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#i will prolly delete these because im just fucking tired rn#but i went for a walk to clear my head#and a group of ppl started yelling at me and shit#i was literally just sitting by the pool minding my bussiness#and ignored them at first#but they reminded me i am just fat and ugly lmfao#i just got back in my room and im trying to keep convo with my best friend#so i dont lose it#but im just sobbing like#yeah okay i guess im fat and stupid and ugly to look at#fucking sure w/e#should of just fucking thrown myself in there to drown#i feel so fucking embarrassed and hurt
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The convo in coment section inspored me. Could you please write some headcanons about how the other boxers reacted to Don's new emo look? Please I need to see him ridiculed by the more mean ones😭. Also im to lazy to come up with headcanons myself-
Im so sorry it took me longer that usual to do this 😭 my motivation is coming back to me, trust we are slowly gonna be so fucking back
If there are any spelling mistakes or just mistakes in general, im so sorry
Anyway lets gooooooooooo ( •̀ᄇ• ́)ﻭ✧
Reactions to Don going dark mode:
Glass Joe:
Didnt think much of it at first, until he saw Don redying his toupee in a sink using temporary dye which is when he realised "mon dieu is this guy serious?"
Is a little concerned, because Don just looks upset 24/7 (his eyeliner keeps smudging so he looks tired)
However, he is just letting Don do his own thing since he seems pretty happy with himself
Von Kaiser:
Since being the oldest member of the WBVA means he has seen fuck all go down, Dons sudden cosmetic change was just kinda there, Kaiser didnt mind it nor did he really care💀
Told Don to get better fucking eyeliner because his kept smudging and it was annoying Kaiser
Thinks Don is just going through a phase so he is letting him brood it out until it washes over
Disco kid:
Thought Don was being silly and laughed at him. He got yelled at and realised he was in fact NOT joking
Got worried because he thought Don was going to stay like that forever
Told Don about hot topic because he genuinely didnt know what else to say to his emo ass
King hippo:
King kinda gave 0 fucks, saw Don and offered him some snacks since his rbf lwk ruining the vibes
Didnt really react, just kinda groaned and walked away
Has no idea what emo is, just think Don looks moody but then again King doesnt really care
Piston hondo:
Didnt know wether to laugh or cry, he always knew Don was dramatic and sensetive but he never would of thought he would end up emo
asked him what was wrong like a good person... But secretly couldn't take him seriously
Had to consult the others in the major circuit to discuss (gossip) about the phenomenon (don)
Bear hugger:
Thought Don was just changing up his look for a fresh start
"hey pal! I like your new look"
"no you dont... Dont lie to me, my heart has already gone through enough pain..."
"....what? your heart hurts! Have you been to a doctor?"
Was really curious about this whole 'emo' style so he kept asking the others about it
Was the most confused during the emergency meeting Hondo held because he just thought Don was being Don (dramatic)
Great tiger:
He says he isnt a hater buuuut, sometimes he lets it slide, in this case when he saw Don he couldnt help but raise an eyebrow
Was trying to show concern to Don, but mid scentence he ended up cracking and lost it, bro started giggling in his face
Is not taking Don seriously, if anything he is trying to persuade him to go back to himself before
Aran ryan:
Did a double take, said "what the feck", and started cackling at Don brooding in the corner of the locker room
Realised halfway through flaming him that his hair was dyed darker, that only added fuel to the fire.
Now he gets called 'rosie posie' even more by the little shit since it counters his 'mysterious' exterior. Dont worry, Aran eventually got bored ofmaking fun of him. that changed when he saw his goofy ahh '6'5 mysterious alpha' stance in the ring
Soda popinski:
Thought Don was in mourning and suggested he should take a break.
Got told by Hondo he was 'emo' and Soda was just like oh ok im gonna take the piss out of him now!!!
Kept annoying Don by asking him to sing my chemical romance or fall out boy, to which Don obviously said hecks naw to
Bald bull:
Took one good look at Don and felt greatful he wasnt in the major circuit because to bull, Don gen looked like some sad moody teenager
Just avoided him because the last thing Bull wanted was a 6'1, 23 year old spaniard complaining about how dark his soul is or smth
Obviously, once yknow over coming the uh 'shock?' of seeing Don all emofied he stopped avoiding him but yeah. Bulk found it strange
Super macho man:
Said something along the lines of 'rock on crazy dude- black isnt your colour.'
Kept trying to make him confess if it was the little mac toupee incident or the rumored break up which made him go emo
joked and told Don to buy fishnet leggings (promptly got punched in the face afterwards by Don)
(btw, carmen and don are endgame dont even play with me rn /lh)
Sandman:
Saw him, turned around and left because he honestly was speechless and not in a 'oh!" way but more like an oh Wait what the fuck was that way-
Like Kaiser, he also told Don to use better eyeliner. He also told Don not to use so much other wise he will have severe panda eyes by the end of a match
Just didnt have alot to say about it really😭
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This was alot of fun to write about!! Again sorry it took longer than usual, school has been kicking me up the arse 😭😭thanks for the ask! BRING BACK GUYLINER. 🗣️🗣️🗣️
#punch out#punch out wii#punch out!!#ARGH GOTTA TAG EVERYONE OK ONE AT A TIME GUYS-#glass joe#von kaiser#disco kid#king hippo#piston hondo#Bear hugger#Great tiger#Don flamenco#Aran ryan#soda popinski#bald bull#super macho man#mr sandman#I FELL IN LOVE WITH AN EMO GIRL x3#Im slowly recharging#Using like the worst ever charger probably but its okay ENDURANCE#Does that even make sense....#Okay time to sleep ARGH COLLEGE TMRW WAIT NOOOOO💔
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Lauren’s comments on Ep 4
My sister has now watched Ep 4, and again I wrote down what she had to say. She has never read the books and has no idea about basically everything. Anything in parentheses is my comment on her comment.
Her reaction to Ep 3: https://www.tumblr.com/icystorm76/753858454799761408/laurens-commentary-im-forcing-my-sister-to-watch
“The title of this is “I want you more than anything in the world”, which GREATLY concerns me”
Claudia’s performance
“Wow, she in the show”
“Ok this is kinda creepy”
“Yes, slay Claudia”
“Claudia must hate this. It’s like her biggest pet peeve, being treated like a child”
“His face!!!”
“Ok, that ghost thing is kind of cool”
“Ok, that is abuse again”
“So what happens if Claudia falls in love with another vampire who was turned as an adult”
“I want someone to edit that scene with “it’s a small world” but it’s just Claudia on stage”
Coven meeting after performance
“Anne rice you kinky little bastard”
“It’s funny because she doesn’t like windows when they close but I don’t like Louis boyfriends when they abuse”
“He’s kinda daddy with those muscles”
“Abuser. Victim”
“Understand his commitment issues. Please.”
Louis and Armand
“Wow, eww, keep that gay stuff to yourself. Yes. Thank you. One time I’m with you Lestat.”
Dubai
“He has sad eyes. Daniel does. He looks like the restaurant guy from ratatouille”
*Extreme sarcasm* “Thank you Louis, that cleared it up”
“I feel like his face would be fun to sculpt”
“What? Fire at the theater?!”
“PTSD awareness too. That’s crazy”
Claudia and Santi’s convo in the wet room
“That moment when trying to be a cottage core bitch comes back to bite you”
“Awwww, they’re going to be friends!”(NONONONONO CLAUDIA AND SANTI ARE NOT GOING TO BE FRIENDS)
“Daddy vamp?!?!? I’m using that”
“Marketing campaign, she lays on the ground like she’s fucking dead”
“When are they going to notice she doesn’t age”
Dinner with the coven
“I love how they’re like “we need to get far away from Lestat, who has a French accent. Let’s go to France!””
“Awww, she’s smiling!”
“Du ponte du lac, say his full name”
“Theoretically, if him and Lestat got married he would be Louis Du Ponte Du lac De Lioncourt”
“You know what I need? Lestat drawn by the same person who did Miku binder Thomas Jefferson”
“Why don’t vampires have Orgys?”
“Don’t put all my sexual comments in here. People are going to think I’m oversexual, tell them in not oversexual!”
“That’s kinda gay”
Les+Lou and Claudia+Madeline
“This feels like a scene from a marvel movie, the way it’s shot”
“Is he a goat?! Hello?”
