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#he's so hot when he's blonde#song mingi#mingi#ateez#maxsixgif#mingi gif#these are instructional gifs#i want to **** ****#i hope no minors follow me#please don't follow me#i can't babysit the children#i have questionable morals#mingi sized gifs for mingi sized man#these are the biggest gifs i've ever posted
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Silly guys goin' on silly adventures:]
@rorydrawsandwrites's puppeteer au but the only difference is that jax gives consent
My contribution to this wonderful au has been long overdue:')
Rambling in tags ehe (cw: ribbun:p)
Well maybe it's not the only difference
#I think in this version of the au possesion puts you into an almost dream-like state#Slipping into a sort of weird trance#Like physically you still have control of your body#But mentally you're mindlessly following orders from a disembodied voice#Kinda works like that imperius curse in harry potter (yes ik rowling sucks)#And jax soon figured out it was great for dissasociating😀#Escapism and heavily dependant on those possesion sessions to preserve his own mental stability:')#But *cue dramatic music🥁*#He eventually realises that it was not the possesion that brings him comfort and peace no more#But the presence and embrace of gangle that did<3💖💗💞#Jskhsskhj sorry that was so cheesy🧀#Well more or less its because he hadnt have human interaction in AWHILE it seems#Goose did confirm that it has been a long time since he last got a hug:(#*almost* made me feel bad there#Mkay enough rambling about this slight very minor variation of the story#I hope this whole thing was coherent to even be readable=]#Maybe ill even add emojis✨#tadc gangle#tadc jax#ribbun#the amazing digital circus#Tadc au#tadc fanart#tadc fandom#gangle x jax#jax x gangle#Let me have this guys#Let me indulge-#Her head is a tad bit too small yes IM AWARE#This is actually probably my fastest post to reach 100 notes wth (in like 7-8 hours)
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i knew you'd come back (i never had any doubt)
#quin sketches#tgcf#tian guan ci fu#heaven official's blessing#hualian#xie lian#hua cheng#hello gang im back after like. idfk 2 days??#i wanted to do a scene redraw and my bff told me to do the reunion so here i am#i like how it came out a lot actually........#i made a lantern brush for this#i love making hyper specific brushes i will use once or twice and then never again#btw the amount of minor edits i made to this after exporting it and then going 'wait hold on' before i stopped touching it#ASTRONOMICAL. i airdropped it to my computer like 10 times#anyways :3 i hope you like them#also pls reblog. posting art for a fandom no one follows me for is starting to get to me LOL#ill just have to keep doing it.....#anyways. no more yapping. goodnight#(its 1:30 pm)#lazers art
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ok now that im not full of 2500mg of antibiotic a day ill actually get some fun stuff done. i have so much i wanna do.
#stupid rant is stupid#man fuck that lmfao#it nuked my adhd meds#one gave me brain fog#one fucked up my sleep#i made it to day 5 and then my stomach started going weird and i had a minor breakdown at work on day six lol#follow up next week with a PA lets hope i get all the way better#or my surgeons gonna cut me again
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If you don't mind me asking how did you get top surgery at 15? Not that there's a problem with that! Its just really cool thay you were able to, i dont think ive heard of that before
Ah, really it was all the work of my wonderful amazing mother! In all honesty, I would never be even CLOSE to being this happy if it wasn't for her and everything she did to keep me safe and let me transition. Short answer: I got lucky with living in the transgender shield of New York because my parents are rad and moved us up there
Long answer: Quite a few things actually! For starters, I was lucky enough to live in a state that allowed it, and I had proof of being dysphoric from a young age through therapy records and mental health checks. (<- not Necessary, but definitely helped my case! the government LOVESS the mentally ill lmfao) Really when medically transitioning, you need a few things on a list.
1: A letter of recommendation from a therapist (I've been through Several, so no problem there! Just need proof from a mental health professional that you are who you say you are, and you're not going to regret the change)
2: A letter from your general practioner/medical provider, signing off on the surgery (this will actually happen Several Times. but you need one to start off the whole thing)
3: If you're a minor, proof that you're fully developed puberty-wise, through a physical exam with your doctor!
