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~ I can take the suffering for you ~
Okey i know isÂŽnt beging Mermay I was planning to post it next year as when I saw this beautiful lineart by @mdoodlerfandomart I was kidnapped by the university and couldn't paint it until July, however, when I saw that someone else posted another colored lineart I felt more confident about posting it here
For Dagur's tail I was inspired by the Triple Stryke as I thought it would really look great on him and I ended up really like the result.
The lightning still doesn't convince me completely but honestly I don't have the artistic skills to do it better, however, I really liked the result and I hope I was able to do it justice.
#dagcup#mermay#mermay 2024#dagur the deranged#dagur x hiccup#race to the edge#coloring pages#coloring#digital coloring#hiccup horrendous haddock lll#hiccup httyd#i hope you like it#i hear the thunder saga while coloring this#hiccups are already turning cyanotic from lack of air#Dagur dosenÂŽt know this#he just thinks the humans turn blue when they blush#httyd#httyd rtte#httyd fanart
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THUNDER SAGA & WISDOM SAGA RANTS!!
Genuinely how can I live my life normally after this. Like,, HOW.
Anyway,,,
MAJOR SPOILERS AHEAD!!!
TWs/CWs: swearing, mentions of violence and death ig. If you're uncomfortable click off any time!
And without further ado, let's gooo!!
THUNDER SAGA
- Gosh, 'Suffering' is maybe probably most definitely my second fav song (after 'Thunder Bringer' ofc) in this saga. It's just so GOOD UGHH!!! I'm utterly OBSESSED with whoever voices Penelope/Siren Penelope cause they just sound ETHEREAL. Also the amount of memes with the "You know I'm too shy" is astounding. Def my fav part of the song.
- I hc that Ody, in 'Different Beast', when he said "You are no wife of mine!" that he pulled an "erm, actually-" and basically: "Nah cuz you got a few details ab my wife wrong, homie. You see, her ponytail's tips actually reach 3.5 cm lower than that, plus you got the shade of her eye color wrong. And gods she'd never wear that tunic without matching earrings!" Homie's obsessed lmao.
- Oh. My. God. KJ. KJ! THE ABSOLUTE QUEEN GAHH!!! The fucking growl Scylla had on "Give up your honor and wraith!" Made me literally almost fall over. I had a ton of fun just dancing to KJ's vocals. My GOD that's beautifulđŻđŻ
- Tell me y'all can hear the absolute desperation in Eury's voice at the startđ bro does NOT wanna believe his home bro Ody just gave up six men's lives like that. Also not Jay bringing back the "This is the home of the wind god" bullshit like pls I cried enough at 'Monster'đđ And not Eury turning Ody's words around by saying "I'M JUST A MAN!" then stabbing a cow, like HOMIE. WHY.
- Here comes Zeus the party crasher everyone! Yippee! But no, seriously, I've had 'Thunder Bringer' stuck in my head for a while cuz my boy Luke Holt's vocals be giving me shivers. Imma cry cause the absolute pain and crack in Ody's voice when he says "I know..." like,, đđ Also the animatics where the crew just attacks Ody and the dude just accepts his fate are CRIMINAL. Ain't nobody asking me to cry today brođđ
WISDOM SAGA
- Gotta be my fav saga yet. The "Watchu gonna do about it, champ?" line was delivered PERFECTLYđđ Ayron is the absolute Top G. Also Miguel's voice for Telemachus is just UGHH SO GOOD!!! Also Tele be like: "STAY BEHIND ME MOM I'LL PROTECT YOU!!đ€șđ€șđ€ș"
- Let's fucking go Athena is back on track, baby! Literally LOVE both hers and Antinuos' vocals. They were ON. TOP. I couldn't help but giggle at Tele's "Woah,, that is so sick!!" Like he's my baby boy I love him smmmm!!!
- I ain't got no shit on Athena no more. Home girl's just guilty frfr. "You're a good kid." "Thanks!" AHHHH THEM>>> Anyway, great song. I love Athena now. I don't hold no grudge against her anymore, no siree. She my homie nowđȘđȘ
- WANGUI. THE LEGEND FRFR. They could never make me like Calypso but Barbara served. I listened to 'Love In Paradise' on my headphones and did not expect to hear Polites' voice in my left ear and Eury's in my rightđđ The time-dive was LEGENDARY (haha.) and Ody's screams then him just yelling "ATHENA!!" cause he doesn't have anyone else to call for help was heartbreaking đ
- Ahhh the fact that Jorge got his dad to voice Hephaestus is so cute <33 And Mr. PAM-PAM was right. Luke Holt's BEASTMODE ZEUS IS PHENOMENAL. I adored the transition between 'Warrior Of The Mind' and 'Legenday' after Zeus supposedly struck Athena down, which were â by the looks of the animatic shown in the livestream â the memories that got the goddess determined to stand back upđȘđȘ The way Ares' voice almost broke when he asked "Is she dead..?" broke me likeđđ And whoever voices Hera is an absolute legend how the fuck is your voice that HEAVENLYđł
Also pls let the 'Silly Saga' be a thing, I had all the vids from Jorge's Disney Princess Era plus the Jimmy Neutron specials stuck inside my head non-stop for daysssđ
Ooh and if we're lucky (and Jorge wants to ofc) maybe we'll get an album with cut songs! That would be amazing!! No pressure for the team tho, whatever they choose will be respected by everyone!
Also guys dw Athena's not dead, goddesses can't die you silly geeseđ She's just injured n I'm absolutely sure we'll hear more of her in the upcoming Sagas! ^^
That's all for now! Take care y'all!! Stream the Wisdom Saga NYEOWđżđș!!!!
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Drabble Prompt #161: âTell me a lie.â - âI love you.â JUST BREAK MY FUCKING HEART, WHY DON'T YOU? (Oh man, Heli, PLEASE make it hurt. I need a big, big oof đ)
THIS ONE WAS HARD. I TRIED. Angst! Lots!Request a prompt!
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What year is it? Where are you? Whatâs my name?
Itâs dark the first time he asks you these questions. The two of you smothered by the filth of a collapsed building, blood dripping from a split on his forehead into your mouth.
2023. In ⊠where the fuck are we, Buck?
He wipes the blood from your nose-bridge and it smears it further up into your hairline. Youâre fine, you assure him, but a large welt is forming from where your skull cracked under the falling ceiling. And then suddenly, in the soot grey silence of dust, stars blossom over Buckyâs face and he spins into a million fractures.
The room returns in a rocking motion of planetary misalignmentâ a roar of primordial birth. Grey, still, but rushing in like a storm.
Your head turns to the side to find Bucky and Steve peering down at you. Their voices are fading away as you waggle a finger. You guys okay?
Bucky chokes on a desperate laugh and catches himself against the jetâs wall. Steve kneels and brushes a tear from your cheek. His fists are clenched tight and before you go you hear him spit a long and vengeful string of curses.
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The trauma lingers and your brain is sending out Morse codes of electrical activity, disrupting its natural frequency. You seize intermittentlyâ at least three times on the hospital bed.
The nurses are slower than he is, so when Bucky gets there first, he follows their protocol and checks you with that annoyingly mundane prodding.
What year is it? Where are we?
You gurgle and flip him off. 2023. Med bay, goddamn itâ anymore dumb questions?
He laughs. Why are you such a pain?
You have a question for him in reply. Whereâs Steve?
Itâs immediate, the way Bucky frowns a miserable crescent moon that hangs low on his face. Heâs back in the field, finding the fucker who blew the room out.
Your cracked lips seal themselves shut, the grimace speaking louder than words ever could.
You and he know better than most how Steve changed after the Accords, tuning himself out to every feeling except for the one that keeps him fighting. Bucky knows that when you gaze into some unknown distance, youâre thinking about how your Hercules has transformed into Ares. Gold tarnished into red, blooming blood.
The stars above the compound snuff themselves out by sunrise and Bucky jerks awake with Friday alerting him to your bedroom. Itâs midnight again and his bare feet slap against the floor all the way in. Time is a circle now, being asleep and awake feel one and the same, saturated with worry.
His hands are shaking when you lurch back to life.
Whatâs mâ
You shudder, sh-shut the fuck up with that.
A sharp breath escapes his trembling mouth. I was going to ask, whatâs my favorite color.
The same noise falls out of yours. Trick question, dumbass. Black isnât a color; itâs a shade.
He stays on the floor for the rest of the night, and after the sun climbs across and makes its way back to the other side of the sky, he comes back and does it again.
In the dark, your sighs become ocean waves. Your hands gripping the sheets of the empty bedside sound like footprints in the sand. Bucky listens, half-asleep, to your whimpering like a slow siren call pulling him into the deep.
The interrogations come more frequently, because the doctor told him you might be experiencing other side effects from the injury. Someone needs to be there, to watch you, just in case. So, he asks you throughout the day all sorts of idiotic things. Mostly because of fear, sometimes because heâs secretly eager to see you smile.
He hasnât seen a lot of that after the Accords. After Ares, he supposes.
Whatâs my birthday?
March tenth.
His brows raise in surpriseâ I wasnât expecting that.
Whereâs Steve?
You catch him off guard. Heâs supposed to do the asking. The tile floor of the kitchen holds your tears on a Wednesday morning while your fingers scratch at the smooth surface, securing yourself in the moment.
I donât know⊠havenât heard since last Tuesday.
Your nostrils flare and Bucky wipes the corner of your eye. He tries to lighten the mood, tugging out a memory of an older day when you were the life of the party. Tell me a joke.
You stare into the fluorescent light hanging over his dark head. The shadow obscures his cheeks as he looks on. Your mouth is detached even as the silly question slips out. What is Beethovenâs favorite fruit?
Then, the end of Friday pitches you over in the middle of a shower. The caddy of shampoo and conditioner flies off its perch and scatters with a bang the same time your knees hit porcelain. Water rushes into your mouth and nose but you canât feel it.
Bucky rips down the door, yanks the entire curtain off furiously and you, slippery with suds, into his lap. His one hand clears away the broken soap dish, the other turning your head to the side.
Come on! Come on, come on. Come back. Come back.
Three minutes feels like an eternity.
Your gasps finally wane, and you look up at him from your place on his thigh, leaned back on his palms, breathing hard as if heâs the one who fell. He reaches over for a towel, drapes it on top of your body and pretends like he hadnât seen anything.
Who won the game last night? Bucky grunts. You blink spots from your vision, hand reaching up to find his face, to make sure heâs there.
S-sportball? Câmon, Buck. Like I fucking knâ
A long-suffering sigh. His heart feels like itâs about to jump out of his chest, and here you are, being a complete pain in his lap. He tries a different approach.
Who makes the best lasagna? Never mindâ I know itâs me. His brain is discharging rapid-fire questions, trying to forget the shape of your body beneath the cotton sheet. Whatâs your third favorite animal? Who sings that song you like? Tell me about your ma. Tell me a story. Tell me a lie.
You laugh then. The one heâs been waiting for. The first one all weekâ all month, since your head cracked open. Since Steve left you for vengeance. Itâs a clipped sound, not really a laugh, but he takes it eagerly with a fluttering in his chest.
I love you.
Buckyâs thundering heart stills as your head moves from its sideways position on his leg. Instead of his thigh cradling your cheek, his lap cradles the back of your skull. Beneath him, you peer, lips parted at the beginning of a sentence. He beats you there.
What? Why would youâ
A lie, right?
Bucky nods stiffly. Misses the way you stare at the point of his chin when he tilts back. Youâre a pain, you know that? Guess thatâs how I know your brain isnât knocked loose yet.
Friday dings tepidly, alerting the both of you to an arrival and soon enough, heavy and determined steps are echoing down the hallway. Stiff footfalls, commanding gait.
Steve. Ares.
You should head back to your room. He always wants to see you first.
A little hum sizzles from your throat as you pick yourself up, letting Bucky steady you with his arm. Not always.
It gives Bucky pause as he gathers the jagged ceramic bits and soap bottles scattered on the floor. Your voice is small and reluctant when you call his name. Bucky?
Yeah�
The look you give him from the doorway half splits your mouth open, showing your teeth. When was the last time you gave him a real smile? Buckyâs brow furrows at the restrained moment pulling itself apart, lasting an eternity.
Your turn, Buck. Tell me a good one. Tell me a lie.
Infinity lingers. Steveâs steps are frozen in time, endless like the three minutes you seized in his lap tonight as he searches your eyes for an answer to the unasked question. It hovers and breathes down his back. Itâs a secret. A fib. An admission wrapped neatly inside the pretense of a shared game.
He smirks and hopes the splintering in his heart doesnât show on his face.
I love you.
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Can we get a black screen and then que the white and bold words: âmeanwhile, back with Ghost!White?â... Please?~
Mod!: âAlright, White! Youâre on again in five!â
White: Wait, only me? Wasnât Asher going to be on for this scene?
Mod!: âNo, change of plans! Sorry, Asher, but your going to have to hang a little more with Sparkie.â
Asher: Iâm fine with that.~ good luck, out there, White! See yaâll later!~
White: Okay then... Iâm ready...
*Mod! raises a clap board that reads:
Asher The Fox Saga: âThe Escape...â
Scene 2
Roll 12
Take 1
Main Actor: Ghost!White
They slap the board calling for action!*
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*Ghost!White stands in line, now in their human form... She looks pretty uncomfortable... She was now nearing the gate... She can now see a strange being standing by the gate... it didnât seem to hold any particular form, their body quivering and forming into a similar shap of what stood in front of it...*
Gatekeeper: Next...
*the voice was soft and rather gentle... White steps forward and instantly the being shifts to look like a human fox! They looked somewhat similar to Asher, but the color of their hair, ears, and tail, was more of a dark and light blue scheme... and their irises were golden rings staring right at White as she approached... White looks rather intimidated...*
Gatekeeper: ... Whatâs your name?
Ghost!White: White... C-can you tell me-
Gatekeeper: ah, yes...
*The beingâs form wagered as they close their golden eyes...*
Gatekeeper: You were a really good mother... went after your own kit, I see... and sacrificed yourself for others. However...
*They open their eyes and they glow dark purple... Just like how Whiteâs eyes were when she had been taken over by the demon and became an exe...*
Gatekeeper: You made a deal with the devil...
Ghost!White: I... I just want to get back to my kit... I donât want to stay here...
*The chattering from the different animals and people that were in the line behind her suddenly cut off as though everyone had heard what she just said... The gatekeeperâs form wavered and their eyes contrast into a color of blood red as it took a threatening step forward... a growl comes out from it and the tone and pitch of their voice changes...*
Gatekeeper: Get. out. of the line, White!...
*White backs up in horror not believing the familiar voice she had just heard... The gatekeeper had sounded just like Asher! White backpeddles into another being that had been behind her, a majestic stallion that also looked down threateningly at White... in one swift movement the stallion had grabbed White by the nape of the shirt she was wearing and tossed her to the side! White tumbles heads over tails before landing near the fence next to the gates, now back in her fox form... She looks up as the chatter in the line starts back up again as though nothing had happened...*
Lost soul: grrr...
*White slowly turns to see one of the grotesque figures that had been trying to claw in through the fence... it held part of the shape of a human! If reached out towards her making her snap up and onto her feet! Before she knows it, sheâs running... away from the gate and past the line of dead souls... She runs for a while before slowing down to a stop... She looks back to where she had come from, but blinked surprised... The gate and line of creatures were gone... She was back to where she had started when she first woke up... White lets out a shaky breath and sits down looking terrified... It takes her a while to look up and around her sadly, tears spilling from her eyes...*
Ghost!White: ... Iâm sorry, Asher... I donât think... Iâm alive anymore... and... I donât think I can come back to you...
*she lays down exhausted as she hears what sounds like thunder rumbling below her... The lighting around her slowly dims to a dull grey color...*
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okay, so, the bella sara tarot deck. below the cut because itâs a LONG post.
My process: I decided to limit this to cards I physically own, even though all the newer cards do seem to be archived pretty well on the wiki, because I think shuffling and touching the cards is an important tarot aspect, and I wanted the deck to be functional. Not counting item cards and shiny variations, there are a total of 90 unique cards in the first and second series, the only ones I ever purchased, and luckily I have all 90!
Since there are 78 cards in a tarot deck, I had to pick out 12 to discard. I settled on several non horses (artemis the zebra, pedro the donkey, dino the dinosaur, kio the lion, treasure the seahorse, wavebreaker the dolphin), three foals (bellisimo, beauty, spottie), cajus for including a merman in the artwork, friends for featuring two horses and only one name, and dynamo because i simply felt the art style wasnât very realistic and didnât fit in with the rest of the deck.
From there I divided the remaining cards up by their âsymbolâ at the top. conveniently, there are four suits! I decided the heart best fit with the cups, the flower with wands, the moon with pentacles, and the horseshoe with the sword. Great. Then I dug through every pile and pulled cards I thought best fit each major arcana card, while keeping 14 of each suit to represent the minor arcana.
For the unfamiliar, bella sara cards feature a horse portrait, but also a little message of positivity. A little horse motto. Itâs a strange franchise but 2007 was a weird time for all of us. I mainly used the messages to sort these horses, but aesthetics and name played a small role. I used this siteâs description of each major arcana card to help because I donât know that much about tarot tbh. all images from the bella sara wiki.
The Fool - Luna - âA wonderful and exciting world awaits you.â a few other cards mention having the heart of a child or seeing the world as a child, but this one really expresses the beginning of a journey, the openness to the world that the fool offers, if slightly more uplifting because. well. itâs bella sara.
The Magician - Tao - âThe whole world is at your feet.â i was kind of hoping for a card that was more about being unique. but the magician also represents having what you need to accomplish your goals and should set forth. worldâs your oyster. at your feet.
The High Priestess - Santos - âBe mindful of your senses and your intuition.â was slightly wary of assigning a stallion to this role but gender is dead and the high priestess is all about intuition
The Empress - Honey - âCreate something beautiful. It will make you feel peaceful.â my first instinct was to make the titular bella the empress. But honeyâs message about beauty, and her portrait surrounded by nature, won out.
The Emperor - Cantaro - âDevelop your ability to lead. Ask a wise person for advice.â This card specifically mentions leadership and wisdom, a relatively easy pick.
The Hierophant - Angel - âAngel is coming. Make space and let heaven help you.â another pretty easy one, very few cards mention heaven or spirituality.
The Lovers - Yin & Yang - âYou always have a choice.â i considered discarding these two early on, but felt the message was too tarot-relevant to discard, and they fit very well here. the only card in our deck with two horses who arenât a mare and foal, reminding you of choices.
The Chariot - Tai - âBe resolute and energetic in what you do.â wavered on this one for a while but I think resolve and energy are related to determination and drive enough for this to work.
Strength - Thunder - âI give you courage. Now you can release your fears.â this is one where the portrait was pretty relevant - a few cards mention courage but this one is the most forceful and strong about it.
The Hermit - Mushu - âFind a peaceful place where you can gather new energy.â big hermit card energy, back away from it all and recharge
The Wheel of Fortune - Eagle - âSee the world from above like an eagle.â fuck this card in particular. took me ages to find something that kind of matches, and even then itâs a stretch. the only real match here is that the wheel of fortune urges perspective, and so does this eagle colored horse.
Justice - Grey - âIf you really want it, it will come to you.â this was a tough one too. The vaguely karmic aspect is appealing to pair this one with justice, but itâs still not the best match in the deck. iâm trying my best.
The Hanged Man - Yasmin - âRetreat and gather new energy for taking steps on the road.â the hanged man is about cutting your losses, sacrificing something small to move forward, and letting go of whatâs not working. retreat seems like a good fit.
Death - Chung - âLet go of pain and sorrow. The road will open and everything will go right.â assigning a horse trading card to death was not a task i thought i would face. but i kinda vibe with this pick - death is about endings and new beginnings, so itâs important to move past your pain and onto new roads. also, traditionally, death rides a white horse.
Temperence - Peace - âThose who donât think of winning or losing have peace in mind.â kind of a weird one, hard to find a good match, but I think this patient, peaceful war horse fits.
The Devil - Parlez - âMake a plan and commit completely to it.â crazy enough there really arenât any uhhhhhh demonic horses in this childrenâs trading card series from â07. went with the interpretation that what traps you is your own unwillingness to move forward. also there is a skull on this horseâs forehead. kinda metal?
The Tower - Macon - âIt is wise to accept that there are things you canât do.â this card is one of very few that isnât relentlessly positive and instead encourages you to accept failure. Let that tower, or stable i guess, crumble.
The Star - Star - âIt is not what you do but who you are that is important.â i simply had to. nice healing message.
The Moon - Sheng - âUnderstand the past. Hold onto the great things and move forward alone.â the description for this bad boy mentions not allowing worry to cloud your past or future, and this horse is all about parsing your past to move clear-headed towards the future. nice moon colored palette.
The Sun - Bella - âThink positive every day! Feel the bliss of joy and energy that comes with it.â here she is, the figurehead of our series, the queen of happiness, joy, optimism, energy... our sun.
Judgement - Starfighter - âBelieve in your vision and make it come true.â this was another tough match, i had to focus on the âyou can change yourself and your futureâ aspect of judgement to make any of them fit, and this was my fave card that mentions vision.
The World - Sunny - âThe wind blows. The sun is shining. Surround yourself with positive friends.â itâs not my favorite match, but it does have a certain element of being in the right place in the world, with a sense of completion.
Okay! so thatâs the major arcana. For the minor arcana, while i did put the cards within each deck into an order I thought fit the ace through king, I was far less particular than with our major deck. Went with vague associations instead of real connection to each card. Iâm also not gonna list out all my reasons, because while I may be an insane person, Iâm not quite ready to dedicate that much time to this weird, niche late night project. Pictured below is the ace of each deck.
Suit of Wands/Flowers:
Ace - Shaman - âYou are more powerful than you realize. It is safe and good for you to be powerful.â
Two - Feng - âThis moment is full of opportunities.â
Three - Nanna - âThink positively. Your happy thoughts will grow.â
Four - Walter - âI love your company. Letâs have a good time together.â
Five - Shakira - âGoodness and generosity create loving energy.â
Six - Yung - âDonât be afraid. Show who you are.â
Seven - Tiffi - âParadise is a state of mind.â
Eight - Bosi - âUse all your abilities to make this a beautiful place.â
Nine - Jewel - âI will help you stay in a steady flow of abundance.â
Ten - Flipper - âI will embrace you with extra energy and magic. Then you donât have to be afraid.â
Page - Pink Lady - âI am the spirit of your inner child. Be joyful and see the world as a magical place.â
Knight - Sarah - âTake a chance and follow your heart.â
Queen - Misla - âWith me you will be safe and protected by heaven.â
King - Halloween - âI will keep you safe.â
Suit of Cups/Hearts:
Ace - Pegasus - âYour dreams are coming through. I am here to help you trust.â
Two - Saga - âJoin me and we will be happy together.â
Three - Nikita - âYou may join us if you like.â
Four - Sasha - âMake your goals magnificent.â
Five - Roxy - âMagical opportunities surround you.â
Six - Sung - âRetreat from conflicts and go where you feel safe.â
Seven - Fiona - âBe the hero in your own story.â
Eight - Lancelot - âBe patient. Wait for the right moment before you take action.â
Nine - Misty - âYou have Mistyâs touch right now, and everything you start turns to gold.â
Ten - King - âI will help you spread peace and unity throughout the world.â
Page - Skipper - âBelieve in your worth. You are valuable.â
Knight - Filippa - âEnjoy what you have got. You donât need what you have not.â
Queen - Ghost - âYour beauty comes from within.â
King - Lucas - âRun with me and you will feel the strength and power inside you.â
Suit of Swords/Horseshoes:
Ace - Konfu - âMove towards your goals. The road is open.â
Two - Alibi - âFind new ways to be with others.â
Three - Yellow - âSpend time with me and you will get your heartâs desire.â
Four - Freja - âClose your eyes and hear the sound around you.â
Five - Ninja - âBe careful every minute.â
Six - Cascadeur - âThe things you have lost will come back by themselves.â
Seven - Jojo - âYou create your own reality.â
Eight - Ming - âBe open and take care of what is necessary.â
Nine - Sweety - âYou are a perfect child. Believe it.â
Ten - Moonlight - âTrust the moon and the stars. Then your dreams are coming through.â
Page - Colour - âFeel the joy in what you see, hear, and sense.â
Knight - Flame - âI run faster than the wind. Follow me and we will find a magical place.â
Queen - Blackie - âFollow your dreams. Feel the happiness it brings.â
King - Bello - âLife is a gift. Receive it and love it.â
Suit of Pentacles/Moons:
Ace - Sokki - âSeize the day.â
Two - Rose - âListen to your dreams. What they tell you is important.â
Three - Rain - âRun with me and feel the power.â
Four - Leonard - âYour life is a sundance.â
Five - Charlie - âMake time to listen to your friends.â
Six - Leonardo - âWhen you hear me neigh you will feel the joy we have.â
Seven - Hummingbird - âGo after the point of life.â
Eight - Hercules - âDonât be afraid to ask for help.â
Nine - Mermaid - âLaugh from your heart and feel the joy.â
Ten - Mandalay - âThis is a magical moment. You can make a wish.â
Page - Jonathan - âIt is time for joyful playing. Joy creates miracles.â
Knight - Lucky Light - âAlways be clear and brave.â
Queen - Shadow - âLook withing yourself and love what you find there.â
King - Balto - âHappiness is a decision. Decide to be happy.â
And there you have it. the bella sara. tarot. deck. If youâre still here youâre either way too invested in assigning things to other things, procrastinating, or have fond bella sara memories from when the company was still out there, convincing us to spend several hours a day brushing virtual horses. PLEASE message me with your fond bella sara memories, or if you know about tarot and have suggestions/comments.
despite the insane time investment this took, i really enjoyed looking at all the messages and comparing them to tarot meanings. maybe iâll actually do some kind of reading with it sometime! i donât know a lot about tarot but i think itâs really cool and the concept of using silly horse trading cards to divine my future delights me.
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SeXd (sex ed) Pt.6
Pairing: BTS OT7 x reader genre: Fluff,smut, non idol Au Warnings: cursing, fingering, oral (female receiving) Words: 5044Â A/N: Hello and goodbye. Blame my friend for later update than I planned. He came to visit without msging me first, what kind of psycos does that? Summaray: Y/N is a woman who is inexperienced in anything when it comes to relationships and sex. Luckily her friend Jimin along with his six other friends decide to show her what she has been missing.
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[gifs belongs to their rightful owners] You, Jimin, Jin and Hoseok are gathered in to Jiminâs living room. The rain is hitting the metal roof of the building and the sound of the rain is buzzing background noise. The TV is on but the volume is down. You all are focused on your own activities, You are reading a book, Hoseok is watching youtube videos on his phone sitting on the ground ,while Jimin playâs Candycrush saga on his own phone and Jin is talking quietly on his phone. A sound of thunder disturbs your peace and the lights goes out while Hoseok seems little troubled. âGreat.â Jimin sighs and gets up from the couch. âI will go look for a flashlight and maybe some candles.â Jimin uses his phone as a light when he exist the room. You put your book on your lap useless now and glance towards Jin whose voice has gotten louder further the call has proceed. âWhat do you mean that you canât make it? You canât bail on me on last minute⊠No, I know but how Iâm supposed to manage with so low staff? Okay, fine and goodbye.â Jin hangs the call and frustrated sigh leaves his lips. Jin looks really stressed heavy bags are formed under his eyes and veins are clearly visible underneath them. Jin is wearing loose brown sweater and pair of black slacks. âWhatâs wrong?â You ask worriedly and even Hoseok glances Jin from his phone. Hoseok is wearing tight white t-shirt, red lumberjack shirt tied on his waist and pair of worn black jeans. âA volunteer cancelled her sift on my clinic on last minute. It is bad already with current flu season, two nurses are of and another veterinarian got flu yesterday.â Jin tells and rubs his temple.Â
Jimin arrives the room lap full of candles and lighter on his hand.  ââI couldnât find the dammed flashlight, Jungkook must have it put somewhere else after his recent camping trip.â Jimin sighs and puts the pile on the living room table, he takes one of the candles and lights it up with the lighter on his hand. His face is illuminated with the shadows created by the flame and for a second he looks like a ghost. The soft light of the candles lights up the room when Jimin moves around the room placing the candles and lighting them up.  Jimin is wearing loose pair of baggy jeans with grey long sleeved shirt. Another sound of lighting enters the room and you can see a flash between the living room curtains. â'I hate thunder.â Hoseok whines. âWhen I was a kid i used to hide under my bed every  time storm came. Luckily these days Iâm able to stand the thunder without hiding⊠Oh shit that was big one!â Hoseok jumps on his seat when another bang is heard from the outside. âIâm not trying to push your fear aside, but Iâm worried about Jin.â You tell and smile gently to Jin who is sitting on armchair. Jimin returns to couch and sits next to you. âWhatâs wrong with Jin?â Jimin asks with worried frown. âNothing, everything is fineâŠâ Jin begins but you disturb him before he can lie more. âJin is stressed. He is low on staff at his clinic.â You tell and Jin sighs give up. âYeah, but what can I do? Itâs not like someone will magically come and volunteer to help by the last minute.â âWhat if Iâll help you?â You ask suddenly and Jin looks you surprised. âBut Y/N tomorrow is premiere of my musical and you promised to come.â Jimin pouts on your side. âI know and thatâs why I planned my sifts in a way that tomorrow is my day of. Your musical doesnât start before eight and I have plenty of time during the daytime.â You shrug your shoulders. âReally, you will help me?â Jin asks hopefully. âI already said so, who am I to go back with my words?â You tell and Jin launches from his seat and plunges to your neck. âY/N you are a lifesaver.â Jin says and squeezes you tightly. Jin pulls away and places a small kiss on your cheek causing you to blush slightly. Jin returns to his seat smiling widely. âI totally forgot that Jiminâs musical premieres tomorrow.â Hoseok tells guilty. A front door slams open followed by angry jungkook who enters the room. He is completely soaked. His hair is dripping and the water has colored it with darker shade. Jungkookâs pants and shirt is glued to his body and you can see the outlines of his body underneath it revealing his muscular figure. His shoes makes squeaky sounds when he moves. âShit, fuck, shit.â Jungkook curses loudly while heading towards the bathroom. âHow you are so fucking wet?â Jimin complains and looks the wet footsteps on the floor. Jungkook stops and spins around angrily. âWhat you fucking think, I took  a nice hot shower fully dressed. I got fucking wet while walking home from the gym.â Jungkook continues his journey angrily. âYou might want to take some candles with you.â Jimin suggest and Jungkook curses again and walks towards the kitchen. âI will pick up the flashlight, I think its better for the shower.â He grunts and disappears into kitchen coming back shortly the flashlight on his hands. When he enters the room lights returns. âAre you fucking kidding me!â Jungkook throws the flashlight on the couch next to you and walks grumpily to the bathroom and slams the door shut behind of him. Soon you hear the shower turning on. âIâm the one who has to clean the mess.â Jimin complains and get up from his seat heading to look for rag to dry the wet footprints from the floor. âBack to the topic of the musical, Iâm going to watch it with Namjoon. Even usually so busy man was able to take some time of for the sake of it.â Jin tells. âEven Joon remembered!â Hoseok whines. âItâs already sold out. The lead actress is quite popular.â You tell and smile sadly to Hoseok. You feel pity towards the man. âWith who you are going to go Y/N?â Jin asks curiously. âUmm⊠I was planning to go alone.â You confess and fondle your hands in your lap awkwardly. âNonsense, you will come with me and Namjoon. Itâs least I can do after you promised to help me and Iâm sure that Namjoon wonât see problem in it.â Jin smiles excitedly. âIn fact I will text Joon right now and ask him.â Jin tells and picks his phone from the living room table. Soon Jinâs phone dings and he smiles even wider. âNamjoon said yes.â âWell, in that case I will take the offer.â You smile also excited. âHey guys, what about me?â Hoseok asks pouting. âItâs not our fault that you forgot but like a good hyung Iâm, Iâll help you. Taehyung, Jungkook and Yoongi are planning to go to see Jiminâs musical on Sunday because they canât make it tomorrow. You should ask them to let you tag along and reserve ticket for that day, if there is any left.â  Jin smiles proudly when Hoseok looks him with grateful eyes. Jimin arrives with the rag and drys the floor with it and Jungkook exist the bathroom wearing only loose towel on his hips. You have never seen so much bare skin from Jungkook and you feel how saliva is collecting in your mouth. You really want to follow lines of his abs with your hands. âLike what you see?â Jungkook smirks when he notices your stare. You turn red like a tomato being caught red handed. âAt least I do.â Jin smirks and winks to maknae whoâs time is to blush. You are grateful for Jin saving your ass when Jungkook hops towards his room. Hoseok and Jimin chuckles lightly for the younger when he shuts the door behind him. âJungkook is a big tease but if you tease him back he will act like a teenage boy.â Jimin tells and shakes his head amused. âAh, and I thought my great charms caused the reaction.â Jin smirks jokingly. âIâm not called the worldwide handsome for nothing.â âHyung only one who calls you that is yourself.â  Hoseok laughs and Jin glances him hurt. âThere is no respect towards elders.â He huffs crossing his arms. light chuckle leaves your lips and Jin whines. âY/N, you too!â âIâm sorry, you are indeed really handsome.â You try to say with serious face but fail miserably when small laugh escapes from you. Jin keep pouting to you and give up because his cute face. âIâm really sorry, how I can ever gain your forgiveness?â You ask. âHow about a small kiss?â Jin asks with sparkling eyes. The suggestion makes you feel fuzzy inside.âHyung you already kissed her once.â Jimin complains. âOnly on the cheek, beside I know that you two have already kissed her.â Jin answers and glances from Jimin to Hoseok. âI donât mind.â You tell shyly and satisfied look covers Jinâs handsome face. âCome here.â Jin tells and does come hitcher motion with his finger. You get up from your seat and your book falls on the ground from your lap. You step in front of Jinâs seat and for your surprise Jin pulls you to his lap. âFor a better angle.â He explains and presses hiss soft lips against yours. The kiss was supposed to be a small peak, at least in your eyes, but it turns soon heated. Jin nibbles your lower lip softly and squeezes your thigh. You part your lips lightly, moaning when a cough disturbs you. âI think thatâs enough.â Jimin says and sifts on his seat uncomfortably. Hoseok pulls a pillow to his lap. You separate from Jin and smile shyly Jin responds to your shy smile with wide grin. Your insides are bubbling from excitement and you canât wait the time spent alone with the handsome man.
