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alaskan-wallflower · 9 days ago

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holy shit i’m going through an absolute whirlwind of emotions

#there’s way too much going on #it’s not even the election like it’s everything #i have a lot i feel like i should talk about but i don’t wish to in a public setting #there’s just so much happening #everything feels like it’s just piling up from now since 2020 #like more so personal things but god #i just need someone to listen ig #we’re vibing guys i’m good

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bredforloyalty · 5 months ago

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the last few years have been a nice detour* but i think it's time to get back to being cringe

*: not that i wasn't cringe recently just that i need to crank it up and lose followers also

#as in become shameless and earnest as soon as possible #and i've been thinking about this recently with the release of clancy and with me going cuckoo and with me having watched an interview wher #tyler said something after being asked about negative responses (this was after the mtv movie awards i think).. what he said is he doesn't #understand how anyone could listen to a song that someone honestly wrote and say it's bad. and it hit me in that moment‚ the contrast‚#like when i come across a man who loves animals. because‚ i grew up with a man around‚ always around‚ who criticizes everything incessantly #everything. all the time. and doesn't know what it's like to love an animal and take care of it btw. he judges everything and never #makes anything. so maybe that's why i liked them so much‚ as individuals but as musicians too. and tyler as a songwriter. and let's say it.#let's say it. and the clique. and before that i liked vocaloid and etc etc i've been thinking that to me there is a real appeal to things #that many would describe as weird or unconventional or annoying.. i will find the beauty and the authenticity at the heart of it (if there #is some) and i may even cherish it.#and i like soft things too. i like disgust and fear and being shaken up by art and it's been a huge turning point to recognize all that #but god do i need a different dimensions sometimes. like let's be on a different axis let's move sideways #+ let me like something just because #that's what i mean by cringe ig! i am who i am and sometimes i find new ways to be uncool or get back to the old ways #and it's fine #kata.txt

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todayisafridaynight · 5 months ago

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So considering the Persona 5 X Yakuza Collab with the outfits, I kept wondering in who Akechi and Sumire would be cosplaying as, I decided that Akechi should be thrown into Daigo’s suit and Sumire, maybe have her cosplay as Akame from Yakuza Gaiden.

sumire can be akame this is acceptable but i dont know how you could overlook the suit of the dead brunette orphan that starts off disliking the protagonist only to sacrifice himself to protect the protagonist and his ally/allies akechi could steal

#snap chats #just remembered the akechi date mod from p5. i only saw some screenshots of it but whoever made that needs a billion dollars #its so in character ... i dont even fucks with akechi that much and yet im enthralled ....#you could also say they both have something to do with justice but ig thats if you wanted to compare their definitions of justice vjEARLKJV #gonna throw up as i remember my RJ course What Is Justice man i dont fuckin know What IS Justice indeed #idk .. at the very least i did always think if mine had to have a tarot justice would fit him well #i repeat. it also aligns with justice arcanas being brunette orphans LKVJAELKVJ but anyway #or at least having a dead parent bye #mine baby im so sorry but if akechi had to steal someones clothes itd be yours i fear #they arent similar in character but theres enough similar beats to make me giggle just a lil #i say this as if ann has anything in common with majima and yusuke anything in common with akiyama CVLCAKJCLKAJ #listen everyone else is pretty solid alright. im thinking too much about this #akechi with daigos suit would be funny considering akira's kiryu vjlaekvjlaekj

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pissmoon · 1 year ago

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I cant stand when someone describes in detail how awful capitalism is just to PROUDLY say something like 'this is why as a working class person my job is my entire life and i made being a good worker my entire personality and i dont even have hobbies aside from job my job is my entire personality only pretentious rich people would have a luxury to have a different mindset than i do!'

#like idk what is this exactly. i saw this sort of sentiment on early 2010s tumblr and now its ig #these people will get mad about someone making a joke abt how they dont like talking to ppl who only ever talk about their jobs #listen i work 11hr shifts in a job that pays not much more minimum wage n i cant IMAGINE acting like this #how do u expect your employer to treat u when ur like this lol. do only as much as u need to not get fired ffs #i get that hobbies take time but this mindset is basically that if ur poor n overworked u should just give up on having one n not even try!

