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fandompain · 8 months ago

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I don't know why I wasn't expecting Next Semester to make me emotional - it's Twenty One Pilots, they always make me emotional

#the snippet sounded like such a bop but i was not expecting it to hit so close to home #maybe cos I'm so tired and burnt out from this semester and so ready for it to be over?#i just want summer to start 😭#twenty one pilots #tøp #next semester #clancy

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lovvecherrymotion · 7 months ago

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shoulder kiss and messy hair 💕

#i actually started looking into older posts because i wanted to reblog this but couldn't find anything dkjgdf #sorry if it has been posted and i'm just blind #i actually thought i knew who i got this from but the user i thought this was from doesn't have this posted so #once again if you know just let me know pls 😭#this is what i get for saving videos randomly back in the summer without a care in the world and now wanting to be insane about them #jan peteh #nace jordan #jance #janace #joker out

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trailerparkdad · 7 months ago

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welcome to the life of a quiet lab technician

#i started a not so berry save <3 #this is my 10th nsb save i need serious help #im having so much fun she hates ppl and has no friends and stays inside all day ordering takeout and watching tv like i get her #she's mean but will soften eventually #wanted to pursue criminology but her passion for the extraterrestrial was stronger #degree in computer science so she can write a mean code!!!!#always been morbid and just overall weird (in the nicest way possible)#def the b*tch of the workplace 😭#its summer rn so maybe she’ll make some friends by the fall time <3 #its hard to see her having friends bc of how jealous and mean she is but it wouldnt be realistic gameplay without-#-your sims having character development so im excited to see her change for the better when she decides to start a family for example #not exactly following nsb by the book but rather making it my own style/story and having fun with it 😊#nsbsave #nsbgen1 #ts4 #sims 4 gameplay

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purpurussy · 4 months ago

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#tw suicide #idk i feel like i am probably gonna kms after TIT #i would do it sooner but i asked one of my friends to come with me and it would suck if i made him go alone #and it is something to look forward to which is helping me hang on i guess #but ughhhh once uni starts again in september i know everything is gonna fall apart.#i already got an extension on my thesis due to being a useless shell of a person who can't motivate themselves to do anything atm #but i was supposed to get some work done over the summer and have so far done nothing #hence why i want to kms before i have to talk to my fucking supervisors again and admit yet again that i simply cannot do this 😭#and it's not just this. my executive dysfunction has been so bad over the past couple of years and it's only getting worse #to the point where i can't imagine being able to work at all. and if i can't work i can't get out of my parents house #and then what the fuck is the point.#every time i see someone on here talking about bonding with their parents over dnp I'm like damn what's it like #to have parents who actually want to talk to you DSFGJJKL i know they let me live in their house at my big age #but that's only bc id literally be homeless otherwise and they're not like evil. they just don't love me #also went through a deeply embarrassing breakup recently #tl;dr ive been in love with this person for over a decade and i thought they were the dan to my phil or vice versa.#then after 10 years they left me and i'll spare the details but it has me wondering if they ever loved me #i thought it was a “let's live together and get a cat one day” relationship #but now i feel like for them. it was just a “sex and video games” type situation #i am trying soooo hard to at least be creative bc that makes me happy sometimes but it's hard to not be overly critical of myself #and now im getting to a point where i can barely even find any joy in this space any more. for a bunch of reasons #most of which revolve around me being extremely sensitive. and this is like my last bastion of dopamine so that fucking sucks #idk i don't see the point in my life any more. a social worker actually told me recently that i should consider euthanasia so.#it's just completely over for me i fear #this is not even mentioning all the damn migraines. and all the other ways in which my body simply doesn't work properly #sorry for this weird ass vent I'm not in therapy any more bc i couldn't find a therapist willing to treat me+all my diagnoses at this point #and im scared my friends will stop wanting to talk to me if i talk to them about this. several of them already have #the 2 friends i have left anyway. that's a whole other thing. when they said it's hard for autistic ppl to make friends i took that persona #so uh at this point it's vent here or develop a substance abuse problem. and im already halfway to having a substance abuse problem #anyway dan and phil for the love of god please fucking post something tonight. unfortunately you are my only hope