Your alarm wakes you up on 6:30 am and you groan, why did you have alarm on your day off? It takes you for a while to remember that you promised to help Jin at his animal clinic and you roll up from your bed. You pad towards your small kitchen and pull a breakfast ingredients out from your fridge. You eat quickly and head for the shower. The cold water is able to wake you up slightly and you blink rapidly when soap enters your tired eyes. You rub you eyes hissing and after some time you are able to get the liquid out of your eyes. Now you are surely wide awake. You wash your skin quickly and exit the shower. You walk to your closet and pull the outfit which you planned yesterday out of your cabinet. Jin told that you could lend some working clothes from his workplace, but you had to wear something while going there. You pull comfy stripped sweater with pair of new jeans. The spring was nearing summer rapidly but you have always been cold cat. You put your underwear on and pull your clothes over them. You feel too lazy to use hair dryer so instead you rub your hair dryish with your towel. When you are happy you pick your purse and put your keys and wallet there. You make sure that your phone is in your pocket when you exit your apartment. ~ Jinâs animal clinic is small but homey and small bell dings when you step in from the front door. There is only one customer sitting a small dog on his lap. Jin told you to use the front door because you didnât have a key for the backdoor. A pretty brunet sits behind the desk and looks up from her computer when you approach her. She is wearing her nurse uniform where belongs pair of light green shirt with small pocket on chest where is written Jinâs Paws with blue letters and same colored nurseâs pants.  On her name tag reads pet attendant Park Jisoo.  âHello, how I can help you?â The woman asks smiling warmly. âHi⊠Iâm a volunteer who is supposed to help take care of the animals here. My name is L/N Y/N.â You tell and Jisooâs smile turns even warmer. âOh yeah, Mr. Kim told me about you. Iâm glad that you are here, only me and him is here at the moment. My name is  Park Jisoo, but you can call me Jisoo.â âIn that case you can call me Y/N as well.â You tell happily. âOkay Y/N head towards the private area and Jin should be right there in his reception room. Feel free to knock.â Jisoo instructs you and you thank her heading towards the back space. You enter small hallway with several doors and stop in front of one where reads Kim Seokjin senior veterinarian. Next to him is door with a name of the other veterinarian who works with Jin. You knock Jinâs door and soon hurried steps arrives the door. When Jin sees you he smiles widely. âHi, Iâm clad you made itâ He tells and comes in the hallway closing the door behind him. You greet him as well. Jin is wearing similar clothes to Jisoo, except he has a laboratory coat over his clothes. âFollow me, lets get you something to wear.â Jin tells and leads you to small dressing room with metal lockers. âSo one of our workerâs should be pretty close to your size.â he tells ramming trough one of the lockers. âDonât worry I asked permission to borrow her extra working clothes.â Jin pulls pair of blue shirt and pants from the closet. Despite the color difference the same logo of his clinic is decorating the small pocket on the shirt. âI will leave you to get changed, Jisoo will be here shortly to get you started. I have a client waiting.â Jin tells handing the pile of clothes for you. âThank you.â You tell when Jin is exiting the room. âNo Y/N, Iâm here the one who should thank you.â Jin tells smiling and leaves the room. You are quick to change and small knock from the door follows soon after you are done. âCan I come in?â Sound of Jisooâs voice comes behind the door. âYes, Iâm ready.â You confirm and Jisoo steps in the room. âJennaâs clothes seem to fit you.â Jin tells smiling. âI was hoping that you would help me take care of the animals on back who are under observation from one reason or another.â âSure.â You tell and follow Jisoo out of the room. You enter into room which is full of cages with glass doors. Few animals are inside of them , some are sleeping and some greet you happily when you enter the room. Jisoo heads towards a sink and begins to wash her hands. âHygiene is important specially on this flu season.â Jisoo tells while soaping her hands. âHow long have you been working here?â You ask curiously when Jisoo begins to dry her hands. âAlmost three years now. I couldnât ask better boss than Mr. Kim.â Jisoo smiles fondly when she speaks about Jin. âArenât you allowed to call Jin, Mr. Kim, by his first name?â You ask while you start washing your hands. âWe are, but Itâs a small habit of mine to call him by his last name.â Jisoo chuckles. When you are ready you head towards the cages. A small puppy with plaster on her front paw  waves his tail happily when you near her cage. âThis small girl hurt herself while playing. Hi girl, you seem feeling much better.â Jisoo talks happily for the pup. The dog barks excitedly and waving of her tail gets even faster. âCan you get the dog food from the cabinet over there?â Jisoo asks pointing a cabinet on the back wall. You are happy to oblige and return with sack of dogâs dry food with you. You help Jisoo feed the animals and your time with her goes fast. Before you know it itâs your lunch break which goes quickly as well while talking with Jisoo. Jisoo seems to be a great person who you can see yourself to get friends with. Jin visits you briefly when you are cleaning the cages but he has return soon to his patients. A clock turns four soon and itâs your time to leave. You are finished changing to back to your own clothes when Jin enters the dressing room. âHey Y/N, thanks for the help today. I donât know what we would done without you.â âNo problem, I actually enjoyed working with Jisoo.â You tell smiling fondly. âYou should see her daughter. She is the sweetest ,every time she visits her mother I canât help but coo over her.â Jin tells. âYeah, she mentioned her earlier and I saw some pics too. She is a cute one.â You admit. âWhat you guys are talking about?â Jisoo asks entering the room. âWe were talking how cute your child is.â You tell and Jisoo smiles happily. âShe is the cutest but sometimes Iâm in trouble with her. She is always on the move.â Jisoo laughs softly. âI can believe that.â You tell. âDonât let me start about how she always wants to come see Mr. Kim. She surely has a small crush on her and the girl is only four.â Jisoo sighs. You giggle for the information and Jin smiles widely. â Iâm so handsome that she canât resist me.â He tells and you and Jisoo roll your eyes to him. You exit the dressing room with Jisoo who waves her goodbyes to you and you stay on the hallway waiting for Jin who promised to give you a ride to home. When Jin is ready wit changing his clothes he enters to the hallway. âReady to go?â he asks while heading towards the back exit. âIâm. Hey Jin who takes care on the animals while you clinic is closed?â You ask curiously and follow him outside. âJenna, another pet attendant, will be here shortly.â Jin tells and leads you to his white Volvo. He pushes button on his car keys and the car lights blink for the sing of opened doors. You sit on the front seat and Jin goes behind the wheel. âMe and Namjoon will come pick you up around seven if its okay with you?â Jin tells while leaving the parking lot. âSounds good, I canât wait for seeing Jiminâs musical as a whole.â You tell excitedly. âMe neither.â Jin tells flashing open smile showing his white teeth. ~ Seven pm arrives sooner than you thought and you are waiting Jin and Namjoon to arrive sitting on your couch nervously. You are dressed into black knee length dress with matching tights and pair of black heels. Your hair is on curled bun and you have applied slight make up. Jin sends you a text telling that he and Namjoon has arrived and you pick your belongings, your body going wild with nerves. It has just recently hit you that you are going on sort of date with both Jin and Namjoon. You pull light blouse over yous shoulders and exit your apartment. You spot Jinâs familiar car and head to back seat.âHi Y/N.â Namjoon greets you when you are on your seat. âYou look good today.â He tells flashing his dimpled smile while looking over his seat to the back. âHi Jin, Hi Joon. You look good too.â And itâs true. Namjoon is wearing white button up shirt with suit jacket and pants his blonde hair pushed backwards carelessly. Jin isnât looking bad either with his light blue button shirt and straight pants. âHey Y/N nice to see you again.â Jin tells while focusing on driving, he flashes you smile trough the rear view mirror. âSo are you excited for Jiminâs first main role?â Namjoon chatters. âOf course Iâm, I have been following his development trough spring. Something in the way how Jimin acts is absolutely breathtaking.â You tell. âAs long as I have known Jimin he has done everything he had started with passion till the end.â Jin adds in. âHow did you meet him?â You ask curiously. âBelieve it or not he caught me and Namjoon having sex in public bathroom.â Jin tells embarrassed and Namjoon chuckles amused. âI was bounding into Jin against the bathroom wall and Jimin happened to bust in.â The details of the Namjoonâs story makes you blush. âYeah and instead of stopping Namjoon kept going and said casually 'whats up?â.â âWow, so did you forgot to lock the door or?â âNoâŠNamjoon likes to take some risks, the risk of being caught is one of his kinks.â Jin sifts on his seat. âDonât act like it didnât turn you on, Y/N what do you think about having a sex in public place?â Namjoon asks and turns to look at you over his shoulder. His eyes are dark ans his gaze is piercing. âI-I donât know. I have never thought about it.â You admit. âJin stop the car.â Namjoon demands with dark voice. âWhat, now?â Jin is surprised. âYes, now.â Namjoonâs eyes hasnât left yours and you feel something sift in your belly. You have no idea what he is planning. âfuck, okay.â Jin follows his younger demands without a question. Jin parks the car on the side of the road and Namjoon gets up his seat. He opens the backseat door and sits next to you. Suddenly the small space feels even smaller and you can smell Namjoonâs aftershave. Namjoon leans closer to you and opens your seat belt. You can feel his hit breath on your neck. âDo you trust me?â Namjoon  whispers to your ear. Did you trust the man? He was someone who you had met recently trough Jimin but he had never given you any reason to distrust him. âI think I do.â You answer taken aback. âYes or no baby girl?â Namjoon pulls away from your neck and looks you with darkened eyes. Jin is following the interaction quietly from the driverâs seat. âI do.â You tell shyly while heat rises higher in your belly. âGood.â Namjoon yanks your legs and turn you around so you are on the sideways on the seat while your back is against the car window. He lowers your leg on the car floor so he is able to get better access between your legs.  Namjoon pets your thigh slowly his eyes never leaving yours. When you are lulled in to false wheeling of security Namjoon reaches under your hem and rips your pantyhose open from crotch. Surprised gasp leaves your lips and even Jin lets small noise out of his mouth.  Namjoon leans closer to your lips and soon his hot breath is sweeping over your own. You part your mouth by instinct and small smirk rises to Namjoonâs face. Namjoonâs hand finds your panties without a warning and he presses his lips against yours. Shocked squeak leaves your lips when Namjoonâs index finger begins to circle your clit while his hot lips moves against your own. You moan in the kiss when Namjoon pinches your clit. âJoon, do you think this is the right place for doing that?â Jin glances the passing cars on the road. No one is paying attention to you but sooner or later someone might actually stop and come ask is something wrong. Namjoon pulls away from kiss but his skilled fingers wont stop moving in your panties and small mewls leaves your parted lips. âIâm here giving our baby doll pleasure and you want me to stop?â Movements of his fingers stops and unhappy whine leaves your lips. âDonât blame me, blame Jin.â Namjoon smirks. Jin lets big sigh out of his lips and glances a clock on the carâs dashboard. âWe are already going to be late for Jiminâs big night and now you want to make me the villain? At least make her finish before we arrive.â Jin tells and starts the car again leading it into traffic. âShit, Jimin!â You almost forgot him and try to get up from your compromised position. âShh, its okay. Iâll take care of you and we are at the theater in no time.â Namjoon hushes you and slides his finger into your heat. âYou are so wet baby.â Namjoon tells while pumping his finger in and out your hole. Your worries are forgotten quickly when the lust clouds your mind. Namjoonâs thump begins to rub your clit and you try to close your legs caused by the sensation but Namjoon has none of that. His free hand goes to keep your legs apart. Soon you are coming all over Namjoonâs fingers.  Your toes curl in your shoes and you close your eyes when the wave of your orgasm rolls over you. When you come down your high you have arrived your destination. âWelcome back baby.â Namjoonâs voice is gentle and there isnât a trace of his dominant persona. âUhh, thanks.â You feel little dizzy and Namjoon helps you to sit in better position. You feel the slick between your thighs and sigh. âMy panties are totally ruined.â You tell. âIn that case maybe you should leave them and maybe those broken tights as well.â Namjoon smiles his dimpled smile. âAre you saying that is should go into theater without any underwear?â You ask embarrassed. âDonât worry Y/N, Iâm not wearing any either.â Jin peeps in and laughs to your scandalous face.
You wake up from Jinâs bed and get up quietly not wanting to wake up the sleeping man. After your heated car ride you sneaked in to theater where the play was already going. Luckily you were let in, maybe thanks the fact that you were worker there. You were hardly able to focus for the play sitting in middle of two handsome man but thanks the fact you had visited Jiminâs practices time to time you were able to keep up. Lack of panties didnât help you at all with your lack of focus. When the play ended you were one of the loudest to cheer. You were truly happy that Jin had magically presented a bouquet for Jimin when you had totally forgot to bought him any. Namjoon had taken a taxi home after making a excuse of having early morning and you had ended up to spend night with Jin. Nothing special happened, Jin borrowed one of his big t-shirts and pair of boxers for you to sleep on and you slept peacefully cuddled on his side. You tiptoe out of the bedroom and head for Jinâs well equipped kitchen. You had learned that Jin was passionate about cooking and you could see that from shining counter tops and the high quality kitchen supplies. You decide to make a breakfast and are in middle of making pancakes when Jin enterâs the kitchen yawning. âMorning, something smells good.â Jin tells and sits on bar stool. Jin is wearing a stripped pajamas. âMorning, I hope you donât mind that I used your kitchen. There is coffee in the pot.â You tell while flipping a pancake around. âI donât mind, in fact its something that I could get used to.â Jin has got somehow behind your back without you noticing and he slides his firm arms around your waist. âI bet something else tastes even better than your pancakes.â Jin reaches to turn the stove off. âWhat do you mean?â You ask confused and Jin turns you gently around. He is really close and you can feel every muscle of his body pressed against yours. Your eyes widens when you feel something hard to poke your lower belly.âI meanâŠâ Jin gets you to his arms and places you to one of the kitchen counters.ââŠThat I want to taste you.â Jin smirks when heat rises to your face. âAfter I saw Namjoon fingering you in my car and you made those delicious sounds I had such a hard time to hide my boner at the theater. I can only thank the dimmed lighting for not being caught. So If you let me I would like to get taste of your sweet pussy.â The word sounds so unnatural from Jinâs mouth that you are little taken aback. âOkay, you may taste me.â You tell shyly. âWhy so formal?â Jin chuckles and reaches for the hem of your, his, shirt. âCan I?â He asks and tugs the hem. You raise your arms and Jin pulls the shirt over your head revealing your bare breast. You are still shy but thanks to Yoongiâs lesson you were at least more comfortable being naked in front of other person. Jin stares your breast and gulps. âYou are so pretty.â He rolls your left nipple gently between his fingers. His hand doesnât linger on your breast for long and soon he is pulling your underwear away. Now you are completely naked in front of him sitting on his kitchen counter. Jin kneels in front of you and parts your legs gently. You feel like running away and staying at the same time under his heated gaze. Jin leans closer and blows gently to your heat. The sight of the man kneeling between your legs is highly erotic to you. Jin brushes your pubic hair with his nose and inhales. âYou smell already so good.â He tells and dips his tongue in. You mewl in pleasure when his wet muscle sweeps along your parted lips and you can feel how your juices begins to pool. You try to close your legs around Jinâs head but the task seems impossible. Instead you fall on the counter top supporting your weight with your arms. Jinâs  soft lips find your clit and he sucks it gently. When his teeth bites your flesh gently you moan. âJin.â His name from your lips is like music to his ears. Jin parts your pussy even more if possible and plunges his tongue into your quivering hole. You try to get closer and pull away, you need moreâŠ.you need it to stop! Your legs are shaking around Jin head and his hands comes to keep you still. with one last movement of his wet tongue exploring your coven you came. You spam around his legs and your back curls on the table when loud moans leaves your lips. Jin licks everything that you give to him and pulls away your cum glistering on his lips. âYou are indeed delicious.â Jin tells and licks slowly his lips savoring the taste of you. Jin gets up from the floor and smiles widely. âSo pancakes?â
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Best Marvel Comics to Binge Read on Marvel Unlimited
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Thor (1966) #337-360, Balder the Brave (1985) #1, Thor #361-362, Balder the Brave #2-4, Thor #363-382
This probably shouldnât be on the list. It is in the conversation for the greatest runs on any superhero comic ever. But if youâve never read it, youâre truly missing out.
If you watched Thor: Ragnarok and loved how it looked or any of its story, chances are you are going to adore this, the run that Ragnarok borrowed so much from. Walter Simonson took the Asgard realized by Jack Kirby, the mythological realm pumped full of color and Kirby dots, and turned everything way up to create the most iconic Thor run of all time. Simonson started the run on art before handing off to Sal Buscema, and Simonson and Buscema are two of the artists I could recognize by style the soonest. Everything is HUGE.Â
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Itâs paced immaculately, with whatever story is in the foreground holding your complete attention, but always with something drip drip dripping in the background that will eventually crescendo. This run made so many characters wonderful, but Loki, Volstagg, and Beta Ray Bill are highlights. And have I mentioned the art? Itâs incredible, and doesnât suffer one bit when Buscema takes over. This is my favorite run on any comic of all time. You absolutely must read it.Â
X-Men: the Messiah Cycle
Messiah CompleX, Messiah War, and X-Men: Second Coming
The hottest take youâre going to find on the internet today is this: the Messiah Cycle is the best era of X-Men comics. It has everything I want from the X-Men line: books have distinct voices and missions, but contribute to the overarching direction of the line. There IS an overarching direction to the line. New characters are brought to the front, and new ideas are injected into the line.
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X-Men: The Animated Series â The Essential Episodes
By Michael Mammano
You get all of that from the Messiah era. Messiah CompleX picks up with Cerebro identifying the first mutant birth in years; Messiah War has the members of the Mutants with Claws and Swords era X-Force heading to the future to check up on that baby; Second Coming is when she returns to present day. Each one has a different tone; Messiah CompleX and Second Coming bring together every book in the line to tell their stories, but also let each creative team keep telling their stories and end up being the best-handled X-crossovers since Inferno. And Second Coming is the best straight action X-book I think Iâve ever read.Â
If you like these crossovers, you should absolutely check out other books from this era. Utopia X, a crossover between Uncanny X-Men and Dark Avengers, is amazing, as is Duane Swierczynski and Ariel Olivettiâs Cable and Zeb Wellsâ New Mutants.
Mark Gruenwaldâs Captain America
Captain America (1968) #307-422, 424-443
Full confession: this is my current binge read. After years of hearing about how wonderful Gruenwaldâs Cap was, I finally decided to jump in and within three issues, I was texting people to scream at them for not forcing me to read it sooner. For starters, the goddamn Serpent Society turns into a union. In fact, the Serpent Societyâs union meeting is the most fun Iâve had reading a comic scene in a while, and the fact that it is based on a real meeting of comic book creators from 1978 makes it both more accurate sounding and HILARIOUS (I think Constrictor is Gil Kane, when you read it).
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But the real appeal is how much movie Cap is based on this era. Gruenwaldâs Steve Rogers is a really nice guy. Everybody loves him, everyone respects him, and thereâs not a lick of condescension or mean spiritedness about anything he does, from sparring with Black Knight to taking on a gang of criminal jugglers with Hawkeye to trying to help joke villains like Rocket Racer. Heâs also extremely competent, and Gruenwald and artist Paul Neary do an incredible job of showing this, as Cap breaks into the West Coast Avengersâ headquarters while trying to figure out, through his jet lagged brain, what day it is. It only gets bigger and more traditionally superhero as it goes on, with artistic contributions from the likes of Kieron Dwyer, Ron Lim, and others.
Youâll see even more of this runâs influence in Marvelâs The Falcon and The Winter Soldier TV series on Disney+, as it introduces key characters who weâll see on screen there, so get reading, and pay attention!
RunawaysÂ
Runaways (2017) #1-current
Rainbow Rowellâs current run as writer on Runaways captures the Marvel spirit better than just about any comic coming out right now. Itâs a masterful mix of superheroics, joyful immersion in Marvel continuity, and soapy teenage drama. A lot of people are doing good work at Marvel right now, but nobody is hitting these notes as consistently well as this crew.Â
This book is remarkably accessible for something so steeped in its own history. If youâre new to comics, or if youâre here because of the Hulu show, youâll find plenty to love. But if you liked the original series from Brian K. Vaughan and Adrian Alphona, youâre going to be shocked at how much this feels like if that same book had never ended. Even though the characters have grown and changed substantially, their voices are distinct and seamless. This is one of my favorite Marvel comics being published right now, and once youâre all caught up, make sure you add it to your pull list at your shop.
Darth Vader
Darth Vader (2015) #1-12, Star Wars: Vader Down #1, Darth Vader #13, Star Wars (2015) #13, Darth Vader #14, Star Wars #14, Darth Vader #14-25
Remember that moment in Rogue One where Vader just kicked the shit out of everyone without looking like he was trying? And how everyone squealed in delight at old, force of nature, badass villain Darth Vader being back? If you were reading the comics at the time, that moment had already happened for you a full 18 months before the movie came out, in Darth Vader #6.Â
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Star Wars: Darth Vaderâs Best Moments from the Marvel Comics
By Marc Buxton
This entire series is Vader killing everything he can. Itâs like watching a space tornado. Whatâs especially surprising, though, is how Kieron Gillen manages to sneak some important character development into the book. While Vader slices through Sith intrigue and Rebel scum and the entire royal line of a mining planet and a bunch of others, weâre also learning about why heâs the way he is. This series takes place between A New Hope and Empire Strikes Back, so some of the lines that get filled in add to the rest of the OT as well. There have been several very good Star Wars comics since Marvel got the license back, but this run on Darth Vader is the best.Â
Ultimate Spider-ManÂ
Ultimate Spider-Man saved Marvel Comics. Brian Michael Bendis and Mark Bagley didnât do it with flashy variants or crossovers. They did it by telling good, pure, core Spidey stories.Â
Itâs hard to separate Peterâs origin from Ultimate Spider-Man from Peterâs origin in the 616. The Ultimate origin is so definitive and iconic in how it fills in the spaces between the necessary beats. Bagleyâs art especially â even now, thinking about this series that I havenât read in forever, I can still pull up Peter jumping over Normanâs car, or MJâs face when she and Peter have âthe talk.âÂ
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For the absolute best, and purest this book can be, just read the first 38 issues, ending with the first Venom arc, but the book stays solid for its entire run. Bendisâ work with both Peter Parker and Miles Morales is my favorite work of his career, especially when Miles joins the cape world, but nothing will ever match just how fantastic these first few arcs of Ultimate Spider-Man are.
The Annihilation Era
Annihilation, Annihilation: Conquest, War of Kings, Realm of Kings, and The Thanos Imperative
You will be hard pressed to find better comic book space opera than the Abnett/Lanning era of Marvelâs cosmic characters. Marvelâs cosmic line was an afterthought when these first started coming out. By the end, it was a widely beloved corner of the Marvel Universe that was popular enough to be mostly transcribed whole by the movies.
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By Gavin Jasper
The nice thing about this era of the cosmic line is how neatly the main books move from event to event. Annihilation tells the story of a cataclysm that befalls the universe, and how the remaining heroes â Nova, Star Lord, Silver Surfer, Drax, Gamora, Ronan the Accuser, and Super-Skrull, among others â fight a war to survive. Rich Rider gets his own solo Nova comic from there, and it leads right into Annihilation: Conquest, about the catastrophe that follows in Annihilationâs wake. It also sees the formation of the Guardians of the Galaxy as we know them and launches their book, before tying both comics together in War of Kings where the Shiâar and Kree empires collide. Realm of Kings is the aftermath of that war (and has one of my favorite Shiâar Imperial Guard stories of all time), and that leads directly into the conflict that mostly closes out the era, The Thanos Imperative. This is a great introduction and immersion in Marvelâs cosmic universe, and will have you hooked by the halfway point of the first crossover.
Black Panther
Black Panther (1998) #1-22, Deadpool (1997) #44, Black Panther #23-62
There are certainly better parts to this run, but there is a scene where Namor, TâChalla, Doctor Doom, and Magneto stand around an apartment outside of the United Nations shouting at each other about diplomacy, and to this day I still have not found a comic book more specifically designed for my interests than this one.Â
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Black Panther 2 Cast, Release Date, Villain, Story, and News
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Best Black Panther Comics: An Essential Reading Guide
By Jim Dandy
Priest is one of the sharpest minds ever to write comics. Heâs so good at misdirection and storytelling â he will overwhelm you with style and flash, and you wonât even notice the subtle clues heâs dropping, or the way themes and characters weave together to show key parts of the story. This run on Black Panther is probably the definitive one for the character, and contributed a ton to the movie version, but thereâs so much more depth (and humor!) that Priest puts into the Marvel Universe that itâs very worth reading.
Incredible Hercules
Hulk (1999) #106-112, Incredible Hercules (2008) #113-115, Hulk Vs. Hercules: When Titans Collide, Incredible Hercules #116-137, Assault on New Olympus Prologue, Incredible Hercules #138-141, Hercules: Fall of an Avenger #1-2, Heroic Age: Prince of Power #1-4, Chaos War #1-5
Greg Pak and Fred Van Lente are two of the best people writing comics right now. Each individually writes really good comics, but the two of them working together almost always put something special out. Incredible Hercules spun out of World War Hulk and came out better than it had any business being.Â
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Hercules exists in a unique place. Pak and Van Lente used him as a gateway to the mythology of the Marvel Universe â the Greek pantheon, but also the Norse pantheon, Japanese gods, Inuit gods, even Skrull deities. And several of these arenât exclusive to Marvel, so you get a very clear and obvious statement about some of the differences between the Big 2 universes, some clever in-jokes, and the requisite moving story about godhood. This all comes with wonderful characterization, clever plotting and a great sense of humor.Â
Nextwave: Agents of H.a.T.E.
Read Nextwave after youâve read everything else, not because itâs a good capstone to your Marvel experience, but because itâs aggressively anti-continuity, and (lovingly) EXTREMELY disrespectful of the rest of the Marvel Universe. Itâs also one of the funniest comics Marvelâs ever put out.Â
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This whole story is Warren Ellis brutalizing superheroes. Boom Boom from X-Force, Monica Rambeau (sometimes Captain Marvel, sometimes Photon), Machine Man, monster hunter Elsa Bloodstone, and Captain &#($$&*#!@ (or The Captain) are brought together by the Highest Anti-Terrorism Effort (H.A.T.E.) to fight Unusual Weapons of Mass Destruction. Itâs aggressive nonsense, less anti-continuity than acontinuitous which isnât a word but also fits the spirit of the book â characters make no sense even from issue to issue, and only serve the plot, but that nonsense later serves the plot. And it is an absolute tour de force from Stuart Immonen, who draws every type of comedy you can imagine â slapstick, absurdity, somehow sarcasm, puns â with incredible layouts and storytelling. This is not a good Marvel comic, but it is an incredible comic book that youâre going to love.
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(1) Do You Sleep With Your Closet Doors Open Or Closed?
I am never over on that side of my room, so whatever it is right now is how it stays for months...
(2) Do You Have Freckles?
I do not think so.
(3) Can You Whistle?
Somewhat okay. I can make the sound, yes.
(4) Last Song You Listened To.
An otamatone cover of Never Gonna Give You Up!
(5) What Is Your Favourite Colour?
Onyx
(6) Relationship Status.
If we are talking about dating/marital relationship status, as this question usually refers to, then I am not romantically involved with any individual or group of persons, but I am not actively seek such a relationship at the moment either.
(7) What Is The Temperature Right Now?
79 degrees Fahrenheit (26 degrees Celsius)
(8) Did You Wake Up Cranky?
Cranky, no. I was too tired to be cranky coming off of 4 hours of sleep.
(9) How Many Followers?
177 (already?? jeez)
(10) Zodiac Sign.