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nomairuins · 18 days ago

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loveee when a character is crushed under the weight of someone elses expectations for them love when a character dedicates their entire life to something they never even wanted for themself love when the only reason a character keeps going is because theyre Supposed to and bc theyre supposed to make another person happy/proud. YES !!! CLAPPING !!! YES !!!!!!!!

#this isnt rly related to any character in particular i just thought abt this and it made me scream.#flirting at a bar Damn girl you look like youre trapped in a life you built to please someone else. and then i kneel down and pull out a 💍#sry i ran out of space for the full word ring. also why when i type 💍 Ohh theyre hiding it. bc now the emoji is 💍 Oh they changed it again #pox on their home..originally it was 🔐 sughested emoji #but then the second time it was 😭.... very anti marriage. well ig maybe the sob could be like OMG... YES!!!!! I WILL MARRY YOU!!!!!!#ngl getting proposed to is such a big fear of mine like. i dont think id ever be able to propose to someone so id have to be proposed to i #suppose but it makes me quite nervous not bc im like ohh nooo dont propose i just rly worry ill react the wrong way and theyll change their #mind. like its a very high emotion moment so ik i would be supposed to be emotional And i would be but idk if id do it in the right way . y #idk. what if my autism looms and i end up just being like 😐 on accident. fuckkk. what if i say somethinf dumb. like i try to be like YES !#but instead im like YEP! god. can you imagine. id have to just bury myself at that point. so embarassing. or like what if i get excited and #flap my hands but it was supposed to be more of a like. joyful crying type of thing... or what if im supposed to just be shocked and like .#Oh my god ....#and am I supposed to run at them and sweep them into a hug or do they do thst to me. UGH. ITS SO STRESSFUL. i suppose ill just remain alone #forever so I never have to confront any difficult situations ever again . Joke .#idk it just makes me nervous. but i suppose hopefully the person proposing to me will love me . that would be nice so hopefully they wont #mind if i dont respond the right way . and they wont be upset with me bc they love me eversomuch. a girl can dream i suppose... my head lik #is pounding sry. i need to sleep probably.. stayed up too late again -_- 8am -_- and im sposed to do laundry today But i dont want to . and #since im gonna fall asleep i fear it shant happen. UGHHH #wtvr. idk what my ideal proposal would be likeee. i don't want to be blindsided ig #i like surprises but Obviously im too worried abt like. my immediate reaction #+ i think its important to talk abt marriage Before proposing just so everybodys like #on the same page and such. Obvs... but ya. i dont think id want a super public proposal like. id like it to be somewhere nice with maybs #significance to our relationship and such. and its fine if theres like Some passersby but id hate for it 2 be like. somewhere crowded. or i #a restaurant or something #Altho if it was in a restaurant maybe we could get free food..#but maybe that can be just fake proposals later on. and our real proposal can be somewhere else. YIPPEEE. me and my imaginary future spouse #who is To be honest rather bare minimum #normal girl will be like Wistful sigh maybe my future spouse will even love me and wont scream at me and will like to listen to me speak 😍#but anywyas. my beddybye time. SURPRISE GN POST #woahhthis got off topic i forgot what the original post was this always happens. i do love characters like that

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pekodayz · 1 year ago

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I think the worst worst worst part abt having a following is that i can’t vent a lot even tho i really want to. at least i have like a priv disc server so it’s literally just me myself and the bot

#and i can’t even cry anymore like my body rejects it. UGHHHH #i need a good cry I’m just here kinda exhausted #im afraid of being perceived in a dif light so yah #ig it would be nice to have someone listen but that’s scary too #and i don’t want my mutuals to see me like that either

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semi-automaticlonelyboy · 11 months ago

