#i have to have a nurse hold my hand
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Wish me luck, I'm off to get stabbed with a needle into my ankle joint, twice 😭
#waaahhhh#im always a big baby when it comes to pain#and this really really hurts#i have to have a nurse hold my hand#as i ugly snot cry on the table#urgh and its a hail mary anyway#the last time i had this injection i had zero results from it#so this is just to rule it out completely#next step is fuseing the joint#which i dont really want to have to do either#arthritis sucks#chronic pain sucks
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Disinfectant and Band-Aids
“S-Stop making fun of me, idiot Gon!”
Gon shifts Killua so he’s holding him with one arm and carefully slips some of his hair behind his ear.
“I’d never. I just know how worried you get about them, pumpkin. But I promise every kid has to eat dirt at least once.”
Killua sniffs, rubbing his arm under his nose.
“I-I know… it’s just…”
Gon hums and presses a kiss to Killua’s forehead.
Killua’s so sweet.
“I promise I’ll try my best to make sure at least none of the kids in my class are consuming glue!"
“G-Gon!”
#;windy’s stuff#gonkillu#hxh#hunter x hunter#gon#killua#gon x killua#KI IS THE SWEETEST CUTEST EVER MY HEART CANNOT 😭😭🤧🤧🤧🤧🤧#CUTE POUTY KI WAHHHHHH#K-Ki shyly wanting Gon to pick him up always is AHHHHH#SCHOOL NURSE KI NURSE KI NURSE KI WAHHHHH#HES THE SWEETEST SOUL I AHHHHHHHHHHHHH#HIS PRECIOUS CUTE SMILE HES SO SWEET 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🤧🤧🤧🤧🤧🤧#ITS ABOUT TIME FOR ANOTHER NURSE KI I HAVE DONE TWO EDITS SO NOW THERE ARE TWO FICS HES SO PRECIOUS OMG MY HEART 🤧🤧🤧🤧#I CAN ONLY THINK OF HOW PRECIOUS HE IS#HOLDS KI IN THE PALM OF MY HANDS#KI IS SO PRECIOUS#KI WOULD ALSO BE PERFECT AS A PARTY PRINCESS HE IS A PRINCESS 🥺🥺🥺🤧🤧🤧#GONKI AHHHHHHHHHH#WAHHHHHH 🤧🤧🤧🤧🤧🤧#I TINY KI TINY KI GRIPING THE BACK OF GONS COLLAR WITH HIS TINY FINGERS#HIM PUFFING OUT HIS CUTE LITTLE CHEEKS#SLAMS HANDS DOWN ON TABLE#G-Gon carrying Ki with one arm 🥺🥺🥺#SIZE DIF GKKK 🥺🥺🥺#T-TINY KI#SOBBING RN
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last night i was poking around in my mouth as u do and i reached back where i had always felt this hard thing w my tongue for awhile now but was like ah maybe it's just like. my gums being inflamed in the back or smthn BUT,, no i poked that thing with my fingernail n it is a tooth that is a whole ass wisdom tooth
#NO WONDER... MY JAW IS IN PAIN ALMOST ALL THE TIME.... HUH..#i wonder if that period where i literally couldnt move my jaw from the pain for like a week was when it was emerging#otherwise the pain is like not awful. not bad enough it's noticeable u know im used to it i have so many aches n pains in my body naturally#like my entire head has a constant ache. if u touch my cheekbones ill drop my head like a cat into ur hand dude it is .#it's like the most relieving ache . like u have just lifted a massive weight off my shoulders. and it's been that way since i was a kid#i think i googled if thats what it was before n they were like no if it were your wisdom tooth youd know :) it would hurt u so bad#which i despise btw because this means nothing to me BHJAH.... like they said the same thing when i broke my foot the nurse that did intake#i was a kid & she was like dont worry if it were broken youd know and you wouldnt have walked in here on it ... fellas . it was broken#& i could never see anything when i looked in the mirror#but it's just because it's slightly covered by like swollen gums back there which i always thought was just because i chewed too hard#but.#no i guess it;s because something was erupting like an alien#i used my lil pokey tool to squish em out of the way and i can see it#it's so weird just having a tooth u know u shouldnt#like i . i want to just grab it i want to just hold it in my hand#why does it have to be so securely in place whihc is something i wouldnt never say for my other teeth HJBA#i am not going 2 have it removed any time soon im .#i have wanted to go to the dentist my whole life but i am too scared#esp w the damage from my ed and depression im so embarrassed#i honestly want to though#there is nothing that would make me feel more like an actual person then to just. get a cleaning#get my maintenance done LMAO#i do my best at home but u kno#i use an electric spinning toothbrush i floss i use mouthwash i do it all 2 try n handle what damage there already is#but it still would do wonders for my mental health and oral health#apparently partial impactions which is what i have can be really bad n get infected so . aha...h. 👍:).. ..h.