“Oh God, I knew he was going to say that. I knew he was going to say that. You vain bitch”
“Yeah, I think we learned from your last family that thats not always good.”
Art gallery
“Wow, that is doing to much.”
“Look at how bored Lestat looks”
“I love how it’s been years and years and none of the vampires are over their exs”
“I feel like I’m in therapy”
Louis and Claudia’s arguing and Lestats goodbye
“She keeps repeating things. It’s like in books when they do that Oh. Oh. OH. Thing. It was nice the first time but after that it felt like she was looking for things to say.”
“I like the detail that he’s not getting wet because he’s not really there”
“Yo butt gonna get wet. People gon think you peed yourself”
“Oh my god he’s imagining Lestat with emotions”
“Oh my god the snap just happened”
“Ok. Idea. Daniel fucked Santiago.” (She is really stuck on the idea of Daniel fucking a vampire, she just keeps choosing the Wrong one)
“Is the dark gift really just a vasectomy?”
“There it is!”
“I am… so confused. What just happened?”
#iwtv#gay#lestat de lioncourt#daniel molloy#interview with the vampire#louis du pointe du lac#iwtv claudia#iwtv armand#iwtv louis#iwtv season 2#iwtv s2#amc iwtv#armand#iwtv lestat
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not to sit here and weave a story out of nothing like a little protagonist via my quirky online storytelling but i rekindled my friendship with sam who is such an interesting person there are just a lot of stories of all sorts and this is funny timing but truly we just fell into such an easy banter this past class so we were like omg lets hang right so. his roommate really is just like stupid hot right. i could get corny with it but i wont. a face sculpted by the hands of god though. all this prefaced i will now tell u an absolutely nothing story and i really mean that read at your own discretion ((A/N: trust and believe i yapped. putting under keep reading to be somewhat forgivable) (i am not in my best of states rn. okay.)
anyway so we're chillin in sams room im getting caught up on the latest construction projects and shit.. one thing abt sam hes always up to something. they've got an entire work desk #butchrealness. then i hear some singing out in the hallway but from where im sitting cant actually see anyone so convo just goes sam and roommate 'hey' 'hey' and then i peeked my little head out and waved and said hey and they stopped and set down their basket and said 'Hey' and then i did not introduce myself (flop) (combo of cramped room and sam talking and me being wildly awkward) (also keep in mind i dont know if this person has swiped left on me or not been on tinder or if theyd even recognize me anyway and hating that that's even a situation bc i hate that stupid app but just hoping worst case scenario i dont come off as an insane stalker but rather a victim of circumstance) but they just chatted for a sec abt whatever shelf sam needs to fix and that was that. and then they went back to humming which was cute or whatever
to set the next scene we're down in the kitchen and sams cooking and this is a while after we took his homemade gummies so im not rlly high per se but chillin and something about the noise and setup in their kitchen is so overstimulating for me lol when shes cooking im just like frozen. i always offer to help but he always just gets in a groove it's best i dont intervene. one time he had to tell me to go sit down in the other room bc i was freakin out a little lol
so im perched on this single high chair they have in the kitchen right next to their washer and dryer as sams whipping up some food and im kind of obnoxiously saying Unfortch in response to a story he was telling me and he gives me a look so im like UnfortunateLy. and then hes like 'psh i know unfortch i live with this guy' cue roommate strollin in with laundry and theyre just like Whaat and sam explains and theyre like Oh ofc you gotta know unfortch or whatever. forgot to mention that earlier in sams room they said three similar abbreviated words in a row just during a normal sentence and it caught me so off guard i wanted to giggle. so naturally my brain is going through Immediate social response of a semi awk laugh or quippy remark about that but also theyre literally like a foot away from me and im largely nonverbal atm lmfaoo so i just mumble smth to try and go along w the bit but then trailed off cause i was like wtf am i even saying. brain was overloaded
and then i was like um. i literally was just staring around doing fuck all like a perched bird or something but i was fighting a war in my mind of like ok do i introduce myself or look to sam to do so or do we not do that or is that rude idk but also they have headphones on one ear and are doing all their laundry shit and i once again dont want to be like overbearing but also well come on now we gotta feel out the vibe (and i do a great job here.) idk so im like Ok dont just look at them but dont Not look at them just behave like a normal person. you know. the usual. sam comes over to give me a bit of bread with balsamic vinegar and oil and i spilled it on my sweater fuck this stupid baka life (didnt really show. but still they were right there..)
and so after a min of this they were kinda like awkward laugh 'dont mind me' and i once again was very self conscious and had several things that wanted to come out 'not at all' 'dont mind me' 'it's your house' 'these all sound awful abby' then i got anxious that i was in the way the whole time but they were almost done and if i got into a weird apology thing well i would have had to kill myself so i just once again kind of uttered something that would have sounded like 'youresogoodicanmovetoo' and also 'sorry if i just keep like looking over at you' WTF IS THAT SHIT. FUMBLE BOOOOO and my follow up was essentially nothing cause i couldnt decide if i should say 'im just a bit out of it/high' 'im easily distracted (kys)' 'idk what to do w myself haha' 'im useless in the kitchen' (not entirely true) i mean just a few minutes before sam and i had talked about how ill just wander around peoples rooms and observe things to avoid feeling awkward and it's just how i am and so i was kinda just doing that due to the nerves of the sitch but there was only so much to look at. and i just sat there. offputting realness. whatever. so. straight face emoji. and that was mostly the extent of that i dont remember what they said in response just like a lil laugh or w/e. probably couldnt hear my stupid ass mumbling. so im thinking my chances of charming them at all are really stellar
if you read all this i want you to just take note that the events depicted here could not have been more than 3-4 minutes collectively. and yet the yap goes on..
for future reference, what did we learn? probably best to just continue convo with sam, excuse urself to br, or perhaps even attempt a conversation w them if ever in a similar situation again and they talk to you first again. also stop inventing complicated situations in ur head chill the hell out. idiot. says the bitch with the anxiety disorder. feel free to egg me on or tell me to fuck off ok xoxoxoxxo love u
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EPISODE 17 TRIVIA:
- bizly wasnt expecting them to eavesdrop on tide and harlem, so he and grizzly made up that whole convo as they went . the only things grizzly got in dms to say as harlem was "looking for tide. give no other information about anything"
- theyre talking about potentially interrogating ashe about his intentions/whether hes working with wavelength or not, and grizzly says "dakota really wants to ask him, but he won't take the lead on that because last time, he pursued doug and the base blew up. if william says not to do it, williams word goes." iiiiiii love this dynamic. have been trying 2 keep my personal takes out of the trivia so far but GOD i love u ghostkicks. william looks up to dakota for being the most heroic out of all of them. dakota looks up to william for being smart and knowing how to handle things. they balance each other out so perfectly, if you were to take them each into separate rooms and ask them who the leader of the prime defenders is, you KNOW they would both name each other no hesitation
- yakko: i like how ashe immediately went from talking to wavelength having him be like "stay out of trouble, dont get into fights" to IMMEDIATELY tripping on the train and ripping a guys shirt off and starting a fight
- "i think we should commit petty crime as the purps and then never speak on it or acknowledge it ever again"
- charlie: i think we should start a gang war as the purps. but not like an actual gang war i want to do west side story. i want to smoke cigarettes and be a purple bodysuit greaser
- THIS IS THE BEGINNING OF THEM ABSOLUTELY HATING MARK BEHIND THE SCENES bc bizly brought up the conversation he and ashe had in the car by saying "you started to see a side of your dad you havent seen in a while where he was like 'im proud of you' and you think things are gonna start to be different, and then he stops and its suddenly back to how it always is" (<< aaugwaaughghh :[ )
- they realized they havent gone to school in like a week and then decided they should have a prom episode. every day i wish they would have done this
LISTEN. BIZLY. at this point u should just think they're gonna eavesdrop on everything. these kids NEED 2 know things they are the most curious bunch ever if they're not listening in on things they will explode
"if william says not to, william's word goes" oh my god dude. he is like a loyal dog in every universe. he will do literally anything william asks. they WOULD both name each other as the leader of the pd no hesitation. they would. what if i exploded right now. ghostkicks ur everything 2 me
WINTERS FAMILY TORMENT NEXUS. jesus christ. bro i think about ashe and mark all the time always forever. oh my god dude.
