#greg gerwitz drabble

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Back to You-Pt. 3/3

Greg "Mouse" Gerwitz X Reader

Just when you're finding your way back to Mouse his behavior starts to change. He's coming in late, his lunch hours are extending and he's missed a few days of work. Is he struggling with being home? Is his inner demons flaring their heads up again? Are you going to lose him before ever getting him fully back?

Warnings: cursing, fluffy smut?

Your phone chimed as you followed Adam up the steps to his C.I's house. He cut his eyes over at you, raising one eyebrow. You knew that look and knew you were getting questioned the moment the job at hand was finished.

You were dancing your way back towards being more with Mouse but your hesitations were growing more because in the last couple weeks he'd started being late, taking long lunches and sometimes not even coming in here and there a couple times. You didn't want to point it out to Adam because he'd just got back on board with the idea of you and Mouse working back towards being something. His protective streak towards you would prevent any logic from entering the conversation.

You'd asked Jay that morning about it. You knew if anyone had answers he would. Of course he'd side stepped your questions. You'd expected that because if something was up with you and you didn't want Mouse to know Adam would of course hide it from Jay. You'd done the next best thing, went to Erin. You were worried. You knew Mouse, a little too well.

The way he was acting reminded you too much of when he was Jay's C.I or the weeks when you trailed behind Jay when he was helping him to get clean and when he'd first gotten hired at CPD. When addiction, ptsd or both had him wrapped up so tight he couldn't see which way was up. You couldn't give your heart back over fully to him just to lose him again.

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You stood next to Adam, listening to Erik tell him what he knew about the string of home break-ins intelligence was investigating. He'd give him a few decent leads from the sound of it so Adam slipped him a handful of twenties and thanked him so you shot him a smile "Thanks Erik" he nodded at you "Yes ma'am" he was always sweet to you, even once offered you his jacket when you'd forgotten yours at the office.

You were halfway back to the precinct when Adam broke the silence in your jeep "You good?" you didn't take your eyes off the road when you answered "five by five Ruz. Why?" he shrugged "I dunno. I mean job wise you're aces but you seem...something is bothering you" you schooled your features as best as you could because damn Adam Ruzek since the day he'd joined intelligence and Al pointed him towards your desk with a smile and told you "Congrats sweetheart. You've got your very own rookie" he'd made it his mission to be your best friend and know you better than damn near anyone and he'd succeeded thus far.

You shrugged one shoulder "The violence on this case is escalating. I just want to catch them before someone gets killed" "Huh?" he scoffed and you cut your eyes at him when you were forced to stop at a red light "What?" he shook his head "You have never lied to me. Even the times I've wanted you to. I know intimate shit about Severide and Mouse, shit I wish I could bleach my brain over so tell me what is so bad you're lying to me over?"

You started driving again before you finally spoke "Promise you won't freak?" he turned as far as his seatbelt would allow him so he could face you "Am I gonna have to get Voight to help me get rid of somebody here?" a laugh broke free of you at that "No Ruz. I swear" he nodded "Then I promise" you took a deep breath then said "Mouse has been acting weird. Getting in late, taking long lunches and even missing a couple days"

You saw a few different emotions flash across his face, anger being the most prominent before he tightened his jaw "What are you thinking? He using again?" you shrugged "I have no idea. I asked Jay but that's like someone asking you why I'm off so instead I went to Erin" he nodded again "What'd she say?" you passed him your phone and waited for him to type in your security code and see the text which simply read Talk to him is the best advice I can give

He read it twice before letting out a breath. You could hear him typing on your phone and started to ask what it was but before you could he offered "I'm texting him as you. We have spare time when we get back to the precinct. You two go down to the tech room and talk. I'll cover" he handed your phone back and you glanced at the screen to see he'd texted Mouse Can we talk downstairs when I get back?

Before you could slip your phone into your pocket it chimed so you handed it to him so he could check the text. He turned the screen so you could read that Mouse had texted I'll be waiting

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You walked down the stairs leading to the tech room and wasn't surprised when Mouse met you at the door. The look in his eyes was nothing short of fear and from his hair sticking up in places you could tell he'd been running his fingers through the growing locks. "What's wrong?" you motioned into the tech room "Let's talk"

He followed behind you while you walked over to his desk and leaned back against it, letting just your backside rest against it so you could face him. He stood a couple feet from you watching you like he was genuinely afraid you'd disappear if he blinked "I'd ask if you're breaking up with me but you haven't even taken me back" he joked then a look of dread flashed across his face along with a glimmer of anger in his eyes, not at you but himself "Or you found someone else and you're trying to break it to me easy"

"Greg Gerwitz! Seriously? Like I'd not move on, not date or sleep with anyone else the entire time you're gone then decide to move on now that you're within touching distance?" you shook your head and he shrugged both shoulders "I don't know what I did" you looked down at your hands, suddenly very enthused with your nails "Um"

Within two steps he was in front of you, one hand gently cupping your chin to force your eyes up to his "No. You don't scare the life out of me then drop it. Now you want to talk sweetheart and I will talk to you about anything but I need to know what is wrong or do I gotta go to Adam?" you blinked quickly a few times then nodded "The coming in late, long lunches...missing days.." you trailed off and he dropped your chin "Oh you noticed that"

You let out a watery laugh "Yeah I noticed that. What is it? Are you leaving again? Is it your PTSD and you're back in therapy or are you using again?" you held his eyes despite how vulnerable you felt.

He nodded and walked closer until he was standing between your legs, face just a breath away from yours "No to any of that. For one I just bought a truck and signed a eighteen month lease and why would I leave when you're here?" for emphasis he placed one hand on your leg and squeezed gently "I told you I'm home for good and I mean it. I am in therapy regularly but not because my PTSD is as bad as it was before but because I don't want it to get as bad and I've come too far to fall back into getting high again I would check myself into rehab first"

Your heart was beating in your throat by that point. He was so damn close you could smell the sandalwood of that cologne you always loved and feel the heat coming off his body. The hand that was on your leg started rubbing small circles on your thigh as he spoke "I love you. I hope you know you know that's still very much true" he leaned down to reach into a drawer and wrapped his opposite hand around something "I had plans to ask you to dinner and make a big night out of this but I guess this is as good a way as any" you knew your confusion was plain up until he grabbed your hand and placed the gold badge into it.

You froze, eyes wide looking from the badge to him. "What?" he shrugged shyly. "The late mornings, long lunches and missed days. I had a few courses I needed to take and exams to finish up but I did it. I'm officially officer Gregory Gerwitz, tech expert of the intelligence unit" He put a hand on each of your legs, pulling you closer to the edge of the desk and to him but you trusted him to not let you hit the floor.

He leaned forward until his forehead was touching yours "I told you I am not leaving. I love you too much to let you slip through my fingers again." you cut your eyes up just far enough to be looking into those blue eyes you loved so damn much "You really mean it don't you?" he nodded with a smile pulling at his lips "I've been telling you"

You reached forward and your fingers found the collar of his shirt and pulled him towards you. The moment your lips met his, a light whimper escaped him before your fingers moved up to bury themselves in the hair at the base of his neck. That was like a switch was flipped, He took control of the kiss, one hand moving to cup the back of your head while the other hitched one of your legs up around his waist.

He groaned against your mouth before he slipped his tongue past your lips and when you parted them to allow him access he licked into your mouth causing your back to arch which effectively shoved your clothed crotch into his, the pressure causing a small gasp to leave you. He rolled his hips into yours and you felt him smile against your lips when you whimpered into his mouth.

When the need for oxygen pushed you apart he moved from your lips to kiss across your jaw then down your neck, when he bit that one spot right over your pulse your back arched and a low moan left you but you also remembered you were both at work, on an active case, he'd just gotten his badge and Voight had no problem giving his people hell despite how he protected you all from outsiders "Fuck...Mouse..Greg..we gotta stop"

He froze the moment you said so but left another gentle kiss on your lips before taking a deep breath "Yeah..we do" You picked up his badge from next to you where it'd gotten dropped "I am so proud of you" you handed it to him and he smiled "That means everything to me baby" he grimaced at calling you baby but you shook your head "It's fine. Um, about what just happened..."

He looked like you'd kicked him for a second before he forced a smile "We can forget it" you nodded slowly and reached out to smooth his hair down with your fingers "Or considering this case is busting our asses we work it and hopefully get a lead in the next day or so then Friday we do that dinner you were talking about" he blinked a few times as if he was trying to make sure he'd heard you right "Did you just ask me out?" The grin on his face made you want to pull him back to you. You slapped his chest lightly "Oh hush. Technically I agreed to go out with you"

He nodded then leaned in, catching your lips in a quick kiss before pulling away "Sounds good to me baby" you felt your entire body warm at him calling you baby. Before you could say anything your phone chimed. He stepped back to let you lean up far enough to dig it out of your hip pocket and your eyes widened when you read the text from Adam Voight is looking for Mouse! you looked back up at the man in question and pointed towards the door "Go! Hank is looking for you!" his eyes widened slightly but damn him he had to kiss you one more time before running out of the room to head back upstairs.

You sat there a few seconds to let your heart settle. Besides you going right up after him? Yeah that little vein on Hank's forehead would probably burst instead of just poke out like normal. You finally pushed yourself off the desk and fixed your clothes and hair before heading for the stairs. You met Adam on them and he raised an eyebrow "So?" you couldn't stop the smile if you tried "He's CPD Ruz. That's what he's been doing. He got his badge" he picked you up in a hug and you laughed from the weight being lifted off your shoulders that had been there since Mouse had come home waiting for the other foot to drop.

Adam froze with you in the air "Shit. I came to get you cause we gotta go! We got a lead" you looked down at the floor where your feet was dangling a few inches over it "Well I suggest putting me down first partner" he grinned then put you back down on the stairs "Let's get it"

The major break in the case came two days later. You'd run down two different crews, a total of eight people were brought in. Five of those eight had ended up having to be taken to med because they'd either a shot at one of you and taken fire in return or like the two idiots on the crew that thought it would be a good idea to try to corner you and Kim, cutting you off from everyone else for a hand to hand fight. The two of you had kicked their asses then that had gone swingingly for them when the rest of the unit arrived.

You stood outside of interrogation watching as Hank and Erin worked to try to get a name out the leader of one of the crews. You needed the man in charge, not his flunkies. You felt someone step up behind you right before Mouse's hand came to rest on your lower back "Your shoulder ok?" He spoke in a low voice. You and Kim had both gotten slammed onto the sides where you'd both previously taken shotgun blasts at one time or another so Voight had ordered you to get seen while at Med. Will had cleared you both and given you prescription strength ibuprofen with a warning to come back if any pain worsened.

You knew Adam was probably checking on Kim as well considering last you'd seen she was watching Kevin and Al interrogate the leader of the second crew. "I'm ok. Ibuprofen helped" you replied looking over your shoulder back at him before smiling "Besides I'm not the one with a broken jaw" he shrugged "He resisted" you rolled your eyes and turned back to the glass of the interrogation room "I can take care of myself" He leaned over far enough to place a quick kiss on your cheek "I know but that doesn't mean I can't help you take care of you"

His computer chimed and he grinned at you "Their phones may have just told us everything they won't" he kissed your cheek once more then walked over towards his desk and sat down. You watched as he started typing on two different keyboards and going between two screens. It seemed like hardly no time had passed before he looked up at you "Pull Voight. We got a name and location" "Seriously?" you asked and he gave you a look which clearly asked if you were doubting his skills. You grinned at him "I'll pull him"

You walked over to the door of the interrogation room and leaned your head in causing Hank, Erin and the guy they were interrogating to swivel their heads towards you. "What?" Hank asked rather bluntly but you were by far used to it. "We got something Sarge" he waved a hand so you cut your eyes towards the guy before shrugging "He didn't want the deal and now we don't need him. We know who his boss is and where" Hank looked back at the guy who stammered "I'll t-tell you the entire layout, his business and everything" Hank looked back at you and nodded "Get Mouse to keep a ping on his Boss. Let us know his every move. Go tell O. We move within the hour" "Yes sir"

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"Duck your head" you warned one of the bodyguards you had cuffed before putting him in the back of one of the patrols sitting around the premises of Christopher Williams. The break-ins intelligence had caught ran deeper than any of you had realized. Williams owned a security company.

