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I think it might actually be more about how Vi wants to escape her sense of guilt over Jinx saying Vi was the one who made her, and siding and staying close to Caitlyn allows her to do that. Caitlyn who allows her to just see Jinx as the enemy and allows her to put a barrier up against seeing her as her sister with their shared history so she doesn't have to confront her deeper feelings.
Even when she says, "...Especially when I'm the one who made her" while drinking in Piltover, it sounds like she's starting to feel guilty but also starting to question if she should feel guilty, and the fact that she's drinking as she says it shows that she wants to find any way possible to repress that guilt more than confront it.
And then at the end of Arc1 before the fight she already says she's "done blaming herself for" Jinx' mistakes, which, we don't know how long Caitlyn's team were carrying out their mission but the fact that we haven't really seen Vi overly struggling with a sense of culpability makes me think she is still trying to suppress her guilt and her feelings. She seems to be using Caitlyn as a shield against confronting complex emotions around Jinx in Arc1 and saying she's "done blaming herself" while still having Caitlyn close by as the shield against her guilt shows she hasn't really had a chance to confront those feelings in a real way.
When she says "We should cut the others loose" there is a part of her still wanting to protect her sister and wanting the fight to be personal, knowing it should be personal. And the fact that she looks Caitlyn in the face during that scene and says, "Tell me I'm wrong," shows how much she wants someone to tell her what to do and what to feel, how a part of her knows she's wrong but she isn't ready to take responsibility for what she's doing yet.
Idk man no matter how I spin it most overtones and undertones in Arc1 really do just portray Vi's actions as a lot more about being a lost puppy and needing to escape responsibility for a while and be led. She's insecure for all the reasons I've described before and doesn't know quite what to do. And maybe she is wanting to take it out on Jinx and fall back on the way Caitlyn hates her so she doesn't have to face her more complex feelings about her. Except allowing herself to be led by Caitlyn to escape her feelings over Jinx is what ends up leading her further down a wrong path and now she also has her actions as an enforcer to feel guilty about in Arc2. Like "You'll meet your fate on the road you took to escape it". Everything about Vi seems a lot like that saying. Actually that might just be the saying that sums her up best lol.
Then at the end of the fight she sees the humanity in her sister again when Isha (Powder's mirror) literally jumps between them, literally forcing Vi to see her and look at her, and so Vi's broken out of it, she can no longer distance Jinx from herself the way Caitlyn has been allowing her to; she can no longer just see Jinx as the enemy stranger. Emotional repression denied and now major breakdown incoming lol
#lrb I've thought about it but these are still my thoughts sorry#vi is soft and squishy and only human#and that's how i like her best *drool*#tasty marshmallow#vi#jinx#caitvi#vijinx#arcane
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⋆˚✿˖° mori girl summer ࿐ ࿔*:・゚
#‧₊˚❀༉‧₊˚. my diary ‧₊˚❀༉‧₊˚.#♡⋆⭒˚。⋆𐂂 my pics ♡⋆⭒˚。⋆𐂂#mori kei#mori girl#HEYYY ヾ( ˃ᴗ˂ )◞ • *✰#i haven't done one of these in a while lol#i was scrolling through my “”“old”“” coord posts and i thought “huh why not make another one”#SO I DID!!!!!#this is a veeeeeery light coord because it's so hot where i live#seriously i was sweating the ENTIRE DAY even though i was only wearing three layers in total#the mori gods look down upon me with shame (╥﹏╥)#but i love LOVE LOOOOOOOOVE this tunic#it's so light and soft and quirky#it fits mori so well (*ᴗ͈ˬᴗ͈)ꕤ*.゚
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MC finds a large sword in Solomon's room and picks it up.
MC: What’s this?
Solomon: That would be Excalibur.
MC: How did you get Excalibur?
Solomon: People are kind of impressionable. I just did a little magic and convinced them I was Merlin.
MC: Uh huh. Lemme guess, you’ve also got the holy grail stashed away somewhere.
Solomon: Er…
MC: Is this what you’ve been doing with your long life? Pilfering significant artifacts throughout human history?
Solomon: Of course not. I’m safekeeping magical objects so they don’t fall into the wrong hands.
