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Side effects of wearing your sentient Kaiju suit too often ,,,,
#hoshina soshiro#kn8#kaiju no. 8#my art#kaiju no 10#hoshi10#FINALLY I GOT TO DRAW BODYMERGE HOSHI10#this is my favourite form of existence for them my brain is spinninnggggg#it's so sexy to me to imagine hoshina trying to take off the suit and he just can't get it off without peeling his own skin off shcjsnfjs#10 so pleased with this situation#hoshina panic but also he cant tell anyone becazse then they'd definitely take 10 away from him#and we don't want that#brain spinning so hsrd i hope he curls up in his room and hides while the suit slowly merges ro his body#until one of his boyfriends finds him ofc hhhhh#rushing him to medical but they can't change him back to human anymore#can you see I've been thinking about this ancjsixbsia#I'll see myself out
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DAREDEVIL: BORN AGAIN | 1.01
You know, it's funny, I... I know you're lying. I'm just not sure who to, me or yourself.
#Daredevil Born Again#Karen Page#Matt Murdock#Daredeviledit#Karedevil#Deborah Ann Woll#Charlie Cox#Not Revolution#GIF set#Mine#ddba spoilers#Daredevil Spoilers#More of this please#There's something fascinating about people who have a lot of feelings who try and cover with small talk#and her eye roll#he can't even see it#and I love how she keeps looking away from him#she's pissed#that's such an a-hole thing to say#but he wanted a reaction#a real one#and Karen is never more honest than when she's angry at him#I want to see her life in San Fransisco. You know before she gets dragged back to NY. I'm assuming her life in SF is going to blow up#with the regular superhero/villain nonsense leaving her no reason but to return to try and help Matt and Frank sort out their sh*t#Speaking of#I want more scenes with Karen and Bullseye#I want more scenes with Karen and Frank#I want more scenes with Karen and Matt... and Karen and Matt and Frank#there's no neutral - mediating - party in the friend group anymore. I want to see all their worst instincts collide.#I love Karen but she has issues just like Matt and Frank do. And she's only slightly better at hiding them.
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Good lord Phainon
#Phaidei#hsr#honkai star rail#Just when I think it can't get anymore gay here comes phainon to prove me wrong each time#Phainon the walking talking wife yearner#Ik what you are not that you are hiding it
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My in-universe explanation as to why Adam has so many inconsistent last names is that he just lies because of his line of work and his rocky relationship with his parents.
I can imagine Tapp or whoever asking "What was your last name again?" And Adam says "Stanheight."
"Wait, wasn't it Faulkner or something?"
"Yes, Faulkner-Stanheight. My parents are divorced." (They're not, but that doesn't matter)
His real last name is Radford but no one needs to know that. He'd forget it himself if he could.
(It's actually a big part of why he wants to marry Lawrence)
#“your father isn't angry anymore just please call” haunts me#me writing fanfiction in a tumblr post because I can't execute a full story#also Lawrence has English parents and he could never fully lose the accent#(yes i know it's because Cary can't hide his accent let me have fun)#saw 2004#adam stanheight#adam faulkner#adam radford#slight chainshipping#sawposting
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you look ridiculous
#gpose#ffxiv screenshots#wolcred#the rare and smiling tunasan only seen once every 5000 years#tfw I just did close-ups anyway so you can't see their actual pose that I worked on#but her swim bottoms make her look like she's not wearing anything so 💀💀💀#deciding that I'm not hiding my wolcred anymore I will force everyone to see them so rip you. for 5000$ you can buy my silence
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StaticRadio Concept
All I'm asking, if for Alastor and Vox to have a big old confrontation where maybe they're snarking, fighting and accidentally filling in a lot of blanks for their respective friends/coworkers
And then something happens, something forces them to fend off an alternate threat
Alastor and Vox immediately, without even thought or discussion, default to fighting together in a terrifyingly effective pattern of well-honed destructive power that decimates the oncoming threat
Cables and shadows carefully sweeping their associates aside and behind them to keep them out of harm's way. And it raises so many new questions, just as more are answered...
