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canon au where izunas burial stone is one he personally pre-engraved. madara just has to put red ink on the half with tobirama's name...
#tobiizu#laughing to myself at madara trying to explain it to hashirama and tobirama.#him just like. okay i know this seems weird. but uh. it is technically his last wish if you ignore the one we're ignoring#about never trusting the senju. so like. take your pick#and tobirama is just like. whatever. fine. bury me with him when i die. might as well happen#to be clear izuna was REALLY hoping his half was gonna be the red ink half
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(Repost) Comms still up with 8 slots, 3 for busts, 3 for half body, and 2 for full body! Each listing also allows for up to one extra character to be added on at half price!
***If you don't want to commission me that's also fine i'd apreciate just a regular kofi dono or just sharing this around bc my finances are low, I've been averaging on $20 a month and struggling to pay hospital bills from earlier this year. i will also be considering opening a google doc or some other order form to allow payments via cashapp if there's any interest. Anyways heres a general breakdown of the pricing system and my will's/wont's under the cut:
So how do I (you, the buyer) choose what I want?
SO when you open up the request form it should look something like this!
We're using the bust order as our example here. At its base price, $15, it is set for the black and white option. If this is what you would like, then you don't have to worry about the add ons at all and you go straight to submitting your request! Now, if you're choosing add ons, it'll look something like these:
The first would be an example of an order of a flat color bust + an extra character bust with flat coloring as well. The color option adds the extra $10 (to match the listed price on the poster for $25), and the extra character with flat coloring adds half of that $25 to the order (well a little less bc i knocked off the .50 cents) which is why it comes out to $37.
The second would be an example of a black and white bust order with an added black and white bust character. This just adds an extra $7 to the price totaling $22.
What will you (the artist, me Brutus) draw?
If you want me to draw your oc or fanart of your favorite character I GOT U!!!
I'm also comfortable drawing blood and gore though I'll have to keep it on the lighter side (I enjoy blood if it isnt obvious by my url though so depending on what you want we might be able to go a little further with that).
I can do characters with armor as well, however I will require a reference of some sort from you, the client, as I'm frankly not going to attempt armor off the dome. I won't design armor myself either.
Pinups (not full nsfw due to how much of a struggle it is to navigate different site policies) and other suggestive works are also a-ok! a tity does not bother me if that wasn't made clear by my commission card 👍🏽
What will you (the artist, me Brutus) NOT draw?
Im not comfortable trying to draw real people as of right now sorry! I'm just not really a caricature or realistic portrait artist but this may change in the future.
I also won't do furry/anthro just because that isn't my forte as I haven't practiced drawing animalistic characters. There r plenty of talented furry artists for you to choose from and I could talk to someone to guide you to a few .
(I CAN do more humanoid fantasy characters however. like mermaids, satyrs, etc)
More extreme gore and body horror is also off the table. (so like spilling guts stuff like that)
I may love mecha but as it is like armor and a bit more extreme, I'm not drawing it sorry. And also as stated above I'm not drawing armor regardless without a good reference.
Certain fandoms are a no-go for me due to my own comfort. A quick list would be: mogeko games, omori, south park, hetalia, attack on titan, mcyt, hazbin hotel/helluva boss. if you're not sure just ask!
I reserve the right to decline any comission request for any reason. Getting paid is nice but my comfort is nicer yknow.
And that should cover everything! If you still need to ask me anything, my messages are open. Thank you so much for reading and a little extra thank you if you decide to commission me ❤️
#artists on tumblr#black artist#black artists on tumblr#commissions open#im hoping ghis isnt too long i tried to keep it as brief as i could#but i still wanted to make sure i explained myself well#but if you still have any questions dont hesitate to ask!
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Imagine the Hermits learning ballroom dance.
Imagine Etho being assigned to lead because he’s tall & everyone assumes he would.
Imagine him constantly fucking up, stepping on his partner’s feet, missing beats, just a mess.
