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i remember seeing someone bring up adding Blue Beetle to the League, and a comment saying he belongs more with either the Titans or Young Justice. wonder how that'd go š¤
#i'll probably color this later but i have deadlines to chase š#dc#blue beetle#blue beetle 2023#jaime reyes#tim drake#bart allen#kon el kent#conner kent#cassie sandsmark#sorry to the guy that commented that but do you really have hope that this series holds out enough that they get to the other kiddos#my sweet sweet beetle borg is already a box office failure orz#okay i was thinking like how would you even fit the other guys into this timeline and oh my god i forgot. suicide squad#save us jaime you gotta hold out long enough for live action booster š#right i have deadlines i wish you all a good evening š#comic
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My overall analysis on Sektor and Bi-Hanās relationship and how I still think a Bi han redemption is possible.
If you donāt wanna read all this let me know, Iāll give you a summary
#Iām sad about bireena yes but#it wasnāt my top concern#itās no secret to anyone that bi han is my favorite character#all I wanted was for him to be redeemed#I suppose wishing for that is too early in the game though#Iām just sick of seeing him subjected to the same cycle every timeline. I wanna see him get better#bireena not being canon I could live with#but having her not be in his story at all is crazy#I donāt think he needs an enabler like sektor he needs a questioner like sareena#mortal Kombat#mk1 khaos reigns#Iām not delusional enough to believe that they will ever give us bireena but please fix my boy#I hope this is all a build up cause if this is what weāre stuck with Iām done with mortal kombat#and please for the love of all things good let him and kuai liang reconcile#or give us a flashback of them close as kids#I need the emotional weight to hit harder when theyāre not getting along#we need show donāt tell bruh
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slowly realizing more and more that the sm boycott effort is gonna amount to nothing in the end, and this is not the way we should be going about the riize situation.
i loved seunghan when he was in the group, and i am still an ot7 fan. but at a point, i think we need to think of how much of our time and energy we're willing to spend fighting for something that has such a small chance of actually happening. sm is gonna bounce back from any stock lost from the boycott because they are one of the big 3. they have like 4 of the biggest groups in kpop rn: nct, aespa, red velvet, riize. there's just no way either boycotting riize or boycotting all of sm would actually be detrimental enough to get a member who's been terminated from the group back in.
and while i don't agree with the ot6 fans who are being unreasonable, i think some ot7 fans have been just as bad. this fandom is so toxic and rotten, every day it just seems to get worse. and i don't like the narrative that most ot7 fans were spreading about ot6 kfans-- how they were just mad that seunghan was dating pre debut. that isn't why they were mad, they really didn't care about that. it's the fact that he took pictures of him with his possibly/alleged underage girlfriend (it's honestly bad enough with/without her being possible underage, which i don't have confirmation on) at what looks like a hotel and presumably sent it to his friends in a group chat (which was how it got leaked). that's why they wanted him out of the group.
personally, i don't believe that a member should get kicked out of a group or put on hiatus without a proper reason why. and seunghan's hiatus and termination is really messy. but there are valid reasons why kfans weren't too big on him. the problem is there have been many idols kicked out for things they didn't do, and others who have been caught doing really fucked up and nasty things and rightfully kicked out of the group, but it's hard to know which idols are innocent or not when there's no organization. and when we jump on a narrative train and blow something super big out of proportion, the facts and proper investigation of the situation gets lost in the mess of things.
what should have happened was things being properly investigated back in october 2023 before seunghan was ever put on hiatus, and a decision made from there whether to keep him in the group or kick him out based on that.
instead, we have the other 6 members who clearly want seunghan back tired of the state of everything (rightfully so), ot7 and ot6 fans fighting a full blown war every day without logical thinking, and misinformation being spread left and right. there's no organization, there's no firm confirmation on anything, all of this is just such a big mess.
now let me be clear IF it's true that there was anything suspicious going on between seunghan and his girlfriend, then i would obviously no longer support him. as it is, i'm not going to stop supporting him until there's firm evidence. i'm tired of kpop stans making rash decisions based on half truths instead of just being patient and waiting for the facts to come out. staying neutral during unclear situations is a valid stance to take. please let's all stop jumping to conclusions from both sides.