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man i need more green day friends/mutuals to talk to regularly 😭😭😭

of the 2 i have, one hyperfixates on them when the moon is in the right place and the stars align, and the other……….. the other i had to explain who henry pissenger was and why i was happy that old fuck bit the dust snnfjdjjfjdj (plus other things said friend has done/said that are. not okay)

pls. pretty pls someone

#like bro said he hates biden and trump but he would rather vote for trump #dawg just don’t vote at ALL bc why give it to That man???#i also just. hate that i explained who henry kissenger was and he just sighed and said some shit about war being inevitable #and how we ‘never lose wars and are the top dogs’ djjgkdkfj #just realizing this but. why am i often friends w ppl who take my kindness and step over it.#bc he takes my nervous laughter as i found whatever he said funny when it isnt!!#and when i asked why hes so mean to me he said its brotherly love #like dawg i hate my siblings 💀#welp back to venting territory ig #I JUST NEED FRIENDS WHO LISTEN TO GREEN DAY WAAAHH #its rather difficult to find someone who is into them plus all the same bands i like #and yea ppl can listen to the same bands or whatever but no i mean like #the same amount of obsessed for all those bands #yknow how in bandom fixs sometimes members of different bands make guest appearances lol #like that shit. theyre all interconnected in my eyes and i love them all djfjjskd

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szczylpierdolony · 10 months ago

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wishing i never tried to get an autism diagnosis

#it’s been almost two months since i got it and i’m just so angry with myself #why did i do that. what was the point #ig i thought it would make me few butternut instead i feel worse #and it’s just a reminder how much i despise psychology and psychiatry and therapy #the way once you get a diagnosis nothing you ever say matters and can be attributed to the stupid fucking dsm number #and talking to a shrink is like talking to a wall #and how therapy is literally just a stupid fucking scam #bc no amount of talking to someone you don’t really know who’s only listening to you bc you pay them is going to solve anything #and when you ask what therapy can do you only get vague gestures in response #oh it’ll help! how? what will it give me exactly?#'skills' what skills #and then you get blamed if sth doesn’t help bc ‚you’re not trying’ or 'it would work if you wanted it to’#i need to kms as soon as possible i think #anyway. you guys wouldn’t believe what triggered this #📓

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t4tdanvis · 1 year ago

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My personal gene is like a ten times less of an ass than canon gene except I don’t use him for anything because uneviling him in your headcanon is illegal, apparently

off topic but why did "my personal gene" instantly remind me of that one mtv dating show kurtis talked aboit that i cant remember the name of NCSNJCSBJCS

anyways. my hc for gene is that he was a stupid ass kid that grew into a stupid ass adult bc nobody ever told him no as a child and he ended up perceiving any form of rejection as a Wrongful Personal Attack (hence why he fucked over dantes entire life after dante rightfully got him in trouble/caused him to be executed). and then everything came crashing down and he was like. hm. maybe i was Wrong. and he eventually gets better woohoo yippee happy ending

#❄.txt #ask box #i think u should talk abt ur headcanons #we need more gene apologists!! /j #but like. id love to hear about ur headcanon #to me gene is like that one post #'do u ever hate someone and then they come out and ur opinion on them gets reset back to zero. like yeah u were probably going through it #until u put on a skirt or kissed a guy or something weve all been there'#oh Boy hes got a lot to do to redeem himself but he can do it! we believe in him!!#by 'we' i mean 'me and vylad' because. thats about the only people who believe in him for a while #i think u should talk about ur headcanons and then kill anyone who hates on u #or just block them ig #i will always listen i love hearing ppls headcanons

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3-aem · 2 years ago

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"does a person who only draws thirst trap gojos deserve a fate as rotten as mine" i think dramatically while my flu shot does it's job

#i promise I'm not sympathy grabbing i just need to complain my way through tn #i don't know why i thot needle in arm and i be ok #tbh haven't gotten the flu shot since i was 7 #for reasons that ig someone would chalk up to my fam being anti vax #but is really just a household superstition #where each year we got the shot we got the flu #and each year we didn't it was fine #but i couldn't say that to my doctor and look insane #so i let her shoot me up with the flu and hpv vaccine together.#totally vibing tho posting art on twitter and listening to pmmm ost #which takes ur feelings of dying snd embodies it

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akkivee · 2 years ago

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part of the 8th live dual division look backs abema has been posting has been a segment where the seiyuu guess the top nine most memorable things viewers thought about from their lives (and had guessed with varying degrees of success lol) so here’s what we got so far!!!!

