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bay area mikey does that one tiktok trend.
splinter isnāt a great father for awhile, he gets better but mikey is his #1 hater
#mikey my beloev#i have sooo much planned for them#shout out to parentified older siblings ( me)#tmnt#teenage mutant ninja turtles#tmnt iteration#tmnt fan iteration#tmnt fanart#leonardo hamato#raphael hamato#michealangelo hamato#donnatello hamato#hamato yoshi#tmnt mikey#tmnt donnie#tmnt leo#tmnt raph#tmnt splinter#bay area raph#bay area mikey#bay area splinter#bay area leo#bay area donnie#tmnt bay area#teenage mutant ninja turtles bay area#my art#bay area art
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#river dipping#theodore doe#matthias evanoff#a burning house to live in#echthroi#ts4#ts4 edit#simblr#ts4 screenshots#theo i hope you're having the most insane birthday sex rn i hope it's ******** and ***** and ***'** **** *** **** ***** :)<3#sorry i put off making your birthday edit for so long that i had to pivot and post this edit instead of the one i wanted </3#...very funny how similar this is to that LAST render i posted... well so WHAT!! if i think matthias looming is sexy!!#this is based on a photo that everyone was drawing their ocs as so really it's not MY fault he's back there clinging and being a freak#actually if y'all want this pose lmk... i'll share it but fyi it's only meant to be seen from the waist up and idk how it'd look#on a sim that doesn't have the same muscle mass and like. bulk. that matthias has......................................#just got rock hard after typing that... anyway.#HAPPY BIRTHDAY THEO <333333333 LOVE YOU SO MUCH I PROMISE I'M GONNA KEEP WORKING ON THE //ACTUAL// BIRTHDAY EDIT!! like .#posted abt this on the sideblog but the real edit i have planned for him is making me lose my fucking gourd#and it'll probably take me :))) a few more days to figure out#expect a depressing theo-as-a-teenager edit eventually tho. with writing!! accompanying it!!#matthias's face has changed again btw š i redid it almost immediately after i posted that first render attempt so he looks DIFFERENT!!#i posted screenshots of him in cas just the other day on my other acc and he looks so good in them i might post them here too#oh and!! this edit looks massively different than my last because this screenshot was taken with a new preset i made specifically for#the real birthday edit i'm working on... it's a hallway scene so i figured out depth and density to get this really cool fog effect#i'm really excited for it!! in my head the way it looks makes me crazy but idk if i can pull it off properly. but like i WAS SAYING!!#new preset is sooo sexy after i post this i'll reblog with the before and after to show you how good it looks even w/o any editing#like. the colors....... literally have always wanted a preset like this i'm so glad i spent yesterday fucking around with it#ALSO!! i've been doing those oc/ship dynamic templates for fun recently so i might post a few of them here soon#realize i'm rambling so much in these tags bc i haven't been here in forever kfjnkfjhn ummmmm. let me stop.#EVERYONE WISH THEO HAPPY BIRTHDAY RIGHT NOW š«µā¼
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Chilchuck analysis speedrun: As a hardworking half-foot who grew up poor and discriminated against and had his gullibility taken advantage of multiple times in his early adventuring days, Chilchuck thinks optimism is a dangerous flaw. Heās stressed and strict all the time because his job is noticing details like traps that could get everyone killed before anyone knows it, he takes the lives of everyone to be on his shoulders, and with the way he speaks about it that probably partly reflects how he felt about taking it upon himself to provide for his family too. His lifeās always been pretty centered around work and has become even moreso now that his wife left and everyone is independent, and due to past events heās very iffy with bonding with coworkers. He thinks feelings and job are a disaster mix. Like with his wife or with parties hiring him as sacrifice, being open or having good faith is vulnerability which can get you hurt, so he processes and shows all his stress as anger instead of worry. Doing strict dieting probably isnāt helping the irritability what with hunger, and on top of being a hunger suppressant alcohol might be the main stress reliever he has.