Imagine Bdubs getting upset from the sidelines.
Imagine him getting blustery about this disaster & stepping in, saying no, no, no, this is all wrong, shooing Etho’s partner away.
Imagine anxiety bubbling up in Etho’s stomach, at having to lead for Bdubs, as he walks over.
Imagine Etho trying to place his hands on Bdubs, mentally preparing for another disaster.
Imagine Bdubs tutting & moving Etho’s hands away, much to Etho’s confusion.
Imagine Bdubs then firmly placing his hand on Etho’s back & grabbing his other hand.
Imagine Bdubs confidently taking over the whole situation.
Imagine Etho’s amazement as Bdubs leads him, and suddenly Etho’s dancing is on beat, smooth, no stepped on feet.
Imagine them elegantly whirling across the floor, everyone else watching them in surprise.
Imagine Bdubs dipping Etho.
Imagine Etho looking at Bdubs face while this happens & feeling his stomach flip at the burn of assurance in Bdubs eyes.
Imagine the song then ending, & them just staying there for a moment, breathing a bit heavy from the exertion.
Imagine Bdubs pulling Etho back up & releasing him & pointed saying that that was how you did it.
Imagine Etho staring at Bdubs, feeling lost & unsure now that Bdubs isn’t there, hand on his back deftly leading him.
Just like. Imagine.
#Ethubs#hermitshipping#Ethoslab#bdoubleo100#etho#Bdubs#I’m sorry to all my girlies who are here for smalletho#but I’ve had this idea in my head FOR MONTHS.#& like. Just because I am smalletho 99% of the time#doesn’t mean I don’t have brain rot for other pairings as well.#I was planning on making a comic or mini fic outta this but#I just don’t see that happening anytime soon#& I cannot keep this to myself.#sends it out into the universe with the hope that someone else sees my vision here#I just. Love the idea of their dynamic getting flipped in certain situations#& also Bdubs would TOTALLY be amazing at ballroom dancing.#Can’t explain why but I really think he would be.
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my brain loves doing this thing where. I make a new story idea and it takes over my brain
#the outsiders#darry curtis#the outsiders fanart#the outsiders fanfiction#i know damn well i could write a good 5k today when i get home but im not letting myself post it until i finish my other wips#FUCKKK#hope people will like it as much as i do#it maybe? sorta resembles all the foster fics that get hella popular but.#not really#more like#scratches head#i dont know how to explain without spoiling stuff#crow art#no bitterness
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recently i've been thinking about rowan omondi in terms of the "supportive black best friend" trope. i've had this idea for a while that it would be interesting to see a story that deals specifically with the psychological effects of being the designated "support friend", especially in cases where that character addressing/expressing their own emotions and advocating for themself would be stigmatised because of their race... and obviously, rowan fits into this neatly, actively repressing and refusing to talk about his feelings because he isn't usually given this sort of support by his friends, it's usually him who's supporting them. and i guess on a metatextual level, once he begins to address his own emotional repression and step down from that support role, you could view it as him becoming cognisant of his own role as the "supportive black best friend".