He was selling codes to gangs then when his clients were burglarized he was blaming outdated equipment and upcharging them for new systems and if they didn't upgrade he'd hire an even worse crew to go in when they were home to rough them up in a grab for more money. He was shaking them down for protection basically. A fucking millionare preying on people to boost his company more because the further he drove up crime rate the more business he did and he was also running for governor of Illinois on the standing of cracking down on crime so he was helping himself on both standings. It sickened you.

You heard Al call your name so you looked up to see him talking to a couple detectives from major crime that had come in last minute to back intelligence. Normally you hated playing with others but detective Lopez and Jones were decent and on the same level as all of you so anytime intelligence and major crimes overlapped Voight would request them. You adjusted your vest down then walked over to the three of them. "Yeah O?" he nodded towards the main house "Is it just me or does the window of his front door look like a certain body part of a woman?"

You looked towards the closed front door and barked out a loud laugh when you saw what he meant. Sure enough the window of Williams' front door resembled a delicate feminine body part. "Christ, how did anyone ever take this man seriously?" Lopez shook her head "I have no idea" "And his policies were shit even before this" Jones added with a shrug of his shoulders. You nodded in agreement because that was true, Williams had no grasp of what Illinois or Chicago needed. He was just money hungry.

The front door of the house opened and Jay and Mouse walked out talking to two techs and you bit your cheek to not let a smile slip onto your face. He fit into this so perfectly, despite everything. "Let's wrap this up!" Voight's voice called out and you couldn't agree more. It was Friday night. You had a date.

Mouse parked his truck next to your jeep and suddenly found himself nervous. Why the hell was he nervous? The last week had been amazing. He'd gotten to kiss you again, feel you against him even if it was borderline innocent. You were even affectionate with him at work or as much as was appropriate. You were coming back to him. You were giving him another chance when he still couldn't wrap his head around you ever giving him the first one so why was he so damn nervous?

He took a deep breath and let it out slowly before climbing out of his truck and heading for your door. He knocked twice, standing back to wait. When you opened the door his jaw dropped.

You were in a black dress that skimmed your mid thigh with high boots and your cropped leather jacket Erin had gotten you for your birthday years ago. Your hair was down loose and you looked fucking heavenly "Good lord" he muttered and you laughed "Is that a good thing?" he nodded, letting his eyes trail over your body shamelessly "Very good. You look amazing, I mean you always look amazing"

You smiled and trailed a hand down his chest "Don't look too bad yourself there Gerwitz" he watched your hand trailed down his chest until it came to rest on his belt then swallowed hard "If we don't leave now we may not ever make it to dinner" you looked up at him through your lashes and smiled almost shyly "Yeah and I'm hungry"

He nodded slowly and you pulled your hand away from him "Starving" he agreed, eyes finding their way to your cleavage even more when you purposely adjusted it to make it more prominent then smiled again "Let's go" he took your hand and shook his head with a laugh "You're trying to kill me. I know it for a fact now" you laughed lightly "Never" and let him lead you to his truck.

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Dinner had gone amazing. The place Mouse had picked had wonderful food and was the type of place you two were actually able to talk throughout the meal. He told you about a few of the places he'd seen while he was overseas, some of the things he'd seen. You told him about some of the cases you'd worked while he was gone, some of the happenings around Chicago he'd missed. By the time the check was paid your heart felt like no distance had ever separated the two of you.

You were walking out to his truck, hand in hand when you stopped him by calling his name. He looked at you and you smiled slightly "When are you gonna let me see that full tattoo?" a smirk slipped onto his face "When do you want to see it?" you shrugged one shoulder "I mean, we're headed back to my place. You could always come in" he stepped closer to you, slipping both arms around your waist so you rested your hands against his chest so you could look up into his eyes "Baby, are you trying to get me half naked in your apartment?"

You bit your lip and looked off like you were deep in thought for a moment before making a so-so motion with your right hand "Half naked, all the way naked. You're a grown man I'm not gonna tell you the level of naked you can be" He raised an eyebrow "You are so weird at times" you grinned "And yet you came back halfway around the world just to win my heart again" he leaned closer to barely let his lips brush against yours before saying "I'd come back from anything to get back to you. Now let's get back to your place"

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"Greg!" you couldn't get your key in the door because he currently had his arms around your waist, holding you in place while his tongue and teeth worked the sensitive skin of your neck. Your knees were practically jello and your panties were ruined yet he'd barely touched you. Fuck just how much had your body missed him along with your heart? He kept one arm around your waist before taking the keys before your trembling hand and getting the lock on the first try.

You looked over your shoulder at him with a glare "Yeah it's easy when someone isn't hitting every damn spot they know you love" he grinned "I'd say I'm sorry but I promised a long time ago to not lie to you" you shook your head and stepped across your threshold. Mouse stepped in behind you, closing and locking the door. You looked back at him and nodded towards your bedroom "I'm gonna go take my boots off. Nothing has really moved so make yourself at home" "Yes ma'am" he replied with a small smile.

You put your boots and jacket in the closet then walked back into the living room to find Mouse had discarded his jacket and was sitting on your couch with one arm across the back of it watching your bedroom door because the moment you stepped out he straightened his posture causing you to laugh "Greg, calm down. It's not the first time you've been here" he nodded, eyes never leaving you as you walked over to the couch and stood just in front of him "If you're uncomfortable..." before you could get the sentence out he cut you off "Never. I just don't want to cross any lines and fuck up"

You shrugged one shoulder "What if I cross lines and fuck up?" the look in his eyes when he raised his face up to meet yours was damn near enough to make you come apart when he said "Baby lets get one thing clear. When it comes to you there is damn near no line with me you can't cross" you grinned before pushing him back against the couch "Then I can do this" before he could ask you climbed into his lap, effectively straddling him. His hands went to your hips, dragging them down across the growing bulge in his jeans, letting you feel how his body was already reacting to you "That's what you do to me"

"Kiss me?" you asked and he groaned lightly "I'll do anything you want as long as you look at me like that" you smiled as he tugged you roughly towards him. The last week the two of you had kissed quite a few times and while a couple had gotten a little heated none were like this. This was teeth and tongue crashing, desire built up inside both of you for years spilling over into each other needing an outlet and finally finding one.

You rolled your hips down against his and whimpered at the feeling of his clothed erection brushing up against your sensitive center through your soaked panties. He broke free from your lips, both of your chests heaving as if you'd ran a mile "Fuck. I missed you" you smiled "Show me" his hands found the way to the hem of your dress "Can I take this off? Please baby, I want to see you"

The thought of your new scars he hadn't seen yet flashed through your mind and he must have read your expression because his eyes softened "You know scars don't matter to me sweetheart. Later we can talk about it but for now I just want to make you feel good" you shifted to let him pull your dress up and over your head.

The moment you were down to just your black lace bra and panties he stilled his movements and sat staring at you. For one horrifying moment you worried the scars did bother him. You weren't exactly Frankenstein's monster but your body wasn't the same way it'd been the last time he'd explored it with his.

Any worry drained out of your mind when you looked in his eyes and saw nothing but love there "I never thought I'd get you back" he admitted, ducking his head down to leave a trail of soft kisses across your neck. You felt a twinge of guilt for how much you'd distrusted him, how much you'd made him prove himself without thinking how his heart had been hurt as well.

You gently tugged on the hair at the base of his neck, forcing him away from yours. He looked up at you with a confused expression "I do something wrong?" You shook your head before crashing your lips against his, trying to push everything you felt for him into the kiss.

You felt his grip on your hips tighten before the world shifted and next thing you knew your back was against the couch, his weight pushing you down into the cushions. When you broke away from the kiss he smiled breathlessly at you "I love you Greg" you whispered and saw his eyes widen slightly.

Mouse felt like his heart was going to slam right out of his chest as he stared down at you. The woman he loved, stripped down to a pair of lace panties and a barely there bra. Lips swollen from kissing him and nothing but love shining in your eyes and finally hearing those three little words out of you again. After a moment you laughed lightly "What?" He shook his head "That's the first time you've told me that since I left"

"Oh. It is, isn't it?" You whispered and he was afraid you'd back track before you pulled him back for another kiss and spoke against his lips "I love you"

When your fingers started to work at the buttons of the light blue shirt he'd worn your hands were trembling just a bit so his covered yours. He pulled back from your lips "Sweetheart, look at me"

When you did as he asked he smiled "You want it off?" You nodded so he leaned up so he could make quick work of the shirt then undershirt, tossing them both to the side.

You'd known he'd added extra muscle to his slim frame. Hugging him and being in his arms had told you that but you didn't realize quite how defined the solid lines of those muscles were. Your fingers traced from his stomach up to his shoulders, trailing over the flesh and noticing the small shiver he gave "You ok?" You asked and he swallowed hard then nodded "I'm perfect"

Your eyes were pulled to the tattoo gracing his left arm and your hands followed. The intricate design started just shy of where short sleeves fell and worked its way up his arm and back to his shoulder blade. Small details appeared to you the longer you looked, you could pick out things you knew about his life and pinpoint it within this tattoo. "I really wanna look at that more later" You whispered and he nodded "Yes ma'am" you cut your eyes up at him "But for now I think we were in the middle of something"

The smile he had was devilish "And what was that?" You playfully glared at him "Well if you're opposed to having sex with your girlfriend" you acted like you were going to squirm out from under him but once again you were surprised at just how fast he could move. He had your hands in one of his, pinned down above your head on the cushions and a crooked grin on his face before you knew it "Girlfriend huh?"

You could barely think let alone speak. From your current position you could feel how hard he was through his jeans and from the angle of him pinning your hands it'd put his chest directly in your line of view so you licked a strip across his collarbone enjoying the way he ground his hips down against yours from the action. "Yeah. Unless you've decided in the last twenty minutes you don't want me" his eyes darkened at your words "I'll show you just how much I want you" he stopped just shy of his lips touching yours "If I let you go are you gonna behave for me? Let me love you like I want to? The way I've been dreaming about?" your thighs tried to clench but his hips were firmly lodged between them, keeping them spread open for him.

You nodded slowly but he shook his head "No baby I think I want words for this" your eyes flicked up to where his hand still held both of yours then across his chest before landing on his eyes "I will behave and let you love me but for god's sake let me touch you" his eyes closed at your words and a low groan left him "Fuck, you're gonna kill me yet"

The moment he released your hands his lips devoured yours in a hungry kiss as your hands roamed across his back, feeling the muscles move under your fingertips. The noises falling from him were damn near enough to make you come on the spot. You'd always loved the fact that he didn't mind letting you know he enjoyed sex with you.

His right hand came up to wrap around your throat, not tight enough to hurt but just enough pressure there that your eyes fluttered shut and you moaned loudly into his mouth

"You always did love that" he muttered before moving his hand from your throat. You felt his hand ghost over your breast before moving lower. You broke away from his lips with a gasp when he made the first swipe over your clothed core. He pushed the material to the side, one long finger slipping into you.

You could feel yourself clenching down on him and he moved to kiss across your jaw then neck "Fuck you're soaked baby" he slipped another finger in, curling them up until he found that spot deep inside of you that had your nails biting into his back within a few swipes "Oh there she is"

He pushed himself up on his other hand and smiled down at you, blue eyes shining brightly "I wanna watch you fall apart. It's been so damn long" He twisted his wrist slightly and your vision went white as you felt the bubbling of your first orgasm wash over you. He continued to work you through it, prasing how beautiful you looked coming on his fingers and telling you how much he loved you and missed you.

Once your high started to fade you met his eyes once more and he grinned at you "I haven't lost my touch" he teased before pulling his fingers from your pussy and brought them to his lips, holding your gaze as he sucked them clean. "I think I need another taste" he groaned before looking down your body then back up to your eyes "That ok?"

