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Wars of world 2024 reflection...
I know this post will be ignored, maybe reported or deleted... But seeing the barbarities around the world nowadays I need to put it somewhere every X time.... If I don't I couldn't sleep... And if just 1 person see this and help for something would be fine.. 😔
(Every picture will be more disturbing than the other one. ADVISE )
I see how people forgot the horrors of world war ... Forgot how unnecessary it was.
I see how half world is on war with their stupid politic/religious/economic reasons... Believing in presidents and ideologies ... Are of u are guilty.
I see how soldiers and armies are responsible of all the pain. Not powerful people, just soldiers. Just poors killing poors , and they look like proud and courageous men... I'm ashame of anyone who took a weapon for money. Of every soldier of every army of every country. Ashamed of my own specie.
I see how the big corps and powerful nations make business and preserve their fortunes with innocent blood just because all soldiers and war supports didn't took a history book and rode some pages.
How we repeat and repeat and repeat and repeat and repeat and repeat and repeat the same mistakes as the grandfather's of our grandfathers
I see how we are damned ... We aren't more than monkeys who learnt to talk... We don't know to boikot all this nightmare, to unite against who decide all this hell and we force to solve any problem with energy, territory or society instead to claim revenge and blood.
I see how media is convincing us that the war have a meaning...
I don't care if it's Israel, USA, Russia, Europe, Middle east, India... All of them are trash.
All of them who talk about revenge, hate, freedom at cost of war and dead, if one of these pieces of shit is reading this, please go out this blog.
I hope there's some kind of divine pain for all of you who put a meaning to wars... Stupids... Fanatics... Murderers... Demons.
Let people live in peace and explote yourselves with all your money.
#freedom#peaceandlove#not war#stop war#war is business#soldiers are guilty#people is guilty#cruel war pictures#war haven't sense#world on war#world wars#world war III#we are apes#armies are apes#poor people killing poor people for business#i hope u all suffer for this#hate the hate#peace#there's other ways#we can solve problems without war#use brain not guns#NO to dead#YES to intelligence#i can't sleep for all of this#half world is on war#yemen war#syria war#ukraine war#russia war#israel war
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[Ready for a new game?]
day 11 definitelynottober - heart in your fist & week 1 weeklyhermittober - beginnings
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IM SO READY LETSGO SO EXCITED FOR THE NEW LIFE SERIES💥💥💥💥💥💥
#definitelynottober#definitelynottober2024#weeklyhermittober#trafficblr#traffic smp#life series#grian#bdoubleo100#bigbst4tz2#ethoslab#geminitay#goodtimeswithscar#impulsesv#martyn inthelittlewood#ldshadowlady#mumbo jumbo#pearlescentmoon#ok not tagging the rest bc theyre so in the back JKASLDJAJAWHAH#but also#zombiecleo#my art#i suffered so much with this piece but i really liked the idea KLASJDKAUEUEHE#maybe ill polish it more later URGH THIS TOOK SO LONGGGGGG#me: ok i need to catch up im two days late#also me: life series all members GO#HOPE U GUYS LIKE IT LOL#i didnt mess up the day count and only just realized now KLSADKLUEHUEJ. AS U CAN TELL THIS PIECE FRIED MY BRAINNNNNNN#edit again i did not completely forget this is also for weeklyhermittober.... trust.......................... KASDUEUEUHGl
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Making Incorrect H:SR Quotes Until I Run Out of (hopefully) Original Ideas - Pt. 4 - Nuthin' but Boothill Edition
[Pt. 1] [Pt. 2] [Pt. 3] [Pt. 5] [Pt. 6]
#boothill#honkai star rail#hsr#hsr incorrect quotes#hsr memes#honkai star rail memes#hsr meme#honkai star rail meme#hsr textpost#hsr boothill#boothill hsr#hsr spoilers#hsr 2.2 spoilers#hmmm... don't think it's worth tagging the others in the 9th image. this ain't about them#still unsure abt how to do the alt text for these kinda posts properly but hopefully i'm improving#anyways. don't think i've ever seen heard and typed "cowboy' so many times in one day as i have while making this good lord#i did a bit of digging around and haven't Seen any of these done yet so. here's hoping that's the case!#i'm only ~3/4 of the way through the 2.2 main quest but the need to make these compelled me to put these out Now#i can already tell u that there Will be more of these for Boothill tho bc i'm crazy abt him. probably enough to make another dedicated post#but i'm gonna wait until i'm fully caught up on the plot (and will probably spoil myself for more of his character lore after that as well)#speaking of. i'm gonna go eat mac n' cheese and stay up too late playing through the rest of the main quest#i'm loving it so far. many thoughts head full abt it all but in a good way. hoping for more Boothill moments as we approach the end#he's def not the main character here but he is to Me okay. he is to me. i'm scarfing down every crumb he drops#i'm also suffering from Aventurine withdrawals out here. Argenti mentioning him was Interesting but i need More. Where Is He.#also. was Argenti intentionally not voiced or was it a game issue?? the hell was that. threw me off so hard when i couldn't hear him speak#anyways i'm getting off topic and wasting precious gaming time so i'll be takin' my leave now
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GEMPEARL DIVORCE!!