PROM EPISODE!!!!! a prom episode would have slapped so hard. brb writing a fic about what a prom episode would have been like (/j /j i have like three million bajillion things 2 write already </3 it would b fun tho. imagine <3)
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Okay warnings to the people when you post this bc it has spoilers for the new chapter of dbas, thats my warning bc i need to talk about it
…Specifically this
Like… THEY ARE TALKING ABOUT MJ IN THIS ARENT THEY? AND THE GUY TRIES MAKING IT SEEM LIKE WE ARE A TRAITOR AND THEN MIELS SAYS NOT TO USE THAT WORD. THEN EVEN LATER WE HAVE A CONVO WITH HOBIE AND THE POOR BABY TENSES UP WHEN THE WORD IS BROUGH UP LIKE?! MJ BETRAYED THEM SHE HAD TO, AND THE TRINKETS AND SHIT IN THE ROOM WE ARE IN HAS TO BE MJS ROOM BC WE KNOW HOBIE HAS TRUST ISSUES AND SHES PROBABLY THE REASON WHY. AND THE CAPTIVE SAYING THAT ONLY PROVES IT EVEN MORE WITH THE ‘REPLACEMENT’ AND THE DAY HES TALKING ABOUT IS PROBABLY THE DAY HOBIE FOUND OUT MJ WAS A TRAITOR AND SHIT WENT DOWN THAT DAY.
I do love how hobie jokes with us but i hated being called out as reader, like sir stop reading me and how about i read you. But the stuff with readers mother though or the motherly figure she had, with like the necklace as well and all that. I feel like hobie might be hiding it or something, i dont know like when it had the necklace it felt weird… fishy. Like. I dont know how to describe it but it makes me so sad when like grabbing for the necklace and not having it there (ive felt that)
And the fact that r is slowly losing memories of the motherly person because of some greedy mfs. Like my heart broke reading that where its so hard to recall memories and all that because i genuinely actually struggle with my memory and it makes it so horrible having loved someone and slowly forgetting them, their voice, their face, what they taught you, and ect.
I could go on an even more/longer tangent but i cant remember things word for word or cant remember things after hours of not seeing it and after naps. Today im a little dazed. But i still love and appreciate your series and im so excited for it
I will be heartbroken if reader ends up leaving the ship because i swear to god, because i know everyone on that ship loves and needs reader, especially for wounds and shit like that. Hobies gonna need reader, they all need reader so like. Stay on the ship reader youll have a sense of comfort and youll have the family you lost because of greed and your own trauma. Come on reader, plus you got loads of books‼️‼️ Plus bonus you get a hot captain and amazing crewmates. I need to like, stop this tangent.
I love your writing, you are my favorite author, and i cant wait for everything. Everything from you makes me extremely happy and im very happy that me going on rants like this to you can make you motivated to right, because i do pay attention to our other convos.
SPOILER WARNING ⚠️
AHHHHHH!!! You have no idea how this made my day!!! Thank you for telling me your thoughts!
I can't deny nor confirm 🤭🤭🤭
Hobie was roasting the shit out of R 🤣🤣 She needs to roast him back tbh
I have a problem with memory too 😭 like it's not even cute anymore 😔 like I have to occasionally read my old works just to remember it again and I always go "I wrote this? Damn what a banger" 🤣
Hey, we'll see in the next chapter if she stays!! I'm actually so excited for that one because [redacted] and then they [redacted] oh it'll be so fun to write!!
🥹🥹🥹 Thank you! You calling me an author made me tear up 😭 I try my best at writing since I strive to continue on improving with every work I put out so that one day I'll be confident enough to write that one novel idea that I have! Interactions like these make me so happy and motivated to just keep on writing so thank you, my love! (*^3^)/~♡
#literally made me giggle happily in my room 🤣#ask answered#chatting with lovelies#bdas thoughts#🫶🫶🫶#i appreciate you ❤️❤️❤️#i hope u had a nice nap bc u deserve it
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fanfic idea!!!
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shoto remembers having a imaginary friend when he was 7, he can't remember its face but he used to remember its face till he was 12 then almost everything about it was gone like it was wiped from his mind.
the LOV was captured and being put in a reform program, endeavor having a big house and the #1 hero (wanting to look good) gave the lov a place to live while they were in the program. shoto didn't really mind them being there like magne was cool! she liked messing with his hair trying out new hairstyles on him, toga was ok a little blood crazy but she was nice and liked to do fashion shows with shoto both trying new styles! tomura was odd he really liked talking in gaming terms but he was nice enough to teach shoto how to play a lot of his favorite games.
kurogiri was quite but willing to listen to shoto vent, mr.compress likes to show off his magic tricks (which shoto loves) and spinner likes to preach about stain (which shoto does not love)
the only one shoto cant get along with was dabi! it was like just looking at shoto made the ex villain sick and shoto didn't understand why.
one day shoto, tomura, magne and dabi were watching tv when dabi just blurts out "im your brother" making everyone look at him confused and dabi looking at shoto says "im your older brother" tomura and magne are flabbergasted like ????? they knew dabi for years and not once did that scared up asshole ever tell them.
shoto racks his brain "i dont have a older brother" dabi rolls his eyes "uh yeah, you do. touya, ya remember that name?" dabi asked with sarcasm in his voice making shotos face go a bit red "i think id remember having an older brother if i had one" and as soon as he said that endeavor happened to walk by.
endeavor looks up from his phone "oh, you do" shoto looks at endeavor confused "i do what?"
endeavor looks back at his phone "you have- well had an older brother but i payed someone to wipe those memories" he said like he was talking about the weather not even caring to look at his youngest when he dropped that bombshell on him
shoto just sits in silence trying really hard to remember if he had a older brother, his voice, his face, did he have their moms quirk? but nothing came up
tomua a even more shocked says "why the fuck would you do that??" really confused making endeavor roll his eyes in a way that makes shiggy go 'dabi really is a todoroki'
"because, shoto kept screaming for him when he needed to train" he sighed "it was always 'touya help me!' 'please come back' and 'touya, touya, touya!' and i got sick of it" all of that said in a tone like if one was talking about a younger sibling annoying them
magne and tomura sat in shocked silence, shoto in panic still rilling about having his memories wiped and dabi just sat looking off to the side.
endeavor just walks away not caring (ew)
late at night dabi lays awake in his room still thinking about what happened when he hears shuffling at his door, he gets up and opens the door only to see shoto standing there looking awkward af shoto glances at dabi but quickly looks at the floor "can i come in?" he asks quietly, dabi sighs but let him in just wanting this weird convo to be over as quickly as possible
"i dont think they got everything" shoto said quickly making dabi freeze "who didn't get what?" he asked
shoto sits on dabis desk chair and dabi sits on the bed "whoever wiped my memories didnt get everything" shoto says "explain"
"well they got the memories where i could see you but not the ones where i could see you at the corner of my eye" shoto explained "like i remember training with the old man and seeing a boy in the corner of my eye watching me" dabi remembers doing that watching shoto with hatred in his eyes as shoto does the training that dabi was supposed to do.
shoto keeps going "and i remember waking down hallways and just catching a glimpse of a boy but never really seeing him" shoto gives a little laugh "i thought you were my imaginary friend" that made dabi give his own laugh.
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i came up with this at 5am lol
i just really want shoto to interact with the lov like how everyone has deku interact with them!! just shoto vibing with them!!!
just know this in free to use!! so if u want to write it you can!