#staticradio#vox#alastor#even if they were only super close friends and business partners#they can't hide the association anymore because it becomes immediately obvious given their proficiency#at shielding and striking#I want to see the chaos#aaaaalso the fallout of having to explain it afterwards#“Ah well now he's just predictable” and “We've fought so often i can easily work out how to fight WITH the smarmy fucker” etc
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Can't believe i had to bear the sight of fucking 🗿 and no eddie diaz tonight. The fuck is wrong with you tim? You mean to tell me an ex amy medic who has seen it all in combat wasn't supposed to be with his team in the biggest disaster the 118 has had to face, the one where his medic knowledge could have help a lot? the one where their captain, bobby nash, who is his family too, dies???? Does that sound right for anyone? Cause it doesn't for me.
#worst part is there is no reason for him to be there anymore#if he and chris would just TALK#if you ask me i would have done a whole eddiesode where he tries to fix his relationship with chris and they talk amd maybe fight and also#his parents and we see the relationship he has with his hometown and way it is affecting him and the end they decide to come back to LA#of course episodes before that wee see snippets of his life with his own screentime or maybe through buck whatever#im just saying he just disrupted his entire life for a very good reason and we see nothing#and then he is back and then BAM lethal virus teammates dying he's also trapped but he can't die bc he just brought chris back home#i have a whole plot in my mind#might just live in ao3 for the next week#buddie#911 show#eddie diaz#bobby nash#911 abc#911 spoilers#anty bucktommy#perhaps i am being too mean but i just don't get it WHY why do all of that/ i srly hope it all makes sense in the long run and wrap#everything logically anyway im going to sleep now#assuming of course bobby really is dead cause i still live in a world where he is alive and hiding for some stipid intrincated reason
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I want to share my interpretation of FadelStyle's sex scenes in the storage room, but before I get to the actual scene I need to establish FadelStyle's relationship arc so far. I won't go into detail about their attitude towards each other in episode 1 and 2 because @airenyah did such a great job of explaining Style's journey in this post and I wholeheartedly agree with everything she said.
To summarize, by the end of episode 2 Style is starting to sense something is off about Fadel and he is starting to want to connect to him, whereas Style manages to make past Fadel's defenses and enter his mind, albeit as a sexual fantasy. At this point neither of the two actively dislike each other as they used to before. Fadel still finds Style very annoying, but he is already starting to get used to it. Style still thinks Fadel is grumpy and rude, but he is intrigued by what lays under Fadel's mask. They don't really like each other, but they don't exactly hate each other either.
This dynamics continue in episode 3. As they meet each other more and more, Fadel softens up to Style as sees more of him. It's hard for Fadel to completely ignore the genuine care, concern and sincerity Style throws at him again and again. Style also starts to become even more intrigued by Fadel as he realizes just how deep the man is hiding himself. Not to mention the physical attraction between the two that very much exists and makes its presence known in the form of sexual fantasies.
When they actually hook up for the first time, there is only physical attraction that is driving their actions. As I mentioned before, they don't dislike each other, but they don't really like each other either. There is an emotional disconnect between the two. And I believe this is the reason this experience was not very fulfilling for either of them. Both of them seem to be the type to believe in having proper relationships instead of casual hookups, so sex without any sort of meaningful connection might be pleasant because of the physical attraction, but it's far from being able to make either of them feel content.
Comparing FadelStyle's first time to KantBison's first time makes this more evident. KantBison didn't even know each other's names when they jumped into bed together. But that didn't stop them from having a great time. They have no problems in finding sexual satisfaction without any emotional attachment. FadelStyle on the other hand seem to be unable to do that. It's a matter of preference, neither is right or wrong. The lighting choices in the two scenes also reflect the mood of the couples. For KantBison, it's a bright red-glaring, intense and passionate. The lighting is not warm, it's burning hot actually. Whereas for FadelStyle, the lighting is a cold blue, with no hint of warmth to be found.
In Fadel's fantasy, Fadel thinks about Style's interest in himself (his name and his tattoo). In Style's fantasy, Style imagines Fadel serving him with direct eye contact maintained at all times. Both of these fantasies further indicate to me that both of them crave a deeper connection with the other. And it's only when they find that connection that they can truly find sexual contentment.
I don't think Fadel meant to be that tender and worshipful with Style. I think he just couldn't help himself. Now that Style has had a taste of what it could feel like being with Fadel, he is not going to give up trying to make Fadel his. And Fadel has no way to defend against that kind of Style.