His grey hairs are so earned
#Chilchuck tims#dungeon meshi#analysis#HAPPY CHILCHUCK DAY#You know what yeah understandable have a good day#Alcohol be a ticket straight to chilling out town I suppose#Spoilers#dungeon meshi manga spoilers#Thinking on if I should split my family masterpost into diff posts for max reach hmm#Iām def editing in the second page into that post that āIāve got three people to think of hereā sounds sooo much like thatās#how heād think about it in a family setting as well. He works so hard for them š„ŗ#I could have put 100 pics on this post to justify everything I mentioned but this is a speedrun for a reason. Iām planning so many#compilations rn i need a break from rereading lol#Heās just here to do his work!! He just wanna do his work!!!#Iām always rotating him in my brain like rotisserie chicken :( Hopefully this doesnāt sound disjointed or insane to average readers#Heās always on his guard so he has a short fuse and his type of humor & liking for snarky remarks doesnāt help#Also bc he knows nothing lasts he has a very work hard play hard mentality where ādying doing something you love. Like drinkingā#is nice in his opinion#This post makes it all sound so dry. Chilchuck is so messy thinking about him is thrilling I swear. This is concise but at what costā¦#OH ALSO he has weird self-hate issues where he really values his skills but devalues himself on a personal level.#āI am a coward. I only care about myself. I cheated on my wife (lying for no reason)ā etc etc#Canāt disappoint people and make them leave you if they already have no expectations and esteem of you šš”#Laws are important to him bc he knows how bad punishment is if you break them and how theyāre the key to getting better rights
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āYou think you can handle 250G now?ā
I wanted to draw a scene of them getting along (yes, even with a tiny Vegeta smile ... smirk) during those infamous three years because I believe there was more than just them fighting and screwing each other.
Not to say the latter didn't happen of course š:
#dragon ball z#dbz#bulma briefs#Vegeta#bulma x vegeta#vegebul#I really do think they had (and have) a way of getting each other#even early on#that's what makes them such a great team and couple later on#and really if bulma hadn't meant anything to vegeta#it would have been sooo much easier for vegeta#vegeta's whole arc in dbz was about trying not to care#while caring a whole lot#and it had to have started during the android saga (if not a bit earlier) with bulma#was it love? eh#but it was it nothing? definitely not#i think it was a whole lot of things and among those messy feelings pressure and the looming threat of death they had those moments#but bulma showing vegeta her latest plans and putting in all the effort just for him to become a super saiyan and win against rhe cyborgs?#looking oil-stained gorgeous and absolutely in her element?#how could vegeta resist? how???#anway just me being wordy about my art#which I hope people like
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thinking childhood friend!sugu thoughts šš
#relapse ā¦.#i have a sequel planned for where you lead me iāll followā¦. i wanna get to writing it so bad :ā3#my most beloved character/reader pairing ever ever ever#hhhhh i just think heās so .#heās such a loser heās so protective heās such a soggy little wet cat#i love childhood friends w sugu in particular bc the inherent devotion of that trope paired w suguruās own devotion#basically guarantees that heās just. absolutely whipped. he would kill for you sooo fast heās a ride or die šš#anyway i also got addicted to hozierās almost (sweet music) thanks to noe so ābe still my foolish heart (donāt ruin this on me)ā#will be the title >:33#hehe#wahhh i just love them so muchā¦#ari noises ā©
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if my parents keep talking to me im going to (remembers that suicide jokes are bad for mental health) go outside and dig a hole to narnia
#borbtalks#'borb u got a letter from vsp. why are you paying for vsp. i dont think u need it bc of xyz. oh you're getting mail from y insurance?#they're a good company. im also covered under them. are they cheaper than ur previous one? they must be. did u know medicare has a page#online where u can compare all the plans? well did you? ik you've been on medicare longer than me but idk if you knew :/#sooo do u have a valid drivers license? oh when did u get it renewed? when does it expire? we were looking at car insurance earlier...#oh btw when are they gonna reevaluate u for disability? do u know? when did they last reevaluate u? when do they reevaluate others?