#fanfic ideas#mha au idea#bnha fanfic idea#boku no hero academia#my hero academia#dabi#shigaraki tomura#shoto torodoki#himiko toga#mr compress#lov mha#magne#kurogiri#spinner#endeavor#bad dad endeavor#mha#bnha au idea#mha fanfic idea#bnha#touya todoroki#anyone can use these ideas just give me the link plzz
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bro kagepro illness also hitting me so hard rn. i mean, ALWAYS. im always very ill but rn... I FEEL SICK!! anyways. lets join our forces. harutaka and kidomomo. tell me abt them <3 anything u want <3 do u think theyd go on double dates <3 i think kido&takane make a good duo cuz Music buddies and kido is honestly pleasantly surprised to see who they know as ene act very normal for once. they're like i thought ene was batshit insane. and takane's like No i am. but i can also be normal<3 and haruka&momo have little art clubs :3 momo is haruka's first job methinks. as like art lessons. very early str haruka's picking himself up and etc etc and momo's like HI. DRAW WITH ME and keeps insisting to pay him and he's like IM NOT A PROFESIONAL U DONT GOTTA PAY ME ALSO UR A FRIEND but momo's like ratio+i have money+u need money+IM PAYING YOU. erm. sorry that was weird im normal. i swear i was just gonna ask a question not go insane on ur askbox. TELL ME ABT HARUTAKA AND KIDOMOMO:3
AUGH 💥💥 i can absolutely see kido and takane hanging out, and the haruka and momo hangout thing reminds me of my fav kdmm fic where haruka was momo's wingman who got her to finally confess to kido. ough... god haruka teaching momo how to draw is smthn ive had in mind for SO LONG. like them drawing and haruka giving momo both art and dating advice. they're buddies post str. i just know it bugs the hell out of shintaro that his sister has gotten so close with his homie too, but he still prefers that than her hanging with takane (he thinks she's a bit of a bad influence. he does not need his sister turning into takane 2). ALSO IMAGINE MOMO DOING HARUKA'S MAKEUP. girls night <3
anyways back to kido and takane. yes they would get along great i feel, like them sharing their music recs!! kido recommending some radiohead while takane recommends the most skull shattering heavy metal songs ever. and also takane gives kido relationship advice too. like whenever ayano gives kido advice takane comes in after she leaves like "hey, all of that she just told you? Forget It. anyways..." (sorry ayano but we dont need kidomomo becoming like. you and shintaro </3)
and i just think kido and takane would just. sit in kido's room and just talk and Vibe, y'know? like takane is the best to have a convo with and yes its refreshing for kido to finally see takane's more normal side
and HRTK KDMM DOUBLE DATE SO REAL AND TRUE. momo and takane are already like this 🤞so it gives haruka and kido an opportunity to know each other better (their partners are also enjoying seeing them get along too) and ooh imagine them going to an arcade for a double date. kido and takane headphone actor rematch no powers involved. takane fucking SMOKES kido. didnt give them a chance to breathe lmao. meanwhile momo and haruka are trying to win every plushie in the crane machine. hrtk and kdmm end up going home each with like 7 plushies. the end ❤️
bonus-
kido: why does takane call you babygirl
haruka why does momo call you babygirl
kido:
haruka:
sorry if this post isnt organized but none of my posts are lol. also UR KAGEPRO MADNESS IS ALWAYS WELCOME IN MY INBOX WE ARE ALL INSANE HERE ON KAGETUMBLR 💥💥
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hi, super unrelated to obey me BUTTTT i was wondering how you handle your request inbox? is that what it’s called? is it ask inbox? nvm you get my point… i think? idk i just imagine it’s very stressful, like do you chose a prompt that interests you first or do you go by the oldest first.
i like to think about how fun it would be to write stuff and posts about my interests — i even think it’d be fun to get requests. however, i also recognize that i don’t think i could handle it. as much as i’d want to write as a hobby, some part of me knows the moment i start getting requests, i will start viewing it more as a job. i bet there are asks that also bring motivation or inspiration but i’m not 100% sure.
i was just curious if you would be willing to give some insight or your personal experience. totally fine if you don’t want to or don’t know how to respond to this. thank you!
hello!! this is different from the stuff i usually get but I'm super happy to answer your questions and try to help out :)
not really sure what it's called either now that i think about it. i think i just call it my inbox?? idk haha. i rarely talk about my tumblr with anyone and actually don't even mention i write just to have to avoid explaining what exactly i write is to someone who doesn't know. the only two people who know are two of my best friends <333 love you guys since i know you might see this <3 although i will say mentioning that youre a tumblr writer always seems to kill the convo haha
usually, i work in the order i get them! right now, i've just made it into the beginning of feburary since i just have so many and i don't want people to feel like picking favorite because ultimately, anons are people who enjoyed my content enough to make a requests and i want to see that through, to let them feel that excitement that someone whos work they liked actually wrote their idea! some requests can be kinda hard to do sometimes, so i usually need more time to do those so i have time to dwell on the idea. but sometimes they just click and i have it done in less than twenty minutes! sometimes i do occasionally fast track a request if i'm very inspired or if it really speaks to me!
the amount of requests can get a little overwhelming at times, but it's so heartwarming to know that many people like the content i make. right now i have 77 unwritten i think? one day i'll make it through all of them but i don't think ill ever get back to 0 /pos
in order to continue writing it has to be fun for you!! it for sure should not feel like a job. i used to write back in 2020 because of all the extra time i had on my hands, and i lost the time to keep up, so in 2023, i migrated here to try and pick it up again. i'm a stem major (bio my beloved <3) and it's my passion but it leaves little room to be creative, so this is my outlet! i feel like it's a good way to express yourself if you couldn't otherwise. i was so excited when i got my first request! i still remember it clearly just because of how excited i was. it's fulfilling to make people happy with something as simple as words that came from my silly little brain
honestly i blew up much faster than i ever thought i would so i still feel like im all too new at this tumblr blog thing. i still learn new things about tumblr all the time, such as custom themes on desktop haha. i've had this account and have been writing since march of last year but i didn't really start to pick up steam until january of this year because i started posting daily to try and get through all my waiting requests just to like, explode probably because of the consistent posting, so if you are still interested in writing, for sure take it slow! if it's just for fun, don't worry and actually try not to be too consistent. if you want to grow quickly, consistency is key no matter what schedule you decide on.
if i get rude requests, which has only happened a few times now, i just don't do them because i don't want to reward that kind of behavior, even if the idea is magnificent. for sure lay out rules if you do plan to go ahead with writing. be firm with them! im not great at that lol. also remember that you aren't obligated to at all! you are the one choosing to be here and you only have to do the ones you want, or none if you choose not to take requests. i like them because it gives me ideas i wouldnt have before because it can be kinda hard to come up with original ideas at the pace i would need them for my daily post. but, the pace i move at is very fast and it even scares me sometimes, so that wouldn't be too much of a problem for you if you chose to write
hope this was helpful and let me know if you need anything else. always happy to help <3
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The Yumark Breakup Again Part 1/2
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It has been 2 weeks, since Jisung has found out about Yuta convo with Winwin. He couldn’t stand to see Mark being so oblivious, to Yuta deceitful lies.
He decided to take matters in his own hands and called Mark. To explain everything what has Yuta done, which leads to Mark breaking up with Yuta.
However things are not always what they seem…
Back At The Dream Chat
Today 18:00
Mark🐯: SOMEONE OPEN THE DOOR RIGHT NOW
Chenle💸: Mark have you forgotten you keys, ask Yuta. You in the wrong chat
Mark🐯: DON’T SAY THAT TWO TIMING LION NAME!!
Chenle💸: Two timing? Did Yuta lie to you again?
Chenle💸: Hyuckie, did it again hahahah
Haechan🐻: It wasn’t me this time! I swear! I have learnt my lesson, when I almost got killed by Yuta!!
Renjun🍀: Who is banging on the door? So loud, jisung if you forgot your keys, call us!
Renjun🍀: I really don’t want, to see the kids from upstairs again. They give me bad vibes
Jisung🚀: I’m in Chenle room, doing something 😊
Jisung🚀: Mark, did the right thing. Ditching that Cheater Yuta hyung, he made Mark sad :(
Jaemin🌸: Why aren’t you guys, getting the door. My poor baby Mark is out there with a sad heart
Jeno🐶: I’ll get the door and Nana bring the sad kit to Mark
After Jeno very unwilling, let Mark into the living room. Jaemin came prepared with box of tissue and some hot cocoa.
Jaemin: Mark honey, what did Yuta do this time?
Mark: *sniffs* HE CHEATED
Jisung happens to enter the living room, to grab a screw driver to help chenle with something.
Jisung from the storage closets: Yea, Yuta hyung is not loyal to Mark. I need to tell Mark before he gets hurt even more
Jaemin: Jisung? How did you found out?
Jaemin: Also why are you in the storage closet?
Jisung: I heard Yuta saying, he missed his Winnie and when I walked past them. They look guilty!!