#thk#wow i actually managed to get this out before ep 4#congrats to me#also congrats to the entire team of thk for making an asexual girl think so deeply about two men having gay sex#truly a wondrous feat#i have more to say but i'm too tired to write anymore#maybe later sometime i'll dive even deeper#because i have spent an entire week thinking about this#and crying for fadel my poor baby#i think style initially spoke to the older brother in fadel#because style has that naivety about the realities of the world that only a very sheltered person would have#very similar to bison#as the one who is doing everything in his power to shelter bison from the cruelties of the world fadel probably recognizes that naivety#which is why i think he understands that style doesn't mean to be insensitive or offensive#style just has a huge personality that he refuses to hide#he is also an idiot#but a kind sincere and lovable idiot#which is why fadel can't help but soften up to style#can't wait to see what will happen in the next ep
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I'm so fucking mad at the "I miss you" anon for claiming to have been an old friend of mine trying to reconnect and NEVER EVER IDENTIFYING THEMSELVES
So I get to keep wondering who the fuck among the many people I haven't talked to in a while was trying to reach me and why they did it on anon and whether or not it was because they're someone who has good reason to suspect I don't want to hear from them again
Like?? Why would you start this conversation on anon in the first place instead of just sending "I miss you" with your username exposed so I know who the fuck you are, but also why would you trigger that question and then leave without EVER answering it. What the fuck is wrong with you.
Why did you even come into my life at all just to act like this. I don't even get to know who I'm mad at. I wish you had the balls to identify yourself and THEN fuck off forever.
#radio chatter#'an old friend of mine' my friends don't need to hide their identity from me to talk to me#literally what am i supposed to think other than 'is this someone i told to leave me alone knowingly violating that boundary?'#urrrrrggghhhh#if your goal from the beginning was ACTUALLY to try and reconnect then i cannot possibly conceive of what#you intended to achieve by doing so on anon#like what reaction could you even have been hoping for. what is the logic. i cannot get my head around it.#that's why i keep coming back to 'this had to be someone i explicitly told to leave me alone'#because you CAN'T have been innocently hoping i would be happy to hear from you again when you hit anon#that makes no sense to me at all and is profoundly stupid and obtuse if so#'old friend you don't talk to anymore' means nothing to me. i moved every 2-3 years my entire life.#i have old friends i haven't talked to anymore in like a dozen US states or more#how old is 'old friend' in anon's mind. we haven't talked in two years? ten? twenty?#i legitimately have no way to narrow it down other than making wild guesses based on what little i know#and what little i know is “you were too scared to show your face at any point and that's a bad sign”#'i miss you' on anon feels like a message from someone who knows i don't want to receive the message#but who decided that their little feeling sorry for themself moment where they missed me needed to be my problem anyway#am i hot? cold? no way to know! i just have wild speculation#and it is not in anon's favor#that's what happens when you use an anonymous ask to send what should have been a private message
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I wanna draw teddy boy era of the boys today but I have so much to doooo ughhhhh
#I literally cannot take college seriously anymore#like I'm almost finished with it after 6 fucking years but#can't get myself to get up and actually do the work#I'm either laughing at everyone's faces or pokerfacing the whole day#this is a weird post it just poured out of me and it's really cosy here in the tags#why i love tumblr god i can just hide in the tags and mumble anything#nero vents#i just wanna do fanart!!!!!!!#let me do fanart!!!!!
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ISRAEL IS DETAINING STRIPPED CIVILIANS IN A STADIUM, INCLUDING CHILDREN, ELDERLY AND WOMEN. IT IS CONFIRMED THAT ISRAEL CARRIES OUT FIELD EXECUTIONS AGAINST PALESTINIANS. HOW CAN YOU NOT SEE THAT THIS IS A GENOCIDE?