You nodded "Very" he crawled up you to press an almost gentle kiss to your lips before kissing across your jaw then down your neck. When he got to the scars that started on your right collarbone you half expected him to hesitate, at least slightly but instead you felt his lips work across the marks, sucking and biting the flesh as if he meant to cover the wounds of you being injured with proof of him loving you.

You squirmed under the feeling of his mouth on your body and he laughed against your skin "Always impatient. Let me have a little fun with you first" his mouth moved down to your clothed chest as his hands slipped under you to free your body from your bra. The moment more flesh was exposed to him he greedily rolled one nipple into his mouth while his hand gave the other breast attention. Your fingers buried in his hair, tugging the locks in just the way you knew he'd respond to. "Fuck that feels so good. You always make me feel so damn good" you praised and could feel his body react to it.

He switched to the other breast to give it the same attention before moving further down your body. You leaned up slightly to watch him as he left a trail of open mouth kisses across your stomach before getting to your waist. He moved down to settle his shoulders between your legs to keep them open and looked up at you through his lashes. You'd never seen a more gorgeous sight. His blue eyes were so damn bright and the way he looked at you like you were the most precious thing on earth "Fuck I love you" he chuckled before gripping your panties to snatch them off your legs. He tossed them down to the floor then looked back up at you "Look at you, my girl. All mine"

You didn't get a chance to respond because he lowered his head to your center. The first lick was tentative like he was teasing but when you whimpered out his name he groaned like a man starved, finally offered a feast. He had spent so many nights in this same damn position and damn near as many dreaming about being in this position it didn't take him long before he had you a quivering mess under him. When he added two fingers along with his tongue working at your clit the building pleasure you'd felt burst and drove you under as your second orgasm washed over you. He greedily cleaned up and continued teasing you with his tongue until you pushed at his head "Too much..way too much"

He leaned back as far as he could on the couch and grinned up at you "Did you miss me?" you laughed weakly "In so many ways" then your face fell slightly "You're still wearing jeans" he shook his head "I can fix that. Don't worry" he stood up and quickly shoved his jeans and boxers off his hips along with his boots, kicking them all away from him.

You watched him undress and felt your pussy clench at the sight of his erection finally freed of its constraints. He was long and fairly thick and always felt fucking amazing. He grinned at you staring and lazily stroked a hand over his cock "Liking what you see?" "Loving it" you teased before curling your fingers at him. He smiled and crawled up your body, kissing and licking every inch of flesh he could along the way.

When he got to your lips he brushed a gentle kiss against them and you felt his cock resting against your inner thigh "Any condoms?" he asked and you shook your head "You were honest about not being with anyone?" he nodded "I'd have no reason to lie" "I just got my IUD replaced last year and I haven't been with anyone since you" you offered, pulling him into a kiss.

You felt his cock nudge at your entrance so you slipped a hand between you to ease him in and both of you let out a low groan as he slid into you. Your head fell back against the cushion and his fell forward to rest against your collarbone. "Holy fuck" he whispered and you couldn't offer more than a whimper, waiting for the initial stretch to pass before you tried to speak.

After a few moments of leaving wet kisses across your chest and neck he gave a tentative roll of his hips and when your reaction was to shift to spread your legs a little further and let him in a little deeper he moaned your name. One of his hands went to your hip, hitching your leg up over his.

He leaned up to be able to see your eyes and the look on his face was so damn gentle your heart flipped. He stayed looking into your eyes as he found a rhythm that had you hooking your legs around his waist, digging your nails into his back and begging him to not stop. His eyes fluttered shut when your walls clenched down around him "Are you coming again? Already?"

You laughed breathlessly "Says the man doing everything in his power to make me" his eyes opened again and he grinned mischievously "Can't blame me. If you could see how you look" he gave a hard thrust and your head fell back again as you moaned his name "And all those pretty sounds" he teased.

When one of his hands slipped between your bodies to rub tight circles on your clit you felt the orgasm that had been building slam into you, the previous two making it even more intense. Mouse let out a long moan of your name, the feeling of your walls tightening down on him enough to push him over that edge. He buried his face in your neck as he came, long and hard. His grip on your hips was damn near bruising but you could've cared less, your entire body felt fucking weightless in that moment.

His breaths were coming in hard pants as he left a few kisses across your chest "I love you so fuckin much" he whispered so you ran your fingers through his hair, pushing the sweaty locks back "I love you too. I'm sorry it took me time to trust you weren't leaving" he chuckled and leaned back to look down at you "I would've waited forever and a day to get back to you" you smiled and pulled him down to press a gentle kiss to his lips "We really need to shower once my legs start working" the look of pride on his face was a mixture of sexy as hell and simply fucking adorable in that moment.

After a shower (and round two in the shower) you were laid across the bed with Mouse trailing his fingers across the scars on your collarbone. "Did you really think that this would make me not want you?" you shrugged "My body isn't exactly the same as you left it" his nose wrinkled up at his words "Don't talk about yourself like that. Bodies change but who you are doesn't. I love you regardless" you leaned over to kiss his cheek "I know. I never should've doubted you" he smiled almost sadly "I don't know what I would've done if I would've got home and you had moved on"

You sat up and turned to face him "What?" he shrugged "You have been the front thought in my head since the moment I left. You helped fight for me before you barely knew me because Jay said I was a good guy then when I started getting clean you didn't treat me like a junkie. When I came to work the first time you were one of my first friends that weren't army or from days I'd rather forget. If you would've been with someone else I would've had to accept it because I knew I had to find a way to have you back in my life in whatever way you would have me"

You shook your head in shock "You're saying you would've let me move on and been ok with it just to be able to be in my life as a friend?" he nodded "I love you and when I say that I don't just mean sexually. You're it for me. It would crush me, don't get me wrong but a life without you crushed me even worse" you blinked a couple times to force back tears "I don't know if I'm worth loving that much" he sat up quickly, pulling you over into his lap.

One hand cupped the back of your head forcing you to look him in the eyes "You looked at a broken man riddled with PTSD, addiction and so much more and saw something under it all. You are Adam's best friend. Every member of our unit would die for you in a heartbeat because they know you'd do the same. You have such a strong heart and will fight with everything you have for those who need you. You are worth every amount of love you've ever convinced me I'm worth" tears started to slip down your face "I've made you jump through so many hoops since you'd been back and I didn't trust you"

He shook his head "No baby. You guarded your heart to protect it. I get it and I will never mind having to break those walls down for you. Come here" his lips found yours in a gentle kiss, moving slowly against each other. You returned the kiss, fingers trailing across his shoulders and down his back. You could feel him start to harden under you so you rolled your hips down against his pulling a slight hiss from him as he kissed you before he pulled back and raised an eyebrow "What are you wanting baby?" you rolled your hips again and his head fell back, exposing his neck so you used the opportunity to nip at a few places you knew he loved "I want you" the groan that fell from him was heavenly "I'm yours"

The next morning you woke up laying on your side with Mouse's frame wrapped tightly around you holding your back to his chest with an arm tucked around your waist. You started to just snuggle into the pillow and fall back asleep but before you could your phone started ringing. Mouse grumbled from behind you "Where is that damn thing?" you leaned up to look around and spotted it on the side table behind him "Behind you"

He stretched one hand out blindly and grabbed your phone before holding it out to you. You saw it was Adam so you swiped the screen to answer "Hey Ruz" Mouse's eyes snapped open at that and a broad grin split his face "Morning Adam" he called out and you laughed when Adam made a fake gagging sound "Oh jeez I didn't need that mental image along with the things I know. You two deviants get dressed and meet me at the diner down from my place. Kim is taking her sister and nephew to the zoo and I need your help with something"

You looked over your shoulder at Mouse who shrugged "I gotta go to my place and grab clothes" you nodded then told Adam "Two hours? Mouse needs to go to his place to get fresh clothes" "Didn't need to know that either but ok see you then" the line went dead and you felt the bed shaking behind you from Mouse's laughter.

When you rolled over to face him he nodded towards where you'd tossed the phone onto the side table "What all does he know about us?" you shrugged "I get chatty sometimes and forget that although he's my best friend he doesn't wanna know things Erin and Kim do. Plus he has been our designated driver for a couple girls' nights...." you trailed off and he simply laughed harder "Well am I getting a good report for last night?" you laughed and pulled him into for a kiss before saying "Top marks all across Gerwitz. Now lets go see whats so urgent Ruz needs us on a Saturday"

[gregorygerwitz]

31 for scream au from the hurt/comfort prompts!

31. "Don't look at them, look at me."

warnings: blood, death, horror film-typical violence

Jay couldn't even make himself blink while he stared at the blood on the wooden floor. Some of it was his, and if the pain was anything to go by, he was still adding to it. That probably should have been more concerning, but he was focused on everything else - like the body at his feet that had been on top of him only a few seconds before.

He wanted to move, wanted to keep running like he'd been doing all night, but he was tired. It would be easy to sit down on the ground again, to let the pain take over, to just rest while the threat was temporarily gone, or even join some of the friends around the house who would never open their eyes again.

But that wasn't an option.

A hand grabbed his shoulder and made him turn quickly, and he anticipated another knife. Maybe it would add to the wounds that covered him already, finally put him out of his painful misery. Instead, he was faced with clear blue eyes, frantic in a way that didn't match the calmness of the voice that came with them. And he couldn't even make his gaze stay there, not when the red all over the floor and the walls was so distracting, along with the limp uniformed body at the bottom of the staircase.

"Jay? Come on, we have to go." Greg, the person who had tried to stop the knife from getting to them at all, one of the only kids at the party still breathing. "Hey! Don't look at them, look at me. We have to move. There's a bathroom upstairs with no windows, and we can lock the door. Okay? Hurry, before the other guy wakes up."

He let a hand grab onto his and pull him along, to the side of the stairs that didn't have a dirty cop at the bottom of them. He saw a blonde blur only a few steps ahead of them, something that his eyes refused to focus on, but he knew what it meant. For the first time in hours, there was no immediate danger.

They were going to be okay.

[ hurt/comfort prompts ]

[bullet-prooflove]

WIP Game

Thank you for the tag @drabbles-mc babe, you are always the best.

Rules: reveal the titles of the documents in your WIP folder and tag as many people as there are documents. Let others ask questions about the ones that interest them and post snippets or explain the contents as you see fit! (one of the rules was also to tag as many people as there are wips but my wip folder is too big to play that lmaoooo) - I second this - Mine is wayyyyy too big

WIP List:

The Way You Deserve (NSFW) - Bobby Goren x Reader

WorkOfArt! Series - Part Three: Jackson Pollock - Bobby Goren x Reader

Your Problem - Angel Reyes x Reader

When It Happens To You - Chibs x Reader

Date Night - Crockett Marcel x Reader

Line of Duty - Greg Gerwitz x Reader

Pillow Fort - Roy Kent x Reader

Come Undone - Creeper x Reader

The Convention - Part Two: What You Need (NSFW) - Hank Loza x Reader

Officer Down - Affair!Terry x Reader

Retail Value - Joe Velasco x Reader

Bleeding Out - Bishop Losa x Reader

The Wolf Part Three - Nestor Oceteva x Reader

Bullet Holes - Tig Trager x Reader

Teach Me - Nestor Oceteva x Reader

In Sickness & Health - Nestor Oceteva x Reader

Sign - EZ Reyes x Reader

Bad Dreams - Mike Duarte x Terry Bruno x Reader

Lethal - Mike Duarte x Terry Bruno x Reader

Nothing Left to Give - - Mike Duarte x Terry Bruno x Reader

Hurt - Ivan Dutch Hernandez x Reader

Cliche - Mike Duarte

EX Joe! Part Five - Joe Velasco x Reader

Past Mistakes 11-13 - Mike Duarte x Reader

Bondage - Nero Padilla x Reader

Puppy Love - Tig Trager x Reader

The Feeling Is Mutual (NSFW) - Jimmy Lanik x Reader

Space - Sam Abrams x Reader

Lonely Weekend - Hank Loza x Reader

WitSec!Will Part Four - Will Halstead x Reader

Friends - Jimmy Lanik x Reader

There's more hanging around in my Google Notes, it's getting a little excessive!

You have a question about any of the above feel free to ask!

