#not explaining this. idek if i want to
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Two days in Naruto.
Didn't even watch Part 1 fully yet.
But —
#these four��#I'm already a simp#fr I want a husband like them#(especially minato)#they are just>>>>#idek how to explain in words!#ufff#my heart#my hearteu#hashirama senju#tobirama senju#minato namikaze#itachi uchiha#I want more fics on Minato TT#it's a need!#suggest some good ones#naruto#naruto shippuden#anime#manga
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Turns out the barista crush used to go to the same high school as me....
#my incredible stalking skills paid thru#I DONT EVEN WANT HIM NOW.....#this is ridiculous#the mystery is gone and this feels so mediocre#also hes a libra moon. do you think im about to entertain a ran through man......#scorpio sun / venus though 💖 i love my scorpios#BUT IDEK .......#LIKE hes one year older than me so maybe thats why i cant remember him#but we have mutuals on insta and on fb.....#like this just took the magic out of it. he was already just a guy now hes literally Just A Guy#i dont want him (lie)#(i still want to hit but very cautiously)#i cant explain it. it just feels weird kdjdjdjd#text#not tolkien
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Figuring out where to start with some comics is so painful jesus christ
#if anyone has or wants to explain a good place to start with the batfamily?#like ideally if I wanted to read from Bruce recruiting dick through to Jason’s death and then the aftermath#idek if that’s possible?#comics are hard#I do know I need a break from 1960s Spider-Man and daredevil and I want something darker#but I don’t know enough about the batfam to just. pick an issue#idc if I have to read a shitload about dick/nightwing to get to Jason’s death either I like him#anyway pls help lmao#Batman#comics#dc#Robin#nightwing#dick grayson#Jason Todd
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Considering I waited until halfway through the trip to actually pick up rocks, I think I'm doing pretty good. GOD I just love skarns. They're so fun to think about. You get to poke around in their innards and mentally play with phase diagrams and chemistry and 3D puzzles and then you gotta map it and it's evil with the sun beating down on you. My brain's baked; that's what this field area does to you.
anyway I have some garnet and some glassy limonite and some really nice vesuvianite! And I also picked up some brecciated marble which is the weirdest thing in a hot minute. It's recrystallized, but with lineations, except the lineations were rotated after brecciation and reannealed with minimal (<1cm) matrix. It's very fun.
#ptxt#There's this really intense Fe metasomatism at our site and it's so cool to think about because the Fe clearly diminishes#But you have sulfides in the relatively unaltered core and at the edges of the tremolite; which is the Ca-Mg hydrated amph#If you look at the reaction Tremolite forms a hydrolysis reaction to form pyroxene; so I think it's possible that the trem formed first and#then that fluid sans Si neutralized in the middle and dropped the sulfides... but that still doesn't explain why you have so much#pyrite in the matrix because the Fe should've dropped out???#idek#If anyone wants to chime in on this chemistry; plz help because it'll haunt me for months.#I miss my lab. I wanted to put my chalcopyrites back in the furnace before I left but didn't.
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day 3
#ýr art#i lost my sketchbook that has most of my drawings so we are starting with the things that can technically be considered art#also bc im too tired to write up a full post wich there are some things i want to explain more but uh yea this was a school project and i t#ink it turned out pretty good bc we were practicing using bigger brushes to get even lines and this was my first project in painting class#december challenge#idek anymore im rly tired and have a headache ima go to sleep
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Can't explain how unspeakably hot Lizzie is in that specific gifset (prior reblog chain)
#the yearning the yearning#the taut and furiously trembling wire of her body#the curve of her arse through the satin#and after the sleek and sheeted softness of the actual sex scene which was really comfort and cradling#that particular stride is what's thrumming with heat and passion#wanting tommy to rise to that (and he can't)#what's hot about those two is never really about penetration#one reason why i like writing sex for txl as just this Thing that happens and maybe it's good and maybe it's bad but what's actually-#-hot is other stuff happening around the sex. more passion in one sentence than in 20mins of sex#also one reason why they feel vaguely queer at some level#one is the performative nature of their heterosexuality (tommy performing 'acceptable' masculinity lizzie performing 'acceptable' femininit#when they were/are both 'unacceptable' versions of both masculinity and femininity)#the other is how sex is the constant and the defining element but#sex is less of the point than the fact they are having sex with each other in that performative context#idek how to explain there's just some dynamic bending going on no matter how i try to parse it
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I'm taking a break from posting on tumblr.. it's causing me too much anxiety. dm's and asks are still open- but I won't be posting art or much of anything else for a bit. :( ily nilfruiters and various goobers! hopefully will be back soon.