Gemini
(11) What Is Your Eye Colour?
All of them. (Blue most often)
(12) Take A Vitamin Daily?
No
(13) Do You Sing In The Shower?
If I have music playing, which I try to do as thatâs how I measure time in the shower and make it fun
(14) What Books Are You Reading?
I wish I could get myself to read
(15) Grab The Book Nearest To You, Turn To Page 64, Give Me Line 14.
Uhhhh, I picked up a hymnal and there werenât even 14 lines on the page.....
Oh my god there are no novels in any of the common areas of the house so I went to my room to grab one of the library books I checked out recently, and page 64 was the last page of the chapter and there were only 7 lines on it what the hell???!!?!?!?
Okay, third time is the chram. Page 64, line 14 reads as thus: âin common: Weâre both driven, both straight-A students,â
(16) Favourite Anime?
I have never watched any, sorry.
(17) Last Person You Cried In Front Of?
Technically my Dad, but he was asleep, as it was like 2:30 am in a hotel room.
(18) Do You Collect Anything?
Not actively
(19) What Did You Have For Lunch?
I took some leftover rice-a-roni, leftover taco meat (beef), and 2 slices of cheese and combined them to make a slop. (it was so much food and thereâs still so many more leftovers left and I hate it)
(20) Do You Dance In The Car?
No.
(21) Favourite Animal?
I like my stuffed animals
(22) Do You Watch The Olympics?
Itâs some of the tv that I still personally will turn the tv on to watch myself, yes.
(23) What Time Do You Usually Go To Bed?
Fuck if I know?! (either between 10-11 or after 1, there is no in-between).
(24) Are You Wearing Makeup Right Now?
I might??? I donât remember if I wiped it off after closing night..... rip
(25) Do You Prefer To Swim In A Pool Or The Ocean?
I canât swim... (ocean though because I can jump with waves)
(26) Favourite Tumblr Blog?
Okay, this is so rude I canât beli-
[insert blog here]
Iâm not going to answer this because I donât truly know, honest.
(27) Bottled Water Or Tap Water?
Bottled, even though I know itâs environmentally wrong.
(28) What Makes You Happy?
My best friend
(29) Post A Gif Of What Youâre Currently Feeling Right Now.
(30) Do You Study Better With Or Without Music?
Whatâs studying?? But no, I literally never study. The few times I actually did homework though, I had to listen to music to drown out the sound of whatever was playing on the television.
(31) Dogs Or Cats?
Iâll pass. Both terrify me
(32) If You Were A Crayon What Colour Would You Be?
White. I donât do anything.
(33) PlayStation Or Xbox.
Xbox
(34) Would You Swim In The Lake Or Ocean?
Both, but like, I will enter the water at least.
(35) Do You Believe In Magic?
What do I believe? Nobody knows, not even me. But I donât think magic is real
(36) What Colour Shirt Are You Wearing?
Green, but itâs covered up by a red sweatshirt
(37) Can You Curl Your Tongue?
No
(38) Do You Save Money Or Spend It?
It gone.
(39) Is There Anything Pink Within 10 Feet Of You?
A few things. A pillow, a folder, the hat on a stuffed animal dog, and if I were in my room, a hot pink tie.
(40) Do You Have Any Obsessions Right Now?
Procrastinating, wasting my time away, my best friend, tumblr, not doing what Iâm supposed to, eating,
(41) Have You Ever Caught A Butterfly?
Why?
(42) Are You Easily Influenced By Other People?
If they are compelling and seem right (not all that often)
(43) Do You Have Strange Dreams?
Irrational and unrealistic, maybe
(44) Do You Like Going On Airplanes?
Yeah! Airplanes are great
(45) Name One Movie That Made You Cry.
Toy Story 3 did so this year because I realized that Iâd have to soon leave all my childhood friends (my stuffed animals) behind
(46) Peanuts Or Sunflower Seeds?
Neither
(47) If I Handed You A Concert Ticket Right Now, Who Would You Want The Performer To Be?
Panic! at the Disco
(48) Are You A Picky Eater?
Very much so.
(49) Are You A Heavy Sleeper?
Yeah. Very heavy.
(50) Do You Fear Thunder / Lightning?
No, I love thunder and lightning!
(51) Do You Like To Read / Write?
Yes. Do I do it ever? No.
(52) Do You Like Your Music Loud?
I like to be able to hear it clearly, but I have some hearing loss and so I want to preserve my ears. I only truly have it loud when the windows are down while Iâm driving or if I really have to drown out the sounds from the tv.
(53) Would You Rather Carve Pumpkins Or Wrap Presents?
Carve pumpkins. Iâve done it once and it was v interesting.
(54) Put Your Music On Shuffle, What Is The First Song That Came Up?
Uh, I donât have music, or at least music to shuffle.... I opened up Pandora and âUnchartedâ by Sara Bareilles came on first.
(55) What Season Are You In Right Now? (Weather)
Death. (Hopefully Autumn will start relatively on-time next week)
(56) What Are You Craving Right Now?
My best friend, the playing of games and having a good time, my best friend, root beer, a cheeseburger with an egg on it, my best friend,
(57) Post A Screenshot Of Your Tumblr Feed.
What?
(58) What Is Your Gender?
I was born male and still, as of right now, currently consider myself of the male gender.
(59) Coffee Or Tea?
Neither.
(60) Do You Have Any Homework Right Now? If So, What Is It About?
No. Fuck off.
(61) What Is Your Sexuality?
Asexual, and the rest is a giant ?
(62) Do You Make Your Bed In The Morning?
Hahahahahahahhahaha I donât even sleep on a bed buddy I sleep on the dirty clothes on the ground right next to bed
(63) Favourite Pokemon?
Never got into it, but Squirtle is cute.
(64) Favourite Social Media?
This blog
(65) Whatâs Your Opinion On Instagram Stories?
Never actually seen one, but itâs stupid, instagram is stupid, life is stupid, everything is stupid,
(66) Do You Get Homesick?
No? But I probably will a few weeks into college.
(67) Are You A Virgin?
It doesnât matter (yes)
(68) What Shampoo And Conditioner Are You Using Right Now?
Uh, Suave? Idk, itâs blue and it smells alright.
(69) If You Were Far From Home And Needed To Sleep For The Night, Would You Choose To Rent A Crappy Motel Room For $60 Or Sleep In Your Car For Free?
Car for free. Iâve done it once because I was too lazy to grab a tent from the gara....... wait... I never did sleep in the car, I pulled an all-nighter that night... But yeah still the car, even though it might not work
(70) Are Both Of Your Blood Parents Still In Your Life?
Yes
(71) Â Whats The Next Movie You Want To See In Theaters?
Big Loud and Live 2018, the next Star Wars, Deadpool 2.
(72) Do You Miss Your Ex?
No
(73) What Is Your Favourite Quote Right Now?
âThank you for existing (in my life)!â
(74) What Eye Colour Do You Find Sexiest?
Gray
(75) Did You Like Swinging As A Child? Do You Still Get Excited When You See A Swing Set?
Yes, and yes
(76) What Was The Last Thing You Ate?
A mixture of rice-a-roni, taco meat, and cheddar cheese. It was weird and I only did it to get rid of leftovers
(77) What Games Do You Have On Your Phone?
On my phone phone: Candy Crush Soda Saga, Color Switch, Cribbage Classic, Dream League Soccer, Flow Free, Hill Climb Racing, Logo Quiz Game, Piano Tiles - Donât Tap The White Tiles, Pool: 8 Ball Billiards Sno..., Spider Solitaire, Stack !, and Words With Friends.
On a tablet that I use like a phone and will do so until I leave it at home as I go to college: Clash Royale, Clash of Clans, Boom Beach, Ballz, Word Cookies, Risk, Neko Atsume, Cribbage Pro, Euchre, Phase 10, Hearts, Spades+, Skip-Bo Free, Hill Climb Racing, Candy Crush Saga, and Candy Crush Soda Saga.
I only really play the 3 Supercell games and occasionally Ballz and Word Cookies, and nothing on my phone.
(78) Would You Give A Homeless Person CPR If They Were Dying? Why Or Why Not?
If I knew they needed it, maybe. Depends on my mood on the day it hypothetically happens. I really donât know.
(79) Been On The Computer For 5 Hours Straight?
What do you think Iâm doing right now, buddy?
(80) Stalked Someone On A Social Network?
Sadly, yeah.
(81) Do You Like Meeting New People?
No, not really. Like, itâs fun for the first few days, but then the newness wears off and I have to decide to build and maintain a friendship and I have to constantly interact with them and that shit is exhausting Iâm sorry. I can barely manage to talk to one person, communicating with two people at once is pushing my limits, and once I was having conversations with four different people at the same time and I nearly went mad
(82) Do You Wear Rings? If You Do, Take A Picture Of Them.
Buddy, I can barely remember to put on clothes
(83) Do You Sleep With Your Bedroom Door Open Or Closed?
I swore this was the same as question 1 so I checked and promptly had to change that answer to fit the question.
I only trust one person in my life, and I donât live with them, so no. Itâs closed.
(84) What Are Three Things You Did Today?
I was woken up at 6:30 on 3-4 hours of sleep to drive to school, only for Dad to offer to do it right as I had finished getting ready. I promptly feel asleep for another 3 hours.
I picked up my sister after school and took her to her drive test, which she failed but can easily fix her mistakes and will do it again tomorrow.
I typed up 10-15 paragraphs for one message to send to my best friend regarding something that was said yesterday, and then it all disappeared without sending, and so I rewrote them all a second time, but with new words since I didnât memorize what I had said. I spent over 3 and a half hours in total writing out those two messages.
(85) What Do You Wear To Bed?
Depends. I always take off my shirt and any top, and depending on how tired I am, I may or may not shed my shorts/pants as well. Sometimes in the winter I do leave my pants on even though it is more uncomfortable. Underwear is a must though, sleeping naked is very uncomfortable, painful even the few times I tried it.
No shirt but yes underwear. Other bottoms optional, socks are whatever. I only wear pajamas on pajama day at school.
(86) List All Of Your Different Beauty Products You Have Right Now.
I have my make-up kit from the play...
(87) Are You A Day Or Night Person?
Day is too bright, Night is when my friends are asleep.
(88) List All Of Your Video Games On Your Phone, Console Etc.
For the Wii:
Puzzle Quest: Challenge of the Warlords, Super Smash Bros. (for the Wii U), Wii Sports Resort, We Ski, Wii Play, Wii Party, Wii Sports, Wii Fit, Ultimate I SPY, Pinball Hall of Fame: The Williams Collection, Pajama Sam: Donât Fear The Dark, Super Monkey Ball Banana Blitz, Super Mario Bros., Myth Makers Super Kart GP, M&M;s Kart Racing, Karaoke Revolution Presents: American Idol Encore 2, Guitar Hero III: Legends of Rock, Guitar Hero World Tour, Guitar Hero 5, Family Feud 2010 Edition, Deca Sports, Deal or No Deal, The Beatles Rockband, Battle of the Bands, Band Hero, Family Party 30 Great Games Outdoor Fun, Big Beach Sports, Bakugan Battle Brawlers, and Puzzle Kingdoms
For the Xbox:
FIFA Soccer â13, Madden NFL â13, Kinect Sports, Kinect Wipeout, Kinect Just Dance 3, Kinect Adventures
(89) Tell Me About A Dream That You Had And When It Happened.
Back in 6th grade, I had a plastic key and a plastic squirt phone that when pressed together somehow unlocked the phone and found the case files for the dream, and I had a series of dreams where me, 3 cousins of mine, my table mates in class, and a few friends were all police officers and every night all of us had a big culprit on the loose to catch and we all chased our big catch of the night with our partner, who was also our spouse, as I decided that you couldnât have a partner in catching crime unless you were married to that person, and each night after catching each pair of spouses would celebrate with exactly one (1) kiss of six (6) seconds in length and then we would eat our favorite doughnut and head out to the local burger joint. This carried on for like 5 months and I was a very weird kid I donât know how I existed back then or even now...
(90) Favourite Soda Drink?
Root Beer
(91) What Sounds Are Your Favourite?
My best friendâs voice, the opening of a can or bottle of root beer, jazz, the otamatone, music, the ping of getting a message from my best friend, the sound of the washing machine finishing and the sound of the dryer turning on, the sound of a volleyball being dug after a hard spike, the sound of setting a volleyball, the sound of a soccer ball hitting the net, and the sound of closing up my glasses.
(92) Do You Wear Jeans Or Sweats More?
Varies. Jeans, currently (itâs been a hot summer)
(93) How Do You Look Right Now?
Ugly because I havenât shaved in over two weeks and I need a haircut.
(94) Name Something That Relaxes You.
My best friend, playing a game, eating food, listening to my music (both mine and the music on my Pandora station)
(95) What Tattoo Do You Want?
None
(96) Favourite YouTuber?
You Suck At Cooking
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The Key to Castle Krondolee
Fantasy Fiction Short Story Accented with a little Romantic Drama A foreigner surprises everyone in Castle Krondolee when she claims to possess the key to a room that has remained closed for centuries, its contents unknown. Arken Jeridar, descended from the god of greed, schemes to win the key for himself and the queen's love all at once. But success may come at a far greater cost than he ever expected. Book Data Edition n/a ISBN n/a Pages 90 Publication Date 2013-03-06 Publisher Jayden Woods Series Broken Balance BCRS Rating CA-13
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The Key to Castle Krondolee Jayden Woods Published: 2013 Tag(s): adventure romance novella original serafina saga epic "broken balance" gods pagan "high concept" savanna jungle castle The Key to Castle Krondolee Jayden Woods Copyright 2013 Jayden Woods Cover design by Jenny Gibbons Stock photo reference: âCastle Stockâ by Skinywitch (http://skinywitch.deviantart.com/) * âThe Key to Castle Krondoleeâ is a stand-alone novella. However, the story will continue in the form of an animated webseries, âSerafinaâs Saga,â releasing online Fall 2013. This story also takes place in the same world as the fantasy book series, The Broken Balance, and features some of the same characters. To learn more about The Broken Balance series, visit www.jaydenwoods.com. To learn more about âSerafinaâs Saga,â visit www.serafinasaga.com. * BROKEN BALANCE SERIES Ashes of Dearen Sands of Hanubi ***
Prologue
The horses were saddled, the bags packed. Arkenâs most trusted servants waited at the Forest Gate to open it as soon as he gave them the signal. But he should have given the signal fifteen minutes ago. His plan had been to leave before sunset. Now the sun sank below the horizon, scattering hues of pink and orange across the sky and stretching shadows over the stones of the castle. Arken knew how quickly night fell in Krondolee. Soon enough, the walls and towers of the great fortress would swallow the ground in darkness. Arken did not fear the night. He only feared what tonight brought with it. When darkness closed around the castle this evening, it would fail to envelop the Grand Courtyard. Hundreds of glittering candles would chase away the creeping shadows. A thick ring of torches would blaze around the fortress walls, burning with the sweet chinder bark of the Darzian jungles, said to be enchanted by the goddess Demetral herself. The lovely wood released a scent like a garden of roses and jasmine when burned, and the light it gave off would flicker slightly with all the colors of the rainbow. This celestial light would bathe the entire courtyard with its luminescence, as well as the large multitude of people standing within it. But most of all, it would illuminate a path of bleached white pebbles, which would seem to glow under the moonlight. And nothing would look so magnificent as those who would walk down the path, glittering with jewels and fine fabricsâand soon, maybe crowns. But Arken didnât want to think about that. He paced back and forth over the cobblestones, his silk cloak whispering around his shoulders. He could hear the courtyard thrumming with energy and excitement, though a few walls separated him from the festivities. He wished he could already move further away. The distant sounds thundered in his ears and increased his own restlessness. He could hear the guards rustle about in a jangle of metal weapons and armor while trying to keep order. Peasants cheered or yelled while shoving each other about. A herald strained his sonorous voice over the clamor to announce lords and House Leaders as they entered the chaos. Every peasant and noble capable of squeezing through the castle gates today had done so to witness the marriage of Princess Nadia Elborn to Prince Gerald Feldren, making Nadia Queen of all Darzia. If Arkenâs own plan succeeded, the wedding would never occur. He heard a horseâs hooves against gravel and pulled back into the shadows, trusting his own two horses to stay calm. He had hand-picked the finest. But just in case, he gripped the pommel of his short-sword. He watched through the red rays of sunlight as the rider came closer. Even as a silhouette, the riderâs broad shoulders and boxy head suggested a man, and a large one at thatâor at least wide. The creak of strained leather and thudding metal portended weapons and armor. Then Arken distinguished more soldiers on foot behind the rider, perhaps four in all, male and female, armed to the teeth. Who could this be? A noble, most likely, judging by the entourage. But why was he not at the wedding, as every honest man right now ought to be? Finally, as the rider pulled to a stop, Arken glimpsed the sparkle of jewels upon the manâs cloak. A slight turn in the light revealed that the young man wore diamonds all over his person: they lined his tunic, his belt, his gauntlets, and even the sword resting across his horseâs flank. Arken sighed and stepped out of the shadows, releasing his weapon. âTristan. You shouldnât be here.â Tristan jolted with surprise, then fixed his beady eyes on his older brother. âI shouldnât be here? Look whoâs talking!â Tristan grumbled to himself while beginning to dismount. Doing this took awhile, for despite his youth at barely eighteen years of age, Tristan was not a particularly lithe young man. He possessed small bones under his bulk and a sweet ringing voice like a minstrelâs, both of which he squashed on a regular basis with wine and delicacies. He might have been a handsome fellow, with hair so blond it was almost white and eyes that sparkled like the diamonds he so cherished, but the strain of his waist against his belt and his chin against his collar reduced any natural charm. Once he had landed with a jingle of swishing diamonds, he resumed a slow swagger towards his older brother. Arken, meanwhile, closed the remaining distance between them with a few brisk steps of his long, booted legs. At age twenty-one, Arken was only a few years older than his brother, but possessed a far more intimidating physique of tall stature and lean muscle. His cloak billowed and helped cast a shadow over Tristan like a storm-cloud. The younger brother cowered appropriately. âLeave now, Tristan. Iâm expecting someone. And she might not come here if she knows someoneâs watching.â âI know who youâre waiting for, brother.â Tristanâs jowls trembled with fear, but he held his ground, nonetheless. When he saw an even greater fear reflected in Arkenâs eyes, he stood a little taller. âEveryone knows. Your little secret plan to elope with the future queen of Darzia was exposed this morning. The Royal Duma knows everything.â âWhat?â Before he could stop himself, Arken reached out and grabbed Tristanâs tunic. As he shook the chubby fellow about, Tristanâs bejeweled clothes chimed like a music box. âHow did they find out?â âI donât know!â Tristan flailed back at Arken until he finally wriggled free. By then, both were breathless: Arken from fury, Tristan from exhaustion. âIn any case, the Royal Duma held a vote. They unanimously agreed that if you and Nadia eloped, she would no longer become queen of Darziaâand you would not become Grand Prince.â Tristan might have kept talking after that. Arken hardly knew anymore. All he seemed to hear was a thunderous roar in his ears. All he felt was the fierce pounding of blood in his veins. He and Nadia had been so careful. How did the Royal Duma discover their plan? â⊠understand? Itâs over, Arken. You canât become king of Darzia this way.â Arken let out a coarse, rasping breath. Then he spoke before he had fully thought his own words through. âI donât care.â Tristan blinked a few times. His eyes, the fierce golden hue that any descendent of Mallion possessed, reflected shards of the sunlight as he squinted, trying to discern Arkenâs expression. âWhatâs that now?â âI donât care about the throne. I want to marry Nadia. That is all that matters to me anymore.â âAll that⊠matters?â Tristan laughed nervously, then reached out to grip Arkenâs shoulder. âBrother, I think this defeat must have made you lose your senses. Think about what you just said. âYou donât care.ââ He laughed again, even louder this time. âMallionâs plenty. As if we havenât both dreamt of wearing the crown since birth!â Tristanâs laughter faded as he met Arkenâs unwavering stare. Arken flung Tristanâs hand from his shoulder. âI donât care. I choose Nadia. If we can only be together without crowns on our heads, then so be it.â Tristan staggered backwards. He gaped for a long while at his brother, trying to discern some crack in Arkenâs bold proclamation. But he could not. At last, he shook his head. âI canât believe it. I never thought you capable of such a⊠foolish decision!â âThink what youâd like. Just stay out of my way.â He turned back to his horse and grabbed the saddle. âWait. What are you doing now?â âGoing to find Nadia.â Arken pulled himself up and felt the stallion stir with eagerness beneath him. âI will make sure she knows that I havenât changed my mind.â âItâs too late for that, Arken. Sheâs alreadyââ âThen Iâd better hurry.â Arken slapped the reins and drove his horse deep into the fortress. * He already knew where to find her, if he wasnât too late. The Elborn family lived in the oldest part of the castle, a place where large chinder trees rose up alongside the walls and towers. If one didnât know any better, one might have assumed that this part of the castle had been abandoned for decades, allowing giant jungle trees to invade the architecture of the castle. But upon closer look, one would see that the structure of both worked harmoniously together. Man-made mortar and natural wood arose in support of each other, leaning on one another and combining strength. The result was something strange and beautiful, if rather archaicâsomething only House Elborn would fully appreciate. Arken jumped from his horse to race up the steps of the Elborn Tower. The Elborn guards in colors of blue and yellow gave him puzzled glances, but did not dare stop him. After all, most recognized him as someone who visited often; and those that did not could easily discern by his clothes and bearing that he was a noble of some importance. If any of the guards still thought for a moment to question him, his determined frown and brisk pace made them quickly reconsider. Only when Arken had nearly reached Nadiaâs chambers did someone dare to step in his path. Arken had already put his hand on his short-sword before he recognized the bold servant as one of Nadiaâs closest hand-maidens. âSelene! Thank the gods.â Selene Perin rarely left Nadiaâs side. If she were still here, then there might be hope yet. âTake me to Nadia. Now!â Selene trembled in response to his thunderous demand, but not in fear. To Arkenâs surprise, he saw tears crinkling the young womanâs deep brown eyes. She turned away and covered her mouth, but failed to hide her distress. âSelene.â Arken stepped closer, his tone shifting quickly from brusque to imploring. âPlease. I need to see her. I have to let her know that nothing has changed.â âI hoped you wouldnât come here. I waited, just in case, but I didnât really think⊠â Selene took a long, shuddering breath. âI hoped that when you heard the Royal Dumaâs decision, you would choose not to marry her.â She looked at him suddenly, her face twisting with anger. âYouâre a Jeridar. So I donât understand. There must be something else youâre after.â âNothing, Selene,â he assured her. He understood why she would think that. His family descended Mallion, god of greed. Most of them would stop at nothing to obtain riches and power. âI just want Nadia.â Unable to restrain himself, he reached out and grabbed Seleneâs shoulders. âNow tell me where she is!â Fresh tears dropped from Seleneâs eyes. âIâm sorry, Arken,â she gasped. âYou and Nadia have different goals, it would seem. She has decided to marry Lord Gerald Feldren, and become the next Queen of Darzia.â âI⊠I donât understand.â Arken refused to believe it. Nadia loved him, he was sure of it. She was nothing like the greedy members of his own family, who cared only for the throne. She would easily forget about this ridiculous castle, the tiring politics, if only they could live their lives in peace. They had dreamed of eloping for months now, and had hoped to rule alongside each other. But most of all, they just wanted to be together. Didnât they? âSomeone must have gotten to her. Poisoned her mind against me. Betrayed us both to the Royal Duma⊠â Selene shook her head, even as she continued to shake with sobs. âShe made this decision, Arken. She worried that the Royal Duma would not accept your union, so she went to them and confessed. And she was right. The Duma agreed that her House would lose its standing unless she married Lord Feldren.â Thatâs when the bells chimed: sharp, clanging peals that made birds scatter. A sound that made the distant crowd roar with excitement. A sound that portended the marriage of Queen Nadia Elborn to Lord Gerald Feldren. It was a sound that Arken would never forget. The sound that made Arkenâs heart wrench apart.
