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bru·tal /ˈbro͞odl/ (adjective); punishingly hard (b/a)

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GUYS SHE ASKED ME ON A DATE

AnD I ASKED HER ON A DATE

I'm literally so happy rn!!!!!!!!

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The Moon

upright: intuition, uncertainty, confusion, secrets reversed: fear, deception, anxiety, misunderstanding

[right-side-up version of the reversed version under the cut]

Of course I had to do a tarot card for Carrion, but I wasn't sure what one to do until my dear beloved friend Angel (who happens to play Valeska, the little warlock who has completely disarmed Carrion) suggested the moon.

Not only is this card perfect for Carrion, I love it because I get to play with and subvert the typical idea of a moon + transformation combo, a werewolf. (Carrion's transformation isn't tied to the moon, but yk.) For example, his "monstrous" form is pictured with the new moon, and his "normal" form is pictured with the full moon, which is the reverse of the typical werewolf lore. Which is fitting given that Carrion's "monstrous" form is the hidden secret.

The meanings of the reversed card are just so fucking perfect for Carrion and his transformation. He's dead set on killing his former mentor who left him for dead in chains. But the whole thing is at heart a huge misunderstanding, because Theodore really didn't have any other option. (He was duty- and oath-bound to protect the rest of the Order, and given that Carrion Reverence had just attacked a member of the Order, he had to choose between Reverence and the many other people he was sworn to protect. It wasn't an easy decision, to the point where he literally lost his divine magic because of regret from leaving Reverence behind, but from the perspective of a Knight Commander, it was the right one.)

And the fear and anxiety are pretty self-explanatory. People are afraid of Carrion's transformation, but he's maybe even more afraid of their reactions. He doesn't want to be experimented on or killed or locked away somewhere. While he hated his transformation at first because he thought it made him a monster (and he still carries more internalized self-loathing than he'd ever admit out loud), now he sees it as a tool, a weapon, a way to protect himself and keep himself safe from anyone who might want to hurt or capture him. (Ignoring the fact that without the transformation no one would want to do those things to him...)

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Unable to perceive the shape of you, I find you all around me. Your presence fills my eyes with your love. It humbles my heart, for you are everywhere.

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I like tattoos and wips so have a bit of both ;)

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Unable to perceive the shape of you, I find you all around me. Your presence fills my eyes with your love. It humbles my heart, for you are everywhere.

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In my other art inspired posts I included poems related to the paintings, but as I am recreating a picture of a Historical Figure, here is a link to an article about the life of Empress Elisabeth ('Sisi') of Austria.

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Volume 1: Paper, Cotton, Leather

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In my other art inspired posts I included poems related to the paintings, but as I am recreating a picture of a Historical Figure, here is a link to an article about the life of Empress Elisabeth ('Sisi') of Austria.

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How do you know when a girl likes you vs when shes just being friendly

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After a day of dress shopping ...

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As it’s currently autumn in San Myshuno Sage and Levi headed somewhere warmer.

Poses [x] by @simsgami [x] [x] by @hula-zombie Lot [x] by @starrysimsie

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Ask Game: List 5 things that make you happy, then put this in the ask box for the last 10 people who liked or reblogged something from you! get to know your mutuals and followers :)

1. Reading / listening to a good book

2. Cuddling my cat

3. Baking things and having people enjoy them

4. The smell of fresh laundry

5. Throwing myself completely into a new project

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Not to accidentally turn this blog into my DIARY or whatever (tbf between Hamlet and school rn Sims is unfortch not a priority for me) but she messaged me on instagram!!! I might throw up!!!!!

One of the other girls in my Hamlet production is really pretty and I can't talk to her

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🌷🌻🌹🌼 Send this flower to 10 (or more 🤗) mutuals to let them know you love them! 🌷🌻🌹🌼

Aww thank uuu!!!!!🌸🌼🌻🌺🌷 some more flowers back at ya

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'it's Jinx now. Powder fell down a well’

another jinx remake because i’m still not okay after act 2