I asked him not to” his shoulders sagged and he let Mouse go.

Mouse immediately crossed the floor to pull you into his arms. “Baby are you ok?” He asked and you nodded “Are you” Jay looked from you to him “Diz..why not just tell me?”

You turned in Mouse's arms to look at him “He's your best friend Jay. He means a lot to you. You mean a lot to him. I don't want to be what breaks that but I love him Jay” Mouse's arms tensed and you realized what you said.

You slowly turned back to look at him and a smile slipped onto his face “You love me?” “I have for a while Greg” you whispered and he leaned down to brush a gentle kiss against your lips, having forgotten your brothers “I love you too Dizzy”

Jay and Will both cleared their throats so you broke apart and turned to face them. They both still looked angry but slightly less “Don't hurt her. Be there for my niece or nephew” Jay spoke low and Mouse nodded “Of course”

“We will still kill you and make it look like an accident” you laughed at Will's words but Mouse just grinned “Thanks for that Will”

Jay shook his head “I guess I'm ok with it” then it was like a thought hit him. His eyes widened in horror “IT WAS DIZZY!” You hid your face in Mouse's chest and felt him shake with laughter “In my defense you didn't knock”

“OH I AM NOT DEALING WITH THIS RIGHT NOW” Jay looked at you “I love you. I'm ok with you two and the baby but no just no. And I'm installing chain locks at both of your places” he turned to storm out and Will looked confused “What did I miss?”

Mouse grinned at you before saying “You don't wanna know” then pressed another kiss to your lips “I love you” “I love you too Greg”

@desimarie12

[chaotic-noceur]

OOPS

summary: university AU where Greg is a coding genius and reader is decidedly NOT cut out for coding, but stuck in a coding class. Greg helps out where he can. Frustration and fluff ensues.

pairing: Greg 'Mouse' Gerwitz x Reader

warnings: sitting on the floor, Princess as a pet name, not proof read

authors note: listen, i'm just trying to not have a break down over this stupid coding assignment and I just want Greg to come tell me it's gonna be okay and walk me through it T_T

When you'd first told him about the programming course you were taking (a course he'd taken a couple semesters ago), he'd gone ahead and dug out the little notes that he had taken for the course. Unfortunately for you, he was more of a learn-by-doing guy than a notetaking guy. He'd offered to help you whenever you needed it though. So here he was, sitting on your living room floor as you worked away on your assignment while he listened to a podcast for his research.

He's spinning his stylus in one hand, as he fidgets with the string of his hoodie with the other. Greg slides his headphones off as the rapid clicking of the backspace key catches his attention. He raises an eyebrow at you in question as you turn to meet his gaze.

"The instructions don't make sense. My code won't compile. The error message isn't helpful." You bury your head into your hands. "I don't know what I'm doing," you mumble into your hands.

Greg chuckles lightly and you pick your head up as he shifts his iPad across the table to make space for your laptop. He slings his arm across your shoulder as he asks, "what are you working on?"

"If I knew the answer to that, my day would be going a lot better." He cracks one of his lopsided smiles at your response before turning his attention to the open files on your screen. He takes a few minutes to skim through the assignment instructions before scrolling through your coding file.

"Alright. I'll be your rubber duck," he offers., turning slightly to face you again. "Walk me through what you understand and what you're trying to do." He feels you tense against his arm and he tags on a gentle "hey, it'll be alright. We'll take it one line at a time. You don't have to be right, we'll figure it out together. Okay?" There's still a hint of uncertainty in your eyes, but you nod your head regardless.

The next few hours are spent with him bouncing between browsing papers for his research and talking through your assignment. By the time you finally call it quits for the night, he'd switched out his reading material from research papers to the book he'd borrowed from his professor a few days ago, 'just for fun'.

"I hate it," you mumble as you stare up at your ceiling. You're laying with your head in Greg's lap. He's drawing shapes along your arm absentmindedly as he reads.

"I know," he replies sympathetically, attention still on the book in his other hand.

After a period of silence, he glances down to check if you're asleep when you whisper out a "I'm sorry..."

"Why are you apologising?" You shrug as you sit up, busying yourself with fluffing your pillow. Greg puts his book down. "What's the matter?"

"It's silly..." he turns to face you fully so you know that you have his undivided attention; and that he wasn't going to drop this. You inhale deeply. "I just hate that I hate it, y'know? That it doesn't click with me the same way it clicks for you. I just wish I could enjoy it as much as you do. But all it does is make me feel like an idiot..." And Greg feels his heart break a little at your admission.

You hadn't taken this class because of him, he knows that. You'd taken it because you had to, per faculty requirements. And he'd be lying if he said there wasn't a part of him that wanted you to find joy in coding. But he also understands that it's not for everyone.

"Listen to me," he cups your cheek to bring your eyes to meet his. "Writing code isn't meant for everyone. It's okay that it isn't meant for you. I'm not gonna love you any less just because it took you 10 tries to get your return function to work." He cracks a smile so you know he's just teasing and you pull a face. He chuckles before continuing, shifting closer to you in the process. "Just because coding isn't your strong suit, doesn't mean you aren't the smartest person I know. I loved you before I signed up to be your rubber duck, and I'll continue loving you after, for as long as you'll have me."

"You promise?"

"I promise, Princess." He kisses your forehead and lingers there for a moment, throwing his arms around you when he feels you sink into him. You stay like that for a while, cherishing the small moments of calm in the midst of the academic chaos.

"Hey, Greg?" He hums in acknowledgement. "I love you too."

[blathannabeaga]

Mouse and Leaving

inbox ♡ one chicago wednesday

Mouse’s attention is drawn from the screen of his computer only by the sound of footsteps coming down the stairwell towards him. It’s a welcome distraction, as the piercing brightness of the screen is starting to do his head in - and it’s even more welcome when it’s your face that peeks around the door.

“You’re leaving already?” He asks surprisedly, leaning back in his chair to stretch his tired arms out over his head. “I thought it’d take you hours to get all that paperwork done.”

“Trust me, it’s going to.” You lament, slamming the aforementioned pile of papers down on the desk opposite his. Slinging your bag down, you walk to him and lean against the edge of his desk with a smile. “I just figured I’d rather do it down here, in your company.”

“Well aren’t you just thoughtful.” He beams, returning your smile as you take your seat opposite him and start the long process of finishing your work for the night.

[carnationworld-writings]

Kiss me in the rain (Greg Gewitz x reader)

MASTERLIST

Author’s note: Here’s my first work from One Chicago universe! Of course, it couldn't be about anyone but my beloved Mouse. 

I would like to thank @itmejado​ and @chalametyoustay​. Your works about that sweet boy was so amazing and you could cheer me up with them more time than I can count. Both of you inspired me to start writing again (and in different language!)

Please let me know what you thinking about this one! Your comments, likes and reblogs mean a world to me! 

In advance, I am sorry about every grammar mistake and misspellings. English is not my first language.

Paring: Greg “Mouse” Gerwitz x Reader

Universe: One Chicago

Word Count: 1183

Warnings: none

Summary: The one where Mouse is leaving the next day but before of that they have a date. 

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"I can't believe you're leaving tomorrow…" Y/N said, squeezing Greg's hand. She looked up at him, and her face brightened with a smile. He watched her all evening, and her smile caused butterflies in his belly. They spent a few last days together, taking advantage of his two-weeks leaves. Both of them couldn't be happier because the time they spent together was so much better than they imagined. Unfortunately, it was their last night together.

"You'll see that, that time will pass quickly… We made this once, sweetheart."

"But we barely met. Now I know how amazing man you are, how perfect dates are with you. How should I spend my evenings now?" he laughed, moving his arm and placing it at her lower back. 

"It won't be so bad, baby. You'll save some lives in work, and we'll be writing letters to each other. And when I come back, I'll take you to dates better than this one." His smile went bigger, hearing her chuckles. 

"I don't think you can make it better. It's one of the best dates of my life." She cuddled up to his side with a fond look in her eyes. She loved how sweet and caring he was. Every time they went out, he did everything to make her feel like the most important person in the whole world.  He brushed away a strand of hairs from her face, looking into her eyes. She smiled a little more, hearing a thunder not so away from them. They stopped, and he gently rubbed her cheek. They looked up, feeling first drops of rain on their bodies.

"We should go inside…"

"Why? Is a fearless soldier scared of rain?" He laughed, throwing his head to the back.

"He simply doesn't want that marvellous girl, who agreed to go on a date with him, to get the flu because of that rain."

"She will be alright. But I think that you should dance with her."

Both of them smiled as he bowed to her, wordlessly asking for dance. Y/N mirrored his movement. He put a hand on her waistband, leading her closer to him. She leaned her head on his arm and began to hum some slow song, she heard on the radio. They started to swing softly in the middle of the street, not paying attention to the rain, which grew stronger. 

He watched how a smile on her face grew brighter and bigger with every second. Their clothes became wet and started to get stuck to their bodies. He saw how her dress perfectly enfolded her curves.  However, he only could think how beautiful she was in that moment - with wet hairs and mascara on her cheeks. For him, she was the most beautiful woman he ever saw. 

They looked up at the sound of thunder. She giggled, and after a few seconds, she looked into his eves. She fondly rubbed his cheek, trying to memorise every detail of his handsome face. He slowly lowered his head, observing her reaction. She smirked, getting closer to him. She sensed how his hold on her waist became stronger. It took only a few seconds for them to connect their lips. 

He brought her closer to him, lifting her over the ground when she rested hands on the nape of his neck. She felt like she had thousands of butterflies in her stomach, and she could fly with them to paradise. Having him so close, feeling his warmth, made her feel safe and the thunderstorm around them became forgotten. He smiled through the kiss, hearing her soft giggles. A little later, they attached foreheads trying to catch their breaths.

"Greg Gerwitz… You are an amazing man…" she whispered, looking in his eyes. "How can I let you go now…"

"We still have all night…" he left a quick peck on her lips, smiling. "And I think that I won't let you go too quickly, after I finally tasted those gorgeous lips of yours."

She giggled again, placing hands on his cheeks. He pressed a kiss on her lips again, unable to believe that he was holding that unusual woman in his arms. When he received his first letter from her, he was over the moon. Every message she sent to him, brought happiness and calm in the middle of a warzone. She gave him purpose to fight, to survive and to come home even if they met only once before. He hoped that everything got better from now and she agrees to wait for him.  With every minute they spent together, it was harder to imagine life without her.

"Let's go to mine. I think I have some of Jay's old shirts, which can be good on you. I can't let you get ill, Mr Gerwitz."

He laughed soundly, wrapping an arm around her. They had only that night, before his departure but they didn't want to rush anything. After changing into dry clothes, they spent hours on kissing, cuddling and talking. He asked her if she'll wait for him, and she gladly agreed. She had only one condition - he'll be extremely cautious being there. He wanted to do everything in his power to come back to her, try to build his life with her. 

In the morning they went to the airport holding their hands. Y/N had a proud smile on face, seeing him in that uniform. They both laughed, seeing how happy Jay was in their sight. She stayed with them as long she could.  When the time came, she hugged Jay with all her strength. No matter how long they knew each other, he still was that little boy, who knocked her off from the swing years ago.  She looked up at Mouse with a small smile, throwing herself into his arms. She inhaled deeply the smell of his cologne that became so familiar to her in these few days. She felt tears in her eyes, but she knew she couldn't cry in front of them. She couldn't let them go with the sight of her as a crying mess. He gently stroked her cheeks, hoping that he'll see her lovely smile. She looked in his eyes, and with a little smirk, she kissed him deeply. She heard Jay's gasp, which changed into cheering but she didn't care. The only thing that mattered to her right now was man, who held her in his arms. They both smiled, hugging tightly, when they heard another call for their plane. She sighed, squeezing his hand.

"Write to me when you can, okay?" She tried to keep her voice from trembling. He nodded, giving her another peck on the lips. She watched him grabbing his things and slowly made his way to check-in. She saw him turning a few times, watching her through his shoulder. Every time she waved at him with a bright smile, sending kisses to him. She stayed in the airport until their plane took off. Everything that she could do was crying herself to sleep that night, waiting for any news about her boys. 

[fuelled-by-fanfiction-archived]

Imagine...going on a date with Mouse.

"I hate you!" Your scream was muffled by Mouse's sweater, your hands clinging onto his arms hard enough to leave marks. "If we die, I'm haunting your ass till the end of time!"

Mouse laughed. The ferris wheel slowed to a stop and rocked gently back and forth. Seizing the opportunity, he shuffled in his seat so that the capsule swung wildly.

"So let me get this straight, walking into gunfire on a daily basis is a just a part of the job but a ferris wheel is a death sentence?"

"Did I fucking stutter?!"

[playbucky]

Over protective.

Requested by @lovecatystuff​ – Hi! Firstly I want to tell you that I love your writing! I read a few of your One Chicago posts and they are amazing! Secondly, do you take requests? If yes - could you write something where reader is Jay's younger sister who is close to Mouse and she gets hurt is some Intelligence case? Thank you so much! Stay safe and have a nice day! A/N – Y/A = your age. Characters – Jay,Will, Halstead!reader x Mouse. Word Count – 408.

‘Incoming trauma, female, Y/A, bullet wound.’ The EMT said, as they wheeled you into the ER. ‘I’m not a trauma god I could’ve walked.’ You said, as you lay in the bed. ‘Y/N, what happened?’ Maggie asked, you looked relived to see her. ‘Maggie.’ You said when you saw her, she smiled widely. ‘Please tell my brother that I’m fine.’ You said, motioning to Jay who was looking worried, she smiled at you. ‘Y/N what happened.’ Now it was Will, you flung your head back and groaned. ‘You told him?’ You asked Jay, he looked at you confused as if it was the obvious thing before nodding. ‘I got shot.’ You told them, Will’s eyes widened before he crossed the room quickly. ‘Where are you hurt, how are you feeling?’ He asked, putting the stethoscope to your chest, you pulled away from him. ‘It’s only a graze on my arm, and I’m fine accept from my brothers who are annoying the hell out of me’ You said, he pulled back and looked at the arms that was already wrapped up in a bandage. ‘I’ll get the stitches ready.’ He said, you nodded.

‘You okay?’ Mouse asked as he stepped into the room, you smiled brightly as he walked over to you, pressing a kiss to the top of your head. ‘Yup, just Jay over reacting.’ You informed him, he chuckled slightly. ‘If that’s how he reacted with a graze, what’s he gonna do when he finds out about us.’ Mouse asked, you widened your eyes slightly. ‘Oh god, Jay’s gonna kills us.’ You stated. ‘Damn right he is.’ He was suddenly in the doorway, along with Will who were looking at you with their arms crossed over their chests. You looked at Mouse who had paled before he leaned back but still kept a hold of your hand. ‘How long has this been going on?’ Jay asked motioning between the pair of you. ‘Three months.’ Mouse replied, looking at Jay. Will was now smiling slightly, but when Jay turned to him it quickly disappeared and he put on his big brother act before dropping it when Jay looked back at the pair off you. He discreetly gave you the thumbs up before clearing his throat. ‘Well I need to go a do rounds.’ Will said, Jay turned to him and pointed at the pair of them. ‘They’re dating.’ Jay said distressed, the corner of Will’s lips twitched up. ‘They are also adults.’ Will reminded him. ‘Mouse is dating Y/N.’ Jay pointed out, sounding upset. ‘Exactly, it’s Mouse a long term friend, would you rather some stranger that you don’t know.’ Will reminded Jay, his shoulders slumped as he realised the truth. You had to stop the laughter but Mouse smiled as he lowered his head so he wouldn’t be seen. ‘Okay, well um…’ He looked at the pair of you, watching as Mouse sat and looked at you, rubbing the back of your hand with his thumb. ‘Congrats.’ He said awkwardly, you nodded and smiled at him. ‘Thank you.’ You replied. ‘But seen as I’m injured, could you go get me a burger?’ You asked him, he narrowed his eyes at you knowing he couldn’t turn down his little sister when you were injured. ‘Fine.’ He huffed. ‘Thank you.’ You called after him.

[anotheronechicagobog]

Mouse Gerwitz x reader Letters

written by @anotheronechicagobog​

Requested by @confusedpimp​

Warnings: swearing, mature themes, implied smut

A/N: I’m asexual and terrible at writing kissing scenes, so sorry if that part sucks. I’ve been sick, had school stuff going on, and had some writer’s block, so I really hope you like it!

(Not my gif)

When you first met Mouse you were sixteen, he, Jay, and Will were all back from being away. Jay was on his first leave from the Rangers and Will was back from Uni for winter break. After spending the full day with you and Will Jay decided to hangout with Mouse. You threw a fit over that, you’d spent over a year terrified that he’d come back in a body bag and that you deserved to spend the few weeks he was there with him. So instead he invited Mouse to hang out the three of you instead. He was handsome, funny, and a Harry Potter fan so you didn’t mind at all. The three of you went down to the boardwalk and just spent time together, talking, going to the river museum which wasn’t your thing in all honesty but it was more about being together than anything else, and ended the day with deep-dish pizzas at home and a movie marathon. It was when your dad came home drunk off his ass that the mood changed. Jay and Will suddenly remembered what they left you home with, and Mouse was sitting there awkwardly, not knowing what to say or do. You sent an apologetic smile his way and stood up. “Hey, dad, it’s time for bed. C’mon, I’ll sing to you again.” Your brothers exchanged shocked and horrified looks as they say you leading your very drunk, very handsy father, up the stairs quickly and efficiently. You’d learned how to handle yourself when your brothers were gone.

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When you returned downstairs you heard furious voices in the kitchen. You turned to Mouse who was sitting on the couch with wide-eyes. “I’m really sorry you had to watch that Mouse. You look really uncomfortable, can I get you something to eat or drink?”

“Uh... How often does that happen?”

“Why?” Mouse looked at you with guarded eyes. You were confused, Mouse sounded concerned and he didn’t really have any reason to be. Jay was your brother, not Mouse. “What do you mean ‘why’? That shouldn’t be happening to you.”

