#i just can’t do this anymore lmao

[lvllns]

gonna go ahead and say the fact that my anxiety spikes through the roof when i get a text bc it could be from the barn is proof enough that i gotta leave

[ifyoucandaniel]

hey guys, it’s ya boy, queen of never finishing anything because i hate my art and spent too much time on the sketch and ran out of motivation 😎

[ra-vio]

“I thought of a design that would suit you”

[prettybbychim]

i can count on one hand the amount of female characters in this game that have made me stop and stare but damn She. stunning i’m in love

[undermattsun]

18+ minors dni!!!

uh oh reader has a new skate rat to torment today <33 just another tiny bite so sadly no real fucking :( it’s mattsun btw and i made him a stupid pussy whipped bitch cus i can !!

“Damn if it isn’t my third favorite boy toy.”

“Who the hell are first and second?” He all but pouts.

“Not you, so mind your own business.” You don’t really have any favorites, and Matsukawa honestly wouldn’t be anywhere near top three let alone top five. Maybe not even top ten.

But you needed some alcohol and weed and if the payment was blowing Mattsun for all five minutes he could last then you could make it work.

“What do you want?” He rolls his eyes, stepping back to let you step into the shitty apartment he shares with a rotation of his even shittier friends.

You watch him kick the door close and cross the filthy living room to snatch a vape off a coffee table with a hole punched into it, waiting for him to look back at you.

“Missed you.” You lay it on thick, complete with fluttering lashes and honeyed tone, knowing full well that the poor dumb desperate fuck would fall right into your hands. Ever since his one that got away finally left him behind for good he’s been off his game.

“You didn’t.” To his credit he tries to shrug you off, but the crease in his brow and the way he immediately began to lean into you was enough to tell you he’s still hurting or whatever. Delectably vulnerable even.

“Issei you’re gonna hurt my feelings.” You grab at his arm, watching as he puffs on a menthol vape you recognize as Iwaizumi’s. “Let’s get high.”

“So that’s why you’re here, can’t, smoked all my shit last night.” He doesn’t look at you.

And you’d be an idiot to not take advantage of that.

“No, you didn’t.” He’s a shit liar, right there next to Kindaichi.

“I didn’t.”

“I’ll blow you.” And you know you’ve got him when you see that telling tick in his jaw.

“Let me put it in.”

“Nope.”

“Just the tip?” It’s never just the tip and both of you know that.

“That desperate?” To his credit he nods solemnly, probably too “heartbroken” to try creeping on some unsuspecting pretty little things in the club like he usually does.

You make a show of tapping your index against your chin, as if you’re really considering your options. You figured there was a chance he’d pull this move, and today you’re feeling a tad generous.

“If you can last longer than five I’ll let you put it in, raw.” You’d be impressed if he makes it to five minutes, the poor guy is clearly pent up.

“Really?”

“But either way I get whatever bottle Oikawa’s hiding in your room.” The idiot always hides his alcohol in Mattsun’s room, for some reason no one else has figured it out.

“It’s Jameson.” He winces.

“So? I’ll take it, cmon big boy let’s see if you’ll last today.” You grab his hand and make your way to his room, trying (and failing) to hide a smug grin when you shove him past the doorway.

[puppyeared]

I made a lmk oc

[realpontchartrain]

wait so lemme get this straight- YOUR horrific trafficking experience is "lore" but bc im a white person my horrific trafficking experience is just trauma? ppl showin their asses here...........

Well like i said, my relationship with Jaime isn’t necessarily traumatic because i was the one who initiated it with him and i still fuck with him (and he’s genuinely a cool and nice guy compared to the nazis my mom was pimping me out to years after I met him), but yeah, lolcowers and shit are just like that. They spent years harassing me and accusing me of lying about every single aspect of my life and calling my trauma and backstory ‘lore’ and shit, but after I finally snapped and put an end to and fixed everything that was happening and wrong in my life and committed to getting better, they’re now scrambling to try and make sense of everything that they said I was lying about, because admittedly none of this shit made sense, not even to me lmao.

Now I have people coming forward and admitting to me that they always lowkey knew that something awful was happening to me and that they’re “happy” to see that I made something of myself after all, but not a single one of them is willing to actually apologize to me for the harassment and shit they put me through when i was on death’s door fucking with my mom, pimp, drugs, and all that shit that nearly killed me more times than i can count. So fuck it, it is ‘lore’, because truly what the fuck even was all of that shit lmfao

[camgoloud]

you ever just. become overwhelmed by a sudden out-of-nowhere wave of tenderness and affection and longing for reconnection directed towards someone to whom you no longer speak for Very Good Reasons

[lavampira]

you know the day is going to be a doozy when you wake up with anxiety already eating you alive 🫠

[otaku553]

Oc aged up? Redesign? Doodle

[manasurge]

Back to work

[asphodeldreams]

the scene in challengers where the guy is pathetically (affectionate) laying his head in his wife’s lap after their argument about him not being physically/emotionally capable of continuing on with his career but it’s wash and carolina send post

[kavehater]

Chappel Roan saying she’s sad she’s demisexual and then there’s me being aroace as a whole like don’t you think I’m even more sad 😭

[tchaikovskaya]

😜

ed tw in notes

[astrababyy]

i feel like people have vastly different views on azriel as a character. he’s either the quiet, thoughtful character or he’s the emotionally constipated incel with severe anger issues. like (obscure, i know) either a helia from winx or fucking kaleb from credence LMAO. does that make sense? i don’t know how to explain it. he’s either the quiet, supportive, functional member of society or he’s so emotionally constipated that be barely talks and expresses half his emotions through extreme bouts of anger. one is very likable but a little bland, but the other is very ew while also being genuinely interesting.

that being said, he’s probably somewhere in the middle. that, or sjm herself has no idea what he is.

[vaciena]

Can I have a hug