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#Gempearl is DEAD and I hope it stays BURIED! </3#wild life smp#life smp#trafficblr#traffic smp#wild life smp spoilers#traffic life spoilers#life series smp#majormoon#galaxy duo#c!geminitay critical#neg gempearl#gempearl critical#Guess who just got a chance to watch Wild Life episode 2...#OHH I'm SO happy. THRIVING even!#Karma. Truly. At it's finest! <3#“Scott and Pearl should divorce!!” Hm. Actually... Nope! No U!#Suffer >:3c#Oooh all the toxic Gempearl fans must be WEEPING.#Cry about it <3
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dumping my old farcille doodles 😋
#farcille#dungeon meshi#I have the manga I just have to finish it.. endless pain and suffering#I love monster girl yuri <3 and I hope u all love it too bus there will be more#bcs* not bus#MINOR SPELLING MISTAKE T-T#my art
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farah gets the shakes sometimes. a thing from her childhood that's loyally followed her to now. her whole body will tremble, and if it's a bad enough episode, her teeth will also chatter.
and she hates it. it makes her feel so incredibly fragile, so intensely out of control. this thing that wracks her body when it's decided it's had enough, it's mortifying...
she's the commander of the ulf, there are so many people that depend on her. and there are some days where she dreads holding anything, for fear she'll break it.
she takes herself to hadir when she gets like this. he's the only one she trusts to see her in such a vulnerable state. she knows he won't judge her, won't loose faith in her or her abilities.
but then he betrays her, and she has no one to go to. she has no one to soothe her, to hold her shaking hands in theirs to lessen the trembles.
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farah is surprised- elated, really, when she finds out that alex is alive. she missed him dearly. she had warmed up to him much faster than she ever thought she would, and she had mourned who they could have been had he not asked her to order him into that room.
but she doesn't need to mourn anymore. he's right back at her side.
he's at her side the day hadir dies. he stays with her when they get back at base. he walks with her to her room, follows her inside. he stays with her as her hands start to shake.
he kneels in front of her where she sits on the edge of her bed, and takes her hands gently in his, and holds tightly. he sweeps his thumbs back and forth across her knuckles. just like hadir used to...
and that makes farah finally break, she sobs, leans forward in pain, and rests her head on his shoulder.
she cries, and she trembles, and throughout it all, alex is with her. he holds her shaking hands in his steady ones, and tells her it'll be alright, tells her that he's here, he's got her.
#i hope this vibes. i never know how to end a story but i ive been in a slump and slacking on content and i feel bad#this is based on the fact that when u play as baby farah in mw1 her hands shake :(((#(ovbi bc shes a scared child) but i just wanted to take that idea and upscale it#lord take all pain and suffering away from farah and give to to literally anyone else i cant take this anymore 😩#mw#chittering#call of duty#cod#mw1#mw2#cod mw2#farah#alex#farah karim#alex keller#faralex#alex x farah#farah x alex#drabble#fic#fanfic
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to celebrate my return to tumblr, I figured I'd upload an audio from my first session with @flowertickles that I never got around to posting 🫠
#this is embarrassing but.....we will suffer for the art i guess#i dont know what to say other than i hope u all enjoy this 🫠#my content#audio#tks#tickle blog#tickles#tickle content#tickling#i dont know how to tag things oops#flowertickles#ticklishwallflower#tickling audio#ticklish#tickle community
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hi! birthday. which means it's finally time t
yo what the itch store is fixed up now
damn what? I don't know where this came from. look all the comics I put on g*mr**d a year ago are back here again with all the formatting and typesetting by @fireflysummers as well as the exclusive bonus art wtf who did this. my werewolf comic on here too what the hells!! that one also got re-toned for printing if u want to AND an exclusive cover spread !!! what the fuck!!!!! come see for urself I can't make this shit up
#bakuspecial#comic#itch.io#bakugoods#<- made up a tag for when I sell things that aren't commissions just now#for folks who still remember me talking abt a physical run of these comics: I'm so sorry this year and the last have been brutal#and I live in a well and suffer a curse of international mails never going well. so the logistics became Very complicated#I still think abt it tho! I've prepped up all the assets just bc I thought abt it so much... we picked out a gift print for the orders#And a bonus print for the pack#but I couldn't gather my brain enough to make it happen. yet#it takes a bit of overhead so I gotta build that up. which is. right now talk for after the shit that just happened to me got smoothed out#but I do want it to happen. I've been sitting on this exclusive custom print for like two years now#I really love that drawing its so cute. I still hold that project close to my heart#anyways uhh itch store! happy birthday to me!#last year this time was so rough I didn't even Want to think about my birthday lol#strangely enough with this small little fragmentation grenade we just got I became more motivated to fuck around on my bday lmao#probably out of spite. hammer philosophy#my parents love making a whole thing out of me and the brother's bdays lol so dinner's gonna be something#but for now I can still chill. and prep up stuff. and do my thang#if u look thru the itch store and get something from there thank u so much! I hope the comics treat u well#and now. I make hot drink. have a good day lads! do a little jig for us let's go
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day 6 : nightmare
#terukiweek2023#mp100#mob psycho 100#mob psycho#mp100 fanart#mp100 teru#teruki hanazawa#he needs a hug#hope u all know i was looping acrophobia while drawing this and it made the experience 10x worse#originally i was gonna make something cute but i decided to suffer instead
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You guys.
