#i just want to feel something

[sqwidknee]

Welp you know the seasonal depression has kicked in when I start watching Heartstopper again 🫠

[liesmultixxx]

you know, i feel like i’m so far behind in life

like i’ll never catch up

“you’re still so young”

and yet it feels like it’s too late for me

where’s hope?

i don’t know, must’ve lost it somewhere the second or third time my heart has been shattered

i want to stay strong, to keep fighting, keep trying

and yet i sit here in my room, ruminating how to change

with no prospects of ever changing at all

because i’m scared

so scared

[uwudonoodle]

Me, cleaning out my pantry: Just gonna dip my hand in this container of old lentils for a few minutes before I toss it.

[wolfinabeanie]

i'm like this 🤏 close to ordering alcohol to my house but there's a very easy path for me to become an alcoholic unfortunately which is why i only drink like every couple months

[mandyyvibes]

i would like to thank thursday night hip hop class for making me feel human for 45 mins

[bl00dycocainee]

i’m just feeling a type of way where i need to shred my arms or jump off a building. i just wanna fly man.

[muffincupv]

The temptation to rewatch everything I enjoyed in 2020

[tokinanpa]

been using tumblr for literally 1 day at this point and I'm already convinced that I'm not "doing it right"

please let me enjoy something for once, brain

[anteroom-of-death]

Sobbing cause I was looking up an author for a book I read and their website hasn't been updated since 2007 and there's no trace of them since and I miss websites and creativity and the old internet and I'm sick of social media and everything being the same. The internet is boring now. I'm stuck refreshing the same 5 apps and I experience none of the wonder.

[thegrimeandthearkhon]

Just finished a book I was reading and now I'm on the edge to start QotD.

Realistically, I shouldn't bc there are other books on my shelves that I bought previously and haven't read yet. Should I kind of skip those for the sake of my "I miss my fucked up vamps" hours, or should I keep some discipline?!

[saylorisoverboard]

it is the birthday of your favorite internet girl

birthdays aren’t a very big deal to me but they used to be really fun but then i lost like 90% of my friends and although realistically i know it’s not a big deal, i accidentally make a thing out of it every year just as an attempt to feel good again

[rens-room]

clarity really is the most brutal of muses

[snallavanta]

i feel empty how do i fill this void

[bassalien4444]

i wish i could just be sad instead of feeling so fucking numb

[quietblissxx]

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[somnomantic]

Oh, the BPD urge of being so lonely that you want to spend your last dollar to go to a club, in hopes of someone wanting to fuck you