Then, you take all of those to a plastic surgeon. I had an amazing doctor that took wonderful care of me and did a perfect job with the surgery, and I'd really recommend doing a metric shit-ton of research on whatever surgeon you end up choosing! The best bet most often is whatever other trans people recommend. This surgeon will then sign off on it, and you'll book some dates. In my case, there was 2 pre-op meetings! One where they looked at my chest and decided on the best procedure to use, and one where they had my mother fill out consent forms and book the date of the final surgery. (Again, assuming it's a minor like me going through this process, it's likely they haven't been through a surgery before! So there might be one more appointment with a doctor where they check your general muscle strength and how well you'll recover from the anesthetic/surgery in general. Really easy check-up, that typically functions as a less invasive physical)
It's a long, time consuming process that's very fuckin expensive lmao, but I promise you it's worth it. It's so very very worth it. I could go into all the little details of every step of the process and all the hoops I jumped through, but it can and will vary from person to person! Again, I just got very very very goddamn lucky with a family that supports me and was willing to help me as much as they have. Im the luckiest guy on the planet I'm pretty sure. Everyday I get to wake up in the body I've always wanted to have and feel amazing about it.
#i make yet anothet post just for me 👍#we have mail :]#hope this answers your question!!#it turned into a bit of a Guide On Top Surgery lmao#but i really wanted to talk about my experience#and help out anyone out there that saw this and was considering it. i strongly STRONGLY recommend it dude#only downside was our insurance not covering it because im a minor. that was a huge pain in the ass#but again. luckiest guy alive with the best parents alive#they gathered up thousands of dollars and paid out of pocket. like the badasses they are#if you cant tell i REALLY really love and appreciate my family LMAO#oh my mom follows me here too im pretty sure#mom if you see this shhhh no you didnt ssshhhh#im not bragging about you to everyone i know constantly. sssshhhhhhhh you have no ideaaaaa how much i love youuu ssshhh#<- JOKING LMAO
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It's good to try and be consistent, and post at least something every Tuesday and Friday. Even if it is just one woman I really wanna kiss. [repeating through gritted teeth, tears streaming down my face]
#song of the sea#bronagh sots#bronach sots#cartoon saloon#i think there's over two hundred people following me now which is?? surprising???? i just Hope i don't crack and delete this blog as well-#-the next time i am faced with a minor inconvenience
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made another bot 🥹 part 2
the cat shifter AU is made by @tame-the-lion-writes !!
retired!TF141 finds a feral kitty :0 it's you!!!
i love writing for this stuff.... have fun gang>:p
as always constructive criticism is accepted!!!!
#hiii sorry if i'm annoying#trust me i'm a fan#i would follow you but#im a minor#so i just stick to following the 'dog shifter au' tags etc.#i think it's a good enough compromise? :3#i hope...#cod au#cod modern warfare#tf 141#cod 141#cat shifter au#call of duty ghost#simon ghost riley#kyle gaz garrick#cod gaz#john soap mactavish#soap cod#john price#captain price#cod price#tf141#141#cod ghost#cod x reader#modern warfare#cod fanfic#x reader
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Briarlights death makes sense to me. As much as I love her character, the movement technology you’ve come up with wouldn’t be enough to keep her alive in a society where her nether regions are constantly exposed to the outdoors. She would get UTIs and kidney infections very quickly, which would be fatal when you can’t feel pain. My partner has to use catheters to avoid them (he is paralyzed in the same spot Briarlight would be.)
I think it’s disingenuous to have a character that’s paralyzed but have no other health problems or concerns regarding it, even if it’s uncomfortable to think about for some readers. It’s just as ableist to minimize the additional struggles she’d face as it is to kill her off unnecessarily.
Not accusing you of ableism, but expressing my concern. They’d need to find a way for her to poop and pee in a way that’s sanitary and a way to combat infections long term - even if the thought is “gross” to some people it’s the reality she’d have to live with. She should, at the very least, remain immunocompromised.
That is a valid concern. I will keep this in mind-- I'll make sure to note her immediately being cleared out of camp at the first sign of sniffles to avoid it. My cats can do some very minor building and there are now several cats on Jayfeather's Garden Patrol, it wouldn't be too much of a problem to make that area into a comfortable "satellite camp".
I do want to add though that my most important guiding principle is a stronger narrative which includes better portrayals of disabled characters, not perfect rugged woodsman realism. The medicine I add and the guides I write are in the hopes of better representing the lives of the real-life people who see themselves in the fantasy battle cats.
Realism does factor into that of course! But it goes out the door the minute it would smash up against a disabled character's inclusion. This is a series for human beings like your partner; as close to it as I can get by bending the setting when needed.
For example, Epilepsy
Epilepsy was deadly before modern medicine. Full stop. The herbs I created for that guide would not save someone like Shadowsight, whose convulsions are at extreme risk of turning into Status Epilepticus. It would help manage, but Shadowsight's life would have been very brief.
All the chamomile in the world wouldn't replace phenobarbital... or even the older medications, barbituates. Barbituates have been replaced and good riddance, but it's important to understand that even this drug known for causing EXTREME lethargy and horrible side effects was revolutionary. It saved countless lives.
