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a party with a catgirl and a dogboy
#dungeon meshi#delicious in dungeon#izutsumi#laios#senshi#laios touden#art#i haven't drawn in a hot minute wow#hm turns out letting izutsumi sniff was something someone already did#i internalized it and forgot sorry#fwiw i added izutsumi later#i drew this cuz i was just shook after watching bork bork laios
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@jonmartinweek day 6: ace day!!!!! woohoo
iām bi+aceflux and having the main character of one of my favorite series of all time be like me is. so cool. iām bad at articulating my feelings so iāll just leave it at that, but know that my entire soul is consumed by this podcast
anyway comics are weird. i wouldāve made it longer and maybe colored it more, but i had already drawn way too much and i just couldn't think of anything else to write. also i am very angry at jonās face in the first panel that angle caused me so much pain
ok im done so iām just gonna throw this at you
#artrodent#tma#the magnus archives#tma fanart#jonmartinweek 2024#jmartweek24aceday#jonathan sims#martin blackwood#jonmartin#jmart#asexual#international asexuality day#i forgot martinās freckles in one of the panels. :( i'm so sorry
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twink rebirth šš©šŖ±
#tes#tesblr#elder scrolls#the elder scrolls#oblivion#don't tag this as remaster/remake/etc. please and thank you.#mannimarco#tes art#tes fanart#digital art#tiredelart#i really rushed this (i think you can tell dbhjfbe) but i think it looks better than if i had spent 252386 hours redoing every line??#(like i usually do jhefvesj)#btw do you guys like my manni design š he's missing his worms and his bony knees and leg but i didn't feel like figuring out how they work#from this perspective. and by that i mean the bony stuff. i admit i completely forgot about the worms lol#either way i spent more time on this than the underpaid intern that was responsible for his design in the remaster#and i'm not saying that the remaster should've made him into some idealized fanart version inspired by beautification mods or whatever#just put in some effort. and love and care.#sorry if i sound mean but this is a character i feel really strongly about and i think someone vagued about me (and others as well i think)#earlier bc i dared to have a strong reaction to this. okay rant over#i wonder should i post my manni ref sheet. hmmmm
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@peaches2217 said to draw the boys in the hammocks here https://www.tumblr.com/peaches2217/766725983341576192/listen-this-is-important-i-need-someone-to-draw?source=share
So i did

I know he said to draw them snug with the fluffy pillows but im kinda stupid and done it wrong
#im rusty and also decided to do a difficult angle so thats why its kinda crap#i forgot the fluffy pillows#sorry ive been kinda quiet. my internal cencors won#Thank you Peaches for your big genius brain#mario and luigi#smok shrooms#mario and luigi brothership#smok arts
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many things to dislike about sotr honestly but for me I think one of the most egregious things that stuck out is the way she used Humeās theoriesā¦in her past work, sheās at least attempted to put political theory in her charactersā voices or fold illustrations of the concepts into the story organically. these were stated almost word for word, sounding like they were out of a textbook, and explicitly told/lectured as opposed to letting the actions of the characters fully display them and having the reader interpret.
it was pretty heavy handed and jarring, and it pulled you right out of the story. to me? it also shows that she doesnāt fully understand those theories, because if she did, she would be able to restate them in her charactersā voices and organically write situations that display them. and idk how I feel about her including political theory that she doesnāt seem to understand. Plutarch giving an explanation that my college professor wouldāve given just. isnāt really the move for a YA novel I think
#.txt#thg#sotr spoilers#likeā¦#isnāt for me baby thatās all I can say. not interested in being a massive hater and wasting my time thinking on it but that bugged me enough#that I wanted to scream into the void about it#anti sotr#<- sorry. forgot to add that my b#also my international relations/poli sci people will get me on this. when I tell you implicit submission was demonstrated so textbookā¦
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#4 please !
Now see this could be tricky, because generally if I don't get some key elements written down very quickly the idea flows away again and the 'yet' disappears, even if I remember generally what it was about, but I have one this time! I am still just enough plagued by this vision that it's not out of the question I'll go for the capture, but so far nada.