#zanna thinksććāĖĀ°#honestly everything in this situation is so messy it's hard to get any timeline or facts straight#but god idek what the boycott is gonna do at this point#like originally i was all for the boycott too#boycotts have been proven to work in the past#but only because they were organized#like the loona boycott#this boycott isn't organized and there isn't a super good reason for it either...#it's not effective enough to make a difference#sm is just too big#boycotting other sm groups really isn't gonna help either#i think we can all agree that kpop companies are horrible and we hate all of them#we don't want to support the awful companies#but there's also really no way to still support a group without also supporting the company#so in the end it's just messy#anyway i HOPE this all makes sense and i don't sound like a crazy ot6 or something šš#i'm still ot7#but i also don't think idols are incapable of doing anything wrong#and there is a chance that seunghan did do something deserving of being kicked out#there's a chance any idol has done something deserving of that#but until there's evidence i'm not inclined to stop supporting prematurely#us as fans never know what's happening behind the scenes until actual reputable statements come out
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Revenge of the True Demon
ā ļø Spoilers/Late Game Mention, Blood, and Slight Body Horrorā ļø
#content warning#alt title#the original timeline of smt v getting wiped from existence and demi fiend goes on the hunt to find the one responsible#i wanted to do more with this but my fingers were screaming thoughout this entire thing#and they still ache after i went to bed#so.....i hope it looks good enough#anyhoot#shin megami tensei#shin megami tensei v#smt v vengeance#smt v spoilers#smt nocturne#demi fiend#nahobino#angst#comics#flat color#digital art#video games#fanart#my art#artists on tumblr
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Most Sherlock Holmes adaptations I've seen tend to place their Final Problem towards the mid point of the series (or even a bit earlier) - it's also in my opinion the best way of going about it, so you have time enough for the characters to adjust after the reunion but they know each other well enough for the events of Fina to be devastating.
Sherlock & Co is done with 20 of the adventures. How many are there? Fifty-something? Almost sixty? Let's say we'll be entering mid-point territory after the 25th story.
So let's pretend for a moment that we have 5 more stories until The Final Problem. Ok.
Estimating an adventure at 3 episodes each, that would mean little over 3 months - maybe 3 and a half? Starting, of course, from the end of Sign of Four, which will be somewhere in December.
So let's say 3, maybe 4 months into 2025. That would be, what? Late march, early april?
Early april?
John having to tell the listeners that Sherlock is dead, in early april?
Quick calendar search reveals what I was praying it would - the 1st of april will be on a Tuesday next year.
So what I'm saying
What I'm saying is Sherlock &Co has the opportunity to do the funniest fucking thing
#fyi I don't mean John pranks us about Sherlock dying#i mean it's just the first Tuesday after sherlock ādiesā so that's just when he happens to tell the listeners#maybe he's not even aware of the date#and is surprised to see the reactions are less āoh my god oh noā and more āhaha good oneā or āfunny but actually don't joke about thatā#ahhh and then he'd have to double down either on the 2nd or next Tuesday and explain again that his best friend is actually dead#oh that would hurt but it would also be absolutely hilarious#for us who know Sherlock's not actually dead#anywayy#for the record i don't actually think they'll do fina as early as april#(but wouldn't it be funny)#They might do it at the actual midpoint#after the 29th story so let's say june/ july#Hoping they don't place it too late cuz then we won't have enough time to see how it affects all of them#Even if it's around the 3/4 point i think I'd be a bit bummed#Also midpoint is a good place to take a break#Of course fear nr 1 is leaving it for the very end and making empt the last episode#and the reason why the podcast ends is ālook what happened if it wasn't for the podcast maybe Moriarty wouldn't have noticed Sherlockā#Like a āit's becoming too dangerousā thing#but that's the evil timeline (not us!!!)#Honestly if it were me I'd make fina the midpoint.... then hiatus...... return...... second half......#and then get another big dangerous villain for the last few eps#Maybe one of them (sherlock) almost gets killed (again) and that's why john decides that#it's been swell but we're ending the podcast cause apparently we're putting (too big of) a target on our backs#Almost lost sherlock again the risks outweigh the benefits etc etc#Of course they'll keep solving crimes together just stop broadcasting them to the world#And that's how I'd do it! :D#God i can't be trusted with tags#If you read this far I love you#sherlock & co#theories
