#i hurt so much

[burythecarnival]

well met, beautiful tumblrites 🖤 my pain is at a 9 today & i am having a really fucking hard time. if anyone is able to help me with groceries, some epsom salts, easily heated up meals, snackies etc. for the weekend (please only give if you can afford it & it won't stress your wallet), it would be incredibly appreciated. i am trying to stay bundled up, medicated & as close to comfortable as i can get. i know money is tight for some of you; never apologize if you are unable to help!!

luv, cuddles & cauldron bubbles, the ghost queen 👻

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[captainpikeachu]

This new preview clip has killed my soul

Keiko: “What are you doing?”

Lee: “My job”

💀💀💀💀💀💀👍🏼

His job.

He’s gonna make sure his girls get home 🥲

Keiko, Cate, and May screaming for him to get back 🫠

PLS DON’T LET HIM DIE 😭

PLS GODZILLA NEED TO COME IN AND BE BESTIE SAVING THE DAY

[addictt-with-a-pen]

I hope I don’t wake up tomorrow

[jinkies]

give it up for 10 hour work day everyone

[galikobia]

Would death fix me?

Would I be better off

Cold

Silent

Still?

Would others be?

Would they miss me, would they cry?

Or would they say,

"Well

Thank God that's over."

And leave me to my dark and chilly grave?

Am I a nuisance?

Do I bug you?

Does my presence or existence make your life worse?

I am needy, clingy,

Desperate for attention

Always begging to be seen.

Doesn't it get old?

Doesn't the look of my face and the sound of my voice just

Grate

Grind

Wear

On your body and soul?

It does

On mine.

I imagine worlds,

Places where the world runs on magic and stories,

And I can hold the universe in my heart.

But

I don't imagine I matter

Because my imagination isn't big enough for such a fiction

And my heart too small to hold myself.

I am broken.

But

Would death fix me?

[nonbinary-cryptid-baby]

Woke up feeling like shit, worked my full shift and than drove to urgent care. Turns out I have a wicked viral intestinal infection womp womp

[deepwoundsandfadedscars]

Being sick while living alone sucks, doubly so when there's no where in town that delivers food or are closed on inconvenient days

[depressedhatakekakashi]

I wish whatever this sickness is that’s kicking my ass a very good ‘go the fuck away’

[hit-the-dirt-and-get-back-on]

I just want the pain to end.

[lylawrites]

The AO3 writer curse finally got to me.

On Sunday, I had like THE WORSE CASE of food poisoning ever that I legit had to go to the hospital. RIGHT WHEN I WAS GOING TO EDIT SOME FICS.

Straight up bs. I was doing so well.

[kingratclown]

I'm so scared I'll never see more than the disgusting world I'm trapped in. If I ever get the money to travel, will my body even be able to keep up by then..? I wish I could stop grieving the loss of my life as I watch my body give up on me....

[trippygalaxy]

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[erismourn]

The good painkillers didn't work and I can't take anything else 😁🔫

[lilkocobean]

Gonna go cry myself to sleep now night ppl

[pagankingfinn]

I am in constant fucking pain and I'm this close to a fucking breakdown because I went to the store for fucking athletic tape because I can't wear binders and now from a short walk everything hurts. Do you have any fucking clue how debilitating it is to be unable to go for a 15 to 20 (at most) minute fucking walk around the gods damn grocery store and then be bedridden because nothing works and your medical system would rather you die so you don't inconvenience able bodied people. If one system doesn't want me dead then another does or another will when they run out of victims, and I wish I could just not be in constant pain that nothing touches. I wish I could go outside and instead I have to worry about heat exhaustion or worse because lo and behold being in constant pain results in RUNNING A LOW GRADE FEVER.

[jovine]

Oh my god this is the worst experience ever