Help.
One particular commenter is getting in my head. And I just want you to know it is taking every single ounce of my being not to project the steadily growing headcanon ship I have for Lucifer x Sofia into the actual fic. Like I’ve always wanted this to be a non-romance fic that focuses on Luci’s mental health so I don’t think I actually will. However I’m telling you all because I want you to be proud of the amount of self-restraint I have.
Please recognize my efforts because they’re actually kinda a cute concept and I’m dying. He’s already adored by her kid so there’s no issue there and I just— I caaan’t—
#fanfic content#lucifer fanfiction#hazbin hotel fanfiction#fanfic#fanfiction#hazbin hotel lucifer#hazbin hotel#i love luci#shipping#trying so hard#to keep it out of the actual fic#and just in my head#u don’t get how hard it’s becoming#but pls I’m trying so hard#I just have to repeat to myself#this is a gen fic#over and over again#but DAMMIT if I have to think about it and consider the possibility#then so do u all!#this momma duck will not suffer alone#(and for the commenter putting this in my head#I hope you’re happy)#what time is it
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Hi! You've mentioned that 'What We Want' has a playlist. If it's not to spoilery (and you feel comfortable doing so) could you share some of the songs on it.
I hope you start feeling better soon. ❤️
oh my god im so glad someone asked!!! I'll share some of my favourite songs from the playlist, the ones that i think like... summarise the stories feeling the most. Idk. The ones with the highest vibe quality. Some of these you will actually see referenced in the fic later on lmao.
Here's the playlist for your listening pleasure
If you have any more questions, theories (what song relates to which character, where in the story, etc) please send it in! I love talking about this.
#sophie speaks#sophie answers#series:www#also reader canonically likes bastille i feel its very much her favourite band/singer idk#and what you gonna do??? is like. the anthem for the fic basically#u are in this insane situation your life is changed irrevocably you are sad and miserable and embarrassed and lost#and yet you have the opportunity to do so much good in the world#to change YOUR life the lives of the ones YOU love#to change the city you live in to fix the broken system you suffered through#...to get the revenge you so desperately crave?#ALSO ALSO thelma and louise is dick's fallen in love song and werewolf is jason's fallen in love song thank you all have a good day#both have their own future scenes in www and i love love love both of them. theyre both so filled with joy and hope and feeling UGH#edit: wait tims is coffee i forgot. which is unfortunate considering... the themes of the song...#hinted spoilers my beloved#i want that grovel bby we are working on ourselves for our love <3 <3
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#so i have an appt. to the psychiatric department for personality disorders tmrw...#and like i tried sending a self referral to them last year lmao#and they only said that heyyy you're doing amazing sweetie you are high functioning 🖕🏻🖕🏻🖕🏻🖕🏻🖕🏻#then i've ben to the health care center and since they think they cant treat me bc it's too severe they've sent referrals to other places#which have all declined me... so they also sent one to the psychiatric who sent a referral to this pd department#who that time also said that they can't accept me#so the therapist at the health care center like idk exactly but she sent a report on how they didnt handl my case properly#which made them call on me for an evalutation appt.#but i have 0 hopes. i honestly think the entire psych care is fucking lame and bullshit#i highly doubt they're even equipped to treat personality disorders#& even if they are theire budgetis getting cut bc ppl love having rightists ruling the government .... which means no funds for healthcare#anyway. PLUS it's a man.... -_- which reducuses my chances of being taken seriously even more...#i also hate talking to male therapists/psychiatrists... no fucking thanks. but i have to </3#i just really dont wanna go. like im gonna have to put energy into trying to argue for my right for treatment. w ppl who should inferstand#UNDERSTAND* i hate typing on my ipad ffs. they should understand my personality disorders..#bit health care proffessionals are horrible ppl and dont give a fuck abt their patients lol. so they're only condescending and rude 🤢🤮#i hate being in these environments bc everyone treats u like shit. the receptionists are so fkn rude and almost outright mean and insulting#the doctors and therapists and psychiatrists are all bullies who look down on u and make u feel small and worthless#so im really dreading it... but im also at my wit's end. i am missing out on my entire life. im desperate for help#even if i wholeheartedly believe that these worthless wastes of space wont give me any treatment i'll still need to go and try#then ig i'll just have to keep pestering the healthcare system. i might wventually even have to start going to the psych. ER so they put#that on my records and like idk. that costs money tho. plus from everyone i've heard from...