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snowjanus week: āliteratureā
#art by mod coryo#snowjanus week#snowjanusweek2#coriolanus snow#sejanus plinth#snowjanus#i hope this is close enough to the prompt#admittedly i wanted another excuse to draw wee snowjanus pookies#and yes i know they didnāt know each other at this point in the timeline#but i couldnāt resist#i would also be heartbroken if all of my beloved books went into the fire#poor ickle coryo#if ickle sejamjams was there you know heād pick up on how sad coryo got whenever the topic of books came up#and he would try to be a good friend#and share his things#like we all learned in kindy#what a good boy ffs
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šŖ± Wiggle WednesdayšŖ±
Thank you @paperbackribs who tagged me last week, I saw it while I was in class and immediately forgot until I saw people posting their things today. But I'm always excited to share my current brainworms
This is a scene from a fic that I pick at every now and then, so it's basically always on the brain. It started as something about Lucas and Steve and trying to explain away the slight anachronism of Steve (popular and rich) being in Nikes before Jordan made them cool (thank you Air) and it has turned into something much more about Lucas and also his Mom relating through a shared love of basketball and Steve is also there.
Itās a Friday night after the end of the world, and strangely Lucas is at a basketball game.
Or maybe itās only strange because itās so normal.
A Friday night in a small town and there isnāt much to do except support the home team. Only Mom wonāt watch football, she calls it barbaric, so she reserves all her team spirit for November when basketball season starts. Lucasā skin itches a little under the Hawkins Tigers shirt heās wearing, as heās pretending to be normal when a couple weeks ago he learned monsters were real. What can he do though? Mrs. Byers has Will on house arrest, Mike is still mourning Eleven, and Dustin hasnāt been allowed out since Willās Lazarus act.
Maybe heās being too sensitive. Steve is here, who Lucas mostly knows from Mike complaining about being Nancyās stupid boyfriend. Steve is playing like everything is fine, even though Lucas knows Steve knows. He heard whispering about it with Nancy when he went to the bathroom the last time he was at Mikeās. But Steve is smiling as he paces down the court. Miles better than the other players around him, when Steve has the ball Lucas feels like he does when heās watching a real basketball game on the couch with his Mom.
If Steve can act like things are normal. If he can sink three pointer after rebound after assist, maybe itās okay that Lucas is wearing his Tiger green. He floats down the court and everyone cheers. But no one cheers right. When #21 Hagan gets a rebound off of Seymourās best player, a girlās voice screams so loud it makes his throat hurt. No one cheers that way for Steve. Itās just excitement for the game, not for him and the way he is playing.
When the game ends, Hawkins 73: Seymour 42, and the crowd storms the court Lucas stands by his Mom in the bleachers. She hates feeling the push of the crowd against her and as he gets older, and peopleās hands get rougher, heās starting to understand. Heās too old to be caught standing by his Mom though. After everything, he knows better than to move too far away from her; going to the game with your Mom is one thing, being the kid getting called out over the intercom because she canāt find you would be life ruining.
Lucas watches the thinning crowd while he waits. Parents and girlfriends crowding their sweaty players. He doesnāt want to get caught looking at any of those boys for too long now that they arenāt playing. He isnāt sure why. So he keeps looking for something familiar.
Steve is standing beside a short, dark haired man whoās got what his father calls a beer gut. He doesnāt look anything like Steve, but heās also the only adult anywhere near him. Heās the only person at all thatās really near Steve. Theyāre talking excitedly about something. He claps Steve on the back and whatever he says next has Steve looking down toward the floor.