Tagging: @the-hinky-panda @me-ladie @blackleatherjacketz @astroboots

[carnationworld-writings]

Being pregnant with Greg ‘Mouse’ Gerwitz’s baby

MASTERLIST

Paring: Greg “Mouse” Gerwitz x Reader

Universe: One Chicago

Word Count: 2759

Warnings: mention of PTSD, pregnancy, child birth, pain, therapy, overprotectivness, fem!reader

If I forgot about anything feel free to write to me. Your wellbeing is important to me!

Summary: How your pregnancy could be when being in a relationship with Mouse and as a member of the Intelligence Unit?

You met at work. You were a detective in the Intelligence Unit and an old friend of Jay Halstead when Mouse started working there. You immediately found him very sweet, and very often, you couldn't stop smiling when he couldn't stop talking or did his tech magic. 

You spent a lot of time talking. It was common to find both of you together. When you needed a moment to calm down after a case, you hid downstairs with him. When you all talked about new evidence in the case, he would lean against your desk. When you came back from the call, he ALWAYS came to check on you. 

You became closer after Nadia's death. Being a female cop was hard. You offered to help her, and that allowed you to spend a lot of time together. Her death hit you hard. (Not so hard like Lindsay, but still.) He had seen how different cases affected you. However, he had never seen you crying so hard, like in the moment when news about finding Nadia's body reached you. You collapsed in his arms, and he held you for hours. 

You started dating sometime after that. You both knew Voight's rule about no dating in the unit. Because of that, at your request, when you were sure about this relationship, you told him about this. You were sincere about everything, showing him that your relationship didn't affect your work. 

Everybody said that you are a perfect couple. Of course, you argued, but you always tried to understand the other person. Sometimes he was a little overprotective. Sometimes you were pissed off when he shut you down. But at the end of the day, you always tried to make up. Life was too short, especially when you were a cop. 

Pregnancy definitely wasn't planned. You realized that you were late on your period, and you told Mouse about this, even if at the beginning you thought that it was because of stress. He offered to go for a pregnancy test. When you waited for results, you saw how anxious he was, so you just held his hand. The test came positive, and you watched how he freaked out. He was afraid that he can't be a good father, that because of his PTSD, he could hurt the baby. 

"Greg… I know this is hard, and I'm not ready either. But I can't… I can't abort it." her voice cracked, and she closed her eyes, taking a deep breath. "I know that you will be an amazing father. I know it because you already took good care of me. You are so caring and generous. And I know that you would never hurt them. It will be hard, but I'm sure that together we can do it, like we did with so many things. But if you don't want it… I won't force you to stick with us. And I won't be mad if you walk away. Maybe I'll be a little hurt, but I will understand, Greg." She felt tears in her eyes when she looked at him. She could tell that he was thinking about her words. And then he came closer to her and took her in his arms. He held her tight, and she let her tears run on her cheeks. 

"I could never walk away from you. And you're right. We can do it. I'll go for a therapy or support group to keep my demons under control."

She didn't know what to say, how to show him how grateful and happy she was, so she just took his face in her hands and kissed him.

You made an appointment as soon as possible. That day, Mouse called Voight that you felt unwell and he'd stay with you. You went to the doctor's office together. When they did an ultrasound, he held your hand so tight and couldn't stop bouncing his leg. You both couldn't tear your eyes from the picture of your baby on the monitor. When your doctor asked if you wanted her to print it and how many copies you want, he just said: "As many as you could give us." 

You told Voight about your pregnancy as soon as it was confirmed. Actually you called him after you left the doctor’s office to meet him. You didn't want to risk the baby's life because of your work. When you told him, he really surprised you. He was so happy for both of you and hugged you. Immediately he put you on desk work for the unit - you worked for him so long that he knew that there is no power in the universe to stop you from working. 

You tried to hide it for the rest of the team as long as you could. You wanted to wait for the end of the first trimester, and you used an old wound as an excuse. 

After you found out about the baby, Mouse called Doctor Charles and started therapy again. He really wanted to be the best version of him for both of you. You always assured him that you are very proud of him and that you see everything he'd done.  

After your first appointment, Mouse became a little overprotective. He checked if you were not hungry and drank enough water. He made sure you didn't drink too much coffee and tried to get you to give it up. 

When the possibility of miscarriage went lower, you decided to announce pregnancy to your team. It was so hard to hide your pregnancy, especially when Ruzek and Atwater's lunch choices made you sick. You also were sure that Serge Platt knew about the baby or at least suspected something. This woman always knew everything, but she never said anything. 

Y/N and Mouse came to work a little earlier that day. She was glad that only Voight was in the bullpen. Mouse put your enlarged ultrasound on board and you wrote next to it: "Backup is on the way! Baby Gerwitz coming *due date*" and then turned the board to hide it, waiting for the rest of the team. She sat behind her desk, patiently waiting for everybody to come to work and slowly starting paperwork. When everybody came, Mouse went for Trudy, telling her that they needed her help with a case. When they all were on their spots, Voight went out of his office. A few days before, they asked him for help with the announcement, and even if he acted tough cop, he was honoured. He looked at Y/N, and when she nodded, feeling Mouse's hand on arm, he got the unit's attention. 

"Listen up, we got a case." He turned the board, and three of them watched the rest of this chosen family. Trudy was the first who gasped, looking at the young detective and then quickly came to her, taking Y/N in her arms. Y/N couldn't stop her tears at the amount of love from this family. She happily accepted every congratulations and hug. When she leaned on Mouse slightly, answering Erin and Antonio's questions, she missed the proud smile that Voight, Trudy and Al exchanged.

Since that day, Halstead, Ruzek and Atwater went overprotective of you. You often found on your desk some healthy snack, they brought you something to drink before you could stand up from your chair. If you only mention food that you craved, often one of them found a way to bring it to you. If you frown because of a cramp or because the position you were sitting in was not comfortable, they immediately asked if you were alright or needed to see a doctor. If they only could, they would put you on bed rest - much to Mouse happiness. And when they were too much, and your threats to kick their asses didn't work, only one look at Olinsky or Lindsay was enough to put them in line by one of them. Trudy welcomed you every day with a big smile, asking how you and "Baby Mouse" were feeling. She always made sure that you didn't carry anything looking heavy and made one of the patrol officers bring it upstairs. She loved hearing news about the baby, and when she found out that they started kicking, she was more than happy to feel it on her hand. 

You and Mouse spent a lot of time at home. He loved holding you in his arms, caressing your belly. One of his best memories from pregnancy was when you both felt them kicking for the first time. He bent on his knees to place a kiss on your stomach, and then he felt it against his lips. He gasped with wide-open eyes, and with chuckles, he kissed it again, whispering how much he loves them.

Mouse didn't let you do anything in the nursery. Of course, you could choose everything and decide what you want it to look like, but you couldn't even wash off the dust. With help from Jay, he made everything there, and you could go inside only when everything was ready. The effect exceeded your expectations.

Pregnancy also affected your sex life, especially in the second trimester. Your hormones made you so horny, and after calming Mouse that sex is safe in your condition, you tried new positions and other ways to reach the pleasure. 

Mouse made sure to be at every doctor appointment. He loved seeing your child on ultrasound and hearing their heartbeat. He also went with you to childbirth classes. Actually, it was him who asked to go there. He just wanted to know what he should be prepared for. 

He didn't complain about helping you when you couldn't sleep at night. He would go to the grocery if you had some weird cravings. He would rub your belly, talking to the baby, when they were moving too much. He would do everything to make you comfortable. He would rub your leg when you woke up because of contraction or massage your back. He tried to be patient with you, and your moods swung. He would calm you down with a smile after you started crying at Ruzek's comment about how big your belly became. He always assured you how beautiful you were in his eyes and how much he loved you and your changing body. 

You didn't make it to maternity leave when your waters broke in the middle of the bullpen. Everybody knew that you wanted to stay as long as you could at work. It was your first child, and you were a little afraid to be alone too long, and your sight also calmed down Mouse. You were alone upstairs when it started. Very calm you came to your desk and called Trudy, who were downstairs at the front desk. When she packed you to the car, you texted Mouse to meet in the hospital.

You were already changed in a hospital gown and slowly walking through the hospital corridors, leaning on Trudy's arm. She held your hand and slowly rubbed your backs whenever you stopped because of contraction. You both talked with Maggie from ED when you saw him running in look at you. You smiled at him and leaned against him when he hugged you. 

"You alright, babe? You scared me…" he whispered in your hair.

"I'm okay. The baby just decided to come earlier. I think they couldn't wait to meet you." He chuckled, and then he looked at Trudy. 

"Sarge, thank you for keeping them safe." 

"Everything for that baby." She smiled at you and squeezed your hand. She stepped back to go to the district, where she could wait there for any news about the baby, but you held her hand. 

"Sarge. Could you... Stay here?" If it didn't feel the wave of pain that moment, you could see tears in her eyes when she happily agreed. 

He saw pain on your face and how you dealt with it. He felt so helpless, hearing your moans and grunts full of pain. He tried to do everything to ease it at least a little, but there was a moment when he felt so overwhelmed by this.

You watched Mouse, trying to breathe in the way they taught you in childbirth classes. You saw how his eyes became foggy, and he couldn't stop them at anything for more than a few seconds. You slowly touched his hand and squeezed it slightly. 

"Greg, love... Maybe you should take a walk? Go check if the unit is here or go buy yourself something to drink." 

He didn't say anything but nodded his head and then walked out to the corridor. He didn't know how he walked out in front of the hospital. Not long after this, Jay found him sitting there with his head in his arms. With a frown, he touched his shoulder. He quickly guessed that his PTSD was making itself felt.

"Mouse, something happened? Something with the baby?" 

"She's in so much pain..." 

"And she needs you right now. Y/N is giving birth to your baby. And both of them need you, man." 

"What if I lose her? I can't..."

"And you won't. Y/N is the toughest cop I know, and she will survive this just like your baby. But she needs to know right now that you are with her in this. She needs all the moral support she can get, and you are the best person for this." Mouse nodded and took a few deep breaths. 

"You're right. Y/N needs me." Mouse looked at his friend and quickly got up. He ran to your room again to hold your hand through all this. 

Since that moment, he was by your side all the time, doing everything you asked him. When you started pushing, he held your hand and kept kissing your head. He whispered encouraging words in your ear, trying to be helpful for you. He couldn't count how many times he wished to take all your pain on him. 

He started crying when he heard your baby crying. When they rested them on your chest, he watched them, carefully touching their backs. He laced a fond kiss on their head and then kissed your lips. You watched this little person snuggling to your body with an amused face expression. 

After they checked if everything was okay with the baby and with you, they put you in a room. You sent Mouse to tell your friends that the baby is already in the world, and he did it with a proud smile. He asked them to give you some time, and then they could meet the youngest Gerwitz. He came back to you and then held your child against his chest when you rested a little. 

After some time, full of watching your baby and daydreaming about their future, Mouse went for your unit family. You held the baby in your arms with a big smile when they came in. Erin, Kim and Trudy started cooing at the baby when the older of them took the baby in her arms. You watched them with a tired smile, couldn't help giggling when Mouse acted as an overprotective father. You looked up, feeling how someone squeezed your shoulder slightly, and you met Voight's eyes, who smiled at you and whispered: "Good work, kid. And don't worry. This will be the safest kid in the whole city." It just made you believe that the whole unit will have this child’s back no matter what. And for most of the afternoon, you sat surrounded by people who you choose for your family. You listened to how they promised your child what they would do together and how great it will be. You were moved how they already cared for this baby and you. You happily accepted every hug, especially the one from Trudy and Al, which were like parental for you. 

When you were left alone, Mouse couldn't tear his eyes from your baby and didn't want to put them on that cold, plastic crib. He kissed your forehead with eyes full of love and let you finally sleep. In this room was everything that he ever wanted but didn't have enough courage to dream about this. So he watched the both of you, vigilant that no one disturbs you in your sleep. It was his life now, and he swore to himself that he would do everything to keep you both safe and happy. 

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Author’s note: 

Thank you for reading! Please, let me know what are you thinking about this one! Your comment means a world for me and motivates me to work! Also, taglist is open! If you want to be added just let me know!