#i can't believe Israel is documenting its war crimes AND PEOPLE ARE WATCHING#they aren't even trying to hide anything anymore#they are committing a genocide before the eyes of the WORLD and yet NO ONE IS MOVING#don't stop talking about palestine#just today more than 160 baby got killed in less than 24 hours#DON'T STOP SPEAKING UP#free palestine#palestine#free gaza#gaza#west bank#jerusalem#stop israel#save palestine#save gaza
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god the amount of lestappen interaction and content posted by redbull, ferrari and f1 we had during this triple header is mind blowing
#i can't believe max call charles charlie#they don't even hide their flirting anymore#they just need to follow each others on instagram now#everybody is a lestappen fan#lestappen#charles leclerc#max verstappen#f1#f1 bla bla
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ramblings of insane person
#i keep going back nad just typing on this when im watching lectures LMAO i don't even necessarily agree with myself anymore on all of it#it is 2024 and i have been thinking about hardenshipping all month. it is 2014 and i h#i can't even hide behind nostalgia though i played alpha sapphire early 2022 LOL this is just who i am#honestly though i consider my parents not getting me a copy of oras when i was a kid to be some kind of real tragedy can you imagine if i'd#had a 7 year head start. i mean i didn't have a 3ds until 2016 but at the time i would have literally sold my kidney to play oras#i love hoenn a lot though just bc as a kid most of the pokemon anime i would watch was dvds from the library cause i didn't have cable#so it was just the gen 1-4 seasons and i looooooved the gen 3 ones and the gen 3 movies soo much destiny deoxys was on repeat me and my#brother watched it like once a week i still love that movie. so i do have a lot of hoenn nostalgia. I LOVE HOENN. in all its square majesty#anyways oras are just such good games man so fucking good like they have actual spirit like it is not very often that i feel genuine wonder#anymore playing pokemon games but every time u use the eon flute to fly around and fully exploring sea mauville the first time earlier this#playthrough ohhh it does give me that feeling of like holy shit im playing pokemon pokemon is so cool i love pokemon#ahhh video james. long ass tags
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mothers will threaten to move out due to having to cook dinner one night a week on the night they agreed to cook because they have been drinking vodka and resenting since 10am
#she's my mother and i love her but god she needs therapy and rehab so bad#i don't know if she's gotten worse recently or if i'm just not burying it anymore#she is SLAMMING things and it is setting off my fight or flight#and my sibling is going out so i can't hide away with them#fuuuuuuck#vent post
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if dorian didn't show up, do you think louis would have shot minnie?
I do. I know some people think either he wouldn't have or he would've missed so that's why the writers had him shoot Dorian instead, but mmmmmm no, I don't personally think so. I like to think that if he had taken the shot, his shaky hands would've caused him to shoot her fatally.
Mostly because I'm already so normal about the fact that of the Ericson crew, Marlon and Louis are the only ones with a body count. Well, that we know of, but shown to us in the game, at least. Plus, we know it's Louis' first kill.
Like yeah, Clementine and AJ become part of the crew and they have bigger body counts, and if we're counting indirect kills caused by actions, then Tenn has a count... and I guess everyone has blood on their hands for blowing up the boat... but I'm talking about killed directly with a weapon like....... I lied, I'm not normal about that at all, Louis and Marlon are the ones who have killed someone in Louis' route. I'm also not normal about the fact that Louis kills Dorian and then even as he's clearly in shock, he tries to go with Clementine to get AJ, and then later on when they talk about it, he says it feels like bile but not quite and he's glad he has it in him to do it.... listen, listen, listen... I'm obsessed with that.
Anyway, so if Louis shot Minerva, I think he would've accidentally killed her and can you imagine? He's already enough of a mess after killing the woman who pinned him down and tried to cut his finger off [or succeeded] but he knew Minerva, they were friends before the twins were taken. Even Violet couldn't kill her even though that would've been the smarter thing to do, and we know thanks to meta knowledge that killing her would've saved lives, but Violet couldn't, and I don't think Louis would intentionally either.
Speaking of Violet, if Louis killed Minerva, I hate to think about what that would've done to Vi. I think she might've actually left at that point, like what was planned before it got changed to her being burned. I don't think she would've attacked Louis over it, though, like yeah she attacked Clementine in the cell but Louis? I don't know, but I don't think so just because it's Louis and he'd be a mess about it anyway.
Though if he did kill her, it would be a neat parallel to draw... y'know, because Louis forgave AJ for killing Marlon even though he was pissed and heartbroken, and Violet was annoyed with him the entire time... but could she ever forgive Louis for killing Minerva? Y'know? We already have a similar parallel with AJ shooting Tenn, but still.