MC: I think it’s too late for that.
Solomon: Ouch...
masterlist | Thank you for reading!
#haven't done one of these in a while#and I dunno the idea just came to me lol#ahh I'm thinking about Solomon a lot again#I love when he's bein a little shady~#nonsense posting#obey me#obey me nightbringer#obey me solomon#om solomon#obey me mc#om mc#obey me nonsense#misc scenario#misc writes
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been having cryle brainrot recently
#my art#art#south park#kyle broflovski#craig tucker#sp cryle#i haven't done one of these in a while & i think it shows#lol#not too proud about this tbh#but fuck it we ball
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@weylerweek2023┊day 6: black dahlia 🥀
#wednesday netflix#wednesday addams#tyler galpin#wyler#weyler#wednesday x tyler#weyler week 2023#my art#i've been so busy irl but desperately wanted to participate#a few days late LOL but i love doing angst pieces and it's been a while#haven't done one for this pairing which is a CRIME so here we are#tyler giving wednesday a black dahlia and the symbolism behind it still haunts me today
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Maladaptive daydreaming.
#daydreaming#maladaptive daydreaming#maladapting daydreaming disorder#maladaptive behaviors#maladaptive coping#dissociation#immersive daydreaming#dimond speaks#yeah so adding this to my list here lol#my therapist helped me realize i dissociate a LOT and the primary way i do it is through vivid daydreams#they usually happen at work but they also pop up if i'm having a bad day or... anytime really.#i've also come to the realization that i have at least one of these a day which is not good fgsjh#my therapist says they're not inherently bad especially since they do have a positive effect on my emotions (if its a good daydream)#but it's gotten to the point that it's affecting the way i work#and they can last for a LONG time too#i haven't timed them but i do know they've been over 30 minutes at work before#this is either due to ADHD autism PTSD or a mixture of the three lmao#weeeee#anyway. this post isn't really intended to be a vent post#it's more like a 'this is my experience' type post#it just kinda comes across as somewhat vent-y#but that was because i wanted to try and immerse the reader into what its like to have these daydreams#like mine look NOTHING like this but making it more generic would help others understand it#the void is the general dissociation from reality#then you emerge in the dream#i can feel things as if i'm there- the sun the wind and sometimes even physical touch#and i'll stay there until something snaps me out#strangely i can get my work done while i'm doing this- i just wont have any memory of doing so. it's like being on autopilot#anyway. I hope this post was helpful to someone out there#if you also maladaptive daydream YOU ARE NOT ALONE! it's valid and you're not 'faking' anything. it's a genuine trauma response.
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If your almost out of requests I'll send my second allowed one! Didn't want to send a second one at first though to give other people a shot lol
Howsabout.... something something Scriabin with the vibe from the song "This is Love" by Air Traffic Controller? If vibes from songs are allowed ofc xD
Day 13 - I know wrong, I know right, I just love to pick a fight
#My art#Requestober#Vargas#Scriabin#It's been a heck-while since I've done a Vargas song analysis!#The previous still holds true - I'm still very picky on listening to new music lol#It took a few run-ups to convince myself to listen but I can definitely see the Scriabin in it :)#And Nny but honestly the amount of carryover Scriabin and Nny songs have - I don't think either would be happy about it lol#There are a good handful of lines that work best with him tho especially about being combative haha#It's a bit funny - when I was originally sketching this down on paper I was like ''Huh looks kinda like his palette challenge piece''#Which if I haven't mentioned lately I am still out of my mind about it is literally So pretty#So drawing digitally I just kinda leaned into - as well as it ended up being a good art day so he's just Very Pretty here haha#Not so shockingly but I am still Very about Scriabin haha ♪ Handsome terrible lad ♥#It all worked out in the end :)#Also I just realized you broke the only-one-Vargas request rule! >:0#That's on me lol - I didn't realize until literally typing this up so you definitely get a pass#Still tho to everyone else! Keep an eye on the rules!