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bluebellthesponge · 4 months ago

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i know everyone and how they take things is different and that’s ok but something still hurts when it feels like everyone else around your age has currently experienced the teenage dream and you feel kind of like a boring square

#bluebell complains #it hurts man idk 😭😭😭#my idc and dgaf attitude sometimes doesn’t work #i want to go on cool teen adventures but here i am at almost 19 #and haven’t had cool hip summer teen adventures with a cool car and shit but nah #especially since it feels like i only started getting friends my senior year #and most of the time it feels like now most of them #are going on separate paths so you’re kind of back to square one #i really appreciated and loved the times i did go out with them and hang #but now it’s just back to square one 😔#also feel emo seeing pics from post eras seeing those friend groups #living in the moment with their very much relevant at the time tech and clothes #just having fun but still having that universal #experience of hanging with friends like going to the store or festival and here i am #esp doesn’t help to see others from your grade on instagram do that

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lesbiradshaw · 1 year ago

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Hiii is there anything we know about the dagger squad backgrounds that’s canon? Other than Jake being from Texas, is the stuff about what they studied/where they’re from headcanon? THANK U MUCH LOV

we don’t really know that much i don’t think but a majority of the background info i’ve found is either vaguely mentioned in the film or the paramount draft script you can find online ! bradley being a poli sci major at UVA and graduating in ‘09 is canon (and also very dear to me bc that was my major too plus i also graduated hs at 17 bc we are both #junebabies :]), jake originally got his call sign because bradley gave it to him and he hated it at first, bradley played baseball as a kid, mickey is a trekkie and also catholic or at least raised catholic (he crosses himself before they launch on the mission in the draft script), harvard and yale were the only duo that came from the same squadron together before the movie, and bradley and jake and natasha were in top gun together at the same time. there’s probably more backstory you could piece together for everyone by looking at their service medals/ribbons they wear but i fear i am not knowledgeable enough about that sort of stuff without a lot more research. they all mostly have the same ones but natasha has a NATO medal, jake has a navy unit commendation ribbon, and reuben has a joint service achievement medal.

also silly canon details that aren’t background info but i still love: jake wears what i’m pretty sure is a class ring on his right ring finger, he’s also the only trainee i recall seeing actually wear his tags, he likes van halen and foghat and seems to be a classic rock fanatic, natasha wears a plain gold band on her left index finger, mickey, reuben, natasha, and bob all use those multicolor clicky pens, bradley is i think the only one of the main squad who doesn’t have the fingertips cut off his flight gloves, halo’s tank top has her squadron logo on it during the football scene, and those stupid jorts bradley wears were definely just jeans he cut the legs off himself 😭.

#also since the mission takes place sometime in november but training starts the last two weeks of october #ive decided one of the daggers definitely threw a halloween party. actually i need to write about that wait.#i guess we could ASSUME omaha is from nebraska 😭#since bradley is the only one we rlly have a canon age for i just kinda decided to base the others off the actors relative ages #except reuben bc wym jay ellis is in his FORTIES rn?#glen and miles are like 1 yr apart whereas the others are a bit younger so idk #jake and bradley are the same age TO ME!#bradleys backstory is actually kinda confusing bc there’s continuity errors on the records sheet maverick looks at #he graduated in 09 but also apparently started his active duty enlisted in 06 ? like oh okay.#he took spanish as a summer class before he started at UVA for whatever thats worth 😭😭😭#bradley is so cute sorry but i want to bite him or something #but choosing poli sci as his major ? yeah thats how ik hes gay for sure !#top gun maverick #ik bradley mickey harvard and yale’s squadrons are all based out of oceana (virginia) while everyone else is lemoore (california)

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rivertigo · 7 months ago

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might have to abide to beauty standards this summer

#I’m so sick of never wearing shorts in the summer and getting sweaty so I might just have to start shaving my legs 😭#I DONT WANT TO!!! But I live with my parents …

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francisforever2014 · 7 months ago

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just thought about having to do long distance over summer