Idea was basically a Jiang family character study by way of modern au. (So tw canonical abuse.) I started from the reflection, in a modern au very high chance the Jiangs are divorced, because being a divorcee wouldn't necessarily ruin Yu Ziyuan in the modern world, as long as she was allowed to control the narrative enough that she didnāt look at fault, so it might be on the table.
Especially because modern views on child abuse are such that while she'd hold back more than she already does in terms of physical chastisement, Jiang Fengmian would also be under less societal pressure to not interfere in her disciplinary system too much, and both these factors mean heās more likely to put his foot down.
So, concept: Jiang Fengmian, when his son is eight and his daughter thirteen, forces the issue of taking in his best friends' abused orphan child whom heās just managed to track down in a nightmarish group home, probably leveraging the fact that wherever their money comes from it's mostly his, something he usually doesn't do, but she has always known he could, and been fucked up about it (reasonable) and hated him a little (less so) and hates him so much more now (understandable but still fucked up).
They were obviously still both pressured into this marriage by their families, because I literally cannot imagine them choosing one another of their own free will, and if they did that would be an au in an even more dramatic way than being modern, and no longer work as a character or relationship study as far as I'm concerned. I mean or itās a cql-based au, but thatās not the version of this toxic marriage I find compelling.
Situation subsequently deteriorates to the point that when the boys are around twelve some outside party observes and is repulsed or otherwise upset by Yu Ziyuan's treatment of Wei Wuxian specifically--she's emotionally abusive to everyone in the family, canonically, and it harms Jiang Cheng significantly more than Wei Wuxian, which I think is also pretty explicit on the page, but she's more openly antagonistic about going after wwx because he's basically a proxy for her husband, whom she doesn't consider to be someone she's capable of harming.
And ofc in a modern family scenario, being abusive to your foster kid is more plainly personal misconduct than being unfair in how you discipline one of your husband's many students, even if it is his favorite. Which means she's very unlikely to chase him around with a whip, but whatever she does do will sting that much more emotionally.
Anyway the outside judgement provokes a more explicit confrontation than the last four years of maneuver and attempting to balance all the competing needs according to two very different standards. And the upshot is that by the time wwx is 13, the Jiangs are divorced. To avoid making a humiliating spectacle of themselves they present a weirdly united front in court and have a very smooth uncontested proceding, although the closed meetings with their respective lawyers involved a lot of vitriol.
Yu Ziyuan, despite having a smallish trust fund and probably a job of some kind, though one that's more prestigious than profitable like uh. Olympic fencing coach. Idk what they make but it's probably not enormous. She and Cangse Sanren probably competed in the same events back in the day.
Anyway she gets a solid chunk of alimony, the house, and primary custody of both her children, although Jiang Yanli is almost 18 at this point so mostly she just gets Jiang Cheng. Everyone thinks Jiang Cheng wants it that way, including sort of Jiang Cheng; he has this idea that if he has his mom to himself they'll finally have a good relationship, even though he's also terrified of being left all alone with her. He's complicated. Families are complicated.
Also she would never have forgiven him if he hadn't concurred that he wanted to stay with his mother because she was the only one On His Side.
Jiang Yanli ofc does not move out right away when she comes of age, in part because her brother needs her, but she probably does go to college, so she's only around part-time.
Jiang Fengmian, meanwhile, keeps most of his financial assets and Wei Wuxian, and gets his kids on the weekends.
So that's all setup for how you have this situation where Wei Wuxian and Jiang Cheng are entering high school--probably the same school, together, but no longer sharing the commute except maybe Monday mornings--and Wei Wuxian's primary residence is Jiang Cheng's dad's apartment.
Itās really chill. They get a cleaning service in once a week and eat a lot of delivery food, but they do cook at least once a week. The canonical thing where they largely agree about whatās funny and whatās right-or-wrong, and so forth, on the one hand really pops when thereās mostly no external conflict disrupting it, but also probably gains more complexity now that itās not a thread of positivity fighting for its life against a background of drama. They get to know each other better than they ever had a chance to in canon.