“Mouse, I only met you this morning so I’m a little surprised at your reaction.”

“Jay’s been showing me and the others pictures of you and sharing stories since basic training, he talks about you all the time, he’s so protective of you, it’s kinda rubbed off on the rest of us.” You nodded slowly, processing his answer. “Look, I get that my brother and his overprotective ways influenced you, but I can handle myself.” Mouse didn’t look convinced.

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After Mouse left you walked into the kitchen and jumped up onto the counter. The mood was thick and tense and you dreaded the conversation that was coming. “Alright, let’s get this conversation over with.”

“Are you being serious right now?” Jay huffed angrily and threw the dishtowel into the empty but still soapy sink. Will threw the remaining cutlery in the drawer and slammed it shut. “Why are you being so calm about this?”

“I didn’t want you guys to put your lives on hold. You two basically raised me, you’ve sacrificed enough. Yes, he’s been drinking more, yes he’s gotten handsy, but I can handle myself I promise.” Jay screwed his eyes shut and balled his hands into fists. “You should have told us.We’re supposed to take care of you.”

“And what could you have done Will? Jay’s been in the middle east fighting a war, and you’ve been in med school in Seattle. You’ve tried to get custody of me before and it fell through, we just have to face it, this is the situation for now. It sucks but its doable.”

“Are you kidding me?! ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME?!?! Y/N, we are your big brothers, it’s our responsibility to help and protect you! You need to tell us when stuff like this starts, so that we can deal with whatever shit’s going on!” You sighed and watched Jay catch his breath.

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The rest of the boys’ stay was tense. They walked you to and from school, Mouse and some others in Jay’s unit were coming over to stay with you when your brothers couldn’t (including ‘introducing’ themselves to your father), and you were never left alone with your father. You were annoyed at all that your brother was orchestrating, but you were also low-key relieved you didn’t feel the need to barricade your door at night. Two days before Jay and Mouse were scheduled to head back you were introduced to Mouse’s family. His parents were wonderful and Katie was so freaking adorable. You’d all decided to go out to dinner to an Irish restaurant. Right before the Celtic band was set to play Mouse’s mom pulled you aside. “Sweetheart, Greg told us about your dad. We just want you to know that you’re always welcome with our family and at our home. Just call and we’ll be there as soon as possible. Okay?”

“Okay, thanks.”

When you both sat back down Mouse’s eyes caught yours and he smiled sheepishly. You smiled in return, feeling grateful about your overprotective brothers

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TWO YEARS LATER

You cheered silently as you skipped down the steps of your childhood home. You had all your possessions in your backpack and a small suitcase. You were finally eighteen, legally able to walk away without being dragged back. Greg’s family invited you to stay with them until you started university in the fall. They’d been a godsend over the years, to the point where you started sending letters to Mouse as well as Jay. While your brother initially thought it was weird but stopped complaining when Katie mailed him a picture of flowers she drew. Your relationship with Mouse grew.you swapped stories, created inside jokes, and confided in one another. For the next few months, you were going to be living in his old bedroom. It looked like how he left it.

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You sat on the edge of the bed and looked around the room you’d called home for the past few months. You were excited but apprehensive about starting university. Not just because of the daunting aura of university, but because of the financial aspects. You’d started applying for scholarships and bursaries before your application was even accepted. While you’d been awarded a decent amount of money, it wasn’t anywhere close to covering one semester, forget the rest of your academic career. So you’d turned to something your brothers would murder you for if they ever found out- being a stripper and a sugar baby.

In all honesty, it hadn’t been as bad as you’d expected. You’d found a website where you could... advertise yourself. You’d posted some nice photos of yourself, selfies where you’re smiling in a park and the boardwalk, and made it clear on your profile that sex was NOT on the table. It had taken you a while to find a sugar daddy, for that reason, but you’d found one and your... allowance was pretty good. You’d been contacted by a guy in his late 30’s who was gay and came from a very conservative family who expected a serious girlfriend. He wasn’t ready to come out, terrified of the backlash and possible violence he’d receive from his family, he decided to go another route. So while everyone thought you were moving into an apartment you were really moving in with your sugar daddy.

You’d have your own room, and were free to use any room in his apartment except for his ensuite bedroom and office. The same applied to him, he wasn’t allowed in your room either. He’d been nervous about the arrangement, much like yourself, and had offered to assist you in decorating your room, a kind offer you’d decided to accept to try and form a friendship with him. You’d need to be a convincing companion, after all.

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ONE YEAR LATER

“Well well well, if it isn’t the girl who put Van Gogh posters up in my room.”

“Mouse! It’s good to see you. You’re on leave with Jay, then? Also, who doesn’t like Starry Night?” You’d gone with Jay to hang out at a bar with him and some guys from his unit, Jay had gone off with a pretty blonde twenty minutes ago and hadn’t returned. Mouse smiled and took another swig of his beer. He sat down across from you, where Jay had been sitting and folded his hands together on top of the table. His arms were even more muscular than the last time you’d seen him. His shoulders were broader, he had a tan, and his eyes looked sharper. “So who’s the lucky guy? Everyone’s been writing that you’re seeing someone, and I know you, you don’t buy jewellery for yourself. Yet here you are, with a lovely necklace, dainty rings and bracelets. C’mon, spill.” Mouse looked tense, and his hands were clenched, almost like if they weren’t so tightly coiled together he’d be doing something else with them. “He’s none of your or anyone else’s business.” You smiled coyly at him and took another sip of your screwdriver. Mouse’s eyes flickered dangerously before going blank, a tense smile forcing its way onto his face. “Well alright, then. Let’s talk about something else.” You felt confused as Mouse started to ramble about the Blackhawks.

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Things seemed to be frosty between you and Mouse after your talk in the bar. Letters were still exchanged, but he wasn’t as open with you as he used to be. He stopped opening up to you, doodling goofy little cartoons in the margins, sweet words to you, monologuing about his goals and dreams (most of which involved you but you tried not to read too much into, despite how it made your heart flutter), and describing how badly he missed your famous chocolate cookies. You sighed, before placing his latest letter in the decorative box you’d gotten to keep them in. You gently placed that box next to your suitcase before returning to packing. You and George had ended your arrangement, he’d fallen in love with a wonderful man and now that things were serious, and that he felt ready to come out, you were moving out. You’d met him and surprisingly you two had developed a friendship, even with him knowing what you were to George. He’d thought it strange at first, but moved past it quickly when he considered the circumstances. And since he was a successful real estate agent, he’d volunteered himself to find you an apartment. The one you’d settled on was a steal and absolutely beautiful. Taping up the last box you were thankful that you didn’t have more belongings. The new furniture you’d purchased from IKEA was set to be delivered and put together tomorrow, deciding to leave most of your furniture with George since you weren’t overly attached to them and George had, y’know paid for them. So you were going to load your boxes and large suitcase into your car tonight and leave in the morning. Then the room you’d been living in would go back to being a guest room.

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The sound and smell of sizzling filled your apartment as you cooked up some sausages to accompany your toast and boiled egg for breakfast. They were almost done cooking when there was a knock on your door. Leaving them on the element for a moment you went and opened it. Surprised to see your brother standing there. “Jay! Will! What are you guys doing here?”

“We came to visit your new place, you know, since you actually told us the address this time.”

“Oh come on, you’re not both still on that, are you? I just didn’t want your overprotective asses descending on my life all the time!”

“Hey! Is that any way to talk to the guys who brought doughnuts?” 

“Is that any way to talk to the chick who cooked sausages that she’s willing to share with her brothers?”

“Touche.”

“So why are you guys really here? We were supposed to have shepherd’s pie and stuff tonight.”

“Well, we are here in part to celebrate because I got assigned to Chicago Med and Jay is finally back after getting medically discharged.”

“Also, I was wondering if you’d heard from Mouse.”

“What? No, I haven’t, did something happen?” You stomach dropped and ice bolted up your spine.

“He didn’t handle everything well. After he was allowed to leave the facility, no one’s heard from him. Not even his family. We were wondering if he’d contacted you.”

“No, he hasn’t contacted me. I don’t know why you thought he would, we’re not very close.” Jay narrowed his eyes at you. “Then why were you exchanging letters with him while we were overseas? You don’t do that with someone you don’t care about.”

“He was out there with you Jay. It felt good to talk to someone I know had your back, he was willing to tell me things about you and that was going on that you wouldn’t. We formed a friendship for a while,” Jay and Will let out a snort, you raised your eyebrow, “but things got cold a while ago. He stopped telling me stuff about himself, the genuine things we corrisponded about.” You sighed. “Why are you acting like I’m super close to him?”

“Oh come on, don’t tell me you don’t know.” You shrugged and shook your head, feeling completely confused. “Mouse fell in love with you.” He and Will jumped when they heard glass shatter. You’d dropped your mug when you heard the shocking news. You could feel your jaw hanging open and your heart pounding in your ears. 

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FOUR MONTHS LATER

You were cursing under your breath, your first date since high school stood you up in a pretty bad part of town, huddling closer to yourself, trying to remain unseen. Your plan had failed though, as a hooded man had been following you for the past thee blocks, even circled one behind you. You were officially scared. You were thinking of a plan to attack him that didn’t result in you get raped and/or murdered when you ran into someone. “Sorry, I have to go-”

“Y/N?”

“Mouse? What are you doing here?”

“The question is what are you doing here? You shouldn’t be here.”

“I’d like to catch up with you but there’s a guy following me-”

“Blackhawks hoodie covering his face? I see him. I’ve got you.” He wrapped his arms around your shoulders and started to direct you down the street. “Let’s get you home.”

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Mouse was sitting at your kitchen island with a coffee and grilled cheese in front of him. His face looked shallow, he had bags around his eyes, he looked like he hadn’t had a decent meal in ages and he couldn’t stop fidgeting. You didn’t need to look at his arms to know that there would be track marks. “Jay’s been worried about you. So have I. You dropped off the radar.”

“It’s my life not his.”

“I know.”

“So... You moved.”

“Yes.”

“You and your boyfriend broke up?”

“Yeah, we did, he wasn’t really my boyfriend, though, that’s a story for another time. How have you been, Mouse, really?”

“It’s complicated.”

“Whatever you say. What have you been doing?”

“Please don’t pull that with me Y/N. I know you can tell that I’ve been doing drugs.”

“I know we’re not as close as we used to be, but I’m here for you, okay? I miss you and what we had. Let me help you. I’ll even leave Jay out of it if you want, I know he can be kind of over bearing.”

“Okay.”

“Okay.”

“Okay.”

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EIGHT MONTHS LATER

Mouse was curled up on your couch with you stroking his hair. Therapy had taken a lot out of him and he just wanted to be held. You obliged, letting him rest his head on your lap and running your fingers through his hair. He wasn’t moving or making any noise, and he was cold to the touch. If you didn’t know any better you would’ve thought he was on death’s door and called for help. After escorting you home from the disaster of a stand up, you’d gotten close again. Mouse went to rehab for six months and while he wasn’t using anymore it was clear he was still struggling so you’d suggested therapy with the VA. He’d been hesitant, and you hadn’t wanted to push, but he realized you were just trying to help him the best way you knew how. This included letting him live with you and not telling Jay you knew where he was. Mouse hadn’t wanted to ask that of you but he felt much more comfortable with as little pressure on him as possible. You sat like that for hours. Surrounded by silence, the only movement in the room was your hand going in soothing rounded movements along his scalp. You stopped when Mouse started to sit up. “I’m feeling like Thai food tonight, how about you?”

“That sounds like heaven, Y/N. I’m going to take a quick shower.” He dropped a kiss on your forehead and padded down the hall to the bathroom. You placed your usual order and then took a moment to dwell on your current living situation. Mouse meant a lot to you, but he also meant a lot to  Jay, and not telling Jay he wasstaying here could seriously damage your relationship. And your relationship with Mouse was shifting too. Your apartment was only one bedroom, so while Mouse had started with sleeping on the pull-out couch, it hadn’t stayed that way. He’d found you comforting and since his nightmares often woke you up and prompted you to stay with him anyway, you’d started going to bed together. You’d made space for his things in your dresser and closet. All that with the subtle intimate gestures it made you feel like you were dating, and it had dragged all of your buried feelings back into the spotlight. It killed you to be so close, to be tangled in one another, to have your faces so close, and not being able to express how much you loved him. Crushing on your older brother’s brother in arms was one thing, but what the two of you were doing now was something else. Your thoughts were interrupted by the doorbell. You were sitting the food on the island when Mouse stepped out of the bathroom in jeans and... nothing else. His lean chest and arms were exposed, they reminded you of the warmth you felt when he used those arms to pull you close and tuck your head into the crook of his neck. You swallowed thickly and forced yourself to turn away. “Are you okay, Y/N? You’re looking a bit flushed.”

“Yeah, the food’s hot, that’s all.”

“Alright, if you’re sure.”

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BEEP BEEP BEEP BEEP

The monotone sound of your alarm blared into your ear, reminding you that you had class. You moved to get out of bed but were held in place by Mouse’s -deceptively- strong arms. “It’s early. Stay.”

“I can’t, today’s my last class before my thesis is due.”

“No.”

“Greg.”

“Oh, it’s ‘Greg’ now is it? When will you be back?”

“Twelve-thirty.”

“Let’s meet somewhere for lunch.”

“Diner?”

“Diner.”

“Alright, now that that’s settled, let me go.”

“Fine. But I want it made very clear that I would rather be holding you against me.”

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Class dragged on and you were glad when it ended. Your thesis was already complete, all you had to do was meet with your supervisor to go over it.  You stretched your neck to try and remove some of the tension as you stood on the bus that was heading in the direction of your and Mouse’s favourite diner. A small family-owned place that was run by a single mom and her two kids, one of whom was a firefighter at firehouse 51. You got off at your stop and entered the diner, you spotted Mouse almost immediately. He was facing the door and smiled, gesturing to the two cups of coffee on the table. The sight made all the remaining tension evaporate.

Lunch with Mouse always relieved some stress, talking to him, being with him, made everything better. Always. Your burgers were served promptly and with a twinkling smile from Peter. The exchange was not missed by Mouse who muttered under his breath, as he did every time Peter was your server. “Mouse, why do you always do that?”

“What? Get annoyed when he flirts with you while I’m sitting right here?”

“We’re not dating Mouse, why does it matter if he flirts with me?” He tensed and swept his tongue over his lower lip. Taking a deep breath he sat up straighter in his seat and looked you in the eyes. “I don’t like it because I do want to date you, and I know that wanting to date you isn’t the same as actually dating you, but he knows how I feel about you. His mom pulled it out of me when I was doing a freelance job on my laptop here a couple of weeks ago and not only was he standing right beside her, but he told me that he thought we’d make a cute couple.”

“Oh.”

“Yeah... I get it if you don’t feel about me like that, I mean I’m a train wreck-”

“Mouse.”

“Jay would kill me-”

“Mouse.”

“I’m not good enough for you-”

“Mouse!”

“Y/N, please stop interrupting me. I just, I get that you don’t love me back and that’s okay and completely understandable.”

“Mouse I love you.” He gazed at you softly, reached his hand had closed around yours gently. “Do you mean it?” His voice was deep and soulful. “Yes. Mouse, I love you.”

“Thank God.” He leaned across the table and enclosed his lips around yours. His hands were delicately cradling your face, your heart swelled. All you could do was wrap your arms around your neck and smile into his lips. When you parted neither you nor Mouse could stop beaming.

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ONE YEAR LATER

Three months after your first kiss with Mouse he decided to get back in contact with Jay. Your brother had responded by tackling him in a bear hug, getting him a job at intelligence as the tech guy, and waving off your apology citing that you brought out the best in Mouse. While you and Mouse were still going strong and continued to love each other with everything you have, neither of your brothers knew. The only people who knew were Sarah Reese, your best friend, Trudy Platt, because she’s a genius, and Voight, because that man knows everything. They all encouraged you to tell your siblings, and you wanted to, you really did, but Mouse didn’t want to. He said he just wanted to enjoy your little bubble a while longer, but in truth, you knew he felt guilty about dating his best friend’s baby sister.

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ONE YEAR LATER

You and Mouse still hadn’t told your brothers, while more members of med, PD and firehouse 51 knew, they were all sworn to secrecy. You wanted to tell your brothers. You wanted to be able to kiss your boyfriend when you visited the precinct at lunch, to hold hands without Mouse looking over your shoulders. It was starting to wear on you honestly, but you still loved him. And you understood that the time really just hadn’t been right recently. You both had agreed to tell them, but then catastrophe after catastrophe prevented you from doing so.

Sarah was frog-marching you to the ED because you’d been throwing up violently almost non-stop for days and was furious when she found out you hadn’t told Mouse you were sick just because he had a case. “Sarah-”

“No. You’re sick. Something’s wrong, and if you don’t get checked out I’ll tell Will and then he’ll drag you down here.”

“I was going to say you’re right this definitely isn’t a little stomach bug, that I’m grateful for you as a friend, and that your goddamn claws are digging into my shoulder, but okay.” Her hand fell from your shoulder, you rubbed it tenderly as the pain flared. “Sorry, I’m just getting really worried.”

“I know, I am too. Because I realized upstairs before you made the decision to manhandle me down here, that I haven’t gotten my period in two months.”

“Fuck.”

“Yup, that’s how I ended up here.” She rolled her eyes and hooked her elbow in yours. “I call godmother.”

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“Hi Y/N, what’s wrong?”

“Nat, I think I’m pregnant.”

