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They really fumbled the season 14 emotional core specifically by not having Mary be present and recognisably Mary for MOST of the season. It feels like we see more of her after her death than before it, and when we do see her before it she's a completely different character who's their uncomplicatedly loving mom.
Take season 10 Charlie, who was present and dynamic and alive and forming new relationships with other major characters and was generally a big part of the plot for season 10. Take season 12 Mary even! So cool they fridged her thrice. The high level of emotion from Dean and Sam after her (apparent) s12 finale death was meaningful to the audience because Mary IS season 12. Take season 7 Bobby! He is active and present and having an emotional arc and has been consistently a part of the fabric of the show.
And compare these to season 14 where she is living in a cabin with an unimportant side character, she's being sweet and motherly full stop, she's in The Pearl where her husband comes back from the dead and she has NO complicated scenes or emotions to process with Dean or Sam and gets maybe 3 lines in the whole 'pisode. The show doesn't give a fuck about her. And this is after season 13 where she's mostly in another world doing fuck all.
For a death to have weight in fiction you need to remind the audience consistently that THIS CHARACTER IS IMPORTANT by having them form new relationships, do things for the plot and generally be present onscreen. As it stands, even though intellectually I know that if MY mom got killed and her murderer came to see me going 🥺 it was her fault really 🥺 will you comfort me 🥺 and I knew they were going to kill more people, I would probably be easily persuaded to put them in eternal prison or shoot them in the head - the emotional truth of it on the show just doesn't carry through.
It feels like an overreaction for Dean to be so angry about this for so long because the show didn't care about Mary enough to have her around. What is he losing by not having her around? In season 14, they don't show us. They did in s12 - the potential to be seen, and the complex joy of getting to know his actual mother rather than the idea of her. And by not showing us, it makes it not exist, because its a tv show and anything that isn't being depicted implicitly isn't important to the story. If you removed all of Mary's scenes from s14 before her death, what would change? Pretty much nothing.
Now to be clear, I don't think they should have fridged Mary at all. But they could have at least done it properly. The sexism that made the writers less bothered about characterising Mary thoughtfully in s14 is a blight on the show.
#being sexist makes you worse at storytelling!!!!!#mary campbell winchester#mary winchester#it also feels like an overreaction because Sam compartmentalises it after like one episode#sam 'i still grieve jess sometimes here in s15' (where and when babe) winchester moves past mary real quick#by which i mean he stuffs it down with everything else and hopes it goes away <3#and I understand! that they only had the budget for so many samantha smith appearances! there is a guest star per episode limit of some sor#but they didn't utilise her episodes effectively or have them consistently coming off the phone with her or having other characters#discuss their conflicts with her#WHICH THEY DID EFFECTIVELY. IN SEASON 12.#that 'is mom okay or should i call you mary?' text is still devastating#and FREE.#FREE FOR THEM TO DO.#THEY PLAYED WORDS WITH FRIENDS TO KEEP HER PRESENT IN THE SEASON#women be objects. :/#cawis creates
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cherishing our shared time
#reverse 1999#r1999#vertin#schneider#verneider#vertin x schneider#based on an illustration by edward vebell#i cannot get enough of vintage art x r1999#i have just been missing them lately#i do have angst ideas for them but for now just take this okay <3#doomed yuri? not today babes#i hope i've gotten better at drawing schneider and just. her 20s vibe in general#titaniumart
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Louis/ Lestat/ Armand: “ I want to go home.” 
for the five sentences writing meme!
in my heart this takes place shortly post-BC ♥
It's nonsensical, Lestat knows this.
He was home.
Home at Auvergne, home in this castle with its stone walls. And yet the thought sprung unbidden into his mind with all the urgency and anguish of a lost child: "I want to go home..." Skittering like an insect in his skull, knocking the breath out of him, almost causing him to shatter in the pen gripped tightly in his hand. The instinct to flee from the intensity of emotion making every muscle in his body tense in expectation of an imaginary blow.
