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Honestly? I really love how TMA handled Jon's asexuality.
Asexuality is complex and multi-layered. To understand it fully is to understand the many different types of attraction there is out there, and how to differentiate them from one another. Which is already a complicated enough task when you're ace/aro spec- But even more so when you're Allo, as most of those attractions seem to just morph together.
So, of course Melanie (and potentially Georgie) would phrase it as "He just doesn't."
While I would not have minded for asexuality to be name dropped, this is just as good- if not better. It feels in character, it feels realistic. It tells us something about the characters themselves and how they view and understand Jon's sexuality. That they see it in its most bare bone sense : not having sex.
Whether or not Jon is aware of his own sexuality is entirely up to interpretation as well. While I do have my own personal headcanons, it's perfectly reasonable to assume that he could have phrased it this way himself- Either because that is how he understands it, or just because it is the easiest way to explain it to someone who isn't ace.
All in all! In my opinion, this was really well handled, especially considering it is like, five lines of dialogue in a 200 episodes long Horror/Tragedy podcast.
#That's how I usually explain it to Allos myself honestly#I personally think Jon's an oblivious little shit and is still in the “sexual attraction is a worldwide made up joke” phase#been there jon#been there#tma#jonathan sims#jon sims#jarchivist#tma podcast#magpod#magnus archives#asexual#the magnus archives#text post#soakie's thoughts
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#tadc#the amazing digital circus#tadc jax#jax#tadc ragatha#ragatha#bunnydoll#I need to pathetically explain myself here and say this was just one of those go to bed thoughts I've had for a while.#It was an idea for the sake of daydreaming and I never intended to ever draw it but then it happened and I got carried away.#I'd honestly call this a bit of a un-headcanon lmao#None of us know at this point so any one of them could be close or not close to losing it.#Saying that I feel Jax seems like one of the more stable of the group and out of the both of them Ragatha is closer to abstraction if at al#But it's interesting to think if he actually isn't to some degree and there's more behind that grin I can't lie#And I wouldn't portray abstraction like this either I'd go about it differently. again just one of those fleeting throw-away thoughts#It ends ambiguously but you can decide what you want. I know how it ends.#I just got really into portraying the mood or cinematics without any dialogue.
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🩸 I ask god to send a swordsman, and god says "look at your hands"
#spoopy red thing#the quote is from Melissa Broder that I found on tumblr randomly I honestly couldn't think of a nice quote for this myself#but that's kinda what I want for Iri'thiel at some point#but she still has a long way to go before she believes she's enough for all of this#anyway I really enjoy how this turned out!! tried a different style#I've been drawing a lot again in my spare time#it's good for pushing away thoughts and feeling like you're doing something for yourself and others too#i needed that#monerelluvia#The Revenants#TR: Awakening#original character#dnd#dnd oc#dungeons and dragons#drow#drow oc#half elf#elf#ranger#fey wanderer#dark elf#artists on tumblr#lgbtq artist#Iri'thiel#digital art#cartoon blood#blood#cw blood#swords
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im a child of divorce
#the bit is over when i say its over and even when its so joever for these two its not over for me!!! (once again i am on heavy copium)#anyway. thoughts behind the spoiler tags#gempearl#shiny duo#wild life smp#life series spoilers#wild life spoilers#i feel like. i actually was expecting that#no but its so funny the one time the negative consequences of something does actually get acknowledged its the SL finale ‘betrayal’/j#like cmon fuck me i guess/j (BIG EMPHASIS. ON THE SLASH J. OKAY.)#but honestly though i did expect Gem to hold a grudge over the 2v1 in SL. and. its good that there are consequences???#it IS a ‘betrayal’ in Gem’s eyes. they were friends. they were murder besties for the last two sessions and then Pearl chose Scar over her#and its awesome man. [through gritted teeth] this is awesome man this will be good for character development ok ok ok. ok?