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robinyourcreator · 3 months ago
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@defira85 you were RIGHT, they WERE visions of Shadowheart being Very Cute and im SO MAD and SO SLEEPY and SO GAY GAH
post tiefling party scribbles that will probably get redrafted once im there chronologically but oh well! we do this for fun! for FUN!!!
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Once the festivities have well and truly died down, you are finally allowed enough of a reprieve to begin your stumble back to your tent. 
Gods, you’re exhausted. You haven’t stayed up for this many hours in a row since you attended the College of Lore. Thankfully, that is where the similarities ended between the refugees’ and druids’ party and one thrown by a mess of bards. But at least you’ll sleep well; infiltrating in and then massacring your way out of a camp of goblin cultists may not have exactly been an honest day’s work, but it had certainly been a hard one. And a rewarding one, even without the party thrown in your honor afterwards. Though that certainly didn’t hurt.
And neither had the wine, as you’d extremely been careful to stay just on the right side of tipsy the whole night, warming your blood and curling in your belly like a contented cat on your lap. 
Others had clearly not been so judicious, as once you find your way back to your tent, you find Shadowheart has found her way there first. She’s flushed; unsteady. Leaning against one of your tent poles and trying very hard to pretend she doesn’t need its support to keep her feet. 
“Shadowheart.”
“Adana.”
“You’re drunk.”
Shadowheart wags a finger at you. “I am very drunk.” Ah, so she’s an honest and self-aware drunk. Somehow this only endears her to you more. 
“I can see that,” you say, leaning nonchalantly against a tentpole parallel to hers. “If you’re looking for a lesser restoration, I’m afraid I’m all spelled out for the day.”
Shadowheart scoffs. “I could do that myself.”
“Yes, I’m sure you could,” you agree. An especially good day, if the lot of you have managed to keep so far from death’s door that your primary healer still has spells left. “What brings you to my tent in the middle of the night then, so very cute and so very, very drunk?”
“Beyond the obvious, you mean?” Shadowheart says dryly.
You fold your arms, frowning. “There’s no ‘obvious’ with that, Shadowheart. You were quite sober when we agreed to take things slow--”
She waves you off. “--yes, yes, I’m very drunk, and you, despite your chosen profession, have the scruples of a paladin. I am aware. It was a joke.”
An old argument, but a playful one. You shake your head ruefully as you rebut, “My desire to avoid the kind of regrets that would ruin my beauty sleep is hardly comparable to a paladin’s oath.” 
Shadowheart bites her lip. “...Perhaps I’ve also started to care about how I sleep at night,” she says quietly.
And, suddenly emboldened, she steps into your space, leaning into you, her hand on your arm. “Perhaps I tire of sleeping on rocks in the dirt. Perhaps I desire something soft beneath me.” 
…You are terminally incapable of helping yourself. “You rhymed, Shadowheart!” you coo gleefully. “I’ve rubbed off on you!”
“Oh, not yet you haven’t,” she quips before she can stop herself, looking terribly annoyed at her own lapse, and oh if that doesn’t only add another arrow to your quiver.
You cackle. “And dirty jokes, too! You’re already halfway to a decent tenure at a bardic college if the whole dark priestess career doesn’t work out.” 
She points an accusing finger at you. “Don’t even joke about that. Doomed to endure an entire college of insufferables who each think they’re the prettiest and funniest person in any room? Truly a fate worse than death.”
“You’re not wrong, it was pretty insufferable at times,” you concede. “But you would actually be right about being the prettiest and funniest in any room.” 
“Careful, Taveth,” Shadowheart chides, poking you in the chest. “Flattery will get you everywhere.” 
once again up at 4am and HAUNTED BY VISIONS
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prometheanglory · 3 years ago
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I love fire symbolism because it means everything and nothing all at once, the quiet contemplation of candlelight, the roaring flames of a wildfire, the hopeful wandering by torch (heh), the static in the air as u approach a campfire u didnt light
Luv that honestly, all the symbolism of fire comes from the fact that it humanity grew to wield it more effectively over time, they myth Vinhs based on represents it splendidly, and its a great feat to encapsulate all that terror and love that weve learned to associate with flames to one woman who loves humanity in a way that feels similar to sitting in front of a fireplace after the bitter winter cold
Also extra thought but Vinh being fire is excellent. An old soul shes already been through so much, but just because shes a flame yet to be extinguished the audience immediately knows she still had a long way to go. That kind of djdjnd inferential story telling is personally the best way to get things to read across
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hhogawd….
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fueledbyapplepi · 4 years ago
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I love your writing it's so good!!! Could I have reader having a crush on the boys and giving them a kiss while they think the boys are asleep and confessing their love to them with mikey, chifuyu and the haitani brothers? Im just so soft for those boys!!!
Sleep Tight | Mikey, Chifuyu, Ran, and Rindou
- Confessing to the boys while they're (not really) asleep
genre: 🌸 fluff 🌸
warnings: minor cussing
A/N: Thank you, anon! I really got into writing this one ( ◜‿◝ )♡ Also, I honestly think I need to come up with better titles because it sounds like a word vomit to me LMAO Anyway, I hope you enjoy this!
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Mikey (Sano Manjiro)
Life would be nice if you had someone by your side who felt the same way about you.
You already have Mikey by your side, making every day much easier to get by. But does he feel the same way with you?
You practically grew up together with Mikey. Being neighbors with the man, you often come by to play with them as kids- leading to a blooming friendship. Although more often, it was you watching Mikey train in his grandfather’s dojo, where he never fails to amaze you with his tricks. Sometimes, you’ll have sleepovers together with Emma and Mikey where you’ll watch movies with them. Only for Mikey to be sound asleep halfway through the movie.
Growing up, nothing has changed that much with that routine. The only thing that has changed is your growing feelings for Mikey.
You saw the ups and downs in his life. From the time he established Toman to losing Shinichiro, you were there to witness how he would build a castle from the rocks of his downfalls.
So it was no surprise that you find your heart beating much faster when he’s around.
Childish as he is, you can’t deny the fact that Mikey is charismatic, beautiful, and kind. But, you never had the chance to tell him what you feel. Because what if he never saw you the same way?
You looked at Mikey, who’s currently sitting by your side almost half asleep. His head swings from side to side as he struggles on whether he should watch the movie or not.
“Mikey, you always never get to finish our movie nights. You’re no fun.” Emma pouted at his brother as she turned off the television.
“Mhmm, not sleepy.” Mikey turned to look at you then at Emma before leaning on your shoulder. “Just a little.”
Your heart flutters from close contact. “Maybe he’s tired from one of Toman’s meetings.” You turned to look at Emma with a sorry face
Sighing, Emma stepped out of the room as she looked at you, “I’ll get us a blanket, wait here Y/N.”
Your face felt hot as you realized that you were left alone in the room with Mikey. Well, this isn’t unusual for you two but with the strong feelings you have for him, you just can’t help but blush.
You looked at Mikey, his eyelashes seemed a bit longer, making his eyes more beautiful. His lips, although chapped, pouted with the way he’s comfy with you.
“Mikey, can you stop being so pretty? It makes me want to kiss you,” you whispered, thinking that Mikey’s probably dozing off to dreamland.
Mikey opened out one of his eyes to take a peek at you. All the sleepiness vanishing from his body. Did he just hear you right? “Then kiss me, Y/N.”
“Heh? Mikey, you’re awake?” you felt embarrassment creeping into you. “Mikey...I...look, sorry. I-”
Your blabbering mouth was silenced with a peck on the lips. Mikey kissing all your worries away.
“I like you too, Y/N.” He smiled as he leaned closer to you. Your foreheads touching and nose brush against each other.
You felt like you’re on cloud nine. Is this real? Mikey likes you too?
Before you could say anything, the door opened with Emma looking at the two of you weirdly. “Hehhh, am I interrupting something?”
You and Mikey looked at Emma. An embarrassed look on both of your faces as if you were caught red-handed.
Now, there’s a lot of explaining to do.
Chifuyu Matsuno
No matter how many times you try, you always seem to lose.
But who won’t?
With Chifuyu’s angelic smile and kind eyes, your determination to admit your feelings for him always seems to waver. It’s just that your thoughts always fly out the window and anxiousness gets the best of you.
You’ve known Chifuyu for quite some time now. Baji, who’s your cousin, introduced him to you as Toman’s 1st Division Vice-Captain and most trusted partner. Of course, it was only natural for you to be wary of him. Baji might trust him, but he could be some sort of drug dealer or serial killer. Who knows?
You’re wrong though. The more time you spend with Chifuyu, the more you appreciate his presence. How can you not? He always lends you a helping hand whenever you need it. As cliche as it sounds, Chifuyu is like the knight and shining armor in your life.
And now here he is. Once again saving you from another horrible situation.
Chifuyu offered you a ride when he found you drenched from the rain in Shinagawa. Apparently, the weather wouldn’t be pleasant today but you forgot to read the weather forecast. Currently, he brought you to his home for the meantime as the rain wouldn’t be stopping until tomorrow.
“I’ll just text and let Baji-san know that you’ll be staying here.” Chifuyu handed you a blanket as he laid on his futon.
“Thank you, Chifuyu. But I swear it’s okay for me to sleep there. This is your bed anyway.” You said embarrassed.
Chifuyu yawned. Tiredness dropping from his eyes. “It’s alright, Y/N. I can’t let Baji-san’s pretty cousin sleep on the floor.” He smiled at you with a faint blush on his cheeks.
You laid on the bed silently. Blushing from his compliment. Did he just call you beautiful?
You looked at the ceiling for about a good minute before turning to Chifuyu. “Chifuyu-san, I-”
A soft sleeping figure cut you off. The light from the lamp outside reflected on his beautiful features.
You padded off your feet on the floor and sat right next to Chifuyu. Observing him, you notice that he looks prettier when he’s peaceful like this.
You hesitatingly brushed your fingers on his hair. While massaging it, you can’t help but feel overwhelmed by your emotions. “I like you, Chifuyu-san.” You smiled proudly at yourself as you finally got to admit your feelings even though he’s asleep.
However, you noticed that the sleeping figure in front of you stiffened and reddened from your statement. Eyes wide, you held a hand in your mouth.
“Chifuyu-san, are you awake?” You hoped that he wasn’t.
But apparently, he is. “I guess you caught me.” Chifuyu sat up and scratched his head as he smiled at you sheepishly. “That felt nice though.”
“I’m sorry!” You bowed your head, hair hiding your flustered state.
“I like it!” Chifuyu panicked. “I mean, no. I like it. But, I like you too, Y/N-san.”
You laughed. At the same time, feeling extremely happy from what you just had heard.
“I guess we have some explaining to do with Baji-san.” you teased him
“Mhmm. But,” he held your hand and put it into his hair. “Would you continue that?” Chifuyu smiled.
“Of course.” You smiled at him, continuing your hair massages.
Looks like you won this time.
Ran Haitani
You’re no medical expert. The only knowledge you got was based on textbooks and first aid knowledge.
Yet somehow, Ran would always come knocking on your door whenever he has cuts or injuries. Sometimes, even without one, he would come by at your place and complain that his body is painful.
And it’s one of those nights again as you hear a soft knock on the door.
Moving to Roppongi, you were warned about the Haitani brothers. How you must stay away from them because they’re just no good. However, you somehow managed to come across the elder Haitani while you were shopping at a local store when he asked you what hair dye he should use.
This little interaction moved from one way to the other and now, ever since Ran found out where you live, he always comes by to let you heal his “injuries”.