There's something though, some nagging and grudgingly formed sentiment of self-preservation that's guiding him now, urging him to his senses to hone in on the two hearts in the entire castle that mean the most to him.
His refuge, the two beings whom Lestat's hurt the most in his long immortal life and who have hurt him back just as much. The two who have loved him the most over the past two hundred years and whom Lestat has loved every bit in return.
It's a hypnotic sound, galvanizing him right out of his chair and down the corridors—a man in a trance, Sleeping Beauty to the spindle—the dual heartbeats of Louis and Armand pulsating in perfect sync and in close proximity.
He finds them in Louis's rooms, of course. Utterly nude and tucked up into a semblance of mortal slumber in the ornate four-post bed. Lilies in a vase on the bedside table lending a heady perfume to this lovers' tableau.
Lestat bit his lip.
Armand had always been more successful at getting Louis to shed his maddening façade of morality and decorum. But that was Armand's way, wasn't it? The expert seductor.
You're thinking much too loudly, Armand's soft telepathic voice cut through the turmoil in Lestat's weary head.
Am I, imp? there's no bite to it, the events of the past couple weeks having left Lestat feeling thoroughly declawed.
Join us, Lestat. The only thing stopping you is you. Armand batting his sooty lashes up at him from his prone position, a greedy tease.
Auburn hair splayed out over Louis's narrow chest, pale apple cheek pressing onto the dark hair there, bare thigh slung casually over Louis's hip, delicate fingers still clinging to inky curls at the nape of Louis's neck.
And Louis! How exquisitely did his beauty shine with a dark flush of blood highlighting the dramatic planes of his aristocratic face, long lashes casting shadows over angular cheekbones as he dreamt mortal dreams.
An electrifying thrill jolts through Lestat when he recognizes the source of the blood in him, making the connection between Armand's pallid little face and Louis's seemingly living one, blissed in repose.
His throat suddenly burning with the need to taste Louis and Armand as one, as if Lestat's never had a drink in his life. Hunger almost too much to bear because it's really a combination of the three of them that he's smelling: his powerful blood in Louis's veins now melded with Armand's to create the most intoxicating fusion.
He sees himself in Armand's mind as he crawls towards them on all fours like a starving panther, something feral and desperate. Pupils blown wide, mouth open and fangs peeking out in anticipation, delirious with indecision as to which one he will claim first, craving the fervent delight of the conquer.
Lestat's only thought, only idea, only discernable desire is to ravage them, devour them whole, make for Louis and Armand a home inside of himself so that he may never feel homesick again.
#i feel like i started meta and then got soft and then...#I'M TRYING TO SAY LOUIS AND ARMAND TOGETHER WOULD BE LESTAT'S PERFECT HOME OKAY#that's it that's my ot3 meta#lestat only doms when they let him that's my take alright 🙏🏼#i wanted it to be more soft but lestat wasn't playing with me#I HOPE YOU LIKE IT BABE <3#tryna catch up on prompts today after surviving yesterday LMAO 🤧♥️#you ask and hekate answers#armand/lestat/louis#vc#prompts
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why is pete wentz important to me?? like him, i was a non white kid who grew up in a very white neighborhood in the chicagoland area and it was exhausting and isolating and so so so lonely it could make your teeth hurt. like him, i’m bipolar and no one has ever quite gotten close to describing what my highs and lows are like, but he’s the only one who has gotten close. (do you know what it's like being so so so manic and you know you're not okay and everything rushes around you and you feel like you're on top of the world but you know it's all a lie? an illusion? do you know what it feels like to plummet down so so so so deep and dark and there's nothing but you and that gaping ache inside of you, reminding you just how hollow and fake you are?) like him, i grew up enthralled and obsessed with rock, punk, the hardcore scene of chicago, and there was nothing and no one there for people like me and people who looked like me in a place and sound that i loved more than anything on earth. i saw him reflected in me and in the most non creepy parasocial way possible, he has been one of the most incredible influences of my life. maybe even one of the possible sunshines of my lifetime for all he is still a stranger to me, and i to him.