Some of that isn't all that positive, because now they have the space to discover the places where they do actually have the capacity for friction, but both of them are very good at dispersing tension (I do tend to suspect jfm's dad was abusive he sure acts like it), and on the whole it's a good thing.
Jiang Cheng is going to have such a mental health crisis, and Jiang Fengmian is going to handle it so badly. Because of course when his son starts replicating his ex-wife's toxic attitudes and behaviors more now that she has primary custody, heās going to feel guilty and like itās His Fault, but heās going to feel like itās his fault that Jiang Cheng is growing up to be a shitty abusive person.
And even if heād never say that the subtext would come through, in the assumptions he made when framing communications and so forth, as in canon, so the thing where Jiang Chengās father loves Wei Wuxian more than him, or at any rate likes him better and thinks heās a better person and prefers his company, would wind up feeding into a self-reinforcing loop.
(Jin Zixuan's nasty public remark about Jiang Fengmian treating Wei Wuxian better than his own children hits Jiang Cheng significantly harder in this scenario, where he's being Tormented by the feeling that all his peers know his dad walked out on him for another son. Wei Wuxian's punch is therefore even more clearly primarily for Jiang Cheng's sake, although Jiang Cheng is probably more inclined to see it as being for his dad's. Jin Zixuan is about halfway between the Jiang kids' ages here, so he's a senior saying this shit to a sophomore.)
So that cycle builds to the point where Jiang Cheng would eventually have one of those rare moments where he resorts to actual violence, because his poisoned feelings are choking him so bad his rationality deserts him.
Heās not going to be nearly as close to actually murdering Wei Wuxian as he was in canon the night the Jiang Sect was massacred, because itās a less extreme situation, but he still goes for the neck. So Jiang Fengmian is in his home office one Saturday about a year and a half into this new normal, and realizes the boys are fighting. He hears through the wall the accusation you stole my dad. He says to himself, well thatās terrible but interjecting myself into this situation would definitely make it worse.
Then he hears sounds of violence, and then an ominous abrupt silence, and updates that analysis.
And when he opens the door to the boysā room, Wei Wuxian is being strangled. Heās not really resisting, which is because heās made the call that thatās way more likely to get Jiang Cheng to snap out of it, and thinks it might make Jiang Cheng feel better to get it out of his system (because he does sort of feel like what Jiang Cheng is going through is all his fault, or at any rate is much worse as a result of decisions made for his sake) and is severely underestimating the dangers of choking, but looks to a third party like heās already passed out and Jiang Cheng is still at it. Which is to say, it looks like a serious murder attempt on the brink of success.
So that sure made that situation worse!
So yeah that's my idea that I probably won't write but it sure has its teeth in me.
#answers#snarglepop-content#ask#ask game#mdzs#meta#modern au#family drama#character study#i'm really sorry to the person who sent me that madam yu ask i worked on it for SO long but i CANNOT find it in my drafts#i'm hoping i posted it and forgot????#anyway this fic is drawn from conclusions i reached trying to articulate for that ask my thoughts on modern yu ziyuan#and how hard she is to work#because yzy's characterization is pretty exquisitely responsive to her context#in such a way that if you change the context she will either behave differently or become ooc#so she's a major failure point in modern aus because she tends to have her characterization adjusted to fit the needs of the story#its desired beats or themes or whump quota#and if you do this carelessly then either wwx and jc also become ooc#or the story ceases to have consistent internal logic#mdzs is a pretty well-balanced machine!#despite how many elements come across sort of slapdash because mxtx literally did not care about that part#i.e. scale or logistics or history-as-such rather than just some of its societal features#but she didn't care *intentionally* so it's generally insulated from undermining the important beats which is such a good trick ak;kjlsdf#ANYWAY#i'm overly invested in how hard it is to depict this family as shown in the novel#because there's so little information and it's so tempting to disregard some of it to get a simpler narrative#so easy to take madam yu's word about things because she's the only one talking#so easy to punch up the melodrama in the wrong spots or iron out the actual ugly bits#to get something easier to grasp at but less realistic#concept up for adoption if anyone wants btw
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I do not think evangelizing on the double standard of women being expected to wear makeup everyday to grown women is actually productive or respectful (provided they are not judging me for not wearing makeup), we can all make our own decisions on how to walk through this world, however, it is true that whenever a woman in my daily life equates making themselves decent and presentable with having a coat of natural makeup on, I do have to viscerally repress the urge to shake them by the shoulders and scream that they've been had.