Once Jisung finished, what he is looking for. He immediately ran to Chenle room, before Chenle throw is teddy bear out the window.
After Jisung, left there was knock on the door. Jeno grumbles again, for having to get up and saw Yuta plus Doyoung at the door.
Jeno: Mark, you lover is here + the stress Eomma
Mark: Make Yuta, go away. I don’t want to talk to him. I’m too emotional!
Jaemin: I talk to them, Jeno comfort Mark. Make sure you keep on Mark, in case he hugs another watermelon
Jeno: Fine…
Jaemin opens the door and greeted the Eomma and Son duo with a smile.
Jaemin: How about we have a talk?
Jaemin: Talking with Mark, in this state will get you nowhere. Let’s go to the downstairs coffee shop for a chat 😚
The two followed Jaemin downstairs and Jaemin starts to question Yuta.
Jaemin: Yuta, did you really cheat on Mark?
Yuta: No it was a misunderstanding, Jisung misunderstood the situation. I was trying to get rid off the bad vibes between me and Winnie
Yuta: Let me explain!
Flashback a few hours ago
At the 127 house
Mark and Yuta were enjoying some quality time together. Until Mark Phones ring. Mark picked up the phone with a smile, he saw Jisung ID.
Mark: Yuta, I will be right back. My lil bro Jisung is calling me ☺️
Yuta: Okay, cool!
10 mins later…
Mark: YUTA IM SO DONE WITH YOU!!
Yuta: *blinks* Calm down Mark
Mark: DON’T TELL ME TO CALM DOWN. AFTER I GAVE YOU A WARNING LAST TIME. NOT TO DO IT AGAIN
It clicked in Yuta’s head, what has happened.
Yuta: Mark, it is misunderstanding. Jisung got the wrong end of the stick. Let me explain -
Mark: WE ARE DONE! I AM LEAVING!!
Mark storms out, went upstairs to pack along way. He bumped in Jungwoo and Johnny, who looks really confused as well having flashbacks, the last time it happens.
Jungwoo: We should hide, this doesn’t sound good
Johnny: I’m coming with you my lil cotton candy brother
Jungwoo: Let’s just hide, in Eomma crying spot. No one ever goes there
Jungwoo and Johnny ran to Doyoung crying spot in flash. Bracing the impact that will be upon them, when Yuta and Mark has fought.
10 mins later, there was big argument at the front door. Mainly Yuta begging Mark, to not to leave and Mark screaming. It draw the attention of Doyoung, who came rushing downstairs, when he heard the noise.
Doyoung: Yuta and Mark, what an earth are you two arguing at the door?
Mark: Tell your son, to not hold me hostage!
Yuta: Mark, let me explain and you can choose to leave or not. After I explain
Mark: No, all you do is tell lies!! I’m not falling for your tricks
Doyoung: Yuta, let Mark go for now and explain how it happens
Yuta reluctantly let Mark go. Mark ran so fast he was gone within a seconds. Yuta explains the situation to Doyoung.
Doyoung: *sighs* Yuta, you really need to be careful of your words, when you with Winwin. Especially when Jisung is around, we never know where he is
Doyoung: Last time, Jisung has caught me and your Appa having an argument. How we supposed to know, he was wondering with hyuck
Yuta: Poor boy, he must be scared. No wonder Uncle Nana doesn’t like you.
Doyoung: I have to explain Jisung, we were acting for a play. It cleared the poor boy suspicion
Doyoung: Mark should be at Nana house. Let’s go and hopefully Nana is in a good mood and not murder us.
End of flashback
Doyoung explained the situation to Jaemin. Who nods in agreement, he knows what Jisung is like, as he did it a lot of times.
Jaemin: Okay, I help you two!
Doyoung: Wait? You not mad? That Yuta accidentally made Mark cry?
Jaemin shakes his head: No, if you heard it from Jisung. It’s 100% a misunderstanding
Yuta: Great, can we please go to Mark!
Jaemin lights smacks Yuta head
Jaemin: Buddy, he won’t believe you now. Mark is stubborn, ever since he was child. It’s hard to change his mind
Jaemin: You need to tell Jisung, that it was misunderstanding and he will tell Mark and the rest is up to Mark to decide
Yuta: I will take that
Jaemin: Come I bring you two upstairs, and also don’t speak too much. We have this nosy upstairs neighbours, who happen to appear at random moments
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here we go a nice detailed chronological list to come back to whenever you so please.
• told me from the start that her toxic trait is being manipulative (& i was still surprised when i got manipulated, how naive)
• told me i am taking you from her. like, just told me i was.
• promised me nothing would happen when they went back to your room on ur bday party then came out and told me they did some things to you & then said “oh sorry, i only meant if you went back”
• she didnt like when i sent pics of us or anything yet continued on to:
• let me know before you guys had sex every time
• made sure to send pics of you guys cuddling
• wore shorts that said _____’s property the first time i went to her house 😂😂😂😂😂😂 a not so subtle bitchy woman trying to assert dominance move which is just some weird ass behavior for a grown woman
• told her i felt like you weren’t texting me much while you were away & a little later made sure to pull up all your messages together
• went to her as a woman to tell her BEFORE YOU how i was feeling because whatever SHE said was how i was gonna base my next move, i was fully ready to leave the situation at that point. she lied to me about how she feel (because she was just being nice!!! according to you). why be nice when it comes to how youre feeling?
• then you both twisted it on me saying i went behind backs to tell her when i didnt even tell her any details of mine & yours talk. she asked me how it went and my words exactly “good, he feels the same as me” (as in you liked me back, we hadnt decided to be monogamous at this point so thats all i meant)
• she told you i manipulated you and got into YOUR head. acted like i was cowgirling you from her when that was not my goal or intention from the start and i made that clear.
• sent me her using your socks “that she stole” as heating pads for her face?? why would you send that to me of all people
• started telling me you were arguing with her about coming out for her bday.
her: “i hate when i say ok and people just KEEP arguing”
me:” whos bothering my ______?😤”
her: “😂your boyfriend😂” *followed by a long paragraph insinuating that you guys are arguing about it
me: “im off for your birthday, want me to come hangout?”
her: “no i dont care at all. like AT ALL”
(only wanted YOU for her bday. little did she know i was gonna ask u to split a present with me for her and to get a cake delivered cus she wanted one really bad. but nah, not after that)
• wouldnt let me save our convos on snapchat always got upset if i saved anything incriminating her
• shared weird shit on facebook that was obviously for me or you to see
• other girl told me she got similar behavior from her, unprovoked, she just started telling me about it
• weird things went on until i blocked her in january
so yeah! call it beef or whatever you want. but try putting yourself in my shoes, how would you have felt about this behavior from an ex towards you, truly? especially when youre trying to tell your partner these things occurring and you’re getting little emotional validation on the subject and being accused of just trying to ask them to cut off their friend. on MULTIPLE occurrences.
so the day i blew up was my last fucking straw. im not dumb, i saw her slowly creeping back in. you rejoined the discord, she was messaging you more. you were very open with your things i just saw this shit on your screens openly. i went to discord my friends on your account & noticed your messages with her were deleted. now its come to hiding shit. i wouldnt have given a single shit if it was your friend on her account. im nowhere near as unreasonable as you believe i am.
now imagine its my last straw, i feel i cant even bring it up because of how the conversations have gone in the past. so i say “im sorry im done”, because i WAS done with THAT WEIRD SHIT.
you’re supposed to be on your lady’s side but it always felt like me against both of you. which is just not fucking cool dude…
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I think I’m having similar thoughts regarding perfect match. our plays are opposite tho, i was originally w darcy and then match w mal after darcy took back lidia.
but anyway. i replayed it today and i feel like darcy has always been open to other options, like when nikki sent us on a date with andrew and he said we should be open minded and give the date a chance. at the time i was like okay, makes sense. now im like well i hate it. BUT, i did feel like there was more remorse for ending things with us vs trying to win us back. like, you ruined our relationship to go back to your cheating ex, you spend the entire time fighting with them and being stiff and awkward, only to say i wished you were on the board. like now get on your knees and beg or something! how humiliating.
and for some reason, it hurt when lidia said darcy’s moms would never like me. lmaoooo.