#for legal reasons as a joke — we’re also both bi.#but he means the WORLD to me. forever and always.#do NOT try to come at me with pete wentz slander i will kill you. sorry for not shutting up about this. im just incredibly annoyed.#he's not infallible. he's made so many mistakes in his life. and im not excusing any of them but you know#i wonder why pete gets SO much virulent hate and always has. might be the racism and ableism. but who knows. not me!#anyways stream mania by american rock band fall out boy (2018). legit life changing fucking album. also stream#their newest album so much (for) stardust. actually stream all their albums they're all so so so so good. i don't know who i'd be or where#i'd be without em. fall out boy forever and ever<3 fall out boy is for lovers<3#also one last thing: you don't need to like him! you don't need to like fob either! it's just so so so wild the way misinfo about pete#specifically still exists. in fucking 2023. like get a fucking grip babes i was deep in those fucking forums in 2008 i know what's up.#okay. i hope you guys are ready im going to spam patrick images i think. what can i say. i miss them without a concert to look forward to.
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EEEEP!!! ᡗྀི𓈒ɞ̴̶̷ ܁̫ ɞ̴̶̷ 𓈒ྀི੭֯♡݂ this is my face seein all of the new bllk s2 stills!!!
#ᕱ⑅ᕱ.* journals!#IM GONNA HEAVE!!! IM GONNA HOWL!!!! IM GONNA IMPLODE!!!! ૮꒰ྀི⸝⸝ᵔ ▽ ᵔ⸝⸝꒱ྀི���#bllk babes!!! our boyfies are BACK!!!!! (੭ु ›ω‹ )੭ु⁾⁾♡ WAHOOOO!!!!#also g’morn!! :3 its so lovely to see you all <33 i hope everybun slept well!!#im off today which means = girlbossing at home until mr chlobun gets off work!! ૮꒰っ´༥'ς꒱#we saw an apt last night w his parents & um…well…it’s certainly….a place…LOL but we’re still lookin :3#HAVE THE GREATEST DAY EVER OKAY? PROMISE? ໒꒰ྀི ∩´﹏`∩ ꒱ྀིა YOU GOTTA PROMISE!!!! ilyasm!!
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Do you ever just peacefully be having a not so good moment, and it’s okay because you’re allowed to be sad sometimes. And then you get hit with this shit?
https://www.tiktok.com/t/ZT8dhtCAq/
I actually wanted to throw up crying, cause it’s not just the fact it’s Miguel and his daughter. ITS THE FACT IVE SEEN SO MANY REAL PEOPLE DOING THIS AND IT HURTS SK MUCH.
i- *sobbibg*
#i hope you feel okay babe <3#totally fine to feel sad sometimes#actually rather therapeutic#☆ — 𝘤𝘩𝘢𝘵𝘵𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘰𝘷𝘦𝘳 𝘵𝘦𝘢
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*noms u*
— @inkluvs (ivy)
#okay LOOK#my plan was to reply with a cute little nom nom pic (this little drawn one I thought about)#but then miss patty popped up and I just couldn't resist#lea answers#ivy🪐#love you babes#hope you slept well <3
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Of creature of the woods give me your wisdom. I really want to read batman comics but I have no clue where to start it's so overwhelming *dies*
omg hiii <333
super sorry for how late this is, i been busy all day !!!! im beyond honoured you thought of me to come to for Batman recs !! but i MUST give credits to my friend instead because their list is how I got into Batman comics!!
this !! is a great Batman reading list for a general use/reference! i know it can be super intimidating at first but you are SO brave and can do it! I promise it gets easier once you start getting into the swing of things! North did a great job in picking the comic issues/arcs so you can get a variety of stories and i can 1000% vouch for their recs!! (i think my personal favourite is Dark Knight, Dark City fyi!!)