āIs that Steveās dad?ā he asks his mom before thinking about why that might be a weird question to ask her.
āWho?ā The way she says it makes him sure she hadnāt actually heard the question. Sheād caught a name, when he interrupted her conversation with the lady next to them, but not enough to answer. Itās a free chance to drop the issue. To say sorry, never mind, and go back to watching people move on the floor below them.
āThat guy,ā she slaps his hand down as he goes to point. āThe guy next to Steve, number 8, is that his dad?ā
āHow do you know him?ā The question, instead of an answer, startles him enough that he looks at her instead of Steve. Stern, he knows he doesnāt want to lie to her, but he also isnāt sure how to say that this random high school boy saved two of his best friendsā older siblings' lives.
āHeās Nancyās boyfriend. Mike talks about him.ā
If heād just waited. He would have gotten his question answered without asking Mom. They both watch as that man says one more thing to Steve, shakes his hand, and walks out of the gym. āI donāt see Nancy here.ā Because they both know he doesnāt really need his other question answered anymore.
āI donāt think she really likes sports.ā
Mom sucks her teeth, a judgmental tchk that has heat climbing the back of his neck when it's not even for him. "Well that's a shame, he's a good player." There's finally enough space on the floor that they could leave. He wants, desperately, for them to just go cause something about this conversation is making him feel guilty again. "Do you want to to say hi?"
There's nothing he wants less than that. Lucas thinks if he has to go up to this guy, who went toe to toe with a monster, while his mom trails behind he'll die. Lucas thinks if he says hi to a guy who has only seen him maybe twice in the context of Mike Wheeler's house, and has to sit there while Steve blankly accepts his congrats he'll melt into the floor.
"Can we just go home? I still have homework."
And some tags to @fuctacles, @cauldronoflove, @thefreakandthehair, @stevespookington, @stevieharringtonwifeguy
@eriquin, @grasslandgirl, @augustjustice, and anyone else who wants to play!
#wiggly worm wednesday#stranger things#lucas sinclair#sue sinclair#Steve Harrington#technically I have included Sonny V.accaro in this#and now that we're in tag territory i'm gonna spill the details of my special hcs#1 and the foundation of this fic: steve is so good at basketball he was part of vaccaro's hs basketball swag program#which if you haven't watched air which i did really enjoy#he would give free nike shoes to hs basketball players that he thought would make it big hoping to build brand loyalty and establish nike-#-as an actual competitor to adidas and converse which they weren't at the time#i tend to base the actual hs stuff in my st fics on my parents experience given that they were in small towns in the general area at the-#-time that canon takes place so for reference my dad played hs ball and the whole team wore converse as their uniform#i do sincerely believe that steve was good enough at basketball pre-concussions pre-upside down that he could have been v successful#hc 2: sue sinclair played womens basketball in college#we're playing fast and loose with the timeline visavis sue btw#but if we streeeeetch it to its full potential she played in the national tournament pre wncaa i did research for the record#hc 3 which is implied here: bi!lucas with a crush on steve always always#also sorry for the strays nancy i love you#maybe one day you all will get to see the rest of this fic
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this Valentineās Day Iām looking forward to witnessing ritualistic psychosexual violence that no god would ever forgive <3
#the teen timeline is gonna be insane thank goddd#the little glimpse of teen shauna was enough to get me excited#I kinda have high hopes nowā¦#also since itās valentines day they better give us a good fucking adult taivan scene#yellowjackets
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Larry Timeline
February 2024
01.02.2024 Pap Pics of Harry in London / Louis is in Sydney (x)