#its also got something to do with Pearl having the red creep in. i think#because during SL Gem was like. nearly idolising the Scarlet Pearl persona while vaguely aware that her own reputation has a similar effect#and yknow. the horrors. the fact that their image is so heavily built on what others deem them to be and they can only play into it#but by the end of SL Gem gets ‘betrayed’ by this persona that she looked up to#and also her own ‘GeminiSlay’ intimidating image is also starting to fall apart. partly of her own will#and now shes watching Pearl slowly turn red again. and this time she knows its not good for her or Pearl#so shes distancing herself from it. shes ‘trying to fix her reputation’. she sees Pearl falling into it again and just. no. i dont love you#you betrayed me last season#but on Pearl’s end of things she’s already deep into the idea that as long as you say you ‘forgive’ someone then everything thats happened#in the past doesn’t matter and they can all be friends. and nooo absolutely no grudges will be held. no emotional repression here#so. because thats happened to her in her own team she thinks the same can happen with her and Gem#and thats so. im going to blow myself up now
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I think my life would be fixed if I fell asleep at a beautiful 8 pm and woke up at a beautiful 4 am bc it means I’m asleep when most people are awake and I’m awake when most people are asleep and honestly? Couldn’t ask for more
#No friends no therapy no boys#Just me and my books and my research lab and my journals and occasionally sex and the city#No social interaction except if it’s w me by myself#Just me me me bitch#You might be like that’s a bad idea but I’m honestly amazed at how I go out of my way to NOT sit w my thoughts it’s pathetic#At first it was like I multitask bc I’m pre med but now I’m realizing I have an actual problem w not allowing myself to be bored/alone#I’ll still be busy but I’ll be busy in a very intentional way where everyone is removed but me#and it’s just me by myself#LITERALLY just me#I need to go swim in a creek and run through the woods and eat some almonds and eat greek yogurt and read some books
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You Look Lonely
Inspired by this iconic scene.
When Jason was with the League, he'd thought he'd spotted something lingering above the pits sometimes. Then again, he'd also been hopped up into a mad rage by nasty death water, so his memory wasn't credible by any means.
But after a particularly bad day, as Jason just sits in front of the Pits looking at his reflection, he looks up.
"Hello, handsome."
Gorgeous eyes looking down, freckles dotting the skin. White hair gracefully flowing, a playful smile directed at him.
"What a day, hm? You look lonely..."
A warm bubbly feeling sprouts in his chest. Like if pit rage had a distant cousin.
"I can fix that."
#dpxdc#dp x dc#dp x dc prompt#dp x dc crossover#dcxdp#dc x dp#Honestly I had this thought spawn as I was taking out the trash and I was smiling to myself like a maniac#I mean how could I not?#It beckoned me#dead on main#dead on main ship#Bladerunner 2049 reference#It can either be A: Bladerunner exists in the DP universe but not the DC one so Danny's doing a bit but Jason thinks he's serious#Or B: This is genuine#Ignore the music.
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so five and lila being a thing is going right next to allison literally sexually assaulting luther in the box of things we are absolutely under no circumstances accepting as part of canon right
#tw sa mention#cw sa mention#would love if when yall reblog this you could tag with tw or cw sa mention to keep things safe!!#i actually enjoyed s4 and thought the ending was perfect to be so real#s3 really lowered my expectations lmao#tua#tua season 4#tua spoilers#the umbrella academy#s4 was fun they flubbed so many storylines but it was fun and emotional and klaus got a ton of comic book moments and there was bonding#it was fun ok#honestly in my head s3 wasn’t even canon like the timeline split#sometimes s2 isn’t even canon to me but it’s so fucking fun#it’s all fun and fucking sad and goddammit i liked it more than s3 maybe because there was less incest the bar is really low huh#unless u subscribe to the technically all the kids r biologically related thing (i do) in which case lila/diego & lila/five are also incest#but for this show ‘we may kind of be biologically related bc of magic but we don’t have the same last name & dad & childhood home’ is a win#anyway i love klaus always everyday i love them they’re everything to me#i honestly just really let myself enjoy this season bc it’s the last one and i’ve been through hell#klaus hargreeves#five hargreeves#allison hargreeves#lila pitts#luther hargreeves#reginald hargreeves#diego hargreeves#yeet my deet
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Round and round, In circles we go.