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same nervous anon from earlier anddd i graduated!! idk why i was scared i was totally fine lmaosl im the queen of overreacting. anyways im officially a graduate and i got SUMMA CUM LAUDE HELL YEAH
hello, baby!!!!! first of all, i just want to say...
cONGRATU-FUCKING-LATIONS, MY LOVE!!!!!
graduating is no easy feat, seriously. i am so fucking proud of you, i was so excited to finally have enough time to answer this because i am so happy that my face hurts from SMILING SO BIG!!!! :DDD
you did the damn thing!!! like i know that at points it was really hard, but you powered through it and i am so excited for you to start this new chapter of your life and see what life has in store for you. <3
i am glad your culmination went smoothly because hooooly fuck, chaperoning the culmination from my school was HELL ON EARTH, hoooooly shit. parents are so entitled and so mean to me like yeah, okay maam, i'm sorry that you are sitting in the fourth row and you wanted to sit in the front row, SO DID EVERY OTHER FUCKING FAMILY HERE TOLD, like i don't care how much you donate to the school???? i didn't make the damn seating chart, yell at the WALL!
it was...oh my god. i still get flashbacks, bro.
but AGAIN I AM SO PROUD OF YOU!!!!
CONGRATULATIONS!!!!
and congratulations to all my friends in school or not, whatever you are doing, and however well or not well you think you are doing, know you are very loved and i am very, very proud of you.
sorry, i haven't been around...again, if you were dying during finals week, so am i because i am GIVING THOSE FINALS when teachers decide to rage quit and take their vacations early like??? thanks so much, legend! it's not like i...you know...have never ran your class before and i have to comfort nervous students WHO AREN'T MINE?
but yes, mwah mwah mWAH! i love you guys, i posted a very lame ask meme finally after 73093740934 years and i'm sorry, but because i am so busy i may go dark randomly and come back. the posting is slow goings and i am worried about how stressful working summer camp will be ( though, i am stoked for the structure ) but if you're on the struggle bus, its the hello kitty bus and i'm driving.
which unfortunately is not great news...
because i can't drive.