“Well okay, then. We’ll do an ultrasound while we wait for your blood test results.” You lifted up your shirt and tried to control your nervous breathing. “This might be a little cold, okay.” She pressed the gel-covered wand on your abdomen. She smiled and turned to you. “Congratulations, you’re seven weeks pregnant.” You let out a sigh and looked at the monitor your brother’s wife had turned towards you. Your heart felt so full, remembering Mouse’s numerous comments about what he thought your children would look like. The moment of peace and joy was disturbed when Will, in his regular clothes, pushed the curtain aside. “Hey, Nat I need- Y/N? Why are you here? And- oh god. You’re pregnant, you’re- how are you pregnant? Y/N?” Will was in full freak out mode and he wasn’t paying any heed to Nat who was doing her best to calm him down. Sarah accidentally chose that moment to distractedly walk into the room. “Y/N I found the cutest way to tell Mouse you’re pregnant on pinterest-”

“Mouse?! Mouse knocked you up?! Does Jay know? Forget it, I’m going to kill him.” He stormed out of the room and ED, presumably to confront your boyfriend at PD.

“Shit, I didn’t think he’d be here, I’m sorry Y/N.”

“It’s okay, I have to get to the precinct before Will does.”

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After pleading with your boss to let you go early, citing a family emergency, you rushed to the precinct and to Trudy’s desk. “Will’s upstairs isn’t he?”

“Got here a minute before you did, what’s wrong?”

“He found out about me and-”

“Say no more. Head on up.”

You took the stairs two at a time and ran into the bullpen to a full-on screaming match between Will, Jay, and Mouse. “Back the fuck up Will! Jay doesn’t get to make this decision for me and neither do you!”

“NO WAY GREG! NO WAY IN FUCKING HELL!”

“Will, calm down, he’s my best friend and I don’t want him to reenlist either but there’s no need to yell like that.”

“YES THERE FUCKING IS! GREG GERWITZ YOU ARE NOT RUNNING OFF TO THE RANGERS AFTER KNOCKING UP Y/N!”

“What?! Mouse, you did what?! YOU HAD SEX WITH MY BABY SISTER?!”

“DOES SHE EVEN KNOW YOU’RE GOING BACK TO THE RANGERS OR WERE YOU PLANNING ON TELLING HER BEFORE ASKING FOR A RIDE TO THE AIRPORT?!”

“HOW DARE YOU HAVE SEX WITH Y/N-”

“You’re reenlisting with the rangers?” Your voice was so quiet you weren’t sure how the three arguing men heard you but they did, as well as the rest of intelligence who were huddled in the break room. You were shaking and your vision was blurring from tears. You’d spent years worrying about him, as well as Jay. You didn’t think you could handle that, especially not now. You felt light-headed and like you needed to lie down. “No, I’m not.” Mouse crossed the room to you quickly, guiding you into Antonio’s chair and holding your face in his loving hands. With the pads of his thumbs, he wiped away your tears. “No, I’m not reenlisting. I got the offer from my old SO, I briefly considered it before chucking that idea out the window because I don’t want to leave you, Y/N. The only reason I haven’t outright told Jay, and consequently the rest of intelligence, is because they were trying to control my decision. I was never going to go, I won’t leave you, especially not now. How are you feeling sweetheart? Do you need something to eat or drink?” Still shaken up, you could only sniffle out, “I don’t know,” before bursting into tears. You felt him bend down more and wrap himself around you. He ran his hands comfortingly up and down your back while murmuring words of reassurance to you. “I’m right here.” “I don’t ever want to leave you.” “I love you so damn much sweetheart.” “I want to spend the rest of our lives together.” “I love you.” You finally lifted your head out of the crook of his neck, and looked into the gentle eyes you love so much. “I’m pregnant.” He smirked playfully. “I heard.” Laughter escaped your lips before you could realize his joke wasn’t all that funny. He pressed his forehead to yours. “We’re going to be parents.”

“Yeah, we are.” Mouse captured your lips in a loving, searing kiss that was interrupted by someone, or someone’s, ‘aheming’ right next to you. Still tangled with Mouse you turned to your brothers, “how do you guys feel about being uncles?”

“We feel great but,” Will looked at Jay who finished the thought you knew they were both dying to ask, “are you going to explain any of this to us?”

[sweetblink]

Insecurities.

Insecurities .

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Mouse Gerwitz x Reader

Requested by: Anon

#37 with Mouse please.

#37. "I'm afraid that maybe one day, we're gonna fall out of love. That one day I won't be good enough for you."

Warning: semi angst

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"You okay babe?"

You snapped out of daze and you looked up at Mouse, you let out a small smile. "Yeah, just, I was just thinking."

Mouse smiled and dropped a kiss on your hair, and then got on one knee to kiss your belly. "How is our precious little bean doing, he hasn't been bothering has he?"

You giggled and shook your head. "No, but he was kicking a bit now."

Mouse smiled and got up, he held out his hand for you to get and you accepted it. "The team's been asking for you. They wanna know when they can see you again."

You giggled. "Well tell them I don't know, that my husband is hiding me from them." you teased.

Mouse chuckled and stood up and pecked your lips. "Well I want to hide you from them, they're crazy people, especially Jay."

You let out a small giggle and tried to stand up. "Well you have to tell them that's it's not my fault that they hardly get to see me. It's your fault." you teased.

Mouse just chuckled and shook his head. "How was your day?" he asked.

You smiled. "Stressful, the little kids today were hyper, it was one of the kid's birthday so there was a small party, with goodies." Mouse chuckled. "But how was yours? I saw the news about the small kid."  you whispered.

Mouse gave you a small nod. "Yeah, it was tough case." he replied. You rubbed his hand, and let out a small sigh.

"Well, why don't you call your friends to come over for dinner, that way we don't get to go out, and they get to see me."

"You're such a mother hen." Mouse teased.

"Well I do work as a kindergarten teacher and we have a kid on the way, I'm bound to become a mother hen." you replied, laughing.

Mouse chuckled and nodded. "Alright, I'll call them right now, but I'm help you, alright?" you nodded, and walked over and got the ingredients out to make lasagna.

You and Mouse spent about half an hour working on making dinner, when the door was being knocked, Mouse went to open it and saw it was Jay and Erin.

"Y/N, long time no see!" Jay exclaimed, when he made his way inside your home. You let out a small laugh when you saw Mouse rolling his eyes.

"Blame that on your best friend."  You replied, Erin made a beeline and hugged you. "Hey Erin."

"It's so great to see you again." Erin greeted.

Y/N hugged Erin back, and smiled when you saw Jay making his way over, with his big goofy smile. You pulled away from Erin and Jay hugged you quickly, you let out a small giggle, he pressed a kiss on your forehead and then got on his knee and pressed a soft kiss on your belly.

"Hey there my future godson, have you been behaving?" Jay whispered, Mouse just smiled as he watched his best friend interact with his son. You smiled down at Jay as you gently played with his hair.

"Jay are you already putting our kid up to no good before he's even born?" You said, amused. Jay just gave you an innocent smile, and stood up.

"I plead the fifth." was all Jay said.

Soon, everyone arrived at your place, and you were sitting next to Erin, Nadia and Kim, talking about baby names, and how Mouse was gonna handle being a father, you also seem to notice that sometimes Nadia will glance Mouse's way.

You shifted a bit, and tried to ignore the small part of you that started to make you insecure, so you just gave them all tight smile.

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"Bye, it was nice seeing you." You said, hugging Kim, Adam and Kevin goodbye. After all your guest left, you walked over to the nursery room and sat down on the rocking chair. You can hear Mouse cleaning up out in the kitchen.

"Do we join your daddy, or do we stay here?" you whispered to yourself as you rubbed your belly. You just let out a sigh and stayed in the nursery room, rocking back and forth, trying to get yourself together because it felt childish to be a bit insecure.

After Mouse finished cleaning up, he started to make his way over to the bedroom, but he noticed that you weren't there. "Y/N?" he called out. He could hear the faint call of yes at the nursery room, so he made his way over.

"Y/N/N? What's wrong?" he asked, once he saw that you were sad.

You turned to him and gave him a small smile. "It's nothing, I'm just overreacting."

Mouse frowned and walked over to you. "It it something, what's wrong babe?"

You let out a small sigh. "It's just, I noticed that Nadia kept glancing your way, like if she missed you or something, and well me being pregnant and feeling fat, just made insecure" you admitted.

Mouse frowned. "I love you know that, I would never leave you, I don't think I can."

You let out small tear roll down your face. "I do know that, it's just.. I'm afraid that maybe one day, we're gonna fall out of love. That one day I won't be good enough for you."  

Mouse let out a sigh, and he pulled out of the rocking chair and towards his arms. "Babe, you are good enough, in fact greater, you don't know how many times Jay had to slap me because I thought that I was the one that wasn't good enough for you. You're my greatest love, I love you so much, I don't think it's possible for me not to love you."

You just gave him a watery smile and sighed in content when he gave you loving kiss. "I love you, Greg." you whispered.

Mouse smiled, as he caressed your cheek. "I love you more." he whispered back.

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Whew, cute stuff right there. 

Masterlist.

[witchygagirlwrites]

Hide It

Greg "Mouse" Gerwitz x Halstead Sister Reader (Nicknamed Dizzy)

You and Greg decide you want each other regardless but can you manage to keep it a secret from Jay?

Warnings: cursing, sex mentioned

This could not be happening. It couldn’t. D, the gorgeous guitarist Mouse had taken home the night before, the one he’d spent hours wrapped around was sitting next to Jay in the booth.  Her eyes wide as they met his. Jay luckily hadn’t clocked it because he motioned to the empty seat next to Will “Sit down man, this is Y/N. Our little sister” “Everyone calls her Dizzy, it’s short for Dizzy Diva” Will added with a grin towards D. 

D finally tore her eyes away from him to look at Will, her shock wearing off as she forced a smile on her face “Been going by D the last few months there William just because it gets confusing backstage hearing Dizzy and Izzy getting called out”

She was explaining to him without actually explaining to him. Fuck why hadn’t he asked for her last night? Why hadn’t he offered his? She had to have heard it before. The waitress came over and put coffee down in front of everyone along with menus then walked away.

Mouse fixed his coffee, trying to keep his mind on the task at hand. Not on the woman sitting across from him, his best friend’s younger sister. The woman that he’d explored every inch of hours before. The woman that flashes of her body, her sounds, her taste kept flashing through his mind. What the fuck was he supposed to do?

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Your eyes were glued to the menu. Your raging appetite had skittered across the table and down to hit the floor the moment you realized you’d gone home with Jay’s best friend. Jay usually just called him Mouse, you had heard him call him Greg a time or two but the connection hadn’t been easy to make? Plus you and him hadn’t traded last names in the heat of the moment or being rushed when Jess called before she got there.

You took a chance to look up at him and his eyes were glued to the coffee in his hand, his long fingers tracing the rim of the cup and you felt yourself clench when memories of those fingers flashed through your mind. The most gorgeous man you’d ever met, the best sex you’d ever had and it was Jay’s best friend. He would more than likely want nothing more to do with you now. 

Jay bumped your shoulder “Dizzy, I’m used to Mouse being quiet but what’s up with you? Still tired from the tour?” you let a smile slip onto your face “Well I gotta say Halestorm, Dorothy and Reckless Kelly does know how to party” Mouse finally cut his eyes up and a grin slipped onto his face “You were touring with some pretty big names” 

You shrugged “We were Halestorm’s opener. The others we bumped into a couple nights” he grinned “Your band must be pretty awesome” Jay slung an arm around your shoulder “Oh they are. Izzy Hale and her brother happened into a bar they were playing and heard them and approached them about the tour” your smile turned more genuine at hearing Jay’s bragging. 

“It’s not that big of a deal Jay” he raised an eyebrow “Bull. My little sister played in front of tens of thousands over the last year. That’s a big deal” 

You cut your eyes at Mouse “He likes to brag if you haven’t noticed” Mouse laughed “He’s proud sweetheart. Nothing wrong with that but I gotta say he needs to update pictures of you. The last one I saw you had pink and teal hair” Your eyes widened oh god, that was from junior year of high school. “Jay” you scolded and he grimaced “I’m sorry Diz” and you shook your head “I’ll get you some of the promo shots from the tour. I look good and they’re recent” he grinned “Thank you, though Kevin and Adam are probably going to want signed ones”

You shook your head “Kevin can have one but tell Adam he’ll only get one if I sign it to Kim. I’m not even the singer of the band. No one pays attention to the guitarist” “You’re talented as hell Dizzy, plus they like bragging” Will laughed and you shook your head “You’re all insane”

Mouse was finally looking at you by then and a slight smile was on his face “Nothing wrong with your brothers and their friends supporting you” Jay nodded “Thank you man! I need to drag you to a gig soon” you cut your eyes at him “You mean when you aren’t ditching for a date” and he grinned “I said I’m sorry!”

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You almost got back to your apartment after breakfast before Mouse  called you. You knew this was coming. Didn’t mean it didn’t hurt a little. You already liked him. “Hello?” “Why didn’t you tell me you’re a Halstead?” you laughed lightly “You weren’t exactly asking there Mouse” 

He laughed then “Guess I could’ve offered my last name too huh?” “Exactly” you sighed as you turned onto your road and pulled up in front of your place and parked. “I guess this is the part where you tell me it was a good time but you don’t want to see me again?” “Now who the hell said that Dizzy?” he asked and a grin slipped onto your face “You’re my brother’s best friend. Jay’s gonna kill you if he finds out you’re sleeping with me”

“If being with you is what takes me out then consider me having died a happy man. Dizzy Halstead, I want to be with you. Last night was amazing. You’re amazing. Jay or no Jay, can we try this thing?” “He can’t find out Greg” you all but whispered and after a moment he said “If that’s what it takes to be with you, I’ll lie to him” “I don’t want to ask that of you” you replied and he groaned “Baby please” 

You closed your eyes at the way his voice made you feel “That’s not fair” he chuckled “I’ll come over tonight. I’ll even get an uber so Jay won’t see my truck. We can get takeout, watch a movie, talk or not talk. I just want to get to know you better” you knew it was a bad idea but you couldn’t resist it “Around eight?” you asked and could damn near see his dimples in his voice when he replied “I’ll see you then Ms Halstead”

The hardest part of having a boyfriend that you were trying to keep your brothers from knowing you had? When one of your brothers was that boyfriends best friend. You had been gone for a while so whenever Jay was off he wanted to spend time with you, you fucking loved your brothers and you and Jay were always slightly closer than you and Will anyways so hanging with Jay wasn’t the issue. The issue was he always wanted Mouse to join the two of you. “Mouse is my best friend Dizzy. I want two of the most important people to me to get along”

He was forcing you and Mouse into close quarters and it was proving to be harder than either of you thought to keep up a front. Sitting next to each other at a Blackhawks game, hanging out at Jay’s.  Things that shouldn’t have been awkward were because you craved his touch and he craved to touch you. You just didn’t want to risk their friendship should Jay find out because you knew what would happen.

“Fuck, Greg” he had one of your legs hooked around his waist, hips slamming into yours as he worked you closer and closer to that edge. Your nails bit into his shoulders as that building pressure threatened to burst just as you heard the door of his apartment open followed by Jay’s voice “Yo Mouse”

You scrambled for a pillow to pull over your head as your orgasm hit. Fuck why was this happening? Your legs shook around Mouse as a mixture of pleasure and fear rushed through you. He folded his body over yours, blocking you further. You heard Jay’s footsteps then him say “Oh shit, my bad” followed by Mouse saying “Get the fuck out Man!”

You felt Mouse pull out of you and throw a blanket over your bare body. A few minutes passed before he was to your side, gently pulling the pillow out of your hand “He’s gone baby” you glared at him “Why was he here Greg” A blush graced his cheeks “I forgot I was supposed to meet him at seven” you groaned “My brother was just in the room as I orgasmed Greg! Jay was at the foot of the fucking bed while you were inside of me!” 

“I know this beautiful. I was inside of you” you covered your face with both hands “I gotta get to work” he cut his eyes at the clock “Yeah, shit. I’m sorry” you shrugged “Not like I was complaining. I’ll tell Stella I had an issue with my washer or something” he grinned “Didn’t mean to distract you” you shook your head “My brother was in the room with you inside me. Dear god if he would’ve heard my voice Greg. He would’ve killed you”

Your hands were shaking but he took them both in one of his, “It’s ok baby. I can handle Jay” you shook your hand “That was too damn close. We’re using chain locks from here on out” he grinned “Ok sweetheart”

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You were behind the bar with Stella, fixing drinks and handing them out. Jay and Mouse were at the end of the bar and your eyes kept finding them. 

Jay waved you over after a minute so you walked over “If you two are just wanting to talk” but Jay shook his head “Get Mouse a drink on my tab” you raised an eyebrow as you opened the two longnecks “What’s the occasion?” you asked and Jay cut his eyes at Mouse “I interrupted him and a lady friend before we came out tonight” you saw the chance so you took it. “Greg Gerwitz, you dawg. Been hanging out with my brother too long?” you teased as you handed him the beer and saw a blush works its way onto his cheeks as he held your eyes. That unspoke challenge in his eyes.

Someone waved you down from the other side of the bar so you tapped between them “Talk to you two later” and you walked away.

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“She’s got a gig next week, you in?” Jay asked Mouse as the two of them talked. Mouse cut his eyes up “Huh?” “Dizzy? Her band has a gig next week. Do you want to come with me to check em out?” he needed to talk to you but if he didn't answer now Jay would think something was off and well “Yeah, sure” he could apologize to you later anyways

You grabbed Jessica and pulled her to the side “No one saw me leave with Greg that gig right?” she grinned “Oh you like him like him? It’s been, what, six weeks?” you nodded  “And I’d prefer Jay not kill him”

“I got you babe. It’s good to see you happy. No worries no one is gonna bust you out” you let out a breath “Thank you” she grinned “But is Jay single?” and you rolled your eyes “I’ll introduce you two after the show”

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Mouse stood with Jay, next to the stage as your band took the stage. Your eyes landed on him and it took everything in him to not grin. You looked so damn natural on that stage. He heard someone make a comment about “the sexy guitarist” and spun around but luckily Jay did too. The man was clearly half in the bottle already “Ease up and let em play man” Jay told him and the two of them turned back to the stage.