But I'm not here to write a story for the real-life horror that is epilepsy in a pre-modern society. I'm here for the parent who personally thanked me for making their daughter feel less alone.
Evil spirits attacking the living! God knocking over trees! Attacking a bulldozer! That all happens; there's no reason they can't help Briarlight too!!
But I'll make sure to include her being immunocompromised. And I'll include ways they handle that. Just like I included a cat engineer who made a blanket sled.
So... suggestion accepted! I will keep this in mind.
Briarlight's Canon Death
...I will maintain though that the canonical death of Briarlight was one of the worst, most short-sighted, cruelest decisions that has ever been made in this series.
Because ultimately Briarlight is not a real person. She is a writing choice. She is a character based on Vicky's paralyzed cousin, "Dan," and Briarlight was directly modeled on Dan's personality and recovery.
What did the new writing team do, the minute they were writing a series without Vicky? Killed Briarlight to fucking greencough. For shock points. Narrative moves right on back to the MAIN conflict-- Alderheart having feelings for Velvet and Jayfeather enforcing the vow of chastity. ShadowClan officially falls apart in the background lol
It was never about realism, or realistic portrayal of disability.
This series doesn't care about realism when cats have bloody Freddy Kruger deaths in their sleep, or when shadow goo starts eating cat hell, or when lightning strikes Shadowsight. But they suddenly care about how realistic it is that the only paralyzed character survives greencough?? No! Of course not!
In the middle of the CONSTANT "Ohh she's finally in heaven where she can run and jump and not have a disabled life"? And the infamous Squirrelflight's Hope line, "You don't want to be alive again, Squirrelflight! You might become disabled like BRIARLIGHT"
(WHICH BTW THEY STILL HAVE NOT REMOVED DESPITE PROMISING IT YEARS AGO)
I absolutely do not believe for a second that they had a realistic portrayal of an immunocompromised cat in mind when they did it! Hell, screw it. I'll just say it outright;
I firmly believe that the new writing team killed Briarlight because they did not want to deal with her.
I flatly refuse to give them charity towards this choice. At NO POINT did they earn a speck of good faith. They continued every negative trend that was set up by the previous writers (including Vicky herself tbf), and went a step further by killing her to "we need to get rid of some randos" disease.
Not only that; but the Clan dynamics were NEVER the same after her death, because there was no character who could replace her personality. In this cast of cardboard cats, they plucked out one of the few optimists with a clear, unique perspective, not shared by ANYONE else.
My ire wouldn't JUST be because they happened to kill a disabled character in the way they did (though that is frustrating on its own imo). It's because it was Briarlight.
I hope every writer involved with the decision to kill Briarlight in the "Nothing is Happening! Quick! Kill Someone!" book of AVoS chokes on it. I will DIE on this hill and my blood will never wash out of the grass.
#I've been getting a surprising amount of interest in the idea of portraying some of the 'grosser' aspects of disability#and illness in general while we're at it#I don't mind showing it but I do want to strike a balance for those who are more squeamish#Maybe I'll make follow-up guides when I tackle certain disabilities where it's relevant?#Maybe I can save the very sensitive things for the post-cut of a post?#My posts would get a lot longer though and I notice people are less likely to spread and share very long posts#Abelism#Disability#Briarlight#Bonefall Rewrite#Warrior Cats Analysis#I hope the part on realism makes sense#Realism to me is for fun and as a means to an end#Not THE point of what I do#I am an opponent of the sorts of people who say ''Oh there can't be [minority] in this because Realism''#Yeah well there CAN be two of my fingers in ur eye NERD#Not that I'm accusing you of that either anon dsgffd#Just explaining my own feelings too you get me?#You clearly have a person in your life you care immensely about and want a good portrayal!!#I will try my hardest to give you that
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teehee i now have a very very wonderful photo
#me leaning and slightly sleeping on the guy i like#🤭🤭#for those who follow my lore closely (so i think only milo) this isn't the cute guy in history whom i have never spoken to#this is the now pretty close friend in my school friendgroup who i had a big crush on for a few months#i became less obsessed with him but that was definitely a good thing i think crushes get unhealthy when they're too strong#and i still think he's cute obviously i mean i liked him for looks alone the first couple weeks#anyway today at this party i was sitting next to him and ended up sleeping next to him three times in succession#i mean kind of sleeping looking back i probably did doze off at points but it was kindaaa fake sleep#first time i edged toward his shoulder but didn't fully have my head resting against it#then i ducked my head up and said i wasn't asleep just resting and we laughed a little#i think he said he wanted to draw on my face avjddhbd#anyway second time my head inched toward his shoulder and was fully on there teehee#then when i ducked my head back up he was like awwe its okay and kinda tucked my head back against his shoulder#i was GEEKING bro 😭😭 i