#iwbft#rowan omondi#this post is absolutely cracked because it's my personal theory/lens/interpretation/story idea that i have literally never shared before#and then applied (as if it's a well-established interpretation/lens) to someone who is. not the main character of his respective work#and listen. we all love rowan. i just think ive thought about him way more than most people#i'm thoroughly uncertain of whether i've explained myself properly here. idk how much the conjecture of rowan's arc post-iwbft#is common sense to other people. and stuff like that#BUT! i hope you enjoy this post nonetheless#i would also like to say this isn't a criticism of IWBFT. i dont think alice was at all ignorant of the role she was writing rowan into#by making him an overly-supportive friend who also happens to be black#(in fact i think the specific way rowan's emotional repression displays itself is a deliberate subversion of what would otherwise be#a very archetypical role for a black character)#yea. im just positing a lens im not levying criticism at IWBFT or alice#osemanverse#thunder rambles#(these thoughts actually first came about when corinna brown was first talking abt tara's arc in s3. and then i thought about it again#when i watched timestalker and jacob anderson's character basically just gives up being the support character at the end LMFAO)
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Seungmin saying they changed song by so it would be easier for people to watch and listen and then me seeing people going "Yes! It's good it's on tiktok and shorts now" and I'm like. Oh. You're all so fucking stupid <3
#half the videos were 10 minutes long#and i say this as an ADHD HAVER MYSELF#if you cant watch something that inst filled with bright colours yelling and childish humour#or a fucking tiktok length#like. well I have nothing to say to you actually highly doubtful you'd even read this far tbh 👍#like we'll never get anything more earnest and serious from skz again if things keep going this way#like the fact these no attention span people keep being catered too is so........... No#same with the songs- I complained about the songs all being fucking 2 minutes 20 seconds#like we all know its b/c of ig reels tiktok and yt shorts we all know this but Fuck who cares lets just go along i guess#i don't think people should watch stuff they are not interested in. i really don't.#but the amount of comments i read on those videos that were just so Nothing#no thought at all#idk like maybe try to listen to what hes saying and formulate anything outside of 'Omg best vocal best visual how many international fans?!#yk what i mean?#you bothered to watch it how about using your brain a little#also makes his whole Im Trying To Get A Moment in all the codes lowkey like.... yeah you pretty much do have to do that huh#like. they cant have down days or quiet days. Just be on all the time and be acting and funny all the time b/c thats all anyone wants-#so cool#there's no room for earnestness. no room for being a little thoughtful and serious. nuh uh#hopefully he does go back to explaining his thoughts after the tour but tbh I dont have a lot of hope for that :)
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tw: abuse!!!!!
one thing that really surprises me, especially when it comes to rosier twincest, is how many people in this fandom refuse to believe that evan was, most likely, an abuser. i've read all sorts of different versions of "toxic" evan, but none of them even come close to suggesting that he might have psychologically and/or physically abused pandora and barty.
we always make sure to specify how crazy, insane, cruel he is, but by some strange astral coincidence, every time evan's a psychopath who hurts others, he always does it with the other person's consent. we always let him do the worst kind of things to barty, "because that's what turns barty on!"; even the idea of incest disgusts us less than thinking about the implications of evan's fucked up behavior.
sorry, but in what universe do you think pandora could have ever agreed to have a relationship with her brother spontaneously and voluntarily? i'll tell you, in none. pandora may have given her consent at the beginning, but it's a consent that is the result of years of psychological abuse, where evan has led her to believe that she's a useless and worthless woman. and the same goes for barty: even making them both psychopaths, doesn't diminish the gravity of evan's actions. and, in the middle of a story that talks about a toxic relationship, throwing in a conversation about consent in bed won't save evan from all his previous behaviors. at this point it's better not to put it, and accept what evan is (an abuser), even if you don't want to admit to yourself.
obviously, i'm not saying evan has to be a horrible person in every context or story. but when it comes to sensitive topics like violence, consent, toxic relationships, we need to stop justifying his every action by bringing up kinks, or pretending that his behavior is even remotely acceptable. sure, it's fiction, but it's still abuse. evan is an abuser, and therefore he abuses people. let's start calling things by their names.
#i want this to be very clear when i'll post my fic#cause evan is an abuser and i'll tag it#i hope this makes sense a little bit#idk if i explained myself well#evan rosier
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Might as well have the salt before the sweet; so here is Rin's Finished Timeline!