🔵mtc🔵

embodies the characters very well

cool outfits

the vibe differences between their free talk parts and music

they never smile during their songs

strong pyrotechnics

dangerous appeal

shooting up the crowd

cigarette kiss

overwhelming sex appeal

🟠dh🟠

sweaty leader

cute choreography that’s easy to imitate

live rap quality is as good as the studio version

bright and energising

smiles all around

a comedy trio

could tell they’re good friends

performing at 100% from beginning to end

acting drunk performance

⚪️mtr⚪️

hayami-san’s dancing

could tell there’s mutual respect between them

live talk part was adorable

insane vibe differences between the songs

cool adults appeal

hifumi’s solos are really hype

camera and lighting effects matched the songs well

stable singing throughout

the props were fun

🟣bat🟣

a lot of eye contact

explosive force

performers growth with each live

the mic stand during moonlight shadow

complete character possession

the vibe differences between their free talk parts and music

it’s a lot but it’s fun

takeuchi-san’s dancing

familial trinity

#this is vee speaking #the best part of the abema programs tho is the segment where the seiyuu need to guess the song based on how badly someone is singing lol #ig abema be finding anybody on the street or something because they got a bunch of foreigners and i think told them to sing a hypmic song #but sing like they forgor the words lmao #like one dude was so fcking good at not sounding good #i was genuinely impressed that iwasaki-san was able to tell wtf they were attempting to sing lol #i got the bat related songs tho LMAO 😌 and an mtc song too lol and it happened to be one of my most listened to songs last year lol #takeuchi-san stans mtr music (always fine taste) and it showed lol he got every single mtr song lmao #anyway???? geez lol????#idk how to translate ‘治安の悪さ’ without being really ethnic about it lmao #so i settled on ‘dangerous appeal’ lol but essentially because it’s mtc the venue vibes were dangerous #not because the venue/crowd itself was dangerous!!!!! that’s just mtc!!!! lol like that #‘a comedy trio’ is ‘manzai trio’ jsyk lol #and ‘it’s a lot but it’s fun anyways’ isn’t a negative point lol bat just has a lot going on all the time but that’s what makes them fun #is what that means lol #i’m posting this to hold myself accountable next week this falls on jyushi’s bday #so i can’t forget about bb fp because i’m souped up on jyushi day lol i’m not allowed to forget because then the lives happen and bruh lmao #c: seiyuu stuff

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dykeyuu · 1 year ago

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i spent 7 hours studying for one subject today no problem and even had fun doing it + im trying to imagine what middle/high school would’ve been like if i’d been properly medicated

#imagine the academic weapon i could’ve been if anyone had noticed i needed help…#rly no point in dwelling on it but i’m just angry that my mother never noticed #i’d been struggling with turning things in on time due to executive dysfunction pretty much forever #like i can remember it happening in third grade #and none of my teachers or anyone ever thought there might be a problem bc i guess i was compensating too well #that’s what i get for being a highly intelligent girl with adhd instead of a boy that acts out in class ig🙄#i just wish i’d had someone advocating for me #like my mom advocated for me to be put into higher level classes #but when i nearly failed 3 virtual math classes in a row in middle school bc i wasn’t doing any assignments but still acing tests #she just told me i had to do all the assignments and gave me an incentive to do it #instead of ever asking me WHY i wasn’t doing assignments #it wasn’t because i didn’t want to it was because i was literally incapable #and there’s a million other examples exactly like that scattered all throughout the parts of my childhood i still remember #wish it didn’t take me so long to realize i have to advocate for myself #using tumblr as a journal where there are people stuck in here forced to listen to me talk about my mom

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taketheringtolohac · 1 year ago

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being so normal about peoples bad opinions on theater. being so normal.