Jay shook his head “Fucking asshole” Mouse had half a mind to break the drunk’s jaw. When the first song started his attention was firmly on you. He loved how relaxed you looked while you played. The music was just as amazing even if Jess looked at you and winked after she looked at him and Jay.

“Gonna buy her a beer, bet I can get some of that” the drunk said, clearly about you and Mouse saw when hell hit Jay. His friend spun around “Yo asshole. I’m her big brother. This is her boyfriend. Anyone else wanna talk about the guitarist?” Jay turned in a half circle to look at the crowd before turning back to him and he knew his eyes were wide. 

Jay leaned in and lowered his voice “Sorry about that but nothing makes assholes back off faster than a boyfriend. Do you mind just until we leave here?” Mouse shook his head “Naw, I’ll keep these assholes off D” Jay grinned “Thanks man” then they turned to watch the rest of the set.

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When you walked off the stage Jay met you first and pulled you into a hug before whispering in your ear “Mouse is your boyfriend the rest of the night. Some drunks were saying some foul shit” you pulled back and your eyes were probably the size of dinner plates. If only he knew. “Ok” you whispered with a smile then waved Jess over “Jay, you remember Jessica Grovner?” he grinned at her “You grew up good” 

The two of them struck up a conversation so you walked over to Mouse who slipped an arm around your shoulders and tucked you into his side “Guess I’m your boyfriend?” he asked and you shrugged “You’re enjoying this” he nodded “I get to have my arm around you in public without you worrying Jay is gonna try to kill me. I am enjoying the hell out of it”

You shook your head and he directed you back over towards Jay and Jess. Your heart flipped when Jay looked up to see Mouse’s arm around you but then you remembered oh yeah. “Drink?” you asked and Jay nodded “Let’s hit the bar”

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You were sitting next to Mouse, talking to Ty and Callian when some sloppy drunk stumbled up. You trusted Ty and Callian to handle it. They did every other time but the moment the drunk even reached for your arm, Mouse’s hand shot out and wrapped around his wrist “Don’t touch women without asking man or I’ll break your damn hand”

Ty and Callian both raised an eyebrow as the man uttered an apology then scampered away once Mouse released his hand. Jay laughed “Damn Mouse, you’re not actually her boyfriend. Could’ve let her boys handle it” Mouse shrugged “They handled it on tour for her. Didn’t hurt me handling it, besides drunks need to keep their hands to themselves” 

Luckily Jay didn’t think anything about it and just shook his head with a laugh “Don’t think he’ll try it again” then turned his attention back to Jess. Ty and Callian on the other hand were eyeing the hell out of you. They seemed way too amused. You shook your head and Ty grinned “We’re gonna get going. See you two ladies in the studio” you winked at him “See ya there”

Jay cut his eyes at Mouse “Can you make sure Dizzy gets home” you looked at Jess and gasped “My brother! You slut” she grinned “What can I say? You Halsteads just do something for me” you shook your head as the two of them left the bar. 

Mouse looked back at you and a grin slipped onto his face “Just me and you, out in public with a reason for my hands to be on you” he pulled you over into his lap and you shook your head “You’re insane” he grinned “About you” and crashed his lips against your.

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Broken Bonds-Part 37

Greg "Mouse" Gerwitz x Reader, Coparenting Jay Halstead x Reader, Jay Halstead x Hailey Upton

When someone is targeting first responders and it hits too close you are forced to take a life and find out some big news while at Med afterwards

The cutest thing in the world? Addy had to have her necklace on every morning before daycare that Mouse had given her at the wedding. It was a little four leaf clover locket that folded out. One photo was an old one she’d uncovered at Jay’s. It was from his and Mouse’s ranger days. He said when she found it she’d begged for it. “It’s Daddy and Mou!” He’d ended up getting a copy made for her to carry around so Mouse got another copy made for the locket.

One photo was of you and Jay, it was the early days of intelligence. Erin had actually taken it. You’d both ended up falling asleep on the floor behind Jay’s desk after a long case. You were asleep curled into Jay’s side and he had an arm around you protectively. 

The third photo was the first one of all of you together, that halloween you dressed up as the mystery gang. The fourth was the last fourth of July picnic. Stella had taken it. Addy was sitting between you and Jay with Mouse on your other side and Hailey on Jay’s other side. 

When you’d actually gotten a chance to examine the necklace you ended up crying all over again just seeing the thought he’d put into it. 

“I needed something for her too, baby. I told you I would never push her to the side no matter what” was what he told you and dear god you were convinced that man woke up every morning making it his mission to see if he could get you to fall in love with him even more than you already were, if that was even possible.

Being married actually didn’t take that much of an adjustment as you thought it would. You’d long since decided to still go by Kidd at work, everyone knew you as such so it was simply easier. Stella did the same at Fifty one. The only difference really was Mouse was now listed as your first emergency contact and Stella as your second since he was your husband and her your sister. You were happy.

“That’s good to see” Kevin teased as you and he walked into a coffee shop. You and him ended up drawing the short straw on having to do a coffee run. “What?” you asked and he motioned to your face “You smiling for no damn reason. I love you lil mama. You’re my best friend and before you got pregnant with Ads I was worried, no reason to lie now” 

“Oh Kev” you cooed and he laughed “I saw what losing Mouse did to you. You were going downhill long before that undercover ever happened. Maybe the reason was to keep you going because I don’t know what would’ve happened if Addy wouldn’t have popped up, hell to you or Halstead” you raised an eyebrow “You going into some meant to be shit now Atwater?”

He shoved you playfully “Don’t be mean Kidd” you grinned “That’s Kidd-Gerwitz when I aint at work sir” he laughed “Oh excuse me” you laughed and leaned your head over on his arm as you two got in line “I can see your point. Me and Jay both weren’t doing good before that assignment ever came up and our babygirl saved our lives even more than Hank putting a gun to that agent’s head” the woman in front of you turned around at your words so you pulled up your jacket far enough she could see your badge “Mind your business ma’am” her eyes widened and she turned around as Kevin laughed “Wanna tell her you’re married to the Marshal who’s over the local office too?” you grinned “Maybe”

He shook his head with a laugh “I’d rather have you like this than picking fights because you just don’t care” you smiled and ducked your head back against his shoulder “I promise you Kevin. That Detective Kidd is long gone. I only fight for important things now” he laughed “Good. Now let's get the coffee before you have to fight your baby daddy because he aint got his damn caffeine fix”

You were sitting on Hailey’s desk, both of you pouring over surveillance footage. Mouse’s team was currently in D.C. and would be gone for two more days so if you hit a dead end on a cyber trail you had to wait until then to get Gwen’s help and it was looking more and more like you would be hitting a dead end soon.

First responders were being targeted so everyone you knew was on high alert. Luckily this was not a case of anyone being targeted while not on duty, so Addy not Mak was a worry but it still meant that all of you in addition to Stella, Mouse and literally everyone you loved in some way had a target on their back every day they went to work.

“I feel like we’re constantly being a damn step behind” you groaned, tossing a stack of photos down. A firefighter from a house on the east side had gotten attacked. If a homeless man hadn’t witnessed it and risked his life to save him the firefighter probably wouldn’t have survived it.  The cop and nurse before that hadn’t been so lucky. Mouse hadn’t wanted to leave when he found out about the case but it wasn’t like he could tell the Chief Deputy Marshal “No, I’m not going because my wife is handling a bad case”

You practically had to make Xavier and Kenny drag him onto the plane. He texted you as often as he could to check in. You knew he was just worried. It would be a fucking par for the course in your relationship for something to happen to one of you before your marriage made it to the three month mark.

“What more can we do? There’s no pattern. I mean a cop then a nurse then a firefighter? The only connection is that they’re first responders” Jay said with a shrug and you nodded “I know, that is what’s bothering me. There is no pattern to follow, no physical evidence left behind. We have nothing. Who knows who or where is next. All of Chicago’s first responders are on high alert while we try to keep public panic from happening. Not to mention is it just this branch of first responders, should we alert tow truck drivers too? Triple A?”

“She has a point” Hailey said and Hank nodded “Get an alert out. Word it carefully but get it out” you sighed and pushed yourself off the desk. You needed to stretch your legs, you were hurting. Stella was off the next two days thankfully so she was picking up Addy for you and Jay.

Jay followed you into the break room “You good?” you nodded “Weird pain in my lower back” he raised an eyebrow “Like you need Hailey’s bottom drawer pain or something is actually wrong pain?”  

“I’m not sure honestly” you told him and he nodded “I’ll get you some ibuprofen either way ok?” you smiled “Such a sweet baby daddy” he rolled his eyes “Like that’s all we are to each other. Get something to drink, I’ll be right back” he walked out of the room so you went in the fridge and grabbed a bottle of water out. 

He walked back in a moment later and passed you the bottle “Here. If it doesn’t feel better soon, she’s got those little heating stick on things you and her like” you grinned “I love that you don’t know the name of them but you know we like em. You were made to have a little girl Jay” he grinned “Good thing we have one huh? Now take the meds before I call your husband in D.C. and tell him his wife is in pain because we both know he will leave his assignment high and dry and hop a plane back tonight”

You held his eyes as you took the pills and lifted your tongue to show they were gone. He laughed “Good girl” and you shook your head “Bite me Halstead” He smirked “Naw, that’s Mouse’s job but if you really want someone to bite you at the moment fairly certain my fiance will come sliding in here like the hunger game hollering I volunteer as tribute”

You laughed at that “Now there’s an idea” he shook his head “Walk around a bit. That always helped your back when you were pregnant?” then headed back out into the bullpen.

You walked back into the bullpen, sipping the water and listening as Hank vetted yet another phone call from the ivory tower about why intelligence was no further on this case then all of you were “Yeah just catch some person who we have no idea why they are doing what they’re doing or who they’ll  target next”

You saw a slight smirk slip onto his face. You normally tried to keep your mouth shut but damn sometimes those idiots did not even try to hide that they were stupid. When Gwen got back maybe between her and Mouse they could see something you, Hailey and Kev couldn’t but until then you had no idea what you were missing.

There had to be something, no one was this disorganized. There had to be some sort of rhyme or reason or you were afraid you’d never get the guy. 

You were half asleep when you felt the bed dip behind you right before Mouse’s arm slipped around your waist “You weren’t supposed to be back until tomorrow” you mumbled lazily and he chuckled, lips brushing your neck “We got wrapped earlier and everyone wanted to get home” “Jay call you?” you asked and he laughed lightly “Maybe that too. Still nothing on the case?”  

You started to turn in his arms so he loosened his grip to let you, tucking you closer to his chest once you were facing him “I’m worried. There’s no pattern I can find. I’ve looked at the precinct, hospital and station houses. Nothing. I don’t know what I’m not seeing here” he smiled gently, one hand coming up to brush your hair back “Gwen’s coming to the twenty-first tomorrow. She’s the unit’s for as long as you need her”

You laughed “Baby you can’t give me a marshal every time I have a hard case” he shrugged “I am not giving you anything. She asked if she could, I just said it was ok” you laughed “I swear Greg” he grinned “What can I say baby? My team is wrapped around your finger too. Everyone loves my wife” 

“Have you missed saying that?” you asked and he shook his head “No, because I’ve talked about you every chance I’ve gotten” you laughed ‘You are ridiculous” he grinned and brushed his hand across your ring finger “And yet you married me” “I would do it a thousand times over” you assured him and he grinned “Come here” and pulled you into a kiss before speaking with his lips against yours “I love you” “I love you too” you whispered, tugging his shoulders to pull him on top of you.

He grinned “Did you miss me love?” you laughed lightly “So much Greg”

You were in the tech room with Gwen, she was working on one screen while you were working on the other trying to keep up with her directions. It was so damn harder than even when Mouse first started teaching you. “If I had a dollar for every story Mouse told about my wife while we were in D.C. I wouldn’t even have to use my debit card to buy Katie the necklace she wants”

“He couldn’t have been that bad. It was only four days!” you laughed and she cut her eyes at you “You underestimate that man. You are his hyperfixation” you cracked up laughing “You have a way with words there ma’am” she grinned and let her eyes flicker over you “I mean I can’t blame him but that man is very much the my wife” you shook your head “From what I hear so are you”

She grinned “Yeah, I am. That’s why we get along. We love just sitting and simping for our wives” “Did you just describe yourself as a simp?” you laughed and she shrugged “I said what I said” 

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It took her a little under an hour until she had a pattern. Your districts were next. “I want Chicago Med, Fifty one and all of the twenty first on top alert. We don’t know what this guy is capable of. Thanks to Gwen we have surveillance photos. Get out, hit the street, grease some hands and find out what you can” Hank ordered and everyone nodded. You looked at Gwen “I’ll drop you at the marshal office before me and Kev go talk to C.I.s” “Thank you ma’am” she replied with a smile.

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Nervous didn’t begin to cut it. The last time you could remember your nerves running this high was when that virus was eating its way through Chicago. “What if he hurts one of ours?” you asked quietly and Kevin shook his head “We ain't thinking that” 

“Just cause you told me not to doesn’t stop it” you replied. You’d already hit all of your C.I.’s and his. So far no one had picked up anything. You had a bad feeling in the pit of your stomach that was only getting worse. Your phone went off and you cut your eyes at Kevin “Hit that” he clicked it and Kelly’s voice came through the speakers of your jeep “Hey sweetheart” “Hey Kel, something up?” you asked and he let out a breath “Stella was riding with Sylvie today. They’re not back from a call that they released themselves from thirty minutes ago. Boden is on the phone with Voight. I wanted to call you”

You slammed on brakes, your eyes meeting Kevin’s. “What was the address of the call?”  Kelly told you so Kevin was already on the phone with Gwen with the address, Stella and Sylvie’s cells and radios. “Kelly, I promise you I’ll find her” “I know you will. You’re the one person who loves her as much as I do” 

You hung up with him and hit your gun, busting a u-turn in the middle of the road and Gwen was on the speaker with Kevin, triangulating the signals of the cells and radios. “I’m sending it to everyone in the unit’s phones” she told you and Kevin thanked her then hung up and hit his radio “Me and Kidd are headed for Stella and Brett. Gwen sent a possible location”

“Kidd, stand down until we all get there” Hank’s voice came across and you motioned for Kevin to hold the radio closer. When he did you leaned in “With all due respect. Kiss my ass. If my sister is in danger I’m going in and no one is stopping me”

You knew Jay probably had Mouse on the way too but you didn’t care. Stella was in danger and she’d move heaven and hell for you. You were coming for your big sister no matter what. The moment you pulled up to the address Kevin was helping you to vest up without a word being passed. “You with me?” you asked and he nodded “Till the wheels fall off. Lets go”

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You and Kevin eased into the door of the house. You motioned for him to go left and you to go right. You spotted Sylvie tied up in the corner of the living room. “Go” you whispered and covered him as he untied her. “He has Stella in the basement” she spoke in a tiny voice. “Are you ok?” you asked and she nodded “My jeep is outside. Go get in it, lock the doors and don’t get out until you either see some of our unit or some of Greg’s team you understand?” she nodded and headed for the door.

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You stood and looked at Kevin, the two of you fell in step. You knew he’d try to take point but no, your sister your job to save her. You took point down and heard the perp’s voice “I’ll kill her! Let me go”

You held your gun out loose as you continued down the stairs, anger pooling in your stomach when you saw the cut on the side of Stella’s face. It was a white guy, mid forties, glasses with dirty blonde hair and gun pressed to your sister’s temple. “Let her go” he shook his head “I let her go I don’t walk out” you smiled and leaned down to lay your gun on the floor “You want a hostage? You’re looking at a much better one” Stella shook her head and you shot her a glare.

“I’m a detective with the CPD, intelligence unit. The father of my daughter is also a detective in my unit and I am married to the marshal who’s over the local office. You want a hostage that’ll get you out of here. Walk out with a gun to my head” he looked from Stella to you and nodded. “Let her go up the stairs to my partner. They’ll walk out then me and you will walk out of here. No one will touch you and risk me” he nodded slowly “Ok” and released Stella.

She walked towards you, reaching for your arm but you shoved her up the stairs “Go to Kevin. Now” 

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When the door opened and Kevin walked out with only Stella in tow Mouse felt his heart fall to his feet “Where’s my wife Kev?” “She made a trade, he had a gun on Stella” he explained. Mouse ran up the steps, hearing Jay fall in next to him. They’d barely made it to the basement door before it opened.

You walked out and Mouse felt his heart stop all over again when he realized you were covered in blood “Sweetheart?” you blinked a few times then your eyes focused on him and you smiled slightly  “It’s not my blood. He thought I was defenseless because I kicked my gun away, I had my knife still”  he pulled you into his arms “Are you ok?” you nodded slowly “Yeah love. Where’s Stel? I want my sister” he cut his eyes at Jay who shrugged, you seemed a little spaced but beyond that fine. “Come on baby, I’ll take you to her”

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Kevin took your jeep so Mouse drove you and Stella to Med. You rode in the backseat with her, refusing to let go of her hand. You’d let her go when Kelly got to her. Mouse glanced in the mirror so you met his eyes, letting him know you were back. Those first few seconds after you’d killed Paul Fergueron as it turned out was his name you’d been a little spaced. The adrenaline had knocked you for a loop. Now you just needed to get Stella and yourself checked out and do the drug test that came along with any time someone from CPD killed someone in the line of duty.

When you got to Med Mouse walked around and opened the door so he could put his arm around you both to walk you in. He didn’t care that you were still covered in drying blood. The moment you walked into the sliding doors you heard Kelly’s voice and saw him. He made a beeline straight for you and Stella, pulling you both into his arms. “You’re ok” he spoke and you weren’t sure who he was talking to until he kissed the top of your head “I love you honeybee” he whispered and you laughed lightly, he’d never called you that. You looked up at him “Get her checked out. I’ve got to get checked out” he nodded so you turned back around to Mouse who smiled “Are you ok now that you got her to Kelly?” you nodded “I’m better”

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You were sitting in an exam room waiting for results. Maggie had rounded you up a set of scrubs and taken you to the showers so you were clean at least. The adrenaline crash had hit so Mouse sat down on the bed so you could curl up against his chest. You were half asleep when Will knocked then came in. 