another list from them :)
admittedly, I skip around in comics A LOT and just take a glance at a wiki to make sure im a starting a mini story arc in the right spot/it's just a standalone. but north's lists helped me when I was first getting into comics to make it a little less scary and i still look at it for a general use/remember my favourites! if you're just starting to read Batman comics, i cannot recommend them enough !!! :33
another friend of mine has this rec list too and some great for Batman Black and White recs too:
part 1, part 2, part 3
Matty's are great if you're looking for other adventures/different little stories and examples in how writers use the character! take a peek and see what catches your eye :)
AND a quick reminder (as always) to be mindful consuming any media but especially comics! and especially Batman related ones! Batman is a wonderful character and when written correctly, he is a symbol of unwavering compassion. BUT unfortunately the comic book world is a breeding ground for fascist, racist, and antisemitic storylines. be thoughtful in what you're reading and use your head to recognize signs of when the writer is using comics and these characters to push their disgusting propaganda.
three widely known examples are Grant Morrison, Frank Miller, and The Court of The Owls:
Morrison is one of the most known writers for modern-ish Batman. however they played a large hand in retconning Talia al Ghul's character and being a racist piece of shit so everyday i imagine their head blowing up
Frank Miller who's just a straight up fascist. He's largely praised for The Dark Knight Returns trilogy which can be avoided entirely (and should be, imo). you may have Batman: Year One get recommended which, again, i think is unnecessary (especially for just starting out). but if you're going to read it, be mindful of the writer.
(i'm unsure of how much you do or don't know – but if you want to see a short leadup to Bruce being Batman; I'd recommend The Man Who Falls (which is written by the iconic Dennis O'Neil) instead! Batman's origins has many stories and factors and this combines a lot of them into a nice, tidy story while adding a few other elements i like :))
and Scott Snyder's Court of the Owls entire arc is one of the worse cases i can think of; to where i knew of it before i ever touched a comic. Hallie did a wonderful explanation talking about it here and i recommend everyone to read it. even if you already have, refresh yourself and read it again.
If you're just getting into Batman comics i know that can seem like a lot to take in! But this is just to give a warning and reminder that comics are an artform that can and have been used as a propaganda and political piece. For better (police abolishment, his care and belief all life is precious/deserves to be saved/the belief and hope anyone can change for the better) and for the worse (racism, anti-semitism, police militarization).
I hope my friends lists helped in narrowing down where to start and you fall in love with this character too :) feel free to dm me or ask for my discord if you ever want to talk on them/have any questions!!! <3
#one of these days im going to start a new series where i keep track of what i have and havent read and my general thoughts#because after so many comics they kinda blur together in specific arcs and recommendations/nuances#more for myself to keep track but anon u might just gave me a little personal side project eheeye#i hope my post didn't scare you off/make things more confusing! i promise reading them gets easier after developing the feel for it and#finding your own reading pattern and preferences! rather it be skipping around to bulk reading one writer to get a feel how they#characterize bruce to anything. youre gonna be okay and it isnt that scary after just jumping in!#i am holding ur hand and pulling u into the depths of bat-hell <3#also big mwah to my mutuals for making the lists. i appreciate u guys for it still (and the ones i didnt link!) for taking me in and being#super supportive and welcoming when i first got into comics 💞💞💞💞#company in the crypt#crypt recs#<- babe wake up new ransom tag !
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i cannot help u with the toritsuka brainrot but i will tell u that tumblr has made me like him a lot lot more lol (soon i too will prolly be afflicted 😭)
Oh noooo u need a doctor ASAP! Hurry before it's too late!! I hope you get well soon and make a full recovery!