opened my eyes those three times when people questioned my sleepiness bc i could not keep a straight face#i was fighting to contain a grin the whole time#uuughh and he was saying how he didn't want to move and was getting people to pass him things abdjbdhd#he could have kicked me off but he didn't!! that's so cute#i was hoping someone would get a photo and a couple people did and they're so cute#gawwddd idk if now is the right time for anything but i really like him i enjoy his presence immensely#he's so nice he's not absolutely perfect of course but he's such a sweet guy#im thinking of that one tumblr relationship advice post about how the ancients didn't stumble across fully built temples#they found a flat place with good grass and water nearby they found a good place to build and then built#if there's any chance of things happening between us iiii think it's a good place to build#literally my only personal downsides for him are such minor things that could definitely change with age and maturing#it's just a lack of motivation or passion toward things and sometimes a bit of a lack of consideration#but i know im guilty of that too and he really is so nice he never acts maliciously#never at all augh he's so sweet
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#a small lesson in commenting#when you want someone to tag minor things (not triggers but squicks)#like say for instance who is the alpha and who’s the omega#do NOT lead with an insult#like say ‘you need to learn how to tag correctly’#also keep the interaction positive#something like ‘hey I love searching for omega Harry fics so I would love if you would tag who has what secondary gender!’#‘that makes things so easy to find!’#do NOT say something like ‘tag who’s the omega so this bs doesn’t even show up in my search’#it turns out talking this way will not get you the results you want!#hope this helps!#(I know the people who would benefit from this are probably not on tumblr and certainly not following me)#(I knoooooow)#I’m so sorry to the people who WOULD benefit from those extra tags on my fics#I am… not feeling charitable to mean people unfortunately
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Making trump into the ultimate boogey man was intentional so that the democrats dont have to do any work to actually listen to constituents and feel like they have free reign to do whatever they want because the alternative is the big evil fascist even though we're seeing a lot of fascist tendencies under Biden and going back to 2008-2016, Obama. We, as a country, should not have this much political sway in the world.
#shay speaks#im not gonna say more bc im about to go grocery shopping#if anyone has any good ideas on what to make with bell peppers lmk i think i want to do that this week#but also if you do not follow me and find this post. before commenting please ask yourself#did i say not to vote? (no. i think voting is important in expressing your views.)#i also am probably not gonna vote for biden at least. i dont even know where im gonna be#registered to vote in by november#i think you SHOULD vote but i am not going to sit here and tell you to#shut up and vote for biden bc hes a fucking ghoul#and clearly its getting worse for minorities (<- trans queer ndn) so like. what are they doing for us#biden has done fucking nothing but be a mild mannered republican and i hope he gets shot#for all intents and purposes thats a joke.
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Head in the Clouds
A Wholesome Fic
A/N: No need to worry, I’m still invested as heck in SAMS/LAES. I’m just gonna take a break from writing about it for a while. I can only take so much angst! Besides, I planned to do more with this blog anyway. It’s for all my obsessions, not just one!
But anyways, onto something incredibly self indulgent. I’ve been stupidly obsessed with @fluffyhare ‘s Avery! And their love, Casper, of course! They’re so sweet and cute. I adore them with all my being and all their tomfoolery. So that’s why I’m throwing in a third whe- I mean, doing some cute interactions with them with my own persona! Because honestly- I’m lonely
Casper and Avery belong to @fluffyhare ! No worries, I got their permission!
I hope you enjoy it! And I hope I did Avery’s character justice-
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Head in the Clouds
Chapter 1/3: The Meeting
CW: Drowning, Depression, Injury, Romantic Fluff, Teasing
(No real tickles yet, but they’ll come up, no worries)
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What was with that night?
Not words I’d typically use to describe supernatural experiences and almost drowning, but here we are. Those words were all I could think of to describe that night.
One week ago, I had nearly drowned. It was late at night, and I had gone out to the pier to think. I had been experiencing a lot of difficult feelings, so I figured staring out into the foggy, dark sea would allow for my mind to clear.
It did clear my mind for a while. The crashing of the waves, the smell of the salty sea, and the view of the moon just above the horizon… it was a perfect picture for a calm mind. Staring out allowed for the fog within me to part and give me the strength to go onward.
However, as I turned to walk back to my apartment, I was faced with a strange, shadow like figure. Since it was too dark, I couldn’t make out their face. I tried to walk away, but before I could even process what was happening, the figure grabbed me by the waist, and threw me over the edge of the pier, and I plummeted into the sea below.