plus, it’s so frustrating to constantly lose the compatibility challenges. i’d have much rather lost the hotel room one if i knew immediately after going all the way he’d want to leave me for his cheating ex. plus, the fact we’re hearing how great the new single is but we’re not allowed to meet him, probably until after the match to create new drama.
but maybe the conversation will happen if we choose to rematch with him. i’m not sure. every conversation we’ve had since he got back from his date with lidia feels unfinished and unresolved, like glad you apparently still have feelings for me, but definitely feels like we’re just an option / stand in for him.
idk sorry my thoughts are jumbled so i’m probably all over the place lol
Hi nonny!! That’s so fun that we have the same two LIs but reversed 😄
No apologies, I’m all over the place, too! And I agree with lots of your thoughts. I can’t believe Lidia said that about Darcy’s moms 😱 She can get in the bin, girl needs to go already. I can’t remember if she said anything mean in regard to Mal’s family and MC. I tend to black out when she’s on my screen 😂
I hope we can have a deeper convo if we get back together with our previous match. I feel like there’s been a lot left unsaid, and it may just be the writing unfortunately. And we better get to meet this mystery match that Sage brought back! 👀
There’s still 8 episodes left, so I’m interested enough to see where it goes. I mean, it’s not the best game I’ve ever played, but for something that’s included with my Netflix subscription, I can’t complain too much 🤷🏻♀️
Keep me posted on who you end up with! I don’t know what I’m gonna do, but I’ll probably replay 🤪
Thanks for the ask 😘💗
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today was pretty good and i was talking w/ my dad and he’s usually pretty chill abt everything, so when i was running out of convo topics i just hadddd to open my mouth and start yapping 😭😭😭😭
earlier me and my friends were hanging out in class and as a joke one of them pulled a chair out from under me and i hit my head on a table (he wasn’t expecting me to actually fall or anything) and even i thought it was funny bc i wasnt that hurt and we usually goof off like that
it was all good and he apologized and it wasnt a big deal, but i got a small bruise lump thing on my head. Later, i was talking with my dad and having a friendly convo and i mentioned it lightly, but he got like concerned and stuff and bc i KNOW a lecture was coming i backed off and stopped explaining bc ik i can yap but GOTDAMNNN my dad can lecture me abt literally anything for hours
(context im transmasc and not out to my family yet) he was all like “thats usually how boys r to other boys and not to girls bc girls are usually smaller and lighter and weaker” like omfg stfuuuu “u hang around boys a lot but it seems like u dont know the boys rules 🤓 u gotta draw the line and not let anyone do that to u. If your friend was joking around like that it means hes rlly immature 🤓thats so dangerous did u know that ppl can die from that”
YEAH I DID KNOW IT COULD BE DANGEROUS but it wasnt serious! like im not stupid, i can read the room! If my friend was being actually mean and dumb i wouldve drawn the line but it was literally a joke gone somewhat wrong, he apologized n we laughed it off bc i wasnt injured!! I literally have been out as a guy to all my friends and they all see me as one and therefore treat me as one, but i cant tell my dad that ughhhh he keeps “reminding” me that girls are weaker than boys and shit ooourghhhdhfhjfjh im gonna corn on the kill myself
like yeah i get why hed be concerned but it was literally just me n my friends goofing off, and i tried to explain that but i couldn’t be 100% honest and maybe he could tell and he thought i was getting bullied or smth??? But damnn this always happensss
i try to have a goofy convo abt my day and he turns it into a lecture abt my future, safety, politics, or whatever omg like can u not???? we were literally having fun and then all of a sudden the whole dinner is awkward af
sorry for the rant its just that this lowkey reminded me of how none of my family actually sees me as a guy. odydidjdhkdkedidufj the only silver lining i can see is that my dad basically confirmed that my friends treat me as a dude 💀 but fr it rlly sucks that i cant speak openly around my family. Its like whiplash when i suddenly remember that oops, gotta keep like half my life a secret and i cant explain most of the fun stuff that happens in my life without accidentally outing myselffff
#transmasc#transgender#trans#vent post#vent#personal vent#rant#complaining#sorry for the rant#tw dysphoria#gender dysphoria
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Pisces
were currently on pisces season ( i love it ) . like this months is special because finally venus running through pisces season. not to mention mercury also currently on pisces, sun was here since february, and moon did her rebirth at 10th march so it was magical. Oh, neptune will accompany us in pisces for i gues several years !
i love this moment. finally i felt like i could romanticize everything, but still holding my leg on the ground. i could work on things while i indulge myself having fun or just seeing something more vivid. right now, i am on my room alone. the ac is just doing fine and everything felt soothing. actually it has been like this since sun enter pisces. i felt like all this routine indulge me much since i was hypervigilant before. right now, i felt like it is time for me to just have myself in my place romantize and being slow. people hate slow or something that doesnt move swiftly. but, i do enjoy swimming in situations that including time freezing or slow a little bit. i mean, right now its 5 pm and i cant even imagine tomorrow going work early than usual. but i guess i can just rely and listen to ariana grande intro song in her new album ( I LOVE IT ) . the appetite to torn down my bubble of thoughts and let all my head pouring on social media is back. i love it like i felt inspired but its not just like i want to write something beautiful or heart wrenching. its just urge to write myself. put whats circulating on my cloudy brain rather making it as something people could digest. i dont care people gonna be wrinkling their forehead reading all of this but i love it.
a lot of happening in this world, i try my best but i guess it cost me life. now i just want to rest and circling myself with comfort. i cant help because i know in the end of the day im the one who responsible to soothe myself. to take care of myself. so let me doing self care while also keeping eye on what happened.
at this time, i dont want to include myself in such conditions that you know, quite draining and need me to talk much with people. i dont argue much, i just wish their karma hit them and multiplied. the hate and anger still there, but i dont wanna controlled by them. i think i should reflect how much im spiteful last year. of course, i will way more spiteful but i guess there a lot of things that i would not engage in later. maybe i realize that theres alot of things that i dont need to protect, cis gay men in example. like i do care much before engaged in some convo about them but theyre doing self destruct. so, why bother doing favor to people that doesnt even acknowledge that people put through for them ? let them suffer and earn the consequences. beside, theyre men. all they do just hide on the closet and fuck each other. still doing same, like hating the cishet, and anything else. but i dont to engage with them because most of them just bunch of prick who crying when they got something. thats why i pick myself out of the crowd. theyre dumbness literally kills and i dont bother to be near my killer.
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open your legs, not your bible - jjh
open your legs, not your bible | sinfully vowed to you
SUMMARY. what happens when the demon’s favorite son is also an angelic piece of heaven the Lord speaks of? he’s so good no wonder your innocent bible is discarded, like your drenched panties.
PAIRING. jaehyun x fem!reader
WORD COUNT. 2.4k
GENRE. smut and angst | bad boy!jaehyun, good girl!reader, forbidden romance!au
PLAYLIST. heaven (slowed down) by julia michaels
WARNINGS. public oral sex (f receiving), fingering, dom!jaehyun, minor corruption kink, praise kink, explicit language, petnames (jaehyun saying good girl is not good for my heart), mention of reader being a virgin, references to and slight bad-mouthing Christianity, both jaehyun and reader are from hella rich rival families, mentions and portrayal of manipulative parents, wait for a special surprise towards the end
⤑ vero’s words: this idea all started when me and my friends were talking abt our college sexcapades, and one of them mentioned the title mid-convo. not even kidding, that got me writing at 8 am the following day before work 😵 also im still not over dearm huhuhu cha minho my beloved 😭 this was supposed to be a smutty piece, but the more i ventured to the whole good girl concept, pursuing a forbidden romance just felt right. the biggest sin one can commit, right? this isn’t edited yet, but other than that, enjoy!!!
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WHEN YOU’RE BORN INTO THE LEES, ONE OF THE RICHEST FAMILIES OF THE CITY, YOU’RE UNDER EVERYONE’S EYES.
One mistake and you can dishonor your entire family line. That’s why they’re strict on you, the heiress of your father’s real estate firm. After your older brother Taeyong took over your mother’s hotel management business, monitoring all branches of such across the country and abroad, it’s a matter of time you take your place in the family.
After all, your future has already been pre-determined for you; from your career, lifestyle, and heck, even some of your friends. If they don’t pass mommy and daddy’s standards, might as well say bye-bye.