Tag list (ask to be added or removed): @carrionsflower @statichvm @risingsh0t @simonxriley @tommyarashikage @kanos @confidentandgood @unholymilf @florbelles @thedeadthree @shellibisshe @roofgeese @aezyrraeshh @faerune @tekehu @jackiesarch @minaharkers @sergeiravenov @carlosoliveiraa @rosenfey @greenecreek @queennymeria @heroofpenamstan @tethrras @jamessunderlandgf @d-esmond @solasan @bigbywlf @delzinrowe @fenharel @imogenkol
#personal*#jess talks#oc: rin kyutoku#my writing#mha oc#bnha oc#anime oc#the finally concluded and updated timeline for my bad girl!!#have had a few moments though up since i first added her bio to her page#so theres some new sections as well as the final ones#i love redemption arcs#but i also love people never losing their personalities#so shes redeemed - somewhat#because listen listen listen#if none of the league experienced their awful childhoods: theyd all be good guys#thats the WHOLE POINT#i do have a happy au for rin and dabi#where they grew up happy and fell in love at ua#so maybe one day i'll write that out#but for now have the canon#i was gonna decide what happened to her mum... but maybe therell be an epilogue of how she kills her to save society *side eye*#and yes dabi (in canon) regrets what he did and cried about it#so him and rin being soft in the end isnt out of character#anyway ill stop explaining myself#i do hope yall enjoy it!!#lemme know what you think in the replies/tags!
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Wait, wait, wait - Marino and Beta have children?! What are their names?
You know I was actually thinking about this for a while. In my au of @bruggle ‘s au, since the Mother Elf was created and Weil was killed by Brook I think, correct me if I’m wrong, there’s peace and the only Mavericks out there are now those who genuinely choose to be. I decided that since all of this is happening, I could cross over the Battle Network franchise with the MMX/MMZ one. Although Mega Man Zero itself doesn’t happen here, meaning Weil and stuff since he’s dead, leaving them in a sort of state of “peace”. Not really, since there’s still Mavericks around, but not the virus. It’s safer and stuff, but Marino decides to keep working.
Let me explain.
It goes back to Beta’s powers. They have side effects. Such as exhaustion, pain, soreness, etc. Beta is powered up with Bassnium or Fortenium. It allows his whole body to run and function. Bassnium mixes with plasma, thus creating a chemical reaction great enough to produce Beta’s powers, but since Bassnium was discovered by Dr. Wily all those years ago, it wasn’t really shared to the public. Bassnium in those days is scarce, and Bass and Kalinka, when they were building Beta, knew this. So they installed a regen system for the Bassnium, using the very energy the Bassnium produces so Beta can function, so it can regenerate the Bassnium in his body so he can use his powers adequately. It hurts. A lot. Because it’s his body using the only source of energy it has, which is scarce, to regenerate Beta’s powers basically.
When Beta has his first fallout mission, coming to the med bay unconscious, Lifesaver notices this and issues another energy source to be installed into him. It partly works, providing Beta with a stable energy source to function, except it doesn’t help his powers work. The Bassnium still needs to regenerate for the powers to work, but now it doesn’t hurt as bad and take as much energy. It merely causes soreness in Beta’s hands, arms, or shoulders depending. Okay, so, the Bassnium only needs to regenerate when Beta uses his powers, so when he uses them, he has to spend at least a few hours to a few days letting the Bassnium regenerate adequately. Sure, he can still use his powers every day, but that’ll mean constant regeneration and soreness, which is something he deals with a lot.
Until he gets a regulator system. It allows the Bassnium to flow freely throughout his regeneration process, making it take way less and not hurt at all, helping him achieve S-rank. But he was only able to do that after years in the Hunters and after getting the regulator. Marino made Hunter-Commander around the same time, and commands her own unit. Beta and Marino got married some time after that and would go on missions together. Not constantly, since there’s a policy for married couples working together in HQ, but with the number of Mavericks going down, the number in Maverick Hunters also went down, so Beta and Marino working together was sometimes a necessity. Sure, it strained a few things, but they end up making up in the end because they love each other so much.
One day during a mission, a delusional Maverick, one with multiple programming errors, committed really bad arson on an apartment complex. It was the first case in a while which was actually pretty bad. There, Beta, Marino, Cinnamon, Massimo and Axl help people escape. Those that are alive, anyway. Marino and Beta eventually find Lan and Hub, which are babies. Their parents, Yuichiro and Haruka? Dead. Beta falls in love with the babies instantly. Marino is actually worried about what’s going to happen, so she takes a big step and suggests taking them in.