I didn’t have time to process it, run, or even catch myself. It all happened so fast. As I fell into the cold sea, I struggled to swim up for air. However, every time I tried to reach the surface, another wave crashed on top of me, pushing me down further. Though I could swim, I wasn’t exactly a strong swimmer. Eventually, the lack of air started to get to me, and I felt my consciousness start to fade.
Suddenly, I felt air fill my lungs again. Something held onto my hood, and yanked my head above the water. I could barely see due to the salt in my eyes, but the figure who pulled me out wiped it away with a wet cloth. I got a good look at them.
Their head… it was the shape of a cumulus cloud. They had glasses, and a puffy sweater for the current colder months. Wearing a sweater in the ocean? Blasphemy!
This being… I wasn’t sure what they were. A deity? A guardian angel? Or something else? Did I die? So many questions were running through my head. The figure rested their soft hand on my cheek for a moment as I stared in awe. They looked like they were about to speak, but police sirens, ambulance horns, and worried chatter were heard on the beach. Before I could thank them, the figure dropped me off on the beach, and disappeared.
Doctors, bystanders, and police officers surrounded me, asking me hundreds of questions. I could hardly process them all. I kept assuring them I was alright. But I didn’t tell them how I fell in. Or what saved me. They’d think I was crazy! So I just told them I was walking at night and a stray dog chased me off the pier. I hoped they’d believe it.
Now, a week later, I had recovered just fine. But I stayed away from the pier. I didn’t want that figure to come back. But now it was early morning, and I was up and walking, long before businesses were open. Why? I couldn’t sleep. I was too focused on my own work to realize that it was already six in the morning. Now, I was walking through a mist so thick, I could barely see my own feet as I walked. Who would he crazy enough to be awake and out in this weather besides me?
A cry of shock answered my question.
Upon hearing this cry, it sounded like someone had gotten hurt. I hated seeing others harmed. I followed the noise, and saw someone I hadn’t seen, despite living in Port Oleander for a while. They had blue hair, a green hoodie, and a pair of jeans, plus a pair of blue sneakers on. They were on the ground, wincing in pain. I rushed over to them, and bent down next to them.
“Are you alright?” I asked them. They turned to face me.
“I-I’m fine. God, why did I decide to go skating when I can barely see the ground?” They asked themself. I noticed that beside them was a longboard. That must be why they fell. I frowned slightly. I saw that they had a pretty bad cut on their hand…
“Oh, my…” I whimpered, opening my purse. “I swear I have some bandages in here somewhere…” I dug around in my purse for a while, trying to figure out where they were. I found them, and pulled them out.
“Come here, this won’t hurt.” I assured them. They held out their hand, and I took it. I wrapped up their hand in bandages, preventing any bleeding or infection.
“Thank you… that’s better.” They muttered. I stood up, and I helped them stand up. I led them over to a nearby bench, and I got their longboard for them before sitting down next to them.
“So… what happened?” I asked quietly.
“Oh…” I could tell they felt slightly embarrassed. “Well, I woke up early, so I decided to go and skate for a while. I figured it would give me some energy. But I wasn’t watching where I was going, and I didn’t realize I was so close to the curb. My board fell off the sidewalk and I tumbled with it.”
I nodded as I listened. I could understand going out and doing something nice. Something to clear the mind a little. I certainly did a week ago. But then they broke the silence again.
“And what about you? Why are you out here?”
My cheeks turned slightly pink. “I… have been struggling as of late. I also woke up early, and I thought a stroll would make me feel better.” I shrugged. I was also thinking of that odd being who saved me… but I decided not to mention it.
“What’s your name?” I asked the one beside me. They smiled a bit.
“Oh, I’m Casper.” They said. I got a full grip on him when he told me his name, and I softly giggled.
“Really? You don’t look like a ghost to me.” I joked. Casper chuckled softly.
“I’ve heard that one before.” He said. “And you are?”
“I’m Rubes.” We shook hands. At least, I shook his hand that wasn’t hurt. “Nice to meet you, Casper.”
“Nice to meet you too, Rubes.” He responded.
We spent a little while talking. Getting to know each other a little. I told him about my library job, why I moved here, and what I liked doing. While he told me about his drawing abilities, his love of skateboarding, and his own hobbies. There was something about him I really enjoyed. He was just so sweet.
“It’s wonderful that you have such a muse, Casper.” I said during our conversation.
“He’s a perfect muse! I expected him to come running after I fell, but he is a scientist. So may-“ He was cut off when a voice rang out through the mist.
“Dewdrop!”