You’re not complaining though. Despite the rumors and warnings, Ran was much more different from what other people say. He may be cocky and teasing, but the beautiful man sure is nice when it comes to you.
Causing you to develop a little crush on him.
You opened the door as you welcomed Ran. “Now, what do we have for tonight?”
Ran stepped in as he walked towards the couch. Laying as if he lives around here. “I got a bump on my forehead.” He pointed out as he pouted at you.
“You have Rindou! And you call yourself notorious but you come here whining like a baby.” you rolled your eyes as you got in the kitchen getting an ice pack for the man.
“Here.” You handed out the ice pack as you stood up in front of him.
“No.” Ran rolled his eyes. “Kiss it, Y/N.” he pouted once again.
“You’re not a baby, Ran. Tch.” you sighed as you sat across him. “Take a nap here and I’ll cook for you when you wake up.”
“Now, wifey material aren’t we.” Ran teased as he closed his eyes. Holding the ice packet against his forehead.
About a good 10 minutes have passed and you never heard another bicker from Ran. As you look at him, the man seems to be sleeping like a log.
You crouched down near him. Observing his features. You must say, he’s quite beautiful and more attractive when less chaotic.
“You’re such a big baby.” Thinking that he’s asleep, you kissed the small bump on his forehead.
As you got up to prepare his late dinner, a hand clutched yours.
You felt your body freeze for a moment as you turned around and saw a bastard smiling cockily.
“Do it again, Y/N.” Ran grinned at you as he held on tighter on your hand. “I’m a big baby but your baby.”
“Let me go!.” your face was beat red as you tried to yank off your hands. Only failing as Ran grabbed your arms causing you to fall on top of him.
“I like you, Y/N” Ran hugged you tightly while you were a blushing mess on top of him. “So let's just stay like this for a while.”
And you did.
Being with Ran isn’t so bad after all.
Rindou Haitani
If there’s one thing you’re proud of, it’s the skill you have for coloring people’s hair.
You like dyeing your hair, your friend’s hair, your cousins, and to just anyone who asks for your help. So it was no surprise when Rindou asked you to help him in doing his highlights.
Of course you can’t say no. Not because he is a Haitani but because you actually like his presence. When you’re around him, everything seems more calm and peaceful.
Despite being a menace around Roppongi, you and Rindou are actually good friends. You’ve known each other when he saved your ass around a group of guys who tried to harass you. And although he was stoic to you at first, he was able to ease up to you because of your caring nature.
After all, you recognized him as Rindou Haitani and not “Ran’s younger brother”. And he appreciated you for it.
So now here you are in their living room. Currently finished in dyeing Rindou’s hair.
“And there you have it. We just have to wait for an hour or so before washing it.” You tidied all the mess up as Ran sat and observed you. “By the way, why won’t you let me dye Ran’s hair?”
He raised an eyebrow upon your question. “Because he can’t have you.” Your eyes widened from his statement. Rindou, realizing what he just said, covered it up with an excuse. “I mean, I want him to dye his own hair and let it look shit. If he wants someone to dye his hair properly, he can go to the salon.”
You laughed at his statement. Well, he can actually crack up jokes once in a while if he loosens up his strict facade. “Oh Rindou, we also need to buy an extra conditioner.”
You looked up and saw the man with closed eyes. Deciding that you don’t want to disturb his sleep, you sat quietly beside him and observed him.
Rindou is already handsome with his glasses. But you realized that he looks much cuter without one.
He just looks good in anything.
You traced the bridge of his nose as you admired his features. “You know what? I actually might have feelings for you.” you muttered softly as you smiled.
“Let’s go out on a date then.” Rindou opened his eyes as he looked at you. Your lips a few inches away from his.
“Rindou!!!” You sat up straight. “I thought you were-”
“Asleep? Well I’m not.” he smiled at you as reached out for your hand. “But I meant it Y/N. I like you, and I want us to go on a date.” Rindou looked at you, hoping for an immediate response.
He does like you. After all, you were the only person who he was able to open up to other than Ran.
“Okay.” You smiled as you brushed your thumb at the top of his hand.
Rindou caressed your cheeks. Leaning in and going for a kiss.
“Ohh. Can I join?” a teasing voice butted in. Causing you two to look at the tall man who’s leaning in the doorframe. “I mean can I join Y/N’s dye party? Just continue that later.”
“Ran, get out!” Rindou shouted as he pointed at the door to his brother.
Well, things quickly escalated with the brothers.
As well as your relationship with Rindou.
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lettersformiah · 3 years ago
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9:12am, 20 june
hi bubba! in english atm. ive had a morning and a half. late to school hehe. had to sign in at the office bc i saw maia with the little attendance slip that relievers have. signed in and rocked up. the reliever is nice, he is chill. nice enough yk? youre at your first placement rn! so shit you had to wake up so early for it. n you have to do it the next two days as well. like eek. but youre amazing so i trust youll be fine. or even better than fine. i believe in you. just shit that i cant text you hehe. but its okay cause i have the letters and music and fifty internals to focus on. did i tell you french was also spoken? im terrible at french pronunciation. what can you do i guess. my kiwi mouth cant get around the fact that french is just gurgling. hopefully ill be fine.
wearing your hoodie at school ^-^ its nice and big and warm. i love it so much. im wearing so many layers bc its so cold. or not even that cold. so windy. and wind makes everything cold. got my stockings on, your hoodie, the big fleece jacket, and socks >:) which i dont think you are meant to wear with stockings, but fuck it, im cold and my shoes are thin. the wind is fucking up my hair too. so dog of mother nature fr.
what else? oh! friday is matariki. or maybe its not? i dont know. friday is the public holiday for matariki, so thats good enough for me. thursday is a half day bc they are doing the celebration at school from 1-5. (however it means p3 on thursday is like a full school assembly) i think im meant to go to the celebration? i think i will from like 3-5 maybe. if you dont miss me too much. but youd probably be asleep knowing you. will see i guess heh. i just know my friends were interested in going. i still have dance though, so maybe i go and then leave at like 4:40? thats when the bus is and itll take me straight to dance. just gotta be sneakily wearing my dance clothes or take a bag. we will see! sounds like a good plan though, if i do say so myself.
i really can keep writing forever hehe! apparently always having something to say translates well into letters too! id be so good with a diary. but i think one entry would be like 40 pages long. so maybe its for the best this is online. saves me some hand cramps.
i love you! and im excited for drama! having our war piece kinda finished is good. but getting the guys to work its kinda very hard when they arent feeling it. but we definitely need to perform soon. the original plan was to have it be done at the end of term 1. its almost been like 3 months since that? thats some shit timing. but tbf im glad we have the time to work on it, i want it to look good. but i dont mind not getting an excellence, but i know leo wants it. which is fair. hoping all goes well and the boys focus up. ill let you know.
it was nice waking up to you this morning :*] wish it could be like that irl and every day yk? i dont think i was very good at conversation, i barely remember it but i remember definitely slurring my words a teeny bit. sleepy maddi things.
ive been writing this letter for like thirty minutes. crazy how the time flies when i just talk. tbf whenever i talk just about my day it takes about 3 hours to get through! and i didnt even get to tell you about yesterday and the full on day i had! and havent even mentioned watching the end of the summer i turned pretty with rem and hos and jazz or playing dnd! gosh theres so much to talk about i could go on forever. im happy you love that about me. im very lucky. youre a great listener which is perfect because im a great talker. love you bubba.
i should go i think. got other posts to make and some english to pretend i did. i love you, hope the placement is going okay and you havent fallen asleep injecting someone yet.
talk soon,
-mads<3
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childoftermina · 3 years ago
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If matchups are open, heres my requst. Hi, i'm Ari, i'm 152cm (4'9ft), i have brown-blonde medium lenght hair, i am on the chubby side. I use she/they pronouns. Im bisexual. I enjoy playing video games, listening to music, watching anime, writing and drawing.My favorite music genres are R&B, pop and hard rock. I like many games but my favorite is roblox. I like to troll kids on roblox hehe. I have many swings. I sometimes stay up late due to insomnia. And yeah, i thing thats it!
{Sup! I *need* your age to be able to properly match you up!}
Yet I'd say that...
