#i just feel awful
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Feeling Claustrophobic in your own body<<<<<<<<<
#claustrophobia#body dysphoria#dysphoria#plus size#fat#obesity#derealization#depersonalization#depersonalisation and derealisation#i don’t fucking know#i just feel awful#like get me tf out of here#sensory issues#sensory overload
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Going to take a break from posting - Been sick the past few days, but will be back with more content soon <3
#monster lover#orc fiction#orc x reader#monster romance#monster x reader#monster x you#orc boyfriend#orc romance#monster x human#monster x female#writer#fantasy writer#I just feel awful#and my body refuses to be creative#love yall#take care of yourselves#drink water
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I may be feeling absolutely terrible, but the Minecraft grind continues RAHHHHH ‼️🔥🗣️
I hate making trading halls. Dying rn.
#// bon's mind#// bon's tears#<- kind of a vent post?? idfk#i just feel awful#and if i dont do something i may start sobbing#playing minecraft while contemplating on whether or not i should isolate myself from everyone is kinda crazy
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#sorry for venting#i just feel awful#like idk i'm not happy with anything#i hate my name#i hate my url#i really hate my body cause its in a lot of pain right now#i hate my job#i hate my family#i'm just so exhausted#and i need like twenty days to recover from the fact that life is happening#personal.txt
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A few months ago I ended up leaving work two hours in because I was so out of it I couldn't really walk straight, and I wasn't allowed to come in the next day.
I swear to fucking god, if that shit happens again this weekend
#im sick#i just feel awful#i got in bed at 10:30#it is not 12:40#i havent really fallen asleep#i kind of phased in and out for a little bit#but i was like basically fully consious for like an hour and a half
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my long distance bf is asking to schedule our next visit ... idk how to tell him it cant be april 18-25 because my parents will be away so i have to stay home and ive been hiding it from him because i didnt want him to come here bc i want to be alone . its even worse bc the 23rd is his birthday and we could have spent it together at my place but i just. i dont fucking want him here 😭 i dont know what to tell him i feel so so guilty and sad and horrible
#and it cant be the week after bc i have fucking jury duty LMFAO#i just feel awful#AND i feel even more like shit bc i just remembered he asked his shitty ex to spend time with him on his birthday last year#and that guy left him before his bday so my bf spent it alone ..#im literally sick to my stomach with guilt .. i still havent told him
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Oh well.
Vent in tags
#the friend that said im his bf basically said to a different person the same stuff#hes drunk af and i know hes shit but he was the only person i ever vented to#i hate this somuch. what the hell#he basically just went on a rant on her this other friend was perfect#fuck you#idk wht i expected but this other friend really is a great person and the there me#i just feel awful#he had to go and do that in the group chat too. great. that friend and him are all friendly and im here feeling like shit#im so glad i didnt tell him im autistic because man#i hate this all of it
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I forgot what I was going to put in the first part of the post
Insert drawing of me getting out of bed to snooze the alarm, going back to bed and getting in a little ball without using blankets. arrow pointed at me saying "feels the same way when he has a cold"
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vent post ahead
i have literally had to call out of work at least once a week for almost two months now bc of my migraines and i haven't had a day without a headache in weeks. like i cannot keep not going in to work and not making money and I feel awful for giving away shifts and calling out even tho it's not like i could work right now outside in the florida summer heat when i get dizzy from like... loading the dishwasher
i got prescribed meds but they don't help much and tylenol does jack shit now. today i SHOULD be feeling fine, i got plenty of sleep last night and haven't even stepped foot outside since the day before yesterday but nope, still sitting here getting dizzy just from looking at a screen and i had to call out of work AGAIN
i can't even do the stuff i WANT to do, much less the stuff i NEED to do, and i feel so guilty and awful and i'm so in debt and idk how i'm supposed to finish my cosplay in the next two weeks, even the idea of going to a con right now sounds literally impossible but i promised my friends i would do a group cosplay with them and i do want to i'm still super excited about it it just feels like.... impossible right now
OH ALSO i just had two major random expenses (dropped my phone broke it and had to get it replaced AND the battery in my car completely died and had to also get replaced) which was like $300 that I can't pay right now, my credit card is almost at its limit and i can't pay more than like $100 on it this month bc i can barely make rent so now is like. NOT A GOOD TIME TO BE NOT ABLE TO GO IN TO WORK
i used my last vacation day today even tho I was going to use it for the day i'm going to metrocon in a few weeks but again not even sure if that will happen
i'm just so so tired i just want my head to stop hurting all the time i can barely even think when i'm in pain like this anyway. i've had headaches and migraines my whole life but these last couple months they've ramped up so much and now it's an every day thing
oh also i'm still locked into the front so it's just me dealing with all of this, and it really sucks that i can't have anyone else come take over at all and the effort of trying to switch makes our head hurt even more so we haven't even been able to like. TRY.
#ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh sorry for the rant i'm gonna delete this soon i'm sure#i just feel awful#win rambles
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uhhh lol I don't feel good.
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make it vicious, take a stab
#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#jjk fanart#gojo satoru#jujutsu kaisen fanart#jujutsu gojo#jjk gojo#jjk satoru#blood/#jjk spoilers#jjk manga spoilers#just in case idk#i believe in night moves fv supremacy#i feel like i say this every time but im dead deceased on the floor in the ground etc etc#maximum effort fr gojo as usual sighhhhhhhhhhhh#3 days on this mf who let me draw another mirror who didnt talk me down#i got so frustrated after i finished his reflection only to realize i had a whole other half gojo to draw#do not look too closely ik its not perfectly mirrored ik ik ik i wanted to die the whole time pls b kind#especially the hair gjhdfkdgk the last mirrored char i drew was megumi and at least with him his hair is dark#with which i can Conceal my mistakes#none of tht here sighs . this freak and his florescent hair#anyway even tho i died and perished and expired etc i am . SO happy w this u have no idea#blood sweat and tears went into this one#and easter eggs! so many easter eggs#pls take it and enjoy im tired of staring at him and his god awful lipstick job . make yourself decent smh
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Dude I feel like I'm gonna hurl ughhhhuhhghgh
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Sunset in Shinjuku
#art tag#my art#I'm so sorry I can't finish anything recently#but I still needed to express my FEELINGS#about these AWFUL LITTLE DOOMED TEENAGERS#jjk manga spoilers#jjk spoilers#jjk#jjk fanart#jujutsu kaisen spoilers#jujutsu kaisen#nobara kugisaki#yuji itadori#megumi fushiguro#itafushikugi#I halfway rendered this and hated it so much I just went back to the sketch#edit: I fucking. got the name of the district wrong they were fighting Sukuna in Shinjuku I'm an idiot
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twitter just straight up putting gore on my timeline ok thanks i really wanted to see that and it wouldnt cause me to relapse or anything
#the amount of shock videos just floating around it is genuinely so difficult to cope w a gore addiction#i just feel AWFUL#i try so hard to avoid that stuff and use healthier substitutes but man.
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Michael and Vanny had wild teen years in FNAF
#myart#chloesimagination#comic#fnaf#five nights at freddy's#vanessa fnaf#fnaf vanny#micheal afton#security breach#fnaf 4#fnaf fanart#MORE OF Vanny and Michael hanging out 🔥🔥#I like to think both Michael and Vanessa were problem kids#just part of that alt emo moody scene#makes sense seeing both their teen years were pretty complicated#Vannesa finds the photos cute! Think they could of gotten along#if they were born around the same time and all#while Michael believes he’d been awful#he’s definitely more embarrassed about these old photos#I HOPE yall like Vanessa’s teen design!!#I had a lot of fun designing a younger look for her..#her being a scene girl just feels so right#Hope I got both Michael and Vanessa’s vibes right 🩵💜
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