#saw someone just complain that Chicago had no costume changes and barely any set so #therefore it was bad and it’s like. people are entitled to their own opinions. but also.#does theater NEED to be flashy? is that what theater is about? does it have to have pop music and high intensity dancing (which Chicago has)#or big brightly colored costumes? perhaps a mushy gushy heart warming story of love?#or just something silly? like dude. what the hell. did you consider maybe the story is just. not suited to that.#did you stop to think abt why it’s staged like that. like I’m maybe it’s not ur cup of tea but saying it’s bad bc there’s no spectacle is.#like it’s so ridiculous too bc Chicago is a show ABOUT spectacle of the press and sensationalizing of death and murder and like listen #it’s not my favorite show by a long shot yk but I appreciate it for its art and I’m not trying to make it smth it’s not. just. ok the ig.#like you do not have to like the show itself but saying boo it sucked bc there’s no costume changes or flashy sets is. a mid take at BEST.#and that’s generous. like. gdjdbskdhsmdhfksbfksjfjsbdj im normal.#I’m being normal. i will not discuss the art of theater and get into fights abt it on Instagram. amen.#roxy talks

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holytrickster · 1 year ago

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listen i dont like fëanor but i can't deny that getting so mad you literally burst into flames and crumble away into ash is kinda fucking relatable

#i was about to go “do i have to tag this for spoilers” in my own head as though the silm isnt literally older than me #tbf not as many people read it as lotr or the hobbit but still. come on brain wtf #esp since someone would have to be really weird to come on my blog specifically to complain about spoilers lmao #i do think its funny I've only now gotten around to readinf it but its taking me so long to make myself listen to it that i keep forgetting #things especially in the really long chapters #to the extent now i find myself going “oh maybe i need to write down names because of course everyone has to start with an f”. i was doing #okay and then i went a really long time without reading so now im like wait wait go back #which sucks because i usually dont have trouble getting through long books. admittedly i listen more than read lately #but still. i think it took me maybe a week to get through priory the first time? like i dont think its that im not interested i just havent #had a lot of energy to expend or to get really into things? idk i keep forgetting from finals up till now has been extra bad in terms of..#..pain. chronic migraines gonna migraine ig. i bitch about it like i havent lived this way for years n years. but they were never as bad..#..until i started college and now theyve been worse than ever. i hate thinking about how much time i always lose. how much time ill always #be losing. sorry how the fuck did this turn into a tangent.

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l0v3c0r3e · 2 years ago

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argh i hate myself sm i just want it all to end LMAOO 😎

#this is my kind way of saying i feel like shit and i want to kms and if i end up not succeeding i will kms i hate it all sm i just need to #press game over #its so not fair no matter how much i try i still feel like shit it wont go away i hate ittttt #its kinda been like this for years tho just on and off and when i think i'm finally genuinely happy smth happens and its just like boom #and ig since i did post this i must have at least a centimeter of self worth left because its like my own way of asking for help since #i cant directly do it #i just need someone to listen but i dont know how to reach out and even then they probably wouldn't believe me or care because im always #funny and lighthearted rightt #ive tried doing things that make me happy and it does work but then it all just comes flooding back in #i also want to die but not really completely want to die ?

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look-at-the-stars-tonight · 2 years ago

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My favorite part of my job is hanging out with middle aged people because they make me feel like I’m Just Beginning and that I need to chill the fuck out

#listened to someone talk about illegally modifying their fence to hide their illegal trailer from their hoa for an hour #and right before that someone stayed at the office 30 min longer than they’d planned to cause I was stressed and they wanted to give me #advice #and then the day before that I was SUPER cringe and went up to someone and was like ‘you Have to tell me if I’m annoying u or being dumb #when I randomly come up to ur desk’#and someone else was in his room who I didn’t notice and he was like ‘go up to whoever u want whenever u want and they will tell u #to fuck off if they need to’#I was sooo embarrassing about that #he was like “’hey! what’s up’#and I was like ‘so I don’t know office etiquette. am I annoying u by existing’#but worded cringier if u can imagine #and then the day before that I was like ‘I don’t know how to Do Anything’ and someone sat with me for an hour until I stopped #being a little bitch about it #it’s just #hard to describe the emotion it makes me feel #and also they keep threatening hypothetical violence to anyone who says anything mean to me #like four seperate people hVe done that #and it’s sooo weird to have people I don’t know that well care about my well-being ig #anyways love being told I’m barely an adult and need to calm down #(no one says it like that but I Need to hear it sometimes)#another rambly confusing post that probably doesn’t make sense to anyone but me brought to u by Me

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