Standards ranging from having good grades, no nights out partying, no vices, dressing modestly, no cursing, and more, all of these things formed you into the good girl all throughout the city. You can never to disobey her family. So that’s how your life has spiral into for the past twenty-four years.
Not to mention attending Bible study every Saturday and Mass every Sunday, that’s the cherry on top on being an ideal woman in today’s society. That’s the thing when your family are diligent believers, praising for the Lord for His righteous acts for your family.
Or in other words, making your family richer and more successful each passing day.
As controlling it is, you never ought to complain. That’s the work of the devil, your mother says whenever she’d see your eyes fume from stress at times. Thus, you’re practically an angel to the eyes of the public. And no one would never second-guess your personality.
But boy, it’s always the good ones that shock the most.
“F-Fuck!” You gasp out, clutching on the edge of the table as a determined tongue swirls around your drenched womanhood. Such sensations are new to you, yet they’re so addicting. You can’t get enough, and never will any time soon.
How fast life runs when you’re merely skimming through your favorite Bible verses, reading them aloud with passion. Then in another frame, something else gets spread open with oozing content. How shy you became, yet didn’t refute and nodded to keep going. And poof, goes your beloved book in some random corner of the room.
“So sweet and innocent,” The man below you moans. “Your pussy is a dream come true.”
“Profani-Oh, God!” You try to call him out, but you’re dumbfounded when his slender fingers dart your hole back and forth. From the table, your fingers seek support from his brown locks.
“You were saying?” He peeks out from your floral dress, smirking. And god, it was the hottest thing your eyes laid on.
Lips puffy and dripping in your essence, he widens your legs more and continues diving in further. As soon as he finds that spot in you, nothing can hold your pleasure-building moans back. It’s something you’ve never felt before, or rather, something you should’ve saved for marriage. You’re doomed, or were you?
How can something so vulgar feel so heavenly?
“You may be religious to Him, and devoutly read the Bible, but you’re my religion.” He says in between lapping your clit and lower lips, slurping every bit of your wetness. “I lay my entire being for my one and only queen.”
Wetness he caused if not for his swoon-worthy charm and enchanting looks that makes you thank the Lord for bringing this man to you. Even if the two of you used to share judgmental looks out of generational hatred, love seeped its way through. And your heart cannot control who it wants to love, and same to him.
However, he’s poison to your life. If anyone in your family finds out that you’re sleeping around with the eldest son of your rival family, you’d meet your untimely doom.
But not only is he the eldest son, he’s also next in line of taking over his mother’s real estate company. Hence, spiking generations-old rivalry with your family. Aside of work, he’s your mother’s worst nightmare.
Massively notorious for his reckless behavior and the occasional scandals of his fights outside the bar with god knows who, he’s gotten away with it numerously because of his intelligence. You can only picture how dependent his parents are on him because his younger brother Sungchan is still in university, destined to inherit another family business. Other than him, there’s no more heir.
He acts like a God in this world, taking advantage of it.
Why? Because all he wants is freedom from everything. Even if he works hard and does his parts as an heir, he can’t commit to it entirely.
So he spits at anyone who gets in his way, always determined to get anything he wants. And easily, he does.
But that changed when you entered the picture, or rather reentered when he rejoined Bible study Saturdays 3 years ago. How pure you were then, leading everyone into prayer and such. How he loved riling you up to the point you blew up for the first time in a sea of curse words. How hard to get you were, even if you weren’t playing a game. How it took a single sweet kiss merely months after building a proper friendship, your first even. How such crazy lust and adventure rushed through your veins for more led to true, absolute love.
He corrupted you, but in the best way possible.
Jeong Jaehyun may be the owner of your undying affection, yet he remains your dirty little secret. And from all the years of your life, you’re choosing to rebel. It may be in private, but in time, it’ll break down its doors. Because you finally realized how you deserved so much better.
You are your own person, and you’re meant to make your choices. To be controlled like a puppet is not living, nor being tossed around as the good girl image. That’s the fault of your parents, pressuring you over and over again to uphold it or else the consequences will be grave. If not for Jaehyun, you’d never realize it. He too resonates with such thoughts, and the both of you ought to break the cycle of hatred when your time to rise in power comes.
After all, love makes you do risky things.
Just like this very moment in the Bible study room of the church, empty for the past hours.
After you and Jaehyun pretended to fight in front other rich, influential kids in the session, one of the nuns put you two on duty to clean up as punishment.
Little did they know, it was all an act so you spend more time with him. Yet it’s also a trip down memory lane of how your relationship began, when the hatred was real while working together only to be exchanged with developing love.
Lately, neither of your apartments are safe from the public eye, and motels are becoming risky to book. Vacation homes can’t be used either as both of your parents have CCTV access.
You’ll just have to make do. Anything for the love of your life.
He continues to be relentless in making you fall apart in his hands like glass, crashing blindly and powerfully. The gushing sounds of your pussy squelching and soaking his fingers, which he uses to lift up the hood of your clit.
Erect and puffy, his tongue aims to stimulate it the most.
Your throat runs dry and your thighs shake mercilessly from yet grind against Jaehyun’s satisfied face. Mascara-filled tears escape your lids, then your stomach can feel a knot ready to unwind.
“Jaehyun!” You almost scream as your mind only chant and think of him at this moment. Your hand fires up to your lips to avoid suspicion, and Jaehyun’s quick to notice muffled moans.
“Yah.” His pace slows down.
“Yes, Jae?”
“Let your hand go, or I won’t make you come.” He orders.
You’ve gone this far, and you won’t allow having your orgasm get denied. As much as you like to get your way always, sex would be the only thing with compromises. And Jaehyun has denied your orgasms numerously, so you’re at a loss.
“Sorry, baby.” You follow, lowering your hand.
He smiles from under your dress. “It’s okay, love. Now let me continue to feel good, hmm?”
Jaehyun’s the one who led you through the acts of sex. You can’t deny how intimidated you felt by that, but he’s never pressured you to do anything you’re not comfortable with. Step by step, you already know what’s it like having his fingers toying with your core while your hands and lips around his cock.
He’s a sweet and passionate lover, unlocking the door of the joys of being eaten out.
Double the penetration, double the speed of your orgasm. Jaehyun’s tongue and fingers are partners to this sexual deed, and you can only just anticipate what happens next.
“I’m so close…“ You choke.
“Let go, baby. You deserve it.”
Hard and breathtaking. That’s how your orgasm felt.
Your lips emit an elongated moan as you came in Jaehyun’s mouth. Your entire body shivers, sweating behind your gorgeous designer dress. How tainted it makes you feel, yet also heavenly. You say hello to the angels up there, who may only look down at you for your so-called “forbidden” deeds.
How you’re the forbidden fruit, and Jaehyun is one of God’s beloved children who lusted for it.
He hums louder to match your noise, bringing your thighs closer to lick your core more. Helping you ride out your high, your lungs heave hastily as if they ran a marathon. With one final kiss to your clit, he gets up from his knees and doesn’t waste a second to collide his lips with yours.
The taste of you lingers in every exchange, your arms naturally wrap behind his nape. His hands grip your waist, making your legs tangle around his lower torso. The two of you cannot simply get enough of each other, tongues clashing for dominance and filthy moans echoing the room.
“You’re such a good girl for me.” He says.
“Always.” You reply. “Only for you.”
“Not even for your family?”
“Except for my brothers, fuck them.”
Your making out session gets so heated instantaneously. It’s never felt like this before, and you cannot get your hands off Jaehyun. Whether it’s how good he is to make you come like that or his presence making you feel so at ease, you wanted more. Heck, you desired whatever this man can give you.
Or rather, you deeply desired him to deflower you.
“Jaehyun, I--”
“Yes?”
“I want--" Before you can continue your sentence, your phone beside you vibrates.
Calling: Demon Mother
“Oh, shit.” Your lips parts from your lover, while he keeps going by pecking your neck. You’re strict with lovebites, but it’s nothing too harsh.
For now.
“Be quiet.” You glare from the side.
He smiles sinisterly. “When am I not?”
Rolling your eyes, you tap on the green button on your phone. “Hello?”
“Where are you, miss? We have a dinner with important people in your father’s company in 3 hours!” Her voice booms through even Jaehyun get startled. Yet you’re used to it, and it sucks.