They talk about it, knowing that since they’re both working, they either have to hire a babysitter, or one of them has to stay home. Beta decides to stay home, knowing that Marino has the upper hand in terms of money due to being in a higher position. He doesn’t mind at all though, he was sort of tired of fighting anyway. And uh, well he’s a wife man. He knows his wife loves her job even if it is a little stressful sometimes. So anyway Beta stays home, taking care of Lan and Hub.
I originally got the idea of Hub being killed in the fire, but decided against it.
Yes, I crossed Battle Network with MMX/MMZ. Since there’s no more Maverick Virus, Net Navis started being produced and turned into Reploids by their order. Some would stay Navis, others would be turned into Reploids by their choice. Navis are basically just ai, so whichever one wanted to be turned into a Reploid, could do so.
Hub ends up dying from that heart disease, HBD, and is revived as a Net Navi, who is later turned into a Reploid.
Beta and Marino, of course, are devastated. The poor baby, whom they loved and cherished and raised as best they could, even if for a little while, died. A dead relative or friend is irreplaceable. It hit them both hard, but especially Marino. She turned her emotions off for a bit, but seeing baby Lan… she realized she still needed to be a mother. She lost one child, but she certainly can’t lose the other (I mean like not having a relationship with the child ykykyk). Beta was constantly crying when Hub passed. It got better, because he knew he needed to be strong. For his child, and his wife.
Hub being a Reploid is an option. Maybe in a better version of this au, he’d just be an amputee and not have HBD, but to explain what I had in mind these few months, let’s say he’s a Navi turned Reploid.
So yeah. I dunno. I liked the idea in my head, but I don’t know what you guys think?
#megaman x#rockman x#mega man x#rock man x#megaman#rockman#mega man zero#megaman zero#rockman zero#rock man zero#mega man battle network#megaman battle network#rockman exe#marino mega man x#mega man x marino#mmx marino#marino mmx#marino megaman x#megaman x marino#beta mega man x#beta megaman x#mmx beta#beta mmx#lan hikari#hub hikari#crossover#I hope I explained myself well#^^;
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The way I feel when I think about how Blake was the first one to seriously hype the team up about about fighting people/causes that are stronger/bigger than themselves
#blake belladonna#rwby#before that they had only ever stumbled into cinder’s plotting#this was the first time they went looking to investigate and stop their plans on purpose#she’s introduced as jaded - ‘hoping we’ll get a fairytale ending?’ ‘I used to feel that way when I was a girl’ or whatever she said when#Blake Ruby and Yang were properly introduced to each other#but she’s still the first who realizes they gotta fight anyway#aaaaaahhhhhhhhhh#I don’t know if I’m explaining myself very well I’m a lil stoned
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me trying to hype myself up to posting online again despite The Horror
#so turned out taking a break was both needed and the worst thing I could have done#having Anything to do day to day was the one thing keeping my brain from engaging nuclear meltdown lol#was trying to tell myself if the election went well maybe there'd be a chance for someone like me and it'd be worth trying again#but uhh no need to explain the flaws in that logic lmao#still stuck in the same place with no where else to go#and like#the more I learn about the scale of history the more I understand that relief won't really come until long after I've died#not at a scale needing to overcome the sheer ocean of grief and blood my country is built on and continues to feed year by year#have to live with it now somehow#its not liberating to acknowledge#but there's no such thing as miracles so I guess I'll stop hoping for better#that kind of thing has to be built by hand#really feelin that pingu rn#anyway time to stop whining I gotta start planning to post art or something#might need a second blog for my other non-nature-y artwork#trying to figure out how to make things manageable#maybe will make something silly just to break the ice#rompopolo calls
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i think it should be possible to scream without making any noise or disturbing anyone or inviting any questions . just sometimes . as a treat .
