Okay I don't usually post but I need help finding that one Jamilton fic. I've been trying to find it for several days because I want to reread it but I forgot the title. 😭 Anyways the plot was Thomas and Alexander are fuck buddies because they have unrequited crushes and they settle on this arrangement where they basically used each other because Alexander thinks of G. Wash when hes having sex with Thomas and Thomas thinks of James Mads when hes with Alexander and it's this whole thing where their feelings becomes more than just pretend and it's a lot of angst NSJWJEHWIWSN I NEED TO FIND IT SOMEONE HELP ME 😭
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I just wanna cuddle and play video games with someone 🥺
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My friends, I challenge you. I feel like shit right now. I’m eyeball deep in family drama, I’m in pretty consistent pain, and I’m more exhausted than I’ve been in a very long time.
But then I see people around me who are going through things that are even worse. People who don’t even have a family to have drama with. People so exhausted they’re falling asleep where they sit or stand on the street.
Sitting in my car thinking about how fortunate I am to have this vehicle, even though it took an eternity to finally have a good enough circumstance to get one. How fortunate I am to have even one person (my love) who loves me unconditionally that can help me when things get bad. That I have two sweet boys waiting for me at home, and a pantry full of food and apartment full of things to amuse me.
I don’t have flowery prose for this. I feel like shit, but others feel even shittier. Maybe helping others is the best thing I can do right now. Maybe focusing on other people and their needs (not in the doormat way, but in a charity way) is something I and others need to do right now to get out of our funks. To feel like we can do SOMETHING in our life that feels out of control. Something that might actually do some good.
The Good Place podcast always ended with “Go do something good.” I believe in that so much that I have a sticker on the back of my car that says it. But I realize I haven’t done anything good for others for a while. At least, not anyone that isn’t close to me.
So, friends… if you have the spoons… Go do something good. And don’t get caught! Good deeds need no fanfare for them to make a difference to someone else. <3
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Missing them extra hard rn
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man something about art school just makes you wanna experience the horrors i guess
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My least favourite type of internet person is the person who claims fanfic is over thousands of years old or whatever. I understand we like to joke but fanfiction is fundamentally tied to fandom culture and is a very specific way of engaging with media. Religious texts based off other religious texts is not fanfiction and it is worrying the only way you can justify your interest is by comparing the two. I promise you you don't have to reinvent the wheel to write fanfic you can just do that but we don't have to say "Shakespeare wrote fanfiction about Richard III", there was not a Richard III fandom in 1592, that was called the divine right of kings.
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I'll be honest it's gotten harder for me to definitely rank movies as I've gotten older like whenever I sit down to rank things now I'm just thinking about this tweet
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