You sat up and smiled “Hey Halstead, what’s the verdict?” he laughed “Well everything is good. His blood didn’t have any passable diseases so nothing to worry about there. Your drug test was clean which we already knew” you nodded “So can we go” he shrugged “There is one thing” 

“What?” you asked and he handed you a sheet of paper out of your chart. You read it then read it again. You looked at him and he nodded so you handed it to Mouse. Mouse looked from you to the paper “What is this?” “Read it” you spoke lightly.

He looked down and his eyes skimmed across it, getting bigger as he read then they flew up to you “You’re pregnant?” “Doctor Asher had to take your IUD out in what, march?” Will asked and you nodded “After that hit I caught” he nodded “Did you happen to miss a pill” you shrugged “Apparently” he looked from you to Mouse “I’ll step out so you two can talk but congrats and I’ll go round up an ultrasound to make sure they’re good and so you can find out how far along”

You were silent for a while after Will left then you turned to look at Mouse who was reading the paper again “I killed someone, violently. Not just shooting, I stabbed that man, multiple times” he nodded “You survived, you saved Stella..” his hand reached out to gently lay on your stomach “You saved our baby” your hand covered his as tears threatened your eyes “Our baby..Greg I’m pregnant. With your baby” he nodded, pressing his forehead over against yours “I know” 

You cut your eyes up to his “You’re gonna see me huge!” he laughed “Baby you’ll be the most beautiful woman that ever walked still” you smiled “I’m pregnant, again. You get to be a dad and  be here with me” he nodded, tears threatening his eyes then “I know sweetheart. I love you so damn much” his lips crashed against yours about the time Will came back in with an ultrasound machine in town “Woah, none of that in the E.D. now”

You grinned “Easy uncle Will. Cause you’ll be uncle to this one too” he nodded “I’d be offended if I wasn’t” 

Will told you to lay back and pull the scrub top up “You know the drill”  Mouse walked around and took your hand as Will put the gel on your stomach and moved the wand around. You spotted the little grey blip before Will pointed it out. Mouse’s eyes widened and tears slipped down his face when Will said “There’s your baby” then hit the button and that familiar hummingbird sound filled the room “And there’s your baby’s heartbeat. Now Kidd, now more knife fights until you give birth but they’re healthy” “How far along is she?” Mouse asked and Will grinned “I’d say she probably got pregnant the week of your honeymoon.

You felt your face warm as a smirk slipped onto Mouse’s face “Makes sense” you laughed lightly and Mouse winked at you “Addy is gonna be a big sister!” he grinned and you smiled, she was going to be so damn excited. She’d been asking why kids at school had little siblings. You squeezed Mouse’s hand as Will printed two shots off “Congratulations you two” 

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Mouse laid his head over against yours and whispered “Woman I love, step daughter I love, baby on the way..did I die and go to heaven?” you turned your head to crash your lips against his “Nope, this is very real there Mr Gerwitz. We’re having a baby”

Part 38

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Greg "Mouse" Gerwitz x Halstead Sister Reader (Nicknamed Dizzy)

You've been in L.A. with your band opening for a big named band. Your boyfriend was a roadie on the tour but the last leg you caught him with someone else. Once the tour wrapped your band headed home to Chicago. Your first night home you're performing a gig where you all first started as a welcome back and you meet a gorgeous blue eyed guy named Greg. A night spent together leaves you wanting more then the next morning you go to meet your brothers for breakfast and Jay's best friend is your blue eyed guy.

Blue Eyed Guy*

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Broken Bonds-Part 36

Greg "Mouse" Gerwitz x Reader, Coparenting Jay Halstead x Reader, Jay Halstead x Hailey Upton

Honeymoon time

Warnings: its a honeymoon so SEX!!

As Mouse drove he glanced over in the passenger seat where you were curled up half asleep. He wasn’t surprised you were tired, Stella told him you’d barely slept the night before. A smile slipped onto his face when you turned and he caught a glimpse of your wedding band. His wife, you were finally his wife. How many years had he dreamt of you having that title? How many years had he wanted nothing more than for you to introduce him as your husband? Now that reality was finally here, just a few hours old. His thumb curled around to run over his own wedding band as the memory of your smile as you said your vows played through his mind.

You hadn’t even wanted to change out of your wedding dress but Stella had talked you into the simple white cotton dress she’d bought you as a surprise to wear leaving the reception. It looked like something you’d pick for yourself which wasn’t really a shocker considering but when you’d stepped out from changing into it, taking your hair down and cleaning your makeup off? His heart felt like it may burst out of his chest. Suddenly you weren’t his girlfriend or his fiance or even his bride. No, in that moment you were now his wife.

“Eyes on the road Greg. I’d like to make it to Voight’s cabin in one piece and we should be there in like half an hour” your voice came and he looked towards your face to see a smile sneak onto it. “How long have you been awake?” he asked and you shrugged before sitting up a little further in the seat “I dozed off for like twenty minutes but when I woke up I had the most gorgeous man driving me and he kept just staring at me every chance he got. Who was I to wake up and interrupt it?”

He shook his head “That’s not nice sweetheart. I’ve been driving the last hour and a half by myself” you grinned “I’m sorry love” and moved to sit then console up. You unbuckled your seatbelt then slid over next to him before buckling back into the middle belt.  He cut his eyes at you as you laid your head over on his shoulder “That better?” He nodded “Much” and you gave him a small smile “I love you Mr Gerwitz” a smile slipped onto his face as he said “I love you too Mrs Gerwitz” 

You drove the rest of the way to the cabin with your head laid over on his shoulder and your hand on his thigh. When he turned off the main road onto the long winding driveway and stopped you sat up and he saw your eyes light up when you spotted the way the driveway was now lined with strings of lights. It’d taken him, Jay and Kevin a few hours to get it done but from the look on your face it was by far worth it. “Baby, did you do this?” you asked softly and he shrugged “I made sure it was ok with Hank but yeah. I had to make sure it was perfect for you” you looked back at him and he saw tears threatening in your eyes “It was perfect just being with you” then pulled him down into a kiss. 

He bought his hand up to slip around your neck, cupping the back of it as he slipped his tongue into your mouth rolling it against yours. You moaned lightly against his lips and damn just that small of a noise sent a shock straight to his dick and he could feel it harden, pressing against his jeans. “Sweetheart, we need to get inside” he spoke with his mouth still against yours. You pulled back from him with a look of confusion then your eyes flickered down a grin slipped onto your face as you palmed him through his jeans, causing his head to fall back against the seat. “Yeah we do because I really need my husband” you whispered and fuck just hearing you call him your husband was damn near enough to make him come undone.

He nodded and hit the gas to make it the rest of the way down the driveway. The moment he parked, he unbuckled his seatbelt then yours and slid out. He didn’t give you enough time to react before reaching back in to pull you across to him and scoop you up bridal style, causing you to laugh “I can walk Greg!” he nodded “I know but you need to save your energy baby” as he headed for the porch. 

He sat you down long enough to unlock the door and when you tried to step across the threshold he scooped you back up instead and you buried your face in his neck, kissing the soft skin there and murmuring “I love you so much” “I love you too” he told you as he walked in and kicked the door shut behind him. He’d get your bags out of the truck in the morning.

When he got to the bedroom he called your name lightly to get you to look up and when you did you whispered “Greg, you didn’t have to do all of this” Hank had someone who came in to clean the cabin regularly but he’d given it a once over too and had bought new bedding just for the week, soft white sheets and a thick comforter he’d known you would love covered the four post wooden bed. He’d added candles in the room and they were just waiting to be lit and there were bouquets of roses along the two window sills. 

“Of course I did. It’s for you” he walked over to the bed and climbed onto it with you still in his arms before gently laying you on your back. You looked up at him and nothing on earth could have made him feel like the look in your eyes did. “Come here, please” you spoke so softly before reaching for him. 

He climbed up the bed slowly, hands slipping under your dress as he went. You leaned up off the bed to let him slip it off of you and he froze when he did, enjoying the moment to just take you in. You were laying under him, the white lace bra and panty set were the same ones you’d worn under your wedding dress. You were watching him with a soft smile playing on your lips “What is it Greg?” he shook his head slowly “Just thinking how I am married to the most beautiful woman I have ever laid my eyes on” he told you and you ducked your eyes down which he knew was something you only did when you got embarrassed but there wouldn’t be any of that.  No for the next week you weren’t shying away from any compliment he showered on you. He slid his left hand up to your neck, using a light grip to force your eyes up to his “Baby?”

You looked up at him and your eyes fluttered slightly as a soft moan left your lips, fuck you looked so damn gorgeous with his hand around your neck, especially being able to see the ring you’d slipped on marking him as yours hours before. “Don’t turn away from me when I tell you how beautiful you are, ok?” you nodded slowly “Ok” he smiled and leaned down to catch your lips in a kiss that started gentle but when you hooked your arms around his neck, pulling him down closer the kiss deepened as a moan left your lips.

Your hands went to the hem of his shirt and he pulled away from your lips with a laugh “Want it off baby?” you nodded “Please?” He quickly pulled the t-shirt he’d changed into off and tossed it onto the floor before catching your lips again. You tugged at his hair and he groaned, loving the way it felt. You pulled him from your lips then moved his head so you could reach to kiss across his jaw and down his neck, working the sensitive skin between your teeth. When you hit the spot right over his pulse point his hips rolled forward into yours, his clothed core rutting against your barely covered one and you moaned his name. “Fuck sweetheart” he groaned as you repeated the action. If you did that too many times he wasn’t sure how long he’d be able to last.

He grabbed your hands and had them pinned over your head on the bed before you could blink. The look in your eyes when you realized your current position somehow made him even harder than he already was “Well Mr Gerwitz, you’ve got me. Now what you’ve got me. What are you gonna do with me?” He grinned “What do you want me to do Mrs Gerwitz?” you rolled your bottom lip between your teeth at his words and he wanted nothing more than to taste that lip himself “I want you to touch me Greg, please. I’ve waited so long for this night”

He released your hands and ran his fingers down your sides “I’ve thought so many times about this night, kept me sane even when I thought it’d never happen” his hands slipped under you to release your breasts from the bra before tossing the piece of material away. He pressed a soft kiss to your lips and laughed lightly when you chased his lips when he pulled away “Lay back baby, let me love on my wife” you swallowed hard and nodded as he kissed down your neck, hitting every spot he knew would have you quivering under him. 

When he got to your chest and rolled one of your nipples into his mouth your back arched off the bed with a light moan of his name. Your fingers found their way into his hair as he used his tongue to tease one breast while his fingers worked the other. Your breaths were coming in sharp pants and you were already moaning his name and he’d barely even touched you yet.

He cut his eyes up at you and felt his heart flip when your eyes were already on his, nothing but love shining back at him. “My beautiful wife” he praised and you shook your head with a smile that turned into a gasp when he started to kiss his way down your body. He settled himself between your legs and pulled your panties off of you, tossing them away.

He used one finger to tease at your dripping folds “Look at that darlin, you are dripping and I’ve barely touched you” you leaned your head to the side to meet his eyes and smiled “What can I say? My husband is sexy as hell” he grinned and slipped his finger into you, quickly followed by a second, curling them up to brush against that spot that had your thighs shaking in no time. “I say your husband is one lucky bastard” he teased before lowering his head so his tongue could join the fun along with his fingers. The first swipe of his tongue your body jolted hard enough he had to use his other arm to slip around your waist and pin you down in place. 

He pulled his mouth back from your pussy but kept his fingers working at you as he warned “Baby, you’ve got to stay still for me love” you nodded shakily “Feels so good” he grinned and lowered his face back to you. He used his tongue to work at your clit while his fingers pumped into you, hitting that spot with every brush of his fingers. When you came your back arched and you screamed his name as your thighs squeezed his head but he kept licking and sucking at your clit, determined to get at least two orgasms out of you before ever putting his dick into you.

He knew you were close just from how you were shaking and when your fingers buried in his hair trying to pull him closer but push him away at the same time he knew that was it so he doubled his efforts and was rewarded when you moaned loudly before soaking his chin, but he greedily licked up your juices, lapping at your swollen clit until you finally shoved his head away.

He rocked back on his heels and looked up at you. You looked so damn perfect, laid back with your chest heaving and face flushed. His girl, his wife. After a moment your eyes focused on him and you curled a finger at him “Get your jeans off and come fuck your wife” he grinned “Yes ma’am” and quickly shoved his jeans off his hips before climbing up your body, kissing every inch of skin he could along the way.

When he got to your lips, he kissed you, rolling his tongue into your mouth and letting you taste yourself on him. You moaned into his mouth, your hand coming down between you to line him up with your opening. He pressed his forehead over on yours, eyes locked onto yours as he pushed into you. The stretch still making you both groan lightly as he filled you. Your eyes fluttered shut and he knew that was you getting adjusted to the stretch. When they slowly opened and you smiled at him he gave a slow roll of his hips and you moaned loudly, hands going to his shoulders then sliding down to his lower back.

“I love you Greg” you spoke and he smiled, pressing a kiss to your lips “I love you too baby” then leaned up, holding his weight on his forearms to find a rhythm that had your nails biting into his back and gasps and moans leaving you. He gripped one of your legs, pulling it higher up on his hip, forcing your legs to spread a little further apart and give him a little deeper of an angle. 

You were practically sobbing his name by that point. He slipped a hand between you, long fingers easily finding your clit. When you came, clenching hard around him he groaned, burying his face in your neck. Your fingers dug into his shoulders, gasps of his name and how much you loved him escaping you as he fucked himself closer to that edge. 

When you shifted your hips at just the right angle and hooked both legs around his waist he buried himself into you with a final thrust and you managed to come again, pussy squeezing his dick as he came deep inside of you. 

He pulled out of you slowly, apologizing when you whimpered then collapsed onto the bed next to you, pulling you over on his chest. You curled up on him, left hand tracing patterns on his flesh and he knew you felt his heart jump every time he saw the light hit your wedding ring. “Catch your breath love, then I’ll go run a bath in that big tub” he offered and you smiled up at him “You are such a good husband Greg Gerwitz” and he felt his entire face warm “Love, I haven’t even been a husband for an entire day yet” you shrugged “Doesn’t matter. I’m your wife. I get to be the judge and I say so” he shook his head but didn’t try to argue “Yes ma’am” you grinned “Good husband” and pulled him into a kiss.

You woke up slowly, the sunlight streaming in the window just barely hitting your face. You curled further into Mouse’s chest then realised his breathing wasn’t even enough for him to be asleep. You cut your eyes up at him and he was already looking at you with a smile “Good morning love” you smiled sleepily “Good morning. When did you wake up?” he shrugged “I never really fell asleep”

“What?” you asked, turning to push yourself up in the bed. You weren’t wearing anything but his t-shirt from the night before considering your bags were still in the car. He shrugged “I guess I didn’t feel like sleeping” you shook your head, feeling your glow fading a bit “Greg, I’m your wife. You don’t get to do that to me”

He smiled, reaching to push your hair back from your face then sat up against the headboard then pulled you to his lap. You straddled him, a knee on either side of his hips and your hands resting on his shoulders “Talk to me” he slipped his hands under the shirt you wore, curling them up your back to pull you down flush against his hips but even the delicious feel of his half hard cock against your bare core wasn’t distracting you when your husband had that far off look in his eyes. 

“Greg” you spoke and he brought his eyes up to yours “I’m afraid if I go to sleep I may wake up and this was all a dream” you tilted your head to the side “Huh? I thought we dealt with this when you first came home love” he nodded “I know baby, I did too but the longer I laid there staring at you last night…the more I started feeling like, what if I got hurt and this was all some fucked up fantasy my brain made to try to comfort me? After that first time…my brain was not my friend sweetheart”

You bought one hand up to cup the side of his face and smiled when he leaned into your touch, “Feel that? It’s real Greg. I’m very real and I am very much your wife. You are my husband” he smiled and pulled you into a kiss then laid his head over on your chest, arms wrapping around you “It was so damn hard being without you” “It was hard being without you” you told him and he nodded against you “I don’t want to say I’m sorry for leaving or I regret leaving because then we get into regretting Addy territory”

You pulled back from him and looked at him “Just talk love. I don’t doubt that you love my baby girl” he smiled “I do, so much” you nodded and he pressed a kiss to your lips before saying “When I rejoined the rangers my head wasn’t in the right place…I was floundering again and I refused to take you with me” you nodded “I know”

“You begged me not to break up with you and I didn’t listen” he whispered and you felt your heart ache “Greg,baby we’re married. Where is this coming from?” he smiled “I just need to get it out so it's said and over with” “Ok” you replied so he cupped your face with his hand “The calls, the messages meant everything to me. I carried your photo in my helmet” “You did?” you asked and he smiled “I did. One Kev gave me”

You pressed a kiss to his lips and he smiled against your mouth before pulling back to look at you “I know you probably thought I hated you the day you told me you slept with Jay” you dropped your eyes but his grip kept you facing him as he said “I didn’t not for one second because I knew from the bottom of my heart even with you being hurt and drinking that wouldn’t have happened if I hadn’t broken up with you” you raised your eyes to his and he smiled “There she is. There’s my beautiful wife”

You smiled and he continued “It wasn’t easy knowing you were carrying Jay’s baby, that he was living the dream I wanted, seeing you swollen with his child. Helping you bring that child into the world but when I saw you pregnant with Addy and knew that was Jay’s baby it didn’t change how I felt about the entire thing. I was still so in love with you and loved her already because she was a part of you it was insane to me. The day I came home I didn’t know what would happen,what to expect then I met your eyes across that restaurant and I knew”

“Knew what?” you asked and he smiled “That you were still the love of my life, the other half of my soul. That nothing would change that. Even when Jay said he loved you it didn’t change that. I was willing to give you space but then when you came to me? God sweetheart nothing could’ve compared to opening my hotel room door and seeing you standing there” you shook your head “I am not that big of a deal” he gripped your hip tightly with his hand that wasn’t currently holding your face “Don’t talk about my wife like that” 

You grinned “I apologize Mr Gerwitz” he winked at you “Damn straight. The point is baby, I found my soulmate. That is some storybook shit. Look at everything that’s happened and we found our way back together. You married me. I’m your husband, I’m Adeline’s stepfather. It’s a little surreal love” “I know but I swear to you that it happened. I am your wife and will be. Nothing will change that. We didn’t even put till death do us part in our vows because Stella swears you would find a way back to me even in death” he laughed lightly “Stella knows me pretty well” 

You pressed a kiss to his lips, rolling your hips down against his and felt him start to harden underneath you “Why don’t we wear ourselves out then take a nap and get some food? Then we can get a shower and maybe go on a hike or something?” he nodded with his lips against yours “I like that plan” his fingers teased at your clit and he groaned “How are you already so damn wet?” you laughed “I woke up next to a sexy ass marshal that’s wearing my wedding ring on his finger” he shook his head as he lifted you up just enough that he could line his hard length up with your opening. When you slowly slid down onto him he groaned “Lucky bastard, that marshal” 

You twisted your hips in a lazy circle and he groaned “Fuck” you grinned before rolling your hips against his and his hands went to your hips, not controlling your pace, just guiding you. “I love you so damn much” you pressed a kiss to the hollow of his throat “I love you too Greg” before finding a position so you could move your hips just right, taking more of him in with each movement, fucking yourself on him, his grunts and groans spurring your movements. “Fuck, Greg. You’re so damn big, fill me up so good” you moaned and his grip on your hip tightened before he took control starting to move you up and down his length, slamming you down harder with each thrust until your head was fallen over against his chest and all you could do was hold on for the ride, gasping and moaning as he fucked you both closer to that edge. When your orgasm hit your thighs clenched around his waist at the same time your pussy clenched down around his cock and he buried himself into you, his own release finding him as he came, filling you up.