#I don't know exactly what to say to explain my feelings#I worry I am generally disliked by a lot of people in this space--that's fine--#it just sucks because the drama that happened that I assume is the cause of this was out of my control#I wanted to speak up for myself for something I felt hurt my feelings- I was harsh in the wording + it caused some other people to act mean#I was also at school when I posted it and I was stressed and ugh I should've just waited. it was so dumb#I'm blocked even by people I don't know now and I wish anyone trying to explain what happened wasn't so vague.#I fear it makes it sound as though I did something very worrisome/problematic (?) idek if thats the right word#this is a touchy situation for me because of events in the past.#that's all I'll say#I get sick to my stomach every time I post because I worry that I'll really upset some people who see it.#I've never had problems connecting with a community and it makes me really sad. I just don't have a lot of energy for those feelings rn.#much love to those who have been kind to me <3#not sure when I'll be back but I doubt I'll abandon the account so nws.#any moots who want to see my art still#feel free to dm me for my priv on insta#I post a lot of it on my stories there.#harlow yaps#nilfruits#narrownine
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Okay Girls gather round because we need to talk about a very important factor in Wizard101. The Storm Triton... so why does he look Like That
Why does he look like that
#hes like so damn ugly yall 😭#thats an intensely hideous appearance to have#i just want to speak to the people responsible for designing that poor creature. i just want to share some words#like he looks deceased#why does he have 6 chins#this is actually a crime that needs to be discussed#hes like the visual version of an amber alert. like idek how to explain it hes just so unsightly#(gets shot by the triton)#wizard101#w101#these images are from the wiki btw they arent mine#text posts#image posts
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I want to write a bunch of short, domestic/happy/silly pjo/hoo fics!
But I don't have any headcanons or ideas or anything.
I just want silly stuff. What camp half blood is like on a regular day.
Stupid conversations that happened on the argo 2.
If you have any ideas or any requests my inbox is open!
OO OO OO AND BONUS! Silly wilderness school oneshots but also hurt comfort too! I do have some ideas but im soooo willing to write for you guys if you would like
#i am a hurt comfort girl too#so feel free to lmk#but i want some cute domestic fics so bad#like just stupid stuff#idek how to explain#like the seven+nico#and random headcanons like ultraspecific things about them that could make a cute short story#idk idk i doubt i will get requests but id appreciate it!!#i need ideas#vienna rants#heroes of olympus#the heroes of olympus#percy jackson fandom#percy jackson#percy jackson and the olympians#percy jackson and the heroes of olympus#the seven#piper mclean#leo valdez#jason grace#annabeth chase#frank zhang#hazel levesque#nico di angelo
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I think if all ppl can say about allura is that she's an obstacle to kl or that she's dead to be kl angst or that ppl shipping her w Lance suck then maybe just don't talk about her ever LMAO
#ppl will truly be like 'Lance is bi 😊 but yuck allurance is het trash' bi means liking more than just ur same gender fuck u lol#i love kl but i can't fuck w the fans too much at large bc they love to talk about k and l screwing on alluras grave if they remember her#just say ur hateful and go dont bring allura into this didn't the show treat her bad enough FUCK#at least l fans there's a 50/50 chance they recall dead dead out of the way of Keith allura with some kindness#but k fans it's a 75% chance they hate her and go out of their way to talk about how awful she is and gotta say i don't trust like that#u can dislike any character for whatever reasons but the optics on this are bad and the specific things they say are red flags fr#so many ppl say Lance is bi bc it's a popular fanon to explain he's a flirt w girls but we actually want him to be gay#instead of actually saying it bc they think he's bi... the whole fandom was/is specifically v biphobic#i hc everyone as bi and that means sometimes it's a mf ship but it's still queer like come on#anyway this is for no one I'm just idek bye#text posts#might just delete this I'm so tired 😫#not even to touch on specifically the misogynior of it all#it's 2024 and I'm still seeing fresh takes that are the exact same shitty takes from years ago
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trying to decide if im about to implode or not