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this was my peak
#making fake posters was so fun i haven't made one in a year#mk11 johnny cage#johnny cage#credit me if you use these anywhere. i don't know why you would but i don't have them watermarked so#graphic design#mk11#mortal kombat#mortal kombat johnny cage#edit as of june 2024: someone actually used this im freaking out lol#making the citizen cage one was so fun because the bottom half of the poster was already done for me (mk 2021 teaser at the end)#AND THE LIGHTING#god i wanna go back#oh my goooodd and the 80s poster inspiration for the cage match one i want to vomit#looking at my past graphic design work while riding my own meat why are they so good
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has anybody else thought about how jk could easily manage sofia's parts of slow dance or is it just me?
#jikook#bts#everybody is working to insert jk in who where i just don't see it (other than the seven parallels)#and not talking much about what i see as WAY more obvious nods most especially in rebirth#like jm sings about wanting to be worthy of someone - maybe someone who just became a huge SOLO global popstar?#and mentions 'real love' - what was the name of that chapter in the bangtan book again?#and the feminine pronouns not present it's just the nebulous 'you' that in jimin songs often stands in for 'army'#(and one very specific 'fan' who has said he is ALSO army)#it's the 'i wanna be with you'#the answer for jk's 'i am still' with its unspoken additional 'still with you' layer#and then we get slow dance and we're back to the nebulous 'you' - on an island he-#oh wait what was that about a pair that traveled to an island? and filmed some stuff there that we'll see soon? hm#the reason this set me off though is the lines about 'cancelling my plans' to live to 'the tempo of our favorite song'#the falling deep into lines etc etc#because we know what happens when those two get together - they lose track of time everything else fades away#it's why they haven't done lives. why 'you and me' are 'up all night' why jm knows that as soon as jk is around#his self-discipline will crack and he'll fall into the pattern he tried to head off by separating from jk while making face#and we *know* jimin wrote on this song#frankly if he *hadn't* gotten a female feature everybody would be JUMPING on this song as a jikook anthem#the inclusion of sofia works perfectly - like hammering the pin back in a grenade#but i was reading those lines and thinking how high she went and going who else could sing this ...?#huh. who do we know of who can sing *anything*? and who has a range that can hit and blend with jimin's perfectly?#so. i dunno. y'all do your delulu the way that works for you and i will do my delulu my way lol#personally i think the eyes in the mv look like a screenshot from the love wins all mv but that's only me#i think the parallels with seven work more#and speaking of parallels (there are so many) i think this album was built to ensure jm is on equal footing with a certain someone#it's the commerciality of it - as though jm was like we will be together in this as well#when he seems not to be super interested in global domination but still 'special' enough to be on the same level with his love
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... why he sit like this
#in this position his face is extremely 'cartoon cat' shaped.. like the perfectly round cheeks and little#rounded bump of a snout.. big round eyes. etc. stretched over the arm of a chair like a weirdo#cats#It's still Hot Evil Summer time and I have so much to do so am just aimlessly hopping between various projects but not actually#getting anything done. as usual. Also so so so so tired. I almost fell asleep in the middle of the floor like 3 times today lol#Trying to finish some costume photos and also another poll adventure thing. plus I do really want to do a sculpture sometime#I haven't finished one in a while. Hopefully my tiredness is nothing bad.#Maybe I'm anemic again so that's making me tired. Or maybe it's just a Listless phase. not that I'm ever really THAT productive considering#all of the health problems and etc. always holding me back. but still. I'm not usually 'sleep or just stare at a wall literally all day' ty#e unproductive.. at least not for multiple days in a row so. hmm... Sometimes especially in the summer though I will have periods of time#that are listless like that. I am under low level phyiscal stress for months at a time due to summer heat so I guess it makes sense#that would eventually take a toll. I just have SO MANY THINGS I WANT TO DO!!!!! AAUUGhhh#I also came up with a new idea for a game that is so so cool and I wish I could make it but I have to finish the other one first lol#which I will NEVER do. if I spend all day just sleepy unfocused barely able to do anything#I also really need to sell some clothes and sculptures because I'll probably have to buy a new computer soon so I need money. (plus still#recovering the costs of having to euthanize my other cat.. wehh) There's nothing clearly wrong with it right now but it's getting gradually#slower and there's more weird glitches happening randomly and idk.. just weird things that make me think 'hmm... bad.. possibly.'