#ANYWAY. what if i brought over x's dog. the dog that stresses ur cats out so much that they puke everywhere and spend all day hiding :)#wdym it'll stress [cat] out. what if he. didn't get stressed? :)'#like SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP#cant even walk into the bathroom without her trying to talk to me. can't make dinner w/o her trying to talk to me#and of course im the bad guy in telling her not to stress the cat out#just by saying 'vet says he's not supposed to get stressed out. he's at a higher risk for blockage if he does#which will KILL him.'#same woman who sat next to me while i was the phone w/ the phone company. petting the cat and whispering 'oh borb abuses u doesn't he?#maybe ill just steal you away one day. keep u away from borb. oh yes borb treats u oh so horribly.'#and my dad. sitting on the other side of me. said absolutely nothing.#i get it. im the family's designated fuck up!! the designated brat !!!! and no one gives a shit if my feelings get hurt !!!!!!!#i swear. my mother could smack me and everyone would rush to her side and comfort her stinging hand
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thursday quest - no physical therapy today - make and eat lunch sooooo early but i can do it!!!!! - get ready for wedding - attend wedding! yay! (: - decompress well when i get home <3
#its thursday quest#god i'm so anxious about it autism style. so many uncertainties that i simply cannot account for alone. but i'm being sooo 'brave' about it#(keeping it to myself. except for posting about it)#taxi company hasn't texted me the drivers' details yet and i emailed them to be like ummmm your policy is to pay before the day#would you like to email me the payment details so i can do that? and they were like 'we'll send the driver details soon' ummmm#there isn't much soon left!!!!!!! it's happening tomorrow!!!!!!!!!!!!!#they're probably just not Organisedā¢ in the way i prefer to be. which is objectively fine it's just challenging for me personally.#i do not think it's Bad but!!!!! i've never taken a taxi before <- guy who Is Scared Of Taxis Specifically but has to face#their fears because they're disabled and have no other choice.#worst case i am down the money and no-one arrives to take me home i guess :P but it'll be afternoon AND my family are there so#in theory i could just get a lift home even though that would mess up other people's plans sooooo bad. UNLESS they have already drunk uhhhh#in which case i guess i'd just ask for help calling a taxi to the place. plany of people who can do such things easily (unlike me)#it'll be fine!!! i can ask my siblings if need be bc they are so niceys and will not get mad at me for being autistic o7#My other worry is being too hot and being in a rush getting ready bc i have to eat a proper meal due to the symptoms syndromes#and we are leaving when my lunch usually is so that's a whole thing. which ALSO doesn't matter and I can do! it's just hard!#where is that post that's like 'managed mental illness can look like absence of mental illness š
'. NOT saying being autistic is mental#illness i am saying that the specific extreme anxiety i have is for me linked to autistic issues with 'the unknown' and boy. does this#social situation also have a lot of unknown.#BUT I CAN DO IT! and dare i say even have a nice time!!!!! it's just i get so so scared beforehand but i will not express it in a way that#impacts or inconveniences anyone else!!! i can handle it by myself at my house and it'll be fine
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pls i need to provide updates
#basically yesterday night was chaharshanbe suri . which is a solar new yr tradition where we let go of the past suffering in our year#and like...start the new yr w fresh vigour . anyway so my friend was at the event and we were abt to leap over the fire#and she was like bro im im glad u blocked her (situationship) etc etc . and then. my phone started vibrating. and i look at it. and my f#friend looks at it. and its her. and were both like what the fuck?? i blocked her things r Over and anyway so i pick up the phone and shesl#acting like nothing happened (bc nothing DID happen for her) and she was like ohh ur doing chaharshanbe suri im not doing anything etc what#are ur new yr plans so i jusr .IDK WHY I DID THIS . but ig i didnt wanna come off as like lonely i said probably hanging out w family and#friends maybe reading poetry together . et cetera and she was like wait that sounds so fun why didnt u invite me!