#i dont. hm.#idk if i feel restless but exhausted and there's what's making me want to blow up or ???#why am i. feeling this way.#brain says call mother so i can at least Get The Energy Out Safely but also#anxiety says that i don't really have a REASON to call mother and she'll question it and think it's weird if iexplain#which logically i know isnt true. or well even if she thinks it's weird she won't shame me for if or anything.#so i should.... do that.#ough.#idek what this is or why im feeling it#thigh at least i could ask her thoughts on me running a fan event maybe......#like i would have to explain it to get somewhat but that's fine#she knows about some fan events and i think i even told her about the actg mixtape some last year????#anyway.#yeah.#i should just text her to ask to call.#and maybe the weird imploding feeling will fuckin stop#shh ac
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i am not an artist but i thought you all might enjoy these out of context memes i made for an au @baflegacy and i spiraled about last night
#you: is that - / me: tim from tims channel drawn as a raccoon holding an erewhon gift card? yeah. it is.#erin#lisa#duran#tim#idek if i could explain what this au is about if i wanted to but enjoy the gossip twins and duran suffering#baflegacy#mine*#my art#i guess. i never plan to post art again AKSKSKSKSK#hr au#also i guess. i cannot encapsulate this au into simple words tbh
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i just have this sick deep desire to be loved and cared for, its some crazy shit tbh. some diabolical stuff
#im saying this dumb on purpose but i rlly do just#fantasize abt being a Specific type of person#idek how to explain it#i want . to b. cared for at my core#and i am loved!!! i do not live a loveless life#its just different in my head#i want Me! Me REAL ME real me inside me to be cared for#the little helpless part of me that cant help being the way it is#the worst of me#is that selfish. maybe#im thinking abt my hs bestie that i reunited with today as i type this#i just want to tell her everything i hope she wants to tell me everything#i hope u will still love me too#minnie post
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I’ve watched My Personal Weatherman three times in the past two weeks and I’m considering starting it again tonight 😫
#except I don’t want to ruin it for myself and watch it so many times I feel nothing when I watch it 😭#my personal weatherman#I just… I can’t explain why I love it so much#it’s the total lack of communication and how they’re together but there’s the longing and the yearning#and how segasaki slowly unfolds and you realise how much he loves yoh and constantly shows it#and ughhhhhh idek#I feel weird liking it so much because the actors are so young though#It’s just such a perfect dynamic for me#Lazzarella watches tv#mpw*
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In regards to my last post, this is the vision:
It's dusk. There's a campfire. A makeshift stage, firelight illuminating it. On the stage are Martyn and Joel, singing Disobedient. It is important to me that you know that Joel has reformed into a less Pearly outfit, one that fits his personality more. The small crowd is cheering, Ren's one of the loudest.
#this is set in the world of Sixteenthdays' Life on Earth fic series#and this happens long after martyn stops scheming to kill joel obviously#maybe they even fuse into rhodonite at the end for flair#they're having fun <3#idk i just wanted this#gemcyt#gemcyt martyn and joel#on a side note please can we stop flanderizing joel in this au?#let him develop some independence during third life#so that it makes sense when he kills his wife in last#ren is supportive of martyn's rebelling#idek where i was going with this#if someone could draw this i would be eternally grateful#i'm so mad i couldn't draw this this would've been so good!#it's weird explaining it#man i sure hope somebody reads this#i feel like i have more to say but i'm gonna end it here#sixteenthdays' life on earth#just in case
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My best friend's birthday is in 5 days and I just got her present in the mail and it sucks. So I'm killing myself.
#since we opened the salon for her birthday I hire people to make illustrations in certain styles w our salon name#last year was snakes + old band tee-esque. this year was groovy bc she's been digging that kind of vibe lately.#anyways. so I get back the designs and while none of them were exactly what I had in mind#they worked. and I accepted that I just wasn't going to be able to explain what I wanted enough to make it perfect.#so I get the designs and I hop on the tshirt design website I always use. and I tell them specifically#I do not want the designs to feel like iron-on stickers. I do not want that. idk what y'all have to do but whatever you did last time#was fine. it felt good. like the design was part of the shirt. I want that again.#they assured me it would be like that.#package of tshirts arrive in the mail today. open them up. the design feels like a fucking iron-on sticker.#like. idek what to do. cuz her birthday is in 5 days and I waited over 2 weeks for these to ship.#and I really do hate how this feels lmao.
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