In advance, I am sorry about every grammar mistake and misspellings. English is not my first language.

Klaudia xx

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[mrsamaroevans]

New Future

Fandom: Chicago PD.

Pairing: Greg “Mouse” Gerwitz x Female Reader.

Request: Hi! Could you write "I know there's no replacing what we've lost... just let me stay here by your side" and "I will choose her happiness over mine" from Hamilton with Mouse? Thank you in advance! 💜💜 —lovecatystuff.

Words: 950.

Warnings: Talk about miscarriage.

A/N: English is not my first language, so, sorry if there are grammar mistakes or if the redaction is poor. *Gif is not mine*

|| MY MASTERLIST ||

|| PROMPTS LISTS TO REQUESTS ||

“Hey”

Mouse looked up and saw Jay in front of him. The detective sat at his side, palming his shoulder.

“How’s (Y/n)?” Jay asked him.

Mouse tilted his head and cleaned the sweat in his hands in his jeans for the millionth time since the doctors took you away from him “Well… your brother came and told me she’s fine and she’s in her room now, but she doesn’t want to see me”

“What?” Jay frowned “Why?”

“I don’t know” Mouse shook his head and his blue eyes filled with tears “She didn’t tell him”

Mouse sighed and leaned his elbows on his knees. He could have ignored what Will have told him and looked for you in all the rooms, but he was too insecure to do it. Maybe you needed time and space, but it was killing him not being there for you.

“I don’t know what I did, you know I love her more than I have loved anyone…” Mouse said, his eyes were lost somewhere beyond them “She has me wrapped around her finger, you know I would always choose her happiness over mine, but maybe I did something wrong, maybe it was my fault, there’s not another explanation—”

“No, no, no, stop” Jay sighed and kept his hand on Mouse’s shoulder for a moment before standing up “I’ll be back in a minute”

Mouse looked at him as he passed the security and walked in. He saw him talking to Maggie and then he disappeared in the hall. And, after fifteen minutes —the longest fifteen minutes of his life— Jay came back.

“She told you something?” He asked, standing up “She accepted to see me?”

“Well” Jay sighed “She didn’t say no”

The room smelled like every single thing had been sanitized before they brought you there. A nurse came in to give you some antibiotics five minutes ago while Jay was still talking to you. He tried to convince you to let Mouse be with you, and even though you knew it was a hard moment for both of you, you didn’t want to see him. You didn’t want to face the truth.

Mouse wanted to re-enlist to the Rangers and you and Jay tried to convince him to stay in Chicago. Three days after he received the offer, you knew you were pregnant, so he decided to stay. He wanted to be with you through all the pregnancy and wanted to be there for his kid.

But the baby that was growing inside you was gone.

Most of the time, doctors didn’t really know the reason for miscarriages, and yours was one of those occasions when they didn’t have answers.

You were being careful, you told Voight as soon as you knew and started to work on the desk even though you hated it. You did everything right; you weren’t drinking coffee or soda even though the doctor said a cup a day would be fine. You were taking your vitamins as the doctor prescribed them, you stopped eating food from cans or takeaway and you started cooking… but none of that mattered anymore ‘cause the baby was gone.

And you were afraid because Mouse only stayed because of the baby and you didn’t want to lose him too.

You remember when you met him. He was a mess and you just smiled when he said to Jay that his partner was beautiful. At that moment, you never thought that he would become one of the most important people in your life. You never imagined you wouldn’t want to meet more people ‘cause he was the only one who you pictured a future with.

But here you were. Scared of losing him.

You leaned your head back, looking at the ceiling and trying to hold back your tears. You looked around the room, and when your eyes stopped in the door, you couldn’t contain your tears anymore, and Mouse had to run to you because he couldn't bear to see you like that. He wrapped his arms around you and sat in the bed, holding you tightly and pressing his lips in your head.

“I know there's no replacing what we've lost…” He whispered, leaning back a bit to cup your cheeks. You saw his blue eyes letting his tears fall “Just… let me stay here by your side, please”

You nodded, closing your eyes when he kissed your forehead.

You stayed in his arms for a few minutes until your cry eased. He didn’t say anything else, he just did what you both needed. He held you.

“You can go back to the Rangers now” you finally said, feeling how the tears came back to your eyes.

Mouse moved to look you in the eyes “What?” he asked, frowning.

“I know you wanted to, I know you only stayed because of the baby,” you told him and he shook his head no.

“(Y/n)—”

You interrupted him: “No, it’s okay. I understand—”

“I submit my application for the police academy,” he said too quickly but you understood every word.

“Why?” You asked, wiping your tears away.

“’Cause Jay was right… you’re the best thing that happened to me and you’re here” he shrugged.

“But you wanted—”

“You are what I want now… our child helped me to see what I really wanted… I want a life with you” He said and you heard the same desire in his voice that you heard when he told you he wanted to accept the offer or his unit “You and nothing else”

You smiled and accepted his lips when he leaned to you.

Four months after, you accepted the pretty ring Mouse offered to you.

|| MY MASTERLIST ||

|| PROMPTS LISTS TO REQUESTS ||

[give-her-hell-from-us-pevees]

Masterlist

Harry Potter 

George Weasley

George loving lace Headcanons 

First date with George would include . . .

Meeting George’s family would include . . .

George being strong headcanons 

NSFW George headcanons 

Keep secrets from George would include. . . 

Bringing home animals to George would include 

Fighting with George would include . . . 

Cooking with George would include . . .

Cuddling with George would include 

George teasing his girlfriend would include . . .

Helping George with Vertigo would include . . .

Being American and dating George would include . . .

Going to St.Mungo’s with George would include . . .

Quarantine with George would include . . .

Being Lupin’s daughter and dating George 

George and his S/O getting drunk together 

Being best friends with Ginny and dating George would include . . .

Fred Weasley

Cuddling with Fred would include. . .

Fred Proposing to you Headcanons 

Artistic Ravenclaw x Fred headcanons 

Fred taking care of his pregnant wife 

Fred taking your virginity would include . . . 

Fluffy Fred headcanons 

Fighting with Fred would include . . .

NSFW Fred headcanons 

Overprotective Fred Headcanons

Romantic Fred Headcanons 

First date with Fred would include . . .

Random Fred headcanons 

Breakfast- Drabble

Fred says he’s in love with his hufflepuff best friend 

Ron Weasley

Random headcannons 

Neville Longbottom

Neville being your Boyfriend would include . . .

Going to the Yule Ball with Neville would include . .. 

Being a Lestrange and forced to become a death eater while befriend Neville would include . . .

Neville x confident reader headcanons 

NSFW Neville headcanons

Remus Lupin

Cuddling with Remus would include . . .

Your period and Remus cycle syncing would include . . .

Mistakes- Drabble 

First date with Remus would include . . . 

Random Remus headcanons

I can help

Sirius Black

Losing your V card to Sirius headcannons 

Chicago P.D

Antonio Dawson

The Chicago PD boys react when they gf smacks their ass

Don’t leave - Drabble 

Antonio being submissive during sex would include . . .

Our Kids- Drabble

Mine p 1 p2

Antonio being submissive would include . . .

She Knows- Drabble

Partners- Drabble 

The team hears Antonio call you Mama

Drink 

Not Here

Jay Halstead 

Being Adam’s sister and Dating Jay would include 

 Chicago PD boys react when they gf smacks their ass

Move In- Drabble

Jay meeting your daughter’s boyfriend for the first time. (feat. Will)

First Christmas with his daughter and wife.  

Adam Ruzek 

Idiot Drabble

3 Seconds- Drabble 

How would the Chicago PD boys react when they gf smacks their ass

Being Jay’s sister and dating Adam would include 

Greg Gerwitz (Mouse)

Oorah p1 p2

Chicago med

Will Halstead 

Did you just? (Drabble)

Marvel

Bucky Barnes 

Being Thor and Loki sister and Dating Bucky would include

NSFW Headcanons 

Loki

NSFW headcanons 

Loki being protective of you headcanons 

Loki x assassin reader 

Thor

Teach Me

Steve Rogers

Dr. Stephen Strange

Peter Parker

T’Challa 

Tony Stark

[word-scribbless]

Masterlist

~Updated 1/10/21~

🌸female reader

🌻gender neutral reader/ no gender mentioned

I write for:

Hawaii Five 0

Chicago PD

NCIS

NCIS NOLA

Criminal Minds

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Follower celebration Drabble Masterlist!

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Hawaii Five 0

Clumsy - Steve Mcgarrett x reader 🌻

A Real Date 2 Parter Masterlist  - Steve McGarrett x Reader 🌸

Jealous - Steve McGarrett x Reader 🌸

Nicknames - Steve McGarrett x Reader 🌸

Cute - Steve McGarrett X reader 🌸

Babe - Danny “Danno” Williams X Reader 🌸

I Care About You - Danny “Danno” Williams  X Reader 🌸

Chicago PD

Hot - Greg “mouse” Gerwitz x reader 🌸

We Can Be Now Masterlist- Greg “Mouse” Gerwitz X Reader 🌸

Not Ready To Talk About It - Greg “Mouse” Gerwitz X Reader 🌸

Worry - Adam Ruzek x Reader 🌻

Badass - Adam Ruzek X Reader 🌸

Do You Wanna Be? - Adam Ruzek x Reader 🌸

Public Kiss - Adam Ruzek x Reader 🌸

More Than Friends? - Adam Ruzek x Reader 🌸

Your Move - Jay Halstead x Reader 🌸

Done Fighting - Jay Halstead x Reader 🌸

Took You Long Enough - Jay Halstead x Reader 🌻

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NCIS

Family Masterlist - Gibbs x Reader 🌸

Patient and Stubborn - Gibbs X Reader 🌸

Date?- GibbsX Reader 🌸

Time and a place - Gibbs x reader 🌸

Seen my hoodie? - Gibbs x reader 🌸

Oh Baby Masterlist- Gibbs x reader 🌸

Different - Gibbs x reader 🌸

Valentines surprise - Gibbs x reader Drabble 🌸

Belong - Gibbs x reader 🌸

I’ll Wait For You - Gibbs x Reader

Eyes - Gibbs x reader

Thought of you - Gibbs x reader

Slowing Down - Gibbs x reader drabble

Work Wife - Gibbs x reader

Don’t settle - Gibbs x reader (with OC reader’s teen daughter)

Drabble celebration Masterlist (has LOTS OF GIBBS!) 🌸

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NCIS Nola

Always - Dwayne Pride x Reader 🌸

Come Back To Me - Dwayne Pride x Reader

Drabble “will you be home for dinner?” Dwayne x reader

A look - Dwayne Pride X reader

You Get It - Chris Lasalle x Reader 🌸

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Criminal Minds

LANGUAGE -Spencer Reid X Reader 🌸

Hurry Home - Spencer Reid X Reader 🌸

Hiding - Spencer X Reader 🌸

Lock screen - Spencer Reid X Reader 🌻

Rossi’s Niece 2 Part Masterlist- Spencer Reid X Reader 🌸

Trying Something New - Spencer Reid X Reader 🌸

Burnt Food and Surprises-Spencer x reader (a Valentine’s Day tale) 🌸

Not A Secret - Spencer Reid x Reader 🌸

A Girl Genius for the Boy Genius - Spencer Reid x Reader 🌸

Can I Kiss You Now? - Spencer Reid X Reader 🌸

Things Are Different Masterlist - Spencer Reid X OC (Annie Hotchner) Series 🌸

Pizza Date - Spencer Reid x Reader 🌸

Dating Hiatus - Spencer Reid x Reader 🌸

Smile Again Series - Hotch x Reader 🌸

Done Being Stupid - Hotch X reader 🌸

Good Enough Series Masterlist - Hotch x Reader 🌸

Pick Up Lines - Hotch x Reader 🌸

Home - Hotch x reader 🌸

One bed - Hotch x reader 🌻

No Matter What - Hotch x Reader 🌸

Take up my time - Hotch X Reader 🌸

The text heard round the campfire - Hotch X Reader 🌸

Lucky to have you and your beard - Hotch x reader 🌸

Holding back - Derek Morgan X Reader 🌸

Impatient - Derek Morgan x Reader 🌻

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Sons of Anarchy

Tattoo- Opie Winston x female OC

[inagetawaycarxo]

It’s spooky season.