#LIKE WDYM YOUVE BEEN CONSISTENTLY MAKING IT CLEAR U DONT WANT TO BE IN MY PRESENCE . and i told her that after#everything i thought she didnt want to see me again and she was like you always think that š . like. ?? ok anyway so she expects me to#invite her . and like. there is an above 0% but sub-5% chance she will actually show up . but the panic that gripped me#i started making calls to my friends asking them if they can come on the 23rd bc there must be an event and also i asked my mother#and she said actually yeah i am doing a thing on the 23rd :D it involves over 16 ppl (we live in a v small flat) of which like...7 are kids#so you wont have space to be in ur own room let alone invite others. which tbh like ...being around a bunch of loud kids doesnt seem fun fo#any of my friends or me etc so i thought maybe i should arrange things so that we all go out together and if she shows up she shows up š¤·āāļø#but . im so. WHY DID I SAY THAT . i had to panic-call my research partner and ask him to get from oxf to where i live on the 23rd#and when he heard the explanation he like. the light in his voice disappeared š but he potentially agreed so idk#THE ISSUE IS. 23rd im supposed to also have . a date#w this girl that i had a huge crush on when i was 15-16 (posted abt this b4 but id get shitty black coffee in the mornings just to spend a#few more minuted w her each day and she was the cleverest girl in school and she cared abt nothing but her academics but now shes very gay#scraggly homosexual etc etc shes cute) and YEAH IDK#like id have to go there on the date come back fast meet ppl POTENTIALLY (again under 5%) meet situationship girl#like is that even doable#but the thing is it would be so so so funny bc all of my friends dislike her sooo much#.........what if i invited the girl im supposed to have a date w over to hang out w us#god that would be so hilarious and chaotic . i wont do it tho im a mature person x#but it would be soooo funny#I HAVE AN ASSIGNMENT DUE TMRW 12:30PM IT IS 10:49PM RN I HAVENT STARTED IT bc i was rotting sadly in bed#popped a ritalin pill tho so here we go x#i have found myself in a state of such sheer agony and rage and sorrow and grief over this girl that atp i feel like#its just so entertaining . like i feel vaguely over it? ik nothing will come of it so its like just . have fun . vibe
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#naruto#uchiha itachi#chapter 260#+kakashi#kks is sooo bad at evading genjustus#i know itachi is especially proficient with genjutsu but#thinking of during thewarring states era where ghe senjus were fightinf the uchihas for YEARS#either they weren't as good with genjutsu or like the senju had some special evading abilities lol#we don't see madara using them v much outside of his grand moon plan#probably bc he enjoys physicality so much#so maybe they just were bad at them djdjjd#imagine having Illusion eyes and just being like no thanks
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Gonna be honest, I don't think any Sam ship will ever hit as hard as Sam/Ruby.
#decided to attempt to finally finish supernatural#watching 10x02 right now but i still can't help thinking how much better this all would be if ruby was still around lmao#i get she betrayed them but crowley got to stay on for sooo long#and meg sort of got a redemption arc#i feel like ruby could have been given a pretty good story if they'd tried#the demons have a pretty shit deal - especially the ones who were unjustly damned to hell#iirc meg seemed to see lucifer as a sort of savior figure for the demons - somebody who would free them from the eternal torture of hell#which ruby probably believed and didn't seem to know what the real plan was#maybe she wouldn't be on board with lucy riding sam's body into a doomed fight with michael that was preordained by an uncaring god#and with 10 more seasons of development should could have been a proper member of team free will#given the climate of the fandom in 09 i completely understand why this never happened - but imagine???#spn#ruby spn#sam x ruby#sam winchester
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ive seen ppl saying smth in the wider plagiarism discussion to the tune of "don't worry anxious people, it's impossible to accidentally plagiarize!" and i feel like that lacks a lot of nuance that anxious brains like mine latch on to to just dismiss the possibility outright, as well as a lack of life experiences fueling it.
it is possible to "accidentally plagiarize" in that you can read something, forget about it, then a while later have your brain spit the ideas back out without telling where it got them. so of course you just assume they're yours and share them as such, because That's Where Most Of The Thoughts In Your Head Come From! and it both is and isn't plagiarism, you weren't /intending/ to pass someone's else's work off as your own, i'd even say in a way you were just as much a victim of misinformation as your audience. but you very much so did still resuse the work of someone else, even if you don't remember it.