I match you up with Nurse Ann
-she adores your body, as she's also a bit chubby
-she's also glad to finally be taller than her S/O for once
-frequently tries to talk you out of trolling kids as she strongly disapproves of that
-always manages to put you to bed ((ahem she sneaks sleepy meds into the snacks she brings you before bed...but pssss you didn't get this Info from me))
-she also loves to make you brush her hair
-tries to help you with your writing as good as she can by correcting your grammar, and generally giving you a whole other range of words to use ((just go "Hey Ann. Another word for walking?" And she'll go "Oh. Hm. Toddling. Strolling." And so on you get the point lolol))
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starsbythepocketful12 · 4 years ago
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headcanons cause i’m in flarrie hours
they are THE couple when it comes to halloween costumes
all their outfits for big events (parties, gigs where dirty candy and/or jatp perform) are coordinated
carrie my femme queen & flynn my nonbinary lesbian darling
go to protests & marches together
flynn lends carrie books by her favorite Black female authors & carrie lends her books by her favorite sapphic poets
they make playlists about each other but the other doesn’t know they do it (julie & kayla are the only ones permitted to know of the existence of these playlists & have been sworn to secrecy, though julie has a strong suspicion carrie also makes playlists about flynn and vice versa)
have a joint pinterest account for their wedding moodboard
carrie adopted a tiger cub and named it flynn for their three month anniversary
they go to the mall together every other weekend and shop, which they both love to do and when they get home they always model the new outfits they bought
flynn squeals every time they see a dog in public and always runs over and asks if they can pet it and carrie always watches her with such a fond look that the owner almost always makes a comment on what a lovely couple they are or asks how long they’ve been together (something that has actually been happening since even before they were dating, and back then you can imagine the flustered ness it caused)
flynn often comes to watch dirty candy rehearsals, cheer them on, make sure they’re staying hydrated/taking snack breaks and that carrie’s not overworking herself
carrie is the first person that flynn tells she wants to DJ professionally and carrie gets her her first gig
eventually flynn gets into producing as well and ends up making a track for carrie, who writes lyrics to it and it becomes dirty candy’s most successful song to date
carrie says i love you first one saturday afternoon while they’re watching a movie on flynn’s computer in her room. flynn laughs at a joke and carrie looks over at her, her beautiful, incredible girlfriend, and simply can’t resist the urge to say it
flynn’s shocked into silence so carrie panics and leaves and doesn’t answer flynn’s messages
that night flynn shows up at the wilson mansion and throws rocks at carrie’s window until she comes out
flynn is upset with carrie for running out and ghosting her and carrie’s trying to defend herself so they argue but then flynn interrupts carrie by kissing her and breathlessly saying, “i love you.” carrie kisses her and not another word on it is said
carrie steals flynn’s hats
they’re not really PDA-y, they just happen to engage in a lot of unconscious, casual affection, like flynn often absentmindedly intertwines their pinkies and carrie doesn’t realize her arm is around flynn’s shoulders until she’s doing it
even after months of dating will still flirt like they’re in their enemies who are secretly very attracted to e/o era
flynn really loves art, particularly murals, so she drags carrie to a lot of gallery openings and museums
at one point when flynn’s going through a hard time carrie enlists all their friends for help making a giant mural full of drawings of things that make her happy
flynn happy cries when she sees it and is pretty much always seen hugging carrie for the rest of that night
only really cuddle when one (or both) of them is sleepy, though flynn does often sit on carrie’s lap
before starting to date, carrie would tease flynn for having stuffed animals during their sleepovers at flynn’s until they started dating and flynn started spending more time at carrie’s and flynn discovers that her girlfriend’s a little hypocrite
flynn has a younger sister and brother (sister is six, brother is four) and they absolutely ADORE carrie and think she’s the coolest and carrie thinks they’re the cutest
flynn’s like no they’re little demons and carrie’s says who says demons can’t be cute? you once called me a demon right, and im cute, aren’t i? and flynn rolls her eyes and fights back a smile
flynn also has a college aged older sister who she looks up to a lot, like that’s her hero and absolute role model, so naturally carrie’s terrified to meet her, and though she tries to appear intimidating at first, she can’t keep up the act for long and starts being friendly with carrie pretty much right away
one day they’re supposed to go on a date but carrie’s sick and forgot to text flynn telling her not to come so flynn shows up at her house but stays anyway to look after her
flynn reads to her and makes her soup
trevor & flynn play video games while carrie naps
flynn makes jewelry in her free time and consults carrie for her thoughts on every piece (in junior year she starts selling them at school & turns out to be quite the entrepreneur)
they have an inside joke about cosmo and wanda
a couple of the dirty candy members sometimes jokingly flirt with flynn and are like “watch out! we’re gonna steal your girl!” and carrie gets possessive and apologizes for it pretty quickly but flynn thinks it’s hot so it works out pretty well
will watch bad rom coms to make fun of straight people and throw popcorn at the screen when they get together
pet/nick names: care, baby, babe, love, (from carrie to flynn who shuts down upon hearing it) honey, (flynn to carrie, who becomes very giddy the first time flynn says it in a text message) sweetheart
if you couldn’t tell before they ofc have an enemies to friends to lovers arc
move in together after graduating, neither planning on going to college (julie goes to berkeley and nick some other place in california where they have lacrosse cause that’s the sport he plays right) and their parents think it’ll be a disaster but it actually goes really well
the first couple of weeks they fight more, all petty arguments mostly out of the stress of moving, but they always talk it out
it doesn’t take long for them to be happy they’re living together and feel really glad they took that step
two years after graduating flynn gives her a promise ring
carrie cries her eyes out and replies “of fucking course, you dumb fuck” when flynn asks if she’ll take it
ten years later carrie’s a successful pop star/choreographer & flynn’s a record breaking producer/DJ and they’re about to buy a house when they realize they never got married
it’s just a moment where they’re relaxing together on the couch and suddenly are like. oh
and proceed to burst out laughing
it’s a small ceremony, thrown together in just three weeks
carrie wears a short, light pink dress with a heart cutout in the back that would probably be more suited for a high school sophomore’s spring fling but no one cares
flynn wears a suit, and is walked down the aisle by her older sister
they both tear up upon seeing each other and sob through the vows (the traditional pre written ones, they wrote vows for each other but they recite them to the other when they’re alone, so it’s something special only they can share)
julie & kayla are the maids of honor, nick and alex are the best men
julie & luke’s five year old hernando is the ring bearer & alex and willie’s three year old umi is the flower child
trevor, flynn’s older sister and parents cry
even flynn’s now teenage younger siblings, who as of late have often been stereotypically cynical and moody shed tears
jatp perform at the reception (they have also become a hit band at this point)
when they get back from the honeymoon the first thing they do is get a dog
they adopt a golden doodle rescue named stella
a couple years later they start talking about kids and look into getting a sperm donor
because they love being competitive they do little games to decide who will be the one to carry the baby
it’s all jokes though, they decided at the start of the process that it would be flynn for the first kid and carrie for the second
but then SURPRISE flynn has twins
a boy and a girl named tyler and ollie (who’s who i won’t tell you cause fuck gender)
they don’t even talk about carrie getting pregnant now cause they’re busy with the babies and trying to manage their careers but one night, when the kids are eight, and flynn has just flopped onto the couch with a dramatic sigh after putting them to bed, carrie puts down her kindle and quietly says that she wants another kid.
they talk for hours because while flynn wants another kid too, when you’re both celebrities with demanding jobs and people constantly trying to peer into your life, that decision involves even more factors
they decide to have another kid and carrie chooses to take a step back from her career for now-she’ll return to it eventually but for now she wants to be able to just be a parent without worrying about work and not have to deal with the guilt that comes with working when she feels like she should be being a parent
though the kids have always been their main priority and they have done quite well dividing their time between work and being with them, and have done decently shielding them from the public eye (majority of the pictures of ollie & tyler that the public has are blurry candids, and the few high quality ones are from when they were three and they no longer look like that anyway so it’s all good)
it’s a harder process for carrie to get pregnant as she’s almost 40 and flynn was 31 when she had tyler and ollie
but it happens though they’re careful about choosing the sperm donor-even briefly consider asking reggie or nick-because with this kind of thing there’s always the risk that other parent could track down where their kid ended up and want to be a part of that kid’s life later on which is uber complicated for many reasons so they get those scary possibilities out of the way by just finding someone who they know wants to be in the child’s life
preston choi, a thai & korean american mathematics professor ends up being their guy
he’s immensely genuine, sweet, respectful, polite, and gentlemanly
when he came out at fifteen his parents kicked him out of the house
it was a long and difficult journey but they’re in a decent place now
but it’s not the family he wants to have and he’s tried but has yet to find a partner
but doesn’t want to wait to have kids so here he is, more than happy to co parent with flynn and carrie
so that’s what they do! tyler and ollie become big siblings to miles wilson-choi on december 10th, 2044
miles grows up in the most multicultural home ever, being fluent in 4 languages (English, AAVE, Spanish thanks to their tia julie, Korean, and Thai) all their life
tyler & ollie welcome preston and miles into the family with open arms, as well as the addition of korean and thai cuisine to the already amazing dinner tables they had of soul and caribbean food
when miles is seven carrie goes back to work full time, with preston’s assurance that he’s got this when her and flynn are busy and tyler and ollie (who are now fifteen) promising they’ll help out as well
at that point the long awaited julie and the phantoms/carrie and flynn wilson collaboration FINALLY happens
flynn wins her 28th grammy for it, leaving her tied with beyoncé for most grammys won by any woman ever (its julie’s 14th, luke’s 6th, and carrie’s 12th, and the band’s collective 10th cause alex never did any solo projects and reggie released one country album but it didn’t win any grammys rip though it was nominated for 2 CMAs)
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chipscouchtv · 4 years ago
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Reporting Live with the Bakusquad
so imagine with me kaminari going to bother bakugou with whatever crazy dream he had or idea he has in the morning
kaminari may not value his life that much but even he knows better than to bother sero before he’s fully awake in the morning (he still remembers the day mineta tried to test his limits) 
mina is just not going to pay attention and will randomly kick him out so she can do her morning routine 
no one has any luck waking kirishima’s ass up in the morning and if they do he’s not staying up. he literally sleeps like a rock 
he would go to midoriya and he has before but he’s noticed that midoriya hasn’t been sleeping well 
so bakugou it is and it has kind of just stayed that way 
usually there is no problem once bakugou gets over his sleepiness but this time they got into an argument and knowing them it was something stupid like wether or not candace had three female friends on phineas and ferb (kaminari being the cultured man he is knows it’s three even if vanessa and jenny weren’t in that many episodes with her) 
it gets to the point where kaminari goes down to his room to bring his whiteboard 
“why do you have that”
“for me todoroki midoriya and sero’s conspiracy theory nights” 
“oh” 
now not a lot will get kirishima to wake up but it’s like he has a spidey sense when he it comes to conflict with his friends and connecting two and two he sent sero and mina two words 
“it’s time” 
due to the pure stupidity that is a bakugou and kaminari argument the bakusquad sets up a mock newsroom to follow the drama (they also do this for other bakugou fights and other dumb shit that goes on in the dorms) 
sero: “welcome back everyone. If you’re just now joining us we are currently tracking the latest kaminari and bakugou argument. Now we don’t know what it is about or how it started but we do have a path so mina” how sero got a news broadcaster desk is beyond everyone (he has a guy) 
mina: “why thank you sero” pointing to a blueprint of the dorms “it seems as if the argument started in bakugou’s room then made its way over to the common room” 
sero: “thank you mina now lets check in with kirishima who is currently on site right now” 
kirishima: “...” 
sero: kirishima 
kirishima: …
kero: kirishima 
kirishima: oh sorry!! As you can see in the background kaminari and bakugou are in the middle of a heated argument. From what i can make out they are arguing over phineas and ferb 
kaminari: candace had three friends 
kakugou: you can’t count her fucking boyfriend dumbass
kaminari: im talking about jenny brown you uncultured pom pom!!
kirishima: back to you sero 
sero: okay! We currently have midoriya izuku in the studio 
midoriya: im happy to be here. Umm from what we've seen kacchan clearly knows he is wrong. However i don’t see him admitting to it. Also kacchan has seen at most only 1 season of phineas and ferb if we were to add up all the episodes he’s seen 
sero: it seems as if they are now using jsl. would you mind translating  
midoriya: yes of course. kacchan has called kaminari something i don’t feel comfortable repeating. Oh! same with kaminari 
sero: that looks like all the time we have for today. Thanks for tuning in now i have to go help kirishima carry them over to recovery girl’s office
kaminari got to choose what bakugou coked for the next week as an apology and a prize. also i fully believe that sero records these and will host a watch party (his cinematography is getting really good. it’s also one of his hobbies) 
other headcanons: Illegally Blonde Squad prank war , Kaminari and Bakugou on twitter , Bakugou and Kaminari’s song
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firemblem-fics · 5 years ago
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mornings. | claude
hey! sorry i havent gotten as many requests done as id like, but im having a lot of personal issues right now! thanks for being understanding 
You’d always loved the sunshine. The warmth was always welcome. Its rays were like a hug, constantly wrapping you in comfort and love. It was like the world saying, “Hey, everything’s going to be alright”. 
The sun was warm, beautiful, and blinding. 
It was so, incredibly blinding. 
You closed your eyes tighter, trying to hold onto the little bit of sleepiness that you had left. The sunlight was also ruthless, shining behind your eyelids in a way that screamed at you to turn over. So you did. 
Opening your eyes, you were met with your husband’s back. He wasn’t wearing a shirt- not that you minded- and was still asleep, his side rising and falling steadily. You couldn’t help but stare. Even his back, muscular and littered with battle scars, was gorgeous. He was practically perfect. You wished he could see that. 
You scooted closer to him, leaning upon your elbow to look over his shoulder. A soft smile sat on his face. You were glad- he’d been having nightmares lately. It was about time he had a good sleep. War takes a toll on even the strongest of leaders, after all. Reaching over, you laid your hand on his shoulder, rubbing it gently as you admired him. You couldn’t help but think of how he resembled the sunshine in a way. 
Bright. Warm. Welcoming. Loving. 
“Enjoying the view, darling?” The sun’s voice startled you. 
Green eyes looked up at you as their owner shifted to turn on his back, pulling you into his side. You laid on his shoulder, your hand now pressing flat against his chest. His heartbeat quickened. That was just something it always did around you. He leaned down to press a kiss to the crown of your head. 
“Definitely,” You smiled, returning his kiss by pressing your own against his cheek. “You seemed to be sleeping well, finally.”
“Yes, well, we’ll see how long that lasts.” He joked. 
“Claude, don’t say that!” You scolded, “I hope it lasts a while, love, you’ve been exhausted.” 
“Exhausted isn’t a strong enough word, but I’ve gotta suck it up. We’ve got to lead our country, you know.” 
You looked at the grandfather clock that rocked almost menacingly against the wall. “We still have an hour before we have to be up.” 