[First] Prev <–-> Next
#poorly drawn mdzs#mdzs#wei wuxian#lan wangji#I re-worked this one so many times and it honestly could have had a few more re-dos#Desperately reminding myself that the point of all this is to create and move on and not obsess over little things#As I also have to recon the fact wwx's hands are untied for one panel as ...uh...its a mental projection. An abstraction of despair#Or that I really should have written 'get caught idiot' for a funnier text line.#Anyways! Don't think about that and instead think about how cute lwj is as he gets his zoomies out around the room.#Even the oldest dog will bounce and wag when playing with their favourite person....#More thoughts on wwx's crisis in tomorrow's upload for I am too sleepy to think right now
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um um I wanted to draw Them because I can't stop thinking abt these emotionally stunted timeclones. some things are easier to talk about with yourself!
#isat#isat spoilers#in stars and time spoilers#isat act 6 spoilers#i hope im being thorough enough?#anyways the context is loop joins them for traveling 💙#i have a lot of thoughts abt the postgame#and i might draw more if i have the energy#honestly im surprised at myself that i made this dkfhkejf#i think itd be funny if loop got saddled w the sisif nickname#since siffrin never got it#but theyll talk to mirabelle and isabeau abt it to get some ideas dw
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i dont think i will ever forgive what the internet did to DID because please explain to me how "your sense of self is so torn apart you think youre multiple people" turned into "youre actually multiple people"
do you understand what i mean? please understand what i mean
#kostik speaks#yes cat 3 are real things ive been told and things that honestly really traumatised me and ruined my relationship with myself & disorder#some reassurance im not the only person who finds this super upsetting would be nice#my mental illness: causes harrowing feelings of disconnection from my life and a tendency to disown and/or reject my identity#some people for some fucking reason: reinforces the mental illness in ways never thought possible#i love and appreciate everyone who knows about my bullshit and yet doesnt deny me my personhood or treat me like some freak#i got really triggered about this yesterday so ive deleted the bulk of the tags i wrote (dehumanisation trauma when)#but i stand by this and ive been assured i make sense so sure. posting#this is the real reason i hate giving my disorder by name if you even care. it is specifically this treatment#did tag
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Why fight people when your time can be better spent bantering?
#bg3#baldur's gate 3#karlach#astarion#art#illustration#baldur's gate art#baldur's gate fanart#bg3 art#bg3 fanart#my art#fanart#karlach cliffgate#astarion ancunin#hellspawn#karlach x astarion#astarion x karlach#(not that this is specifically romantic. totally can be platonic or queerplatonic if you want it to be. for me it is all three at once)#haven't made art for myself for a while (or non-vector art for that matter) so i thought i'd do that. just a nice lil' afternoon sketch ses#and of course i had to draw these two. my beloveds.#i've been constantly doodling them in my sketchbook so this art honestly was inevitable#i'm still trying to improve my anatomy beyond faces but i think i did rather good :)#karlach having the everburn blade is inspired by my current karlach origin playthrough where she has it. and is of course courting astarion#i couldn't think of any dialogue for them but know that they're giving each other compliments#i ended up really loving how the lineart looked by itself so you get both that version and the colour one
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they've always got his ass relaying information (sometimes wrong)
#if anyone wants to make a gifset of this feel free... I thought about doing it myself but honestly gif making is not my bag!!!#leave that shit to the experts...#david webster#band of brothers
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i am like The Distortion because i, too, am Me but also Not Me in a way that is extremely difficult to put into words, and because i have an immensely complicated relationship with the sense of "self" and what that actually means, in this essay i will-
#the magnus archives#ironically enough out of all off the entities#i think i'd be an avatar of the lonely not the spiral#but the spiral is a CLOSE second#like. really really close.#like honestly i could lean either way tbh#but either way i looked at michael and his initial response to jon addressing him as michael (him going “that is a name.”)#and went “that's literally me”#(stares at the distortions struggle with experiencing “self” and then stares at myself)#surely there's nothing similar there#if you guys knew just how heavily i relate to the distortion's confusion and feelings on being michael and/or helen#and feeling like you're wearing the face/thoughts/emotions/memories of someone who doesn't exist anymore.#michael shelley#michael distortion#michael the distortion#the distortion#helen richardson#helen distortion