02.02.2024 Harry is MIA / Louis has a show in Sydney [more from that day here]
03.02.2024 Harry is MIA / Louis is MIA
04.02.2024 Harry is MIA / Louis is in Sydney [more here]
05.02.2024 Harry is MIA / Louis is MIA
06.02.2024 Harry is MIA / Louis is MIA
07.02.2024 Harry is MIA / Louis is MIA
08.02.2024 Harry is MIA / Louis is in Sydney [more here]
09.02.2024 Harry is MIA / Louis is in Sydney [more here]
10.02.2024 Harry is in London (stunt mention) / Louis is MIA
11.02.2024 Harry is MIA / Louis is MIA
12.02.2024 Pap pics of Harry in London (stunt mention) / Louis is MIA [more here]
13.02.2024 Harry is MIA / Louis is MIA
14.02.2024 Harry is MIA / Louis is MIA
15.02.2024 Harry is MIA / Louis is MIA
16.02.2024 Harry is MIA / Louis is MIA
17.02.2024 Harry is MIA / Louis is MIA [Rumors of Louis arriving in London]
18.02.2024 Harry is in Luton / Louis is MIA [more here]
19.02.2024 Harry is in London / Louis is MIA
20.02.2024 Pap pics of Harry in London allegedly on his way to Paris (x) / Louis is MIA
21.02.2024 Harry is MIA [Rumors of Harry in Paris ; more here] / Louis is MIA
22.02.2024 Harry is MIA / Louis is MIA
23.02.2024 Harry is MIA / Louis is MIA
24.02.2024 Harry is MIA / Louis is MIA
25.02.2024 Harry is MIA [Rumors of Harry arriving in LA] / Louis is MIA
26.02.2024 Harry is in LA / Louis is MIA
27.02.2024 Harry is MIA / Louis is MIA
28.02.2024 Harry is MIA / Louis is MIA
29.02.2024 Harry is MIA / Louis is in London [more here]
[February rumors of Harry in LA after his Birthday and Louis in LA after Sydney]
#god this month was a mess#I hope I did a good enough job of sorting through the rumors#as always#if you have any more links or informations#send them to me plss#hussell stunt#stunt mention#timeline#larry timeline#my timelines#louis tomlinson#harry styles#february 2024#2024#my posts
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was discussing what early ice king might have been like with friends and pointed out that his library is solid proof there was a period of time where he was coherent enough to still care about academia but fucked enough to be building the ice kingdom and now im just imagining ik doing weird and fucked up "experiments" w his magic nd generally being a very incompetent scientist
+ this led to us joking that for a brief window of time ik and bonnie were academic enemies in early ooo before ice king decided to forsake all of that nerd shit because it was embarrassing and then forgot about his interest in the first place
bonnie hated his ass for trying to bring magic into science and considered him a total crackpot (which he very much was at this point his "research" would probs be completely incoherent) so when he gave up on it she was thrilled she didnt have to acknowledge his insane ass anymore. and then the kidnapping started. lmao
#.txt#pb getting home from some conference: good riddance. hope i never see that freak ever again (turns on light) WHY ARE YOU IN MY HOUSE#the timeline probs doesn't line up well enough for it to be a proper hc but its still funny to imagine#y'all remember those fucked up ice bulls with the organs inside. science ik creation. to me
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you can never make me hate superman. selfless help, with a smile!
#im on my superman origin rereads rn ( reading only the good ones thank u) to come up w a solid timeline here#ugh i love the lil things with clark. he was born to be good. there is never a resosn why. his goodness is a sense of duty not from tragedy#yoou could argue krypton is a tragedy to motivate him but he wasnt old enough to rmmr anything and only found out much laterā¦#he just grew up one day ready to leave his farm to give the world sometting to strive for.#the minute this early 20 y/o put his cape on the world became more hopeful. kinder. more united. all under a idea to strive for#hence the quote its what superman would do.#he ask for nothing and gives his all. i know by now you all know this about hom having followed meā¦ BUT ITS ALL HE ENCOMPASSES#so i love talking about it again n again. the humble beginnings of even a superman is so touching. we all can be great. hes so inspiring.