Chapter 1 The Girl and the Assassin
My dearest Serafina, As you grow in my womb, I imagine that one day you will become a queen, as I am. But that fate is not a certain one. The Krondolee Royal Duma has favored House Elborn for many generations now, but that could always change. Here in Darzia a great number of Houses possess power, and the Royal Duma could elect any one of them to rule after me. The Houses are always fighting, whether they scheme against each other from within the Castle of Krondolee, or fight openly across the lands of Darzia, spreading violence and unrest wherever greed takes them. Sometimes I feel it is a horrible system. I wish that we could be like other kingdoms, where one family rules, and the heir to the throne is unquestioned. But then again, sometimes I think that the chaos of Darzia is what makes it so great. The constant struggles of the ruling Houses is not unlike the brutal wildlife of the great Darzian Jungle, where the fiercest of creatures fight daily against each other, and only the strongest survive. If not for that system, perhaps such incredible beasts as the griffin or wilderhorse would have never evolved. But I still hope that peace can be obtained, at least for a little while. That is why I chose to marry Lord Gerald. I might have chosen differently and let someone else seize the crown. But I hoped that if I⊠Nadiaâs hand shook, causing the quill to scratch a line across the parchment. She sighed and put the quill away before she could cause any more damage. âHere, let me help you with that.â Lady Selene swept quickly to the queenâs aid, as she always did. She stoppered the ink and stashed the unfinished letter in a tiny compartment of Queen Nadiaâs desk, where no one else would find it. Nadia smiled gratefully at Selene Perin, who was not only her most trustworthy of hand maidens, but dearest of friends. She was a beautiful woman with long chestnut hair, so dark it was almost black, and hazel eyes that were deep brown and green like the dappled soil of a Darzian jungle. âThank you, Selene.â She started to rise from her chair. âEasy⊠â Selene reached to grip her arm. âGods, Selene, I can stand.â But Nadia still wore a smile of appreciation as she rose to her feet. Surely enough, her belly swelled close to bursting; she expected to have the baby within a few weeks, if not sooner. But the physical burden of the baby did not weigh upon her so heavily as the responsibilities she bore as queen, the growth of which seemed to increase with the development of her unborn child and her concern for its future. Selene studied her a moment, her dark eyes probing gently. âI couldnât help but notice. Serafina? Youâre so certain the child will be a girl?â Nadia should have been mad at Selene for spying, but she couldnât resist a smile of pride. âVery certain. I canât explain it. I just know.â Selene smiled back at her. âPerhaps the growth of your child is blessed by Demetral herself.â Nadia hoped Selene was right. Some believed Elborns shared blood with Demetral, goddess of love and growth. But the descendents of most gods possessed obvious traits that linked them to the god of their ancestry, and often had special abilities. Children of Mallion, god of greed, all had bright golden eyes and yellowish hair. A few of them could transform everyday materials into objects of great value. Descendents of Belazar, god of hate and war, possessed fierce red eyes and enhanced senses. Children of Friva, god of bliss, had purple hair and multicolored eyes⊠and so on. But relations to Demetral had never been so obvious. After all, the goddess of love had a great many children. The only distinguishing trait shared among her children, if one existed, was that of incredible beauty, and the ability to make others fall deeply in love with them. Nadia caught her own reflection in the mirror, but she felt little pride in the glorious visage staring back at her. She had long red hair that flowed in spiraling curls down her neck and shoulders. She had light tan skin, like a ripening peach, that freckled when she spent too much time in the sun. Her big green eyes shone like emeralds from within her thick black lashes. She knew she should be grateful for such beauty. But she often wondered if her ability to seize the hearts of others had brought her more sorrow and heartbreak than true happiness. Selene, sensing the queenâs inner turmoil, spoke gently. âWe should make our way to the Grand Hall. Before I came to your chambers, most of the Royal Duma had already assembled. And they seemed very agitated about something.â âThey are always agitated,â Nadia sighed. She reached for her crown, a thick gold piece with a ruby in the middle, and found it unnaturally heavy as she placed it upon her red curls. âBut itâs true: todayâs Duma will be strange. House Leader Grandil asked to bring two foreigners to this gathering. He would not describe who they were, nor explain why he wanted to bring them. He only said they had an important message, and they would only deliver it to the entire Duma at once.â âHow interesting,â said Selene. Nadia hoped that nothing would be interesting at all. She hoped that this Royal Duma would be like any other, full of empty bickering and challenges, after which everyone would return to their normal business. But deep in her gut, where the baby grew within her, she could already sense that she would not get her wish. * All of the House Leaders already waited in the Grand Hall, stirring with excitement and restlessness. Queen Nadia arrived last. Everyone stood as the herald announced her entrance. Even after a hundred dumas like this one, and despite Nadiaâs growing distaste for them, the magnificence of the royal gathering never ceased to give her a moment of pause. Dark powdery stones from the deepest quarries of Darzia surrounded the chamber with large walls, a yawning ceiling, and granite columns supporting a series of V-shaped archs over the Duma table. The Duma table stretched in a long rectangle from one end of the Grand Hall to the other. Made of polished chinder wood, the green and orange hues of the slickened bark provided a pleasant contrast to the monochrome stones of the fortress. Meanwhile, banners from all the major Houses of Darzia decorated the walls with splashes of color, sporting animals from every corner of kingdom to symbolize the royal families: the Elborn hare, the Perin jackal, the Grandil lion, the Jeridar crow, the Feldren hound, and so forth. The House Leaders themselves were no less colorful or diverse than the banners themselves. Over thirty people surrounded the table, representing a wide range of races and cultures, wearing any number of fabrics and armor. Nadia took pride in her countryâs diversity. The lush terrain and valuable resources of the continent had drawn a wide range of travelers from across the world to settle here over the centuries. Some of them came to hunt the exotic game of the jungles or mine the kimberlite dikes of eastern Darzia. Many of them never got to leave, even if they intended toâthe fierce life of Darzia always had a way of destroying people or ensnaring them, permanently. Nadia took her place next to Grand Prince Gerald at the far end of the table. She gave her husband a quick nod before settling into her seat. Then she sneaked another glance at him as he turned the other direction. She did this all the time, hoping to find some hint of his mood on his exterior, whether by the expression on his angular face, or by the way he assembled his immaculate red robes, or even the manner with which he groomed his short brown hair. He was a man of few words and noble countenance, two traits which combined to form a chiseled, stalwart expression that hardly ever revealed his thoughts or feelings. A face like that could serve many uses as a king or Grand Prince. Nadia only wished that he might drop his shields during their few moments of privacy. She didnât even know whether his emotions were impenetrable, or simply not there at all. As soon as she sat, the other nobles sat in turn, and the Duma proceeded as usual. An honored priestess, Matria Odelle, led the meeting. She allowed the House Leaders to speak and present their issues in order of michevno, feudal hierarchy, represented by where each House Leader sat at the table. Those who possessed the most power and favor sat closest to the Queen herself, and could also speak before those who sat further down the table. Nadia grew weary of the system of michevno and the dissent it engendered. Even now, she saw men and women glaring at each other because they had been moved to one seat or another since the last Royal Duma, and their concerns would be heard last, if they even got to speak at this Duma at all. The ruling House Leaderâin this case, Nadia herselfâcould always change the order of presentations if she so desired. But normally, she did not exercise this power, for by doing so, she would always manage to make someone angry. âHouse Leader Reinhald wishes to discuss the hiring of miners in the eastern regions,â Matria Odelle intoned. âNext, House Leader Jeridar wishes to discuss the tax regulations of the Tanzen province. Thirdly, House Leader Grandil wishes to introduce two visitors with valuable messages to the Royal Duma.â For the first time in awhile, Nadia appreciated the breadth of her power. She glanced at House Leader Tristan Jeridar and felt her stomach lurch for a number of reasons. She despised Tristan Jeridar, a chubby youth who glittered with jewels and wore a constant leer on his faceâthe leer of a man who knew the blood of a god pumped in his veins. But it was Nadiaâs own fault that the younger son of House Jeridar had become its Leader, and not his more rational elder. Arken Jeridar would have sat at this table and represented his family, if not for what had happened almost a year ago. If not for her own conceit and selfishness⊠She squirmed in her chair, and found herself speaking before she thought her words through. If there had ever been a time to exercise her right as Queen at a Royal Duma, it was now. âI elect House Leader Grandil to speak first,â she blurted. âI wish to receive his two visitors!â A long silence followed Nadiaâs proclamation. Tristan Jeridarâs face stretched into an expression of shock an indignation, an image Nadia tried to burn into her memory for future consolation. Matria Odelle nodded and proceeded gracefully. âHouse Leader Grandil may now address the Duma.â House Leader Grandil stood slowly, his whole body trembling with the weakness of his age. His long white hair, wound in dozens of tiny braids, lay in stark contrast against his dark brown skin. More than eighty years old, House Leader Grandil surpassed everyone else at the table in age and wisdom. Everyone held him in high esteem, even if they competed against him daily for a seat so high up the table. The only reason he did not sit at the head, next to the queen herself, was that his ambition had lessened as his age increased. Even so, the entire room fell silent as they waited for the elder to speak. Grandil cleared his throat. He took his precious time preparing to talk, his head bobbing slightly on his weary neck, his dark eyes darting about the room as he gathered his bearings. But at last, his deep voice rang out and seized everyone else in its tremor. âFellow House Leaders. Queen Nadia Elborn. Grand Prince Feldren.â He nodded to each in turn. âToday is one you will describe to your grandchildren, and their children after that. For if you are like me, then in all your years at the Castle of Krondolee, you have wondered what lies in the Grand Keep, but never had a chance to find out.â A murmur of surprise rumbled around the chamber. The Grand Keep? Everyone knew of its existence, but people rarely spoke of it, for no one understood its significance beyond a legendary mystery. The name referred to a compartment deep below the center of the fortress, guarded by an enormous door of metal. The door seemed to lead into an underground cave, for the area was surrounded by rocks. Otherwise, whatever treasures or mysteries lay beyond the metal door remained completely unknown. The door had been there for centuries, but no one ever managed to open it, nor discover why it had been built in the first place. House Leader Grandil waited for the room to absorb this tantalizing intro. Once all attention had returned to him, he proclaimed, âIt is my great honor to welcome two special visitors to the Royal Duma. They are new to Darzia and its customs, so please forgive them for any unintended offense. I now invite Vivian Trell and her guard to address the Duma!â Just like that, two people seemed to appear suddenly in the room. Nadia shook her head, unable to recall where or when they had entered. They moved so gracefully across the floor, they could have emerged from any corner in the Grand Hall and she probably wouldn't have noticed. Had they been here the whole time, or slipped soundlessly from the shadows? She felt dizzy trying to figure it out, so at last she gave up. Her efforts were far better utilized studying the newcomersâ appearance. The first foreigner was a small and wiry woman with long blonde hair and strange, boyish clothesâVivian Trell. If Nadia had glimpsed the young woman on the street, she would have never thought twice about her. But Vivianâs ability to blend into the background probably served her well. The girl moved with the grace of a cat and wore a smug smile on her face to match. Tight leggings wrapped her legs along with tall leather boots, over which hung a large shirt that puffed at the sleeves but tightened around her torso with a slim leather vest. Combined with the spring in her step and her big blue eyes, she might overall be described as âcute.â But Nadia sensed there was much more to this girl than appearance suggested. Her âguardâsâ significance, meanwhile, was much more obvious. His manner provided a complete contrast to his lively companion in almost every way possible. He moved slowly and with purpose, as if to ensure he did not waste a single shred of energy. He wore a large black cloak that covered almost all of his body. As such Nadia could see little of the manâs figure or clothes, but his face was pale and gaunt, the skin almost white. The long black hair flowing down his cheeks and neck only made him seem paler. But none of this mattered so much as the red eyes peering through his black lashes. The rest of the room came to the same realization as Nadia at about the same time. Most of them tensed or shifted nervously in their chairs; others gaped openly or murmured to their neighbors. âWolven,â they hissed. The word seemed to echo around the room from a dozen directions. And if that wasnât enough, Wolvens already possessed heightened senses. Descendents of Belazar had noses and ears as acute as a houndâs, and their hawk-like eyes could see in extreme darkness. They were also notoriously cold-hearted and excellent fighters, two traits which combined to make them the most effective and highest-paid assassins in the world. But the Wolven kept a calm composure, even as the room stirred with distress from his presence. He was probably accustomed to such a reception wherever he went, if not worse. The woman, Vivian, kept a huge smile on her face as if she didnât even notice the roomâs discomfort. âGreetings, Royal Duma of Darzia!â Her chipper voice rang around the chamber and silenced all the House Leaders once more. âWow, it really is amazing to see so many royal faces all in one place. I mean, you are all royalty, arenât you? Thatâs how this whole thing works, right? Your kingdom doesnât have just one royal family, but twenty or something?â Everyone stiffened again. House Leader Grandil cleared his hoarse throat and interceded. âOnce again, I ask that the Royal Duma be patient with my guests, and forgive their ignorance of our customs. They are not from our kingdom.â Vivian just kept smiling from ear to ear, her big blue eyes sparkling. âWell then. I guess I shouldnât keep you all waiting. You all want to know why Xavier and I have traveled all this way to see you, eh?â The Wolvenâs red eyes flicked angrily towards his master, and perhaps the slightest snarl pulled his thin lips. But the slight surge of anger faded quickly into his normal expression, which looked very similar. Wolvens did not like for people to know their names, even their employers. Despite this, Vivian had blatantly announced it in front of the entire Duma. Was the girl stupid? Or just overly daring? Either possibility seemed equally dangerous. The girlâs hand reached into her vest and fished around. Some of the men shifted uncomfortably in their seats, for Vivian appeared to be groping her own breasts, which were generously large for a girl of small stature. Then she made a yelp of delight and pulled out what she had been looking for. âHere it is! For a minute there I thought I had lost it. Now that would have been bad.â She released a bubbly laugh, then held up the sparkling treasure for everyone to see. It was a key, and nothing more. Perhaps it had an unusual shape, with sharp teeth on the tip and a jewel on the end, but it did not look particularly special to Nadia otherwise. It even looked rusty and unused. A small gold chain looped through the key and around Vivian to form a necklace. Vivian seemed disappointed by the roomâs lack of excitement. For a long while, they all just stared at the key curiously. Finally, Vivian laughed again. âRight, I guess youâve never seen it before, so you donât know what it is. Well this, my friends, is the key to the Grand Keep of Krondolee!â After that, the room seemed to explode. Many people spoke up at once. Some of them stood and waved their hands to be heard above the others. âItâs not possible!â âIt doesnât exist!â âBut if it is real, then she should give it to us now!â Nadia couldnât resist watching Tristan Jeridar, for she knew that this news would excite him more than anyone else in the castle. But shock had paralyzed the poor young man. All the blood drained from his chubby cheeks. His golden irises were reduced to tiny dots in the circles of his wide, gaping eyes. Finally, Nadia found her own voice. She stood up and shouted loudly enough to cut through the House Leadersâ clamor. âSILENCE! Everyone in their seats now, or I will arrest you for misconduct!â The nobles obeyed, if with some reluctance, and their faces were red with anger or embarrassment. Only Nadia remained standing, her sharp green eyes slicing across the room towards Vivian. Vivian met her stare without wavering, a little smile still stamped on her pink lips. Nadia glanced at House Leader Grandil, though only for a moment. âI trust you have verified this ridiculous claim, Lord Grandil?â The old man nodded his head, letting white braids fall about his shoulders. âI have indeed, my queen. I inserted the key into the door, turned it, and the door unlocked.â More gasps echoed around the room. Nadiaâs harsh glare cut them short. âI did not open the door, of course, Majesty,â Grandil continued. âI knew that you should see the contents of the Grand Keep before anyone else. So I relocked the door and intended to bring you the key. However, Vivian Trell and her guard made it very clear they would only give up the key on their own terms.â Queen Nadia could not help but shake her head in amazement. Only House Leader Grandil possessed the honor and self-control to unlock the most mysterious door in all of Darzia and then resist the urge to open it. She did not doubt his word in the slightest. So she turned her attention back to Vivian, who still wore that damnable smirk on her face. âWhere did you find this key, girl?â she demanded. If only for a moment, the slightest hint of uncertainty crossed Vivianâs face. Perhaps she had not expected Nadia to address her so rudely. She wanted to feel that she held power over everyone, even the queen herself. But Nadia would not offer respect where none was given. âI found the key in Norsidia,â said Vivian at last. Immediately, Vivian regained the roomâs full attention. Even Nadiaâs heart skipped a beat. Norsidia was the land of the gods. Few mortals set foot on the large island, if they could even find it; supposedly, the island constantly changed location in a manner that defied reason. âHow did youâŠÂ ?â âHow I got this key shouldnât concern you,â said Vivian, her eyes giving another flare of indignance. âWhat matters is that I hold the key now, and I havenât yet decided who Iâll give it to.â This time, it was Nadiaâs own husband who rose to challenge Vivianâs audacity. His boxy chin, stern eyes, and perfectly composed appearance had a way of demanding respect, even from an upstart like Vivian. âThere is no question about who shall receive the key,â said Grand Prince Gerald in a rich, booming voice. Nadia didnât know whether to be grateful for his support, or annoyed by his interference. âYou shall give the key to Queen Nadia Elborn. If you give it to anyone else, or otherwise keep it from her, you will be arrested for contempt of the crown.â âOh really?â Vivianâs teeth flashed with a smile. âContempt for the crown! That sounds bad. But please explain to me, Grand Princeâthatâs your title, right? Not a king, exactly? Because technically, the queenâs family is currently the ruling House?â Even Geraldâs stone-like composure wavered briefly, his mouth pinching with the slightest hint of anger. âForgive me, Iâm just trying to understand all these Darzian politics.â She batted her lashes innocently. âAnyway, as I was sayingâplease explain to me, your Grand Princeliness, why I should be arrested for giving awayâor keepingâan item that has been in my possession since before I ever came to your corner of the world? It seems to me the key is mine, and Iâll do with it whatever I please.â âThe key was never yours at all,â said Gerald, who had regained his placidity. âIf it is the key to the Grand Keep, then it belongs to the crown.â Nadia sat back down and motioned for Gerald to do the same. She wanted to continue to appear in complete control of the situation, even if she did not feel that way. Besides, her back ached from the pregnancy and she felt as if a pile of rocks kept rising around her ankles. But as she and Gerald settled back into their seats, Vivian began to pace around the room with a little hop to her step, pausing to look into the eyes of this or that noble as she went. Nadia felt more restless than ever, confined to her restrained position. âLet me assure you all of one simple fact,â piped Vivian. âThe only way any of you will get the keyâand I mean any of youâis if I give it to you willingly. If you try to arrest me, I will disappear, and the key along with me. Iâm really not kidding. If you test me on this, youâll regret it. Because Iâll be gone, and so will the key. Forever. Your one and only chance to discover whatâs in the Grand Keepââ She snapped her fingers, so sharply that a few people flinched. âPuff! Gone! Like it was never even here at all!â Nadiaâs heart pounded against her ribcage. She felt the baby stirring within her. This girl seemed to assume that she could easily escape capture. Perhaps she did not know the full power of the Darzian Royal Guard. Or perhaps she did, and knew she could escape anyway. Perhaps she had planned all of this out from the beginning. She didnât seem capable of such a cunning and intricate plot. But who else would dare this entire charade? What if the girl really could vanish as mysteriously as sheâd arrived? Was it worth losing the key permanently to find out? While Nadia considered what to do, Vivian continued to stroll about the room, sizing up the House Leaders, and even giving some of them flirtatious glances. Finally she approached Tristan Jeridar, and Nadiaâs breath stopped in her throat. This, most certainly, would not be good. The girl leaned close to the young noble, giving him a generous view of her tightly-vested breasts. The man was practically slobbering at the mouth, but his lust burned only for the key that hung from Vivianâs neck. As she dangled it in front of him, the jewel on the tip sparkled, like the dozens of precious gems on Tristanâs own person. It was almost as if Vivian knew that this simple gesture would send the poor man hurtling over the edge. And it did. Tristan reached for the necklace. Vivian darted away so quickly, Tristan grabbed only air. But he might as well have grabbed a noose and hung himself from the ceiling. For in the blink of an eye, the Wolven stood behind Tristan and pressed a blade to his throat. âNo, Xavier,â snapped Vivian. A slight amount of tension went out of the assassinâs arm, so slight Nadia almost didnât notice. She felt a chill creep down her back when she realized what had just happened. The Wolven would have slit Tristanâs throat without thinking twice if Vivian hadnât stopped him. For better or worse, Vivian had just saved Tristanâs life. Xavier released Tristan with a shove and stepped back. Nadia caught a quick glimpse under the Wolvenâs cloak before it closed back around him. He wore a tight leather suit around his entire body, thick enough to protect him like a second skin, but thin enough to keep him quick and agile. Furthermore, the suit was full of straps and buckles, holding a multitude of weapons. She didnât have a chance to figure out what they all were, but she suspected he wore a large number of small knives, and probably tiny vials of poison. âNow then,â said Vivian, then took a deep breath. âThat was unfortunate. But I guess most of you have never seen a Wolven before, either. Let me explain something: Wolvens kill. Whenever they get the chance. And they love doing it. Isnât that right, Xavier?â To Nadiaâs astonishment, Vivian reached over and pinched Xavierâs shoulder. He seemed to glare back at her, but with those fierce red eyes of his, who could really say? âOh, I have an idea!â Vivian gasped with excitement. âLetâs show them all you mean business. Go on, then. Swear to kill whoever takes the key without my permission.â Even the Wolvenâs eyes widened with surprise. Then he spoke. And his voice was not nearly so deep and gravelly as Nadia would have expected from such a cold-hearted killer. He even sounded somewhat whiny. âPerhaps we should discuss thisââ âNo discussion. Iâll pay you, you know Iâm good for it. Just go ahead. Swear the oath!â Xavier took a deep breath. Whatever this oath entailed, he seemed reluctant to make it. But Vivian seemed to possess a power for him as tangible as the one she held over the entire room. For at last he bowed his head, then pulled a knife from under his cloak. Everyone in the room seemed to hold his breath as he watched. âWith Belazar as my witness,â said Xavier, âI will kill anyone who takes the key from Vivian without her permission, and Belazar will feast upon the blood of my victims.â He nicked his thumb on the blade, then licked the red blood that swelled from his skin. âKrenzi u morde ah Belazar.â The entire room seemed to drop suddenly in temperature. Nadia felt her stomach turn within her. She winced as the unborn baby flailed its little limbs against her belly. She did not know how to describe the mood that swept through the room other than âevil,â as if a wind of hatred swept across the table and brushed everyone with its presence. Without a doubt, this must be the power of Belazar, god of wrath and destruction. Whatever shadow of Belazar the rest of the room experienced, Xavier felt it tenfold. His body tensed, his head tilted back, and his eyes gaped into space until their redness seemed to glow. Then he closed them and dropped his head with a grunt of exhaustion, his entire body going limp around his spine. âThere,â said Vivian. But even her bright and perky smile had vanished during the oath. âI hope you all understand now. I am not just playing around here.â Vivian had made her point, without a doubt. But Nadia suspected the girl was still playing a game, of some sort. Nadia just needed to figure out what. Forcing a calmness she did not feel, Nadia rose to her feet. Then she spoke for all the room to hear. âVery well, Vivian Trell. You have made yourself clear. We can only hope to acquire the key to the Grand Keep by following your terms. In that case, what do you demand of the Royal Duma?â âDemand?â Vivian smiled again, then released a burst of chiming laughter. âOh, Iâm not here for anything specific, Queen Nadia! I just want to make sure the right Houseâor the right personâgets the key. Thatâs all.â Nadia repressed a small twitch of anger. âAnd how will you judge who this âright personâ is?â âOh, I donât know.â Vivian shrugged her little shoulders. âIf any of you want the key, you just need to convince me to give it to you. Itâs really as simple as that! I donât even bite, I promise. Oh, but Xavier does, so donât forget that.â Nadia felt her nails scratch against the table with anger. She didnât want to let this silly little girl get the better of her. But Vivian had already won. She wanted to play a game in which the entire Duma competed for her favor. And a game like that would not be simple at all. It could very well unravel the kingdom. As Nadia looked around the room, she could already sense the wheels turning in the heads of the nobles, scheming for a way to win Vivianâs prize. Nadia saw only one option ahead of her. She would have to win the key from Vivian Trell before anyone else did. * The rest of the Royal Duma proceeded quickly. Every memberâs concerns seemed insignificant in the wake of Vivian Trellâs key. For centuries, no one had bothered with the Grand Keep, or even wasted much time wondering about it. Now, nothing mattered so much as getting inside. What if it was full of treasure? Or maybe something even better? Maybe a magical substance from the gods, such as safra, which made its consumers feel happy, or something no one else even knew about? Everyone wanted to know. And the entire Duma would tear itself apart trying to find out. All because of this Vivian Trell. Nadiaâs heart felt heavy as she left the Grand Hall and turned to go to her chambers. Normally, she stayed after the Duma to talk privately with the House Leaders, allaying any outstanding concerns. This time, she felt the need to keep her distance. She needed to get her own plan together for how to proceed. All the other House Leaders would be doing the exact same thing. Her husband, Grand Prince Gerald, stood quietly by her side. She wanted to know what he really thought of all this. But when she asked, he only offered a predictable reply. âThe key should go to you, or no one at all. If we cannot take it from the girl, we should let no one else have it.â Nadia shook her head. âThat isnât wise. We would alienate the other Houses beyond repair. Some of them will not be able to let this go.â âPerhaps.â Gerald looked around. They still stood in a hallway far from their chambers. A few of the House Leaders still wandered around after the Royal Duma. âIn any case, we should not discuss it here.â Sure enough, Nadia glimpsed Tristan Jeridar down the hall, the very man she knew would not rest until he held that key in his grubby fingers. âYouâre right,â she sighed. âWeâll discuss it later.â âLater,â he agreed. Then turned and walked away without another word. She felt disappointed as she watched him leave. More than ever, she could have used some words of encouragement, perhaps even a gentle caress. But Gerald never offered such things unless prompted. Queen Nadia remained in the hall for some time, staring out the window at the grounds of the castle, catching tidbits of the noblesâ chatter around her. Eventually, Selene Perin came to her side, as Nadia hoped she might. âNadia.â There was urgency in Seleneâs voice. She did not even bother to address Nadia formally, which she usually did in public. âI came as soon as I heard.â âOh, this too shall pass,â sighed Nadia. âI just canât help but wonder if Vivian Trell has some ulterior motive.â âVivian who⊠?â Selene shook her head in puzzlement. âYouâll have to tell me about this Vivian later. Sheâs not who Iâm concerned about.â âWhat? Then whoâŠ?â But as soon as Nadia looked up, she understood. Further down the hall, speaking to Tristan, stood Arken Jeridar. Nadia froze. Her breath stopped. Her heart stopped. Time seemed to stop altogether. Nadia had not seen Arken ever since she chose to marry Lord Gerald. She might have tried to explain herself to him, if she ever got the chance. But Arken had left the castle that day and not returned since. That had been almost a year ago. Tristan had resumed Arkenâs seat at the Royal Duma, while Arken supervised their land holdings to the south. Nadia thought her heart had long since moved on from Arken. Often, she regretted that their relationship ended the way that it did, but she thought the pain she felt was guilt and nothing more. Now she saw him standing down the hall, his blonde hair flowing down his shoulders, his silk robes softening his muscular stature, and her heart fluttered back to life in her chest. When he looked up at her, she felt a jolt through her entire body. Meeting his gaze, she realized that she had underestimated her own feelings for him. But the truth she saw in his own stare frightened her even more. His bright golden eyes, which had once gazed upon her with passion and adoration, burned as fiercely as ever. But they no longer burned with love. Now his fuel came from pain, regret, and rage. As quickly as he had appeared, Arken vanished, pulling his brother with him. It seemed he did not want to look at her a moment longer than necessary. Nadia felt somehow as if he had yanked some part of her away with him, until only a shell of herself remained, weak and trembling in the hallway. âMy lady?â Selene put a firm hand on her shoulder. âAre you well?â âNo, I am not.â Nadiaâs voice sounded hollow and distant in her own ears. âIt seems that more than one enemy has arrived in my castle today.â
Chapter 2 The Man of Silk
Arken paced around his chambers, as if his footsteps would eventually lead him far from the castle and back to his cotton fields in the south. Why had he even come back to Castle Krondolee? He knew why in theory: a year on the plantations had made him yearn for his former life of luxury. But only a few hours in the castle of Krondolee had proven more insufferable than the worst days on a cotton field. Either he should never have left at all, or he never should have come back. For Tristan had most certainly made a mess of things. Even Arkenâs chambers, which should have felt grand and spacious in comparison to his country home, felt incredibly crampedâperhaps because he had not yet had the chance to enjoy them in solitude. Right now, four other souls watched him pacing: his mother Tanya, his brother Tristan, and the newest additions to their family, Lily and Kallias. Arken had only met Lily for the first time today. The woman did not belong here; even she seemed to know that, for she remained in a state of constant uncertainty, her eyes darting about the room as if she might need to make a quick exit. Lily grew up on the outskirts of the jungle, and still knew very little about life among royalty. But Tristan had been forced to marry her many months ago, not long after Arkenâs departure, when Tristan discovered that Lily had born him a son. Tristanâs mother Tanya hastily arranged their union, and even forged the paperwork so that the union seemed to take place two years ago, making baby Kallias a legitimate child. âI donât understand,â said Arken at last. âThis Wolven put a knife to your throat and somehow⊠no one cared?â âOh, it was terrible.â Tristan rubbed his neck and stared into the crackling fire as he relived the memory. âHis eyes were red⊠so red⊠as if the flames of Belazar were rising to engulf me!â Tristanâs wife, Lily, reached out in a desperate attempt to comfort him. But Tristan just squirmed beneath her touch. âArkenâs right,â snapped their mother, Tanya. And as he looked upon his mother, Arken remembered his most important reason for coming back to Krondolee. The tall and radiant woman sat quietly next to Tristanânot moving, unassumingâbut she lit up the room more than the fire itself. For their entire lives, Tanya had guided her sons towards power. No matter what foolish decisions they made, Tanya helped them learn from their mistakes and grow smarter. When they were small boys, Tanya cast out their father so they would never have to compete with him for power. Like a true Jeridar, Tanya did not like to share. But she desired success for her sons even more than she desired it for herself. And for that, Arken was grateful. He did not like to admit it, but he felt lost without his mother. He felt lost in many ways, lately. Now, he could only hope that his mother would help him find his way again. âWe cannot ignore the fact that someone nearly killed you today,â Tanya continued smoothly. She took a lock of her long blonde hair and wrapped it around her finger as she spoke. She did this often when forming an intricate plot. âWolven or not, he should be punished for such behavior.â âNo, neither of you understand,â cried Tristan. His forehead was breaking into a cold sweat. âThe Wolven terrified everyone in the Duma. He threatened to kill anyone who took the key without Vivianâs permission. He even swore this⊠this oath, of some sort. An oath to Belazar. So for shitâs sake, letâs stay the hell away from him!â âYou think a Wolven is bad,â said Arken. âI had to fight a griffin off my field a few weeks ago!â âThatâs remarkable, son.â Tanyaâs golden eyes sparkled with admiration. âHow did you do it?â Arken couldnât help but smile with pride. âI laid a trap with some bait. It took several days and nights to build, even with the help of some thirty field-hands, but we did it. And the next time that griffin landed on our crops, it got a dozen arrows through its gullet.â âWell done.â Praise from Tanya did not come easily. For a moment, Arken felt as if he could float off into the clouds. But quickly enough, Tanya returned to the task at hand. âPerhaps we should consider laying a trap of some kind for the Wolven. First we will need to figure out what bait to use.â âCan we just⊠forget about the Wolven for a little while?â Tristan wiped some sweat from his brow. âI think we should just focus on winning the favor of Vivian Trell. If she decides to give me the key of her own will, then the Wolven doesnât matter. See?â âVivian Trell will never give you the key,â said Tanya. âWhat? Why?â squealed Tristan. âBecause you are unavailable.â Tanyaâs quick glance at Lily dripped with resentment. âAnd even if you werenât married, you have never been graceful with women.â Slowly, calmly, Tanya turned her eyes towards Arken. âYou, on the other hand⊠â Now Arken felt himself breaking into a sweat just like his brother. âMe⊠?â âYouâre the Man of Silk. But I think your abilities extend beyond transforming fabric. You also have a way with people. Especially women.â Arkenâs cheeks grew hot with a mixture of embarrassment and anger. âOh really? Need I remind you why Iâve been gone for a year?â âForget about Nadia.â Tanya walked towards him, her silk robes whispering around her tall figure. Arken had made that silk for her many years ago by laying his hands on a shaggy blanket of wool. She reached out to grip his shoulder. âI didnât say this when it happened, because I feared you were far too fragile. But I am glad that she betrayed you, Arken, for several reasons. First of all, I never wanted you to marry her in the first place, even if the Royal Duma approved your union. If one of my sons takes the crown, he will do so as King; not as Grand Prince. To rule as âGrand Princeâ is not to rule at all. Your power would only be an illusion, like Lord Geraldâs. You might have a special influence over the queen, but you would remain a servant to the ruling House, all the same. âSecondly, your heartbreak taught you an important lesson. You can trust no one in this life, even those you love or who love you. Especially those you love. For your emotions will blind you, and keep you from achieving success. Your love for Nadia would have ruined you, had you run away and married her. I am glad that she had some sense where you did not. But I hope you would make a better decision next time.â Arkenâs fists clenched so tightly, his nails sliced into his palms. He had never felt so furious towards his mother as he did at this moment. He wanted to grab her, strike her, throw her upon the floor. But he didnât know whether he felt that way because she was wrong, or because she was right. Sensing the turmoil of emotions under her touch, Tanya released him. But her golden eyes shone as fiercely as ever. âThis is your chance to redeem yourself, Arken. You must meet this Vivian Trell. You must befriend her. Seduce her. Do whatever you must. Only get us the key to the Grand Keep. For the Jeridars. For Mallion.â Arken cared little for maintaining his familyâs pride. He didnât see much reason to impress the god of greed, either. Tanya claimed to have met Mallion when she was a little girl, as she was the deityâs granddaughter. She said the experience changed her forever. The god had everything: looks, wealth, fame, women. But no matter how much he acquired, he wanted more. And he had served as Tanyaâs model for living life ever since. âIâll do it,â he said at last, releasing a shuddering breath. Then he reached out and gripped Tanyaâs hand. âIâll do it for you, Mother.â * Arken remembered the Castle Commons as a dreary place, where all the nobles gathered to pretend to be friendly while pulling secrets from each other or forming tentative alliances. Even the food, roasted throughout the day and constantly stuffing the large stone chamber with aromas, tended to make him nauseous. After all, servants and lesser House members ate here as well, so the menu consisted of scraps. If the nobles desired, they could easily go to the upper balconies, where they would only encounter other House Leaders or their closest kin. But most of them chose to wallow in the mess of the Castle Commons instead, befriending those poor souls who were more desperate for power, or even gleaning precious information from the servants themselves. Arken strongly suspected this would be where Vivian Trell chose to spend her evenings in the Castle of Krondolee. As he descended towards the dreary chamber, he steeled himself for the nauseating smells, the skull-aching sounds of nobles lying through their teeth, and the filthy appearance of a large room frequented by far too many people and cleaned by too few. He expected to feel altogether sick by the time the evening was over. And yet as he walked down the steps, he wondered if he had taken a wrong turn. Laughter, light, and captivating music rang from the chamber below. Arken shook his head in disbelief, but his perception remained the same. Unwilling to believe it, he kept moving forward. He found the Castle Commons in a state of genuine revelry. People danced around the tables and laughed throughout the room. Most of them gathered around a group of musicians with flutes, drums, and tambourines. Such musicians could often be found in the Castle Commons. But normally, their music went ignored. Instruments would strain to make themselves heard over the grumble of plotting castle-folk. Tonight they filled the room with song, so that the stones themselves seemed to reverberate with melodies. Arken didnât understand. What had changed? Then he saw the woman in the center of it all: a small, bouncing, cute young woman who twirled across the tables from one man to the next with the rhythm of the pounding drums. She had curly blond hair that swished about her face as she dipped and turned. Her pink lips were spread in a wide, beaming smile full of so much joy, Arken could feel its contagious power, even from across the room. She had the beauty and grace of a seasoned woman, combined with the innocence and vigor of a young child, that combined to make her incredibly captivating. Captivating, at least, to any man who could still be captivated by such things. For a long time, Arken stood in the corner of the room, watching. Eventually he got himself some ale, then returned to the corner and kept watching from afar. Soon enough, he gathered that the woman was Vivian Trell. He knew that his mother would want him to join the dancing, to introduce himself to her, to attempt to sweep her off her feet more gracefully than any other man had done yet. But he couldnât. He just couldnât. He knew himself to be a good liar. He had successfully tricked and charmed more people than he could remember. To pull it off, he pretended to feel whatever emotion he wanted to convey, like a very skilled actor. But to join the scene before him, to join a celebration of such pure joy and happiness⊠this was something he could not do. He could not fake an emotion he could no longer feel. Not now. Maybe never again. Gradually, he became aware of a looming presence in the corner next to him. The presence had been there a long while, he realized, but stayed hidden beneath his consciousness until now. He turned and looked at the bystander at the very same moment the bystander looked at him. Red eyes. Long, black hair. A thick cloak, covering his wiry body. A knife spinning in his spindly fingers. As soon as their gazes met, they both quickly looked away. An awkward silence stretched onward. Arken sipped from his ale. Pretended to pay complete attention to the dancing once more. But he couldnât. Now that he had seen the Wolven, he could focus on nothing else. Not because he felt particularly afraid of the Wolven. He knew that he should be afraid. Without a doubt, the Wolven could probably kill him before Arken ever noticed him moving. These days, nothing really scared Arken. To be afraid, one needed to fear losing something. âArenât you going to join them?â The voice surprised Arken, a pinched and drawling voice, and it took him a moment to realize that the Wolven had spoken. Xavier wore a bitter frown on his face as his red eyes flicked from Arken to the party in the center of the room. Arken cleared his throat. He couldnât help but feel a little intimidated. âI uh⊠I donât think itâs my sort of gathering.â âOh really? Fumbling bodies? Stinking breaths? Idiotic glances? Whatâs not to love?â Xavier snorted, then resumed spinning the knife in his hands. Arken studied the Wolven with fresh curiosity. He had always wondered what a Wolven would be like in real life, and he wasnât sure whether Xavier met his expectations, or exceeded them. In any case, Arken felt increasingly at ease around the bitter youth. âSo. Youâre an assassin?â âOh, so perceptive!â Xavier scoffed and shook his head again. âJust checking.â Arkenâs gaze focused on the blade in Xavierâs fingertips. âThe knife is your weapon of choice?â The blade stopped spinning. And then, before Arken could even blink, the knife flew towards him. He was vaguely aware of a breeze against his face and something tickling his ear. Then he saw a few strands of his own hair floating to the ground below, and turned to see the knife quivering in the table behind him. âOne of many,â said Xavier. Then he went to collect his knife. Arken took a moment to recover his breath and wait for his heart to stop pounding. He finished his ale with a few quick gulps. Then he noticed that the musicians had stopped playing, and the dancing fools in the middle of the room were finally parting ways. Vivian had left them to approach Xavier and see why he had flung a knife across the room. âSorry, sorry,â grumbled Xavier, before she even said anything. Still breathless from dancing, Vivian looked from Xavier, to Arken, and back again. Even though the girl was small and altogether adorable, Arken found himself intimidated by her presence, though in a different way from Xavier. Her big blue eyes had a sharp clarity that seemed to pierce straight through him. Her cheeks were flushed from dancing, her chest heaving with breath and straining her breasts against her vest. Arken could not resist feeling physically attracted to her, despite his desire not to be. He found himself speechless for a moment, staring dumbly at the young woman while his hand kept searching his hair for its missing strands. âAnd who are you?â snapped Vivian at last, wholly unamused. âIâm⊠Iâm Arken Jeridar,â he replied. Then he made a belated bow, letting his silk cloak swish around his shoulders. âPleasure to meet you.â âJeridar?â Vivian made a gagging sound. âMallion spawn, in other words.â Arken blinked with surprise. Tristan had warned him of the womanâs audacity. But she had insulted both a god and a powerful House in one quick blow. Such brazenness verged on stupidity. âHe is⊠my great grandfather.â âAnd youâre proud to be a child of avarice?â âWhy not?â Instinctively, Arken felt the need to defend himself. He even stood a little straighter and took a step closer. âGreed has many forms, you know. Like anything in this world, it can be bad, but it can also be good. Without the desire to achieve something, people would live their lives in a state of meaningless labor. Greed gives us purpose. It fuels our ambition. Who are any of us without it?â Vivianâs scowl lifted, replaced by a look of curiosity. Arken found himself surprised by his words, as well. He recited them easily; Tanya repeated mantras like that on a regular basis. But he had said the words as if he actually meant them, and he had not expected to do so. âNice speech,â said Vivian, perhaps sarcastically, but her pink lips twisted with a smile. âYouâre better spoken than your brother, at least, who just reached for my necklace like a baby for its mother.â Some of the nobles nearby laughed. No doubt they reveled in hearing the Jeridars insulted, though none of them dared to voice such insults themselves. Instinctively, Arkenâs golden eyes scanned the room and made note of everyone who laughed at his brother. The laughter stopped abruptly. âI wonder.â Vivian reached into her shirt and pulled out the necklace. âAre you as easily tempted?â She walked towards him, turning the key before his eyes. Arken couldnât help but stare. After all, everyone in the room wanted that key, and to pretend otherwise would only make him look like a fool. But he only wanted to get the key to show that he could obtain itâto impress his mother, and to prove that certain items in this world were still in his grasp. He had little interest in the key itself. It was a strange and rusty thing, and its sharp teeth looked like they could slice the hand of whoever gripped it incorrectly. He realized he did not even want to obtain the key easily. If he wanted to redeem himself, he would need to endure a worthwhile struggle. He wanted a real challenge. And as Vivian watched his reaction, she seemed surprised. She could see that the key itself did not tempt him, even though the rest of the room continued to drool in its presence. âWe all want something,â said Arken, feeling more calm now than he had felt all day. âIt is only a question of what. What do you want, Vivian Trell?â Her eyes widened, then she let out a giggle. âOh! If only you knew! Then everything would be too easy, donât you think?â âPerhaps.â He smiled back at her. âIn that case, I have a proposal for you. Tomorrow, I would like to take you riding with me. I think you would enjoy it.â âRiding horses?â Vivian shrugged. âHow⊠trite.â His smile only widened. âHave you ever ridden a wilderhorse, Vivian? I assure you, I could use many, many words to describe the experience. But I would never use the word âtrite.ââ Her little mouth gaped with surprise. âYou have⊠a wilderhorse?â âYes. I caught it and broke it in myself. Though I must warn you, a wilderhorse can never fully be âbroken.â If you wish to ride it yourself, that would be very dangerous.â âOh⊠my.â Vivianâs eyes sparkled with so much excitement, Arken felt dizzied. Then she clapped her hands and turned to Xavier with a cry of delight. âDid you hear that, Xavier? Cancel all our plans tomorrow.â Xavierâs frown deepened, if such a thing were possible. âI⊠wasnât⊠â âIâm going to ride a wilderhorse!â Vivian leapt forward and clutched Arkenâs hand. And for the first time all day, Arken felt as if he belonged here in Krondolee, after all.