anyways! cheers! mazel! <3333
-uncle nina, grinning ear to ear
#EVERYONE SAY CONGRATULATIONS!!!!!#WOW I AM SO HAPPY FOR U MY LOVE#YOU DID SO WELL I AM SO PROUD OF YOU#YAYAYAYAYAYAY#sorry it took so long to respond like i said i have been up to my eyeballs giving finals and covering classes and doing papers#i will say that two days ago i had MY FAVORITE WORK DAY EVER because i spent all day with the kinders it was so so nice#they are so cute we did so much fun stuff MY ANGELS#but yes very very very proud of you and im proud of all of you regardless of what ur doing its enough and its perfect#i am working on posting but i really am so tired and stressed so its hard ive been trying to put out that ask meme since yday#i was writing it on my breaks it was hell smh so#its slow but i am working#i also am shamelessly taking breaks bc i got addicted to watching that guy that does the impression of the filipino nurse#BECAUSE HE SOUNDS JUST LIKE MY DAMN LOLA#OH MY GOD AND MY MOM SOMETIMES SO FUNNY#THE HAYSUSMARYOSEP IS SOOOOO REAL IM IN TEARS#never having a filipino stan is my curse i would be so funny#sorry random sidebar BUT LET ME COOK A LITTLE but also i really need to rest bc i am very tired#if you sent me a message please know i saw it i dont have octopus arms i cant hold everyones hand but i am trying okay#also i hope yall like my lore post i think its cute asf
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why is march like this
#not even 2 weeks in im so fucking tired of this#didn't get any sleep last week#and it's not looking like I'll get much this week#the only thing keeping me sane is the 2 crushes im nursing (deliberately cultivating#even tho i don't expect anything to happen. purely bc having crushes is a really low effort distraction method)#im so !!!!!!!#i need to hold hands with my best friend but she's in a DIFFERENT COUNTRY#fuck march man fr#jan and feb were fine !!#to be.txt
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I feel dead
#IT HURT SO BAD OMG OMG#i was crying even before i got it done i was so scared#luckily the woman who got us to have the vaccination let me hold her hands as i was injected#and the nurse was nice as well#but omg that was scary#it still stings 😭😭#my head hurts but only on the right side where i got it done#anyway im home now cause i feel really dizzy#funnily enough only some of the boys felt sick n none of the girls#which is also weird given im the only Secret Third Option™ (trans) person in my year and i felt like shit too
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I rememeber seeing a minedai comic you made where mine was looking for daigo (based off the rggo story) and the guy mine asked looked exactly like adachi from persona 4 i can’t tell if that was intentional or not now knowing that you were an adachi fan LMAO
[comic in question]
it was 1000% intentional and i giggle and kick my feet whenever people point it out
#snap chats#i need to redraw that comic so i make mine look more deranged#like PLEAAASSEE my favorite part about being an illustrator is that i can put whoever wherever i want#like whenever i have to draw a nurse i just draw uehara from p4 even if it dont add up chronologically fvjerlLVJAEL#best part is that im like. .2% valid in that not only are they both sega ips but theyve referenced each other and crossovered before#or at least persona's referenced rgg i cant remember if its ever been the other way around but i digress#its funny holding p4's hand while being into rgg yk what im saying cause i end up just thinkin bout how these things can crossover
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dad wont let me be excited about my new wounds which he attributes to the horrors >:(
#man wont let me be happy.#at least. i think he attributes it to the horrors. yeah im pretty sure#BUT ITS NOT.#genuinely all the wounds i have these days are accidental.#sure. im more prone to wounds but thats just because i have a restless and wreckless soul.#and i am admittedly also. not normal about wounds.#but that is LITERALLY not any different than from before the horrors started. so >:P#sillyposting#anyway *twirls hair* lemme talk about my wound >:3#okay so first one today was while prepping condiments. weve gotta put them in tiny tubs for the guests#and somehow. the pumping hold-onto-thingy. caught the hand-part of the thumb.#which was really annoying bc this was at the START of my shift and bandaids refused to stick (bc high movement)#anyway that one is pretty cool but not. serious.#neither is the next one but =w=b#ANYWAY the next one....#idk i was putting away a glass to be cleaned and. it exploded a little. whoops. no clue how.#but it nagged a part of my finger pretty hard.#so. ofc. blood. whatever. gotta go wash it off!!