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WAIT- is this one of the alternate timelines created from the space-time sword ("ShintÅ Amenogozen")!? š
I'm an anime-only bsd enjoyer & ever since that damn sword popped up after Atsushi & Akutagawa killed him on the boat but he was able to erase/undo(?) that timeline, I've been thinking that technically means there's multiple timelines. This would be the one where Fukuchi won that conflict we just saw or something else entirely is going on given the way he's dressed (if that even is him)! ššš
#plz no spoilers I want to watch it without knowing whats going on yet; I think it absolutely has to do with multiple timelines though since#Fukuchi got absolutely folded from our POV. Also his legs in the future looked robotic??? maybe just lighting & art style; but something#isnt quite right about that guy; he's also FLYING??? like HUH??? what is going on??? absolutely wild... looks like an angel too š#I just hope this hiatus won't be multiple years long & force me to rewatch the whole series all over again just to understand whats going o#mind you; I don't exactly have a twitter to keep watch on series & anime announcements & things so I guess just tag me when we get a season#announcement and release date I guess?? just let me know. Adhd & series going on hiatus is not a good combo LOL#genuinely had to rewatch for this season because I only found out that it was going on through someone I follow reblogging a gifset & not#even tagging it. LOL like I could have just not known or gone the whole season without knowing since it's a more niche anime#okay I think I've rambled enough in the tags to get this post to show up in the search engine PLZ NO SPOILING the series for me btw#I will block liberally š#mine#op#bungo stray dogs#bsd#bungou stray dogs#bsd spoilers#bsd anime#bungou stray dogs anime#bungo stray dogs spoilers#live blogging
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look i too am pretty conflicted about the shiv pregnancy storyline (and its potential to be a narrative misstep, especially if season 4 is going to continue to be 1 ep = 1 day), and everyone's reactions and feelings are totally valid, but let's not pretend like it came completely out of nowhere. aside from the fact shiv has repeatedly been shown turning down alcohol, people have been theorising she was pregnant based solely on her being a woman putting her hand on her stomach at the end of season 3. plus all the talk of making babies and freezing embryos and horrific conversations about one's suitability for motherhood. one of the show's main themes is family trauma and the neverending cycle of abuse, sooooo yeah. them's the breaks. also, sarah said on the official podcast it was apparently always something that was on the writer's table because shiv is a woman
do i want tom and shiv to get back together because of a baby? hell no. is it a tired clichƩ? hell yeah. can they pull it off? i am reserving my judgement. for now
#succession#succession spoilers#succession s4#shiv roy#tomshiv#my 2c on the shiv pregnancy discourse#they can't get you if you've got no hope#lucy prebble also brought up a good point about how the audience found out this late because shiv was also in denial#for the record i don't think she knew SHE was preggers in italy#there is definitely no time for an abortion so my gut feeling is it will be left open#no shut shaming in my house but#the timeline is fuzzy enough i wonder if it's even tom's...#succpost
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Truth to be told, I was not a huge fan of the SAGAU. I just thought it was a bit of a wasted potential, the themes just being played around in my opinion (everyone can like whatever) BUT then I came across your writing? Yes, I think I've grown rather fond toward it now. It was like finding gold in a mine... Words put together intricately, so beautifully, the symbolism subtle if not one squints to recognize, and just... *chef's kiss*
Very in love with your work ā¤ have a great day/night, ty for bringing new light on the SAGAU for me!
thank you so much <33 iām glad to know iāve interested you in the genre, and though i canāt point you in any directions, i do reccomend you poke around a bit more online! there are a lot of great writers around, and iām grateful you think iām one of them!
enjoy your stay!