but in my experience, this kind of thing also happens to a lot of people. you tell a friend a joke then wake up in a cold sweat two days later realizing the reason they didnt laugh was because they'd told you that joke a month ago. you reply to a friend's text and after sending you realized you ended it with the same exact phrase as theirs. you're writing edgy poetry and write a line you really like only to see it in a text post two days later saying youve already liked the post. like, it happens. so if it DOES happens and you're just honest and explain, people will understand. something like "oh shit im sorry, i totally have read that, i mustve forgotten and only remembered bits and pieces and just thought they were mine. thank you for letting me know and for the source" works wonders.
people know you can forget things. people won't automatically doubt your apology just because all true plagiarists say it was accidental. HOPEFULLY people can understand the nuance between a genuine remorseful explanation, and a thief who hoped no one would find out scrambling for excuses for why they did it. and those who can't, that's a them problem, not a you problem, you've taken responsibility for your actions as much as you can. they think the answer is simple, that the only thing stopping you from saying "yes i did it on purpose, i knew the whole time and deliberately copied them" is shame/inability to admit to your actions. but sometimes things AREN'T that simple, so imo ppl who are shitty to you for not following the script they made up for you in their head should be ignored
#youre allowed to make up scripts for people in fact good luck stopping yourself since thats kinda just part of how conversation works#is you try to predict how your audience will react to a certain statement#and my therapist actually encouraged me to practice run stuff i wanna talk about in sessions because That Makes It Easier To Talk About#like who cares if it's rehearsedā it's still the truthā yknow?#however that only applies to the things /you/ want to say. you are the only one aware of this script and the only one who agreed to it in#the first place which is why you plan contingencies into the script#is because you only have control over one character and can only take guesses at what the others might say#if you guess wrong and they do something different that doesnt mean /theyre/ not following the script#it means /your/ copy was a misprint and you filled in the blanks wrong. so do what good actors do and improvise. you'll get back on script#eventually. or notā if your guesses devolved into wildly speculative fanfictionā but frankly you knew going into it that#most of your script was guesswork so you should be prepared to have to make some things up on the fly#or see again: prepare contingencies#if your guesswork on your copy of the script turns out to be wrongā wouldnt it be sooo handy to have a second copy which follows this#version of events much better?#and if not that oneā maybe this third? how about this fourth? etc etc etc#but really just. when guessing at what others will say. know that you are guessing and dont hold it against /them/ if youre wrong#sorry ik that wasnt super related to the post itself im just also passionate abt that#plagiarism#james somerton
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Someday I will remember to dust off my PS4 controller and start playing Stardew again and you will all see my true nature (Alex lover)
#Alex and Harvey are my favorites#ā¦ā¦could you guess#š
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#tbh if you fused them you would just get another member of the Wilson family ššš#I also love Haley so much <3 and Krobus#tbh I love all of the characters#and I play with a lot of mods (namely Expanded) sooo I love those guys too#ābut Chalcy why do you need a controller if youāre playing on PC?ā shhhhā¦. shhhhhhhh#(āI started on Switch and got so used to it that I remapped the buttons of an old PS4 controller to match the Switch button layout)#anyway I have a longfic planned to write um. someday#mostly Alex & Haley :)#chalcy stuff#stardew valley#<- just ātagging in case any of my followers filter it
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An apology passed on by Crinkles partner a while back. Posting bcs im not waiting another year for him to own up to his flock how horrendously he treated people. Redacted certain parts bcs im not entertaining excuses and reasoning as to why it was ok to treat his partner and "dear friend" like trash. The stuff i left in (biphobia etc) doesnt realistically make sense and should have never been taken out on me. Even if it did make sense, being nasty to a "friend" as a 30 year old over an oc is pretty goofy. He made his biphobia MY problem and thats inexcusable. He made all of his issues other peoples problems actually. Thats the entire situation imo. This doesnt cover the extent of how terrible crinkle treated people but i dont expect it will ever get better than this and im not waiting anymore