Chapter 3 Intervention
Nadia knew that she should eat, for the sake of the baby. But as she stared down at her plate of breakfast, her stomach turned with nausea. And she was long past the stage in which she could blame her unborn child. âDoes the food not please you?â asked Gerald. âIâm not hungry.â âHungry or not, you should eat.â Nadia glanced across the table at her husband, wondering whether he really cared how she felt, or if he merely asked such a question out of obligation. The Grand Prince sat perfectly composed in his chair, fully groomed and dressed as always, his brown hair swept neatly beneath his golden crown. Even though they sat upon an open balcony, prone to a hot summer breeze and pesky bugs, he did not seem bothered by the small beads of sweat upon his brow, nor did his hair or cloak ever fall askew. He actually looked handsome in the morning sunlight, his tan skin glowing, his green eyes crisp. Indeed, Gerald seemed as if he had been born to wear the crown. No matter what, he always looked regal. Stricken by a sudden urge, a question burst from Nadiaâs mouth that she had never dared ask before. âGerald. Which god do you worship?â He sat a little straighter. His brows furrowed slightly. He dabbed his lips with a napkin. Otherwise, he did not look disturbed in the slightest. âI thought you knew. I worship none of the pagan gods. I believe that there is only one.â âYes. I know that is your familyâs tradition. But I have never understood it. After all, we have seen adequate enough proof that the gods exist. The Jeridars⊠â Her heart fluttered, and she realized she had stumbled onto another sensitive topic unintentionally. But Gerald did not even flinch. So she forged on, emboldened. âThe Jeridars possess special abilities from Lord Mallion. Tristan can change rocks into diamonds. Arken can change simple fabrics into silk.â She managed to say his name without pausing. But after she finished the sentence, she needed a moment to catch her breath. âAnd I⊠I do suspect I am related to Demetral. Perhaps not closely. But the Elborn gardens provide the most succulent fruits in the kingdom; our harvests have always been the most plentiful. So how can you ignore the gods altogether?â âI see little reason to discuss it. No matter what I say, we shall disagree on this matter.â âI donât care. I just want to understand what you believe, damn it.â He stared at her long and hard. Nadia wondered if the squinting of his eyes represented a hint of irritation, or whether he merely guarded himself from the sunâs glare. âYou call them gods. I call them concoctions of chaos; impure deviations of the one true God, God of balance and order, a power not blinded by wayward emotions. The Guardian.â âThe Guardian.â Nadia had heard the term before, as a child, when her parents tried to educate her on the many religions of the world. But she had never fully understood this one. âBut if you believe in him so strongly, why do you never speak of him? Why donât you show any outward signs of worship?â âThe Guardian is not subject to pride, nor does he require some sign of human affection from a person like me. To worship the Guardian, I simply need to live my life in a state of reason and balance. And by example, perhaps I will convince others to do the same.â Geraldâs example did not tempt Nadia to relinquish her emotions, however. In fact, the more he sat there with that cool stare of his, explaining his beliefs as if they were rules from a math lesson, the more she wanted to scream and shout at him, throw her food over the edge of the balcony, and demand to know why life mattered at all if it never made him feel something. Instead she took a deep breath, looked out at the golden savannas stretching out towards the sunrise, and found what comfort she could from its beauty. âYouâre right. Weâll never agree on this. But I am still glad you told me.â Steeling herself, she finally reached for her plate and picked up a sausage. âWhat will we teach our daughter, when the time comes?â âDaughter?â He blinked curiously. âWe will teach our sonâor daughterâthe full range of Darzian religions, so that he or she may choose for himself. It is the sensible thing to do.â âYes. I suppose youâre right.â Nadia swallowed a bite and waited for it to settle. âIn any case, we have more important concerns right now. Have you decided what to do about the two foreigners? My sources tell me that the young woman will go riding with Arken Jeridar today.â Nadiaâs food hit her stomach like a rock. âWhat?â Gerald watched her reaction carefully. But if he harbored any of his own emotions about Arken, he hid them well. âIf the Jeridars get the key, then you know they will keep whatever is in the Grand Keep for themselves, no matter how important it might be. We should not let the key fall into their hands.â âYes. Of course not.â She folded her hands over her lap to hide their trembling. âYou should speak to him,â said Gerald. She looked up with a start. âWhat?â âYou should talk to Arken Jeridar. I suspect he is a very emotional man. It is why he would listen to you. Convince him that he should not pursue the key. Tell him it is in his own best interest, if you cannot appeal to his reason. It is in the interest of the entire kingdom that this key belong to you. So you should do what you must to ensure that happens.â Nadia stared back at her husband long and hard. How could Gerald speak so casually of a man whom she had nearly run off with on their wedding day? Everyone knew that shameful little fact: after all, she had been the one to confess it. Was this a test of some sort? Did Gerald believe she never really loved Arken? Or did he simply not care? She felt a fury burning in her veins she could not quite explain. She would never understand how easily Gerald discarded his emotions. But if he was going to do it anyway, she might as well use his indifference to her advantage. âVery well,â she said at last, throwing down her napkin. âI will talk to him. Though I do not think his current âemotionsâ towards me will incline him to listen.â âYouâd be surprised, Nadia.â The tone in Geraldâs voice was one she did not recognize. He looked away from her, as if for once, he could not meet her gaze. âYou have a stronger influence on people than you seem to realize.â He got up and left the table before she did. * She couldnât do it. She just couldnât. She stood in the hallway, trembling so fiercely she feared for the health of her baby. Elborn mothers rarely miscarried or suffered complications during childbirth. It was one of the many reasons people suspected they carried the blood of Demetral. But Nadia still worried that the fears and burdens she suffered might have some negative impact on her little Serafina. She could not remember the last time she felt so physically unstable. Her hands sweated uncontrollably. Her body felt weak from lack of food. And yet her one bite of breakfast continued to churn in her stomach. Two rows of Darzian soldiers shared the hallway with the queen, prepared to give their lives to protect her. She wore a crown on her head, ensuring her that everyone on this vast and powerful continent must obey her command. And yet she felt as vulnerable as a small child alone in the wild. Any moment, Arken Jeridar would come strolling down this hallway. She had chosen this part of the castle for that very purpose, so she might intercept him. But the thought of seeing him againâof staring into those fierce golden eyes, full of anger and maybe even hatredâterrified her beyond belief. âI, uh⊠Iâm not feeling well,â she said aloud, even though the soldiers were trained not to speak to her. Some of them exchanged puzzled glances, as if wondering whether to respond. âIâm going back to my room!â she declared. Then she started to turn around. But it was already too late. For at that very moment, Arken appeared at the end of the hallway. He froze at the same time that she did. He stared at her across the stones of the hall, through the bright beams of sunlight from the windows, and she wondered how she looked to him. There she stood, fat and pregnant, her ridiculously large dress spreading out from her swollen midriff, a look of shock on her face. Crowned, bejeweled, and surrounded by soldiers, she still managed to feel pathetic and sickly. Meanwhile, Arken looked as radiant as ever. He had traded his silk robes for leather riding boots, simple trousers, and a loose-fitting shirt that showed the softly-sculpted lines of his chest. He had pulled his yellow hair behind him, tied with a silk ribbon, though a few soft strands still fell to accentuate the squareness of his jaws and the sharp length of his nose. He recovered before she did. He resumed walking, and his steps did not waver as he swept his long legs down the hallway. He stopped just a few feet away from her and feigned a graceful bow. Somehow, this theatrical submission felt equal to the most flagrant insult he might have thrown upon her. At long last, she closed her gaping mouth and tried to recover her breath. But despite how many times she had rehearsed this moment while waiting for him to appear, she could not find the words to say. He looked up at her, revealing a tiny smirk on his mouth, and found his voice before she did. âMost beautiful and gracious queen. Forgive me for interrupting you on my way through this hallway.â He might as well have slapped her across the face. And perhaps that was for the best, for at last, she felt her senses returning to her. âArken,â she said. âI came here to speak with you.â He straightened from his ridiculous bow, but continued to wear that smile on his faceâa smile that, despite its charm, she knew to be fake. Whatever warmth it provided, the coldness in his eyes overwhelmed it tenfold. âOh really? Why would the great Queen Nadia ever trouble herself with the likes of a man like me?â He poised the question as a mockery. But she sensed a sincere curiosity behind his words, as well. âArken, I⊠â She glanced around at the soldiers. âLeave us.â The soldiers hesitated. They could not disobey. But they could not abandon her, either. They did not know what to do. âWait for me⊠over there,â she snapped, pointing to the end of the hallway. With a great shuffle of armor and weaponry, the soldiers obeyed her. Arken watched them go with an amused expression. âArken, when you left here so suddenly, on that day⊠you never gave me a chance to explain myself.â âWhat must you explain? You chose to marry another man. Quite⊠âsuddenly.ââ The fake smirk, the feigned amusement, vanished completely. His lips curled with a snarl. âWhatever you would say to me, I donât wish to hear it.â âBut you must. I⊠â Her palms were sweating again. She rubbed them against the fabric of her dress, to no avail. âI did what I thought what was best for the kingdom. I wanted to marry you. But to do that would have been selfish, especially when I realized the repercussions. If I had abandoned the throne without warning, the castle would have fallen into chaos. Relationships between the Houses were so heated, I feared a civil war.â âI see. Marrying me would have been selfish?â He snorted, a sound that reverberated from one end of the hall to the other. âGods forbid you do something selfish! I donât suppose choosing the crown over love is selfish at all? Nor the assumption that you must sit on the throne or the kingdom will fall to ruin? Naturally, you did what you had toâfor the kingdom.â âYou know that itâs true, Arken! Our actions could have had dire consequences.â âBut thatâs not the full truth, now is it?â His eyes narrowed on her, and she felt as if they pierced her to the core. âIf you really worried so much about the consequences, you would have spoken to the Royal Duma about marrying me long before your scheduled wedding with Lord Gerald.â He stepped closer to her, his gaze crushing her as surely as a boot upon her throat. âIf we had proceeded more carefully, we might have gained everyoneâs approval. So if you cared so much about that, why didnât you try? Why did you not announce our intentions sooner?â Nadia opened her mouth, but no words came out. She realized that for better or worse, Arken sensed the truth. He knew that she had loved him. But despite her love for him, she had never believed he could rule as Grand Prince without causing trouble. She worried that he would always want more powerâthat his inheritance as a Jeridar would get the best of him. And that even if married to the monarch, his power would fail to satisfy the greed in his bloodstream. âYou misjudged me,â he hissed, his breath blowing the red curls from her face. âYou thought I cared only about the crown. You were wrong. But not nearly so wrong as I was about you.â He pulled back, just a little, but she still felt as if he had smashed her to powder against the floor of the hallway. She felt tiny and small, unable to argue, helpless against his accusations. âMay I pass now, my queen?â His voice dripped with derision. âOr must you explain yourself further?â âI⊠â She took another deep, shuddering breath. She stared into the floor, finding that her courage increased the longer she avoided his gaze. âI think that you should not go on this ride with Vivian,â she said at last. âI think that if you obtain the keyâmore specifically, if your family obtains the keyâthen the consequences will be dire.â âThatâs not really my concern, is it?â She glimpsed a shrug of his broad shoulders. âSuch concerns are for the people with crowns. So why should I worry?â âArken. I am begging you⊠â âBeg all youâd like, Nadia.â This time, a true hint of joy rang upon his voice, and it chilled her to the bone. âBut the more you beg, the more you will assure me of my purpose. For I wish you to understand what it feels like to want only one thing in this worldâto want it with every fiber of your beingâonly to have it denied you.â And then, without waiting for permission, he swept past her. For a moment, the soldiers grabbed their weapons. Even from afar, they sensed the queenâs distress. But she shook her head, and they let Arken pass. She had found the strength to deny him, once. But perhaps that strength had broken, just as surely as his devotion.
Chapter 4 Wilderhorse
As soon as he turned the corner and left the queenâs vision, Arken stopped to recompose himself. His whole body trembled. The pounding of his blood roared in his ears. But he hoped that he had hidden such emotions well enough for Nadia not to notice. He hoped that he had appeared completely calm and collected, undisturbed by her presence. For if she had any idea what power she still held over him⊠âAre you all right?â Arken turned with a start to see Vivian standing beside him. Her presence surprised him, for he had never sensed her approach. Had she been there the whole time? But he could not feel disturbed for long, because she looked so very pretty. In truth she wore an outfit almost identical to what she wore yesterday. But somehow she still looked ready to go riding; she had a way of looking ready for anything. âIâm⊠Iâm fine.â He started to keep walking, but she reached out and caught his arm. Her grip carried surprising strength, and yanked him to a stop. âWas that the queen back there?â asked Vivian. âI heard you two talking. Well, I didnât hear what you said to each other. I just heard⊠you know⊠angry voices.â He tugged his arm free of her. âShe doesnât want me to get the key from you,â he snapped. âIs that a surprise?â âWell, no. It just sounded like⊠something else was going on.â âItâs none of your concern.â He straightened the folds of his shirt and tried to smooth his composure in the meantime. âNow. Shall we go to the stables?â He started walking, and she followed. But for a time, a tense silence lingered between them. âI asked around about you,â burst Vivian at last. âI know you and Nadia almost got married.â He turned to face her. Vivian shrank against the wall. âAnd why does that matter?â âI was just⊠just⊠curious!â She fingered a little contraption on her belt, which Arken eyed warily. âWhatâs that?â âOh, just a little something I made.â She pulled it out and held it up for him to see. It looked like a tiny wooden pipe, with holes in it, like a flute, but so small she could enclose it with her fist. âI call it a Wolven whistle.â âA Wolven whistle?â He took a step back. âYes, well, I didnât want Xavier to be⊠you know⊠looming around all day. He has a way of ruining the mood, you know? But I figured I should have a way of calling him. So I made this.â She put it to her lips and blew. Arken didnât hear anything but the swish of her breath. And yet a few seconds later, Xavier stepped up behind him. Arken couldnât restrain a jolt of surprise. âSomething wrong?â grumbled Xavier. âNo, just testing it.â Vivian giggled with delight. âAnd it worked!â Xavier rolled his eyes, then walked away again. âIsnât that great?â Vivian kept laughing, even though the Wolven could probably still hear her. âWe canât hear it, but he can. The sound drives him crazy, though.â âImpressive,â said Arken. Vivian studied Arken curiously. âYou really mean that, donât you? Youâre not scared of him. I mean, of course youâre a little scared. But not like everyone else is.â Arken shrugged. âI have no intention of taking that key without permission. So he is not my enemy. Just as I am not yours.â He offered his arm, and she took it. âYes,â she said, and winked. âI think youâre right about that.â * Vivian wanted to ride the wilderhorse immediately, but Arken insisted that she pick a normal horse from the stables first. House Jeridar possessed a lot of fine horses, most of them of Arkenâs choosing. But Vivian pouted as she took the reins of a very large Kresdil. It was a tremendously big beast, built for hard labor. Its body possessed a much thicker frame than a wilderhorse, and long fur grew all around its hooves as if it wore skirts of fur beneath each knee. Arken thought the Kresdil was a magnificent animal, but Vivian refused to be impressed. When he climbed onto the saddle with her, she made a sound of shocked indignation. âYou didnât say weâd ride the same horse together!â But her tone was warm with flirtation, and she leaned back against him, until their proximity made him truly uncomfortable. âI donât keep the wilderhorse in the stables,â he said, goading the horse forward so he could focus on riding instead of the sensation of her body against his. âIt would never accept that.â âOh. I see.â Her voice rang with wonder. Arken led them through the side streets of the fortress and out of the Forest Gate. As he left the castle behind them, he thought he saw a dark shape flitting across the edge of his vision, and wondered if it was Xavier. But as he had told Vivian, the Wolvenâs presence did not bother him. To reach the wilderhorse, they needed to ride through almost a mile of savanna to the edge of a small forest. The Kresdilâs large hooves plowed through the yellow grasses, creating a constant thunder of churned earth and weeds around them. Arken had not ridden a Kresdil in a long while, and he forgot how bumpy and ungraceful the beast could be. But Vivian just laughed with delight as they plodded along. âI think he enjoys crushing grass,â she giggled, and stroked his mane lovingly. âGood boy!â Arken took a deep breath of the fresh air and closed his eyes as he let his skin soak up the sun. He had only spent one full day in the castle, but he already felt in need of the clean wind, the vast horizon, the sensation of nature and wilderness all around him. Vivian, though she could not see him, seemed to sense him relaxing. âIâm not sure what to think of you, Arken Jeridar,â she said. âEither your plan is to take me to a clearing and murder me, or you really do have a wilderhorse, and if so then you are full of pleasant surprises.â He didnât know what to say. All of a sudden, he tired of playing this game. He just wanted to enjoy the outdoors and take a ride on his wilderhorse. A long silence answered Vivianâs statement. âSo, how did you catch this wilderhorse, if it really exists?â He smiled at the memory. âA few years ago, when I turned seventeen, I wanted to catch some game in the jungle and prove myself as a man. You probably already know this, but the jungles of Darzia are very dangerous, at least if you donât know how to survive them. The most innocent-looking plants or bugs can be fatally poisonous. Even the smallest game can be difficult to catch, and incredibly crafty. Many of them will get rid of you by leading you to a larger predator, such as a bear or a tiger. In any case, I just wanted to catch something in the jungle; I didnât really care what. âI proceeded with a great deal of cautionâperhaps too much caution. I camped outside the jungle and returned one day after the next without any luck. I refused to chase the game far so they could not lead me into a trap. I never ventured into areas where I saw signs of deadly creatures. I survived a long while eating berries and mushrooms I knew to be safe. I found a small stream where I returned every morning for water. âOne day, while I filled my pouch at the stream, I looked up and saw a wilderhorse. There she stood, just⊠staring at me. I have never seen a creature so beautiful before. Iâll not even try to describe her. When you see her, youâll understand. I was bewitched. I must have sat at the stream for an hour, just staring at her, while she stared back at me. I knew, somehow, that the wilderhorse had been watching me for a long time, following me from a distance as I tip-toed around the jungle. Perhaps she expected me to die off quickly. Perhaps she grew tired of suffering my presence. And now she had decided to confront me. âSuddenly, with no warning whatsoever, the wilderhorse charged me. I donât think Iâve ever been so scared in my life. I turned and ran, as any sensible person would do. I dove between narrow trees and dense bushes so that the horse could not follow me. And of course, that nearly killed me. I got stung by a group of poisonous wasps. The wilderhorse left me for dead. And I barely managed to crawl back to my camp before nightfall. âIt took me days to recover. I went through the last of my supplies and ran out of water. I could have walked in the opposite direction to get more; there was a town less than a mile away. But for some reason, I refused. I couldnât stop thinking about that wilderhorse. For better or worse, I decided that the wilderhorse would be the creature that I captured from that jungle. I wanted her so badly, I would have died if only to possess her for a few minutes of my miserable life. So I crawled back to the stream. I filled my pouch with water. And I found the wilderhorse staring back at me. Once again, neither of us moved for a long while. But I refused to go away. I knew that if the horse charged me, this time I wouldnât be able to escape. Silently, I challenged her to try. Then she turned and sauntered away. âThis continued for days. I slowly regained my strength and scavenged fresh food. And every single morning, I waited at the stream for the wilderhorse. We stared at each other in silence. But those moments of silence were not meaningless. No; even if neither of us moved, even if nothing appeared to happen, we were fighting, the two of us. It was a battle of the wills. And eventually, I conquered. Finally, one day, I approached her.â He tugged the reins of the Kresdil. âWhat? Why are we stopping?â cried Vivian. âWeâre here,â he said, and nodded to the forest on the edge of the savanna. âWe should continue on foot.â âOh.â Vivian sounded disappointed. âBut I want to hear the rest of the story.â âYouâve heard enough to get the idea.â He dismounted, then reached up to help her. âI was foolish. I wanted that horse more than life itself. And eventually, I got her.â âI understand now.â She smiled as she fell down towards him. Instead of stepping into the grass, she leaned in close, wrapping her arms around his back. âWhat you said about greed. It can take many forms. And not all of them are bad.â She looked up at him, her blue eyes dazzling, her soft lips crinkling as she bunched them together. Arkenâs heart raced, his loins ached, and he feared she became all too aware of this as she pressed herself against him. Now she strained up on her toes to bring their mouths closer. He grabbed her shoulders and pushed her away. âStay here,â he said hoarsely. âSilven wonât come out if youâre in sight. Iâll bring her to you.â âSilven?â Vivian giggled. âThatâs the horseâs name?â He flushed despite himself. When she said it like that, the name sounded silly. âWell, I had to call her something.â âSilven. I like it.â She reached out and grabbed his hand. âBut Iâm coming with you. If she doesnât come out, she doesnât come out.â He frowned at her. âIf you really wish to see a wilderhorse, youâll do as I say.â âArken, youâve already proven to be more than I expected. Now give me a chance to prove myself back.â He blinked at her with surprise. Then he nodded, and led her onward. They walked to the edge of the forest, leaving the Kresdil to roam the grasses behind them. Arken released Vivianâs hand, but still felt her close beside him. To his surprise, he realized he enjoyed her presence. He didnât know why. He was supposed to be manipulating her, not the other way around. And he wasnât supposed to enjoy doing it. âStop here.â The trees of the forest loomed before them. This forest did not stretch into a full jungle, at least not anymore. If it had been large once, the developments of Krondolee settlers had gradually reduced its size until it transformed into savanna. In any case, it provided a perfect area for Silven to roam while he stayed at the castle. He put his fingers to his mouth and whistled. Birds scattered from the treetops. Leaves and bramble within the forest shook as animals fled from the shrill noise. Arken wished he had a more graceful method of calling Silven to him. But shouting out her name would have been even more embarrassing. In any case, the wilderhorse would come, or she wouldnât. They waited a long while. Arken thought he saw a shadow move within the forest in the vague shape of Silven. But it was only his imagination. Disappointment sank into his belly. He had really hoped to show the horse to Vivian and prove the truth of his story. Not only so he might âwinâ her favor. But also because he now desired her respect. He sighed with frustration. âI told you. She wonât come out if youâreââ âHush.â Vivian reached out and grabbed his arm. Meanwhile, she stared intently into the trees. âI think I see her,â she whispered. Arken froze as he followed her gaze. Indeed, he thought he saw movement, ever so slight. A whispy gray shape forced the shadows to slip around its body. Then, as silently as the breeze, it stepped into the sunlight. Just like every time Arken saw her, Silven stole his breath away. She was a very large beast, but not in the same way as the thunderous Kresdil. Silven might equal such a giant horse in height, but her body was slender and lean, her legs long and wiry, always bending or moving in the most elegant of arcs. To describe her color, some might call her gray, but that was why Arken did not even attempt using words to portray her magnificence. The grayness of her short velvety fur was so deep and creamy it resembled blue, like the purest of water. The sloping shape of her body reminded Arken less of a horse than the skinny but lightning-fast hounds used in dog races. And surely enough, she could run faster than any creature in the world, he suspectedâfaster, even, than the cheetahs that roamed the savanna. âCome on, Silven,â he said softly, watching the beastâs pale white eyes fixate on Vivian. âItâs all right. She wonât hurt you.â âI donât think sheâs worried Iâll try to âhurtâ her,â whispered Vivian. But a wry smile pulled at her lips, and a strange look had entered her bright blue eyes. Then she lifted a hand and took a step forward. âDonâtâ!â hissed Arken. But Vivian ignored him completely. And to Arkenâs surprise, Silven did not flee. The wilderhorse watched Vivian approach with a bearing Arken had never seen before. The beastâs slender face, much like a deerâs, wore an expression almost like shock. Her long, tufted ears stood straight up, twisted towards Vivian, and did not flick or turn towards any other sound in the jungle. A breeze blew, pulling at the wilderhorseâs silky mane and tail until they flapped like banners. But the creatureâs body remained as still as stone. âChas frem, ziriâlee,â said Vivian. âFenturan ugal devoro.â And then something amazing happened. Silven bowed her head, and stepped closer. Arken blinked several times, but the sight before him did not change. In fact, it only became more unbelievable. Now Vivian reached out and stroked Silvenâs head. The wilderhorse moved even closer, as if relishing Vivianâs touch. âWhat⊠how did you⊠â Arkenâs surprise turned suddenly to anger. Vivian made it look so easy. In a matter of minutes, Vivian had made his weeks of endurance and patience seem wasteful and pointless. âWhat did you say to her?â Silven snorted and lifted her head, responding to the fury in Arkenâs voice. Vivian drew back and looked equally disturbed, as if for a moment, she had forgotten Arkenâs presence. âOh, that? Itâs just⊠an old saying I picked up on my travels.â âSure as shit thatâs an old saying.â Arken clenched his fists at his sides, but could not hide the fact he was trembling with anger. âWhat language was that?â Suddenly, Silven snorted and stomped her hooves. She turned towards Arken as if towards an enemy. She had the same look in her eyes the first day she chased Arken out of the jungle and nearly got him killed. Any sensible man might have run as soon as a wilderhorse got into that stance. But Arken could only stare at her in shock. He couldnât believe it. After all their years of friendship, Silven would choose to attack him for the sake of some silly young woman? Quickly, Vivian stroked Silvenâs neck and calmed the horse down again. But Arken didnât care anymore. The damage had been done. A sorrow he thought heâd never feel again wrenched at his guts. He blinked back the tears that threatened to prick his eyes. He clung to his fury, so it might distract him from feeling anything else. His hand moved instinctively to his short-sword. âWho are you?â he yelled at Vivian. âWhy have you come here? What is this⊠game that youâre playing?â âArken⊠â Vivian blinked her big eyes, looking hurt. But Arken refused to be fooled by her innocent demeanor. âI think itâs amazing that you have a wilderhorse. I still want to ride her with you.â âRide her alone,â he snarled. âClearly, you donât need my assistance!â He turned and started back towards the Kresdil. âArken, wait!â cried Vivian. But he ignored her completely. He had been wrong to return to Krondolee, he realized. Wrong to think that he could redeem himself, or even bother trying. Wrong to believe that he could trust anyone or anything in this world, especially a gods-damned wilderhorse. He climbed onto the Kresdil and rode for the castle without looking back. He no longer cared if he ever saw Vivian or Silven ever again. In fact, he hoped that he wouldnât.