#m1d : [chats]#love you anon big kiss <3 /p#i got into writing sagau because all the stuff i saw online never really scritched at my brain right#so iām very very glad somebody else noticed theā¦ is it weird to call it a gap in the market-?? i just like people being sad lmao#there wasnāt enough character->you interactions going on that i could see so i just. made my own.#thereās an analogy here; something about how the destiny of man is to find beauty in what others discard perhaps#but thatās a lot of symbolism for GENSHIN IMPACT FANFICTION#anyway. have a good one. hope you enjoy the lore dump thatāll be posted withinā¦ like 3-5 min? idk i havenāt finished editing it yet#at time of writing iām gonna queue this then port over and edit that so. idk. this post will be close to that one on the timeline#and iāll ask for the sake of it: was the gold comment because of my name#fuckin- king midas was a greek king that got cursed to turn everything he touched into gold and you know what call me narcissistic-#-because this ask is my pool. donāt touch it youāll ripple the reflection#(similarly to king midas i am a overly hubristic silly boy that frequently bites off more than he can chew)
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so as the world caves in (matt maltese) IS a ranwan song and no i will not elaborate i donāt NEED to,
#buzz#*conspiracy theory meme*#erha#i finished reading the novel yesterday and honestly?? slay#cried so much tho lmao. reading fanfics rn to recover#it was so good but god it hurt So Bad kshshsjsjs. i donāt even have much to say i just. hooooo#that was so much wohdjsishwjwifhehsh#also in relation to the comment above call that Wanting To Literally Stay Together through Sickness Health and Also Th e Apocalypse bcs tha#coughs#erha spoilers#cryibg tho that was so good#i mean like they rly are just sticking together no matter what like call that Drama and also call that Love screaming crying throwing up#mmmph god that was so good tho. pain was top tied and the ending was sweet enough to the point in which it felt decently worth it all#still cried tho. also meimeng real? maybe. idk. i like that little trio. theyāre dumb n cute and i cried over their past timeline versā end#bcs they deserved to rest so much but god it hurt god it rly did#also txj reveal at the end was kinda hilarious honestly j expected them to use an extra to cover it but like. nah i like this too#also no one told me that mr canonically calls him engong-gege in post canon?? yāall! or at least in like the first extra#adorable. theyāre so weird and i love them. little menaces. also smjās ending felt Incredibly Bittersweet but honestly. i can live w that#man tho. ā¦ man. i rly do hope that in the end. he like. legitimately did care abt the sisheng peak kids. like cwn Sure but i hope he at lea#at least kind of cared abt mr (just a little bit#and like esp xmā¦. like things were all messy and horrible but like. still. part of me canāt help but wish.#god tho. great read but i read through most of the Angst (tm) this week and i will take years to recover#so good tho. so good. will never not say that#it was weird sure. like it definitely got weird and this is Not referring to the copious amounts of violence. we know what iām talking abt.#but it was good. it was good. cant recommend it to any of my friends for legal reasons but god.#ranwan#ā¦ this one is fr not rly but whatever!! itās fine i was crying over them 90% of the time
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was getting a twelve pack of beer a bad idea? probably. am i enjoying it though? absolutely.
#im just glad i didn't end up getting the vodka like id originally been thinking#bc i would've ended up actually getting drunk on school nights#can't actually get drunk with beer bc i get full before i can drink enough to actually get drunk#but i am enjoying the feeling of killing brain cells by mixing it with benadryl#could this be the start of a bad habit? possibly#but im not too worried for now bc it's only beer#now if i start cooking barbiturates in the microwave ill know ive hit bottom#but ive got 4 more years to go so im saving that for later. preferably my last year#ive got a list of substances and a general timeline so i don't end up empty handed with another two years left to go#i hope this blog doesn't end up turning into a drug log over the next four years lol#well if thst happens ig i can just create a sideblog for my mental breakdowns#if folks have recommendations for stuff that might help im open to suggestions#well besides cigarettes bc i am currently fighting the urge to start smoking with everything i have in me#bc i know for a fact I'll get hooked right away and it'll ruin my life by making me light up a cig every few minutes#I'd be taking smoke breaks every hour between classes#I've only smoked like twice in my life and i cannot stop thinking abt how good it would feel to start smoking#just. its not even the nicotine it's just so easy to romanticize self destruction with cigarettes yknow#it feels like you're actually doing something. like it makes the suffering more tangible or something#idk maybe i might try it and realize it's actually nothing like i kept thinking and be turned off by it#but with the way i cant stop obsessing over them when i haven't even started? im not taking my chances lol#anyway. feel free to ignore the mental breakdown lol this will definitely keep happening more in the future#alcohol tw#mine#vent
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