You collapsed against him, both of you breathing heavily “Believe it’s real and you can sleep now?” you panted and he nodded, turning to lay down with himself still inside of you. He ran his hand down the side of your face “My gorgeous wife”

“Greg!” you laughed as he scooped you up bridal style and ran into the lake, spinning you around. After that initial dark cloud the first morning after and you quickly chasing that away now? You’d never seen him happier and you’d never felt happier.

You squealed when he went out far enough and dipped down that you both ended up soaked “You ass! I have a suit on under my clothes” he raised an eyebrow “So I can strip you?” you shrugged “Get me out the water” he grinned and walked you back up to shore before sitting you down. You shook your head and quickly stripped down to the black suit. He grinned and stripped down to his blue trunks before slipping his arms around your waist “Have I told you in the last few minutes how beautiful you are?” you shook your head “No” and he grinned, picking you up under your thighs so you had to wrap your legs around his waist as he said “My wife is the most beautiful woman that ever walked” you shook your head with a laugh “And my husband is the sexiest dork to ever walk” as he ran back into the water with you in his arms.

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You were laying on a blanket by the lake, it was a full moon so the two of you had come outside to look at the stars, of course that was before Mouse’s face had ended up buried between your legs “Fuck, right there” you gasped, fingers buried in his hair as he sucked your clit into his mouth. Something about being out in the open, the risk of getting caught even knowing this far out that it was slim just added to it. 

Your legs shook when your orgasm slammed into you and a loud moan of his name echoed across the lake and he cut his eyes up at you with a grin “Think anyone heard that?” you shrugged “I don’t care” he shook his head and crawled back up to you, kissing your lips like his very life depended on it. You tugged at his pants and he smiled against your mouth “Love are you wanting me to fuck you out here?” you nodded and he pushed his pants off his hips, luckily you’d worn a cotton dress today so that was all the undressing that had to be done.

He looked down at you and smiled before hooking one of your legs and bringing it up to his shoulder. Your eyes widened when he slipped into you and the angle made your eyes fall back “Let everyone know what your husband’s name is like a good girl baby” he cooed as his hips snapped into yours, nearly folding you in half.

You were an incoherent mess of moaning his name and curse words as he fucked you. He’d already gotten two orgasms out of you and was working for the third. When he pulled your other leg up to his shoulders your eyes rolled back and you came, hard. Your entire lower body shook around him as he buried himself inside of you and you felt him cum, coating your insides and pushing some back out. He folded you double when he leaned down to press a kiss to your lips “I love you” you whimpered “I love you Greg” and he chuckled before slowly lowering your legs down, rubbing your legs. “Come on baby, I’ll carry you inside and start a bath”

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He stood up then held you to your wobbly feet, scooping you into the bridal position before heading towards the cabin. You laid your head against his chest “How do you fuck like that then be so damn sweet?” you asked and he grinned “It’s called being a man sweetheart” 

He continued into the cabin and sat you down on the bed before starting the bath. He came back in and carried you into the bathroom, sitting you on the sink to help you strip your dress and bra off. He stripped his own clothes off then turned the bath water off, checking the temp then came over and picked you up. “Come on sweetheart”

When you both sank into the tub you melted back to curl into his chest, cutting your eyes up at him “You’re my husband, all mine” he laughed “Oh god, did I actually fuck you senseless?” you grinned “Maybe? Maybe I’m just tired and you’re very pretty and very mine”

“Always have been, always will be” he replied before starting to help you bathe.

You and Mouse were curled up in front of the fireplace where he’d built a fire since a thunderstorm was raging outside. “You know normally A husband would have to apologize to the wife for it storming on their honeymoon” you grinned at him “Why? I loved the thunder and the rain, besides it gives even more of an excuse to just be wrapped in your arms”

“You never need an excuse for that my love. Just say Greg come hold me” you grinned “I know” you were eating some food that he’d stocked the cabin with. You weren’t hungry, hungry so it was mainly snacking. He’d teased you about it but was snacking right along with you. “We go home tomorrow” you said and he nodded “I miss little miss” you grinned “How did I know you would say that?” and turned to look at him.

He grinned and pressed a kiss to your lips “Because no one on earth knows me better than you?” and you shook your head “Always a sweet talker, even once you’ve got the ring on the finger huh?” he shrugged “Gotta keep you happy” you pulled him into a kiss “I have the man I have wanted for years as my husband, finally. I have a beautiful healthy daughter. My sister is finally with a man I don’t have to worry about hurting her. I love my unit, your team has your back.  I am so very happy Greg. Words can’t describe it” he grinned and pulled you into a kiss “Good because I am so very happy too. I have the love of my life as my wife, a beautiful little girl who loves her Mou as my step daughter, your sister is happy and our teams are literally our family”

You pulled him into another kiss “But going home is tomorrow, today we’re still on our honeymoon” and laid back pulling him on top of you and he grinned “Yes ma’am” 

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Part 37

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Broken Bonds-Part 34

Greg "Mouse" Gerwitz x Reader, Jay Halstead x coparenting Reader, Jay Halstead x Hailey Upton

With a date picked and help from your teams everything for your wedding starts to fall in line

Fluff 🤷‍♀️

The date you and Mouse picked was April sixteenth. It was still early enough that the weather wouldn’t be too hot but still late enough that no one would be bundled up. It had taken a few nights, laughing over a calendar to figure out just when you wanted your wedding anniversary to be. Addy was already telling everyone at daycare that she was gonna throw flowers at Mommy and Mou’s wedding.

The venue was proving to be a bit of a harder find than picking a date however. Everywhere you liked didn’t have the date available or it had the date available and you didn’t like it or it just didn’t have the room to host a wedding. 

“This place only holds weddings if the bride can prove she’s a virgin going in by having a letter from her priest” you read off the site and Mouse looked horrified “Is there a way we can shut them down? Surely there’s something illegal going on there. Call sergeant Benson. Hell I’ll call around too” you laughed at his tone “Baby I don’t think we can” he shook his head “Even if it’s not illegal they’re still assholes” you shrugged “Hell we don’t even have a priest, We got Kev”

Kevin had surprised you a few weeks before by catching you one morning and asking if he could talk to you. You’d been stressing about finding someone to perform the ceremony because neither you or Mouse was really religious but you didn’t want just some random person that you barely knew either. “Lil mama, I got an idea” the moment Kevin said that you pushed back from your desk and cut your eyes up at him “That could be really good or really bad. What ya got Kev?” he grinned and walked around to sit on the edge of your desk and held out a piece of paper to you. You raised an eyebrow but took it. When you read it you realized it was a certification stating that Kevin was now ordained in the state of Chicago. You felt tears spring to your eyes “Kev, this costed..” “Doesn’t matter. You’re my best friend. You and Mouse have gone through hell to get to this point. Let me do the ceremony” you jumped up and wrapped both arms around him “I couldn’t possibly think of a better choice”

“Good point” Mouse laughed, moving to slip behind you on the bed so he could pull you back against his chest, pulling the laptop out of your hand. “We’re both off tomorrow baby. We’ll get back on it then but for tonight you need to relax” you cut your eyes back at him “And I’m in your arms to relax?” he grinned “Of course” he leaned over to put your laptop on the table next to the bed so you turned to curl up against his chest. “I love you Greg, it’s just…we’ve been looking at this for so long”

He looked down at you “Baby, we’ve only been engaged for six months” you cut your eyes up at him “Not what I meant” a smile slipped onto his face “Oh” “Yeah, oh. I’ve thought about marrying you since I realized I was in love with you. Now I just want everything in place. I fucking refuse to be a bridezilla because to be honest we could do a courthouse deal and I’d be happy” 

He shook his head “After everything we’ve been through love? We deserve a full wedding” you smiled “I know, I’m just saying. As long as I get to marry you, I’m happy” he smiled and leaned down to catch your lips in a gentle kiss “We’ll find a place baby. You’ve got to go dress shopping”  you grinned “I know. Addy won’t let me forget that” he laughed “Little miss is excited to find her dress” god knows she was. She kept asking you when you were going dress shopping. You had a day planned that you, Kim, Hailey and Stella all had off. 

“Well if we’re gonna get back on it tomorrow, can you just hold me please?” you asked and he smiled “I’d love nothing more” and turned so he could lay down with you wrapped up against his chest. He pressed a kiss to the side of your neck “Get some sleep sweetheart. We’ll figure it out tomorrow”

“Mommy, look!” The Christmas decorations were going up around town and Addy was in love with all the lights. You smiled “I see baby! They’re really pretty, aren’t they” she grinned and reached for Mouse “Mou! Look” he grinned at you as he took her from your arms “Want to go get a closer look?” she nodded so you watched the two of them as he walked her closer to the bundle of trees in the center of the shopping complex that she’d been eyeing.

They were decorated with kids in mind. The bright colors and cartoon characters adorning them were adorable. You took out your phone and snapped a couple photos while neither of them were paying attention to you. The amount of photos you had of just different people in your life with Addy was astronomical. Everyone loved her so much. 

Mouse’s phone started ringing so he shifted Addy to his other side to answer it and glanced over at you before a smile slipped onto his face. You were curious as to what that phone call was about until he hung up and walked over talking to Addy “Wanna go meet Kat-kat?” she nodded. That was what she’d donned Gwen’s wife when she first met her and Katie adored the nickname. 

“And why are we meeting Kat kat?” you asked and he grinned “She may have found a place that had April sixteenth open and she may be nearly positive that you’ll love it” you shrugged “In that case, lead the way Mou” Addy’s head swung around towards you with the most serious look on her little face “You don’t call him Mou” you laughed “I’m sorry baby. What should I call him?” She grinned “Greg or love” 

Mouse tried and failed to bite back the grin that was stretching across his face. You pressed a kiss to Addy’s forehead “I am so sorry babygirl. Come on Greg, love. Let’s go meet Kat kat” she nodded with a smile and he winked at you over her head.

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You followed Katie through the venue and were honestly in awe “This has got to be out of our price range” you whispered and she turned to face you with a smile “Well my father owns it so I would say it’s not considering it’s all yours for the sixteenth if you want it. Consider it mine and Gwen’s wedding present” 

It was perfect. There was a large window in the room that would hold the ceremony that had a view of the water, rooms for the bridal parties to get ready and two more large rooms to hold the reception in so one room could be reserved for food and the other for a dancing area. “Katie, are you sure?” she nodded “I’m sure” 

Addy wiggled out of your arms and spun around in the middle of the floor and Mouse laughed “Baby, I think that’s a yes” you looked at Addy “What ya think? Should mommy and Mou get married here?” she nodded so you looked back at Katie “Ok, we’ll take it. Thank you so much”

Mouse slipped his arms around your waist and pressed a kiss to your cheek “Well sweetheart that makes the date, the officiant and the venue. Looks like it’s up to you now to find your dress” Addy came running up to you and damn near crawled up you at the mention of a dress “Yeah mommy” you shook your head “Of course you’re agreeing with Mou”

Katie laughed lightly “You three are adorable” you cut your eyes up at her “Should see when me and Hailey are having to duck snowballs from her, him and Jay” she shook her head “I can only imagine” Mouse shrugged “In our defense her and Hailey have a long standing record of starting it”

You heard Hailey call your name so you cut your eyes up from your computer “Yeah babe?” she tapped her desk “We’re going dress shopping saturday, right?” you nodded “That’s the plan since me, you and Kim are off along with Stella. Let’s just hope the bad guys let us have it” she grinned “They better. We have got to find you a dress and Addy a flower girl dress”

You groaned “Believe me I know. I can’t find a style I like. They’ll all either too short and showy or look like I’m going to a freaking ball hoping the prince will notice me” She grinned “Don’t worry, we’ll find you the perfect dress” you nodded “I hope”

Hank stepped to the door of his office and hit the wall to get everyone’s attention “Warrant came down. Gear up, we roll out in five” you cut your eyes at Hailey and grinned “Well that is something I can handle” she shook her head.

You fell in line with everyone else as you all headed down to roll up to get into your gear. This warrant had been close to a week in the making. This guy was rolling in drugs across both borders, why the hell it had taken this long to nail his ass was because he kept paying low hanging fruits to take each and every charge for him. 

When you slipped your vest over your head Kevin adjusted the straps then turned for you to adjust his. You nodded to him “All set and don’t forget you have a tux fitting in a month” he nodded “I know lil mama. I got the reminder set in my phone” you grinned “Gotta have the officiant looking good in the photos” and winked at him before taking your long gun from Jay who shook his head “Wedding planning while getting ready to go on a raid and you’re a mom. Multitasking pro aren’t ya there babe?” you laughed “I try honey, I try”

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You ducked down next to Kevin as you both waited for Hank’s go ahead. He cut his eyes at you and you nodded as Hank’s voice came across the coms “Take it” 

The house ended up having half a million in cash and probably double that in drugs. A total of six other arrests were made on top of the head guy the unit was after. All in all it was a success considering no one ended up in Med, not even any of the offenders. 

You stood next to Kim watching as the offenders were loaded into patrol cars. She nudged your shoulder with hers “So, I heard you found a venue” you laughed at the insanity of your life considering you’d just gotten into a fistfight with a six foot two drug dealer and won now you were talking about wedding stuff like you were standing in line at a coffee shop. 

“It found us. Katie’s dad owns it. She gave us a tour and offered it as her and Gwen’s wedding present” she smiled “That’s awesome. Well that means a date, an officiant and a venue. As soon as we get you a dress all you have to do is wait for the day” you nodded “And hope nothing goes wrong” she cut her eyes at you “What do you mean?” you sighed “Just, I’m happy, don’t get me wrong. You know how much I love that man. It's just like I’m waiting on the other foot to drop” she raised an eyebrow “Getting kidnapped and tortured wasn’t the other foot?” you shrugged and she shook her head “You and him have gone through plenty. You deserve a win”

Two wedding dress shops down and you’d yet to find a dress that you even halfway liked. None of them suited you. You didn’t want a ballgown because you wanted to be able to actually move in it but at the same time you wanted a dress that didn’t let your guests see everything that you would prefer leaving to just Mouse’s eyes.

“I feel like I’m dragging you all around town for nothing” you groaned, carrying Addy on your hip considering her stroller didn’t really fit too well in most of the dress shops. Between all four of you she just bounced around if she got too tired to walk. You’d asked Kim if she wanted to bring Makayla but apparently it was daddy/daughter day with her and Adam.

“It is not for nothing!” Stella scolded you with a grin before adding “We’re well I’d say your best friends but I’m your sister, Hailey is the wife and Kim is your favorite partner so there’s that” you laughed “I get the point Stel” she waved her hand “The point is if anyone is meant for each other it’s you and Mouse. We’re gonna find the dress that makes your eyes sparkle because as far as Mouse is concerned you could freaking wear that old CFD hoodie Kelly got you while you were pregnant with Addy and he’d be happy” 

You shook your head with a laugh because she wasn’t wrong. Every time you bought up concerns about not being able to find the right dress or not looking quite right Mouse would shake his head and say “You’re gonna look absolutely beautiful no matter what you’re wearing”

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You managed to find Addy the perfect dress within about twenty minutes of being in the store. It was a long gown that had a white lace bodice with long sleeves and the skirt was made out of a flowing blush colored tulle fabric. When she tried it on she looked like a literal little princess. You went a size up to make up for the fact that the wedding wasn’t until April but beyond that it was the perfect choice for her. You, Hailey and Stella all three snapped photos to send to Mouse, Jay and Kelly.

The replies came in tandem She looks beautiful baby, Look at Daddy’s girl, She looks like a little princess

Kim laughed “Those three are wrapped around her little finger” you nodded “Oh two have been since birth and the other one has been damn near since he met her” Hailey shrugged “Hell Addy has Voight wrapped. It’s just her power” Addy smiled at the mention of Hank “Show Papa” you laughed “Baby Papa doesn’t really text like Mou, daddy and uncle Kelly”

“Oh otay” she replied before Stella took her in the dressing room to help her change into her regular clothes again. 