#ANYWAY... I just have so much to do that I both REALLY want or need to do - so it's perpetually frustrating that I just can't for whatever#reason like. Time is always mving forward. every day I waste is a wasted day. The year is already almost half over. I havent finished#any of the projects I wanted to .. and there's only more and more things to do each day. It's overwhelming and stinky#and thats not even considering having to do all of my tasks also with the background noise of economic inequality. everything increasingly#going into an even scarier political direction. active climate change crisis. pandemic that still exists and is insane to act otherwise. et#etc. HOW am I supposed to solo make two whole games . write 3 book series. finish sculptures. do costumes. make outfits. game videos. make#stable network of social connections. do my little side crafts. take care of myself and cats. pay rent. manage health issues. keep a routin#.try to make some sort of money. go to doctors appointments. handle regular maintenance like cleaning and cooking and self care#and buying new plates when old ones break or etc. make sure to do other things like backup my computer data regularly. do shopping lists.#take care of plants. pursue like 6 different academic interests. do the other side side projects I have for fun (like music or carving avoc#ado pits). eat in a healthy way thats okay for my Special Health Issue diet. exercise so i don't die early. etc. etc. etc. AND all while it#82F in my apartment all the time and I have tiny income and also need to move to another country/climate somehow??? lol......#ANYWAY.. ..very frustrated today over my chronic Tired Sleepy.. time for Cat Photos - which cure all of life's ailments lol
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...K this is going to sound completely out of the blue, but this has been haunting me today —
#I have found a few things while googling but my results are inconclusive! <-(this might be because i am operating with very few braincells)#Has he ever consumed a fly on screen in any show or movie? Like#fully???#sidenote but this burning question has led me to the discovery that there is an entire wiki section titled 'MUPPETS EATING OTHER MUPPETS'#...anyway do not be concerned my brain is just in a weird headspace because I haven't properly left my room since thursday morning lol#and obviously i'm going to stay isolated until i'm better!#in the meantime I will have muppet thoughts apparently#hmmm muppet au#...oh god. has anyone done a 'bsd where everything is the same but Dazai is a muppet'?#because that would be glorious#or wait#going by muppet movie logic I guess it would have to be one human with an entire cast of muppets so —#who would the human be???#oh no oh NO hold on wait—#what if all ability users are muppets#and Dazai's ability is 'NO LONGER MUPPET' and he can poke people and turn them into full humans#HELP#senhart rambles#polls#i do not know what else to tag this with so i simply shall not
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Zoro and Luffy live action said Zolu truthers aren't wrong and I said thanks
#the chemistry between all these cast members bro#they're all dating? real?#one piece#this is how you do casting correctly bc they ARE all in love with luffy a little bit#I'm honestly amazed by these guys fr#luffy in manga/#is the cooler luffy but live action luffy is SO CUTE I WANT TO CRY#idk what happened w my tags there#but ughhrhhhghhh I actually rly like how they've done the live action#I haven't finished yet tho busy life#I've got two episodes to go#and then I guess I'm waiting around for season two huh 😭#I'm in love with everyone so far and I love the casting choices#the costuming is a bit... I know they're trying to follow manga outfit rules but! i rly prefer the outfits they've designed just for the#live action!#i love seeing everyone changing clothes man it's sick#i want to draw fanart but I need to finish first bc I don't want to be spoiled lol#anyway I'm a zolu truther and zoro dying while luffy is being all sad and self-doubty only to wake up to console him wow my soul ascended
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I normally don't vague post about other people (and I'm not really here, even) but someone in the tag suggested that Jack would make a better Team Leader than Yusei and it made me realize something, in part, about why people think that Yusei is boring.
tl;dr: Yusei isn't boring; he was written as the MC in the wrong genre.
See, Shonen protagonists typically have the following personality traits: loud, brash, hot-headed, sometimes abrasive. Yusei is none of those things, and Jack is ALL of them. Which, I'm sure, is what led that person to say that Jack would make the better leader and what leads so many people (who are mostly only fans of Shonen anime) to say that Yusei is boring. He doesn't fit their expectations of what a Shonen protag is supposed to look like, therefore he's boring.