#hhhhHHHGHGHHHHHH#jay screams into the void#(deeply personal rant incoming feel free to ignore)#a friend of mine has just been undiagnosed with bpd which . lovely for them but it sure as fuck invites a Lot of questions#suddenly a great deal of previous shitty behaviour that was excused on the basis of bpd has a lot more to answer for#(obligatory I Know BPD Isn't An Excuse To Treat People Like Shit . im aware . i have bpd myself and i have v high standards re my behaviour)#(however allowances were made bc they were unmedicated & out of therapy through no fault of their own)#(and our whole group has enough experience with untreated mental illness to understand that it can make u a bitch sometimes)#but yeah no there have been a LOT of instances of b&w thinking + manipulation + unfair judgement + high emotion + snap reactions#and every situation Could be explained by untreated bpd and the bad times have never been prolonged or often enough to outweigh the good#but Hoo Boy if that wasn't bpd then what the FUCK was it#like either the new psychiatrist is wrong (possible but i seem to be the only one questioning it) or they're just Like That#and again . not enough to outweigh their numerous positive and loveable traits#but the whole group has been destabilised on a number of occasions due to their actions during a bad spell#and i'm really not sure Any Other Explanation is enough to justify that#ah well . this seems like the kind of thing that will eventually come up during a sleepover heart to heart#but rn i'm stuck in a bubble of MAJOR rsd & brainfuck abt it . which is unfortunate bc now is exactly the time i Don't need brainfuck#anyways ✨ goodnight tumblrinas i am . kind of hoping nobody read this bc i fear i sound like a bitch#i am genuinely happy for their undiagnosis it seems to have put many things into perspective for them & theyre v happy about it#i'm just . uncomfy w some aspects of it that i have only been halfway brave enough to discuss with them personally#That's One To Bring Up With My Therapist In A Few Weeks#Bit Of A Shame I'm No Longer In Therapy And Now Have Only 2 Quarterly Reviews Left Before I'm Discharged From The Service
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Secrets of the Obscure is alright and all but am I the only one kinda miffed that they ripped off a lot of it from Dragon Age: Inquisition and didn't really add or change enough to be it's own unique thing?
even the rift hunting mechanic is Exactly The Same, because you Open the rift, then fight something then close it. the animation is almost 1-1 and even the eye in the rift looks like the Inquisition eye. if it wasn't for the fact that Even The Mechanic is the same I might not have noticed it so much, but the more I play the more blatant it feels
and then their wizard lore also just feels like how demons come out of the Fade in Dragon Age to possess mages. it's almost exact
disclaimer that I'm still enjoying it because it's fun and I like that we get to see Zojja again and have a better map for practicing skyscales for those who don't have one yet, but uh...this whole plot was stolen!
and yes I know there are certain fantasy tropes that re-occur in fantasy over and over, but this doesn't feel like that. it feels like the writers legit just snapped the base ideas from DAI and then barely added or changed anything to make it uniquely Guild Wars
imo it's definitely the weakest of all the packs
which is a shame because I LOVEDDDDD the intro. the whole sequence of having to defend yourself and run for your life was so ridiculously tense, I really felt like I was playing a horror game
but now I'm on Ep. 7 and all the potential feels wasted because I feel like I'm playing the underwritten fanfiction of another game that I already played 10 years ago and didn't like that much the first time
#guild wars#guild wars 2#gw2#secrets of the obscure#gw2 soto#I do really feel it's like#Ridiculously Blatant#like idk how they're getting away with it without everyone roasting them for plagarism blatant#like you can take core ideas like rifts and demon possession and make it into your own#but SOTO presents the idea and it just feels 1-1 like how it was in DA#and I think to myself oh well they'll build on it to make it unique probably!#but then every new bit of lore just makes me go#''oh like in Dragon Age??''#a lot of things haven't even been explained but the game acts like I should Just Know#and I wonder if it's because they figured ''well everyone probably played Dragon Age so they can figure it out'' lol#I hope Janthir Wilds feels more like a uniquely GW experience#because so far SOTO is prob my least fave pack#they can't all be bangers I get that#but also you could have made more of an attempt to tie things into GW world and make it unique#instead of just dumping all this new frankensteined lore from another franchise#and using “well lol it's all about the mists!” as an excuse for why it's so random and obviously borrowed from other media
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I really love this one part in this story so much and the implication it holds within it that I always wanted to hear how other interpret it :)
for Seiji I guess almost all the people who would get closer to him and strike up a conversation would be those who wanna win the favor of the Matoba. or those who wanna crush him down, so I guess in short for someone to actually listen or care about whatever he says with no ultra motive is pretty hard for him.