#crinkle was sooo eager to cry to his readers and moan abt how much life sucks etc#while severely underplaying his own behavior that caused this ENTIRE SITUATION!#but when its time to take accountability and let his dear readers know nobody actually lied about him? that he was actually the perpetrator#he suddenly gets REAL QUIET and drags his feet#DRAGGED HIS FEET SINCE JULY 2023#like if he actually cared about not leaving people hurt he would have done something about it sooner sorry#that is a long time and he did NOTHING to actually own up#because getting head pats from readers who dont know how terrible he can be is more important than integrity#just remember that crinkle completely ignored the needs of other neurodivergent ppl in all this while putting his own as a priority#remember that when you bend over backwards to defend someone who acted toxic and abusive#he said im lying when he was the one who was covering that territory eagerly with grima wyrmtongue (krys) whispering into his ear lmao#and at this point crinkle is well aware what type of person krys is LMAO hope all this was worth it for someone like k#enjoy the cat piss smell and general rudeness crinkle <3 such a great best bud /s#at least i got the satisfaction of karmic justice getting them#doesnt fix the fact i was made to DEAL WITH ALL THIS BS#crinklytinfoil#The Best Laid Plans of Crewmates and Imposters#among us
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things that upsets me is that it seems that vinci left v-m war as relatively a winner but i waaaant this to be different like both vinci n (now) falcone r weaked by 2 yrs of it and then clemente enters the stage
#theyre panting and clemente cracks his fingers bc he waited for the end of it#give this man his rise he deserved it bc hes a horror#surprisingly it seems that hes the only guy thats from palermo#clemente im so sorry they did no good to u i know u deserved so much more at least in my heart .#i want them to hate him bc he took a lot of both sides territories etc after vm war#(well bc they belonged to no one. logically he has the right to do so)#like they hate him bc his aura was strong at that time. clemente in my head ure sooo#vinci is irritated and actually wants to bark (but wont ofc) but carlo mostly just tsks#(in my head he was planning on how to expose business even before morettis death)#& im just too attached to carlo & clemente having good relations#and maybe i just want carlo to lick clementes ass a bit in that period. vinci doesnt need it but carlo just started to run the family#he needs allies. and he can lick ass if its profitable ik this
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#instead of āeveryone in the peloton can tell that tadejonas are pining for each otherā#i propose the concept of: tadejonas who are *already together* like full-on established relationship living together part of the time etc#but somehow. no one else in the peloton has figured it out?#and like they didn't MEAN to hide it from people okay it wasn't on purpose#it just started out that way because when they realized they wanted to try it they ALSO realized that sooo much could go wrong#so they were like āwe'll keep it pretty quiet until we're sure that whatever this is between us is real and will work outā#and obviously it does work out but when they try to tell people it somehow never seems to go according to plan#like somehow everyone leaves those conversations having completely missed the part where they say they're dating#and instead landed somewhere in the ballpark of ātadejonas are massively crushing on each other we have to help themā#so everyone is CONVINCED that they're pining away for each other and they keep trying to set them up in increasingly wild schemes#and tadejonas are just like. how do we explain to these people who we know and love that we are already in a committed relationship#random ass riders from like. every team tripping over themselves to help out the cause in the NAME OF LOVE and tadejonas are just like š§āāļø#and like they feel kind of bad about it but also its kind of a game now to see how obvious they can be before someone catches on#random rider: jonas i promise tadej is totally into you okay he like. wouldn't shut up about you at XYZ race okay he definitely likes you#jonas (adjusting his scarf to hide the hickeys tadej left and jingling the keys of the house he shares with tadej): if you say so#what if i wrote something
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planning a hangout with one of your friend and then other one asks you if they can join both of youš„²
#It's always have been awkward lol#Like both of them don't know each other#Plus I've total different in front of both of them#And after hangout I hate it when they would call me and tell me about how much they like or hate the vibe of my friend.. I don't want to#Hear your judgement please#Sooo I am just gonna cancel the planšš#P
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