#actually insane to go from having our own apartments and being able to whatever tf we want to living with our fucking parents #and having to like .#deal with all that. and even slightly having to factor parents into what i do……#not that my mom can tell me anything but like when they visit i’m not about to do anything with my sister and mom in the next room 😭#they should invent a going home for the summer that doesn’t involve living with your mom #not even bc of My Mom just like wow what a staggering loss of independence even though she’s chill #and i’m still an adult with full agency in every way that matters . just annoying #and don’t get me started on my dad like the fact that i pretty much have to tell him makes me SICK bc of how much it’s not his business #but it is in a certain way and i’m more annoyed than anything bc i don’t care enough to hide them from him but i’m like this is in no way #this man’s business …. go away

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bad-boy-supreme-official · 3 months ago

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kiss jason

i mean... @blond-superman-official if you wanna, i wouldnt mindd

#leo valdez rp #leo valdez roleplay #mcshizzle gets an ask #OOC: OKAY OH MY GOSH #I OWE ALL OF YOu A GIANT APOLOGY #IM SO SORRY I HAVENT BEEN ACTIVE IN LIKE A MONTH 😭#i has a trip with no wi-fi and when i came back i had summer hw and now my third week of school ust started (i already had 17 tests helpp)#BUT IM BACK #I WANTED TO REPLY TO THE OLD CHAIN WHERE YOU PROPOSED #EXCEPT I COULDNT FIND IT #so just consider this me accepting??#im so sorry 😭#ill be more active #i swear-

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orcelito · 1 month ago

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Actually it was surreal as hell to look at my transcript today. I've got all but 3 classes done or in WIP. I'd have to Severely fuck up to fail any of my classes this semester, by this point. Which I don't think will happen. Honestly I might even get straight A's for the first time in college. Which would be cool!!!

So just three classes left. Just three. It's so wild. I'm pretty excited.

#speculation nation #for the first time i actually glanced at the 'apply for graduation' option #to graduate at the end of spring id have to apply by sometime in february.#idk i'll bring it up with the advisor tomorrow. make sure im actually good to graduate with these 3 classes.#part of the problem is the fact that i didnt see the classes i have to take 2 of on the offered list #which makes me nervous about whether theyre even available next semester. and what id have to do to take them.#alternative options? or *waiting*? thatd be even worse. so im not sure yet.#the other thing is that my major started requiring students to take an internship in order to graduate #but since ive taken a long ass time my index year aka when k started doesnt have that as a requirement.#at least that's what my last advisor said :p so im nervous about if this new one says differently.#an internship would certainly be useful for getting work experience and resume padding #but i never wanted to before bcus i needed to work my job. that paid me Money. unlike the probable internship.#and also i dont have my license and i DEFINITELY dont want to TRAVEL. what would i do with my cats #?????#so i havent done an internship. and i dont intend to. but if he says it's actually required then id have to work to get one over summer #etc etc. then graduation would be delayed.#i really really hope it doesnt turn out like that. i really Really want to just be done already. by the end of spring.#spring 25 give it up for graduating spring 25 #i was originally class of 19 lol but i like 25 better. in terms of numbers.#class of 15 for high school and 25 for college... yes #and YEAH it's taken me 10 years😭😭😭😭 thats why i dont want it to take any longer 😭😭😭😭 im so close i just wanna be DONE WITH IT!!!!!!#so fucking close i can taste it. im halfway done with my current semester too. So Fucking Close...

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gender-critical-analytical · 3 months ago

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I live in a tightly packed area and sometimes, because there's a pond that sits right up against my and my neighbor's property, random men (and women, but I only mind when it's men) decide to plop down in my yard and start fishing for the bluegill. I'm still working on my confrontation skills (a combination of intense female socialization, liberal midwestern 'mind your own business and look the other way' mindset, and autism that makes it a struggle to look people in the face during even the most normal of occasions) but I have recently found that bringing my dog outside on her leash and letting her bark and growl at them while frantically tugging on the leash to get to them does a great job of making them suddenly, conveniently, want to move a few yards down, and I don't have to say a word during it. In fact, staring silently at them makes it work even better!