In a blur, Casper was picked up and carried off the bench, held in the arms of a mysterious figure that I couldn’t make out in the mist.
“Avery?” Casper said nervously.
“Oh, Dewdrop, I’m so sorry! I woke up sensing you fell, but I couldn’t get ready to come out in time! I tried to hurry, I promise!” Casper assured the figure.
“It’s okay, but…” He pointed to me, and I was just sitting there, staring at them.
“What?” The figure asked, before he turned to look at me. He was a bit surprised to see me. Maybe he thought only Casper was nuts enough to come out in this weather.
But he looked so familiar.
The figure approached me, and I shifted slightly on the bench. A soft smile appeared on their cloud-like face.
“I’m glad you’re alright.” He muttered. Then it clicked.
“You…” I whispered, shock lining my voice. “You’re the one who saved me.”
A slow nod followed from the cloud. He was so gentle. He bowed his head in respect.
“I am. I’m Doctor Avery Nimbus. It is an honor to finally meet you.” He said, taking my hand. “And I must thank you for helping Casper. He means the world to me, and I wish I could have been here sooner to help…”
“Oh, it’s okay.” I assured the doctor. “I’m Rubes… And really, thank you. Thank you for saving me.” I whispered as he helped me up from the bench.
“Wait… he saved you?” Casper added. I nodded, started to quickly explained what happened.
“I… went to think on the pier, and I fell into the sea.” I left out the scary figure part. “But he… pulled me above the water just in time. And got me to the beach where a search party was.” I explained. “If I’m being honest… I thought he was a dream.”
Avery let out a soft chuckle. He lifted his hand and stroked it across my cheek.
“Does that feel like a dream, Rubes?” He asked. I smiled and shook my head.
“No… But you do have soft hands.” I whispered. Avery chuckled again.
“All the better to tease my Dewdrop with~” He went over to Casper, and hugged him from behind. Casper let out a gasp, and a surprised, yet happy squeak.
“H-hey! Avery!” He cried.
“What? Is my touch just too much?” He started putting light kisses on Casper’s cheeks. “Does it make your cheeks red? Does it make you happy?” Casper whined and giggled as his cheeks burned a deep shade of red.
I was happy for them. It was clear they loved each other. And I wasn’t the type to interrupt sweet moments. So I picked up my purse, and slowly started to walk off. Before I could get even three steps away however, I felt a gentle hand on my shoulder.
“Rubes, wait… where are you going?” Avery asked me.
“Oh, um… I was hoping to return to my apartment so I could get ready for work.” I answered. Avery shook his head.
“Oh, that won’t do! Not at all!” He cried. “I still need to thank you kindly for helping Casper when he fell!”
“Avery, I’m alright-“ Casper tried to tell his cloud love, but Avery ignored it. Not to be rude to him, but to be nice to me.
“How about you spend a little time on the beach with us? It’s so foggy that no one will find us. I could get you some tea, and we could become more acquainted.” I smiled a bit at the offer. He was so sweet… Besides, Avery didn’t seem like the type who was going to take no for an answer…
“Oh, alright.” I answered. “But just for a little bit… I have work in a few hours. The library opens at around ten.” I muttered.
Avery clapped his hands together in delight. “Wonderful!” He pulled both myself and Casper down the boardwalk to the beach. A thick layer of fog covered the sea and sand around us. I turned to face Casper.
“Are you sure being on the beach like this is… safe?” I asked quietly.
“With Avery around, we’re in the safest hands possible.” He assured me. I wasn’t sure if that was true, but I decided I had nothing to lose. Well, besides my cat.
Avery pulled out a towel for us to rest on. It was big enough for all three of us to sit down on. Despite the clouds above and the fog surrounding us, the beach felt oddly tranquil. Like I was floating in an abyss, with no thoughts plaguing me. Just the mist around the picnic blanket, Casper’s calm expression, and Avery’s kindness. Avery looked me over for a moment, and smiled a bit.
“Please don’t tell me what your favorite tea flavor is. I want to see if I can read you.” I thought about that. If he picked a flavor that I had never tried, that would be okay. I loved tea.
“Okay…” I just went along with him. His body blended in with the mist around us, and he vanished. I was surprised for a moment. That was a fun party trick. I turned again to Casper, who was sitting next to me with a relaxed expression.
“You two are… dating, correct?” I asked. Casper nodded.
“I guess it’s obvious.” He laughed slightly. “But he means the world to me. He’s beautiful, caring, soft…” His cheeks turned red as he fawned over his cloud love. I smiled as I listened.
“He sounds lovely.” I whispered. “And you two make an adorable couple.”