At that, Claude laughed. A beautiful sound that rang louder than the clock that was counting down the seconds before you had to part for your respective duties. He turned once more to fully face you, leaning up on one elbow as you had before as his legs automatically tangled with yours. He cupped your jaw. 
“I guess we’ll have to put it to good use.” 
He leaned in, kissing you gently. You eagerly kissed back, your hands grabbing onto his shoulders to pull him closer. Every touch of his sent electricity coursing through your body, the jolts full of love. Claude shifted again to hover over you completely, his lips never leaving yours as his other arm began to help support his weight. You tilted your head, deepening the kiss. 
Claude let out a quiet breath as he pulled away. Keeping his forehead against yours, he looked into your eyes seriously. Suddenly, he smiled. His hand crept up to yours- which had moved from his shoulder to his cheek- and started fiddling with the metal band on your finger. He shook his head in disbelief. 
“How did I get someone like you?” He breathed out. 
“Me? How did I get someone like you?” You retorted, “You’re perfect, Khalid.”
Your husband flushed a bit. You only used his real name during more intimate, serious moments. “You’re impossible. Let me compliment you without you deflecting it!”
You could only grin. “No way. Not ‘till you learn your worth.” 
Claude closed his eyes and smiled again. “I’ll know my worth as soon as you know yours.” He flopped down, tired of leaning over you, landing his head in the crook of your neck as you cuddled him close to your chest. 
“I think I’m worth breakfast in bed…” You trailed off jokingly. 
Claude, on the other hand, couldn't joke. If his darling wanted breakfast in bed, then they were going to get it. He shot up, once again kissing you. “Say no more. I’ll be back with it soon. Don't go anywhere, we’re not done cuddling. I love you!” 
He practically ran out of the bedroom, making you laugh as you called after him. 
“I love you too, my sunshine.”
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chans-baby-girl · 4 years ago
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Getting to know me tag!
Thanks for tagging me @xpeachesncream @bangchan-fairy
Now it’s your turn!
@luminois @dilutedpondwater @crispy-chan
(You totally don’t have to at all! If you don’t wanna be tagged I would be more than willing to remove you!)
1. When is your birthday?
February 8th!
2. What is your favorite color?
Purple and blue
3. What is your lucky number?
8!
4. How tall are you?
5’6
5. How many pairs of shoes do you own?
I think it’s safe to say like four!
6. Favorite song?
Honestly don’t have one atm I’ve been listening to a lot of different songs and it’s messing with my choices
7. Favorite movie?
Doctor Sleep!
8. What would be your ideal partner?
To be perfectly honest someone who can be my best friend and we have those relationships where we skipped the awkward stage and we started farting and burping and crying around each other when we first started being together! We have fun every days a new adventure we watch anime together, they indulge me in watching k pop stuff where We can talk about anything and everything we watch vines and memes and I can take them to my family and they’ll play with my baby cousins and to me that’s ideal. I’ve always wanted to someone who can just be fun and genuine with me and someone who won’t judge me for my weirdness but joins in.
9. Do you want children?
Yes I do I’ve always been that child who carried around babies in a cart and I do a lot of babysitting and I picture myself being a bad ass mother one of these days… who knows?
10. Have you gotten in trouble with the law?
Nope I drove without a license when I was fifteen for the longest though and never got caught 😎…. Don’t do that tho that’s very bad!
11. What color socks are you wearing?
Bold of you to assume I wear socks to bed 😩 jk they are white with a black heel
12. Bath or shower?
Realistically I usually only take showers but if I had the time I would take a lot of baths
13. Favorite kind of music?
Alt., Rap, Rock, Kpop, Cumbias and Corridos (😩😩😩 for blasting in the car🤪🎉 ) but other than that I like practically anything
14. How many pillows do you sleep with?
One but sometimes I’ll grab another to put in between my thiqq thighs 😩 cuz it gets uncomfortable and I like having my leg elevated
15. What position to you sleep in?
On one of my sides with one leg tucked practically into my chest lol
16. What don’t you like while sleeping?
When someone takes my blanket cuz tbh I love being like a smoll bean and I’ll borrow myself into my blanket like a rabbit so if so much as my head meets the surface i get pissed like don’t touch my blanket bitch Im hibernating😩 OHHHH or when I’m sleeping and you shake me awake like EXCUSE YOU when you’re driving ima shake yo ass too 😭 I swear I got so grumpy when I’m sleepy
17. What do you usually eat for breakfast?
Chorizo or huevos con weenies y frijoles (Eggs with weenies and beans)
18. Have you ever tried archery?
Yes I have! I used to be on my schools team i was pretty good but it’s been years
19. What are your favorite fruits?
Watermelon, cherries, and pomegranate seeds😩🥴🤤
20. Favorite swear word?
Fuck or bitch
21. Do you have any scars?
Yes a lot unfortunately a few on my legs cuz I would fall off my bike a lot and more than I can count on both of my forearms but rest assured I’m better now :) ….didn’t mean to make that dark
22. Are you a good liar?
Yes but I don’t need to like lying at all but if I had to then I am good at it
23. What is your personality type?
I took the quiz thing a few times and I either got ENFP and the other times I got INFP so I guess I’m both intro and extroverted! I am the definitely the therapist friend! But I love making new friends and the only downside I have is that I have bad social anxiety so I don’t have great social skills. But when I do make friends I get excited too fast or I like skip small talk and start getting close and personal and everyone I met finds me to be too much and overbearing because I’ll rant for hours about things I love and people cut me off cuz my eyes get big and I talk louder and I start talking fast and it throws people off? But I’m fun I have a range of interests I’m family oriented. I love kids and have an ambition for teaching! I am a big risk taker and throw any rollercoaster my way and I’ll do it:)
24. What is your favorite type of girl?
A genuine girl and that doesn’t necessarily mean like pure and sweet but I mean they can have their spunk and attitude and their own shit going on but I mean the intention like if you intend to be genuinely real with me and not bullshit with me or waste my time then I’m game to be in a good friendship with you! And someone that has my back and someone I can have a laugh with because humor is one of my biggest turn ons in any friendship or relationship it sparks a connection for me!
25. Left or right handed?
Right handed!
26. Favorite food?
Enchiladas :)
27. Are you clean or messy
Clean!
28. Favorite foreign food?
Japanese food for sure!
29. How long does it take you to get ready?
On a simple day 10 minutes but when I have plans then like 45 minutes
30. Most used phrase?
I have a few that I say daily:
“What in the frick frack?”
“No you dumb bitch”
“The fuck is that supposed to mean?”
“I’ve seen everything, satan I’m coming down!”
And
“Really your mother pushed you out of her vagina just for you to do this shit?”
31. Are you a good singer?
Not to be narcissistic but I think I’m a really good singer!
32. Do I sing to myself?
Yea sometimes
33. Biggest fear?
That there is no afterlife cuz I’m not afraid to die I’m just afraid that ima die and all the things I’ve heard are lies and I’ll really never see my relatives that passed again.
34. Do you like long or short hair?
Long I love growing out my hair
35. Are you into gossip?
No I don’t care for drama at all. But if someone wants to vent to me then I’ll let them but I’m just not going to put my opinion out there cuz it’s not my place
36. Introvert or Extrovert?
Both it depends on the atmosphere
37. Favorite school subject?
Science
38. What makes you nervous?
People and crowded spaces
39. Who was your first real crush?
My boyfriend lmao deadass I met him in highschool
40. How many piercings do you have?
Currently three: two on my lobes and a nose piercing! But I’m planning on getting a belly button piercing, another nose piercing on the right side (cuz I already have one on the left) two helix piercings, an eyebrow piercing, and two more lobe piercings (one on each ear) all in due time of course!
41. How fast can you run?
Uhhh last time I checked my mile time was 9:54 seconds so like ten minutes per mile!
42. What makes you angry?
Racists, homophobes, r*pists, bullies… basically people who don’t have respect for others and things they can’t change. Ohhh narcissists I hate people that thrive on thinking their better than anyone I love knocking them down a peg! But other than that I don’t tend to get mad often!
43. Do you like your own name?
Yes I do but I recently started going by my middle name Dayzee! The reason behind it is honestly because why have a middle name of you don’t use it? Like why is it just sitting there lmao!
44. What are your weaknesses?
I have horrible social anxiety!
45. What are your strengths?
Honestly I think my strengths are that I’m a loyal friend! I’m also very caring and compassionate and I’m always supportive! What I’m saying is PLEASE BE MY FRIEND I NEED FRIENDS LOL 🤪
46. What color is your bedspread?
Navy blue
47. What color is your room?
Beige but I put led lights so it looks cool!
Thank you for tagging me this was honestly so fun!
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If its ok i would like a match up (sorry if its a bit long), im a very depressed and anxious person and have my moments when i just cant do anything but lay in bed or stay in my bed for days, but im really kind and caring i have even been told i have a heart of gold, i love drawing and listening to music and like all types of music, im 5'4 and a bit chubby and have very dark blond hair that people often mistake for brown for how dark it is i also have freckles and green bluish eyes, also have adhd and a typical autism with a sleeping disorder that causes me to bot be able to fall asleep by myself if i dont take my night medication and also very sleepy almost all the time
Hello hello! I present you 2 gentlemen! (you didn’t specify on gender so I chose from both but I happened to find 3gents matching)
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JOTARO KUJO (p4)
Hear me out... I know he might seem as cold and distant but this guy is CARING. When Dr. Kujo falls in love he is head over heels!
You are gorgeous! He tries to show you that! He is always closing in with his emotions and its usually difficult for others to understand him but I feel like you two would get each other!
He always reminds you to take your medication and takes your health seriously. When you are not well he terns into a more caring side of him, he comforts you, presents ideas , places you could go or things to do if you are not in the mood to leave home. He might even stop his work to come cuddle you or do all those things.
(Don’t worry he over works himself anyway so it won’t be a problem)
When it comes to your sleeping habits you are completely different but in other things you are completely similar. He likes to see you do activities you like.
(Ok, even I believe you have a heart of gold from reading the request, just saying, I’m a physiognomist what can I say!)
He appreciates the fact that you are caring a lot. He really needs it! He is quiet and is an anxious- depressive person himself so he knows how you feel and the best ways to comfort you. Part 4 Jotaro is more talkative and soft. Not so much tho.
The hight difference is great! He likes to protect you and he is ALWAYS anxious about you. He will just try to hide it.
For part 6 readers:
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WEATHER REPORT (without memory)
He has the same problems too. He is an understanding and loving guy. Cares deeply about his friends and in my belief he has a calming aura. (fresh light cold breeze that comfort you in a hot day)
Will definitely comfort you when you need him! If he finds you in bed resting, crying or genuinely having a bad day he will sit by your side and capture you into a hug , slightly rocking you side to side. Like Jotaro , Weather isn’t a man of many words but he cares a lot!
All your actions remind him of all his struggles and dark thoughts. He will remind you everyday , try to remember the medication you take ect.
He will try to care for you the way he would have liked if he was in your situation. Probably just stay by your side and listen to everything. If you need anything he will get it. Or if you want him to do anything like cuddle , watch a movie , even leave you alone, he will.
If he has trouble with understanding you , he will reach to Emporio and his knowledge. You are gorgeous and he feels so soo lucky to have you by his side! The hight difference is also really cute.
Hey! Thank you for the matchup! I had fun writting it. If I were to include other characters I would do Jonathan cause he is more caring but at the same time doesn’t know how to cope in your situation. Have a great day!