Natsume was very upset and wary of him in this story, yet he was listening earnestly to him talking with no ultra motive whatsoever that Seiji without realizing found himself talking about himself naturally which's also in itself a rare case for him.
Seiji's pausing felt like " wait!! he actually cares and listen to what I'm saying even though I think he hate me so much, yet he earnestly listening to me .. and why am I talking about myself and my problems something I never did before to this kid so naturally ??"
it just for him to find someone listening to him without judging him or to actually care is something new for him, I guess.
also, this other part ...
I guess he also never had anyone worry for his wellbeing like this that he reflexively lied here as to not worry Natsume more than that.
Seiji is just bad at dealing with people who face him earnestly and actually show they care about him.
I find it amusing in a tragic kind of way.
that's why I said that Seiji developing a soft spot for Natsume little by little and that Natsume despite all his issues with Seiji that won't stop him from actually trying to seeing him past all their differences. our boy Natsume is just too kind for his own good T^T
if only that idiot learns a little from Natsume, or wait he actually learned something :)
#natsume yuujinchou#natsuyuu#matoba seiji#natsume takashi#I feel I didn't explain myself too well this time ...#I feel my mind isn't working much but I hope I expressed even if alittle bit ....#how I just want to analysis alot of things from this manga ....#but I also love reading other people's take on things ...#anyway ...#those parts from this story always gets to me ...#sometimes I find myself laughing at Seiji's reactions the other I find myself crying alot ...#there's no in between at all ....#am I gonna survive from this guy one day ?? nope NEVER
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miss u guys <3
#i hope u are taking care of yourselves#i feel very :<#aaah idk how to explain how i feel because i myself dont understand it#but if u are also going through bad days then remember it’s okay#the presence of shadows is what reminds us that light exists#i love you#you did well today
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Sorry if this sounds rude, because it isn't intended to be, but on your other blog it says youre a lesboy. But you also said you're nonbinary?? Aren't lesboys just men who claim to be lesbians despite the definition of lesbian being non-men being attracted to women?
Srry if this is totally wrong and it comes off as offensive, I just genuinely would like to know and be educated
Ah! No no no don't worry.
I'm a semi-masc nonbinary person (I do also use the label of demi-boy) . I do use he/him and am generally fine with being called masculine terms. Basically I still fall under the 'boy' spectrum.
I do want to discuss the whole "Men who claim to be lesbians despite the definition of lesbian" thing.
Personally to me once you start knocking anyone who identifies with the label "boy" out of the lesbian community you start knocking out genderfluid people, bigender people, or even nonbinary people like me who are more masc leaning. Because sometimes bigender people are feeling masc, sometimes bigender people indentify with being a man.. and are also lesbians!
Also just... generally? I think that Lesboys, Mspec lesbians, bi-lesbians, etc. They don't really hurt anyone? I think that everyone has their own relationship with gender and sexuality, sometimes that's more complicated than the "definitions" of said label. I'm nonbinary! But i'm also kind of a guy, you know? But i'm also very much a lesbian.
Once again, queerness is complex.
#lesboy#lesbian#nonbinary#Nonbinary Lesbian#Sorry if this was a bunch of word salad? I hoped I explained myself well
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