“Oh, thank you…” Casper smiled slightly at my words. “He saved you from drowning?” He asked me, and I slowly nodded.
“It was horrifying.” My breath shook slightly. “I really thought I was gonna die… But he pulled me above water, and I could breathe the moment my nose and mouth resurfaced…” Casper nodded as he listened.
“Avery… he’s a very powerful being.” He explained. “He can shut power off with his electricity, he can control water, he’s an amazing swimmer…” He started to blush. “He can even make… ghost hands…” He trailed off at that, his face turning a deeper shade of red.
“So… what is he, exactly?” I asked. “Where did he come from?”
Casper thought for a moment before answering.
“From what he told me, he’s from a place called Cirropa. A world full of cloud people. He’s told me he’s an elemental. Which makes sense… He also has wind powers and ice crystals in him.” I nodded as he spoke.
“And… how did you meet him?” I asked quietly. He laughed a little.
“Similar way you did. I fell into the sea, and he saved me and took care of me. From there, we bonded, and we eventually fell for each other.” He sighed in contentment, tracing shapes in the nearby sand with his finger. “He’s always so gentle. And so kind with his words.”
I nodded as I listened. Now I felt bad. I was probably being a third wheel to them, when they clearly adored each other. I was probably in their way. I turned away, staring out at the mist, watching it fold over itself. Before I could get too deep in thought, Avery returned with two cups of tea in his hand, and one on his cloudy head.
“Here’s yours, Casper.” He handed the boy a cup. “It’s your favorite.”
Casper chuckled softly, taking a sip. I smiled a little. Avery was truly a gentle one. The cloud took the other cup off of his head, and handed it to me.
“This one’s yours, Rubes. I hope you like vanilla chai.” I smiled as I took it.
“That’s actually my favorite.” I admitted to Avery. “Thank you…” I took a sip from mu own cup. It was a gentle and sweet flavor as I expected, but it was just strong enough to get the full flavor, and light enough to not feel like getting smacked in the face with it.
“It’s perfect.” I whispered softly. Avery chuckled.
“Only the best for my guests.” He gently poked my nose, making me giggle slightly. “So you say you work at the library?” He asked me. I nodded.
“It’s a paid internship, but yes. And I don’t do anything special. I just clean and help others who need my help. I’m basically just a supporter.” I shrugged. “But it’s nice. My boss is really sweet, and she supports my dreams of being an author.”
“You want to be an author?” Casper asked. I nodded slowly.
“Yes. It’s been my life’s dream since I was young. I love to write… it’s an escape for me. It allows me to throw myself into other worlds, be in other people’s shoes… Creating new concepts just from the mind alone…” I smiled slightly. “It’s a magical thing. And I want to share it.”
“That sounds lovely.” Avery said, warming my heart. “What do you intend to write?” He asked. I smiled slightly.
“Well, I have multiple stories in my head at once, but I’m going to flesh them out, one by one…”
I didn’t even realize I was rambling. When someone asks about my work, I get spun into a tizzy. I loved writing fantasy stories, and as such, a bunch of words spilled out before I could process it. At that point, I was just talking because it interested me. I didn’t even notice they were listening. Interested, even! I was just talking about the work I spent years perfecting. Normally, I’d only reveal them to those I trusted. But right now… I just wanted someone to hear it.
After I finished rambling with my tea, we started talking as a group. Avery told me of his own work, and both of them told me of their relationship. They were so sweet together. I never had a relationship like theirs. I hardly even know what romantic love felt like. No one was ever interested in me.
“I’m sure that someone out there admires you for who you are.” Avery told me. “You are a kind person. And I hope to spend more time with you in the future.”
“And you’ll probably see me often.” Casper added. “I’m always going to the library to pick up books for Avery.”
A sharp gasp escaped me. How long had I been here? I checked my phone.
Shoot! I had work in thirty minutes!
“As fun as this was, I… really have to go! Thank you for the tea, Avery!” I stood up. “Hope to see you both around!” I ran off to my apartment, ready to get changed for work. However, as I rushed, a special notebook fell out of my bag. I called it my purse, but it was more of a messenger bag than anything else.
Casper tried to call to me about it, but I was too far out of earshot to hear him. When the notebook fell, it was forced open to a page held with a feather bookmark. Casper, curiosity getting the better of him, picked it up.
His face turned immediately red when he read what was within. Pages and pages of characters of my own design, getting tickled. And it was descriptive, too. Not just a one off. There were even little doodles on the sides here and there. He practically choked on air for a moment.
“Dewdrop? Are you alright?” Avery asked as he noticed Casper’s burning face.