#to be clear this is not me being against makeup or even against wearing it everyday!#i know it's an important part of self-expression for lots of people and also an accomplishment to have excellent makeup#this is specifically about my roommate who will constantly say things like#'and I completely forgot that I had to pick up a shift at the bar and I had to SCRAMBLE to get my makeup done'#or my mom who doesn't feel like going to work is even an option without a light coat of mascara#it just makes me internally go feral#i can get behind loving makeup as an addition#though I never will bother#but there's so much evidence around me of women who see makeup as a necessity and it just makes my skin itch like#like the world does not deserve that from us. truly.#if men don't have to we don't have to and it genuinely just eats me up inside when I hear makeup equated to personal hygiene.#like no it's Not Fair that you don't feel right leaving the house without makeup!#I'm sorry that you feel that way#i wouldn't say that to someone's face in real life bc that's condescending#but I do think that in a just world no woman would feel lazy for leaving without makeup
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New/old from Venice (September 1, 2022) āØ
IG credit to yourboychalamet
#timothee chalamet#timothĆ©e chalamet#I screencapped these and completely forgot to post#not sure where the original photos are from#sorry yāall#venice#venice international film festival#September 1
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Pari, in honor of International Women's Day, would you perhaps like to share with me your favorite One Piece women and what you love about them?
(Jackie's one of my faves and I hope she's treating herself today!)
I LOVE TALKING ABOUT THE GIRLIES YES PLEASE!!
(I sincerely hope Shriek and all the gals on the Victoria Punk are getting waited on hand and foot/claw, itās what they deserve!)
Honestly any of the gals that arenāt the worst are my faves šš but my top picks (in no particular order) are as follows:
- Nefertari Vivi: Damsel in distress? Sheās the damsel CAUSING distress! Alabasta is one of the best arcs/sagas and Vivi is the heart behind all of it! Lover her defiance, feistiness, inability to shut her yap sometimes (š¤£), everything about her is lovely! (Her and Jackie are spending IWD getting on Morgan's every last nerve and sipping tea)
- Nami: Our very first girlboss, we pledge allegiance to ye š«”š«”!! She set the precedent for good female character writing in OP with her complexity and tragedy while also being a silly goofball! Has never not slayed an outfit nor an enemy!! Plus sheās one half of the ultimate best friends duo in the entire series with Usopp!!
- Nico Robin: THEE weird girl representation!! Big old brain to think with, big old eyes to stare at you with blinking, big old mouth to say the most unsettling things! Was fighting for my life trying not to like her during the Miss All Sunday era but I couldnāt stop myself š«š«!! Her DF is in my top 3 DF's I would want (though I do not have her gracefulness šš)
- Carrot: My daughter #1! In a world where Vivi isnāt the final Strawhat Iād totally be cool with Carrot joining the party! Her arc from WCI to Wano was amazing and her bond with Pedro broke my heart every-time Toei decided to run that flashback back šš! Without her we wouldnāt have gotten that iconic introduction to Sulong! I think about her art of the Strawhats almost daily!
- Charlotte Pudding: My daughter #2! Oh how she broke my heart during WCIšš aND THEN SHE GOT NAPPED BY BLACKBEARD?? CAN MY GIRL CATCH A BREAK MY LORD?!? SHE'S LITERALLY JUST A GIRL!!! If/When Garp escapes/breaks out/is rescued he BETTER take Pudding with him!!
