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#Need to buy another journal bc i’m so sad all the time and it’s not fair and embarrassing to people who hear me vent#i just wanna be better#i feel like everyone in my life is sick of me#i feel like I’ve become jealous snd spiteful and angry all the time#on god I will buy that tomorrow
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why do I have to be the one to fix my brain when I wasn't the one who broke it in the first place
#i'm just so irritated with the american health care system#why is it so expensive#I JUST WANNA BE BETTER#this is in reference to#therapy#btw#trauma#me#personal#sky rambles 🌸#i wish i could sue my parents for damages#it's not fair#why do i have to be responsible for the outside circumstances that made this way#sorry this sounds so bratty#pls move on#love yall
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Why Michael watches soap operas in FNAF
#myart#chloesimagination#comic#fnaf#five nights at freddy's#fnaf fanart#michael afton#mrs afton#fnaf vanessa#vanessa shelly#fnaf sister location#fnaf 4#afton family#I wanna believe Michael got his personality from his mom#that a lot of his humor and hobbies are from her#why watching soap operas after work was such a comfort for him#it reminds him of better times#he isn’t just Williams son he’s HER son too
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reflection
#anyways so i think samus has major survivors guilt and is a super perfectionist. The type of girl who reimagines scenarios in her mind#And thinks about how she could have done better. like ‘if i had woken up sooner maybe i could have saved everyone in prime 3’#so i think she says she doesnt know anything about herself because shes so hypercritical of her actions she doesnt see herself as a person#while also her hyper critical-ness shows how she says she wants to ignore herself but she literally cant because she has so many criticisms#oh i wanted to include the ppl from the prime 2 manga in that one shot but was like ‘i dont think ppl will recognize them’.#also lol the existence of dark samus would fuck her up SOOOO bad like it only exists bc she exists & its responsible for the gang’s deaths#okay im done rambling tldr MENTAL ILLNESS.#metroid#samus aran#loneart#metroid dread#metroid prime#super metroid#metroid series#i dont wanna tag all the games. There just those games is enough#hall of fame#gray voice
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...like antennas to heaven
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#ultrakill#ultrakill fanart#ultrakill earthmover#creations of raptor#tumblr compression made the raw file of the whole comic look like ass so i had to meticulously split it into multiple images#the little gaps are mildly annoying but i promise it is better than seeing this in like 140p#the full image is linked though if you wanna experience it as fully intended#anyways#this is the most insane project i've done in a while#the book in 7-4 man . it just Hit#you were beautiful .#perfect closure .#the pages of the book are blank .#THE PAGES OF THE BOOK ARE BLANK .
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Scary Sunset.
I'm concepting things way outta order in this story, but I'm sure you can piece things together. Context is for a storybeat where, after defeating and capturing Adagio (thus having all three sirens in her possession), Sunset enacts her revenge plot to release the sirens on Canterlot as Thea discovers she's been manipulated. In a confrontation, the two scuffle and fight over the siren orbs while Sunset struggles with her conflicting wants and emotions.
#mlp#sunset shimmer#twilight sparkle#twiset#the orbs are the glass balls sunset carries on her back btw its in her cast line up art#deep down sunset hates thea. she was named “twilight” by celestia. the time of day succeeding sunset. she was always her replacement#but at this point in the story sunset's also fallen for thea. so it's also a conflict of wills in sunset. love or hatred.#hence the “don't make me do this” language. she's rationalizing her hatred and violence as thea forcing her hand and getting in her way#when in reality she doesn't need to do any of this. it's her last stand and outburst to cling to a life of revenge that she's grown too#fond of. because she knows thea has the power to change that and disrupt her identity as a pathetic victim who fell from glory#and that's scary. thea's a very scary thing to sunset because suddenly sunset wants something and to be someone new.#she suddenly wants to change. to be better for someone else. and she never thought or believed that could be an option for her#anyways toxic yuri yayyy#my art#the grand galloping 20s#character design#i hope i got across the pained conflicted emotions in sunset's face tho i belabored over them these past 3 days#i hope a look of anger and dissonance and guilt and “oh god i don't really wanna hurt you please just obey me” while trying to intimidate#is readable. if so it's all in the eyebrows babey
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face value
#it's autism torment hours for cloud strife (featuring Projection™️)#everybody just assumes the worst about cloud the moment they meet him.#i think all the time about the 'be nice!' -> 'i'm doing my best :(' thing from remake. like. all he did was answer a fucking question.#it burns because i know EXACTLY what it's like to be on the receiving end of that. 'don't be rude!' i wasn't planning on it but ok i guess?#and people getting mad because they assumed i meant something completely different than what i said.#how many times have i asked 'hey when are we leaving' (so i know when we're leaving. god forbid)#only for them to hear 'WAAA WAAAAAAA HURRY UP!!!!!!! I WANNA LEAVE RIGHT NOWWWWW UGGHHHHHH'#like ???????????#we're speaking the same language right??? RIGHT????????#cloud listen bby. just know that i'm always here for you. even if no one else got ur back.#ok i'm better now. at least until the next easily avoidable stupid misunderstanding#ffvii#cloud strife#my art <3
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🌙🪽✨✨
#nightwing#dick grayson#dc comics#snoozyfruit art#artists on tumblr#digital art#art#i wanna revisit this concept sometime when im not in a terrible headspace and once im better at rendering#like can u imagine this where nightwing is in night time lighting and then out-of-costume dickie is in like normal lighting#and so the ‘star’ doesn’t need the white line to differentiate between them it’s just naturally that contrast-y#also nightwing’s hair would totally be styled differently from dick’s normal hair but i got lazy#i HATE shading. but i need to practice shading in order to improve at shading. and yet……#edit: I FORGOT TO CAPTION THIS LMAO. emoji time
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god today has been terrible. left arm fucking SUCKS hurts and hand is tense as shit
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oh boy 2AM !!!!!!