#i go. wash it off. and then i let the water stream from the same direction i was cut from. and i YELLED.#the water revealed part of the wound that was still concealed from me. namely. the part under the skinflap the glass had created.#so i got direct water into a relatively deep and fresh wound. yayy#we have someone thats in college for like. nursery or summ so she helped me put a bandaid on =w=b how nice.#so!! back to work i go!! absolutely not minding my finger and just going about. but then..... i look down again.#and blood is pearling trough the bandaid. trought the multiple layered bandaid.#back to nurse girl we go. o7#new bandaid and some gauge this time. ok =w=b#anyway yeah not much else but this is pretty awesome rn if i do say so myslef.#i hope it scars but :/ since its in high movement....#idk#=w=b
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i stabbed myself with a pencil by accident over 10 years ago but the marks still there on my palm this is gonna follow me to the grave isnt it
#raise your hand if youve ever been stabbed by a pencil 🙋#actually if you have do you still have the mark too bc mine hasnt faded at All#i remember it happened during school so i had to go to the office#and apparently there was some rule where the nurses werent allowed to cut into us lol#so these ladies just ended up handing me an honest to god scalpel and sat there and watched as i picked the lead out of my palm with it#so ik the lead chunk isnt actually in my skin anymore but i guess i got a free tat from it anyway AJSHDGFH#txt#im pretty sure the reason i got it in the first place was because i tried to clap my hands to stim while i was. holding a pencil . 💀
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You shouldn't have to go to work if you have a horrible terrible dream of one of your worst fears right before you get up thats what I think
#dreamt of working first and then got news that omi was dying and i thought she was already dead but then my mom told me the 'pills shed#taken' may not have even took affect yet so she was dying alone#so i ran to the hospital and found her holding a nurses hand saying 'thanks for riding this out with me' and. Basically i took over#kept her distracted tried to keep her calm#watched her die like went through all of that onky for her to shoot back up crying asking me to wait it out with her#and then i woke up and now i feel like my brains on fire#what an awful thing to dream of first thing wow
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well gang. i now have pericarditis & myocarditis because of covid. i have to take eight new medications so i don't have a heart attack & die
#rj speaks#tw covid#all the nurses today thought i WAS having a heart attack because my symptoms mimicked one exactly & man. it is really scary watching#medical professionals panic & rush to attach clips to you & hold your hand#had to get an injection in my stomach too :(
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got my blood drawn today and it was really exciting!!
#god knew id be having wayy too much fun if i was medically fit for donating blood#the nurse was really skilled tbh probably the best i've ever seen and i've had my blood drawn a Lot over the past 10 years#and she handed me the empty vials to hold for her convenience because there was a lot more of them than usually!! it was fun#also really enjoyed looking at my blood :3
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#killua#hxh#hunter x hunter#killua zoldyck#hxh killua#killua hxh#;windy’s edit#Thanos meme#FINE ILL DO IT MYSELF#KI IN CUTE HAS PINK NURSE OUTFIT KI IN CUTE PINK NURSE OUTFIT 😭😭😭😭🥺🥺🥺🙏🤲😤🤧🤧🤧#KI WORKING FOR LEORIO FOUND FAMILY AHHHH#KI IS SWEET 😭😭😭🥺🥺🤧🙏🙏😤 soul#Ki is a healer okay?!#Gon coming in like yeah I have a tiny cut just to see Ki YES YES 😭😭😭🥺🙏🤧🤲 calls Ki cute yes yes 🥺😭😤🙏🤧🤲#Gon gently taking Ki’s hand and helping him walk home becuz it’s dark YES YES YES 😭🥺🙏🤧🤲#THE GK IDEAS#BETTER YET GON CARRYING KI HOME CUZ KIS FEET WOULD HURT AFTER AAHHHH GON CARRYING KI#KI IS SO CUTE 😭😭😭😭🥺🥺🥺🙏🤧🤲#Look at himmmmmm LOOOOK#🤲🤲🤲🤲🤲 holds in the palm of my hands#HES SO TINY AND CUTE#WHO WOULDNT WANT A CUTE KI NURSE DOING THEIR CHECK UP#HIS CUTENESS WOULD ERASE ALL PROBLEMS#Pretty BABEY 😭🥺🤲#KIS POUT IS SO CUTE 😭😭😭😭🥺🥺🤲🤲🤲🙏🤧 PRECIOUS
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oh to be a nursing student while also neglecting my studies to play baldurs gate
#anyway i can insert foley catheters now#im lying btw i take my nursing stuff serious so theres no negligence on any part#all the while thinking of my dwarf man and astarion holding hands#theyre keeping me sane i think and i have a better study ethic bc of it#i need a better sleep schedule though thats the downside to bg3