- Boa Hancock: so Pari fun fact, I was so excited to get to Impel Down because I wanted to see Ponytail Buggy that I watched the entirety of Amazon Lily in one day���which was a horrible mistake because I was crying so bad about Boa and her sister's backstory I couldnāt function. I didnāt dislike Boa beforehand but since then I have been a staunch Boa Hancock lover and defender. She has done nothing wrong ever and if she did they deserved it.
-Charlotte BrĆ»lĆ©e: Just like me forreal. My brother (who was pushing me to get into One Piece for ages) told me thereād be a character whoās basically me in WCI and it's BrĆ»lĆ©e! Very tall, very gangly, off-putting, says anything literally anytime, she couldnāt get more me if she tried! You could sayā¦it was likeā¦LOOKING IN A MIRROR!
[Honorable mentions because this could go on forever: Reiju, Stussy, Bonney, Ginny, Conis, Charlotte Lola and Chiffon, Shirahoshi, Otohime, Baby 5, Viola, Dadan.]
#I definitely forgot some ladies and to that I say: Iām sorry women#one piece#vivi#nami#nico robin#carrot#charlotte pudding#boa hancock#charlotte brulee#reiju#stussy#jewelry bonney#ginny#conis#charlotte lola#charlotte chiffon#shirahoshi#otohime#baby 5#viola#curly dadan#one piece oc#jackie#international women's day
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Felt like making some relationship thingies with my agent ocs <3
#keese draws#oc art#oc#splatoon#splatoon oc#inkling oc#octoling oc#salmonid oc#some of the icons are actually a bit old but eternity and gritās were drawn today š#oh I just realized that I forgot to mention eternity by name in his section on sashās page. heās the other salmonid#eh yknow what Iāll put agent tags on this#agent 3#agent 4#agent 8#neo agent 3#yknow I used to say off all my agents jim probably comes closest to their ācanonā counterpart but now idk#not that the competition is stiff enough for jim to not be on the table either way but yknow#sash may have the internal drama going on but they rly donāt act much different from captain 3#well from a surface level anyways#jim is kind of similar but she just also has a deep violent rage inside her#and by that I mean during splatoon 2 she was Incredibly violent and not in a hee hoo chaos kind of way#more in a. oh thereās smth wrong with this kid sort of way.#theyāre doing a lot better mentally and physically nowadays but back then shit was Rough.#and even nowadays jim has plenty of hashtag issues that do make themselves very apparent#basically theyāre too much of a lil edgelord (affectionate) for me to wanna give them that title anymore lol#anyways ignore me having a favorite child I love all my children equally <3#also sorry that check and grits relationships are kinda boring the two just donāt rly interact with others much#theyāre both autistic 14 year olds who are completely nonverbal 90% of the time#and one of them has a anxiety disorder and thatās the one who plays sports so they donāt make friends much in general#grit mostly hangs out at home making music on their laptop when check is out splatting those zones or whatever
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Just curious, will you ever draw megop?
I can see why its the most popular ship, if I had just gotten into transformers now I think I would have been a big fan, thereās so much good fan content for them and I canāt deny their relationship is pretty gay, but my mind is consumed with other robot thoughts ya know? Sides, you guys donāt need me, thereās plenty of talented megop artists out there haha!
I have drawn a stupid joke with them once before, maybe I'll redraw that but more better??
#yo heads up I ended up going on a tangent in the tags⦠a tagngent#ngl if i shipped megop more i dont think i would have ever created this blog#i did origonally create this for ratchet and optimus but i dunno if i would be as into it as i was if i was already into megop#same with Megatron and Starscream#its just how my brain likes to ship like a character can have many side ships that i like but the main pairing? ohh that is like drugs#i think if i wasnt into transformers as much i would've shipped megop for the movie and consumed the content for it and then moved on#not to say that megop fans arent into transformers!! its just I wouldnt have such a need to create anything because everyone else is!#which is what ive been doing in fandom lately ive just been getting into the most popular things for the abundant content then... moving on#sure I will always come back to transformers and tf2 but with newer stuff Iāve gotten into the habit of liking the most popular ship first#just to have access to the abundant fan content and ngl I donāt think theres anything WRONG with that#itās just that I havenāt been creating anything for 2 years before starting this blog and I think I forgot how fun it was#itās been FOREVER since I was obsessed with a ship with barely any fanfics#hell even a ship with less then 1000 works#but ever since I started posting and creating Iāve been having thoughts of#huh#so this is what itās all about#no hate to megop at all this ask just made me think a lot#I am very sleep deprived sorry if this makes no sense#not judging anyone here itās just a bunch of internal stuff#im also a comp sci student so talks of ai consumerism and the joy of creating art for art have been on my mind#ai bad just to be clear I just wanna code games#asks#maybe Iāll clear this later
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Bruh

'These sounds are very rare in languages'
'These sounds are common in disordered speech'
I wonder if these 2 facts have anything to do with each other.