Chapter 5 The Righteous One
Nadia was in the middle of signing charters when she heard a strange sound. âHello? Someone there?â Her small scriptorium was empty, save for the guards near the entrance. She liked to be alone while reading and sorting papers. The room answered her with the soft, hollow sound of a stone room full of parchment. Snap! Crack! She realized that the sound came from her window, which was several floors high. Suspecting a pesky animal of some sort, she approached carefully, drawing a knife from her belt. âQueeeen! Queen Queen Queeeen!â The little voice resonating from the ground below, distant and shrill, sounding vaguely familiar. And just as Nadia leaned her head out to look, another pebble nearly struck her in the face. She barely managed to dodge considering that the girth of her pregnancy made it difficult to lean over in the first place. âNikolaos! Stop that right now!â Nadia recognized both voices now. The second was Selene Perin, and the first had been her little son Nikolaos, whom she soundly scolded. When Nadia thought it was safe, she looked back out the window. She saw mother and child wrestling playfully in the grass. When Selene saw the queenâs face frowning down at her, however, she quickly scooped the toddler in her arms and held his squirming body tight. âIâm so sorry, Majesty. Ever since he turned three, he has just been a little monster.â âThen perhaps you should bring him up here so the queen can teach him a lesson.â Nikolaosâs little face stretched wide with shock and fear. Sensing Nadiaâs ploy, Selene responded in a deep, grave voice. âYes. I think that he needs the queenâs justice.â Soon enough, Nadia met Nikolaos and Selene in the hallway, where little Nikolaos was somewhat subdued by the rows of armed soldiers. Selene took a breath of relief when the toddler finally grew still and looked around him in a state of quiet awe. âIâm sorry we disturbed you, Nadia. I just donât know what to do with him lately. Heâs a little demon.â âNo matter. The scriptorium was giving me a headache. And I suspect itâs only a matter of time before Iâll have a little demon of my own to contend with!â She put a hand on her belly as she looked down at the three-year-old. Selene put him on the ground, where he remained clutching her skirts. âVery soon, I suspect,â said Selene. âYou look like youâll burst any day now!â Nadiaâs smile wilted. âI hope not that soon. I need all of my wits about me until Iâve dealt with this Vivian Trell.â Selene bowed her head. âThe timing is terrible. But perhaps you should forget about this key altogether. Let the other nobles fight for it. Stay out of the dog pit and you wonât get bitten.â âI wish it were so simple,â Nadia sighed. âI have considered ignoring the key many times. But I canât afford to take that risk without knowing what the Grand Keep holds. What if it is a divine substance? Like the safra in Dearen? Or the pulch of Demetral? Or something that could be used as a weapon, like Belazarâs vega powder?â She shook her head. âI canât let something like that fall into someone elseâs hands. I just canât. I have to get to it first.â Selene nodded grimly. âI suppose youâre right. So what is your plan?â Nadia took a deep breath. âI have invited Vivian to dine with me tonight. And I think the only thing I can do is simply be myself. I will do my best to exemplify honesty, compassion, and pure intentions. If such traits do not win her respect, then she does not deserve mine.â Selene smiled warmly. âA plan worthy of your name, Nadia Elborn.â A soldier yelped suddenly. Nadia turned to see that little Nikolaos had crept away while Selene was talking and kicked a manâs leg from behind. The soldier grabbed his sword, but found himself helpless against the tiny grinning child. âI am Lokke, master of mischief!â cried Nikolaos. âNot that again!â groaned Selene. âEver since his father told him some old stories of Lokke, Nikolaos wants to be the god of guile.â âOh dear. Iâll make sure not to tell Serafina any of those stories.â âAnd that is what makes you so wise, my queen. Now if youâll excuse me⊠â Nadia could only shake her head piteously as she watched Selene chase her son down the hallway. * Nadia found herself unexpectedly nervous about her upcoming dinner. She wanted to be calm and collected, completely assured of her own right to possess the key. She hoped that if she remained secure enough in her position, her confidence would grow contagious. But how could that plan work if she kept worrying that it would not? To make matters worse, Vivian arrived late. The food on the table was cold, the candles of the room burning low on their wicks, by the time the young woman walked in with the Wolven. She sat down at the table with little ado and stared in a daze at the grand preparations laid out before her, while Xavier began stuffing his mouth without ceremony. Already, this dinner was not going as Nadia had hoped. âWelcome to my table, Vivian,â she said belatedly. âI trust this food is to your liking?â âIt looks fine,â grumbled Vivian. But she didnât start eating, and continued staring into space, as if her true mind dwelt in another time and place altogether. All the while Xavier grabbed food and gulped it down like a pig at a feeding trough. Apparently, his grace of movement did not extend to table manners. âI, uh⊠â Nadia cleared her throat. âI trust youâve been enjoying the Castle of Krondolee so far?â Vivian released a big sigh. âOh, itâs about what I expected. Lots of slippery nobles all competing with each other, sliding around like snakes in a basket.â Nadia shifted uncomfortably in her seat. The analogy was terrible. But perhaps she could use such an admission to her advantage. âI am sorry you see it that way. But sometimes, I admit, I feel the same way about our political system. It is unfortunate that the lords are constantly distracted by their own advancement, rather than the welfare of the entire kingdom. Sometimes I wonder if we became a strict monarchyââ âNo, donât do that, it wouldnât be any fun at all.â Vivian lifted a knife suddenly and stabbed a nearby piece of meat with it. Nadia jolted with surprise. But Vivian just brought it to her mouth and ripped off a large bite as if she had done nothing amiss. As she chewed, she said in a whimsical voice, âI am very surprised by Arken Jeridar, though. Not at all what I expected. What can you tell me about him?â Nadia blinked rapidly, but that did not help her regain composure. How had everything spiraled so quickly out of her control? âHe⊠he⊠â She gulped so loudly, the sound echoed against the walls. âHe is a very charming man, I know.â âDo you?â Vivian studied her closely. âSo why didnât you marry him?â Nadia felt her cheeks burning. But she knew better than to dodge the question. Doing that, she suspected, would only ignite Vivianâs interest. âBecause charm is not everything. Charm does not mean a man is fit to wear the crown. I cared for Arken. I still do. But⊠he is a Jeridar. The great grandson of the god of greed. I feared for the kingdom under his rule. I also worried who might take the throne in my stead if I abandoned it. I donât feel the need to explain myself further.â Vivian just stared at her, quietly, from across the table. Nadia had no idea what the young woman must be thinking. So she found her own thoughts, her own judgments, railing upon her from within. And she found those much harder to contend with than any insults Vivian might have spoken aloud. âIâd like to show you something,â burst Nadia, suddenly, desperately. Most of the food on the table remained uneaten. But she couldnât keep talking about Arken anymore. She refused to. She felt herself unraveling. âYou may return here later and eat more if you wish, but I want to show you something first. Something that will help you get to know me.â Vivian hesitated, but her eyes sparkled with curiosity. âAll right then. Letâs go!â Xavier frowned across the table at his master. âOh, you can do as you please, Xavier.â Vivian winked at him. âIâll call if I need you!â Shaking her head at the oddness of the pair, Nadia led Vivian from the room. Together they walked through hallways, across bridges, and down staircases, until at last they entered the Elborn courtyard. A few times, Nadia had to stop and rest, placing a hand upon her burdensome belly, but at least they reached their destination. And when they did, even Vivian gave a gasp of surprise. âItâs beautiful!â she breathed. âIt is with great pride that I present to you,â said Nadia, âthe Elborn Gardens.â Lush green vines and thick bushels of flowers crawled around the pillars and platforms of the courtyard, sprinkling a hundred hues of color over the gray stones of the room. The plantsâ aromas flowed thickly through the air, so that as one stepped forward, she might catch the scent of a dozen different flowers with one breath. The scent of so much life and greenery in the middle of a rocky fortress was intoxicating, even to Nadia, who visited almost every day. The beauty of the creamy petals, spiraling vines, and colorful blossoms could dizzy a person with radiance. Vivian seemed on the verge of such exhilaration, herself, as she stumbled deeper into the chamber. âIncredible. Amazing. Iâve only seen one man-made garden nearly this beautiful, and that was in Dearen.â âDearen?â Nadia blinked with surprise. âYou have been to the Three Kingdoms? You have been to the City of Bliss?â âOh⊠â Vivian laughed nervously, as if she had let something slip on accident. âNever mind that. I just meant to say: this is quite a garden you have here.â âYes. It is even more beautiful in daylight, when the sunâs rays pour through the windows and skylight. Unfortunately⊠you werenât available for lunch.â The queen smiled reverently as she brushed her fingers over a thorny rosebush. âGardens like this are the pride of the Elborns. They are why I believe in my family and our ability to nurture this country. All over Darzia, wherever an Elborn lord or lady supervises the land, it flourishes. Crops grow in abundance. Harvests are plentiful. The people do not starve or lack resources. But there are not many of us; less than a dozen in seats of power. And we can only do so much to heal this land from the atrocities constantly striking it.â âAtrocities?â asked Vivian, scratching one of her thick blonde curls. âYes. You may not know this, but Darzia was not always covered with so much savanna. Long ago, teeming jungles, green pastures, and lush forests spread nearly everywhere. The savannas only formed when too many men settled on the land and began stripping it of trees and resources, to build cities, or simply to export the unique plants and flowers to other corners of the world. It was human greed that began to reduce the kingdom to large, lifeless swathes of yellow grass.â Vivian made a face. âNot entirely. Nature is as much to blame as man. When an elephant goes on a trek across a field it helps make the savanna, as well.â âPerhaps. Nevertheless, selfish humans tipped the balance. And where nature once flourished, now it flounders. Groups of people throughout Darzia struggle to feed themselves while their lords fail to cultivate the land, or export too many resources without returning some of their profits to the cycle of life. It is not always from lack of trying. Many great families, like the Feldrens or Grandils, tend their lands with fairness and diligence. But even that is not always enough. Drought, disease, and pestilence can easily overturn their most sincere efforts. Again and again, people fail to maintain balance on this tumultuous kingdom. âI believe that this happens because the land and the wildlife are angry with us. They have not forgiven us for our greed and gluttony. So a constant battle rages across Darzia between humans and nature. And so far, only the Elborn family has managed to keep the land happyâto give back to the soil, and help the land flourish. I believe it might be because we descend from Demetral; but we have no proof of that, except our ability to nurture this kingdom. âAnd that, Vivian Trell, is why I wish to obtain the key to the Grand Keep. I have no ulterior motive, except to ensure that the balance of this kingdom is maintained; that my family members and I can continue to cultivate resources across Darzia, so that we can protect the kingdom from those would abuse it, and put food in the hands of the hungry.â Vivian just stared at the queen with wide eyes for a long while, saying nothing. Then she lifted her hands and clapped. Nadia blinked back with surprise. She didnât know whether to be offended, or honored. But concerning a woman like Vivian, she feared the former response was most appropriate. Soon enough, Vivian confirmed her suspicions. âGreat speech. So noble. So righteous. So⊠humble.â The last word dripped with sarcasm, and with it Vivian abruptly stopped clapping. Nadia refused to be daunted. âI cannot afford humility. To remain in power, I must believe in my cause. To doubt it would make me vulnerable to my enemies.â Vivian tilted her head sideways, squinting closely at the queen, plump lips pursing with concentration. âNo,â she said at last. âI see very little resemblance to Demetral.â âExcuse me?â gasped Nadia. âYou said you might descend from the goddess Demetral. Iâm telling you I donât think thatâs true. Or if it is, you are very far removed from her.â âBut⊠the plants. And⊠the⊠â Nadia found her mouth flapping helplessly. âHow could you possibly know such a thing, anyway?â âWell it seems pretty obvious to me. Demetral is the goddess of love, right? And thatâs how she is: loving. To a fault, really, but thatâs what makes her who she is. She can find goodness in almost anyone and anything. Sometimes her heart gets stretched out in a dozen directions. But she finds a way to keep the love growing, one might say.â Vivian grinned so wide, her teeth seemed to flash in the candlelight. âI⊠I am loving,â gasped Nadia. She grasped her swollen belly, as if clinging to her primary evidence. âI love my kingdom. I love my people. I love my unborn child. And I want to do whatâs best for them.â âAnd Arken? Did you love him?â Nadiaâs throat clenched up. She turned away, finding it difficult to speak, or even breathe. âI wish you would stop asking about him. Our past relationship is none of your concern.â âHe said the same thing. But youâre both wrong. Because right now, youâre my top two candidates for receiving the key. And to make my decision, I want to know the full story. So out with it. What happened between the two of you?â âI already explained that, damn you!â cried Nadia. Unshed tears pricked her eyes; her stomach clenched with sobs. And she didnât know why, if she had already explained everything. âWe⊠we were going to elope together. We had planned every detail, in secret, because the Royal Duma wanted me to marry Lord Gerald Feldren, and we knew no one else would approve of our union. We were going to run off on my wedding day. But⊠that morning, I awoke with a clear head. I realized Iâd let my emotions get the best of me. I feared that if I ran off with Arken, I would leave the kingdom in chaos. So I went to the Royal Duma. I told them my true intentions. They held a vote. And they determined that if I married anyone other than Gerald, I would not become Queen.â So far, Nadia had managed to keep from crying. But Vivian kept prodding at her with those cruel blue eyes. âAnd what did Arken do, when he found out he wouldnât become Grand Prince?â âHe⊠he⊠he wanted to marry me anyway.â She couldnât hold back anymore. Tears streamed down her face. She wept openly. And all the while, Vivian watched with a mixture of pity and disgust. âSo⊠â mused the cruel foreigner. âIn the end, against all odds, a Jeridar chose love over power, and an Elborn chose power over love?â âYes⊠itâs true.â Nadia collapsed onto a leafy bench, unable to hold herself up anymore, releasing her last hold on dignity. âThereâs your proof, I suppose,â she groaned. âI must not be a descendent of Demetral after all.â Vivian shrugged. âMaybe you arenât. Maybe you are. Or maybe, greed and love are really not so different from each other.â Nadia looked up with surprise. âWhat?â âI said maybe the gods are full of nothing but shit.â Vivian sighed and shook her head sadly. âIn any case, you and I have a lot to think about. Iâll leave you to it.â So Vivian wandered off, and Nadia could not find the strength to call her back. She felt as if she had lost this battle, and maybe anotherâone she didnât even know she was fighting until now. âIâm sorry, Arken,â she whispered to the silence of the garden. âIâm so sorry⊠â She felt the baby stir within her, and though she pressed a calming hand to her stomach, she failed to comfort her little Serafina.
Chapter 6 Triumph
Arken nearly packed his things and returned to the plantation as soon as he rode back to the castle. But he did not. To leave now would be to admit defeat. Despite his urge to leave these accursed politics behind him once more, this time he did not. He had done that before, and he knew what would happen. The bitterness and regret of his failure would continue to eat at him, and nothing he achieved by growing crops would remove it. His anger now fueled a new ambition within him. And his mother helped foster it. âYou are upset,â Tanya observed as she joined him on the balcony. Before them, the houses and streets of Krondolee shone silver in the moonlight, while the savanna beyond cast a bright amber glow. âThat woman Vivian is more than she appears to be,â growled Arken. âI feel as if she knows something the rest of us do not, and she wishes to toy with us.â He took a frantic gulp of wheat liquor. His mother reached over and took the cup from him. Then she drank a sip for herself. âI confess, my son, that when I said you had a way with women, I did not speak the full truth. You have developed such skills out of necessity. For women are also your weakness.â âWhat?â he snapped irritably. She handed what remained of the liquor back to him. âYour brother wants money and power, as do I. It is nothing to be ashamed of. For if you have power, then you can acquire everything else. But all too often, you forget this. You aim for much smaller targets. You have made that mistake many times before. And now I fear that you are making it again. And once more, it involves a woman. You want a woman to love and respect you. You always have, my dear.â She reached out and ran a hand through his hair. âYour desire to earn my approval is the most pertinent example.â He tensed and pulled away from her grasp. The smug smile on Tanyaâs lips remained strong. âFor that, I am grateful. But you must not let your weakness get the best of you. My son, if you obtain that key and become king, you will have the adoration of every man and woman in the kingdom. Well, perhaps that is an exaggerationâsome will despise you, inevitably, or wish to replace youâbut you will certainly have their respect. True love is a myth, after all. You should know that by now. You thought Nadia loved you. And look what she did to you.â Arken turned away, glaring up at the dim stream of stars overhead. But his blood continued to boil in his veins; his hand clenched against the coarse stone wall of the castle. âArken, I suspect that whatever has happened between you and Vivian, you can fix it. You can still obtain the key. You would not be so upset now unless you came very close to obtaining your goal. This time, do not let your emotions for a woman be your downfall. Get the key. And then you will probably be able to obtain anything else you desire. Imagine: even Queen Nadia will come crawling to your feet.â He started to imagine it, then shook his head of the temptation. âYou speak as if taking the key will make me a king. The two are not one and the same.â âHm.â With a wry little smile, Tanya leaned against the wall next to him, her golden eyes sweeping the nightscape. âTristan and I have been working on a plan. Once you have the key, everything else will fall into place.â âWhat plan?â His heart surged against his ribcage. He could not help but feel both worried and intrigued both at once. âWe donât even know whatâs in the Grand Keep!â âIn the end, it wonât matter. Once you have the key, we can claim that the Grand Keep contains whatever suits our purpose, and everyone else will believe us. So you must still focus on getting the key. Let us worry about the rest.â âMother, tell me.â She regarded him carefully and saw that he would not back down. âIt involves the Wolven, Xavier. Like any Wolven, he has a price. And I had to work hard to convince Tristan to help, but your brother is making and selling as many diamonds as he must in order to collect the necessary funds.â âWhy would you need the Wolven once I have the key?â Arkenâs head spun. He suddenly wished he had not drank so much liquor. âThe only reason to buy off the Wolven is if you plan to steal the key. And if I obtain it rightfully⊠â âOh, itâs merely a safety measure. I realized it would be a good idea when I saw how much power Vivian held over the Royal Duma just by having a Wolven to guard her. Once we have the key, we might need that protection.â âMother. Donât lie to me!â She flinched from the anger in his voice, then scowled fiercely in return. âDo you really want to know? I know how sensitive you can be. You can keep a clean conscience if you donât know how dirty this game will get.â âToo late,â he snarled. âJust tell me! I want to know.â âVery well. Weâll hire the Wolven to kill Grand Prince Gerald, and make it look like an accident.â Arken heard a ringing in his ears. He clutched the wall for balance. But he kept listening. He had to hear this. He had to stay strong. âBelieve it or not, a subtle death costs more than a blatant assassination.â She sighed irritably. âWolvens like to get blood on their hands, apparently. In any case, weâll arrange something. Once that is done, and you hold the key, the rest will be easy. You are the most obvious candidate to marry Nadia as soon as Gerald is⊠removed. And we will convince the Royal Duma to name you as King, because you managed to get the key, and Nadia did not. I have been talking to the other House Leaders, feeling them out. And I am certain they will lose all respect for Nadia if she cannot get that key. Your place will be assured, my son. Not only will you be king. But you will have Nadia, once and for all. And your victory will taste all the sweeter for your vengeance.â He raked his nails against the wall until they ached with pain. He clenched his teeth until his head hurt. He heard a little voice in his head, ever so quiet, telling him that such a union with Nadia would not be the kind he desired. But he snuffed out such bothersome qualms. Tanya was right. He had set his aim poorly in the past. If he could not win Nadiaâs love, he would seize her respect. He would take the crown. And then he would have the adoration of everyone in the kingdom. He threw his cup over the balcony and turned to walk away. âArken? Where are you going?â snapped Tanya. âIâm going to get that key,â he replied. * Arken knocked on the door until his knuckles hurt. He didnât care if he awoke everyone else in the hallway. He just kept knocking harder. At long last, the door swung open, and Arken frowned at the face on the other side of it. Dark rings surrounded Xavierâs red eyes; his black hair tangled and criss-crossed around his snarling face. His torso was bare; he wore only a pair of slender trousers to cover his pale, ashen body. But even if Arken saw no apparent weapons, he suspected the Wolven could murder him just as easily with two bare hands. âIf you knock on that door one more time,â hissed Xavier, âI swear to Belazarââ âItâs all right, Xavier.â Vivian appeared behind him, equally disheveled. She blinked through the shadows at their visitor. âArken! What are you⊠?â âI want to speak with you.â Arken glared at the Wolven. âAlone.â Xavierâs hand twitched, perhaps as he imagined ripping out Arkenâs throat. But Vivian seemed intrigued by Arkenâs insistence, and her blue eyes dazzled with delight. She shoved the Wolven out of the room. âYou heard the man!â she declared. Even the graceful assassin stumbled as Vivian pushed him into the hallway, his face full of surprise and fury. âBut⊠I was sleeping!â âIâm sure you can find somewhere else to sleep,â said Vivian, and motioned for Arken to enter. Arken sneered at Xavier as he stepped into the bedroom. Xavierâs fingers curled into fists; his teeth bared with a snarl. He looked ready to pounce, but Vivian slammed the door shut before he could. âYou really shouldnât test him like that!â she said, her breath short and fast. Arken looked down at her, letting his eyes explore her freely. She wore only a thin nightgown, and the candlelight revealed every slope and curve of the body beneath. Her curly blonde hair ran in thick spirals around her shoulders and breasts. This time, his gaze lingered on the glittering necklace against her chest. âYouâre not afraid of his temper,â he pointed out. âYes, well, he and I have a⊠special relationship.â She noticed his stare upon her, and her breath quickened even more. Arken glanced briefly around the room and noticed only one bed. âAre the two of you⊠?â âNo. Donât be silly.â âGood.â She moved closer to him, redness flushing her cheeks. âArken, Iâm sorry if I upset you earlier. I should have told you I had some experience withââ He put his hand against her neck, gripped her tightly, and stopped her mouth with a kiss. Her body melted against his. When she finally drew away, she was breathless. âI thought⊠you wanted to speak with me about something.â âI lied.â He pressed against her firmly, forcing her across the floor towards the bed. âI see no use for words right now.â âOh.â Her hands clenched against his shirt, and for a moment, he worried she would push him away from her. Instead, she used her grip to wrench him closer. âFine with me.â She wrapped her legs around him, and together they fell in a tangle on the blankets. * He awoke long before the sun rose, and found himself staring at the darkness outside Vivianâs window. The castle walls surrounded him with deafening silence. He realized that, as king, he would have to spend all his time in the castle. He would miss the sounds of creatures and insects singing in the moonlight. But he would have other things to comfort him, he reminded himself. A soft body beside him, just like this one, warming him every night⊠He shifted in bed to see Vivian wide awake, her blue eyes studying him curiously. âWhatâs wrong, Arken?â She reached out and ran her fingers through his yellow hair. He tensed at her touch, but tried not to show it. âNothing.â âHmm.â She chewed her pink lips with amusement. âI suspect youâre usually a much better liar than you were just now.â He frowned and looked away from her, but knew he could not hide the torment writhing within him. âWhat changed?â asked Vivian softly. âWhy did you come here to see me tonight? When you left me out there in the savanna, I thought you were finished with me. And to be honest, I was angry enough to feel finished with you, too.â He forced himself to hold her gaze. âI knew you could handle yourself. I also know that you are lying about something, or at least hiding something important. No one should be able to seduce a wilderhorse as easily as you did. No ordinary person would come to the Castle of Krondolee and flaunt the key to Grand Keep as casually as you have, either. What changed, you ask? I decided I donât care about your secrets, or why youâve decided to play this damn game in the first place. Iâve decided that all I really want now is to win it.â For a moment, she stared back at him with shock. He heard a roar in his ears again. His stomach churned with fear. He worried that he had ruined everything. He should have answered more gracefully. He should have given a stirring speech about greed or desire or some such nonsense. But right now, his emotions burned too fiercely to hide them. And he worried that Vivian would see straight through any lies he concocted. So he breathed deeply, twisted the blankets in his fingertips, and anxiously awaited her verdict, whatever it might be. At long last, she sighed, and her expression of astonishment shifted to one of sadness. âI confess, this is not how I imagined Iâd make my decision. Nor did I expect to make it so swiftly. Then again, if the game wasnât full of surprises, then I would have no interest in playing it.â She sat up and reached behind her neck. Arken watched in awe as she pulled off the necklace with a single graceful sweep of her arms. Then she took his hand, opened it up, and placed the bejeweled key in his palm. âCongratulations, Arken Jeridar,â she said softly. âThe key to the Grand Keep now belongs to you. I hope that you find whatever youâre looking for.â He stared down at the tiny device with wonder. So small, so simple. And yet it seemed to lay in his hand with the weight of a kingdom. He stood up and began to get dressed. It didnât feel right to wear the key just yet, so he slipped the necklace into a pouch at his belt. âReally? Just like that?â sighed Vivian. âYou sure know how to make a lady feel special.â He flushed with anger, finding her sarcasm more harmful than she probably intended. âXavier wonât kill me as soon as I walk out of here?â âOh, I canât promise that he wonât kill you, especially if you keep treating him like an ass. But I promise he wonât kill you over the necklace.â With no warning, she reached over to a pile of her belongings on the floor and pulled out the Wolven whistle. She didnât even bother to clothe herself before blowing it. Arken was still hastening to lace up his shirt as Xavier came bolting through the door. His disheveled hair looked like a mane of hackles around his neck and shoulders. His entire body bristled, ready to do murder. But Vivian stopped him quickly. âXavier, the key belongs to Arken now. I gave him my permission to keep it. Understand?â Xavier stared long and hard at Arken, red eyes glowing from the shadows. A few times, his gaze flicked from Vivian, naked in bed, back to Arken, and his scowl seemed to deepen. Arken suspected that Vivian had not been completely honest about her relationship with the Wolven, after all. For just a moment, Arken feared for his life. Now that he held the power of the key in his hands, he did not want to lose it. But what if he had been too careless? Perhaps he should have stayed with Vivian until sunrise, after all. And maybe he should have been a little more polite to the Wolven. But he had cared too little, too late. âYou donât pay me not to kill,â hissed Xavier at last. âI promised Belazar blood.â For a moment, even Vivian looked nervous. âXavier⊠â âDonât worry.â Arken smirked back at the Wolven, his confidence returning. âYouâll get your blood soon enough, Xavier. I promise you that.â He settled his silk cloak around his shoulders and started forward. Xavierâs hand wrapped around his throat, then thrust him against the wall. As soon as the cold stones slammed the last of Arkenâs breath from his chest, Xavier tightened his inhuman grip around Arkenâs windpipe and kept him from drawing another. A dry rasp was all that could escape Arkenâs throat as his vision began to spin. âXavier!â yelled Vivian. âMordin ata, int gan zubeten.â The Wolven grunted with anger, then released Arken with a violent fling of his hand. The Wolven turned away as Arken struggled to catch his breath, as if to stare at Arken any longer would test the assassinâs resolve. âArken.â Vivianâs voice remained as harsh now as when she spoke that strange language to the Wolven. âWhat did you mean, Xavier will get his blood soon? What are you planning?â âStay at the castle a little longer, Vivian,â said Arken hoarsely. He rubbed his tender neck as if to ensure that it hadnât been broken. âI think youâll find that the game isnât over.â âArken!â she cried. With a flourish of his cloak, he was gone. * He should have gone straight to Tanya and Tristan. He looked forward to showing them that he had fulfilled his part of the plan. He anticipated the joy and approval he would see on his motherâs face. But somehow, that wasnât enough. You want a woman to love and respect you, she had told him. You always have, my dear. Your desire to earn my approval is the most pertinent example. He gripped the key at his side, feeling its sharp teeth bite his skin. In the end, it wonât matter. Once you have the key, we can claim that the Grand Keep contains whatever suits our purpose, and everyone else will believe us. He imagined the death of Lord Gerald at the hands of the Wolven, and he enjoyed the vision greatly. But wouldnât it be even better if he could take the crown all on his own? If he did not depend on his family, or a damnable Wolven, to take what belonged to him? And what if he could win back Nadiaâs heart in the process? He still had some time before dawn. And now that he held the key in his hands, he didnât want to wait any longer. He wanted to see what precious item lurked in the dark stones of the Grand Keep. Whatever treasure it contained would be his, and his alone. He wanted to enjoy that before he let Tanya and Tristan taint his victory with their own machinations. So he took hold of a chinder torch and made his way to the Grand Keep. He stood before the large, metal door a long while without moving. He found it difficult to breathe, and he did not think the aching bruise on his neck was the only reason. He watched the colorful flames of the chinder torch shift in the doorâs reflection, and wondered what could possibly be so important that someone locked it away for hundreds of years. Could it be a trap of some kind? If he died as soon as the door opened, would he deserve it? Or what if it held some item of unspeakable power? Could he trust himself to wield that power wisely? Or would the curse of his namesake get the best of him? He forced a long, deep breath through his weary throat. There was only one way to find the answer to his questions. He pushed the key into the lock and turned it. Click. His heart skipped a beat. The sound was so soft, so simple. Yet as soon as the lock released, he felt the steel shift under his hands. He pushed with all of his might, and the door to the Grand Keep swung open. A dark cave yawned before him. He waved the torch around, hoping to spread the light far enough that he would not have to step inside. But only sheer blackness rewarded his efforts. Finally, he stepped through the entrance. Once again, he saw only shadows. He waved the torch further. For a moment, he thought he glimpsed a silvery shape, but further inspection revealed just a cobweb. He took another step. Eventually, he worked up the courage to explore the entire keep. He walked from one end to the other, sweeping the torch over every which way, examining every stone and cobweb in the gods-forsaken cavern. But no matter where he looked, he found nothing. The Grand Keep of Castle Krondolee was completely and utterly empty.