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toutallyahoe · 5 years ago
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Hey, it me, a dumb sleeby bitch. I know you're not taking requests. So I'm gonna leave this at your doorstep and if you ever want to do it, go for it. No pressure. But pls if you ever have time and motivation, could you give me some cute sleepy headcanons for any of our very good cowboys? Thanks in advance and I love you and everything you do. You're amazing.
i would literally write a fucking book for you-- i have told you this so many already asdfghjkl
but ya want some of the good boahs and some cute sleepy headcanons? BOI I AM IN!
also, before i continue-- CALL YERSELF DUMB BITCH AGAIN AND I WILL gently KICK YER ASS and hug you to death because ya ain't dumb or else i am more dumber than a fucking rock you sweet, talented smort, beautiful fecker!
AND ANOTHER THING !!! *sobs* HOW CAN YE DO THIS TO ME?!? SHOOTING ME WITH A SURPRISE COMPLIMENT-- ACK ME HEART! I FEEL M U S H ASDFGHJKKLXNBSOHD
okay, i calmed down now... onto the headcanons! btw, multiple characters because ya didn't specify who you want in this headcanon and because i knew yer beautiful ass would like more than one boah
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Arthur Morgan
• first off, best boah right here
• second off, this bitch won't admit he is sleepy even if his life depends on it
• is it pride???
• probably...
• definitely
• i dont know, i see Arthur as one to not really say anything he feels because he doesn't want to be a bother or thinks he'll be a dead weight
• because life as an outlaw? it ain't really the best life
• so, when there are jobs that takes a few days and he volunteers to take watch, Arthur won't admit he is tired and would continue on be on guard no matter how many times he is asked to get his ass some rest
• it'll be a pain in the ass if you aren't patient enough or very worried about him
• because knowing Arthur, he'll just suck it up
• so, if he is sleepy, his [Name] is on his ass immediately
• "you need rest"
• "don't need nothin"
• he IS stubborn as fuck
• and also incredibly more sassier when he is sleepy
• it honestly sometimes annoy [Name]
• "Arthur, you look like you're goin to pass out-- jesus christ! just rest already!"
• Arthur is too stubborn for his own good
• and it sometimes lead to some arguments really
• but [Name] will be the first to give up when he just sees Arthur and sighs
• [Name] will sit by his side and just talk about stuff
• trying to make Arthur relax and at ease
• he'll be sassy at first but will ease up and comment genuinely
• Arthur will then unconsciously place his head on his [Name]'s shoulder as the [Hair color] haired man's voice drowns his thoughts with stories of the past (either his or [Name]'s past)
• before you know it, Arthur "sleep is for the dead" Morgan is fucking asleep
• [Name] notices how quiet Arthur and will turn his head to see the outlaw asleep
• [Name] just smiles at Arthur and place his head on Arthur's and let a content sigh as he close his eyes
• they'll be fine sleeping for a bit
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John Marston
• best greasy dumbass raccoon looking ass bitch
• but-- ahem
• like Arthur, John will be stubborn at first
• it's pride and John doesn't want to get babied really
• he already gets that enough from the rest of the gang since he is a real life predatory bait and gets mauled by a lot of animals
• honestly, this man has the shittiest luck
• but also lucky in some way...?
• but yeah... ANYWAYS
• when John gets tired, he is functioning with no braincells (like he doesn't already)
• [Name] is honestly tired with it
• just fucking glaring the shit outta that greasy raccoon boi
• then maybe...just maybe, you can get him to rest his greasy ass
• John will be a bit of a whiny bitch to be honest
• like, he'll whine he ain't sleepy
• but as if it was on cue, he'll yawn
• John looking a bit embarrassed and [Name] looking at him with that "really?" look
• [Name] ain't dealing with yer bullshit raccoon boi
• i can definitely see [Name] restraining John from running away and carry the guy to his tent and slam his in the cot and glare and order John to stay and sleep like a damn dog
• John would be honestly pissed because DAMN IT [NAME]! YA HAVE TO DO THAT IN FRONT OF EVERYONE?!? ARTHUR AND SEAN AIN'T GOING TO LIVE THIS DOWN (because those two are bastards... lovable bastards though asdfgghjkl)
• but also turned on but pfft-- he won't admit that
• but yeah, [Name] just sitting on the side of his bed and will not leave until he makes sure John rest
• "you ain't leavin, are you?"
• "i aint leavin till i see yer ass sleep, Marston"
• yikes, getting called his by his last name? usually his [Name] does that when he is annoyed or angry at time
• that when John know he ain't getting out of this
• "aight... fine! i'll sleep! happy?"
• "very"
• to be honest, John feels happy when [Name] does that
• it's because this is how his [Name]'s care for him and it is sweet
• a bit annoying but sweet
• John sleeps and [Name] softly sighs and place a soft kiss on John's forehead and leaves the tent to do his work
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Leonard "Lenny" Summers
• pure child
• pure child who can never do anything wrong
• just, this fucking boah is pure child who can never do anything wrong and y'all can fight me is ya say he aint
• ANYWAYS
• Lenny is adorable when he is sleepy
• just utterly adorable as fuck and his [Name] just smiles at how cute he is
• like, Lenny is reading a book under a tree and the day was just a lovely day despite it being so fucking boring
• Lenny planned to read but as the calm breeze pass by him, it didn't take long for Lenny to be yawning and his eyelids dropping but the young man is trying so hard to fight the sleep off and stay awake
• honestly, [Name] saw Lenny sleepy but being too stubborn to admit defeat with sleep will try to stay awake
• [Name] is just amused by it and found it adorable
• always adorable with Lenny
• but anyways, Lenny would be one of the submissive out of everyone if you ask him to go to sleep when he is tired
• will literally not fight back on it because his mind shuts down from the sleepiness
• honestly? will act like a baby
• because he is a baby and [Name] loves him so much and spoils him
• "come on Lenny, let's get ya to yer cot"
• "hmmm, [Name]? can you carry me there... please?"
• just adorable akdbjqjdjsjfjjsjd
• me baby
• aNYWAYS
• Lenny is just a good boah
• like, he gives up rather quickly because he knew his [Name] is looking out for him and besides, if he says yes? he gets cuddles
• so yeah, that's good for him
• Lenny gets warm cuddles and sleeps well in the arms of his [Name] who holds him very close and just being soft boahs
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Sean MacGuire
• loud and dumb irish bastard who stole me heart
• i adore him asdfghjkl
• but ON TO THE HEADCANONS
• Sean is a whiny loud ass bitch when he is sleepy
• he acts like he seems drunk
• and it is both hilarious and tiresome for [Name] because he is the one dealing with this shit
• i can see Sean just clinging to his [Name] and yelling on the top of his lungs on how tired he was
• and his [Name] rubbing his temple and tell Sean to get to bed then
• "[Name]! there ye are ye beautiful fecker! i have been looking all over fer ye"
• "and why is that?"
• "i'm sleepyyy"
• "then rest Sean"
• "but i dont want to!"
• honestly acts like a kid
• a loud ass bratty kid...
• it's not even cute
• kinda
• okay, [Name] finds it adorable but he ain't telling no one shit because he already suffers from a sleepy Sean who acts like a drunk toddler
• he doesn't want to deal with everyone teasing him on being soft with his drunk toddler lover
• but yeah
• like John, i can definitely see [Name] try to restrain this dumb bastard
• probably had to hoagtie Sean if i had to be honest
• which may or may not have the sleepy minded Sean blurt out something that made [Name] exasperatedly sigh and a bit flustered
• because-- goD DAMN IT SEAN! stop being a thirsting bastard for a bit and get some sleep?!?
• "Sean, keep this up and I'm goin to hoagtie you..."
• "that's a bit kinky [Name]-- but yer boy is always happy to please ye--"
• "oh my lords-- Sean!"
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Charles Smith
• stronk hunt boah
• he is just so beautiful-- im gonna cry asdfgghjkl
• bUT ANYWAYS
• Charles won't admit it outloud when he is sleepy
• he is usually reserved and quiet anyways so his [Name] has to pick up some signals when Charles is sleepy
• but Charles won't be so stubborn about it though
• like, he is kinda like Lenny, a bit submissive and giving in on his [Name]'s words if the man tells him to sleep
• well, if [Name] finds out he is sleepy that is
• when this boah is sleepy, he usually sits in a somewhere in a shade and looks at the sky
• preferably under a tree and away from camp for a bit because honestly, the camp is just too noisy at times
• so yeah
• [Name] will notice him not doing anything and just cloud watching and will sit by him
• Charles would send him a small smile and a nod
• the two would just be quiet and after sometime, Charles would lay his head on [Name]'s lap as the [Hair color] haired man braids his hair and then undoing it again, repeatedly doing the action for a bit
• it honestly soothes Charles a lot
• just his [Name] playing with his hair which he is the only who can
• it was nice and with him already be sleepy, Charles would be lull to sleep
• and with that, Cahrles is softly snoring in his [Name]'s lap as the [Hair color] haired man undoes the braid again and then look at Charles' sleeping face fondly then look at the view in front of him with a gentle smile
• it doesn't take long for [Name] to sleep too with that
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Javier Escuella
• a man after me own heart
• honestly, this man is just gorgeous asdfghjkl
• BUT BACK TO HEADCANONS
• Javier would probably be the only one who ACTUALLY goes to his tent and sleep in his cot
• maybe drag [Name] there because the mexican just want a nice cuddle you know?
• honestly, sleepy Javier is adorable to his [Name]
• Javier's mind just shuts down and he forgets how to speak in english and mumbles in spanish until he falls asleep
• i can also see Javier being one to plop himself down on his [Name]'s lap when the guy is sitting somewhere (below a tree or on a seat) because when is sleepy-- he loses his braincells and all functioning
• Javier just searches for his [Name] and throws himself because one, his boah can carry him alright anyways and two, he just loves too
• his [Name] is honestly amused because Javier won't be like this when he is functioning well
• well, not all the time
• but yeah
• [Name] thinks it's cute and will hug his lover
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renjunsmom · 5 years ago
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What is love? | l. jeno
Ghost! Jeno x Human! reader
a/n: im back!! well i dont know if i’ll continue writing on this blog but this has been sitting in my drafts for forever so i figured i would just finish it and post it. i’ll be writing on my new hq writing sideblog @happytsukki !! hope you enjoy, its kinda messy oops.