You cut your eyes at Hailey and Kim “Ok ladies we can handle the streets of Chicago. We can find a damn dress. Spread out” they both mock saluted you “Yes ma’am” 

Your phone went off with a text so you opened it to see it was another one from Mouse but this one had a photo of a rather elegant looking wedding cake. It was five layers, decorated with roses that were in the colors you picked and delicate golden crescent moons. Baby that is gorgeous but the cake can’t just be for me! You texted him and really wasn’t surprised when he texted back Sweetheart, I know your eyes lit up when you saw it. I already ordered it you shook your head and texted You’re ridiculous, I love you so damn much and he texted back I love you too

You slipped your phone back into your pocket and continued down the middle rack, fingers trailing over the gown until you paused on one. Delicate lace covered the bodice, it’s floral patterns trailing up to a soft illusion neckline and three quarter sleeves. The fabric was light, damn near weightless as you lifted the skirt, layers of soft tulle flowing like a gentle breeze. A hint of blush peeked through the ivory giving it a warm glow.

“Hails, Kim” you called out and they both appeared over your shoulder “Try it on, please” Hailey spoke first and you cut your eyes back at her with a grin as you lifted the dress. Stella was back out of the dressing room with Addy and grinned when she saw you with a dress “Did she find one?” She asked Kim who nodded. “Try it on mommy!” Addy giggled.

You stepped into the dressing room and closed the door behind you before quickly stripping your clothes off before slipping into the gown. You turned in front of the mirror and felt your heart flip. The lace hugged your body just right, the skirt swayed beautifully and gave you the range of motion you craved. You looked beautiful, you looked like a bride.

You stepped out of the dressing room and Hailey, Stella and Kim all stopped in their tracks before smiles slipped onto their faces “That’s the one” Stella spoke softly and you nodded “This is the one” “You look so pretty” Addy laughed and you grinned “Thank you baby!” then cut your eyes up at Stella who was tearing up “My little honeybee is getting married!” she moved to pull you into her arms and the other two women laughed, joining the hug as Addy slid into the middle of it.

The saleslady came over with a broad smile “I’m guessing by the group hug, we’ve found the dress?” you looked over Stella’s shoulder and nodded “Yes ma’am” 

All that was left now was for April to roll around so you could finally marry the love of your life.

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Part 35

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Greg "Mouse" Gerwitz x Reader

Part 2 of Dynasty

Can a broken heart still beat?

Warnings: Character death, depression, drug use, suicide, reading of a suicide note, true love not letting death get in the way? Idk where this came from, no wait I do! blame @desimarie12

Mouse sat in the chair next to your bed, eyes never leaving your face. The solid sound of the machine helping your lungs push air through your body was the only sound in the room. Every moment that ticked by and you clung to life was a moment he managed to draw a breath. Twenty four hours, that was what the doctor told them. You were closing in on eighteen hours and still holding on. 

The door cracked open and he didn’t have to look up to know it was Erin and Jay. They hadn’t left the hospital either but they’d stayed in the waiting room throughout the night until visiting hours rolled back into effect or well until Sergeant Benson called in a favor and suddenly it didn’t matter if the three of them were all in your room or not as long as they stayed out of the way. “She’s still holding on man” Jay spoke softly, putting a hand on his shoulder. 

He nodded slowly “Holding on is a lot different than waking up Jay. She’s strong, she’s so damn strong but what if her body can’t handle this?” even simply giving voice to the thought was enough to force another round of tears from his eyes, they slid silently down his face. Erin stepped up next to him, slipping her hand down in his and squeezing it gently “If there’s any way for her to find her way back to you she will. She loves you so much” 

He squeezed her hand back, wishing he could offer her some word of comfort. You would want him to, that was your best friend but any word fell flat on his lips. He didn’t blame her by no means, he would never do that simply because he knew you. If an innocent person was in danger around you, especially a kid? Nothing would’ve stopped you from saving them. Even at the expense of yourself.  “This isn’t your fault Erin” he whispered, his voice shaking slightly and he could hear her inhale sharply before she said “I called her to this task force Mouse” 

He cut his eyes up at her and saw tears sliding down her face “Don’t mourn her yet Erin, please. I can’t…I can’t handle that” she nodded, wiping at her eyes “I’m sorry” and turned to walk out. Jay looked back at him then at the door “I’ll go check on her. If you need anything man, just yell.I’ll be right outside” 

Mouse listened to Jay leave and thought to himself, how would Jay ever give him what he needed? What he needed was for you to wake up. For those beautiful eyes to be looking back at him, that smile you had anytime you were hurt and trying to hide it plastered on your face and you joking about the fact that you wanted a vacation to New York City but maybe not like this. That was what he needed.  

He leaned up to let his hand brush against yours, fingers curling around yours “Baby, I don’t know if you can hear me but I’m here. Jay’s here too and Erin. The moment Erin called me and Jay got on a plane. I haven’t left your side. I’m not leaving your side. You are everything to me, you hear me? Everything. So I really need you to wake up. Whatever you want is yours. Every argument the rest of our lives you’ve now won before they ever start. You want to steal my coffee every day? It’s yours. Hog the blankets? Please take em. Have the water so hot in the shower I swear it’s gonna scald us both? It’ll be fine, we know plenty of good doctors. I just need you to wake up..Please baby wake up” he could feel the tears flowing down his face but he didn’t care you were still holding on for something, he was praying for the first time in his life that the something was him.He was praying that you were fighting to come back to him. He couldn’t do this without you. He didn’t want to.

When the twenty four hour mark hit, doctors swarmed your room. It seemed like you shocked most of the hospital by making it that long. Mouse stood back with Erin and Jay watching as the doctors went over your injuries with each other, talking about running more tests and further treatments.

“What now?” Jay asked, breaking their conversation because so far he’d been the one out the three of them to talk to the medical team the most. He had no choice but to hold it together, for Mouse and Erin both. “Detective Halstead, we’re doing everything we can for her” the doctor assured them but about that time your hand twitched.

“She moved,” Mouse whispered and stepped forward. The doctors all turned towards you but to Mouse’s horror you started to seize, he could see red stains start to seep through the bandages covering your body and something started coming out of the tube down your throat “Get them out of here” the doctor told Jay nodded towards Mouse and Erin. 

“Fuck you, I’m not leaving her” Mouse fought, struggling against Jay who was trying to grab his arm. He’d promised you he wouldn’t leave your side. “Officer Gerwitz you don’t want to see this” a nurse assured him, grabbing his other arm he turned to look at her and saw the tears in her eyes and this time when his legs went out from under him no one was there to catch him. His knees buckled and he hit the floor on them, watching as the doctors and nurses moved around your bed.

He was helpless to move, hell he couldn’t form a thought as he watched them shock your body, it jolting off the bed. “Greg, come on man. Don’t be in here for this” Jay tried, choking back a sob as his wide eyes landed on the bed as well. “I’m not leaving her” he whispered, even as the movements of the medical team ceased and they called the words that stopped his own heart beating in his chest “Time of death one eleven p.m.”

Mouse sat on the front pew of the church in his dress uniform, staring at your casket that was covered in the CPD flag. The unit was sitting around him, Erin was on his left side and Jay was on his right. He could’ve cared less. He was alone. You were gone.

He gripped his dogtags in his hand, the ring he’d never given you now rested on the chain. He had planned to slip it on your finger the moment you got home from New York. He’d never dreamt you getting home would’ve been in a body bag. The little girl you’d saved, Clarissa. She’d gotten her parents to fly her out for the funeral. She’d spoken with his blessing. 

She’d hugged him and told him she was so sorry you were gone. He’d tried to act like anything she said mattered, Erin had given him a small nod so maybe it had seemed like it did to him. He was glad the little girl was safe, that much was true. These niceties, the apologies they wouldn’t bring you back. They wouldn’t fix the gaping hole in his chest. They wouldn’t give him a reason to get up every day.

Hank stood at the front of the church and nodded to the unit. They would carry you out to the hearse then carry you to your grave. The last time Mouse would have you in his arms in any way would be helping to carry you to your grave. They’d wanted him to not help but what kind of man would he be if he couldn’t carry the woman he loved to the end? 

He stood with his team, positioning his cover on his head, tears streaming down his face as they all took their positions on your casket. Him and Erin were in front. They lifted you up and walked as one out of the church. Nothing had ever felt heavier than the weight of that casket, knowing it carried you inside.

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At the cemetery they spoke of you. How you lived, how you loved. How you died being a hero. Mouse stood to the side, blue eyes glued to the light grey casket. One by one those of your unit were allowed to place a photo or something inside. Erin placed a photo of you, her and Nadia. Jay put his lucky keychain, Adam put a coin Makayla had asked him to give you, Kim had a stuffed animal from their niece. Kevin had three red roses. One from him, one from his brother and one from his sister.

When Hank looked over at him he walked over to the casket, footsteps slowing when he got near it. The dress Erin and your aunt picked looked exactly like something you’d wear and the funeral home had done a good job. You almost looked like you were asleep. Almost. He laid the dogtags across your chest “I’m sorry you never got this ring. I’m sorry I never made you my wife. I love you and always will” he whispered then slowly closed the casket, staring at your face until the last moment possible.

Mouse sat on the bed, photos of you scattered around him. Your smiling face looking back at him from every one. Your pillow still vaguely smelled of your shampoo, your coffee mug was still in the strainer, the last load of laundry you’d asked him to get out of the dryer and he’d forgotten still sat in the machine. The candle you loved sat half burnt next to the bed, the movie you and him planned to finish when you got home was still saved on the dvr.

He tried. He tried for weeks, he tried. The pain was ripping him apart more and more every day. He found a new dealer, it was fairly easy.  He was high more days than sober now. The very thing you’d always feared, he’d gone back to his old ways but who was there to care? He’d lost the only reason he had for breathing, the very air in his lungs. He clicked his laptop, watching the video of you and him Jay had taken at the halloween party a few months before. You were laughing, arms around his waist and looking at him like he was the most important thing “Forever and a day Gerwitz?”  just hearing your voice over the video made tears hit his eyes as he heard his own voice reply “Forever and a day love”

He stared at the bottle in his hand. It was enough, he’d made sure of it. He couldn’t do this anymore. He had to be with you. The pain was too much. He’d considered just using his gun but he knew Jay would find him and he couldn’t do that to him. This way he’d just go to sleep and wouldn’t wake up. A lot less for Jay to find.

He sat the envelope with Jay’s name on the laptop and opened the bottle along with the bourbon. He’d see you again and the pain would stop. That was all that mattered.

Jay walked slowly into the apartment, calling Mouse’s name out. He knew something was wrong but he hadn’t expected what awaited him either.

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Jay and Erin sat together between yours and Mouse’s graves. Hank had pulled some strings, his death had been ruled a heart attack so he’d gotten a proper CPD burial and they’d made sure it was right next to you where he belonged. Hank had even footed the bill for your headstones to read “Loving Husband” and “Loving Wife” ; it was only suitable. Not even death stopped the love you two had for each other.

“Have you read his letter yet?” she asked and he shook his head and fished it out then held it out to her “Here, you do it” she took it then cleared her throat: 

Jay, I’m sorry that I know you’ll be the one to find me. I wished there was someone else but we both know with her gone there isn’t. I’ve tried man, I really have. I can’t continue to live in a world she’s not in. She was always the air in my lungs and every day without her I suffocate more and more.When I met her I found my reason to keep going and the day I lost her I lost that reason. If there’s a life after this I will find her in it and love her it it, if there isn’t at least the pain will stop. Please don’t hold onto guilt over me and don’t let Erin hold onto guilt over her. We both knew our best friends loved us. Be happy man, if you find love don’t wait for anything. See you in the next life brother, Mouse

They were both crying by the time Erin was through reading. Jay slipped an arm around her and pulled her over onto his shoulder “I just hope they’re together” she whispered. “Me too” he replied, the wind catching their words as it blew past your graves maybe carrying that message on.

One moment Mouse was swallowing a handful of pills and not fighting against the urge to close his eyes, the next he was laying on a patch of grass. Grass? How did he get outside? “Wake up Greg” he heard your voice and felt your hand on his face and for a moment thought he was hallucinating, the pills hadn’t worked. They’d just caused this.

He felt the air move around him then your other hand went to the opposite side of his face and he heard your light laughter “I swear if you don’t open those gorgeous blue eyes Gerwitz” he slowly opened his eyes and you were kneeled in front of him, real as day. Your hair was in a braid like you always wore it during summer, you were wearing a light blue shirt with cut off shorts and sneakers. You looked happy and healthy.

“Sweetheart? Is that really you?”  you nodded, tears shining in your eyes “It’s really me Greg” he pulled you into his arms and you laughed, letting him wrap both arms around you. “How? Baby, where are we? What happened?” when he rolled so he was holding his weight on his arms and you were under him in the grass you smiled sadly up at him, running your fingers up into his hair and he closed his eyes, feeling tears threaten at feeling your touch “Why are you here so soon? You had so much life left” you whispered and he opened his eyes, looking down at you. 

His girl. Whole and here with him. Wherever here was, it didn’t matter. He had you in his arms. “No I didn’t love. My life ended the day you left” you smiled “I love you Greg” then pulled him down to you. The moment your lips met his both of you let tears slip free. When you pulled away from his lips he leaned his forehead against yours “I love you so much” you grinned “Forever and a day Gerwitz?” he nodded “Forever and a day baby” 

[witchygagirlwrites]

Greg "Mouse" Gerwitz x Reader

You and Mouse take the next step in your relationship

Smut 🤷‍♀️

“So you and him haven’t…” you felt your face warm at Erin’s raised eyebrow. “How is that any of your business Lindsay?” you asked and Kim laughed “They haven’t then. Believe me, did you see that man after the first time they kissed? He’d still be walking on cloud nine!” you shook your head as you finished fixing your coffee “Aren’t women supposed to be more evolved than talking about sex around the water cooler?”

“Do you want to?” Erin asked, waiting until you’d taken a sip and you nearly snorted coffee back out of your nose. You choked on the hot beverage and glared at her as she grinned “Oh yeah she does” you wiped a hand over your mouth “Of course I do! For fuck’s sake have you seen him? He’s gorgeous, those damn blue eyes and that smile…those damn hands and those shoulders and that damn chest and” 

“Ok!”  “We get it!” they laughed in unison and you shrugged “The point is, I’m not making the first move towards sex, I’m confident but not that damn confident now if he offered? Anytime, anywhere” 

“Deviant!” Kim laughed and you cut your eyes at her “Easy Burgess, I know yours and Ruzek’s track record as well as I know hers and Halstead’s” they both grinned and Erin nodded “Good point”

You were trying to pay attention to Voight, you honestly were but you were currently sitting on Kevin’s desk which put you in direct eye line of Mouse’s and he was running a track on the suspect’s phone and playing with a pencil, twirling it between his fingers and all you could think about was how damn long and nimble his fingers were which was so not what you should be thinking at work.

He cut his eyes up at you and winked then nodded towards Voight and mouthed “Pay attention” then turned his eyes back to his screen. You could feel your face warm even as you turned your full attention to your sergeant. Why were you embarrassed at getting caught checking your boyfriend out? You weren’t sure but you were.

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Mouse glanced up at you when you turned your attention back to Voight. He hadn’t honestly meant to eavesdrop on you, Erin and Kim. Hell he’d just wanted coffee. He hadn’t expected to hear you gushing about him or about how gorgeous you found him or about how bad you wanted to sleep with him. Talk about a damn confidence boost if there ever was one.

The only question he had was why didn’t you feel like you could breach the subject? Not like he’d turn you down. Hell the day he asked you out you’d admitted you were on the verge of asking him out so why was sex suddenly off the table of trying for? Did you think he wouldn’t want you? God, the thought of that hurt his head and heart. You were gorgeous. From the moment he met you he’d thought that then he got to know you and he’d fallen for you before he ever realized it. He hadn’t approached the subject of sex yet for the simple reason he didn’t want you thinking that he was only interested in that but if you wanted him like he wanted you? Then what the hell was he waiting for?

Mouse watched all of you adjust your vests and his eyes tracked your every moment. He walked behind you and passed you the com then leaned down to adjust a strap on the back for you “There ya go sweetheart” you glanced over your shoulder at him and smiled “Thank you Greg” he loved that, you saying his real name and you chose to use it. He’d offered the nickname everyone else used but your reasoning had been you didn’t want to be like everyone else. “Make it back safe” he added and pressed a kiss to your lips before moving past you to keep handing out coms.

Once he was through with coms Voight gave out orders and everyone went their own way. You caught his eye on the way out and smiled before hurrying to catch up with Kevin. 

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“So, do you want to come over and watch a movie or something?” Mouse asked while you and him were putting up gear in roll up while everyone else was upstairs finishing up. You grinned “Depends, can I pick the movie?” he shook his head “Don’t you always?” you laughed and leaned over to catch his lips in a lingering kiss “I always want to spend time with you Gerwitz” he smiled against your mouth and replied “Ok baby”

You parked your car next to Mouse’s and got out to follow him up to his apartment. Once the two of you were in the elevator he cut his eyes at you “Can I ask you something baby?” you nodded “Of course” he smiled slightly “Why haven’t you told me you want to have sex?” your mouth fell open and you looked like such a mixture between embarrassed and offended it was nothing shy of adorable. “Who told you?”

He shrugged “Afraid I wanted coffee this morning” you groaned, covering your face with both hands “How much did you hear?” “My eyes, my smile..something about my hands?” you cut your eyes up at him and he grinned “Oh come on sweetheart, let me have this. Do you have any idea how gorgeous you are?” 