Chapter 7 Life and Death
Before she heard the rumors, Queen Nadia sensed the truth. Vivian Trell no longer wore the necklace around her neck, people whispered. The key was gone. But no one knew its whereabouts. Vivian would not name the lucky winner, and whoever possessed it had not yet come forward. Many people suspected that Queen Nadia procured the key after eating dinner with Vivian; after all, the timing made sense. Nadia knew the truth. She did not have the key. But she had a very strong suspicion of who did. So if Arken had the key, why had he not yet come forward? She spent a large amount of the day pacing in her room, or rocking angrily in a chair when her ankles began to hurt. She tried to come up with a plan to counter-act whatever the Jeridars would have in store for her. She sent guards to watch the Grand Keep and alert her as soon as it opened. But as far as they knew, it remained shut all morning. Wouldnât the Jeridars try to enter the Grand Keep as soon as the key came into their clutches? Vivian didnât understand. How could she prepare for the worst when she had no idea what that might be? Nadia considered calling together an emergency meeting of the Royal Duma. But she feared that tempers would be too heated, and she had little doubt that the Jeridars would use the chaos of a frenzied Duma to turn the tables against her. Instead, she called some of her most trusted Houses to meet near her chambers. To avoid drawing too much attention, she did not just invite the House Leaders, but their entire families. This would make the meeting seem more like a social gathering than a formal assembly. Among those who joined her in the Upper Balconies for breakfast were the Perins, the Feldrens, and the Grandils. Slowly, carefully, Nadia drew in the House Leaders for a more intimate discussion. But Selene stood close by her husband Williard, House Leader of the Perins, and the elderly House Leader Grandil kept his teenaged granddaughter close by his side. When Nadia shot the young girl a curious glance, House Leader Grandil said proudly, âThis is my sonâs daughter, Belatrix. I need a young pair of ears with me because Iâm a little hard of hearing these days. I assure you, Belatrix can be trusted with the most sensitive of information.â âIf you say so, Lord Grandil, then I believe you,â said Nadia. In fact, she believed it just by staring into the teenagerâs eyes. Though she couldnât be much older than thirteen or fourteen, Belatrixâs dark eyes suggested wisdom beyond her years. She possessed some of her familyâs most outlandish physical traits: dark skin, light brown eyes, and thick red hair. But far more captivating was her small but muscular frame, accented by a lovely but stern face. The young woman exemplified a rare combination of beauty and strength working harmoniously together. A Grandil daughter, indeed. âIn that case,â Nadia continued, âIâll get straight to the point. You must all suspect why I called you for âbreakfast.â I hear that the key to the Grand Keep has vanished. Vivian Trell admits she gave it away. Many people suspect she gave it to me at dinner last night. I see no reason to deny such rumors publicly; the longer people believe that, the better. But I will admit to those of you here now that the key is not in my possession. I strongly suspect that the Jeridars have the key.â A solemn silence followed the queenâs confession. House Leader Grandil tapped Belatrixâs shoulder, who then whispered in the old manâs ear. Afterwards, he just shook his head until his long white braids rattled around his shoulders. âThis cannot be,â said the honored elder. âI feel the same way,â said Nadia with a weary sigh. âFor the Jeridars to possess the key presents the worst possible scenario. But it is one we must prepare forââ âNo, I mean it cannot be,â insisted House Leader Grandil. His shaky hand tapped his granddaughterâs shoulder once more. âTell them, Belatrix!â She nodded, then fixed Nadia with a fierce brown stare. Even the queen felt intimidated by the intensity of the young girlâs gaze. âWhat my grandfather means is: you are wrong. I often visit the Jeridars to look after Tristanâs toddler son, Kallias. I looked after him all of last night because Tristan claimed he had work to do. This morning, I heard Tristan and his mother Tanya arguing about the fact that they didnât have the key yet. They heard the same rumors you did and became very upset. So you must be mistaken.â âI see,â said Nadia. But now, she felt annoyed by the girlâs indignant tone. She also found it harder to deny the apparent truth. Perhaps Arken had the key, but had not yet shared it with his family. In that case, what could he possibly plan to do with it? âI find it suspicious that Tristan Jeridar had âworkâ to do,â scoffed Selene Perin. Nadia appreciated her friendâs graceful intervention, for the queen found herself at a loss. She was supposed to have all the answers. Why did she grow so easily confused as soon as Arken became a part of the problem? Geraldâs calm, resonant voice filled the silence. âAll we can do from here is speculate,â said the Grand Prince. âI see little reason to entertain theories without solid proof. So with the approval all the House Leaders we can gather, I think the queen should seize the Jeridars for questioning. She has every right to do this if she fears for the kingdomâs safety. And until we know what the Grand Keep contains, we must assume that its contents could be dangerous. This situation merits extreme measures. Donât you agree, Nadia?â Nadia continued to stare off in a daze, her concentration shattered. She hadnât slept much last night. Vivianâs cruel words kept echoing in her ears, over and over and over again. So, in the end, against all odds, a Jeridar chose love over power, and an Elborn chose power over love? Or maybe, greed and love are really not so different from each other. âNadia?â said her husband. âAre you well?â A gentle hand reached out and gripped Nadiaâs shoulder. It was Seleneâs. âUm⊠maybe you wonât have to seize the Jeridars for questioning, after all, Majesty.â Her grip tightened with urgency. Nadia looked up at her friend with surprise. Selene nodded across the balcony. Nadia followed her gaze to an adjacent bridge that stretched between towers. Upon it stood Arken Jeridar, his silken robes gleaming in the morning light, his golden eyes fixing her from afar. * If Arken wanted to avoid the queen, he could have easily outpaced her slow, waddling footsteps. But if that had been his intention, he would not have wandered up to the Upper Balconies and waited for her to notice him. So she tried not to rush as she dragged her swollen body out to meet him, and he remained in place, waiting patiently. Even from a distance, she sensed that something about him was unusual. When she came close enough, she quickly discerned what. The Man of Silk was disheveled, his yellow hair tangled, his pale skin stained with dirt, his eyelids sagging. She suspected he had gotten even less sleep than she did. âYou look terrible,â she greeted him. He smiled wearily back at her. âI wish I could say the same about you, my Queen. But even in your condition, you remain somehow⊠radiant.â She could not take his words as a compliment when he said them so bitterly. She leaned on the railing next to him, out of necessity, and released a heavy sigh. Her regret filled her up so completely, she worried that it would spill out even sooner than her unborn child. So she took what control of it she could muster. âArken, I wanted to tell you Iâve been thinking a lot about what happened between us. And I think I owe youââ âDonât. I already told you. I donât wish to hear it.â This time, however, his tone carried more sadness than anger. And without further ado, he reached into a pouch against his belt and pulled out the necklace. Nadia gasped with surprise as the key to the Grand Keep sparkled before her. âI obtained the key with Vivianâs permission,â said Arken. âYou need not worry about that. And yes, my family had an elaborate scheme as to what I should do with it. I nearly gave in to them. But I can assure you that if you hate me now, you would hate me ten times more if I did what they wanted. And despite everything⊠even when I want you to experience the pain that Iâve suffered⊠I do not think I could bear for you to hate me.â âArken⊠â Nadiaâs whole body trembled. âI could never⊠â âDonât, Nadia. Just⊠donât.â He shook his head sharply, then sighed and looked out at the horizon. âI have tried to find other ambitions. I am young. Mother tells me the world is mine for the taking. But most of the world doesnât interest me. I like the idea of ruling the kingdom, just as any man would. I especially like the idea of ruling alongside you. But all of that would mean nothing to me if you did not believe I deserved itâif you saw me as no more than a power-grabbing Jeridar. If you did not believe that my feelings for you could root more deeply than that.â She resisted the urge to speak again as he took her hand, peeled her fingers open, and held the necklace over her waiting palm. âThe necklace is yours if youâll only say one thing to me, Nadia. Say it and mean it.â âSay what?â she asked breathlessly. His voice hardened, deepened with need. âAdmit you were wrong about me. Tell me you made a mistake. That is all I want to hear from you. And then the key is yours.â She nodded weakly, desperately. She knew she needed to say the words, even if he hadnât requested them. Tears spilled down her cheeks as evidence of her guilt. âI was wrong about you, Arken. We would have ruled well together. And when I chose Gerald instead of you, I made the wrong decision. I know that now. But it is too late to change what happened. And we must both live with the consequences.â His hand tightened against hers. He took a quick, rasping breath. Then, as he dropped the necklace into her hand, he leaned over to brush his lips against her cheek. âMust we?â He pushed her fingers over the key, until its sharp teeth raked her fingers. Then he turned and walked away. * Nadia fell into a daze. When she walked back to her guests, she could not find the strength to explain herself. She could only say, âWe need not worry anymore. I have the key now.â They surrounded her with questions, but she could not answer. She fell into a chair, clutching her aching head. âThank you all for coming,â she groaned. âBut now you must go.â Must we? They fussed. They lingered. They asked questions. She couldnât even ignore them; that would require some effort. She simply couldnât pay attention to them. Fortunately, Gerald helped persuade them to leave. Only Selene remained; perhaps little Nikolaos still ran in circles around his motherâs skirts, Nadia wasnât sure. She felt a sharp pain seizing her midriff. She leaned back and watched the clouds spinning above her. At least they seemed to be spinning. She cried out suddenly. She felt as if the gods reached down from the heavens, gripped her body with a hand on each end, and wrenched her in opposite directions. âThe baby is coming,â someone said. âWe must take her inside.â Selene helped Nadia to her feet. Wetness trickled down her legs. Gerald stood on the other side, his eyes wide with shock. Could the man of perfect balance feel surprise, or fear? To her own puzzlement, she found herself smiling with a confidence she did not feel. âDonât worry, Gerald. No matter what happens, Serafina will be fine. Of this, I am certain.â Her strength went out of her, and she gave in to the support of her companions. For once, she appreciated the stability of Geraldâs composure as he guided her to her chambers. Seconds and minutes stretched into what felt like hours of agony, one after another. Nadia eventually collapsed in her bed and succumbed to the contractions searing through her. She writhed in the blankets, yelled, and cursed. Selene brought in a midwife and then offered her moral support. She wiped cool water over Nadiaâs brow in moments of stillness, and offered a hand for Nadia to grip and twist in moments of agony. Eventually, Gerald left the women alone, muttering that he needed to assure the other House Leaders that Queen Nadia now possessed the key. At one point, he reached to take it from Nadia. But even through a haze of pain, she yanked it from his grasp and flung it around her neck. âTell the House Leaders whatever you want,â she hissed. Selene winced as Nadia twisted her hand every which way. âBut we donât open the Grand Keep until I say so!â âVery well, Nadia.â Gerald bobbed his head in submission, then attempted a quick pat on Nadiaâs leg. âIâll be back soon. May the Guardian be with you.â If he tried to say anything else, his words quickly became lost in another scream ripping from Nadiaâs throat. The day wore on, and Nadia wondered if the pain would ever stop. She found herself mumbling to Selene as the kind maid brushed another rag over her face. âI hoped⊠childbirth⊠might be easy⊠for me.â Selene snorted. âEasy! I doubt bearing a child is ever easy, even for Demetral herself. But trust me, Nadia, this childbirth is going more smoothly than most. Your contractions are coming so quickly, the baby should come out any moment!â Nadia screamed as a contraction seized her more fiercely than all the ones before it, confirming Seleneâs suspicions. The queenâs nails dug into the bed, the midwife reached between her legs, and inch by inch, push by push, the baby began to slip out of her. She tried to concentrate on breathing and pushing, though distracted by the fear that her body would rip in half as she forced the newborn from her womb. She tried not to let the pain overwhelm her, to sweep her away from the miracle of Serafinaâs creation. At long last, the babyâs cry echoed through the room, and Nadia collapsed back on the blankets. âItâs a girl!â announced the midwife. Nadia wept tears of joy and exhaustion as she received the wet, squirming bundle into her arms. âJust as you suspected,â said Selene, running her fingers through the queenâs sweat-ridden hair. âMy little Serafina,â whispered Nadia. And she knew without a doubt that the tiny infant in her arms would grow up to be the most magnificent woman in Darzia. âI will fetch Grand Prince Gerald,â said Selene. She leaned down and kissed Nadiaâs forehead before rising to go. âCongratulations, Queen Nadia.â Even though the key to the Grand Keep remained nestled against Nadiaâs chest, she forgot its existence. Suddenly, nothing on earth mattered more than the life she had created. And she suspected that no matter what else she accomplished as queen of Darzia, Serafina would remain her greatest achievement. * Nadia waited a long while for Selene to return. The midwife remained to nurture the mother and child. A host of guards stayed outside the room, as always. Nadia lost track of time as she sat and stared down at her baby. Briefly, she wondered what Gerald would think of their child. Despite all her frustration towards Gerald, Nadia knew that Serafina would never have existed if not for their union. Perhaps even Gerald would find awe in that concept. Eventually, she began to wonder why Gerald had not yet arrived with Selene. Would Gerald really think that consoling the House Leaders took precedence over his newborn daughter? To make matters worse, she heard the echoes of shouting through her chamber window. When she looked outside, she also realized that the sun was setting. Somehow, today seemed like the shortest and longest she had ever experienced, both at once. âI think somethingâs wrong,â she finally said to the midwife. âWill you check outside?â But as soon as the midwife made for the door, Selene stumbled inside, her face as pale as the moonlight. She just stood there a moment, staring at the queen, her mouth agape, but forming no words. âSelene? Selene, whatâs wrong?â âGerald. Heâs⊠heâs⊠â Selene covered her mouth, but failed to hold back the truth. âHeâs dead.â Nadiaâs arm tightened around her baby. Serafina wailed with her motherâs dismay. âI⊠I⊠â She felt dizzy. Any strength she had regained since birthing the baby seemed to dissipate all over again. âI donât understand. How?â âHe⊠he fell from a balcony. Even the guards donât understand what happened, except that he must have tripped. One minute he was walking along one of the bridges. And the next⊠â She shuddered as her own sobs overcame her. âNadia. Iâm so sorry.â Nadia didnât know what to say, what to think. For this to happen now⊠in her current emotional state, she simply couldnât accept it. âHelp me up. Take me to him.â âNadia⊠the castle is in an uproar. You still need your rest⊠â Nadia flung off the blankets and began to rise, even though her whole body trembled and Serafina continued to scream with dread. Seeing that the queen would not be deterred, Selene rushed forward and took the baby from Nadiaâs arms. âWhere is he?â Nadia demanded. âHis⊠his body⊠â Selene gulped desperately as if to clear a lump from her throat. âHis body is far below. At the bottom of the Elborn tower.â Nadia tried to take a step forward and nearly fell. The midwife came forward to catch her. Nadia clutched the woman for support as she willed strength back into her body. Her hips and thighs still ached as if they had been wrung like a wet rag all dayâa comparison not far from the truth. âI just⊠I need a moment to compose myself. Bring me my blue cloak from the dressing room.â âVery well.â Selene looked down at the baby, calming in her arms, then back at the trembling queen. âWould you like me to take Serafina with me?â âI suppose you should,â Nadia conceded, even though she didnât want the baby to leave her sight for a moment. Right now, she could not even stand without the midwifeâs help, much less hold a newborn. âIâll return before you know it.â Selene hurried through the side door, taking Serafina with her. While Nadia waited, she tried to make sense of the tumultuous thoughts spinning through her mind. She needed to see Geraldâs dead body in order to knowâto acceptâthat he could really be dead, today, now. She didnât understand how it was possible. How could he trip and fall from any of the wide bridges or walled balconies of Castle Krondolee, which he walked every day? No one had fallen from a Krondolee balcony in all of her lifetime. And for Gerald to trip, of all peopleâa man who walked with perfect balance and utmost care⊠When I chose Gerald instead of you, Nadia had told Arken, I made the wrong decision. I know that now. But it is too late to change what happened. And we must both live with the consequences. Must we? Arken replied. Must we? She tried to take another step forward, but would have stumbled again if not for the midwife. Yes, my family had an elaborate scheme as to what I should do with the key, Arken had said. I nearly gave in to them. But I can assure you that if you hate me now, you would hate me ten times more if I did what they wanted. âThe Jeridars,â gasped Nadia. Her heart nearly stopped in her chest. Had she been wrong about Arken after all? Or had his family acted without him? Strange sounds reverberated through the main door: the ringing of swords leaving their sheathes, faint grunts of exertion, and thumps like falling bodies. She clutched the midwife so tightly, she would surely give the woman a bruise. âWhatâs going on? Did you hear that?â The midwife could only stare at the door with her mouth gaping wide, rings of white surrounding her irises. It was the last expression she would ever wear. For as soon as the door swung open, a knife seemed to sprout from the midwifeâs neck and she dropped to the floor. A dark shape stepped forward. The Wolven had tossed his cloak to reveal a slender body covered with dozens of leather straps to hold as many glittering knives. He twirled one such knife as he stepped forward, his red eyes flashing in the candlelight and fixing upon the key. âVivian did not give you permission,â he hissed. And then he leapt towards her.
Chapter 8 Traitor
As soon as Arken learned of Geraldâs death, he rushed back to the Jeridar tower. He found both his mother and brother waiting for him in his chambers. âOh, look at that!â Tristan sat sprawled across an armchair, his diamond tunic casting rainbows across the entire room. âWe look for a man all day, and as soon as we donât need him anymore, he appears before us!â Arken did not know what angered him more: the smug smirk on Tristanâs face, or the irritated scowl on Tanyaâs. But in truth, what probably angered him most was his own state of emotional confusion. âSo⊠you killed Gerald.â He didnât know what else to say to them. âYes,â said Tanya. âEven though you nearly ruined the plan.â âI⊠I panicked.â Arken ran a hand through his tangled hair. He wished he had taken the time to clean himself up today, rather than wasting most of his time pacing around the castle and trying to determine his next move. âWhen I acquired the key, I could not resist. I went to the Grand Keep and opened it. And much to my surprise, it was empty!â âWhat?â Tristanâs fat cheeks dropped into a frown. âEmpty? After everything weâve done toââ Tanya silenced her son with a flick of her long fingers. Her gaze remained burning on Arken. âI told you, it didnât matter what the Grand Keep contained. You should have brought the key straight to me.â âYes, but⊠â Arken shook his head helplessly. âIt all felt so useless. I figured it would only be a matter of time before the rest of the Royal Duma learned the truth. And once that happened, we would lose all our leverage. I thought it would be wiser to win the queenâs regard. If I could do that⊠â He cleared his throat. âThe reward would be much greater. And in the meantime, she would take the fall for the empty Grand Keep. So I gave her theââ âYou asked me not to lie to you,â hissed Tanya, âyet you stand there and lie through your teeth. You gave Nadia the key because, as always, you could not restrain your feelings for her. You avoided us because you knew we would not approve of your decision, even if we knew about the Grand Keep. And you also avoided us so that you could convince yourself you had no part in arranging Geraldâs death. We would do the dirty work while you walked around the castle and played the part of a selfless hero. In that case, Arken, congratulations.â Her hand pulled frantically at her own hair, her agitation so strong that she could not keep it still. âGerald is dead, and your hands are clean of his blood. But I think you will soon discover that betraying your family makes you filthier than the Wolven himself. And your illusion of innocence will shatter a thousand times over.â âBetraying⊠?â Arken shook his head. âMother, donât exaggerate. Your plan can still work. Nadia respects me because I gave her the key. I hoped that we could avoid killing Gerald, but now that heâs dead, the rest will be simple. I can still marry Nadia. I may do so as Grand Prince, but Nadia will respect my council, and we can allââ âYou fool!â Tanya swept forward, her arms thrashing against her sides. Her teeth seemed to snap at Arkenâs face as she yelled at him. âYou will never be Grand Prince! And you most certainly wonât become King! I already had my doubts about you. But now, I am quite certain: you are not worthy to wear the crown of Darzia, especially with the Jeridar name. If we succeed, your brother will become King of Darzia.â Shocked, Arkenâs gaze turned slowly to his brother, still wearing that damnable smirk upon his pudgy cheeks. âBut⊠Tristan? You canât be serious. He is far too incompetent! And he is already married, to some penniless field-hand⊠â He shook his head frantically, unable to make sense of anything anymore. âTell me how you really feel, brother.â Tristan pushed himself up with a grunt of exertion. Then he swaggered closer, his round shape glowing with pink light as the sun set through the windows behind him. âYouâre right. I am already married; I even have a son and heir. We wonât need Nadia Elborn. And you already gave us a way to dispose of her.â âDispose⊠?â Arken staggered backwards, but could not rip his eyes away from the vicious sneers on his familyâs faces. âXavier already swore to kill anyone who possessed the key without Vivianâs permission,â said Tanya. âWe did not even have to pay him when we learned what you had done; only make sure he knew about it.â âNo⊠no! What have you done?â âYou did this, Arken,â sneered Tanya. âHer blood is on your hands.â The world seemed to rock around him; he could barely see straight, much less keep his balance. But he had to try anyway. He had to get out of here and stop this from happening. He stumbled towards the doorway, grabbing his short-sword as he went. Tristan followed him into the hallway. âYou canât stop a Wolven, Arken!â cried Tristan. âHeâll kill you!â Arken didnât care anymore. If he lost Nadia, he had nothing else to live for, anyway. He kept going, gradually finding his bearings. He put his hand against the wall as he continued pushing forward. âI wonât let you interfere again!â screeched Tanya. âGuards! Stop him! He plans to kill the queen!â âI⊠what?â Arken glanced back to see a group of armed soldiers turning towards him. âNo! Iââ The guards had already drawn their swords, and judging by the looks on their faces, they would listen to none of his pleas. Even if they did, they certainly wouldnât let him anywhere near the queen. He turned and took off running at full speed. * Once again, he wished he had taken some opportunity during the day to rest and regain his senses. Instead, he functioned on a lack of sleep and food, while his mind felt in shambles. He stumbled on in a daze, depending on habit and muscle memory to lead him to the Elborn tower. All the while, the guards ran fiercely behind him. He waited until he entered a narrow stairway spiraling upward. He realized this would be his bestâperhaps onlyâchance to fight the guards and survive. They would not be able to surround him, nor fight more than two at a time. The windows were small and scarce enough they would not be able to surprise him with arrows. There were five soldiers in all. And though they no doubt practiced their sword skills on a more regular basis than he, they were probably unfamiliar with his style of fighting. Arken had always preferred the short-sword, or baselard, as a weapon for its speed and dexterity. He also tended to gain the upper hand when sparring thanks to its element of surprise. The uniqueness of his weapon would be his primary advantage in a situation like this one. Location would be next-most important. He found a tight spot in the stone stairway and turned to face the guards on his heels. Once more, he tried to appeal to them. âThe queen is in danger, and I wish to help her.â âLeave that to the Royal Guard, Jeridar,â said the soldier in front. âPut down your weapon and come back with us.â Arken saw no other choice. He began to lower his short-sword⊠And as soon as the soldier stepped forward, Arken stabbed him through the gut. The shock and anger of the guards further back worked to Arkenâs advantage. They surged forward, eager for vengeance. If they had been inclined towards mercy before, now they hungered for Arkenâs blood. The two in front nearly stumbled over the body of their companion, then found themselves crammed together between the walls as they tried to attack Arken simultaneously. The two soldiers remained in an awkward position, but defeating them would still prove a challenge. After all, they wielded two broad-swords against Arkenâs short blade. Two swords would normally be better than one. Unless Arken could turn them against each other⊠He held his ground, assuming a defensive stance while he considered how to defeat them. But the longer he delayed, the more time he gave the soldiers to form a plan on their own. They swung a few attacks, feeling out his strength with the weapon. He dodged and parried, trying not to reveal any weaknesses. Then he noticed the two guards behind his opponents turning to run the opposite direction. Damn. The soldiers werenât stupid; they had already figured out they could turn Arkenâs advantage to their own if they cornered him from the opposite direction. These two soldiers only needed to occupy him long enough for the others to find a way around. They might even call for reinforcements on the way. Then they could squash him like an ant between their fingers. But if he ran now, back to open ground, he would no longer stand a chance against them. He had no more time to dally. He knew how long it would take the soldiers to find an alternate route up the tower, and he would have to kill these two in less time than that. So he surged forward in a sudden flurry of thrusts and swipes. As he hoped, the swordsmen were not certain how to fight against his short-blade. It moved more quickly than a typical sword, and could swipe at them from a variety of strange directions. Soon enough, they were swinging and stabbing back in a nonsensical frenzy. And then Arken made his move. He sliced his blade right between them, and both men tried to parry at once. Their broadswords clanged together in a shower of sparks, and while they were staggering from the impact, Arken slashed his blade across their throats. As he watched them fall in a puddle of blood, his stomach turned. Before today, he had only killed humans on one occasion: when a group of bandits attacked his plantation. Like now, he had acted in self-defense; if he had not killed them, they would have killed him instead. But even then, their deaths had weighed on his conscience. He wondered if the bandits only attacked in order to feed themselves; perhaps they fought for survival just as surely as he did. Now, watching members of the Royal Guard fall at his feet, Arkenâs guilt slammed his chest like a pile of rocks. These same men would have given their lives for the queenâs protection; in fact, they probably died believing they did. Maybe they truly had. After all, if not for Arken, Nadia would not be in danger to begin with. And now, what could he possibly do to save her? If he struggled to fight off five guardsmen, the Wolven would probably kill him before he managed to draw his short-sword. He didnât stand a chance. But he had no other choice. Ever since he returned to Castle Krondolee, he had hoped somehow to redeem himself, to win back the confidence and self-respect that Nadia took away from him. Instead, he had only plunged the castle into chaos. Nothing had gone as he intended. Now, he would be completely and utterly ruined. Not only had he betrayed his family, but he had set the assassinâs sights on the only person in Krondolee he still wished to protect. His blade dripped with the blood of the Royal Guard. Everyone in Krondolee would see him as an enemy. And perhaps they would be right to do so. That didnât matter anymore. It was too late to redeem himself in the eyes of anyone else. He could not even believe in himself anymore. Not unless he kept going. Not unless he proved that he would do anything to protect the one person he still loved. He closed his eyes and took a deep breath. âMallion, be with me.â He had never thought so highly of the deity that sired him as his mother. But he accepted that the god was a part of him, whether he wanted divine blood in his veins or not. His unique skill would not help him so much right now as a Wolvenâs: he certainly wouldnât save Nadia by magically creating silk. But he still had a strong link to a god that most mortals did not possess, and that had to count for something. Mallion might still choose to ignore him. But Arken knew that nothing moved the god of greed so much as desire. And right now, his heart ached with so much need that Mallion would have to take notice. Surely enough, Arken felt a surge of strength through his limbs. His head cleared of all the doubts and irksome guilt that had nearly overwhelmed him a moment ago. All of his exhaustion, physical pain, and mental confusion fell away so that only one thing remained: the need to reach Nadia before Xavier. He lifted his sword, turned from the fallen guards, and resumed running up the tower. To his luck, he exited the stairway just before the two remaining guards could trap him inside. He met them on a bridge stretching between towers. Here, the soldiers would be able to surround him more easily. But they would still need to maneuver carefully to make that happen. Night had fallen upon the castle. Arken strained to study his opponents through the faint flickering of chinder torches on either side of the bridge. The soldier on the left looked frazzled and angry; without a doubt, Arken would try to take him out first. The other seemed vaguely familiar, and after a moment, Arken realized why. The man had dark brown skin, a thick muscular body, and short red hair beneath his helm. His brown eyes stared steadily at Arken through the moonlight. âCristoff Grandil,â said Arken. Cristoff was the son of House Leader Grandil, one of the most respected members of the Royal Duma. âYou are making a big mistake. Queen Nadia is in danger, and I wish to help her. I might be the only one who can.â Cristoff studied him a moment longer, then shook his head briskly. âI donât believe you, Arken. I donât believe your mother, either. Perhaps you donât plan to harm the queen. But I donât trust a single word from a Jeridarâs mouth, so Iâm not going to risk it. All I know is that Grand Prince Gerald is dead, and I find it hard to believe his death came by accident. If you truly wish to proceed, you will surrender your weapon and tell me everything you know.â For a moment, Arken considered. Perhaps he would stand a better chance against the Wolven if he could convince someone like Cristoff to help him. But he didnât have time. And even if he did, he no longer possessed the patience. He lunged forward and swung at Cristoff with all of his might. Cristoff blocked his attack easily. But Arken had expected this. He also knew that as soon as he attacked Cristoff, the less experienced soldier would try to move behind him. Arken continued to fling attacks at Cristoff, forcing the larger warrior to stay on the defensive, while the younger guard attempted to flank him. Arken waited for his moment. Then he jumped back, crouched down, and swept the soldierâs feet out from under him. As the guard lost his balance, Arken pushed back up with all of his might, and rammed the fellowâs chest with his shoulder. The guard yelled with surprise, then fell toppling from the balcony to the ground far below. Cristoff watched with a brief gasp of shock, but as soon as Arken tried to take advantage of his surprise, Cristoff struck back. Arken shifted to deflect the tremendous sword swinging towards him, but he could not redirect the strength behind the strike completely. He felt a jolt of pain through his arms, and though he grit his teeth against it, his hands lost their grip on the baselard. It clattered onto the floor as he tried to dodge the blade speeding towards him. He moved back in time to keep Cristoffâs sword from slicing him in half. But the tip of the weapon slashed across his torso, cutting a deep gash through his stomach and chest. Arken fell forward onto his hands and knees, curling over the wound as he watched the blood pool beneath them. He felt a moment of numbness before the pain struck all his nerves like a whiplash, and he cried out with agony. He watched Cristoffâs feet settle next to him, sinking into a rock-steady stance as he lifted his sword above him. He planned to deliver the fatal blow swiftly, before Arken had a chance to recover. One small factor saved Arkenâs life: Cristoff assumed he had wounded Arken more deeply than he actually had. Arken recovered more quickly than Cristoff anticipatedâquickly enough to watch the reflection of Cristoffâs sword in his shinguard and wait for the right moment to dodge it. He dropped and rolled just before Cristoff could hack him apart. He retrieved his short-sword as Cristoffâs heavy blade slammed against stone. Then he stood in plenty of time to stab the Grandil warrior in the stomach. He could not stab directly through the chest, thanks to the warriorâs armor. But Arken angled his blow upward, aiming for Cristoffâs heart. His efforts paid off. He waited to make sure that the large man would not recover. Then Cristoff fell forward with a wet sigh, slipping from the tip of Arkenâs blade. Arken took a moment to regain his breath. Briefly he recalled that Cristoff had a wife and daughter. He had been one of the noblest members of the Royal Guard. But Arken could not afford to dwell on that now. He flung the blood from his sword and kept moving. No one else opposed him as he neared the Elborn tower. Anyone who might have done so was already dead. Arken found himself wading through a river of blood. But these men and women had not died at his hand. Most of them exhibited small puncture wounds or slices near their throats or chests. A few still had knives sticking from their flesh. Xavier. Arken saw the queenâs chambers ahead, across another trail of dead bodies. Xavier had given Belazar more than enough blood, Arken suspected. And all because Arken had tested the Wolvenâs temper. He saw the door to the queenâs chamber hanging open, and another stream of blood trickled out of it. âNo. No⊠â Arken staggered onward, pushing through the corpses, his vision constricting until nothing seemed to exist but for a narrow tunnel leading to Nadiaâs dead body. âNADIA!â He fell at her side. He lifted her torso from the floor and clutched her body to him. He stared into her face, white as snow, beautiful even in death. But the life of her deep hazel eyes had been washed out by a veil of oblivion. His tears dropped onto her cold skin. âNadia⊠â His blood mixed with hers in a growing pool beneath them. He felt his life and spirit flowing out of him, just as surely as hers had, and he wished that he might die here beside her, if it was the last thing on earth he ever desired.