Ok but srsly welcome to the dark side ( ◜‿◝ )♡ ur gonna love it here <333
#one of us one of us !!#its ok to have tori brainworms we can have it together <3#i hope u get better babe. this disease is uncurable as far as i know but let's hope one day we'll both recover!#then we can start our journey to rehabilitation and start going back out into the normal world 🤕#rejoin society yk#okay but im so happy there's one more of us out there. brings a smile to my face <333#ruchans asks
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hi rid 🥺 i still haven't gotten to read 7.5 yet because i've been having a hell of a week and haven't been in the right headspace to give it the proper attention i want and that it deserves ☹️ but i will do so as soon as possible and just wanted to say in the meantime:
not a day goes by where i don't think about how oc and jk should've called tae's bluff and done it in the bathroom while he was outside. i said what i said.
taehyung: 👁👄👁 y'all this isn't fun– oc: [moans louder] taehyung: you know what, fine. next time you need me for a keg stand, i'll just fucki– [some party goer walks by] haha. idfk either man. taehyung: [leans in, though they can't hear him anyway] you owe me, kook.
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talking about potential happenings, i really wanna open the floor to following discussion: how and when would the cmi couple drop the L word for the first time? 🤨
#also it's okay ari babe !!! i figured you were busy and was hoping you're doing well#i get it please rest and no rush at all. there's still quite some time until cmi8 <33#notes for rid 🌹#ari <3#fic: colour me in
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there’s little left to be desired in the way eliza walks her horse back into camp, tying up the mare to graze & hobbling into her personal area to poke around for something to stop the blood from dripping even further from her nostrils. it’s a rather unladylike sight, isn’t it? skirts all muddy & ragged, black & blue blood vessels blooming over her left eye, and a few more unmentionable battle scars; all things considered, she reckons that marston is her best bet in (hopefully) not being overly chastised & aiding in recovery.
moreover, eliza’s already accepted the necessary vulnerability in approaching john with a damp, scarlet rag held to her nose, going ahead and giving into the obvious, bashful statement; “... i did somethin’ stupid.”
starter call / @w0lfbite . 🤍 🥀
#w0lfbite#* ARC II.#* WRITING.#hi i hope this is okay!#i'm happy 2 plot out these two babes#and i'm happy to change anything around if need be 😌#john please help my beautiful little Idiot <3
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in the alterante universe were s3+4 of cs are good im making a carmen yoyok amv right now
#not explaining this. idek if i want to#it makes sense only to me. in a way only i can understand#okay. two things i will say: 1. the first verse of yoyok isnt abt the boy u like rejecting you its about loosing what you thought would#define you whole life at the time and the second one isnt about having specifically being a singer be an innacseseable but in general#whatever you seen next/whatever will help you escape from that being/feeling impossible to get to#and 2. babes i need u to understand i talk abt relating to julia a lot but also. carmen is also just me imo in many ways okayy!!#okay not explaining more than that. or maybe i will who knows. maybe later.#actually i mgiht still make it. actually no i wont bc even in that universe the song makes me cry making an amv to it wld be too hard#anyway. i hope u r both picking up on important peaches lore here and also not judging me. im posting at nearly 3am i cant b judged#for what i say rn okay !!!!!!!!!!!!!!#flappy rambles#im aware this does no make any sesne 2 anyone else but also im the only cs fan left so therefore it doesnt matter. love and light<3
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#I'm seeing people wanting to say something#and you don't need to#we know babes#it's okay if you want to#and it can wait#this is so difficult in so many levels#and we need the time to process it#I love this space so much and I'm so grateful for not feeling alone on this#I really hope you all are taking the time you need to grieve#<3#love u all so much
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1. Hasta la Raiz - Natalia Lafourcade
Pienso que cada instante sobrevivido al caminar Y cada segundo de incertidumbre Cada momento de no saber Son la clave exacta de este tejido Que ando cargando bajo la piel Así te protejo Aquí sigues dentro (I think that every moment I survive this walk And every second of uncertainty Every moment of not knowing Are the exact key to this woven fabric That I carry below my skin That's how I protect you You're still here inside)
2. Habbaitak Be El Saif - Fairuz حبيتك بالصيف حبيتك بالشتي نطرتك بالصيف نطرتك بالشتي وعيونك الصيف وعيوني الشتي ملقانا يا حبيبي (I loved you in summer, I loved you in winter, I waited for you in summer, I waited for you in winter, Your eyes in summer, my eyes in winter, We did not meet my love)
3. No Voy a Decir Que No - Ximena Sariñana Pero si cruzas mi camino Con toda la intención Ignorando la experiencia No voy a decir que no (But if you cross my path With intent Ignoring experience I won't say no)
4. Say the Truth and Run - Meryem Aboulela
Throw out the truth and Face it widely Get your facts straight Think it widely Break the walls