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I literally had a dream about reading the worst fan fiction like fucking ever kiryu was just randomly a yandere and nishiki was trying his best to survive also kiryu turned into a dragon (deez nuts) halfway and let nishiki kill him for being a bad boy but he was so upset about having to kill his bro that he just lay in the corpse for a bit and thats when i decided to stop reading and i literally opened tumblr in my dream to complain about how bad it was like the writing went back and forth from being terrible to incredible and i found myself enjoying some parts and despising others. I skipped the first few chapters so i had to tab back out and read the summary like why are they in a beach resort and the summary didnt just tell me nothing but it was also double spaced between each line and very fucking irritating and while reading it i kept thinking this is extremely ooc and boring like they would not fucking say that
#Listen to my problems#i cant stress enough that i dont even ship them why did i read a sex fic about kiryu and nishikiyamer#like i believe they are the bestest of friends forever and ever and like as hotblooded young men growing up together they must have tried a#few sex moves on each other at least once but i dont think they see each other as romantic prospects. like unlike majima and saejima#(seajima) who are literally together all the time and will never travel anywhere without the other unless its to prison. kiryu and nishiki#have this understanding that eventually theyll have to part ways and find their own path. while they would always remain in each others#hearts and thoughts they knew that they couldnt be holding hands forever and besides they have to focus on getting kazama to the top not#each other !! so nishiki was very happy that kiryu was getting his own family soon even if it meant that kiryu was getting ‘ahead’ of him#and kiryu who can accept consequences for himself but no one else was just like um ... well nishiki please give me the gun and take yumi#your sister needs you or whatever <3 i am definitely expendble and prison life is for me yayy yayyyy i love going to jail so nobody can talk#to me ever again. i keep asking myself how difficult it would have been for kiryu to just pop in by the hospital every now and then to check#in on nishikis sister. its not like he cant take care of her. its not like he doesnt know how to earn money. he just straight up thinks that#nishiki is better than him so he should be the one to get locked up ... because nishiki can take care of yumi and i straigh up forgot his si#sisters name and reina and kazama without him. and nishikis like damn i wish kiryu was here so bad (looks at his wwkd bracelet) hm think ill#go insane. i literally forgot what my original point was but that fic was so bad guys im so glad it doesnt exist#in it kiryu was trying his best to keep nishiki in one place and he kept being very. well kiryu was just kiryu but he kept apologising#saying things like you cant leave yet ... and looking at him with his big sad eyes and nishiki would always be like f-fine ... (he doesnt#like it here) also nishiki was one hell of a princess type and had a nurse costume on at some point which means the yakuza server nishiki#propoganda is working on me. very weird. love the part when kiryu was randomly a big dragon because he utterly filled the hallways of their#little beach shack and his scales were nice and soft and he was lovely. little guy
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to quote tumblr user crayoncloudcat, the "dickish entity" you speak of has returned. i can't sleep. my precious sims are distracting me though, that's fun
#random thoughts#and. yes. i wanted to go to the nurse's office earlier today. ending the era of cowardice!#but uh. she was in a meeting with the principal. i did not know this#so i. couldn't concentrate in class and. i got so worked up over wanting to go see her. practicing the words and shit#i felt like i couldn't even speak anymore. hard to breathe and shit. this only made things worse for me of course#i started twirling my pencil around and taking deep breaths because. i don't know. i was practically hyperventilating over smth so stupid#of course my wrist hurt so i switched hands. and then class ended. i went to see the nurse. she was not there. i was still nervous as hell#my hand was still shaking. it got so bad i couldn't stop it. it was banging against my desk in class and everything. awkward as hell#my friend had to hold my hand to keep it from moving. it was kinda like those head twitches i used to have quite often#mh. what is wrong with me. why does my body hate me. agh#i want a hug. i want someone to hug me. my dad never does. it's weird. i don't know. touch starved shit (':
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