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some say “new year, new me” but unfortunately for you it also meant a new house
moving was just as bad as you think
the trouble of unpacking and packing,,,,the worst part was having to adjust to the entirely new environment
so it was pretty lonely
well, until you met the ghost that lived in your new house
i know what you’re thinking
it was horrifying at first
one day you were simply trying to put away extra plates on the top shelf in the kitchen
feeling accomplished you began unpacking something else
you placed the heavy box onto the counter not even realizing you shook the stack of plates directly above you
a plate was imminently gonna fall on you
luckily for you the boy living in your house caught it as it grazed your hair
looking up you see the plate and turn to your savior
SCREAAAAAAAAMMMMMM
you didn’t know if you were most shocked about how attractive the guy’s face was or the fact that this was a stanger in your home
you quickly grabbed the nearest thing to protect you
a spatula
“back off, or i-i’m gonna flip your ass outta here” you threatened
instead of retreating back in fear the odd boy began laughing
he held his stomach as tears began falling from his eyes
“you’re threatening me with a, a spatula???”
you gave him a death stare
“okay okay fine. i’m lee jeno, your roommate i guess you could say.”
hOL UP
“roommate?? who is you???”
jeno put out his hand and gave you a bright smile
“my bad, let me be more specific: i’m a ghost and i can’t leave this house”
this sounded like a load of bs to you,,,so you pushed his hand out of the way and examined him
“a ghost?”
his skin did seem to be unusually fair and under his cute eyes were so heavy bags
“believe it or not, i, lee jeno am a ghost but don’t worry. i know how to pass on peacefully, but i’ll need your help.”
the next few months made you feel like sherlock holmes
you agreed to help jeno pass on by helping him find out what happened to his parents
living in the same house with him was extremely difficult
he was always popping up in random places, giving you the biggest jumpscares
when your parents came home from long business trips it wasn’t easy hiding him
but jeno became your best friend and gave some damn good love advice
you had a crush on na jaemin, the boy next door
he was basically perfect package 📦
sadly you could never muster up the courage to converse with him
but jeno insisted
first he threw a rock from your window to his
then he left your window open which seemed like an open invitation to talk
next thing you knew you were laughing and talking with THE na jaemin
it was a dream come true
for you
while the stars in your eyes shined brighter and your smile grew bigger everyday
jeno stood at the side admiring how beautiful you were
how he wished that he met you in his lifetime
he wondered if ghosts could have feelings, if they even had hearts
because if he did, his beat uncontrollably for you
“what is love?”
he asked you out of the blue one night
you thought long and hard:
“well love comes in many different forms, but love is caring for someone unconditionally sometimes without reason. its their image constantly creeping into your brain and just the sound of their voice giving you heart palpitations. most of all its the ability to accept their flaws and imperfections.”
jeno was mesmerized by your words
but the thought saddened him
“i wish i fell in love before i, you know, died” he confessed
you looked into his sullen eyes, feeling the deep pain he suffered from
oh how you wished you knew what to tell him. what are you supposed to tell a ghost? you wished you could tell him that he would eventually find someone, someone who could give him the world, like he deserved. but fate proved to be cruel and deep down you knew the circumstances were different.
you wrapped your arms around him in a hug, giving off the warmth and love he’d been longing for
“but i happened to fall in love in my afterlife” he whispered
you didn’t hear, already drawing back from the warm embrace by that time.
exhaustion fell over your body and you let out a yawn. “i’m sleepy now jeno. goodnight and sweet dreams.”
He nodded and walked towards the door but before leaving he looked at you, laying there so peacefully. how your mouth hung slightly ajar and the way you snored ever so lightly caused his lips to curl up.
“goodnight, my love.”
the next morning you quickly grabbed breakfast and darted for the door. last week you promised jeno you would look into his death more.
but something stopped you. at your doorstep stood a couple in their late 40s. their faces soaked with tears and eyes swollen red. in the man’s hand was a picture frame.
“oh, i’m sorry, we didn’t realize someone was home right now. we’ll leave immediately.” he spoke between his sobs.
the woman next to him wailed, clutching her heart and holding a baseball. “w-we happened to pass by and we just wanted to reminisce by our old home. you see, our son died a year ago from a hit and run; he loved this home more than anything, except maybe baseball.” she managed to stifle out a dry laugh at the last part.
but your world stopped. suddenly you felt the presence of jeno by your side. his mouth hung agape and his eyes widened at the sight of the couple. “mom? dad?” he managed to whisper amidst his shock.
tears spilled down his eyes, but unlike his parents, his voice had no despair or pain. he simply laughed, “thank you. thank you for visiting me today.” He took a step forward and tried to wrap his arms around his parents, but they immediately fell through and dissipated.
While the scene unraveled you could do nothing but stare at jeno and his parents. you wanted to yell: He’s right here in front of you! He didn’t go anywhere!
but you knew that only you could see him and instead you flung your arms around the strangers. sobbing along with them. “i’m sorry for you loss. I’m sure he was a great person.”
they felt so moved by your sudden sympathy and asked you if they could leave his picture here. you happily accepted, knowing that his spirit would soon be able to pass.
when they left you looked over at jeno, his eyes already boring into you with a grin planted on his face.
“hey, don’t look at me like that, i’m a mess” you whined, covering your face from his view.
“y/n. thank you.” was all he said. he inched forward and engulfed you in a hug, tighter than the other ones since he knew this would be his last.
“you’re so dramatic jeno.” you said into his shoulder. “i didn’t even do anything. i’m a pretty useless detective because they basically just came to me.”
He tucked a strand of hair behind your ear and gently took your fingertips into his, “that may be so, but because of you i got to feel what love was. i thought i would leave this world without ever feeling my heart race or finding someone’s hands fit perfectly into mine.”
“i love you y/n. and though we didn’t meet in this life, i hope we can meet in the next one. i’m depending on it.” he declared, wiping away the single tear that fell from the corner of your eye. He leaned forward, holding his forehead to yours and and took in all the emotions.
He kissed the tip of your nose and you couldn’t help but giggle, “I should be thanking you jeno. you taught me love, and i wish i saw it earlier. you are love. now, you better not break your promise, we have to meet in the next life.”
He pulled back and smiled in endearment, “of course y/n. but don’t be a lonely cat lady, okay? be with jaemin, i can tell he’s a good guy and i want the best for you. goodbye my love.”
Then he disappeared without a trace. the only remembrance you had of him was the picture his parents gave you. written on the back was a surprise little note that read I’ll marry you in the next life, i promise. love, lee jeno.
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gingerwritess · 5 years ago
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What was the proposal with Loki like? Did he propose? Also what was their wedding like? xxxx
The first time Loki proposed to you, Jim and Pam were getting married.
You thought he wasn’t watching, really, with the soft, slow breaths ghosting over the top of your head, the arm fallen limp around your chest—you’d assumed he fell asleep.
But Jim and Pam run off to Niagara Falls to get married, and Loki breathes a quiet chuckle into your hair. The hand splayed over your stomach taps you softly.
“Tha’s cute.”
He’s mumbling, more than half asleep and words slurring, eyes lidded, but he gives you a sleepy smile and lifts a finger towards the laptop sitting on your thighs.
“We should do that.”
“Get married on a boat?” You whisper, glancing up to look at him.
“Rivers in the lower regions of Asgard are the most beautiful I’ve seen,” he murmurs, head dropping to rest against the top of your head. “We could actually sail off into the sunset.”
You pause. Is this a proposal?
You wouldn’t put it past him, to propose in a rather…unconventional way, but you’d thought he was biding his time because he was planning something a bit more personal and thought out.
Not just a half asleep, backhanded mention.
But still, it’s endearing. You never know what to expect with Loki.
“Sure.” You twist around in his arms, tilting your head up to press a kiss to his jaw. “When?”
His eyes are closed again.
“Tomorrow.”
“Yikes,” you laugh, patting his thigh as you settle back against him. “Let’s at least get engaged first.”
It’s quiet for a moment and you’re fairly certain Loki fell asleep again. This must’ve just been mostly sleep talking.
“Aren’t we?”
“Huh?”
Loki breathes deeply, eyes still closed. “Aren’t we engaged?”
“No, genius.” You grin and lightly poke your elbow back into his gut. “I’m still waiting.”
Silence. Then,
“Fuck.”
He opens his eyes and sighs loudly, right in your ear. “Then that was all a dream, wasn’t it.”
Heart twisting, you pause the show and turn around with a laugh, wrapping your arms around his neck. “You were dreaming about me, sunshine?”
“Always,” he mumbles, shifting down on the couch cushion to lay better. “But that was a nightmare. Asking you to be mine. Terrifying.”
Your fingers find his hair, slowly rubbing the back of his neck. “Did I say yes?”
“Mm.” His eyes close again. “Can’t recall.”
“One of these days you should ask me for real,” you quietly tell him, biting back a smile when his eyebrow quirks over closed eyes. “Just to see what happens.”
He’s almost asleep again, but he cracks one tired eye open to look at you.
“Would you marry me?”
Your heart drops to the pit of your stomach—you didn’t think he’d actually ask.
The answer is yes, of course, yes, but your throat goes dry at the sheer suddenness of such a life altering question, the fact that Loki’s literally half asleep not exactly helping the case.
“Never mind,” he whispers, closing his eyes again and letting out a slow breath.
Your fingers still in his hair and you shake yourself out of a daze, swallowing thickly.
“Yeah.”
One corner of his lips quirks upwards. “Really?”
“Yes,” you giggle, tugging gently on his hair, but he still doesn’t open his eyes. “Yeah, I’ll marry you. We’ve already discussed this, doofus.”
“Wonderful.” He wraps his arms around you, burying his face in your neck with a quiet chuckle. “Thank you.”
A few minutes pass, and Loki’s asleep.
…that was it?
Okay, you shouldn’t be disappointed, and really, you’re not, but you can’t say you’re not surprised.
With how much he likes to talk about “when we’re married” and “once you’re my wife,” you’d expected maybe just a little more than a sleepy “marry me?” in the middle of watching The Office.
Oh well. It’s cute, and very unlike him, and it did the job—
“You truly think so little of me?”
Long fingers dig into your sides and you shriek, jolting off of Loki with a start. “HEY!!”
Laughing, he laces his hands together behind his head, lounging there with ankles crossed and hair splayed and an infuriatingly smug grin on his face. You backhand his chest, pulling yourself off the floor.
“Tell me you didn’t think I just proposed to you.” He raises an eyebrow.
“You did,” you huff, climbing back onto the couch with him. “That’s why I said yes, dipshit.”
“No, I asked you if you would marry me. Not if you will.”
“You’re joking, right?”
He shakes his head, drawing his bottom lip between his teeth with a grin for a split second as you stare at him, dumbfounded. 
“I changed my mind,” you groan, grabbing a pillow off the couch and smothering his laughter with it. “I won’t marry you ever in a million years, Loki, not after that.”
”I’ll wait,” he laughs, voice muffled under the pillow. “A million and one years until you’re mine, then.”
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mellohyi · 4 years ago
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wooowowowoo i miss summer camp so much
like this is my second year without going and as much as it sucked i loved it
there is a large rant about the place and like every single living detail i remember about it under the cut (is that the right phrase to use for this idk)
like the big field with the train tracks next to it and the beehives on one edge. i miss throwing a frisbee for my few friends there and laughing when i would get it stuck in a tree or they would throw it and it would go so far away. and i miss jumping on the trampoline and getting so pissed off (jokingly) at the dudes spending like 10 decades on it and because i was the only british person there they would be somewhat scared of me? so i would literally stare at them somewhat angrily and with my shitty latvian accent complain about how long they are taking and they would get off LMAO it only worked on the dudes younger than me but it worked... and the basketball on the small court !!! :D im not good at like,, throwing ball type games tbh? but like this court was magical because like 9/10 i would actually get it in and score a point and i loved how,, rapid (?) the games were like if you failed to get it in at a certain point you would be out and you had to get it in to stay in the game !!