#Anyone who has a lisp or other 'speech disorder'#i am so fucking sorry for your natural variations in speaking being pathologised as something to be corrected#i literally just wondered 'whats the IPA for pronouncing p or m with your tongue instead of your lower lip'#and guess fucking what its not even on the standard IPA chart#i am literally making a sound with my mouth i cannot find in the INTERNATIONAL PHONTETIC ALPHABET#wikipedia at least has it#wtf#this is like the 3rd time ive looked up a sound example and the comments are full of#'oh this is a real sound? this is what my lisp sounds like i had speech therapy to stop making that sound!'#and similar sentiments#*screaming*#obligatory 'not every speech therapy is unnecessary or entirely due to pathologisation'#have a lisp and dont want to and go to a speech therapist to try and stop having one? awesome valid i love you#viewing a lisp as an inherent problem or illness that your or your child must have 'fixed'? *screaming again*#ableism#i forgot to put real tags sorry lol#cw ableism#jus in case
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My second order came! This time my cat did not try eating them^^
Ah, I'm glad to hear that ^^!
Looks like you're starting a small army over there XP
Thanks so much for making another order with me! I'm glad it made it okay despite being so packed ;w;
#thanks for the ask!#and for the support!#i'm gonna make the guess that you're 10-kliff/tati order person#i'm really sorry if I made you feel bad over that one post ^^;#Sincerely - don't feel obligated to buy that much from me - you don't owe me anything but i'm really happy that you're enjoying the stuff!#all the same - pace yourself~ being able to feed yourself is more important than collecting my plastic ^^;#especially with how things are going right now in our pitiful country~#but if it's making you happy i'm not gonna fault ya for that~#just don't start thinking that y'all *need* to support me#i'll work out my own issues#and we're actually pretty close to getting into the black now! so hopefully international orders will be open soon!#we actually would have hit it sooner#but this whole thing ran into an extra cost that i forgot to factor in.#so that's why it's taking me longer than i expected to get my footing
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A meme based on this video from @sizzlingsandwichperfection-blog
#as a genuine Dr. Thunder fan I'm happy that John acknowledged its existence even if it wasn't necessarily in an encouraging way lol#sorry to John but I did refer to him as a Dr. Pepper snob irl lol#anyway as always sending love to both Hank and John! wishing them both a pleasant day!#I'm happy to support an unpaid intern and sudden CEO of several things as the man with many jobs focuses on health + healing#john green#hank green#coffee company#vlogbrothers#ashley makes memes#put this in my drafts and then forgot about it sorry š
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āAs of today, this is Tokyo Manji Gangās territory.ā
#mamiya shotaro#kisaki tetta#tokyo revengers#tokyo revengers live action#tokrev#tokyo manji gang#jdrama#jdramasource#asiandramasource#moviegifs#lextag#connorjesup#userstorge#usermare#i literally forgot to post this#so here is the last set of him as kisaki in tokrev#the coloring is terrible it was so dark... but im super lazy to redo it again sorry you guys#but bl00dy halloween international release WHEN#do i need to wait til december !!???sighhhh#belleparkgif
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Is it too cheesy to think abt bucky seeing me as his soulmate š
#i care abt him sm and love him sm i forgot to stop and think abt him feeling the same way#<then i get lowkey nervous and its lowkey internalized fatphobia that makes me scared#not to get deep and sad sorry š
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