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Rediscovered the Disco Elysium timetable I made for myself, and figured someone else might find it useful. maybe, lol
Dates are taken from the wiki, I hope I made no error
#disco elysium#white numbers are their ages at specific times#red text below is general stuff from the wiki was going on in those times#mostly made this for myself bc i kept confusing for how long jean and harry were partnered#and how long dora stuck around. because honestly wow she stuck around for longer than I thought
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something i've already posted about in the past but am thinking about again because of the conversations in this episode is that i still truly do not understand bells hells'(well, particularly ashton's) view on what is going to happen if the information about aeor gets sent out to the people of exandria. obviously, i'm not an average person living in that world and am instead a viewer of the media with fairly extensive knowledge of the lore, so i could definitely just be missing what the impact would actually be! but the insistence that it would be a world shattering revelation that completely turns everyone against the odds just... doesn't make sense to me?
unless ludinus has a way of editing the information he presents and can take away the context, which would basically make the "footage" even more strange, what they're going to be seeing is... the gods saving themselves from people with the active ability to murder them all and having a rather humanizing crisis of what they should do about it? i guess the working with the betrayer gods part could be considered the controversial aspect of it, but overall, considering everything else that was destroyed in the calamity, aeor really was the one instance that was closest to being "justified". i don't think anyone who cares enough about the gods for this to cause any sort of big disruption of faith would have as big of a problem with it as they are assuming, nor do i really think it's something that would cause mass revolts against the gods in people who aren't devout.
#critical role#cr spoilers#i have spent so much time thinking abt this tbh. so much of my brain power is dedicated to thinking about religion in exandria#i do admit that i'm thinking about it in a way that is very logic-driven when if in the scenario itd be more emotion-driven#this is just nonsense from my thoughts attempted to be put into words that make sense to anyone besides myself LMAO#i was gonna add another part about why their idea that it will Massively interupt their power is strange also#considering the fact they watched a freshly Completely wiped out of followers everlight have the same power as all the other gods in aeor#but this post is long enough and i feel like whenever i post about this im worried abt how it comes across#so i dont feel like adding on to it anymore than i have sjskfn#i am honestly just very tired of god debates. i think there was more interesting parts in last night's than some of the others#but it feels so circular every time. and i still love you orym for being the one who sees this and i want to give him a kiss about it
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a 2 act tragedy starring me: i’ve been making fruit smoothies in the morning for a few days which has been great because it’s getting me to actually eat fruit for once, only to go on the internet and be told that it apparently releases all the natural sugars so it's actually Not that great for you and i am devastated
#ramble#i thought i was doing myself SO many favours#i ENJOY FRUIT i just don’t eat it for some reason related to adhd#context i am a long term ED sufferer so this kind of thing upsets me#honestly i don't care that much because it feels like it's better than Zero Fruit#can any dieticians put my mind at ease#someone explain how ‘the natural sugars are released and become Bad Sugar’ makes sense. like it’s all just the FRUIT#chanting to myself ‘there are no bad foods there are no bad foods there are no bad foods’#like the Nutrients are still there and some of the fibre is still there#tw ed#on a lighter note current fave is pineapple+orange#also kiwi which i didn’t think would be good#edit: WAIT YOU’RE RIGHT WOULDN’T THE SUGARS BE RELEASED THE EXACT SAME WAY BY JUST CONSUMING THE FRUIT. WHAT THE FUCK
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