You shook your head as the elevator opened to his floor. You stormed off and headed to his apartment despite not having a key. He caught you before you got to his door and slipped his arms around you, spinning you around to catch your lips in a kiss that you immediately melted into, a light moan escaping you when he pushed you back against the door, not caring who saw. “I have wanted you since the first time we kissed. I just didn’t want you thinking that was all I wanted” he admitted, lips still against yours. You cut your eyes up at him and smiled “Let’s go inside” he grinned and fished his keys out, unlocking the door then his hands went to your hips and yours went to his shoulders. You kissed him like you were trying to memorize how his mouth felt against yours and when you whimpered against his lips he groaned lightly maneuvering you both into the door and kicking it closed behind you before pushing you back against it.

You pushed him back from you with a hand on his chest and he froze, eyes going from your hand up to your face “What’s wrong?” you grinned “I can’t get your shirt off when you’re this close to me Greg” he grinned “That right?” you nodded and started working at the buttons of his shirt then pushed it off his shoulders and groaned “Take your damn undershirt off” he laughed “Impatient?” you narrowed your eyes and he smiled “I got you baby” and slipped his shirt over his head. Your fingers trailed up his chest, exploring the smooth skin freshly exposed to you “Good god you’re gorgeous” you whispered and saw a blush grace his cheeks “Oh don’t get shy on me now” you teased, cutting your eyes up at him.

He shook his head “Oh don’t worry about me sweetheart, we’re just getting started. I can take care of you” you reached for his hands and put them on the hem of your shirt “Take it off then. You have my permission to do pretty much anything. I’ll tell you if I want you to stop” he swallowed hard then nodded “Promise you’ll tell me?” you smiled “I promise” 

He pulled your shirt over your head and tossed it across the room “Look at you” he whispered, hands slipping behind you to free you of your bra before pulling you to him and walking you both over to the couch. He sat down first, pulling you down to straddle his lap. You grinned when he looked up at you “What are you gonna do with me now?” he leaned forward and rolled a nipple into his mouth, laughing against your flesh when your head fell back, his other hand came up to knead at the other breast. You moaned out his name, hips rolling down across his.

He pulled off your nipple with a wet pop “You make such pretty sounds” you smiled breathlessly “When you’re making me feel like that” he grinned “I’ve barely done anything baby” you laughed “Still feels fucking amazing” he shook his head “I need you on your back, I want every damn inch of you because if you’re saying that felt good. I want you falling apart under me”

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You stumbled into Mouse’s bedroom, both of you kicking out of your jeans as you made it over the threshold. “Get on the bed baby” he cooed and you did as he said which earned you a broad grin.  He motioned once you were on the bed “Get up on the pillows” you crawled up to the pillows and he smiled.

He crawled up onto the bed with you, starting at your ankle and kissing his way up the entire left side of your body until he got to your lips then he rolled his tongue into your mouth and grinned against your lips when you moaned loudly and pulled him closer. He wrapped one hand loosely around your neck, holding you in place and just from feeling his hand on your throat you damn near quivered. You brought one hand up to push his, encouraging him to tighten his grip. He pulled away from your lips raised an eyebrow so you smiled “I trust you”

He groaned lightly “Keep your promise, ok?” and used his grip on your neck to bring you back into another kiss, “Just touch me Greg. I trust you with everything” you whispered and he smiled “You are everything baby” and crashed his lips against yours.

His lips moved from yours down to your jaw, licking and sucking the skin there.You rolled your hips up to meet his, a groan leaving his lips from the movement considering the only thing separating your bodies were his boxers and your panties. You whimpered when he grabbed both of your hands and moved to pin them against the pillow over your head, light blue eyes shades darker when he met yours “Baby, you’re gonna lay back and let me taste you. I’ve been thinking about this for too long. Please?” you nodded, a smile slipping across your face when he tsk tsked “Words pretty girl” “I’ll lay back” you whispered and he grinned “Good girl” then let your hands go.

You moved your hands up to his shoulders and pulled him into a kiss, pulling away from his lips only to ask  “You’ve been thinking about me?” he grinned, eyes flickering down your body “If you can’t see why I’ve been thinking about you then I’ve got my work cut out for me” you felt one of his hands slip lower on your body and your thighs fell open “Good girl” he cooed and you whimpered slightly “Fuck Greg”

He slipped his long fingers under the waistband of your panties, one teasing through your folds and your back arched off the bed from the feeling. He chuckled lightly before letting that finger slip inside of you, quickly followed by a second. Your eyes rolled back at the stretch of him working your pussy open around his fingers. “Baby, how long has it been since you had sex?” he asked and you cut your eyes up at him, chest heaving “A while” you’d already felt him through his boxers, he wasn’t a small man by any means.

 He caught your lips in a gentle kiss, fingers working inside of you until they brushed across that spongy spot and you gasped into his mouth. “There it is” he laughed lightly, turning his wrist so that his thumb could trace over your clit while his fingers worked that spot deep inside of you. “Please please please don’t stop” you begged, feeling your orgasm build. 

“Wasn’t planning on it” he teased, using his other hand to wrap around your throat and apply just the right amount of pressure that it helped to push you over that edge and you came, a loud moan of his name falling from your lips as he continued to finger you, your walls clenching down hard around him. “Greg..fuck I can’t” he shook his head “Baby if you can’t take my fingers you damn sure can’t take my dick” you gasped as he pushed your legs open further, giving himself a whole new angle. Your hips started to move in rhythm with his hand, effectively fucking yourself on his fingers “Look at my girl, taking it so good” he praised and you felt another orgasm slam into you, this one was even harder than the last considering you were still so damn sensitive.

You shoved at his wrist and he pulled his fingers out of you, slipping them into his mouth and moaning around his fingers at the taste. He winked at you then moved further down the bed to position himself between your legs, shoulders keeping them apart as he pulled your panties off your legs and tossed them across the room.

You looked down at him and he was already looking at you “Fuck, you are gorgeous” you praised and he practically preened “Thank you sweetheart, so are you” then turned his attention to your pussy. He opened you with two fingers, leaning over so he could lick a tentative strip up your slit. When he rolled your clit into his mouth, tongue swirling around it you gasped out his name.

Your fingers tangled themselves in his hair as he flicked his tongue into you and you moaned “Fuck” you could feel him smile against you “You taste as pretty as you sound” then he slipped his tongue into you, adding a finger to tease at that spot inside of you. You could feel your legs start to shake and you weren’t even sure of some of the things coming out of your mouth. 

The entire world had narrowed down to Greg Gerwitz and whatever the hell he was doing with his tongue. You never felt the orgasm building; it just crashed into you, a scream of his name leaving your lips as you soaked the bed underneath you and him with your juices. He greedily cleaned you up, working at you with his tongue until you shoved at his shoulders, sobbing lightly “I can’t please”

He leaned back, kissing your inner thigh then cut his eyes up at you “Certain on how much I want you yet?” you managed to get a full breath into your lungs before shaking your head. He grinned and started to crawl up your body, leaving a trail of hot kisses on every inch of flesh he could along the way.

When he got to your lips he pressed a lingering kiss to your lips, rolling his tongue against yours so you could taste yourself on him. You pulled back from his lips and tugged at his boxers “I want you” he grinned “I um don’t have any condoms sweetheart. I wasn’t planning on this”

“I’m on birth control” you whispered, eyes meeting his and he raised an eyebrow “Are you sure?” you nodded “Please” he groaned lightly “You begging is going to be what kills me” he leaned up to push his boxers down his legs then kicked them off.

You slipped a hand between your bodies and he cursed lightly when your hand wrapped around his hardened cock “Fuck baby” you cut your eyes up at him with a smile that was so sweet it made everything ache “Try not to hurt me?” he grinned, leaning down to catch your lips in a kiss as he helped you to line himself up with your opening “I’d never hurt you”

He pushed into you slowly, causing a low groan to leave you both. He watched your face as he buried himself inch by inch into you. He could feel your walls stretching around him, mixed with the little curses you were muttering under your breath “You ok?” he whispered after a moment and you smiled “I’m good. You’re just well” he grinned, knowing what you were trying to say.

Mouse kissed across your jaw and neck, giving you time for the pain of the stretch to give way to pleasure. After a few breaths you gripped his lower back “Move Greg” he grinned “Yes ma’am” and gave a tentative thrust of his hips. When your response was to spread your legs further he chuckled lightly and gripped one of your thighs, hooking it up around his side. 

You gasped when he rolled his hips and the head of his cock brushed across that spot deep inside of you “Fuck you feel so damn good” you moaned and he leaned down to catch your lips in a messy kiss “Can’t feel anywhere are good as you feel sweetheart” his forehead pressed over against yours and he groaned “Fuck this pussy was made for me” 

You were quickly learning your boyfriend was one hell of a dirty talker and that you fucking loved it. “You can fuck me harder, I won’t break” you told him and he met your eyes, searching for any uncertainty. “Are you sure?” you nodded and he raised an eyebrow,silently reminding you “I’m sure Greg, fuck me how you want to. I want it and I won’t break”

He shook his head “I think I may just marry you one day” and moved to shift your legs up closer to your chest, his hips rolling into yours as he hit a spot deep enough inside of you that you knew for certain no one else had ever hit.  You were practically sobbing his name underneath him, it felt amazing. Every damn snap of his hips shot pleasure through your entire body, the noises falling from him were heavenly. 

“I’m so damn close” you moaned and he nodded “Go ahead baby, let me feel it” one of his hands slipped down to tease at your clit and that was all it took, your orgasm slammed into you hard enough your back arched painfully off the bed. He wrapped one hand around your throat, his pace never faltering as his hips snapped into yours “Where at?” he asked between gritted teeth. “In me” you moaned and his head fell over against your chest, hips slamming into yours as he buried himself deep inside of you as you felt him cum, some of it being pushed back out of you. 

He nearly collapsed on top of you, kissing everywhere his lips could find “That was amazing sweetheart, fuck can I keep you?” he whispered and you grinned lazily “Pretty sure I’m not addicted even worse to you Gerwitz” he laughed lightly “Good to know” and pretty a gentle kiss to your lips before pulling out and moving to lay next to you “Need anything?” he asked as you curled on his chest “You? And maybe a shower when my legs start back working?” 

He laughed lightly “Rest for a minute beautiful then if need be I’ll just carry you in there” you shook your head “Greg Gerwitz, how the hell did I get lucky enough to have you” he raised an eyebrow and looked at you “I’m the lucky one here baby” and crashed his lips against yours, pulling you over on top of him.

“I’ve never seen a bigger smile” Erin muttered as she handed you a cup of coffee and you cut your eyes at her. She was looking at Mouse and you felt your heart flip at the smile on his face, especially when he looked up at you and winked before going back to work. 

“You love him” she whispered in your ear and you shoved her playfully “Go bother someone else Detective Lindsay” 

[witchygagirlwrites]

Greg "Mouse" Gerwitz x Reader

When you take a place on a task force and get hurt Mouse has to face his entire world falling down

Warnings: talks of death, gunshot wounds, suicidal ideation?

You sat in the middle of the bed in the hotel room holding your laptop across your legs as Mouse’s face came into view. A smile split your face the moment you saw him “Well hey there handsome” “Hey beautiful. How’s New York?” he asked and you sighed “Not as good as Chicago, you’re not here”

When Sergeant Benson and Erin had asked you to join the task force SVU and Erin’s team had put together for a six week operation you’d been on the fence. That was a long time in your opinion to be away from home, from Mouse and your unit but you could do some good well a lot of good. You’d hesitantly agreed with Voight’s blessing on the job front and Mouse’s blessing on the personal front. After Erin left Chicago that was his push to join the academy and as soon as he could Hank pulled him for intelligence. You loved working with him and knew he loved having his girlfriend and best friend right there at his side most days. 

He smiled “I miss you too love. You don’t have much longer and you’ll be home” you turned to get comfortable against the headboard and he grinned “Taking me to bed with you Detective?” you laughed lightly “Why yes officer Gerwitz, just don’t report me to the ivory tower. Might see it as me using the fact that I’m higher ranking than you to get you in bed” “Lucky me I say” he teased. 

You listened while he caught you up on things you’d missed in Chicago and you told him about some of the things in New York. “Promise me when I get home we don’t have to leave our apartment for like two days solid. I just want to curl up in your arms” you told him and the smile he gave you made your heart flip “How could I turn that down?” you smiled “I love you so damn much Greg” he grinned “I love you too sweetheart. Get some rest, you have another bust tomorrow. I don’t want you tired going into it” you nodded “Tell everyone I said hey. I’ll call you around noon your time” “I’ll be waiting”

It was a little after twelve and Jay knew Mouse was getting worried even if he was trying his best not to show it. You always checked in right on time with him. When Jay’s phone rang he nearly knocked it off the desk trying to answer it and when Erin’s voice hit his ear his heart dropped to his feet “Jay?���

He hadn’t really spoken to her except via text since she’d left. You and her kept in contact regularly hence you taking the place on the task force. If she was calling him…. “Jay, are you there?” she asked and he replied “Yeah I’m here”

She took a deep breath and he heard her voice shake at the end. Something was wrong, really wrong. “Is Mouse around you?” he cut his eyes across the room where Mouse was texting you again “Yeah, you want to talk to him?” “I can’t Jay…He he doesn’t need to hear this from me” he could hear the tears in her voice “Erin what happened” he didn’t even think about the fact that he probably shouldn’t have said her name but Mouse’s eyes flew up and everyone in the room turned to look at him.

“There was..there was a perp..he had a hostage and Y/N drew the fire to herself..everything happened so damn fast…I promise you I tried to get to her…I tried to stop him..” 

Mouse stood up from his desk to walk towards Jay only to feel his entire world shift when Jay asked Erin “Is she dead?” The next few moments were the longest of his life. He could read Jay too well. He could feel his legs try to go out from under him but Kevin moved to grab his arm. “Yeah I’ll call you” Jay hung up and walked towards him.

“Is she dead Jay? Is the love of my life dead?” he asked and Jay took a deep breath “It’s bad man. You can try to get a plane but she might not make it until you land” he nodded “I’ve got to try” “I’m going with you” Jay told him, looking back at Voight who’d come out of his office and caught the  end of the phone call “Go”

Erin sat just outside of surgery, your blood drying on her skin. She could only keep replaying those moments in her mind. The bullets tearing through your vest, how your body dropped. When she got to your side the way you’d looked at her and how scared you’d looked when you’d told her “It doesn’t hurt Erin…why doesn’t it hurt?” 

This was her fault, she’d called you onto this task force. If you died she killed her best friend. Her hand was wrapped around Mouse’s dog tags you always wore, it didn't feel right leaving them in a patient belonging bag when she knew how much they meant to you. “Tell Greg I love him” was the last words you told her before you’d lost consciousness. Your heart stopped and she’d done CPR until the ambulance got there. She only hoped it was enough.

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Mouse was numb the entire plane ride. He wanted to cry, he wanted to scream, he wanted to break down but it was like the entire world was holding its breath. His entire being needed to see you, needed to see if you were alive. He couldn’t think of a world without you in it. What was he without you? You were everything to him, the reason he was still here. The reason he’d fought to stay clean when he’d nearly slipped after getting the job at CPD. You were there helping him every step of the way. You were the one person who never got annoyed with him, never yelled at his rambling when his mind wandered.

You were the love of his life. Every thought of the future was of you. If there was no you there was no him. If you died? He had no reason to keep living. Erin had said you drew fire from a civilian, a kid that was about fourteen. That was you to your core, always saving someone even at your own expense. If he lost you, who was supposed to save him? 

When they landed in New York Sergeant Benson had uniforms waiting to take them to the hospital. You were still in surgery but at least that meant you were still alive. You were still holding on.

“Erin!” she flinched when she heard Mouse’s voice. She glanced up and saw him and Jay walking towards her. His eyes went to her shirt, jeans and hands. “Is that her blood?” she nodded slowly “Mouse, I never meant for this to happen..” 

“I know” he whispered, eyes glued to her bloody hands. She held out his dog tags “She made me promise to tell you she loves you” Mouse took the dog tags in his hand, fingers tracing over the drying blood that he knew was yours “Erin, how bad is it?” He saw tears slip down her face as she said “She told me it didn’t hurt, she was so afraid because it didn’t hurt” he pulled her into his arms and they both finally broke sobbing against each other, one for her best friend, one for the woman he loved. Jay stood to the side not knowing how to comfort either of them.

The surgery took a total of five and a half hours. Your insides were shredded from the bullets. When the surgeons finally walked out they asked for your family so Erin, Mouse and Jay stood up. “This is her boyfriend and best friend” Jay explained so the doctor nodded “She’s alive but in critical condition. The next twenty four hours will tell if she makes it or not. The bullets did extensive damage. We repaired what we could, it's up to her body to do the rest”

“Thank you” Jay replied knowing neither Erin or Mouse was in the shape to talk. “Can they see her?” he asked and the surgeon shook his head “I’m afraid only one visitor is permitted in ICU” 

Erin looked at Mouse “You go” he nodded “Ok” the surgeon waved him through “A nurse will show you the way”

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A nurse led Mouse through the hallway to your room. When she walked him inside he froze at the foot of the bed. The body laying there didn’t even look like you. It was like you were already dead, there was no life left. Wires and tubes stuck out of you in every direction. Bandages covered every inch of your body and dried blood covered your face. 

He walked to the side of the bed, fingers lightly skimming your hand, careful of the iv. “Is there any hope for her waking up? I don’t want the sugar coated answer. This woman is everything to me” he turned to look at the nurse and saw the answer in her eyes before she ever spoke “If she wakes up sir I will believe in miracles” then turned and walked out of the room.

Mouse watched her go then looked back at you. The tube in your mouth helping you to breath making a soft noise with every inhale “They don’t know you do they baby?” he whispered, eyes filling with tears. “Wake up for me love, please? I need you, the world needs you. Please don’t leave me. It feels like I just got you. I can’t lose you now”

He knew it was probably hopeless but you’d never given up on him. He wasn’t giving up on you until the moment your heart stopped beating for good, even then he’d still love you with everything he had and probably wouldn’t be far behind. There was nothing on this earth for him if you weren’t in it.

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