#being at a psych ER esp when your situation isnt dire is awful and hell#my cousin who had been ther after a sui attempt had said that it 'scared him straight'#and that it was so terrible that he did everything to get back home as soon as possible and do whatever to never end up there again#so yuh... i'd rather not!#i was supposed to (my own decision) to write a list with ALL my symptoms and bring and be like LOOK MONGREL!!!#but since i suffer from avpd...... i havent. i procrastinated and now it's too late whoopsie. i'll just have to wing it fuckkkk 🥴#ofc it also has to be 8.45 .. so early in the morning for me im so mad ahhhhh i dont wanna go i am throwing up and screaming#but atp i'd have to pay $35 myself for not going so that will motivate me enough to force myself to go
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people who leave comments on AO3 are the unsung heroes of fandom btw
#like thank u carol you're a real one#you've made all the suffering worth it i hope you have a good day#fandom
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me: there's cinnamon in the tea? ugh I don't like cinnamon in tea.
"you're so picky. you have to go to an unfamiliar house, so what're you gonna do if your mother-in-law likes cinnamon in tea? don't have such preferences. it's not attractive on a girl 😄"
yeah I'm busting my ass off and greying my hair and losing weight at an unhealthy rate for my degree so that a lady who I have never met in my life can dictate my life choices before I even meet her. okay.
#just because you're in an unhappy marriage doesn't mean everyone has to suffer for marriage#this probably isnt relatable but i hope people understand why sometimes i writethe shit i do#in twisted but tender the conversation reader has her mom after childe'e visit was a real conversation i had#and then they ask why i dont like the motherland#like yeah. okay. i suffered for 7 years to get into a top 30 university and am still suffering for an engineering degreefrom there just so-#-that random women who didnt even bother to read a book in their entire life because their sole purpose was to get married can tell me what-#-i should and shouldnt be doing and shame me for wanting to live for myself and not some man and his mother whom i have never met in my life#this is why i like war criminals and mentally ill and traumatised men#yeah he'd lock me up in his basement or something but at least he'd LIKE me and not treat me like a maid like the rest of you#good god man get a life and stop ruining mine#this wasnt the only thing she said#she continued to talk about how im too independent and should be eating everything and cooking everything because i wont know what my-#-mother in law and husband would like so i should be trained and not fail in that#i would love to cook for my husband and feed him and take care of him but when u shove it into my face like that I'd rather not marry at all#delete later#20k aventurine fic might take some time#sorry for the delay guys#zuri rambles
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its sad how many games would be fine as stand alone vns but bc everyone wants to make a quick buck theyre gachas solely for that stupid ass reason
#cliffnotes/.txt#bc the vn portion will be like. this is a normsl vn this is fine#and then everything else will be wonky as shit. battle system is gutter. actual gacha system sucks ass. getting materials is a bitch#like u did not want to make a gacha. u just wanted to make a vn and im suffering for it bc i wanted to read it#even some games that are supposed to be like mobile dating sims only have gacha systems...god i hope it dies out soon#was waiting to see if anything changes w/ whb and i saw velvet react was releasing soon so i downloaded it#and its very rough. but it is 2 days old so im letting some of my grievances up with that#but its. pretty solid as a vn on its own. everything else? toss it#i dont like the sprite art style At All but i do at least like the characters#but ya i wish a very much Die to the prevalence of gachas and gacha systems#but then ik whatever would replace it (bc it is certain to die out eventually as a trend just not any time soon)#would not be any better.
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Why have iced coffee when you can have milkshake??
#[ he's never had an iced coffee in his life ]#[ caffeine is toxic to insects ]#[ YOU SUFFER NNOI YOU SUFFER AND YOU DON'T EVEN KNOW IT ]#[ hello guys! ]#[ fatigue hit me like a trainwreck yesterday RIP ME ]#[ and when i recovered i was in the mood for house chores so i did that instead ahaha ]#[ this is what happens when cleaning is one of your hobbies ]#[ today i hope i will have more energy ]#[ need to write!! ]#[ will try to get some stuff done on here and maybe on doflamingo as well ]#[ also !! i gotta tell you guys about my flowers u v u ]#[ a lot of the ones i sowed this spring are flowering ]#[ I'M VERY PROUD ]#[ hope you're all doing good! :D ]#despair for me. ╱ in character.#burn the city. ╱ main verse.
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