Chapter 9 Luck of a God
Selene kept running, even when she didnât know where to go. She didnât know anything anymore, except that she no longer trusted anyone in the castle. The tears streamed endlessly down her face; Serafina wailed and wriggled in the tight grip of her arms. Fortunately, in the chaos of the castle, where guards ran in a confused frenzy and the House Leaders shouted accusations at each other through mobs of yelling people, a weeping woman with a crying baby drew little attention. She had watched through the side door as Nadia fell to Xavierâs blades. And as much as Selene wished to stay by her best friendâs side, she knew she would accomplish nothing by doing so. The last good deed she could do for the queen was to protect her newborn child. So she ran, and kept running. She didnât talk to anyoneânever paused to explain her purpose or ask for anyoneâs help. Right now, she trusted no one but herself. In the wake of Geraldâs death, and now Nadiaâs, no one else even knew of Serafinaâs birth. Best that it stayed that way. âLokkeâs luck be with me!â she prayed as she ran. Without thinking it through, Selene found herself at the castle stables. She didnât know where to go next. Her instincts told her that the safest place for Serafina was as far from the castle as possible. But could she afford to keep going alone? She did not wish to leave her family in the midst of this madness. Even the safety of the queenâs daughter did not equate to the cost of her own. Then she saw someone else climbing on to a horse nearby. There was no mistaking the perky young woman with thick blonde curls spiraling around her little shoulders. âYou!â cried Selene. âYouâre Vivian Trell, arenât you?â The young woman turned with a frown, her foot pausing in the stirrup of a giant Kresdil horse. âWhoâs asking?â Vivian blinked through the shadows as Selene walked closer, the baby squirming in her arms. For just a moment, Selene wondered at her own stupidity. The Wolven had killed Nadia. This foreigner, Vivian Trell, brought the Wolven into Krondolee. Nadiaâs death might very well be this womanâs fault. But something deep in Seleneâs gut told her that she could trust Vivian, for reasons she did not understand. And right now, she saw no other option. âOh⊠I know who you are. Selene Perin.â Vivianâs blue eyes seemed to pierce straight through Selene as they examined her. And when they fixed on the baby, they widened with shock. âI think I know who that is, too.â Selene didnât understand how. She had seen Vivian from a distance and heard plenty about her ridiculous antics from Nadia. But they had never been introduced. If she truly recognized the baby⊠âThen you know more about us than I know about you. And I can only hope that you are a friend, and not an enemy.â Vivian sighed wearily. âI donât feel like anyoneâs friend today, dearest. I never meant for all this to happen, you know. Then again, I didnât really come here with a plan. I should have known one of Belazarâs bastards would ruin everything. Right now, I just want to get away from it all. â âIf you wish to make amends for the damage youâve caused, you can take this baby with you. This is the queenâs daughter, Serafina.â Her heart thundered with fear as she pushed the baby forward. She prayed silently to Lokke that she was not making a huge mistake. Tears of desperation pricked her eyes. âI beg you. If the Jeridars find out sheâs alive, they will probably try to kill her. She is not safe in the castle. All I ask is that you take her away from here. Help her live. And give her a good life if you can.â Vivian looked uncertainly from the baby, to Selene, and back again. She reached up to scratch at one of her big curls. âUm⊠maybe I would⊠except, you see, I donât plan on staying in this body much longer.â Seleneâs heart skipped a beat. She blinked a few times. âWhat?â Vivian grinned and stepped closer. She reached out and clamped her little hands on Seleneâs shoulders. âI know who you are, Selene, because youâre one of the smart ones. You know that most of the gods are full of nonsenseâexcept for me. Hmm⊠maybe especially me. Anyway, at least I donât pretend to be something Iâm not. Except that I do, all the time.â She giggled and shook her head. âOh, explain it however youâd like. In any case, I am the master of mischief.â âYou⊠â Selene might have dropped the baby, if Vivian did not lower her grip and help support her. âYouâre⊠Lokke? But⊠how? And⊠why⊠?â âI couldnât keep my honor as a trickster if I explained my methods,â said Vivian. âAs to the why⊠isnât it obvious?â Selene could do nothing but shake her head in bafflement. This was all too much. Nothing made sense anymore. Vivianâs grip tightened, steadying her. âListen to me, Selene. This is what you should do. Take the baby to Arken.â Vivian closed her eyes a moment. âI believe he is on his way to Nadiaâs chambers now. You may think the worst of him, but he never meant for all this to happen, either. He loved Nadia very much. And if there is any hope for that poor fragile heart of his, I trust that he will love her daughter, as well.â At first, the idea seemed ludicrous. Then Selene remembered Nadiaâs wedding day. Like most people, Selene had believed Arken would abandon the queen as soon as he learned he would gain no power by marrying her. Instead, he would have left the entire castle behind if only to stay with her. She remembered the hurt and pain on his face when he realized Nadia didnât feel the same way. âYes⊠â she breathed at last. âYou may be right. But how will I reach him? The castle is in an uproar. Everyone has turned against each other. Arken will have a harder time escaping than anyone. Most will believe he arranged Nadiaâs death on purpose.â Vivian nodded as she considered this. âIâll take care of it. Iâll clear the path for you. Iâll clear the path for Arken, as well. Iâll leave a horse for him at the Forest Gate, with what supplies I can muster.â A wry grin twisted up her face. âIâll make sure he gets the fastest horse in the kingdom.â Again, Selene wanted to ask how Vivian would manage such a feat, but she resisted. âOh, my lord Lokke, I donât know how to thank you.â Vivian leaned over and kissed Seleneâs cheek. âThatâs thanks enough for me, my dear. Now run along. Stay swift, and youâll have all the good luck you need to succeed.â Vivian winked. Selene nodded, and rushed back to the Elborn tower as quickly as she could.
Chapter 10 Escape
Arken waited for death to come to him, in some form or another. Night darkened beyond the windows, and the one lingering candle of the queenâs chamber melted to the bottom of its wick. Nadiaâs blood grew cold and hard against his clothes. Her hair tangled in his grasp. He heard the sounds of yelling and swordplay echoing through the fortress around him. But to his surprise, no one came to seize him. Why, in the name of the gods, did no one else come for Nadia? Did they not even know she had died? Whatever the case, he had a plan, once they arrived. He would pretend to put up a fight. But he would let no one else die for his mistakes. He would lose on purpose, and let the Royal Guard finish him off. To his surprise, a high-pitched wail announced the approach of his first visitor. He peeled Nadiaâs body from his with all the tenderness he could manage. Then he rose to his feet with his sword held before him. He winced as the pain of his wound nearly pulled him back to the floor. But he gripped the edge of the bed and stayed strong. He staggered again when he recognized who walked through the door. It was Selene Perin, sweaty and out of breath. A tiny bundle wriggled in her grasp. âSelene? WhatâŠÂ ?â âArken. Thereâs no time to explain.â She held out the baby. âYou must take Serafina.â âSerafina⊠!â He gasped, then winced and clutched his wound. Even drawing breath caused him agony. âThis⊠this is Nadiaâs child?â âYes. But⊠I didnât know you were injured.â âIâll be fine.â For the first time since seeing Nadiaâs dead body, hope fluttered through his heart, feeding his body strength. Nadiaâs child lived. Her body had been covered with so many slashes, he had assumed the worst. But if Serafina was alive⊠âNo one else knows about her?â âI think everyone who saw her birth is dead now, except for me. I fear that if your family finds out⊠â âYes. They would kill her.â He peered anxiously at the squirming bundle of life in Seleneâs arms. Serafinaâs survival changed everything. If Tanya and Tristan didnât know about her, then they would not even know to come looking. Arken could raise her in secret. He would do it for Nadia. And he would do it for himself, so that when Serafina turned old enough, Arken could bring her back to Krondolee and use her to take the crown from his brother. Trembling, Selene took another step forward. Her dark eyes studied him carefully, daring to trust him. âSo. You are willing to protect her, at the risk of your own life?â âMy life is already forfeit. My family believes I betrayed them. And now⊠I most certainly have.â He reached for the baby, perhaps a little too eagerly. Selene moved back again. âWhat will you do with her?â âIâll protect her. Iâll take her far from here, where my family canât harm her. Iâll raise her as if she were my own flesh blood.â The hesitation in Seleneâs eyes angered him. âAfter all that has happened, how could I do otherwise?â At long last, Selene nodded. Then she motioned to her shoulders. âTake the cloak. It was Nadiaâs, but⊠â She rapidly blinked tears from her eyes. âYou can use it to carry the baby.â âYes. Good idea.â The fabric was heavy and coarse as he pulled it from Seleneâs shoulders. He knew the weight of the baby would be strain enough on his injured torso. He closed his eyes and focused his will upon the fabric. He felt the fibers shifting under his fingers, transforming shape and then reweaving thread by thread. When he was finished, he held a long swath of silk in his hands. He extended it towards Serafina. Ever so carefully, Selene placed the baby in the silk. As her weight sank into his hands, Arken realized the extent of his commitment. He didnât know anything about raising a child. How could he possibly hope to protect her? But this would be his true chance for redemption. This little girl would be his, and his alone, to nurture and foster for the rest of their lifetimes. The thought was both terrifying and exhilarating all at once. He groaned as Selene tied the silk around him, doing her best to avoid his wound. Together they lifted Serafina and positioned her on his back, so that he could hold up her weight with his shoulders. As soon as Serafina was secure, Selene nodded. âYou must go now. A horse will be waiting for you at the Forest Gate. It has all been⊠er, arranged. Head straight for the gate, Arken. Do not let anything distract you, understand? You must move swiftly if you hope to succeed.â He could think of a few things he would love to bring with him. But he forced a nod. âVery well. There is only one last thing⊠â He crouched down next to Nadiaâs body and reached for the necklace. âArken, leave it!â âNo.â He gripped the key and lifted the necklace free. Then he placed it around his own neck. âI wonât let this cause any more damage.â âIf you insist.â Selene shook her head helplessly. âNow go!â And so he did. Despite his wound, his exhaustion, and the crying baby on his back, he kept moving. He used the night to his advantage and slipped through the shadows whenever he got the chance. He found himself recalling the same route he had once planned for Nadia to escape on her wedding day. He didnât know whether to consider it poetic or tragic that he would use it now to save the life of another manâs baby. In any case, he found it much easier to move through the castle than he expected. Small riots broiled at every turn and corner, heated enough that no one bothered to notice him. Only when he nearly reached the gate did he fear for his success. A group of royal soldiers stood near the Forest Gate, blocking any passage. Arken crouched in the shadows a long while, not sure what to do. And just as he was beginning to form a plan, Serafina cried out from between his shoulders. The guards drew their weapons and turned towards him. Arken saw all his hopes dashed once more before him. Everything would be for naught if he could not even take Serafina from the castle. âLook! Over there!â cried one of the soldiers suddenly. âI see Arken Jeridar, I see him! Heâs trying to climb over the wall!â To Arkenâs puzzlement, the guard pointed in a completely opposite direction from where Arken actually stood. The section of the wall he indicated seemed to contain nothing but shadows. But all the soldiers turned eagerly, yelling with their lust for Arkenâs blood, and ran from the gate towards the empty wall. The guard who had pointed remained last, and as soon as the others were gone, he turned towards Arken and winked. âNowâs your chance. Go on!â Arken blinked at the man in puzzlement, but decided not to question his luck any further. He took off running. As Selene had promised, a horse waited for him on the other side of the gate. And when he saw the tall, slender beast standing in the grass, her long ears twisted towards him, fresh tears welled in his eyes. âSilven⊠â He climbed onto his best friendâs back, and together they ran from the castle of Krondolee, faster than the wind itself.
EPILOGUE
âOh Papa, please let me come with you! I hate it when youâre gone so long!â âI am sorry, Sera, but it has to be this way. If you came with me, who would protect the treehouse?â Arken knelt next to fourteen-year-old Serafina, feeling his heart twist with a mixture of joy and bittersweet sorrow. These days, he did not have to crouch down very far to meet her eye level. She was growing ever so quickly into a beautiful young woman. And he feared that she would turn seventeen before he even knew it: the age at which she would be old enough to wear a crown. Truly, he hated leaving her alone in the jungle. He had done everything possible to create a safe home for her. After he escaped from Castle Krondolee, he rode for the largest jungle possible. He trekked as deep into the forest as he dared, deeper than he thought any other man would be willing to go. He followed the signs to an area where he knew the largest and most dangerous beasts would not frequent, due to its limited variety of bugs and fauna. He and the baby lived off plants and easily-baited game for years as he worked to build a house high in the trees, where they would have even more protection from any casual predator. Many times, he thought death would be certain for them. He feared that the few plants he scavenged would not be enough to sustain a small child. He had several close encounters with bears and tigers. But somehow, he learned to survive. And as Serafina grew older, she learned alongside him. He had little doubt that Serafina would be able to protect herself in the treehouse. Sometimes, she made dangerous choices, such as chasing small game or venturing into the riskier areas of the jungle. He berated her harshly for such behavior, even though she already knew better. But the girl could run swiftly through the trees, and she was very sharp-witted. She knew this jungle even better than he did. And he had little doubt that she was strong enough now to survive here without him. Despite all that, he did not like to leave, and the reason was simple: he did not like to spend any time away from his favorite person on earth. He wanted to stay with her every minute and second of the day. But even the lush jungle did not always provide the supplies they needed to live a comfortable life. So once every few monthsâor longer, if possibleâhe ventured into the nearest town for supplies. âAnd whoâs going to protect you,â said Serafina, âif you fall and hurt your leg again?â Arken laughed nervously. Serafina did not know where he really went when he disappeared for several days at a time. She did not even know what âtownsâ were. Arken saw no reason to trouble her with details of the world beyond. She knew that other humans existedâArken could not avoid that completelyâbut he taught her to see them as enemies, just like any other cruel predator roaming the jungle. Arken even taught her how to read and write from a small collection of books he had rummaged from his visits to town. She would have to know such things if she wore the crown one day. But Arken feared corrupting her mind with any unnecessary knowledge. Once, he had met a group of people in town who suspected his identity. Ever since his escape from Krondolee, Arken became known as the Grand Traitor. King Tristan Jeridar offered a high price for Arkenâs capture. Most people wanted him dead anyway, because they believed he was to blame for the death of the Elborn family. So when a group of people suspected who he was, Arken led them deep into the jungle towards the lair of a griffin. The griffin killed all of them, and nearly killed Arken as well. He escaped with a broken leg to show for his troubles. Arken did not want to admit that he had encountered a griffinâwhich he had taught her so meticulously to avoidâmuch less why he had done so. He told Serafina he had simply fallen and hurt his leg. She had no idea how close he had come to ruining their precious life in the jungle that he had worked so hard to establish. âThat wonât happen again,â he told her. âI promise.â He put a hand on her cheek and looked into her deep green eyes, so much like her motherâs. He fought back a wave of joy and pain as he leaned over to kiss her forehead. Then he hurried to leave before she could see the torrent of emotions on his face. âIâll be back soon,â he said tightly. Then he hurried from the treehouse. * Arken felt a sense of urgency as he entered town, a feeling he did not know how to explain. He always hated leaving Serafina. But lately, the mere idea filled him with an increasing amount of anxiety. Perhaps because he sensed the approach of something inevitable. Serafina kept growing older so quickly. Eventually, he would have to think about his plan to return to the castle of Krondolee. He would have to prepare her for assuming the crown. He still yearned for retribution. But other times, he imagined continuing his excluded life with Serafina in the jungle forever. He couldnât do that. Could he? Once he reached town, he bought his supplies as quickly as he could, trading rare jungle herbs and plants for simple items like knives and candles. Briefly, he even considered hurrying back into the jungle as night fell. Trying to wander back to the treehouse overnight would have been suicide. But the notion tempted him, anyway. He wore a hood over his yellow hair as he succumbed to caution and found an inn for the night. One of the only things he enjoyed about his occasional visits to town was a cold mug of ale and the possibility of a casual female encounter. This time, however, he kept the ale to himself and did not let his gaze linger on a single woman as he enjoyed his drink. Once he finished, he would hurry to bed. He would make his way back to the jungle as soon as the sun rose. Even hunched within his hood, however, he could not keep his ears from hearing snippets of the conversations around him. â⊠just fell over and died, in the middle of dinner.â âYou donât think it could have been poison? Some say that Wolven still lurks in the castle. Maybe somebody paid him?â âNo, the Jeridars could afford to pay the Wolven more than anyone else. I hear the youngest can even turn metal into gold. I donât think it was anything like that. They say the man was fat and lazy, anyway. I say he ate himself to an early grave, and good riddance!â âYou canât talk about the king like that!â âWhy not? Heâs dead now!â Arkenâs heart beat so violently, he feared it would break out of his ribs. He held onto the table for balance as the world seemed to spin around him. The roaring in his ears deafened him briefly. But he had to know more. He stood up suddenly, knocking his chair out from under him. âYouâre talking about Tristan? Tristan Jeridar? Heâs dead?â The entire inn fell silent. Everyone looked at him curiously. Then the woman who had been speaking last shrugged and said, âWho else? The king of Darziaâor at least the former one. He died a few days ago. This is the first youâve heard of it?â âIâve⊠Iâve been in the jungle⊠hunting.â Arken took deep breaths and tried to regain his composure. âHas the Royal Duma decided who will rule next?â The woman shook her head. âNo one knows yet. But as great a fool as King Tristan was, he did keep Darzia wealthy. I think his son Kallias will turn seventeen soon. They might make him king before heâs of age, if it means keeping their pockets stuffed. I wager the Jeridar brat takes the crown next, if those spoiled nobles in Krondolee have anything to do with it.â Murmurs of reluctant agreement echoed around the room, and several people drank to the womanâs words. Belatedly, Arken picked up his ale and drank with themâwhether to celebrate, or wash away his sorrows, he wasnât sure. His brother was dead. The crown was vulnerable. Serafina was not quite of age, but in a few years she would be. And if the nobles could make an exception for Kallias, maybe theyâd make one for Serafina, as well. Here, at long last, was the moment he had been waiting for: the chance to redeem his own name. The chance to ruin the remaining Jeridars. The chance for Serafina to take what belonged to her. So many times, Arken had wished this day would come sooner. Yet now that it had finally arrived, he cursed under his breath. * Serafina lay asleep in her bed when Arken returned to the treehouse. He might have reprimanded her for napping while the sun was still out. Instead, he could only smile and shake his head fondly. As he sat down beside her, she jerked and lifted a knife to his throat. He gulped against the blade, then managed a wry smile. âI see youâve kept your wits about you. Well done.â Her eyes beamed with pride, then she laughed mischievously. âI may or may not have heard you coming, and thought you could use a good scare.â If it had been anyone else in the world, he might have been furious. But when Serafina smiled at him like that, he could only smile back. She leaned towards him, wrapped her little arms around him, and squeezed tight. These days, her grip was so strong that she constricted his breath when she did that, but he tried not to show it. âIâm so glad youâre back, Papa. I missed you so much.â âI missed you, too, Sera.â Against his will, tears pricked his eyes and threatened to spill over. He couldnât hide them from Serafina as she leaned back to look at him. âPapa! Whatâs wrong? Did you have trouble getting supplies?â âNo, no⊠I got everything we needed. Itâs just⊠I have something to tell you, Serafina.â He reached down and gripped her hand, so hard she winced. But she did not draw back. She blinked her green eyes and stared back intently. âIâm listening.â âI⊠I⊠â Iâm not your father. Your mother died because of me. When you were a baby, I stole you away so that one day, I could use you to take vengeance on my family. Youâre actually the heir to a large and magnificent kingdom. Now that he actually came close to saying the words, he found himself incapable. He could not let those words out of his mouthânot now, not ever. He never wanted Serafina to know what had happened in Krondolee. He never wanted her to visit that accursed castle. He never wanted her to experience pain like what heâd suffered. He no longer cared about the welfare of the kingdom, or taking vengeance on his family. The only thing in the world he wanted sat right here next to him, and he refused to let it get away. âI just want you to know⊠that I have never been happier than I am right now, at this very moment. I love you, Serafina.â For a moment, her eyes flickered with the faintest hint of disappointment. Then she smiled back at him. âI love you, too, Papa.â * Serafinaâs Saga (the animation) releasing online Fall 2013 * âThe Key to Castle Krondoleeâ is a stand-alone novella. However, the story will continue in the form of an animated webseries, âSerafinaâs Saga,â releasing online Fall 2013. This story also takes place in the same world as the fantasy book series, The Broken Balance, and features some of the same characters. To learn more about The Broken Balance series, visit www.jaydenwoods.com. To learn more about âSerafinaâs Saga,â visit www.serafinasaga.com. * BROKEN BALANCE SERIES Ashes of Dearen Sands of Hanubi *** Continue for an excerpt from Ashes of Dearen: Book 1 Â
Sneak Peak: ASHES OF DEAREN: BOOK 1
Excerpt from Chapter 1 * âWhere do you think the Haze comes from?â âI donât think about it at all.â âWhy not?â âWhy should I?â The brother and sister strolled the hillsides beyond the grand Dearen palace. As heirs to the throne of Dearen, Kyne and Fayr Violeni spent more of their time within the palace than without. Today they took the rare opportunity to stare at their home from afar. From a distance, it became more obvious that the soft glowing Haze covering the whole land of Dearen lay most thickly upon their own royal abode. What made this fog distinct from any other in the world was the magic substance that floated within it: a glittering dust known as safra. Safra brought intense pleasure and joy to anyone who consumed itâanyone, that is, but for the few remaining members of the royal Violenese bloodline. The large fortress glittered like a pile of jewels in the distance. Part of the palaceâs charm was its inconsistency; some sections gleamed with deep silver stone, others with crystalline pillars, while yet more sections dazzled the eye with inset gems. The sprawled structure was a compilation of sections built by different cultures and peoples, all of whom came to Dearen for a pinch of the safra obtained from the Haze. But as young Prince Kyne had observed, the beauty of the palace was offset by the coils of smoke drifting from its surface. Sometimes, the smoke had a beauty of its own. Tiny pieces of debris caught the sunshine and sparkled with brilliance. Across the vast landscape, the rolling Haze diffused the light and made the entire land glow as if with an enchanted fog. âDo you think safra creates the Haze, or the Haze creates safra?â asked Kyne. His eyes opened wide with wonder, even though his purple hair lashed sharply against his face. âNeither!â Fayr turned up her sharp little nose, enjoying how highly she towered over her brother. She had just turned eighteen. He was not yet thirteen years of age. She liked to think she knew a lot more about the world than he did, although at times like this, the difference seemed slight. She had to take pride in what little knowledge she had, or else spurn it altogether. âThe Haze always has safra in it. They are both created, simultaneously, by something else. At least, that seems obvious enough to me.â âThen what creates them?â âYou already asked that.â âNot exactly. Anyway, you didnât answer.â âNor will I ever. You sound like a commoner, asking such foolish questions!â âWhy is it foolish? Why canât we ask where the safra comes from?â âBecause we canât!â Fayr began to feel flustered by the conversation. Once upon a time, she pondered the same questions as her younger brother. In truth, she still did sometimes. But she gave up asking them a long time ago. Better not to ask such things; better not to think of them at all. A wind blew and made the Haze ripple across the landscape. As she breathed the fresh air, Fayr realized something strange. For just a moment, she smelled the air as it should smell: pure, without safra. And it smelled wonderful. âLook over there,â said Fayr suddenly. âDid you see that?â âSee what?â âOver there!â The Haze was settling again, but in one area, it remained thin enough to see through. âWhat is it?â âI think those are the cliffs of Vikand!â âAre you sure?â He strained, as she did, to stare through the silver grip of the Haze. But there, on the edge of the foggy horizon, lay a large shadow, slicing the smoke with sharp black crags. âHow could it be? I thought Vikand was further away!â âDearen is a small place, physically,â said Fayr. âHavenât you paid any attention to Jaynâs lectures?â âYes, but ⊠â âThe entire kingdom of Dearen can be crossed in a day on horseback.â âAre we really so small?â Prince Kyneâs little face drooped at the thought. She put a hand on his velvety shoulder. âOnly in size, brother. And yet we are the most powerful kingdom in the world. Donât let it bother you.â He seemed comforted by this, although he could not rip his eyes from the looming shadow of Vikand. Neither could she. âLetâs get closer to it,â said Fayr. The mere thought set her heart pounding. âHow much closer?â She didnât answer, but turned and made her way to the dense grove of lemon trees where theyâd tethered their horses. She looked down at herself, watched the undulating colors of her skirt ripple beneath her, and pondered the strange sensations roiling through her body. She relished the quickening of her heart and the warm excitement in her belly. And that wind ⊠why had it smelled so good? Sheâd lived in the palace all her life. She was accustomed to the strange Haze that made most people happy. Most people said it smelled like roses. But now that she was further away from it, she wondered if it stank. A strand of purple hair fell into her vision and she reached to brush it back. It reminded her that she was not like most people in more ways than one. The violet hair shared by herself, her brother, and her father made them different from anyone else in the world. It indicated their ancient heritage, and thus their distinct inability to enjoy safra. In the silky soft shade of the grove, she found their horses. There were three steeds in all: two white palfreys for herself and the prince, and a gray destrier for Sir Gornum of the royal guard. The guardian himself lay spread under a berry bush, his bearded mouth hanging open, his large eyes closed in sleep. He wore no armor, only studded cloth, for who needed armor in Dearen? She hoped the studs jabbed him as she kicked his drooping belly. âGornum. Gornum, wake up!â She sent a scowl to her brother, who trailed doggedly behind her. âYou gave him too much safra.â âFather told me to!â âHe told you to reward him with safra, small pinches at a time, and only after he has completed each service. Donât you understand? That is how it works. Why canât you ever get it right?â âOh ⊠â Kyneâs nose crinkled a little. He blinked rapidly. âWhat are you doing now?â She grabbed his chin and forced him to look at her. âAre you about to cry?â âOf course not!â But the moisture in his eyes betrayed him. âI canât believe you, Kyne. If Father saw you right now, or if he heard the sort of questions you were asking ⊠â âPlease donât tell him. Please, Fayr!â His blinks became more rapid and violent. She shook her head and clicked her tongue reproachfully. âNot this time, I wonât.â She moved to her horse, grabbed the saddle, and climbed upon its back. âAre we going back home now?â asked Kyne. âNo.â She huffed as she settled her skirts about her. The heavy jewelry upon her neck and wrists only made her movements awkward. She resisted an impulse to rip them all off. âI want to go further.â âFather wonât like that at all!â Fayr flung her head back and breathed deeply of the air. âCan you smell it, little brother? I didnât realize it until now. The Haze. It stinks!â âMother says it smells like jasmine.â Their mother was not like the two of them. She was their mother, of course. But she did not have the Violenese blood of their father. She did not share the bright purple hair of her husband and children. âDoes it smell that way to you?â âWell âŠâ He bowed his head, letting his short purple locks fall over his brow. âI suppose not ⊠â âCome on then.â Her horse could feel her impatience. She pulled on the reins as the beast writhed beneath her. âLetâs go just a little further. Letâs get away from the safra.â âBut Father says the Haze covers all of Dearen!â âThen weâll get closer to the cliffs of Vikand!â âWhat about Gornum?â âNever mind him. If the Haze covers all of Dearen, then it will protect us as always.â She did not wait for him, but kicked her horse and bounded forward. She did not even care if he followed. Now that she had caught a whiff of fresh air, she wanted more. She wanted it like a horse wants water after running for miles. All her life, she had lived in the safra-infused Haze and endured it. While it intoxicated everyone else with joy, it blinded her with its constant glow. The stench, which sheâd breathed so long that she stopped noticing it, had been suffocating her since birth. Now she needed to escape, if only for a moment. She needed to breathe pure air. She did not know if she would find such purity any closer to the cliffs of Vikand. But it seemed worth a try. The palfreyâs white hooves thudded down the slope and into a thickening stretch of trees. The cliffs of Vikand always seemed to cast a long shadow over the Dearen valleys underneath, even if the sun shone upon them. For this reason, the forest growing beneath them was called the Shadowed Woods. The tree limbs cast shapes like intertwined hands across the soft auburn soil. Dandelion tufts from the meadows floated through the air and brushed her skin as she passed. The darkness wrapped around her and sent a chill down her back. For some reason, she liked it. âFayr? Fayr!â She glanced over her shoulder and saw her brother galloping after her. Very well. He would catch up to her, or he wouldnât. It didnât matter. The only creatures in the woods were birds and tigers, and the latter never attacked Dearen natives: only strangers. Whether the siblings got separated or not, neither of them faced any danger. A dark shape flitted past her vision. For a moment, she felt fear. But almost as quickly as it came, the fear dissipated. She had thought she saw a man in strange leather clothes. For a moment he had seemed to glitter, but of course this was probably a consequence of the safra in the air. Even here, deep in the Shadowed Woods, safra hovered about, drifting and sparkling. In one sense, its presence continued to irritate her. But on the other, she was relieved, because wherever there was safra, there was safety. It was a tremendous blessing, even if sometimes it felt like a curse. Her horse neighed and flung Fayr from its back. As she flew through the air, she watched the soil rise up to meet her, and in that moment before she struck, she pondered what had happened. A breath ago, she and her horse had thundered through the forest with a perfect rhythm. The shadows danced, the safra blurred by, and her hair trailed behind her in soft purple streams, unable to keep up with her momentum. Now everything stopped, and her hair spilled ahead of her. Her cry became lost in the soil as she smacked against the dirt. Pain. Pain. Pain. She forgot that anything else existed. Then she heard the moans of her horse. She also heard the snapping of twigs as something crept towards her. The second sound came from the opposite direction. With a groan, she tried to rise up. The world spun. She wondered how long she had been lying there, and how badly she was hurt. But more importantly, what had happened? Horses were rarely so clumsy as to fall like that. She saw the beautiful white beast sprawled in the dirt some distance from her. Crimson blood rolled down its leg. A leather hand wrapped around her mouth and nostrils. A knee struck her between the shoulder-blades and pushed her back down. The pain was excruciating, but she couldnât scream. She couldnât even breathe. âFayr? Fayr!â Tears filled her eyes, blurring her vision. Even through the watery ripples, she saw the white shape of her brother riding closer. âCall to him.â The voice of her captor was as deep and grating as metal against stone. It also sounded muffled, as if he spoke through a mask. She wriggled and thrashed, but this only tightened his grip on her. He flung her around, pressing her back against the earth. He straddled her chest, and if she could have, she would have screamed with terror as she looked up at him. He was the same man she glimpsed running through the trees. He wore a tight suit of leather, and indeed it did glitter, but not because of any safra. It glittered because it was covered with metal spikes, small but sharp. A mask covered his face, shaped and painted to resemble a wolfâs. Through two small holes she saw his real eyes, glinting with a cruel shade of red. Cold metal pressed to her neck. This surprised her because he did not seem to be holding something as large as a knife. âCall him here, or you die now.â END OF EXCERPT *** ABOUT THE AUTHOR Jayden Woods is the authorâs pen name. She grew up on a farm in rural Tennessee, then pursued her dreams of film-making in Los Angeles. After receiving a BFA in Screenwriting from the University of Southern California and working on a primetime TV show, she decided to return to her original passion of writing novels. Since then she has lived in St. Louis with her wonderful husband and three beautiful pets, throwing all her will and energy into becoming a successful writer. www.jaydenwoods.com *** Click to Post
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