#i haved a tinnitus :3

[elkritchhorror]

im living the free trial of my new spotify account to the ground

its like soundcloud right now i love it

[martyrbat]

batman: shadow of the bat #0

[ID: a flashback of the outside of Wayne Manor at night. A narration box (unrelated to the scene) reads, “Ya think he's got a guardian angel, or somethin'?” Inside the manor, Leslie Thompkins and Alfred Pennyworth are talking in regards of young Bruce Wayne. They sit in a magnificent library at a small table as Bruce sits at his own desk that's across the room and has his face buried in a book. Alfred reassures her, “— Worried about him, Doctor Thompkins? I can assure you there's no need! Master Bruce has the manor to live in — myself to look after him — the best education money can buy—”. Leslie cuts Alfred off before he can continue rambling out more examples. She tells him, “It's what he doesn't have that bothers me, Alfred. Friends — hobbies — the kind of life a normal teenager looks forward to. He spends all his time in the gym, or here reading. I don't think he ever recovered from his parents' death.” We're shown Bruce, now in a close-up and able to see the book he's reading is titled ‘Lip Reading For Beginners’. Bruce peers over the book intensely as Leslie continues to express her rightful concern, “He almost seems obsessed!” END ID]

[laurelindebear]

I've been very unwell today and my queue is pretty short at the moment, so I might go quiet for a bit. Honestly I might end up in hospital again. I've been struggling for awhile and it's gotten worse, and I'm about past my limit of managing.

Take care of yourselves. xo

[fennthetalkingdog]

I'm just figuring out how important music is in my life! This is coming from a long while trying to cut down on my music use, mostly because I was listening to it so much that it felt more like I couldn't do anything without popping in some earbuds, and partially because of other personal reasons. Some of my routines changed, forcing me to not listen to music while doing certain things, and it ended up becoming that besides working on homework or drawing, I didn't listen to music at all. But I've given myself a break today since I have nothing to do and since, for reasons, I'm feeling just a lil crappy today—and boy, I'm starting to realize again just why I love music!!

I love the diverse music taste I've developed over the years! My family is not only big about music but big about listening to it loud, so the majority of my music taste for most of my life has just been Christian hiphop (Lecrae, KB, Andy Mineo, Trip Lee, and ironically Tonex, whose album where he was struggling hard with his gayness has been my favorite concert movie since I was 5) and gospel music (Kirk Franklin, Tye Tribbett, etc.). And music was one of the few connections between me and my race (I grew up feeling pretty estranged from my blackness as a kid, but the popular songs they played at the YMCA in the 2010s were some of the few things I could use to feel more connected) and between me and my classmates/friends at the Y (I still have fond memories of playing FNAF songs in mat forts and reciting lyrics at pool parties). But I got tired of knowing I could never bond with anyone besides family friends music taste-wise when I was in high school, and so I started listening to secular music on my own time. And that's how I first found Ghost and Pals, a vocaloid artist and one of the first secular music folks I listened to as a kid (can you smell the religious trauma yet? Lol), and that's how I bonded with one of my best friends in early college (ironically, also my first time being publically queer). Now I listen to Kpop, anime songs, songs from warriors MAPs, songs from musicals (Hamilton and In the Heights <3), latin songs, metal songs, and even some secular songs young me would've been too scared to listen to.

And music has always been one of my biggest sources of stimming! I can't dance to save my life, but music will sure get me to flick my fingers and hit my fist against my shoulder furiously. Music was one of the first clues that I like stimming with vibration too (since I love laying against the car door and turning up the music loud enough to feel the world shake around me). And music was one of the first things that made me look into ADHD or autism (specifically, listening to Ghost and Pals songs for a month straight and getting my friend at early college [who also has ADHD] to start looking at me funny when I was discovered doing chores and listening to one of three songs for the fifth time). Music is so cool it'll get me to wax poetically. It was one of the things that kept me together during my roughest times and soothed me during my best. I listen to it while I write, while I cry, while I hang out with my friends and family and while I chill by myself. It's how I relax after a long day, and it's how I feel safe. I feel kinda emotional finally having music hit that spot in me without feeling like I need it to do stuff.

[vancruejovi]

GOD dude my tinnitus is so LOUD right now why????? It’s making my lil autism/adhd goblins that live in my head VERY upset :(

[tittyinfinity]

it's crazy finding out you're autistic as an adult bc then you start to notice the ways it affects you and has affected you throughout life

and then it becomes a hyperfixation bc you're like "omg this makes so much sense now" and you start feeling a bit better about yourself knowing that there's an explanation to everything

[bittersweetstargazer]

NEW TXT ALBUM IN TWO DAYS!!!! how r we feeling folks

[theglitchmaster]

I was recently diagnosed with Hypermobile EDS and the more I read about it the more the random annoying "quirks" of my meat suit start to add up:

Like... fuck man

[repugaytion]

hiiii besties, in about 1 week I will be attending the Eras Tour (ahhhh!!) so wondering if anyone wants to share their experiences with the volume of the concert?

[naivety]

pulsatile tinnitus worst thing to ever happen to a girl who isn't a girl

[floral-hex]

I just get so tired of waking up every day and having to claw my way up to some emotional baseline

[lifelesspainting]

One of my forms of tinnitus sounds like a mosquito from a moderate distance which is annoying WHEN THERE IS ALSO AN ACTUAL MOSQUITO IN THE ROOM THAT YOU'RE TRYING TO FIND

[haunthouse]

i have a stuffy nose and one of my ears got clogged up somehow to the point that i can barely hear out of it so basically i'm dying. in the event of my death i'd like to bequeath my zine collection to the nearest little free library + my capes to the nearest cool lesbian in need of a cool swishy cape. the rest of my shit can go wherever

[kleosvarietyblog]

i WILL blast psycroptic in my ears at FULL FUCKING VOLUME and YOU CANNOT STOP ME

“in-ear headphones are bad for your hearing” actually they’re perfect because the music is inside of you

[pretty-princelyy]

I feel I should rlly update my pinned post but hg......effort.......

[glimmerclouddragon]

It was kinda scary to suddenly have my left eye being partly blurry and see a flashing worm like creature that was build up by many triangles. I swear I though all my concussions I had got during my years in the soccer field would come back to haunt me in form of fucking my vision up or something.

Turned out that it disappeared when I rubbed my eye 2-3 times.