Got a Halloween request? Send it In

Genres:

Headcanons, preferences, imagines, oneshots, fics, drabbles, blurbs, smut, angst & fluff.

You can request as many as your heart desires. FEM!READER ONLY!

LIST OF PROMPTS AND WHO I WRITE FOR UNDERNEATH THE KEEP READING TAG!

Create A Candy Wreath

Bob For Apples

Scavenger Hunts

Local Psychic

Palm Reader

Werewolf Tag

Flashlight Tag

Lantern Making

Playdough monsters

Pumpkin Patch

Haunted House

Halloween Costume Party

Corn Maze

Pumpkin Carving

Matching Costumes

Trick Or Treating

Decorating The House

Roleplay According To Costumes

Tricksters Watching

Halloween Candlelit Dinner

Bake Halloween -Inspired Treats

Visit A Haunted Attraction

Go See A Horror Movie

Jump Scare

Scary Stories

Play Sexy/Scary Dress Up

Watch Scary Movies

Late Night Corn Maze

Ghost Tour

Picnic At A Graveyard

Tell Scary Stories By The Campfire

Scary Movie Marathon

Carnival

Late Night Walk In The Cemetery

Bonfire

Jump In A Pile Of Leaves

Make Candy Apples

Pick Pumpkin From Pumpkin Patch

Bobbing For Alcohol

Campfire

Camp In The Backyard

Surprise s/o With Sexy Costume

Haunted Hayride

Ghost Hunt

Costume Shopping

Smores By The Fire

Paint Pumpkins

Make Jack O’Lanterns

Road Trip To Spooky Destinations

Alien AU

Angel AU

Affair AU

Amnesia AU

Angel/Demon AU

Apocalypse AU

Assassin AU

Asylum AU

Alien Invasion AU

Alpha/Beta/Omega AU

Betrayal AU

Banshee AU

Blackmail AU

Bonnie & Clyde AU

Cabin In The Woods AU

Castaway AU

Criminal AU

Crossroad Demon AU

Cowgirl AU

Cowboy AU

Criminal And Accomplice AU

Dragon AU

Dark Fantasy AU

Demigod AU

Double Agent AU

Demon AU

Dead/Death AU

Demon Hunter AU

Damsel In Distress AU

Demon Slayer AU

Dimension Hoping AU

Dark Angel AU

Enemies To Lovers AU

Enemies AU

Fantasy AU

Fae AU

Fake Relationship AU

Fake Dating, AU

Fake Marriage AU

Forbidden Love AU

Fairies AU

Fairy AU

Fugitive AU

Fallen Angel AU

Guardian Angel AU

Ghost AU

Greek Gods AU

Genie AU

Goddess AU

God AU

Hero/Villain AU

Hanahaki Disease AU

Hitman AU

Hunter AU

Heat {also known as Mating Cycle} AU

Horror

Hunters Dating

Hybrid AU

Horror Film AU

Imaginary Friend AU

Immortal/Human AU

Immortal AU

Incubus AU

Jealousy AU

Kidnapped AU

Lost In Space, AU

Love Affair AU

Love/Hate Relationship AU

Love Triangle AU

Love Spell AU

Love Turns Them Evil AU

Lured Into A Trap AU

Lost In The Woods AU

Mob!Boss AU

Mafia AU

Medium AU

Mutant AU

Mistaken Identity AU

Magic AU

Maid AU

Merman AU

Mermaid AU

Murder Mystery AU

Merpeople AU

Mythological Creatures AU

Mobster AU

Mad Scientist AU

Mythology AU

Medieval AU

Nephlim AU

One Sided Love AU

Outlaw Couple AU

Pirate AU

Protector AU

Prisoner AU

Post Apocalypse AU

Possessed AU

Possessive AU

Roaring 20s AU

Rivals To Lovers AU

Resurrection AU

Rival AU

Reincarnation AU

Runaway AU

Reapers AU

Supernatural AU

Superpowers AU

Secret Identity AU

Secret Admire AU

Spell AU

Soulmates AU

Secret Relationship AU

Spy AU

Space AU

Stalker AU

Stripper AU

Siren AU

Succubus AU

Secret Agent AU

Secret Spy AU

Superhero AU

Telepathy AU

Time Traveller AU

Thief AU

The Little Mermaid AU

Time Travel AU

Time Travelers AU

Unrequited Love AU

Vigilante AU

Vampire/Werewolf AU

Vampire/Vampire Hunter AU

Vampire AU

Vampire Hunter AU

Villain AU

Weakness Turns On Lover AU

Werewolf

Witch AU

Wizard AU

Zombie Apocalypse AU

Taking The Kids Trick Or Treating

Fandoms I write for

WWE: 

MALE SUPERSTARS:

Adam Cole

Aj Styles

Andrade Cien Almas

Buddy Murphy

Bobby Fish

Cesaro

Drew McIntyre

Elias Samson

Finn Balor

Kyle O’Reilly

Roderick Strong

Roman Reigns

Seth Rollins

The Miz

Jimmy Uso

Jey Uso

Triple H, 

FEMALE SUPERSTARS:

Alexa Bliss

Bayley

Becky Lynch

Billie Kay

Candice LeRae

Charlotte Flair

Dakota Kai

Lana

Maryse

Mickie James

Naomi

Paige

Peyton Royce

Sasha Banks

Stephanie McMahon

Tegan Nox

Zelina Vega

CHICAGO FIRE; 

Kelly Severide

Matt Casey

Sylvie Brett

Gabby Dawson

CHICAGO MED;

 Will Halstead

Connor Rhodes

Ethan Choi

CHICAGO P.D.; 

Jay Halstead

Antonio Dawson

Adam Ruzek

Greg Gerwitz

Kevin Atwater

Kim Burgess

Erin Lindsay

Hailey Upton

CRIMINAL MINDS:

 Derek Morgan

Spencer Reid

Luke Alvez

DCEU: 

Bruce Wayne

Diana Prince

Clark Kent

Lena Luthor

Kara Danvers

LUCIFER: 

Lucifer Morningstar

Chloe Decker

Mazikeen

Amenadiel

Michael

Ella Lopez

Eve

Dan Espinoza

MARVEL: 

Steve Rogers

Tony Stark

Thor

Peter Parker

Bruce Banner

T’Challa

Loki

Sam Wilson

Carol Danvers

Mj

SUPERNATURAL:

 Dean Winchester

Sam Winchester

Castiel

Jack Kline

 Crowley

TEEN WOLF;

 Derek Hale

Peter Hale

Scott McCall

Stiles Stilinski

Malia Tate

Jordan Parrish

Chris Argent

Isaac Lahey

TO/TVD: 

Klaus Mikaelson

Elijah Mikaelson

 Kol Mikaelson

Rebekah Mikaelson

Hayley Marshall

Marcel

Davina Claire

 Freya Mikaelson

Stefan Salvatore

Kai Parker

Damon Salvatore

 Katherine Pierce

Tyler Lockwood

Bonnie Bennet

Elena Gilbert

Caroline Forbes

 Enzo

CELEBS: 

Harry Styles

Jake Gyllenhaal

Jensen Ackles

Zendaya

[crazybagelbitch]

would anyone be interested in greg gerwitz x sister reader drabbles 🤔

[harley-sunday]

Control, Alt, Arrow

Request by anon: Could you do a Mouse request where his girlfriend knows some knowledge of computer skills and Mouse finds out and is like “I’m gonna marry you someday”??

Pairing: Greg ‘Mouse’ Gerwitz x reader

Warning: mild, mild language. 

AN: Ok, so my computer skills are pretty much non-existent, and Google wasn’t of much help here either, so I took the most ‘useful’ skill I know and used it for this drabble. This also might be the worst title ever, but I couldn’t come up with anything better... Just ignore it. Either way; enjoy :)

You glance at Jay, who’s handing Mouse a cup of coffee before he sits down at his desk again and you can’t help but snicker. In your head you count down;  from three to two to one,

“(Y/N)!”, Jay shouts across the room to where you are busy filing some case files, “What the hell did you do to my screen?”

You fake innocence and bat your eyelashes at him, “Nothing?”

He throws you a look and crosses his arms in front of his chest, leaning back in his chair, eyes still trained on you, “Just make it right again, please? I have work to do and I can’t do that when my fucking screen is upside down!”

You shrug, still not pleading guilty, “Just turn your monitor upside down, works like a charm,”

He lets out a frustrated groan, pursing his lips together, which tells you he’s about to throw a temper tantrum that would even give the most obnoxious five-year old a run for its money. He takes a deep breath and turns to Mouse, who has been watching all this with a wicked grin on his face, “Mouse, some help?”

Mouse shakes his head, “Nah man, you’re on your own here.” He turns his attention back to his screen but not before he throws you a wink.

“Mouse,” Jay growls, “you’re supposed to have my back, man.”

“She’s my girlfriend, dude,” Mouse notes from behind his screen, “I’m not going against her, not for this.”

Jay shifts his focus back to you, “Does this have anything to do with me asking you to get us some coffee earlier?”

You shrug, grinning, “Maybe,”

Jay sighs, throwing his hands up in defeat, “I’m sorry, ok, from now on I’ll get my own coffee,” you throw him a look and he quickly adds, “and yours.”

“Two sugars, no milk, thank you,” you reply simply while you walk over to his desk. You gently push him aside and your fingers hit the keys needed, turning the screen back to its normal position, “There,”

“How did you do that?” Jay asks, looking at his screen in awe.

“I’m going to marry you someday,” Mouse mutters, looking at you proudly, his grin matching yours as you walk back to the filing cabinet.

[witchygagirlwrites]

What I Want

Greg "Mouse" Gerwitz x Reader

"I could spend the rest of my life kissing you, and it still wouldn't be enough." @desimarie12

Relationships didn’t work for you. One bad one after another proved that. You couldn’t handle any more heartache. You finally got to a point where you didn’t care that you were alone.You were in a good place career wise, you could go out with friends if you wanted. Why did you need a relationship?

You hadn’t expected someone to find you. You damn sure hadn’t expected that someone to be Jay’s old army buddy. You’d met Greg “Mouse” Gerwitz once before, when he’d been a C.I.

He was nice, kinda cute but that was that. When the task of a tech person came open Jay brought him up to Voight and it was decided he’d be hired. You didn’t think anything of it. He was Jay’s friend and going to be a member of your unit, you’d be friends with him.

You didn’t expect him to be so damn smart. He saw patterns in computer systems you never would’ve dreamed of and started picking up things from crime scenes easily before you ever saw them. 

You hadn’t expected him to be so damn sweet. When all of you responded to a bombing he took the time to check on you, Erin and Kim specifically before the guys and at first you took it personally thinking maybe it was because you were women and he thought you were weaker or something but when you’d let your mouth do that thing where it allowed thought to come out unfiltered he’d just smiled at you and said “No ma’am. I know women try to hold too much on themselves is why I checked on you three first”

You hadn’t expected him to be so damn selfless. The day you finally realized you were starting to fall for him was when he let a man hold a gun to his head for the better part of a day just so that man could get answers about his missing daughter. The reason you say let? When swat was finally going in you saw Jay give him the barest of nods and he easily took the gun from the man and reversed the situation when you heard Jay ask him “What took you so long?” and him say “I believed him” you knew Greg Gerwitz was going to be the person to break down the carefully built walls around your heart.

“Hey” you heard Mouse before he tapped on your desk so you cut your eyes up with a small smile “Hey” he rubbed a hand across the back of his neck which you knew was a bit of a nervous thing for him “Did I do something?” “Huh?” you asked because you were honestly confused by the question. You hadn’t even spoken to him in like 2 days.

He shrugged “You drank a beer with me and Jay after everything with Frazier but since then you go the opposite way. If I did something just tell me and I promise I’ll fix it” you felt your heart crumple a little at how hurt he sounded. “No Greg, you didn’t do anything. I’ve just um been busy” a small smile slipped onto his face when you called him Greg. 