#xmen#xmen comics#magneto#erik lehnsherr#erik magnus lehnsherr#max eisenhardt#i love how i never. put michael xavier#like ok we get it i think we know who we're looking at#snap sketches#BUT HIIIIII it is 2AM !!!!!!#i got some stuff done early tonight and so i wanted to Indulge#after all the love i gave charles recently i had to shift to erik scribbling for a sec mk its only fair#i think the funnier bit is that while i did intend to do these doodlings at SOME point#i originally just wanted to draft a comic but once i realized i was gonna have erik use his powers a lil in it#i reminded myself i still wanted to Properly figure out how i wanted to draw it. and now we're here#first drawin is just cause i really like that outfit. like its criminal its not actually shown anywhere else jlaejkvej#it IS just his black krakoa outfit sleeveless but i dont wanna hear it a sleeveless outfit can be so special#if i were a weaker man id draw this outfit like. any time i drew krakoa-era erik tbh but i am only slightly better than that#anyway im tired now im all drawn out. you can tell i started losing steam by the time i got to the ref sheet vjaelkjela#good night everyone !!!!!
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photobooth is so fun y'all omg <3
#it’s meee#wanna build your confidence up just play around with photobooth for a few hours you'll feel better i promise#i took so many pictures but most of them didn't turn out good maybe i'll post them someday who knows!!!!#i also took that second picture with my foot lmao
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Y’all remember the foxy is nice FNAF theory
#myart#chloesimagination#comic#fnaf#five nights at freddy's#fnaf fanart#foxy the pirate#michael afton#delusional moment here but I think they are besties#I wanna believe that Michael and foxy are homies#ITS similar to how Vanessa takes care of the fnaf 1 animatronics#if Vanessa is in a way a reflection of Michael#it makes sense to me he’d be friendly to them sometimes#obviously it’s complicated cause they’ve tried to kill him#but he knows a bit better that it isn’t their fault#Michael being nice to the animatronics is just sweet#I think after all my angst art this is deserved pff
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haymitch's games are great and all but the fact that we may see katniss's dad IN SOME WAY SHAPE OR FORM
#like plsssssssssss#but also personally think it would be better for the story to be d12 heavy than games heavy#I JUST WANNA SEE KATNISS'S PARENTS IM SORRY#thg#the hunger games#sunrise on the reaping
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like i wont fuckun get better if i dont try but ughhhhh
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ough there is just something so hot about fucking and being halfway dressed because you couldn’t wait to get all your clothes off he just had to be inside you this second … his shirt halfway buttoned and yours pulled up above your stomach and you can feel the zipper of his pants along your thigh because he just barely pulled his cock free and it’s messy and needy and and and
#even better if he has a harness on …… drooling#i wanna feel the leather of it i wanna feel the metal#ajax coming back and just NEEDING you so he’s just pulling off the bare minimum to be inside you#satoru who just rips through your clothes because he’ll buy you more#AAAAAAAAAHHHHHH#q thirsts
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if there’s one wisdom i can leave you with its smoke weed, eat local, and fuck often
#and this will officially be my last post#probably idk it’s not like i’m dying i’m just old#and wanna live offline because it’s better for me!!#and also everyone probably you should try spending more time offline#and more time making jam!! i’ve found it healing#hope everyone lives happy and fucks often if that’s your thing#if not i hope you make you’re own butter it’s really god#good one last spelling error for the road#it’s been a weird 12 years#i’ll miss you#maybe#bye!!!! i’m gonna go get married and a masters degree!!!
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