If Clementine killed Minerva in that moment, though, then I could see Violet attacking her since in her eyes, Clem proved her right.
So yeah, I get why they added the Dorian kill to his route. It adds another compelling element to Louis as a character, but we also need Minerva alive for episode 4; Louis can't kill her, he can't miss, and he's not going to stay with her because we need Violet to stay on the boat and him to be on shore for all routes.
#asks#twdg louis#twdg minerva#twdg clementine#twdg violet#twdg marlon#twdg tenn#honestly whenever i see someone say louis is the boring option i'm just like '.......that's your opinion but also how can you say that??'#then again i'm sure other people look at me saying violentine just isn't for me and they say the same thing so y'know... i can't talk haha#also time is such a weird thing because i look at the entire cell scene in louis' route and like... i'm not even mad about violet anymore#like yeah i still don't believe she was brainwashed like i'm sorry y'all only believe that because kent said something about it#not because there's all this evidence toward it in game like vi being pissed at clementine makes sense she doesn't need to be brainwashed#for it to work like her being vulnerable and easily manipulated into submission makes perfect sense especially with minerva there#it's like everyone was pissed that she attacked clementine and people needed a way to excuse it so it's not violet's fault when like...#that's literally what makes it interesting like calm down it's okay if violet is pissed and scared and behaves accordingly#also my controversial opinion of the day that i'll hide here in the tags so maybe people won't find it sksksk but#I personally find the concept of vinerva and the doomed tragedy of it more compelling than anything violentine did#like i'll defend violentine and i do believe it's an important and good ship it's just not my personal favorite#anyway but then the whole thing with lilly and minerva is so good and louis screaming FUCK YOU at minerva?? amazing love it so good#i love when the soft character who never chooses violence is so pissed off that all that anger they have boils to the surface and it's raw#like... he's SO mad he's SO furious he's SOOO UPSET like he wasn't even like this when marlon died or anything like he hit his limit#and then shooting dorian through the mouth while an accident is just well done i love it and i love his reaction of mortification#and apologizing and YET he still tries to go with clementine he's trembling and can barely string together a sentence but he wants to go#he wants to help her he wants to save aj THAT is the gut reaction he has after everything that just went down#'louis isn't loyal or good for clem because of the vote' babe tell me you don't understand any nuance of louis' character without telling m#it's fine IT'S FINE you don't have to agree and i just have to remind myself that it's fine not everyone likes louis we're okay#this drives me crazy in the best way like y'know what? i love the cells scene in louis' route all of it even the stuff i used to rant about#even the stuff that used to piss me off now i'm just like 'no wait past cj was dumb she wasn't looking at it this way aaaaaaaa' sksksks#that was my tag ted talk about the cell scene thank you
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We get a new colleague in December and i looked him up and he's so heavily und unconcealed right winged i feel nauseous. I mean he's Extremely right-winged. Climate change denier, corona denier, racist, anti gender equality, anti queer, everything. And i didn't try to dig up dirt or anything. It's literally the first thing you find if you just google his name
#i want to cry#i was literally shaking lmao#I'm still not able to wrap my head around this#the majority of the people of our team is relatively left politically so i really am baffled by this choice#i know i can't avoid people like this and you have to find a way to work with them even if they want you dead (lol)#but i don't really feel comfortable anymore working there if this is an acceptable candidate for them#or if people in the team are just completely fine with it even if they don't personally have these political views#if they're just 'ah idc I'm glad we have another colleague so we have less work' or something like this#or 'that's just how it is'. like i Know this is just how it is but we should be angry that a person like this is even considered#I'm sorry but i don't think you can separate your company or yourself from politics and worldviews#hiring such a person is a clear signal that you don't mind these political positions or even support them#like I'm sure there's more people in our department as a whole who are right leaning and afD etc supporters#but this man isn't even hiding it he's proudly writing articles over articles about his views and you're hiring him for a#position in which he will represent your company and your journal#alright whatever#i guess i'm going to look for a new job when my program is over#not because i think i can avoid people like this#but because i really lost all respect I had left for this company and our management#i KNOW they're everywhere. i KNOW! but still. fuck this#void screams
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