You’d originally called him Mouse like everyone else but one day he’d done something that had annoyed you so you’d playfully said “Dammit Greg behave!” and he’d frozen in his tracks then the most gorgeous smile had split his face before he told you how much he loved hearing you say his actual name.

He nodded “Well this case is wrapped so you wanna do something tonight? Jay’s gonna be with Lindsay but we can catch a movie or something” you nodded “Ok, um wanna just do takeout and a movie?” it wasn’t the first time you two had gotten takeout to one of your places and watched a movie so maybe it would be fine. He smiled “Sounds good. Your place around eight? I’ll bring the food?” you smiled “I’ll see you then”

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It was fine. It was just two friends hanging out, no big deal. Right? You were sitting on one of your couch with your feet curled up under you, trying to concentrate on the movie but your attention was more on him considering he’d stripped his hoodie and was wearing a tight white shirt under it.

Mouse wasn’t bulky but the man was all lean muscle. You couldn’t tell anyone any color of anything. What the hell were you gonna do? 

He laughed all of a sudden and you nearly jumped off the couch “What’s so funny?” he turned on the couch to face you “Why are you staring at me?” you felt yourself warm “I wasn’t” he gave you a look that clearly said do not bullshit me.

You shrugged “You’re a good looking guy Greg” his eyes widened “Oh yeah” you nodded “Duh. Gorgeous, blue eyes, smart as hell, army ranger. Who the hell wouldn’t be attracted to you..oh my god what is my mouth doing?” you covered your face with both hands, willing the ground to open up and swallow you when you realized what all you just said.

The couch moved under his weight before you felt his hands on yours “Darlin, let me see you” you slowly lowered your hands and he gave you a small smile “Are you attracted to me?” you nodded slowly “I um..yeah..I..I care about you Greg..a lot”

A smile slowly crawled across his face “Good, because I care about you too..a lot” “Really?” you asked and he nodded “Really” before one of his hands cupped your face. His eyes moved from yours down to your lips and you finally laughed “Just kiss me!”

“Yes ma’am” he replied before leaning closer. He brushed his lips against yours in a kiss that was gentle but firm, teasing and tasting. Your hands went to his shoulder, gripping them tightly as a light moan slipped from your lips. His other hand went to your hip, tugging you closer. You were practically in his lap when he broke away from the kiss, forehead pressed against yours “I could spend the rest of my life kissing you, and it still wouldn't be enough” 

You felt your heart flip at his words “Then find me in the next life and spend that one kissing me too” he gave you one of those smiles that you would do anything to keep on his face before saying “I think I’m already halfway in love with you” before pulling you back in for another kiss. You laughed against his mouth then pulled back, grinning when he chased your lips “Just so you know, I’m fairly certain I’m halfway in love with you too” 

He laughed lightly then grabbed you to pulled you over into his lap “You mine now?” he asked and you nodded “You mine?” he grinned “For as long as you’ll have me”

[witchygagirlwrites]

Patience

Greg "Mouse" Gerwitz x Reader

@desimarie12 requested our favorite guy with the song Patience by Take That as the vibe

“Hey man, I found you a job” the call from Jay couldn’t have come at a better time. He was struggling again, he didn’t want to admit it but the truth was there. The silence was starting to be too much, allowing the past to creep up in his head and overtake the present. He needed structure, some sort of purpose. That was what led Mouse to the twenty first precinct.

He was sitting at a desk talking to Jay and two more members of his unit when Jay’s sergeant Hank Voight came walking out of his office, trailed by a woman Mouse hadn’t ever seen before. He knew because he would’ve remembered her. She was absolutely beautiful and wore a detective shield at her side.

“Voight, this is the guy I was telling you about Greg Gerwitz a.k.a Mouse” Jay introduced him and he saw a slight smirk slip onto the woman’s face “Mouse huh?” he cut his eyes at her “It’s a silly nickname I know but I’ll be the first to admit it..” she cut him off by tapping on the paper in Voight’s hand “What’s this about a truck of blueray players?”

He grimaced “Well see that case was actually expunged..I was actually..” Voight cut him off then “And busted for hacking a D.O.D com satellite in 09?” damn if this was how these two handled perps he saw why intelligence was so good. He dipped his head slightly “For that I take full responsibility” 

“Sarge, I know he doesn’t look great on paper. Just wait till you see what he can do” Jay spoke up and cut his eyes at him. He knew what he was doing so a few key strokes later he looked up “Excuse me, Sergeant Voight sir?” Voight cut his eyes at him so he motioned to his phone that was on his side “Would you mind taking a look at your cell phone?”

“My cell phone?” Voight asked so he nodded. Voight pulled his phone out and looked where he’d changed his wallpaper to a photo of himself “Cute” the woman whose name he’d yet to catch looked over Voight’s shoulder then back at him “Really cute” 

He ignored the flush that wanted to creep up his neck to say “You see, I was able to crack that in about two seconds. Imagine what a hacker could do with a day” Voight looked from the woman to Jay then shrugged “Fine by me but Platt has to sign off on it too” 

That day seemed like years ago and yesterday at the same time. When he and Jay had retreated to the tech room at the end of that day you’d ended up down there as well.

Jay had questioned why you hadn’t gotten out of the precinct at the first sign possible like you normally did and you had laughed “I was a little hard on the newest member of our unit, so I thought I would properly introduce myself and welcome him to the team”

By the time you’d wished him and Jay both a goodnight he knew he was gone. He also knew it was impossible. Jay clocked the way he looked at you, he knew it when he saw it. He hadn’t asked about you, he really hadn’t but when Jay offered the information he hadn’t refused it either.

You’d been plucked out of the academy for undercover work, exceeded at it and that was how you originally met Antonio. When the intelligence unit was formed he was the one who brought you on board.

You were always partnered with either Antonio or Erin, you lived by yourself with a cat that had three legs named Penny that you rescued as a kitten after a drug bust.  You had your life in order and was one member of the unit that always seemed to be wrangling the others when they got out of line, Jay included.

He couldn’t want you. What the hell could he offer you? Hell when you met him he could barely carry on a conversation without trailing off midway. The first time it happened you were talking to him about a piece of surveillance equipment.

He hadn’t even realized it until your hand was gently touching his arm and you lightly spoke his name, his actual name. Instead of the usual look people had at that moment you instead wore a small smile “Happened to me a lot after my first bad bust. I know it’s not the exact same thing but I know touch helped ground me. Was hoping it would work for you”

He knew he was frustrating at times with rambling and trying to get his brain to work the way it did before, it frustrated him. He knew what he wanted to say, the point he wanted to get across but getting it out proved harder than it should. He noticed that when those moments happened your eyes would remain on him even when you would be listening to whoever was talking.  

You would always purposely walk close enough to him on the way out to let your hand brush against his. When you were talking to him you never tried to rush him to the point, you invited him out with the group and always seemed to go out of your way to include him in anything and everything that happened at work and outside of work. He told himself it didn’t mean anything. You were the caretaker of the group. He was just the newest and most broken member. 

Everyone was walking on eggshells around him and Jay. The newest case handled an IED being used and a vet being killed by it. He could imagine that while everyone trusted Jay to not fuck up they were simply waiting on him to. He’d abandoned his desk on the floor with the rest of the unit to retreat down to the tech room. If he was needed they could call him up.

He was taking apart a radio Kevin dropped two days before to see if he could get it repaired just to have it as a backup.  He didn’t currently have anything to do, the computers were set up to alert him if the suspect's car popped up on any traffic cams or if his cell became active again. 

He heard boots headed his way and recognised them before you ever knocked on the open door. “I’m fine,” he spoke without looking up. A part of him hoped you’d walk away but the other part was silently begging you to not. He heard you take another step in the room as you fiddled with the bracelet on your right wrist “Jay’s not. I know he’s trying to bury it but to any of us that knows his tells it’s blaringly obvious”

He stopped his movements and cut his eyes up “Did you come down to get me to check on Jay?” of course. No one would want to check on him. He wasn’t really a member of the team, was he? “What? No” you replied, leaning against the wall about three feet from him. 

“Then why are you down here?” he regretted the words and tone he’d used the moment they slipped out of his mouth. 

He’d seen you go toe to toe with bangers twice your size and not blink an eye. He’d seen you stare down the barrel of a loaded gun and smirk but for the first time since he’d known you he saw an honest look of hurt flash across your face “Maybe because I realize this case could trigger something for you the same way it has for Jay and I wanted to let you know that you don’t have to shoulder that burden alone any more. I didn’t realize I wasn’t welcome down here, I apologize”

You turned to walk out and when he called your name you froze in the doorway “It’s fine Mouse. Forget I ever came down here, ok?” You hadn’t called him Mouse besides over the coms in months. “I’m sorry sweetheart” he whispered and you shook your head, not turning around “I get it, I do” then walked away.

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How could he continue to fuck up? Even after all this time, he just couldn’t help himself. The idea that you were honestly just worried about him was a little too hard to wrap his head around. His heart had gone through the wringer so damn much along with his head, he didn’t know how to start something new. 

After you’d left the tech room every memory since he met you flashed through his mind. Time and again you offered that hand out to him and he hadn’t taken it, yet you still stood there holding it out. Why? He wasn’t worth the effort. You were everything good and he was broken, barely stitched together. 

Mouse watched you help Kim put away the gear and long guns that had been taken out when the unit rolled on the suspect. He’d admitted guilt but had also committed suicide by cop after turning his gun on the unit. His bullets had landed squarely in yours and Adam’s vests. Luckily you both escaped with only bruised ribs. Hearing Voight call officer down was enough to make his heart decide to start back working at the thought of losing you.

Kim cut her eyes over at him then whispered something to you before smiling at him and heading upstairs. You didn’t turn around but he knew from the way you were slightly turned into yourself that you were hurting more than you’d let on.

“Can-can we talk?” he mumbled and when you finally turned around he saw the tears in your eyes “If you’re here to accuse me of not caring about you again can it wait until I don’t feel like a truck is sitting on my chest?”

“I’m sorry” he whispered and you shook your head, moving to brush past him. His hand flew out to grab your wrist “I’m sorry” he repeated, more firmly this time.

You swallowed hard then grimaced slightly “Greg, all I’ve done since meeting you was try to be your friend. I’ve cared about you from the start because that’s what I do, I care about my unit and you’re my unit. I never meant for it to go deep enough that you could hurt my feelings but it did and you did”

“I never meant to hurt you. I’m just not used to people caring” he whispered, both of you standing close but not looking at each other. “I just want to be there for you, in whatever way you need me” you admitted and his hand moved from your wrist down to lace his fingers with yours “And I want to be there for you but sweetheart you’ve got to have a little patience with me. There’s still parts of me healing and I can’t guarantee how long that’ll take. I care about you so much more than I ever thought about caring for someone. When Voight called officer down and your name? My world stopped. I want to be able to figure out a way to move forward, to let you be there like you want to be and to be there for you. This is me trying”

Your fingers squeezed his gently “Promise to meet me halfway. If you need breathing room just tell me. I’ll get it. If I need breathing room I’ll tell you”

“Promise” he swore and you gave him a small smile “Wanna come over and watch a movie? I may fall asleep from the meds Will gave me, fair warning” a smile slipped onto his face “I’d love to, but can I change the movie once you’re out? Because I can only watch the Mummy so many times” you nodded with a laugh “Yeah, I guess”

Maybe he could find a way forward, after all he had people like you and Jay willing to hold a hand out whenever he needed a way up. People he could offer a hand to as well. Wasn’t that what life was about? Finding your team, finding your family, finding your person.

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The river of dreams (Greg ‘Mouse’ Gerwitz x fem!reader)

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Paring: Greg “Mouse” Gerwitz x Reader

Universe: One Chicago

Word Count: 922

Warnings: mention of PTSD, war and nightmares. 

If I forgot about anything feel free to write to me. Your wellbeing is important to me!

Summary: After another nightmare, Mouse going to his safe place - your arms. 