and i remember the lake!!! it had a lot of those thingies.. oysters? idk i googled it and thats what they looked like. i can still remember the feeling of them and they were sharp LMAO and there was a zipline thing you could go on and it would take you to the middle of the lake and you could jump into it from there. and there was a game we played where we would be in two teams and then we would send a person down the zipline and if they fell in we would all have to do i think 10? pushups and it was fun cheering on people from the small platforms next to the zipline !! and we used to build a sorta dodgy looking sauna using some planks of wood and a big blue tarp that was held down by some rocks and we would collect sticks to make a fire with and then we would go sit in it and just talk and chill in the sauna. not everyone wanted to go, understandably considering iirc i put it off the first year i went but then tried it the next and loved it, so there was enough room for all of us to comfortable sit and even lie down on the log benches !! and we even had like,, bay leaf sticks with the leaves on it and stuff and we would dunk them into a bucket of water and then gently hit someone who was lying down as a like,,, relaxation thing? and it was so nice and it smelt SO GOOD it smelt like wood and grass and nature and it was sweet in a savoury way and i miss the smell so much just thinking about it. like you could literally smell the bay leaves because of the water evaporating after you take it out the bucket. and the hot air was so much harder to breathe when you stood up and it felt thicker and the air lower to the ground was cool so when you found it hard to breathe you would basically stick your head onto the grass to get a bit of cool and it felt so good !! and we would take breaks to drink water and pour cold water on ourselves or we would go into the lake though the last time i went a lot of the lake had dried up D: but its okay because i still have good memories with the lake when it wasnt like that. once during the sauna we went in the lake after and the sky was so clear like i could see all the stars and i could see the big dipper and it was just so beautiful. i even used the zipline to get into the lake that time as well and it was just so magical. i was kinda like,, sleepy (?) so i kinda was just not fully there so it was like so much cooler because i didnt feel real during it and it was just amazing.
omg and the activities we would do. we went on a hike in a forest and it was SO COOL like we would have to go climb up the steep hill that separated the field area and the train tracks and we would literally go onto the train tracks and at the time there wasnt any trains so we got to literally touch the tracks and we would go into the forest and IT WAS SO COOL like the light came in at a perfect angle and it was so pretty and we would pick blueberries and aaaaaaaa it was so amazing !! and we would split up and walk to an area to play some games using the trees and it was amazing. and also we would just do sports games using the field but also we went BIKING!!!! they had so many bikes for the people who didnt bring their own and we would go on the bikes and cycle to some sand dunes literally like 5 minutes away from the place and climb up them and jump and stuff and we carved tic tac toe grids into the stable parts and played and it was so fun AND I LITERALLY SAW A LIZARD CLIMB UP ONE OF THE EDGES INTO THE GRASS LMAO and we also cycled to a lake
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this one to be exact!! and we would jump off from the small pier thing and swim around back to the edge and it had sand and a slide and it was generally really fun cycling to and from there. i did cause multiple crashes with the bikes while cycling there LMAO mainly because my brain just tends to blow things out of proportion for no reason and like LMAO someone would start coming a bit closer to me and i would panic and stop and then everyone behind me would then have to immediately stop and they would crash into me.. like once i got my cousin to come with me and someone looked like they were gonna go behind my cousin who was in front of me and i panicked because i didnt want to be separated from her so i just stopped because i was panicking too much and everyone behind me crashed into me LMAO and they were all like 'bruuuuh' but anyways it was really fun cycling there because i went past the place my aunt on my mums side got married + the place my uncle on my dads side got married (no they did not marry each other it was separate weddings) !! a few times i didnt go cycling because i just didnt feel good and didnt want to go but it was okay in the end because i was all alone in the cabin and i would just sleep and draw while waiting for them to come back and they would flood in cycling down the small hill that leads to the field and has the bike area and i would just see them from the porch of the cabin and it was cool :D
mMmMmmmmmMMM and the food area !! we would usually sit inside the pizzeria (because the place was also a pizzeria more on that later) and it was fun because we had breakfast, lunch, dinner + a night snack thing (its called naksniņas) and like even though im usually the pickest eater at the camp and they had to make exceptions for me because we werent allowed dessert at lunch unless we ate all our food like i still got to eat a lot lol like there was usually something i could eat even if i couldnt eat all of it and the juice was so nice and ngl i kinda liked being on the like,,, duty of having to set up before the meals + clean up after because getting all the stuff and setting it up was just so peaceful and calm and i loved it and mmmmsmsmsmsmsm it was so cool and THE NIGHT SNACK THING WAS LITERALLY THE BEST it was practically dessert for dinner but right before bed + we would do an activity after dinner before it !! i talked to my dad and figured out the spelling of the word because im not that good at latvian atm and mmmm . also like we would have tea and it was so good !! we would also have a small snack like a biscuit or cereal bar and it was so nice good way to end the day :D
i also lost an entire waterbottle there dont ask how
the cabins were nice because i usually end up on the second floor level thing of it and theres a small window on it !! and a cool ladder to get up to it though its a pain when camp first starts + when it finishes because you have to pack everything up while trying to not hit your head on any of the beams or the slant of the cabin roof and you have to haul everything up and down... other than that its so fun because theres small holes (like,,, really small. cant fit a pen down it) and when the people in the two rooms below that cabin spot are being pisstaking you can pour water down it and they shut up LMAO its really funny because they see the water dripping and get more pissed off and then become less annoying and we used to slip them notes to tell them to shut up LMAO also listened into their convos to be annoying too
anyways to finish off with my favouritest things ever about it. last day we would make pizzas and your family would be there and you could make multiple pizzas ! i usually made one for my parents / family and then one for myself and my sister because we r really picky and dont like cheese . and it was so fun and the pizzas were SO GOOD and i share the other pizza thats not mine with my family because i hate cheese and they are happy too. i also love the one evening where we cook dinner ourselves i think thats the sauna night as well but omg its so nice we have dough balls to wrap around a stick and asduidfohih its so nice omg i love them so much right because we take the stick and then toast them over a fire and when you do them right its a tiny bit doughy on the inside but a safe amount and its like,, slightly crispy in a good way on the outside so amazing and like you can put stuff in it like cheese and ketchup and stuff but i just eat mine plain and they are so good mmmamMMm and we also have watermelon iirc and it was so good overall like best evening of the camp :)
anyways i love camp and i miss it
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beatlesqueen1960s1970s · 4 years ago
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Kid!Queen: Wish Upon A Star
Tw: Child Abuse, Child Neglect, Domestic Violence
7-year-old Roger stood on his tippy toes peering out the window he grabs onto the window sill to see better the window blew his hair it had to only be 10 at night. He sighs and looks up to the sky squinting, "When you wish upon a star. Makes no diffe'ent who you are. Anything your heart d-desires. Will come to you.." Roger sings softly gripping the window sill. He hears his father and mother downstairs having their famous police getting called arguments the whole house seems to shake when they argue. Roger has been wishing since he was 3-years-old, at least his singing has gotten better.
Roger whimpers and looks towards the starry night sky, his blue eyes sparkle seeing a nice shiny star in the sky it seemed to shine brighter than all the others, "I-I wish daddy will leave mama alone... I-I can't take her boo boos anymore.. I hurt.... I-I also wish for a p-prince t-t-to come and get me. I-I want to be l-like Cinderella!''
He heard a scream of pure agony come from downstairs followed by a sickening thud, "ROGER, COME DOWN HERE!!" it was his father's voice Roger shudders and grabs his favourite blanket the one his mother made him.
"It sounds like he had too much adult juice" Roger thinks as his little body scampers out the window his blanket tied around him like a cape. The chilly fall air makes him shiver and the makeshift cape flutters weakly, "ROGER!! I'M GOING TO SNAP THAT FUCKING NECK OF YOURS WHERE ARE YOU??!!"
Roger tears up, "N-No, no." his foot slips and he goes soaring off the roof he twists and turns in the air. Roger covers his mouth many thoughts run through his head like who's going to protect mama, who's going to cook dinner if he's gone, who's going to clean the house, who's going to hide daddy's bottles? Roger thankfully lands in the neighbor's bushes and he only has a few scrapes and bruises, he looks up to the sky a sniffling mess. He thought all about the times he's wished and wished for daddy to go away and he hasn't, all the times he wished for someone to come save him... And then it clicks for his young mind, "I-Its all lies." he kicks at the ground with his bare foot kicking up some dirt, "W-Wishes isn't real." he cries and runs.
He didn't know where he was running too. He just keeps a grip onto his blanket and flees into the night his tiny body shakes adrenaline racing through his small body still. He stops at the park where he stayed at so often to get away from the noise, to get away from world war three. Roger shudders and sits on the bench wrapping the blanket around himself, his feet a muddy dirty mess with grass stuck to them. The chilly air made him shivering and shake.
"H-Hey!" a light nearly blinds him and the blond covers his eyes a little scared,
"Hey watch where ya shine that!"
A boy with tan skin steps out of the wooden area a big clunker of a flashlight in his hands he was followed by a boy with curly hair that was getting to be neck length on him, "You're new." the tan boy says, he had to be roughly 10 or 11, looked starved and in need of a bath.
The curly haired boy peeks over his shoulder, "I-Im B'ian."
"R-Roger." the blond sticks his hand out wether he was blushing from the cold or the boy, Roger thought Brian was very pretty, like a girl. Maybe this was his prince and the older boy was Brian's servant.
"Im Freddie." the tan boy tells him butting in.
Brian rolls his eyes grabbing the flashlight from Freddie, "Come on lets take him to ou' place."
Freddie takes Roger's hand and holds Brian's free hand. They walk hand and hand through the woods Roger clutches his blanket tighter to himself the woods look scary the tree shadows look like looming hands about to strangle him like his father did. Roger feet starts to hurt from the sticks and rocks, he believes he's gotten cuts on them but Roger's feet were numb from the cold by now. As Roger takes in more kf his surroundings he realizes he's never been this deep into the woods before, and he saw some new creatures he never saw before, like an owl who flew away once they got too close. As Roger drifts into his thoughts he bumps into Freddie's back the three stood outside a abandoned looking hunter's cabin, "Y-You live here?" Roger asks softly kinda amazed.
''Me, Brian, and Johnny live here." Freddie explains as he "unlocks" the door was a wooden key, "Johnny we're home!"
A three or so-ish tot lays in a makeshift crib teddies and plushies surround him. He nurses on a green turtle theme paci he looks happy to see his friends are back but he looks weary of Roger.
"Johnny this is Roger. Roger this is Johnny."
Roger waves and Johnny clings to his plushies.
"Uh.."
"He has uh, Brian what's that big word again?"
"Aspergers." Brian tells him.
Freddie snaps his fingers, "Yeah, ass-burgers!"
"No it's asper-," Brian rolls his eyes, "Forget it.'
"You said ass!" Johnny's tiny voice pipes up.
"So did you." Freddie giggles.
Johnny gasps and looks offended at himself he cross his arms and pouts.
Brian giggles and goes to him, "Does someone want num-nums?" Brian asks picking up Johnny with a struggle.
The toddler nods and bounces in Brian's arms making it even harder for the 9-year-old to carry him to the kitchen area.
"Well welcome to our home. Hopefully you can stay." Freddie says slinging an arm around Roger's shoulders.
Roger felt his face blush and looks away, "Yeah hopefully."  He removes bis blanket laying it onto one of the hay beds. Roger looks at Brian and his wonderful curls, pretty eyes, charming smile and then to Freddie big ears, dark cat like eyes, and messed up teeth reminded Roger of a donkey off of Pinocchio. Roger determines his prince, it was going to be Brian. Roger thinks back on what Disney taught him, princes are tall, skinny, nice teeth, and are white. So Roger picks Brian to be his prince since Freddie can never be a prince.
Roger watches as Brian helps Johnny feed himself. The tot struggles a little the poor boy seems to shake a lot and always looks to be on the verge of tears.
Brian helps Freddie make a small dinner of eggs stolen from a farmer and stolen meat from the butcher.
Roger was coloring then he looks up at them, "Do you watch Disney?"
"I use to." Brian said, "Then things got bad.. But now I'm here!"
"Yeah me too." Freddie says.
"Do you think princesses have babies?"
Freddie looks to Brian amd shrugs, "I guess."
"If I ever have a baby I'll name them Sam or maybe Rosy, or maybe Greyson?"