“Avery… look.” He handed Avery the notebook, taking deep breaths to try and recover from reading it. Avery’s face lit up in amusement. I certainly spared no details when it came to this stuff. Normally, I never took that notebook out in public. But I didn’t think anyone would be around.
“Do you know what this means, Casper?” Avery asked. Casper nodded.
“We have a community member we gotta welcome in.” Casper finished. “Should we return the notebook, though?” He asked quickly. Avery nodded.
“I will return it in due time. It is hers, after all. But I want to hold onto it for a bit…”
“For research purposes.”
#sfw tk community#sfw tickling community#minors do not interact#please#also do not interact with fluffyhare they dont like minors on their blog#be respectful#i love this cloud boy so much#and his relationship with casper#hope you like it!#a burst of inspiration hit me-#idk when the next part will be out#but hopefully soon#ocs#others ocs#mutuals oc#holy heck thank you for following me though-#it made my day
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I feel like its horrible that i havent clarified my age yet but im NOT an adult i turn 18 next year if u post graphic porn pls dont interact 😭 ive had non bot irl porn accounts follow me and its scary as hell I IMMEEEEDIATELY blocked them
#your honor Hes neurodivirgent and a minor#if ur not a creep pls dont unfollow me i beg😭#also speaking of I accidentally follow accounts that say 18+ without fucking looking at their bio and only later do i have to learn#the hard way.#BUT YEAH IM SORRY I HAVENT CLARIFIED EARLIER#not specifying age can lead to a lot of stuff i apologize#but still i hope this doesn’t make u guys see me different bc ive like#genuinely had people hate me after they knew my age#I actually didn’t specify it for privacy reasons but i figured its worse if i dont
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for anyone who was disappointed at the sanitization of pro-palestinian comments at agdq 2024 and didnt watch sgdq this year i just want yall to know they bucked the fuck up and the chat was filled with "free palestine" and watermelons, "from the river to the sea", and "CEASEFIRE NOW" and the mods were on top of bigotry during the MSF interview it was very good.
multiple runners (including corvimae of course) expressed the sentiment with and not many negative comments got to stay in chat for long
#lo yells#idk how many people who follow me care but i love this event#it got me through my work week and the vods will continue to#gdq#games done quick#i dont always have the chat enabled but for this i did#gdq has a LOT of sponsors so i dont think theyre afraid to be blatant about this#not to mention their support for other minorities in speedrunning like women transfemmes and explicitly black people#i hope theres a nonbinary group in the future#i have an unachievable dream to do a run someday and that might help. not that i'd join but just that its there#ANYWAY SORRY no one follows me for my original posts but i have opinions lol#i wanna go to gdq...
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peace and love on planet earth :)
#just a minor update on me is that i am still experiencing symptoms but they are less severe#2fort here demands something called window time#where i have to sit in front of the window WITH her and look outside#she will not do it alone#and she will try to herd me to the window if i do not follow her#anyways! hope everyone is fantrolling well#sooty has recovered from his neuter super fast and the effects were immediate! hes much less irritable and wayyy more lovey#puberty was being so rough on him but now he is a peaceful snugglebunny#anyways as always i will answer asks with art drawn during the workday so dont be afraid to drop anything in the box there#lokit OUT
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I am now back home!! I'm very exhausted, and probably should have gone to sleep a while ago honestly, but.. I ended up having a fair few thoughts about Clio on the way back (and while I was away as well!), so that was nice ^-^
Since getting back to my laptop, I spent a bit of time trying to improve Clio's reference model a little bit, mostly in terms of things like finally adding a toon texture for her face (which was for some reason missing), as well as some general texture edits across the board. I ran the model through MMD for a bit just to check all the changes were okay in there as well as just in PMXe, and in the process of that I decided to render this cute image of her for the fun of it. I hope it's alright to also post it here~
#a call from the void#heart of the void#selfshipping#love: crown of clovers (clio)#..I suppose this would also technically count as#creations from the void#made using MMD#selfship: of flowers unchained (clio/aria)#there is one more deliberate texture *addition* that I did but you can't see it from this angle (or crop) haha#but i'll elaborate more on that when i'm not quite so tired#I hope that everyone has been alright#comments on the changes are appreciated though I recognise they are pretty minor#it was mostly just like.. making things a bit more saturated than they were because sometimes they could come across as ashy when effectles#albeit this render does have *an* effect on it but that's only serious shader#which tends to keep colour balances fairly intact when compared to something like say greener shader#..i'm talking as if I know these kinds of visual art terms in the slightest haha. I definitely don't =P#but a friend of mine is studying character design so.. if in doubt maybe i'll bounce the changes through her#I don't *think* she follows me here
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