It was late at night when Y/N was woken up by loud banging on the door to her apartment. She looked at the clock standing on the bedside shelf and groaned. She got up, stretching her backs and reached for her dressing-gown. She put it on her body, making her way to the front doors. She wrapped herself more in the cloth, feeling the cold floor beneath her feet. She looked by viewfinder and frowned at the sight of the person in front of her door. She quickly unlocked the door and looked at the man who was so close to her heart. She saw in that piercing blue eyes of Mouse that something was not good. She noticed that he can't stand in one place too long and he played with his hands.

"I'm sorry that I came here at this hour…"

"It's alright, Greg. You know that I love to have you here. Come in." 

She moved so that he could walk into her flat. She locked doors again and came closer to him, placing a hand on his shoulder. She felt under her fingers how he jumped up slightly. It was the moment when it clicked in her head. He must have had a nightmare again. She knew that there were nights when he couldn't sleep because of memories from the warzone. He told her about this after he woke them up from a nap with a scream on his mouth once. He didn't want to talk about what he saw in his mind too often, and she respected that. But then he found himself reaching for her after the night terrors, even if it could be hearing her voice by telephone.  She knew about it and was more than happy to help him in any way he needed her. She could do everything for him. It didn't matter if he wanted a moment alone, to be hold in her arms, watching with him traffic cameras or letting him explore her body in slow sex. One more look at him told her that this night was one of the worst. She didn't know what scared her more at this moment - the thought that he walked all this way that late in night or drove in this state just to let her help him. 

"It's alright, Greg. It's only me." She smiled at him. "Let me help you take off your jacket." 

She helped him to undress and led him to her couch. Quickly she brought him a glass of water and sat down next to him. Carefully she took his hand in hers and placed a small kiss on it. She looked at his absent eyes and bit inside of her cheek. 

"Mouse, honey... You want to talk about this?" she nodded when he shook his head at no. "So... What would you like to do?" She kept her voice soft and calm to bring him out of the darkest corners of his mind.

"Can we just lay down for a moment?"

"Of course, honey. You want to go to bed?" 

Mouse nodded, and she stood up still holding his hand. They slowly went to her small bedroom, where Mouse took off his clothes. They laid under the covers, and Y/N didn't even blink when Mouse snuggled against her chest. She kissed the top of his head, holding him close to her body. She started running her fingers through his hair, closing her eyes. She felt like his body trembled, so she squeezed him a little tighter. 

"In that nightmare... I saw you... You were hurt..."

"Hey... I'm right here. Safe and sound." She softly found his hand and moved it to her pulse point. "You feel it?" He again just nodded, and she kissed his forehead. "We are here, and both of us are safe. Nothing can hurt us now." He looked at her, and she smiled softly. "Imagine this... One day we decide to buy a house on the outskirts. Maybe somewhere in the woods. We will have that big bed we saw lately. And necessarily we need to have a big kitchen with some nice worktops. "She smiled at his soft chuckles. "And maybe we take a dog? Or dogs?" She felt like he hugged her waist a little tighter.

"German Shepherd?" Y/N nodded, resting her cheek against his head.

"And dachshund. And we will make a barbeque with your unit, and even Voight will have to admit we're doing that well. And in the evening we will sit at the porch and watch sunsets. Or we will make picnics at night to watch stars."

"I would like that." He whispered, tucking his head in her chest again. "And one day I'll bend on one knee in front of you with a nice ring, and I'll ask you to marry me. Then you and Y/F/N could spend hours in our living room planning the wedding, and you'll become that bossy version of you." He smiled, feeling how her chest was vibrating with laughter. "Jay and Ruzek will have so much fun teasing me, but it will be me who will have the best girl in the world." he raised his head, and looked at Y/N's eyes. The sight of her small warmed his heart, and then he connected their lips in soft and lazy kisses. A few moments later both of them fell asleep and that night Mouse didn't dream about war. He dreamed about his future with Y/N. 

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Author’s note: Since I have lectures on Thursday afternoons, I decided to post it today. Sorry if you counted for Caspian. I needed Mouse to cheer up. 

Thank you for reading! Please, let me know what are you thinking about this one! Your comment means a world for me and motivates me to work! Also, taglist is open! If you want to be added just let me know!

In advance, I am sorry about every grammar mistake and misspellings. English is not my first language.

Klaudia xx

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Greg ‘Mouse’ Gerwitz x Reader Masterlist

Taglists are open! If you want to be added fill this up or send me an ask!

Kiss me in the rain -  The one where Mouse is leaving the next day but before of that they have a date.

Let’s get married today -  The one where Mouse is stressing about their wedding.

The river of dreams - The one when after another nightmare, Mouse going to his safe place - your arms.

Being pregnant with Greg ‘Mouse’ Gerwitz’s baby -  How your pregnancy could be when being in a relationship with Mouse and as a member of the Intelligence Unit?

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Let’s get married today (Greg ‘Mouse’ Gerwitz x reader)

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Paring: Greg “Mouse” Gerwitz x Reader

Universe: One Chicago

Word Count: 1227

Warnings: speaking about anxiety and stress, marriage. 

Summary: The one where Mouse is stressing about their wedding. 

Author’s note: My loves, today I have for you drabble wit this sweet guy, Greg Gerwitz! I just miss him so much in Chicago P.D., so I wrote this...

Please let me know what you thinking about this one! Your comments, likes and reblogs mean a world to me!

In advance, I am sorry about every grammar mistake and misspellings. English is not my first language.

In advance, I am sorry about every grammar mistake and misspellings. English is not my first language.Y/N smiled widely, hearing loud laughs of Sylvie and Kim. All girls of Firehouse 51 and District 21 were here together, helping Y/N prepare for her wedding. She felt overwhelming happiness and warm in her chest - it was the day when she would marry the love of her life - Greg Gerwitz. She looked at the mirror and thought that she looked beautiful in that white dress made of lace. She felt how Mouse's mother put her hand on her arm with a big, teary smile. She touched her hand, and couldn't believe that soon they would become a family. Earlier that day, they had a little talk, and an older woman gave her pearl earrings that belonged to Mouse grandma, which she proudly wore at this moment. Everything was just perfect, and she was so excited to start this next chapter with Mouse. 

Out of the corner of her eye, she glanced at Erin. She saw that she typed on her phone with a concerned face. When their eyes met, she knew that something was not right. She rested her hand on her stomach and turned to the detective. 

"Erin?" Y/N smiled a little. "Everything okay?" 

"Yeah... It was Jay. He wrote that Mouse is freaking out a little. He asked if you could talk before the ceremony. And they know that he can't see you before." 

With that, Y/N became worried. She knew Greg's past and that because of everything he saw in the war zone, he could be very insecure about himself. She knew that the doubt that somebody could love him unconditionally because of the person he became in the army. In all their relationships, she always tried to show him that she cares about him and every part of him. She showed him that she is ther for him no matter what and she would always try to find a solution for them. She looked at his mother who signed. 

"Of course, we can talk... Where is my phone?" She looked around the room to find that thing. 

"Actually, they are outside." 

"Oh... Okay, can you give us a few minutes, please? I promise that he won't see the dress." 

She watched as all the women went out of the room. She heard Kim telling Mouse that he couldn't see her, and she was sure that his mother kissed him on the forehead with tears in eyes. She smiled at that thought and came closer to the door, placing hand on them.

"Greg, are you there?" She called softly, closing her eyes. 

"Yeah, I'm here." Of the sound of his voice, she could say that he was stressed and it made her worry even more. 

"What's wrong baby?" 

"Nothing...I just needed to hear your voice. I... I was worried that you could change your mind about the wedding and won't come."

"Greg, you silly boy!" She couldn't help but smile. "You know that I wouldn't do such a thing to you! Especially without talking to you. You are the love of my life, Greg.  When you asked me to marry you... It was the happiest day of my life. And when I think about spending the rest of my life with you, I can't wait for it. In just a few minutes I will be able to call you my husband. I will be able to proudly introduce myself as a Mrs Gregory Gerwitz. And I will proudly wear a wedding ring from you because you are the most amazing man in the entire world, Greg. You are so strong, so caring, so kind-hearted. Having you as my husband will be the greatest privilege, and if you didn't change your mind, I would be more than happy to meet you in front of the altar. So... Are you sure about everything?" 

"Yeah, I am. And I'm sure that with you I am the happiest man. I don't know what I did to deserve you. And I'm sure that I want to spend the rest of my life with you. Just a few minutes more, and I will finally be able to see you. I know... I know it was only one night, but I really missed you." 

She could tell that he rested his head against the door with a little smile. After everything that he saw on his duty, he had problems with accepting himself completely. Even if he pretended to be a bit cocky, especially at the beginning of their relationship. But he was cute and wore his heart on his sleeve. He needed remains that he could be loved, and she was more than happy to show him that she loved all of him. 

"Greg? Can you close your eyes, and promise me that you won't open them until I tell you?" 

"Of course... But why?" 

"Just do it! You'll find out soon." 

She giggled, waiting for his answer. When he told her that he did what she asked him, she slowly opened the door. She looked at his face and saw that he tried not to smile. She took all his appearance and bit her lower lip, seeing him in black tux. She made a few steps and stood before him. Gently she placed her hands on his cheeks and kissed him softly on his nose. She couldn't help but grinned when she saw a smile brighten his face. 

"You don't know how much I want to see your beautiful eyes right now, but I'm afraid that they could change the date of our wedding." They both chuckled, and Mouse put his hands on her hips, squeezing her tightly. She rested her forehead against his and closed her eyes with a smile. "I missed you too, you know? And I really can't wait to become your wife." He gently nudged her nose with his. 

"I love you, Y/N." He whispered against her lips.

"I love you too, Greg." 

She rose on tiptoe, bringing their lips together. She slowly moved her hand at Mouse's neck, softly sighing in his mouth when he put her closer to him. He lifted her for a few inches, making her laugh in his lips, which he bit delicately. When he put her on the floor, he must have to fight himself to not open his eyes. 

"I should go..." She sighed, kissing him again. "See you at the altar, babe." 

"See you, my angel." 

She smiled, hearing that nickname, and taking careful steps, she went back to the room where she prepared herself. After Sylvie checked her makeup, she met with her father. Holding his hand, they slowly made their way through the aisle. She smiled when she saw all her friends and family.  But she felt like they stopped existing, when she met Mouse eyes. His posture didn't show any stress, and all she could see was happiness and love in his look. She felt tears gathering in her eyes when she saw his bright smile. He was the love of her life. He was her home. They already won many battles with their demons. And now she was ready to start the next chapter of her life with him. Hopefully, they will be together for the rest of their lives, which she hoped will be long, but even death will not be able to separate them.

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Dad's day

Headcanons for Mouse having his first full day with the twins by himself. @gottaboopthesnoot

·Mouse never dreamt of getting married

·Until he met you

·He never dreamt of being a father

·Until you handed him that first ultrasound

·The day your baby was born and instead of just one girl there was two it was a bit daunting (no one could explain just how Wendy had managed to block Abby from view at every ultrasound but she had)

·Seeing how fast you took to motherhood made a bit of self doubt rear it's ugly head

·His first big jump was when the girls were a couple weeks old and Kim took you out for the day so you could have a girls day

·Did the day start off simple enough? Well yes but doesn't everything

·By noon he was sure he was the worst father that ever walked and had even managed to yell at Adam and Jay for simply offering to come over and help (He was the dad wasn't he? He didn't need their uncles)

·Not long after though he managed to change Wendy's diaper while burping Abby and felt like he'd won the world series at that accomplishment

·When you got home both girls were in their cribs for a nap and he was reading a book in the living room

·You asked him how the day had went despite him knowing for a fact Adam had hung up with him and called you

·He was honest with you but when he got to the point of describing when he finally got the hang of fixing two bottles at once the smile he had was luminous

·You had simply smiled and kissed his cheek "I knew you would be fine. You're an amazing father already Greg but next time go easy on the boys, they love their nieces"

·He promised to call and apologize to both Adam and Jay

·You and the girls were his world and while there would be times he still doubted himself it was nice to know he had you at his side and that both of you had plenty of people willing to help