Johnny pipes up, "JJ!"
Brian giggles softly, "If I have a baby I'll name them Nicole if they're a girl for a boy, maybe Micheal? James?"
"If I have a kid," Freddie pipes in, "I'll name them Oreo."
"Why?" Roger asks.
"Because I'm hungry."
The room goes quiet after that. They eat and clean up,  Freddie goes over to the corner of the room once the kitchen stuff is done.
"Come on lets get ready for rest." Freddie says pulling out stolen toothpaste and toothbrushes from a bag, "Its 1AM."
Roger gasps, "That's the longest I've ever stayed up!" he bounces on his heels and ignores his body pain.
They all brush their teeth outside spitting and rinsing with well water. It tasted disgusting to Roger but the other boys didn't seem to mind. Freddie held Johnny's head and forced his mouth open as Brian scrubs Johnny's tiny teeth, "This is the only way." Freddie tells a stunned Roger, "He's also got his first loose tooth. "
"That's cool, my daddy made me lose my first tooth."
Freddie and Brian look at him in stun silence and Freddie noted how empty Roger's mouth was of teeth.
Roger whimpers and hurries back inside the "cold becoming too much for him". The other boys come inside moments later, "Night night, Johnny." Freddie says tucking him in. Roger watches as Freddie sings the boy to sleep he had a amazing singing voice, maybe Freddie was looking for his prince too? Roger got to share a hay bed with Brian the boys share Roger's blanket along with a blanket Brian had. Freddie and John shared one too, John gets cold easily now and they couldn't have him getting sick again.
After Brian put out the fireplace and snuggles into his blankets, long after Freddie and John were fast asleep, Roger rolls over and faces Brian.
"Hey, Brian?" Roger asks softly hearing John and Freddie's snores.
''Huh?' Brian replies sleepy.
"I know we only met hours ago."
He could feel Brian's hazel eyes staring at him, "W-Will you be my prince?"
Brian cuddles up to him nose in his hair, "Sure p'incess." there was no teasing just Brian trying to be caring.
Roger snuggles into him and closes his eyes he kinda felt happy. "Maybe wishes do come true" Roger thought, "I did get a prince and daddy's gone.."
Roger felt warm lips kiss the top of his head, "Night p'incess."
Roger smiles and snuggles closer to him relaxing, "Night prince.'' and he fall asleep feeling safe for the first time in his young life.
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You Are The Reason
in which Josh thanks you for being the reason that he is who he is today.
a/n: this lowkey hurt to write but i am whipped happy with how this came out :))) i think this is also my longest one shot that I have ever written on here. 
update: wow 2,235 words im proud of myself-
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Reason #1
He wasn’t sure why his heart had been beating so loudly in his chest. You were only cuddling with him like you always had as the both of you had your movie days together, but this time it felt different. It was weird when Joshua suddenly asked you to have a movie night on a Tuesday, rather than your usual Fridays, but who were you to deny it when he offered to buy dinner before you both returned back to his house?
Your head was already on his chest, both of your breathing were in sync as the movie in front of you continued playing on the television. After some time, he looked down to see your eyes already closed, resting on top of him softly as your lips were slightly pouted, but he knew that if he didn’t do what he wanted to do today, then he wouldn’t get another opportunity like it again.
“Y/N?” He softly whispers to your sleepy figure and you hum in response, looking up at him with one eye sleepily opened as he took a deep breath in, ready to spill everything to you from then on, but he couldn’t because of how cute you had looked in his eyes. 
Before he could even confess to you, he felt you lean up just slightly so that your lips were pressed against his softly and he immediately reciprocated the kiss as a small smile played on your lips. It was making his head spin as he started to think about whether you had done so because you were sleepy, or because you had the same feelings that he had in his chest, but you had already spoken up before he could say anything. 
“You had that look in your face when you looked back at me, so I did what neither of us had the balls to do.” You teased giggling a bit lying your head back down onto his chest as he had hugged you closer to his chest, knowing that from then, it was going to be a long journey with you beside him.
But at least he was happy that the confession process wasn’t hard, because you were his best friend that had liked him back, and became his significant other the next day when you both woke up. 
Reason #2
It was in the blur that happened as he watched you take small sips from your cup of coffee in front of the window, watching the little kids in your neighborhood play with one another in the snow. A small smile that was spread on your face was able to be seen from where he was standing, making a smile spread on the corners of his lips as well as he watched you. 
The sight of your fondness for the little children on your block made him feel warm, despite the coldness that you were both feeling this winter. He puts down his pre-made coffee that you made for him before he woke up onto a coaster on the coffee table and quietly walked over to where you were, moving over to embrace you for even more warmth. 
“Whatcha thinking about, in that pretty head of yours?” He teases, his lips coming close to the shell of your earlobe as his arms were slowly wrapping around your waist as he could feel your giggles resonating against him. 
“Good morning to you too,” You smiled while looking over to where he had already been staring at you with a happy smile on his lips before you started teasing him, “Affectionate today, aren’t we?”
“What? I can’t show my girlfriend love anymore? Guess I have to make an ad now, the requirements are having to give good cuddles and be able to make funny raps with me.” He playfully retorts and watches as you moved a it to turn towards him with your eyebrows raised. 
“You lose anyways, Joshua, so there’s no use of finding one. Besides, I was just watching the kids on our block play in the snow.” You snickered and looked back outside to see that they were all having a snowball fight with one another. 
“Do you think we can have kids that are like that one day?” He randomly blurts out and your eyes widened at his words in shock, before he could even process that he actually said it out loud from his thoughts, “Unless-”
“You actually think of us having a future one day, Hong?” You teased while poking his cheek and he smiles softly nodding as he continued on with his thoughts. 
“Yeah, I mean it would have to be in the future when we get married, you know? Like maybe one day we could move out of this small apartment and get a bigger house, have maybe 2 kids and live a happy life. But in the future.” He says blushing a bit that he had already thought it all out as you nodding, not being able to hide the smile on your face at how cute he was being.
“Maybe one day...” You whispered while turning away from him to hide the deep blush that was appearing on your cheeks, but it was no use as he had already started tickling your sides after putting down your cup of coffee. 
He had already known that it was you that he wanted forever with.
Reason #3
This was one of the many days that Joshua would ever be anxious in his life, that is if you say yes to him today. He had planned to propose to you at the playground that you both had met as kids, where he had told you earlier in the day that he wanted to go out with you on a picnic after you were finished working today. 
Agreeing to meet up with him at the park, he had already spent the entire afternoon putting things in place with the help of his other members, making sure that every single detail was absolutely perfect. He wanted it that way because he thought that a perfect person like you should have the perfect proposal. 
The only minor problem was that you had gotten earlier than expected and caught them in the middle of doing it all. Letting out a small sound of his name, he instantly turns around to look at you surprised as you looked at him in shock, not knowing what to say as you read the big words in the tree that were made up of little fairy lights that he had gotten Mingyu to hang up. 
“Y/N, what are you doing here? I thought you were coming by later?” He looks at you in confusion and you shrugged before looking back up between the tree and him simultaneously. 
“I got out early...” You trailed off before walking over towards where he was so that he could hear you clearly, “You planned on proposing today?” 
He wanted to say no, but since he knew that you had already caught him in the process, he could only nod his head in response while taking out the small velvet box that he had in his jacket pocket. A small gasp escapes your lips as you looked at the small ring that was encased in it and locked eyes with him as tears had pricked your eyes already. 
“You already know I’m going to say yes, because I love you, you dork.” You said smiling a bit as you pushed him slightly to the side and a laugh resonated from him while he was already sliding the ring onto your finger as he kissed your knuckles softly. 
“I know, that’s why I saved the speech and instead wanted to ask if you wanted to have another rap battle with me while eating the food Mingyu packed for us.” He smiles softly as you nodded in agreement and placed a small kiss on his lips as he was able to hear the members that were behind him cheering him on. 
“Yes I do, as long as they don’t eat our food.” 
Reason #4
He was nervous throughout the entire day, yet he somehow managed to find excitement in the adrenaline in his veins as well. Today was the day that he was finally marrying you, his best friend, his rock, his entity. Words couldn’t describe how much he had already wanted to marry you, even after the endless months of planning all of what was going to happen in a few moments from then. 
However, by the time that you were already walking down the aisle towards where he was at the alter, he could already feel tears pricking the ends of his eyes as he realized that you were both finally getting married. Even with conjoined hands, he couldn’t help but thank God and fate for allowing him to be lucky enough to marry you, in which he did as you both went on with your vows. 
But before then before you both could, the officiant had asked if there was anybody in the audience that had objected to your marriage, but it was only as a joke as Jeonghan had sprung up from his spot. However, Joshua laughed as you both had come to agreements to adopt a puppy together as a mediator while he thought that you and Jeonghan would be funny co-owners to a small puppy in the future. 
That was until it came time to actually say one another’s vows, in which he had began first since you mentioned that you would cry if you said them first.
“You’re the best thing that has ever happened to me in this world, Y/N. Thank you for always being with me, whether its between our schedules, or when we have a fight that needs to have communication between us, thank you for never leaving when I was at my lowest. I promise to always continue loving and cherishing you with every single bone in my body, and promise to make sure that whatever may happen in the future, its us that will endure it all. You are my best friend, my partner in crime, my rap battle opponent,” He says laughing a bit through his teary eyes while choking back the last few words of his vows, “But most importantly, you are my soulmate. Thank you for being the reason I am who I am today, and for showing me what it is like to love someone unconditionally. I am in love with you, Y/N Y/L, and I can’t believe that I get to be the honor of being your husband.” 
It wasn’t like the entire audience had been silent because of the fact that it was a ceremony, but mainly because of his heartfelt words that also had you tearing up because he was your soulmate, like you were to him. 
But all he was able to see was you, the light of his life and his now wife that he can finally show off to the world. 
Reason #5
The empty feeling beside him felt foreign as he was blinded by the sunlight that was shining in from your windows. Joshua was confused as to why you had already left the bed without your usual tickle fights or kisses in the morning, but what made him even more suspicious was how quiet the house was, especially at 12 in the afternoon while calling out for your name.
“Y/N?” 
However, his thoughts were immediately answered by the time that he had stopped calling your name as his daughter had suddenly bursted into the room with poppers that had streamers out of them. She instantly ran over to where he had still sitting up and tackled him into a tight embrace, just as he had already started blowing raspberries onto her stomach, her giggles loudly echoing throughout the room. 
“Happy birthday, Daddy!” She cheers, still laughing at his ticklish actions, and kisses his cheek once he had stopped while climbing onto his lap. 
“Thank you, sweetheart, where’s Mommy?” He smiles kissing her head and just right on cue, you had walked in with a cake and a large smile on your face. 
“Surprise- wait, didn’t I tell you to cover his eyes, Jieun?” You laughed softly, watching your daughter already finding solace in her father’s lap while walking over to sit on your bed with the both of them as she shrugs softly. 
“No...” 
Shaking your head softly at your three your old daughter, you looked at your husband with a happy expression and turned on the electronic candle while pecking his lips. A small ‘ew’ was heard from Jieun as you both laughed at her silliness before he had looked between the both of you guys while looking down at his cake. 
“Happy birthday, Joshua. We love you.” You smiled and watched as he pretended to blow out the candle while moving the cake in order to engulf the both of you into a large embrace.
He places a lingering kiss on both of your foreheads and he felt as though he had everything he could ever ask for in the world, while a small sniffle was able to be heard from him.  
“Thank you to my beautiful angels, for being the reason that I am happy for the rest of my life.” 
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