“It’s not easy to clean a whole room even with a partner, mom.”
“It’s not my fault you couldn’t keep your hatred from the Jeongs as discreet as us. We are never to go low and battle with such a scandalous family like theirs.”
You sigh. Even if it’s a fake fight, news got around quickly in your elite world.
“Anyways, I’m packing up and heading my way.”
“You better, or you’re gonna hear it worse from your father too.” She hungs abruptly, and you sulk on your position.
“Is she mad?” Jaehyun stands more upright, yet you don’t give him eye contact out of shame. “Talk to me, baby. Please.”
“You heard her, Jaehyun.” You say. “She dare insults the family of my lover, the one I can never shout my affections out to the world.”
“Angel.” A nickname he uses it when sadness overtakes your mind and soul. His hands cradle your face that shifts it so you can look at him. Which you do. “This is the kind of love we signed up for.”
“But I didn’t ask for this kind of life.” Your heart wrenches. “I want to be able to live and love freely. No prejudice nor judgement. Don’t you think God was cruel for this fate?”
Jaehyun sighs in agreement. Religion this, religion that. All his life his parents taught him that if he doesn’t follow his family, he disobeys the Almighty. Only to later realize that he was manipulated; brainwashed that his parents are on the same level as Him.
How wrong and immoral.
He may have lost his faith, yet it was momentarily restored when you waltzed into his life like a dancer. A couple of failed turns, only to transform into a beautiful variation.
“If there’s only one good thing He gave me,” You sense his calloused fingers brush over your frizzled hair, tucking them behind your ear. “It was you. His favorite angel.”
Your heart swoons while a tear freely falls down your cheek. “I love you, Jaehyun.”
“I love you more, (Y/N).” His lips kiss yours a little longer. It’s unpredictable when you’ll see each other again, or spend hours being by his side. And so you both savor every meeting, peck, touch, laugh, moment you have with each other.
Because things can drastically change in a heartbeat. At least for you, it did.
That very dinner later in the evening wasn’t merely to celebrate your father’s company ranking high up across the country. Defintely topping the Jeongs, which has been a long-term goal these past years. He speaks of merging companies with his colleague, the Kims. Much to your naivety, you’re the main pawn in his game.
“Be a good girl and follow daddy in this venture.” He speaks in his professional voice in his office, where you and your mother sit and listen. Sipping on his whiskey, he awaits your response. Good girls only talk when being spoken to, but it’s merely a façade now. A façade you acted perfectly in.
“How can I be of help, daddy?” How you wished you didn’t ask such a question.
“You’ll be marrying into the Kim family in the next couple of months, specifically their oldest son who’s bound to take over their company right after your wedding ceremony.”
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can you do more BNHA college boyfriend content? I really loved the Shigaraki one (sorry, english is not my first language)
anything for you anon
(also youre english is perfect and so are you)
def gonna make this 2 parts lolol
mha college bf head cannons
shinso
sfw
probably majoring in something finance related
wants to take care of you
as in you two go shopping like every other weekend
has a ton of money from investing in crypto currency and getting lucky
yall also go out to eat all the time
and not like fast food like nice sit down places
you two spoon constantly
like sleeping face to face limbs intertwined
he loves to sit with his head between your legs while watching tv
or when you two are laying down and you hold his head into your chest and hee holds your hips
you both have apartments but he likes yours because its better deccorated than his
has an amazing taste in music
makes you playlists all the time
uses old spice deodorant
mr hitoshi is a man who always smells good
has amazing hygene
you talked him into growing his hair out
now hes always asking you to play with it
is very good at school without even trying
which drives you crazy because he always talks you out of studying
scares off a lot of people with his scary features
which makes his insecure and needed a lot of reassureance at the start of your relationship.
but these days he owns your ass
nsfw
tpyically a soft dom
is huge
took you a while to get used to how big he is
likes to put you in stressful situations just so he can reassure you
“shhhh hey its okay im here”
“this will stop if you use the safe word, hmm oh whats that you want to keep going?”
“good girl”
stressfull situations as in he over stimulates you every god dam time.
nothing makes him harder than you crying from pleasure
he spoils you
once spent $200 on toys just for you because he was going out of town for a week
his gifts for you do come with a cost
shinso goes ferral for blowjobs
and he wants them all the time
you have def given head in an alarming amount of public restrooms
very into roleplay
almost jizzed his pants when you put on cat ears once
same thing when you bought a maid outfit
in case you were wondering, yes his pubes are purple too.
sex playlist
homeboy loves period sex
is very into aftercare
like reads womens magazines about it
has a sexy voice and knows it
has a mirror in front of his bed because its all about eye contact
definition of intamacy with this man
knows how to treat his partner
aizawa
the thing about aizawa is he isnt your boyfriend he is your husband
probaby in grad school for like english
so a lil older
but thats okay
he makes up for it in being hot
and he has cats
with very obscure names like katsu and mochi
since he was older he invited you to live with him
you said yes of course
the cats liked you right away
apartment full of books and windows
shouta drank wine almost every night
would grade papers for the class he assisted in
loved holding hands everywhere
not the biggester spooner
but would hold you really close on the couch while you two watched films while wine drunk
he was an introvert so you two spent most nights in
and when you two did go out it was always something interesting
like trivia night, or seeing a band play, or going to a dinner party
was the kind of boyfriend who was really good at co existing with you
like what is awkward silence
the vibe is just so positive
and you two are so comfortable with each other
nsfw
mr aizawa is a kinky mf behind the scenes
he does not have sex he fucks
very good with ropes
loved controlling you
could fuck all day
like man had stamina
when you two went out to dinner he would push your underwear to the side finger you under the table
and whisper other times hes humiliated you while you squirmed under his grip
gotta call him daddy
or sir
or master
he is the type to tie you up with your arms behind your back and put a vibrator on your clit then just disappear for an hour
also big on choking
like real big on choking
he’ll just rest his hand on your throat while you two are doing mundane thing
also asserts dominance constantly
like holding your hips at the grocery store
kissing you in a crowded place
extremely possessive
probably has a few paddles
likes to spank
really likes to brat tame
you say “make me” and you are in for a wild night
man will wear rings when he fucks you
fingers you
and chokes you
you usually come first
unless you’ve been bad
then aizawa will edge you for hours
bakugou
sfw
the definition of “i hate everyone but you”
like once you figured out how to communicate with him
best bf ever
history major
lives in a house with like 6 of his friends
but don’t worry he has his own room
always at the gym
since he’s very muscular he rarely wears a shirt when you two hang out
and he always wants you to lay on top of him
like imagine him being the ceo of picking you up and throwing you on the bed
then jumping on you
kisses. bakugo would want to make out a lot
very temperamental
like if he’s hungry or sleepy or too hot he will snap at you
but you know by now not to take it personally
also would have a ton of funny nicknames for you
examples : headass, stinky, the first letter of your name or ugly
but he would say it in a loving way
❤️ hey ugly❤️
you loved his friends
didn’t know how he scored them with how mean he was
you two spent a ton of time just lounging in his bed
liked to play fight
and bicker
really liked deep convos too like he would push you to think harder and tell him more about yourself
he didn’t say it a lot but he really liked you
nsfw
katsuki bakugou is an ass man.
big dick energy
he’s the type who wanted you to ride him all the time
but he would be in control when you rode him like death grip on your hips
he also liked to hit if from the back
likes to slam into you
the way you jiggled made him harder
not the type to hold in his grunts and moans made a lot of noise during sex
his roomates hated you guys for how loud you were
def likes his girls a lil chubby
grabbed your ass every chance he had
found porn stars that look like yours make jerking off more fun
loves fingering you.
also big degrader
you two had a lot of angry sex and a lot of make up sex
got real cranky when he was horny and couldn’t have you
took videos of you during sex to rewatch later
you got so turned on when he snapped at you
it drove him nuts
basically you two fucked a lot lol
masterlist
#my hero academy fanfiction#my hero headcanons#bnha shinsou#bnha smut#bnha shinso hitoshi#shinsou headcanons#shinso smut#shinso fluff#aizawa headcanons#aizawa smut#eraserhead#aizawa fluff#aizawa hcs#katsuki bakugou smut#bnha bakugo katsuki#bakugo fluff#katsuki bakugo x reader#bakugou smut
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