But the thing is, if you popped him into, say, a Slice of Life, he'd be perfectly at home (well...except for the Trademark YGO Hair anyway) and well-loved by the fan base. I can say this with fair certainty because I've at least never seen anyone say that Natsume Takashi (Natsume's Book of Friends) is boring in any way, and honestly the two of them have very similar temperaments. The difference is, obviously, the genre of their respective stories.
Slice of Life allows for its protags to be softer-spoken, more reserved; Shonen often does not.
It's time people stopped saying that Yusei is boring and just admit that they like loud, brash characters as opposed to quiet ones, and that Yusei just doesn't fit what they expect from a Shonen protagonist.
He's not boring; he was just written for the wrong genre.
#not to mention that sol actually allows for exploration of trauma but that's another story lol#oh also for the record: jack would NOT make a better team leader#loud brash hotheaded and abrasive are NOT traits that make a good team leader#i could make a whole post solely about that but i won't haha#it doesn't mean i dont like jack btw#i love jack!#...but that doesn't mean i think he would make a good leader#anyway#yugioh 5ds#yusei fudo#also before someone comes for my head and starts listing off shonen with reserved mcs#i'm sure not ALL of them fit the description above#i haven't seen every shonen every made#what i CAN say is that of the ones i've seen the mcs usually fit at least TWO of the four traits listed#this also isn't anything against shonen! i like a good shonen once in a while!#i'm just saying there are differences in genre here (which. should be obvious. but this is tumblr. so gotta cover my bases lol)#and different genres have different character tropes#and yusei as the mc does not fit those character tropes#so for people who love that character trope then yeah a character who doesn't fit it isn't going to be interesting to you personally#okay at this point i have an additional essay in the tags so i'm done lol
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The rag rug is awesome! How is it done?
Thanks! The short answer is that it's a braided rag rug, using the braid-as-you-go method. Basically, this tutorial. I am not trying very hard to make sure the strips of fabric are the same size, and I'm not minding the edges of the fabrics being exposed. I'm also using the no-sew method of joining more strips of fabric as I go, and just kind of having fun with it? So far it's turning out well!
#ask away!#graaaaceeliz#wait I just realized my other rug in progress could also be considered a rag rug#I haven't posted about that one in a while though so I'm assuming you mean the braided one#someone suggested I could turn it into a basket#and I have done that with the sewn-and-batting version I've made before#but this rug has zero structural integrity#it's very soft and floppy and could not support itself enough to be a basket#so I will find a place for it to be a rug lol
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hmmmmmmm ngl kinda think i wanna make a werewolf cowboy :3c
#sims 4#people who've followed me for long enough are probably wondering: do i want to make the sully family in sims#and the answer is hECK YEAH I DO#especially since they finally had the major baby update a while ago hohohoooooo *grabby hands*#BUT the main reason i haven't done it yet is cuz it's gonna take a loooooot of cc to make them look nice#much of which i'm probably gonna have to make or modify myself#so i just haven't been up for all that yet#ONE DAY THOUGH#but in the meantime werewolf cowboy sounds fun also :3c#haven't played in a hot minute cuz i've been busy with other stuff but i wanna try the new horse pack lol
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"Miss You" by Sweetbox. Somewhat inspired by how one of the Buffy writers said that she thought one of the reasons Buffy and Angel really resonated with people in season three, was how even though they truly loved each other, that still wasn't enough to make it work for them. And sometimes that is the case with real life relationships too, of course.
#it's also just because i think the song fits them. and weirdly enough. as much as i love bangel. i have a hard time finding songs that i#think work for them#even though this isn't my favorite song in the world and really took me back to some of my cringe-y high school days (that are far too long#ago now). oh well. lol#and of course i think bangel makes it work in the future;)#bangel#buffy the vampire slayer#song edits are fun and i haven't done one in a while and this was nice. especially my first one for bangel#-needs to do more song edits-#it was also nice to do something for bangel again (my first of the year) because i've so been wanting to. i just didn't know what but i've#had this idea for a while and finally decided to make it:)#edit#mine#my work#shanna's various forms of art#song edit#picture edit#manip#buffy summers#angel#buffy and angel#i was also thinking of using some comic scenes for these but i didn't need to and you know what? i think i prefer it that way oc#and i even still used a few scenes here that i don't think people use very often which is cool
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