5. James Joint - Rihanna How you live and love like 'fuck rules'? Don't care why just know I love you.
6. Te Regalo - Carla Morrison
Déjame quedarme aquí Déjame besarte ahí Donde guardas tus secretos Los más oscuros y los más bellos Let me stay here Let me kiss you there Where you keep your secrets The darkest, and the most beautiful
7. Victory - Janelle Monae
Oh, I'll keep singing songs until the pain goes If loving you means fighting till the end Then I'll fight harder, baby, just to win And if tomorrow shall come to me I'll count your every kiss as a victory
8. It's a good day (to fight the system) - Shungudzo The birds are in the trees They're singin' me a melody La-la-la-la, fuck the police
#no. 6#no. 6 nezumi#no. 6 shion#nezushi#no.6 novel#okay i started my real adult job today so i think this is it haha#gotta go fight the government irl but in much less exciting way#but also in a way that has a much lower risk of my partner getting shot in front of me#so y'know pros and cons#the extracurricular fighting the government activities are more likely to get us run over than shot#fuck the police & free the people#1 is nezumi being like i can't forget him but i gotta let him go. 2 is shion being like he is never coming back i gotta get over it#3 is ............unless ;)#4-5 is the return#6-7 is them actually staying together this time#8 is the future. be gay abolish the state.#the fairuz song chorus is soooo good for them... shion's winter eyes aka constant longing to return to that room w/ nezumi#te regalo is also sooooooooo good for them#lmao i'm posting these extremely niche playlists for media that came out a decade ago like why doesn't anyone appreciate this ;(#like babe.... (1) group of people looking for no.6 content on tumblr is extremely small#(2) the number of people who are looking for playlists about no.6 w arabic/spanish/english/a bunch of other languages..... vanishingly smal#but i hope that at least one other person enjoys these someday#505 arctic monkeys honorable mention - it was on every nezushi playlist back in my day lol so i don't feel the need to include it#I'd probably still adore you with your hands around my neck#Or I did last time I checked#and#But I crumble completely when you cry#It seems like once again you've had to greet me with goodbye#like COME ON!!!!!!!!!
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every time i yawn i cry from pain
#i sneezed today and that was a nightmare i tell u what#i need to take my sleepy ass to bed (the nest ive made on the couch)#wish me luck babes im gonna go to work tmrw n hope for the best#+ wake up early enough to suffer a little bit before i have to leave the house#i haven't been feeling ~okay until like 1pm after sleeping all day so who's to fuckin say how ill feel lol oh well#time to take 5 minutes brushing my teeth :3#rAMbles
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for @milleroptimism, from here. ♡
❝ of course. why would i make that assumption, with that look you've been giving me? ❞ joan is amused, more than anything. this young woman is interesting, that much she can already tell. she lets out a quiet chuckle, pointing towards the empty seat in front of her with a warm smile. ❝ how generous of you. i feel like, in that case, i am legally obliged to at least buy you a drink, hmm? why don't you join me? seeing neither of us are into age gaps. ❞ an eyebrow is raised as she sips her glass of wine. she's very clearly teasing the girl, but it's all in a friendly and good-natured way. she's pretty, and funny. joan is day drinking, alone. what could possibly be the harm?
#milleroptimism#girls . . . joan woo.#thread . . . joan & sarah.#couldn't link ur response BUT !!!#i hope its okay babes <3
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